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Another little preview that gives the 'whumperflies' π
#when they want to live so fucking bad ππ©#before this she's basically like 'you can die here crying that you can't do it if you want but that's kinda cringe bro'#my writing (sywtw)#snippet (sywtw)
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Ok Iβll bite, Iβm curious:
Mephisto/Amaimon - why ship it? (All 3 qβs)
Rin/Shiemi β why donβt you ship it? (I hope Iβm asking this right)
I think we will probably have similar reasons but it never hurts to ask!
Mefiama, why ship it:
1. Ok! So for the first, really my og aoex ship was amairin bc I'm a battle couple shipper first and foremost but mefiama was a close second and it's bc I'm a demon lover after everything lololol
Specifically, I've loved characters like mephisto and amaimon as long as I can remember, starting from my og fav yyh Yoko Kurama and Hiei (which in my head is a different ship than Hiei/Kurama). But, like that ship, I actually never really liked/like the ways fandom portrays them. Characters like Hiei and Amaimon both end up woobified and turned into stereotypical uke characters with the big sexy dom/seme mephisto/Kurama to seduce/play with them.
And to me that always pissed me off bc of how ooc it made them all out to be. I love Hiei and Amaimon bc they're little feral shitheads who have a massive independent streak to them and act/are totally inhuman. They both poke at each other and cause each other headaches and I live for it lololol
They're spicy as hell too and I love that in a ship. The second I saw Mephisto keeping Amaimon strung up on spears in the cuckoo prison that was it for me π©ππ₯
2. The draw for these characters and the ship is that they're both inhuman creatures that only pretend at humanity, or in amaimons case, is forced to play nice by mephisto if he wants to be stomping around his territory.
What I really love about them, though, is that while Mephisto has the upper hand in the dynamic, Amaimon also knows his character and can see past his clown mask bullshit. He knows the demon Mephisto really is under all the sparkles and show boating. He's an observer and even when Mephisto is focusing on his goals and plots and shows, Amaimon is there on the sidelines keeping tabs and picking everything apart. I think Amaimon thinks Mephisto is interesting or has potentially interesting ideas. The thing about demons is they're constantly looking for something to keep them interested through their eternal existences and with Mephisto, Amaimon has a source of enrichment lol
I also like the fucked up premise of how Amaimon has an inherent trust in Mephisto that gets abused in canon. We saw him getting incredibly hurt by the shiemi reveal, as if Mephisto keeping that info from him meant Mephisto was treating him like one of his human pawns and not with respect as another demon king.
3. I'm not sure if there's an unpopular opinion I have for them, except that I tend to find most fandom treats them incredibly ooc and it makes it difficult for me to enjoy content of them from others. Mephisto as the over simplified seductive seme, doing typical melodramatic evil villain stuff and Amaimon being reduced to a uwu baby idiot who has never had sex despite being a who knows how old demon king. I've got a ton of bitching I've done over the years about it (and it's the same treatment Hiei always got back in the day so I'm used to the frustration) π
Rinshi, Don't Ship:
1. Man I feel really bad to say this but this is one of the most vanilla/boring ships in the fandom outside of bonrin. It's just so typical hot headed anime boy protag/girl next door love interest, even as much as they're both incredibly well developed characters, and as much as I love Rin.
It really just comes down to Rin being a, like, base ingredient for me as a ship. Like him being involved in a ship isn't on its own enough to make me enjoy/ship something. (Amaimon, on the other hand, immediately spices any ship up and I've even got a few rinamaishi fic aus out there lol). But I've never been interested in the sweet, hard-working character archetype. I can't help it, I'm into edgy bastard gremlin characters, the antagonists and anti heroes lololol (The exception to this in aoex is Yuri and that's bc she's got that little mischievous bad girl zing to her I love lololol). Shiemi just doesn't have that spice I need to really invest in a character.
2. What would have made me like it is just if Shiemi was a different character lololol like, she's just too sweet for me, like a marshmallow. Her in her string Independent woman era isn't really doing it for me either bc it feels like all her character development got cut out in that training arc she was just in. We missed a good opportunity to see her reconcile things with her grandma and her growth just to watch her toss an Amaimon copy and it feels like we got cheated out of her character arc.
If she just had that little spark that Yuri had it might work for me but I haven't seen it and until then it feels like every other typical anime main character/love interest ship, and it's just never been a dynamic I've never been into.
3. Positive things I have to say are that I think Kato has always done a phenomenal job making her characters feel realistic and not the usual anime shallow stereotypes. So when ppl tell me they enjoy the ship I'm like yeah, if ur into those kinds of characters and that ship dynamic, you've come to the right series to get a really well developed couple who feel fleshed out and who have had a developing relationship throughout the series. Totally understandable, just not for me.
I hope I actually answered these right π thanks for the ask @philosophicalparadox π©·
#ask response#tboes asks#blue exorcist#rin okumura#shiemi moriyama#rinshi#mefiama#mephisto pheles#amaimon
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i thought i'd give you a little update: sooo i finished vento aureo and mate iβm still feeling like this rn:
oughhh i loved it!! i didnβt think iβd cry that often but i did, whether i saw it coming or notπ also the sound effects in the anime are top tier; almost every stand has a unique noise/sound corresponding to it, i eat that shit uppp!!π€©
i loved seeing my dude pol again too, that was the least i expected honestly but it was a nice surprise seeing him again, poor chariot though :(
asdfgkjhahgddfkjlhg these characters have such a grip on me, i just want to see them all happy and alive damnit RAHHHHH >:[ anyway when i have time iβll probably try to draw these guys because i have so many feelings about them i canβt put into words adsjhkdf
Part 5 really likes to make you cry but Iβm happy you like it β€οΈ
When I first watched it it was the first time after a while that I was legit worried about fictional characters (Gosh Bruno and Mista gave me such anxiety fr. At least one had pretty thick plot armor so heβs alright π« π)
Also YEEEESSSS Part 5 has so many cool Stands and the sound effects are πππππ©
And I was almost screaming to see my man PolPol like I legit didnβt expect to see him show up but it was so funβ¦until that ONE moment. Stupid Diavolo fuck that guy π
At least his soul is fine. May the legend live on π’
In my world they all are happy, healthy and alive nothing bad ever happened. Especially best capo is living his best life

Nothing bad happenedβ¦.

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While all of these desperately are in need of focus, I'm glad to see Norman & Vincent doing so well (though there's things to be said there) π€§ Was hovering between them and Norman & Smee for a good few hours before ultimately going with Smee for these reasons:
#very invested in all of them ngl i want Every Detail on everyone from lambda #but i need to know more about Smee #he was clearly so important but we never get a formal introduction?? i wanted to see him and Norman work together #and as a tragedy enjoyer i wanted to witness norman losing the last adult he felt like he could trust. idk let me have it!! #i just. need to know absolutely everything about the humans on the ratri/farm side who were working against them ITβS IMPORTANT (via @emmaspolaroid)
The good shit, especially when it's contrasted with more focus on the Norman & Peter dynamic πππ©
#other because WHERE'S NORMAN AND AYSHE?!?!?! #of course everything platonic but the tension between them... the lingering fear to be killed by each other... him realizing he fucked up #majorly and now lives with the living and breathing reminder under one roof#and his friends even taught her how to shoot a gun... no wonder he didn't sleep a second anymore after destroying Lambda (via @officersnickers)
This is mainly because I only had eleven slots and Norayshe already had a spot in the rare pair poll.
#anyway there are so many character interactions between all of them I'd love to see #just Norman warming up to them slowly but steady #Cislo and Barbara being like cats and dogs but also besties #Vincent with everyone and the thing he got going on β¨ #Smee as a character... (via @officersnickers)
All real and true though I want to see Lambda gang be friends under kinder circumstances so bad _(:β³γβ )_
Grace Field Kids Edition Goldy Pond Edition Other Platonic Duo Polls Suggestions Post
#Norayshe has so much baggage but with a skilled and dedicated author I could get behind it#otherwise it comes off too much as a pair-the-spares deal with RE when going the romo route#god tier father figure Smee vs shit tier father figure Peter leggoooooooo (Norman Ratri theory optional)#also can you tell how hard I struggled finding a picture for some of these#so fucking sad y'all if Barbara and Norman had an extended one-on-one conversation I completely blanked on it#Jin didn't even make it up there at all with Jiyato also being on the rare pair poll#and him having 0 notable convos with any other named Lambda kids </3#Long Post#TPN Polls#FSS Polls#FSS Chatter#TPN Cast#Lambda Gang#Norman#Hayato#Barbara#Cislo#Vincent#Zazie#Ayshe#Smee#King of Paradise Arc#Seven Walls Arc#Imperial Capital Battle Arc#Return to Grace Field Arc#officersnickers#emmaspolaroid#Tags
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Episode 6!
Before episode thoughts->
Sooooo excited to see Tommy and our wife Maria <3
Also excited for the farmhouse!!!!!
Anyway onto the episode ->
THREE MONTHS LATER
rabbits π (if you know you know)
Ope
The guns all the way over there
Oh man I love these two!
Theyre like 1000 lmao
I FUCKING LOVE THESE TWO
We see the bodies they leave behind π³ wtf?
Ellie! Don't steal omfg
JOEL WTF HAPPENING
Panic attack?
Hes taping his boot together π₯Ί
Aww shes so cute looking at the northern lights
Can I have some? No Joel you shouldn't even be drinking
Yup still gross lmao
Wait this looks like that one concept art scene! Are they gonna start making jokes and laughing
I would raise sheep. They're quiet and do what they're told. Lmao
Ellie and her love if space π₯Ί
Joelβs trying to comfort her π₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ί
Sheep ranches on the moon
Joel grabbing his back when he gets up
Joel's coat looks really nice and warm, I want
God that shot of them crossing the bridge with the mountains in the back is beautiful
SHES TRYING TO WHISTLE
THE DAMMMMMMM
The river of death really has me freaking out
The circling on horses is giving, LoTR when they arrive in Rivendel
Ellie seems to be scared of dogs, nm
Joel?! Ok this panic has got to be fixed omfg MY anxiety can't take it
Maria my LOVEEEEEEEEEE
I like that they actually go into Jackson in the show
The dude moving a single piece if fire wood with a shovel is me frfr
Awwww reunion π₯²
The dining hall looks just like the game!!!
Let's mind our manners. Does ellie even have any?? Love her
Maria is my wife, Tommy watch your back
Love herrrrrrrr
SHEEP
Wait i just realized Joel said he wanted to be a sheep farmer, in p2 the game ellie becomes a sheep farmer with dina
Shimmer!
Man they both have a dependency on each otherrrrrr
Sigh Joel why'd you lie about tess
Us? Oohhhh Joel wasn't planning on ditching ellie with Tommy
Ah man these two are bickering like brothers
Im gonna be a father!!!!! Screaming
Damn Joel thats coldddd
Im starting to get the feeling it's not gonna be rebar that takes Joel out, he's gonna have a heart issue or pneumonia or something
Ellie in pink, I never thought I'd see the day lmao
DIVA CUP
The jackettttt
Ooohhh i love the stained glass
Gasp did Maria loose someone to?? A kid??
Awww i love my wifeeee
My woman was a lawyer, love her
She was a mom!
Sarah was Joel's daughter!!
The only people hat can betray us, are the ones we trust. FORESHADOWINGGGGG
A kiddo with down syndrome!!!! That means everything
Joel's hand still bothering him
Tommy being the bigger man π₯Ί
Ope hes telling Tommy
Oh hes telling Tommy EVERYTHING
Aww hes telling Tommy about Henry
Omfg his anxietyyyy
Omg im gonna cry stoo this shit joel
JOELLLLLLLLL STOP
Ope now he's pushing for Tommy to take her
Stop crying Joel omfg I can't handle it
Man this place looks just like it did in the game
Oh fuck the farmhouse scene is about to happen isn't it?!?
Oh she overheard them talking π₯²π₯²
The giraffe picture!
The way Joelβs face just DROPPED
Everybody i have cared for has died, or left me. Everybody, fucking except for you! So don't tell me I'd be safer with someone else because the truth is I'd just be more scared. π₯²π₯²π₯²π₯²π₯²
The PAIN in Bella's eyes π₯²π₯²
Oh bes having flashbacks to Sarah π₯²π₯²π₯²π₯²π₯²π₯²
Did Tommy never show up?
Ope nm
Whats gonna happen to change Joelβs mind?
Let's go. I love her
Please please please please let her name the horse Callus
Can I borrow that? Me fucking too! I remember the p2 flashback he's got a nice fucking gun
Man Maria being pregnant is gonna change SO much during p2
You gonna shot this thing or get it pregnant? I'm rolling
The fucking musicccccccc, this is the end credit song and im living
Hes opening up to her more π₯²
Yeah we were cool.
Everybody loved condtractors.... Joel idk if thats true lmao
AH! They're talking about football!
I've got a BAD feeling
God riding through the university is π©π
When I was a kid I wanted to be a singer π₯²π₯²
This is all so good and close to the gameee
Monkeys!
Man I wanna learn to ride a horse but my body image issues would never let me
Man even the inside of the uni looks like the game!
Its soooo much like the game im freaking outtt
Are they gonna find the recording from the doctor?
Nice! A convenient map lol
Hunters??? David's bitches!
Oh fuckk
Whats gonna happen????
Ahhhhhh he broke his neck like....oh fuck me
Dude shanked my husband!
Oh no, oh no, oh no
JOEL?!
Joel you gotta get up. I can't do this without you. π₯²
Please. Joel, please. π₯²π₯²
Not the sad fucking cover of Depeche Mode!
Im over this show, fuck off omfg (a totally untrue statement)
Trailer ->
Oh no.....oh no....OH NO
Im not ready for Left Behind
Oh my sweet child
Ok ok ok The Last of Us episode 1 thoughts below!
β’ CLIMATE CHANGE?! (Love that honestly)
β’ Not me sobbing at the intro (I HOPED they'd do something like the games intro so this was a perfect surprise)
β’ Joels shirt is inside out π (ok noticed this before it was mentioned)
β’ Let the man have his coffee Sarah
β’ Gabriel as tommy?! Sounds almost identical omggg
β’ The neighbors π (oh I understand now.....)(I like how they changed the changing/infected neighbor scene)
β’ Desert Storm???? π
β’ Sarah fixing the watch instead of getting him a new one π₯Ί
β’ Sarah's backpack is so cute omg
β’ The dog π₯²
β’ "Drugs. I sell hard-core drugs." Happy screams
β’ Joel and his shitty movies smh (hope this is ref later with ellie and joels movie nights)
β’ Dammit Tommy, jail, really??
β’ Yo wtf grandma. No joke the cordyceps out of her mouth?!?!?
β’ The truck scene was done so welllllllllll
β’ Jimmy's place!!!
β’ The planes (OMFG THE PLANE)
β’ Ooo the car crash separating them, I approve
β’ These bitches CREEPY (Love that they have no fine motor control)
β’ Joel begging π₯²π₯²π₯²
β’ That is infact a small child (πππ)(π₯²π₯²π₯²)
β’ DONT YOU TWENTY YEARS LATER ME YOU BITCHES (both 2014 Hannah and 2023 Hannah)
Sarah's death was sadder here and I stand by that
β’ The amount of time it takes to change depending on where your bit poster is πππ
β’ Joel doing actual work in the QZ is kinda really funny to me (sewer maintenance) (now this is more like it....wait drug dealing??)
β’ MUSICCCCCCCC
β’ HANGING?????? IN THE QZ??? BY FEDRA???
β’ Tess π₯°π₯°π₯°
β’ Ooo truck battery and not guns (what about your guy?- He answers to me FUCK YEAH HE DOES....WAIT oh fuck explosion! Well fuck you anyway Robert)
β’Β ELLIE!! (SHE HAS HER EYEBROW SCAR! And her sense if humor) (veronica?) (unchain my child please)
β’ Oooo message operator! (TOMMY!) (Slavers π€)
β’ Joel planning a trip already is genius (wtf you doing drinking and doing pills?!)
β’ The watch π₯²
β’ Those walls are THIN or that baby is LOUD
β’ Marleneeeeeee
β’ I love all the yellow wires, ik in the game it was an obvious way to show you where to go, but u like that its been added to the show
β’ Oh damn, rip unnamed firefly Marlene talked too, you're dying in the capital (kim) (ope her ear)
β’ Tell me to look for the light and ill break your jaw π₯°π₯°π₯°
β’ Ellie getting water on her face lmao
β’ The knife π₯Ί
β’ Atleast the wrapped the handcuff so it wouldn't hurt her
β’ Don't talk about Riley bitch, I will fight you
β’ I like all the water dripping, good touch
β’ Joel talking construction π₯°π₯°π₯°
β’ Ok but that wallpaper in the hallway with the dead Robert, I want
β’ Well ellie you tried, but Joel is better
β’ Ellie is in fact feral, love her
β’ Give ellie her knife dammit (yes ellie I agree that was an asshole move)
β’ Ope don't mention Tommy
β’ What are they capable of?- alot ellie, alot
β’ You all talk it out but please remember I am bleeding out πππ
β’ God I love my husband
β’ Ellies shoes squishing π€’
β’ Bill and Frank π₯Ί
β’ Your watch us broken π₯²
β’ Ok but why is all the wallpaper cute in this episode?!
β’ Ellie figuring out the radio code shes so smart i love her
β’ That door (or whatever you wanna call it) was hidden perfectly omg
β’ Worst time to take a piss (hahahahaha honestly fuck that guy)
β’ Pedro's eyes π© (oh fuck wait hes fucking that guy upppp)
β’ PTSD!!!
β’ THE RADIOOOOOOOOO
β’ THE RADIO AS IT PANS OVER THE CITY AND WE HEAR INFECTED?!? so good
β’ The trailer!
β’ The city landscapes π©π©π©
β’ Frank!!!!
β’ There's no halfway with this, we finish what we started *indistinct screeching*
If you read all this PLEASE send me Joel thoughts, I wanna talk about my husband! Also if you want me to explain any of these ASK MEEEE!! Also, Also, I'll be doing this for every episode so if wanna be tagged in these just if be down ππ
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