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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#jiang cheng#Initially I wanted to do a 'Mutiny' quote to follow the 'Luck runs out' quote.#But the musical earworms demanded a different blood to be drawn. And I think it works just as well.#Alright. It's time to confess something. I really struggled with this comic. I didn't want to draw it. Then I didn't want to upload it.#Because I knew I would be here in the tags writing and backspacing for hours trying to articulate my thoughts.#I'm going to talk about death and grief in the tags today so this is your WARNING to look away if you aren't in a headspace for it.#Sometimes in media there are scenes and characters which land on topics so specific to your wounds that it reopens them all over again.#Because here's the truth. When you've known someone like this for nearly your whole life...it doesn't matter how bad the fight is.#You always think 'We'll always have time. One day this dust will settle and we'll rebuild the bridge.'#And then the fucker dies!!! He dies and suddenly there will never ever be time to repair the rift.#Someone you loved died thinking you hated them. And part of you did just a bit. But love and hate aren't mutually exclusive.#He's fucking dead and you are left with so many broken and unfinished pieces between the two of you.#Jiang Cheng loses Wei Wuxian thinking that WWX thought they hated each other.#He's a younger brother who will one day be older than the person he lost.#Who has no one else in the world who understands those feelings of love and hate and grief.#I can't be normal about this character. I don't think he even heals me. Zero catharsis to be gained here.#I just look at his sour grape ass and think 'shit that's a little too close to home.' JC is my discomfort character.#I'm probably going to regret being this vulnerable in the tags in like. An hour. So. sorry if you see this once and never again.#EDIT: Yeah sorry this took 4 hours to muster the courage to post. Surprise update!#EDIT 2: You guys were being too nice to me on my sad comic to point out the spelling error. I have fixed it now B'*)
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Juna & Everett
Dragging @tallulahchanel into the sleepover mess.
Just a reminder that part two for Let Nature Take Her Course is still coming...
“She’s your ex-wife?!” How the fuck did I not know this?! This is what I get for not researching the humans I decide to work with. “Everett, why didn’t you tell me?”
“I didn’t think it was important! Why do you care so much?!”
This made me pause. Why did I care? Wait, that’s an easy one. “Duh. This woman is literally evil. Sure, I was going to kill humans, but it was to save the planet as a whole. She just wants to kill humans so she can win the most money.”
Everett blinked at me. “I can’t believe you’re trying to pass off what you were going to do as less evil. Juna…”
But before he could continue, I turned at the sound of something breaking the ocean's surface. Namor came waltzing up to the beach, stopping when he was waist-deep in the water.
He held his hand out and called to me in Yucatec Maya. “My sunlight, why do you let the humans continue to drive you to the end? Come with me.”
“Who the hell is that?!” Everett’s voice broke the moment and it took all my self-control not to knock him over with a giant wave.
I turned towards Ev with a glare on my face and he gulped. “You know, you’re right. Why should I care? You want to deal with her evil? Fine!”
He watched as I ripped off my jacket and kicked off my boots. “Juna?”
“See you around, Agent Ross.” He winced at the formality of the title as I turned and walked into the ocean, not caring about the weight the water was putting on the jeans I was wearing. Soon, everything would be lightweight.
Namor took my hand and gave a smile to Everett, an edge to the look. “Good to meet you, Agent Ross.”
I knew Namor was gloating and at that moment, I didn’t care. Namor was right; I didn’t belong with the humans. Even after everything that happened. Maybe I should take my place at Namor’s side.
#let nature take her course#when the world is broken#nature will heal#everett ross#juna#original female character#namor
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are. are you telling me that if the romanced mage warden dies and alistair is king, he deadass stares greagoir down over her dead body and grants the circle of ferelden its autonomy after ordering it rebuilt somewhere safer. first you have to deliberately leave him behind so he won't die for you and then he does that for you once you're gone, even when you're broken up??? absolute and literal king behaviour of the highest order????? the actions speak louder than words of it all??????? I think I hauve covid
#that's the hottest thing I've ever heard I feel nuts#what an absolute chad alistair continues to be tbh there may be a day when men fail but it will not be when he's here#like I'm very sorry to the blond chantry boy repeat crowd but cullen could & would NEVER!!! they are NOT the same!!!!#dragon age#dragon age origins#alistair theirin#alistair x warden#can u imagine what it must be like to be irving standing there watching this happen. you're free and your kid is dead. congrats#tried to free her from the circle and she's the sacrificial lamb that bought the circle's freedom instead. fuck dude#it does make for a very sad kind of symmetry that every time irving tries to get clever with it he triggers a monkey's paw situation fhdskj#I am replaying the game with my new canon (mistress amell + king alistair to save him from the da:i fade choice lol)#and in doing research I found out about this and had my world rocked. I've never had my warden die before so this is new to me#(my warden isn't dying in this canon to be clear she's going to be the reason no one would dare assassinate king alistair lol#nightmare bae eminance gris behind the throne/loving and supportive partner with a fade connection and a vengeful side#she's going to be like sam vimes tiredly fending off assassins as the watch books go on except she murders a lot more people back)#the way his voice breaks in the version where they were broken up tho... sick and twisted and mean to me specifically
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#I have white envy for people who adore something specific. They can stay up all night#research and create for this with blazing eyes. And this state can last for a very long time#Last year I felt it in full#and here I am again sitting at a broken trough and taking out and keeping in safe pieces of what still can shake me ha-ha#It's not very funny when you felt what it was like. I suppose there was also pressure on top of that#but damn#I'm not a weak person so I really hope it's not the reason#Wanna run away somewhere quiet where I can do what I want to do without responsibilities that never were my responsibilities from the start#*sigh* I feel like the most boring person in the world again wheeeeze#tapadoodles
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Art for Chapter 1 of "Travel Through the Darkness" by @mariasparrow ! (Also happy late birthday🎉)
Hope you like it❤️
#i put so much detail in the door carvings and you can't see them lol#this was a good challenge for me!#ive never drawn the light from stained glass windows#and obviously there's room for improvement#but it looks decent for a first time😊#this story is SO GOOD#it has some super dark themes but it's done so tastefully#like#the themes aren't glorified#they're just a part of the world and it shows how broken it is#SUCH good lore and world building!#this fic has my favorite characterization of Hyrule❤️❤️#he and Aurora are BEANS❤️❤️#linked universe#linkeduniverse#lu fanart#the legend of zelda#loz#adventures of link#legend of Zelda 2#link#zelda#lu hyrule#lu aurora#tag by request:#this is what you look like when your survive legend of Zelda 2#lol
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"i hope you get into a clown car accident involving hammers" <- worse than death and rapes threats according to staff.
because it's directed at them and not marginalized people on their website :)
#rape mention#Or last year when i got an anon with actual nazi shit in it targeting me for being jewish and the report button was broken#That doesn't matter but someone making the most cartoonish unthreatening threat in the world is incredibly scary if#she's a trans woman!! who is reasonably mad that you've mistreated her! someone sue them Now#transmisogyny#transphobia#antisemitism
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Kingdom Hearts 0.2 Birth by Sleep - A Fragmentary Passage - The World Within
#kingdom hearts 0.2 birth by sleep a fragmentary passage#kh0.2#the world within#dwarf woodlands#realm of darkness#scenery#my gif#this world is interesting because it's so different from the rest#the sky looks like some sort of dome with triangular screens that project a broken glitchy sky#almost as if it takes place in some kind of data simulation#which i don't think is the case but it adds to the feeling of aqua's experiences here not feeling ''real''#i mean this place hardly even resembles what the original world is supposed to look like#like it changed to match aqua's psyche. forcing her to look at her own reflection and confront her own fears; doubts; guilt; and sadness#actually now that i think about it this feels extremely fitting for this world#it's like when snow white was running through the forest and was so afraid that it made the trees around her look alive and dangerous#except aqua has to wander this broken world and face her dark thoughts that take shape by looking exactly like her#she's constantly running in and out of mirrors into rooms that make no logical sense like the endless staircase and the pillar maze#there are ghostly echoes spoken in her own voice that mock her by saying no one can save her and no one wants to. it's chilling#i can't even say for sure if the phantom aquas are actually physically there or if it's all in her head#similar to how she'd see visions of terra and ven#she's such a tragic character
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Of Changing
#isat#isat loop#isat odile#in stars and time#odile looping au#like a wheel ever turning au#vibes of that au anyway#my art#Loopdile#or those vibes anyway too#wanted a new phone wallpaper so i followed the vibes#Vibes of Changing role and Change by being broken and remade worse in this case#Or death#types of death as magic tends to lead to that#Living as a memorial to the dead#living as the ghost of someone still alive#or having one foot in the grave because you dug the hole yourself#through every choice made for you by an unfeeling universe#When the world is determined to break you is there anything that's a real choice or real change?#the answer might be yes#but that yes has a few footnotes#like most things in life#if something has an easy answer then you've likely misunderstood the question - something these two know Very well
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#myart#myocs#rain world#2024 art summary#if i wasn't so distracted by thumbnails i probably would've had more big ones#i realize when im drawing i start tightening my jaw#does anyone else do that?#is that an anxiety thing or am i just broken
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Arcane Season 2 - The Base Violence Necessary for Change
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I think this shot is the most interesting part of the trailer. We see a shot of Jinx as a painting on a wall. A symbol. A leader. Her actions stand for revolution in Zaun and I think this could be an interesting expansion of Arcane’s exploration of violence and the idea that there is a base violence necessary for change.
Silco is framed as an antagonist in season 1 because of his actions against the undercity people specifically.
In act 3 he’s not the revolutionary he positioned himself as and is instead hurting the people of Zaun through his leadership. He’s doing as much to hurt topside as Vander was in act 1 (meaning nothing at all). He’s even got the sheriff working with him just like Vander, but, unlike Vander, Silco is hurting his own people to facilitate power and he’s not even fighting for that freedom he claimed to want so much.
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We see the damage his actions have wrought. We see the shimmer addicts, forgotten and exploited. We see that he's created a hierarchy rather than a community.
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And it’s contrasted with the firelights. People considered terrorists to Piltover, who do use violence to fight back against Silco and topside, and yet offer the biggest glimmer of hope. They aren’t villainized. The act of fighting back isn’t villainized and it shouldn’t be.
Because it’s not the violence in and of itself that’s the issue. It’s what that violence is used for.
The series hammers this idea home through Vander.
Vander’s staunch stance against violence is flawed as well. It comes from a good place. A desire to protect what he loves rather than destroy what he hates and it did create a time free of the death revolution brings, but it’s made it so no ground could be made to free Zaun and create a better world for the people in it. It created stagnation.
The people of the undercity are still stuck in a cycle of crushing poverty, growing up without parents, dying young due to pollution or violence wrought by desperate people or oppressive enforcers.
It didn’t move the needle because Piltover and the system in place wasn’t going to change just because the people of the undercity were playing nice.
The unrest and anger felt towards Vander for his ideal was understandable. His views on the cyclical nature of violence and the fact that if you fight you will lose people (“What are you willing to lose”) is correct, but that doesn’t make this option the ideal one.
Which brings me back to that shot in the trailer of that painting of Jinx.
Season 2 looks like it’s going to be a season of opposites and rediscovery where it flips what we expect of Jinx and Vi on its head and further explores these ideas of violence, oppression, and revolution.
And I think this season might possibly do that by reversing how Vi and Jinx reflect Vander and Silco.
In the first season the siblings were direct reflections of their respective father figures, but now they’re inversions. Jinx can become the good to be found in Silco’s ideals and Vi the pitfalls of Vander’s.
Jinx’s actions in season 1 weren’t those of a revolutionary. Her actions weren’t meant to free the people of the undercity or improve their lives. She didn’t steal the hexcrystal to bring hextech to the undercity and improve their lives and she didn’t kill the enforcers on the bridge to get rid of dirty cops. She didn’t kidnap Caitlyn for a greater cause.
But we know that Jinx isn’t only the violence she enacted. That she is “the monster they (the system and people around her) created”. Her actions weren’t heroic in the first season, but they were driven by the life that was forced upon her. Her hurt and anger are justified.
Now that she’s away from Silco, no longer a part of his machine and actively participating in his actions that were hurting the undercity, her actions and anger can take on a new light. She can rediscover herself away from his manipulations (this isn’t to say he didn’t love her but what he did and said isolated her and allowed her issues to fester) and become that symbol we see on the wall.
Jinx could be in a way what Silco could have been if he didn’t let his own self interest get in the way of his ideals. Not quite as forward thinking as Ekko or as idealistic, but still a symbol for resistance that fights for Zaun.
Whereas Vi is sort of on a path to becoming a darker reflection of Vander’s ideals.
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Vi becomes a part of the system she used to rage against.
Based on the season 2 teaser that was released in 2021–
“Nobody else needs to get hurt.”
–I think it’s likely that Vi believes she can prevent more death or can stop Piltover’s violence against the undercity if she takes Jinx in.
Vi sees herself as a protector who has failed at every turn to protect those she cares about. She lost her parents, Powder, Vander, Mylo, Claggor, etc. and she is constantly desperate to try and save what she loves and that will likely drive her decision to become an enforcer.
Vi, like Vander, wants to save what she loves and as a result isn’t going to fight back against topside. This is a much more extreme version of Vander’s ideals. Where she “compromises” in an attempt to prevent bloodshed but as a result enables (or in her case helps) the system in place.
This decision will have negative consequences (and deservedly so!) because no matter what thoughts or feelings are the driving factor in it she is still siding with her oppressors and ultimately helping the system that is the root cause of that loss and pain in the first place.
Based on the clip released at Annecy and what people have said the writers explained about Vi’s arc in season 2 it seems like Vi will be ostracized for this decision and deservedly so. She won’t belong anywhere. To the undercity she’s a traitor and to Piltover she’s nothing more than an undercity rat.
She will have lost everything. She will have no one to protect. And who is Vi if she’s not a protector?
Vi will be forced to re-evaluate who she is and what she wants. Just like Jinx, Vi will have to redefine herself when she loses everything.
I can’t wait for season 2 and what the team at Fortiche has in store for us. The way the show tackles complex themes and ideas is incredible and Vi and Jinx are some of the most compelling and complicated characters I’ve seen on tv. I’m looking forward to November.
#arcane#netflix#arcane vi#arcane jinx#arcane vander#arcane silco#In many ways Vi has idealized Zaun under Vander's leadership#because she was frozen in time when she was thrown into prison#after just losing him#and I think she never really got to process everything#which is why the breakdown#of everything she believes she is#is necessary for her arc#She needs to live in the world that has#moved on and changed#without her old ties#(and without caitlyn)#and discover what it is she wants and believes in#Vi cares#she cares a lot but she's a broken person#who never got the chance to heal#and she makes desperate impulsive decisions#as a result#she does want to make a better future for Zaun#But she doesn't know what that is#JInx on the flipside will have the chance to#rediscover the best of herself in some ways#Parts of Powder are still in there#by that I mean she still cares#She isn't a killing machine
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I like how it seems Beth Riesgraf (Parker) made a really wild impression on the Leverage creators, executive producers & network, from all the interviews...
Leverage Cast: S4 Behind The Scenes - Auditions
Beth Riesgraf: I left the [audition] room and it was one of those moments where you go down to your car and something clicks, and you really get something that you didn’t get in the room. So I walked back up and they’re like "well, he’s got about five more people to see" so I was like "oh, awesome". So I waited. John comes out of the room and I’m like [suddenly very animated] "hi! so listen!" and by the time I was done, I had him like this [grabs Timothy Hutton, who’s seated next to her, by his lapels with both hands] and I didn’t even realise, but I got so excited that I was like "no no no, just let me do it again!" and John was like, "no no no, I think you’re fine… I think you got it. I think you got the character".
LA Screening Q&A with Devlin, Rogers & Downey
Dean Devlin: Fun story with Parker is that there were two actresses who came in for the final reading for the studio. And one of the two actresses - beautiful girl, very competent actor, very good […]. But after she left, we turned to the people at the network and we said, "she’s great, we like her - this next girl’s the girl we’d really like to hire. She’s not kind of the typical girl you’d normally hire in a show like this". So then Beth [Riesgraf] came in for the audition. Didn’t say one word. Just came in- John Rogers: None of this "hi, I’m here", yeah. Dean: She just read in character, and then walked out of the room. At which point the head of TNT turned to me and said, [whispering] "is she… crazy?". [normal voice] I said, "I don’t know, but I love her". John: Her hair was in her face, remember? She came in and did like, the crazy, angry, just-hates-everyone Parker.
The way these link up so well is so funny to me & it gives such a hilarious picture of the Parker audition process.
#leverage#beth riesgraf#parker leverage#john rogers#dean devlin#wren speaks#leverageposting#in summary -#riesgraf: yeah i probably made a weird first impression oops#devlin & rogers: she made a weird first impression so we brought her in again. and she was weird again. so obviously we hired her#i do hate when ppl call parker crazy but then these are the same ppl who made the ep where parker says she *was never crazy* (white rabbit)#so ig they dont Mean It Like That. & they also call her 'broken' but never mean it as 'she needs to be Made Neurotypical' or that shes#missing something in that way. but rather that the world has hurt her & that she needs her found family & that she gets to heal.#plus theyre saying riesgraf seemed crazy here too and im sure they dont mean to offend their actors either lol. so yk. botd.
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wibey update. the lil freak that got stuck in inspektas computer. someone wasnt very happy about being left there❤️ post inspekta de-ascension someones got a few bones to pick. and this time she WONT be forgotten about.
#great god grove oc#bizzyboys#shes my little freak. i imagine post game its her time to shine.#. completely takes over the grove filling it with her tech and most importantly Her. each screen showing Her face .#who the grove Forgot. who the grove Abandoned. TRY DOING THAT NOW!! when shes EVERYWHERE.#her glasses in her post computer design being broken still is symbolic.#looking at her like if she can create all this why wont she fix her own glasses?#BECAUSE SHE REFUSES TO FIX THE THINGS THAT CLOUD HER VISION#so convinced the world hates her she became that thing to hate.#ggg oc#ggg bizzyboys
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thinking about how anaris turns elves into demons
it’s not a possession
they become demons
that’s fucking insane
#da:v spoilers#datv spoilers#veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#i think the ama mentioned the ‘elves were spirits’ reveal was supposed to come from Bellara’s arc#and that is a remnant of that#which makes sense#but also holy shit the implication that modern elves are still similar enough to the ancients#that you can in fact corrupt them as you would a spirit#like this is where I wish we had more solas convos#because oh my god what does he think of that#does it imply an embodied elf (him) could return to a spirit form?#if nothing else - how does it complicate his feelings about the modern elves#with an inky that doesn’t get solas to see the value of the modern world#does this revelation that modern elves have the same metaphysical qualities as spirits sway him?#and when he does see the value of modern Thedas how does that complicate his guilt#because maybe this world isn’t as broken as he feared#(maybe his killing of mythal really was for nothing and he’s betrayed himself)
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Happy bday to Elden Ring!!!
My headcanon for Goldmask and Corhyn! My thoughts in the tags for those who don't want spoilers. :3) Process video on TikTok.
#digital#human artist#elden ring#im posting again yay!!#im also on TikTok now so if any of y'all like that app im gawkiart on there!#anyways#headcanon!#i like to think corhyn#obviously#had no idea what he was getting into because he was SO FUCKING STOKED FOR THIS ADVENTURE#AND HE WAS ALSO SUPER INVESTED AND IN AWE OF GOLDMASK#but in the end#both of their worlds crumbled#literally and mentally#corhyn basically got his heart broken when he learned GOLDMASK isn't perfect!??#really high expectations what can u do#and goldmask tried for the longest time to hold his composure but in the end really wore him out#uhg#well I mean he wore himself out#possibly to death and I feel like Corhyn died of a broken heart before his actual demise#it was my first ending because I just loved their dynamic so much
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yippee!! got permission from @tai-janai to doodle what i think heroic tower might look like since she's been living in my mind rent free. in the same way base tower is the most divine of the vessels, i imagine heroic tower might be the most heroic of the heroines? so naturally, knight centaur! protector of the forest! big beautiful woman who will run at you vv fast parry this you filthy casual etc etc
also bonus spectre bullying doodle
#this is NOT heroic tower propaganda btw im not voting for her next loop lmao#but oooo im so so so so excited to see her actual design and compare#really hoping im super off cos it'll be funny (+ more of a surprise!)#and oughhh i'm so excited for her route im kicking my legs thinking abt it#hunted broken's sheer existence implies the need to dodge her which leads me to believe we'll fight again#but tai also said smth that implies he might love her...?#would it be like the end of the den route where the voices realize she's also suffering? or is it a begrudging admiration for her?#is he a tsundere????? is that it????#putting them in a snowglobe and shaking them. god forbid what'll happen when i finally get to see them. the world will explode likely#♡. scribbles#the tower#slay the heroine
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Crazy issues that come up when a character is written a little too well
#yay story time comic nobody asked for#funnily enough i will NEVER play undertale on the computer because of this#my first exposure to undertale was jacksepticeye and i am glad i didn't opt to play the game myself at the time#flowey closing the game and then the broken start up cutscene was bad enough just WATCHING it#and i STILL have to watch that chara thing at the end with a far distance from my screen and the volume down#not because of the scary face but because of the violin noise that sounds like its a repeating tone rather than a loop#and then of course the window hopping around#am also very glad i was spoiled about the spamton mercy win before i tried it myself#am slightly worried about future deltarune chapters but at least now i'm anticipating it#anyway remember when i tagged that one post ''i'm scared of computers and it's a monkey's fault''#now you know :3#i really wanted this done on thursday#and apparently dawn's brain says friday doesn't happen until after i fall asleep#so now i am awake and it is 4:30 and i hear birds chirping so nighty night#((or good morning))#yay comic :D i was right this did help a lot with getting some program familiarity#it's not the greatest paneling in the world but it's good for now#idk if i should really tag him or not#but uh#spamton#deltarune#spamton enjoyers i am so sorry#i am terrified of him only because he does his job in the story very well
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