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heaven has no rage like love to hatred turned, nor hell a fury like a woman scorned
#dimension 20 fanart#dimension 20#my art#emu draws#fantasy high#fhjy#ankarna#artists on tumblr#eerrmm that's it i think#i forget about thr tumblr tagging system if i leave it for too long#which i have#thanks guyz
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#persnickety doodles#alicia draws#ugh I want to finish this so bad#but I have to sit down in one sitting#to get the flow better#it’s too broken up#like I’ve been working in pieces#which I have#but yeah more time#avatar#lok#tlok
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Sharing this here in case any Lokean followers haven't seen this yet.
Everything Ocean Keltoi has explained, I already knew, but it's nice to hear him not only say it, but have all the points together in one video.
And as someone who, while a newbie Pagan, encountered and started working with Loki first, I never EVER got the whole anti-Loki stance some Heathens have (despite never interacting with them; I've only ever heard of them or saw comment threads and the like online).
The first I've ever heard of Loki was when I was a kid and heard his name mentioned in The Mask. A god that creates such a mask because he thought that was funny? I loved that concept as a kid (and my weird-ass logic made me think I wasn't allowed to convert since I was baptized in the Serbian Orthodox church; my parents never made it seem okay to explore other beliefs... ever). When I became a fully developed adult and my brother passed away in 2011, I became agnostic, until I once expressed to a friend that I wished one could still worship old gods again, because the Norse gods sounded so much nicer than the biblical god. That's when she told me that that's a thing, and I discovered what paganism was. And then I made it a point that, while I will open myself to any of the gods who listened (and even said to them it's okay if they don't want to interact with me, since I'm so used to no god ever listening to me), I still hoped Loki would be the one to answer, because I'd prefer a god with a sense of humor who doesn't judge a mortal for simply being human. The rest is history.
I've had 2 instances where I've asked him for help, as I was desperate and didn't know what else to do and couldn't figure things out for myself. Both times he helped, it sort of put me almost in a state of madness because of HOW he helped (he's helped me with some small stuff too but sometimes the big stuff is.. a LOT). The first one was we were not able to afford rent anymore, as rent kept going up while my muž and I lived in Pittsburgh, so I asked for help, thinking he'd either help with our financial situation (namely I was hoping for a decent-paying job similar to what my muž made) so we could afford to rent elsewhere or that a place would become available that had significantly lower rent. You know, something like that. Instead, he gave us bedbugs. Because he KNEW that our only option was to move in with my parents and I didn't want to resort to that, so he forced my hand. His reasoning roughly being, "It's either the bedbugs or a fire in the building, and I REALLY don't wanna be that guy, so you got bedbugs."
The second time, without going into detail, he induced a non-threatening medical "emergency" (as in, give me a spook bad enough to warrant my first trip in an ambulance) to get the ball rolling to lead me to getting the surgery I needed for my endometriosis. His reasoning being, "You finally have health insurance and there are vaccines available. You have no excuse now. Not even this pandemic."
I'm doing much better now and it's thanks to Loki. He basically was the kick in my ass needed to make the only decision that would actually work out for me, even if I didn't think it would.
Despite making my practice something along the lines of "Serbian Polytheism Pagan Edition," Loki is still in my practice, and helped me learn an awful lot regarding non-xtian beliefs and beings, including and especially the Trickster archetype.
Any Heathen that bans Loki, avoids him, etc. either have a lot of xtian baggage that they still need to work through, or they're the type of people that don't like being held accountable for their actions and kept in check. Xtianity (as it is commonly practiced and forced onto people by power-hungry assholes) has really affected how many look at non-xtian beliefs, because everything has to be compared to xtianity (even some atheists are guilty of this because everything is xtianity to them).
Lately, I haven't had a whole lot of interactions with Loki I feel could be worth-sharing because I'm not having a whole lot of interactions with him in general the past few years (except for everything regarding me getting my surgery) and that's because the gods are giving me space to learn and grow and figure some stuff out on my own. I do chat with them from time to time via divination, but in terms of actions, they're letting me do my thing for a bit.
#Loki#Lokean#Ocean Keltoi#Heathenry#paganism#I still haven't forgotten this blog!#making posts like this is difficult for me on my phone though#I like doing this on my computer#which I have#my health can be weird both mentally and physically#also I got other things to do as well#and I'm working through some autistic burnout#Youtube
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playing slay the princess and getting the stubborn and then the contrarian in my first route, and then in my second immediately getting the contrarian. Maybe there's something wrong with me
#slay the princess#great game#also this is incredibly reminscent of dissociative identity disorder#which i have#which just makes all this the funnier
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I loath sounding like a tiktok girlie but they really aren’t kidding about the luteal phase
#I want to bite my own fingers off#and possibly commit murder#oh lovely and Wikipedia has helpfully informed me that pmdd makes it worse#which I have
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if you have never torn open a rotisserie chicken with nothing but your bare hands and carnal urge to get into a fight I highly reccomend it
#one of life's greatest pleasures#this shit is BUSSIN#crispy#juicy#tender#i just threw my newborn son into a blender#sorry#seen that one?#anyway#get yourself a rotisserie chicken today to immediately devour it and slurp the bones dry#UGH#so good#om nom nom#like ripping the best bite out of your kill as a paleolithic hunter#i have hunted#killed and trapped this chicken#roasted over a fire with animal fat#and now I tear into it like i've been starving for three days#which i have#YOU KNOW WHAT WOULD MAKE THIS BETTER#SALT#I'M A GENIUS#i was so right#add some salt to your kill today mutuals#chimkin#autism: THIS SIDE HAS BAD COLOR NO EAT#me: ok but what if i made the Opposite side touch my tongue so we don't taste it#autism; suspiciously: go on#broke: dinner#woke: evening kill
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as much as i hate to admit it,, in anime world id have droopy eyes and a mole on my cheek
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entry level jobs asking for experience is my villain origin story
#it’s just one of those days when the looming threat of capitalism leaves me absolutely depressed#no company will take me and the financial insecurity gives me so much anxiety I’m too unmotivated most of the time to study for concursos#I just really wanted things to get better it feels like I’ve been like this for years#which I have#I’m exhausted#l.txt#dl
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My cat fell asleep on top of me in the most silliest pose today and I felt the sudden urge to sketch it. This fails to capture the drool on my cheek and the sound of snoring that accompanied it. (Orion on the other hand is a fancy boy and sleeps like a cat should... at least today.)
#sketches#my art#personal#cats#silly sketches are good for fighting artblock#which I have#though I am also very busy#I suppose it's good that my cats force me to take naps too occassionally
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Heyyyy, I seriously love your attitude fanfic. Are you going to be updating it anytime soon?❤️
attitude has been cancelled until further notice…
JOKING! but, thank you so much!!! :D ❤️❤️ yes im going to update soon but i had to take a moment to think about the next steps, what’s next? what I should do? just like my other fics….just want to make it the best it can be so you guys can enjoy it
#arita speaks#truly a joy of writing is having fun writing#which I have#I just…lose inspiration a lot LMAO
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Just another chuesday getting exclusively ads for things ive already bought
#twitter rly wants me to purchase the witcher#a game i have like 240 hrs in#and also a car#which i have
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i hate northern line trains so much why are you a bus but faster
#theyre the WORST train company#idc if theyre on time sometimes#and yeah i support public transport ofc i do i cant fucking drive but theyre just so bad#like why is there no heating#no tables#all the seats face each other so no tray tables either#wifi doesnt work#i feel so exposed#3/10 train experience#no train get 0 if i arrive at the destination#which i have#public transport
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Well I like it but it’s not very well written. Also it’s a visual mess. The plot doesnt make any sense and the creators suck and its politics oscillate from mildly problematic to frankly baffling. I wouldn’t recommend it to anyone. However. the character
#warlock wartalks#too many to name..goodbye world#now that this is getting notes I would like to officially state I was thinking abt Torchwood and several comic properties when making this#also great cities which yall know is close to my heart but I have an entirely different set of issues w its politics#mostly that nkj can do better
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Knowledge Revenge.
#dungeon meshi#chilchuk tims#senshi#Somewhat of an unofficial sequel to the Dragon Comic. I promise I have more versatility in my jokes. I just had to take this opportunity.#Senshi is pretty much a recluse. I think he would know a few of these 'gottems' but not all.#Chilchuck would know gottems that are nearly lost to time. The deep cuts. The ones that you fall for because they are that obscure.#I would also like to take a moment to confess that after the last comic in which I posed a gottem -#I fell victim to a Mind Goblin Attack. I was thoroughly got. I will be on higher alert this time.#So NOBODY be funny in the tags. I am gullible and I like to share things with my friends. Who are *ruthless*.#I have a mild resistance to Vicious Mockery at this point but I can only take so much.#Happy Thistle Thursday Everyone! See you next week!
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I'm as grateful for cellphones as the next person, but sometimes I think about how everyone having a phone on them at all times really did cause us to loose some things as a society. I mean - for example, kids these days will never experience their car breaking down and needing to find the nearest place with a phone they can use. They're never going to have the opportunity to tentatively approach a house only to discover that it's full of queer people having a party hosted by a transvestite to celebrate his creation of a sex homunculus, stay the night, and loose their virginity while unintentionally partaking in cannibalism. It's tragic, that kind of gay sexual awakening just doesn't happen these days because of cellphones.
#do i have actual legitimate thoughts on how cell phones have altered the fabric of society in both positive and negative ways?#yes.#am i making a dumb joke about rocky horror picture show instead of articulating the complex cultural changes wrought by their ubiquity?#also yes.#in which i say things
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#comic#first comic on da new pc#and now i go lay down#if you’re wondering why I am so Tired: I have PCOS which leads to chronic fatigue AND I work full time where I have to mask 8 hours a day#and talk to customers on the phone and solve their problems#I’m pretty fucking sleepy most of the time
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