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noira-l · 3 months ago

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𝐎𝐧𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐝𝐫𝐨𝐨𝐦 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐦

⋆ ★ '𝐘𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞' - 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬

chapter summary: you are looking around for a flat, but there is just one problem...

pairing: gojo satoru x f!sorcerer reader

warnings: kinda fluff, teen gojo is annoying, but also sweet, swearing, reader must understand what sleeping with gojo means, mentioning of depression.

author's note: well. I hope I get it right :) teen gojo is kinda bratty, no?

"The hell you mean we can't have separate bedrooms?!"

You looked at the requirements from social services in disbelief.

You were sitting in Satoru's room, spread out on his bed, still on the school grounds, going over the papers that social services had delivered to the address of the Gojo clan headquarters. You were fortunate that Satoru had obtained the paper before his mother.

If you wanted to adopt Megumi and Tsumiki, social services had to look at your flat, to determine that it was suitable to live in. And since you didn't have your own flat yet, you decided to look for one that met these regulations - immediately.

Stupid social services. If Satoru had made you an offer earlier, or if he hadn't "needed time to think about it" as far as Tsumiki thread was concerned, then you wouldn't had to deal with social services at all, who found the sibling in an empty flat with no family. You didn't know how they were able to find them. You only suspected, that it might be Zen'in's clan doing, Satoru is know for his yapping, so maybe they found out this way? Or maybe neighbours were alarmed about thier mothers long absence? Well, you are not sure. But, because of this situation, unfortunately, you are forced to go down on a fairly legal route.

No... it couldn't have been the Zen'in clan's doing, they would have made it difficult for themselves by calling in social services, you thought.

"Who comes up with these regulations?" he scoffed, placing his feet on the top of desk, leaning back in his chair.

"Unfortunate for us, someone who genuinely wants to look after the wellbeing of children, at least by definition. They want confirmation that a loving and compatible couple will take them in." you slightly squeeze the paper, he fiddled with a pen, you sighed looking around.

"Still, I didn't sign up for the lack of privacy and one room with you." you continue to read the paper.

"You signed up to be 'married' to me, but you didn't sign up to share a room?" he smiled towards you. He continued to play with the pencil, twisting it into every possible position with his fingers. "You're weird."

"I-I didn't expect it, and I didn't think it through very well." you were trying to hide the fact that you really don't know what you're doing with your life. Although your tone still sounded normal. At least you tried to make it so.

"It's been a few weeks since we got married and you're already regretting it? Ouch." he gasped, grabbing his heart dramatically. He was having fun from this conversation. Satoru liked to play this little theatrics with you.

"The only thing that hurts is my pride." you don't even pretend to read the pages in front of you anymore.

"You should be bursting with pride..." he pointed the tip of his pencil at you, his eyes piercing with glimmer from under his dark glasses "you're a Gojo now." smile only grew bigger. You scoffed.

"Does this mean that after your death I get all your wealth?" your smile was cheeky. You loved to bite back with various combacks.

You didn't want to give him the satisfaction of clogging up your mouth with some remark. Dancing with him in this verbal way satisfied your need to rival him.

He blinked twice, looking at your face. You started laughing, leaning forward. "Now you haven't thought it through?" now you're the one pointing the finger at him.

"I'ld look good in clan attire" smiling, you began to imagine yourself in white, expensive robes. At least you thought that they were white, you never had the chance to see him in ceremonial garments, or yourself in something more expensive than second-hand clothes. Your gaze somehow drifted to him, taking a look at his clothes and figure. You once saw him in something that wasn't casual or his uniform. Through your eyes, you put him in the same thing that he wore when you were signing the marriage certificate. You couldn't deny that the term "attractive" is combined with the word "Gojo".

"I doubt it." He cast a glance at you, scanning you from top to bottom, frownig through the process "No amount of colour can save this face." you threw a pillow at him, he was taken aback, eyes wide.

"You look pale, didn't you forget to put on make-up today?" hoped your snarky remark will leave an effect on him. He took a pillow in his hands, aggressively, and place it at his chest, hugging it.

"Ah, yes, I forgot that with you all my pores are opening up." said rolling his eyes with annoyance "I need to invest in some good anti-aging creams if I'm going to live with you." you were surprised that he even knew such a thing existed.

"And I need to invest in earplugs from your constant yapping." you pointed at your ears. "Do you talk in your sleep too?" you pitched your voice, cooing.

"You're always such a complainer? I would have moved out to another room the very first day if it wasn't for these regulations and this theatrics of pretending." turned his head towards you "You whine like an old hag".

"Said the one who turned down 4 perfect housing offers!" now you raise your voice, pointing at him.

"The first was too expensive, the second was too small, the third did not have a nice view from the window and the fourth did not have air conditioning." he began to list it to you on the fingers of his hand "They weren't ideal, since we're going to share a room together anyway."

"You were just being picky." you crossed hands. You reminded yourself walking the streets of Tokyo with him, with a map, asking where a particular flat was, while he cheerfull looked around unbothered to help you, or worse - he was being late. However, once you proceeded to take look at the flat, Gojo would either start barraging the owner with questions, to the point where it was unbearable, or he would stand quietly in a corner without saying a word while you, were the one doing the talking.

"UGH. How am I going to survive you every morning?" you lay back on the bed, banging your head against the pillow.

"Only mornings? I would worry about afternoons and evenings too."

Just as you were about to throw some witty remark at him, your phone rang. You dug it out from under your pillow.

"Good morning, (L/N) he- I mean Gojo here." you answered the phone quickly, you still couldn't get used to his surname, mistakes still happened sometimes. In presence of someone outside your social cirlce, you smiled sweetly and said you still couldn't believe you married him. You had to keep up appearances, especially in the company of officials or landlords who called you back.

You rose from the cushion, sitting up rapidly.

"Today? And what time?" glanced at the clock on the wall "of course, the date suits us just fine." gaze fixed on the clock "No apology needed, as I said the date suits us just fine." you began to laugh nervously, consoling the caller. Moment of silence. "Please wait!" you found yourself right next to him, throwing his legs off the table and reaching for a piece of paper and a pen. You clipped the phone to your ear "Please, repeat the address again." you began to write the street name down on a piece of paper. "Yes, of course, we'll be there." voice was full of satisfaction. "Of course, thank you, I'll see you there." your caller hung up.

You almost squeal with joy.

"They called me back! He called from this flat in this beautiful neighborhood!" you squeezed the phone with satisfaction. "It wasn't available before because someone had booked it, but since they called back, apparently it's still in stock!" turned to him "It meets all the requirements from social services!" you thought you were in heaven, you hoped it will turned out like that in person, falling in love with the photos from the catalogue you saw.

"Does it meet my requirements?" he continued to hug the pillow, smiling.

"You'll love it." your smile was smug.

★ --

Of course you rent this flat.

He has loved it since his foot stepped in it.

Satoru looked around. It was spacious by Tokyo standards, well lit and had a thoughtfully constructed kitchen with an island. Three fairly large bedrooms and a bathroom with a bathtub and shower.

Can you even afford it?

He began to wonder if it wasn't better to look for another alternative. You don't have that much money and that standard is quite expensive. He was just about to articulate this to you, but you dissapered from his seight.

He moved to the next room.

You were standing in what was probably your future bedroom, staring breathlessly at the view. Usually the balcony in such blocks have a view of the city, or kiss the wall of another block as soon as you step outside. In this case, this balcony had a view of a small children's park, a lot of greenery, and in the background, buildings obstructed the view of the river.

"We take this." Satoru didn't look away too focused on beautiful scenery.

"I told you you'd love it."

★ --

Moving in was hard, at least for you. You were a bit stressed, the company you hired to move in was really helpful. More so than "your husband" who didn't take a single cardboard box from you, stating that "you're strong, you can do it."

So here you are, out of breath, sitting on a carton of books, taking a sip of water from a bottle. Gojo brings in the last box, you hired a moving company for two hours, they helped with the helped with loading everything from your dormitories into the car and into your flat and carried the heaviest items. Yaga let you take his old desk, which was in perfect condition but didn't match his current office décor, so he gave it to you as a 'wedding gift'. You must say, your Sensei had a sense of humor.

You put the water bottle down next to you.

"Moving in is harder than fighting curses?" he teased. You caught your breath "Sort of." reponded.

"I was so stressed today." you lay down on the floor, finding that sitting was no longer comfortable. Your shoulder blades painfully pounded into hardness.

"Why so?" he put the box down at the very top of the small pile. It seemed like you'd have less stuff, but when you started packing everything up, it turned out to be quite a lot. Gojo also added a few boxes from himself, which came from his family home.

Obviously he was not tired. His black blouse did not show an ounce of sweat. You didn't either, you were more mentally exhausted, afraid that you would have to pay the company a premium for another hour's work. It cost extra and would went beyond the budget. Lucky, you manage to do everything in time.

"If we couldn't bring everything in, in time, we'd pay extra," you felt your breathing slowly return to normal.

"I would cover the cost of if the need came up" he put his hands in pockets, looking at you lying on the floor. You scoffed.

"Do you have the budget for the extra cost?" you rose to the sitting position.

"I have a lot of savings I'm not talking about," he leaned in.

"If you do." you rose fully "We should go to the shop, buy some groceries" you headed for the kitchen and opened the fridge. Water and a few cans of sugary drink. "We don't have anything for dinner."

"We'll take food to go, they have a nice place nerby." He stood right behind you, leaning against the kitchen pillar. You glanced at him with a raises eyebrow.

"You're not joking?"

"You're lucky to have married rich." his smile was striking. So were the clavicles that protruded from under his collar.

"Then why did I bother to save money?" now you start to get angry that all your stress has gone to waste.

"If you'd said earlier, I wouldn't have been afraid to book the company for longer." you frowned. Verily could have just told you about his finances, you would have agreed on a budget. In theory you'd be splitting the cost of the move in half anyway, but still.

"Ayay~" his smile was killing you. It was so dismissive, as if he thought you were exaggerating. His facial expression despite that smile expressed it too.

"I'm rich, by design. So far not enough for me to sponsor everything." he passed you and took a can of sweetened soda from the fridge.

"So you're not that rich."

"Geez, just talks about money, such a gold digger." he continued, turned and started walking towards the bedroom, swigning the can in his hands.

Gods have mercy.

★ --

You have unpacked, arranged almost all your belongings into their respective rooms. Fortunately, most of the furniture was put straight away by the moving company. You didn't have to buy much furniture, as Yaga and Nanami helped a lot by donating some of their equipment. The previous owner also was really generous, by leaving you his bedroom furnishings. Probably when you first met him, he pulled out his phone, Satoru, disrespecting someone's privacy as always, saw that he had wallpaper with one of the Digimon characters. The owner's happiness was immense when they both shared various details about the game, that you were completely unaware of. The conversation went on for far too long, but at least you gained a really good set of furniture and claimed a friendship with the men. Satoru's "personal charm" is on to something, though.

So there you are.

In "your bedroom".

Gods, how strange that sounds.

You've stacked the last of your T-shirts in their place, folding them neatly so they don't get crumpled. Satoru did exactly the same. You were surprised when taking out his elegant trousers or shirts, how much he takes care of his clothes. Not to mention how he cares about their price, because you saw these brands in the most expensive shops. He may sometimes be a bit of a mess, but he cares about cleanliness and his belongings.

"Do you have a blindfold for sleeping?" you pulled a blue piece of satin fabric out of the box. He looked over to glance at what you were holding in your hand.

"Sometimes I get migraines, my old room was too bright and I couldn't rest properly. My eyes are very sensitive." you were surprised by his direct answer and his tone of voice, which was not provocative at all, it was just direct.

"And that was enough to get rid of your migraine?" you asked curiously. In fact, you don't even know why you want to find out.

He sat down on the bed, looking in your direction.

"Normally yes, sometimes I would ask Suguru for a head massage and sometimes I would beg Shoko to help me because the medicines weren't working." He lay down completely on the bed.

"I hope to rest here, it seems comfortable." he added, putting his hands behind his head as support.

Well, yes, "your" bed. King's size. Satoru was in heaven as he lay down and had room for his legs. With his height, it must be a real luxury to have a bed that doesn't bruise his ankles or calves.

For that, you were not so happy. Having to share a bed with him is so.... Weird.

"Don't look at that piece of furniture with such disgust." his voice snapped you out of your thoughts.

Perhaps you have indeed been looking at that bed for too long. Although your thoughts were not focused on the furniture. You looked away, as if someone had caught you at something.

"Isn't it strange?" gaze in the floor.

"You mean? Yeah, I'm also surprised that such a short guy had such a big bed. That was probably his complex." you snorted with laughter, his humour could sometimes defuse tension. Although at the same time, he annoys you after a while.

"I mean..." you pointed at the bed, unable to find the strength to make a sound, lips set in a thin line.

"Sleeping together?" he asked raising an eyebrow, looking as if you were odd.

"Yes," you admitted, taking a deep breath. Sometimes you wondered why you found such trivial matters embarrassing.

"What about this? You've slept with me more than once." these words sound strange when he says them...

"Yes, but the circumstances of that were different..." your gaze is suddenly next to the pillow next to his head. You are reminded of all those nights where you simply passed out on him. You would come to him, or he to you, when times were worse and you would just cuddle, both of you trying to soothe each other. More often than not, you would just collapse from exhaustion, mentally and physically unable to do anything, and you did not care where you lay, the important thing, was that you felt safe, to a certain extent. You didn't eat, you didn't talk to anyone exept him, you only slept when you had shed all your tears and head was spinning enough to make you lose consciousness. Dark times..

"I don't mind sleeping with you." he said looking up at the ceiling and the lamp, "It's nothing special to me. You're the one getting weirdly excited."

"What." You furrowed your eyebrows at his remark, he turned his head towards you.

"Look at you." he pointed at you with his hand, his smile sly "You're concerned as if we were going to sleep with each other, and not sleep in the same bed together." your face in disbelieve.

"I-I don't-" nervous. confused.

"I'm not going to consummate the marriage," he interrupted you, smiling and putting his hand up, "I'm not interested."

"Ey! What the hell do you mean by that. It's not like that!" your irritated gaze caught his eyes

"It's not?" his eyebrows raised. Satoru waits for you to say something to defend yourself from this situation. Your gaze just turned sad, he didn't even notice when, looking at the floor, your feet in your flip-flops.

"Sleeping with someone always seemed so intimate to me. It was reserved for the person I love. And I don't mean in that context.." you tried very hard not to sound as confused and anxious as you actually are "..but maybe I just need to move away from that concept and start treating this situations more maturely." your sigh was nervous, and your face quite serious.

It's true. You had never slept in the same bed with anyone else before, only with Suguru and only when you were together. Yes, you did happen to fall asleep on his shoulder while watching a movie, but before you became a couple, you didn't have a situation where you specifically came to sleep with him on the same mattress. It seemed kind of strange and new to you.

Satoru expected every reaction, teasing him, an outburst of anger or an easing of situation, but he could not expect that. Minimally, he felt that it probably wasn't the best idea to strike with this kind of joke in that direction. It even started to make him a little awkward. His gaze fixed on the ceiling.

"You're right, it's just a bed." you said, now he shifted it to you, you smiled "There's nothing special about it as long as there are no feelings, right?" he didn't say a thing.

Why was your smile so sad?

"Anyway" you quickly clapped your hands. If you don't change the subject immediately you'll sink into your thoughts again. Face back to normal.

"I'm going to shower and probably sleep. It's quite late and I'm tired." you grabbed your pyjamas from the dresser "We still have some things to talk about, but that's tomorrow. You've got two more days before you have to leave, so we'll make it in time." you left the room, closing the door behind you. You wished there was an option for another room or a sofa.

★ --

It was a long shower, full of thought. You stared at the wall, the white tiles reflecting the distorted face of your person. The steam was rising high, warming your body. You tried to put unnecessary thoughts out of your head, repeating to yourself that you should focus on the present. That this is nothing, and your stress is unnecessary. It's just sleeping in one bed. Stop acting so dramatic. He won't there most of the times, busy with missions and other stuff.

So why were you replaying old memories? Why were you thinking about him again? At one time, you would have said you were looking forward to sleeping in one bed with your husband. Now "your husband" is just your friend. Just someone you share a goal with, nothing more. Well, there is more, you share a bed. Then why are you so heartbroken about this? Because things used to be different? Because a while ago you shared a bed with someone you loved?

You didn't cry like you thought you would. You just stared blankly with the water running down the tiles. I guess that's what adulthood is supposed to be about. Wet hair made your head seem heavy. Eyes staring at one point too much, betrayed how unable you were to think about the present. You don't know how long you were stuck in your head for. Probably enough for Satoru to knock on the door, waking you from your state of reverie.

"Will you hurry up? I know beauty takes time, but don't let it take so long!" voice muffled from behind the door, turned off the shower. You had finished some time ago, you just didn't have the energy to get out.

You came back, your hair still damp. You passed the white-haired one, entering the kitchen immediately after washing, you were still in your dressing gown and decided that a glass of water before bed would be a good idea.

While Satoru took shower, you tried to get comfortable on the new bed, having chosen your section long ago. You shared a duvet and one blanket together. It was indeed comfy. Although the pillows could have been a little more fitted. On the other hand, you could not complain about the bedding. You were surprised that the blue-eyed had such requirements for his sheets. Choosing cotton for winter and satin for summer.

"Why are you covered? It's hot." You turned your head towards him. He was standing in the doorframe, in just shorts, with a towel over his head, one hand wiping his white locks. The room was dark, the lights long since extinguished. His silhouette was in the semi-darkness that spilled over his body and covered all the cavities.

"Because I'm cold?" you weren't too moved by the sight of him.

"Huh? How can you be cold, it's freaking hot." he looked at you in disbelief. His wet hair frizzed. White strands scattered in all directions. You snorted with laughter.

"Huh?! What are you laughing at?" he stopped rubbing the towel over his hair. Blue eyes emitted light in this darkness.

"You look like a white pom-pom." you bit your lip to keep from laughing more.

You didn't make it, when you looked back at him you burst out laughing. In your mind, you had the sight of his head as a fluff ball. Satoru was unimpressed, mouth twisted in a grimace and his eyes were annoyed. You wiped away a tear that had accumulated from laughter. He threw a wet towel at your face, silencing you.

"Did you use my shampoo?" you frowned, smelling your toiletries on the towel.

"It smells nice, so sweet I couldn't resist~ It's a bit strange that you chose such a nice scent." he sighed dreamily. Suddenly you regret buying this shampoo when it was on discount.

"And what's that's supposed to mean?" yes, that's what you needed, for him to annoy you as you were about to go to bed.

"You usually smell like cheap soap or some kind of weed." such shower gels and shampoos are the cheapest - you explained yourself in your mind. No one has ever pointed out to you that you smell bad. Why are you even thinking about it? You know very well it's not true.

He said it so straightforward that you couldn't get the words out for moments. Your mouth was opening and closing trying to catch any words.

"Are you suggesting I stink?" now you felt like punching him. You clenched your fists on the bed sheets. He walked deeper into the dark room. His silhouette was lit now from the side, showing all the sculpting on his shoulders and abdomen. He leaned a little over you, took a deep breath and sniffed.

"Not now."

The towel flew towards him, unfortunately bouncing off the barrier he'd managed to activate. The material stopped in place and fell to the floor. His shit-eating grin was even wider.

He inhaled the scent "Now you smell sweet."

"Asshole." you clenched your teeth, he chuckled, picked up a towel from the floor and dismissed himself to the bathroom.

"I told you to worry about evenings too." he shouted from across the corrifor, reminding you the words from your conversation with him, from a few weeks ago.

You growled, burying your face in the bed.

It's going to be a looong night.

★ --

"Good morning, how did you sleep?" a cheerful voice greeted you in the morning. You didn't even look up to see him.

It was quite chilly in the kitchen, despite the frying omelette. You didn't answer him immediately, so he skirted the kitchen island to look at you from a different angle. You had half-closed eyes, bags under your eyes and were yawning an average of four times a minute.

"Bad." was the only thing you were able to articulate. You put the rest of your energy into preparing breakfast. His plate was already on the kitchen island, waiting next to a mug of brewed tea.

"That's weird." He scratched his temple. "I don't know when I've slept better."

"Cool." your voice was slurred.

He glanced at his plate, which was well laid out and the dish itself perfectly prepared. What you had in the pan didn't resemble it at all. Satoru only now saw that your head was flying down at times.

He approached you, squeezing through and turned off the stove.

"What's wrong?" he put one hand on the cabinet above your head as he leaned over you, his voice quite serious as he tilted his head so he could see your face up close. His six-eyes made it clear that this was no ordinary fatigue.

"Your infinity is terrible." you muttered. "You've been shoving me off the bed all night, this stupid force field kept pushing me out, I tried to say something to you but it was like you couldn't hear me at all. Of course I couldn't just poke you and wake you up. I didn't want to use my powers." Despite being tired, you found moments to be angry. You had something to be angry about. Your first night in your new flat and you already looked like a corpse. You came from missions sometimes more alive.

Satoru could see your cursed energy was barely smouldering. No wonder you're tired. He put his hand on your shoulder.

"I've learned to sleep with it, it activates automatically for me, but I'll try to do something about it, 'key?" You just nodded in agreement.

He thought his infinty was quite stable when he was sleeping, apparently he was wrong, he will work on this. He looked at the pan. Despite being so tired, your prority was to make him a good breakfast. Eyes glanced at your tired face again.

"Come on!" said, suddenly grabbing you by the shoulders, turning you around and leading you into the bedroom. You didn't have the energy to resist him.

"What are you doing?" however, you had the strength for irritation in your voice.

"Sleep a while, get some rest. It would be pointless for you to put up decorations today when your eyes are barely open." you sat down on the bed, pressed down by the pressure on your shoulders.

"No need, Sato-"

"A a a" he waved a finger in front of your nose, his other hand on your shoulder pushing you onto the bed "I'm serious, rest." he ordered, you signed, know there's no point in arguing, you turned so that your head was on the pillow. You're on his side, but so what. The duvet covered your body.

"I'll wake you up in two hours." he made sure you're covered properly. You heard him step away from the bed and close the curtains to make the room darker.

"Fine." you muttered quietly, settling yourself comfortably and pressing your cheek against the pillow.

You heard only a quiet murmur before the door closed.

tl: @kalopsia-flaneur

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bones-and-booze-stills · 9 months ago

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Hey uh....okay...I think I got it working-

Hello??? Okay...sweet...

Stephen stills

Age:25

Position: leader(Ex-talent???)

"Goddamnit GODDAMNIT"

Thank God the power is still going...probably because there isn't alot of people using this damn website anymore...

Fuck...uh...they told me writing out my feelings would be...a...okay idea so...here I am! Plus, maybe there's some survivor's out there who can talk to us...

It's been...God how many months? 3 months when Todd...you know...rolled over Neil's head, 4 months when neil got bitten and died...8 months when we first started hiding so...around 10 months since this all started, Jesus...

Anyways I'll be running this blog...sharing my feelings and stuff...not like anyone would be alive to see it so yeah-...bye?

ALL OOC

Ships asks are allowed, depending on the character ofc and if it's legal

My other blogs:

@making-noodles-png (main blog)🍜

@themp3player (joseph rp blog)🎧💽

@hardcore-alcoholic (other scott rp blog)🍾

@dr-teddyholmes (oc rp blog acc)🩺💉

@cyb3r-calix (lmao, fropsona rp acc)🔬🧪

@notyoung-neil (young neil blog) 🎮📹

@noodle-sketchez-mp3 (doodles and sketch acc)🍜🖋

@robes-and-margaritas (old wallace blog)

Asks are much appreciated!!! I love getting sent questions and answering to them in character sooo yeah!!

NO NSFW ASKS- please qwq you can flirt, you can fuckin Rizz up the depressed ass dad but there's a few questions I'm okay with but it depends on the context

If your one of the SP asks blogs or anyone in general, interact if you wanna lol. Shoot a ask or a dm and I'll do my best to respond.

As for asks in general I'll respond to the best of my ability and to keep in character. Honestly everyone is busy with thier own lives and I hope you all can understand, thank youu

THIS AU IS BASED OFF OF @pepperpom 's scott pilgrim apocalypse AU and it takes place AFTER Neil's death so uh...angst? Ig?

Speaking of which IDK HOW TO PLAY STEOHEN WELL SO QWQ IM SORRY I dunno much abt the lore (even though I've read the notes and all-) and I dunno how specifically stephen is supposed to act so I'll just...try andmake him sound depressed as possibllleeeeeeee SORRY IF ITS NOT PLAYED WELL AJDJKWKXJWKXM

I'm also designing some of the minor character design for example Joseph, hollie, other scott, Joel and Mobile so yeah :DDD

ALSO ALSO CREDIT TO @anxiousfrogdj2566 FOR THE PFP STEPHEN. I EDITED IT SO IT CAN LOOK MORE ✨️yassified✨️ so :)))(

🪓🔫🧟‍♂️🎸🎙

#Stephen rambles

#Stephen goin crazy

#Stephen lore

#Stephen asks

#Stephen interacts

Anonsssss YIPOIE

🐢 turtle anon

🫧 bubble anon

Concerned goober anon⚡️

#scott pilgrim au #scott pilgrim #scott pilgrim takes off #scott pilgrim the anime #scott pilgrim vs the world #scott pilgrim apocalypse au #stephen stills

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jlmasaysmoneyisbest · 3 months ago

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AO3 Account

I have a ao3 account

Here are three of my stories so far

(Teen Parent Rasheel)

Summary:

Rok Soo met Death as a child. He was Death's child. He waited to be with death

until Death said he could not be with him.

Then he was thrown into the novel world he read in a depressed state regressed as a six year old

Met

A 16 Dragon Rasheel

A Very Old Olliene who somehow will not die

A White Star-Barrow age 1000+ and his son Half Blood Dragon at age 13

A Murderous 9 in a half year old Crown Prince Alberu

A Uncaring and Cold 8 in a half year old Cale Henituse

Plus! Tea Parties with gods

Oh did I mention there were Constellations?

And Rasheel is Rok Soo Step-Brother...how?

Well Read Duh!

A Dragon Lord was said to be powerful but the current one was one of the most powerful and unusual Dragon Ever before

How Unusual? She went against nature itself by having two eggs in a single lifetime

But it gets even crazier 1 egg HAD TWO FUCKING DRAGONS IN THEM

BOOM!

To size it up TBOAH Cale who regressed and then reincarnated as 1 of the twin dragons and Kim Rok Soo tranmigerated after reading five novels of the birth of the hero into the other twin dragon. Now on a journey to protect eachother,thier home,thier family and a baby brother

What Happens? Read to find out!

Raon has aged past all his loved ones

But maybe he can still do something

An apocalptic world with constellations towers and constellations

As well as his families reincarnations and an amnesiac Choi Han

They protected him now its his turn

Im horrible at summarys its basically adult raon and the reincarnations of tcf people

(this is adult raon)

#cale henituse #tcf #alberu crossman #choi han #tcf novel #cale barrow #trash of count's family #lout of the count’s family #tcf cale #lcf #eruhabim #ao3 writer #ao3 fanfic #ao3 link

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lailakotori · 2 years ago

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hii do you have any yan!diego headcannons from ua? I loved ur five writing anddi was just wondering lol

Headcanons Sparrow!reader | Yan!Diego Hargreaves x Sparrow!Reader

I have many Headcanons so… which one? /J

If you ask about Headcanons in this fandom especially Diego, I glade to write about him because look at that! He so sweet(???)

Summary: When Yan!Diego meet sparrow!Y/n

TW: Fluff? Maybe, Diego is yandere, Y/n is mama’s person. Y/n live in sparrow academy.

First of all, Your power are shape-shift. And your number is eight.

When he meet you in The academy, In his mind was fully mad cuz why were those shit in his house??

But negative things were down when he saw you are the only one who treats graze like she’s human.

when the battle starts, You do not join this fight. Just watch the show and try to protect graze but, seem like Diego want to talk with you.

Then finally he meets someone who can make his heart bloom as a flower, as boom like a war. Someone who treats his mom well, Someone who acts like a brat but the soul still respects people.

The someone he means is you, Y/n Hargreaves. You so perfect for him.

When first fight done. He lay eyes on you before gone. And you didn’t give any shit that umbrella.

When Diego know that Stanley is his son.(But nuhh, look at Diego and Lila's skin, bro) He so angry himself and her, because he have sex with someone who didn’t make he feel love.

He meet you again in Obsidian hotel, Talk with staff about thier day and make sure that someone won’t know your secret room.

He stalking you until he saw your secret room. It’s about your escape shit hole, you make a plan that you will pack your and mom's things, run away with her in (Your dream country or The country want to live) and live in peace not the name sparrow or speacial person, Just a normal person.

And he want to help you but… you fight him and detroy a plan, shape shift be humming bird fly away this place.

That make him want you more… want everythings about you if it’s so lest.

The second battle, When Harlan kills Jayme and Alphonso, It’s makes you angry so much to make you shapeshift being a sad siren and scream. Make The umbrella hurt expect Diego who look at you like love sick.

If you can make Diego lose consciousness, Congrate that you can make your plan escpace done, But if not, I so sorry to tell you that he kidnap(?) you in your room.

He will not let Allison or anyone in your room. He believes you want some space and believes that you want someone understand, So he try to talk at clam voice, no threaten, no touch or harassmant.

I forgot to told you, Diego is soft and protective yandere. That why he respect you, if he so hunger on you or you shape shift in person form, animal or things.

He serves food and water, notice what you like or hate. Sometimes he will ask reason cuz, he wants to learn your things.

When the sparrow family invites his family to stop big BALL- (/J, srry for my brat), Diego will let you come with him to meet your mom. (He always cares about this)

You still don’t trust him until graze dead.

The death of her make you depressed, no one will listen you talk about maid robot. But not with Diego, He always stay by your said. Even you want to live alone but he still.

While you still awake you will heard his sod and mumble about graze. That make you start trust him.

When the world turned upside down, It’s make you and him keep closer more.

Diego knows Lila pregnent, So he promises that he will take care her as friends and will take care this kid. (And he gonna let this child call you mama)

In luther’s wedding, You’re drunk as hell. Play some cringe joke or recomment your step sibilng. Diego adore you, hold your hand and kiss forehead.

Next moring, you still wear your outfit but have bite mark on neck. You try to refuse last night but it’s seem didn’t help much.

“Y/n, Will you mad at me if i said that mark from mine?” “Of corse no- wait… you???” “Yep” “….NUMBER TWO DIEGO HARGREASE” “I’m sorry! ok? I didn’t gonna rape you. I- Damn it” He blush

At first you angry but while he nerves stutter that make you clam.

When the apocalypse end, Diego holds your hand and smile gently. Lead the way about your and his future.

but… as you know, He will protect you no matter what. if you are in a safe place or with his family. Easy word, become jealosy.

#tua #the umbrella academy x reader #the sparrow academy x reader #the umbrella academy #diego x reader #diego hargreaves x reader #diego hargreeves #canon x reader #canon x y/n #yandere tua #yandere umbrella academy #yandere x reader #lailakotori

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hogwarts9 · 5 months ago

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What if your character(s) went through a villian arc?

What would be their motivation and reasonings for turning? Did a traumatic experience happen? Did something shape them to be evil in the first place? Would they even be redeemable or no? Could you even see your character becoming a villian or are they just a goody-two-shoes? Would they be a good antagonist for the mc?

Aishwarya: It will be the death of her friends and family.....if rakepick had killed everyone in her family... close friends.....everyone single one she loves. She would have snapped at once....and killed all her enemies ruthlessly with her powerful chakra magic. She would been a morally grey villian . If her friends had kids before they died....She would take them and raised them under lock and key in the lost kingdom under fear that she will lose them making it an obsession.

To redeem her depends on the person who can convince her to move from the pain....to move fully from the pain of failing to save her love ones.

Arjun: Aishwarya might be a dangerous one....but him......pray....pray that your not his enemy.....he becomes the most dangerous villian with a grey heart in the world. This man will have everything he loves killed,betrayed or taken by either the start of the second war or by the red headed professor. He is a nagin.....And any nagin are ruthless in thier revenge. He becomes a monster even learn all forbidden dark magic he will take good care of the people but if anyone oopos3 his rule despite thw people are well taken care of in his kingdom....off with thier heads.

Same thing with if his dead loved ones had kids....he will be an obsessive father to them giving them all the luxury in the world but never leave his sights till they are old and ready to live in the world. If not then he will use the blood from thier dead bodies and recarnation magic using the nagin stone to make them rebron as children giving that same life.

He will not just take over the Wizardry world on England but the enitre world and destroy any threats of wicked magic make him the dark king of the magic world. His signature kill.....a snake bite.....from a basilisk.

Anika: She can be a villian after losing her loved ones....having a demon as a butler. She used a final command to destroy all those who harmed her family as she sells her soul. After which she will burn herself by sitting in a fire pit to either ,if she is not married, to save her honour or if she married by then...she will placed her husband dead body as well as thier kids all thier heads on her lap as she commints self suicide by fire which Ancient queens took to join thier husband on his death day. ( @theguythatdraws )

But she had her child survived, she will not do thise and make sure she can raise the child but she will suffer with depression as her blindness makes her fear alot that she failed as a mother and wife making her died of depression as her son turns 15....in which she order her butler to do whatever her son says till he is released by them.

Amar: Amar would turn from a fairy to a wizard of dark magic and make them all suffer. He would become a cold ruler as everyone falls victim to his anger. He would use any means necessary to ensure he will neaver be weak again cause him to fall in chaos and psycho things.

#hogwarts mystery #aishwarya mehra #arjun singh #amar gupta #mc #harry potter #hpma mc #lycidas mcgarry #hpma oc #magic awakened

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kaijuboarcreations · 1 year ago

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Some van Zieks bros headcanons I'd like to share

-Barok appearance wise takes more after his father but has a personality more similar to his mother, Klint looks more like their mother but has their father's personality

-Thier paternal line comes from the Netherlands. Their great grandfather studied law in England, and remained through his law career. His contributions to the legal system is what gained him the noble tittle that was passed onto his descendants who also followed in his footsteps in working in law.

-Barok and Klint's parents died in a carriage accident when Barok was only 6 and Klint 16. While he had help getting little Barok dressed and fed by the household servants, Klint had to do a lot of Barok's raising on his own.

-Even well before his despair that led up to his killings, Klint would have boughts of severe stress and depression. Between raising Barok, and all the pressure he put on himself to succeed as a prosecutor and do his family line justice he was under constant stress, though he was good at putting on a brave face. It wasn't an unrealistic expectation for his parents but he was just a child himself and had to put himself through training and school to get where he needed to be.

-After their parents' death, Barok was prone to nightmares that would leave him shaking and crying. He had to sleep next to Klint for a while. It helped prevent the nightmares in the first place but when they did happen it helped to have Klint right beside him to sooth him when he woke up.

-Barok eventually grew out of the nightmares and it seemed they were gone for good. That was until Klint's death. Between losing his brother and now being the target of physical attacks by the disgruntled goons of the reaper victims, they came back worse than ever. It persisted for years and was one of the factors that led him to his five year gap.

-While the van Zieks brothers (and their father for that matter when he was alive) were always rather indulgent in wine, Barok got badly into drinking during his five year gap. By the time he returned, he was still a functional alcoholic but didn't actually drink as much as he used to. He found ways to calm his drinking vice down, for example pouring out a glass, perhaps taking one or two sips, or just smelling and swishing it, and then throwing it when he felt inclined to start stress drinking.

#barok van zieks #dgs spoilers #Substance abuse tw #klint van zieks

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whydoibe · 2 months ago

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Ok so this idea was born from 2 Au's that could have easily happened any way the main start is just what if jay had stayed a snake like come on I can see why they didn't but with context it would have been so cool to see just imagine the angst anyway the 2nd au combined with this is one that I saw some where but I can't rember where for my life is what if kai was turned into an andcondri so kai gets a serpint tatoo turning him into a snake but can't turn back for some reason I don't know just say jay bit him or something. Onto the story

Jay had left the ninja after Zane death he had grown very distant not even wu new where he was probaly because ninjago still hated snakes for 'reasons' and jay had been through a lot.

That why they were shocked to see jay on the ship going to chens Island he was just standing their hood up tail curdled around his leg contplating while looking at the sea. Lloyd approached him talking to jay jay, which seemed to make jay scared until he saw who it was kai walked over before getting distracted by someone. Cole walked over cuasing jay to walk away Cole felt hurt by that why would he.

Kai felt angry for jay he had been mocked and abused by some of the other competitors for giggles he new his brother was use to it by now he couldn't imagine the pain of being hated by nearly every one just for who you are that's why as he stood chained jays looking at him telling him and skylor to fight it he new he'd soon understand then he saw a chain break and jays eyes glow blue he was fighting Chen kai passed out from exhustion seeing jays concerned look in his eyes. Kai awoke jay, moving him with his arm around his waist kai suddenly became aware he felt sick but also so cold he couldn't feel his legs instead opening his eyes he saw skylor ahead of him she was purple and yep an andcondri then the spell realy did happen then he started to move jay notcing he's awake

"Welcome to the land of the living sssleepy head" Jay stated letting kai stand on his own nope he fell face first into the ground

"It takes sssome getting used to" skylor stated "just trust your instincts and you ssshould be able to walk or slither" kai looked to him self he was a snake an adcondri jay looked over him in support at kais fear

"Itsss ok well fix it" Jay stated

"OK ok how could this " kai stated pointing to his tail "be ok I'm a monsssster" Jay looked offended

"Your not a monster Ur kai idiot just now you have a tail no legsss and a hissss oh yeah and fangs and your purple that's it" kai felt comfort in his brother taking his hand and getting up "now to the otherssss" Jay finished kai following him and skylor towards the tournment grounds as soon as the others spotted jay they ran and hugged him when they saw skylor they expected it obvioslouly but when they saw kai he could see Zane had a look of indifrence running to hug his brother much to jays trying to push kai out of the way he questioned this before Zane made contact cold he felt like bursting into flames just to warm up. Jay then reminded Zane kais cold blooded Zane let go and apologised Cole walked over smilling Zane then explained how they can summon thier dragons kai couldn't he was scared of him self much to jays constant reminder he's still him catching a ride with jay.

The andcondri general stated that he wouldn't be able to return to his human self for some reason granting him legs much to his relief he didn't know how long he could last with only a tail to move around with diong missions but dispite their support when he went out to just get something for nya he was attacked and pushed into trash bin how the hell did jay deal with this kai slowly went deep into depression he hates this so much it was fine at first then he learned he couldn't enjoy ice cream touch or even hug Zane which he just wants to do after he 'died', Cole had told him it was ok that everything would be ok but kai felt no knew he was lying trying to make him feel better, Wu didn't care he over came his prejudice a while ago when jay turned he learned to appreciate the serpints viating to have deep chats with acdicus and fill in any blanks in thier history because of the war. Nya comforted her brother after turning into a snake but he just pushed her away because he her seeing him like this a monster he felt guilty calling himself a monster because it meant no he wasn't calling jay a monster just himself because he was.

"Kai buddy you ok" he herd jay ask as he walked in sitting next to him

"Yes, I am fine jay you don't have to worry." he was lying, but he didn't want to burden jay as his tongue flicked out he flashed his hands over his snout. Jay noticed this.

"Realy you don't look fine you ok what happened today Zane said when u got home u ran to ur room" Jay stated looking at kai worryingly noticing one his eyes appeared darkened and bruised "kai is that a black eye what happened and don't lie I will know kai"

Kai stared at jay contplating before rage consumed who was jay to tell him to burden the others with his issues when they had been through unf "OK OK YOU WANT THE TRUTH EVER SINCE I WAS TURNED INTO THIS MONSTER I HAVE BEEN RAN OUT OF BUILDINGSSS KICKED INTO TRASH CANSSS AND CALLED EVERY SLUR UNDER THE FSM DAM SSSSSSUN" kai stopped seeing jay look shocked hurt and mercifully for him notcing jays till wrap around his leg before he spoke with a calm yet firm vioce

"Kai what do you think I've been through your kinda lucky you were turned after the whole war and devour fiasssco so you didn't have to deal with being chased out of city's just for existing thier or ssssee entire riots entered around killing you all yes I acknowledge you've been through a lot but never kai calm yourssself a monsssster for being a ssssnake because the ur calling every dam assertive a snake and that's jussst crazy kai your not a monster we don't hate u did you or the othersss hate me for being a ssssnake no sssso don't go giving me that" Jay souned angry after menching the monster remark he was right he was hating himself for no reason and its not like he's alone ethier there was Lloyd Zane Cole nya of course and jay he'd been through this he could relate.

"OK jay I'm sorry but I am a monster jussst look at me" Jay sat next to him hugging him

"It can be tough but you will get through it kai sometimes it just takes strength brother hey now we can realy be mean to the others" kai looked to jay confused

"What do you mean" jays smile turned to one of sinster intent

"Well sensi wants us to hand out fliers but I kinda dumped our stuff on Cole and Zane because we'll ninjagos view on ssssnakesss isn't the best" kai smilled at jay he was looking out for them kai finally left his room to talk to the others catching Coles glare he wanted to kill both kai and jay for being snakes or jion them he wasn't to sure which Zane went over to check kais eye but jay stopped him Zane then rembered why he wasn't allowed to check kai or jay and left Lloyd left to leaving the two alone with sensi and of course they got tasked with cleaning everything the kai noticed something an absence he felt colder he didn't have his element jay had his but he'd always had greater access to his more than kai could sensi saying that jay drew his from himself not Lloyd which always bugged kai why was the most annoying the 2nd elementaly strongest.

"Sensi where's my fire"

"What do you mean"

"Well I don't have my element"

"If you don't then something happened to lloyd"

#ninjago #jay walker #kai ninjago #snake jay #serptine jay #snake kai

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imageingrunge · 2 years ago

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mellll i wanna know more about ur vampires in general! also did u paired inna with caleb? just go ham and spam me with info <3 they're all so gorgeous

omg thank you for asking!! im in the process of putting together the bones of a story abt them rn!! so here's a brainstorm i had yesterday abt it

Caleb V.

I was considering Taurus, or Gemini for him (he's Lilith's younger brother NOT twin) because he is very much not yet satisfied by life or his 'un-life', he is always flying from one passion/interest to the next (this also applies to his love life), he enjoys the pomp & luxury afforded to high status vamps. In that way he is uniquely suited to survive an immortal existence - vamps in my game tend to suffer from long periods of stagnation, they'll get depressed and sleep away whole centuries or constantly dwell on the past- Caleb has pretty much avoided this fate

He's 21 and his favorite food was blueberry pie when he was human, Vlad finds his interests in human food perverse, but did teach him how to play the piano

Complicated relationship with his sister Lilith would NOT talk to her after they were turned, Inna was an intermediary between the two- it was like this when they were human as well, caleb was sort of the star/golden child. lilith & him lost thier parents as children and were raised by a relative (still deciding between aunt or grandma) that uh was very much NOT fit to raise them

I don't know yet if I would make them a thing, but him & inna are kindred spirits- he has a soft spot for beautiful things, and lost causes- and Inna is sorta that, he feels she died too young, they are also very childish- he always let's inna do his hair & make up and they often refer to each other as 'Mon bonheur' and Inna calls him 'Mon petit chou' from time to time- love is sort of a nebulous experience between vampires it never becomes intense like it does between mortals

Inna Cents

She died at 19, at some point in the year 1900 (maybe on loveday/valentines) - her family used to live in a big summer house in granite falls- im still working out the how of her death, but I know her family chose to believe she disappeared into the woods instead of becoming a vampire- after that happened they sold the house/land it was on and it became a park

I feel there are some possible outcomes of her demise:

She was in love with human girl, who died- and she asked Vlad to turn her into a vamp, so she could still be with her love in a sort of after life- because she did this, she is stuck in Vlad's coven, until she pays off this debt

Or she caught tuberculosis- and her family asked her to be turned to save her

Or perhaps a mash up of the above scenarios

Personality wise- when she was human, she was born wealthy, and had a fine education- but was vain & over generous- I think she has a sort of childish (in a pure sense- like the I am going to devote my whole life to this person no matter what) view of love- and tends to put her trust in the wrong people, she has a very mystical like intelligence/wisdom despite her clumsy tendencies, she understands more about vampire nature/lore than even lilith- but I feel she is stuck between moving forward or looking back on her past and it makes her a coward/weak as a vampire. I don't know if she makes it, or meets a sad end yet

#starting 2 realize im very good at making my sims look pretty but sort stumped when it comes to making them into characters w a personality #asks #inna cents #caleb vatore #my sims

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wanou-dorm · 1 year ago

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DAC - Shizuke Toiyama

Name: Shizuke Toiyama

Name origin: It's basically. Meant to be Shin Kuze think Shin Godzilla you can interpret it as Shiro Kuze as Kuze is Black Rock Shooter

Twisted from: White Rock Shooter

Age: 19

Birthday : 13th of June

Hair color: White with Pink streak

Eye color: Pink

Build: Taller than Kuze I'll give him 180cm/5'10

Weapon: Scythe(That Can Transform into a Cannon) , Katana , Wings

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School: Deaths Academy Of Combat

Dorm: Starnovelle

School year:Third Year

Class: 3-B

Clubs: Dance team , Gymnastics

Best Class : Tact and strategy

Worst Class: Lethal Poisons

Favorite Food : Strawberry Fruit roll ups, Macarons Least Favorite Food: Licorice

Likes: Singing , Dancing , Fighting , Writing Songs Kuze

Dislikes: Boredom , Crows, " That Green Guys keep looking at me weird", Alot of the Idol Industry , Dark, Muted Clothing

Unique Magic: World Maker- Allows Him to Body the Power Of his attack by Engulfing them in his Flame These Attacks also gain an effect that By pass Most Defensive Magics like say Kuze's Insane Devoler

Talent: Able to Switch between Scythe and Cannon faster than a Person be can blink,Sing, Dance, Gymnastics

Personality and Background :The Anomaly of Starnovelle , Unlike others in the Dorm , Shizuke stands out like a Sore thumb, While the Other look …Goth. Shizuke looks Straight out a Pop Concert though with merit He is a Popular Pop Idol called Eros,it was a dream for someone whom he lost .

Most people In Starnovelle dislike him for that Fact alone as well as his more Laid Back, often dismissive and Cheery Attitude couple with the Fact that he's Terrible at Communicating Feelings Properly(says he Used to have a Twin Brother who helped him with that so his Improvement at its Slowed down) ,He's a Curious individual ,who is often Bored by most people and unfortunately impulsive individual who seemed to just going along with Anything without thinking of repercussion.

However, it's this Lack of impulse Control that makes him Dangerous in Combat as He's way Smarter than he Looks and often More Dangerous In Combat as it leads him to doing very Unexpected things that no one would do .Its like Something just Snaps in his Mind and He starts Laughing like a Madman More Than Happy to be Fighting you and will often be Disgusted by people who he can Beat Easily( This technically isn't true he just can't Figure out to express his Disappointment so his only Response is to be Disgusted)

Trivia:

everyone in Starnovelle has suspected him to be related to the Dorm Leader , one thing people point out Kuze and Shizuke Um's , World Maker making Shizuke able to Pierce through Insane Devolers effect of let Kuze Handle anything attack thrown at him.

Also the Fact Shizuke shows even more Skin than Kuze and Laughs it off.

And the Fact that the cannon his Scythe turns into is similar to Kuze.

It's also been seen they can over Power each other to a Draw meaning hes on par with Kuze .And the Fact that Shizuke's Manage has Requested that His last name not be said out loud .

The Fact that He Brings up that his Brother was more Friendlier,Liked by everyone and better at knowing how to Communicate emotions and he Likes to hang around Kuze Alot .

The one thing that people try to bring up against the Kuze Relations is Skin Color and the Fact he says he has a Twin but Shizuke points out biracial Twins exists and that Thier Birth was on the Local News.

He's has some hatred towards Idol and Music Industry practices .

It's Unknown why he's so good at Fighting, Shizuke said he used to pick fight alot at school but unless You're Zeon but Shizuke doesn't Remember anything from the time his Twin died as he fell into a Deep Depression and when he started his Idol career it's Believed he was made into a Weapon for the War Zeon and Io were in at some point.

Shizuke's communication issue stem from the Manga , were Everything Started Due a Communication Error WRS trying to say Her Clones Were Cute but instinctive saying she would Eat them as she Nebladed most of them

Voice Claim: Kaeya from Genshin impact

Theme song :Yosabi- Idol

youtube

DAC- @deaths-academy-of-combat @rookvonhunt

Starnovelle- @fumikomiyasaki

#deaths academy of combat #twisted wonderland #disney twst #disney twisted wonderland #twst #twst fanschool #black rock shooter #Starnovelle #Youtube #Shizuke Toiyama

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mostofthingsmostofthetime · 1 year ago

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Yes!!!!! Not that she dosn't have some moments that are powerful (she shot a future dictator in the chest) but bassically everything she's ever done (even when it might look "badass") until the epilogue in Mockingjay, has come from a place of suffering.

She hunts? Because her & her family will litrually starve if she dosn't + her dad taught her, she didn't just magically wake up one day as a teenager & decided to go to the woods & got lucky with a bow.

She drank booze? Because she was certain a dictator would insure her death in a few weeks and she was tired of crying & the next morning she had a horrific hangover.

She was gonna pull a double suicide to piss off the government? But also because she cared about the other person and didn't wanna murder them & have to live with that truma for the rest of her life.

She shot an arrow at the judges? And then locked herself in her room to cry about "ruining everything".

She illegally traded at the hob? So did other people from the Seam & again only out of nessasity.

She hung that Senaca Crain dummy? Because she wanted to take the heat off of Peeta.

She recognised the force field? Becsuse Wiress & Beetee explained it to her during training.

She did drugs? She was so unwell in dustrict 13 that she regularly had to be sedated.

Katniss Everdeen, in the books, isn't a "badass". Not because she's a girl or because she loves Peeta but because she's a traumatised teenager manipulated into being the face of a revolution to end a dictatorship and Suzanne Collins actually got what that meant. She understood that (for better or worse, subtle or not, remorseful or not) the adult characters were using Katniss for thier own agenda & many of them (even on the rebel side only really cared about her safety/comfort because they needed her alive & "willing" for the sake of the revolution & regularly got frustrated when she wouldn't "play ball").

Tbh I can't think of a single adult in Katniss's life by Mockingjay (outside of maybe Boggs) that she could actually rely on, who didn't also want/expect something from her.

Sorry to break it to you guys but she's not girlbossing she's just got an underdeveloped frontal lobe & is serverly traumatised.

But that's perfect right? Because (as much as we love this serise) it definitely isn't a power fantasy. How could it be when most of the characters we meet are so powerless. The war was thier way of trying to make things more equal but even when they win, there are no real heros, just survivors (& not many either).

Katniss isn't a girlboss not because she's weak but because she's vulnerable (yes those are two different things) & because there are so few times in the serise where her rashness/agression actually works out well for her or makes her feel good (for longer then a few seconds) or truly changes her options in any substantial/long lasting way.

Katniss is hurt, needs help, is depressed & extreamly unstable because that's the world she lives in & the life she has had to lead until the end of Mockingjay.

By making her a "girlboss" your ignoring the whole point of the story. Which is that you're supposed to be upset/angry for Katniss. She's meant to be a character you feel deeply sorry for, not view as iconic or cool.

Katniss Everdeen is not the ambitious girl boss and fierce leader the movies and some audiences are trying to make her look like.

She was forced into that role because of who she is and the circumstances. She never wanted to become a leader or anything like that. She just wants a peaceful life for herself and the people she loves.

I don't know how to put it, but people who try to push her as the ultimate girl boss always give me the impression that they only watched the movies.

It especially rubs me the wrong way when they're like, Katniss is such a girl boss she doesn't have time for romantic love! She doesn't love boys like that!

Excuse me, she's canonically a teenage girl who actively daydreams while staring at Peeta's eyelashes, blushing when she's caught; she whines about not getting his affection when he doesn't hug or kiss her; she calls him when he just left her house to go back to his, which is only 3 houses away.

It's like, tell me you didn't read the books without telling me you didn't read the books.

#the hunger games #everlark #hunger games #peeta mellark #thg #catching fire #the hunger games movies #the hunger games books #thg books #thg movies #the hunger games franchise #thg franchise #yes I use words like that sometimes to describe her but i know I'm joking whereas with some people i can't tell if they are or not

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cutrateconjuration · 2 years ago

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I remember the moment I learned about Sandman.

It was the mid 90s, and I was a teen goth girl lost in a growing storm of depression and chaos due to a series of abusive relationships. I had recently discovered the Maxx comics via the animated show on MTV - it provided me an escape, while making me feel seen and understood, something I did not expect from a comic series.

On this particular afternoon, I had decided to walk the mile to the comic shop closest to my high school to look for more Maxx comics and see what else they had. Looking through the merch display, I noticed a row of figures that instantly grabbed my attention. It was a collection of small statues of characters in an art style very similar to The Maxx, but they had a goth aesthetic and fascinating alliterative names - Dream, Death, Desire, Delirium, etc. I was captivated by this metaphysical pantheon and looked for thier related comic - "The Sandman", which I found on a shelf for a relatively new DC imprint called Vertigo. The shop clerk said I would probably enjoy it, being a Maxx fan. Same artist, although I had not yet graduated to that level of fandom where you follow creators as much as an IP. I fell back in love with comics. Segments of Sandman have lived in my mind rent free for years. "Twenty-Four" and The Corinthian were the stuff of legend.

The Sandman show has pulled off something delightful so far (I am on episode 8), in that I am literally watching scenes and characters play out almost exactly as they did in my head while originally reading the comics. The comics don't have sound, yet Dream sounds exactly like how he's always sounded in my head. Not since Matt Ryan's John Constantine has a comic adaptation made me feel this giddy and nostalgic. I am impressed and delighted. Some things have changed, but the changes haven't been jarring, and honestly the things I would have thought would be watered down are the ones they have least shied away from.

Even Joanna Constantine is very true to Constantine's character, the gender swap altered very little of the story or substance and it was actually the most comic accurate version of Astra's origin I've seen so far, despite DC getting 3 stabs at it. I think Jenna nailed it and my concern was unnecessary.

Overall well done. Just throwing out my two cents as a fan of 25+ years.

#sandman #the sandman #neil gaiman #vertigo #johanna constantine #john constantine #hellblazer #the endless #dc comics

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buglife · 4 years ago

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Quirrel properly introducing Ghost as his partner to survived!Monomom? :3c

(Again no beta sorry for errors!)

“Well Quirrel, I’ll admit that this is quite lovely.”

Monomon lounged on the plush chair, decadent pillows and silken throws made it unbelievably comfortable. Colors in blues and greens decorated the snug little abode, making her think of her home in Fog Canyon. Perhaps this room was chosen for that very reason, Monomon didn’t have much love for the royal whites and opulent reds decorating most of the city. She rather liked the soothing cooler colors, it made her less antsy. She reached with a tentacle to snag another biscuit from the heavily laden tea table, the array of sandwiches and sweets already mostly eaten. Her other tentacle delicately held a cup of tea which she sipped from here and there. The room was private and out of the way, perfect to catch up a little with her son.

Her son had certainly changed, but she figured it was for the better. Before she left for the long sealing sleep, Quirrel had been depressed. He know what was to become of her and despite the palatable sadness, he still bravely soldiered on with the plan. She regrets it so much now, so much time lost due to that damnable wrym, but when she surprisingly awoke again she was glad to see that the first person she saw was him. It had been a blur of years, making up for lost time and adjusting to a much more agreeable ruler. Her little pillbug had gone from a tiny little creature, munching on trash, to a stately and powerful bug. The nail he carried at his side was forged into a pure nail, one of the few in existence. His previous kerchief had been traded out with one of silk and lovely embroidered patterns. It was the only things he accepted to show his status and it suited him nicely. This time he sat before her unburdened by scroll cases and tablet boxes, just sitting like he used to before the Infection. It was good to see him smile. It was good to see such an air of confidence and strength in him, she just wished he didn’t have to go through what he did to get it.

“I know, It’s why I picked it out.” Quirrel was leaning back in his own chair, a picture of relief she could even feel as he relaxed. After all, he is now the Royal Scholar, he is a rather busy bug these days. “It’s just, nice to have a bit of comfort and quiet away from...you know…”

“The ass kissers.” Monomon finished with a wink.

Quirrel groaned and for a moment, held his eyes in his hands as he leaned forward. “They won’t leave me alone! And they are so, so stupid! They ask me things knowing they don’t want to hear the answer I give!”

“That’s what happens when you are so close to the Sovereign.” She tutted gently as she took a sip of tea. Quirrel sighed in response.

“That could have been you, ya know. If you decided to take that position.”

“You know as well as I do, my little scholar, that it was the Sovereign who chose you for it. They basically told me that I have free reign to do as I please, as long as it somehow would benefit the kingdom. I need no titles to do the job I have always done. And you know I would certainly take the position most likely to remove nobles from my sight entirely.”

Quirrel narrowed his eyes a little as he looked at his mother. “And that is because they know that nobles will start to vanish if they had to interact with you.”

“It’s not my fault my body needs acid and nobles are notoriously clumsy.” Monomon faked indignation as she sipped more of her tea. “They also like to look in places where they shouldn’t. I did put up signs, you know. But accidents do happen.”

He couldn’t help but snort, inhaling bread crumbs and having to cough them back out. “Mother!” She reached over a limb to pat him on the back.

“Don’t choke, love, or our Ruler will be without their Royal Scholar.” She teased gently.

“As if they’d let me die from something as indignant as choking to death on a sandwich.” He coughed up the last of the crumbs and took a deep breath.

“Are they that possessive now?” She questioned.

He sifted a little, and his antenna began to twitch. She could instantly tell he was blushing under his mask. He was trying so very hard to not cover his eyes and bury his head in his lap again.

“Quirrel.”

“Well...yes...but because well...you see….” He let out a held breath and sank lower in his chair. He was drawing his legs up, preparing to roll up just like he used to always too when terribly embarrassed.

“Quirrel.”

“The more time you spend with a bug and um...you know. Things happen and well...”

“Quirrel. Don’t roll up on me now.”

He made a pathetic squeak in response.

She was going to comment further, but there was a shifting of the door curtains and a regal horned head poked their way through. She was going to snap at whoever it was to get the fuck out and let her tease her boy some more, but then she noticed just who it was attempting to come in.

“Oh, hello, your Majesty.” She gave a polite nod. “You have caused my son no small amount of embarrassment, I’d like to know why.”

Ghost struggled with the curtains for a second, looking very undignified as they had to untangle their long pronged horns from the thick fabric. Once fully inside, they bowed to her and Quirrel. If there’s one thing she liked the best about Sovereign Ghost was that they showed respect to everyone, well, those that deserve it. They had also changed greatly since she saw them all that time ago. They were so wee, so adorable, and then they had to catch up on growing and stop being so cute. They still were, if she had to admit. They were distinct enough that they didn’t need anything like a crown or anything else, they just had their pure nail and a heavily fluffy mantled cloak. They were now about a head taller than Quirrel and she didn’t know if they would end up the huge size of their sibling, Hollow, or have finished growing. Size wasn’t everything, Princess Hornet was smaller but had NO problems beating those that challenged her into submission. It was amusing to watch.

Monomon watched as their head turned to Quirrel, tilting their head in a sign of worry.

“You’re...you’re late.” He squeaked, trying his damndest to unroll himself.

Ghost signed back in a flurry of hands. <”Sorry. I got caught up in something.”>

“So, you were supposed to be here to begin with? To what do I owe this pleasure? More gossip?” Monomon smiled, oh she just loved it when she could pick the ruler’s brain for gossip. Juicy, juicy gossip.

<”No, but later If you like. This was Quirrel’s idea.”>

“Oh really.” She leaned over to her still flustered son. “Why is that?”

“Because...because well...we…” He stuttered on his words. “We…”

Ghost took the initiative to kneel before her, stunning both into silence. It wasn’t just the polite kneel one takes, it was full on on the floor, pressing their head into the ground In front of her.

Monomon watched in silence as they rose up from the kneel, reaching into their cloak to withdraw a bouquet of beautiful, slightly glowing flowers. The colors rippled in the light as she took the bundle.

<”Lady Monomon.”> They signed once she took the flowers from their hands. <”I ask your permission to court your son.”>

Her eyes flickered over briefly to Quirrel, he was practically swooning. She darted them back to Ghost, their ruler, a literal god of the void, fidgeting in nervousness like a teenage schoolchild as they awaited her answer. Oh this was awesome, this was great.

“So this is what this is all about.” She exclaimed, grasping the flowers to her chest in utter glee. “No wonder why you are being bothered by the nobles, my dear...you’re fucking the sovereign!”

Quirrel gasped and nearly fell off his chair. All traces and feelings of romance were now completely squashed. “MOTHER!”

Ghost just stood there, blinking.

“Your majesty, my son is his own bug. You don’t have to ask me permission to do anything with him as long as he consents to it!”

Ghost relaxed in relief.

“BUT,” She reached a tentacle outwards to poke them directly in the middle of the head.

“If you hurt him in anyway, you will die. I’m old. I don’t care if I die and drag a god down with me, but you will go down with me, I can promise.”

“MOTHER.” Quirrel twisted, trying to get to his feet as he watched her technically assault the ruler of an entire kingdom, and then threaten them.

To Quirrel’s relief, Ghost mearly nodded.

<”I accept those terms. I would rather risk death than to be apart from Quirrel. I promise he will not want for anything and if it should come to it, I would lay down my life for his.”>

Monomon clapped her tentacles together. “Wonderful! Wonderful! Now, come sit!”

Ghost eyed Quirrel, who turn shook his head. “Sorry love, but you’re trapped now. Sit, and it’ll all be over soon.”

Ghost sighed, resigned to thier fate, as they carefully sat with Quirrel. Quirrel wrapped an arm around their carapace in support, as they both looked upon the now giddy Monomon.

“Now,” She said, glee in her voice. “Tell me everything.”

#hollow knight #fanfic #fanfiction #terra lumina canon #tiny scholar au #monomom #monomon the teacher #quirrel #ghost #ruler ghost #ghost/quirrel #monomon would box with god to protect her bby #i went with sovereign as it is gender neutral #post embrace the void ending #everyone lives/nobody dies #romance #Anonymous #terra lumina #my writing

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