#i love ryujin so much ugh

[nr1chaedickrider]

"you're taking it so well for me, baby."

she emphasizes the petname in a teasing tone, praising you as you grip her shoulder, your nails digging into her skin.

the burning sensation your nails leave on her skin turns ryujin on even more.

the back of her head hits the wall as she looks up to you.

"you look so pretty for me"

"on my lap like such a pretty girl"

you let out another moan, getting used to the stretch as you finally start moving.

"mhm fuck-" you moan out, not being able to keep eye contact with her as you throw your head back.

it all started with a simple photo yuna posted.

which turned into a steamy make out on the couch.

and now you're riding her strap.

she still has her jeans on, the black adidas sports bra fits tightly on her chest.

"look at me my love" she whispers, placing soft kisses on your neck.

you move your head to her command, looking at her.

she starts grinning, her hands on your waist.

"god you're so pretty"

"kinda wish i could show you off to everyone."

she thrusts her hip up, making you scream a little.

"fuck ryu- im gonna-"

"gonna cum for me my love? come on, do it. wanna see you finish all over me."

you keep riding her, nails still scratching her, for a moment you even think you saw some blood.

you lean forward and kiss her, moaning into her mouth as you cum all over her.

"maybe we should finally take this to the bedroom, hm?" she whispers.

[justmyguiltyggpleasure]

2nd Chance at Love (pt.2)

Summary: Ningning gets your number from Eunchae and asks to hang out together. Karina finds out and she doesn't like it at all.

Warnings: none for this one

PT.1

- Y/n-unnie, Ningning-unnie is asking for your number. Can I give it to her? - Eunchae asks from her place on the couch. You got home from the restaurant a while ago and were both waiting for your turn to shower.

- Why? - to that the maknae only shrugged - yeah, sure.

Eunchae typed something on her phone and blocked it going back to laying her head on your shoulder and closing her eyes. Not even a minute later you got a text from an unknown number.

| Hey! This is Ning from aespa. I just got your number from Eunchae. Hope that's not a problem

'Well, that was fast' Frowning a bit you answer right away just hoping it got nothing to do with your ex. 'Why would it now of all times?'

| Hello, sunbae-nim. Not a problem at all, is there anything I can do for you?

| Please, just Ning. Yes, actually, I want to know if you're down to hang out together

| Sounds good, just let me know when so I can tell the girls

| Oh, I was actually thinking on hanging out 1x1

'1x1?'

| I'm a bit shy but Eunchae was talking about you earlier and I think our personalities match. We could be good friends. Y'know aespa got no friends >.<

At that you chuckled. You've heard from Ryujin the girls were kind of shy around strangers and had a hard time making friends. Well, you knew that about Her.

| Totally get you. I'm down, we just finished promotions so I got some free time. Let me know when and where, I'll be there

| I'll text you later. You must be tired and it's already late, I'll let you sleep now. Goodnight ^-^

| I'll be waiting. Goodnight ^-^

- Bro, who got you smiling like that? - Yunjin asks in English while drying her hair with a towel, coming out of the bathroom with a cheeky smile.

You roll your eyes smiling back at her

- None of your business. But for real, I think I made a new friend.

- Friend or Friend? - she asks wiggling her eyebrows

- Stop, just a friend - you answer laughing

- Unnie l, stop shaking so much. - at the maknae's complaint you apologize

- Aren't you going to shower, miss? - Yunjin asks

- Ugh! I am. - she stands with a groan and makes her way to the bathroom leaving you and your bestie alone in the living room

- So… who was it?

- Ningning- sunbae-nim

- Ah, she's so nice, I was a trainee with her

- You were a trainee with everyone at this point, Jen. - you say laughing and she follows you

- True

Aespa's Dorm

- And how do you plan on doing that exactly? - Minjeong asks her friend after being told of the interest she had in the well-known player

- I'll just let it happen naturally. We'll become friends first and see where it goes from there. I want her and the only thing I know about her that I don't like is that she sleeps around a lot and only once with each girl - Minjeong hums and Ning continues - I'll just have to make sure she likes me before sleeping with her

- That's not a bad plan but… it's not great either

- I know but that's all I got for now

- What are you talking about? - Jimin peeks her head in through the door

- Just Ning's amazing plan to get y/n to fall for her - Minjeong answers, sarcasm clear in her voice

Jimin's world stopped spinning for a moment

- … right, Jimin-unnie? - she heard the maknae say and came back to her senses

- w-what? - Ningning sighed

- I'll just get close to her and show what an amazing catch I am, and then I'll just let things happen from there, it's good enough, right? - Ningning summarized her plan.

It could work… Jimin was once your friend too and things did happen from there

- Y-yeah. Yes, it is. - her voice was low and kind of sad, the girls blamed it on tiredness - Anyways, I just came here to tell you both to sleep soon. We've got a schedule early

Both girls nodded their heads. They all said their goodnight to one another and went to their respective rooms.

Jimin laid on her bed and looked at the ceiling. She tossed and turned a few times before sighing. She knew she wasn't getting any sleep that night.

Picking up her phone, she texted that one number

| We need to talk. It's important, y/n

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[jade-jini]

"𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙟𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙤𝙪𝙨 𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙙…"

Student Council President!Chaewon x Little Menace Reader

Genre: Friends (love-hate) with benefits. smut. Fluff (kinda lmao)

TW: overstimulation. Orgasm delay)? Little bit of choking ‘cause it doesn’t hurt. Jealousy, chae is lowkey possessive idk what to tell you.

This is based on this stucon presi!chae x menace reader storyline, so I’d go check that first 100%.

What for others would look like you simply talking and laughing with some of your friends, to chaewon (my least possessive friend Ofc) looked like the stupid flirty menace she unfortunately likes was surrounded by popular pretty girls, minutes away from probably choosing who chaewon’s replacement/competition/rival the subject of your attention is gonna be for the weekend.

It wasn’t like that tho, at all. Actually, to most people’s surprise (and disappointment), you weren’t interested in getting with nobody else besides chaewon, but this last part was Ofc something only you and her knew.

And yes she knew it! She didn’t think like this about you. Not all the time at least. Only when she was really jealous. Her mind would betray her creating fake scenarios where you go and fuck somebody else as good as you fucked her. Or where you’d let other people explore that body that she so much loved, making her get all impulsive and angry and ugh! She had to go there and showed you and everybody who tf owned you.

She decided she’s had enough when she sees Chaeryeong grabbing your waist.

She was simply helping you with a dance move that she showed you and you wanted to learn.

“Bs”, according to chaewon. Specially when the other girls are looking at you like you’re a piece of meat while you’re dancing so sexy.

(None of that was actually happening snjddj they’re just laughing with/at you ‘cause you’re too silly and can’t get the move right. Wonie is insane).

But she was jealous af, so out of impulse (this is your influence istg) she walked to you, grabbed your wrist and threw a cheap excuse about how you had to help the stuco members finish some stuff as part of one of your punishments.

You weren’t even sure if that was true or not (probably yes) but you didn’t even have a chance to fight as she dragged you down the hallway. You could only wave a goodbye to the other girls while they waved back with confused expressions in their faces, not saying anything because who in their right mind would argue with a clearly angry Kim Chaewon.

“We should pray for her” Ryujin said. And oh was she right.

Chaewon grabbed your wrist tighter and pulled you to an empty janitor’s closet, locking the door quickly.

“Umm, Wonie?-” you started, clearly confused about what was happening, but got cut off.

“Shut up.” she whispered while pushing you against the door, pressing her body against yours and kissing you aggressively.

You had no idea what was going on but you don’t have time to even process a question when her hand is already inside your pants, teasing you and making you wetter than you already were. The girl lets go of your lips at the same time so she can see your reaction, while you sigh both ‘cause of the lack of air in your lungs and ‘cause of the pleasure and intensity of her eyes.

“Unnie what’s-”

“Shut.up.”

Oh?? -

Her fingers started moving slowly on your clit, which is surprising in contrast with the aggressive way she basically kidnapped you in this closet.

Don’t get confused tho, she totally wants to ruin you right now for making her feel this way. So impulsive, so angry, so jealous. Acting without stopping herself to reason and to choose a coherent decision. That is so you. This wasn’t Chaewon. This wasn’t her, tf?. She was upset at you and wanted you to know it, to feel it burning through your body the way it was through hers. But first she had to make you believe she’s taking things slow.

“Wonie, that feels good…”

“Yeah?” She asked in that sensual soft tone she sometimes used, accompanied with a smile “I make you feel good, don’t I?”

“Of course you do baby…” you answered, already starting to get lost in the pleasure the girl was making you feel, closing your eyes while you rested your head against the door behind you. Biting your lip and unconsciously moving a little bit under her touch, starting to give Chaewon a little show.

“Better than Chaeryeong?”

…oh.

“Better than all those girls? Hm? Don’t think I didn’t see you basically flirting with all of them. Tell me, do I make you feel better than them?”

Oh no.

“Oh I’m fucked” you thought. Chaewon was jealous. That’s why she was being so impulsive and careless. And here you were thinking she was just starting to get too affected ‘cause of your company.

You could be a little bit of flirt, yes. But it was part of your personality, it was just natural! Plus it was mostly just joking around, you were friends with those girls, and honestly chaewon kept you too distracted to think about other girls like that, let alone actually get with other girls. Even if you guys weren’t exactly dating. (Lets go losers who are loyal without dating wooo)

“Chaewon, it’s not like that, with Chaer-”

“Shut. Up!” She whispered-screamed “I don’t wanna hear other girls’ names while I’m fucking you, let alone their stupid little nicknames, what’s wrong with you?!”

“But you asked me if- Ah fuck!” you almost screamed in a high pitched cry when she suddenly put her fingers all the way inside you.

“And your answer wasn’t supposed to include another girl’s name.” she said between her teeth, slowly but hardly fingering you.

“I- I’m sorry…”

“Now tell me. Do I make you feel better than them?”

You were gonna answer but she started going so fast on purpose, sending your mind to another planet.

“answer me or I’ll stop and you won’t get to come today.”

“Yes! Yes you’re so good. You’re better than everybody else, you’re perfect!” you said in between moans while trying to catch your breath. Compliments kept falling from your mouth and Chaewon loved every second of it. You guys couldn’t be too loud tho.

“Be quiet, somebody might hear you!”

“I can’t, it feels too good…”

“Yeah?” She said while softening her tone and smiling. Those little moans and whimpers while you grabbed her shoulders, causing wrinkles in her perfectly ironed uniform. She’d normally complain about it but she couldn’t care less, not when you’re looking and sounding so cute, making her forget why was she even mad about to begin with.

“Too good… unnie…” and Omg she can’t help but to shut you up with a kiss. Her kisses went to your neck while you unbuttoned your shirt.

“What are you doing?” The president asked while looking at you, stopping her kisses.

“I need kisses there too..” you answered, referring to your now very sensitive tits.

“And who told you you had any type of control on what’s happening here right now?” She said in a mocking tone.

“Unnie, please…” you begged, looking up at her and pouting, your eyes basically screaming your desire for her mouth to cease the needs that that part of your body was feeling. And that’s all it took for her walls to break and give in.

“Fuck. you’re lucky you’re cute and have those puppy eyes.” She said while moving your bra up and starting to leave kisses on your chest.

“Ha, thanks. Jen says the same all the time” you said without thinking. And you regretted it immediately when you realized you once again dropped somebody else’s name. Chaewon stopped her kisses and fingers inside you, making you groan as you felt that familiar sensation of your orgasm getting close painfully disappearing. Ah fuck.

“Oh really?” she said, sarcasm floating around her tone while she looked up at you. You gulped.

Chaewon (almost) never got jealous of her best friend. She knew you guys were friends even before she appeared in the picture at all. But right now? Every other human being was simply a rival for her. Even Yunjin. It was you and her. And you were hers. And she’ll fuck every other girl, person, name, thought out of your fucking mind if she has too. You get distracted way too easily for her liking.

“What else does she do that I do too, hm?” she asked while starting to move her fingers again slowly.

“I- I’m sorry unnie I didn’t mean to-” you tried to say but she wasn’t having it.

“No no, cmon tell me. What does my friend and I have in common?” she added, a fake-interested tone adorning her voice “does she also tells you how tight your pussy always is even after fucking it deep and hard a million times?”

You whimpered at her dirty talking, not being able to answer as your brain was malfunctioning with the pleasure added by her words and the stimulation she started to give to your nipples with her other hand.

“Does she tell you how perfect your tits fit in her hands? Or how good you taste in her mouth? Tell me does she tell you all those things while she fucks you as good as I do” She whispered in your ear while fucking you harder and faster.

You couldn’t form one single thought. You could only shook your head because of course Yunjin hasn’t done any of that Tf?! Doesn’t mean you weren’t turned on by this jealous side of Chaewon, who’d be so possessive even when she knows she’s the only one who tells you and does all those things to you.

“You know ~oh f-fuck~ that only you can make me feel this good, unnie” you moaned in her ear with your low voice, and you could feel her whimper against your neck. “Chaewon.. fuck I’m gonna come…” you said, your voice getting slightly high pitched, praying she’d finally let you come instead of building your orgasm and stopping.

“Do it for me, baby. Only for me” she answered while sucking on one of your nipples and moaning against it, as her free hand grabbed your neck, tightening around it slightly just the way she knew you liked it, creating a sensation that was more than enough to send you to your climax. You came hard all over her hand, but she didn’t stop or slow down.

“Fuck! Wonie, wait…!” you said while trying to move her hand but that only made her slap yours Lmao.

“ah ah ah! Keep your hands to yourself baby” the girl whispered in that sexy voice she has while getting on her knees, never removing her eyes from yours. If they weren’t so hypnotizing maybe you would’ve realized what she was gonna do. Only the sensation of her tongue inside your pussy replacing her fingers brought you back to reality.

“Holy fuck Wonie!” you almost screamed, quickly covering your mouth with your hand and biting hard to avoid any other sound coming from you. Her tongue, reaching every right spot right after your first orgasm, being too overwhelming “Chaewon, please slow down, it’s too much!” you whispered-screamed. You looked down at her, and regretted it immediately.

The girl simply went to your clit and shook her head in a “no” motion while stimulating it with the tip of her tongue, her fingers back inside your pussy moving fast and hard. God she looked so Fuckin hot like that. Her pretty eyes fixed in your face, that stupid egocentric smile that made her eyes looked like crescent moons, nothing in her mind but to fuck you until your legs were shaking. That plus the way she moved her fingers and mouth on you, without even giving you a break from your recent orgasm, was making you feel extra sensitive. Pleasure running from head to toe. You could hear your heart in your ears.

“Fuck! Oh my god, Wonie! Ahh…” you cried with the little string of voice you had left. tears forming in your barely open eyes while you gave the girl on her knees what she wanted and came all over her fingers and mouth. Your legs felt like jelly, so while getting up and licking her lips clean, she grabbed you so you wouldn’t fall.

“Are you ok?” The president asked giggling, holding you close to her and feeling your agitated breathing against her chest. You shook your head, making her giggle again.

“What was that?!” You asked her, shocked and still not completely back after the intense experience the girl in front of you made you have.

“hmm, nothing. Just felt like stealing your attention” She answered, to then lick her fingers clean. God, you didn’t understand what that woman did to you, you haven’t even recovered from whatever that was, yet you could feel yourself slowly getting horny again. Thank and fuck youth for the high sex drive.

“It’s not typical of Kim Chaewon to do something like this tho” you reminded her, hugging her by the shoulders. She scrunched her nose cutely at the comment.

“That’s true, but you’re so cute like this”.

“What, all messy after we fuck? you asked her laughing while slowly getting your breath to start going back to normal. She softly slapped your arm.

“Not that, when you’re only mine…” she said while hiding her face against your neck, and her fingers slowly traveled between your thighs again.

well, damn.

[ryejifics]

Dance practice

Type: fluff

Ryujin x idol reader

"Ugh!" You groaned. You've been trying to get this dance right for 5 hours now. Over and over, you did it again. You kept messing up the footwork, and you knew you needed to have this down for your comeback next month. You turned the music on replaying it from the start. You were getting into the music, suddenly the door opened. You didn't realize it until you finished and heard clapping. Startled, you turned to see shin ryujin. She was the most gorgeous, jaw dropping woman you've ever seen. The only downside was you knew she was a flirt. You've liked her since your trainee days, ever since the day she pointed out your shoes were untied. The day she shook your hand and introduced yourself.

Flashback:

"Excuse me, ma'am. Your shoes untied." She looked at you concerned. "Since you're dancing its a little dangerous. What if you fall and get hurt?" She bent down and tied it for you. When she finally got back up she introduced herself. "I'm Shin Ryujin, I'm also a trainee." After a little conversation she walked off and got back to practicing.

End of flashback.

"Great job, y/n!" She smiled. "You looked great." Snapping you out of your trance, you quickly mumble a thank you and try not to look at her for too long. She started practicing as well for the new Itzy comeback. You watched her perfect the moves in the mirror. As you failed yet another attempt, you groaned loudly. Ryujin watched you practice, so she knew some of the steps. "I think I get what you're trying to do. Here." She looked at you for consent before slowly putting her hands on your waist. She guided you through the dance and showed you the footwork. You tried to hide your blushing cheeks when she looked at you with her whisker dimples. You cracked a few jokes, so it was less awkward, and every time she smiled, you couldn't help but melt. Next thing you knew, the distraction was too much, and you fell. "Ah!" You stumbled over and fell to the ground. Ryujin was quick to pick you up, asking a billion times if you were hurt. "Are you okay?" She brushed you off and took a look at your knee. Once she saw it was bleeding a little, she grabbed the first aid kit and helped you. She pulled out a cream and applied it to your knee to clean it. After she grabbed some bandaid options. "Hmm, kitten or puppy?" You gave her your response excitedly, and she gently put the bandaid on. She also grabbed you an ice pack and laid you on the chair. She held it against your knee and found many ways to make you laugh. After a while, it was getting late. She grabbed her things. "You know.. I really enjoyed my time with you, but I don't want this night to end just yet. Would you maybe want to grab dinner?" Did THE shin ryujin ask you out?? You thought quickly before replying with "Well.. I am pretty hungry. Sure, why not?"

The two of you walked down the streets of Seoul to a nice restaurant she knew about. "The city lights are pretty, but they'll never shine as bright as your eyes." When she said this to you, you didn't even know what to say. You took a minute before finally saying thank you and how much you liked her whisker dimples. You two walked into the restaurant and sat down. After a while, she signaled something to the waiter. The waiter came back with a bouquet of your favorite flowers. "Ryujin! How did you know I liked these?" She smiled brightly, saying,"Lucky guess?" When really she asked your best friend, Yunjin. Ryujin has liked you for a long time. She always got caught staring when you walked by. Sure, she usually flirted with girls, but it was because she didn't think she had a chance with you.

"Y/n.. I've been meaning to ask you something. I know I'm a flirt with other people and that you might think badly of me because of it. But I actually really like you, I'd love to get to know you and maybe in the future be your girlfriend."

You looked at her shocked. You didn't know what to say. You thought about it as she nervously waited for an answer. "Y/n?.."

To be continued!

[hyuuukais]

✧˖°ʚ🍓ɞ♡ SUNSHINE AND STRAWBERRIES

pairing ☆ lee felix x fem reader

synopsis ☆ Y/N is a new streamer. after months of planning, and her best friend & now fellow streamer han jisung convincing her, she makes a twitch and youtube account. thanks to jisung giving her a shoutout to his own huge following, she gains some unexpected overnight fame. but what was more unexpected was waking up to see her long-time favourite comfort streamer _sunshine.bbokari_ following her.

warnings ☆ swearing, descriptions of slight panicking

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CHAPTER EIGHTEEN ☆ STICKY SITUATION

"You've got this."

Your reflection stares at you unconvinced. How in the world were you supposed to turn Jake down without ruining years of friendship? Sure he was funny, sweet, loving, everything you'd want in a boyfriend, but for you?

The feelings weren't there.

Now, you could send him a text from the bathroom saying you didn't feel well and hope he didn't see you before, or you could face him. The former seemed the more appealing option, if you were honest. However, it was probably best not to prolong this.

Stepping out of the bathroom with a deep breath, you see him. He's in a small booth in the corner, texting someone.

Your phone buzzes.

Hey, how far are you?

Jake looked up at the buzz, locking eyes with you. You give him a small wave, approaching the table and sitting down hesitantly. Sweat ran down your back, and you could feel your chest getting tight. Not now, dammit!

"Hey," Jake avoided your eyes, instead looking down at his hands, fingers fiddling with his rings.

"Jake I-"

"Y/N-"

Finally you look each other in the eye again. The two of you can't help but break into giggles, tension releasing just the slightest.

"I need to say this first before anything else," Jake says more seriously, a turn from the brief laughter. "I don't expect you to like me back like that. Hell, I don't know why I even said that to you!" He groans and uses one hand to cover his face, the other still playing with a ring. "Ugh, I'm such an idiot. Can we pretend it just never happened?"

For a moment you consider it. You could move on, ignoring his declaration of feelings, or you could put him out of his misery. The choices were both unappealing.

"No, actually." It was your turn to look at your hands. "I'm sorry Jake. I don't like you like that, you're right. I love you, as a friend, but-"

The tightness in your chest was back, overwhelming you. You felt guilty, even though you knew you shouldn't. No one can help who they fall for or don't. The stress was becoming too much.

"I-I have a boyfriend!" You blurt, hand immediately slapping your mouth.

Jake's face pales, mouth hanging open.

"What?" He looks almost hurt.

"I-" Think if something, Y/N! "-we haven't been dating long, but I really like him. He wanted to wait to tell people since it's still fresh."

Internally you cringe at yourself and curse your brain for the panic response. A boyfriend? Really? What if he asks who?

"Oh," Jake nods, leaning back. "Look, I'm really sorry, I had no idea. I definitely never would have said anything if I knew. I kind of wish you told me though," He laughs lightly. "What's he like?"

You look at him confused.

"Hey, I'm still one of your best friends!" He puts his hands up. "I need to know if I need to start visiting the gym again. You know, in case he breaks your heart."

Now you laugh, "Don't worry about that, I think Chaeryeong and Ryujin would get to him first. Um, actually I said I'd hang out with them today, so I should probably head out..."

"Oh, okay." Jake stands. "I'm glad we could talk this out."

"Me too."

After leaving, you allow yourself to let out all the anxious energy, furiously whispering to yourself and pulling out your phone.

notes ☆ Y/NNNNNNNN 😀😀😀😀 WHY WOULD U SAY THAT OUT OF ALL THINGS !!! (for the plot of course) also someone teach me self control !!!! everytime i finish a chapter i'm like i COULD wait to post this..... or i could just post it now, which always seems more appealing ☝ anyway, back to the fic- count this week of fake dating possibly... lead to something more? stay tuuuuuuuneeeeeddd

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[midmourn]

deja vu

title deja vu

pairing zhong chenle x gender neutral!reader

summary chenle’s new ‘thing’ is your clone.

characters zhong chenle, park jisung [nct] yang jeongin [stray kids] choi beomgyu [txt] shin ryujin, lee chaeryeong [itzy], kim minjeong [aespa], gender neutral!reader, gender neutral!oc

warnings angst, brief mention of death

word count 1798

author’s note reader is kinda unhinged lol but i love them. also i love chenle i swear!!! hes part of my bias line <3 btw if u have any requests; one shots, texts, reactions for dream send me an ask!!

The loud snap of the chopsticks made Beomgyu’s head turn to you uneasily, finding you staring off in the distance at something, eyes narrowed. He glanced from your clenched fist to the broken chopsticks to following your gaze, scoffing when he saw your ex-boyfriend with his new ‘friend’ walking inside Kwangya.

“Oh, you’re kidding,” he complained, staring at the two as they held hands, standing in front of Minjeong, the current hostess and one of your best friend’s. The brunette glanced between the two in disbelief before forcing a smile at the two and saying something.

“Oh, he has some fucking nerve,” you gritted through your teeth. Jeongin approached the table, sitting next to you and taking the broken chopsticks out of your hand as you continued to stare daggers into Chenle. If looks could kill, he’d be dead. “I was the one who showed him Kwangya! This was our place.”

“What a fucking loser,” Beomgyu snorted, watching as Minjeong turned to direct them to their booth, making short, wide-eyed eye contact with you three. You threw your hands up in disbelief at her as Beomgyu mouthed for her to trip Chenle.

Jeongin shook his head and pulled your attention to him, “Maybe Jiho was the one to pick the place.”

You scowled, “That’s his date’s name? Even if it was, he should’ve said no and picked something else.” You turned your head back to the couple, watching Minjeong slap their menus down on the table harshly. The two flinched slightly, Chenle looking slightly guilty while Jiho looked confused.

“I hate men,” you murmur after a moment of watching them, slowly turning to your food. You didn’t feel hungry anymore, pushing around the food with Jeongin’s chopsticks. “They suck.”

“Preach,” Ryujin commented, overhearing your comment on her way to another table.

“Uptown girl, she’s been living in her uptown world,” two voices belted out simultaneously, your head practically detaching from your neck at the sound of the familiar song and voice. Yet again, here was your ex-boyfriend with his … whatever, singing your song. You were the one who showed it to Chenle!

“Wow, the audacity of men,” Chaeryeong scoffed as she heard them, too. The two were in the music room, the same room you and your friends were going to go in a second ago, with Chenle playing the familiar tune of Uptown Girl on the piano to Jiho.

“Why I oughta—” As you started to walk towards the music room, Jeongin’s hand caught yours. When your eyes connected, he shook his head and you huffed, standing next to him again.

“He’s not even worth it,” Minjeong crossed her arms over her chest, eyeing him through the small window with disgust. “So unoriginal.”

“I hate him,” you seethed, feeling your nails dig into the palm of your hand when you noticed that Jiho was wearing his gray hoodie. You used to wear that damn hoodie he loved so much. It was practically yours, too. You suddenly wish you didn’t give it back after your break up. “I bet he tells Jiho he loves them in between the chorus and the verse. Ugh!” You felt a flood of emotions hit you all at once, similar to how it had been happening since your break up three weeks ago. “I’ll see you guys later.”

“Y/N, wait—” Minjeong tried to stop you but you waved her off, ignoring your friends’ looks.

You couldn’t believe that Chenle would use your couple things with another person. But it seemed like a lot of things were being revealed when you were no use for him anymore. Your heart clenched as you forced back an onset of tears and slowed your pace back to your dorm.

You looked up, and there he was. Chenle’s best friend, Park Jisung. With no Chenle in sight, and none of your friends to stop you, you stormed up to the boy angrily, knowing you would regret this but could take care too much in the moment.

“Park Jisung!” The boy looked up in surprise, an awkward look falling on his face when he saw it was you.

Jisung chuckled nervously, standing up straight and rubbing the back of his neck, “Hey, what’s up?”

“What the hell does your little bitch of a friend—” He blinked. “—think he’s doing?! Taking Jiho to my cafe, singing Uptown Girl with them, giving them my hoodie?! What’s wrong with him?”

“Everything,” Jisung spoke in amusement, “And I’m pretty sure you don’t own Kwangya or Uptown Girl. Or the hoodie that’s actually Chenle’s, and he loves that hoodie like a serious alarmingly amount. I’m thinking about forcing him to go to therapy.”

“Good, therapy would be fucking great for an asshole like him! Maybe he and his therapist can dig in that deep, soulless, heartless heart of his and figure out why he’s such an unoriginal asshole,” you smiled sarcastically at the taller boy. He stared at you in shock. “And then, maybe, just maybe, all three of you can go suck a dick and fall off a cliff!”

Without waiting for a reply, you turned abruptly and stumbled back slightly when you almost walked into someone. Your anger only grew when you saw the boy you were just talking about, staring at you in shock and … sadness? No. He didn’t deserve to be sad. You did.

You scoffed, glaring at him, “What? Are you following me now? Hope Jiho likes my sloppy seconds!” You stormed off in the opposite direction, not even realizing that you were heading away from your dorm.

“He loves me, he loves me not,” you murmured to yourself as you plucked off the wilting petals of a Baby’s Breath. “He loves me, he loves me … not.” You faltered. There were no more petals. You threw the flowerless stem to the ground, stomping on it for good measure like it was Chenle. “Jerk.”

“Y/N.”

You jumped, turning swiftly even though you knew who it was by his voice, “My God, Chenle. You’re really a stalker nowadays, aren't you?” You scoffed, crossing your arms over your chest. You don’t know when the anger started to fade away and turn into hurt. You just knew it hurt like hell to see him right now when he wasn’t yours and was recreating your memories with another person. “What the fuck do you want now? Haven’t you done enough?”

It was a lot easier to be angrier at someone than it was to say you were hurt.

Chenle sighed, “I deserve that.” Yeah, you do, asshole, you wanted to say, but he continued before you could open your mouth. “I just … I wanted to come and say I’m sorry.”

When he didn’t continue, your eyebrows rose as your foot tapped impatiently, “Do you even know what you’re supposed to be sorry for?” He probably didn’t. He usually never did because he thought he could do no wrong.

“Breaking your heart,” he said like it was nothing. “Stealing our old dates, our songs … Letting Jiho wear your jacket.”

“It’s not my jacket, it’s yours,” you replied offhandedly, Jisung having made you realize that technically it was. You paused, thinking of something and then failed to hide a smirk. “And you know what, Chenle? I forgive you.”

“What?” Chenle’s eyes comically bulged out of his head. He must’ve thought it would’ve been harder.

You shrugged, “Yeah. I mean … You can continue stealing our old dates, our songs, you can do everything we used to do with Jiho. Hell, even watch reruns of Glee with them, for all I care!” Your smile became devilish as you took a step towards him, his face faltering at your words. He didn’t expect any of this— you held grudges, just like he did. That’s part of the reason why you two broke up.

“What?” His voice cracked in a way that was once cute, but now you just wanted to laugh maliciously at it.

“Because … Every time you do,” your hand raised slowly, lifting a finger to caress his cheek lightly. He flinched at your touch, not expecting it, before slowly sinking into it. You forced yourself to not sink into it, either. “You’ll think of me. Jiho’ll think it’s special, all for them— when, really, it’s only special because of me. You’ll look them in the eyes, touch them, and wish it was me. You’ll hear my voice when they say something, you’ll see me in every damn thing around you and you’ll realize … you just lost the best damn thing to ever happen to you.”

Your hand dropped back to your side, stepping away from your ex-boyfriend and smiled again. “That’s why I’m OK with forgiving you. Because you’ll suffer for the rest of your life, wondering what could have been. And that’s good enough for me.”

Chenle stared at you in a mix of shock and hurt. Your heart pumped harshly in your chest, echoing in your ears and giving you away. You hoped he couldn’t hear it.

“Y/N …” He started but you shook your head, stopping him from speaking any more.

“You’re going to have the life you deserve, Chenle,” you said lastly. You turned and walked away as calmly as you could from him, even though your heart was beating erratically and your head was yelling at you for saying all those things to him.

You only believed in half of your words, you didn’t forgive him, but you were OK with him suffering without you as you suffered without him, too. It would be a two-way street. Your trembling fingers reached for your phone in your pocket, unlocking it and texting a message to the group chat.

YOU: just told chenle off lol. im done with him for good.

Your phone exploded with messages instantly.

RYUJIN: legend!!!

BEOMGYU: whAT DID YOU SAY? WAS HE CRYING AFTER? HE BETTER HAVE BEEN CRYING

JEONGIN: good im glad youre finally done with him. you deserve better.

MINJEONG: can i still trip him and jiho whenever i see them lol

CHAERYEONG: soo wish i was there his face wouldve been priceless!!!

The corner of your lips weakly twitched up, letting out a tearful laugh as you realized what you’ve done. You felt an odd sense of relief as a tear ran down your cheek, a flow of others following seconds later.

Your chest felt lighter. The anger and hurt was still there, seething, simmering. It would be there, quite possibly, for the rest of your life. But your chest felt lighter, knowing he would suffer just as much as you would.

You were the two sides of the same coin, even apart. It would always be like this. It was always going to end like this.

sour masterlist. main masterlist.

[jeonginssa]

front row faeries | i can’t talk here

a/n: i debated whether i should just write out the text conversation but i went for screenshots, i hope that’s okay

pairing: yoon jeonghan x reader

genre: idol jeonghan, fashion designer reader, slow burn, forbidden love, ?enemies? to lovers

word count: 546

screenshots: 2

warnings: none, i dont think

taglist: @junhour

You typed and deleted your message about fifteen times before you even contemplated pressing send. Although your sister was an idol you had always intentionally avoided that world, despite knowing how easy it would be to piggyback off of her fame had you wanted to. You wanted to make your own success, to be revered because you were talented, not because you were Shin Ryujin’s sister. More than that the whole idol thing was kind of weird to you. Wanting fame was one thing but you couldn’t understand wanting to be idolised to that degree. It sounded exhausting and concerning. What goes up must come down and you didn’t think you could handle the moment the other shoe dropped.

The final draft of your message wasn’t eloquent but it was direct and you concluded that was all you needed. You didn’t want Jeonghan getting any strange ideas about your intentions.

[yn] hey, did you mean to follow me? it’s made things quite difficult for me.

You weren’t expecting him to reply for another few hours so when your phone buzzed almost immediately after your message had sent you blinked rapidly.

[jeonghan] hi, i can’t talk here, my number is +82-10-xxxx-xx77

Ryujin had briefly mentioned that all sns accounts were monitored so it made sense but you couldn’t help but feel as though you were being tested. Would texting him make it look as though you were reaching out for less than professional reasons? He had caught you staring at him at your show. Ugh, how mortifying. If you didn’t text him however, you would never get to the bottom of this and your phone would never recover.

Something in your gut told you that Jeonghan was lying. It wasn’t an accident at all. He simply thought it would be a good way to get your attention. You cursed yourself for the fact that it did. You got a notification to say that Jeonghan had unsent his instagram message to you. Clearly he was being truthful in regards to covering his tracks if nothing else. It was a little absurd to you the way idols were forbidden to have lives. You couldn’t begin to imagine what a nightmare it must be for the idiots that date them. None of Ryujin’s partners had lasted long and it didn’t take a genius to work out why. You couldn’t help but wonder why idols bother trying to date in the first place. Aren’t they busy enough? You knew you were.

Since your phone was still inundated with messages and calls you opted to email Bitna, your assistant, to let her know the urgent matter had been dealt with (despite the fact that the issue was very much unresolved) and that you would be at work as expected in the morning. You thanked her for all of her help and decided to destress by working on a garment.

You focused on the whirring of the sewing machine as you hemmed the deep purple, satin shirt you were working on. Every so often your thoughts strayed to Jeonghan and you caught yourself speeding up slightly, cursing as you did so. Sewing had always been meditative to you and you would be damned if you were going to let Yoon Jeonghan ruin it.

previous masterlist next [coming soon]

[sooniessoulmate]

𝔥𝔞𝔩𝔩𝔰 𝔬𝔣 𝔥𝔞𝔡𝔢𝔰 - 𝔠𝔥.7 - 𝔪𝔲𝔩𝔱𝔦-𝔰𝔱𝔞𝔫 𝔰𝔢𝔯𝔦𝔢𝔰

𝔠𝔥𝔞𝔭𝔱𝔢𝔯 7 : 𝔰𝔩𝔦𝔪𝔶 *𝔰𝔰𝔥*𝔩*

𝔠𝔥.6 🌕 𝔪𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔦𝔰𝔱 🌕 𝔠𝔥.8

Y/N opened her eyes, stretching out in her bed after a restless, confusing night. She wasn’t sure how to process everything that happened the prior day nor did she know if she wanted to.

She looked over at her roommate’s bed only to see that Ryujin wasn’t alone in her bed.

“Good morning sunshine,” Ryujin happily said.

“Ugh I don’t know how good it is,” Y/N groaned.

She was trying to be discreet while she was looking, trying to figure out who was in Ryujin’s bed. 

“Every morning is a blessing,” Ryujin stated, rolling over to get closer to the person laying next to her. 

“I used to think that but not so much anymore,” y/n sighed. 

“Ha,” Jay laughed while sitting up in Ryujin’s bed. “We heard about your special moment with jungwon.”

“He told you about that?” Y/n asked, surprised. 

“Yea I heard how much you loved that crazy vamp sex,” Jay smirked. 

Ryujin elbowed jay in the chest, “don’t say shit like that. It’s crazy vamp love making.”

“That never happened,” y/n denied. 

“Then what did happen?” Ryujin asked as she touched Jay's hair. 

“Nothing happened,” y/n sighed. “Nothing at all.”

“So not only are you human, you’re a liar as well,” Jay rolled his eyes, laying back down in the bed. 

“I thought you two weren’t dating,” y/n said. 

“We’re not,” Jay stated. 

“I told you we’re in love,” Ryujin smiled widely. 

“There’s nothing like crazy in bed,” Jay laughed. 

“Aww baby,” Ryujin said, leaning down to kiss him. “You’re the sweetest.”

Y/N shook her head in disbelief, getting up to get dressed to give the two love birds some privacy even though they didn’t seem to mind her being there. 

After getting dressed she did her makeup and hair and headed out of their dorm on a mission. She knew she had to find jungwon. She wasn’t sure what she wanted to say to him but they definitely needed to talk. 

She searched all over with no signs of him. Her last stop was the study where Ryujin originally took her on her first day at the academy. When she entered the room, everyone turned to look at her.

“Um hi,” Y/N said, searching the room with her eyes. She landed on Heeseung and instantly felt the trembling starting, but forced her body to stop. “Is Jungwon here?”

“You have eyes,” Sunghoon grunted. “Do you see him?”

“Clearly I don’t see him right now but was he here?” Y/N asked.

“What do you want with him?” Jake asked. “I can give him a message if you want.”

“No, I just wanted to talk to him about something,” Y/N sighed.

Sunoo got up and walked over to stand in front of Y/N. He held his teddy bear in her face, “you didn’t say hi to Carl.”

“Oh I guess I forgot,” Y/N smiled. “Hi Carl.”

“Carl says go to hell bitch,” Sunoo smiled before hitting her with his bear then turning to go back to where he was sitting on the floor.

Heeseung glared at Y/N from a distance, not saying anything but she could feel his eyes on her. She looked at him, and attempted to break the tension with a smile. Heeseung rolled his eyes in response, turning to look in the opposite direction. 

“Well if he comes back here before I find him can one of you just let him know that I was looking for him,” Y/N asked.

“No,” Sunghoon grunted.

“No?” Y/N repeated. “Why not?”

“Because I don’t want to,” Sunghoon smirked. “It’s that simple. I’m not your errand boy.”

“Whatever,” Y/N huffed while walking out of the room.

Once she was completely out of the study, Jungwon walked back around the corner and sat back down.

“Care to share why you're avoiding her now?” Jake asked.

“I’m not avoiding her,” Jungwon denied.

“It kind of seems like you are,” Jake argued. “You hid when she came in and only came back out once she left.”

“I’m aware of what happened, I don’t need a replay,” Jungwon snarled.

“Don’t tell me, you actually like the stupid human,” Heeseung snarled.

“I don’t fucking like her, asshole,” Jungwon snapped. “I just don’t feel like being nice to her today.”

“That sounds like a cop out,” Niki chimed in. “But what do I know?”

Heeseung smiled at Niki, “you know a lot. You’re really smart.”

“Yea I know,” Niki agreed.

Y/N walked down the hall, defeated, completely upset about not being able to find Jungwon. She didn’t understand why every other day he was everywhere she went and today when she wants to find him, she can’t. Is he avoiding her? She really hoped he wasn’t, that upset her for unexplainable reason.

As all these thoughts were running through her mind, Felix walked up behind her, tapping her on the shoulder.

Y/N turned around, “yes?” she asked.

“Hi I’m Felix,” he smiled, widely, “you must be Y/N.”

“Yea I’m her,” she smiled back, hesitantly.

“I’m so glad we can finally chat,” Felix said.

“And why is that?” Y/N asked.

“I’ve heard so much about you,” Felix explained. “And I’m quite curious. Plus I’m sure you could use a friend.”

“That’s the understatement of the century,” y/n smiled, amused by her own joke. 

Felix stared emotionless for a few seconds without responding. 

“You look familiar, have we met before?” Y/n wondered. 

“No, I was in the room when my friends were questioning you with the bat and stuff,” Felix admitted. 

“Oh you were involved with that,” y/n sighed, disappointed. 

“Not entirely,” Felix said. 

“Well you didn’t do anything to help me so you were just as bad as the others,” she argued. 

“I would have helped you but they scare me too,” Felix confessed. “I’m so sorry I didn’t help you. I wish I was stronger and not such a loser.”

“Aww it’s ok,” y/n said now feeling guilty for saying anything about it to him. “You’re not a loser.”

“I am but it’s ok,” Felix stated. “I know what I am so you don’t have to lie to try to make me feel better.”

“I’m not lying,” y/n stated. “I never lie.”

“That’s an excellent quality to have,” Felix smiled again. “I was thinking you should do something to get revenge for the way they treated you.”

“How would I do that?” she asked. 

“You should kill them all,” Felix said with a cold serious stare. 

“I Um don’t…”

Felix started laughing, “I’m just kidding.” He lightly smacked y/n’s arm in a playful manner. “Killing is wrong so you should just break all their legs then piss on their limp bodies. You know to mark your territory and all.”

“Yea I don’t think I’ll be doing any of that either,” y/n said 

Felix started laughing again, “man you’re gullible. I really had you going.”

“You sure did,” y/n nodded. 

“Are you hungry?” Felix asked, nonchalantly changing the subject. 

“Yea a little,” she nodded. 

“You wanna go get some lunch?” Felix offered. 

“Ok,” y/n smiled following Felix to the dining hall. 

They walked in together and got their food and sat across from a table to eat their lunch. 

Jungwon entered the lunch room, scanning the room with his eyes. He heard rumors that y/n was having a lunch date with one of the wolves but he had to see it with his own eyes. A feeling of complete rage overtook his body when he finally saw y/n happily eating lunch with the pretty wolf, chatting away with no care in the world. He sat next to Yeji at a table where y/n and Felix were still in full sight. 

“Are you dating jungwon?” Felix asked innocently 

“No why,” y/n wondered. 

“Oh thank god,” Felix sighed, pointing at a table behind her. “Because if you were, this would be so awkward.”

Y/n quickly turned around to see Jungwon kissing Yeji, passionately in the middle of the dining hall. 

“Are you fucking kidding me,” y/n snarled. 

“What’s wrong,” Felix asked. “You said you two aren’t dating.”

“That slimy asshole,” y/n snarled as her eyes turned black as night but for only a moment. 

“What just happened to your eyes?” Felix asked. 

“He was kissing me last night and now he’s doing this,” y/n growled ignoring Felix’s question. 

Sounds of thunder violently crashed together, loud enough to hear from inside. 

“I think it’s time we had a little chat,” Taehyun said walking up to y/n.

𝔭𝔯𝔢𝔳 🌕 𝔪𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔩𝔦𝔰𝔱 🌕 𝔫𝔢𝔵𝔱

𝔱𝔞𝔤𝔩𝔦𝔰𝔱 𝔬𝔭𝔢𝔫

[badaseyebags]

to all the boys that tried to love me ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ Ch2

word count: 1,4k

warnings: new unlocked character

authors note: hello, as i promised here’s another one! i hope those who are reading (if there’s anyone) enjoy this chapter, feel free to share your thoughts! - 🍞

okay, what the actual hell was that? first party? more like first disappointment, because how on earth do people spend their weekends like this? maybe i’m still too childish to understand the hype, or maybe i simply don’t belong in there because my intentions don’t align with the majority of the people attending them. how the hell did the party end up with the tsurugi dude lying on the floor outside and bawling his eyes out? i thought he was the sunshine itself or something.. i guess even the sun goes down.

when he came inside and sat down on a chair nearby sobbing into his hands, i couldn’t help but ask him if he’s okay. all he did was nod with tears still in his eyes and boogers coming out his nose. okay, i’ll take that as a no. how the hell does someone so popular not have friends rushing to his side seeing him in this state? or are they not really his friends? ugh, club people are so damn strange.

it’s been about a month since that event and for some reason, my friends and i wanted to give it a second try. why? not sure honestly, that remains a mystery. apart from ryujin wanting to get the chance to hook up with that one jimin wannabe. she found his instagram account recently but was too much of a coward to text him, or even view his stories.

so who had to do all the dirty work? me of course! i had to do all the stalking and story viewing to update her on this “handsome man”. jesus christ he’s so cringy. all his posts are making me have a bad shiver and the ick in me is making me sick. he doesn’t have the guts to show his face but he shows his abs? the irony. ugh.. how can she think this is attractive, she has no idea what his face looks like. whatever, if she doesn’t want to be caught stalking i’ll take one for the team. my poor little eyes.

so it became a routine, i went on his profile to check out if he has posted any stories and sent them to her. not sure why she didn’t want to be noticed by him in the first place, but i didn’t question it too much. it became natural at this point, without her even having to tell me, i would check his account and update her. i noticed the app linked to his instagram account, tellonym..? i have that app, it allows people to send anonymous messages. my bestie can send him hints about herself, and let him know how she feels, I’m a genius! i told her about the plan and she was excited, however once again she didn’t want to be the one being involved. she’s a flirt master and i suck at flirting, so i have no idea why she left it up to me. is she seriously making me send a man that makes me audibly go “ew” anonymous pick up lines… what has this come to. i just do what she tells me, cringing at every letter i type out, dropping hints about her and trying to spark his curiosity. was i doing a good job? probably not, but i tried my best and it seemed to get his attention, so i did my part.

speaking of guys.. i remembered how many friends tsurugi seems to have. maybe there’s a possibility he will know about the guy i’m curious about? the quiet guy that looked more like he belongs into a cozy cafe rather than a noisy, stinky club. hmmm… it wouldn’t hurt to ask, right? the worst that could happen is him saying he doesn’t know this dude at all.. but that’s a lie, they definitely interacted that night, i’m sure of it! so i do what any sane person would do, and i shoot him a message. maybe making new friends would make parties more enjoyable, and he could introduce me to that dude! win win situation right here.

miffybaby: hi, you were at that party right?😊

tsurug_i: hey i was😄 have we spoken before? i don’t remember what happened that night at all😅

miffybaby: are you feeling better? you didn’t look too good.. 😳 we didn’t really speak i just asked you if you were okay

tsurug_i: i just went a little crazy with the alcohol but thanks 😅 are you coming to the next one? it’s in a few days i think you should come

miffybaby: yeah i’ve noticed 😂 i might, my friends want to go and we are headed to that city so.. might as well

tsurug_i: oh😂 hope to see you there! but you have to remind me, i might not recognise you

miffybaby: if i don’t change my hair colour by then, you will notice my pink head

tsurug_i: damn i really don’t remember seeing a pink haired girl.. i had to be wasted af. i just saw your photos.. don’t change your hair, it’s pretty. i’ll recognise you for sure

woohooo i can’t believe i just made a friend! well, kind of. i’m so excited for the next party. i feel like it won’t be like the previous one, i can feel it!!!

the day of the party came but this time the party was in a brand new club, much much bigger one. way more space, even the outside area is pretty. there was even a boxing machine like in arcades, we gotta try that later! this is all so exciting and omg… i think i just saw that dude i’m curious about, i freak out a little and nudge my friends and they hype me up, today i will learn his name! his outfit is cute.. i just gotta ask tsurugi to introduce me to him. speaking of tsurugi, there he is i can hear and see him from miles away, hmm.. do i come up to him? should i just wait? he probably won’t recognise me tho. i turn to my friends to ask them what to do but before i can finish he’s already tapping on my shoulder.

“Hi! is it you?” he smiles so big, showing all his teeth and his braces reflect the lights in the dark room. funny contracts to all the tattoos covering his arms and his big frame. i just smile at him and shoot him a friendly hi, i thought that would be all but he just went all in and squeezed me into a tight hug. i guess he’s just like that.. i awkwardly pat him before pulling away and he introduces himself to my friends. “you look just like your photos i didn’t expect this” huh.. what is he on about.. how else am i supposed to look. i just laugh awkwardly as we walk to the bar getting some drinks, only cider for me. they’ve told him i’m not good with drinks so that was all i could of gotten, great now i got 3 people telling me not to drink and babysitting me. i take little sips and start feeling a bit tipsy, so i tell myself it’s the perfect time to ask. “hey i wanted to.. i wanted to know your friends name.” my eyes subtly glance over at him.. he’s sitting with a few people, barely interacting just observing and sipping on some drink. how mysterious, i really wanna know who he is. he looks over at him, pauses for a second. “oh him? he’s.. how can i say this” he stutters, scratching the back of his head.

“yes him! i wanted to know his name” i nervously look up at him hoping he will get the hint.

he leans down to my level as if to whisper but he’s almost screaming to overpower the volume of the music. “it’s a girl, her name is … s.. her name is hwa.”

i can feel my eyes widen and my heart start beating quicker. why do i feel so much relief and why am i suddenly so excited? i have to get to know her. there’s no way i can’t. i’m so damn gay and lucky.

it’s odd how tsurugi ditched his comically large friend group to spend time with us.. all his time.. i didn’t think he would do that, it’s really nice of him but.. why is he not introducing me to hwa yet..

“so, can you introduce me to her?” i poke him hoping he will do it, but instead he grabs my hand, holding it tightly in his suddenly as he pulls me a bit closer. “don’t worry about her, let’s go for a walk.”

[ddeongies]

🐨 SMILEY RYEJI = SMILEY MEEEE!!!

genuinely impressed with ryujin killing two birds with one stone (hate that saying leave the birds alone) by getting her assignment done and hooking up w yeji at the same time! my genius girl and her Sources being efficacious as always.

ryujin wearing long soft skirt and scoop neck… i’m dizzy

yeji’s flushed neck…i’m soooo drunk yeji’s flushed neck

anyways yeji sitting OUTSIDE is so fucking cute and her little chocolate milk she’s so tiny everyone even if ryujin couldn’t shove her it’s just bc ryu is tinier

also chaewon calling yeji weird was very funny idk it just works because ryujin found yeji and her 😃😃 weird when they started hanging out but now she finds that description off-putting… I love love

last thing: for the other anon, i have read the new trust and it’s honestly more context and stuff it’s kind of hopeful but also sad at the same time… it’s no where near as bad as ‘your heart’ or whatever the previous chapter was!! chaeryeong is going through it though 💔

i’m also smiley!!! writing nmau ryeji makes me so smiley you have no idea i love them so bad 😭

ryu is a professional fr our girl always has a plan (i guess yeji had a plan a few chapters ago, but it didn’t quite work out LOL)

you get the vision…. ryu is so hot i love when she dresses like that she’s just so 👌🏽👌🏽👌🏽

yeji’s flushed neck 😖 like 😖 she 😖 ugh 😖

ryu is 2 sauce tall and yeji is 3 sauce tall they’re both so little and cute

LOL yeah ryu doesn’t even fully realize that her opinion on yeji has changed that much over the past few months, like girl you thought she was a freak at first and now you’re like “why does chaewon think she’s a freak?” love is the best LOL

(sending my love the trust chaeryeong idk what she’s going through but i hope my girl gets through it 🫡)

[technicallyimportantsweets]

Yeji x Ryujin hardships of being an idol

It was Friday afternoon after long gruelling hours of dancing Yeji and Ryujin were sprawled over the couch in the dorm both deep in thought too tired to turn on anything on the tv.

After a while of just laying there thinking about life, staring at the ceiling. Yeji broke the silence.

“Ryujin unnie?” Yeji chocked out. “Yea?”

Ryujin looked over to her beloved leader, whose eyes were usually filled with happiness, only to see tears threatening to fall out with Yeji holding them back as best as she could.

“Wh.. Why *hic are people so … so m- mean?”

Ryu had nothing to say she knew nothing she could say or do would make her feel better. She to knew the sinking feeling when everyone hates on them, says they don’t do good enough. How they are ‘flopping’ or something they do isn’t good enough. Sighing she opted to scoot closer to Yeji cuddling up to her.

“I don’t know”

Seeing Yeji like this broke Ryujin’s heart usually the older girl would be content with everything and rare occasions where sorrow filled her eyes. Nothing has ever compared to this.

Tears fell rapidly down Yeji’s face, nose sniffly and rambling incoherent words. Hugging her knees tightly making herself as small as possible. Ryujin took her soft jumper sleeve and gently dabbed Yeji’s tears. Her sleeve instantly got drenched. Despite her best efforts to stay strong Ryujin’s heart can only take so much. Ryujin tucked her face in the corner of Yeji’s neck quietly letting a few stray tears wonder down her face whilst rubbing soothing circles on Yeji’s back.

After a while Yeji fell asleep with tears staining her cheeks. How Ryujin hated whatever made her beloved member this upset. Ryujin quietly scrolled through her phone avoiding anything K-pop related to not trigger anything again. Settling for vlogs of people going to places all around the world. Ryujin would love to explore and travel the world after being an idol. To her world tours restrict her. When in different countries she has no time to look around before going to the next destination.

Ryujin POV

Yeji looked so pretty underneath the glow of the setting sun. Her cat like eyes were enchanting, her lips so captivating and plump. “Shit what am I thinking she probably thinks of me like a sister, a member and nothing else. I never wanted to do something more in my life than to kiss the Hwang Yeji.” I sighed.

“I should probably leave now before things got too complicated or Chaeryeong comes back from the recording studio.”

I carefully and slowly moved away from her and headed back into my own room.

Yeji POV

“Since when did I fall asleep on the couch? Oh. Yeah that’s right I fell asleep crying. Ugh stupid me letting my guard down again, Ryujjn probably thinks I’m a crybaby or something. Speaking of Ryujin where did she go?” I scanned my eyes around the living room finally seeing two notes on the table.

I picked one up and started reading it

Hi Yeddeong.

You were asleep on the couch when I came back home. Is everything alright? I will be in my room if you need me. Btw I went to go buy some of your favourite snacks and they are in the cupboard above the fridge if you want some!

-Chaeryoung

Hello Yeji,

You’re probably wondering why I’m not lying next to you at this moment. Sorry but I had to leave before I got caught by anyone. Start today with a smile ok? I’ll see you later. -Ryu

How nice chaeryoung left me a note and so did Ryujin. These two are so old fashioned they do know phones and texting were invented for a reason right?

Today won’t be started with a smile however just to see the others happy I’ll put on a fake one. *ping*

My manger just texted me that we have the day off today. Great just what I needed more time with the girls will surely make this better (sense the sarcasm)

I got off the couch and went into my room to wash off that nasty day old makeup and took a nice cold shower to clear my thoughts.

I chucked on a baggy jumper and black leggings and mentally prepared myself as best as I could before heading back into our shared common area.

TIME SKIP YEJI FELT MEDIOCRE THROUGH THE DAY IM LAZY

My light fury

Hi Yeji I didn’t catch you today but

do you want to meet on the balcony?

Sure. Why tho?

I feel like yesterday I didn’t get to say everything

I wanted to.

I was still skeptical about Ryujin’s intentions but I was too tired to care. I sluggishly walked to the balcony. A blast of cold air hit me, and lifted my hair. There Ryujin stood looking out to the city of Seoul.

She turned around, hearing the door open.

“Yeji I just needed to say this, I like you so much and you are so talented, haters don’t see everything I do, the work the effort the sleepless nights everything. The way you coordinate Itzy even with me not listening half of the time is like magic. In the end I hope it can be me and you even if it’s against the world.”

[rryeongchaes]

after malfunctioning over that insane chaerji at the recent fansign (imagine witnessing chaeryeong’s arm doing /that/ to yeji in person…), i have finished reading the first chapter of “dazed and senseless”!

yeji licking her canines constantly because she can’t have ryujin right away. poor girl. i can’t help but find this quirk of hers to be cute and endearing, even though it’s a sign how frustrated she was lol. also lovely to have a brief jisu appearance after so long! maybe a yuna in the near future (or a tiny glimpse of yulia)?

and you definitely didn’t disappoint with the soft chaerji you hinted at! yeji on the verge of growling but immediately softening at the sight of chaeryeong… my chaerji heart. *gently shakes dlc yeji’s shoulders* hurry up and take ryeong out on a date so you can confess to her already, you coward! chaeryeong really has yeji wrapped around her finger, doesn’t she? a simple compliment made yeji instantly horny and needy to rail chaeryeong, but i can’t blame her. lee chaeryeong is too powerful and truly has a way with words…

the ryeji scene was incredibly hot (short ryujin on her toes!!!), but i couldn’t help but find the whole thing amusing and simultaneously endearing. amusing because ryeji have their playful moments where ryujin likes to purposely make things difficult for yeji (throwback to them playing overcooked), but immediately becomes pliant and so good for yeji when yeji takes control. endearing because despite how desperate and impatient yeji was, she was still so attentive and giving and taking care of ryujin in every single way.

i assume chapter 2 will be called “senseless”. i’m curious to know what else you have in store for us and the lovely catz line, but i’ll be patiently waiting! thank you so much for splitting the fic into two chapters and giving us an end-of-the-year dlc treat!

(tysm for sharing the chaerji brainrot. on the topic of chaeryeong seizing the opportunity, she’s quite bold lately if it involves yeji — remember her eagerness to do the chest touch move when they were practicing hush?) // 🦇

i'm gonna go ahead and bottle that chaerji moment instead of spiralling into another black hole.. thank you for reading 🦇 <3

our girl is unfortunately suffering from having a really hot gf lol. it is kinda cute because she's trying so hard to keep herself in check, i had to have jisu tease yeji!! (possible glimpse of them soon! in the (spoiler!) chaerji date chapter that is planned)

glad you liked the chaerji! our yeji is so close to asking chaeryeong out! we're almost there, this I promise! they're already so in love with each other, we've seen their love sort of bloom and blossom into what it is and all that date really is going to add is that extra bit of confirmation of what they already have.

i can't deny that chaeryeong has yeji wrapped around her finger.. the whole dlc series is basically a showcase of that lol.. yeji really likes/ is in love with chaeryeong, the way it's so earnest said by chaeryeong just admiring yeji in this state, when they're literally talking and making out in the company bathroom is a lot for yeji to handle when she's got a confession brewing for months now.

ah yes the tiptoes thing, i have been told that it was unhinged lol! but ryeji are also very cute, aren't they :')

ryu's very much a physical bottom for yeji, like both of them honestly enjoy taking on this role when it's just the two of them. it's more switchy whenever chaeryeong is folded in but ryeji alone, a lot clearer of a dynamic between them! yeji is SO endearing, ugh, but yeah you're absolutely right, that undercurrent of soft, tender love can't and won't be forgotten, the smut is there to express their love and affection (plus ryu's being so good for her, no snark, no sarcasm, she just really wants yeji as much as yeji wants her)

that is the plan for ch2! it will most likely be catz first (shifting ryuryeong (with what people have been asking for a whlie now👀..) and then ryeji focus) then more chaerji at the end to round it off.

thank you as always for reading and sharing your thoughts as well, i really appreciate it, and I am always grateful and thankful to see you in my inbox :) I'm happy to have been able to squeeze something out before the year ended, hope you have a great last few days of 2024 🦇

(she has been SO bold! chaerji has been everywhere, even a few hours ago with the surprise vlive?? but god the hush stage, it's still crazy to even just think about, let alone watch and it's been like 2 months)

[lesyeuxdeninmi]

TheBoundStar's Jemnie : #4th Diary

Last week, me and my team made such a great schedule to fill our holiday in dormitory. And voila! A week full of fun schedule has already done. I got to fill the Thursday schedule with Beauty Class.

I know, beauty is more for a girl but I guess a boy needs it too! Especially because we are all an Idol. 😋 everyone in the dorm asked me anything about my face both skincare and make-up, I honestly just use a bare minimum skincare since my skin is already flawless. Hydration is the key of my skincare if you guys curious enough.

Well, my other friends also had a fun schedule! Monday morning, we (but in lazy way) do kerja bakti, cleaning up the dorm. Ugh, it was A NIGHTMARE. We used to have time in studio but this time... becoming the upik abu we always avoid. But good thing, our dormitory is safe and sound without any debris. In the afternoon... we just have that apel senin, nothing happen. Just chit chat as usual.

On Tuesday, we did apel (AGAIN). I don't know why they all love doing APEL. 😭 afternoon section filled with Story Telling session about Bandung by Ryujin and Haechan, and the night... IS THE MOST AWAITED ACTIVITY: JUICY LUICY KARAOKE SESSION OMG YEAH.

On Wednesday, time to do EXErcise! Morning with jalan sehat through our dorm's ladder and zumba class in afternoon with Yunho.

Jaemin came with his sudden "7 MINUTE CLASS" in the morning, right after everyone just WOKE UP. And the afternoon session filled with my class.

Another gebrakan from Jaemin on Friday morning.. he suddenly asked us to cook for everyone in the dormitory. But, sadly the dishes are left too much, so we decide to share it as jumat berkah. <3

Saturday is a short day, but we filled it with so much activity such as Pilates with Xiaoting in the morning (body shaping is a must). Afternoon session is free, but I don't know why they all are watching Saerom while she was on a date with her boyfriend... (confuse). And closed with Sullyoon's class about how to be a cute idol.

Sunday... was the last day of our holiday. We close the holiday with SENAM SKJ and makan bersama while sposes together with all of my team. I don't know why they all want a sposes since we ARE ALL IN THE SAME ROOM. Guess they want to feel the pasar malem vibes? Who knows.

So, that's all for my diary. XOXO

[simp47koreancrackheads]

My god. Amazing chapter 🤩 now I see why you warned me about it!! Finding out about her story was heartbreaking bc she’s now in the exact same position 💔 and made the whole coke scene a lot more intense!! And wowwww finally she gets a taste of that tongue technology 🤪🤪 HE PICKED UP. WHILE STIL. EATING. HER. !!!!!!!!!!! Like it was nothing. Like he wasn’t driving her crazy with a second release. 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 and how very rude of this ryujin girl to ruin their moment, ugh get lost 🙄🙄🙄🙄 poor reader having to process all that shit after coming twice!! Like damnnn give her a fucking break!!😩 10/10 chapter, I’d really love to say so much more but I’m so amazed by this plot that words are struggling to get out😂 you’re amazinggggg💜💜💜

Collateral 🗡️ 5: What are you afraid of?

Your ex-boyfriend gets in over his head working for the local mafia, and Boss Min has come to collect his payment: You.

But was it simply a matter of being in the wrong place at the wrong time? Or has he always had his sights on you?

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🗡️ Yoongi x Female Reader

🗡️ word count: 10.6k

🗡️ mafia au, strangers to lovers, graphic violence, minor character death, major character injury, poly, smut, angst, fluff, nsfw, explicit 21+  

🗡️ chapter warnings: past trauma mentioned (sexual abuse & trafficking mention but not described, past drug use, mention of blood and murder) pressured to use drugs (cocaine), oral sex & fingering 

🗡️ note: shin ryujin appears in this fic. assume she is aged up, into her mid/late 20s.

🗡️ beta read by @neoneunnajimin​ 

🗡️ posted june 2022 | read on ao3

When Yoongi said “we” would be going to the seaside, you were not sure what you expected, but it was not an entire convoy of vehicles. You and Yoongi take one car, and there are several vehicles surrounding you, with Namjoon and Hoseok taking the lead. It seems excessive, but you do not question it. In fact, you have not said much to Yoongi since last night.

The outfit Namjoon left out for you to wear today is a white square neck knee-length sundress covered in floral print and white wedge sandals with a cork heel. Yoongi is dressed in a white double-breasted suit jacket and pants, with all white everything: shirt, tie, shoes. His hair is coifed off his forehead, giving major husband-at-the-end-of-the-aisle vibes, which you do your best to block out of your mind as aggressively as possible because fuck Min Yoongi and fuck how effortlessly sexy and soft he can appear despite being such a dick.

It is an hour or so outside of the city when Yoongi finally decides to strike up a conversation. You had been content staring out the window and watching the outside world go by while ballads play quietly on the radio, and hearing Yoongi’s deep, raspy voice spikes something in you—probably anxiety but possibly excitement; sometimes it is difficult to differentiate the two.

“You seem tense,” Yoongi mutters.

Your head flinches toward the sound of his voice, and you look from the corner of your eye, almost in disbelief that Yoongi still knows how to speak. Then, you hum in response.

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[nanawritesit]

Ryujin Imagine: Surprising Her and the Other Girls With Lunch at Their Dance Practice

Anonymous said: “can you write a ryujin fluff where you surprise her and the other girls while they’re at practice by inviting lunch/coffee and it’s just really wholesome?🥺 i love your writing!”

Awh, I’m so glad that you like my writing! Hope this is wholesome enough for you :)

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You smiled as you watched your girlfriend dance in the center of her members, absolutely killing it and nailing her part. You thought all the girls were wonderful, but it was clear to you why Ryujin was chosen as the center of the group.

The girls finished the song with their signature crown pose, and you immediately broke out into an applause, startling them.

“Babe, what are you doing here!” Ryujin cried, bolting away from the group to give you a hug. You giggled and wrapped an arm around her waist, pecking her cheek before looking into her eyes.

“Just came to see my beautiful girlfriend.” you told her.

She crossed her wrists behind your neck and gave you a touched pout with puppy eyes. “You’re so precious. I love you so much.”

“Yeah yeah, you guys are in love or whatever, what’s in those bags?” Lia asked, tapping your shoulder.

You laughed and held it out to her, putting both arms around Ryujin’s waist and resting your head on her shoulder after she took it.

“Oh my gosh, she brought us lunch!” Yuna squealed from over Lia’s shoulder with a huge grin. Ryujin’s mouth dropped open with a small smile as she glanced down at you. You were blushing shyly and burrowing into the crook of her neck to avoid everyone’s gaze. The other girls gasped and crowded around Lia, pulling the different items out of the bag and claiming them.

“Wow Y/N, this was so nice of you!” Lia told you, clutching the bento box to her chest with an appreciative expression.

“Yeah seriously, I’m totally won over. You can have Ryujin’s hand in marriage for all I care.” Chaeryeong confessed before scarfing down her sandwich.

Ryujin scoffed, looking at the younger with a scowl. “Well that’s rude. You’re going to sell me off just for some free lunch? Besides, if anyone has the right to give me away it’s Yeji. She’s the leader.”

Yeji poked her head up from her place on the floor, pausing mid-bite. “Yeah I wish I was a better person, but this lunch looks so good and we just danced for two hours.”

Ryujin chuckled, leaning back and tilting your head up with her two forefingers to look up at her. “Well, I guess we’re getting married my love.”

“Fine by me.” you hummed, standing up straight to smile at her warmly.

“Seriously though, you didn’t have to do this, but I appreciate it so much. You’ve been so supportive throughout this entire comeback, we’ll have to add you into the credits.” she joked. “I don’t deserve you.”

“Of course you do, dummy.” you scolded, furrowing your brow. You looked at each other lovingly for a little longer than normal, then slowly leaned in and gave each other a few short pecks on the lips, smiling and laughing between each one.

“Ugh, can you guys get a room? Some of us are still single you know.” Yuna gagged at your public display of affection.

Ryujin stuck her tongue out at the maknae before spinning around to dip you, holding the back of your neck in the crook of her elbow and pressing her lips hard against yours. You both pulled back at the same time, slightly breathless from the intensity.

“You just had to tease her didn’t you?” Lia scoffed to Yuna, rolling her eyes. “You know how much she loves showing off her relationship.”

“Come on babe, let’s get you some food before we make everyone sick.” you declared, patting her shoulder and pushing yourself up to lead her over to the group on the floor.

“Okay, I’ll need it with how hard these practices are getting.” she sighed, rubbing her face in her hands tiredly. You noticed there were little bags under her eyes, and bruises popping up around her ankles. She looked shockingly thinner, and was walking with a bit of a limp too.

“Hey, I believe in you. You always slay these comebacks. You’re so strong and talented Ryu. I’ll take care of you when you get home, but for now just enjoy this meal.” you smiled, giving her hand a comforting squeeze. She gave you a kissy face before taking her bento box from you, raving about how you remembered her favorite brand. Comebacks were difficult, but she was grateful she had you to get her through it.

[authorforrosie]

Can you do ryujin being mad at you

Title: Ryujin being mad at you.

Pairing: Ryujin x you. [GxG]

Warning: Yelling.

Words: 695.

Disclaimer: I know this is rushed but I hope you love it. I can mostly imagine Ryujin getting mad when someone eats the last piece of her favorite food.

Ryujin scoffed when she saw the last piece of her favorite food being gone. After a hard day of dance practice for their new upcoming comeback. She slammed the door of the poor fridge shut. So hard that you and her bandmates flinched in fear. Being mad Ryujin means mad cat.

„WHO ATE MY LAST PIECE OF MY FAVORITE FOOD...?!" Yelled Ryujin with madness in her voice. Her bandmates looked into her eyes with a scared expression on their face.

Ryujin knew it couldn't be her bandmates since they have been in hard dance practice all day with her. It could only be you in her opinion. You've been home a little bit longer than her and her bandmates.

„I did." Whispered you with a scared expression on your face. Your bottom lip trembled with fear.

You put your shaking hands in the air in surrender. Tears rolled down your cheeks. You swear you are the most scared of an mad or angry Ryujin. Because she looked so serious and attractive like the most of time.

„I HAVE LEFT THE LAST PIECE OF MY FAVORITE FOOD TO EAT IT LATER. WHY DIDN'T YOU ASK ME IF YOU CAN EAT A LITTLE BIT OF IT. UGH." Yelled Ryujin with madness in her voice.

„I mean your name didn't stand there." Mumbled you with savage in your voice. Her members tried to hold back their loud giggles at your sentences.

Yuna and Lia was the first ones to laugh very loud since they couldn't hold it back anymore. Yeji and Chaeryeong followed.

„SO YOU MEAN I HAVE TO PUT MY NAME ON THERE NOW FOR YOU NOT TO EAT MY FOOD...?" Yelled Ryujin with more madness in her voice. Her arm muscles flexed when she moved it to calm down.

You giggled with a slight feared expression on your face. Yuna sat besides you with a Capri Sun in her hand.

„I MEAN WHY NOT. IT WOULD SAVE YOUR FOOD AND WE WOULD KNOW WHAT WE CAN EAT." Mocked Yuna Ryujin's yelling with sarcasm in her voice.

You licked your lips when you saw her flexed muscles. Ryujin walked away for a few minutes to calm down from the madness. You and her bandmates could almost literally but not really see steam coming from her ear. Her face red in madness the whole time.

Meanwhile you sat with her bandmates pouting with puppy dog eyes. You looked like a lost kitten according to Yeji. She always claims that you have a cat personality.

When Ryujin came back calmed down. She had her attractive hands in the pockets of her pants. She squirmed around with a nervous expression on her face. She frowned when she saw the pout on your lips. Ryujin immediately walked towards you.

„I am sorry for getting mad at you kitten. Please forgive me." State Ryujin with sympathy in her voice.

You pouted and made grabby hands. Ryujin knew what you wanted so she picked you up.

„I forgive you if you let me buy your favorite food for you and if you make it up to me by cuddles." Asked you with happiness in your voice. Ryujin held you in her arms with a happy expression on her face.

Ryujin nuzzled her face in your pikachu shirt covered chest. She kissed your arm. She giggled since she knew how much you love to cuddle with Ryujin. It made her heart fluttering.

„That sounds like a very wonderful plan. Kitten. Let's do it." Answered Ryujin with happiness in her voice.

Lia gave Ryujin the keys to her car with a excited expression on her face. Ryujin carried you away from her bandmates to carry you towards the car.

Ryujin kissed your lips for a few pecks when she put the seatbelt on for you. You both couldn't wait to drive towards the mall to buy her favorite food and a few snacks for the make up cuddles later on. Afterward she held you into her arms with a happy expression on her face. She attacked your face with kisses a few times. You watched Snowdrop together with a blanket on top of you both.