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back to being a slut on god’s chosen website
#me#flython#gay#bisexual#where are my mutuals hiding#hi babes I missed y’all I hope you’ve been having a grand time :)
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#rinrin#oc#my art#aughgh sorry for inactivity here i'm trying out bluesky now too @idkkun#weird i'm always on twt when my art gets most traction here#unfortunately that hellhole is still where most mutuals are active so. hides there again
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I swear to fucking GOD if the alterhuman community on Instagram does the same as the first, and at the same time, last fandom I've ever felt comfortable in I'm going to FUCKING LOOSE IT
"I don't support this, I don't support that" PEOPLE NEED TO HAVE THEIR SAFE SPACES. Why does it bother you if someone is experiencing something differently from you, or has a different opinion on something.
I don't CARE if someone is "delusional", I don't care if someone's therianthropy is so strong it causes them distress. I'm NOT in the position to judge why exactly someone identifies as an animal, if I too, identity as an animal cause guess what, alterhumanity is different for anyone. Guess what, if you think you can physically turn into an animal it is still an IDENTITY and therefore makes you a valid alterhuman.
I'll stop posting about this on Instagram because dear GOD have I learned my lesson when it comes to having different opinions on something, in a community that can't think for themselves, for whatever reason that may be.
With that being said. Even though I am not going to post about this on IG anymore, just know that I fully support you physical alterhumans, all of you. You need your safe space too. Even if your identity causes you distress in any way, I love you. I do not support the pain it causes you, but I support you as an individual.
Sorry for getting a bit negative. I'm just angry right now
#therian#alterhuman#therianthropy#Also hi Avery if you're reading this#I just wanted to say that this is nothing against you personally#I truly appreciate you as a mutual#And I'm sorry if I made this post sound as if it was about you#I'm sorry if this hurt you#That was truly not my intention#I just wanted to speak up on a situation I've seen in other communities before#I've seen how destructive that can be#I do not want a community where certain individuals have to hide who they are from others#Especially not in a community that is supposed to be about ones personal identity#sorry if I upset you#or anyone esle#caninekin#felinekin#physically nonhuman#clinical zoanthropy#clinical lycanthropy#mental health
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i’ve never really had a problem with tumblr anon hate. i don’t know if it’s because i pack my arguments with so many apologies and “open to discussion!”s or because i tend to be so talkative and loud and interactive on here that it makes people nervous to say something to my face
#or possibly judging by some of my mutuals’ experiences just because i’m white.#but i haven’t seen that be a hard rule for others#i do get vague posts#the fandom is not big enough to hide those guys.#i suppose thats preferable bc i know where it’s coming from but it would be nice not to have to guess#whether it’s abt me lmao
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realizing im kind of a weirdo about laios and marcille
#possramble#ignore this im just babbling but#the thing is that like. i don't ship laios and marcille together. their relationship is so so important to me in that laios comphets himsel#and THINKS that he might be in love with her but he isn't and that's my insane obsession#platonic soulmates for real but they're so sweet together that i fully expect them to be shipped together#like i get it. that's almost the appeal for me. if dungeon meshi were any other series there'd be an epilogue where they get married#convention dictates that they're meant to be together as the male protagonist and his beloved female deuteragonist#but dungeon meshi DOESNT do that and i love it so fucking much they're the comphet besties ever for my strange little brain#like if i ever did an arranged marriage au it would absolutely be laios and marcille having a platonic political marriage and then just#the most insane mutual pining with marcille and falin while laios and marcille struggle their way into becoming best friends#the imagery of the king and his beautiful court mage being tender to each other and everyone thinking they're in love is like catnip to me#like yeah they'd be like that and have no idea people think they should be together and the subversion makes me so obsessed#the more people ship them romantically. the more i enjoy their platonic dynamic it's like some sort of weird comphet fetishism idk#people think they're in love and im outside the window like YES... YES!!!#but also the second i see stuff of them kissing on the mouth or fucking im like oh god no i went too deep in here i gotta get out#don't wanna see that. i'll go feral over the idea of laios and marcille being arm-in-arm like king and queen but they would not fuck.#i want marcille to be his default comphet beard and dance partner/plus one at official royal events but they're not kissing.#she's there on his arm because he's scared of the other noble women tryna get him and being a baby about it#and people see them muttering to each other and laughing and generally being very sweet and think that they're dating but they're not.#she's actually covered in hickies from falin underneath her dress and is gonna get dragon dicked right after the party is over#like she's in her bedroom and falin's helping her take her ridiculous dress off while listening to her complain about politics#and falin is the person she goes home to the person she falls asleep to and wakes up with#they're a triad of utter devotion to each other but only farcille's side of the triangle is romantic#it's almost like an open secret because they're not trying to hide it at all but people assume and are surprised to find out#like people are so right about her relationship with the toudens but with the siblings' roles switched#love of her life & irreplaceable life companion. does anyone get it#anyway. i don't know what's wrong with me#it bothers me that they're not the undisputed most popular het ship for marcille on ao3#it's unnatural. marcille being paired with any other man should be a fringe case.
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New bio just dropped-
Main highlights with added info:
-A reminder to please email us if you've got order questions or need help. Social media DMs aren't reliable and also make it much harder to connect you to your order, etc. Plus my bf is just way better at customer service than me lol, so if you email us things will get handled 1000x faster!!
-Anon asks have been disabled. End of an era, truly. But anon hate these days is so boring and uncreative anyway so what's the point. If you want to send an ask and not have it posted publically, just let me know if the ask. (But in that case, once again, it's probably a situation where you're better off emailing us rather than sending an ask that Tumblr may or may not eat depending on how hungry it is that day)
-Also I finally put into our tumblr bio that yes we are still just a 2-person business. I hear tell that my shop makes us appear to be a much bigger operation than we actually are (btw thank you so much for thinking things are too polished to possibly be a tiny business run by 2 people and a middle-manager dog out of an apartment), but please keep that in mind when it comes to what we're able to handle, how quickly we can expand/add products, things often being out of stock, etc etc.
#witch vamp#tumblr bio#bio update#announcement#also also about anon asks i pretty much woke up today and was like you know what! i value myself too much these days to leave anon asks on#lol#now asks are ya'lls problem instead of mine#although if *you* aren't a problem it won't be a problem anyways#and reiterating here in the tags again that if you have any kind of order issue or shop question pls pls just email us#i do tend to see things here at least (unlike twitter where it hides DMs from non-mutuals and i end up finding them like 2 weeks late)#but trying to run customer service from social media sucks and we'll all have a much better experience if you send us a support email#anyway all of this is just more steps towards living the hermit life of my dreams. retreating into my hovel and becoming inaccessable~#expect more#haha
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#i shouldnt have fav mutuals bc i get sooo sad when they soft block me#which *always* happens like im not joking the day will come when they're just like nahhh bye#🥲🥲 nd i cant help but get sad#nd i dont even agree w that anon who said that 'no wonder everyone blocks u' bc im never mean to anyone#i think it's just bc im fundamentally unlikable and unlovable and the time will come when smth abt me#ticks them off nd nothing abt me is ever tolerated i always have to be perfect for everyone so then i just get cut off like dead weight lmao#also it shows that i get attached so easily but in reality ... ppl are not at all as attached to me 💀💀#like i care abt them but they dont care abt me nd it makes me feel so stupid#why do i so easily care for ppl?????? why do i have to care nd like ppl when it's always gonna end the same way#me being me is bad nd wrong and nobody could ever truly know me nd still like me#i have to live my life constantly hiding parts of myself and making sure im not too authentic or too open bc then i will make ppl dislike me#it rlly is that. im never mean. i never fight. ppl just see smth abt me nd go 'oh ewwwwww' nd then leave#nd if it hasnt already happened it will at some point nd im constantly waiting for the other shoe to drop#whenever i realize i say or did smth wrong im tense waiting for the moment where they'll leave me will arrive#ok this might sound silly bc i was like 'triggered' by smth small but like#all my life thats just how it's been. im not even mean or cruel. i just exist and ppl dont like me or who i am or what i think#i can never be truly myself anywhere. that is sure to result in being all alone 4ever. but i dont like hiding parts of myself#but i have to. but its hard when im trying to hide nd be lowkey but i still manage to make ppl dislike me T-T#idek what im supposed to do bc i just exist nd im not likable. i try to be that but im still not. idk what to do#anyway.. who cares.. j'appartiens seul#but yeah it is bc it's like this for me all the time nd ig that triggered me lmao#i mean just w my sisters.. their issue is just who i am. my personality. i havent been cruel to them. or bullied them. or put them down#they just get irritated from my personality nd who i am. thats what makes them mad. nd they kinda want me to just stop being me nd idk how#to do that and therefore we arent even talking. havent talked for a year#i wanna cry like????? what am i supposed to do??????? im so extremely fucking horrible that just by exisiting nd not being mean or cruel mak#es me unworthy of everything. idk idk like. omg i feel so stupid for being triggered by that#maybe if i had irl friends and a job and a life i wouldnt care but im a fucking loser failure worthless good for nothing idiot. ofc im this
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Devastated that I can’t reblog that post about Gen having mother issues (which I agree with wholeheartedly) because it is written in a way that implies that he’s into Irene because he sees something mother-ish in her (cringe)
#esp when i love how he is changed – by circumstance and by will – in order to force them into mutually acknowledged peer-hood…#ofc. these mother issues influence his affects. but not in the sense that he’s looking for a Mother#there is something inherited and oedipal* (*actual meaning not tumblr meaning) in how either Gen or Irene do affection and vulnerability —#but if what QoA Gen wanted was someone who would dance on the roof with him and indulge his pranks and affect sternness to hide fondness—#he would have stayed in eddis with helen#irene tries to treat the real gen like a boy & it lasts less than an a day — she most always treats him like a man even when he’s like 15?#and she maims him ( << said in the voice of a person who loves coming of age stories)#Like I THINK. this could be discussed with some nuance. but the idea that gen sees something mother-ish in irene… just because she’s older?#Get a grip… i saw another child dancing between the rows of cabbages and i had never seen anything as beautiful or sad#it’s such a desire to be known – to be owned and to own too... sure...#but especially to known and be known#thinking about my other beloved ship túrin/nienor where i DO think their longing for their mother is a#(subliminal yet/and essential) element in their attraction to each other#inane post#queen's thief
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i see a lot of you interacting with @/mafu//teru and i hope you know he is irredeemably problematic and evil
#i wonder if my callout from 2019 is still there..#my crimes: turned 18 and still has a 16 year old chara tagged as ult cc#and 'hiding behind a cute persona while being evil'#i mostly just remember the part where they were like 'he needs to realize he is now an adult. i was THERE to wish him happy 18th birthday.'#meanwhile i had absolutely no idea who that person was. what do you mean you wished me happy birthday who are you#some low tier ex mutual.. tch.. (you are not low tier though. the mutual reading this)#wait does their phrasing of my crimes mean that on some level they do think im cute..?#hehee 😇☺️
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whats worse than having only like 1-5 friends?
having only that many friends and you talk to only 1 more than once every two months!
#absolute traumadump in tags!#ive never had a friend where im as important to them as they are to me#for most of my life ive had one or none friends at any given time#attaching myself desperately to anyone who could tolerate me without constant insults#my 4 (3 now i guess) friends all have people they can turn to if they lose one to three people#i have no one#ive never had anyone that was a friend that i didnt either distance myself from so i wouldnt end up over attached#or attach myself to.#my best friend all through elementary constantly let people interrupt our conversations and i was her least favourite friend#i once briefly had a mutual bestie#who then turned around and didnt let me have other friends or acquaintences at all#i still stayed by his side! for years!!!#he kept me isolated after he moved past me even.#my support system is exclusively online at this point#i regain two friends!#now they talk to eachother daily and im lucky if they message me more than three times a year#im trying#at least one of them seemed happy to see me last time i saw them#the other hasnt even paid attention to me in one on one conversations#and all i have is them and two people i met here#and im scared its my fault#am i just a bad friend?#am i just like *him?*#am i somehow worse#i miss having more than these frienfs#even if the others threatened to hit me and constantly called me selfish at least they were there sometimes#i know people get busy but.#months where they messaged others while ignoring me?#what did i do wrong? where did i fuck up? ill fix myself ill hide myself just. please talk to me. please. its so lonely out here.
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As much as I like the idea of shattered omori being a silly little guy, regrettably he only appears in amnesiac omori au as an enemy that the group has to fight
#all the enemies in omori’s headspace are corrupted by alter and made to attack omori and his allies on sight#in shattered omori’s case he’s also tasked with guarding a certain key#also putting this idea down so I don’t forget#one of my mutuals (think it was chimera?) had the idea that shattered omori can break himself apart into pieces and reform#so the idea is that the group have a hard time defeating him because he keeps reforming after they shatter him#and then they realize that shattering the mirror that he emerged from is what truly destroys him#rip shattered omori you only wanted to play hide and seek too bad alter ruined everything#his presence also makes for some symbolism especially in regards to where he’s fought#amnesiac omori au#siren speaks
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I dream of a future that is kinder to us. Where it's just a little warmer, and our souls don't ache quite so much. The air is sweet and fresh and our fridge always has fresh food that we like to eat, and a bed that is always comfy. A life that is simple, but easy, because living shouldn't be this hard. A life that is easy because we made it that way, made it suit us. A life where we no longer shake alone in separate beds from nightmares that will never truly leave us. I life where our scars have long since faded, and our bodies feel like home again. I dream of a future that I want to live in.
And in my dreams of the future, you are always there.
#another wistful love poem from your not-so-local mutual#I want you to listen to a song while you read this.#'Sunday Flowers' by Where the Spiders Hide#sometimes when the voices in my head are quiet#I have enough space to have a little hope
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hey PSA no matter if I have 10 followers or 10 thousand I love all of them and will always do my best to interact and thank them and not make them feel little or judged or ignored because I know you guys have amazing ideas and creations and I love it all, I simply cannot follow more than a few people without getting overwhelmed
#read tags for more#i was just thinking how i respond to people messaging me and @ ing me and stuff and comparing it to insta#where most people don't even allow non mutuals to message and if they do just react eith an emoji and call it a day#give really dismissive remarks even if you give them fanart - this isnt everyone but still#i really feel this sense of “oh my god! i cant believe my stuff had an impact! i inspired someone - someone wants to talk to me!” etc#and seeing things like @/dicenote s singing of a song i wrote is stuff i never ever forget it has a place in my heart#i genuinely would be following many more people if it didnt drain me to use social media for so long#to be completely honest i look through my follower's accounts to see what you guys are up to.. i love you all... im very anxious is all#do i hide it well#lei chats
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Tfw you try and join self-ship Discord servers but you're always denied because you have an F/O or multiple from "blacklisted media"
#i tried to run my own self-ship server but it was just too stressful being the only mod#and i can't be constantly monitoring a server on my own because i have a life unlike most discord moderators /lh#why can't they just list the blacklisted media off the bat so people know beforehand. why do they have to hide it??#especially ones where you have to send an application before you can join. it really sucks to go through all that trouble then be denied#and then you don't even know what you got denied for#if any of my mutuals would wanna co-own a server though. erm. let me know ??#♡ my posts#♡ venting
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wait. forgort I was planning on writing but feel indecisive
#hm i should make an original post tag#no skip option. pick one or die curious about who's winning#calling it triangulation of desire in honor of this one destiel mutual's post that lives rent free in my head#well it's two different posts. about fic ideas of theirs. the wording got mixed up in my mind but the point is basically#guy jealous of seeing other guy with a woman (that he thinks he desires). and slowly realizing it's not the woman he wants#(well the destiel mutual's is more like. guy joining in thinking he wants the woman but only paying attention to the other guy.)#but anyway. you get it. weird not-throuple where the guys are obsessed with each other and act on that through the woman#who may or may not also have a weird relationship towards both#.... ok now i need to add some propaganda for the others#old men qpr is. thee first one i started. and probably the one with the potential for being longest. and most lighthearted.#just two old enemies making peace and living together and hiding from the government (inquisitors)#and maybe bickering about training the chosen one#space smut is. well. what else can i say.#what if the jedi found out about sidious's identity and plan before rots even started#by the power of the one guy who knows all that has a giant obsession with obi-wan and reasons to want sidious dead#is it out of character for him to give up power for the sake of revenge? who knows. i think not.#<- guy who loves giving this guy complex feelings about seeking/having power#anyways. hewwp. pick for me
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i cant reblog the shoni poll because i have too many homestuck mutuals i hate the homestuck website our girls are gonna lose
i stg shoni can never win anything. show got canceled. relationship got left on a cliffhanger. and they can’t even sweep a tumblr poll bc they got pitted against this site’s favorite form of media on a whim truly nasty work from the universe
#at least they won our hearts at least there’s that#srry you’re in hiding from your mutuals btw that’s gotta suck 😭 respect for keeping the peace though godspeed#i think shoni would win if it were round 1 and they were against anything that wasn’t major they could’ve sweeped#where are those fans that have the money to rent billboards we NEED you#asks#my text#also so far i’m the only shoni tag on the poll AWKS sorry i don’t know my history from homestuck.sorry
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