#what even WAS all that. jesus christ
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Do you ever think about Minoris reaction to being freed from the possession because I do a lot. Like. Imagine you were used as a puppet to torment this incredibly kind and patient boy, who didn't do anything to you except be too odd and off-putting. Imagine you said so many horrible things to him and made school unbearable. Imagine you tormented him until he finally snapped and then he saves your life. After you made his life a living hell, he just...saves you anyway. And he looks at you with big, disappointed eyes and asks you if you actually treat people like that. If you would actually make someone's life a living hell or if that was just Mogami rewriting your personality to suit his needs. And you could lie. You want to lie. But you don't. You are like that. You have done it, multiple times, too many times. You've berated and harassed people who've done nothing but been too weird, too annoying, just existed wrong around you. And you have no excuse. They didn't do anything wrong. He didn't do anything wrong. And what are you supposed to say? "You didn't deserve it" what does that even do? What would make what you did hurt less? What would make up for all the horrible things you told him? What can you possibly say to make up for it? Would you even have said sorry if he HADNT saved you? Do you even know?
And then he just tells you to change. You both know sorry isn't enough. Sorry will never be enough. There is nothing you can do to take it back. You just have to be better. And you have no idea where to start. You have no idea what being a good person even means. And you have to live with knowing somewhere out there there's a complete stranger who will always remember how you treated him, and who decided you deserved to live anyways. And you have no idea why.
So anyways how's your day going.
#mp100#mp100 spoilers#mogami arc tag#imagine being the ONLY thing about the world someone didnt have to change to break someone. like. jesus fucking christ#do you ever think about minori wondering if she'd broken down someone else like that#and she just didnt realize it because they didnt have powers#or the guts to fight back#what even WAS all that. jesus christ#asagiri minori#minori asagiri#this is not a hate post. i will be on my “YES minori deserved to be redeemed” hill until i die#and i will be screaming “MOGAMI ARC WOULD NOT BE THAT GOOD IF MINORI WASNT LIKE THAT.”#“AND SAYING MINORI WAS TOO AWFUL TO DESERVE REDEMPTION IS FUNDAMENTALLY MISSING THE POINT”#mogamis motivation being to Punish Bad People and show how that will warp you into someone who just hurts everuone and has absolutely no on#was Not a fucking coincidence.#mogami wasnt only bad because he hurt someone who Didnt Deserve It. mogami was bad because he hurt people.#i cannot word it as well as one did. sorry
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NUMBER ONE?! NUMBER FUCKING O N E?! ON TUMBLR?! T U M B L R ? !
#Jesus Christ man#Kendrick Lamar#Drake#drizzy drake#diss track#like what even. I was shocked when it was at 9th but number 1? number 1 on the lgbt fandom obsessed site where we listen to mcr Radiohead#lemon demon tv girl girl in red k-pop and all of that shit but it’s Kendrick who trends no 1. what FUCKING reality. What reality man…#like that#euphoria#6:16 in la#meet the grahams#not like us#rap#ive also just noticed that my post is one of the headliner ones lmfao (fourth one in)
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So much of Garak as a person starts to make sense once you know his childhood was a fucking gothic novel. His main playground was a graveyard and he'd play pretend by perfoming improv eulogies to an imagined audience. For a long time his main touchstone for most important figures from recent history is 'oh yeah I know about that guy my dad buried him. great flower arrangements for that one'. He finds out later his 'parents' are actually a brother and sister who had to get married to avoid the utter shame and social devastation of having a child born out of wedlock, and they live in the basement of his biological father's house. (the madwoman in the attic vs. the tiny elim in the basement.) His biological father calls himself his uncle and locks him in a closet whenever he fails to live up to his insane and unpredictable expectations and everyone just has to act like that's normal and expected, and his will hangs over everything at all times, unseen but always felt keener than anything else. The father who actually raised him grows the world's most beautiful (and as it turns out, most poisonous) orchids and keeps the mask of a god hidden in a box in his work shed. Everyone in the house is choking down secrets like it's the only air they know how to breathe anymore.
What I'm saying is that right from the get-go this guy never had the faintest shot at turning out normal, so I'm glad that by middle age he's found a way to get a bit silly with it as he continues to be deeply deeply not normal about anything ever <3
#guess who's reading a stitch in time!#star trek ds9#elim garak#a stitch in time#star trek#ds9#I will make a monster post of asit thoughts eventually but just. jesus christ!!! what a start in life lmao#tolan and tain seem to have been... well not exactly friends probably but to have had some connection beforehand#did tain know him or mila first??? how was mila and tolan's sibling status presumably not known publicly?#at what point during all of that did tain start to have sex with tolan's sister. the more you think about it the more fucked it gets lol#under the circumstances... shoutout to tolan and mila for not leaving him somehow even more fucked up interpersonally than he is#and no thanks to tain for anything ever I hate him so much
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i lost my tablet pen and drew this on ms paint with my mouse my wrist is in agony holy fuck
#homestuck#bro strider#dave strider#strider bros#dirk strider#even the fake youtube thumbnail was edited by me jesus christ why did i do that#this joke is really stupid but#shitty humor is still fun humor#ms paint#ms paint adventures#hell yeah#a little bit pissed my adhd picked homestuck of all things to fixate on but like#if it makes content it makes content what can i say
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literally where can the zelda franchise go after totk. this is it. we've reached it. the pinnacle of video game entertainment. the whole dev team should just pack their stuff and enjoy a long and comfortable retirement. whoever decides their team has to follow-up on that with the next zelda game should answer for their crimes at the hague. what the fuck. I haven't even beat the game yet but what the fuck.
and how are AAA video game devs everywhere not losing their minds. how the hell did nintendo do any of that? and on that console?? you mean to tell me I can stack 15 differently shaped objects on top of each other and they don't vibrate violently into the skybox?? you mean to tell me the physics engine gladly accepts whatever I throw at it and holds it all together without dropping a frame while running on a machine that was outclassed two generations ago??? this is not witchcraft it's a grandiose demonstration of mastery over every aspect of game development that casts an immense shadow over every other AAA studio. fuck. fuck!!!!
everything about this game is crazy to me. the visuals are crazy. the soudtrack is crazy. the complexity of all systems and how they interact is crazy. the sheer amount of non-repeating content, NPCs, quests, dialogue, puzzles, environment variety - all crazy to me. every time I boot up this game I am humbled by the monumental effort and obvious love that went into every facet of the resulting experience. no cut corners anywhere. mirror-perfect chrome polish.
it's so rare we get something like that, in any field. I'd understand if nintendo never made a zelda game ever again because how do you follow that. god I hope everyone who worked on this game got the fattest check and the sloppiest head. I'm so happy I get to live in shigeru miyamoto's world
#totk#shut up mag#jesus fucking christ!!!! what the hell!!!!#I'll admit I was a doubter at times#with how long it took to me and with how little we saw of it#I was afraid I wasn't going to be awed#but I was wrong and I'm so happy I was#now I have to go hunt for game dev podcasts so I can listen to people in the industry#being bewildered and shocked and going ''how did they do it''#i'm not even done with the game at all I've done 3 out of 4 regions#and I have so many pins and markers and things I want to go see#god I'm going to spend 600 hours in this game aren't I
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yeah still thinking about this actually
#the fact he got down on his hands and knees specifically for *that* bit of the song#like#SPECIFICALLY#and don't even get me started on his expression#or the fucking WIGGLING#jesus christ 🫣#WHAT a delivery honestly#this performance of moonage daydream is insane from start to finish though#and also (obviously) fucking incredible#i'm still mad they didn't record an official cover because it's genuinely one of the best bowie covers i've ever heard#anyway#i'll be thinking about this for the rest of the day so now you all have to too 🫠#alex turner#eycte era#the last shadow puppets#tlsp#moonage daydream#alex vid#milex#lulu posts
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okay heres what were not gonna do about the upd8. were not gonna call for censorship. were not gonna pedojacket anyone, either the writers/artists or the fans who enjoyed the upd8, or fans who say that this was a good depiction of this particular trauma. we are not going to brush off and shut down the upd8 for making you feel bad nor are we going to call this depiction of abuse poorly handled simply because it made you specifically upset. its something thats upsetting to read about point blank. if youre upset reading about this then congrats for being in the majority of humans reacting appropriately to an upsetting thing. but were gonna read it and were not gonna behave like headless fuckin chickens about it because these themes have been present in homestuck for a very long time and now theyre finally coming to a climatic point and resolution. stop screaming about how no one should depict this shit. inform each other of trigger warnings so other people can opt-in. but fuckin stop saying that no one should write about this. stop calling the hs2 team gross and horrible for writing this. unclench and think about others outside of your disgust reaction. these stories need to be told
#our t#caw caw#upd8#i shouldntttt have gone on twitter#the privilege it takes for someone to just wave off all depictions of CSA/SA in fiction simply bc it icks them out#it SHOULD be upsetting to read. stop trying to fucking water down the reality of CSA and being groomed jesus fucking christ#if these stories/storylines suddenly vanished then itll get even easier for everyone else to stop thinking about this kind of abuse#and itll get even harder for survivors and victims to recognize what theyre going through as abuse
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started stardew valley for the first time. born to remember villager likes and dislikes forced to immediately forget it the moment i take my eyes off thw wiki
#HELP. HEEEELPP <- THE FORGETTER#i have 18 different tabs open and im pretty sure half of them are duplicates. i have not made anything past 5000G i am so cooked#rn im at summer 11 ish?? i cant remember dates in real life either jesus christ GRIPPING THE COMMUNITY CALENDAR WITH MY BARE HANDS#my ass really went into this like “ill just take it easy and go into it blind so i get the newborn baby deer experience" completely ignoran#to the fact that i get anxious disappointing ppl and not having any background knowledge going into smth new. like a FOOL#also the walking speed is just slow enough to make me space out and forget where i was going and what i needed to do head in my hands#ive had to backtrack all over pelican town so many different times im in fucking adhd hell. resource management hell#im saying this like i hate it but its actually pretty fun and engaging when im not gripping my head trying to remember what i was doing#i got linus' 2 heart event and it made me whimper a little. LINUSSS LINUS I LIKE HIM. AND WILLY AND MARNIE THEYRE SO NICEYS#marnie kinda like.. reminds me of my friends mom even her face is pretty similar. shes sweet i like her. also willy calls me lad hes cool#i think im just gonna start a new save and NOT rely on the fucking mixed seed forages bc my ass was too stubborn to buy seeds#i just got sebastians 2 heart event too ughhh ive never had to work so hard for an emo boys approval. but it was satisfying#corn will fix me. its a replenishable summer-fall crop corn has to fucking fix me PLEASE#i also. made a stardew valley farmer. the one im playing as. their name is cosmo they have a backstory and everything im making#him a ref. his backstory is so fucking funny just wait#yapping#diary#puppy plays sdv
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PSA: THERE IS AN ANON GOING AROUND CLAIMING TO BE ME, SPREADING ALL TYPES OF MEAN SHIT TO OTHER BLOGGERS. IVE GOTTEN ABOUT TWO-FOUR PEOPLE INFORMING ME OF THIS WITHIN THE HOUR
IF YOU GET SOMETHING LIKE THIS CLAIMING TO BE FROM ME, IT IS A COMPLETE LIE I DO NIT TALK TO ANYONE AND I BARELY FOLLOW ANY BLOGS.
I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THIS PERSON IS DOING BUT I CANNOT ALLOW THSI STUPID SHIT TO CONTINUE
DOWN BELOW IS THE POSSIBLE CULPRIT. BLOCK THEM. IGNORE THEM. DO NOT ENGAE IN THEIR STUPIDITY.
#like what the fuck even is today.#grow the fuck up#all because I stated I’m deleting my blog#to get away from these stupid fucking anons#jesus christ#caplan speaks
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Backstage @ The 5SOS Show Tour Philadelphia
#there is so much to address here#5sos#5 seconds of summer#ashton irwin#luke hemmings#calum hood#michael clifford#all#the 5sos show tour#the 5sos show tour Philadelphia#fan photos#the 5sos show tour fan photos#kh4f post#so obviously i need to mention arm#but also jesus christ how am i still surprised at how tight this man manages to wear his pants#like those are practically jeggings sir oh my god#the Mashton belly rub is honestly hilarious what is happening#luke is looking cozy in his surprisingly -one might even say unusually- baggy pants#like the juxtaposition bt the legs on his pants and Ash's is comedic#but then and i say this with love#Calum babe wtf is this fit#Ash core for one thing#but like. the pattern mixing the sizing the SOCKS#so many choices are being chosen#love that for you pal
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My TOTK Master Sword Pins came in! This is my first time trying double layered pins, the petals have some real DEPTH to them from the layers. It looks more like they are really fluttering away into the background. The two layers also gives the pin a very premium/sturdy/heavy feeling i didn't expect but in hindsight is obvious LOL
Comes with a custom backing card too, the pin itself is 3" long so perfect to hold and "swing" around lol
#totk#tears of the kingdom#zelda#shope#store#pins#zelda totk#zelda tears of the kingdom#sorry the price is kinda high but JESUS CHRIST THIS COST SO MUCH TO MAKE WHAT THE FUCK#more than double what i would normally pay#triple even#but worth it#i'm just happy to hold it#T_T#spoilers are vague enough i hope to not really spoil anything at all!#totk spoilers#i'll tag anyway idk i don't want anyone pissed at me#tho it's been like 3 months so idk ahh
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the way it happened is truly everyone's worst fear, and the episode puts a spotlight on what those fears are. k trying to fix something and fucking it up massively. when she airdrops all her stuff, it didn't feel like "k's still thinking about her network etc", it felt like defeat, giving up the work she was doing as itsy for someone else, cause she's lost all confidence in her ability to fix what she was trying to fix. sam tries to help with magic, and her wand doesn't work, and she's confronted with how helpless she is without it. she hosts a show with magic in the name but when she needs it, when she calls for it, it doesn't come, and without it all she is (all she fears that she is) is just being shiny on the outside with nothing on the inside. jammer having less than a minute to feel grief and fear before he just locks in on what he needs to do, where they need to go, because jammer feels responsible for everyone he cares about so he feels responsible for this, he can't face evan's shadow because he can't fail evan again because he's already failed to be there before. and then evan! having to be rescued, being inconvenient and throwing off their mission, and then coming back with no clothes, is the worst! he's so sad about how his presence is making his friends' lives worse because k and jammer can't even look at him, he tried to help sam in whatever way he can and it just upset her, and then he socially trapped sam into assuring him she cares about him. he has to ask a magic goat a question and he doesn't know how and even though the goat ends up giving him the theoretical right answer, now it's disappointed in him because he used a cop out! very bad no good day for evan. man.
#laughs awkwardly#dimension 20#misfits and magic spoilers#first off katabasis. an underworld of shades that know everything like in the odyssey. very cool that it's a goat#but also I wonder if there's a catch. when victor brought his dog back he couldn't bring all of it back#like maybe only sam k and jammer can see evan. maybe evan is back only for them and he's invisible to others. or something else 👀#also the acting was so good i feel crazy. i was over here trying to exercise and sam goes 'please don't kick other evan'#jammer being so focused on doing what needs to be done and then meeting the goat and asking#how am i supposed to do everything that i need to do. is that even possible. there's so many people who need me#aaaaaaaa#k snapping her wand and aabria doesn't miss a beat. mechanical game consequences ready to go#the way evan being emotionally removed and distant means the only part of him that makes it through the fog#is his desperate need to be useful. to be there the way his friends need him. and sam knowing that about him#and using that to get him to un-2D himself. and also!! poor fergus jesus christ#when your ex has come to fire island 2 where you live and you're like hey maybe I'll drop by check in. see how she's doing#and how she's doing is being covered in her friend's blood and viscera. how are you supposed to navigate that. good god
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dick owners who are bodily able and living in an enviromentally capable conditions to flush toilets in a shared bathroom but don't,
fuck you 🖕🏻
#rin rambles#cw vent#cw unhygienic descriptions#delete later#you are disgusting. period.#i absolutely loathe these lind of inconsiderate people jesus fucking christ how low of an eq do you have#unhygienic incapable fucker i am so tired of going to bathrooms and finding piss and shit i hope the rest of your week suck#what are you? dogs? even dogs have the decency to try and bury their shit and piss. you're worse than dogs#i'm sorry i'm just so angry i've been putting up with this for months now and i'm just so fucking tired and disgusted#gods i want a studio apartment all to myself so bad but they're so obscenely expensive *and* small#i just want to go home.#just let me go home. please. please.
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“What if Jax and Zooble switch heads”
some things are really better left unanswered
#the amazing digital circus#the amazing digital big top#the big top au#big top au#tadc#tadc jax#tadc zooble#jesus fucking christ what even is this#idk which is worse but i think jax w zooble’s body is arguably one of the most disturbing things i’ve witnessed all week
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#genuinely what is pissing me off rn is all the people being like ‘oh i don’t even like daniel but—’#like congratulations. did you want an award? shall we call up bella hadid?#and all the pundits too jesus christ buxton on the verge of tears like bitch three weeks ago you were slagging him off in a podcast#you actively contributed to this horrific media narrative you do not get to turn around and make this woe is me the sport will miss him#sorry im the murderous stage of grief rn. is that a stage? who knows it now is#you do not get to be the sharks swimming at the smell of blood only to put the bandaid back on when you realise you’ve bitten off more than#you can chew.
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The ppl who say g2 is better then g3 r only saying this just cause the characters stayed exctaly the same but w different faces & clothing
Im sorry but if you truly think g2 abbey looks better then g3 abbey then im just gonna assume ur a fatphobe
#monster high#most of the characters they didnt even bother giving a new outfit#toralei twyla & others i forgot abt have the same excat outfit as g1#only difference is now their faces are ugly as shit#n the characters whom they DID give new outfits to just look hideous but we all know that alreadly#like jesus christ what is abbey wearing-its litrealy just a bad verison of her core g1 doll#the only thing g2 has above g3 is the artsyle of the movies looking better-but again they just copied g1 but gave them ugly uncanny faces
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