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sometimesrendog · 3 months ago

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[Day 172] Uiscefhuaraithe / The feel of coldness only water brings

#currently handling martren like a very normal individual. im sooo normal #this is more of a less literal interpretation of them where ren kind of succumbs to the delusions due to grief #and instead of literal dna of martyn being part of him its martyns attributes that rren carries with him #dailyrd #rendog #rendog fanart #wild life smp #wild life #wild life spoilers #a little bit #treebark #implied...#mod woop #oh unreal unearth by hozier we're really in it now #oh also forgot to put this here but the lyrics are from To someone from a warm climate by hozier

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fox-guardian · 4 months ago

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thinking about mouthwashing worldbuilding. what year is it. where were they going. have humans met aliens yet. What Year Is It. how advanced is their tech beyond the space freighters. literally why was so much mouthwash being shipped to another planet. seriously what year is it, the ship's interior design is giving mid-late 20th century and daisuke has a gameboy and also The Special Super Captain's Emergency Gun is literally just a normal revolver but also they are very much in space WHEN DOES THIS GAME TAKE PLACE

#ramblings with major #mouthwashing #mouthwashing game #currently im going with its late 20th century. the tulpars vibes are more retro due to the company not bothering to update aesthetics #and its just an alternate timeline where we went to space way faster and harder but other tech hadn't bothered to advance yet #but what about the other stuff #also the gang were all surprised to be shipping something as frivolous as mouthwash #so what does that say about life on whatever other planet? does it say anything? were they just emotional due to their General Situation?#so many thoughts. so many.

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undefeatablesin · 6 months ago

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I was consumed by the need to see P in that incredible mask from Lisrim's original music video lmao 💫

#sin scribbles #lies of p #pinocchio lies of p #p lies of p #neowiz #djmax #(can you tell im like gasping for that dlc because i am. im about to turn into dust and disappear on the wind never to be seen again)#(i cant believe this is where life has taken me. but im also not complaining.)#(this is a formal request for neowiz to patch this mask in as a wearable accessory. actually this is not a request it is a heated demand.)#(i am currently sick but ill be damned if that stops me from drawing my wildest dreams i.e this)#(anyway the lies of p version of lisrim slaps like crazy and ive been feral about it since it dropped. AMEN.)#(the moment i saw the thumbnail for the og version of lisrim it was over for me i was given divine purpose and had no choice in the matter.#(you are my soooon YOURE MY SON. BOOGIE WOOGIE WOOGIE.)

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dirt-str1der · 9 months ago

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They made hyoga look so much cooler in the anime hes just standing there , in the manga theyre all dripping wet and bedraggled and senku is dying as usual

#Dr stone #isnt it cute that he was holding onto tsukasa for dear life for that whole sequence .....#after hearing his name called so weakly im sure he would not have let go of tsukasa come hell or high water ... he was covering his wound #with such a shaky hand like he was so fucking stressed out but he couldnt let tsukasa be swept away from him he had to keep both their head #afloat the whole time they were fighting against the current and tsukasa is also twice his size and complete dead weight #ALSO HANG ON WAIT I JUST REALISED SOMETHING #HYOGA... wanted to get senku alone to talk to him but he attacked tsuaksa ... and when hyoga wanted to hit tsukasa he attacked mirai #thats scary because he immediately identified that theyre ride or die together ... hyoga is the original tsukasen shipper #hes like oh you guys love each other ? Well that makes it easier for me #also this was the first time i noticed he wears short shorts and leather thigh high boots. omg slay queen where did you get your boots !#they wanted to make him a classic withdrawn coolguy with a samurai-esque work ethic but actually hes mega camp and a sweety (killed someone

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a-star-that-burns-brightly · 3 months ago

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Merry Christmas~ Your big brother—um, I mean, Santa, got you a gift!

I think DT-Dev is physically out to get me.

#have I mentioned before that artwork of teruko when shes younger drives me insane #its simultaneously both heartwarming and heartbreaking to see her at a time where she was so full of life and hope #and contrasting that with her current jaded self #aughhhh...#also why does dt-dev continue to constantly obscure terubro's face #his eyes specifically #like im sorry I'm not giving up on teacher tawaki theory until we see them fucking blinkers #danganronpa despair time #drdt

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oceanwithouthermoon · 8 months ago

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okay some people genuinely really need to accept that the ONLY "queer coding" in saiki k is when they make gay jokes. there is NO other intentional queer coding, and i think people dont understand that claiming rep where it isnt there is much much more harmful than you think it is... just headcanon! its fun! you guys act like youre going to fucking die if you ship/hc something not canon, so you convince everyone that everything you say is canon ☠️ its literally insane

theres a HUGE difference between a headcanon or ship having what YOU see as canon backing, and a hc or ship that is actually implied or canon...

the only ship that you could argue is implied in saiki k is terusai, thats literally it, you could potentially make an argument that yumekai could be reciprocated towards the end, satoumiya, or MAYBE mikosai, but im pretty sure thats it...

nonbinary saiki is one of my personal favorite headcanons (one of the only ones i pretty much ALWAYS have in mind when talking or writing about him, it's practically a given) and i think it has pretty good canon backing, but its not ACTUALLY implied.

hes FAIRLY certain that his biological sex is male, and all evidence points to that, but he doesnt know and specifically says that he doesnt know what his true gender is... he clearly has absolutely zero discomfort with masculinity OR femininity, doesnt know or care about his gender, and is comfortable with either sex... he seems very happy to just be either...

seems like pretty solid evidence, but you also have to realize that there is literally zero chance that the author intended for saiki to be read as nonbinary, or trans in any way, this was literally just an excuse for plot and to have a reason to take advantage of his shapeshifting to do crossdressing/genderbend chapters ☠️ i love to see it as him being nonbinary and i think it has a lot of backing, but its not canon or even "implied" at all.

theres a lot of other examples of this kind of thing in this fandom, like theres a lot of people who claim that kubokai are queer coded (its usually just a joke when people say things like "hehe my ship is so canon" but im talking about like... people who see yumekai and go "um 🤨 this is LITERALLY homophobic because erm um kubokai are basically canon and queer coded and you shipping one of them with a WOMAN is HOMOPHOBIC" lmfao) and i am actually just not even sure where this comes from because they dont have anything that can even be twisted into romantic subtext, theyre just a popular ship because they have a good friendship. which is great! but theyre like the LAST thing i wouldve expected people to claim as implied or canon. they are absolutely not. the only thing i can even think of that might make people think that is saiki saying they look gay in that one chapter ☠️

#hairo is the only with any any canon and intentional 'queer coding' and even then its just that hes unsure of his sexuality #hes not currently attracted to women but is unsure of who he's attracted to or if hes attracted to anyone at all #fyi ik people are gonna think im dramatic #but little things like this really can be more harmful than you think they are #even if you think it doesnt affect anyone #if THOUSANDS of people are all doing it... it adds up!#harassing people because you want to claim your hc as canon will ALWAYS BE HARMFUL #and claiming that theres queer rep where there just isnt is not only frustrating but can also be harmful to the community #if i read one more of those 'canon aroace characters' lists and it only gives me headcanons im going to off myself #im not even going to talk about the aroace saiki hc here because ive talked about how not canon it is a million times #i will specify if i need to though #saiki k #tdlosk #the disastrous life of saiki k.#meows post #meownalysis

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jetwhenitsmidnight · 4 months ago

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Me after reading record of a spaceborn few:

#my current life situation is something like kip's #and i have been feeling so weird about where i live and what i want to do #this book hit so close to home #and its so timely #now im thinking about my place in the world and shit #😭😭😭😭#record of a spaceborn few #becky chambers #wayfarer series

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djevelbl · 3 months ago

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GUESS WHO I'M DRAWING NOOOOWWWWW~!!!!

#the angle is SO. WEIRD for the clothes lmao #it's actually fucking me up lol #i love this silly little guy #he's full of whimsy and murderous intent! /silly #i love how he IMMEDIATELY went to brag about his INSANE grinding for the enchanting skill to tubbo???? great. 10/10 no notes #you can HEAR he was having THE TIME of HIS LIFE with tub tub's reactions lmfaooo #also the fact he's planning to make everyone compete on like. saw type shit /silly to get RIDICULOUSLY OP gear is SO him...#i automatically thought “oh so he REALLY liked the idea of The Peace Trials huh?” lmaoo #currently laying down bc my back hurts/is bothering me like a 5 year old asking if u have games on ur phone :((((#(I've been sitting on my pc drawing for most of the day lol)#anyway #demon shares wips™#clownpierce #the realm smp #the realm fanart #clownpierce fanart #trsmp #trsmp fanart #i have SUCH ideas for the other ppl btw....#idk if I'll make them like. permanent designs???? (besides clown ofc) but i WILL try them out bc it'll be fun!#they're my barbie dolls and I'm dressing them up for my tea party aight?#ALL of the trsmp design I'll make WILL be based off wadanohara and the great blue sea btw #bc i can #and it's fun #im thinking #foolish as mikotsuhime. pangi as regular wadda. bad as either totsusahime or chlomaki. hannah as tatsumiya. tubbo as uomihime #phil as laurentia. sneeg as adauchi. whoever tf else was in their initial trio as ver million #MMmMmMmMmmMmmMMmMmMmnMMmMMMm idk where i can fit roscumber as clown's apprentice. might shuffle things around for that.......#hm.#honestly i can make tommy as chlomaki and charlie as lobco ngl. that could work.......

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abirddogmoment · 9 months ago

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today's hot take for dog people: management is not the same thing as training.

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hiraethwrote · 2 months ago

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aight writing choso rn, and that emo looking mf is my ideal type

#— yap central #frothing at the mouth #is it too much to ask to have a guy like him come into my life?#give me the tats the piercings the long hair the eyeliner #gimmie one chance #most definitely won’t happen where I live currently #HOWEVER IM MOVING THIS SUMMER #TO A CITY THATS MORE KNOWN DOE THESE TYPE ID GUYS #WATCH ME TRY AND PULL AN ANDY BIERSACK LOOKING MF #… if I even stand a chance that is #these guys he too angelic ngl

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fabdante · 4 months ago

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"while under the influence of Wuthering Heights" that's really a real phenomena huh like that's a real thing that just happens to you after you read wuthering heights

#idk who jim stienman is but im going to refer to my current life this way #i am deeply under the influence of wuthering heights #im sorry im deeply unwell #none of you are writing enough wuthering heights fan fiction by the way #fab talks #fabtalks #i can't write wuthering heights fan fic but like someone else should someone should write me a like #idk 100k companion side piece idk about what #something i guess asdfghjk i want more where is more #emily brontë what was your second book about charlotte brontë i want a fucking word with you #idk how im meant to go on gkfkdjdhshsjs #the real gothic romance about idk obsession and what not is the way i keep thinking about this book #also the gothic romance of the book but also that one

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fadewalking · 3 months ago

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You guys are afraid to make ancient elf characters and it shows.

#hear me tf out.#ALL I WANT.#ALL. I WANT.#are some threads where Solas is actually... living life? and enjoying it??????#like when he had a personality outside of being defined as the dread wolf rebellion man #before the evanuris were 'gods' even #before they were his ENEMIES (except Elgar'nan and Falon'din fuck them forever)#and yeah were things maybe sort of always fucked up in the bg the very second solas manifest physically? sure.#but also recall.#that he loves dancing #hes very romantic at heart #he loves enjoying the richness life has to offer #(parties great foods music poetry etc)#WHAT IM SAYING IS I WANT HIM TO BE HAPPY #PLAY WITH ME IN THIS SPACE YOU GUYS.#CREATE A FUCKING RICH TAPESTRY WITH ME. AN ENTIRE FUCKING WORLD JUST FOR US.#A PLAYGROUND FOR OUR IDEAS.#MAKE ANCIENT ELFS OR EVEN GIVE YOUR CURRENT ELF AN ANCIENT VERSE #ITS TOTALLY FREE.#ok thanks thats it.#love yall ❤️#ooc

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nyxi-pixie · 6 months ago

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thinking abt skk naturally holding each other back from their mutual tendency towards self-destruction and the time limit on them at their most dangerous vs sskk intrinsically building off of each other again!!!!

#in my head its like. skk are sort of cosmic #horribly powerful to the point that they have to keep each others orbit to stop that power spinning them out into death #whereas sskk are more like water #the sea is dangerous alone. itll swallow you up if you let it even in terrible terrible solitude #but at the collision between two seas where the currents can get volatile!!!!! thats its own kind of danger #but still that collision can also facilitate life. throwing nutrients to the surface that would otherwise remain sunken and unseen #im suuuuper normal abt this dw #soukoku #shin soukoku #bsd

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blood-choke · 1 year ago

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emjoy this cropped lighting/color study with our beloved hana

#sorry the eyes were driving me insane so theyre just getting cropped LOL #this angle is one i have the hardest time with. we were not victorious today #im working on a drawing of V that also has me fighting for my life.. currently in that slump where my art just isnt cooperating #anyways i just watched night country so this is based off a picture of kali reis #who i now have a crush on #hana lee #bc art

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distressed-bird · 1 year ago

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Kalina is the most interesting character to me because of all she has going on…

she is Cassandra’s familiar, she is simultaneously a pet and a friend and a servant and a family to a goddexx that is simultaneously her owner and friend and creator and parent and her god and reason to be—Kalina’s relationship to Cassandra is hard to put a name or label on (since what does being a familiar even mean?) but the bottomline is that this cat loves her deity enough to put everything and everyone on the line for her…

And adding in that she is a child of divorce. So to speak. I am extremely normal and haven’t been driven mad by the detail that baby itty bitty kitty Kalina was at Cassandra’s wedding to Ankarna and is remembered to have been toddling after her as she walked down the aisle…

Kalina will be the death of me /lh

#fhjy spoilers #fantasy high junior year #kalina #oh my god and the fact Kalina was there at that wedding—there at the period of time where Ankarna was alive and still a known god and not #presumed dead… this makes the Sylvairean Heresy even WORSE of a life event for Kalina and Cassandra…#the existence of baby kalina implies that Cassandra *raised* Kalina… and the fact they were married means that Kalina wouldn’t have been #raised by only Cassandra but *also* Ankarna.#you are Kalina and one of your parents just was killed by your uncle—their domains were too alike—and you can never talk about them again.#you can never speak their name—share in their memory—the only place they exist is quietly in your memories that must go unspoken due to #Oblivata Mori. And there’s nothing you can do about it…#And then the followers and clerics of your remaining parent start trying to kill her—being mislead by the followers of your goddexx’ sister #Cassandra is the only family Kalina has left—and Kalina’s sentience leds me to think she agreed to become a Curse #kalina let herself be unmade and changed to keep Cassandra alive… and even as the shell of herself—a familiar once but now a living plague—#is so deeply loyal and only interested in what is to the benefit of her *everything*… even if they are currently a Walking Corpse.#Kalina dislike Kristen so much because Kristen is just not being a good cleric and is in the precarious spot of being Cassandra’s only #follower… but ultimately won’t harm or attack Kristen—killing herself first—because Kristen is the only one keeping Cassandra uncorrupted.#yeah im crazy about the relationship and history between a cat familiar and her witch goddess and the layers of their relationship

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oceanwithouthermoon · 1 year ago

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ive said it before and i'll say it again, saiki kusuo will never ever be the one to make the first moves in a relationship... i dont care WHO hes dating or likes, if its the most traditionally feminine girl who wants to be romanced or the most pathetic loser guy, you could not convince him to confess first, kiss first, even TOUCH or TALK TO first, if you held him at fucking gunpoint with no way of escape.. youll have to shoot him, cuz hes NOT doing it..

the fact that some of you guys DONT see saiki as the pathetic stubborn loser that he is is literally ASTONISHING.

#god i love him hes so fucking lame its actually crazy #the ONLY scenarios i can see where saiki confesses first-#are like terribly angsty scenarios where its basically forced out of him #cough cough the fic im currently writing cough cough sorry #saiki k #tdlosk #the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki kusuo #meows post

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