#went on a weird tangent there sorry
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thats fair, i think i could say that as well. The internet certainly makes my life feel so much betterā¦ i donāt understand people who say it ruins mental health. ( i mean yeah it does but it makes my dopamine receptors go yay!)
if i could, i would just stay in my room forever with my phone. I think that would be a happy life. Who needs school, or skills, or friends? I have the internet!
my parents still make me go to school though and real life is going to force me to get a job sooner or laterā¦ my perfect future has been ruined >-<
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damn, we're in the exact same boat then... rn i'm banking on a revolution or society collapsing or smth so i don't have to work to live and can doomscroll and bedrot for the rest of eternity /hj
i think life is about being happy not productive, so if being online all day makes you happiest you should be allowed that ^_^
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OMG I JUST SAW SOMEONE ASKING FOR PERMISSION TO USE YOUR ART AS A SPOTIFY COVER I'M SORRY I COMPLETELY FORGOT TO ASK AND JUST USED ONE OF YOUR RWRB ARTS AS A PLAYLIST COVER šš
AS AN APOLOGY HERE IS THE LINK:
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1sRZC6YicR64ALotVQz9je?si=CJL_wPUtSv-wI45IRXSUdw
HAHA no worries!! you can totally use my art for spotify playlists, no need to ask! you can credit me in the sub caption if you want to so iāll find your playlists š„°
#this and edits and journal entries - iām fine with people using my art!#just please donāt repost as it is on platforms. especially without crediting#pinterest is the WORST culprit for that#i hate that site so much#and itās worse when people post comics without the full context š#bc i swear i ran into a repost of the willelmike beach day comicās last page and people were being really weird about it in the comments#if youāre gonna repost it at least repost it with the full context goddamn.#sorry i went off tangent!!#thank you for asking š„°#anonymous#askovna
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LITERALLY FILLED OUT 2989947986 PAPER FORMS SO I CAN SKIP SCHOOL FOR A WEEK AND GO ON A FAMILY TRIP BUT MY UTERUS SAID NO. MY RAGE IS IMMEASURABLE
#tis one of those days when i wish i was born a creechur of unspecified gender instead of Hooman#no person on earth deserves to go through period cramps. it's unfair to uterus owners everywhere.#i say uterus owners because it's double frustrating when you dont even identify as female like GEEZ#i could not care less abt this organ being here. wdym i have to suffer for the rest of my life bc of it >:0#like.. i dont even want it.. Guy In Charge you could have given it to someone else who wanted it..#somehwere out there is a transmasc person who didnt get their uterus because it was assigned to the wrong person#i just want to say that person is me and im sorry#that went off on a very weird tangent. in my defense it's like 2 am and ive been sleep derpieved for days#vent#i think?? probably????#incoherent ramblings
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erm... so this is awkward
#sorry its been so long .........#(isnt sorry bc im not obligated to post anything but its more the spirit of the statement)#but boy. its been a yr . i miss my wife (liam)#i cant actually remember much of the beginning of it but i had a fulltime job over the summer then went to college lost access to my meds#finally came home and then got covid near immediately#so . its been a while#i still draw them all here and then but its been a while#esp since i did get soer into a funny game abt a bird#(@tapestryundone if anyones curious lol ive been posting there ever since my brain lost steam to do anything productive#due to the aforementioned loss of meds)#(im trying so hard to skirt the title of the game since these r the tags. and i dont wanna sound like a tiktoker putting all the censors in#or smth)#but. i miss those guys#i need to order the amelia plush soon while i can now that i can think again#but ya. i hope to come back here someday. i need to get back to objects in general#but now ive so many commitments to my other blog and i dont wnna abandon those#and external assistance is going to need. so much reworking. good lord#i think abt it sometimes and become distraught LMAOOO#Im a very obsessed w canon compliance kinda thing#which is funny. considering the animal limb thing#but tbqh i always felt the animal limb thing was much more of a hc than smth that actually went against canon#i hc that the stick limbs are in object culture a general shorthand for limbs that skirt the actual commitment to individual designs#that objects would draw objects that way in cartoons a la human cartoons giving characters rubber limbs or gloves or smth#just a visual quirk to simplify art. which is basically was the shows do from a meta standpt i guess#i just added extra steps#ANYWAY THAT WAS A TANGENT#pt is hiiiiiii i miss objects...#this is at the forefront of my brain rn for . very specific reasons#(reasons extremely visible on my general community sideblog HAHA)#(warning that im being pretty negative in a weird way on that blog abt a diff show. as a heads up)
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help me find the original creator of a gif??
hey ya'll so for like awhile now i've been wondering who originally made the classic pikachu caramelldansen clip (also known as pikadance??)
wayback machine isn't really giving me any luck nor is reverse image searching. at most i can find youtube and nicovideo (2008) uploads of it, but none that say "i'm the original creator" or who the original is
its not that big of a deal, but i've known this gif since i was like 13 at least (i'm 25 now yeesh) and have never known who made it and honestly just really want to know
the full vid (or perhaps two videos by the same artist mashed together??) has also been posted on youtube (2009) with "the pikachu song" which is just butterfly by smile.dk but with varying pikas and pikachus for lyrics
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that itself (the pikachu butterfly remix) i'm having trouble finding the source of as well. seems like its source may be in ddr or step mania as that what seems to come up and i can find a chart for it from step mania on youtube (2010) by searching "step mania butterfly pikachu remix", but idk anything about step mania so idk if that's modded or not or if its coming up cus butterfly is a song in those games
anyways there are other clips in the pikachu song as well. ones from the anime and an ashchu/pikachu paffendorf meme (omg paffendorf) which i can not find the source of either (has to be from at least 2008 or so tho since it has shaymin and lucario in it), but i'm talking about the bit that starts at 3:23. seems to be by the same artist as the og gif i'm talking about and perhaps stems from smash bros a bit since one of the pikachus has an alternate costume from it on
#gif#flashing#video#pokemon#pkmn#pikachu#caramelldansen#pikadance#old web#old internet#webcore#happy chatter#i went off on a tangent oopsie#its just weird to me that things can get so popular but no one knows who made it#and all of these or at least what i can find are from 2008-2010#i'm trying to find the source of one gif and i find two others things i can't find the source of either#i love pikachu so this is really interesting to me#i am not tech-savvy btw so if these are actually easy to find i'm sorry#ddr#dance dance revolution#step mania#stepmania#smile.dk#2008#2009#2010#paffendorf#Youtube#long post
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sorry hang on this is a very niche realisation but soap and gaz could've grown up watching the basil brush show and i don't know how i feel about this
#pfh personal#pfh headcannons#jm#kg#this is entirely inspired by the fact i saw a fox in my front garden after i put the bins out 45 minutes ago and i went 'hello basil' at it#(and also because i went off on a weird tangent to early)#(sorry early)
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I /am/ anticipating when future England and co. finally figure out that North is in the past! My guess would be traveling back in time to get him. And, I imagine that some confusion/mistaken identity would happen? Also, if the future co. somehow met their past selves? Confusion and chaos would abound! And I would love to see how it would be resolved! :)
OMG I'm as excited as you are for the moment of Present bros realizing where and when North is. I know when it happens, but I haven't written that scene yet and ksjhfjashdfh I can't WAIT to get there. Like, the dawning realization, the angst, the worry, the hope, it's *chef kiss*.
A thing I still struggle with when it comes to time travel is the meeting your past/future self trope. On one hand, it would be amazing and chaotic to see the bros meeting each other. But on the other hand, I really want to keep the logic that there can't be two you's at the same time. I feel it breaks the immersion or something.
Like in Outlander, when Claire meets Captain Randall for the first time, she thinks it's her husband Frank from the present, but it's actually Frank's descendant (the husband and captain are played by the same actor btw). And even though the captain is a total monster, like the worst of the worst, she still makes sure to let him live long enough until his son is born, so the bloodline continues up to Frank's birth.
I like the logic of that kind of time travel. It's similar to the one seen in the third movie of Harry Potter. You can't interact with your past/future self, but you can change things indirectly because it already happened. That's why I chose North to be the guinea pig of my story instead of an older nation, there's no risk of meeting his past self. He's just a wee baby lol
So would the bros ever meet in person? Not directly, that's for sure. At least, that's not the plan at the moment, but who knows, maybe I'll find a way to let them see a glimpse if it works in the story ĀÆ\_(ć)_/ĀÆ
#omg I went into a tangent sorry lol#but yeah time travel is so weird I'm always tweaking the mechanics#though I'm sure I'll still end up with plot holes in the end xD#sot ask#outlander au
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I am gonna give you an off topic question.
Where is the nearest airport in Florida
i am but a humble aussie who has never travelled abroad. i have NO clue where any airports in florida are and the only way i **MIGHT** be able to identify the state is because it kind of looks like italy???
#gdam amuricans#get off my blog /j#florida is like the broome of america... pretty sure u guys have alligators and not big ass salt water crocodiles though#i love crocodiles#and i love australia sm. i love all my freaky lil creatures :) including the LITERAL dinosaur beasts that infest northern australia#i read terri irwin's biography and sobbed. steve irwin had such a passion for crocs and his death was so tragic. americans/anyone who doesā#ānot know of the AUSTRALIAN NATIONAL TREASURE that was steve irwin pleaaaseee watch one of his interviews from the early 2000's#hashtag: i am a PROUD australian im patriotic in an admiration sort of way ... i love SOME parts of our culture (drinking culture#āwork culture#the general concept of mateship)#i know of some americans that have moved to aus that are SHOCKED at how friendly/nice people are??? do you guys not have that????#smiling and asking people how their days have been is like. the norm here. not even a weird thing to do. i just know if i went to america#and did that i'd be treated like a predator or something bhwfjalfJHSA#(sorry for this tangent guys. if you made it here you're a REAL one. *kisses you sensually*)#kuuskylarposting
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I love graffiti so much like I love looking at the different styles and the familiar artists and going off island and seeing even MORE styles cos when the trains pass by you can see tags from across the states on the cargo cars. Actually trains and graffiti are yuri btw
#Sorry that went on a weird tangent#but was just thinking about how graffiti and train cargo cars go together and I hate seeing a clean train.\#You need graffiti on you girl!!!
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i really love your lbfad posts, You really Get the characters. I'm so fond of the mortal arc in particular because it shows the characters being able to goof off and have some silly fun. It's wild but I once saw someone get through the entire mortal arc of the show and somehow come to the conclusion dfqc is just awful and abusive? Truly bizzare takes on the wider internet.
Aw, I'm glad you enjoy my posts- I appreciate knowing š but yeah the wider internet can be Very interesting.... I think one of the first things I saw outside tumblr about the show was a decent review that I was enjoying reading up until the point when the author just started in on how terrible and annoying Xiao Lanhua was and how she only watched the show in spite of her and I was just ??????? like at the end of the day we are all entitled to our own opinions and feelings but there's a lot of opinions and feelings I do not agree with <3 to put it nicely <3
#thanks for the ask!#Anonymous#like idk ive curated who i follow to such a degree seeing like the 2000s levels of Ough i hate the girl characters from an adult woman was#wild#i was like wait.... people are still doing that#accidentally curated my online places too well and forget how weird people can be lmaoooo#same though I've seen a few takes about DFQC that again#idk i feel like to watch a show like this you have to have some level of whimsy and not think of it from explicitly real world pov#like in real life poisoning your guys drink 3 times is Bad#but in this show its like yk fairys and devils and circumstances out of this world#and im such a bitch about my male characters if I thought DFQC was really at all Actual Evil to her i wouldnt have enjoyed the show#but thats why its such a funny watch bc he's telling us again and again I Am The Big Bad#and then we're like okay but why did you get on your knees on her level and brush a tear from her cheek babes? why did you continually#go out of your way to try and make her happy even after you had that ring on ya finger and couldn't feel her feelings anymore? lmao#sorry i went off on an tangent#suffice to say thanks for being nice to me š„ŗ
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You know as a kid, there was such a unique thrill in finding fandom spaces. As far as I was aware, my brother and I were the only people who had ever played the Devil May Cry games or watched the anime.
Imagine my disappointment when I discovered FanFic.net and tried to roleplay with the people in the community during the early 2010s.
#Easily the worst fandom experience I've had. Especially on the roleplay side of things.#Lot of people who saw my 13 year old ass as a threat to their ships? Even tho I never spoke to them.#But these people HATED my OC so much because she was Dante's kid. You know. Because I was a child who adored Dante?#AND I WAS CLEARLY A CHILD TOO. I WAS ALWAYS TRANSPARENT ABOUT IT.#In my rules and bio I'd tell people I was a minor. Posting about ''Guys my first day of high school I'm nervous š„ŗ''.#I'd be minding my own little business and I'd look at mutual's mutuals blog rules:#''GRRRR BARK BARK BARK. I WON'T ROLEPLAY WITH OCS WHO XYZ (obviously directed at me)''#See I look back on it and can take the piss (I was as annoying as you'd think) but holy fuck did that alter my brain for the worse.#A young me seeing 20-35+ year old acting nuts over fiction and children being children.#That's why when I see ''I miss the old RPC. People were nicer.'' shit I roll my eyes so hard. People were not nicer.#I was getting rape and death threats from these fucking animals because they felt a weird way about my OC.#zombert.txt#Sorry for the novel in the tags. I just went on a lil tangent.
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been rotating a fish scenario for a few months every time i get sick i come back to it and i havent visited it this week and i realized it s because i just enacted that shit irl but without the gay shit
#the gist of it is overwatch employee era fish starts getting ocean yearning#because theyre a fish and are specialized to a certain kind of ocean water theyre getting 'dried out'#ie: sick because they have no access to water that meets their conditions. and it takes them a while to realize whats happening#but they all get an oz beach day for recoverys sake. and so the ovw science crew can do some measurements so they can get a fucking pool#or some shit back at base so they dont legiterally die#i love beach episode AND im always sick AND i have the oceansickness#but like. oh. i went to the lake. i had the time of my life at the beach. i did it i scratched thr yearning in my brain#give it a month before its back#unrelated tangent once they have the conditions set up i think fish would love to maintain it theyre a nerd for this crud anyways#they like to keep aquariums and this is essentially a big aquarium#they dont do that stupid abe sapien shit though. if they tried to build it like an aquarium exhibit they would eat 76s dumb face off#sorry abe i love your cool tank i just think theyd find it weird and bad
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i really hate how i see ken get woobified down a lot by the fandom and even in the show just bc oh no he was just processed heās actually just a sweet bean capable of no harm and i just donāt think thatās true like the dark seed mostly just makes you the worst version of yourself and in a more meta pov itās about how his grief and inferiority complex let him harbor a really toxic mindset bc he felt isolated and how even the kindest people can become abusers and that a lot of his redemption arc couldāve been handled a bit better of him actually making more amends rather than wormon and daisuke instantly forgiving him. how do you deradicalize yourself? how do you reconnect to your inner kindness after the world turned you cruel?
thatās why i like ioris interaction with ken a lot bc iori is the character that makes ken take a hard look at himself but in a constructive way. itās not the version of himself that wanted to die after looking at his crimes but the version of himself that is being held accountable by the character that cares most about justice and authenticity.
#bumbles (bee mumbles)#i donāt hate ken or even how 02 went really i just think thereās missed potential for something better#which is think is the whole appeal of 02 and why it has such a dedicated fan base#i think most fandom is powered by the potential people see in things#which is why we tend to have much bigger and invested fandoms for flawed franchises than ones we consider great#you donāt feel the need to add on to something that was executed perfectly and itās fandom mostly exist as studies or appreciation#for example you donāt see ppl often making fan theories and involved aus for ghibli films even tho they are so beloved#you donāt feel the need to transform something if you are satisfied with it#sorry weird tangent
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I always felt that Regulus could be ok with a halfblood provided they meet one criteria:
- The paternal line was from an old and prominent pureblood family.
I also feel Regulus is one of those people who really need to ālearn the hard way.ā Like have his privilege taken away and he witnesses firsthand halfblood and muggleborn hardships that might hit him on a personal level, like they remind him of something or someone dear in his past (or himself).
And friendship through allied combat and a display of powerful magic from a halfblood would also help I think lol. If Regulus goes through some shit and is introduced to someone who shares some key traits, but is a halfblood, it could help
I can see pureblood ancestry making it easier for Regulus to accept a half-blood begrudgingly, perhaps. I don't think he'd be seeking someone like that out, but he might be able to make peace with it if it came out that their ancestry was not as pure as advertised but they were still part of an old family.
After reading this ask, I had this idea floating in my head of a half-blood who was from an old wizarding line and was a parselmouth, and then I realized that's just Voldemort sooooooo...I don't think Regulus is unlearning any biases through his relationship with Voldemort. Not directly at any rate.
It is interesting though. I wonder if Regulus knew about Voldemort's parentage. It doesn't seem like it's a big secret. BCJ certainly knows about it, he and Voldemort have apparently bonded over their daddy issues. Voldemort summons all of his Death Eaters to his father's grave in GoF. He's not really hiding the fact that he's half-blood. So did Regulus know? How did he feel about it?
Voldemort does check the box of allied combat and a display of powerful magic from a half-bloodā¦
#ask#anon ask#regulus black#sorry I went on a weird tangent here#I do enjoy ripping Regulus away from his privileged upbringing#and forcing him to confront the fact that to the majority of the world#he's just some guy#I think it's good for him
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listen i dont like fƫanor but i can't deny that getting so mad you literally burst into flames and crumble away into ash is kinda fucking relatable
#i was about to go ādo i have to tag this for spoilersā in my own head as though the silm isnt literally older than me#tbf not as many people read it as lotr or the hobbit but still. come on brain wtf#esp since someone would have to be really weird to come on my blog specifically to complain about spoilers lmao#i do think its funny I've only now gotten around to readinf it but its taking me so long to make myself listen to it that i keep forgetting#things especially in the really long chapters#to the extent now i find myself going āoh maybe i need to write down names because of course everyone has to start with an fā. i was doing#okay and then i went a really long time without reading so now im like wait wait go back#which sucks because i usually dont have trouble getting through long books. admittedly i listen more than read lately#but still. i think it took me maybe a week to get through priory the first time? like i dont think its that im not interested i just havent#had a lot of energy to expend or to get really into things? idk i keep forgetting from finals up till now has been extra bad in terms of..#..pain. chronic migraines gonna migraine ig. i bitch about it like i havent lived this way for years n years. but they were never as bad..#..until i started college and now theyve been worse than ever. i hate thinking about how much time i always lose. how much time ill always#be losing. sorry how the fuck did this turn into a tangent.
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Oh, my bad. In the snippet, he said, 'I am trying to be happy.' I didnāt specify that š§”.
That's definitely an interesting vibe. 'Trying' to be happy makes my heart hurt because he's been trying for so long. I think he chases it so hard he never notices that sometimes happiness isn't in the big picture, it's in the smaller moments. I think a lot of us with mental health issues forget that and have this idea in our head of what happiness must be. Happiness can be so small and soft, not always overwhelming and constant. Those of us who have felt deep heartbreak, despair, or battle lifelong depression think happiness must feel as overwhelming. It's not. It's gentle and fleeting at times. I just hope he stops occasionally and finds the happy moments.
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