boatem circus au!!!
Word count: 4,890 as of right now
Chapters: 1/4 ( ashes, ashes)
CW: fire, panic, trauma, grief/loss (nobody dies)
you know me, expect truckloads of angst
Summary:
It took so painstakingly long to build this place up. And it burns so easily.
Scar gulps down the air, but it turns to smoke and ashes in his lungs as he watches his whole life go down so fast. He made this—every tiny piece and detail of it—he made it to be a sanctuary. A place for healing. A place for new chances. He needed it, just the same as everyone else who ended up here afterwards.
He still needs it.
They still need it.
Or: The Boatem Circus burns to the ground.
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Atorva in a cum jar
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Day 253
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That iceberg is not connected any more it’s just floating on global toilet waiting for melting
Damn that Iceberg
Left the planetary grounds
Spaciousness running around water
Can a boat
Capture some water for sale
Call
Thelasticeshite
Lasticeshite
For All for All a sale 499.99 an ounce
It’s in the brand name
Sucka’s
Of global weather change
It’s just normal global weather change wether you believe it or not
It’s a normal Florentine
Going back with milk (don’t drink oleander)
Sit by the table fed by Parents
Eat UR crackers
And
That iceberg is not connected any more it’s just floating on global toilet waiting for melting
Um and ah uh ha ho woah
Um an ice melts faster with nothing to hold on to, it’s just truth
Add the sun
Shining everywhere
With depleted ozone
By bye Iceberg
Bye bye
Now salty
Tha tha thummm they ahhhhh da do ah
Said this is
Salty
Puckered my Lips
Melting Icebergs in my opinion
Is a fucking grossing humunglunglousy
Human air breathing
Doing fucking lousy
Is what was intended
My head presses the oiled fake keyboard
Is oil used in ( could be ‘on’ rather ‘in’) new phones?
I just changed subject, would have to read all that I already wrote
But why
It’s Earth
It’s leadership Sinister
You no you, just watch TV
That iceberg is not connected any more it’s just floating on global toilet waiting for melting
The wether fore golf casted weather
Will be today
Oily fucking awful
Unless UR rich!
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starting to think maybe i can't live for someone else... blood in my sputum
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do it all for love
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Headcanon that the boys were first introduced to Lou Jitsu through Splinter scrounging up an old movie to watch through a grainy projector. Splinter wanted to hype himself up at the time, to see a version of himself - however fictional - succeeding and being happy.
He watches, and smiles, mouthing along to the dialogue and outright whisper-shouting “HOT SOUUUP!” whenever it comes up.
Nestled in his lap are his four new sons, still learning the world around them and heavily reliant on their new father. They watch with wide eyes how lively their guardian looks, how happy he sounds, and they turn to watch the movie closely. Because, for as young as they were, they could recognize the source of their father’s joy.
So naturally, they come to associate Lou Jitsu with their father’s smile, and in turn, they feel happy themselves. To them, Lou Jitsu will always be a source of joy, and always make them smile, even if they forget why as they grow.
They’re not just movies for the four of them - they’re the distant memories of a warm lap and a smiling face.
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once again i have Thoughts about grian after his latest episode-
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Some painter stuff for my friend :3
@reckless-silly hiiii im sorry you had to find out about my blog this way and im sorry for everything you saw
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I need to talk about Julian's whole thing with Sloan in Extreme Measures cause it does actually make me feel a certain kind of rabid
Extreme Measures is a great episode for the Julian/Miles dynamic and has a lot of great moments with them but I think an underrated element of the episode is how it very plainly shows just how much the Dominion War has changed Julian, and how his morals have shifted into a much greyer area
Julian in this episode is very callous towards Sloan even as he's literally dying. he has no issues violating Sloan's mind, and when Sloan dies, the only reason he actually cares is because the answers and secrets Sloan has will die with him. truly cannot emphasize enough just how deeply Julian fucking hates Sloan, and sheer hatred isnt something we really see all that much from Julian, especially not to the degree he was with Sloan
even with that, though, Julian has never been like that with another patient. Julian doesnt let his personal feelings get in the way of being a doctor, and always treats his patients with the utmost care and his best work. Julian was willing to find a cure for the Jem'Hadar's addiction, simply because they asked for help, even if it meant potentially making them into a much bigger threat than they already were. Julian treated Tain in Camp 371. and, sure, Julian does treat Sloan, but he does so explicitly because Sloan has information they need, not because he has any care for Sloan's life
and I think that- his willingness to violate Sloan's mind to get what they need, and how he didn't particularly care that Sloan died- is a really bleak look at just how much the war has changed Julian and how much it's shifted his moral compass. throughout the war, Julian has been ordered time and time again to compromise his morals. add to that several traumatic events- multiple of which are orchestrated by Sloan- and a slide into deep depression, and it's no wonder he gets to a point where he can do the things he does in this episode
and I dont think it hits him until much later. I think one day, long after the war has ended and theyre still rebuilding everything that was broken, Julian lays awake at night and remembers how bad it got and what he became willing to do, and it makes him sick to his stomach
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street rat makes a nest in the corner of your bedroom using all of your pillows and blankets
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x
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What is your favourite thing to draw?
that goddamn red latex suit
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And your heart goes ring-a-ding-ding! ☎✨
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