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The more I stare at this picture the more unnatural Ken looks in it, and not just because of the current story
The way heâs crammed between Luke and Li is making me think of 2 possibilities
First he looks like he was added after the other four were already drawn based on the spacing making me wonder if it was the artist decision to include him or they were asked to
Secondly I donât think heâs actually there eating out with them and Ryuâs imagining himâŠ..
#Ken is the only thing making this scene impossible#notice how Kenâs not looking at whoeverâs taking the picture#like he stops moving if Ryuâs distracted#how heâs dressed is even more bizarre#obviously this art is ment to show off their alt costumes#and Ryu still wearing that towel is weird too#but even though they picked outfit 3 for Ryu Ken and Chun they picked out 2 for Luke#because his mma gear would look out of place#like if Ryu and Ken were in a restaurant with their giâs on#which Ryu used to do#so the outfits that would look the most natural and street were chosen#but Kenâs dressed like heâs going ice skating or to an outdoor christmas party#itâs the middle of summer heâs gonna have a heatstroke in that I donât care how vain he is#why would he primp himself up so much just to eat fast food with friends#unless itâs for Ryu lol#Ryu is literally his only friend here#itâd make more since to be wearing his default even if itâs dirty as fuck#most importantly itâs been officially stated that outfit 3 is one of his pre nayshal looks#is this how Ken appeared the last time Ryu saw him?#ryuken#Ken masters#ryu street fighter
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "đđŒđđŒâ" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) âwhy didn't he use đ«”đŒ?â didn't exist yet. âwhy didn't he use đ?â dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. đđŒ is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent đđŒđđŒ as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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ok so. kiwami 2. rooftop scene. the ending. it's a bit of a clusterfuck but i wanna talk about one detail, a problem they bring to your attention by Fucking. Talking About Her.
haruka is watching all of this unfold.
[this post is like 4.5k words long + pretty critical + has spoilers for kiwami and kiwami 2, and really minor/vague ones for a couple others. they're not that bad though, trust me (and i added a warning in the one place it is major)]
ALSO CONTENT WARNING i'm gonna talk about kiryu's passive suicidality a good amount in this one, so stay away from this if you think that might affect you negatively/you'd be better off skipping it. i'll also make a tl;dr (which i will highlight in red) at the very end if you really wanna know what my point is that will exclude those elements <3. i am also going to use a lot of choice-based language in regards to kiryu's contemplation of suicide because i think it's the lens through which the games treat the topic, but i personally don't find it a productive or realistic way to look at suicide or suicidal ideation at all. someone dying by suicide absolutely does not mean they don't care about their loved ones enough to fight on or whatever. i love you, and proceed with caution on this one.
(also i'm using the kiwamis as my point of reference because i uh. don't have a ps2? those are the games that i played, and though the differences are likely slight, i wanna be clear about that. also,, ignore the watermark on these screenshots,, i didn't notice them and i'm not retaking them. we're all gonna have to settle for youtube cutscene comps for now xoxo)
first, we have to talk about the ending of the first game.
[note: i am Really Really Confident kiryu has a conversation earlier in the game about his going to jail in nishiki's stead being him running away and choosing not to resist his two options (go to jail or let nishiki go to jail) and define his own path, fighting his way against fate to make it happen. part of why i'm so confident it exists is because it made such an impression on me at the time. it's pretty important to my interpretation of things but i also can't find it for the life of me, so uh. sorry âïž i really tried. this post's takes/analysis will be dependent on this scene existing, so keep that in mind. if anyone knows where to find the scene/screenshots of it, lmk and i'll add a follow-up with it]
kiwami stuff
so as she's dying, yumi tells haruka this:
that she may be dying (painfully, and right as she's getting everything she wanted), but she doesn't regret it, because at least she did something rather than running away from it all. that you shouldn't run away, ever.
shortly thereafter, when the police find kiryu and haruka, this exchange happens between him and date. here's the play by play:
date tells kiryu he can get him out of trouble with this, and that if he doesn't, he'll get life in prison; kiryu declines his help:
kiryu is so devastated (understandably) by the back to back losses of the three people closest to him that he resigns himself to life in prison, and the death-in-effect that would be. he would prefer to waste away rather than struggle through a life without them. prison was monotonous and isolating, but coming back after a decade was overwhelming, and coming back to everything being so warped and twisted, and then losing the corrupted scraps he had anyway, well. he wants to go back to sleep. he doesn't want to be in a world where everything's the same except he's on his own. better to return to safety, to die slowly in a hell he knows well than weather a new one where he has control and agency, and thus one where he has the ability to fail and to lose anything at any time. he explains to date that that loss is why he can accept his death:
date shakes him and asks him if there's really nothing left for him, no reason to keep living at all:
then echoes yumi's advice to haruka:
which makes an impression on kiryu:
date gives him a reason to live in the form of haruka, saying she'll be on her own again if he goes to jail. he hijacks kiryu's tragic protector complex to keep him alive, because she needs him, and because she's someone precious to him:
after the dust has cleared,
kiryu and date also have this exchange, where date tells him to stay away from the cops (and presumably arrest and a return to prison, the aforementioned fate akin to death), and kiryu cites haruka as his reason to stay away, one he holds to with no uncertainty (showing again that he's accepted date's logic, that his reason to keep living even when it's incredibly difficult is to care for the more vulnerable haruka). given the weight of the consequences, to me, it feels like date's telling him not to be alone with his thoughts or something. it's almost frightening:
so, what's our takeaway from kiwami?
kiryu lost everything and hit rock bottom, but he chose to fight, and to live life on his own terms, even when it got difficult. that's the narrative life lesson he had to learn to avoid repeating the events of 1995. he made that choice for haruka's sake. it's seen as growth.
and without him, haruka would've just returned to the orphanage (assuming she could make it back to sunflower at all) with no one who knew or understood what she had been through, no one to mourn with her, and no one to give her the attention, care, and protection she needs. kiryu knows what it's like to be an orphan with a limited parental figure who only checks in every so often (kazama, "aunt" yumi), and what someone will do for attention/affection from that person (via both himself and nishiki swearing up, climbing the ranks, etc. arguably haruka coming to kamurocho by herself to find "mizuki" is similar), and what it's like to lose them anyway (again, kazama, yumi). their situations parallel each others' somewhat, and that binds them further. and after losing everyone (which he blames himself for to some extent, as one can probably assume from this and 2, and something key to his arc in later games), he chooses to protect her. and this time, he won't fail. at least partially because failing would hurt him, too. he'd have nothing left again.
okay. now we get to kiwami 2.
if you forgot, the context is basically:
everybody's fighting on the roof of a building which i'm sure will not be a running theme or anything as the series goes on
there's a bomb that's about to go off and they don't know how to/can't defuse it
ryuji shot the twist villain to death, but took fatal hits to do so
sayama's like hey!! let's get out of here!!! and kiryu and ryuji are like nooo we have to settle this oughh it's punchin time and they stick her on an elevator and send her down so she doesn't have to watch
ryuji loses. sayama returns, they have a cute sibling heart to heart, and ryuji dies in her arms. sad
kiryu is in rough shape as well, and there's like 2 minutes left on the bomb's timer
here's the scene itself:
sayama tells kiryu they have to run, and kiryu says he can't. the gist is "let's run!" "you go without me" "i'm not leaving you!" "i'm in no condition to run" "i'll carry you then!!" sayama: *sees how fucked up kiryu is, realizes he's Going To Die Anyway* "ok, then i'm staying with you!" and then further bickering about that, before they give up and make out (as one does i guess)
date (he's here now) yells this at them from a helicopter:
before someone else in the helicopter tells date this:
we get this shot of haruka calling out to kiryu as the helicopter swerves away:
and kiryu and sayama have this exchange about haruka where they say they let her down, but that she'll understand:
then they hug and the bomb ticks to zero right when the credits hit. in post credits it's revealed that the twist villain defused the bomb when they weren't looking, betraying his co-villain for reasons i truthfully do not remember and am unwilling to look up. it's not about that right now.
so, how does this scene interact with the ending of the previous game?
the short answer is "badly <3" but here's the long answer:
it's about choices.
the thing about fiction is that anything you want to have happen, as a writer, can happen. it may not be effective, internally consistent, or logical, but you can write it regardless. audiences suspend their disbelief for the sake of engaging fully with your fiction, but everyone has a threshold past which they will stop being engaged in a story and either become uninvested or annoyed. writers usually have lines they're unwilling to cross as well. but in almost every story, there's at least a couple of places where they stretch reality a little to make the narrative they want happen. this is not a bad thing at all. that's how stories get told.
now, i'm gonna be real with you. i don't care about how feasible plots are like 95% of the time. it's not something i think about much, nor is it something i prioritize. i am a very character-centric media consumer, so if world building and/or plot are a bit stale or contrived, that doesn't really bother me much so long as i'm invested in the characters involved. some people can't stand plot holes or the ways musicals burst into song or whatever, and that's fine for them. but it's not something i tend to find that all that important.
this is all to say that i have a sorta affection for rgg's flavor of bullshit pulling. and it is a powerful flavor, maybe even an acquired taste, but i can and do rock with it so long as it doesn't damage the characters too much. this is why i'm not making a lengthy post howling into the void about joji kazama or the second joon-gi han or how many secret relatives there are. those things are silly and endearing and a clumsy yet heartfelt part of a series i care about very deeply. i'll joke about it, but i don't consider it much of a flaw. it's more like personality. flaws are texture, and they help a piece's identity. point is i am very, very willing and able to suspend my disbelief for these games in exchange for a good time, particularly via good characters.
(if you want another example of where i draw the line from within rgg, the answer's the YAKUZA 4 SPOILERS INCOMING rubber bullets twist, because i think 1) it's actively horrifically stupid (especially retconning a scene we SAW HAPPEN. WE SAW BLOOD ON EACH IMPACT, AND RUBBER BULLETS DON'T OFTEN BREAK SKIN THAT DEEPLY (THEIR DAMAGE IS MORE PERCUSSIVE THAN PENETRATIVE). THESE EVENTS HAPPEN IN THE SAME GAME YOU DON'T HAVE TO RETCON IT JUST REWRITE IT. OR DON'T SHOW THE HIT AT ALL SO THERE'S MORE PLAUSIBLE DENIABILITY. DON'T DO THIS JUST TO HYPE UP YOUR SHITTY VILLAIN NO ONE CARES ABOUT. and 2) (a bit more importantly) i think it actively removes saejima's primary internal conflict for that game, that being his intense guilt over the 18 murders he thinks he committed, one i was invested and interested in. but this isn't a rubber bullets post.)
characters in this series walk off a lot of life threatening injuries. they survive miraculously, they escape in the nick of time, and they pull through in the end. kiryu still somehow hasn't killed anyone. almost every game in his saga ends with an "is kiryu gonna make it out this time?!?" shortly followed by a "yeah lol. lmao" postcredits reveal. kiryu fucking punches a marble statue into dust in the first game. having a story that asks you to suspend your disbelief so much and so often means that when a decision is made, it's not the writers saying, "well, this would have to happen so we are obligated/forced to write it happening" so much as "we wanted this to happen for some reason(s)," because you already know that they're not guided solely by logic. again, this is true of all writers, it's just amplified in stories like these because they've already given you so many hard mode suspension of disbelief moments (they've broken you in like leather, yeah? or like how obvious internet scams allow for self selection by being so obvious that only the most vulnerable people would fall for them. they curate an audience willing to play along with their bullshit flavor so they can tell a story that's more likely to satisfy that audience. in a good way, in a fun way! mass appeal is overrated). there is not much limit to what this series is willing to try and sell you.
so when ryuji takes lethal damage taking out the big bad, that's a choice. when he doesn't die immediately, that's a choice. when ryuji and kiryu send sayama away in the soon-to-be-forgotten elevator so they can settle this like men or whatever despite the literal actual bomb about to go off, that's a choice. when sayama comes back, that's a choice. when ryuji does die, that's a choice. when kiryu determines that he can't escape in time, that's a choice. when sayama is unwilling to leave him, that's a choice. when she says she'll carry him out and there's an elevator right fucking there and then she's like never mind i guess i won't anymore we're dying together right now kiryu like they're not gonna even try?? wouldn't distancing themselves from the blast give themselves a better shot, something that's super possible given the 2 minutes they have with that elevator??? sayama you met him like a week and a half ago why are you ready to die with him that's not a plot hole i just think that's kinda strange whatever anyway, that's a choice. when kiryu stops arguing with her so they can kiss (next to her brother's corpse), that's a choice. when date shows up, that's a choice. when the helicopter can't save them because the bomb was going to go off too soon, that's a choice. when they put haruka in that helicopter and take her away, let her only impact be reminding kiryu and sayama that they can't help her, that's a choice. when they spend their last moments talking as if they're already dead, then simply waiting, that's a choice.
they're all choices that the writers made for the characters, and we are asked to believe them for the sake of achieving the writers' vision, as with any story. the only problem is that the writers' vision here fucking blows.
i'm not saying it would be realistic for kiryu and sayama (and even ryuji) to make it out alive, but it wouldn't be out of character for the series in the slightest. kiryu is suddenly unable to power through here, and that's a choice. so, what is their vision?
put simply, i think they wanted a romantic last stand for kiryu and sayama, a tragic scene of doomed, devoted lovers. and i think they wanted an edge-of-your-seat fake out death. they wanted spectacle.
here's how some specific choices they made undermine all that shit we talked about earlier from the first game.
once again, kiryu is called by date to live, to pick himself up and keep going, no matter how impossible the odds are. he's even reminded by haruka's presence, his one anchor in keeping himself going. the growth he had in the parallel scene in the previous game is challenged, and he fails.
it's not enough this time. and that's a choice.
it's also one i can't think of a good reason for, and that's the real kicker.
characters can have developmental backslide just like people do, and if they're given good reason for it, it can be just as, if not far more compelling that purely linear growth (i am a chimera ant arc enjoyer, and that's all i'll say. sorry if you haven't seen hunter x hunter. uhh. i am also a zuko avatar enjoyer if that helps). but i can't think of anything that happened in that game that would cause this from a character perspective. if anything, kiryu should be less likely to do this intentionally. he's spent around a year raising haruka, and a year has passed since he lost his loved ones. at the very least, the pain should be more dull, though it is established through an early nightmare sequence that his ass is (justifiably) not over it yet. given that their deaths were the initial motivation for his willingness to rot forever, theoretically, he should be more motivated to stay alive than before now that he's got more investment and stability in his life outside of them, particularly when it comes to haruka, his reason for surviving. and if the ongoing nature of the trauma was the motivator for this, then they should've had it affect him more past that nightmare scene (it really serves more as a recap of the last game than anything else) so it didn't come out of nowhere. so the reminder of the lesson that saved his life and then guided it for at least a year afterwards, one that the whole resolution of the previous game relied on heavily falls flat for... some reason.
i think this is a good time to mention that, generally speaking, you don't write arbitrary choices into characters. sure, people in real life are often sporadic, but when analyzing fictional characters, every choice is filed into a portfolio of characterization that can and should be analyzed. going for pure realism can obfuscate their development, motivations, themes, etc. their choices and reactions may be unorthodox, but they must be internally consistent. this is very related to how i view plot contrivance as well. characters drive the plot, not the other way around. stories are about the ways characters affect their worlds/lives and vice versa, and they're the human face to the themes and ideas the writers are trying to explore and express. maybe my stance on this seems hypocritical. i don't know if it is. but to me, plot issues are usually a matter of engagement and investment, while character issues are a matter of substance.
i hope this doesn't feel patronizing explaining all of this, but i want you guys to know where i'm coming from in my analysis. starting at my base philosophy on writing is the easiest way to do that, i feel. defining the terms of the debate, and all that. anyway
and i mean, look. they survive because "it was defused the whole time we just didn't see it happen", so it's not like narrative tension or realism or whatever was THAT big of a priority overall. if it was gonna be a cop-out anyway, they should'nt have ruined kiryu's development too, yeah?. and sayama fucks off to america after this game anyway, so it's not like the doomed lovers thing had much payoff or meaning after this one (though you could argue that's more an issue with yakuza 3 than yk2, which has some merit to it). which means that they chose to sacrifice kiryu's prior development and internal logic for the sake of cheap tension for their finale that was both kinda illogical in and of itself (the elevator!! the elevator!!!) and a romantic climax that neither required nor really benefitted from this staging. (like. you coulda had them make out and then get saved by date, or kiss on the elevator in a "it's moving, but will we make it in time??" way or whatever. look i'm not saying those are great options either but they're SOMETHING okay. it would remove/reduce the amount of time wasted on characters sitting around with their thumbs up their asses for no reason in this finale).
instead the message of this finale is that, actually, sometimes it is impossible to change your circumstances and fight for your own way out of an awful situation. and what should you do about this unfortunate truth? uh. die! i guess. it's the exact opposite of the encouraging, optimistic message of the last game. zetsubou chou pride my ass.
note: i feel i should mention that when suicidality is brought up within the series (particularly in substories), it is always something someone has to overcome themselves through wanting it badly enough. they simply need the inspiration and the motivation to keep going. it's arguably treated as a moral obligation. frankly, the series is broadly very meritocratic (<- bad) when it comes to this topic (and others, but that's a Whole Other Thing. see akiyama's weird loan shark tests as well). sheer will and resolve is enough to conquer any problem, be it physical or mental/emotional, and it's irresponsible to act/feel otherwise. this is the logic the games operating under, and kiryu is often the mouthpiece for this bootstrap-pulling "tough love" sentiment. so when kiryu "chooses" to die, yet faces no emotional fallout from date, haruka, or anyone else, it feels very out of place. it's not just an odd choice; it's specifically, once again, an odd choice to make in context of the game/series/character it appears in.
kiryu's just like eh, haruka'll watch her only family die right as she gets some sense of tentative stability and lets her guard down after a devastating month the year prior (and a relatively dismal upbringing before that) that we trauma bonded over. sure, she likely came to view me as the one who would stay no matter what, who was too strong to be taken out, who she could always rely on, and so i know that dying would hurt her immensely, but she's smart enough to know it'd happen eventually. her eventual recovery means it's okay for me to do this (somehow, in a way it wasn't in the first game). it's an excuse within the narrative's logic, and one it is uncritical of simply because it's kiryu. he gets a pass.
and i think with the previously mentioned passive suicidality and general series-long mental health issues kiryu displays (i mean. yakuza 5's literally his depression arc), this could be retroactively seen as an interesting choice, like a piece in that particular narrative. i don't even dislike that viewing, especially in terms of fan approach. but (assuming this went down the same in yakuza 2), they likely didn't have that in mind. all they had then was the first game and the movie. and they took the first game's Entire Message and contradicted it for nothing but a scene they wanted to have happen because it'd be suspenseful and/or emotional (without actually doing the work to earn it). and they're not fans trying to analyze his character, they're the ones making choices for him. and they chose to massacre my boy. and if the subject of kiryu's mental health was a priority of theirs, why didn't they explore that? haruka and date's feelings on him not resisting and their words not being enough (whether that blame is justified by the narrative or not (it shouldn't be btw)), the uncomfortable drifting that resigning yourself to death and living afterwards anyway often brings, literally any conversation about it besides the minimal shit we get post credits of date being like "did you know about the bomb not having a fuse?" which like. bad answer either way (which is why they weren't straightforward about it, the cowards). you can't just be like "oh uh. idk he just gave up this time. yeah he was gonna die on purpose for some reason. good thing the bomb was fake lol" and then pack up and go home!! that's stupid!! any merit the idea of kiryu dying by suicide in this scene and in this way could have had from a character-based perspective loses its weight because 1. it didn't happen (for kinda stupid reasons), which makes it fall flat and 2. no one is really affected by the fact that it almost did, including him. they sacrificed his ass and replaced it with nothing, even when there could have been interesting outcomes to it.
so the narrative effectively chose to kill him by making the situation impossible, and this impossibility is ultimately arbitrary, given the series' usual approach to miraculous, illogical escapes. that, or the choice to stay was up to kiryu and sayama, one that 1. doesn't make sense and is actively regressive in context of kiryu's arc in the only other game in the series (as well as his whole saga in retrospect) and 2. one that contradicts how the series sees/treats resignation to death/death by suicide in all other contexts without being addressed, challenged, or condemned in ways it would in all other contexts. because they don't want you to think about it like that. they want you to think he (and the narrative) had no choice, that it made sense to do that. but it didn't. it doesn't.
and look, honestly? if i was bleeding out and had like 2 minutes to live, there's a non zero chance i'd say fuck it and kiss a girl too. i get it. but i am (and this is crucial) not a fucking yakuza character. and i'm certainly not kiryu kazuma.
tl;dr (basically just rephrasing the second to last main paragraph)
there are not sufficient character reasons for kiryu and sayama not trying to escape. additionally, because the narrative regularly facilitates even less likely escapes, it's not so constrained to logic and reality that it couldn't pull this one off. the choice to let their situation be impossible this one time was a cheap and arbitrary way of forcing a scene they thought would be cool and dramatic, and in doing so they chose to cannibalize a key emotional note of the previous finale (namely kiryu's mission to dedicate his life to protecting haruka) for hollow last minute stakes-upping in this one. it is then completely disregarded anyway. god damn.
#got so into this post that i used tumblr on my laptop for the first time to surpass mobile's image limit#i also added transcriptions in the alt text (which i should do more often)#actually thinking about it in the movie kiryu teaches haruka that lesson about stumbling on.. and she's the one to ask to follow him... hm.#just interesting given that the movie came out before 2. i don't think it makes much of a difference to the post it's just neat to me#one of my favorite parts of writing this was skimming through a bunch of yk1/yk2 cutscenes and noticing how often kiryu pats haruka's head#it happens a lot more than i remembered and it's very sweet to me. get bonked little one <3#another good thing was realizing you can edit tags when you're not on mobile.... fucking life changing. i have lost hours to mobile tag#editing and i'm not even kidding about that#speaking of editing this one took like 6 hours.. my brother used âyakuza autismâ (verb) for me earlier and it's so true. source: this post#i did have a short break to get food bc i hadn't eaten all day but that's mostly because i woke up at 3pm. anyway#also if you like kiwami 2's ending you're not even remotely alone. i looked at the comment sections of the scene comps and ppl love it#and more power to you!! i like it when people enjoy things. and tbh i DO have feelings that i'm supposed to about that ending#i just also have feelings you're not supposed to. like. anger. i guess.#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#skrunk meta#aww yeah it's a new tag babeyy#yakuza kiwami 2#kiwami 2#yakuza#like a dragon#yk2#kiryu kazuma#sawamura haruka#sayama kaoru#maybe my thoughts'll change after replaying the games...? it's been like a year and a half since i beat yk2 so i am a bit fuzzy on it#yakuza kiwami spoilers#yakuza kiwami 2 spoilers
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Experimenting with some brushes âĄ
#every time I draw Zhao he looks different bc I donât know which style I want to use for him brkfkfmdkf#like I want to make him hot and cute at the same time while also having his essence there like??#I do like these brushes tho đ„č#mimidoots#yakuza posting#yakuza like a dragon#yakuza lad#ryu ga gotoku 7#ryu ga gotoku#rgg#rgg7#tianyou zhao#zhao tianyou
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"Please.. A-Apollo, it's me..!"
"So after its death must [he] weep, for it is a terrifying endeavour to face such a creature as that, man, and lose such a dear friend, as a dragon"
A delightfully angsty idea that came to mind during some fun conversations in the Fatebreakers server a couple of days ago, and that I figured could be my first new render for this new blog! Those in that server will have already seen this, but to those who are not.. Long story short, that Ryu Dragon Nightmare is a transformed Apollo, Seren's boyfriend. Call it a very bad end for the Loren ship.
(Seren belongs to @ephemxras while Apollo belongs to @uldren--sov!)
#a call from the void#creations from the void#made using MMD#this post is okay to reblog!#aaand here we go with figuring out which tags to use and how#seren (kingdom hearts) (ephemxras)#ryu dragon (kingdom hearts)#kingdom hearts tag#but also technically#fatebreakers tag#let's try those for the moment#if you know what the second part of the caption is from then nicely done#not safe for clara#possibly#even as a nightmare he shines like the sun#that was the aim with the glowing golden effect anyway#I had a lot of fun messing about with this after rendering it#I do not know if ryu dragons are supposed to be that big in the actual game itself but that's how big the model was (i.e. very)#I hope this is alright to post! ^-^#aaand I messed up Apolloâs tag thank you for the heads-up Simon#apollo (kingdom hearts) (uldrenââsov)
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GENRE(S): Brotherâs Bestfriend AU, Childhood Friend AU?, Smut
â SUMMARY:Â No matter how badly you want to start over, your rebellious past follows you to college, and you can't run from it forever Your brother Jaemin was your rock growing up, but now that he has left for an out-of-state university, he can no longer save you. You do not want to burden your brother's best friend, but he might be the only one who can save you from the person of your past who refuses to let you go.
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â WARNINGS: Unprotected sex, sexual intercourse, fighting, harassment, and stalking, mentions of violence, guns and drugs, abusive relationships.
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NOTES: Read with caution, please; some scenes can be intense. Leave nice comments, please <3Â
It was a mistake; you knew it was a mistake; your brother and friends both told you so. Now, due to the enormous amounts of red flags you have ignored, you have found yourself in some hot water. What can you say? Love makes you blind.
âYou cant keep putting up with this! We need to do something,â your friend Ryujin stressed âThis has been going on for too long; im scared something serious might happenâ You were worried that wrinkles might form from how much shes been furrowing her brow.
âIm fine! Its not even that serious, ok? Just drop it,â you say, sitting on your bed with your head buried in your hands as your roommate paced the dorm room. You had never seen her so upset.Â
âNo! I will not sit here while my best friend gets harassed! We need to report this!â
âWe are NOT reporting this ryu; that will only make things worse.â you sigh before sitting back to look your friend dead in the eyes
âHe pushed you down the stairs!?âÂ
âIt was a mistake!â
You met Yuta during your junior year of high school. He was your typical run-of-the mill bad boy; he skipped classes, hung out late, and got high. You knew he was trouble, but that was what you wanted. You grew up rebellious; you were young and dumb. You just wanted attention, and hanging with the wrong crowd got you plenty. You felt unstoppable when you were with Yuta and his crew. When Yuta would parade you around school in your too-short skirt and pretty long legs, you felt special; you felt wanted. Your friends hated him, and they hated what you became. You didnât listen to their warnings, and you stuck around.Â
You stuck around even when skipped classes turned into stolen cars and the weed highs turned into selling. You were stupid to think you could keep up with his lifestyle. You just wanted to piss your family off. You were used to bad boys, but Yuta was something else.Â
She takes a deep breath, trying to calm herself âLook, he's clearly getting bold; I'm afraid heâll seriously hurt you!âÂ
âPlease, drop it,â you beg in exhaustion. Its been a long day. You had classes all day, and with your yuta problem, you found yourself getting tired a lot faster. You had to turn in his class work on top of yours, which resulted in more time spent in the library. You had been getting home later and later.Â
âWhat about Jaemin? Have you told him? You know he would do anything for you.â
Your brother left for college the year before you. You couldn't ask him to fight your battles anymore. He got a full ride and was off in another state, living his life, while you were at home bawling your eyes out over the fact that the heartbreaking bad boy broke your heart.Â
You had finally broken up with Yuta when you realized he was cheating on you. You should have seen it coming, honestly, The day you checked his phone and found the messages, he didnt even try to pretend like he cared. He had been talking to several other girls while he was with you. You felt so stupid, and that was your last straw. Let us just say he was not happy about it, and he and his friends have been harassing you since.
âThat's exactly why I can't tell him; I don't need him flying out just to take care of my issues; I can handle them on my own. He's got his own life; he can't afford any more distractions.â
Your brother was practically your hero growing up. Whenever you were in trouble, he was by your side to protect you. Even though he was really only your stepbrother, he didnât love you any less. You would always be his little sister.
 Jaemin had been in and out of the boxing ring for years. Bad boyfriends weren't anything new to you or him; he was the one who typically kept them in check. You were the main reason he picked up fighting; he knew, as your older brother, it was his job to protect you, and he would do it to his last breath. He tried to warn you about Yuta, but you didn't listen. You knew he would drop anything if it meant coming to your aid, but you couldn't ask that of him.Â
You also know he would never let you live it down.Â
You thought once high school was over, you would finally be able to escape Yutaâs torment, but he followed you to your new school. Your brother warned you about him, and now he's not here to protect you anymore.Â
"Ok, what about Jeno?â She states hesitantly,
âAbsolutely NOT!â you scowl, throwing yourself back into the sheets to hide under the covers
âYes! Jaemin literally told you to go to him if you need anything! He probably knew you would be too proud to contact him if you were in trouble.â
You sit back up and throw the covers off of you. âItâs not his problem! I got myself into this mess. I'll get myself out, ok?â you state firmly
"Fine, you know what fine, its getting late Iâm heading to bedâŠbut I swear if heââ
"Ok, Ryujin, thanks really,â you say sincerely. You could never be mad at Ryujin; she was only looking out for you, and you knew she meant well. For all that it was worth, you knew she would always have your back. She would run head-first into battle for you.
You could definitely be mad at Ryujin. In fact, you've been upset for the last hour.
She promised a surprise for you; she said she wanted to take you somewhere to take your mind off of the whole Y*ta situation. Honestly, you were grateful to be getting out of the house; you had been limiting yourself to only going to classes. You were trying your hardest to not run into him.Â
You make sure to dress prettily. You were just too excited to finally have a reason to dress up again. You were so excited, you didn't even blink at the all-too-familiar signs and buildings as Ryujin pulled into the parking lot of a run-down boxing gym.
It's not until you have walked into the threshold and over to the rusty sideline benches that you feel overdressed and out of place. Your eyes scan the room, and everything feels so familiar yet out of place that you feel stupid for not realizing sooner.
As your eyes take in the old tattered banners and boxing ring, you realize you were walked blind into your brother's old gym. He and Jeno used to come here all the time to spar and train. This place used to run official matches and business, but it went bankrupt and had to close. Now it was just a place that hosted underground fighting.Â
You knew what this was about, and you were upset that Ryujin fooled you into coming. You crossed your arms protectively over your chest, and you had hungry eyes staring at you from each angle.
âYou...are... insane,â you hissed at her in anger after you two got settled in your seats.Â
âAnd you are a coward. I'm sorry I lied Ok, but we need his help,â she contests
âYou just walked me into a den full of hungry wolves. We're gonna need a lot more than help now!â You whisper harshly.
"Oh, come on, you know jenoâs not gonna let anything happen to youâ
It was as if saying his name aloud summoned him; the next thing you know, he is in the ring.
You can't help but hold your breath at the sight. He had grown since the last time you saw him, and you didn't even think that was possible. His face was more refined and sculpted, and his arms were toned with muscles. His shoulders would have had you drooling if it werenât for the perdicament you were in. They were broad and covered in cuts and bruises, much like the rest of his body. His body relaxes as he shakes away his nerves. He was standing in one corner of the ring, while his opponent stood menacingly at the other end. You think you hear the announcer call out his nameâwas it Jaehyung? Jaehyoon? Something like that.
You try to duck your head, not wanting to be seen, but you stand out like a sore thumb. As Jeno finished up his quick stretches, his eyes somehow wandered to you. First comes shock, then confusion, and as he rakes his eyes over your outfit, heâs overcome with anger.
Tonight was going to be a long night.
You could hear the scolding nowâŠ
âit's too cold to be wearing thatâ
âit's too dangerous for you to be hereâ
âThis isn't some show; don't bring your friends hereâ
It wasn't even your fault you were here! You already knew he was not going to hear any of that, though.
He fixes you with a stare that says, âWeâll talk later,â and you groan in annoyance.
Before you can even open your mouth to give Ryujin another piece of your mind, the match begins and draws your attention back to the ring.
Jeno sizes up his opponent as they circle each other, looking for openings. His opponent, Jae Something, was twice his size, and honestly, you were a little afraid for Jenos sake. Jae was inpatient and struck first. Jenos weaves left and holds his guard strong. Jeno played the defense; he was patient, and you find that his fighting style was the mirror opposite of his personality. Even though Jeno had a tendency to lose his temper, it was fascinating to watch him change when he stepped into the ring. He moved with poise and thoughtfulness at every turn.Â
Jenos patience rewarded him and he saw an opening In his opponents gaurd. He struck Jae, causing him to stumble back on unsecure footing. This allowed jeno to push his opponent back and switch to offense. Jae was already worn out, and Jeno used this to his advantage, knocking him down and out after hounding him with jabs and hooks.
Jeno was an endurance fighter; his goal wasn't to win through brutality but by outlasting his opponent in a fight.
You were amazed at how far he had come. He was a skilled fighter, as he always had been, but now, after years of honing his craft, you could see he was nothing like the boy you knew before.
The match was over and you were brought back to reality as you realized just what kind of scene you were in. This was an illegal boxing match, and now that it was over, the illegal part really started to stand out. Bets had been placed on the matches before hand and were now being fulfilled. Money was being passed around, and some exchanges even turned aggressive. You knew Jeno had probably wanted you to stick around for your lashings, but this was your queue to get the fuck out of there. You grab Ryujin's hand and try to lead her away from the ever-increasingly aggravated crowd. You navigate through groups of people as you hurry towards the exit.Â
On your way, you trip over your stupid heels that Ryujin convinced you to wear and accidentally bump shoulders with someone. You find your footing and apologize. You try to walk away, pulling Ryujin behind you, but feel a rough hand on your shoulder pulling you back.
âWhere do you think your going?â a gravelly voice calls out.
âI already apologized; let me go,â you grit out, trying to pull away from the man. He was a little bit taller than you and was twice your age. You noticed the wad of cash in one of his hands and the sickishly sweet smile on his face, and you figured he must have placed a winning bet.
âDon't be like that; how about I take you and your friend here out and we go somewhere privateâ he says while flashing his money. âOf course you'll have to work for it if you want a tip,â he says repulsively.
From the corner of your eye, you see Jeno pushing through the crowd. The look on his face gives you the chills.Â
âDonât be scared, baby; I don't bite,â the man says.Â
Oh, youâre not scared of him; your scared for him.
You know what's coming before it happens, and the man is on the ground in seconds. His money flits through the air before joining him on the ground. The man is clutching his face, and before Jeno can get his hands on him again, men dressed in all black pull the man to his feet and drag him out. You figured they must have been something like security.Â
Everything happens so fast, but all you know is that you and Ryujin are both being pulled by an angry Jeno deeper into the building into some back room. Ryujin looks a bit shaken, but you assure her everything is okay now.
 It was dark and chilly in the room. The cement walls offered no warmth as you stood in the middle of what you assumed to be an old locker room. The back of the building was really coming apart; water leaked from the ceiling, and it smelled like mildew. No one really occupies the space anymore.Â
Now occupying the space were Jeno,currently trying to reel in his nerves as he drags a hand down his face; Ryujin, shifting from one foot to another awkwardly; and you, who crossed your arms definitely over your chest as you waited for Jenoâs reprimanding.
âYou know what I'm going to say,â he huffs.
âI'm sorry, it's really not her fault I'm the one who drug her here; I didn't realize how dangerous it would beâ Ryujin tried to defend you, but she didn't know Jeno like you did. He wasnt one for excuses.
âWho are you?â He asks dismissively. Â
Jeno had never met Ryujin before. Ryujin had only heard about him through the stories you would tell her about growing up with him and your brother.
âIm a friend; we didnât come here without a reason we wanted toââ She says but doesnt get to finish
"Jeno, dont be rude. She was only trying to help.â You interrupt. You could not have her bring that up now; you needed his attention back on you.Â
âI'm sorry, Ryujin. Can you give us a moment?â He sighs in apology.
Ryujin gives you a look but takes the hint and doesn't push the topic again. She reluctantly walks to the door and waits outside the room.Â
Once the door shuts behind her, Jeno wastes no time telling you off. âI dont know why your here or whats going on but you need to leave. You know better than this,â he scolds
You wanted to jump off a cliff. This is absolutely not how you wanted to meet him again. You had imagined this meeting a thousand times in your head. When you finally reconnected, you were supposed to show him how mature you had gotten. This whole fiasco definitely sets you back 10 steps.Â
âI wouldn't be here âŠI wouldn't be dressed like this if I had known we would end up here. It was a mistake. We'll leave, ok?" You say arms crossed and closed off as you dig your heel into the ground.
Even after all this time, he still had a soft spot for you. No matter how hard he tried to be stern with you, one look at the pout on your face made him feel bad. He walks over and closes the small distance between you two. He engulfs you in a hug, and youâre reminded of home. He reminds you so much of your past that it makes you nostalgic. He kisses the top of your head affectionately and lets go, and youâre reminded just how smelly and musty he is as his sticky skin peels from yours.
âGross,â you grumble
âI think you'll live,â he jokes with a smile. He's a lot calmer now. He leans down to meet your gaze âI'm sorry for being hard on you; I was just worried. You popped up out of nowhere after all this time.
It was so easy to fall back in step with him. You want to tell him everything; all you want is for him to fix everything, but you are no longer that little girl, and you are determined to prove it.Â
Youâre deep in thought when he asks, âIs everything OK, Storm?â
Your heart skips a beat at the nickname; you haven't heard that in awhile. He's always called you that; when you asked him why, he told you it was because you would stir up so much trouble wherever you went, growing up like a storm. It may have sounded negative, but he didnât mean it like that. He always said it affectionately.Â
âI'm fine; Ryujin brought me here because I said I missed home. She wanted to take me around to some familiar places. I guess she didn't know what really went down at this placeâ You try to cover up the truth.
Your campus wasn't too far from your hometown, and you go home almost every weekend, but hopefully Jeno doesnât know that and buys the story.Â
He looks a bit sceptical. "Lately, its been hard to come by you,â he says âAre you sure your not in any trouble?â
"I've just been busy with school; its nothing really,â you explain.
He just nods, and you know he does not believe it, but he doesnât pry either. âLets get you home; it's getting lateâÂ
When you open the door, Ryujin falls forward, clearly listening in and she gives you a sheepish smile. You grab her arm and pull her along as jeno personally escorts you out and to ryujin's car.
He holds your door open for you and watches as you clamber inside before buckling your seat belt and closing your door for you. You internally groan in annoyance. He was never going to see you as anything but the 7th grade version of you that he first met. The girl needed her brother to save her from herself.Â
You are grown now!
He can practically see the words printed on your forehead as he huckles to himself. He didnât care; he would always take care of you, no matter how much you hated him for it.
 He motions for you to roll down the window before leaning into the car and caressing your face affectionately with his rough, bruised hand. You decide right then that you would never let him get hurt for your sake. Heâs fought enough.
 âIf you need anything, call, ok?â He says this before drawing his hand back. You don't respond, and he quirks an eyebrow.
"Ok,â You grumbleÂ
âYou have my number, right?â
âYes!â You say a bit louder in annoyance.
"Ok, ok, I'm just checking, you never reach out, I just want to make sure your okay,â he continuesÂ
âActually, can I take your number? I'm practically her guardian now. I'll make sure to keep you updated if she needs anythingâ Your friend butts in with a smile.
Jeno happily gives her his number, and you just sit in the passenger seat like a child, watching as your parents fuss over you.
You are grown now!
Mondays are the worst days of the week, not because you have to go back to classes. You loved class, you loved learning and you loved your teachers. It wasnât until college that you found out that you really enjoyed learning. Yuta would have definitely laughed at you if you told him that in high school.Â
Yuta was the reason you hated Mondays. Mondays were the worst because they meant no more hiding. You couldn't stay in all day; you had to go to class, and that meant running into the devil. You were lucky enough to only have one class with Yuta, and that class only met on Mondays.Â
You find your way to your seat at the back of the class, hoping to hide away from him, but you know he will find you. You felt his presence as he slipped into the seat next to you.Â
âMorning doll, did you get my text?âÂ
You hated when he texted you; it was always a disturbing photo. Last time you opened a text from him, it was a video of him fucking some girl in a dark alleyway. In the video, he made the girl drop to her knees and open her mouth. He pressed the barrel of his gun into her mouth and made her suck it off. âWish this was youâ was the text he sent after the video.
Since then, you have made it a point not to open his texts, but it seems like he wasn't going to let this one go.
âIâve been busy; i hadnt had the chance toâ
"Well, that's no good doll; why don't you open it now?â he smirks wickedly.
âI dont thinkââ
âOpen it,â The playfulness slips off of his face and replaced with seriousnessÂ
You never noticed it before, but Yuta could be terrifying. He never showed this side to you before, but your certain this was the side everyone else saw. He made a promise to follow you to the end of the earth, and so far he has kept true to it.Â
He had gone from being your high schoolâs bad boy to the campusâs star athlete. Yuta had completely rebranded himself after graduation, and it made it even harder to report him. No one would believe you. He would just spin the story and make you out to be some bitter ex, making up lies to try to ruin his college career.
With shaky hands, you unlock your phone and go to your messages, clicking on the conversation with the unsaved number attached to it. There, you find a video waiting for you. You turn your volume all the way down and hit play. This time, it was a video of you a few nights ago, exiting the gym with Ryujin and Jeno. The camera work was shaky, and it seemed to have been taken from behind a car or a bushr? You couldnt tell but your heart was beating outside your chest.
Your eyes are glued to the screen as you feel a firm hand caress your tense shoulder until it grips the back of your neck. "Now why does it look like my doll is cheatingâ You freeze in place as your mouth hangs open. âWho is that?â he asks.
You had no idea he was following you. How long had he been following you? The grip on your neck tightens.
âAnswer me,â he whispers cruelly, his eyes darkening with rage.
âHeâs no oneâ tears well up in your eyes. Ryujin was right; this was getting out of hand.
âLet me catch you with him again; I'll make you regret it,â he whispers. He kisses the side of your head and breathes in the scent of your shampoo. He releases you, and you release the breath you had been holding.Â
You can barely pay attention to anything your professor is saying; you just stare blankly at the front of the room.
You sent Ryujin a text to meet you in the library. You hated to dump all of this on her but you had to talk to someone. You could already tell she was frustrated with you about the situation, but she was the only one you could confide in. With her around, you didn't feel so alone in this.Â
âHe did what?!â
âIts ok, if I do what he says, everything will be fine; i have it under control,â you reply sheepishly
âNo! You need to report his creepy ass to the cops!â she yells in disbelief.
âKeep it down; weâre in a library,â you remind her
âDont try to change the subject,â she whispersÂ
âI'll figure this outâÂ
âWe will figure this out.â she says, grabbing your hand and giving it a supportive squeeze.
When she lets go of your hand, hers slip under the table. You don't see it, but sheâs texting someone, typing furiously before hitting send.
You try not to be mad at Ryujin, but you can't believe she went behind your back and snitched. Now, here in front of you, sits the last man on earth that you want to worry. Ryujin mouths a sorry and sends you an apologetic look. Jeno had arrived about ten minutes earlier, and he looked to be trying to keep his calm before confronting the matter.
âIs this some intervention?â you joke to lighten the mood.Â
âRyujin told me everything; do you think this is a joke?â He questioned, trying to stay patient with you. âWhy didnt you tell me soonerâ
You sigh, feeling ashamed. Everything was always so tense between you two. You had grown apart over the years, and it was difficult to think he was once like a second brother to you. But time was not the only factor to blame; high school also played a part. Puberty changed everything. It changed you, it changed jeno, and it definitely changed how you felt towards him. You had such a massive crush on him in high school that even your brother found it hard to ignore. You made Jaemin swear to secrecy and never tell a soul. If you had known Ryujin was going to call Jeno, you would have sucked it up and reached out to your brother.
You didnât want Jeno to get involved. You kept telling yourself you didn't want him to get hurt, but you had to be honest with yourself. There was another reason you didn't want to ask for his help, and it was because you were still embarrassed. Anything was better than sitting in front of the man who rejected you.Â
Summer freshman year of highschool
You thought you had finally grown up in his eyes; you thought your newfound curves were enough to make him see you as more than âJaemâs little sister.â You thought you could fool yourself into believing you had a chance.Â
It wasnt abnormal for jeno to sleep over at your place during highschool. He would crash in Jaeminâs room and eat breakfast with your family, like he lived there. One night, you catch him alone and tell him how you feel. You waited for him outside the bathroom. He was showering, and you were certain your brother was too engulfed in his game to interrupt you. Jeno had exited the bathroom wearing sweats and a tanktop, drying his hair with a towel. He had almost walked right by, not noticing you. You stood in front of him wearing a similar white tanktop and sleeping shorts, your nipples poking through the fabric of your shirt. You were so sure you would have his attention, but he just tentatively acknowledged you.
âIm sorry, was i taking too long?â he asked apologetically
"No, i actually wanted to talk to you about somethingâ
He just nods his head and waits for you to continue
âI really like you, and I was hoping I could spend more time with you... just uh⊠the two of us,â you said shyly, unable to find the right words.
You couldnt meet his eye and stare at a random spot on the carpet
You felt a gentle hand stroke your head affectionately. You look up, hopefully but your world comes crashing down with his next few words
âYour like a sister to me; of course we can hang out more,â he smiles brightly, unknowingly ripping your heart out
Ever since that night, you have avoided him like the plague.
âI just didn't want to worry you or jaem.â you say, ashamed.
âI won't tell him but if you think I'm going to sit back and let this happen, your wrongâ
âI didnât think it was that much of an issue yet.â you say, picking at your sleeves.
Jenos eyes harden with disbelief âAre you serious? Not much of an issue?â he grits âHes threatening youâ
"Ok, ok, your right; I shouldn't be taking this lightlyâ You try to soothe things over with a weak smile.
âGive me your phone,â he says, holding out his hand
You unlock it and hand it to him, unsure of what he's going to do. After messing around with it, he hands it back. âI blocked him; dont even think about texting him again.â he warns
âJeno! I have to; hes going to be pissed!â You take your phone back, looking through your messages, but youâre unable to find the conversation again. You didn't realize how much control he had over you. You thought all you had to do was follow his orders, and you would be alright; one day he would just get bored of you and stop.Â
âDon't you hear yourself? Your scared!â he yells. He hated seeing you like this. He promised Jaemin that he would watch after you, but here he was, blind to the cruelty that you had endured. âOnce this is all over, I'm telling Jaem.âÂ
(ÂŹ_ÂŹ) snitchÂ
He gets up, preparing to leave, while both you and Ryujin stare at each other. Well, you glare at her while she communicates a response with her eyes in return. He doesnât turn to leave before saying one last thing: âKeep your phone on you at all times, and I'll be walking you from your classes from here on out,â he states sternly.Â
âI dont know if thatâs a good idea; he told me notââ
âAre you more afraid of him or me?â he asks you
Point taken.
You wait until Jeno is out of earshot before you whisper yell at your friend, âI told you not to tell him!â
âI had to! I was worriedâ
"Well, great, now he's worried and probably thinks I'm an irresponsible idiot!â
"Well, you are,â she counters, âwhats your deal anyway? You seriously think Yuta is just going to leave you alone? He's gonna end up killing you!â she scolds.
You take a moment to process her words. She had a point, but she didn't know Yuta like you did; neither of them did. He was dangerous. You just wanted to keep your friends safe, but you might have gotten in over your head.
You finally make it to your destination; you drove to the old gym, hoping to find Jeno. You could have called or texted him, but you knew it would be easier to get your point across in person. You had at least wanted to let him know what he was getting himself into. Yuta was dangerous, and no matter how strong Jeno was, he wasn't bulletproof.
You park your cute little beetle and cringe; you definitely didn't belong in this scene, and everyone around was going to know it. A sticker-bombed Volkswagen Beetle in the middle of the parking lot of a broken-down and shady gym? Perfect combo!
Luckily, there were only a few cars tonight. You figured it must not be fight night, and you prayed that you found Jeno inside. You gather up your courage and march inside. You make your way down a narrow hallway that opens up into the main gym, and that's where you find him. There were a few other fighters occupying the space, but they seemed to be wrapping up. Jeno must not be the only one who comes here to let off steam, you assume.Â
"Oh, who's this cute thing?â one of the guys says as you catch his eye on his way out.
âI wouldn't do that if I were you Haechan; thats Jenos Girl,â another voice says, coming up behind him before slinging an arm over his shoulder. âExcuse him,â he says politely before pulling Haechan away and scolding him.
The one that wasnât Haechan was there the night Jeno punched that weirdo out. Apparently the whole gym knew you as Jenoâs girl, according to his rambling. Their arguing fades away and the last thing you hear before complete silence is âGet off me Renjun your mustyâ
You laugh to yourself before scanning the room, and you bring your eyes back to the man nestled in the corner. He's facing a punching bag with his hands tightly wrapped and his headphones secure on his head. He wasn't still for a second, staying light on his feet as he threw a few hooks at the bag.Â
You were almost afraid to accidentally sneak up on him because that would not end well. You stay cautious and keep a safe distance, choosing to call his name a few times to get his attention. Your practically screaming, but he can't hear you. You wonder what brand of headphones he had because that noise cancellation was crazy! You choose a different approach and spot a disregarded boxing glove on a side table. You walk the short distance, grab the item and chunk it at the back of Jenoâs head.Â
Now clearly, you werenât trying to poke a bear. You were aiming more towards his broad shoulders, given that was a better target, but your aim was off, and you almost knocked the expensive-looking headphone off his head.
Jeno whips around angrily, opening his mouth to curse, but stops himself short once he notices you. He settles for a deep, exasperated sigh and a sharp glare. He must have been at it for awhile because he was drenched in sweat, and his bangs hung messily in his eyes and were dripping sweat. He pushed the wet hair back from his eyes, showing his forehead. He looked so good when he was angry; his eyes were narrowed dangerously, and his chest heaved heavily.
âWhy are you fucking with me?â He says this, coldly pulling his headphones off his ears and letting them hang around his neck "You better have a good reason for being here when there is a psycho after you. I clearly remember telling you to stay away from this place?âÂ
Oh yeah, you definitely poked the bear. Hes pissed.
âAre you sure you want to get involved?â You try to find your words. âYuta isnt like the little boys you and jaemin used to beat up in highschoolâ
âYou could never keep yourself out of trouble, huh?â
âI'm not asking for your help!â
âDrop the act for once, would you? Your not tough so stop acting like it!â
âIâm not being tough; I just don't want to be a bother! I'm not the same kid! When Iâm falling, you always save me, and I'm sick of it. I'm sick of being weak. I don't need your help, so why donât you drop the older brother act? Your barely even older than me!â You pitch back
âJaemin told me to look out for you so thats what im doing,â he huffsÂ
âAnd that's your only reason, right? Your just looking out for me because my brother said soâ you scoff, trying to keep the hurt out of your voice. " How about this? I take you in the ring and show you what I got. Let me show you I can take care of myselfâ You cross your arms and send him a defiant look.
âAre you seriouslyââ he cuts himself off, shaking his head in disbelief âYou know what fine. Show me what you gotâ
You smile in triumph and walk over to the center of the gym, where the ring sits. You take off your shoes and crawl inside. The mat felt cool under your feet; it was a grounding sensation, and just once you understood why Jeno loved standing in it, even if it meant fighting. You scan the gym, and memories fill in all the rust, broken pipes and holes in the wall as you remember what the gym used to be. Your stuck in a trance until you feel something soft but firm hit you in the head, knocking you from your daydream.
âThat was paybackâŠ. but you also need to be mindful of your surroundings. Not starting off so well, angel,â Jeno says, shaking his head as he adjusts the punching mitts over his hands.Â
Youâre brought back to the present and finally notice the boxing gloves at your feet. You get the memo and put them on.Â
âThis can't be too hard,â you mutter to yourself.
Your both centered in the ring and you focus on jenos movements. You grew up being dragged to almost all of your brother's matches; you figured you had watched long enough to catch on to some moves. You throw a punch at Jenos mitt, and he cushions the blow. He lets you get comfortable throwing a few punches before he counters. He makes his movements very big and obvious; you can see his strike from a mile away. You weave under it and throw a punch at his gaurding mitt.Â
Hes going easy on you
You continue to spar, and Jeno is in full coach mode. He's guiding you in the correct stance and helping you learn what to look for when someone strikes. You've been at it for about 30 minutes now, and you've gotten faster at dodging and reading his movements. Heâs still going extremely easy on you, but upping the ante just a little. You were completely absorbed in the lesson.
âNice hook, put you jab lacks power,â he instructs.
You were good at putting your body into your hooks, but you just couldn't build enough momentum for a strong jab. You try again, but it falls flat, and Jeno shakes his head.Â
âFollow through; come on, try it again,â he encourages you. You take a breath and send a jab into his mitt. Still not enough.Â
Jeno takes off the mitts and moves in closer towards you.
"Here, watch me,â he says, raising his gaurd and striking the air. âYou want to step into it, see?â He shows you again, a little bit slower.
You give a determined hum and copy his movement, but you can tell by Jenoâs face that you're missing the mark.Â
"Ok, come here; let me show youâ Jeno moves in behind you and grabs your arms. He helps you fix your posture and you instantly heat up at the contact. You try to keep it together, but the way his chest was pressed up against your back and the way he was breathing heavily in your ear had you reeling. "Ok, now focus, step into it and jab.âÂ
He moves one hand down to your waist and pushes you forward, guiding your step, while the other helps you jab. He was so close. You wanted to blame the sudden weakness in your limbs on the endless training he has you doing, but you know its from the heat of his body.
âAre you okay? That one was really weak. Are you shaking?â Jeno looks at you from over your shoulder, worried.Â
You meet his gaze and nod silently. He's so close. His lips are a breath away, and all you have to do is turn your head to meet his lips. The hand holding your waist travels up your side and grabs your chin. He tilts your head up a little, and his lips are meeting yours. You turn in his grasp and kiss him back. His lips are so soft, and when you pull away, you immediately miss the feeling of his lips on yours.Â
âI'm sorry; I shouldn't have done that,â he says softly.
Before you can protest, he pulls away from you, cleans up the equipment you two used, and calls it a night. You let him walk you to your car, and you say nothing before you drive away. If it wasn't awkward before, it definitely would be now.
How could he kiss you and then pretend like nothing happened? Youâre too embarrassed to bring it up again. Does this count as being rejected for a second time? Nah, he kissed you; you're not taking another L.Â
It had been a week so far, and Jeno had shown up promptly to all your classes. He shouldered your bags and carried your books as you both walked across campus. Neither of you brought up the kiss, but fortunately, it wasn't awkward anymore. He had started teaching you to defend yourself at the gym sometimes after class. Those moments felt the most intimate. You could feel his passion when he taught you, and it warmed you in all the right places. You two talked about everything in these moments. You shared embarrassing memories from high school, and he told you stories about Jaemin that you would never let your brother live down. You talked about everything but the kiss. You wonder if he regretted it?
The funny thing about college was that the classrooms were so big and there were so many students that it was hard to keep track of who was who. That's how Jeno ended up in youâre lecture every Monday. It was the only class you had with Yuta, and Jeno wasnât taking any chances. You told him it wasn't a good idea, and the eyes burning into the back of your head were proof of that. Jeno was by your side the entire period, and to onlookers, you two probably looked like a couple. He had scooted your chair directly next to him and was practically shoulder to shoulder with you.Â
âBack up; I can feel you breathing down my neckâÂ
âI want to see what your doingâ
Jeno didn't go to college. He mainly just worked during the day and fought on the weekends for extra cash. His parents were absent for the most part, and he kind of took care of himself growing up. He didn't really have a support system growing up, and that was one of the main reasons he found himself at your house. The only other place he felt safe was the gym. You could only imagine how devastated he was when it shut down. You can understand why he decided to stick around when things turned shady. Jeno earned enough money to support himself, so he never felt the need to go to college, which is why Jaemin didn't feel to bad about dumping you off on his shoulder.
âI can't concentrate Jen,â you scold.
He spends half the class peaking over your shoulder as you work and the other half asleep on the desk. Some guard dog he was.
Yuta didn't bother you during class anymore, and you were grateful. You could finally focus on bringing your grades back up, but you couldn't shake the feeling that he was plotting against you the entire time. After class, he would hang out in the library or, if you had a long day, the gym before returning to pick you up.
Later that day, Jeno was supposed to meet you after your econ class, which was your last class of the day, but you were surprised to not see him silently leaning up against the wall opposite the door. You try your best to calm your nerves as you try to decide if you should wait for him or not. You tried not to freak out; he was probably fine. Maybe he thought you could handle walking yourself home for once; you couldn't expect him to be there all the time. Not to mention you hadn't run into Yuta anywhere other than class. Â
Your last class ends late, and the sun has already gone down, so you were really reluctant to leave without Jeno. You try your best to channel the old you, the one that ran with bad crowds, the one who feared no one and nothing, and the newer you, who had trained with Jeno and learned how to protect yourself. You put on your best face and begin trekking home.
As you walked, you realized It wasn't so bad; you had honestly forgotten how nice it felt to just walk around by yourself and clear your head. You were enjoying your walk home, and you were about two blocks from your dorm when you felt something in the air shift. Suddenly, you didn't feel so alone. You try to pick up your pace as subtly as possible and pull your phone from your bag. You dial Jenoâs number with quickness and wait for him to pick it up. You can feel the person behind youâs steps quicken.Â
Come on, please
You beg internally as you break out into a small jog. Screw being subtle; someone was clearly following you. You didnât dare chance a look over your shoulder as you cut across a lawn; his phone went to voicemail, and you dialed again. The person behind you is right on your heels and you drop your phone as a firm hand grabs your arm. Your first reflex is to scream, but you remember Jenos teachings: you jab your elbow as hard as you can into the attacker's ribs. Your about to break his grip when you hear a familiar groan. You turn around to look at your attacker, and you notice its just Jeno.
He's looking at you with a worried expression, like he didn't just chase you for a full block.
âWhat are you doing!?âÂ
âI was trying to catch up to you!â He lets you go and holds his ribs, groaning in pain.
âWhy didn't you pick up weirdo? I thought someone was going to get me!â
âI was running late and left my phone at home; I thought you would at least wait for me,â he states
You calm your nerves and sign in relief. You shake off your backpack and shove it into his chest.
âDont be late again; what if something had happenedâ
âYou know I would never let anything happen to you, right?â His eyebrows furrow, and he looks into your eyes. He needs you to know that he would throw down everything to make sure you were okay.
âI know thatâ Your heart skips a beat, and he grabs your hand reassuringly. You were grateful for the night sky because you could feel your face heating up.
"Good,âÂ
You finally arrive at your off-campus dorm and make your way inside. Your roommate didn't seem to be home yet; typically, she came home late because she had to work late at her job so you were grateful for the time you had alone with jeno.Â
It isn't until he sets your things down and you flick on a few lights that you see a few bruises and cuts on his face. It was not surprising to see Jeno bruised up, given his fighting background, but these appeared to be from a recent fight. When he notices your gaze, he turns to hide his face and begins unpacking your bag and arranging your study materials.
Jeno had insisted a few days ago that he stick around a little after he drops you off. He insisted it was for your protection so you guys started studying together. Well, you started studying; Jeno just watched you or took a nap next to you on the sofa.Â
âWe should start soon; it's getting late,â he says, trying to redirect your attention.
You refuse to let it go though and move in closer to get a better look. âWho did this?â you say as you gently caress his face, moving it around to examine the damage
âI had a match the otherââ
âDon't lie to me,â you urge
âHe sent some guys after me,â jeno confesses
Your heart drops. This is exactly why you didnât want him to get involved. Its like he can read your thoughts because he immediately tries to ease your worry.
âCalm down; this is nothing. You know me, I can hold my own,â he says
You didn't respond.
âI took care of them; you dont have to worryâ
You stare at him incredulously âIs that why you were late today?âÂ
"Maybe,â he winces
âJeno!â you scold. âWas Yuta there?â
âI tried to look for him after, but apparently he had an away game tonight,â he answers.Â
âLet me clean you upâÂ
Jeno wasn't that much taller than you, probably just a few inches, but you found it easier to work on the cuts on his face by sitting on the counter. You already had your materials prepped; you kept a first aid kit on hand at all times; it was a habit you couldn't shake. This wasn't the first time you found yourself in this position with Jeno; you had always cleaned him and your brother up during childhood. You felt terrible; you worked in a silence that Jeno kept trying to break. Anytime he would open his mouth to speak, you would dab at his lip with more ointment to shut him up until he got the memo. He kept trying to cheer you up and you werent in the mood
He winces at your touch, and you immediately let up and give a short apology. You go back in with a lighter hand and add a bandage. As many punches as he takes, you would think a little peroxide wouldn't hurt. You were done fixing him up, and you busy yourself with putting your kit back together, ignoring the eyes that bore into you. You wanted to leave and put some distance between you but he wouldnt step from between your legs.Â
âHey, look at me.â he calls out to you.Â
You could not bring yourself to look at him; each scar on his face reminded you that it was your fault that he was hurt.Â
âIts not your faultâ its like he was reading your mind.
"Yes, it is! I shouldnt have gotten you involved! I should have just called Jaem.â
âYou would rather see Jaemin beat up?â He jokes, trying to lighten the mood.
âHe would have at least deserved it,â you say, rolling your eyes and thinking of all the times he tormented you growing up.
A comfortable silence falls between you two after sharing a laugh. He was so close, but you reached out like he was going to disappear. You tentatively caress his bruised cheek; he leans into your touch, and the look he gives you gives you butterflies. He looked at you like you were the most precious thing in the world.Â
âI like being near you;Â donât push me away againâ
"Jeno,â you say, shocked by his confession
âI dont want us to go back to the way things were Iâ
You push him away before jumping down from the counter; you don't want to hear anymore. You had a feeling you knew what he was getting at. After all this time and all the hurt, now he likes you!?
âYou were the one who made it like this! Made US like this. I told you how I felt all those years ago, and you rejected me!â you argue
âWhat are you talkingââ
âDrop it,â you demand, trying to leave the bathroom, but he stands in the doorway, blocking your path.
âWhat did you mean? When did I ever reject you?â Jeno tries, but you ignore his gaze until he grips your chin and forces you to look at him.
âStop being like that and answer me.â he says.
You were tired of holding your tongue; you might as well get it over with. âDo you remember that time during highschool? When you stayed with us the whole summer?â you worry your lip. âI told you I liked you and you said I was like a sister to you,â you heave out in one big breathe
Jeno takes a moment to process your words, and he finally says, âI had no idea that was what you meant back then. I thought you hated me since I was always over. I thought the âI like youâ was more of an âI like you aroundâ,â Jeno explains.
âWhy would I hate you?â You ask in shock
âJaemin used to always drag me around to scare off your boyfriends; I thought you might have hated me for that. You never really went out of your way to speak to me, I guess? I asked Jaemin if you hated me that same night, and he told me no. Then I ran into you in the hallway, and you suddenly told me you liked me, so I figured he told you to set things straight?âÂ
He wasn't wrong; back then, you kept to yourself and watched from afar. You hoped you could make him come to you. You were too scared to approach him, so you did everything you could to get his attention. You got into trouble, so he and Jaemin would have to come to your rescue. You dated all those guys to make him jealous. This whole time, you thought he couldn't care less about you, but it seems the whole time he was worried you hated him.Â
"Well, that doesnt change the fact that you only see me like a little sisterâÂ
âI kind of did, at first. You were my best friend, little sister, and I had to see you that way. Jaemin would kill me if I didn't. But I can't, not anymore. Truthfully, I never had.â He caressed your face and pressed his forehead against yours âI'm sorry if this is all confusing for you. I know it has been for me, but can we just try something?â He holds your eye contact, and your faces are so close that you can feel his breath. He smelled so good; the minty scent of his tooth paste mixed with the natural musk of his skin was driving you crazy. You had waited for a moment like this for almost forever.
âAnything; I'll do anything with you,â you say, almost forgetting to breathe.
He pushes you back and sets you on the counter again as he leans in and caresses your lips softly with his, teasing you like he has been doing for the past few years. You cannot take it anymore; you cannot wait anymore, so you take the dive. You press your lips fervently against his, causing him to hiss slightly from the sting, but when you try to pull back to apologize, he grips the back of your neck and reconnects your lips again. He moans into your mouth as you lick the cut on his lip, which will undoubtedly scar apologetically. You try to kiss him more gently but when he feels your hesitance, he pulls away just for a second to whisper, âdonât hold backâ
Your hands find their way into his hair and his find their way under your thighs, hiking them up and around his waist. Things were getting heated fast, and you could hardly breathe. Everything you ever wanted was coming to fruition right in front of your eyes. When he finally pulls away to catch his breath, he does not waste any time kissing your neck. The force of his kisses makes you weak, and you have to lean against the mirror behind you to stay upright.Â
You could hardly keep up; your limbs felt like they weighed a ton, and you could hardly hold your head up. The way he was rolling his hips into yours made your breath start to make condensation on the mirror as you laid your face on the cool glass. Jeno eventually found your lips again after his short exploration and claimed them hungrily.
âWhat's gotten into my baby? You can't handle it?â he teases
This was the first time heâs called you that, and it was driving your heart beat up dangerously.
âDon't worry, I'll take care of you, like I always do,â he murmurs against your lips before leaving you with a peck.Â
He pulls you off the counter as he leads you to your bed. You were in a daze; your brain was running hot, and you couldn't even think of anything but the feeling of his hands caressing your sides from under your shirt.Â
âTell me you want itâ Your eyes flutter a bit at his tone. He sounded so good. You needed him inside of you; that was the only thing you could think of.
âI need you inside,â you moan with a roll of your hips
âGotta get you ready for that first,â he says as he begins to strip you of your clothes before he follows with his own.
You definitely had brain fog but the sight infront of you cleared it up. He looked so good, you had to bite your tongue before you let out an embarrassing sound. His broad shoulders and slim waist hovered over you tauntingly, like his body was begging you to mark it. His length stood proud against his abdomen, and you had to will yourself to meet his dark graze again. When he licks his lips, you pout and give him a "hurry up" look.
 He wastes no time and starts stretching you out over his fingers. You return every kiss and nip he gave you earlier and more. You mark up his neck with kisses and bites and leave pretty claw marks down his back and chest as he works his fingers in and out of you skillfully. He had to bite back the groans that threatened to leave his mouth as you gushed all over his fingers. He couldnt wait to feel you around his cock. You feel yourself getting so close. You roll your hips as he scissors you open. He senses how close you are and hooks his fingers as they drag deliciously against your walls. You finish all over his fingers.
âYou must have been so pent-up, baby; that didn't take long at all?â he coos teasingly
You shoot him a glare and retaliate by wrapping your legs around his waist, locking him into place. You grab his length and stroke it. You give him a few sensual pumps before you crack. You wanted to tease him like he's been torturing you, but you couldn't keep waiting; you needed him inside so you slipped him in. He chuckles softly at your failed attempt to get back at him and pecks your lips affectionately. You shudder at the feeling, and your walls are squeezing him so tight that the soft patterns he was drawing on your skin turn into harsh grasps of your hips while his soft chuckling turns into a surprised gasp. He moans softly as he tries to ground himself.
âYou want it bad, huh?â he tries to get you to beg but it comes out more whiney than domineeringÂ
âNo more waiting; if you wont do anything, I'll do it myself,â you threaten.Â
He finds your threat cute and has decided to take mercy on you. He strokes slowly at first, making sure youâre not hurting or uncomfortable. You loved this man, and you loved how much he cared for you, but right now you didn't want that. Despite his constant nagging, he has always been nothing but gentle with you for as long as you can remember. You don't want that side of him. You want it rough.
âDont hold back,â you mirror his words from earlier âyou wont break me,â you reassure him when you see worry settle into his features
âWhat if I do?â
âI want you to,â you whisper backÂ
That seems to do the trick because now he was hoisting your hips up, tilting them to fuck into you as deep as he could. Your lower half is lifted from the mattress and all you can do is hold on to the sheets. He was thrusting in deep, craving as much contact as possible.Â
You try to match his pace and fuck back on him, but you grow tired and just settle for taking everything he gives you.
He sets your hips back down before yanking one of your legs over his shoulder. He starts back up again, and you can see the way his veins strain against his arms at the force he's using to fuck you. You were sure to have pretty bruises in the shape of his hands in the morning. The bed creaked loudly as he pounded you into the mattress, and you prayed that Ryujin wasnât home yet.Â
It was like he couldn't keep his hands off of you; they were never still on your body. First they were grasping your hips, holding you steady as he drilled you, then they were grasping at your breasts, and finally one of them took a purchase wrapped around the base of your neck. He wasnât applying much pressure; he was just holding it there.
Your walls flutter around his cock and hw tightens his grip around your neck at the feeling. He can tell youâre about to cum and when you do, he has to hold you down with his other hand. The lack of air triggers your survival responses and heightened senses, making you feel everything tenfold. The burn against your throat hurts, but the pain mixes with the pleasure to give you a beautiful ending. You can tell by the sticky warmth that fills you and the groan that follows that Jeno wasn't far behind at all. He rolls off of you and plops down on the space beside you to catch his breath. You pull yourself up and start to get out of bed before he grabs your arm.
âWhere are you going?â He asks as hurt crosses his features.
âI need the bathroom,â you explain, sleepy âThis is my house anyway; you thought I was going to leave?â You joke with a laugh
Jeno visibly relaxes for a second before he too gets out of bed. He makes his way over to you and helps you to the bathroom. You go to the bathroom, and he runs a bath, and you realize how much more domestic your relationship has become in the last few weeks, to the point where it feels natural.
He helps you into the bath and slips in behind. You two talk more in the bath as he pampers you. You have never felt more at home than when you were wrapped in Jenoâs arms. When you get out, he lays you back on the bed before cuddling up beside you. You study his face, and for the first time in awhile, you take a good, long look. If you looked close enough, you could still see traces of the boy you knew all those years ago under the man that stared back at you. For some reason, that made everything hurt. You knew Jeno would do anything to protect you, but who would protect him? With Jaemin gone, all he had was you. You shut your eyes at the thought.
You don't know what your thinking; you just knew you had to be strong and that you were going to put an end to this tonight. You didnât have his number anymore, but you always knew where to find him.Â
It was getting late, and instead of heading to the gym for your weekly training with Jeno, you were on the other side of town. You hug your jacket tighter to your chest, bracing yourself against the cold winds of the night. When you turn a corner, the flashing neon lights almost blind you.
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You open the door to the front of the building and make your way in. You put on your brave face before trekking over to the back of the shady building. Room 0824 was your destination.Â
This was the building Yuta ran most of his deals out of. Karaoke rooms are a known hotspot for drug deals and other illegal trades. It was rare to see Yuta here now due to the fact that he had to keep his image clean but you knew his schedule and you knew when he would pop in. Dont get him wrong; yuta wasnt some big-shot crime boss, he was just some kid who dealt in shady business.Â
You knock on the door and wait. When the door swings open, a cloud of smoke hits you in the face. The room stinks of weed and disposables, the smoke burning your eyes as you try to focus on the figure in front of you.Â
Cheshire grin meets an apprehensive frown as you stand face-to-face with Yuta.
âWelcome home, dollâ
You feel the adrenaline coursing through your veins at the man standing in front of you, the source of so much trouble in your life. The atmosphere is tense, filled with the lingering smell of drugs and the weight of unspoken threats. You knew this was your chance to finally confront him and put an end to this dangerous game you've been forced to play. With a steely glance, you lock eyes with Yuta and prepare yourself for the confrontation that will determine the course of your future.
âDon't call me thatâ You push past him and enter the room. There is plenty of sitting room on the couch, but youâre too anxious, so you decide to stand. A few of his friends occupy the room, and he doesn't have to tell them twice to leave the two of you alone.
Even after all this time and all your history together, you cannot bring yourself to look him in the eyes. Jeno was right; he terrified you. You could pretend to be brave all you wanted, but the truth was, you were just a scared little girl inside.Â
âDon't push me, doll,â he warns before wrapping slender fingers around your jaw and forcing you to look at him. âWhere's your little boyfriend? Not here to save you?â he taunts
âI want you to leave him alone,â you grit out. You had to be brave.
âYou think you can just walk in here and give me orders? You forget who you belong to?â He shakes your face in his grasp.
You rip his hand from your face and twist. No, you would not let him control you any longer. This had all gone too far. Despite feeling intimidated, you refuse to submit to his control any longer.
All you could think about was Jeno; you couldn't let him get hurt anymore because of you. You loved him more than you feared Yuta. You refuse to let him own you.
With the grasp that you have on his arm, you twist his wrist farther until hes crippling down onto his knees. As he winced in agony, you could see the fear etched on his face. With a steely resolve, you pressed harder. His cries echoed in the empty room as you held him in place, making sure he felt every ounce of pain he had caused. Your grip tightened, a silent promise that this would be the last time he hurt anyone.
âIf you want to continue playing and keep your scholarship, I suggest you leave me the hell alone. Next time you harass me, I'll break it,â you spit.
With a final, warning glare, you released your grip on his wrist. His body crumpled to the floor, gasping for breath as he clutched his throbbing wrist. You had made it clear that harassment would not be tolerated, and the threat of losing his scholarship hung heavy in the air.Â
The weight that had been dragging you down for so long began to lift, replaced by a newfound sense of confidence and self-worth. With your head held high, you strode forward. Although you know for certain that Jeno would kill you if he ever found out, you think deep down he would be proud; after all, he created this monster.
When you get home, Ryujinâs on your ass for being out so late. When she had called Jeno and he hadn't seen you either, she thought the worst had happened. You check your phone and find 10 missed calls and even more frantic text messages from Jeno.Â
You apologize for causing worry to Ryujin and explain that you lost track of time while out. You decide to quickly call Jeno back to assure him your okay.Â
You wait as the phone rings, but there is no answer. You call again, and he still doesn't pick up. Something didn't feel right, and you grabbed your keys, rushing out of the house.
âYou just got here; where are you going?â a stern Ryujin calls.
âGotta find Jeno!â you call back before hopping back into your car.
For as long as youâve known him, you knew Jeno could be a hothead sometimes. You knew the moment he heard you were missing, he went out himself to go looking for you. You drove to his house to find him. When you pull into his driveway, it's empty. You park and rush up the stairs to his apartment. You bang on the door until someone answers. You almost sigh in relief until you realize its not Jeno. The person on the other side of the door looked clearly aggravated. His black hair was messily strewn on his head, and his shirt hung off his frame like he just threw it on.Â
âCan I help you? A raspy voice calls
âUh, im looking for Jeno,â you ask the man
âHe left like an hour ago,â he yawns lazily, leaning against the door frame like he could barely stay awake. âIts almost one in the morning. Whats going on?âÂ
âIts nothing; can you call me if he shows back upâ you ask frantically. If Jeno had left an hour ago, who knows where he could be now? You give him your number, and he tells you his name is Mark. You thank him and rush back to your car. Your about to pull out when your phone lights up. Jeno was calling you back.
âHello? Jeno where have you been?â You feel a weight lift off your shoulder as you take your keys out of the ignition and slump back into your seat.Â
ïżœïżœïżœâI found Yutaâ
âJenoâŠWhat did you do to him?â
âI beat his ass,â he says, âand then I made him tell me where you wereâ
âJenââ
âWhy did you think it was a good idea to go and threaten him on your own?â
âI had too. I had to do it for meâ
âWhere are youâ
âAt your apartmentâ
âStay thereâ
You get out of your car and lean up against the hood, and you wait to see his car roll down the street.Â
You breathe in the cold, crisp night air and let it soothe your nerves. You did not want to argue with Jeno, not right now. Headlights blind you as a car pulls up behind yours. You hear the engine cut off and the car door slam. As Jeno quickly approaches, you prepare yourself for the confrontation. The tension hangs heavy between you, but you take a deep breath and gather your thoughts before engaging in what could be a difficult conversation.Â
"Jeno, can we talk about thisââ You're left speechless as his lips meet yours in an unexpected kiss.
Confusion and conflicting emotions swirl within you as you reluctantly allow yourself to be swept up in the moment, momentarily forgetting all of your worries.
He pulls away and rests his forehead on yours âDon't scare me like thatâ His hands caress your face like he can't believe your standing in front of him, like he's making sure he's not dreaming. His frame is shaking, and youâre not sure if it was the cool night air or the light rain that chose this moment to fall, making him shiver.
He pulls you in for a tight hug, and your heart twists, your throat closes up, and you cry. You cry because you never want him to pull away; you cry because you realize how much he loves you; and you cry because youâre both safe.
âIm sorry Jen i didnt mean toââ
âNo excuses,â he says, shaking his head âpromiseâ
You hug him back tight and bury your head in his shoulder. âI promise I wont do anything like that againâÂ
He pulls away from you and you notice hes soaked to his bones. The rain had picked up and was now pouring down over you two; you could only imagine your clothes were in the same state. You laugh and push his wet hair out of his face.
âMark is going to kill us if we soak the carpet.â
âI think he's already upset; I woke him up earlier. Come on, lets get you out of the rainâ
He leads you inside by the hand, and you kick off your wet shoes and socks. You try your best to make your way to the bathroom to change. Jeno brings you some dry clothes, and he closes the door and changes alongside you into something more warm.
You follow him to his room with light steps, afraid of waking Mark up for a second time. You lay down next to Jeno in his bed, and you tangle your feet with his seeking warmth.
âI feel like my heart starts beating again when our hands hold each other,â he whispers
âBack then, when we drifted apart, every day felt like I was drowning. Now because you are here, I'm breathing,â you confess
He hugs you tighter and kisses the top of your head âim not going anywhereâ
And you believe him, because somehow you had always known he was your guardian angel. You close your eyes, feeling the warmth of his embrace and the reassurance in his words. In that moment, you know that no matter what challenges may come, you both can face them together. With his arms around you and his promise to stay by your side, you finally feel at peace, knowing that you have found your way back to each other.
#jeno smut#nct jeno smut#jeno scenarios#jeno x reader#jeno imagines#jeno#lee jeno smut#nct jeno#nct smut#nct dream smut#nct dream#nct dream x reader#nct dream images#nct dream fanfic#kpop smut
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"you're taking it so well for me, baby."
she emphasizes the petname in a teasing tone, praising you as you grip her shoulder, your nails digging into her skin.
the burning sensation your nails leave on her skin turns ryujin on even more.
the back of her head hits the wall as she looks up to you.
"you look so pretty for me"
"on my lap like such a pretty girl"
you let out another moan, getting used to the stretch as you finally start moving.
"mhm fuck-" you moan out, not being able to keep eye contact with her as you throw your head back.
it all started with a simple photo yuna posted.
which turned into a steamy make out on the couch.
and now you're riding her strap.
she still has her jeans on, the black adidas sports bra fits tightly on her chest.
"look at me my love" she whispers, placing soft kisses on your neck.
you move your head to her command, looking at her.
she starts grinning, her hands on your waist.
"god you're so pretty"
"kinda wish i could show you off to everyone."
she thrusts her hip up, making you scream a little.
"fuck ryu- im gonna-"
"gonna cum for me my love? come on, do it. wanna see you finish all over me."
you keep riding her, nails still scratching her, for a moment you even think you saw some blood.
you lean forward and kiss her, moaning into her mouth as you cum all over her.
"maybe we should finally take this to the bedroom, hm?" she whispers.
#something little i really wanted to write for ryu#wlw#feeling silly#ryujin#ryujin smut#ryujin x reader#ryujin x fem reader#itzy smut#itzy#itzy fluff#ryujin fluff#shin ryujin#yeji smut#lia smut#yuna smut#chaeryeong smut#i love ryujin so much ugh#itzy fic#ryujin icons#ryujin itzy
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i'll not use my brain too much but seok ryu's using humour to cope with everything she's been through and seung hyo sees through it all the time, that scene when he asks why she let her mom think she cheated, and she's like pretending that she could cheat, that she would do that, and he just LOOKS at her with so much sadness in his eyes meanwhile seok ryu won't let her guards down at any moment, which is so heartbreaking because one must wonder how much she's been through to get to a point she can't even be sincere with her family/friends. and it's all there in seung hyo's eyes and !!! amazing. because early on, when her mom asks if she's cheated he also looks at her, only her, and it's a moment you can see what he is thinking too!!! god.
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Never mind, I lied. I wish they'd stuck to the reverse harem tease instead of utterly crushing that fantasy with this angst of Tsumugi wishing she'd been born a man so she could keep her lovely friendships with these guys because the entertainment world is a cesspool of gossip and rumours
My favourite thing about i7 is that they did, actually, sort of try to give us that slight reverse harem vibes with the i7 boys and Tsumugi before they got bored and instead gave us a painful interrupted friendship between her and Gaku (with actually addressed romantic feelings on one side that once again showed us the brutality of show business), platonic bonds between the Takanashi Pro workers and the group, and even more power of friendship with the other units. Re:vale didnt even try to flirt with Tsumugi (the narrative had them way too focused on each other) and only Zool's Torao tried his shot with her but like...in the context of him being a serious creep
#im sorry for obsessing over gaku and tsumugi#you guys have to understand that i do not ship them but i am still obsessed with this one interaction they had#and how this honestly speaks to a kind of subtle thing ive seen in ainana in the way women get crushed/silenced by this industry....#...in some way#like the men do too - case in point ryu#(which is why it was SO CRUEL for the writers to pit sumire and ryu against each other!!!)#(like can you imagine an au where theyd have bonded over having their real images obscured by the media instead????)#(tho actually keep her away from ryu for now)#anyway yeah.....#i7 really said 'hahaha heres your reverse harem tease unless -' and hit us with tsumugis 'if only i were a man'#idolish7#fandom spamdom#i need to find that post where someone said i7 doesnt have a lot of shipping tease because real#note's notes#but putting asides my incoherent yelling....it is SO cool how they kinda sorta did an uno reverse with the reverse harem....#....by playing with it and then throwing at our faces how Bad of an idea it would be in this world and how Sad it is#top tier writing to me
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INTRO !!    â€ïžÂ ŚÂ                        Dialogues Intros .á
Dialogues intros about charactersâ relationships with a gender neutral!reader. Characters chosen are Johnny, Bi-Han, Kenshi and Kitana. Content warning: very slight suggestive theme in 2 dialogues. Thereâs a small bonus angst part for Bi-han but the rest of his dialogues is taking place in a world where he didnât betray his brothers. Please, respond to the poll at the end!
Johnny ! Mirror Dialogues
You: Two of us? There can only be one. You: Yeah, if Johnny see this heâll go nuts.
You: Jo-Johnny?! But how?! You: Hollywood makeup, darling.
Johnny: Letâs be real, Y/n would totally prefer me. Johnny: You got balls to say this as a copycat.
Johnny ! At each other
You: Are you ready to show me off your skills in kombat? Johnny: Real question is, are YOU ready to be impressed by my skills?
You: Just because Iâm your partner doesnât mean I have to watch every of your movies. Johnny: Who said the only thing we were going to do is watch?
You: The model who talked to you, she wanted what? Johnny: Who cares, is someone jealous?
Johnny: Win this, Doll, and Iâll show my biiiig surprise for you. You: Letâs not waste time then, and just show me it now.
Johnny: Iâve got to say, I never went on a date as odd as this one. You: Could you please focus, Johnny.
Johnny: I may be the outlaw, darling. But you're the one stealing my heart. You: From which movie did you steal the line this time?
Johnny ! With other characters
Mileena: How can you have a partner with your pride is beyond me. Johnny: You know how many people wish to be at their place?
You: Why do you want to train with me that much? It has been a week now. Smoke: I just need to work on my technique, and youâre the best fighting partner!
Smoke: I donât think I can hold on much longer, theyâre starting to doubt something. Johnny: Please Smoke, my man, I just need a bit more time.
You: How is working with Johnny? Kenshi: Even the Yakuza didnât make me work that much.
Johnny: Will you accept to be my best man for the wedding if Y/n says yes? Kenshi: It would be an honor.
Scorpion: The Shirai Ryu are in need of members. You: I can advise you Johnnyâs paparazzis, they sneak into your privacy without your knowing.
Liu Kang: Iâm glad to see your heart has open again. Johnny: Iâm thankful for what Cris taught me but Y/n is without a doubt my soulmate.
Kung Lao: How is it like to live in a big celebrityâs house? You: Depends which house are we talking about.
Bi-Han ! Mirror Dialogues
You: Thereâs still a chance of redemption for your Bi-Han. You: Wait, what happened to yours?
You: Bi-Han wouldnât be able to handle two of us. You: Thatâs why there should only be one left.
Sub-Zero: Y/n made you soft. Sub-Zero: Weâll see who is soft when your face meets my cold fist.
Bi-Han ! At each other
You: I donât ask you to abandon your duties, just show that you care for me. Sub-Zero: Everything I do is for the Lin Kuei and you.
You: Do we really need to fight? I wouldnât want to ruin that handso- Sub-Zero: Not in front of the new recruits.
You: Do I really need to train that much? Sub-Zero: I wonât gamble on your life to know the answer.
Sub-Zero: Youâre spending too much time with the actor. You: You know he isnât cooler than you.
Sub-Zero: Youâre not my Y/n. You: Iâm here to stop you before the shadows take over you.
Sub-Zero: How dare you call me with your foolish names in front of the champions?! You: *laughs* Let it go, Bi-Han.
Bi-Han ! With other characters
Kung Lao: Should I go easy on Babi Han? Sub-Zero: Iâll put your head on an ice stake!
Johnny: Seriously, him?! What does he has that I donât? You: Itâs more about what you have that he doesnât.
Raiden: You⊠having a partner. Thatâs quite the amazement. Sub-Zero: And what is that supposed to mean?
Smoke: He didnât even yell this time, how did you pacify him? You: A magician never reveals their secret.
Kitana: I see that this cold heart has finally melt. Sub-Zero: Donât think this made me weak.
Liu Kang: You kept Bi-Han away to deflect towards the wrong path. You: Iâm always looking out for him.
Scorpion: Iâm really happy for you to have found your one, brother. Sub-Zero: With them by my side, the Lin Kuei can only flourish.
You: I am concerned for Bi-Han, do you think heâll stay stable? Geras: This will depend on your actions.
Bi-Han ! Angst part
You: How could I feel a part of the Lin Kuei, when you reject your own brother? Sub-Zero: Tomas wonât be the one to insure the clanâs future.
You: You put more trust in this sorcerer than in me. Sub-Zero: Itâs not about trust, itâs about glory.
Sub-Zero: We could have ruled together. You: Indeed, and you ruined everything.
Scorpion: You were lucky to have found someone like them, and you had to crush their feelings. Sub-Zero: They were lucky I deemed them as worthy.
You: I'm sorry for his words, I'm trying to resonate with him. Smoke: I've stopped caring about what he says a long time ago.
Kenshi ! Mirror Dialogues
You: Do you think if we switch places heâll notice? You: We have to try that!
You: Your Kenshi has lost his sight too? You: This man really should try to protect his eyes better.
Kenshi: My Y/n died in my timeline. Kenshi: And you think Iâll let you this one?
Kenshi ! At each other
You: You may have lost the tournament but youâre the champion of my heart. Kenshi: *laughs* Since when did you become that cheesy?
You: Here comes the man in black. Kenshi: I know you love it when I wear that suit.
You: I wish I could have been here to protect you. Kenshi: You already do a lot for me, and I canât be more grateful.
Kenshi: Wait, itâs not Johnny who told everyone Iâm the best swordsman in Earthrealm? You: Iâm simply sharing my honest opinion.
Kenshi: Donât go easy on me. You: So, just like last night?
Kenshi: I feel like my past with the Yakuza is haunting me again. You: This time, we will fight together against them, mentally or physically.
Kenshi ! With other characters
Johnny: Have you seen the new hottie? Totally would sm- Kenshi: You donât want to finish that sentence.
Kung Lao: So, I conclude it wasnât love at first sight with Kenshi, eh? You: Very funny, Kung Lao.
Johnny: I swear, I didnât know they were your spouse. Kenshi: Hmp.. as if you care for that.
You: Are you sure youâre up to fight? I wouldnât want to match my husband. Mileena: Why, wouldnât that be adorable?
Reiko: Should I steal your magic sword to see how quick youâd die? Kenshi: An angry spouse is deadlier than Sento and believe me, you donât want that.
You: Youâll pay for what you did. Shang Tsung: I wasnât the one to blind your lover.
Ashrah: I can only sense sincerity in your loverâs heart. Kenshi: They have helped me in many ways.
General Shao: Once I find your partner, heâll lose more than his sight. You: Too bad youâll have to pass over my dead body first.
Kitana ! Mirror Dialogues
You: Do you really think Kitana would fall for your tricks, Shang Tsung? You: I just need to make sure Iâm the only one remaining, first.
You: I donât think I want to share Kitana even with another me. You: How strange, I was thinking the same thing.
Kitana: Y/n doesnât exist my timeline. Kitana: I wouldnât be able to imagine a life without them.
Kitana ! At each other
You: How about we go at Madam Boâs after this fight? Kitana: It will be a pleasure to go with you. Iâve heard only great things.
You: Your fighting is just as graceful as your look. Kitana: Flattery will get you nowhere, beloved.
You: How about a double date with Mileena and Tanya after this fight? Kitana: Are you suggesting that I should date my sister and her lover..?
Kitana: I have lost sight of you in the fight against the titans. You: Donât worry, we canât get rid of me that easily.
Kitana: Leading the army can sometime become overwhelming. You: Rest is important even for someone as competent as you.
Kitana: *laughs* Do not fret, my sister does not bite. You: Yes, she does.
Kitana ! With other characters
Mileena: While I respect you if I learn that youâre toying with my sister, Iâll- You: Rip my face apart?
Kitana: Sister, please, trust my judgment on Y/n. Mileena: Iâm just making sure of that.
You: Your daughter is truly a wonder. Sindel: She takes a lot from her mother.
Sindel: Is this lover of yours worthy to be by your side? Kitana: I deem them as so, mother.
Raiden: Iâm really happy for you and the Princess. You: Is that so? Why do I hear disappointment in your voice.
General Shao: Iâll exploit you and your partnerâs weaknesses that is you both. Kitana: You cannot be more wrong, General. We are each otherâs strength.
You: Sorry, Cage. Kitana is off limits. Johnny: Not even a small place for a third person?
Kitana: Should I thank you for putting me with Y/n in this timeline? Liu Kang: I did nothing, it was you both who found each other.
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#mortal kombat x reader#johnny cage x reader#bi han x reader#sub zero x reader#kenshi x reader#kitana x reader#mk1 x reader#mortal kombat 1 x reader#mortal kombat imagine#mk1 intros#mortal kombat intros#kenshi takahashi x reader#Bi han#johnny cage#kenshi takahashi#kitana
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can you imagine bakugou having a gf whos a teacher?? think of him having a girl who teaches kindergarten :( when he sees u teaching a student ab counting apples or something, his mind is going to be flooded with thoughts of having children with you. just watching you being so gentle nd sweet with the little brats munchkins turns his brain into mush.
one day, he pays a visit to your classroom wearing his hero costume for a requested q&a. everybody's in awe just looking at him, even if they don't know who he is. the students whisper to their friends at small desks as bakugou's large figure just struts in loll.
you give him a tiny little peck when he walks inside, to which some kids snicker and "ooohh". you clap your hands together to grab their attention. "okay boys and girls, let's walk over to the magic carpet for circle time!" you announce, leading your boyfriend to the large rug where two chairs were set.
the kids sit crisscrossed in a circle excitedly waiting to talk to the number two hero. bakugou grows shy as he sits down somewhat awkwardly. he feels silly, speaking to crowds ten times bigger than this on a daily basis was nothing, so what's the big deal? "today we have a special guest joining us for circle time! does anyone know who he is?" you grin toothily as many hands go up. "yes, ryu?" you pick on an adorable little boy in the center of the carpet. "that's mr. dynamite from the news!" he yelled.
"that's right, ryu! but let's use our inside voices, please." you smiled. "does anyone know what mr. dynamite does?" you questioned again. one little girl was squirming in her seat, hand held high. "go ahead, kanako." you nodded to the girl who sat up straighter upon being called on.
"he saves people, l/n-sensei!"
"damn right i do." bakugou smirked pridefully. you lightly nudged his shoulder. "no cursing." you whispered. he rolled his eyes but listened nonetheless. "okay, starting from this side of the rug," you pointed to the left. "you can ask anything you want to the hero, as long as you are kind. and if you don't have a question just say 'pass' and we'll go straight to the next person." you announced. all the children nodded in unison.
"start us off, please." you handed the 'talking mic' to the first kid. "mr. dynamite sir, where are your blasters?" he curiously turned his head to the side. "huh?-" bakugou looked down at his hands. "my gauntlets? left those guys at work. they're too powerful to be here." he answered.
the punks students continued to ask their questions and bakugou replied calmly like this was an everyday event. "you're big." a boy stated. bakugou quirked a brow. that's all this brat had to say? "i know." he replied nonchalantly. "why?" the kid blinked, keeping a straight face.
"uh, why?? i dunno, kid. jus' the way i am." he shrugged, not really knowing how to answer. the kid folded his arms and moved to sit on his knees. "it's my turn now.." a quiet girl next to him tapped on his shoulder, reaching out for the mic. the boy stuck out his tongue at her before turning away to look at bakugou again. "thas' not a real answer."
"kenji, that wasn't kind. you had your turn, now please give the mic to haru." you frowned. haru's eyes turned glossy and her lip began to quiver, but kenji still wasn't letting up. "thas' not fair, sensei!" kenji whined.
"hold it, kid." bakugou stepped in. kenji's attention turned to bakugou, an angry pout written all over his face. "ya ask me sum dumb question," he began. oh gosh, a dumb question? he's not wrong, but he can't say that to a 5 year old! "katsuki." you muttered, trying to get him to stop. but he kept going anyway.
"but i answered it, right? y'r not being a team player to y'r classmate, buddy." bakugou finished, waiting to see what would happen next. the room fell silent. kenji had listened, handed the microphone to haru. he was still upset though, everyone could see it.
"one minute, haru. kenji," you called out. the boy looked up with fat tears in his eyes. "is there something you want to say to your friend?" kenji wiped his eyes with the back of sleeve and mumbled "sorry." to haru. "is okay." haru accepted happily with a toothy grin.
bakugou leaned back in his chair, feeling satisfied with himself as the questions continued. huh, who knew right? you could get used to this.
when the period was over, bakugou waved goodbye to all the kids. however, he bent down in front of kenji and put his fist out. although the child was still somewhat annoyed, he couldn't hold in his grin as he fist bumped a pro hero. "let's all say 'thank you' to, mr. dynamite!" you stood up from your chair, folding your hands together.
"thank you, mr. dynamite!!"
bakugou kissed your cheek and walked to the door with you following behind. you opened the door and he adjusted his mask quickly. he ruffled your hair. "see ya at home, babe."
#bakugou#bakugo#katsuki#katsuki bakugo#katsuki bakugou#h3artands0ul#drabble#thoughts#bakugou x reader#kindergarten teacher#reader#y/n#teacher au#sensei#dynamite#katsuki bakugo x reader#mha#bnha#mha x reader#bhna x reader#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#đŽđȘđœđŒđŸđŽđČ đ«đȘđŽđŸđ°đžđŸ
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My favorite part of the Akuma is Ryuâs father theory is the co theory that Ryuâs hair is naturally red and heâs been dying it this whole time đ
#this goes with the Ryu genetically inherited demon ki idea#Ken bleaches his hair to defy Japanese society and Ryu dyes his to fit in#which is unfortunately something kids actually have to do in school over there#itâs already somewhat canon that his hair used to be brown#another theory that actually makes more sense is that it was red during sf1 because he was the most satsui susceptible#leading up to him scarring Sagat#it is official that his hair was actually red during sf1 according to Retsu in sf6#maybe Ken pranked him đ#this theory is unfortunately ruined by the fact that heâd have to dye his eyebrows and beard too#how come Kage didnât have red hair#street fighter#Ryu#akuma#Gouki#fgc#fighting games#capcom
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Kuai Liang and Tomas with a reader who was sent by bi-han to assassinate them but reader is not intimidating AT ALL- like sheâs small but has the perfect body for carrying a child. So both of them instantly are like âwell time to put her to good useâ basically both of them knock reader up and now reader is apart of the shirai ryu walking around carrying twins- like I imagine small reader in some Hanfu thatâs white and yellow and is struggling to do stuff because of her stomach size. ((My breeding kink is going through the roof and all I can imagine is Tomas and kuai with a small reader sandwiched between them))
good use
a/n: god, i want to be sandwiched between them too
pairing: tomas vrbada x afab!reader x kuai liang
warnings: nsfw (MDNI), breeding kink, fingering, thigh riding
Kuai Liang and Tomas look at you with a quirked eyebrow
youâre small, about half a head shorter than the both of them, and you hold your weapon in one hand as you hold yourself in your stance
but they notice the hesitation in your steps, almost as if you didnât want to hurt them, and Kuai Liang wonders where heâs seen you before
for a second, nothing happens between you two, but then you leap forward and the two are forced to defend themselves
you put up a much harder fight than either of them had anticipated, and itâs only when Kuai Liang finally recognizes you and calls your name do you flinch and let your guard down
which allows Tomas to come in with the attack that disarms you
you sit on your knees, hands tied behind your back and mask pulled down and eyes downcast as you await death while Kuai Liang and Tomas hold a quiet conversation
they come back toward you, and you bow your head forward, asking them to make it quick and clean so that you wouldnât have to suffer
Kuai Liang instead offers an olive branch to you and asks if you would like to join the Shirai Ryu, and you look up at him in surprise
you take a few breaths as if contemplating your decision before you give a small nod, and Tomas unties you and helps you stand up
the next few weeks Kuai Liang stares at you from across the training grounds and has a foot soldier trail you to make sure you werenât double crossing them
but you donât do anything, you follow his orders, work hard in training, go to bed, and work your way up to sparring with Tomas and Kuai Liang
he remembers you from when he was a child, training alongside him despite your parentâs disapproval and had made a name for yourself in the Lin Kuei before disappearing for a few years
Kuai Liang remembers feeling sad, and Tomas had felt the same way as well
in the present, you spar with Tomas, and he pins you down, face smashed into the dirt and hands held behind your back
you concede, and Tomas lets go
you roll over onto your back and let your chest heave up and down in the air as you try to calm down from the rush of adrenaline from fighting
a sudden thought enters Kuai Liangâs head, the thought of you pinned down underneath him, hands gripping onto your wrists as he fucks into you
how sweet you would sound and how obedient you would be
Kuai Liang turns away and shakes the thoughts from his head, he cannot afford to be distracted by his own soldiers
and yet, he finds himself drawn to you ever since that day, and he notices Tomas shying away from you and growing flushed whenever you two spar
Kuai Liang talks with him, and Tomas rubs the back of his head and admits that he does like you and wants more with you
for a moment, Kuai Liang isnât sure how to proceed, but he figures brothers should share
and so the two of them watch you carefully, and they notice how you lean in closer to their touch, how you flock to them easily, how much smaller you are to them
youâre not too short, just about half a head short
and yet, you still have to crane your head to look up at them, and Kuai Liang always has to turn his head away to not crack underneath the pressure and fuck you right then and there
and then one day, you finally pin down Kuai Liang in training, and you have the biggest smile and Kuai Liang canât help himself and calls you beautiful
you freeze in place, and Kuai Liang watches you blush and get off him
you hold out a hand, head turned to the side to try and hide your blush, but he can still see the way your face flushes
Kuai Liang smiles and takes your hand to stand up, kissing the back of it softly when he gets up off the floor, and you let out a small squeak before bowing respectfully and scurrying off
the next few days, Tomas and Kuai Liang make moves on you, kissing the back of your hand, bringing you in closer, piling food onto your plate during mealtimes
and finally, at the end of the week, Tomas and Kuai Liang sit in the head office, going through papers and sorting all the information when they hear a knock on the door
they call for them to enter, and in you come in your sleepwear, a thing night robe that does nothing to hide your figure
Tomas and Kuai Liang immediately stop what theyâre doing and ask you to come and sit down next to them, patting the space between them
you sit between the two of them and fiddle with the hem of your robe before asking if theyâre actually making advancements on you, if youâre not imagining it?
because you like them too, but you donât want to ruin their relationship or anything
and you start to ramble, and Tomas grabs your chin and brings you into his lap for a kiss
you let out a small yelp of surprise before melting into his arms and letting him support your weight as you deepen the kiss
Kuai Liang comes up behind you and kisses your neck, and you whine into Tomasâs mouth as Kuai Liang gropes you from behind
you start to grind into Tomasâs thigh, looking for some friction, and whimper into his mouth as he gropes your ass
Kuai Liang slips off the shoulder of your night robe and salivates at the realization that youâre not wearing a bra, and he wondersâŠ
he slips a hand down the inside of your robe, and confirms his suspicions that youâre not wearing any underwear either
he grins at you and asks if you were looking for this in the first place, and you whine in Tomasâs mouth, turning warm as Kuai Liang slips off the rest of your robe from your body
he squeezes your chest, taking your sensitive nipples and rolling them between his heated fingers, and your bare cunt jerks against Tomasâs rough pants
Tomas groans into your mouth and grips onto your hips and slides them back and forth, making your head tilt back as you whine into the air
your clit drags against the rough material, and Tomas ducks his head down to suck hickeys into your neck as he drags you against his pants
Kuai Liang coos at your strained moans and continues to tease your nipples as your hands trail up and Tomasâs arms, not sure whether to let go of you or continue to tease you
you squirm in Tomasâs leg and let out a pant, asking them for more please in a desperate voice, and Kuai Liang coos at you
Tomas lets go of your hips and holds onto your shoulders, detaching his mouth from your neck to kiss you
Kuai Liang grabs onto your hips and drags them back towards him, so that youâre on your hands and knees between them
he can see the wet patch youâve left on Tomasâs pants, and Kuai Liang chuckles at you and squeezes your plush ass between his calloused fingers
he runs his fingers through your folds and finds them soaking wet already
he chuckles at you, asking if you really got that wet just from Tomas letting you hump his thigh, and you place your face into Tomasâs neck and mumble something
Kuai Liang asks you to speak up, pinching your clit as he does so, and you whine loudly before telling them you had played with yourself earlier, needed them so bad that you fucked yourself open on a toy
Kuai Liang digs his nails into your ass, making you whimper and your hips buck backward, and he has to stop himself from imagining the thought of you fucking yourself desperately on some toy and moaning his and Tomasâs name
Tomas seems to find pleasure in the thought and bites into your neck, running his tongue over the mark, and he grips onto your shoulders tightly as if to control himself
you pant into Tomasâs shoulder, hips jerking as Kuai Liang slips his fingers into your wet pussy and slowly pumps them in and out of you
somehow, youâre still so tight around his fingers, and he decides you need to be stretched a little more if you want to take the both of them
Kuai Liang curls his fingers to try and find that little sweet spot that he knows that you have, and when your hips rock backward, and the top of your body collapses onto Tomasâs, Kuai Liang knows heâs found it
he massages his fingers into the spot, and he can feel your pussy growing wetter around him and dripping onto the floor as he continues to fuck you open on his fingers
you moan into Tomasâs shoulder, and the gray assassin coos at you and palms at his cock as he lavishes your neck with hickeys and bite marks
he groans into your skin as your hand wanders downward to take his cock out of his pants, and you pump Tomas, spreading the pre-cum all over his shaft
he grunts at the feeling and holds onto your wrist, simply holding on as he lets you stroke him
Kuai Liang continues to fuck you on his fingers, and he adds in a third finger, relishing in the sound of your high-pitched whine at the stretch
you pant and wiggle your hips around, and Kuai Liang has to grip onto your hips to hold you still for him
he fucks you on three of his fingers,and he feels your needy cunt clamp down on his fingers as you let out a loud keen and cum on his fingers
you thumb presses into Tomasâs slit, and the gray assassin bites your neck again to try and control himself from cumming
although that becomes increasingly harder with the way you quicken the pace of your hand, desperate to have him cum with you
Tomas takes your hand off of his cock, shushing you when you let out a small noise of complaint
Kuai Liang removes his fingers from your cunt and sticks them into his mouth, running his tongue over your taste and moaning at it
next time, he would have to taste you properly, but for now, he needed to fuck you and stretch you open on his cock
he slides your hips forward, and you straighten your back so that your chest presses flush against Tomasâs and Kuaiâs chest presses into your back
Kuai Liang takes out his cock and slides it in between your folds, and you squirm as the head of his dick catches on your puffy clit
you moan for him to fuck you, please you need it, and Kuai Liang chuckles at you but concedes and slides into you
you grip onto Tomasâs shoulders, moaning at the stretch, and Kuai Liang isnât much better, holding onto your hips tight enough to leave bruises as he tries not to cum
he thrusts into you shallowly, waiting for Tomas to slide his cock into you as well
the gray assassin takes his cock and notches it next to Kuaiâs, and slowly slides in, kissing your face as a few tears slide down at the pain
you pant into the air but neither of them stop moving, fucking into you shallowly as you adjust to their size
Tomas groans at the sight of your stomach; he can see how their cocks bulge from your stomach, and his hips jerk harshly into you
you moan loudly, and the both of them take it as a cue to start fucking into you roughly
Kuai Liang brings his hand around to press a hand down on your stomach, and it makes you whine and throw your head back as you become jello in their arms
Tomas watches as the bulge disappears in and out of you, and he wants to see more, to see you big and round with their children, his children
he tells you so, telling you that youâd look so pretty with his children, all big and round and beautiful when youâre pregnant
it fills Kuai Liangâs head with thoughts of his children, and he can feel himself get harder at the thought of you pregnant and full of him
he holds onto your hips roughly as his hips grow erratic, thoughts of you leaking with his cum, stuffed with his heirs and so sensitive and pliable underneath his fingertips
Tomas isnât much better, groaning as he holds onto your shoulder and tells you how pretty you look, how pretty youâll look with their heirs
you whine and sob as your hands wander over Tomasâs arms and Kuai Liangâs hands, unsure of who to hold as you keen and cum on their cocks
they fuck into you harshly, chasing their own highs and cumming deep inside of you
they donât slide out for a moment, taking a second to calm down before finally slipping out and letting you fall down and cuddle on Kuai Liangâs chest
Tomas watches as their cum drips out of you and onto the floor, and he takes his fingers and pushes it back into it, insistent on not wasting a single drop
Kuai Liang pets your hair as you whine, and he picks you up into his arms to take you to the hot springs and help you relax and clean up
he helps you clean up, and when he carries you back to your bed, Tomas has the bed made and helps moisturize you and dress you in some light clothes
they tuck you into bed and cuddle up next to you, a protective hand over you as you all fall asleep together
months later, Kuai Liang tuts at you and picks up something off the floor and hands it back to you, and you smile at him gratefully
you rub a hand over your round belly, baby kicking hard, Tomas comes over with a few fruit slices and kisses your forehead
you smile at the both of them, basking in the sun, happy that you had met the both of them again
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HEADKANONS MK1 - TRIO LIN KUEI + FRIEND!READER | PART 2 - AFTER BI HAN'S BETRAYAL .
A/N: This is a continuation of this post here, you don't need to read it, but it's good to give some context.
TW: afab reader, smut, angst, dark!bi han, nsfw, plot follows the canon line of mk1 (with the ending of tomas, kuai liang and bi han), tomas x reader, bi han x reader, soft!dom bi han, v!sex, oral (f!re), temperature!play.
⧠ENDING 1 | STAY WITH KUAI LIANG AND TOMAS VRABADA
The news that bi han had become a tyrant and had betrayed lin kuei values ââcame as a shock to you. Seeing Kuai Liang and Tomas with looks of anger and disappointment broke your heart - mainly due to the fact that they packed all their personal belongings in a hurry, afraid of what might happen if Bi Han found them there after the fight they had.
You didn't know what to think at that moment, it seemed like the weather had frozen, your knees felt weak thinking that Bi Han, the grand master who welcomed you, pampered you and made you feel loved... He had become a monster.
Kuai Liang reached out to you, telling you that he would form another clan. "-Come with me and Tomas, let's be great... Without bi han and his insanity for power." the pyromancer looked at you expectantly, along with Tomas, who placed his hand on your shoulder, while smiling slightly at you. "-Come with us dear, I promise we will protect you from our brother's wrath, I know he is important to you, it hurts both of us too but..." Vrbada pauses for a while, thinking about the harsh words his older brother he had told him at Liu Kang Temple, hours before. "-But he's not the same anymore..."
You felt butterflies in your stomach, but you made the decision to go with the two - after all, they were yours for many years, you met Kuai Liang first, but your heart was still heavy for Bi Han - The three of you left at dawn, without doing anything, no noise or attracting attention, but you knew there was someone watching you, the air was freezing, and you knew it was sub zero in the distance, but he just had a look... Sad? Disappointment perhaps? Small tears could be seen, but he pushed them away as he watched you walk away from him, the grandmaster would blame everything but you. "-It was Kuai Liang and Tomas' fault... I'm sure... You wouldn't abandon me willingly... Right, my bunny?" Bi Han whispered to himself, trying to contain the discomfort that haunted his chest, returning to his quarters... He wasn't going to give up on you, but for now, he wasn't going to do anything, waiting for the perfect opportunity to take what was his by right... You.
You, Kuai and Tomas met Harumi, and it hurt a little to see your best friend leave you a little aside for being in love with someone else, but you understood that Scorpion would also have to have a love life. You and Tomas kept seeing the couple from afar, while smiling at seeing Liang so in love with her - even naming the new Shiray Ryu clan after her - with that, you and the smoke ninja became closer... A lot closer.
Vrbada started giving you gifts, asking you out, he was courting you little by little, trying to move from just friendship for many years to something more. After all, he always liked you romantically but never had the courage to say something, he asked Kuai Liang and even Harumi for some advice, which motivated him to speak up and confess his feelings for you.
But it was little Hanzo who made everything work out between you two, on one training day you saw him pull your shirt and point at Tomas, saying loudly: "-(Y/N) Tomas likes you! Because Don't you two stay together?" Smoke blushed deeply feeling exposed, but grateful to see your smile at him while you yourself asked him out that night. He was a blushing mess as he stuttered, handing you a bouquet of flowers, he was totally dressed up when he picked you up at home, wearing light colored formal clothes that hugged his muscles.
The night was pleasant, with Tomas trying to say everything he felt, everything he kept close to his chest during years of friendship, he knew that you were still thinking about everything that happened in the lin kuei, but that you needed to move on. "-I always liked you darling... Your smile, the nights you slept between me and Kuai Liang, I was afraid of suffocating you sometimes, you know?" Vrbada smiled amusedly, taking your hands and giving each one a chaste kiss, massaging them with his thumb in circular movements. "-I promise that if you give me a chance, I will be the best partner for you (Y/N)... I know I've been your best friend for years, but, I want to be more, much more, stay with me, let's go try a new life... Together." He looked directly into your eyes, the same eyes that always lit up your day like the bluest sky, as you finally felt the Slav's lips press against yours, the moon illuminated you both and your worries were gone... Even if momentarily.
And this would obviously end on your bed, with Tomas on top of you covering your mouth so you wouldn't make any noise, his cock would plunge slowly and difficultly into your tight pussy, while he moaned hoarsely in your ear. "-Fuck-! Dear, stop squeezing me so hard, you're fucking gripping me... F-Fuck your pussy feels so good on my dick..."
Another thing that surprised you was how submissive Smoke was in bed, always asking 'please' to cum inside or for you to let him cum. He would cry like hell if he got overstimulated, babbling in his mother tongue as he cummed every last drop of cum in you. Vrbada enjoys just seeing your pleasure, watching you ride his face, while moaning his name loudly like a mantra, the poor man is already going to cum and whimper that he needs your pussy on him immediately - it was a pleasant surprise to see your best friend like that - especially how he liked to be praised while fucking you, looking directly at your face, calling him a "good boy" makes him come immediately inside you, while he whimpered and said "fuck" repeatedly with his mind broken with too much pleasure to be the rational ninja he always was.
Kuai Liang will smile at the two of you from afar, wanting to have a celebratory dinner to celebrate his brother's success and your passion - which practically every Shiray Ryu heard through Tomas' groans -, but don't be fooled, from afar, you could feel a cold look and now, cruel, Bi Han, he was furious and now more than ever he was going to take you from his brother's arms as a form of revenge for both of you, because now, the grand master was broken at the sight of the way you gave yourself up to Smoke, he wouldn't show any pity, and he would do whatever it took to make you see your mistake even if it meant killing everyone in his path, and that included everyone, even his own brothers, he would catch you whether you want it or not. But in the present, you were happy to be with Tomas, without knowing the troubled future that Bi Han planned for you...
⧠ENDING 2 - STAY WITH BI HAN
You couldn't believe it when you saw Bi Han come back and quickly change everything in the structures of the Lin Kuei clan, he was ruder, colder, but he tried to be as gentle as possible with you, as he always was and tried. You asked him about Kuai and Tomas, which made the grandmaster wrinkle his nose and say with contempt that they had betrayed him, hadn't followed his orders, and that now it was just the two of you against the world.
You knew that Bi Han was lying, but you felt the need to continue on his side, perhaps, with the false hope of making him see that Liu Kang was not the enemy of the Lin Kuei, that your clan served the earthly plane and I didn't need to dominate him. But, Bi Han was blinded by power, but he still wanted to have you around, he loved you and for years you were and were the only person who was closest to him - he didn't trust anyone like he trusted you, not even Sektor -, however this made you have to swear loyalty to the grand master and abandon your best friends. "-Good choice, I knew you were smarter than them... then lets go and make history my angel. Together, we will bring glory to the clan, and power to ourselves." Bi Han says as he walks in front of you to the Lin Kuei headquarters, while he held you tightly, as if he was afraid of losing you at any moment. "-After this war is over, we should go to my little sanctuary at the top of the mountain and stay there for a few days - just me, you, and nature..." he whispered in your ear, taking you to his room, which would now be yours too.
You never thought that Bi Han saw you as a potential love or partner, but from the way he treated you now - whispering sweet and possessive things in your ear, his big cold hands kneading the flesh of your hips lightly, the warm shower of herbs that he prepared just for you... It was obvious that he had feelings stored up for all the years of your friendship - "-Make yourself comfortable while I prepare everything else..." he soon takes you to the center of his bed , as he did rarely in the times when he was still your friend, he was still your bi han... But, he still loved you, he loved you more than you thought. "-You know that I don't just see you as a friend, right? All these years that were me, you and..." He pauses and a long sigh comes out of his lungs, as he looks at his hands, while He remembered his brothers but pushed away those thoughts of "weakness". "-Anyway... I always saw you as more than a future right-hand man for me, more than a friend, you understand, don't you my dear?" Bi Han kisses your neck, licking the drops of water that were still there. "-Just give yourself to me, let me make you my king/queen, you and I will be great, I promise no one will hurt you..."
Bi Han would be gentle with you, making you as comfortable as possible, even if he saw the worry in your eyes because of Vrbada and Liang, he would just bend down and give kisses to your clit, licking the sensitive expanse of your pussy, making you moan and arch your body for more contact with his skin. "-Yes... Just like that... I always knew you were meant for me... Since the first time we met my brother... I always loved you (Y/N)." With one hand firmly holding the waist, ensuring no slipping occurs during passionate thrusts; another arm around your neck, lightly choking just enough to make those beautiful sounds escape your lips even louder, now giving him perfect control over the pace and depth, fucking your pussy with longing and relief, relief of finally having you. have it just for him. "-Take it all. Show me how much you want my cock... Let's make up for lost time, yes, be my good boy/girl..." He moaned and growled in your ear, as he watched your face closely. "-Look at me when you cum- fuck I love you so much, I swear I'll kill anyone who dares take you from me." the grand master made a point of marking you visibly for everyone to see.
If Tomas and Kuai dare to look for you, Bi Han will show no mercy, he has become increasingly paranoid in fear of losing you and if one of them dares to take you to the shiray ryu he will show all the fury he has saved in years. You will be respected inside and outside the lin kuei, being the partner of the grand master, the second person with more power than sub zero himself.
However, you will live only for him, you will live only with him, not that that is a problem, after all Bi Han makes a point of spoiling you, jewelry, treasures or anything you want is yours... Just one word and he will destroy and rebuild the world just to see you smile, he loves you and is completely obsessed with you... so you will just deal with it.
©YANDERESTARANGEL 2023
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bakugo katsukiâinterviews
bakugo katsuki fucking hates interviews. in every shape and form. public conferences? "i did my fucking job. the building crashed down because the base sucked ass. that's not my fucking fault" one on one interviews? "why the fuck do they have so many damn questions about my methods? let them try and do what i do!" talk shows? "if you're not gonna ask me about my job, i don't know what the hell iâm doing here, my personal life is my goddamn business. also, if i wanted comedy iâd go to the fucking circus, at least the clowns wear their actual uniform instead of shitty suits"
safe to say, dynamight is every interviewer's nightmare. he's a wonderful and attentive person off camera (heâs still an asshole, but a nicer one), but when you start asking him questions and place a camera on his face, the brass defensiveness, one of the things that lingers from his stubborn teenage years, shines through. that and that mouth that curses more than a sailor in their golden years ever has. there's offers to take him of course, being in the top ten heroes ranking of not only japan, but the whole world. he's mostly partnered up in these interviews, so there's someone to lead the talking and answer for him when he doesn't want to give into "the stupidest fucking question he's had the misfortune to hear".Â
red riot and shoto are the ones that are usually designated as his babysitters, but other old classmates have appeared onscreen with him as well. even deku, now a teacher, has made special features. but there's never much demand for an individual interview with pro hero dynamight, and if there ever is, bakugo usually rejects them without looking much into it.
which is why, his secretary was very confused when the mention of a last attempt at a talk show made his boss perk up rather than frown instantly. his lip didnât instantly curl with a groan and his red irises didnât meet the back of his skull. instead, he curiously eyed the schedule placed in front of him, and gave a curt nod in thanks when he was done. ryu developed a sense of uneasiness that took over his system. surely that was a sign of the end of the world. but he couldnât really say anything, pinky and chargebolt recommended the interviewer and swore it would go well. maybe they were right? they needed it too, dynamight hadn't appeared on many public events lately. so there's that, now he just had to pray bakugo didnât fuck it up.
and that brings us to right now, with dynamight taking a seat in front of you and the publicâs applause dimming. the tension that fills the air lingers in the audience, and for once, bakugo and his interviewer seem to be completely at ease. ryu canât help to think to himself that this is yet another sign that the world is about to end, and he wonders if he should call up his family to say a final goodbye. for now, maybe itâs better he focuses on whatâs in front of him.
"great explosion murder god dynamight!" you smile at him, as if he was a friend youâre glad to see again, "so glad you could make it!"
you have that magnetism that makes every guest comfortable around you, familiarity being the base of your show. itâs a big part of why it became so popular, the charming host that interacts with their audience and speaks their mind in such an easy way.
katsuki smirks, chest a bit puffed and fingers drumming the armrest.
"sort of didnât have a goddamn choice, did i?" while his response only makes the people watching tense more, you only chuckle, nodding as if you understood like nobody else.
"weâre our managersâ puppets arenât we? either way, wonderful to have you," and goddammit, you never sound insincere, "these days itâs hard to have a minute of great explosion murder god dynamight"
"you know what they say, villains donât rest. and if they donât rest that just means us heroes have to work twice as hard as them" did he just answer without cursing? oh the world definitely ends today.
bakugo maintains eye contact with you while he lounges on his seat like he owns the place. heâs made hundreds of interviewers and others shrink with that attitude of his, but from the looks of it, youâre not only not one bit bothered by it, but you almost encourage it. your arms flex as you lean in towards him, agreeing with him.
"all right, since i donât want to waste much of that precious time of yours..." eyes twinkling, you could even say teasingâdare i say flirtyâ, you tap a small melody onto your notebook with your pen, "letâs dive right in to the questions! promise this wonât be long. first off, i want to solve a doubt iâve had for some time now"
he arches a brow, accepting the challenge. thereâs the same amusement in his eyes that yours have, it sends chills across the room. itâs so weird to see the bakugo katsuki being not mean to someone that isnât a little kid or a polite fan.
"iâve said it a couple times now, and i have to admit itâs a bit of a mouthful. âgreat explosion murder god dynamightâ. why that name? how on earth did you come up with it?"
itâs funny. you say it as if it isnât a mouthful. quite the opposite, it rolls off your tongue like quick, flowing as if itâs escaped a million times, a prayer you know by heart. bakugo rolls his eyes, similar comments follow him practically every day everywhere he goes since he made the name up. heâs built up skin to them, not that they ever bothered him, heâs pretty proud of his hero name. some might say too proud.
"itâs a reflection of everything i am," he winces after a second, "maybe not the murder part."
"i do hear die is one of your favorite words tho"
"yeah well, itâs good to let the emotions out or whatever the hell. i try not to say it as much anymore, people say itâs rude or some shit," his hand makes a fast motion, as if to sweat it off, he really doesnât give a damn, "anyway, the nameâs like that because it had to embody how fucking awesome i am"
"ah, that makes sense," you nod along, not bothered by the curses, "a loud and bright name like your explosions. it does suit you"
at the compliment, the smirk returns to his lips, a small huff with it. he shuffles around to sit higher, now getting an idea of how this interview is going to go. katsuki finds that he doesnât really mind it, at least the questions are off to a good start. and the host... well letâs just say he likes this one.
"i know, i picked it myself," he states, and you canât help but laugh at how sure of himself he is. reminds you of a 6-year-old, not a single ounce of doubt in his body about how cool they are.
"would you say it was inspired by something else? maybe a hero you look up to?"
"nah, ât was all me," liar.
"i see. a unique name to say the least. but on the topic, is there any hero that you look up to? someone you aspire to be like. other than, i'm sure, best jeanist"
"obviously," he repeats, "but i mean; every kid and their goddamn mother has dreamt of becoming all might, he was n.1 longer than anyone. iâm sort of a basic bitch that way. when i was little i wanted to be like him, so i followed that dream until i made it real. and now i push myself to be as great as he was and more. plus ultra and all that bullshitr"
"wow. sounds like hard work," he grunts in agreement, and you purse your lips, "we all agree all might is a one of the greatest symbols we have, must have been incredible to be able to study under him. you mentioned the schoolâs motto. can you tell us about that? the ua days?"
katsuki smiles, his eyes drifting away to his hands. you canât help but think he looks rather handsome, reminiscing his high school.
"in one word: it was fucking insane. he brought a lot of insight about what to expect in the actual field, and how to treat with bystandersâthe little motherfuckersâ, and he was always pushing us to do our best. heâs the sort of person you just know cares about what heâs doing," he explains, "our homeroom teacher, mr. aizawa was also very much like that, even though he didnât look it. ua students are lucky when it comes to teachers. but theyâre all ungrateful snotty brats"
itâs the first time bakugo katsuki has ever said something nice in public, even if it has some mean side dishes (wouldnât be something bakugo katsuki said otherwise). at this point, itâs just you two in the room. no lights, no cameras, no audience, not even the questions youâve jotted down in your notebook. only a conversation between two people. katsuki wonders if itâs a you effect, and he figures it must be, because heâs never as comfortable as he is talking to you. it comes so easy.
you smile, and it takes everything in you to not reach and put your hand on his arm at his words, the reminder of all the people watching in the room and through the cameras a dying reminder in the back of your mind. you like having him here, and you frankly donât understand why other hosts dread his visits.
"sounds like a wonderful experience. iâve talked to others from your course and they all speak of it with so much fondness, just like you. even with the hardships you had to endure," you clear your throat, voice dropping to barely a mutter. even the mic strapped to your blouse has trouble picking it up, "but iâm sure you donât like thinking of them, i know i donât. so, i know youâve said all might and eraserhead are big inspirations, but do you have any other people you admire?"
you know youâre pushing your luck. your tone is far too friendly to be considered professional now and heâs not one to be heartfelt on camera. but if you could just get him to confirm what cellophane and shoto said last week... what you just know is the truth, but dynamight is a bit too proud to admit. you can see it in the way he looks away and puffs his cheeks to blow air.
"i mean, obviously, iâm incredibly grateful to best jeanist and edgeshot, they fucking saved my life," his cheeks grow the slightest bit of pink under your intense gaze. he almost chuckles as you nod entranced and edge just a tiny bit closer awaiting for the true answer. he guesses he might as well indulge, so, with a much lower tone, he continues, "and ya know, in class there were others that were pretty good too. not as incredible as i am, but close enough. if i had to pick any, maybe shitty hair and the dumbass deku. i guess"
screw the lights. your smile is blinding. it shines so much bakugo suddenly doesnât feel like the answer was practically yanked from his throat. this is too much for his rearranged heart.
"thatâs funny, they speak pretty highly of you too," you giggle. your eyes clash, and the small smile that forms on his face is instinct, he canât control it. one, two, three.
"of course they fucking do. they better, else iâll crush their bodies," he huffs, snapping back to his position before he was gobsmacked by you.
"all right, iâve just got a couple more questions before we let you go," you get back on track too, despite the heat on the back of your neck, "uhm... oh yeah! well i guess youâve answered this already, but just in case. you said red riot and deku were people you admired as heroes, i take it they are also the easiest to partner up with? i know pro hero deku is out of commission at the moment, but back when you still worked together"
dynamight actually thinks about this one. he furrows his brows, and his weight shifts on the sofa. he hums as his hand strokes his chin.
"well, it depends on the job. generally, i do like to partner up with them, we understand each other very well, as do everyone form our class. the time we spent training with each other pays off. so yeah, theyâre easy to work with. but also, the half ân half bastard is quick to respond to what i do, and ponytail is a great strategist when it comes to infiltration or a mission that takes planning. the damn rabbit gets on my nerves a lot, but we make a good team. she should start thinking about retiring though, before she starts dragging me down"
"itâs lovely to hear the heroes of japan are so tight and coordinated. i must say, hearing you praise them is refreshing," your lip gets caught in your teeth in an attempt to stop the growing smirk, but your eyes betray you.
"oi, donât misinterpret what iâm fucking sayinâ. theyâre all still pains in my ass, each worse than the last one"
"uh huh... okay, last question. if you werenât a hero, what would you be?" that takes him aback.
"fuck you mean? i was always gonna be a damn hero. i donât know. maybe one of those people that handle bombs in the army or some shit like that," he shrugs, but then a beat passes, "a firefighter"
"final answer?" you arch a brow. he grunts an affirmation, "o-kay! well, itâs been a pleasure to have you here, i hope we did not waste much of your time, but youâre free to go now. i appreciate that you didnât shout"
he chuckles, following your steps as you get up and circle your table to get to him and say goodbye. the audience is clapping for you two, ryu is releasing the breath heâd been holding all throughout the interview, and the camera people are preparing to shut off. you reach him, and just like his smile before, his next actions are pure instinct. even more, theyâre almost a routine.
his hand reaches for your waist, and he effortlessly pulls you closer, placing a gentle kiss on your forehead. now, in this routine, itâs not common that you tense up. usually, you wrap your arms around him and nuzzle into his chest. you look up to him, eyes wide, and it takes one millisecond for him to realize what heâs done. he curses under his breath, and you laugh.
"welp, thereâs that. no more hiding this," the stunned public is so silent they hear your whispers, "see you at home?"
katsuki gives you that low laugh you love, squishes your waist, and nods.
"yeah, see you at home"
ryu dials his family to say his goodbyes as his boss steps off the stage and the audience recovers from the shock. he prays the call gets through before the world suddenly explodes.
luckily, the world doesnât combust, and he lives to see the heart magazines with your image on their covers and headlines screaming about japanâs favorite talk showâs host and potty mouthâs newly discovered relationship.
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like rain, we fell (in love)
Characters: idol!Jaehyun & female reader
Setting & genre: idol au with simpism and loserism, an attempt at comedy, very heavily inspired by Lovely Runner
Summary: Jaehyun met you on a rainy day before debut. Almost 5 years later he is an established name in the industry, the nationâs puppy boyfriend. When he meets you again, idol image be damned he wonât miss this chance.
Warnings: birth names are used, mentions of uncertainty, dieting, stress, exhaustion, sasaengs and similar things idol life can bring; idol life and dating culture is still taken a lot lighter than reality to spare the angst. there is one drunk man threatening the mc at one point but nothing physical happens. after the time skip, the boys are aged up because weâre fast forwarding to 2027 which also means there are a bunch of made up things about bndâs future. even though i tried my best to research predebut things, this fic in no way tries to depict real lives. all characters are fictional and not actual representation of the boys.
Words: 9.7k
Authorâs note: ever since i finished the drama i had the idea written down with an idol mentioning his first love on live just like how Ryu Sunjae did. initially it wasnât for Jaehyun but then he dropped his Sonaki cover and he gives off the vibes, doesnât he? when the MAC advertisement is mentioned, imagine something like this
@restlessmaknae at this point, i'm not even saying anything... just enjoy <3
3 MONTHS BEFORE DEBUT
It was raining on the day Myung Jaehyun met you.
It was a particularly exhausting day, the bad kind. Normally he didnât mind the ache in his muscles, proof of their hard work nor being so damn tired after getting back to the dorms past midnight that he could barely remember to wash up before falling to bed. But there were these kinds of days when dragging themselves home from the practice room felt like something they were undeserving of, when doubts were too loud as their dance teacherâs words about still not being synchronized enough rang in their ears. He could tell it was affecting all of them.
The car ride back to the dorms was often quiet so late at night as they tried to catch every bit of sleep they could but it was often filled with snacking, watching videos and small talk too. It was rarely this tense, so thick that it lingered in the air. Jaehyun could tell that nobody could sleep this time even if Dongmin pretended to with his eyes closed, hoodie up and headphones over his ears. Woonhak looked like he was one more scolding word away from tearing up and usually Jaehyun would have been the one who tried to lighten up the mode, who joked around, who poked and teased and babbled until the tension broke and they laughed. But that day, it was too much, he couldnât think of anything to say, nothing that could have cheered them up so close to the final evaluation, so close to messing up their chance for debut.
When the car halted in front of their dorm building, everybody scurried out of the van with half-hearted goodbyes to the staff member who gave them the ride. Jaehyun was the last one to get out of the car, his sports bag felt heavy on his shoulder and his still damp fringe hung into his eyes. He felt uneasy going back to the dorm, knowing he wouldnât sleep anyways, so his steps slowed down, unsure, even after the van left. It was Sungho after having patted the othersâ back, wishing them good night, who had noticed him stalling.
âYou good?â He asked quietly, dark spots under his eyes showing that he didnât fare any better than any of them, yet he tried. Jaehyun wasnât sure whether it had something to do with the responsibility he felt as the oldest or it was just his personality but he was really grateful to have him with them. He was even more grateful that the elder boy didnât show any kind of grudge against him being voted as their future leader despite joining KOZ only at the end of last year. At times like this, Jaehyun doubted he could do a good job at leading a team. He wasnât made to do so. He was loud and messy. They should have chosen Sungho with his easy smiles and orderliness, since they had already often relied on him.
âI will catch up with you soon,â Jaehyun promised before turning down the road. He wasnât sure where he was headed but he knew he needed to clear his head.
Even though he only knew the other boys for a few months, he could easily imagine their different ways of coping. Donghyun and Sanghyeok talking in the darkness of their room, Sungho stress-cleaning their kitchen, Taesan already working on his next cool song about beating allegations of not being good enough while Woonhak forcing himself to go to sleep because poor kid had to go to school in less than 6 hours. And him? Out at night swinging at a playground because he wanted to scream but couldnât. He felt worn out like he wasnât made for this but at the same time he couldnât imagine any other life. Especially when after sacrificing his youth on the altar of training, after wasting years at YG watching all of his friends debut, he was finally so close. They were so close to turning their dream into reality.
Eventually he ended up at a 24/7 convenience store a few corners from their dorms. They had other ones closer, ones they were regulars at but he had already come so far, so it only made sense. He mumbled a greeting under his breath, his hoodie engulfing his figure, as he headed towards the snacks section. He momentarily faltered as he passed by the alcoholic drinks, the idea of getting drunk and forgetting about his problems a tad bit too tempting for a moment. But after heâd had way too much makgeolli during Christmas, he hadn't really been keen on revisiting that hungover. It was a stupid idea anyways, he had vocal practice in the morning and what about his pre-debut image?
He grabbed a bag of gummies, some overly sweet candies, chocolate bars and the kimchi flavored chips he had seen in the kitchen before and headed to the checkout area.
âWould you like a bag?â The cashier asked in an all too cheerful voice despite the time nearing 1AM and that there was a textbook open on the counter.
âYes, please,â Jaehyun muttered, fishing out his worn wallet he had gotten from his father when he had moved out to chase his dreams.
Items were scanned then put into a black plastic bag, card swiped, receipt ignored, it was all monotonous and robotic and Jaehyun was too tired to actually pay attention to anything. He didnât even notice the heavy rain that started up until he approached the storeâs automatically opening door and the wind hit him. Oh, just his luck. As if he needed something to make his day worse.
Jaehyun sighed, bracing himself against the cold and getting soaking wet until he reached the dorm. He could only hope he wouldnât get a sore throat by tomorrow morning. But before he could have stepped outside, he heard movement behind him and felt gentle taps on his shoulder.
âHere, take it,â you held out a transparent colored umbrella towards him when he turned around and Jaehyun blinked dumbfounded. You had still worn the storeâs uniform just like you had done behind the cash register and your voice was just as melodious as before but now that he looked at you properly he couldnât unsee it: the beauty in your smile and the kindness in your eyes.
It sounded too good to be true to not get rained on and save the poor excuse of treats he bought for the boys to cheer them up from getting wet but he wasn't sure he could accept it from a stranger just like that. Wouldnât you get in trouble for that? How would you get home in this weather?
âButâŠâ
âWe have plenty more left behind. You can bring it back anytime,â you smiled at him brightly like the Sun in the gloomy dark weather that embraced the two of you. Jaehyun was mesmerized then by your sparkling eyes and soft smile. He was sure he stared at you a tad bit long before catching himself.
âThank you,â he grinned sheepishly as he took the umbrella from you. Your lips curled further up as you stepped back.
âTake care,â you wished like an angel sent from above to make his shitty day better before turning around and going back to the register while humming a mainstream kpop song.
Later when Jaehyun was back in the dorm freshly showered and tucked in his bed, all he could think about was you instead of the self-doubt that had been eating him away. You were like a miracle.
It took Jaehyun an embarrassingly long time to figure out how to take the umbrella back. Not to mention, he was quite protective of the cheap piece, he even shrieked a tiny bit dramatically and made Woonhak swear he would take care of it when he saw the younger mindlessly grab it from by the door on a cloudy day.
Sure, he could have simply taken the umbrella back, given it to you and said thank you again but come on, that was too⊠anticlimactic. He needed a better excuse to keep talking to you, to hear that cheery voice and see your soft smile.
The perfect opportunity came when he heard Sungho complain about running out of dishwashing liquid and even though they didnât even share the same dorm and they could have just asked the cleaning lady who visited weekly, Jaehyun took it upon himself to get some. He had no idea about dishwashing things after all. All of them were the same yellow liquid to him and he didnât really care about degreasing agents or traits for sensitive hands, so it was something he could have asked you about and maybe casually slipping into a conversation about your lives? He had already drafted three lyrics about the different scenarios playing in his head and because he wasnât the most subtle person ever, Dongmin obviously noticed.
âDo I wanna know?â He quirked an eyebrow knowingly before turning back to the studio's computer at Jaehyunâs sigh.
âItâs nothing,â the elder brushed it off because he might have been shameless and loud about most things, but he wanted to keep you just for himself for a while. So he let out another exaggerated sigh and pointed at the screen. âLetâs go over the track you showed me two days ago, I might have lyrics for it.â
Dongmin hummed and let it slide, but Jaehyun was sure that he couldnât avoid the confrontation much longer. He hoped that the temporary ignorance meant that the younger knew that he would have never done anything to jeopardize their debut.
He was merely embarrassing himself apparently.
Because the next time he visited the convenience store on a clear sky night with zero chances of rain, he stood at the door of the store, umbrella in one hand, staring dumbfoundedly at the guy playing on his phone behind the counter. No sight of you or your pretty smiles. So he stood there, dumbfounded, gaping like one of Donghyunâs fish, wondering whether he mistook the day you had met but there was absolutely no way he could have, not with the amount of times he thought about it. It was exactly two weeks before, at the same time, at the exact same place. He couldnât have mistaken it.
âAre you coming in or what?â The cashier looked up, bored and a bit annoyed at this late hour, so Jaehyun tried his best to appear nonchalant despite his heart breaking. He knew he was dramatic but he couldnât help it, like he even dressed up nicely! And there was no smiley cashier greeting him? No you?
âYeah,â he coughed, hurrying down one random aisle and spending too much time to find the dishwasher section to grab one bottle without looking at it too much.
The âtake the umbrella back and talk with youâ mission was a failure but at least Sungho was happy about his surprise purchase, even complimenting him on the nice scent he chose as if Jaehyun would have ever bought cherry blossom ones on purpose.
Jaehyun thought he was doing a fair job of not moping but out of all people it had to be Woonhak who called him out on it. The maknae was surprisingly insightful for his age, unfortunately so.
âHyung, if itâs still about the last donut I ate last week, we can get some later,â Woonhak nudged his arm while Jaehyun was busy zoning out, trying to come up with a less pathetic idea than camping outside of the convenience store just to bump into you.
âWhat?â He blinked at the younger, confused.
âYou are sighing so much,â Woonhak furrowed his eyebrows, visibly worried. Probably because it wasnât Jaehyunâs default behavior.
âOh,â he cleared his throat but then forced himself to process the youngerâs previous words. âWait! Was it you? We are so gonna get those donuts now. Youâre paying.â
Woonhak whined, pretending to be annoyed when he was pulled out of his seat, towards the door but he laughed anyway when his pout managed to convince Jaehyun not only to let him choose the flavors but to pay as the older as well. Pretending to be fine mission: success.
Another week passed and Jaehyun was high on energy this time because after his newfound inspiration and determination, all of their hard work seemed to finally pay off: it was officially confirmed that they would debut. At the end of May, their dreams would finally come true. A new life would begin.
If being a trainee getting ready for monthly evaluations was hard, preparing for a debut was twice as tiring. They had photoshoots, video shoots, concept meetings, stage name discussions, album recordings, dance practices with their songs. It was everything Jaehyun had ever wanted and more, it was overwhelming but in a good way, so in the midst of it all, he kind of forgot about the whole umbrella ordeal. He treasured the memory of meeting you and kept it as something to keep him going on bad days.
But of course, it had to be a day when he went out for an evening run (which he hated but Sungho and their choreographer nagged him about to build up stamina), so he was sweaty and panting when he ended up at the store again afraid of dying out of dehydration if he kept going without water. He jogged to the fridges in the back and grabbed the first cold bottle he saw before heading to the checkout area only to freeze a few steps away when he saw you behind the register. Your hair was up this time too, only a few locks falling into your eyes that sparkled like stars in the sky.
âIs everything okay?â you asked in that kind voice that he thought he would only hear in his dreams again and Jaehyun had to remind himself to act normal.
âUhm, yeah, fine. More than fine actually,â he fumbled with his words and wanted to slap himself for it. Who the hell was more than fine when he was sweating bucks and could barely gulp with how dry his mouth was? He crossed that two meters between you and put the water bottle on the counter, watching you scan the item, more hair falling into your face as they slipped from behind your ears. Jaehyunâs fingers itched to fix it but that would have been creepy and rude as hell so he closed his fingers into fists next to his side.
âSorry, I forgot to bring back the umbrella,â he muttered sheepishly and you looked back at him with a little confused frown on your forehead, then you chuckled. It was music for the boyâs ears, the prettiest symphony.
âAh, itâs okay, thereâs no rush,â you waved it off and asked if it was everything else before activating the card reader terminal. âYou didnât catch a cold, right?â
âNo.â
âGood, then Iâm glad I could help,â you smiled like it was normal, like you would have done it for everyone which was sweet but also made Jaehyunâs chest ache.
âI just wasnât sure it would come off wrong if I gave it to somebody else. So I wanted to make sure it was you but you werenât here last week when I came, soâŠâ Jaehyun knew that he rumbled but he couldnât stop. He hoped that you found him more cute than weird though because he wanted to keep your eyes on him a little longer.
âAh, I switched with Daehyeong because he had an exam earlier that day. I work three night shifts and two afternoon ones usually,â you said, listing the days for each which engraved themselves into Jaehyunâs mind as he took the receipt and the bottle from you.
âI will make sure to bring it back one of these days,â he promised enthusiastically to which you smiled and showed him an okay sign formed from your hand so cute Jaehyun swore he almost melted right then and there. You werenât even trying and it was cuter than Woonhakâs aegyo!
âCareful!â You called after him when he almost walked into the automatically opening door because he was too busy looking back on you. But then you both laughed, him nervously and embarrassed, you a little bit amused and endeared and suddenly, Jaehyunâs lung having a hard time breathing had nothing to do with running.
Sungho was the first person Jaehyun told about you. He thought about going to Sanghyeok or Donghyun for advice but the eldest was the one he could trust to keep his secret even among them and who had a girlfriend before, so he seemed like the most promising option. Not that Jaehyun was going to ask you out on a date! He knew that would have been stupid of him to do so, especially so close to debut but his thoughts kept gravitating back to you. He just wanted to talk to you and he had no experience with other chromosomes other than his own due to the all boys school he attended and the bunch of dudes he spent his teens with in small practice rooms. Company training lessons on how to charm fans didnât count as experience, so he needed some advice on how to not embarrass himself in front of you or come off too strong. Who knew Sunghoâs advice would be so useless?
âJust be yourself.â
âThatâs the most clichĂ© thing you could have told me,â Jaehyun deadpanned with a black look.
âWell, itâs a common advice for a reason,â Sungho crossed his arms in front of his chest which made the other boy sigh. Always so logical, he should have known not to come here. Too much T energy for his F to handle.
âWhich part of not embarrassing myself did you not get?â
The older boy rolled his eyes.
âCome on, Jaehyun, you have an excited puppy energy, girls love that.â
Oh no, now Sunghoâs voice was soft like when he talked to Woonhak when he got a bad grade on a test he actually studied for. It was time to make a joke out of it.
âWell, I will blame you if I pee myself in excitement when our hands touch,â he snorted before mulling over his own words. âDo you think it would be weird as a lyrics?â
Sungho sighed, unimpressed, and didnât even hesitate.
âYes.â
Damn Park Sungho and his stupid advice, Jaehyun didnât feel more prepared (if at all) when he decided to bring the umbrella back. However, it would have been awkward if he waited too long after your last encounter, so he decided to bite the bullet and just go. You recognized him right away and smiled at him widely. Jaehyun really didnât understand how you could be so bright all the time when it was so late.
âThanks,â you bobbed your head when he reached the umbrella over and your fingers brushed his when you took it, sending electricity down Jaehyunâs back.
âI should be the one thanking you,â he said, fidgeting with his fingers in front of himself.
âIt really wasnât anything special,â you tried to reassure him but it made the boy pout.
âAh, so you would have done this for everybody,â he blurted out, sounding more disappointed than he would have admitted, his heart beating loud in his ears.
âNah, just the cute ones,â you replied while you put the umbrella behind the counter and Jaehyun was sure he misheard you because what? Thereâs no way you called him cute.
âWhat?!â He echoed his thoughts and if he looked closer he would have seen your red ears.
âI said not everybody,â you lied after clearing your throat, avoiding his eyes. Gosh, when did it turn awkward? So the boy tried to salvage the situation.
âIâm Jaehyun by the way,â he spoke up as casually as he could manage and he probably did a good job because you didnât look weirded out. Not until you introduced yourself and he blurted out that he knew. âI mean, itâs on your name tag,â he explained hastily with a relieved giggle when you laughed it off too.
And it somehow became a habit: Jaehyun came by once or twice a week, buying small things like snacks or drinks and he chatted with you. Nothing special, just a bit about your days (your university classes and his newest story about his roommates that made you smile), snack flavor preference (you liked veggie chips while he preferred barbeque flavor), the weather (you liked clear nights the best because the moon was so pretty) and music (he might have fanboyed a bit too hard when you said you were waiting for Jungkookâs next single to drop because same!). Not to mention that you listening to kpop meant you wouldnât find his career path offputting, so Jaehyun became a bit more sure that he would tell you about it one of these days.
For a while he thought that his most awkward visit was that one time when Dongmin dragged him to the convenience store for a late night snack and he tried very hard not to make it obvious in front of his group mate that he was crushing on you but failed miserably because when he went to get chopsticks for themselves, you smiled at him and he almost tripped. He thought he managed to recover quickly enough for the other boy to not notice but the youngerâs shiteating grin was enough to dash his hopes.
âSo sheâs your sudden muse, huh?â Dongmin raised a brow teasingly and Jaehyun hissed at him to shut up, an unexpected change in their usual dynamics.
However, his next visit topped the most awkward encounter ever. This time when he went back, there was only silence greeting him instead of your usual cheerfulness and it took the boy no longer than two seconds to realize that it was because you were soundlessly sleeping over the counter next to the cash register.
It certainly didnât look like the most comfortable position for your back and Jaehyun was sure there was some kind of rule against being asleep on the clock but he couldnât make himself wake you up. You looked so peaceful and so pretty. Your cheeks rounded as they were squished against the desk, pink lips in a pout, eyelashes fluttering slightly like butterfly wings. Jaehyun was mesmerized, writing a song about your sleeping beauty in his head already.Â
Then the idyll was broken when the automatic door opened revealing a tired university student and you blinked your eyes open. You probably noticed him creepily staring, so Jaehyun panicked and grabbed the first thing from the display next to him that he could reach and dropped in front of you without looking, trying to act cool while not making you feel bad for taking a nap.
You cleared your throat, straightened your back, looking at him sheepishly with big doe eyes and an apologetic smile which he reciprocated⊠only for it to drop when his gaze followed yours and settled on the item on the counter between the two of you.
A box of extra large condoms.
Jaehyun never wanted Earth to open up and shallow him more than in that moment, he might have as well just died of embarrassment, but before he could have snatched it back and fumble over his words to try to find a believable excuse how he could grab it instead of for example a pack of chewing gum, you had already scanned it with a forced smile as the professional you were.
The boyâs body acted on its own entity, detached from his currently cursed soul and he paid, leaving the shop with 10000 won shorter and condoms he wasnât going to use. Like have you seen his chronically single ass? He couldnât even hold a conversation with a girl he liked, not to mention getting laid. Jaehyun wanted to bang his head into a wall. He didnât know how he was going to look you into the eyes after this.
To Donghyunâs credit, he at least tried not to laugh when Jaehyun caved and told the younger about his dilemma. If it was Sungho with his ijbolism he would have already been on the floor barely catching his breath. Especially because it was him being himself after his oh so great advice!
âYou know you could be just honest. Maybe she will find it cute that you were too distracted by her beauty to check what you were getting,â Donghyun said with a little hum, his mouth curled up in a smile but his attention back on his fish.
âNope. No way. It might make her uncomfortable,â Jaehyun shook his head, not risking it. He didnât want to burden you with his feelings when he knew he wasnât in the position to pursue them even if you gave him a chance.
âThen just tell her it was a prank gift if it comes up,â the younger shrugged and while it sounded like an actual reasonable idea, it still required Jaehyun to discuss the topic with you, so needless to say he concluded that the best thing he could do was to avoid you forever. It wasnât ideal per se but nor was the timing and dramatic situations called for drastic measures (or something like that).
So he didnât plan to go back to the convenience store ever but what was he supposed to do when during one of his night runs (he was now torturing himself without Sunghoâs prompting too) he saw a quite drunk looking man enter the building? He had to make sure you were okay.
Still, he hoped that his gut feeling was wrong and that he was in for another embarrassing encounter instead of you being cornered by a stranger but when he stepped inside the store only to see you pulled away from the counter as much as you could while the drunkard swung a soju bottle in the air, he knew he made the right call.
âHey, leave her alone!â Jaehyun raised his voice without thinking it through. He just wanted the dude to get away from you because he looked threatening enough but the moment the manâs attention turned to him, he internally panicked because heck, he had a music video shooting in two days, the makeup artist noonas would kill him if he got punched. Or worse, what if Dispatch finds out that he got into a fight before debut? He would ruin everything. Zico PD would be so disappointed. He was supposed to be the leader after all.
âStay out of it, kid,â the man slurred and your big doe eyes were on him too, wary and partly relieved. It gave Jaehyun the boost he needed.
âI saw you pocket drinks. Iâm calling the police,â he found his voice again enough to bluff seeing the stuffed coat on the other but he was either right or the man was drunk enough not to care.
âMind your own business,â he muttered but with big bravado he stumbled out of the store, bumping his shoulder into Jaehyunâs most likely on purpose.
âGosh, thank you so much,â you let out a long breath and finally your tensed shoulders relaxed.
âAre you okay?â Jaehyun asked, worried because even though you seemed physically okay, it must have been scary. Like even he almost shat himself while trying to assert dominance with eye contact. If Dongmin ever heard about it, he would have surely suggested to him to bark next time with how keen he was on teasing him for his usual puppy-like behavior. But look at him now winning an alpha staredown! He was definitely a wolf!
âYes, itâs just⊠he wanted cigarettes too and got angry when I asked him to pay for the drinks first,â you said, still a bit shaken up but much calmer now.
Jaehyun wished he could see your lovely smile again and suddenly his last visitâs embarrassing outcome was the least of his worries. He decided to stick around, so he bought cup noodles and prepared it in the storeâs self-catering corner while stealing glances at you. It was a quiet late night like usual, so you didnât have much to do behind the register but still he was quite taken aback (and his heart started beating like a drum) when you decided to leave your post and sit beside him on one of those plastic chairs.
You talked about sweet little nothings like the passing cherry blossom season, favorite movies, your annoying professors and as cliche as it is, time flew by. You only realized how much when the guy for the next shift arrived. You excused yourself to get changed and grab your things while Jaehyun cleaned up the table where he had his late night meal. When you emerged from the staff room, saying goodbye to the other employee, you seemed a bit surprised to see the boy still there which made him scratch the back of his neck bashfully.
âI will walk you to the bus stop. He might be still out there,â he explained himself and could only hope it didnât sound as lame as he thought so. It was clearly an excuse but you let him get away with it with an easy smile.
Jaehyunâs heart couldnât catch a breath as you were walking side by side, arms brushing from time to time, chattering about the constellations above, asking for his zodiac, pointing out stars he could only see reflected in your eyes. He had never been so enamored by anybody and he wished to keep this feeling forever fluttering in his chest.
âAre you okay?â Your voice pulled him out of his thoughts which made him stumble upon his words.
âUh, yeah, sure,â he smiled, not wanting to worry you, swinging his intertwined finger behind him because he didnât know what to do with them. He had to keep himself occupied otherwise he would have done something stupid like reaching out to hold your hand with the excuse of dark, late night.
Your bus came just on time and for once, Jaehyun would have liked for it to be late because he could have listened to you talk about the sagittarius constellation until dusk but he didnât want to keep you up either and the reasonable part of his brain also knew that he would regret staying up so late.
âThank you again for earlier. And for keeping me company. I had fun,â you smiled at him, waving him goodbye which he could only reciprocate, starstruck.
The debut date was on the corner and with that, all of them got even busier, not to mention, the six boys crammed in a small place were supposed to move dorms too. Jaehyun should have been happy and donât get him wrong, he was! This was what he had been waiting for, why he spent years in smelly training rooms until his muscles ached. This was what he wanted but a part of him couldnât move past the fact that moving meant that your workplace wouldnât be in the vicinity anymore, so he told himself that it was now or never. He would tell you about his well-kept secret and hope for the best. For what exactly he wasnât sure but still.
He went back to the convenience store at the usual time since he had known your schedule by heart by then and there was no way he would have forgotten. But when he walked inside the store with his signature smile, you were nowhere to be found. There was another girl with bright dyed hair behind the counter flipping a magazine.
âSorry, did Y/N change her schedule?â Jaehyun found himself asking, this time knowing better than to succumb to moping without questioning first.
âOh, she resigned, wants to focus on studying more,â the girl replied after popping out the chewing gum in her mouth. Then after a pause, she asked: âAre you Jaehyun?â
The boy was taken aback. Knowing that you had told your coworker about him turned his ears red as he nodded slowly.
âShe said to give you this if you come around,â the cashier said and handed over a familiar transparent umbrella with a pink post-it note saying âmonsoon season is coming. take care :)â and while it was sweet and maybe it was for the better this way with his debut on the corner, Jaehyun had no idea a heart could be broken so gently.
4.5 YEARS AFTER DEBUT
The crisp of cold pinched Jaehyunâs cheeks as he exited the black van immediately blinded by the flash of cameras. He bowed and smiled towards the fans, waving and posing until a hand on his back reminded him to move forward.
Inside the broadcasting station there was a different kind of chaos: staff members running around, makeup artists touching up his face, professional cameras set up around, his manager reminding him to promote the upcoming concert as if he could forget. They sold out the Olympic Stadium after all, Jaehyun was still giddy (and nervous and awestruck) about the fact.
He greeted the veteran host of the radio show with a practiced, professional smile. He had gotten used to solo schedules early thanks to his MCountdown MC days, so he didnât find it as nerve wracking as others did. He still remembered seeing the ever so (seemingly) all cool and aloof Dongmin shake with nerves before he left for his first meeting as a producer. These days, with their groupâs reputation secured after hits that won Song of the Year awards dusting on their companyâs shelf, they had more of these solo jobs, each of them doing their own thing: Sungho trying out acting, Sanghyuk choreographing for rookies and helping trainees, Dongmin writing songs for names even bigger than theirs, Donghyun narrating a wildlife documentary series, Woonhak having his own show while Jaehyun was busy with variety shows. Just to list a few of the things they were doing between comebacks and group schedules. Fans and the general public loved them, Jaehyun for example was dubbed as the nation's puppy boyfriend after he was deemed very boyfriend material on a Running Man episode simply for being more considerate than competitive.
It was exactly how the radio show host introduced him as too right after the greeting segment of the morning radio broadcast.
âJaehyun-ssi, itâs so nice to have you here,â the woman turned to him and the idol grinned, boyish charm still clear on his face.
âThe pleasureâs all mine.â
âOh, I heard you would be a sweet talker,â the lady chuckled and Jaehyun joined in, used to the Butter Myung allegations since his own members liked to call him out on it too. It had become a thing early on.
âOnly for noona⊠and Onedoors,â he winked into the camera because it came easy and because the reactions were good. The host seemed to enjoy his presence as well or was just as professional at her job as he was. They talked a bit in general about the dayâs topic a bit and Jaehyun answered a few viewerâs questions in-between played songs. He talked about preparing for the Stadium concert and an upcoming album as well as what he had been up to lately.
âSo tell us about the OST you wrote for MBCâs new hit drama. Itâs been charting high ever since its release, right?â The lady grabbed this chance to inquire about In every lifetime, itâs you.
Jaehyun wasn't the first one who had a solo OST deal (it was Sungho for one of the first dramas he acted in as a support character) but he was the first one who was involved in the production, even allowed to write the lyrics in the concept of first love. The idolâs fingers twitched in his lap with the urge to scratch the back of his neck as he thought back on the dozen songs he had written about you and then kept in a hidden folder on his computer because they all sounded too real, too close to what he felt. Pouring his feelings into an OST for a drama was different because there was less promotion period if any and it was less unlikely that his members called him out on his sappiness every time they had to perform it. So he talked about the production, how quick it went and how taken aback he was by the immensely positive response.
âIs it inspired by real events? Based on your own first love perhaps?â The host inquired, curious, and Jaehyun could already tell that it will be the most rewatched part of the show. They werenât rookies anymore, they could talk about things like it, past crushes or even exes. Sure, some might get upset but most fans moved on quickly and such things couldnât ruin their career anymore.
âYou can say so, but my first love was just a one sided crush. She gave me an umbrella on a rainy day, that inspired the song. I still have it, although the second time I got it as a goodbye,â Jaehyun admitted with a nostalgic smile, hoping that it would be enough to satisfy the hostâs curiosity. If not, he had the perfect comeback. âMy second love for Onedoor remains strong to this day though and I hope itâs mutual.â
âAh, Jaehyun-ssi, Iâm sure it is,â the lady chuckled and added a few words about the drama itself before playing the OST itself. It started with the sound of rain and it made the boy smile because as the lyrics unfolded, the instrumental became livelier and happier too like a rainbow after a sudden storm. Just how your smile and kindness had turned his awful day not so bad.
A few more fan questions were answered, Jaehyun thanked them for their continuous support and mentioned seeing them at the upcoming concert. All went well and Jaehyun felt giddy as he exited the venue like always when he could interact with fans.
He had no idea that on the other side of the city you were listening to the radio show, fingers freezing over the keyboard.
Their schedules were usually tight but Jaehyun enjoyed the buzz of it all. Sure, he liked to laze around in bed but there was nothing like being booked and busy because it really showed just how far they had come. There were times when they were exhausted but after being in the industry for a while they learned how to recognize the signs of burnout or being overwhelmed and they were lucky enough to have Zico PD-nim on their side. Their hyung might have been serious about music but he prioritized their health over profit enough to stand by them against shareholders who were in it for the money and not the music. He also reminded them to just have fun⊠within reasonable limits. Being an idol wasnât sunshine and rainbows, there was dieting, being followed by Dispatch and sasaengs breaking into their hotel rooms or mobbing them at the airport. But at those times Jaehyun reminded himself that he had his best friends with him and they were doing what they loved. What more could he ask for?
So Jaehyun didnât complain even if he spent long hours at the studio yesterday night but had to wake up at the crack of dawn to make it to the filming studio for their new MAC lipstick ad. Four hours of individual and group shots but at least they only had one set of clothes this time, an elegant black and white suit and tie combo for all of them. Jaehyun teased Woonhak about looking like a real adult now as if he hadnât seen a boy in a similar attire three weeks ago at an award ceremony. But their maknae was way too cute when he pouted, so he couldnât miss this chance.
âWeâre starting off with the group shots. Are all of you ready?â An employee from the filming crew came up to them and the group members nodded, following him to the set with black background.
Once they took their place and turned around, they bowed to the staff: cameramen, photographer, stylists who would touch their makeup up, concept director, marketing and PR people from MAC next to their manager. For a moment â a moment too long â Jaehyunâs gaze got stuck on a figure on her phone, hair up with claw clips, voice like happy little chimes at Christmas, a vaguely familiar sound that knocked the air out of his chest.
âJaehyun?â Sungho hissed, nudging him in the side when the silence stretched too far and everybody looked at them expectedly. Jaehyun cleared his throat.
âWhoâs there? Boynextdoor! Hello, weâre Boynextdoor, please take care of us,â he bowed again and the others followed his lead like always. No matter how much they (especially Dongmin) teased him, they always followed him with unconditional trust. Jaehyun loved them like brothers.
The leader was out of it now though, so he had to blink to regain focus. It wasnât the first time he imagined seeing you again. He had imagined (and written out) a bunch of different scenarios how it would play out but nothing ever happened. Korea wasnât a small country after all, hell even Seoul was too big to just stumble upon you. He needed to get it together.
The photoshoot started with the group shots and Jaehyun managed to collect himself enough to follow instructions and channel through his inner model that he developed over the years. The photographer seemed satisfied with their work as well because everything went smoothly and they didnât have to do many retakes. Once it was done, the individual shots followed. They played rock, paper, scissors (the ultimate solution for everything) earlier to decide the order and since Sanghyuk won, he was the first one to go. This way, once he was gone he could have done anything he wanted â sleep, play, hold a live, whatever â until the others were on.
Jaehyun was the third, which wasnât bad but wasnât really good either. He didnât have enough time for a nap but he had more time to kill than just to wait around, so he decided to get drinks from the food support trucks their fan clubs had sent for their schedule. He asked the others if they wanted anything before taking off. First, he took pictures with the trucks to upload to social media later then got an iced americano for himself and another for Woonhak as if the youngest didnât have enough energy without the caffeine.
Going back to the building, he literally tripped when he saw you.
Again. And this time there was no mistaking, no questions about it. It wasnât a hallucination. It was you right then and right there, in front of him, talking with another staff member animatedly. After all these years you still looked like you were in his returning daydreams: all kind smiles and refreshing aura. Except that this wasnât a dream. You might have lost the baby fat in your cheeks and your hair might have gotten longer, your smile was still dimpled. Instead of the convenience store uniform you had worn over your casual jeans-tee combo back then, now you dressed business casual and it was funny, really, because he went from sweatpants and hoodies to suit and tie as well. At least for now.
It was Woonhak who pulled him out of his reverie, waving a hand in front of his face before taking his coffee. (Luckily years of dance practices gave Jaehyun a good enough balance to upright himself before spilling coffee all over the ground and himself.)
âHyung, come on⊠be at least a bit more subtle,â the boy sighed, rolling his eyes as if saying he couldnât believe that Jaehyun was older than him and still acted like this. However, the leader couldnât care less about the fact that he was acting embarrassing or not. He tugged on Woonhakâs jacket while still staring at you.
âItâs her,â he whispered as if he wasnât already terribly obvious while the younger one was casually sipping on his drink.
âHuh?â
âThe umbrella girl,â Jaehyun clarified, which made the youngestâs eyes turn into big saucers before turning towards you.
More or less, the group knew about you and about Jaehyunâs hopeless crush. It was hard not to with how treasured that umbrella was that he always carried with himself as a lucky charm or how many songs he had written with you in his thoughts.
No wonder Woonhak started slapping him on the shoulder out of excitement but he did his best at not saying anything out loud which in itself was already a relief. Him shuffling towards the others to relay the news or Jaehyun tapping his feet out of nervousness before his turn not so much. The thought of you watching him work made him super aware of every tiny detail and he wanted it to be perfect. He wanted you to see him and remember and see how far he had come. But he never caught you watching in-between takes when he could look away from the camera. You were either on the phone or talking with somebody.
Little did he know that you looked whenever he looked away.
He couldnât find you after the shooting was done. Actually the entire MAC staff seemed to leave early but it still felt unfair. Having seen you and you slipping through his fingers again drove Jaehyun crazy. Especially because the photos came out well. He looked good enough to impress. It was such a wasted chance.
Should he send flowers to your workplace? Would that be too much? Too random?
There he was back with his overthinking and moping.
However, the next day, his phone buzzed with a message from their manager saying that he canât pick them up to take them to the studio because he has to swing by at the MAC headquarters for some promotional products and the idol immediately perked up because wait! That was your workplace!
âGuys, guys, guys!â He shrieked, jumping up on his feet, startling Sanghyuk who was dozing off next to him on the couch. âI think I just got a sign from the universe telling me to go for it.â
With their individual activities and single rooms in their newest dorm, it was a rare occurrence that all of them were together but most of them still hung out in shared spaces like the living room when they had nothing to do. That was how Jaehyun got Sanghyuk and Dongmin there to witness his reaction and he pushed his phone into their faces. Luckily the guys looked interested enough in his sudden love life to listen to his ramble whether it had been weird if he went too and what he should have done if you werenât there despite all his efforts. Oh gosh, maybe he shouldnât go after all, because what if you were there? He could make a fool of himself.
âJeez, hyung, and regret it for years again? You are not a trainee anymore with an uncertain future. You are one of the biggest names of our generation,â Dongmin huffed, then after a short pause and a bite of his snack, he added: âBy the way I will deny it if anyone asks if I said that.â
It didnât tamper Jaehyunâs hyped up mood though because that was true, things were really different from what they had been like five years ago.
âThanks, Dongmin-ah, you are right,â he nodded to himself with his eyes lit up. He scrambled to get up from the couch quickly. He needed to decide on his outfit! He couldnât go to MAC looking the same way (comfort over fashion) as he planned to lock himself into his studio.
âIâm always right,â Dongmin mumbled under his nose just as Jaehyun disappeared into his room after he shot a casual enough âcan i tag along?â message to their manager. Even if the man was surprised about his sudden interest in marketing procedures, he didnât protest, just told him the time to be ready by if he wanted to come along.
Once they arrived at the office building and their manager was busy with paperwork and the gift bags, Jaehyun tried to hold himself back but even he was aware that he was perching over cubicle walls like an eager puppy waiting for its owner to take him out on a walk. He heard whispers following him, some employees asking another if it was The Myung Jaehyun or they were just seeing things. Jaehyun smiled at them with his most charming smile instead of confirming with words.
Was it considered stalking? He was just at your workplace and it wasn't without reason, so it wouldnât have been a lie either if you asked about it. Jeez, why was he so nervous? He had performed in front of thousands and was used to live TV appearances. Worst case scenario you didnât remember him and he only embarrassed himself in front of you which wouldnât have been the first time nor the second. He could do it!
Jaehyun was in the middle of giving himself a pep talk when he saw a woman he had seen you talk to at the shooting and he did his best to subtly follow her to the print room.
âExcuse meâŠâ
âOh, Jaehyun-ssi, what are you doing here?â The woman blinked in surprise when she recognized him and the idol had no choice but to use his smoldering smile that often managed to get people to do exactly how he wanted. As casually as he could to not get follow-up questions, he asked if you were still in the office at which the lady furrowed her brows, asking back to confirm that she heard your name correctly.
âShe just left actually. I saw her by the elevators a minute ago. You might catch up to her if itâs really urgent or I can try to help ifââ
âThank you, youâve been a great help already!â Jaehyun cut her off as politely as he could with a bow before bolting towards the elevators in a totally idol-like sprint. Maybe he should have participated in the running category for the next ISAC.
It was déjà vu really, but only when the automatic doors of the office building opened did he notice that it had started snowing while he was inside. The scenery was breathtaking with petal-like snowflakes dressing the night cityscape whiter. Or was breathing difficult because of his heart beating too fast in his chest? He couldn't have missed you again, right?
Frantic, he looked around in the square in front of the building, looking for your figure while snow was slowly accessorizing his dark hair in big, fluffy flakes and the cold bit into his cheeks. He slid his reddened hands into his pockets because he forgot his gloves, not expecting snow that day.
âDo you still not bring an umbrella with you?â A familiar yet new, sweet voice asked him, amused and Jaehyun blinked the snow out of his eyes to focus on you.
Your cheeks were flushed from the cold, the bottom of your face hidden behind your fluffy scarf but he could tell from your eyes that you were smiling as you held an umbrella over both of you.Â
So you remembered! Jaehyun could barely contain his relieved giggle.
âItâs been a while,â he noted instead, not wanting to miss the chance or seeming weird by just staring at you in awe. Gosh, you were so cute. How could you have gotten cuter with age?
âYeah,â you nodded but didnât elaborate and Jaehyun couldnât leave it like that, he couldnât let it turn awkward.
âHave you been well?â He asked and heck, it was so clichĂ©, so much like small talk between strangers, but he was actually interested in what you had been up to all these years. You didnât seem to mind, not with the corner of your mouth curling into one of the smiles he loved on you.
It turned out that you managed to graduate with flying colors and eventually get a job as a marketing assistant at MAC which you liked after some not too good experience in the beauty industry. He was happy for you because you deserved only the best. He was also selfish and he wanted more time with you, more privately, so he wouldnât have those regrets Dongmin mentioned burdening him for not even trying.
âDo you want to, I donât know, get a coffee? Tea? Dinner?â He found himself asking hastily and gosh, he was a stuttering mess. So much about his cool idol image. Not that you hadnât seen him at worse but still, it was a new chance to impress you and he was failing terribly.
And maybe he messed up everything because you went awfully quiet at his question, your hand gripping tighter on the umbrellaâs handle as you cast your eyes down. Jaehyun prepared himself for rejection even before the words left your mouth.
âI donât think thatâs a wise idea,â you mumbled and he gulped.
Of course it wasnât.
âRight,â he nodded, a forced, polite smile tight on his lips even though he could practically feel his heart shattering into small pieces all over again.
He knew dating an idol wasnât ideal, it could be daunting or heck, you might have a boyfriend already. Maybe meeting him made you uncomfortable because you didnât keep the memories so fondly of him as he did about you.
âBut it was nice seeing you again,â you added a bit belatedly and apologetically, turning to leave, to leave him stranded alone in the snowfall. At least it would make another beautiful, tragic love song, Jaehyun thought with his cold lips wobbling.
He let out a quiet sigh or so he thought but you must have heard him because then you stopped on your tracks, stilling, becoming a part of the picturesque view for a long moment before looking back, calling his name.
âJaehyun⊠That song about the rain,â you started, quiet and unsure, and the singer could feel his heartâs loud thuds echo in his ears. He held his breath back, waiting for another stab in the heart. âIt wasnât a one sided crush.â
Jaehyun stopped breathing altogether. What?
He must have misheard you, there was no way you said that. It should have been the part where you told him not to write about you because it made you feel uncomfortable.
âYou mean you did⊠That you⊠You too?â Jaehyun tripped all over his words. Really, for somebody who had songwriting credits on the majority of their award winning hits, it was a new low. He couldnât even pierce together a sentence.
You closed your eyes for a bit as if to brace yourself before looking him in the eye again and Jaehyun felt the world resume spinning when you nodded. Yet, it only made him even more confused.
âThen⊠why?â He blurted out and you looked so confused at his question, he had to clarify. âWhy isnât it a good idea?â
A coffee, a tea, a dinner⊠A date or however you wanted to call it. At his straightforward question though, you looked more flustered than ever.
âI⊠I donât know. Shouldnât you know better? Donât you have a dating ban or something?â You asked, blinking rapidly, cheeks redder than before and Jaehyun would have liked to think that it was because you blushed and not because of the cold. Especially because it was you who brought up dating!
âOh, that. No, we donât have a dating ban,â he cleared his throat, trying to play it off cool but a quiet chuckle still slipped past his lips.
One of the advantages of having an idol as your boss was that he knew exactly what it was like to be in their shoes. Zico himself told them that even with the ban they had found ways to make it work in secret, the risk of getting caught twice as big, so he didnât want to impose such rules on them. He didnât encourage it, telling them how unwise it was but still, the company couldn't have done much about it. But they all knew the risk and they were as busy as it got, not really having time for relationships anyway, so Jaehyun didnât have to worry about it before. Not until you came back into his life.
âSo? What do you say about that dinner?â He asked again, hopeful, practically feeling the awkwardness melt around you when you let out a chuckle as melodic as he remembered.
âI could eat,â you admitted and Jaehyun beamed at you, his eyes turning into crescents.
It would have been a perfect moment, a dream coming true, framed by snowflakes gliding in the air⊠except that his phone started buzzing with a call in his pocket at that moment and the singer swore under his breath when he saw his managerâs contact information on the screen. His disappearance surely got discovered.
âHey, hyung, something came up, so I left early, but donât worry, everythingâs okay. More than okay actually,â he quickly took the call and ended it immediately, not giving the man a chance to ask questions but hopefully not giving him a heart attack either. Then he turned to you with a wide smile. âLetâs go.â
You chuckled as the two of you synced your steps, walking into a random direction without any concrete destination plans. You even let him take the umbrella from your hand and hold it above your duo himself, your smile shy but genuine when your fingers brushed.
Jaehyun knew that this evening would make an even better love song than the last one.
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