#when he's a spy and you haven't seen him since high school

[lillow-coded]

Lucas existing as a full caked up man: Willow: I think I just got pregnant looking at him...? Lucas: You did.

[wuahae]

hey cat!! i've been good~ i binged all the chapters of the spyxfamily manga in a day and it was wonderful 😌 i would love to see hoshi + meeting for the first time in college! shy hoshi meeting strangers 🤭 hope you've been well too!! sending lots of love~ -prom anon

I LOVE SPY X FAMILY....i haven't read it in a really long time but i'm waiting for my animanga phase to come back before i catch up to it again haha

hoshi + meet cute

soonyoung thinks he's been sitting on this couch for an hour. or maybe it's only been half an hour. or... he knits his brows. to be honest, he really doesn't know. time passes strangely when he's drunk.

he knows a few things though—they've played at least three more rounds of beer pong since he first sat down on this couch, the cheap frozen pizza mingyu barely managed to make edible has started to taste less like cardboard the more drinks soonyoung's gotten in him, and he knows if he gets up to pee he might not make it out of that bathroom in one piece. or at all.

there's a loud cheer as joshua and vernon win another round of beer pong on the table behind him, a dip in the couch as someone sits next to him.

"hey, you okay?" a cold water bottle pressed to his cheek. a slow blink and turn of the head.

oh, here's another thing soonyoung is certain about. the person that just sat down next to him is really, really, really cute.

“uh.”

“soonyoung, right?”

"...uh huh."

"great!" you give him a cheery smile, handing him the water bottle. "jihoon said to give this to you. said you'd need it."

"thanks," soonyoung responds, just a little dumbly. you are just so cute. he can't feel his face.

“so you’re jun’s friend?” you ask, taking a chip from the big bag on the coffee table. “from college?”

soonyoung nods, sipping on the water. “we took psych 211 together freshman year.”

“the sex class?”

“yup!” as loose-lipped as he is, soonyoung is not about to admit he almost failed psych 211: diversity of human sexuality. “best easy A ever.”

“but i don’t think i’ve seen you here before?” soonyoung asks. he might be an absolute mess drunk, but he doesn’t think he could have missed you if you were at one of these parties earlier this year.

you nod enthusiastically. "i don't go here, actually!"

"oh really?"

"yeah!" your flannel slips a little from your shoulder as you reach for another chip. your knee brushes against his. soonyoung's pretty sure his mouth is gaping. "we're actually friends from high school," you explain, eyes bright and wide from what he hopes is the alcohol. he really hopes he isn't making a fool of himself to someone completely sober.

and under normal circumstances, soonyoung would ask for how long? does that mean you were friends with jihoon and wonwoo since high school too? not to mention the dirt he'd try to fish out of you regarding the three to use later.

but right now, soonyoung is still recovering from the three lost rounds of rage cage, his tongue can't seem to work right with the blur in his head and the ringing in his ears and fuck, he wants to make a cool first impression on you and maybe show off that he's a key part of the university dance team but all he can really think of is how he still really, really needs to pee.

"cool," he utters, more than a little dumbly this time.

your eyes crinkle as you laugh a little, leaning over. "you're cute, soonyoung. talk to me later when you're more sober, okay?"

soonyoung blinks. what?

someone—he thinks it's jun, that damn cockblock—calls your name and announces a declaration of war against the new reigning champions of beer pong.

"oh look at that," you tease lightly. "duty calls." nudging soonyoung before you get up, you gesture vaguely at him. "can i have a sip, by the way?"

soonyoung nods before he even follows your gaze to see what you're gesturing to, but before he realizes it, you take the water in his hands and screw open the cap, tipping back the bottle to drink.

"thanks! see you later!" you say cheerily, handing it back to him before turning around to join jun in defeating seungcheol and jeonghan (who is most definitely cheating).

and between the increasingly raucous noise of the new beer pong game starting up and the pounding in his head that threatens to send soonyoung into the bathroom to do more than just pee, he has a single, striking thought.

holy shit... soonyoung is definitely in love.

[rena-rain]

Reacting to Deflagration

Yeah yeah yeah, I'm late to the party, but I can't keep this to myself

...bi Zoe? Lesbian Zoe?? Queer Zoe???

Plagg is such a bro. What a loyal little pile of chaos

High key wondered if I was hallucinating Gabriel's dance scene. DANCE. I haven't seen him move like that since Simon Says!

I am increasingly convinced that Nathalie loves Emilie way more than she loves Gabriel. I'm quite happy with her character arc thus far.

There's another one...and another one...and another one...Gabriel is going to properly lose what shreds are left of his sanity if he keeps using half a dozen miraculous at a time. Marinette got tired just wearing all of them.

This feels like commentary on surveillance. I know that's obvious and an understatement but it must be said.

Oh sure, NOW the writers remember Ladynoir's relationship.

Aw, Nino's sweet in this scene. I'm having such flip-flopping feelings about his character these days.

Creepy. Creepy, creepy, creepy, Gabe. I don't even know why I'm surprised to find him lurking in a school basement spying on teenagers. WHY am I surprised

This lunch date is just the pinnacle of "relationship in exciting early state where every interaction causes unspeakable anxiety"

Is it just me, or is Chloe getting more and more cartoon-villain-ey?

I LOVE ZOE

He's got the miraculous! I don't know how we're gonna get out of this one, folks...Is Sass gonna save the day?

PLAGG'S GOING TO DESTROY HIS OWN RING????????

This is the Plikki content I live for

I was really, really hoping the trash can would bonk him on the head when it came back down

"We'll turn you into singing shoes!" lmao

Okay, Adrien nabbing the earrings is one of the coolest, most cathartic moments in this whole series

We deserved more Zoe and Plagg's relationship.

Ladynoir is BACK BABY - THE DREAM TEAM IS BACK

[nouearth]

OHHHH ANDREA DI LUIGI IS FINEEEEEEEEEEEE. HIM IN NUOVO OLIMPO WAS JUST !!! speaking of lgbtq series/movies, do u have some recommendtaions ?

💌 : i really gotta start watching it. 😭

OOOH, I HAVE SO MANY! most if not all the films i have listed are MLM, just because i consume them the most, lol.

⭐️ = favorite

MOVIES: i'll try not to include well-known movies like 'Moonlight', 'Call Me By Your Name', 'Brokeback Mountain', and 'Fire Island', but if you haven't seen any of those films, i highly recommend them!

The Way He Looks (2014): Leonardo is a blind teenager searching for independence. His everyday life, the relationship with his best friend, Giovana, and the way he sees the world change completely with the arrival of Gabriel. brazilian, coming-of-age, drama, romance, high-school.

Maurice (1987): After his lover rejects him, a young man trapped by the oppressiveness of Edwardian society tries to come to terms with and accept his sexuality. ⭐️ uk, drama, romance, edwardian era.

Another Country (1984): In Moscow in 1983, an American journalist interviews Guy Bennett, who recalls his last year at public school, fifty years before, and how it contributed to him becoming a spy. ⭐️ uk, drama, historical.

God’s Own Country (2017): A young farmer in rural Yorkshire numbs his daily frustrations with binge drinking and casual sex, until the arrival of a Romanian migrant worker. uk, drama, romance.

All of Us Strangers (2023): One night, screenwriter Adam, in his near-empty tower block in contemporary London, has a chance encounter with his mysterious neighbor Harry that punctures the rhythm of his everyday life. As Adam and Harry get closer, Adam is pulled back to his childhood home where he discovers that his long-dead parents are both living and look the same age as the day they died over 30 years ago. ⭐️ uk, romance, drama, fantasy.

Happy Together (1997): A couple take a trip to Argentina in search of a new beginning, but instead find themselves drifting ever further apart. ⭐️ hong kong, romance, drama.

Monster (2023): A single mother demands answers from a school teacher when her son begins acting strangely. A fight at school causes even more trouble. ⭐️ japan, thriller, drama. a little more unique since the lgbtq+ isn't really at the forefront, but each rewatch gives the film an entirely new meaning!

TV SERIES: i don't really watch much tv shows in the first place, but when i do, usually queer relationships aren't the center of the plot. these are the shows, other than the famous ones, that i remember watching and liking!

Looking (2014-2016): Three best friends living in San Francisco share the nuances and complexities of contemporary gay relationships as they explore a variety of options, both in love and in life. They are unified by their close bond, but their search for happiness and intimacy has taken them on separate paths.

Interview With the Vampire (2022-Present): In the year 2022, the vampire Louis de Pointe du Lac lives in Dubai and seeks to tell the story of his life or afterlife to renowned journalist Daniel Molloy. Beginning in early 20th-century New Orleans, Louis' story follows his relationship with the vampire Lestat du Lioncourt and their formed family, including teen fledgling Claudia. Together, the vampire family endures immortality in New Orleans and beyond. As the interview continues in Dubai, Molloy discovers the truths beneath Louis' story. ⭐️

i can recommend novels/books much easier for lgbtq+ relationships, so let me know if you want a recommendation list on them as well!

[anitaawhitney]

Some of my 4 favourite lines in 'The Tortured Poets Department'

Fortnight

All of this to say, I hope you're okay But you're the reason And no one here's to blame But what about your quiet treason?

The Tortured Poets Department

But you're in self-sabotage mode Throwing spikes down on the road But I've seen this episode and still love the show Who else decodes you?

My Boy Only Breaks His Favorite Toys

Put me back on my shelf But first, pull the string And I'll tell you that he runs Because he loves me (He loves me)

Down Bad

In a field in my same old town That somehow seems so hollow now They'll say I'm nuts if I talk about The existence of you

So Long, London

And you say I abandoned the ship, but I was going down with it My white knuckle dying grip holding tight to your quiet resentment And my friends said it isn’t right to be scared Every day of a love affair, every breath feels like rarest air

But Daddy, I Love Him

I'd rather burn my whole life down Than listen to one more second of all this bitchin' and moanin' I'll tell you something about my good name It's mine alone to disgrace

Fresh Out The Slammer

Splintered back in winter, silent dinners, bitter He was with her in dreams Gray and blue and fights and tunnels Handcuffed to the spell I was under

Florida!!!

Little did you know your home's really only A town you're just a guest in So you work your life away just to pay For a time-share down in Destin

Guilty as Sin?

I hadn't heard it in a while My boredom's bone-deep This cage was once just fine Am I allowed to cry?

Who’s Afraid of Little Old Me?

So tell me everything is not about me, but what if it is? Then say they didn't do it to hurt me, but what if they did? I wanna snarl and show you just how disturbed this has made me You wouldn't last an hour in the asylum where they raised me

I Can Fix Him (No Really I Can)

They shook their heads saying, "God, help her" when I told them he's my man

But your good lord didn't need to lift a finger I can fix him, no, really, I can (No, really, I can) Woah, maybe I can't

loml

What a bland goodbye The coward claimed he was a lion I'm combing through the braids of lies I'll never leave, never mind

I Can Do It With a Broken Heart

I can hold my breath I've been doing it since he left I keep finding his things in drawers Crucial evidence, I didn't imagine the whole thing

The Smallest Man Who Ever Lived

Were you a sleeper cell spy? In fifty years will all this be declassified? And you'll confess why you did it And I'll say, "Good riddance"

The Alchemy

Hey, you, what if I told you we'rе cool? That child's play back in school Is forgiven under my rule I haven't come around in so long

Clara Bow

Only when your girlish glow flickers just so Do they let you know It’s hell on Earth to be heavenly Them's the breaks, they don't come gently

The Black Dog

I am someone who until recent events You shared your secrets with And your location, you forgot to turn it off And so I watch as you walk

imgonnagetyouback

And I'll tell you one thing, honey I can take the upper hand and touch your body Flip the script and leave you like a dumb house party Or I might just love you 'til the end

The Albatross

"One less temptress, one less dagger to sharpen" Locked me up in towers But I'd visit in your dreams And they tried to warn you about me

Chloe or Sam or Sophia or Marcus

I changed into goddesses, villains, and fools Changed plans and lovers and outfits and rules All to outrun my desertion of you And you just watched it

How Did It End

Guess who we ran into at the shops? Walking in circles like she was lost Didn't you hear? They called it all off

So High School

Are you gonna marry, kiss, or kill me It's just a game, but really I'm bettin' on all three for us two Get my car door, isn't that sweet?

I Hate It Here

Secret gardens in my mind People need a key to get to The only one is mine I read about it in a book when I was a precocious child

thanK you aIMee

And it wasn't a fair fight, or a clean kill Each time that Aimee stomped across my grave And then she wrote headlines In the local paper, laughing at each baby step I'd take

I Look in People’s Windows

I look in people’s windows In case you’re at their table What if your eyes looked up and met mine One more time

The Prophecy

Feeling like the very last drops of an ink pen A greater woman stays cool But I howl like a wolf at the moon And I look unstable

Cassandra

They all said nothing Blood’s thick but nothing like a payroll Bet they never spared a prayer for my soul You can mark my words that I said it first

Peter

Once found us beguiling She said she was trying Peter, was she lying? My ribs get the feeling she did

The Bolter

But as she was leaving It felt like breathing All her fuckin' lives Flashed before her eyes

Robin

The time will arrive for the cruel and the mean You’ll learn to bounce back just like your trampoline But now, we’ll curtail your curiosity In sweetness

The Manuscript

The only thing that’s left is the manuscript One last souvenir from my trip to your shores Now and then I re-read the manuscript But the story isn’t mine anymore

[birbwell]

Hi! Hope you are doing good! :D

If I may ask,

I don't know if you've seen the treasure planet but, in your opinion, how would spy with scout react? (since it is an animated film that greatly affects the relationship between father and son)

here is the backup question if you haven't seen it! : D What would he do if he found out that his son has secretly escaped to take a vacation alone? you say he would panic?

Thanks! And sorry for bother💞

okay i just want to say i watched treasure planet last night just for this ask but it sure was Worth!!!!

if you mean spy and scout watched the movie together, tbh id think spy would be dismissive at first. it's just a children's movie, he says, and the moment Jim's backstory is shown and that montage of him and Silver hits, he's going to double down even harder on this. bc, well, he's uncomfortable with having to face that topic being shown so in-your-face in the movie. so he sinks back in the couch and snorts and tries to make for a nonchalant look

scout's probably enraptured, especially since. he can relate to jim a little too well- probably didn't do too well in school, real passion was in running and parkour, got in trouble with the authorities- when jim gets frustrated, he gets frustrated; when the Captain has him call her by her title, he groans and huffs. he hears spy complain next to him and he shushes him as he elbows his arm.

towards the end though, emotions running high! spy loathes to admit it, but he starts getting really into it, and at one point while Silver's doing a Bit in front of Jim, they both yell "make up your damn mind!". scout gets teary-eyed at the resolution, and spy just sighs and hands him his handkerchief. nothing too affectionate, but he'd been making fun of him for the better half of the movie- it's a significant turn that he sits with his embarrassing tears while the credits roll instead.

and maybe spy talks about the annoying comic-relief robot and how much he wants to slap a sapper on that thing, and scout laughs.

they should do more movie nights.

[undertheknightwing]

Hi Cody! I really like your blog and now I officially ship Gar/Jon! Would their ship name be GarJon or JonGar?

And your pfp is so cool! I haven't seen any bisexual representation for S&L's Jon, so seeing it automatically made me happy!!

I also adore Gar and Jon as characters! I definitely relate to Gar a lot (I hope something cool happens to him in season 4, same thing with Jon) ((although I haven't seen season 2 of Superman & Lois, yet)). Jon is my favorite because he seemed like the nice popular kid (which reminded me of the popular girls I went to high school with), plus he seems so sweet and fun to hang around! (((I adore it when characters are close to their parents)))

(I wanna be their lesbian aunt, like, I'd be Jon's adopted lesbian aunt, then when Jon and Gar get together, I could be his lesbian aunt-in-law) i have no idea if that's an actual thing or what

Oh and one more thing, I'm gonna start reading Escapism soon! I love the premise so much!

Hi!! I'm so glad you like my blog!! 😁❤❤

I've called their ship many things.. sunshineshipping, multiverse boyfriends, green kryptonite, but I stuck with the simple GarJon just because it sounded the best in my head. But you’re allowed to call their ship JonGar, GarJon, whatever you want!

Thank you! I made a bi Jon icon and a bi/trans Gar icon for pride month since those are my headcanons. (Bi Gar is canon though,, thank you Ryan!) I wish Jon was bi like he is in the comics but this is The CW we're talking about, making Jon bi would mean they'd have to write him a proper storyline and they would never do that 🙄

Jon and Gar are the definitions of "best boys". Jordan and Ryan do an incredible job bringing the characters to life despite having barely anything to work with. Their acting always leaves me with stars in my eyes because it's just so full of emotion and has a powerful impact especially if they're angry and get a rare chance to express that anger.

Gar yelling at Dick in the batcave after being shot and Jon yelling at Jordan for spying on him with super hearing are scenes that will permanently live rent free in my brain. There's something satisfying about seeing the character who's expected to be a doormat and apologize for everything finally explode and say what's on their mind. Because if any characters in both shows deserve to blow up, it's Gar and Jon. Gar's treatment wasn't good from the beginning, no spoilers since you haven't watched the season yet but Jon's treatment has gotten so much worse in season 2.

Honestly, they both need to take a long vacation together to a beach to relax and forget about all the shit they’re put through. Let them go on evening walks on the beach, play mini golf, get a nice dinner, and crash in a comfy condo.

I hope you like Escapism!! It's my pride and joy!! 🧡💚🧡💚

Thank you for the lovely ask! It made my day!

[i-write-sometimes-blog]

Love lockdown (Rey x Reader High School AU)

Request: Could you do one where the reader and Rey are in high school and is Poe or Kylo/Bens younger sister and is dating Rey secretly and the readers brother catches them together on their anniversary and totally supports it, putting the readers nerves about being outed to rest :) sorry for the long request I hope it makes sense :)))

Words: 1,935 (finally something longer)

A/N: I had so much fun writing this request, I love the high School AU and will definitely write more about it. And also, hope you enjoy this I put my heart on it. Let me know what you think!

(The pic is not mine, found it on google)

Six months. Six amazing months, the sweetest and most exiting you have ever experienced and everything thanks to her, the brunette that came from a land far away, with bright eyes and the kindest soul, the one who was always trying to help everybody and sometimes forgot herself.

Rey of Jakku, though she prefered to be called just Rey. She stole your heart since the first day she walked into the classroom, you were amazed by her beauty at first but as the class went on she surprised you with her knowledge.

She shared the same classes with you and slowly you got closer to her, nervous at first you helped her find the correct class guiding her for the busy halls and invited her join you and your group of friends Poe, Finn and Rose at lunch. Every moment you passed with her felt different and completely new, maybe it was because she came from a whole different place or maybe it was just her but it made your heart beat faster.

She was a strong woman with enough courage to stood against the school bullies, furious, always causing trouble and pushing down as much people as they could, the terror of S.W.High School known as 'The First Order' Hux, Phasma and their leader Kylo Ren.

One day Kylo pushed a boy in the hallway but nobody said nothing, it was already a common thing but Rey didn't stood quiet, she answered and even punched Kylo. Since that day they became kind of enemies, that same day she also asked you out.

It was so sudden, hiding behind the steps of the football stadium, she confessed her feelings for you making you the happiest person and so you did to her. It was all so sweet but there was something you let her know that day, a secret a few knew. Kylo's real name.

"Solo?" She asked perplex "But that would make him…"

"My brother" you cut her.

"So I just kicked your brother in the face?" She asked still processing.

"He deserves It" you calm her and you took her hands giving them a little squeeze, preparing yourself to ask a very difficult question. "Rey, now that we're a thing, and I'm beyond happy for thar, I need to ask you a favor" she took one of your hands and took it to her lips leaving a warm kiss on it.

"Anything for you, Y/N" she told you. A sigh left your lips.

"I need you to keep this a secret"

"What? Why?" She asked confused.

"I'm not exactly out" you explained her "And I don't know what could happen if Ben finds out, things are already complicated in home." You looked at the ground for moment and then back at her delicate face. "I know is too much to ask, believe me this is the very last thing I want, I'd like to walk holding your hand through the halls but " you stopped for a second "I just can't"

There was a moment of silence and then she cupped your face and made you look at her softly.

"I understand" she muttered "We're on this together and I really like you, Y/N. I'll do anything, absolutely anything for you" Rey told you and you felt the tears beginning to form in the corner of your eyes, what have you done to deserve a girl like Rey?

Since that day that became one of your hiding spots where you could go and be yourself, hold her as much as you wanted, kiss her. You sat together in every single class, secretly holding hands beneath the table, you two found small and sweet ways to be together and express your feelings without anyone noticed. Kylo was sometimes a problem, always getting you away from Rey but everytime you and her found the solution. All seemed to be alright, more than that, Rey made you feel like the luckiest girl in the whole galaxy.

And that was the thing, after six months the only thing you wanted was to scream how much you loved her, you wanted to scream it from the top of your lungs, hold her in your arms in front of everyone without having to worry, you wanted to call her yours so much but you were terrified.

The anniversary number six has finally arrived and Rey asked you to meet you after class in your favorite spot where everything had started.

"Why do I have to wait?" Said Kylo annoyed sitting at the wheel of the dark car.

"There's a project we need to talk about" you tried to explain but he seemed uninterested. "Just wait for me, Ben" you snapped as you opened the door. You two always got back home together as much as he hated it your mother asked him to and he couldn't say no.

"Twenty minutes" he told you "or I'll leave you here and you'll walk home and I won't explain Han why I left you" he growled

"You don't even talk to dad anymore"

"I don't care. Hurry. " He told you and held his phone careless.

Accelerating your steps you rushed toward the football stadium, the rhythm of your heart racing faster as you saw her waiting for you sitting in the grass, oh she loved the grass so much and you loved how much it fascinated her. She raised her head when she heard your steps, putting herself on feet. She held you in her arms as soon as you arrived burying her face in the curve of your neck leaving some small kisses on your skins. You guided her lips up your skin until you finally touched her lips with yours, both desperate to felt each others close.

“Happy anniversary!” she told you catching her breath.

“Happy six months together” you replied.

“I wish we could do something to celebrate” she told you “We could go dinner, wherever you want, just name it”

“I wish we could” you told her. “Mom wants me to help her today, I’m so sorry, babe”

“Hey, you’re here, aren’t you?” she stroked your cheek “That’s more than enough, I love you more than anything, Y/N” a smile crossed your face.

“And so do I, Rey” you kissed her cheek. “I’ll make it up to you, I promise”

“You don’t have to” she wrapped her hands around your waist and you placed yours over her shoulders smiling. “Unless” she raised her eyebrow.

“Unless?” you smirked as she bit her lips before leaning to put you in a new kiss, a passionate and heated kiss yet sweet and soft.

“The heck is going on?” you heard a familiar voice that obligated you to break the kiss, turning around you found your brother confused face looking at you. It was over. Covering your completely red face with your hands you tried to explain.

“Ben, we just-” you started "Wait were you spying me?"

"No!" He growled "This is where I smoke, thought you were going to the library" he said frowning "Now can you explain what the fuck I just saw?" He growled.

"Ben, I… Rey and me" you started the panic consuming you as you thought on what was next, probably he would go wild or even would never talk to you again, you feared that most than ever.

“We’re together” Rey got in the way between you and your brother. Your mind raced with a thousand thoughts, he was mad with you, he hated Rey just so much"You like it or not." She continued "Your sister is the most amazing girl I know” she looked back at you.”I love her with all my heart." You hugged Rey. "Now, don't be an ass or I'm going to kick you again" he looked from Rey to you, focusing on your already red face-

"Y/N, come here" he said dead serious and you did as he said moving by fear.

Shaking you stared at your brother, his face tensed, you were sure he was mad and thought your relationship with Rey was over. But then his face changed, relaxing until his lips curved into a smile, one you haven't seen in a long time, the one that made him look like your father, Ben's smile.

Then he hugged you, he hadn't hug you in years and now he did which let you confused, a shiver ran down your spine and a single tear ran down your face.

"Oh, I knew it!" He said holding you in his embrace.

"How did you… "

"Y/N, I'm your brother, don't you think I notice how you blush every time I see you with Rey?" he laughed authenticity.

You glanced at him, his face relaxed, you thought he would be mad but instead he seemed to support it, to be like he was in the past treating you like a real brother and not just someone you lived with.

“Are you okay with this?” Rey asked behind you. Ben let go of you but kept a hand in your shoulder and then he turn his attention to Rey.

“Why wouldn't I?” he said.

“Because you’re the bad big wolf, you’re always terrefing someone, I’ve never seen you doing something nice for anyone, not even your for sister” Rey told him in an angry tone. Ben rolled his eyes.

“Okay, I’m not the best person, but I love my sister, even though I don’t show it” he said. “And let’s be honest you girls are the worst liars in the world” he said. Rey and you stood quiet for a moment.

“Now, even though I hate you” Ben told Rey “You make Y/N happy, I’ve seen it, everytime you’re around she smiles like an idiot” you punched him in the arm playfully.

You stood there, thinking in how lucky you were to have a brother like him, no matter how much you could fight he was still there for you, supporting you in every decision you took.

“But if you fuck things up, I swear I’m going to destroy you, Rey” Your brother said in a more Kylo style. “I’ll wait in the car, Y/N” he winked at you and the he left. Rey got closer to you and wrapped her arms around you.

“I guess is not longer a secret” she murmured. “How are you feeling, love?” you thought the question for a second.

“I’m processing, but I guess I’m fine. I mean, I feel… relieved” you told her. She smiled at you.

“We’ll be fine” Rey held you closer to her as she played with your hair. And then you realized you were free, free to be with her, free to hold her everywhere, to kiss her, to simply love her. If the person you were most scared accepted you the way you were then the rest would have to as well, and eve if they didn’t, it didn’t matter to you anymore. The thought of it made you cry happy tears filled with hope, relieve and love.

“Ready?” Rey said a few days after, the two of you waiting outside the main enter of the school. You took her hand and leaned to kiss her cheek.

“More than ever” you started walking inside the halls, holding her hand secure on yours you made your way to your classroom. Some people looked at you in the way and smiled, others whispered but you didn’t care anymore, you had Rey and you were finally able to be with her everywhere and it felt amazing.

[badmusejail]

For Mysterio, Gaster, Gemüse, and Giovanni:

Do you have a significant other? If so what are they like?

(Mun I love how many G names your muses have)

"First of all, I protest getting lumped into this group. Second of all, I hereby declare that the latter group of characters be known as the G-Spot.”

"But to answer your question... I have a wife. Back home. But given that the fate of my entire universe is up in the air ...

"But, she was ... Unlike anyone I've ever met. Damn smart. And sweet. Nothing like me, really, but, you know, somehow she tolerated me. That alone should tell you a lot about her.

"I was a bad influence on her. That's why there's a tarped over hole in our basement that we keep saying we'll fix next summer. But she needed someone to get her to loosen up a little.

"And I mean she was happy. We were ... Happy. She was the type that didn't take any shit from no one and I have no doubt she would have smacked the shit out of me if she didn't like me.

"But yeah the drones were her work, the illusion tech mine; we put it together to create a superhero persona until I fucked it all up.

"I miss her every day."

"I don't think I've ever been on something that could be classified as a date, ehehehe. I've always found other things more important, and friendships to be just as fulfilling.

"In fact, I'm not sure I've ever even read The Dating Handbook."

"I--no, it's, um, well, difficult for one. Being a spy 'n all... Truthfully there aren't that many groups out there that pull the whole 'targeting the loved ones' thing, but, still.

"A lot of people think me and my partner are together but. She's not even into men, so.

"Uh... The most serious relationship I've had was in high school. And yeah sure, maybe those romances aren't serious but... It was serious to me. But I fucked it up because she started talking about wanting to have sex after marriage and I couldn't commit to the idea.

"Sometimes I feel like I should've just said yes."

"Currently? No one. I was married to Ariana for a few years--it was a rough and emotional time in my life. I do believe I loved her, but I also firmly believe that people change, and it wasn't fair to keep her in that relationship when I no longer felt in that way.

"She's a very intense woman. Strong and confident, and of course that's what attracted me to her. Someone who can keep things interesting...

"We divorced about fifteen years ago now. I haven't seen her since I left Team Rocket behind. Sometimes I wonder what she thinks about me, but I suppose it doesn't really matter.

"Oddly enough, Professor Rowan as well. The two of us were close when I was still an elite; never anything formally:  I was oblivious and prejudiced then, but now I realize I likely was in love with him to some degree.

"Then the war hit and I didn't see him for nearly twenty years. I can tell he doesn't approve of what I've done, but we're... Cordial enough."

I have discussed in Discord before about the odd number of names that start with G among my muses.  It’s a statistical anomality, I tell you!

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My Dream Knight, Part 8

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“You made it!” Jackson’s arms opened waiting for a hug but to his disappoint when he realize what I wore he dropped his arms. He was wearing Thor’s costume with pride of being part of the Avengers, but frowned. “Didn’t you get the memo? Why are you dressed as the cat lady?” He questions looking at my outfit as I fix my black headband with cat ears.

“It’s catwoman.” I corrected crossing my arms feeling a little bit offended. “What's wrong with it?” I asked taking off my head and as it seemed to have tied a knot with my hair. “This is Marvel, not DC.” He pointed out.

“You didn't tell me!” I pouted. “I said we are dressing as Avengers. It hinted that you could've been the Black Widow!” Jackson says to his defense.

I rolled my eyes and nodded walking up to the rest of the guys. “Alright, alright. It’s my fault.”

As I sat down with the rest of the guys, I noticed Jaebum wasn’t with them. Before I could even mention that Jaebum was missing, Jinyoung had looked at me and smiled. “Don’t worry, he’s over there watching the city lights and night sky.”

He points over to one corner of the rooftop and hands me two cans of Mountain Dew. “Hand this to him. He needs a drink and has somewhat been distracted.”

Accepting the two drinks, I walked my way towards Jaebum. “Well, I haven't seen you in a while, how have you been?”

Jaebum turns to look at me and grabs his crutch. “I've been doing great.” He answers tapping his crutch to the floor while concentrating on it. He seemed to have even been distracted by it. “I mean, I’ve been doing great... in recovery.”

“Did something happened? I thought you were okay?” I asked stepping up to sit beside him on the wooden seat. Jaebum shook his head and laughs without answering.

“I brought you a drink.” I said handing him his can. He takes it somewhat in a harshly manner and pops it open without thanking me, like the usual, before gulping down half of it in one sip.

“Is it that refreshing?” I asked looking at him. He avoids my eyes and looks at the stars with a nod. There was a silence between us, and I began to feel nervous. Unlike other times, he would do his best to get me out of the uncomfortable atmosphere we always had between us.

Playing with my thumbs nervously, I bit my lips with uneasiness. “Jaebum, I have something I’ve been wanting to ask.”

“What is it?” He asks taking another sip. I gulped and took in a deep breath, before opening my can of drink. I sipped it carefully, “A couple months ago when I saw that… in the alleyway…”

Jaebum straightened himself and glanced at me realizing where I was getting at. Still, he doesn't say anything to stop me.

“Who is she?” I asked. Jaebum sighs and sets his drink between us before leaning back. “I told you let's not talk about it.”

“I know, but it bothers me to-" “Just don’t think about it. It doesn't concern you or anyone.” He interrupts me and finishes his soda before crumpling it and throwing it to the ground.

“I can’t.” I said boldly. “I can't stop thinking about it. Is that so wrong?” I asked but Jaebum was silent. He had no answer.

“Jeong Sa Yeon… that is her name, right?” “My high school crush, yes. What's the point?” He replies grabbing my drink and sipping it. I nearly interrupted and told him it was mine, but I figured he already knew and doesn't care.

“Then, what happened to the both of your guys’ relationship?” “You don't need to know about that. It was just a simple one-sided love story.”

I sighed figuring he won't open up about her. “Then, what were you guys arguing about?” He scoffs and shakes his head before looking at me, “Arguing? We weren't arguing, we were negotiating.”

“Are you sure everything is fine?” I asked knowing that everything wasn't. His attitude and everything else is so… different and unlike him.

“Everything seems fine and should be fine, from now on after this.” Jaebum responds abruptly without waiting for a second to answer my question. I straightened and leaned closer, “After this?” “What do you want to know.” Jaebum leans in and pulls me close by my collar suddenly feeling irritated by me. He protrudes his jaw and scoffs, letting me go.

The smell of soda reeked from his mouth, yet he still managed to reek of soft coconut. “I’m… just curious,” I gulped.

“You know what, this topic has been on my mind for a while. Since you've put me to it, I might as well just say it.” Jaebum scoffs again and shrugs before reaching in his pocket. Out he pulls the listening device with earphones plugged in. “This.” He holds the thing and shakes it around carelessly.  “This brought me so much trouble, you know.” Jaebum looks at me and leans forward.

“How did you- I thought she had it.”

He scoffs again before handing me one side of the earphones and plugging in the other. “Shall we listen to it? I just wonder… what would come out of this thing.” His voice was sly as he plugs his piece in while watching me.

I inhaled deeply trusting him wondering why this thing was such an issue and took it, placing he piece of earbud in my left ear. Silence.

“I don’t hear anything-” I stopped and paused. That was my voice just being recorded and being spoken back to me. I looked at Jaebum and pressed the earbud making sure I have just hear myself repeat what I had just said inside the earphone. “Is this… me? Talking? My… voice?”

There it is again, those exact words that came out of my mouth also came back right into my ear. I gulped feeling the heaviness in my chest again, “Was that really… me?” I asked at the verge of tears freaking out. “How? How did you-? Why did you plant a device in me?! For what?! Have you been spying on me!”

I moved away from him and yet he was silent without a thought to answer to me. Sitting there, waiting, he starts laughing… in a dark manner.

Feeling deceived and offended of privacy, I threw the headphones out of my hand. How dare he just mocks me like it was fun deceiving me? “Is it funny? It’s not! How dare you!” I begin to shout at him for making me look vulnerable and weak in front of him.

Jaebum begins to speak after cutting off his laughter with a dead serious face. “Do you know how hard it was to get this back? For the sake of saving your reputation, do you know what I’ve gone through?”

My blood boiled. How dare he now talk about my reputation. This whole time no one, and I mean, no one has ever cared about my reputation but their lead stars.“Oh, really? My reputation? Mine? We are going to talk about me, now? Since when did any one of you guys cared about me?! When did anyone care about my suffering and pain and embarrassment?! Everything! Every! Single! Damn! Thing! Jaebum! It's all about the ‘stars of this industry’! Isn't it all about you! Saving your reputation! How dare you get that back and then blame me for everything that's gone wrong for you? I didn't ask for this!”

He starts arguing with me and throws his damn crutches across from the bench we sat.“Your nonsense talk about everything and nothing beyond that has really ruined all of us and this industry! You lead us to downfall with your ignorance!”

Tears swell up, and I swung my bag to the floor.“What ignorance?! I overheard every single conversation! Don't pity me and act like you're saving my reputation! You started this for your gain. You would do anything to get this thing back for the sake of you!”

“Yes! Of course! For the sake of it, I would do anything to get this back! If it wasn't for you who had started it all, I wouldn't have stepped this far!”

I paused taking in his words. “Heh, that's it huh? You admit it. For the sake of your gain, then. For the sake of your reputation. So everything is my fault.” I sniffed. “Every person here is all the same.”

“Yes! It is!” “What did I ever do to start this?!” I yelled back in tears. “What did I ever do to deserve this! I haven't done nothing but trained! Work my ass off, for the sake of becoming successful! Do my best to follow every rule and regulation! And what? You guys… plant this… device on me? Monitor me? Then blame me? What kind of contract did I signed in this agency?”

“You don’t get it, do you?- Just why am I trying to protect you? I’m supposed to be protecting myself! I'm the one at lost here because of that thing!” Jaebum starts shouting back at me again with anger in his eyes.  I looked to my behind where the plushie was. “What did this thing do?! What did I ever-” “I can hear everything you say! And whatever you say brings trouble to me!” He eventually stands up with his crutch by his side, “I hate you. Look at what you made me look like! I’m casted!”

“Why are you playing victim! I’m the victim here!” I shouted back getting up. “I never told you to get hurt for me! I never told you, or anyone, to plant that stupid mic on me!”

He starts threatening me and hops over. “Why are you even here! Because you like me too, Rainie?”

“And who made a move to start anew? You could’ve just left me hanging wondering what the hell you guys were talking about, and I might’ve just left my mouth shut! Fine! I do like you! Is that so wrong? Illegal?” Tears starts rolling down my cheeks and I bit my lip.

“It is! It’s pathetic. Hopeless… because you know what, Rainie? I hate girls like you. Girls who are so hopeless that they become crazy and become willing to do stupid things!” I sniffed again calming down, sighing. “Pathetic? Hopeless? What did I ever do that was so stupid?”

“You should never have asked! Never have walked by! Never had stopped and watched! You should never have involved yourself in this!” He leans in and starts pointing a finger at me, accusing me of doing so wrong for him. I shook my head looking into his eyes in full blown tears, “I was worried, but maybe being so caring of others made me forget that you guys don’t even need my help. So yes, I’m pathetic and hopeless. Because I cared so much, I did something stupid.” I scoffed and sniffed avoiding his eyes that were just so full of hatred. “You got your own protection, your own back up to hide these scandals. Why should I care, right? I mean, who's there when it comes to me?”

I swallowed the dry air and picked up my things. “Who’s there to protect me, right? I’m a stupid lowly trainee who should just mind their own survival skills out here in the wild. I should never have thought that someone like me would better the situation-- especially a star like you.”