#whether it be a phone call
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[ There was a fuzzy feeling in his brain, pulling himself up to his bed after throwing up. He clutches Mezzo close to his chest, and cries into the fabric. He scratches at his hands, almost harsh enough to break skin but of course he’s careful.
He brings his legs to his chest, Mezzo laying on his legs. Petes phone laid nearby, the cats waiting outside his door as he had shut them out. He started slipping into little space, he buries his face into the plushie while digging his nails into it.
His knees tremble, the skin around his eyes hurt due to his glasses frame being pushed against it. Pete whimpers quietly, pressing his back against the hard wall. They blink back more tears, which threatened to spill and do anyway. ]
#hatchetfield rp blog#rp blog#hatchetfield rp#coolerthanthis#free to interact#tw emeto ment#ooc - he’s age regressing if anyone wants to interact !!#whether it be a phone call#text message or anything
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NO MORE ASSOCIATING THINGS WITH FEMMES ONLY BECAUSE THEY ARE PINK!HYPERFEM FEMMES ARE GREAT AND I LOVE YOU CAMPY FEMMES WHO EMBODY PINK BUT ALSO JESUS CHRIST CAN YOU GUYS NOT GO MORE THAN ONE DAY W/O TRYING TO SHOEHORN FEMMES INTO BEING ONLY PINK UWU BABIES. I AM FEMME AS IN GRASS AS IN DIRT AS IN TREE BARK AS IN WEEDS SPROUTING THROUGH THE SIDEWALK CEMENT. FEMME AS IN GENDER NONCONFORMITY AS IN FUCK YOU MY FEMININITY IS WHAT *I* SAY IT IS. FEMME AS IN DEPTH AND DARKNESS AND WARMTH AND TERROR. FEMME AS IN CAVES. FEMME AS IN LIGHTNING. FEMME AS IN AN AMALGAMATION OF TRAITS THAT I HAVE DECIDED ARE FEMININE REGARDLESS OF WHAT SOCIETY SAYS. FUCK IS IT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND?!???
#personal#i am emotional yes#over the years ive had this blog I've made a few posts abt being femme#nd whether they're serious or jokey..... inevitably someone in the tags goes “ohhh yeah bc pink”#or in the case of what inspired this post: someone going “what about the pink ones” on my praying mantis post#and im just.#sick of it. im sick of femme being equated to pink and frilly girlie behaviors.#im sick of femme being equated to skirts and heels. to makeup. to skincare. to pristine nails exactly almond shaped.#im sick of ppl acting like All femmes aspire to this shit. im sick of femms being reduced to this shit.#and i love pink! i love pink! my phone theme is quite literally just black and pink all over.#im just. so tired of any expression of Femme identity being shoehorned into being a Specific type of femininity#especially as someone who DOES get dysphoric wearing skirts. wearing dresses. embodying the femme aesthetic yall are so set on making#if u guys wanna rb this i truly dont care#i just needed to scream#and this is one small thing#but the 2nd largest category of anon hate i have gotten since making this blog is str8 up homophobia from other “queer” folks#saying i cant be femme bc of how i present. calling me slurs (and using them as such) bc they cant understand femme as anything but that#my wife and i have our users in our personal discord server set as 2 different things of anon hate ive gotten#i have had OTHER FEMMES tell me i am not femme. femmes who Know im femme who still call me butch. femmes who ive corrected and been blocked#-by bc of it. the number 1 largest demographic of queerfolk who have me blocked rn is TME femmes who embody pink also#and i dont think its a coincidence at all. (and i know this bc i go to try and follow these ppl bc they get rbed on my dash & i cant)#and ik their blogs arent deleted bc some of them don't block my wife (tall. white. butch) and it cant be politics cause her and i rb#a lot of the same political shit (fuck. i think she rbs More than i do even. this is genuinely mainly a nsft blog)#and usually i don't say anything but im having a bad day so i get to be angry about this and if anyone fucking tries me i will block u#idc if we've been mutuals 4ever. im judt so tired of feeling like i am not Enough as a femme bc i dont embody this shit#im sick of this lameass lip service to he/him gnc femmes etc when the thin white 50s housewife femme is still what is preferred and loved#im sick of this lamesss lip service when y'all feel entitled to theorizing on other femmes genders bc u cant conceptualize a femme who does#wanna be hypetfeminine. im sick of it. im sick of it. im sick of it.#celebrity bun
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park yerim thing
swish swish ❄️
#the s classes i raised#the s classes that i raised#s classes that i raised#park yerim#bak yerim#uhh its like idk whether id call it finished or not but it was just kinda sitting in my ibispaint so yeah#idk#but here#uhhb i did this wiwth the good old paper to finger and phone combo#sighh its supposed to be purple can you tell i tried to make it purple#thewelparts
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messy girl ned fanart i drew at school
#nightmare ned#girl trouble nn#ned needlemeyer#my art#cartoon fanart#fanart#phone art#never know whether i should put ‘girl’ in quotation marks#because for most of the episode he’s decidedly not a girl#but like. what else do i call this design. head in hands
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you know it’s dire when you are too sick to blog
#could barely endure a 3 minute phone call with my parents which started with them ‘checking in’ and ending with me hanging up because#they just started arguing with each other about whether me going to urgent care for a chest x ray would be contributing to#the over prescription of antibiotics in america which is leading to a wave of antibiotic resistance#whatever. shut up!
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post-beginning of accomplice ending [anime/ova timeline, so after the burning but long before souji leaves inaba] where souji & the IT are met up at junes still trying to figure out the "real culprit" but souji's phone rings & he looks down & sees its adachi & his brows raise then knit & he looks conflicted for a moment & he quietly excuses himself & the others just assume its dojima calling about nanakos condition or asking him to run an errand so they dont rly give it a second thought, sure ok souji.
but after Quite a long while, souji's still not back & whereas the others are engrossed in talking abt namatame with naoto, it rly nags at yosuke bc he has a bad feeling... what if souji's still not back bc he received some rly bad news? did he have to leave & forgot to tell them? so he tells the others hes gonna go look for souji & see if hes alright or whatever
so he gets up & looks around junes in some of the quieter corners nearby until he spots the bathroom & hes like huh. i wonder if he took his call in the bathroom? or maybe he had to go afterward. so he decides to peek his head in (it's stalls, so theres a sink/open area) & hes abt to say soujis name to see if hes in 1 of the stalls (would be creepy to look down & lean a little to see the shoes in the stalls, after all. & what if he gets the wrong person who just has similar shoes?), but then he hears a choked sound that sounds ODDLY familiar... but, what—
& then he hears it again, this time a bit different. it's more a whimper or smth of that nature... alongside some quiet sound of skin. & he'd recognize his partner's voice Anywhere. was he... in here...??! & he gets flusters for a second bc the reality of walking in on his partner doing smth like that is- i-is... & what sort of phone call couldve led to this? was the phone call a Ruse to get him to leave & have some private time to do... this? his head was too scrambled... & yu sounds far better than he had any right to. he could hardly think abt the implications of the warm feeling in his stomach at the sound of his partner's noises.
but thats when he hears it. souji letting out a strangled hiss of "adachi-san, i—" & his blood goes absolutely cold.
#GET PSUEDO-NTRED BOY ! 💥💥💥 to clear up any confusion adachi called souji to do phone s*x w him. exact details r left up to u.#there was also a ver of this where adachi was there ACTUALLY fucking him but then i realized he could get in trouble for s*x with a minor#whereas this way its kind of left vague whether or not yu was getting off to the THOUGHT of adachi or if adachi was on the phone w him.#but the latter is rly implied to yosuke bc of the phone call. bc why would souji randomly go to get off in the middle of a serious meeting.#anime name used since this is Specifically the anime timeline. 'why?' u ask. the burning happens at an earlier date there.#like the mental idea went phone s*x -> oh wait theyre in inaba what if he walks in on them ACTUALLY fucking -> no wait hed get arrested ok#phone s*x it is then. we've come full fuckin circle boys !#uhhh hm this is a longer post than normal maybe i should have a Writes tag? nnnot that i.. that i write often nor is this a Fic.. uh..#my writes#overgrowth.text#suggestive text#adashu#adasou#theres souyo here too but shhh its getting overridden by Fuckass Adashu. but the souyo is very much There. yosuke loves him. whether or not#souji felt anything for yosuke before abandoning everyone to ally w adachi is up to u. maybe he knew yosuke wouldnt admit his feelings.#i say pseudo-ntr bc soujis getting taken from him by some weird gross adult but they werent dating wompwomp. not true ntr. yea yea boo me.
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I don't remember if I posted about this already but I had a client at my work who brought in their computer for it running slow (failing hdd) and I found a .txt file on their desktop from a scammer showing they'd paid $499 for a purchase of Windows 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, and 20
#it sounded like a very elderly person so no genuine judgement ofc but like...... windows 20????? gjfngfkgngkgjgjfjfk#I got the vibe that the client brought it in for someone else he knew#I ofc removed all remote access software and notified the client of next steps to take#and to reach out to us if they had any weird emails/phone calls/pop ups and wanted verification of whether to trust it
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For those who are unsure of whether or not they really have the "sensitivity to cold" symptom of fibromyalgia, because you think that it's just you not being able to handle colder temperatures like other people, that's one way of putting it. The other way is, when it's winter and the temperatures start dropping, do you feel your pain more intensely? Do you feel like you have more problems with your joints? Is your partner always commenting how cold your fingers and toes are, but it somehow gets more frequent in winter? Those are other ways to consider being sensitive to the cold.
#just a little food for thought#I'm thinking bc I'm high af#I had to take an entire 50 mg gummy tonight because I had some serious fucking pain#I didn't realize it was going to be a consistent pattern of winter making me feel like shit#but here we are in year two of No Longer Ignoring My Symptoms#and I'm still questioning whether or not it's actually fibromyalgia#like I 100% definitively know what it is#I just still don't have the doctors sign off bc I hate phone calls and I'm getting new insurance next month#so I figure might as well wait to see if the new insurance covers any differently#things to look forward to with the new job#anyways I'm forever grateful I didn't have to jump through every stupid ass hoop my husband did when he went full time with my company#it's explicitly designed against people who aren't neurotypical and it's honestly the most bullshit program ever#no they don't give full time by merit in my company#I really only got the job because my file boss wanted me explicitly for her job when she retires#and I will be eternally grateful that she saw something in me that no other manager saw#anyways ignore all these tags anyone who reads this that found this in the fibromyalgia tag instead of my blog#fibromyalgia#>.>#kudos to those who read this far#your journey shall reward you with a small token of my gratitude#🐦⬛ a friend for you
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did you hear about yakumo's new rooms yet? or seen it?
sir i just got here please have mercy
#it is Day 1#how fast are you going through this event?!#i got to part 5 of the story and had to stop because#i thought that was too extreme. we gotta chill out a bit. let's just take it easy#take it slow.... eat some now... eat some later...#i can't be hyping up my excitability receptors all at once or else i'm just gonna drop like a rollercoaster#into a pit of All Energy Potions Gone#the fact that you are going out of your way to ASK ME WHETHER I'VE SEEN THE NEW ROOMS#this is mildly concerning. it gives me the impression that there's something novel in the rooms.#something i may prefer to perceive. rather than not.#well. let's wait and see.#so far it's all kuya anyway#zizz calls me on my phone#'hi is yakumo there?'#no he doesn't go here#mirage of scales#feesh answer
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Is planning the wedding to marry the love of your life supposed to be super depressing, or is that just me? Just me? Yea, makes sense.
#its not him at all#i love him to death and that is the happiest part of all of it#but I am just really stressed#and dress shopping was really bad#and im sad thinking about the people that won't be there#whether its because they've passed or I am just not a good enough reason to come#like my grandfather probably won't come#which he lives far away and is old and I get#but he literally drove here to pick up a truck for one of his other grandchildren that lives close to him#and I will be lucky to get a phone call or a card from him honestly#idk guys#I'm just sad rn and having a really hard time
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Just thought I'd quickly pop back here to say that I'm still alive lol. I'm just on a small tumblr break because I've been busy battling against stomach infection, depression, and most of all the shenanigans (or whatever tf one should call it) of my local postal service. I won't go into details but suffice it to say that I've shed blood, sweat, tears, and a decent amount of my sanity on my mission to get my package of DL goods. But I finally triumphed, and the package is now in my hands safe and sound *٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و*
I'll make a post sometime this week where I'll show you guys what exactly the package contains! All I'll reveal for now is that it's Good Shit. A lot of Good Shit (especially if you are a fellow Ruki stan hehe). So stay tuned ⸜(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝
#personal#or i mean i assume it's Good Shit?#i haven't read or listened to the majority of the things yet#but the things i have read/listened to so far have been Good so i have no reason to suspect the rest won't be#and i mean ruki is in literally all of the things i got so...that automatically makes them worth hyping over#honestly i'm just so happy that i even have stuff to show you at all#because for a while there i was seriously doubting whether i'd ever set eyes on the package at all#all is well that ends well ig#but holy fuck am i traumatized by the amount of phone calls i've had to make these past few days#my anxiety is through the roof#which hasn't exactly been ideal for that stomach infection i mentioned fhdhdhg#anyway i hope you guys are doing well#i've honestly missed this community more than i thought so i'm looking forward to coming back again very soon!
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often wish i didnt care as much as i do now but at the same time im glad to be far more aware than i used to.
i used to not even care about arguments of fiction and for the longest time ive found para-anything weird but growing and finding yourself among the latter will always make you think more and put your foot down more, yknow?
anyways. i had to retype this because i accidentally selected everything and pressed a letter. my limbs are barely human enough today to type somewhat coherently. if you hate paraphiles or any "taboo" works of fiction, then kindly avoid me.
as always. do as you want, just do no harm - if you mistake being paraphilic as being inherently harmful then that misconception is only on yourself.
#yapyapyap#pro para#“wish i didnt care” because far too many people suck and in reality are incredibly bigoted about it whether they even realize that or not#typing on a shattered phone screen is a terrible thing when youre not even physically human at the moment#applying a readmore as an afterthought#proship#i dont care for calling myself proship but the tag may as well be applicable#paraphilic can also be literally anything sexually abnormal. being gay or attracted to trans people was considered paraphilic#with that said. im supportive of the “big three” as many put it
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seeing info only about the kiryu and majima statuettes but absolute radio silence on the ichi one is utterly sending me. Theyre hiding the fact theyre gonna make ichi pale as a cracker again
#snap chats#theyre in the lab making a skin tone with melanin in it for once im SCREAMING#JUST LET ME SEE MY BOY PAINTED LET ME SEE HOW BAD THE DAMAGE IS#whether i spend $150 is entirely dependent on if ichi is pale or not and im so serious its why i didnt get his plushie#anyways i got hate crimed today i was getting lunch with my dumbass friend WHICH. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY I DO#CAUSE WE JUST SIT IN DEAD SILENCE AND SHES TERRIBLE AT CONVERSATION RIGHT anyway.#we were getting lunch and her prof ask her like ‘oh are you on a date <3’ like prof i would rather kms !!!! then go on a date with this gir#literally my biggest fear i hope people dont think we’re dating id actually drop out#‘snap you make her sound awful’ because she is and i dont feel bad about bullying her anymore NO LISTEN#WE WERE PLAYING Y7 LAST NIGHT AND SHE BUTT DIALS HER FRIEND. LIKE A DUMBASS.#AND DEADASS ME AND HER FRIEND JUST TALK ON HER PHONE ABOUT HOW MUCH SHE SUCKS.. WHILE SHES SITTING RIGHT THERE.#i felt so validated cause everything he was complaining about id complain about like oohhhh my god i should meet him#hes the guy that called me that invincible character. and mystery man. i think i talked about this already wait—#ITS STILL FUNNY TO ME IDC ive never felt so seen in my life. why an i friends with this girl idk we’ll figure out one day#right now i want. ichi statue to be real and tanned#ok bye i have class soon
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hot take of the day: people who hold phones up for the whole time at concerts should be shamed just as much as the people who hold large signs up the whole time.
#maybe I'm calling out some people here oOP#but yeah at the Halestorm/Black Veil Brides concert I went to the other day#there was a person in front of me with a sign#they were SUPER respectful with it#they showed it to me and explained they would only hold it up for short periods in between songs#and that they would try their best to not get it in my way#I was like wHAT THATS COOL? no worries at all have fun!#and that wold have been all done and good#however whenever they weren't holding the sign they were holding their fucking phone#they recorded every BVB song#all the way through#not giving a single sHIT` about whether or not their phone could have been in my way#which it was#like I could not see past it (I'm short and have a hard time at concerts as it is if I'm not barrier)#what I'm trying to say is just be respectful with your phone at concerts#if you are two rows back from the front you do not need to be holding it up high#and just enjoy the artist in front of you you dont have to watch through your phone#TLDR phones are equally as annoying as signs at concerts#just take into consideration those behind you
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In case you think "best job I've ever had" means "good job," I walked through the door tonight and paused thoughtfully before I blurted out, in response to asking how my day was:
"I'm seriously considering running away and digging ditches for a living. Operating a forklift. Joining the circus. Anything to never speak to the people I am providing services for again."
#two professionals at a client site disagreed on whether to do something and so I did it and then got told not to#Had my supervisors check on it while I was at lunch and got told to do it again#got told to cancel it again but with feeling because NOW they think I'm stupid#now everyone is mad at me for doing what my supervisor told me to do and now everyone wants to CALL ME ON A FUCKING PHONE#instead of asking each other what they are doing#wasted literal HOURS of my time and my coworkers' time and THEIR time because nobody will talk to each other#I think I should been more prompt and gracious in dealing with it even though I am a sick shivering dog inside#and a pissed-off doctor is my worst nightmare#stop b think of the children
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genunely sometimes do not know how to cope with the world being so cold and bureacratic and people who withold care and essential rights to people over arbitrary rules and money and
#i was a psych appointment the other day on telehealth#and my phone is old so it couldnt do the video call on there#and for some reason my laptop camera wasnt working#and the psychiatrist was like mmm yeah :/ ur cam's off so I cant do this appointment#and I was like ?? hm?#and she was like :/ yeah no this is a phone call not a video chat#and I was like ???? im still on ur portal we're chatting rn like what do you mean#and she was like ! sorry it's the insurance who insists on it#and i was like ?? how would the insurance know whether I was cams on or not#and shes like :/// yeah no cant lie to the insurance people sorry#like I've explained to you my technological limitations are very much tied to financial limitations#and you'd rather abide by made up insurance rules than talk to someone and provide them care they need#how am I not supposed to go feral#I can't go in public without someone getting crazy mad while driving or harassing me for being trans#like really and truly how am I supposed to navigate this world without losing my shit#and it's such a weird binary too of having many lovely people in my life and having community and people who love me and will help me#and like how can humans be so wonderful and kind and soft but also so cold and distant and unflinching#how do i recon with it all!!!!#and so so much frustration in my life just comes to problems that could easily be solved with money#like my dog keeps ripping up my trash bags and making messes every day for me to come home to#and if I had $50 for a locking trash can or like money to get her care while I was gone then this wouldnt happen#but I literally pay all my bills and have like $20 left over every pay cycle if im lucky#and I totally recognize like even this is heads and shoulders above what some people have and I am so grateful to have a car and an apartme#t#and to be able to properly care for my pets but like god damn#why am I spending all my waking hours and energy at a job when I don't even have any god damn money or financial security at the end of the#day#stupid academic voice and I have two masters#anyways#personal
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