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I think everyone should be in love with me actually.
#what prompted this? absolutely nothing#just having a moment i guess#manifesting an autumn meet-cute for me. coffee shop au strangers to lovers fluff slow burn angst/comfort cinnamon-flavoured kisses 20k words#please and thank yeww
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Dc x dp idea 122
Danny is a Kryptonian. Not by birth. But by the realm.
The infinite realm is infinite, time is connected to it at all times in different spots. When a world is destroyed or a species goes extinct the realm is effected.
When kyrpton exploded. Time moved on the earthly realm of course. However a natural portal had opened. One that only opened in the realm at the same moment the Fenton portal opened for the first time.
Danny wasn’t just blasted by pure ectoplasm from the realm, but of the very essence of kyrpton itself. Altering Danny’s DNA even more. Infusing kyrptonian DNA into him as well as him becoming half ghost.
Danny has no clue. He assumes it’s all ghost powers. So did frostbite. What happened to him was unknown and entirely new. Besides had frostbite ever truly looked at normal human DNA before.
Danny’s first experience with kryptonite is when lex Luther showed up to “fund” fentonWorks. The anti-ecto weaponry worked surprisingly well on the supers. And he couldn’t just get into the Fenton computers without a green virus shutting him down.
Lex is intrigued. Does his digging on this “human” boy only to find he was adopted as a baby. Through less then legal methods.
Ellie on the other hand feels the effects in front of Conner. She was very confused just as he was.
#dcxdp#dpxdc#danny is kyrptonian#kinda#i hope i explained this okay#but the planet was like nope. congrats boy being killed your one of us now#lex absolutely realized Danny had to be a krypto Ian#yup Danny was adopted#I’m thinking they nabbed him from a different dimension or something#or maybe kidnapped baby#maybe found him in the woods#who knows#Conner clocks Ellie while lex clocks Danny#what will lex do with that information#probs nothing good#meanwhile Ellie is having a grand time#like? not even fully human. cool. Danny would love that!#plus Conner is a clone too!! that’s amazing#dcxdp prompt#dcxdp idea
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day 7: the council
the debris has, by now, been cleared away with surprising attention to detail, but the result makes the council room look even more like a mausoleum. someone had shut the skylight, and the effect was more solemn than caitlyn remembered it being when she had sat in on meetings as a young girl.
she had memorized the chairs, once upon a time, in preparation for the day everyone had assumed she would take her mother's place. there were no official laws stating that anyone had to sit anywhere in particular, but as with anything in piltover, an unwritten code of conduct had developed regarding who was where. shoola, hoskel, salo, her mother; each had their seat at the table alongside a distinct sense of where they stood.
it's hard to feel like any of it matters anymore- the seating orders, the velvet drapes, the afternoon sun catching flecks of dust in the air. why should caitlyn care? there is a war brewing. her mother is dead. she hasn't been able to shower in days and her mother is dead. people are asking her what to do and all caitlyn has left within her is the insane urge to pick up the pieces of stone that built her mother's seat and hold them the way she will never hold caitlyn again because she is dead.
over the past few days, all the manners and conventions have crumbled to dust like so much rubble. maybe it's a sign that it is time for caitlyn, too, to sweep it away and wall up the light.
people are asking her what to do. they expect an answer.
#arcane#arctober#caitlyn kiramman#levi.doc#cannottttt bring myself to care abt the council as an entity so. blorbo angst time!!#i fear for what she will become in s2 <3#(do Not talk to me about leaks. dont even reference them vaguely istg I Dont Want To Hear It)#anyway i have no idea what im gonna do for heimers prompt. i have absolutely nothing in terms of ideas bc i care abt him even less
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book runs based on tv shows are usually mediocre at best, like star trek, torchwood, doctor who, etc etc, but i would give anything to get a book run of the BBC Ghosts hotel i need to know what shenanigans those guys get up to in there
#bbc ghosts#bbc ghosts spoilers#six idiots#i think a hotel would be so fun for them#like enrichment#absolutely nothing that happens in there matters in the slightest but they all care so much about everything so really#the weight of any hypothetical plot does not matter#a short story series for example would be great#give me 5 pages of the captain deriding robin about the mouse family he follows and then stalking off to go watch his ants#give me 20 pages of fanny and julian watching something unsavoury going down in one of the rooms only to discover they were wrong#and actually what's happening is totally innocent#give me 15 pages of julian battling for TV remote control with a guest who can't figure out why the remote is malfunctioning#give me fanny accidentally getting in a teenager's selfie and the teen facetiming with her friends about the haunted room she's stuck in#while her parents are on this dumb golf trip#and kitty is jealous that fanny is getting all the attention because this is supposed to be girls night with the teens she's decided#captain and julian watching golfers out on the green#thomas cooing over a blossoming romance and subsequent breakup like its his new personal soap opera#pat sitting in on games out on the lawn and getting way too into it prompting julian to start making bets with him on lawn darts#fanny snooping in guests' luggage and being scandalized by perfectly normal things she considers risque#give a book deal to ben and larry they'd have a ball with it i just know it
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*minecraft door opening noise* i have a worse version of that post i had about the next wxs event because apparently the phoenix anniversary production already happened in canary.
the only way i see this arc ending is if something goes absolutely horrendously WRONG. that’s probably because of the dramatics of the last few events (cough cough light up the fire cough cough literally this whole niigo arc cough cough COUGH) but like. i legitimately can’t think of any other way they could end the wxs arc EXCEPT catastrophe!
so therefore… i have a sinking feeling that something’s going to happen to the wonder stage. or the whole park in general. or something else that genuinely threatens wxs functioning as they are now.
oh and running with that wonder stage breaking idea, how bad would it hurt if it was a stage contraption malfunctioning? discussed this with a friend and they suggested maybe nenerobo malfunctions catastrophically and idk the wonder stage fricking explodes or sth. rui angst. i need it. please.
point is. no more wonder stage, maybe. so therefore wxs has no more home base for a while (besides sekai) and emu doesn’t have anywhere to stay while tsukasa and nene go pursue their dreams, thus resulting in all of them having a serious conversation about their feelings FOR ONCE IN THIS GODDAMN GAME AGH. boom. arc ended.
idk where i was really going with this but like. wonder stage malfunction. just… think about it. you can kill me for this one actually /lh /j. *minecraft door closing noise*
#project sekai#karamell yells#tsukasa tenma#emu otori#nene kusanagi#rui kamishiro#wonderlands x showtime#i think i had more but i forgor#because there’s ABSOLUTELY NO WAY IN HELL any of them will open up about their feelings unless prompted by the horrors#so therefore. they better experience the horrors!#what better than taking their own stage away from them? :)#(im a fanfic author i feel nothing rn)
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Dragon Merlin calling Arthur by pet names in dragon-tongue and refusing to tell him what they mean. Arthur doesn't know if he's being insulted or complimented, but what the fuck can he do about it? Kilgharrah just laughs at him, Aithusa doesn't speak, and there are no other Dragonlords around to ask.
Some are very sweet, like "beloved." Others.... aren't.
Merlin to Arthur in Draconic: ✨babygirl ✨
#imma treat this as a fic prompt#tbh my first thought was not sfw lol#maybe arthur likes the pet names in draconic a little too much 👀 he likes how it sounds#arthur would absolutely do what merlin said if merlin whispered nothing but draconic pet names to him#anyway#my 2nd thought was “bastard” (affectionate) or just him using silly cheesy names like sweet cheeks#both insults and compliments but they're all (affectionate)#bbc merlin#merthur#dragon!merlin#this post is in favor of bottom!arthur#asks#fic prompt
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I’ve said it before I think but. The argument about whether you need dysphoria to be trans is mainly just an argument about the definition of the word dysphoria. People who say you Do need dysphoria to be trans tend to define it as just a state of your gender identity not matching what you were assigned at birth, or just some kind of internal sense that you are trans. People who say you Don’t need dysphoria to be trans tend to define it as self hatred, extreme discomfort with one’s appearance and genitalia, being miserable with life etc.
No room for any in between or for individuals to have personal experience w what dysphoria means for them. Which leads to a whole lot of putting words into people’s mouths and assigning beliefs to people and making up a guy to get mad at and creating mortal enemy Teams about it when there’s really a lot more agreement than we acknowledge. There will never be one universal definition of dysphoria or transness, and I think it would be beneficial if more people approached it with more nuance
#I’ve said things like this irl and people i usually agree with will look at me w visible disappointment#or like feel a need to make sure I haven’t secretly been a Bad Person all this time#and im like that is exactly what I mean#hearing statements like this and jumping right to ‘so u think all trans ppl have to be sad forever’ is crazy#I’m not even saying u need some sort of dysphoria bro im saying I Don’t Know bc no one can actually tell me what they’re asking#if ur asking ‘do all trans ppl viscerally hate their junk’ obviously no. I don’t think many ppl think that#but if ur asking ‘are trans people real or is it all just dress up’ that’s different and u know it!!#anyways I think it’s all just a stupid nothing argument and we should all go outside#it’s certainly a discussion that will get people to show their transphobia real fast#btw all of this was prompted my my textbook saying that trans ppl being forced to stay as their agab often causes dysphoria#the fact that some ppl would say that’s a bigoted statement is absolutely wild yall need trans 101 before u post#mine#txt#trans#transexual
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all i want for christmas is for any of my fellow chenford fans to come to my inbox with quite literally anything about them.
#*carly catalogs#it can be about anything from the past 5 seasons and their development#to s6 hopes/theories#to possible fanfic prompts or songs that remind you of them#to general questions like... idk what are their lockscreens are for each other? or who cooks more often? things like that#literally hit me with anything i'm doing absolutely nothing for christmas as per use and am so bored#so if you're online and you're not doing anything hit up my ask box#pretty please?? 🥹💕🙏#the rookie#tim bradford#lucy chen#chenford#otp: you know me so well
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Scheming…
#chattin#taking time to draw and write out a relationship/dynamics chart for the thieves and assorted friends#bc theres. alot. and it would be nice to write it out. it would help establish my thoughts about them#its not poly/thieves but its. kind of adjacent to it. but its less shippy and more focused on how they interact-#-and behave with one another. like theyre kinda bonded together over everything. lines get a little blurred but its what works for them#and i think lumping them all together as poly/thieves is a shortcut for breaking down their character#like obv akira has diff relationships for everyone; but how do THOSE people react to others ??#like pego/ryu is real and true but also ann is absolutely there. u cannot separate them.#theyre the shujin delinquents to me LOL. they are too tightly bound together to let any external relationship split them at this point#akiras not w goro; its akira AND ryuji w goro. like akira and goro would just not work; but ryuji make its work well yknow?#goro doesnt get third wheeled w ann and vice versa bc ann and goro are good friends; they just hang :)#its like. if u could SEE the fucking string of connections making a mess of my white board in my minds eye…😭#so im trying to write it down into something that works for me#i dunno. i think its fun :) i did this for ffxv too#only that was way easier bc its just the four of them. but like. how do their internal relationships affect the overall polycule ?#anyway. inspired by that love post; that theres diff kinds of love. and kiss ryuji week LOL#bc i wanted to write a small thing with different thieves for each prompt#and im like how would their relationships differ from one another ?#ryuji and akira but also ryuji with makoto. ryuji w haru. ryuji w yusuke. its like.#u cant use the same thing from most pego/ryu fics bc they DIDNT meet the same way#waugh.#rambling#just know that im insane. i have all these wips and nothing FINISHED. waaa.#this is what that post meant about being obsessed over bad media LMAO. this is just what happens#u stay up thinking about fake polycules from a game that came out seven years ago#i think….#WHAT. 2016???#EIGHT years ???#funny bc i was thinking about how ffxv was eight yesrs old and i am still a mess over it#well. could u imagine if i played p5 when it LAUNCHED instead of in 2020???
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you would think that actively wanting to look masc would deactivate yr reflexive '😔 at being unfeminine' reaction but, alas,
#like literally it's like. would i feel better if i were more ~delicate~ in XYZ ways. absolutely i would not#like i imagine that and it's like. yikes no that image is some uncanny valley snapchat filter shit#the way i look is correct for me and could only be improved by getting butcher#and yet. shame like handkerchiefs!!!#brains r insane. sometimes you really do relate to all these SFF stories abt like. alien processes/consciousnesses lurking in yr head#like yeah there IS some other bitch tucked away in there like athena barbie and nothing she advocates is good for me!#(anyway. prompted by seeing a non-moot's Feminine Selfie and having a minor crisis abt it.)#(absolutely idiotic of me bc like. why shd their appearance have ANY implications for me whatsoever. we're different people.)#(but why have feelings you can intellectually & ethically endorse)#(when instead you can have the spectre of yr toxic 'femininity is a race yr assigned to run' conditioning lurch up out of the sludge!!)#(god.)#the psyche#what is gender we just don't know
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like i think that we really really really need to actually gain the social literacy and compassion to understand that. not tipping your server isn’t praxis, but the fact that it’s expected that the customer pay the wage of the server also doesn’t mean that the customer (often also stiffed and a victim of wage theft) isn’t obligated to do so, and that while this is within our own economic system a great injustice and act of violence that needs to be rectified, it is in fact not the greatest injustice in the world and seeing people comparing getting screamed at for war crimes to not being tipped demonstrates a drastic lack of any sense of proportion. this is me speaking as both a service worker and someone engaged in organizing. let me be absolutely clear that I am not saying that not tipping your server is praxis. if you are able to tip i think that you should. i also think that “it’s the social contract in america to tip your server” needs to be read as “the structure has been built so that resisting it is tantamount to being a class traitor, and there are no winners in this situation”. i make less than 1k a month. tipping at 15% is straight up not viable all of the time if i want to pay rent. that’s not praxis, that’s me trying to keep a roof over my head, same as the service worker who i can’t always tip. so much analysis of this matter on social media tends to boil down to brute utilitarianism that causes further fragementation among the working class, and not for unjust reasons.
but just as not tipping my server isn’t praxis, tipping my server also isn’t praxis. not because it doesn’t help the individual (it does) but because it functionally validates the extant system in which the customer directly pays the wages. especially in the digital age: whereas cash tips are often considered nontaxable income, digital tips are administered as directly taxable income by the employer. when tips are paid out as wages i think it’s a little unfair to consider them to be “gratuities”.
again: not tipping isn’t praxis, but i wonder often about how many people who parrot this point are engaged in labour organizing or support in any way other than tipping. everyone deserves to be paid for their labour. but likewise, putting the onus on the working class customer to do so doesn’t actually help anyone except for the employer.
if you’re getting pissed at other working-class people for not tipping high numbers, especially impoverished and/or marginalized people, i hope that you are also engaged in literally any form at all, no matter how intense or dedicated, to any kind of action or organization that supports increasing minimum wage and shifting this responsibility from the customer to the employer (i.e. working class to owning class).
#vent of sorts#i keep seeing that post about ''not tipping your server isn't praxis'' with the addition of#''i was a server who got yelled at by a european for being american at an american tourist memorial for 9/11 because of the iraq war''#and again i say this in a sense that isn't meant to diminish the legitimate trauma of service work#trauma in a very genuine sense#(brief reminder that this is what the term ''emotional labour'' was coined to describe is being expected to regulate and perform emotions#for your job but only being paid minimum wage because the only ''labour'' you're doing is physical/mental and keeping a smile while being#berated isn't ''labour'')#but without directly comparing and weighing traumas and experiences in order to invalidate another#i'm so tired of seeing ''not tipping your server doesn't help anyone'' specifically being backed up by the idea#that tipping and paying into the tipping model (no pun intended) is a morally neutral or net-positive action#without actually considering the widespread consequences of tipping culture as a whole on labour wages and employee rights#of course not tipping isn't going to solve anything#nothing is solved on an individualist level#but the idea that NOT tipping is a non-solution that individuals take#being refuted by the idea that tipping as a buffer that individuals engage in#rather than it leading into any discussion about organizing#is absolutely fucking infuriating#because believe me i WANT to tip servers i WANT to make sure that everyone is paid#but if i walk into a local brewpub and buy a beer at the isolated beer shop next door by a till worker i am prompted to tip as if it were#a full service establishment and transaction#and i think that is evidence enough that tipping is not a ''thank you'' to your server but rather the employer offloading the expectation#of paying their employees proper wages onto the customer#anyways as ever the solution isn't individual action but collective organizing and community support#if you're going to tip then tip in cash and if you're not going to tip then be as kind as possible#and if you're acting as if tipping your server is the ONLY morally correct action in this situation then please#look around at your local community organizations and labour organizations and housing organizations instead of yelling online at people#who often are not being paid enough to be able to pay rent let alone pay another person's wages#mutual aid is great and important but i straight up don't consider it ''mutual aid'' if it's filtered through an employer's income
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me, frothing at the mouth: i don't want casual ! i want complicated, thought out, tragic, and soft !!!
#tbd#/ B[#/ I want him to ugly cry over your muse#/ I want him to ugly cry over deciding to TRUST your muse#/ I want him to lose what's left of his personhood to protect them!!#/ I want your muse to be safe from harm because dumbshit supreme is there to save the day#/ and I want him to suffer severely for it!!#/ I want him to love recklessly both platonically and romantically#/ I want it to eat him from the inside out like cobra venom#/ I want him to sacrifice everything he has or will ever have for them!!!#/ it could be so beautiful. Absolutely bonkers insane#/ but whole and rounded and earnest despite his flaws#/ *screaming into the void like a coked out chimpanzee*#/ absolutely nothing prompted this. I've been daydrinking while cooking up a roast#/ unhinged yodeling is what you could call this
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It's just a little mistake
A/N: Here's some Kavehtham angst (if you can consider it as that) that I thought off just before falling asleep. This is also in honor of Kaveh's character story bcs i love that man so much (tw: anxiety attack?)
A delicious aroma wafted through the house and eventually reached Al Haitham's nose as he tried to focus on the task he had to solve as the Acting Grand Sage, which really in his defense he would rather not do it but Lesser Lord Kusanali insisted on making him the Grand Sage and-
He snapped out of his train of thoughts when he felt someone poke his shoulder. He turned his head to see his roommate standing behind him with his arms crossed. They stared at each other in silence before Kaveh rolls his eyes and started to make some hand gestures. Turn off your noise cancelling. Seeing that, Al Haitham realized that he indeed has his noise cancelling on and Kaveh had probably spent the last few minutes calling him.
"What is it, Kaveh? I'm working." He turned it off and the sounds of his surroundings greeted his ears, along with the sound of Kaveh's annoyed foot tapping.
"I've been calling, no yelling your name for the past few minutes just so you know," Kaveh stated with a glare thrown at him.
"Oh really? I did not hear you," Al Haitham shrugged and turned back to the papers on his desk.
"An apology would be nice, Acting Grand Sage," Kaveh emphasized on his title and Al Haitham did not held back the small smile on his face as he replied, "I don't see why I should, Light of Kshahrewar." With his face turned around, Kaveh wouldn't be able to see the small smile on his face anyways and if Al Haitham had to be honest, bantering with Kaveh right now would be a thousand times better than dealing with the papers on his desk.
"You are so annoying," Al Haitham merely hums at his words as he rereads the words written on the paper. "Hey! Don't ignore me!" "Well hurry up and say what your purpose is for coming here then," was all the answer Kaveh received and the blonde contemplated smacking the back of his junior's head.
"I made some pie and was calling you to eat it together," Al Haitham stopped reading when he heard those words, "but you can forget about eating it now with that attitude of yours!" Al Haitham turned around in surprise to look at the blonde, a slight blush seems to decorate his face. "You made pie?" "Did you not hear a single word I said-" "Why?" Kaveh stopped talking when Al Haitham cut him off and stared at him before looking away and answering, "you just seemed stressed these days with your job so I thought I'd make you some pie since you like them and-"
"You made pie for me?" Al Haitham was even more surprised now. "I- yes- You know what forget it, I'm just going to go and eat it alone now," Kaveh turned around to leave and Al Haitham quickly followed after him. "Why are you following me?" "This is my house, I can go anywhere I want," "Is there a reason you're going to the dining room with me right now?" "... There's pie,"
Kaveh stops and turns to look at him. "Are you kidding me, Al Haitham? I just said you can't have it," "You also said you made it for me specifically," "That is not the point!" Al Haitham simply walks past him and pulls out a chair at the dining table. He could hear Kaveh muttering to himself from the door as he walks to the kitchen counter to take the pie, pretty sure he also heard some curse words there but it only made Al Haitham amused.
"Here, take it since you want to eat it so badly." Al Haitham stared at the slice of pie in front of him before staring at Kaveh who was standing beside him. "What? What is it? Why are you staring at me?" "There's only one slice," "Are you seriously asking for more you-" "No, where's yours?" Kaveh shut his mouth at that question.
"Where's yours, Kaveh?" Al Haitham repeated his question again. "I'll eat mine later so stop your complaining and just eat it," "You said you wanted to eat together," "I also said you weren't supposed to get any," Kaveh glared at him so he just sighs and turn his attention back to the slice of pie. He was about to eat it but turned his gaze back to Kaveh again, "aren't you going to sit?" "I- I'm fine with standing." Kaveh crossed his arms and threw yet another glare at Al Haitham. "Can you eat it already?" "Why are you being so nervous about this pie?" "I made it! Of course I want to know what you think of it!" "This is the usual pie you make for me though, isn't it?" "Just shut your mouth and eat it already!" Kaveh had enough and immediately took the spoon and shoved a spoonful into Al Haitham's mouth which did an amazing job at shutting him up.
"So? How is it?" Kaveh didn't understand it himself why he's feeling nervous about what Al Haitham's opinion is. Knowing his roommate, it definitely would only be criticism to mock him and rile him up even more but still he was nervous about it. Al Haitham was silent for a while even after Kaveh could see that he had swallowed it. "What is it? You're being so silent, was it that good that it made you speechless?" Kaveh would prefer to be optimistic because surely it couldn't be that bad that Al Haitham is rendered speechless.
"Kaveh did you..." Al Haitham trailed off as he stares at the pie before looking at the blonde. "Did I what? Al Haitham finish that sentence, did I what?" He became even more nervous as the feelings of anxiety starts to flood in. "... did you change your recipe? Or is it just me that tasted it differently?" Kaveh felt his heart seemed to stop dead at that time. Stopped before racing up and the sound of his thundering heartbeat seemed to fill his ears. He did not change the recipe.
He instantly ate a spoonful of the pie and the world seemed to stop dead as realization washed over him. He had messed up the recipe. Panic rushed over him as he starts running through the process while he was making the pie, was it the sugar? It seemed to taste a bit plain or did he not cook it enough? Where did he messed up? How did he messed up? What did he do wrong? He stood there frozen as his hand gripped the spoon harder.
"Kaveh...?" Kaveh muttered something under his breath which Al Haitham didn't quite catch. "Kaveh? What did you say?" "I... I messed up the recipe," the answer was barely a whisper which Al Haitham almost didn't hear. He studied the blonde's face and recognize the look on his face. Kaveh was having anxiety attack.
"Kaveh, its alright, the pie still tastes fine, I can still eat it." Al Haitham made a move to reach for the plate but Kaveh quickly pulled it away. "Kaveh...?" "No, don't- don't eat it anymore, don't even- don't touch it." His eyes seemed to shake in fear and Al Haitham notes the way his hands are shaking while holding onto the plate and spoon. "Kaveh I'm telling you its alright, the pie can still be eaten-" Kaveh shook his head as he slowly backs away.
"It- it can't Al Haitham, I messed the recipe up, I should- I should throw this away. Yeah, I'll throw it away and maybe..." He stopped talking as he stares at the slice of pie. "No, what am I kidding? I can't make a new one, I'll mess it up again, I'm- I'm sorry Al Haitham, I wanted to make this for you but I can't even do something like this nicely." Kaveh turned around and went to take the rest of the pie.
"Kaveh, listen to me, the pie is alright, you don't need to throw it away." Al Haitham felt a slight panic inside him. He wasn't the best person to go to when it comes to comforting someone. He was awkward with it especially with his difficulty to really express feelings. Right now, he needs to comfort Kaveh and bring him out of his head. Al Haitham watches as Kaveh seemed to ignore him but he knows it wasn't intentional, Kaveh must be having a rush of thoughts in his head, it would be filled with panic that Haitham needs to pull him out of. "Kaveh snap out of it and listen to me. Look at me Kaveh please, listen to me."
Al Haitham grabbed Kaveh's face to force him look at him. His cheeks were damp and Al Haitham could see the tears in his eyes. Kaveh was crying. "Why are you crying?" "I messed up the recipe, you must be annoyed I mean these are your ingredients after all and I just wasted them like that, I'm sorry I'll buy it again to replace it. You probably wouldn't want to accept that I mean-" Kaveh continued rambling as more tears spilled down his cheeks.
"Why are you crying, Light of Kshahrewar?" There was a new softness in Al Haitham's voice as his gaze seemed to soften and look at Kaveh with a rare gentleness and care. "I don't- I don't know, aren't you mad? I just wasted the ingredients you brought and we can't even eat it and.... I don't know, Al Haitham, I don't know." The softness seemed to made him feel worse, his voice cracked as he questions why Al Haitham is looking at him so softly instead of angry, pissed or annoyed.
"No, Kaveh, I'm not angry at you and you did nothing wrong." Al Haitham wiped Kaveh's tears away with his thumb and gave his cheeks a soft caress. "But I messed up the recipe, I ruined the pie I-" "You did nothing wrong, my love." Al Haitham rarely referred to Kaveh as that. Actually, he rarely ever calls him anything other than his name or Light of Kshahrewar. He was not the type to use nicknames but there were rare moments where he would. Kaveh's lips trembled as Al Haitham continues to show that rare softness and tenderness of his.
"Are you... Are you really not angry? At all?" Instead of answering, Al Haitham kissed his cheeks where he had just wiped his tears off. The left side and then the right side. Surprisingly, he pressed another kiss at his forehead, this time longer than the other two were before pulling back to look into Kaveh's eyes. "I'm not angry, now stop crying, you're ruining your make-up."
It was not a surprise to Kaveh that Al Haitham does not try to comfort him more. He understood well enough that he struggles to even express his true feelings but seeing him try nonetheless was more than enough. "Shut up, I know my face looks alright or you would have a smudge on your lips." "What do you know? I already wiped your tears before kissing you," realization crashed over Kaveh as he grabbed Al Haitham's hands. "Is my make-up really ruined? Oh my archons, I must look hideous right now."
A chuckle slipped past Al Haitham's lips as he smiles at Kaveh. "I'm joking, you look fine." Kaveh squints his eyes at him, "no I don't believe you." He tried to pull away but Al Haitham wrapped his arms around Kaveh's waist instead, trapping him in an embrace. Kaveh froze before slowly wrapping his arms around Al Haitham's neck and nuzzling his face into the crook of his neck, catching a whiff of Al Haitham scent.
"Thank you, love," it was a whisper quiet enough to make sure only Kaveh would hear it even though it was only them in the house. It was as if those words were for him and him alone, not for the world or the archons to hear. He simply hugged Al Haitham tighter as an answer. "Care to join me and eat some pie?" Al Haitham offered him a smile as he pulled away. "Alright but I'm going to check my check my face first, no doubt I look like a mess." With one last kiss, Al Haitham let Kaveh go as he walks away towards the bathroom. Al Haitham busied himself by cutting a slice for Kaveh and that's when a yell that he was sure the whole of Sumeru could hear. "Al Haitham, you liar! I hate you!" The Acting Grand Sage just smirks as he eats a spoonful of pie.
#kavehtham#fanfic#if anyone is curious what prompted this#it's myself#i was cooking some curry but fucked up#nothing big like accidentally setting the kitchen on fire or anything#but i did messed up the recipe#which on my defense it was the first time i cooked it myself without supervision or guidance#and i only ever cooked it once before#but the mistake I did was perfectly fixable and could still be fixed#and note that i was home alone at that time#and i just had a mental breakdown and anxiety attack in the kitchen#i fixed it and it was better but i was still not able to accept it that i threw all of it out#and ended up not eating anything for lunch today#took me a while to calm down#and the only reason i threw it out was bcs i just felt like it would make my parents absolutely idk disappointed?#ik they wouldn't be mad and would instead tell me what to improve but dear god i could not accept my own flaws and fear it#well that's that#ocelwrites#mine
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it continues to astound me how people my age … just kinda don’t know how to use computers. like, i was born in 2001, right? i’m an “older gen z”. what is it they say, “digital natives”? there is a significant portion of my age cohort that is proficient with computers, but the rest just aren’t. and the non-proficient share goes up and up and up the later the birth years get. it’s not that they don’t use information technology, they use it every day, but it’s phones and tablets and, at most, for school, chromebooks, which are computer-shaped but not much else. like, mostly i’m thinking about file systems. people don’t understand them.
i probably wouldn’t either if it weren’t for the fact that since i was a small kid i’ve been into (1) pc gaming and more importantly installing mods for pc games, and (2) writing, starting out with word 2004 as my primary word processor, because my dad had an old license lying around around the time i started writing longer stuff that wasn’t practical to keep in physical notebooks, and only moving on to google docs and cloud storage in my teens, when school forcibly assigned me a chromebook that i HATED because it is literally just a glorified internet terminal. that’s all it does.
like, it was modding minecraft back in 2012 when it was actually a bit difficult that taught me the basics of How Puter Work. so i was wrangling files and directories starting at, like, nine or ten years old. i used the family desktop and it sat at windows xp for so long we skipped vista entirely, because xp was fine and upgrading cost money, until i modded minecraft too hard and it caught fire and we had to replace it lmao
so i’ve always just assumed everyone else my age knew roughly as much as i did, that i wasn’t particularly adept, just kinda lower end of average. but nope! for my age cohort, i’m actually a genius! just the fact that i sometimes have intuitions about what might be wrong, and don’t need to consult the kinda arcane manuals every time, because i’ve troubleshot PCs enough times on my own, makes me a god among mortals. and i’m only slightly exaggerating.
this effect is even more pronounced for my little brother (2004). he knows more than me tbh, especially hardware-wise. and on the software end he has more practical knowledge than me, i’ve gotten kinda complacent. back in the day, i modded our minecraft clients and he set up servers for us on our raspberry pi. (we had to limit the world to a like 500x500 block square otherwise it would melt lol.)
meanwhile his friends can barely manoeuvre chromeOS because they’re used to the even more locked-down iOS. if a program isn’t on the app store, they have no idea how to install it. what’s the ‘downloads directory’. and my friends are like this too! even the very online ones! especially the very online ones! it’s so fucked!
#this was prompted by a reddit post as well as sims 4 modding and cc moving to curseforge#which is only ‘easier’ if you want EA to nanny your game even MORE#literally there’s nothing as easy as installing mods for sims 4. what the fuck#and you know i 🏴☠️ that shit and on the site i use for that sims players keep making absolute FOOLS of themselves#they don’t know what a zip file is. mainly because they can’t see the file type extension because windows hides that by default now#im guessing#people going into hysterics over a .bat file in the comments section#it’s EXTREMELY embarrassing#she speaks#simsbloggin#young woman yells at cloud?#a tentative entry into girl gamerhood#the only reason i got into pc games was because my parents did not want my brother and i to play video games at all#or at least as little as possible#so they were never going to buy a console. but the family pc was already there#so they could not stop me#… and then years down the line they ended up helping to finxance leagues more expensive gaming pcs#my birthday present a couple of years ago was 75% of my graphics card lolololol#my current pc which tbf is a monster and hilariously overkill for most games i play cost 24k SEK which was all my money at the time#like. all of it.#i had been saving for YEARS#oh! we did get a wii. in like 2012. mainly because it had movement games on it i think#like just dance and shit
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jyn erso is my special girl and you all don't deserve her ❤️
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My 13th reason is when someone is rping something as Dirk, looking for a Dave and I love the premise but absolutely hate it for Dirk and just want to switch them. No, I absolutely do not want to play an adult Dave taking care of a small Dirk. I do however very much want to do your exact modifier but as an older Dirk for a Dave.
#chat#dave strider#dirk strider#homestuck#dont get me wrong i understand the fun here#it just doesnt align with my preferences so every time i see a good prompt or modifier but for the wrong strider i cry real tears#cherp#cherp.chat#mxrp#mxrp.chat#also ill say it#and ill probably make a separate post eventually#i absolute loathe the strider clan shit#or any alpha beta mixing that changes the family dynamics of the characters in any big way like Dave being raised with Dirk and alpha dave#nothing about him would be the same ever at all#i disconnect immediately when someone implies a mixed household im so sorry ive just been here so long that its given me brain damage#it completely destroys my interest no matter what else is happening in the rp#dirkdave#davedirk#stridercest
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