#when i get into something. i get really passionate about it pfftt

[havockingboo]

gah i love monkey wrench so much it’s genuinely astounding to me that before I really got into it, i was struggling with art block and well any inspiration to draw or do anything! Then BOOM episode 2 came out and I’ve never been so active in a fandom in my life HAHA

me @ monkey wrench

I see an amazing indie animation with cool characters with really fun designs, sci-fi space adventure and funny shenanigans with a storyline that’s got me invested and i just floor it

im so excited to see the expansion of all sorts of worlds cause AH ITS SPACE!! ALIENS!! THE POSSIBILITIES ARE ENDLESS!! anything could happen and that what makes me so excited to see more RAAAAAHH!!

[hyakki59]

Eren x Reader - Camping

(I don't own the picture)

You and Eren had decided to go for camping. Armin, Annie, Mikasa, Jean, Connie and Sasha would also come too. So, in other words it was a trip for the pairs.

All of you had gone for camping with Connie's mini van, so he was the one that was driving. Once you found a good place to camp in the nature, you started to explore the area.

You placed many things out there, like chairs, your bags etc, but the work wasn't really done. You needed to make your tents. You were having four tents each for every pair. You and Eren started fixing your own.

As you were setting up the tent, Eren looked at you and gave you a sly look raising his eyebrows two-three times continuously. With that look it was like he was saying 'this is *our* tent', you know, implying kinky stuff. You answered him with a grimace, just to tease him and then giggled.

After you all finished with the tents, you finally sat down to take a breath. All of you sat with a sigh because you got tired.

"What about eating something guys?"

Jean asked exhausted sitting on one of the chairs, with his legs outstretched. You all answered with an tired voice a 'yeahhhh'.

You put down the grass a big tablecloth, like picnic, and brought out from your bags your food that you had in boxes.

Once you had a good time having fun, talking and also eating, Armin brought out of his bag many mini chocolates.

"Guys, I brought some chocolates with me"

You all answered with 'Ohhh!!' and 'yeahh!!!'

"Sweets from a really sweet boy"

Annie said to Armin with a smile. That made Armin to blush and look away. Sasha really took a dive towards chocolates.

"Oii!!"

Connie shouted at her, catching her from her waist to pull her back. You all took mini chocolates to your hands. Eren approached you, opening his mouth, wanting you to feed him the chocolate. You unfolded the wrapping around the chocolate and placed it on Eren's mouth. When Eren closed his mouth, his lips touched your fingers. Once he chewed a little, he gave a kiss to your cheek.

The time passed with you relaxing either on the grass either on the chairs. Eren, specifically, was resting on a chair. He had leant back very much on the chair, with his head also leaning back. All his weight was on the chair's back and that caused something that he wasn't expecting. Eren fell backward with widen eyes. A cracking sound came from the chair and a 'bam' from Eren's falling. The fall caused him to lift up his legs. All of you got startled because of the noise, your heads turning at him.

"Eren!!!"

You shouted worryingly and approached him quickly. The others who first got shocked, started laughing, especially Connie and Jean were laughing, almost having tears.

"Are you okay?"

You asked Eren, trying to help him standing up. You put your palm behind his head.

"Yeah, I'm okay"

He said quietly trying to stand up. Connie and Jean continued to laugh like crazy with pulling each other's shirts and shaking each other because of the laughs.

"HOW DID YOU FELL LIKE THAT"

Jean said laughing, the question made Connie to laugh even more by hitting the grass with his fist.

"Oi!! Shut up you idiots!!!"

Eren shouted annoyed by the other two, standing up at the same time. The others also started to ask Eren 'are okay' or 'are you hurt'

"Did you got hurt anywhere, Eren?"

You asked him, touching with your hand his cheek and then his shoulder, checking him if he was okay.

"Yeah, I'm okay, Y/N, I didn't got hurt"

He said giving you a small smile and cupping with his hand the back of your hand. Luckily, nothing bad happened to him. But, you recalled in your mind his falling. And for some odd reason it was starting to get funny in your head

"Pfftt"

You let out, trying to hold your smile, but then laughed.

"What?! Did you just laugh?"

Eren said having an expression like he had faced betrayal. You turned your back at him and covered your mouth with the back of your hand. You let out a little laugh. Then all of you started to laugh out loud, you personally were feeling bad, but couldn't hold yourself. Eren couldn't believe it, looking all of you bemused, but because of your laughs, he let out a little laugh too.

~°~°~°~°~

The time passed with all of you playing cards or board games. The night had already reached the sky for quite while.

It didn't took long for you to head towards your tents.

"Goodnight!" " 'Night!" "Νight"

You were all saying to each other

"Be good kids tonight, guys, don't be very nasty"

Jean said

"We will think about it"

Annie added, Armin getting embarrassed for no reason. Connie answered with an 'ohhhh'.

You and Eren entered your tent, and while you were kneeling down in order to lay, Eren said

"I can't really believe that you laughed when I fell earlier"

"I'm sorry, baby, I wasn't supposed to be mean."

You said as you both laid down, cupping his face and caressed his cheek with your thumb. It was though a wrong thing for him to say. The fall was recalled again in your mind. You tried to hold yourself with having a straight face, but a 'ghmm' let out from you.

"What?! Are you still laughing?!"

Eren said and started to tickle your sides and belly with his arms. That caused you to finally let out your laugh.

"Will you laugh at me again?"

Eren told you still tickling you. You on the other hand were holding his arms and moving your head right and left, laughing.

"Noooo"

You said between laughs

"No?"

Eren asked and shoved his arms inside your shirt and continued tickling you, touching your skin. That caused you to laugh even more, having your eyes closed and hiting your legs because of the tickling.

The game suddenly stopped when you both heard something. A constantly moaning was coming from a woman's voice and also you could heard the sound from a tent's moving. You and Eren looked each other suprised with widen eyes.

"Someone is having sex"

Eren told you

"I know I can hear that"

You said with a surprising face, having your hand near your mouth. A silence from both of you followed but Eren broke it

"Maybe we should..too..."

Eren told you, his arm that was still inside your shirt traveled to your lower back.

"What? Eren, no. That would be embarrassing"

You said to him with a somehow worrying expression.

"Why not? The others don't do a bad thing"

He added starting to caress your lower back

"Well, I know.. But it's still embarrassing with the others here..."

You said to him but Eren wasn't giving up. He grabbed your waist with passion and gave many kisses first your lips, then jawline, neck, collarbone.

"No Eren, don't do that to me. You know I can't resist"

You told him escaping from his grasp and turned your back at him. With that way, you hadn't only turned your back at him but also your ass.

"And I also I can't resist to what I'm seeing"

You have been enclosed with a predator. His eyes were shining. His fingers were like claws. He attacked you, shoving his hands at the sides of your butt and colliding his hips with your butt again. He also attacked your neck, starting sucking it. That was making you dizzy.

"Ah Eren, stop. I don't want the others to hear us.. Please"

You said trying to release his grip by grabbing his hands. Eren though wasn't listening, continuing his work. You started to move your body in order to be free and you managed to turn a little towards his side and you pushed his chest lightly.

"What?"

Eren asked with frowned face. He noticed from your face that you didn't want to go any further. He laid on his back with a frowning face, putting an arm behind his head to rest his head.

"I'm sorry baby.."

You said approaching him, resting an arm at his chest. Your body was supported on your other arm and specifically your elbow. You were looking down at Eren. He was looking elsewhere still with a frowning face.

"Don't be mad at me.. I love ya"

You told him and leant down to give him a small kiss at his lips. That soften his expression but he was still looking away.

"Once we return home, we will do many things.."

You said to him trying to make his mood and did circles on his chest with your index finger.

"Mm?"

Eren did, looking this time at you with a raising eyebrow like it captured his interest.

"What kind of things?"

He asked you. Also, with the way you were sitting, your boobs' line was visible, so Eren's eyes was going from your eyes to your lower view.

"Many nice things..."

You said still your finger doing circles on his chest

"...doing them all day"

You added

"All day?"

Eren asked smirking

"Mhmm"

You did, nodding and smiling. Then you leant down to give him a small kiss again.

"What was that? I didn't felt that"

Eren told you teasingly. You smiled and leant down again to kiss him, but this time Eren grabbed the back of your head to press you down to stand still and not to go away. He shoved his tongue inside your mouth and his tongue started to fight with yours. With his other hand he pressed your body down on him and then continued with caressing your ass. He was really not giving up. Heat started to raise in your body. Once you took apart, both of you were heavy breathing.

"Maybe.. we could continue this.."

You said to Eren. His eyes opened wide and grabbed your one leg and put it to his side, which caused you to sat on him. He put his arms on your thighs.

"But! In one condition! We have to be quiet!"

You whispered-shouted at Eren, putting a finger in front of his lips, like you were saying to him to be quiet. He nodded three times quickly

"Yes, baby, we will"

He said with an enthusiasm.

Indeed both of you had a special camping night.

~°~°~°~

The next morning you all went out from the tents with bedheads. When all of you gathered Jean said

"Someone was trying to make babies yesterday night"

"I bet it was Eren, he's unrestrained"

Armin added

"Oii!!"

Eren shouted

"Well.."

Eren was to about to say, rubbing the back of his neck with his hand but you hit his arm with your elbow.

"Someone was louder yesterday"

Eren managed to say

"I bet Jean didn't try anything funny, his ass would be kicked by Mikasa"

Eren added

"Huh!! What makes you think that, idiot?!"

Jean said angrily preparing his fist but Mikasa stopped him with putting down his arm.

"It wasn't us"

Mikasa said calmy

"So the loud ones turn out to be..."

Annie said looking at Connie and Sasha. All of you looked at them. Connie and Sasha hadn't said a word and were looking both elsewhere, playing dumb.

"Ahhh!! I see!! My besties got wild yesterday!!!"

Jean said and wrapped his arms around Sasha and Connie, teasing them. All of you then continued your day, preparing something to eat and also to drink.

Well what an interesting camping was that.

[wherearemyglassesbro]

Omg omg omg omg everyone be quiet right now thank you @heyheyjay for THIS

For starters, it would absolutely have a very negative effect on Fran’s relationship with Arthur. He’s aware it’s irrational and his feelings are based on personal issues but having his rival/friend/lover defend a murderer? And have that murderer get away? Oh no, Fran would probably not talk to him for awhile after. Not because he’s mad AT Arthur, he just has to sort out his own feelings. He’s a complex guy and his feelings are like balls of colored yarn all tangled together. He has to take time to sort it all out and come to a conclusion. “I am not upset with you. I am upset with the outcome of that trial. I would like for us to go back to being friends again...If that’s alright...” he’s still closed off for awhile but eventually, he’ll open back up and go back to normal, the incident not forgotten but forgiven

The first two times Arthur saw Francis in a murder trial setting were VERY different. The first time, he was still somewhat of a rookie. He had gone up against Francis twice now in court and won both times. Now he wanted to study his way of speaking, his organization, his body language, that kind of stuff. So he sat in the crowd, off to the side out of the field of vison for the prosecutors booth.

Francis carried himself the same as usual. Confident and proud, speaking passionately on behalf of the victim, appealing to the jury. He did everything by the book and to be honest? Arthur was impressed. It was different watching him from the crowd than it was from the defense booth.

When Francis lost the trial, even Arthur was shocked. He watched him stiffly pack his papers away and leave the courtroom in a hurry. It was strange behavior for sure, something that he’d never seen before. Instead of his classic smile, he sported a frown and a look in his eyes that Arthur couldn’t place. To be nice, he caught up with him in the hallway “Look, I know I’m probably the last person you want to talk to but I want to let you know, you did fantastic in there. I don’t know how on earth you lost that-“ “Leave me alone, Kirkland” Francis all but shoved past him, making a beeline for his car. Arthur could hear the squeal of his tires from inside the courthouse

That was not the loud, extravagant Francis he knew. That was someone else, someone sad and angry...Maybe Francis was more complex than he thought (Spoiler alert: Yes. He is)

The second time he witnessed a loss, he was far closer with the Frenchman. He knew his mannerisms and his body language. The two were teetering on the edge of being in a relationship or just being super close friends. Francis didn’t want Arthur to go to this trial but he insisted “It’s my day off. I’ll come support you and we can go to lunch afterwards. No big deal. I like seeing you in court” Francis was reluctant but had him sit in the second row anyways for moral support

Again, he did everything right. Arthur was criticizing the defense in his head ‘you dolt, you’re talking too much. It’s giving Francis the upper hand’. Of course he wanted Francis to win. Even as a defense attorney himself, he knows a guilty face when he sees one. He’s once again shocked when Francis loses

This time he notices how his hands shake, clenching and unclenching. There’s tension in his shoulders, the mask of confidence gone from his face. He was fighting to suppress a frown, swallowing around the lump of guilt in his throat

Francis apologized to his clients when the court was released, hugging them and shaking their hands, promising paperwork in the mail....yadda yadda. Arthur noticed how tired he looked, the way his shoulders now sagged in defeat

“You did great out there love” “I don’t need your pity, Arthur” “I’m not pitying you. You did everything right” “Apparently not”

Arthur led him to the parking lot, cupping his cheeks when they were out of the public eye “I know how it feels to lose something big like this. It stings, I know. However, it isn’t the end of the world”

“‘It isn’t the end of the world’? Are you kidding me? You’ll never-! Forget it. I’m going home” “Francis? We were-“ “I don’t care about lunch” and with that, he got in his car and sped off, tires screeching once again

Arthur is invited over for dinner later on, Francis apologizes for the way he reacted and Arthur assures him that it was no big deal. He expresses his emotions differently than Arthur does and he is still getting used to it! And this is Francis’s first relationship since Jeanne so he’s still re-learning how to open up about more serious or intense feelings. There’s a learning curve for them both.

So I also I think I’m gonna talk about Jeanne again cause I WAS gonna have a single post dedicated to her effect on Fran and Art’s relationship but I think lll....Just go over it here. There is a small fic at the end but I can’t even really call it that, it’s 2 paragraphs of text lol so yeah :)

More under the cut cause this is getting long and I feel bad clogging your dashes :0

So Art knew about Jeanne before he really knew Francis personally. Before he goes up against prosecutors, he asks Eliza about them and their argument styles, stuff like that. She advised him to stay away from murder trials if Fran managed to get his hands on one and since he didn’t know about Jeanne he was like ‘pfftt what? You think I can’t take him?’ And she was like ‘No...He can’t take you’ oh...

Eliza told him like...The bare minimum. Francis’s girlfriend was killed behind a small party store and he was the one who discovered her body. That’s all he knew about it

But when he and Fran started to get serious relationship-wise Francis decided to sit him down to have a talk with him, pouring his heart out to him after a long, draining day at the courthouse:

// Uhhhh tw for the rest for death mention and description of finding Jeanne after her death. Like...blood and all so if that makes you uncomfortable: this is your warning :0 //

“We dated for five years. From eight grade to twelfth...It was like we were joined at the hip. We were always together wether it be baking in the kitchen, studying at the library, going to the movies or attending church camp. We did it all together. Hell...In highschool, we were voted ‘cutest couple’ every year. She was my date for every school dance and she would have been my prom date too if... If she had lived” Francis choked out a sad laugh “She had the most beautiful dress picked out and I had a suit to match. She was so excited about it...”

“That day was my nightmare. I relive that day over and over again in my dreams, thinking about everything I could have done to prevent that outcome. I should have taken her to the store earlier. I should have gone in with her. I shouldn’t have answered the phone and gotten distracted when my friend called. She was in there for forty minutes just to grab some streamers and a bag of candy for a piñata... When I went in to look for her she wasn’t there. I looked around, called her name, called her phone...no answer. The cashier helped me look too as I started getting worried. In the bathrooms, the stock room, the janitors closet, behind the refrigerators...All that was left was the rear exit. She didn’t go out there right? No...that was unlike her...” tears started to slowly make their way down his cheeks “When we pushed the door open, I remember seeing the pool of blood right there on the ground and thinking it was just a puddle. How wrong was I. My legs moved on their own, I rounded the corner and there she was. Her hair was covered in blood from the gash across her temple, her favorite floral blouse ripped and dirty. Her purse was gone. She was just laying there on the dirty, cold asphalt” Francis shook his head, rubbing his face as the memory replayed once more

“Out of the corner of our eyes, the cashier and I saw the perpetrator and he chased him down, catching him and sitting on him until the police arrived. I called them...I don’t even remember making the call but I distinctly remember them telling me not to touch her- not to mess with the ‘evidence’. I didn’t listen. I sat in the pool of blood and held her until the ambulance arrived, petting her hair as she slowly went cold in my arms...Praying that just maybe she’d make it. They were too late. I was too late.”

“What was it all for, you ask? That evil son of a bitch wanted her money. She only had $10 on her that day. He killed her over $10! And after all of my pain, her family’s suffering, that fucker got to walk free after two years? Two years! It isn’t fair at all. I don’t mean to ramble too much but before you and I become anything too serious I just- I need you to know about her. She made me who I am today, she’s the reason I practice law, she’s always here with me” he clutched his cross necklace in his shaky hand “Just because I still love her does not mean I love you any less, Arthur. I will always be here for you but at the same time, I will be there for her. I’ll still visit her grave and her parents...I’ll have her picture on the mantle...”

Arthur reached out to rest a hand on the blond’s arm. This was a new side of Francis he hadn’t seen before. Sure he knew about Jeanne by now, he had seen her picture in Francis’s apartment. He knew the other took the two hour trip up north to visit Jeanne’s grave and her family every other month. He knew she was important to him but he had never heard the full story like this before. He truly didn’t know the extent of the damage that day had done “I understand, dear. If Jeanne is important to you, she’s important to me. She’ll always have a place here with us” he assured, pulling Francis in to hug him against his chest to let him cry “I don’t think I can begin to express how badly I feel for you. But you can always confide in me, I’ll be here because I lo-like you a lot. I want you to be open with me. This...is a lot to bottle up” Francis nodded and wiped his eyes as Arthur brushed his curls out of his face “If it isn’t overstepping any boundaries, maybe I could come up north with you next time you go to visit her?”

“I...I think I’d like that. I’ve already told her and her family about you. I’m sure they’d love to meet you”

———

Well I hope that wasn’t bad! I haven’t written in a fic format in uhhh hehe a year or so so...yeah! Anyways! Yup! That’s all for now :) ❤️ thanks for reading this far if y’all did!!!!

((Looking back I hate the formatting of the ficlet thingy but tbh there’s not much I can do about it now :) ))

[cinnamonbunsenburner]

Love of a Billion Stars *Oikawa Tooru x reader Soulmate au*

- When you’ve heard of the concept of soulmates at school you were 8, you practically glowed with delight thinking that you probably have one of your own. Probably also thinking that it was ‘very easy’ to ‘feel’ if your soulmate was nearby.

- Lmao you believed that there was some sorta radar of something, or a bell that will go off if your soulmate moved

- *they’re not a dog y/n-chan wtf*

- But boy were you wrong 

- Then came your 16th birthday, the day you were supposed to have your mark that will give you a glimpse of what your soulmate likes in general. And on your 17th birthday, had you still not have found them, another mark will appear on your dominant hand

- You were imagining their symbol to be some sort of representation of who they are as a person, their inspirations in life, their dream career, and all that motivational shit

- To your surprise and demise, you were let down. Not really.. but the mark was very general and vague, and was NOT a symbol/ mark that will motivate you in moving through this life

- bread.

- fucking bread.

- what the fuck. 

- How in the world did you have to pair up your soul with someone who’s life inspiration was fucking bread

- What, did you need to go to France or shit to scavenge hunt your soulmate?

- ....

- no, y/n, you are not gonna think that that’s a good idea.

- no.

- Anyways

- Needless to say, you were quite irritated because how could you find someone that likes bread when literally everyone can like bread?! It’s very vague and looking for a person that has their life encompassed by a singular type of bread *milk bread to be exact* is very difficult considering that almost everyone likes that bread

- Fast forward to the time of your 17th birthday, you woke up with a dash of hope that maybe, JUST MAYBE, this soulmate of yours loves something else that’s more specific than a freaking piece of delicious milk bread.

- Alas you were surprised that this milk bread s/o of yours has their life revolved around volleyball!

- YEY they’re not completely as weird as you’d think they’d be lmao

- But, who were you to judge when you don’t even know what your mark was on them

- Maybe it was weirder than a piece of food

- Maybe it was a cow or dog or a fish 

- *very weird y/n, very weird indeed*

- The next day was a school day and you woke up bright and early, eager to hunt for your soulmate 

- You’re a third year at Seijoh and were quite popular because people thought your mark was  ‘intriguing’ *pfft* 

- anddddd because you’re gorgeous as heck ;]]

- Admirers flocked you, thinking that they might be your soulmate 

- They showed you their mark that was also some kind of pastry and that you guys paired ‘cause they also liked the pastry that was on the pack of your hand

- *you have like a line of milk bread bois at your disposal and it was kind of annoying so you give a different excuse every single time they try to confess to you. Such a player, y/n-chan*

- “l/n-san! I’ve heard that your mark was milk bread and I love that! Look, I have your *insert your favourite pastry* as my mark”

- *you were surprised because it was the first time that someone actually came up to you with your favourite pastry. But you were NOT feeling this dude. 

- C’mon, where’s the zing you were expecting and- and the slow motion eye contact-- thE ROMANCE?! Honestly, you were about to say yes ya’ll were soulmates BUT the gut feeling says that this was not it

- “Uh, sorry.. I’m lactose intolerant”

- *nice excuse y/n-chan, v v convincing*

- Then you just skrrt skrrt away ‘cause you may have a fan base but you were NOT gonna comfort that guy who’s borderline looking that he was gonna cry- nope; in the middle of the hallway, of all places. Gee, theatre boys are different

- In the back of your mind, you thought that the theatre dude was just acting that out in hopes of guilt tripping you. 

- trust issues, m8, trust issues are present because of these thoughts acCKK

- You sighed to yourself and went spy ninja sneak sneak towards the Aoba Johsai VBC, hoping that someone there might be your soulmate

- ‘cause you were v v tired of the self-proclaimed milk bread bois that was your fan club 

- But, you didn’t expect much once you were at the gym because there’s literally thousands of people in the vbc industry that might potentially like milk bread 

- You were thinking of maybe going out of town to hunt for your soulmate but you thought that you were probably gonna get strangled by your parents at how much money you were going to spend for finding a person

- *yes, you were getting desperate because you wanna FINALLY stop at being a third wheel when your friends were with their s/o*

- and maybe because you just want to hog someone else’s sweater and clothes and to do the premarital hand-holding oop

- ...

- You peeked inside the gym doors and was startled when this guy’s serve slammed to their opponent’s court 

- You’ve watched a couple volleyball matches when the second mark appeared to learn your soulmate’s passion. Awee

- And you just know that that killer serve could knock you out

- It was as if the universe was playing some sort of joke to you that his next serve landed out of bounds and rebounded towards your direction

- You shrieked in a banshee-like manner and moved out of the way just in time

- ‘I just saw my life flash before my eyes holy shit. So that’s what it feels like huh’

- While you were lost in your thought for a moment, a tall *and beautiful as fuck* guy went out the door and approached your still shocked form

- “Oh! Didn’t see you there. Sorry about that, my bad”. the tall guy said, rubbing his nape sheepishly, his eyes naturally falling on the hand that you raised up to tuck a strand of your hair behind your ear

- “Uh.. no! It was on me. ‘cause I was spying- I mean sight seeing-- UH WATCHING you guys play hahaha” *real smooth y/n, v v smooth*

- He promptly reached down for the ball near his feet and you got a glimpse of his dominant hand

- His mark was a star constellation,,, your favourite star constellation and beside that was a symbol of your dream career

- “Hey, quick question... do you like bread?”

- The tall guy looked down at you and grinned his pretty boy grin *damn you is whipped.*

- *your gut feeling was going haywire holy shit*

- “Why of course beautiful stranger! Milk bread to be exact ‘cause my mom bakes it so deliciously”, tall guy said

- You’re heart flipped and skipped a beat-- scratch that, your heart skipped a whole nth of beats that you might as well be dead

- “We have a practice match going on right now, my lovely fan. If you have something to give me, you can still wait until later! Wouldn’t want to be punched by Iwa-chan again..”

- And with that, he turned away to go inside the gym once again

- “Cassiopeia..” you muttered loud enough for him to hear as he passed by you

- “Sorry?”, he stopped in his tracks and turned to you with a shocked look on his face

- “Cassiopeia” you repeated once more, with a shaky voice. “It’s the constellation on your hand, right?”

- Oikawa, with his popularity, had been approached by plenty of his admirers, often claiming that they love astronomy and that they knew what kind of constellation his mark bears

- But when he asked them with his usual flirty voice he perfected to please the people around him, that person stammers and just said a random planet of some sort

- ‘does this look like a planet to you-’ he thought and never had he faked a smile more than when admirers fake their interest in astronomy to get close to him

- While he does admire all the courage and effort they put in confessing to him, he also hates the fact that they give him this silver lining of hope that he finally has someone whom he can connect with emotionally as they both have a piece of each others’ soul

- So when you uttered the correct kind of constellation, he was frozen

- His mind ran miles per second, all of it consisting of ‘what ifs’ and ‘too good to be true’

- Both of you stared at each other, heart’s unknowingly beating as fast as the other

- “Oi Shittykawa, what’s taking you so long-”

- “Iwa-chan, take charge for me will you?”

- “What? Coach’ll get mad you know!”

- “Just sub someone in”

- Iwaizumi stalked closer to you guys and was prepared to beat Oikawa’s ass off but before he could assault his lame best friend,

- “Code star, iwa-chan.”

- The buff ace froze in his actions and promptly nodded silently and closed the gym doors

- The bestfriends talked before about what they’d do if they found their respective soulmates. Iwaizumi proclaimed that it was rather childish of Oikawa to have a ‘secret code’  just because his nerdy best friend believed that the aliens might take away his soulmate once they finally find them 

- Though oddly enough, the shorter male agreed to this *pfftt*

- Finally alone, never once had you both took your eyes away from each other.

- “Uh- are you- are we?” You gestured to the two of you

- “I- I think so??” Oikawa flushed, he was NOT used to being all blushy around people, esp since he has a large fanbase

- Ya’ll were awkward as shit lmao, its adorable

- “... You want some milk bread at the convenience store nearby?” 

- You yelled at yourself internally, ‘WTF BRAIN?! COULD”VE BEEN A COFFEE IN A COFFEE SHOP JFC I am overheating sm’

- He gave you one of the softest smiles he himself never thought he could unintentionally do

- “I’d love that!”

[sohin-ace]

Mista - Laundry

This is cross-posted from Wattpad and available on AO3.

Enjoy~

You had taken it upon yourself ever since you joined Passione that you'd take care of chores as much as you could since the gang, children as they were, could be quite messy.

You didn't want someone like Bruno to take responsibility of something as trivial as chores when he was already so busy.

He, as well as the boys were grateful of your helpfulness, and even though nobody asked you, you still whole heartedly put yourself at work for everyone. You really loved the gang like your own family so it was only natural for you.

You really were like the mom friend of the group, which was well appreciated by your Capo, who could only understand your position.

"Oh my God Y/N! What did you do to my shirt?! It smells so good!" Narancia squealed one day when he found you in one of the hallways.

"Oh, nothing special," You chuckled. "I guess it's just the detergent." You stated humbly while playing with the straps on his top. "How do you like it?"

"It's soooo soft and way more comfy than before!" He felt the fabric on his chest as if to emphasize his words. "Thank you so muuuch, I love you!"

"Huh? Giorno what happened?" You grabbed the blonde's arm and lifted it to inspect the material of his shirt that was tearing up at the seams. "Your sleeve is all torn up."

He glanced at it and widened his eyes in surprise. Aw, too bad, he really liked that shirt and now it was ruined.

"Hm? Oh.. I guess it was a particularly rough fight. Damn it..."

You could hear the defeated undertone in his voice and you gently smiled at him. "It's okay, give it to me, I'll sew it up for you."

"Really?" He blinked at you before sighing lightly. "Thank you, Y/N. Pardon me for the trouble..."

"Don't be sorry Giogio, it's fine! We wouldn't want to have such pretty clothes in bad conditions, now, would we?"

Thankful towards you, he gently grabbed your hand and kissed the back of it before walking away to change clothes.

Those were the kind of occurences that happened ever since you joined. Your addition to the team made their daily life easier and much more pleasant.

It also didn't help that you were so selfless and kind to all of them that even Abbachio quickly warmed up to you, seeing how similar you were to Bucciarati.

As much as the boys were nagged here and there to actually help out and not let the same person do chores everyday, you were fine with volunteering when you weren't on a mission and had free time.

You were happy to help your boys out and never really had any problems with that. Not until one particular day.

You were finally putting away the laundry that had been drying in the sun all day. You hummed a little song as you lifted the basket and walked inside, starting to sort each member's clothes out and fold every piece carefully, as you always did.

Over time, you learnt to recognize each member's more or less iconic clothes and knew them by heart, whether it was Abbachio's black everything, Narancia's precious collection of Band T-shirts or Giorno's silken and golden ensembles.

As Mista was passing by the living room to get food for the Sex Pistols, he saw you picking out a familiar pair of briefs. He gasped, blushing instantly and ran towards you, snatching the piece away from your hands.

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING Y/N?!" You jumped and almost screeched in fright at his sudden booming voice.

"OH MY GOD!!" You put a hand over your nearly exploding heart. "Mista you scared the living shit out of me!"

"What do you think you're doing with my underwear ??!!!" He yelled at you in a mix of anger and embarassment, a furious blush dusting his face and ears.

"I-I'm... What do you mean? I'm doing the laundry...?" You squeaked, still shaken by his sudden outburst.

"No no no no no!!! NO! NO! You don't understand! You can't do that! You can't just- I don't want you fiddling with my stuff like that!!" He pursued, scolding you almost, like you were guilty of some crime.

"Huh? Why not?" You asked in confusion. "It's fine, It's just me. I'm not gonna judge you- Look, I'm doing everyone's laundry, it's nothi-"

You were about to lift a random piece of underwear to prove your point, which happened to be Bucciarati's lace bralette, but he cut you off, scoffing as you didn't seem to understand the problem.

"No no no, Y/N my girl." He started making adamant and frustrated hand gestures. "It's EMBARASSING! Would you like it if I was handling your panties?!"

"I-I mean..." You stuttered a bit, flustered by the whole ordeal and not knowing what to tell the poor guy. "If I didn't want you seeing my panties, I'd do my own laundry..."

He froze for a second and he swore he heard the Pistols snicker somewhere. Oh shit, you had a point. He paused, having nothing to come back at you.

"B-but... If you want... I can tell Bruno, or anyone, to do your laundry... If it's what's bothering you, I'll just stop touching your stuff..."

Mista then calmed down and watched your defeated expression. He realized he was a bit too harsh on you over nothing and must have hurt you.

"W-wait Y/N, uh..."

"No, no, I understand." You dismissed him. "You're a man, I'm a woman, I should keep my boundaries. You're right."

You lifted the small pile of his underwear that you neatly folded beforehand and shoved it surprisingly gently to his chest.

He grabbed it while still looking at your dejected self. He started to regret going ham on you. You were only trying to help, after all.

"Wait, no- that's not it..."

It's just that he didn't want the girl he was crushing on witnessing some things. He wanted to impress you, and for you to see him at his best shot.

And you knowing that he owned underwear with 'Lucky you' or 'This gun has perfect aim' printed in bold fonts right over the crotch was definetely not the best way to proceed.

"It's okay, Mista... I'm sorry if I invaded your privacy."

"No, Y/N! Listen-"

"What's going on here? Oh Guido, you finally decided to help." Bucciaratti came in and saw you both.

"Actually Bruno, Mista doesn't feel comfortable when I sort out his underwear, so... Could you maybe-"

"Huh?" Bruno raised an annoyed eyebrow at his gunman. "Then wash your damn clothes yourself, stop bothering Y/N. She's as busy as you are. Be grateful that she's nice enough to take the time to clean and cook for us when none of you do."

Bruno walked to you and helped you up. "I'll take care of this, Y/N. Go take a break."

You obliged and thanked your capo as you left, leaving Mista to groan out in frustration and feeling like shit next to his leader who was going to lecture him all day.

"Oohh, it's laundry day? Can I help you?" Narancia said a bit too giddily for his own good as he found you all by yourself and you smiled at him.

"Sure! Can you take care of the sheets? It's the basket over there, I'll help you hang them."

"Okay! Hey wait a minute..."

Narancia furrowed his eyebrows and stared at the basket in your arms before he started searching through it.

He then took out some clothes, inspected them, and put them back in front of your very confused eyes. He did this a few times, but before you could even ask him what he was looking for, he said.

"Didn't Mista put any clothes for washing? All week?!" The boy exclaimed, absolutely baffled by his friend's filthiness.

"Um, he didn't want me to do his laundry anymore."

"What? Why?"

"I think he got shy from me seeing his underwear." You sheepishly told him and he snorted at such a stupid reason.

"Pfftt! Pussy."

"That's ridiculous." Abbachio added as he took the heavy basket from your arms. "Does he have dirty secrets or something? Would he rather have stinky-ass underwear? This boy doesn't make any fucking sense I swear."

"It's fine. I mean, I do have myself some embarassing pieces of undies, so I can't really say anything."

"He's such a drama queen." Abbachio commented as he walked off to hang the clothes outside, leaving you to barely have any work to do.

As you were done with the task at hand, you grabbed the men's attention before they could slip away and thanked them for helping you.

"Thank you Nara, thank you Abbachio. I'll make it up to you two with a special meal~"

"Ooh yeaahh!!" Narancia pumped his fist in the air in victory and Abbachio rolled his eyes.

"Don't mention it. I was bored."

They both went on their own way and you followed suit, but before you could even pass through the living room, none other than Mista came in and blocked your way.

You looked up at him and smiled, but your smile soon fell when he suddenly grabbed your upper arms and pushed you backwards.

"M-Mista..?!"

He guided you across the room until you reached the small closet that was rearranged to be the laundry room. He pushed you inside and entered with you, closing the door behind him.

"It-it's uh... A very tight space." You managed to utter between hitched breaths as you looked down towards his hips, his gun poking you from how close you were.

There was barely enough space for you two and his body practically trapped you against the washing machine behind you. What the hell was he thinking?

"It's the only place where I know we'll have absolute privacy."

Your heart skipped a beat at his words and your eyes widened. "Wh-what do you need privacy for...?"

He realized what he said and how you must have misinterpreted and it was his turn to panick. He turned red and choked on his own words.

"W-wait... Don't get me wrong! It's not like tha- I mean-...I'm not gonna do anything. I just want to talk!" He stuttered and rubbed his head in frustration. Gosh he was so nervous around you.

"I'm listening, Mista."

"Okay." He took a deep breath and tried not to concentrate on your cute form right beneath him. "I wanted to say... I'm sorry for what I told you last week. It was so stupid and I got mad at you when you were being helpful. You're so nice to be a mom to the gang... And I hurt you."

Your eyes softened on the boy and how sincere he sounded. You reached out to gently cup his face in your hand.

"Oh, Mista." You breathed, endeared. "I already forgave you. I'd never want to make you uncomfortable, caro."

His heart pounded in his chest and he felt hot as he started to sweat bullets, your soft gestures putting him on edge and turning his legs to jello.

"I-I actually... Jeez... Oh man..." He stammered, completely unnerved by you.

Why did you have to be so sweet? Now he could barely form a proper sentence. His glance shifted from your eyes to the walls around him and he cleared his throat.

"I have a reason why... Like... Why I was so y'know... Embarassed... And stuff..." He trailed off mumbling.

"What is it?" You encouraged with honey voice, letting your hand slide down from his cheek to his chest, making him bite his lip.

"Oh god... Actually Y/N... I...I'm..." He tried, between heavy breaths, squeezing his eyes shut and balling his fists. "I fell in love with you. Shit damn, I said it."

He felt so relieved to finally have confessed to you after so long, but he almost regretted it right afterwards.

As he was about to take your silence as rejection, he felt your warmth hitting his neck, feeling your soft lips reaching his jawline in a sweet kiss and your hands run up and down his biceps, groping at them occasionally in a comforting manner.

He shuddered at the pleasurable sensations and relaxed visibly. It took all his self-control to prevent himself from letting out any weird noises. He was already crazy for you before, but if you kept touching him like that, he might just die on the spot.

"You're so cute Mista." You chuckled at the boy who was now a blushing, flustered mess who could barely keep his eyes opened. "But I knew already."

His froze and his eyes widened like saucers as he pushed you away to get a better look at you. "Y....You knew?! But how?!"

"The Pistols told me."

"The Pisto-... What the actual fuck?! These bunch of assholes!" He grumbled, wanting only to call them out and scold them for betraying him.

You leaned in and wrapped your arms around his torso, resting your head against his warm chest as you squeezed him against you.

His whole body stiffened at the intense proximity and how your body felt against him. Oh god. Was it wrong to feel like you fitted perfectly against him, like two puzzle pieces? Because that was his exact thoughts.

"I was just dying to hear it from you directly. I'm happy."

He let his hands shyly find their way on your back and locked you in his arms. He sighed in delight and relished in your softness resting his head on top of yours, smiling like a little boy. He couldn't be happier.

You suddenly slid your hand between the two of you and right towards his front which made the sensitive boy gasp and almost scream at what you could possibly be doing now. But to his surprise you only stole his gun and slid it out of his pants, tucking it inside your own pocket.

"That thing was a bit uncomfortable." He huffed a heavy but relieved breath at your words.

"Oh god, you drive me nuts sometimes..."

Oh man, do I love Mista, such a sweet bean.

[cielrouge]

Voltron Legendary Defender NYCC 18' Panel Recap

Ahhh okay here’s the recap post I promised! It took a little while to transcribe all the individual videos I had (I think almost 11 in the end? lol). So, normally I’m not a morning person at all, but as soon as I saw NYCC announce the Hammerstein panel and realizing this might very well be the last VLD panel ever, you can betcha that I got up at the crack of dawn to get my ass down to Hammerstein this morning pfftt. I got there around 9ish, and while there was already a line it moved fairly quickly after a quick bag check. Since I was by myself, I managed to get a pretty decent seat, actually much than I anticipated, located in the early middle-ish of the ground floor seating.

The panel began with the moderator (I forgot his name, sorry mod! D:) with introducing the cast and crew: Joaquim Dos Santos & Lauren Montgomery (Executive Producers), Josh Hamilton (Story Editor), and the VA’s for Allura (Kimberly Brooks), Pidge (Bex Taylor-Klaus), Shiro (Josh Keaton), and Lance (Jeremy Shada). Keith’s VA (Steven Yeun) didn’t make it, but I’m assuming maybe this was because he had prior commitments to promote BURNING at the New York Film Festival this weekend?

Joaquim and Lauren started off the panel regarding the Shiro and Adam storyline in S7, and some “understandably hurt reactions to it." Joaquim stated that they emphasize with everyone’s reactions and "really do feel for you,” while Lauren added: “so we clearly can’t change what’s already happened, but this experience has stirred conversation about what meaningful representation is, and we hope that this leads to better representation in the future.”

VLD Show Retrospective & General Fan Appreciation

 Lauren then changed gears to take a moment to say: "how proud we are of our crew who has worked so hard, and our amazing cast who has bought so much life to these characters over these past four years," and a "huge thank you to all of the fans who have just showered us with so much love and support."

Joaquin added that they wanted "our final New York Comic Con, really our final con of the entire series to be a celebration of everyone's hard work. And a really awesome look back at what came before this and an awesome look forward to our final season, of a show that we're so proud to be a part of, and had you guys along for the ride."

The moderator asked what it's been like throughout the years to get to this specific part (season 8) and Joaquim said: "It's amazing for us. It's grown every single year, you guys [the crowd] is the best. It's been an absolute honor working on the show."

Josh H. (VLD's Story Editor) also noted: "It's weird being in the office alone, maybe five of us writers in one room," and they question what will or will not work story-wise, but "then you come to Comic Con and people start to cheer because they love a moment so much."

 "It's so different when you're alone by yourself as a writer, and then when you're with an awesome crowd of people. It invigorates you."

 Josh K. (Shiro's VA) added that it's been amazing for him to meet and work with the cast, but specifically highlighted his appreciation for seeing all the "incredible talent that's been peppered throughout the fandom.

Specifically emphasizing how the cast and crew "see so many amazing cosplay, so much incredible art, videos, everything. You guys [the fans] really dove into this show and we love it. We're just as much fans as all of you, and we love sharing the show with all of you. It's been a fantastic experience and I'm sad it's coming to an end."

Jeremy (Lance's VA) chimed in: "You don't to be part of many shows like Voltron in your career, so it's been a blessing to be a part of this show. Everybody here puts in so much hard work into their craft and what they do, but you never know what's going to do well or not, and this show DEFINITELY did very, very well."  And this was because of the fans, particularly highlighting the passion and dedication, and how "it means the world to us."

 Jeremy then pointed out this was a crowd where there actually seemed to be more cosplayers than non-cosplayers, prompting Josh K. to note: "I love going to these cons and looking at everyone cosplaying, and pretending in my head that Voltron is real and now I'm at Space Mall."

 Bex (Pidge's VA) chimed in to say that she would make things a little more selfish since: "I've always wanted to play a cartoon character so this was very literally a dream come true for me." But not only to play a cartoon character, but to play a powerful female warrior."

Bex additionally noted how amazing how that's what's resonated most is "for young kids to see themselves in Pidge and Allura. It's just been the most heartwarming experience."

Kimberly (Allura's VA) then spoke to the experience among the cast and crew and how they've become good friends with one another, and how it's "bittersweet that this is our last convention, but it's been amazing."

Season 7 Retrospective (General Storytelling  Approach & the VA's Favorite Moments)

Josh H. started off that: "S7 was meant to be putting our paladins at a disadvantage."

 So the writers came up with the concept of a 3 year timeskip and "all these stories about going home, and Hunk with his family kind of sprung up naturally from that."

 "There's also a story about Allura. It's kinda subtle, but Allura lost Altea, and now she has a chance to redeem herself and help save Earth."

"A lot of these personal moments start to pop up when we got this new angle, so starting off with this 3 year time gap really helped us."

Joaquim noted it was cool seeing the fan buildup with getting the paladins back home to their families, and "knowing for us, from a story perspective that it was coming down the line, and seeing everything get to that fever pitch point. It was a really great payoff to see it all play out."

Lauren switched gears to comment on the "insane logistics" of the whole big Galra attack at the end. They had some initial trouble figuring out how the Zaiforge cannons were supposed to work.

 Josh H. chimed in to note that Joaquim kept coming to the writers room to say that something needed to be different about this Galra attack, so he and Mitch Iverson would kind of go on walks and try to figure out how the Zaiforge cannons worked.

While Lauren noted that the logistics was a "massive headache, they were still pretty happy with how it turned out since "it was pretty suspenseful, never a dull moment."

 Josh H. added that plot-wise, he liked how the storytelling perspective got to stay on Earth. "We knew that there were going to be seven, Earth-centric episodes," so that gave a lot of time to "meet some new people and come up with MFE pilots."

The writers really enjoyed cracking who the MFE pilots were individually, particularly with the way that Leifsdottir thinks and speaks, so "having this time to stay in one place and time was really fun."

Jeremy noted that they were really happy to have AJ LoCascio (Lotor's VA) still stick around and voice James Griffin in S7.

Joaquim mentioned that for a show of this nature, with all the focus on action-adventure and big explosions and giant robots, it was unusual to "take two episodes and just focus on the logistics on what's going back on Earth while madness is happening. Essentially you had all these meetings going on for what's ostensibly a kid's show."

 In terms of trying to find a fine balance between the Earth storyline and Paladin storyline, Lauren and Jaoquim did wonder whether they could spend that much time on Earth without "seeing Voltron punch something" (ROFL) but they knew it was the right decision as they were reading the scripts when they came in, and it just felt right, and "that's ultimately been a testament to the show. Just going with your gut."

Favorite, Standout Moments of Season 7

 Bex noted that her favorite episodes of S7 were the Earth-centric ones where "we got to experience what was happening on Earth while we [the paladins] were gone. It was everything I got to see and nothing I got to see in the scripts since we weren't there."

 Kimberly noted that the Hunk love was amazing, since he's so "lovable, and we got to see where he was inspired to cook and do all the things that he does, and why he's such a cool guy."

Josh K. added that Hunk really proved himself as the heart of the team.

Jeremy noted that the VA's knew that the Atlas was going to be a thing through the scripts, but they weren't aware of what it actually looked like beforehand.

 Bex humorously chimed in to offer that "Atlas is thiccc. I needs that workout routine, okay?" (omfg)

Jeremy agreed that it has a "nice big booty. It's a thick robot." (And at that point, everyone in the audience started wheezing, shrieking, or cackling).

Josh K. added that the day the episode aired, there was a group chat among the VA's where someone just texted "Atlas is thiccc" and Bex admitted that she had this saved to her Tweetdeck for a longgg time.

 Josh K. admitted that while he's probably biased, this was still his favorite episode, since Josh wanted Shiro to have everything that he deserves, and he loved how "everything was falling apart and everyone was looking for Shiro to lead."

And in terms of the words and the stage direction, Josh remembered just even reading the script just made him swell up with pride for Shiro and think: "This is amazing. Everybody that didn't believe him in the Garrison came back, those that strapped him to a gunnery, and didn't want to listen to him about Voltron is now looking at him to save them."

Bex added the part where Coran calls Shiro 'Captain' for the first time was one of those moments.

And when Shiro finally makes that connection and is able to transform the ship, Josh knew that while this moment was going to happen, he still had no idea how the Atlas transformation was going to look like beforehand.

Josh fondly recalled that he was hoping to see his wife's reaction to the Atlas transformation for the first time, but he missed her whole reaction since he himself couldn't take his eyes off the scene.

Entire Show Retrospective: Favorite Moments and Why

Jeremy’s Pick (Lance and Keith rescuing Shiro in ep 1): "It's special to me, because I think this may have been one of my audition scenes, but it was really one of the  first scenes where you get to see Lance's personality and I love these little moments where he's just very kinda funny and such a goofball, but he still has this goal and is a loyal person. So, when we were recording this scene, I thought: 'Ok I get the character now and this sets the tone for what I wanna do with his character."

Bex’s Pick (Pidge confessing her true identity as a girl): "I love this part. This was something that was in the very beginning not in the audition side, but the character breakdown of Pidge's masquerade as a boy in order to find her family. And who doesn't want to play Mulan? So, it was something that I was waiting for and I remember going back and forth on whether this scene was going to happen in episode 4 or 7. It was really exciting when we got to that part of the script and how we were doing this, and I loved how easy it is."

Josh K's Pick (Shiro rescues Slav): "The thing we know about Shiro, at least in the beginning, is that it seems like there's nothing wrong with him. He seems perfect, he can do no wrong, he's a nice guy, and can kick butt. So sometimes you think, 'can he do no wrong? What's his deal?' and in S2, Shiro meets somebody named Slav and it's once meeting Slav, you start to see that Shiro is not completely perfect. Shiro can get upset, and there definitely is a crack in that paladin armor.”

Josh H's Pick (The 'Slipperies' Scene): "Tim Hendrick came up with the concept of the slipperies as Coran sweating too much and slipping everywhere. Everytime I watch this scene I still legitimately laugh even though the script went through several rewrites."

Kimberly's Pick (Allura and Coran and the milkshake origin): "I think the clip is self-explanatory in terms of our reaction to it."

Lauren’s Pick (When the Paladins hoot fun-sentry into space): "So my clip isn't any moment in the series, but a moment that embodies what our crew does when it comes together, and everybody brings their own thing to it, so it culminates into something so much more."

How Much of the VA's are like their Actual Characters

Josh K. noted that back in 2014, he had just become an actual dad, so he made that weird transition from "living for yourself to having a life were you hold someone else's life in your hands.

”So, he drew a lot of Shiro's "dedication to his team from that feeling. That's really where it all came from.”

While he confesses to generally being more like Lance in real life, still with age and parenting, Josh admits that he's become more of that "space dad type of guy, having to wrangle kids and all that." 

Likewise, he's always liked telling bad dad jokes and now revels in still being able to tell them as an actual dad.  

Bex admits that for her, she feels that "Pidge is so powerful in her own way and so confident, which is so rare for someone so young." So, while Bex isn't sure if she's entirely become the Pidge that she wants to be, but she's getting there.

Kimberly notes that she strives to be like Allura (Jeremy interrupted to say that Kimberly is a queen and has gotten the queenly wave down). 

What Kimberly finds appealing about Allura is that she's a flawed character, but also beautiful, generous, smart, and strong - "these are all things I strive to be, and I feel like I'm becoming more and more like Allura as the show progresses." 

Kimberly also added that Allura is her favorite character that she's ever had the pleasure to voice. Even after recording many, many sessions, Kimberly still had no idea what Allura physically looked like, so the first time she was shown the character concept artwork, Kimberly was "so choked up and blown away," since she had no idea what her skin tone was going to be and so on.

Jeremy confesses that he kind of leans into Lance's personality in real life, but in a joking manner since he likes making people laugh. He finds Lance to be such a goofball and that 'adorkable' type of person, and "that's definitely me in real life, but Lance also has all that sensitive loyal side to him which I have and relate to as well." 

"He's fun to play, but while Lance tries hard to be very flirty at times, I'm not really like that way. Maybe with my girlfriend, I'll try to say flirty jokes and she'll just laugh and tell me to keep trying."

The Existence of the Voltron Scratch Reel

 Lauren explained the concept of a scratch reel where in between the storyboarding, animating, and voice acting process, sometimes they realize that they might need some additional lines, maybe lines get condensed, change names, and so on.  

But they don't always have time to get the actors back in, so "a lot of times, it falls upon one of us to put in some temporary dialogue and fill that space, they animate to it, and then we get the animation back and the actors replace the dialogue and it sounds great. But in the meantime, we get to watch some ridiculously horrible acting on behalf of the entire staff - editors, assistants, etc."

Bex noted: "It's always breaks my heart a little to dub over the scratch tracks, because it's so beautiful," while Josh added that he'd love to see an episode just entirely of scratch tracks."

Joaquim chimed in that they had two seasons of the 'Scratchy Awards,' where they handed out staff awards for the best scratch tracks produced (hahaha), where Mitch Iverson spraypainted a bunch of backscratchers with 'Scratchy' Awards' on it.

 After they aired the scratch reel, Josh H. noted that there are still some times where scratch ends up being in-screen and it's an unexpected surprise when they're reviewing the editing process.

The most popular scratch reel choice among the VA's is Director Steve Ahn, who had a lot of the 'Ok, calm down' scratch scenes, and Steve Yeun once asked: "Could I get that as my ringtone?"  

Jeremy said his favorite parts of the scratch reel were when half the scene were the actual VA lines, and then it was one non-VA word.

 Benjamin Kaltenecker did all of the 'moo' sounds for Kaltenecker.

Josh K. noted that Joaquim voices a pretty decent Shiro, and "that's why you didn't see any scratch scenes of that because it's not bad."

Bex noted that she loved it when Lauren had to voice some of the Galra men for the scratch scenes.

 Lauren noted that most of the scratch scenes were recorded late at night and the cast & crew weren't really fighting to do a scratch scene, and "we're not usually fighting to voice a character, but it's more like 'who has to do it now? Who hasn't done it in awhile??’

“While we're in shame of our bad acting...poor Rhys [Coran's VA] had to sit through and be insulted since nobody can actually pull off Coran's accent.” Though, Joaquim pointed out that Jeremy does a decent Coran impression which he then demonstrated for the crowd.

Joaquim added: "The hardest thing to do is to record scratch in the booth and it's played back to the actual VA's and we can't hear them because their mics are off, but they're pantomiming the loudest laughter."

Kimberly reassured that the VA's loved hearing the crew's voices for the scratch reel.

Josh K. added that "it's like hearing your friends do an impression of you and makes ADR sessions fun, since they can be so technical at times. It's like getting to watch bloopers."

Getting Some of the Awesome Voltron Guest Stars & Fun VA Recording Moments

Joaquim & Lauren: "We bat around some ideas internally, and couldn't believe when the casting directors were on board with some of our ideas: like getting Vince Shlomi or the ShamWow guy to voice the knife store owner in the Space Mall."

The show's head of casting, Anya's eyes light up this suggestion, and it was kind of a celebrity moment when he came in to record.

Weird Al Yankovic was a fixture of Lauren's childhood, and it certainly helped having a voice director legend like Andrea Romano to fall back on.

 At one point, they had Rhys Darby (Coran) and Paul Rubin sort of 'battling it out in the Space Mall haggling sequence' and it was like 'the Lake House of back-and-forth, like they were on two astral planes' but when it came together, it was 'magical.'

 Since Nolan North voiced both Sam Holt and Commander Iverson, there were literally scenes where he was just literally talking to himself, and Lauren noted that "the guy's such a professional that he does things straight through instead."

 Lauren also noted that Cree Summers is one of those VA's who will sideline an entire session, since she's such a hilarious, big personality.

 Jeremy and the other VA's said that recording with the cast was always the highlight of his week. But one of the coolest things was when they had the entire, locked-in VA cast together for the first time, and they realized that they had picked the right people.

 "I know I'm doing my job right in the recording booth when I'm making my cast mates laugh."

Sometimes the cast would get into fun side conversations catching up that Andrea (the voice director) had to interrupt and remind them that: 'We're literally in a take right now and you're having a full conversation. You can catch up later.'

 Bex once freaked out Josh K. and AJ since they were in the middle of a conversation and they didn't hear the sound beeps, but Bex did and suddenly yelled 'GO!'

Season 8 Plot Teasers

Lauren: "Basically our paladins have freed Earth from Galra rule and all that's left to kind of finish the job and free all the universe."

Joaquim: "We do have this one character that you might have noticed in a clip that becomes pretty pivotal, and she's been gone for a bit..." (Which presumably was Hagger/Honerva since the S8 was then aired) 

Fun Misc. Show Tidbits

Bex apparently came to Pidge's audition in a Batman onsie.

During the 'Slipperies scene', the little side panels of Coran's pants come apart and flap like little tails. This wasn't something that was originally in the design, but the animators added it.

The creators once had an original design where Coran had a tail, and Lauren noted "it was super cute."

Jeremy thought the whole Shiro clone saga was awesome, and he specifically loved the Black Paladins episode. 

Lauren and Joaquim admitted that they were even shocked by that storyline since they had a very different storyline at first - "that's the interesting thing about the creative process, since you'll get notes and have to make some changes, but it then takes you to really unexpected places and make for some unique and interesting storylines."

There wasn't time for a Q&A portion, and the panel ended with the Season 8 teaser/first look. Though, I'd have to say that it was still definitely fun watching the teaser with such a large crowd of fans, and basically shrieking and gasping together at different intervals hahaha.

[hakuchuumu-blog1]

First time in a while

For Steven Starphase and fem! S/O

RP sentence starters:

S/O: “What? No! I wasn’t staring… I-I was looking at something behind you!”

Steven: “Did you really think I would get mad at you for that? Hah. Nice try hon.”

Prompt:

Fem! S/o crushing on Steven, little did she know frosty the snowman also has a crush on her. S/O accidentally knocks over Steven’s coffee. Because of his smol crush on S/O and his exhaustion, he doesn’t get mad at S/O and accidentally calls her “hon” instead.

行きましょう！！

Godammit, why did I have to work with Mr. Starphase right after I had that stupid dream about him… It’s too early for this shit.  

Without even noticing it, you let out an exasperated sigh that distracted Steven from his briefing of today’s assignments.

“What’s wrong, [name]? Do you have any questions with your assignment?”

“What? Uh- um no, Mr. Starphase. S-sorry for interrupting you,” you stuttered and immediately shifting your gaze from Steven to Klaus. “Is that so?” Steven subtly peers at you before continuing his announcements for the day. From that moment on, you honed all your focus on his announcements. After all, working as a Libra member means your life is always on the line. Missing an important information for your mission might cost you your life – even though you merely gather information like Chain (but without the superhuman abilities).

“That’s it for now. You’re all dismissed,” Steven ended the announcement without skipping a beat. “Ah, [name],” he motions for you to follow him in his office.  

Shit.. what is it now? Please leave me in peace Mr. Starphase.

“Sorry to impose this on you as well but can you stop by Patrick’s shop and deliver this,” he reaches at the side of his desk and hands you a long paper bag fit for a champagne bottle. Sensing your confusion, Steven explains that it’s a thank you gift for the favor he did in one his connection dealings.

 “I would give this to him myself but as you can see, I’m still working on this case.” His sleep-deprived eyes drifted to the tower of documents and two processors humming by his side. Anyone who looks at Steven right now would easily critique his terrible exterior. The crooked tie around his neck, the now evident five o’clock shadow around his jaw, and the lines around his eyes, the side of his nose and lips obviously gave away the three days he camped out in the office. But despite all this, you were still fond of his current state.

I must be sick in the head. This man looks like he’s about to pass out at any second.

Truth be told, his tired appearance just proved one of the reasons why you fell hard for the 32 year old man. He works so hard for the sake of the world without it uttering a single thank you to him. He might have caught his noble actions from Klaus but the man made his choice. He could have ignored Klaus’s passion for world salvation but he didn’t.

“[Name],” Steven’s face stood mere inches from yours. He had stood up from his chair because of the lack of response on your end.

Trying once again to get your attention, “[Name], are you okay? You’ve been staring at me for three minutes now. Do I look that bad?” His coarse laugh finally snapping you back to reality.

“What? No! I wasn’t staring… I-I was looking at something behind you!”

What the fuck? What the fuck? What the fuck?

At the immediate realization of the situation, you took frantic steps backwards while instinctively extending your arms out in an attempt to create some space between the two of you. Little did you know, Steven was holding his fifth cup of coffee for the day. In one fell swoop, you knock over the cup from his hands, spilling coffee all over his shirt and shoes. The sound of glass hitting the marble floors of the office echoed throughout.

“Ah poor [name],” Zapp and Leo muttered without any sign of emotion. “With that amount of sleep and stress on Mr. Steven… she’s done for.”

Picking up on their desolate commentary, your sweaty palms start to reach out for the shattered pieces on the floor. “I’m, I’m so sorry Mr. Starphase! Please forgive me, I didn’t notice you were so close and I couldn’t help but push…” His cold hands cutting off your string of apologies.  

“Ah [name], it’s okay, c’mon don’t pick that up. You might hurt yourself,” he assures you, grabbing your arm and pulling you up. With a face colored darker than a red velvet cake, you look up at Steven’s apologetic face. “Don’t worry about it. I was at fault for invading your personal space,” he confesses while scratching the back of his head.

He shifts his gaze to the two idiots gawking at what just happened. “And you two,” Leo and Zapp flinched at Steven’s icy glare. “Why are you still standing there? Didn’t I dismiss you already?” Both of their shivering figures bolted for the door. Steven breathes out and sees your still figure in front of him.

You wouldn’t think he was capable of becoming blushing – being one of Libra’s executives and in charge of its negotiations. But there he stood, awestruck by the bewilderment in your eyes.

Why is she still staring at me? Is there something on my face? Ah… her eyes are so wide, her eyeballs might pop out. It would be a waste if they did fall when they complimented her cute lil nose.

“A-aren’t you mad?” You manage to voice out, throat dry. No answer. “I spilled coffee all over you! Everything you’re wearing must be expensive, isn’t it?” Steven simply blinked.

“Pfftt,” he’s now doubled over, laughing at your ridiculous assumption. Like I would wear my expensive clothes to work. “What? No, they’re just regularly priced clothes,” he straightens himself up at last. “Also, this is not the first time someone has spilled coffee on me. I’ll live,” his lips curve up to a reassuring smile.

Fuck. Did I break Mr. Starphase? Why did he laugh? Why is he smiling when I just spilled coffee on him?

Steven moves slightly to the side when he sees Gilbert approaching with a pair of dustpan and broom. “Did you really think I would get mad at you for that?” Amusement in his voice. “Hah. Nice try hon.” Time stood still the second the word hon left his mouth. Even Gilbert stopped moving for a mere nanosecond.

Oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, did I just fucking call her hon? She didn’t hear that did she?

Frightened to discover her reaction, Steven kept his eyes on the glass wall of his office. He can feel Klaus intently observing them like a visitor at a zoo.

“Mr. Starphase, I will go get you one of our extra mugs in the back. Please be careful of the floor for now. I’ll fetch the vacuum and clean it up once I get back.”

Mentally slapping himself on the face, Get it together Scarface! Say something! Anything!

“Hmm, oh okay,” he answers with his voice a tad bit higher than normal. “Thanks, Gilbert.”

Determined to redeem any dignity he has left, Steven turns to you. “Hear that [Name]? Be careful not to step on the stray pieces okay?” At this point, both of your faces have been painted in red. He took this as confirmation that you heard him call you a nickname only reserved for lovers.

This is it. She probably thinks I’m a creepy old man now.

He doesn’t realize that behind your flustered façade, a choir of angels have started singing your wedding march.

Oh my god, I need to stop. There’s only one explanation to this – Mr. Starphase has reached his limit. By the end of the day, he would be calling everyone hon.

Coordinating with Steven’s attempt to ease the awkward situation, you joked, “Ahahaha it’s okay Mr. Starphase. My shoes are pretty thick just like my skull.” More silence greeted the end of your sentence. “Then, I’ll be off now. See you tomorrow,” backing away from shared space of his office. Your escape did not require much effort since both of you did not want to make the situation worse than it is.

“Yea, see you tomorrow,” a meek Steven bids your farewell. From the corner of his eye, he can see Klaus giving him a thumbs up. As soon as you closed the door, he plops on top of his desk with his large hands covering his face.

“I think you did well, Steven,” Klaus declares from across the room. Steven replied with a groan.

Good thing, those two idiots already left. If they saw what happened, I’m sure I’m never gonna hear the end of it.

[nervousruinscreation]

So I think I put my finger on something that bothered me?

Or doesn’t bother me anymore?

Or something that I am working on?

So after the first couple weeks so far of this class it has felt odd and i haven’t been able to put my finger on what the source of the issue is. 

And i think i have figuired it out.

And I’m going to try to express is.

So in Australia there is very much this culture of tall poppies sydrome, this idea that someone who thinks that they are great are probably dickheads. 

This effects the way that we look at our politicans here.

So many people want a politician who is relatable or representative of the everyday ‘aussie’ battler. They like ‘Albo’ better than Bill Shorten. They champion people like Jackie Lambie, or Pauline Hanson, or Even Nick Xenophon, because they are more accessible. They seem more average. They like the idea of some bogan like themselves getting into parliment and ripping into them.

But also shouldn’t we want our politicans to be brilliant?

Like shouldn’t our leaders be educated and what not?

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I think we are very uncomfortable generally speaking with talking about what we are good at, or thinking that we are good. And this manifests in different ways

People get upset for thinking that someone who is confident in themselves is up themselves.

People who are doing the most, are doing too much.

and we also internalise it.

we don’t like to toot our own horn, or to talk about careers, or how great we are doing. 

and I don’t know if its projection but then we also do this to other people.

theres a person on my facebook feed, who i swear every fb status that i see is just self promotion. talking about their great grades. achievements, getting accepted as speakers for conferences. projects. whatever. its like a feed of ‘I AM SO GREAT’ - and i hate that my intial thought is ‘what a dickhead’. And then i question WHY AM I THINKING THAT? STAY IN YOUR OWN LANE. THEY ARE DOING NOTHING WRONG. CHILL OUT DUDE.

and like if i am being honest, in the first presentation when part of the slideshow i was bothered by having a tour of Tom’s CV to some extent - I was like pfftt why are not talking about the course content or assignments,- BUT like it is relavent and helpful, and good to know about people’s background. its not actually a bad thing. and again telling myself to CHILL OUT. 

like in a way i think it was a great insight into a culture clash between australian’s and americans.

americans seem much more confident at talking about their achievements and australians aren’t. 

theres this podcast that i really like called ‘being honest with my ex’ (https://www.beinghonestwithmyex.com/listen) Where Peter and Honor Eastly have candid conversations. and he talks about wanting to move to the US partially because of tall poppies because people are so weirded out by thinking that he’s great and that other people are great.

i think the most frustrating thing about this bad habit, its that i think i have also copped it from tall poppies. 

like i have been very uh extra curicular, with doing art exhibitions, winning jobs, being a featured artist, winning grants and very open and passionate about it. And people who i thought were my friends started being mean to me, for what seemed like no season? like they wouldn’t rock up to my things, and just seemed very non-decript salty. wouldn’t ever say congratulations or celebrate in the same way that i did for them.

So it just seems to be a massive circle when I feel like i have also been that salty friend.

Its been the worst when my situation has been bad - stuck in bad jobs, bad sharehouses or relationships. 

so maybe with all of that in mind doing a subject thats all about self development and hearing from successful folk like laurie anderson is obviously going to be a challange. 

but i actually think that knowing what this uncomfy itchy feeling is, makes it way easier to tame the beast. And that uncomfortable feeling is GROWTH.

so in response to the tall poppies beast this is what i am going to work on every week:

intentionally tell people when they are great, or doing good affirm people for their good work

celebrate other peoples wins.

but also get comfortable with thinking about the things that i am good about

and try to celebrate my own success or get comfy with it. 

what a weird inner turmoil right.

[magicgeekponsol-blog]

// crown symbol thingy with this URL maybe? I'm stuck on my phone but still feel like being indulged lololol

Taken from meme: [x] ||Accepting|| Also did this one during break.

my opinion on;

character in general: Okay so I guess you can call me a lazy lil thing, because even though I normally like to start a series from the very beginning, I’m not about to go and hunt around for material that is basically double my age. Not about that life. ANYWAYS, I’ve only watched the most recent anime so I only really have that to work off of (but then again it’s only with the most recent anime that they all started having strong personalities right??). I digress, Ichimatsu along with Karamatsu (bc I pity the guy) are my favorites. So I was instantly like ICHIMATSU!!!!! //throws Vasco at—when I saw him. Honestly, he needs love and to believe that he’s worth happiness. He’s very negative, but he still tries… in his own way. He’s pretty much emotionally repressed and can come off as very cold/rude, but he’s on the bare level, a good guy. He can be pretty savage though lol. I like him. 

how they play them: Let’s see… I do like how you never forget to add in the fact that he doesn’t think himself worth it. The way that he does pull away at times, but secretly does just want to feel validated. He wants to make bonds but it’s like he’s a bit scared? So in the face of Vasco at the very least, he does get a bit nervous with how sincere he is. It just shows how there is a battle with what he secretly wants and what he thinks he deserves. It’s like a safety mechanism to be a bit cynical about things, but Vasco just doesn’t accept that. I like how it’s a constant theme so it’s not like a miraculous: “We are good friends so I’m healed of my problems!” kinda thing. I honestly really dislike that. It’s like—where did character development go. I was looking for that. I WANT A REFUND! //slams fist. 

So yeah, I really respect the fact that you are very loyal to that canon fact about him. You do make ever so subtle changes to Ichimatsu here and there. Development~! His emotions (though outwardly repressed) going crazy with what could be the simplest of things to others just also shows how anxious and awkward he can be. That’s why he gets along with cats, who he’s sure won’t judge him. They are capricious creatures so it’s not that big a deal if they kinda just walk away from him. So in other words, I think you play him really well (but you don’t intimidate me. Lol look at me referencing the other meme) 

the mun: So I know you have a nickname but I like to affectionately refer to you as Ichimun. I don’t know if I’ve ever told you that, but I like to call you that because I mainly associate you with Ichimatsu. It’s almost like a pun, ya know? Cute, I think. PFFTT. Okay, time to be serious. So we do have a bit of a time difference: 5 hours if I recall correctly. So the time lap we have isn’t too much, but it still gets the job done for us to just talk things out. I love how we just talk about stupid things and our sons all the time in im. When I’m upset, talking about my lame hero son just makes me really happy. He’s just so pure, ya know? Add in Ichimatsu and it’s so painfully pure in such a lame way lolololol! I really like you and love to interact with Ichi. I’d totally rp with your other muse, who I know nothing about and I dunno how to play with her? I don’t know a thing about her so sit there like: ‘how do I go about this?’ I also just bias over Ichimatsu hard so I sometimes kinda just… stay with him. Lol. (sorry friend) OH! So before I forget, I also really like your writing style? Just something about it. Perhaps it’s the vocabulary you use, or just the way your prose flows, but I like it. It’s very easy to read and reply to.

do i;

follow them: Yeuuuuuprp with them: I mean, yah, but not on this blog.want to rp with them:lol no. Not on this blog. KEEP ICHI FROM PONZ/SHUGGY 2K17. ship their character with mine: LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL – I mean, with Vasco? Ye! Ponz? Laksjdflakjsdlfjdljlolololololololololol-no.

what is my;

overall opinion: I need to stop saying everything in the dang ‘about mun’ section. So like my overall opinion is that I like how it’s not like you are consistently always short or hella long with replies. It’s varied, so it adds a bit of like… uh… unpredictability to replies? It makes it feel a bit more flexible. Kind of like your personality. Very ahhhh like… ‘to the flow’ if you get me? A very easy person to get along with.

You do get passionate over a few things which is always fun to see. Sometimes you and I just complain about things together all the time and I feel like your temperament may be a lil similar to mine to some degree, but I’m just--- so extreme most of the time. It’s like a lot of the things we complain about are the same thing and we just sit there and rant. Lol. I feel like from what I’ve seen you are very adaptive and you kinda go along with what the other person is like? That’s how I take it, anyways. Kinda like interacting with them in a way that both can have a good time. It’s good to be flexible in that way so I do appreciate that about talking to you. We both try hard to just keep up with Ichi and Vasco. They just always are going off in many directions, like plz sons. Do you know how many threads we can have going on at once? Chill. So yeah. In other words: I really like rp’ing with you and I find you to be a very agreeable person. I don’t think many people (if any) would have an issue with interacting with you aside from perhaps Ichimatsu not being the easiest to talk to. XD

**Note: Mun’s answer are all to be completely honest. Don’t send url if you don’t want brutal honesty.

[ca-3]

11/11 Meme (ᵔᴥᵔ)

Okay, I have gotten tagged in quite a few of these. So I will do as many questions as possible, cause some of very buried in my likes lol.

I will start with @wonderfulchaos69‘s questions~ (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

 1. When you were little, what did you want to be?

An artist~! Surprise surprise. ♪~ ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ But I wanted to be the more “I’m a painter” kind of artist. :p But I got consumed by the animes. boooo

2. What makes you feel afraid?

Ugh, I could write a freaking list about all my little fears. Maybe mostly being hated, forgotten, or even just not needed. Or just being disappointing.... eh next question!

3. In true Carl Jung style, if you gave a name to the societal mask you wear, what would it be and what would it represent? Uh, I guess I am mostly Introverted and Feeling style?? :V I don’t know too much about this.

4. What would you eat for your last meal?

hmmmmm, THATS HARD. Pffft probably sushi cause that’s my favorite. ;p

5. Who has influenced you the most throughout your life?

Probably my mom and dad in various ways. Also some former friends who have changed my thoughts on things. Maybe I’m just too easily influenced.....

6. Favorite lyrics from a song?

UGHHH. SO MANY. hmm, probably these lyrics cause they are stuck in my head, “We are making shades of purple, out of red and blue, sickeningly sweet like honey, don’t need money all I need is youuuuu.” Funny cause I originally heard these lyrics from this mashup or Feel Good Inc.

“ City's breaking down on a camel's back They just have to go ‘cause they don't know whack So all you fill the streets, it's appealin' to see You won't get out the county ‘cause you're damned and free You got a new horizon, it's ephemeral style A melancholy town where we never smile And all I wanna hear is the message beep My dreams, they gotta kiss it, 'cause I don't get sleep, no...   Windmill, windmill for the land Turn forever hand in hand Take it all in on your stride It is sticking, falling down Love forever, love is free Let's turn forever, you and me Windmill, windmill for the land Is everybody in?”

I got many bits from lots of songs I like, I could go on all day.

7. On the first day of ruling the world, what would you do?

Ugh, so much power. I am too chill for this, my desires are very simple. I just want everyone to be happy and have REAL equal rights and shiz.

8. What is something that you love about yourself?

Weh.... I guess my ability to want to make others smile even when I can’t.

9. What’s the weirdest thing you’ve ever done on a date?

 please don’t make me think about my life.....

10. Who are you most envious of - real or fictional - and why?

PFFT I always more envious of fictional characters. lol I could pull out a list.

11. This last one is a game changer: can you hula hoop?

Yeah~ :D

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@akaialaska​‘s question’s.(づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ

1. Longest you’ve gone without sleep?

48 hours.

 2. What height do you wish you could be?

 at least 5′5. :V Cause I’m like 5′2.  I don’t wanna be too tall. or greedy. lol

3. Weirdest thing you’ve eaten?

eh, I don’t know. I think what I usually eat is pretty normal. Not really an adventurous eater. (─‿‿─)  Maybe something I ate off the floor when I was like 3?? HAHA.

4. Do you like the person/thing in your icon?

YES. I LOVE MY BOY, SAKUYAAAAA. LOOK AT HIS SMILE. BEAUTIFUL.

-pats him on the head-

5. Ever been stung by a bee?

Nope.

6. Most hated allergy of yours?

FALL/SPRING ALLERGIES.

7. If you had to be named after a city/state/country/town/ETC, what would you call yourself?

I AM ALREADY NAMED ASIA. Did you make this question a purpose Mido??? lololol

8. Favourite precious gemstone?

Rhodolite or maybe Ametrine and Alexandrite, those two are multi colored and I love it~ If I wanna be basic I might say Emerald.

9. If you could change your name, would you? If so, to what?

Eh, I think I’m good, changing my name now would only confuse me, it’s like every time I get older and I can’t remember my new age.

10. Thoughts on fast food places, Eg. McDonalds?

Well, I am not super wealthy or anything so I got no choice but to eat that stuff sometimes. :V Can’t complain here, I am grateful for what I can get.

11. Favourite person on Tumblr? ;)

Shhh secret. ;D

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@yes-campaign​‘s questions ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ

1) What are you most looking forward to this year?

hmm, I would say college but mehhhh.

2) If you could change one specific thing from your past, would you still change it even knowing all of the repercussions of it?

Oh that’s hard to say, cause while I wish I could change MANY things I did or said in the past, it really makes me wonder what kind of person I would be now. I am kinda in a love/hate relationship with myself... while I do have things I appreciate about myself, there are still too many things I wish I could get rid of about me too.

3) What do you look for in a person? (could be platonic, romantic, whatever) 

Kindness really. I just appreciate you if you are just a decent human being with compassion and understanding.

4) If you could become immortal, would you?

Pfftt no. I am already hanging by a thread here. Although if I was immortal I could get all my 800 different ideas and projects I have in my head done. lol

5) Puppies, kittens or death robots?

You would make a question like this Yellow. Can I pick two? I love puppies and kittens~

6) What’s the most disturbing thing you’ve ever read?

(remembers the awful fanfics she read in the past) NEXT QUESTION!

7) What’s a reoccurring theme in your friend(s)?

Seems normal at first and then they reveal their general weirdness, dark pasts/ some secrets, and then if I get far enough they tell me their damn fetishes and sins and then I wonder what I got myself into. ahahaha. Don’t get me wrong. I love it, most of the time...

8) What would you do if a ghost made you tea?

 9) What’s your least favourite thing about the internet?

Unnecessary drama, people who hate on things without any constructive criticism to give.

10) Alternatively, what’s your favourite thing about the internet?

All the support, ideas, messages and excitement all my followers/subscribers/friends etc. can provide for me and can really lift my spirits if I enter a dark place.

11) Have you been entirely sincere throughout every single one of these questions?

Yeah ^^

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@faecakes​‘s questions (✿´‿`)

1. What’s the weirdest ask you’ve ever gotten?

GEEZ. This one is hard. I have gotten my fair share of weird ones.... I remember one time someone sent me something like “doot boop beep” or some gibberish like that and then I got a follow up message later about them being drunk or did it as a dare or something.... 0__0 

2. Have you ever broken any bone? If so, what bone and doing what?

 I actually haven’t before. :V Which is surprising for someone as clumsy as I. 

3. What’s your favourite thing about yourself? (BECAUSE GODDAMNIT POSITIVITY)

 Ahhhhh, but whyyyy. Um, I guess my creativity? 

4. What’s one place you’ve always wanted to go and why? Can be real or make believe.

I wish I could go to space easily or even the ocean because there is so much undiscovered there and stuff. :0 There are many countries and places I wanna see on Earth so I’d be good as long as I could go to each at my own pace.  But as for fictional.... MY BRAIN IS OVERLOADING ATM. X___X SO MANY POSSIBILITIES. 

5. If you could have any super power in the world, what would it be?

 I don’t know but I always wanted to teleport. Cause I hate driving sometimes and hate the process of traveling too, not to mention I can get motion sick too. x___x I just wanna get there.

6. What’s your goal in life? (Career, personal, relationship, hobby, whatever you fancy) 

Just to be happy tbh, and stop feeling moody, unmotivated and depressed all the time and be able to make all the ideas I have into real creations and stop caring so much about what everyone thinks. 

7. Everyone has a moment in their life that changes their world view or passions, what was yours?

 Probably when in my final years of high school when I started to realize my own self worth and that I shouldn’t stay around people who make me miserable or weigh me down or just don’t appreciate me. 

8. To each their own, what is one thing you absolutely cannot stand?

LIARS. 

pfftt sorry I couldn’t resist making the joke. But tbh as someone who really does have trust issues and sometimes has a hard time believing in others words, feeling like they are just saying that or there’s an emptiness behind it.  sighh....

9. What’s your favourite movie and why?

 Maybe Spirited Away, cause I just gotta watch the whole thing when I see it come on tv or someone has it. I should really just get it for myself lol

10. If you could have anything at all, real or fantasy, right now, what would it be? Maybe a Mermaid or a fairy... OR DRAGON. ahaha 8D...... vampire? lol maybe not.  I don’t know anything would be cooler than THIS. 

there’s no 11..... D;???

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@kyuuin‘s questions. (づ￣ ³￣)づ Wahh I don’t wanna think. xD But I don’t wanna put this off anymore so I’ll just wing it. Wish me luck as I play Kyu’s mind games guys lololol

1. You are in the middle of the desert with a map in your hands. You consumed all water, but you know that if you keep going north-east, you’ll reach civilization. On your left you see an oasis; do you go towards it or proceed on your original path? Take your time and think before answering. Usually in these desert things the oasis is always a mirage or something. I guess, I would just keep going north-east. Hope I don’t die. ♪~ ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ

2. Philosophy or Psychology? Take your pick and answer why.

I dunno, I just prefer Philosophy I guess because it’s more open ended? ◉_◉

3. “For Thou art good and merciful, the refuge of the poor.” Who is this sentence about? Where do you think it comes from? / No cheating with Google. “For thou art”.... is this Shakespeare?? lol. Or maybe from the... bible?? Danggit Kyu why can’t my forgetful ass use google???? Dx 

4. You stand at the doorway and see a broken container on the floor, a silver substance flowing out. What do you do? Well, I probably just be confused and let someone else handle it lol. A silver substance is a bit concerning especially if you don’t know what it is.... I mean I guess depending on where I am, like in my own home I guess I would attempt to clean it with caution. If I am somewhere else.... I dunno report it??? This one is weird. ⚆ _ ⚆

5. You see a number written on the wall of a public restroom. Do you call the number or do you fight your curiosity and let it be?

I would let it be, I don’t like unknown numbers. pffftt. I mind my own damn business. :p 

6. “That which does not kill us makes us stronger.” Everyone knows this quote, but do you know where it came from? / Again, no cheating with Google. Sounds like some philosopher.... :| But I am bad with names. 

7. You receive an anonymous note asking to meet them at the park at midnight. What do you do?

NO THANKS. I ALREADY DON’T TRUST IT. YIKES. 

8. It seems like you won the lottery. What do you do with the money?

What does “seems like” supposed to mean? Am I being pranked?? lol how cruel. Depends on how much I win and how much is left after the taxes and shiz. Right? For the use I would like to help my family pay off their medical bills and such. Then use whatever I can for me. ^^

9. You’ve been given the chance to choose between life and death. Which one do you choose and why? Think before answering.

Is it for me? Or am I helping someone else perhaps? Well, I think either way I’d say “life” I mean it sounds like the more positive/better answer regardless. 0__0

10. Pick between an old book and a platinum Visa card. Which do you choose and why? hmm, maybe the book? Depending on what it’s about. Haha. Though the card has me baffled, is their money on it or something fortunate?? You really are confusing me Kyu.

11. Last question; you’re stranded on an island with a complete stranger. You only have one piece of bread with you that is enough to feed a mouth. What do you do? Do you hand over the bread, do you share half of it or do you keep it for yourself?

Guess I would share it just so maybe I can form some level of trust with this person, (even though we know that’s hard for me). Mostly in hopes that they don’t try and kill me or betray me or whatever. Idk. the possibilites seem endless here. :V WHat Are YoU gEtTinG AT KyU???!!?

I am probably super wrong with these Kyu questions ahaha. Oh well, it’s over now. (─‿‿─) I am not gonna make new questions my brain hurts from trying to answer all these lol. 

[justanotherskelle]

7

Well, the number picked is no surprise, always still a little surprised to see you in my inbox though. Can’t say it’s a bad surprise.

What can I say for you? You’re... heh.. you’re more important to me than I could ever have guessed when I first met you, and the more I get to know you, the more I like you. Can’t be helped I guess. Like I keep telling you. You’re a good guy. Maybe not good in the standard sense, but...yeah. Trustworthy, responsible,passionate, and most of all... as much as you try to hide it most of the time, anyone that allows someone like me to talk with them even a little, that’s willing to put up with my ass for all this time without giving in to what must sometimes be a strong urge to waste me... can’t be all bad :-P I’ve got to admit, getting cheeky has paid off for me a little, curling up against you or in your lap is actually really comfortable, no matter the reason you allowed it. I know I’m safe and warm and just plain contented. I actually treasure what friendship I have with you, and I can say that here and there’s nothing you can do about it without giving it away that it’s you :) Are you scary? Intimidating? Sure... sometimes...but I’m not scared of -you- I’m terrified what would happen if I ever actually pissed you off.. or if I found myself genuinely having to go up against you for reals...but... I don’t see that happening without some serious effort on my behalf, and I really dont’ see the point of putting effort into something that unbeneficial to myself. You’re.. definitely someone I’m glad to have met and am grateful to have you in my life in any capacity. If there’s ever anything I can do for you..I hope you’ll let me know... (and yes, I know I know..there is something I can do that I need to do more of pfftt I can almost hear you yelling that even without knowing I’m typing, I’ll get you more done no fear.).

[gravebone--hell]

6 most random things about me

Tagged by @thepitusa and @imagaypotatoe Thank you <3

*Tumblr doesn’t always send me a notification when somebody tags me, sorry if I didn’t see a post where I was tagged Dx* 

1.- When I was a pre-teen I really wanted to be a singer :D It was my dream I’m not even kidding you, I even won a singing contest at my school. But ya know, I had to kill that dream like nah fam :’( Still sad about that tbh.

2.- I fell in love at first sight with a teacher when I was 16 :O I’m in love with him until this day :’( I freaked out when he became my teacher half a year after meeting him haha, yeah he wasn’t even my teacher pfftt. He was a cool man and I never did nothing to let him know my feelings. This is why I like Teacher/Student AU’s :’D

3.- I love the musicals “The Phantom of the Opera”. “Les Misérables” and “Elisabeth” with a very strong passion! :D

4.- I study French, my level is really basic but hey, I’m trying n.n

5.- I love Nendoroids so much, I hate that because they are a bit expensive hahaha.

6.- I am currently playing Pokemon Y, and I got a shiny Zorua through the Masuda method!!! I AM SO HAPPY BECAUSE I REALLY like ZORUA AND ZOROARK <3 Now I’ll try to get a shiny Lucario because he’s my favorite Pokémon right now <3 Oh and by the way. my Lucario is named Credence hahaha 

Now I invite anyone who wants to share something about themselves to do this n.n I would tag but I love yall and I’m slow haaaa