#what they've been thru
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⤳ @sunpire, asked: ‹ can you give me more than a warning? ›
" I've already overstayed my welcome. " A decidedly un-welcome, in this case, perhaps; not for the reasons another of her kind might usually dislike her visit (she played not the red hand of death in this instance), but instead for the information she carried along with her. A warning of a murmur overheard in the next town over that betrayed a burgeoning suspicion of just what went down in Pearl's home for the wayward. She stood, straightening her posture as she slid her gaze towards the other, a steady and unblinking resolve. " I doubt there's much more I can offer you, I can't help. There's nothing of substance I might give you save not to kill off whatever creature in your care is spurring talk, " though her tone is a serious thing, heavy on her lips as she speaks low and resolute, there is just a moment of lightheartedness to her final words, paired with a juxtaposing smile, subtle in its appearance. She's trying to be more human, these days; hand over heart. The smile drops as she drags her stare across the home, senses keen to its occupants. " How many are there, currently? "
#sunpire#HELLOOOO IM SO EXCITED FOR THEM#i really hope this works pls lmk if u need anything adjusted :3#i went for the period of time pearl's running the safe house#if that's alright? these 2 could be fascinating bc i imagine#there's a sort of kinship there in some ways just based on#what they've been thru#➵ ◝ 》 υ𝚗iν𝑒r𝖘𝜀. ––– au; vampire. 」
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Everything will lead back to you
When one of you is a herald with no queen to announce, and the other is a queen with no subjects to be announced to
#u guys don't understand when i say i haven't shared the majority of my thought abt the wonderlandians here I MEAN IT#this isn't a ship post but if u do ship them tbh i see it and lowkey agree#but the friendship between these two is insane to me like lizzie is so intense abt her destiny#and bunny is so relaxed abt hers but both r still commited to it and r left without the other#like the white rabbit and queen of hearts r an essential relationship in alice in wonderland!!! they need each other and they're not there!#and they're not the same when they see each other again!#they've seen things the other never will they've been thru things the other will never experience#bunny had her dad and alistair but no destiny and no idea if she would survive the next week with the curse#and lizzie didn't know if she would ever see home or her family again i'm gonna chew my pillow#lizzie hearts#bunny blanc#eah#ever after high#web weaving#eah web weaving#THE RABBIT HOLE IS WHAT BUNNY USES TO GET BETWEEN WORLDS AND ITS GONE AND LIZZIE WAS ONE OF THE LAST#TO GO THROUGH IT IS ANYONE ELSE PICKING UP WHAT IM PUTTING DOWN HERE!!!!!!#BUNNY FITS IN EASILY AT EAH AND LIZZIE HAS NEVER BEEN ABLE TO ADJUST#BUT SHE ARRIVED SO LATE SHE'LL BE PLAYING CATCHUP FOREVER AND LIZZIE HAD TIME TO MOVE IN AND MOVE ON#SOMEONE SEDATE MEEEE
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maybe it's to maintain a sense of tension & turmoil that would eventually reach an explosive peak, a sense of tug-of-war, a back-and-forth to hammer home the ideals they want to deliver and for the viewers to chew on, but although these arguments regarding hiroshi & his stance as a man torn between his loyalty for his country & the loyalty for his Filipino friends and lover is of course important, how they write these scenes & the points they present from this week alone is getting too repetitive...? literally the argument scenes from last night & tonight between adelina & hiroshi is basically the same; the ideas were the same, the dynamics were the same: the aggressive, radical adelina, bristling rage and fear over the injustices she's seen thus far, and the cautious, inspiriting hiroshi, all hopefulness and reassurance one moment as a lover, defensiveness and sternness as a japanese soldier in another. this debate will be ever-present ofc, it is one of the series' biggest conflicts, but it is unfortunately so easy to tell when it is a.) being pulled up as a main topic to move the plot along / be a necessary conflict for character development/introspection / be the conflict to deliver the morals & messages the writers want to send to their viewers, or b.) when it is being pulled up only for the drama and filler to pass the time. like watching the characters sit down to argue for 10 minutes, do other things for the plot for 2 minutes, then sit down again to argue for the next 20 minutes. lol.
#lots of things i wish they would soon improve but this 1 bothered me tonight..stopped watching halfway thru#these scenes would be like excellent breaks for when we need to take a breather to digest what's been going on#but at the slow pace they've set it it's just...nothing's been going on since like...4 days ago#except for eduardo's plot#it's just arguments..everywhere....all the time....over the same repetitive things#no progress nothing new to chew on despite there being drastic changes to their situation...? same vibes from the time they weren't occupie#yet lol. same dynamics mostly#only new points of debate is regarding hiroshi & his country vs friends conflict#& carmela being desperate to go back to comfort & luxury vs her family standing as firm as they could against the occupation#ahhh i am sooo not eloquent enough to express my full thoughts but like!!! fellow viewers if y'all r here u understand me right lmfoskadhsg#finding it hard to criticize bc i'm trying to make sense of where they r coming from#a.) seeing as unlike mcai this is a complete original story it's hard to see what direction they'd like to take it to#b.) fil shows really find it hard to break away from their normal formulas of family dramas & bastard children & love triangles :'))))#god the opportunity to tell a refreshing diff story but this is like gma show 67627627th but set in the japanese era....then mixed with 50%#of the mcai show feel#the editing the visuals the acting = good. 60% of the story line = can be compared to the hundreds of gma shows we've seen be4#anywy going off on a tangent...#c.) i can understand the slow pacing as them trying to establish the settings & the feel of that era so that the more intense tragedies-#later on would hit harder#but again. few scenes feel like they're dragging on for too long. some scenes & themes r too repetitive#need to see something differenttt something fresh something developing. something moving & feeling & connecting w/the audience#need to see more of the Philippines & the Filipino people in the 40s!! not the same afternoon prime drama shot in intramuros#need to see their messages staring into our souls instead of just being words uttered in tears#all this to say....flop era this week tbh sorry#EXCEPT FOR MAX COLLINS & HER LIKE. 3 MINS SCREEN TIME. MAX COLLINS I LOVE U QUEEN#rambles#pulang araw#putting this in the main tag i KNOW some ppl out there would feel the same & can explain this better lol i swear????
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Checked my old med records re: transition dates bc today's Pl/Pa appt is probably going to be a fucking doozy where I anticipate being quizzed on my transition thus far and future goals for it
And double checked the year to find out A. my memory is shit and I was off a year but also B:
Next year will be my 5 year anniversary on T!!
#text post#getting ready ahead of time for the appt rn and am just a bit stoned to make sure the anxiety doesn't annihilate me lmao#I'm so glad Housemate is coming with to help me out as needed during the appt#like. if they drop me as a patient after this at least I'll have a witness to how they've been acting/the results of it#bc I've never once been believed at the start abt issues I have w/medical providers#only after it's gotten worse#and I'll have someone to help me navigate both hitting the grocery store after the appt w/out breaking down & also in plans#to call the new office and explain what happened (if it does tho i'm hoping they'll just wait it out w/me until Oct for my new clinic appt)#and hope they can help keep me on T and my lamotrigine until my first visit w/them (tho I'm already on their waitlist too)#I still have so much admiration for PlPa but my god. this has been a fucking nightmare in the end for me#and has heightened parts of my dysphoria and made me more anxious and frustrated at being misgendered#which still happens unfortunately often but like. no one is gonna apologise so I just roll with it#and I really didn't need that on top of adjusting to a move across the country#but it's whatever bc i'll get thru this appt see the new doc eventually and things will be more stable w/my care#and in the meantime I can think abt anniversary celebration ideas for next year
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i'm gonna be honest i'm doing pretty bad rn. i'll live but somethings gonna snap sooner or later
#germ and disease paranoia mixed with emetophobia mixed with the state of the world#mixed with feeling bad abt feeling bad bc EVERYONE is living thru most of this stuff and is doing fine. they've got jobs and lives and stuff#meanwhile i'm holding on by a thread here.#snapping could be as small as shaving my head or as big as running thru the streets naked screaming i'm not entirely sure#another level of fear for me. what do i do at my breaking point. i've never been there before#but i'm walking on a tightrope rn#it just feels like i get like 5 days out of every month we're everything is okay. and the rest of it is just bad and fear#and i'm expected to use those 5 days to be productive but i have to use it to recharge#and it isn't even enough days to do that#i'm just tired in my head. the last time i wasn't was 5 years ago and that's hitting really hard#and that's an example of what i'm talking about! everyone lived thru covid and they're LIVING THEIR LIVES NOW. i should be able to too#i have no room to complain so many have it so much worse than me#i can't keep having breakdowns in bed at 2 in the morning. it's been on and off for 5 years#when are things gonna be ok again. get good without something else getting worse.#is it ever gonna be that way again? can it please be that way again?#i miss being 10 i miss my old house i miss my hometown i miss when things were simple#i had all these things to do i had friends and was every teachers favorite student and everything felt like it was gonna be alright#now it feels like nothings ever just gonna be ok. i think everything gonna just be wrong forever#i'm gonna go take a shower and try to clear my head i'll be back later#sassy speaks
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i wish everyone who whitewashes tlt characters a very Jail for 10,000 Year.
#tlt#if i see any more white harrow i'm gonna fucking lose it. Esp when harrow is white and gideon is not like#i Know what u are#quit robbing these poor girls of their melanin they've alr been thru enough. have you no shame#sap says
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#super freaking out cos my friend who is a vet has offered me a job at her practice as a care assistant#so my job would just be to do all the little jobs. help looking after the animals. cleaning. sometimes calling patients etc#it's a fantastic opportunity but it looks so much more difficult then anything i've ever done before#and on the one hand i'm like ''yes! i love animals! i need a steady income! this is perfect!''#but on the other... i haven't been at my current job that long. so it feels like a dick move to up and leave.#i don't know if i'd be able to cope with the animals dying all the time. some of the stuff i'd have to do looks really technical#and i'm scared i'll do it wrong (eg put the wrong label on the wrong medicine) and it'll lead to an animal dying#like it's a proper full time monday-friday 9-5 kinda gig#which is great cos my current job is a ''are we gonna give you more than 2 days next week?? who knows! it's a supprise!!''#and that situation is stressing me out. so i do need something different#but this is like a proper serious job. and idk that's scary#plus my friend would be my boss. which i don't mind. but i dont want her to vouch for me and then i'm terrible at it...#cos that's not fair on her#they've offered me a trial shift next week. so i guess i could do that and just scope it out..#it also feels like nepotism which doesn't super sit right#but it's not a sure thing. the other vets and practice owners have to agree and they may not like me. it's not like i have experience#and it's only a low paid position so if its nepotism its not like... super beneficial nepotism...#sigh. i know i should go for it. just last time i went for a big different job like this it ended badly#and i ended up back in retail.#so i don't wanna go thru that all again#but i also dont wanna stay working in this shop forever. it wouldn't be too bad if only i had regular hours. .#and i knew what those hours were more than a week in advance#i know this is like.. a non-problem. i'm just stressing about it#plus its making me feel guilty whenever i go into my current job. like i'm cheating on them#i do need that regular income tho#screams in anxiety
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#those children are gonna stay with their people and dont dare anyone talk about whats best for them#whats best for them is to know their history and their culture and to know they were loved#and for them to be raised by people who know what they've been thru#palestine#genocide#tiktoks
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apropos very little, years ago when searching for a rental to live in with a bunch of friends, i toured a place where there was a skylight in the kitchen (nice!) that went through the bedroom directly above it (less nice!)
for that and other reasons, we crossed that one off the list and immediately forgot it forever...
except i just found it!
behind that half-wall, embedded in the floor, was a not-even-airtight sheet of plexiglass. standing at the edge, i could smell cooking oil.
#ugh this was nearly a decade ago#there's other listing photos where they've clearly just thrown some boards over the thru-light#there's actually some really cool architectural stuff going on here#genuine shame it was done half-assedly because some of it could have been really cool#this is what happens when you leave a work of art out in the rain
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my 19 year old coworker just told me today that she's engaged and i almost swore in a room full of kids and dropped the books i was carrying
#she was like 'we're the highschool sweethearts who made it' BUBS MADE IT THRU WHAT ? MADE IT THROUGH WHAT#it was so scary like oh my god.......i'm sure she knows best since it's her own situation but they've only been together for 3 years and#she's barely even a year older than me like what the actual hellllll
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Cryinggggg 😭😭😭😭 let me just put him in my pocket and keep him!!!!!!
#i've fallen and i can't get up#tbh if I'm gonna start posting about this game I'll prolly make a side blog LMAO wgnegnwgnqfb#text posts#seeing him hop and drink his little desert juice... help.......#i...dk i like the desert characters and this is meant to be a tantalizing game but it still feels like there's issues w exotification#every otome game I've ever played has been BAD about this and watching genshin fandom go thru sumeru they've been bad about it too#so i feel a little guilty that i do like their desert looks as much as i do 😓#I'm new to this game so IDK what ppl were saying about this event when it first dropped 😓#nu: carnival
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Gosh, her wife's gorgeous...
Ignore Olympia she's going to be staring for a bit again. Thankfully she's not doing anything and will not be walking into a wall this time.
#play the hero ;; olympia#feel the sunshine ;; dash comm#rgtag#this isn't crack even if it's commentating on an ooc post she'd do this at any point#give her a sec for the gay to go back down to operable levels#this is what happens when your one (1) first ever romantic interest is. y'know.#she's going thru all the lovey-dovey crushy stuff that most people got out of their systems AGES ago#“they've been together a whole year--” she'll be like this year ten too what's your point
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oh also have any nice things happened recently / are there anything cool things happenening soon?
one of my favorite bands is releasing a new album on the 2nd and just uploaded a sneak peak today and it sounds so goooood
i have more money than i thought i would this month so im gonna buy myself something tomorrow, what that is depends on a couple things (e.i. of thing is a limited release monster high doll that might sell out before i can get her) but i think with how this past week and a half or so have been on me i deserve something nice :)
oh im supposed to go to disneyland again some time before november! not sure EXACTLY when yet but its a pretty big special interest for me so being able to PSYSICALLY EXIST within said special interest for days is a MAJOR mental vacation for me (even if i end up sore for days after from walking so much LMAO)
#also may is star wars month which means. a bunch of new stuff will probably be announced so that hyperfixation will probably come back#excited to see what they've been working on 👀#and all my official stanley parable merch!!!!!!! i think it releases june or july? SUPER amped for that#AND THE GRAVITY FALLS BOOK OF BILL THATS IN JUNE-#i have a lot of stuff to look forward to but i just have to live thru The Horrors to get there it's just. ugh.#sassy speaks#asks#pigswithwings#once all the sickness in my house is over im gonna start going garage sale-ing again i haven't in ages but its always so fun#second hand shopping is a little like gambling. like you never know what you're gonna find#thrift stores in my area have been raising their prices to RIDICULOUS amounts so they've been a wash recently#gotta go back to good old fashion moving sales. that's where you get the good stuff
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uh oh i& think mom has the flu or smth 😭😭😭😭
#arcana.txt#g-d why#let's just hope we& don't get it#i& think im& gonna play some cartoon music or listen to some playlists with our& littles bc they've&. been going thru it#especially with everything going on in the world#there's a lot that they don't understand — especially the younger ones — & they really don't like what they're seeing.
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#bro me going to this stats research consulting thing we have and the advisor like looking so dead and bored#like bro i knowww i'm asking dumb questions and i should probably know how to do this shit as a senior in data science#but bro i don't so like look a little less dead would ya lmfao#but he was very helpful so slay i just feel even more like#sdlkfngskjdfgklsdhfgqierhglqbirjdand about myself ya know LOL#but it's ok ;-;#he was asking me questions abt myself like major and stuff at the end and when i said senior in data science LOL#he didn't say anything or like didn't seem to think anything but iiiii was judging myself lol#but the way i was like haha what's a t test#and hes like have u taken any stats classes and im like ya i just don't rly remember / know how to apply stuff outside of class#when the real ansewr is ya i just bullshit my way thru bro TT have i actually learned anything idk TT#this man explaining t tests better than they've ever been explained to me in class tho tbh#jeanne talks
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#who gives a hoot#checking the TH insta is hard when you dont have an account#but their euro tour looks fun; that said. i will never go thru the hassle of fighting for US tour tix ever again 💀💀#bill's tour outfits are 80s glam and he grew his hair out and got me looking again. goddammit.#my feelings for TH are complicated as usual#idk what they've been doing recently - stopped keeping track besides euro tour happening#still heavily miss their heyday - will always be sad i couldnt go to the european Humanoid tour
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