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i... wrote a smol fic (ăŁÂ´â˝`*)ăŁ
also!!!!! If you haven't seen it - shoutout to first ever published fic in Ninja Showdown/My Immortal Soul tags - Lustrous Red by @missadmyre !!!
#ninja showdown#my immortal soul#first ninja x chase young#rc9gn first ninja#first ninja#rc9gn#chase young#xiaolin showdown#randy cunningham 9th grade ninja#rc9gn plop plop#well i say smol fic.... but those 4k words felt very long.#i did say i was going to direct my energy into writing >.> and now look at me ive gone insane#no actually dont look at me im just gonna go cry over my 20k words of rough drafts for like dozen ideas that are now going#to haunt my every waking moment like JESUS i woke up today and literally wrote out 1k words of an idea for a modern au for those two TToTT#its literally an au where its a meet cute turned meet violent and first is randy's sorta dad and chase wants to adopt omi#not to mention a different AU where its an epic mystery adventure AAAAAAA someone heeeelppppp meeeee#also. its been a month but im still staring so intently at missadmyre's fic hoping for another crumb. like thank you sm for the food!!!!#ive literally been rereading it several times after i went insane about it on my main blog and im still slurping at it like a starved perso#Ive been collecting my ideas like a dragon but after reading that fic i was like: I WANT TO READ MORE FICS ABOUT THEM#but i dont wanna be a whiny baby&beg others and be annoying about it. So i put on my big person pants and was like f it WE R WRITINg NOW#so i dont care how bad my writing will be. we gonna be balling on those ideas and YES it doesnt make sense im just v rambly rn
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I have a love-hate relationship with being a fic writer sometimes⌠on one hand, Iâll have an idea and Iâll love writing it and Iâll love the responses I get when I post it, but then on the other hand Iâll end up with new ideas which means new wips and a lot of older unfinished wips that I committed to but donât really enjoy writing anymore.
Like I have so many new things that Iâve started about adult bkdk that I wanna post but at the same time I have three unfinished ongoing fics that Iâm bored of writing and I donât wanna post new stuff until I finish the old stuff UGH. You see my dilemma??
#my three ongoing ones are about bkdk as teens#and Iâm so tired of writing them as teensđ#two of them I started while I was still a teenager so it felt a little more relatable. I had just graduated high school and I was 18-19#but Iâm 21 now and now theyâre canonically 25-26 which feels more relatable and I want to write them as adults more#I have three wips that I havenât posted yet about them as adults AND I WANNA WORK ON THEM SO BAD#BUT THEN I FEEL GUILTY FOR NOT FINISHING THE FICS THAT I ALREADH STARTED#AHHHHHH#I think about abandoning them and then think to myself âDeku would never abandon an unfinished ficâ#and then I write on the old stuff for a few hours before getting bored again#and Iâm torturing myself cuz once a nerd only has three chapters left and I can knock it out in a day if I really wanted to#and h!imyh has like 5-6 chapters left at most but I honestly think I wrote myself into a corner#well not really⌠I just donât really remember the original ending I had planned cuz I started it so long ago#and then chrysanthemum is literally just a rewrite of canon and I have project it having like 50 more chapters and itâs just intimidating#Hori whyâd you have to make mha so longggggg#anyways#bnha#bakudeku#bkdk#midoriya izuku#bakugou katsuki#puff speaks#bnha fanfic#puff writes#itâs harder to feel motivated to write things I donât feel like writing when Iâm busy all the time as well#but when itâs something I wanna write Iâll literally drop 10k words within a few hours cuz Iâm a certified yapper#puff vents
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today is emily's birthday which means tonight at midnight marks 1 year since i started writing what would be the first heathcathy fic for limbus, so i want to plug it again... it is 40k words going back and forth between backstory and the present, and as described by fans it's "about growing up, grieving, bones, literary references and being transgender, among other things", namely haunted houses and translation as metaphors... i hope you enjoy đââď¸
#bell.txt#limbus company#heathcliff lcb#wiring#one year ago umi and fat.amoru as well as a number of life Events changed me deeply and this was the result#i wrote a big fic with a lot of weird references and it flopped but i still love her so much AMA#idk if theres a little more audience for it now um hehe... trans heatho warriors are u with me? character study enjoyers? hi...#okay UGH back to prepping my bags. im almost done w the lobby au btw i'll finish after dinner i tihnk
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I have 5 different fic ideas writing down in my phone memo. They all came to me in the space of a week.
I think I'm cursed with ideas and no time to explore them.
#inspiration is amazing#and everybody knows those two idiots in love inspire me a lot#but I have no fucking time for all of this#I wish I could write about them more#I wish I could draw them too#I started a kind of comic book drawing with them#I'd like to draw something for every fic I wrote#like bits of dialogue or just one drawing to set the tone of the fic#we should just be allowed to take a day off when inspiration is there#or just say to your boss#inspiration is there I have to go bye and just take off#but right now I think I need at least a whole week#where like I see nobody and just expresses myself through art#I don't know#they make me sick#with inspiration I guess#and when you're sick#well you just have to stay home you know#so I should be able to#destiel#deancas#castiel#dean winchester#writing fanfiction#I wish I had more time to do that actually#my personal experience with destiel#my destiel fanfic
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ggy swap au my beloved
#my friend mentioned the gravity falls reverse falls au and now i cant stop thinking of a ggy swap au#so i wrote it all down in a google doc#im so normal about it#i say while already making a playlist for it#i might turn it into a fic but idk#it still has beckory in it guys dont worry#beckory always prevails#in this swap au tony is still tony which i think is funny#he doesnt change no matter what au lolll#he's doomed no matter what#well i guess in this he's a bit more doomed than in canon#but anyways#ask about this please i beg you#i wanna talk to someone about it#ggy#fnaf ggy#fnaf au
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tiny pieces (inspired by this post) word count: 1,675 words read it on ao3
Today is the day. Kara is finally going to tell Lena sheâs Supergirl. Sheâs just arrived at Lenaâs apartment for a movie night, and she knows she canât waste any time. Sheâs gotta rip the bandaid off. Kara greets her best friend, hangs her coat on the rack, and takes a deep breath. âLena, I need to tell you something.â
Lena cocks her head, her brows furrowed. âWhat is it?â
âI shouldâve told you this a long time ago, but I didnât because I was scared of losing you. I told myself I was protecting you but I wasnât protecting you, I was hurting youâŚâ Kara trails off and takes another deep, shaky breath.
âItâs okay, Kara. Whatever it is, you can tell me.â
Nerves flood Karaâs system. This is it; itâs now or never. Sheâs brought it up, thereâs no way Kara can back out now, even if she wanted to. She can feel the words forming in her mouth, begging to come out. Sheâs hid for so longâ out of fear, out of doubt, out of self preservation. All of it melts away when Kara looks into Lena's eyes. Sheâs looking at her with so much care and concern, Kara can barely stand it. Her heart constricts at the sight andâ âI love you!â she blurts.
Kara's eyes go wide in shock as the words leave her lips. Her hand flies over her mouth. Kara gasps quietly, a short intake of breath someone could easily miss, but Lena notices. Lena always notices. She stares at Kara for a moment trying to gather her thoughts. âYouââ she cuts herself off, afraid that if she asks Kara to confirm, sheâll tell her itâs not like that. Before she can dwell on it, though, confusion sets in. âWhy did you think keeping that from me would protect me?â Her voice is small and her eyes well with tears. How could Kara possibly think that loving her would hurt her? âIâ thatâs notââ Kara takes a steadying breath before continuing. âThat's not what I was trying to say.â Lena nods slightly at Kara, her lips pressed together in a thin line, pain written all over her face. As a result, Karaâs next words come out in a rushâ a flurry of a confession born out of desperation. âNo, no, no Lena, please donât think that means I didnât mean it! I did... I do. Iâm in love with you, and I knew if I told you that Iâm Supergirl, I'd lose you. I couldn't bear the thought of a life without you in it. I convinced myself youâd be safer if you didnât know, but it was really myself I was trying to protect.â Kara steps forward and reaches for Lena's hands, but thinks better of it and lets them drop to grab the hem of her shirt instead. This is definitely not going the way she wanted it to. She looks down at her feet. âBut I canât hide in fear anymore. About any of it. I'm Supergirl and I'm in love with you.â She takes off her glasses and looks back up at Lena. Lena stands there, unmoving, her eyes locked on Kara's. Her emotions overwhelm herâ shock, anger, love, relief, happiness, pain. It's too much. Lena just got everything sheâs ever wanted in the same breath as the worst thing she could imagine. Kara is Supergirl. She lied. But she also loves her and Lena canât reconcile both truths in her head. Kara canât love her if sheâs spent the past four years lying to her face. Itâs impossible. âPlease say something.â Lena responds with the only thing she knows is true. âI love you, too.â All of the tension leaves Karaâs body as relief washes over her. She reaches for Lena's hands again, but this time itâs Lena that pulls away. âNo. That doesnât mean you get to do that to me, Kara." Lena takes a step back. She can feel her hands shaking and she doesnât know if sheâs going to be able to keep her composure. Admitting her feelings to Kara broke something inside of Lena. âYou donât get to manipulate me with your warmth and your earnestness and your love any more. Because the truth is, you canât love me. There hasnât been a single honest moment in our friendship. You lied to me for years. You violated my trust. You knew how much it hurt me to have everyone I've ever cared about lie to me and betray me, but you did it anyway.â âLena, please! Iââ Lena holds up her hand before Kara can continue. âYou betrayed me, and you claim to have done it because youâre in love with me. That's not what love is, Kara. Trust me. I would know.â Tears spill from Karaâs eyes as Lena talks. She canât argue; Lena's right. She hasnât been treating Lena the way she deserves, and the guilt has been eating her alive. She knew it was wrong, knew it would break Lena's heart, but she couldnât stop herself. âLena, I'm so sorry. Please believe me when I say I never wanted to hurt you.â Lena scoffs at that, but Kara pushes on. âI wanted to tell you so many times, but the more time went on, the more I fell in love with you. And then it just felt impossible because losing youâ hurting youâ would be worse than the strongest kryptonite.â Lena can feel her anger start to falter; she knows how seriously Supergirlâ Karaâ takes kryptonite. Sheâs looking at her with so much pain in those gorgeous blue eyes and Lena knows she means what she says. It doesnât make her hurt any less.
She pinches the bridge of her nose and closes her eyes, trying to center herself. Her chest aches, sheâs shaking, and Lena doesnât know if sheâd rather scream or cry. Everything in her is telling her to retaliate, to make Kara hurt the same way sheâs hurting now. Lena has spent her entire life fighting the legacy her last name holds, and she thinks this might be her breaking point. She doesnât know if she has it in her to keep fighting against decades of Luthor conditioning. Not when the pain of this betrayal has her feeling so shattered.
âYou just broke my heart, Kara.â Lenaâs voice is impossibly small, barely above a whisper, and every word is laced with grief.
Kara looks at Lena, sees the way her hands shake, hears the pain in her voice, and she doesnât think anything has ever hurt her more. Kara has been beaten into a coma, shot with kryptonite, blasted with countless bombs and missiles, and none of it even comes close to the pain of seeing what sheâs done to Lena. âIâm so sorry, Lena. I was selfish and scared. I kept making excuses because I didnât want to hurt you like everyone else, but it just made it worse.â She takes a shaky breath. âI wish I had told you sooner. I wish I could make you believe that everything else between us was true. I lied to you about who I am, and that was the biggest mistake of my life, but the feelings were real. Everything else was real, Lena.â
The ache in her chest only grows as Lena struggles to hold onto the last shreds of her anger. Being angry is safe. She can let it build and grow and wrap around her until it forms indestructible armor around her heart. Kara canât hurt her if she doesnât have access. But no matter how badly she wants to cling to it, Lena knows it isnât something she can keep. Not when itâs Kara. Not when she loves her.Â
The silence hangs between them. Lena tries to untangle her conflicting emotions while Kara fights against the panic that threatens to swallow her whole. Still, the quiet grows.
Lena doesnât know how long they stand there, but when she looks back to Kara, she sees that sheâs crying even harder. Silent sobs wrack through Karaâs chest and Lena canât help but want to comfort her. The light catches on a tear rolling down Kara's cheek, and before she even registers what sheâs doing, Lena steps closer to wipe it away. Her hand lingers on Kara's cheek and Karaâs eyes flutter closed. She leans into the touch like itâs a life preserver and sheâs drowning. Lena's resolve crumbles.
âI can't tell you that itâs okay, but I believe you.â Lena drops her hand from Karaâs cheek. âI wish I didn't. Hating you would be easier,â she pauses and her eyes dart between Karaâs, searching for somethingâ anythingâ to make her stop loving her. When she comes up empty, Lena sighs and continues. âBut I canât.â
Karaâs eyes shine with tears and her lips form a small pout. She crinkles her brow. âWhat does that mean for us?â
Lena feels like her heart was broken into a million tiny pieces tonight. She also knows the only person who could put it back together is standing right in front of her. âI don't know, but if weâre in love with each other, itâs worth fighting for.â
Kara smiles at Lena through watery eyes and Lena feels one of those tiny pieces click back into place.
Lena smiles back and Kara feels like she can breathe again.
Taking a step closer, Kara tentatively places a hand on Lena's neck, her thumb gently running along her jawline. ��Can I kiss you?â
âPlease,â Lena breathes. âI think that might be the only thing you could do to make this feel any better.â
Lena can feel Kara's smile against her lips as Kara crashes hers into them. Another tiny piece slides back into place. She kisses Kara back and thinks, eventually, her shattered heart wonât feel broken at all. Itâll just feel whole.
#remember that thing i wrote on an incorrect supercorp post?#well i decided to flesh it out a little more#and now it's a proper oneshot#supergirl#supercorp#supercorp fic#supercorp fanfiction#my writing
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Boy King AU | Vettonso + Martian | 1.3k
There's something about putting the future emperor of the Holy Realm on his knees like this. About how easily he goes, how willingly, how obediently. What would his adoring public think if they could see him now. If they saw their beloved king pressed down like this, in the cramped space between Fernando's legs. When they realized their little boy king took it like he was a little concubine instead.Â
Fernando's bitterness is lifted away in moments like these, like taking off a heavy cloak on a winter's day. It was hard to feel humiliated about his own situation when watching Sebastian debase himself like this.Â
He always gives himself up so easily. When Fernando threaded his fingers through his thick curls. When he pulled them, and then when he pressed his face down further down into the vee of his legs. Sebastian rubbed his cheek into the coarse fabric of Fernando's breeches and blinked up at him. Fernando had to smother an embarrassing sound; he was just like a little cat!
Sebastian quirked his lips up into an odd little smile and slightly rose up on his knees, "What's funny?" Fernando swallowed lightly and schooled his face back into being impassive, "Nothing. As you were." Sebastian simply smirked at him and let himself be pushed back down by the fist clenched in his hair.Â
Fernando scoffed internally, there was only so much pleasure in putting the other man in his place when he instead acted like this, this degrading action, was his birthright. He took to ruling and indulging in carnal pleasures as if they were of equal gravity. To be privileged to hold such high station and also let himself be taken apart like thisâŚFernando felt embarrassed for him.
He is dragged away from his musings when Sebastian moved to settle his hands in Fernando's lap, clutching his hips over the fabric and slightly squeezing; Fernando fought against the urge to shiver. Sebastian pushed up the skirt of Fernando's waistcoat and smoothed his hands over the opening flap of his breeches.
His eyes darted up at Fernando again, a daft smile on his face. Fernando scowled at him, "What?" Seb's grin sharpened, "You could stand to be a little more gracious. This is your future emperor, and future husband might I add, kneeling for you on this dirty, depraved, derelict- ahâ" Fernando tugged on his hair again and hissed, "Well then, why don't you show me how eager you are to perform your marital duties?"Â
Seb licked his lips, completely unconcerned by Fernando's annoyance, and unbuttoned one side of the closure to Fernando's breeches and moved to open the otherâ
The door to the carriage flew open, arrival announcement dying on a wheezing breath as the servant took in the image the two kings made. One splayed across the seat, exuding power, the other kneeled, debauched, between the former's legs.Â
One would be hard pressed to determine which was higher on the totem of power and titles.Â
There was something gratifying about this to Fernando, about being caught. He had been humiliated enough throughout the entire courtship, what was one more thing? And, certainly, what was one more thing if he could drag Sebastian down into the dirt with him.Â
"Oh Mark, don't act so abashed! It's nothing you haven't seen before, in fact, we have been in this very position not even a fortnight ago!"
Oh. Yes. That.Â
It was hard to be completely pleased when he remembered how Sebastian had already spent years prior to their engagement sampling the palace's ample selection of fellow high-born men. And how all those men seemed to be completely and utterly wrapped around his little finger.
Fernando released his hand from Sebastian's hair as if it had burned him. He did not understand why he felt ashamed with Mark looking in on them like this. Fernando was the one marrying Sebastian, not Mark; Mark was just a lowly courtier who had the esteemed duty of spending practically every waking hour with the bratâŚsomething he himself was decidedly not looking forward to.Â
Sebastian stayed kneeling, staring impassively up at Mark, still fiddling with the clasp on Fernando's breeches. Fernando gritted his teeth and looked up from where he was watching Sebastian's clever little hands; Mark stared back at him placidly.Â
Mark's indifference made the entire situation worse. Fernando now felt as if he was not doing anything unique, not doing anything particularly new. How many other men had Mark caught Seb with in this exact position? Fernando felt like he was just another plaything of the boy king, soon to be boy emperor, except his position was forever, permanent. He was the "Kept King", the king who only kept his throne due to the whims of a boy who doesn't even understand what power is.
Mark coughed, "Well," he says, "Your Majesty, I do believe you have a meeting to attend." Seb pouted at him and whined, "We were just getting to the main course," but still braced himself on Fernando's thighs and got up off the carriage floor.Â
Seb pranced down the steps Mark had placed next to the carriage, miming tripping sown the stairs, snickering when his action made Mark reflexively reach out to grab him, and then playfully skipped off the final step.Â
Fernando couldn't help but stare as Mark made the weirdest grimace in response, and he inexplicably felt all his mortification seep away from him. Huh. Maybe Mark is-
Seb then turned around and frowned at him, seemingly disappointed, but his eyes are deceivingly sharp, "Fernando, I regret to inform you that I have other duties I must attend to, you will simply have to wait." He then grinned up at Mark next to him and giggled as the other man stiffened when Sebastian looped both of his arms through Mark's.Â
He leaned all his weight on the other man, Mark not so much as shifting his weight, "Oh Mark, won't you carry me back to the palace? I'm so very tired after all the horse riding," Seb looked up at him imploringly.
Fernando observed as Mark rolled his eyes and shrugged off the man, though notably not pulling his arm from Seb's grasp, and he got the distinct feeling that this exact scene had been played out countless times before.Â
Fernando clenched his jaw as he watched Seb turn and saunter off, Mark trotting alongside him like a loyal dog. Fernando was supposed to be the unaffected one in this partnership, the unflustered one, the unconcerned one. And yet here he stood, in broad daylight, in a foreign kingdom, on the steps of a carriage with his breeches half unbuttoned and his cravat in disarray.Â
He heard a cough from beside him, jolted and looked to the side. Sebastian's loyal Horse Master stood there, lounging against the side of the carriage. Fernando had forgotten who had even been driving the carriage in the first place. After Seb has let himself be pushed down, his hair still windswept from their ride together, everything else seemed to fade away. His thoughts were reduced only to how he could mess up the younger man's hair further.Â
Jenson grinned at him wolfishly, and casually crossed his legs, "First time?" he inquired. Fernando glared at him. The other man laughed openly at him, "What? He's a busy man with big prospects. You're not his majesty's only conquest, you know. Now your throne on the other handâŚ"
Fernando seethed, it was one thing to be humiliated by the future emperor, but to be patronized by the king's horse boy? No. It would simply not do. He closed his eyes in annoyance, pinched the bridge of his nose, exhaled, and prepared a speech about how he was not about to be talked down to by a man who didn't even have a throne to speak of!Â
But when he opened his eyes again and opened his mouth to begin his tirade, Jenson was already wandering away to tend to the horses. Dios mĂo, Fernando was not mentally prepared to spend the rest of his life with all of these impertinent morons.Â
#i love how i kept saying to people: no no i shant write any fic for this. only art.#me like two weeks later: hey guys :)#this is just: i was sitting in class and had a drawing idea but then im obv not drawing *this* in class so my brain went into narrative mod#not exactly 'baby's first ficlet!!!' but moreso ive not written in a while so i hope its alright???#but aaahhh this was actually pretty fun!! idk i think it was bcs i was also being brainrotted by the image of seb kneeling....#maybe ill draw it. but it felt like something that needed the context of narrative and not just oo here is a drawing!#anyways you can always ask me for a directors cut-(PLEASE PLEAE BEGGING PLEASE)#see this is why im not cut out for writing fic#its not like i dont think it can speak for itself. more that im just an overly reflective person who wants to explain all my thoughts#if i wrote fic itd really be just: chapter 1. chapter 1.5 chapter 2. chapter 2.5#anyways i think its pretty obvious but this is before their wedding and just like peak bitterness.#well not peak. peak would be the first year- first few months of their marriage#but this is fernando who is only just realizing how naive all his expectations of seb were and getting a glimpse of his future#but mostly: mindgames and power play and: whos actually really winning?#also my god jense is literally the best chara in this au. he is vibing and basically just witnessing ye olde reality tv#mark and fernando are always in a weird powerplay with seb(even if seb isnt even consiously doing so) and jense is just free from it all#hmm now how does one go about tagging fic#vettonso#f1 fanfic#formula 1 fanfic#f1#formula 1#martian#sebmark#also idk why im always so concerned abt tagging when im basically just writing this for my little boy king following i have somehow formed#hahaha! it is art to me!:#catie.art.#boy king au
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well fellas i thought about chara dreemurr for one second and now i need to replay undertale
#well more accurately i'm rereading handplates#the thing i'm writing made me think about it (what a surprise)#and goooood i love hp (obviously) but um. idk man the fallen human in that doesn't do it for me.#there's nothing wrong with the interpretation of course it's just not mine#my perception of chara is pretty fluid. like i think about them differently now#they're very interesting#(UM YEAH KIRBERT YOU'VE BEEN OBSESSING OVER THEM SINCE LIKE 2016)#gooood maybe i need to legitimately analyze them#dude i can't read any fic i wrote about them anymore because of how my view of them changes#kirbabble#undertale#chara dreemurr
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Veering Off Course
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Gregory and his family get a call that Vanessa, whos in a different state for college, has gotten hurt. Gregory calls Evan, and Evan is able to use the things he's learned about himself since meeting Gregory to help his friend with his emotions regarding the situation.
Its early in the morning on a Saturday when Evan gets the call. It woke him up, so all he does is blink groggily and swipe at the screen blindly while propped up on his elbow until his thumb hits 'answer' on his phone. "Hello?"
"Evan." It's Gregory, and the serious tone to just that single word clears up Evan's brain as fast as lightning. He scrambles to prop himself into sitting up and rubs at his eyes with one hand.
"Gregory?" Evan asks, looking at the little icon he set for Gregory's contact of a picture of Evan and him at an amusement park. "Is everything okay?"
It takes a second for Gregory to respond, and it causes the anxiety that had steadily began to bubble inside of him to surge. "Gregory?"
"Sorry." Gregory finally answers. "I-- Uh... can you..." His friend struggles for words, and Evan tries to be as patient as possible as it becomes clearer every second something is wrong. "Can you come over? Like right now?"
Evan flounders for words for a second, but manages to force his mouth to say, "Of course."
"Okay." Gregory replies, and a surge of worry shoots through his chest when Gregory sounds like he might cry. He takes a breath on the other end, then, "Please hurry."
After that, Evan only lingers enough to respond with a short confirmation and goodbye before hanging up the phone. It takes him record time to shoot out of bed, sling on some shoes, and get down the street a few houses to Gregory's own.
His mind had played multiple awful scenarios of what terrible thing could have happened the entire time, but his worry does not ebb when he makes it to the porch and knocks on the door to a teary eyed Gregory.
Evan's immediately herded inside. Freddy has his phone in his hand pressed up against his ear, and he's pacing around the room. Aunt Chica and Aunt Roxy sit in the living room. Bonnie is sat in a dragged-over dining chair by Freddy and frowning.
It's dead silent in the house; even the TV and seemingly endless energy flowing through and causing bustling noise is snuffed out to nothing. Evan watches as everyone sits completely seriously and quiet, hands held in their lap or thrumming against something.
Impatience, is what Evan first thinks of. They're waiting for something. News, maybe? Freddy is on the phone. It's so silent you could hear a pin drop. Or somebody else's phone vibrate.
Evan's dread and anxiety only get worse when Gregory shuts the door behind him and tugs on him a bit. Evan follows without struggle, thousands of words and questions on his tongue when Gregory leads him to one of the unoccupied seats in the living room; a loveseat.
He sits down with him, and Gregory's face is scrunched up in barely restrained worry. Evan watches his friend, who's been an anchor for himself for so long, tremble and hunch in on himself. "Gregory?"
Gregory's eyes dart to him, and Evan leans down, hunching forward with his elbows rested on his thighs like theyre their own personal bubble. Evan's own brows furrow, and he feels the familiar thickness in his throat just at watching his friend be upset.
Evan grabs at his hand, squeezing it tight and lacing their fingers together. "I'm really worried, Gregory... please tell me whats wrong." Evan pleads. "Please?"
Gregory nods unsurely after a moment, and Evan watches him swallow thickly before turning to him fully. "Dad got a call from the University of Oregon today."
Evan's brows raise, but he nods to keep going. The University of Oregon is the college Gregory's sister, Vanessa, had left home to go attend. Evan hasnt gotten the chance to meet her, yet. She's already been gone two years strong, with a seemingly bright future. Evan's heard Gregory and his family talk about her enough to know her talents.
Gregory's breath hitches, and Evan wraps his other hand around Gregory's, the one he already has ahold of. He sandwiches it in-between his own and hopes it's enough comfort.
"Somebody called us and told us Vanessa got into a car crash today. On campus."
It's like a bucket of ice water is poured on Evan's head. His feet go cold, and his eyes widen to saucers. Fear shoots like an arrow through his stomach. When he stops reeling from the news, he watches Gregory begin to shake and lose the carefully gathered composure he'd put up since Evan arrived.
"They said..." Gregory's brows are furrowed so much it looks like it hurts. Theres a clench in his jaw and a wetness to his eyes Evan isnt used to. "They said she's already been taken to the hospital and is in surgery." He frowns, and theres a twist in his lip that Evan is so familiar with. "They... a-all we can do is wait. They told us they'd let us know any updates."
The house is thrown back into such jarring silence after Gregory stops talking that Evan's ears start ringing. Which makes it clear as day when Gregory's breath turns harsh beside him.
Evan tears his eyes away from the floor and ignores the twisting feeling in his chest to look at his friend. He has his face buried in the hand that isnt held by Evan and is shaking in a way where you can tell theyre trying so hard to keep it together. Gregory's angled away from him, but Evan can see the panic on his face even from where he can see.
Evan's breath hitches, and the thickness in his throat begins to turn into burning as he scootches closer to Gregory on the couch and sets a hand on his shoulder. He tugs a bit until Gregory gets the message and let's him wrap his arms around his middle and hold him close.
Gregory makes some sort of horrible, upsetting hitching noise that causes the dam to break for Evan, before he sort of flops against him and brings up his own arms to clutch at his T-Shirt. Gregory's head thumps against his shoulder, and it's one of the only times Evan really becomes aware of the height he has on his friend.
"Its okay..." Evan says into Gregory's shoulder, because it's all he knows to do in the moment. He glances around and sees that Gregory's family has shifted to the dining room, leaving them alone. Evan finally feels the tears slip from his eyes as he presses closer, hugging him like his life depends on it. "Its okay, Gregory. It'll be okay."
"It's--" Gregory says, and Evan can hear how much his voice shakes with barely contained tears. "Its not. I can't-- We can't even go see her. We can't go and wait for her to wake up, or anything... we just have to--" He cuts himself off, and Evan feels Gregory shake harshly against him.
"We just have to sit here." Gregory says, voice thick. "I dont know what to do, Evan. I don't know what to do."
And its only that sentence that causes Evan to grapple at what to do, if his friend can't. And all he can think about is how himself would react if it were Gregory getting hurt.
All he'd be able to do is cry, he realizes. He wouldnt be able to do anything. Just wait and be scared.
But that's what Gregory is getting at, isnt he? He can't do anything. That's the thing. Evan has known Gregory long enough to get him. To know, him. Evan knows that Gregory doesnt sit around and cry like Evan does. He prefers to get up and do something about whatevers wrong.
Hes a problem solver instead of waiting around. A fighter instead of a crier. No wonder hes so bent out of shape about this. To have a loved one in danger, and when you're so used to getting up and making a plan to fix a problem and are forced to sit in standby...
Evan eases them down against the cushion of the couch, not once untangling themselves from eachother. Gregory shakes, but he does not cry. "So what would you do if you could?"
The hair from Gregory's bangs brushes against Gregory's neck as he moves his head. "I'd... I don't know. I'd at least try to get to her." Gregory says, voice unbelievably quiet. "At least get to her. Then figure it out from there. Just so I'm not waiting on phone calls."
Evan nods against him, his chin scrunching up Gregory's hair. His tears have long since stopped falling, but he knows he has dry tracks on his cheeks. "You have a plan."
Gregory makes some sort of noise that would sound like a snort in any other circumstances. "I would if I could." Gregory replies, squeezing his arms a bit tighter. "But I cant" He sighs, shuddering and heavy. "I just have to wait."
Evan hums. "You're worried, and you're stressed." He makes the same noise Gregory just did. "I know how you feel... I really do. Maybe not your exact situation, but... I get what it's like to feel helpless." He says. "You know what I would do?"
Gregory hums this time, questionative. Evan rubs circles into his back. "I'd sit there and wait, and wish for it to different. And when it wouldnt be, I'd cry."
Gregorys head shifts against that crook between Evan's chin and chest, almost like hes trying to look him in the eye but the hug prevents him from being able.
"All I ever did was cry." Evan says when Gregory doesnt respond. "Its the only thing that I could do to cope."
"...So..." Gregory asks, and his voice is thick again. "You mean..."
"You're stressed." Evan answers. "You're stressed and you're worried. So... why dont you let it out?"
Evan, out of anyone, knows how valuable emotions can be. He didnt, once upon a time. When everyone would just tell him how annoying it is. How useless it is. How he's asking for it. How he should have toughened up by now. When instead of comfort, he'd receive ridicule and prodding.
That's changed. Ever since a certain someone entered his life. He doesn't think of his emotions, himself so little anymore. So worthless. So maybe that's why Gregory perks up ever so slightly in understanding.
And that's all it takes.
Gregory's trembling turns into shoulder shaking sobs like the snap of a finger. He cries, open and unadulterated, and Evan just hugs him close and rubs his back, offering reassurances like Gregory has done for him so many times.
His own eyes burn when his best friends sobs are heard so openly and he can feel every shudder of his body. Evan's chin scrunches, and the tears fall right along with Gregory as Evan hugs him close, tucking his face into his hair.
"Im--" Gregory cries. "I-Im just so worried about her."
"I know." Evan responds, his own voice breaking as he pets Gregory's hair. His shirt is damp with tears but he doesnt care. "Itll be okay. It'll all be okay."
They stay like that for a while, and Evan can tell Gregory needs it. He needs it. The worry he felt that morning doesnt ever really leave, and it stays ever-present as Evan watches his friend fall apart. They stay stuck together like magnets, eventually only shoulder to shoulder with linked hands on the loveseat, and none of Gregory's family try to peel them apart when they eventually wander back into the living room.
They stay in a state of constant agonizing limbo all day. At 8:00pm, Freddy calls it a night. Gregory protests immediately, but Aunt Roxy calms him down almost seamlessly and convinces him to go to bed.
Of course, Evan follows him. He cant imagine a world where he doesnt. The air mattress stays deflated in Gregory's closet as it has been most of the time nowadays. All Evan has to do is kick his shoes off since he left home in his pajamas anyway and they're wrapped around eachother, tucked in Gregory's bed under his comforter in the dark.
Gregory is silent all throughout the night, even though Evan knows he's awake. Evan just hopes that... he did the right thing. Something knows is that suppressing how you feel isnt good. It never works. No matter how much you want it to.
Gregory taught him that. He just wants to return the favor. Not because he owes Gregory, no. Gregory has long since hammered it into Evan's thick skull that he has nothing to pay him back for. That his kindness is not a deed to Evan, but rather that Evan himself deserves to be treated kindly.
Gregory does, too. Evan knows this with all his heart. Gregory is his best friend and has done more for him than anyone else ever has.
Evan... all Evan did was change. Change for the better. And hopefully he helped the most important person in his life with the things he learned. The things that person taught him.
He hugs Gregory's middle a little tighter, not daring to break the silence. Gregory needs time, but doesn't want to be alone. Evan understands. He does. He just hopes to convey what he truly feels through the one action.
Thank you. I'm here for you. I'll always be here. You're my best friend. I'm so glad you trust me. I trust you as well. So much.
Gregory himself wraps his arms tighter around Evan in turn, and Evan feels like the single movement lso has a deeper meaning he cant read.
They dont speak. They just lay in silence until eventually they fall asleep, stuck together like two puzzle pieces.
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#this oneshot is mostly just to focus more on gregorys character and how i imagine him (not headcanon#his actual canon character) to handle problems.#ive always seen gregory as instead of letting fear/emotions take over#he pushes past to get a task done/fix whatevers wrong. so i wanted to translate that into the flashlight duo universe with the emotional/pr#especially because of how important emotions are to evans growth and how gregory is the reason for that growth#and i also just wanted to finally write a bit of evan helping gregory since ive written so much vice versa.#i needed something for gregory to be super worried over and well. this universe is already family centric. poor vanessa.#its a normal ass world okay theres not much i can do#vanessa is okay btw.#the next day theyre supposed to get news about surgery and recovery and plan to go on a road trip to oregon to see her while she recovers#(i actually already wrote some of it but cut it out because i didnt like where it was going.#just veered (ha) too far away from the core of the fic)#so you can imagine that happening.#anyways hope you enjoyed! still need a better idea to showcase evan helping gregory but i think this is okay for now.#i have some other plans for this duo (as always) having to do with love languages so im excited about that.#lets see how long itll take me to actually write it lol#pandas writes#my fics#flashlight duo#flashlight duo oneshots#gregory#evan#the fazbears#oneshot#kinda feel like this is cringe#but whatever im cringe and im free two cakes etc#not my favorite work ive done but whatever#its okay
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Jaytimkon high School fic???? Maybe with popular skater boy Tim đĽşđĽşđĽş
Sending love and inspo!!!
i adore hs aus xD i did reference skater tim, though maybe not the popular part so much ^^;
i decided to go established timkon & pre-jaytimkon for this one~ i hope you like it!! thank u sm for the prompt <3
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âOh my god, Tim. Just ask him out already.â Kon hisses, startling Tim out of his thoughts.
Or. Well.
He wasnât really thinking so much as he was stealing glances across the library, where Jason has his nose buried in a book. He always does. Even at lunch, Jason doesnât really sit with anyone; just picks an out of the way table to read while he eats.
Itâs cute. Especially when he gets really into it, and forgets heâs in public; mouthing the words, making faces, even uttering soft noises.
Tim would feel bad about sneaking glances if he didnât know Konâs been doing the exact same thing.
âIâ The whole school knows weâre dating, Kon.â
âIâll go with you.â Kon shrugs, twirling a pencil between his fingers. âSo he knows itâs chill.â
Tim glares. âThen why canât you ask him out?â he hisses. Timâs not the only one crushing, here. Why does he have to be the one to ask?
Kon rolls his eyes. âBecause I asked you out,â he says, like that has any bearing on anything whatsoever. He pauses, then adds, âAlso, you liked him first.â
âYeah, which means you have experience.â Tim chooses to ignore the second part.
âAlso means youâre in desperate need of some.â Kon rolls his eyes. Tim pouts at him, but Kon stares back at him, unimpressed. âDude. You are like⌠one more longing sigh away from leaving him anonymous love letters. Just ask him out.â
Huh.
Love letters⌠Tim hadnât thought about that angle. Jasonâs social media presence is pretty sparse, except for a book blog he updates two or three times a week. Hadnât Jason said something about the secret admirer trope in romance a bit ago? But was it positive or negativeâŚ? Hm.
âOh my god. Babe.â Kon put his face in his hands. âThatâs not a suggestion. Please donât make me call Cassie.â
Tim stills. If Kon calls Cassie, itâs really only a matter of time before Cissie and Bart get involved. And while itâs possible they could take Timâs sideâ Tim doesnât want to listen to it.
âWe could sign the letter?â he offers anyway.
âTim.â
Ah. Konâs no-bullshit tone has entered the chat.
Fair enough. Tim would probably end up spending weeks just trying to compose the damn thing before giving up entirely. Fine. Okay. Tim can wing it. Heâs great at that.
He drags his hands down his face. âOkay. Fine," he says. "I can do that."
Kon pats his arm. âYouâve got this, babe.â
Tim appreciates Konâs confidence, even if he doesnât share it.
It takes Konâs foot nudging his ankle for him to stand. The space between their tables seems insurmountable, like Jason might as well be separated from him by an ocean. Tim looks back at Kon.
Kon, again, looks unimpressed. The raised brow and crossed arms are very Ma Kent. Tim almost tells him so, but thinks better of it. Instead, he turns.
Okay. Ask Jason out. Tim can do that. Heâs done scarier. Asking a cute guy out is nothing compared to getting his ass kicked at the skate park. Besides, he knows Jason. Heâs the only reason Tim passed English last trimester, after all, and he was⌠surprisingly patient about it. Well. It was a little rough at first, but. Then something shifted, and it got easier, and Tim. Heâd thought heâd liked Jason before, but actually getting to talk to himâ
Well.
Maybe Kon had a point about his pining.
At least if Jason rejects him, he'll be nice about it.
The insurmountable gulf between them is surmounted in but a few measly secondsâjust barely long enough for Tim to get his bearings. His heart is still beating a touch too fast.
Jason looks up from his book. âCan I help you?â Tim canât help but think he looks like a disgruntled cat. Itâs cute. His expression shifts, a little, when he realizes itâs Tim. âOh. Hey, Timmers. Need somethinâ?â
Now or never. âYeah,â he says. He grips the back of an empty chair, just to have something to do with his hands. âDoâ Kon and I were planning on getting ice cream after school today. We were⌠wondering if you wanted to come?â
Confusion creases Jasonâs brow. âThat⌠I wouldnât want to intrude on your date,â he says slowly.
âYou wouldnât be,â Tim says, immediately. âYouâ We want you there.â He pauses, and then, to clarify, adds, âOn the date. âCause. Itâll still be a date, if, um. If youâre okay with that.â
Jason looks at Tim. Then he looks over at Kon, who winks.
Huh.
Timâs never seen anyone turn that shade of red before. The color paints all the way down Jasonâs neck, and under the collar of his uniform. âIââ His tongue darts out, wetting his lips. He looks nervous. Tim can relate.
He pulls the chair out with his foot, sitting. âI know itâs probably kind of sudden,â he says. âUm. You can say no, if you want to. Andâum. If you need more time to think about it, thatâs okay too. We can go out another day.â He pauses, the wheels of his mind spinning. âItâs not a trick, either. I promise.â
He almost holds out his pinkie, because heâs embarrassing like that, but. He manages to stop himself.
Jasonâs mouth works a couple more times before he finally manages, âIâd likeâ Ice cream sounds good.â
Tim sinks back into his seat. His cheeks ache from his grinâheâs pretty sure he looks like an idiot, but. He doesnât really care. âCool,â he says.
Jason smiles back. âCool,â he repeats, softly.
#jaytimkon#konjaytim#timjaykon#cheetahleopard#asks and answers#tauriawritesfanfic#i wrote the first part of this fic the night you sent it~#and then after that i had a few more possible ideas for hs aus xD#but i decided to keep going with this one~#jason reading at the lunch table is inspired by the fact that i used to do the same thing#i didnt have the same lunch block as my friends (well. friend. i didn't have a lot of school friends lol) so#ALSO now im thinking about jaytim and/or jaytimkon but where they actually go the anonymous love letter route...
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Sometimes I want to yell at you to update your fics but I remember youâre a whole ass lawyer and have a life.
also writers block dont forget the writers block
#not to mention juggling all my interests#i actually write a lot of fics in my free time! but atm my total drama fics have all hit a wall#ill cycle back once ive had some time to shake off the cobwebs as it were#for now ill keep re-reading and being like 'who wrote this how do i coax her out again'#also anon i know this wasnt your intent so this is more of a general announcement#but no one is obligated to update their fics regardless of whether theyre employed or married or have kids or whatever#not that im abandoning my wips (i would NEVER. well. maybe#not atm) but if i wanted to? even if for no reason? thats something i could do#one thing about me: if im not enjoying doing something in my free time? im not doin it#as much as i love sharing my work with yall and hearing your always kind and wonderful feedback (i love yall thanks for reading)#that doesnt mean i owe you more of it#i feel very lucky to be able to share my writing and have people love it but at the end of the day its a hobby#a hobby i love and enjoy the shit out of but a hobby all the same#im entitled to pick it up and put it down as much as i like#and even. as crazy as it sounds. walk away.
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Whumptober day 31- emptiness, setbacks, take it easy
Read day 30
Happy Halloween!!! Thank you so much for sticking with me with month! This was a fun challenge and Iâm so proud of myself for pushing through it đ I hope you guys like this one, itâs kinda mid imo but itâs pretty intense I suppose.
Warnings: stabbing, blood loss, hopelessness, kind of an unhappy ending oops đŹ everythingâs fine tho itâs fine
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Age couldnât help but hum along with Kass, Benji, and Linebeckâs music. They were playing some of Linebeckâs sea shanties, and it was getting more and more chaotic. Kass and Linebeck were remarkable singers, but Benji was pretty terrible, but they all sung loudly, laughing like maniacs at the end of every song. Age listened to them, laughing along whenever they erupted into laughter after a song. Ageâs father walked up to them, looking like a mess and very frustrated.
âWhat are you all doing?â He asked angrily, a pitchfork resting on his shoulder while his prosthetic arm rested on his hip.
âSinging!â Kass answered, âcare to join us?â
âNo! Iâm too busy working on the farm! No thanks to any of you!â
Benji gave an awkward chuckle but looked away while plucking his guitar. Linebeck gave a sigh and leaned back.
âAmmon, Iâm a sailor, not a farmer,â he said, and the others nodded.
âWell Iâm a soldier! But Iâm still trying to make sure Talonâs farm doesnât get ruined!â Ammon shouted.
âMan, I donât get why both Talon and Rusl had to leave the farm,â Benji muttered, continuing to pluck his guitar. âTheyâre the farmers, we donât know what weâre doing.â
Ammon sighed. âTalon is understandable, Iâm not sure why Rusl left as well, but no matter! It doesnât mean that you can just sit around lazing the day away!â He shot a look at Age, who sat up straight quickly. âWhat are you doing?â
âAhâ uhâ Iâm sorry father, I was just resting,â Age said quickly, and Ammon narrowed his eyes at him.
âGoddesses, what do you want from us Ammon?â Linebeck asked.
âI want some help! This farm work isnât easy to do!â
Kass stood up, walking over to Ammon who was seething. âNow now, Ammon, tell us what to do and we will try to help. Iâm sorry,â Kass said gently, which calmed Ammon down. Age was almost surprised at how calm Kass was in every situation, he was perfect for dealing with Wildâs⌠well⌠wild personality.
âRight, right,â Ammon let out a sigh. âI could use help grooming the horses, Iâve milked the cows, but if someone could feed the cuccos and clean the house, thatâd be great, and alsoââ
âLOOK OUT!â
Ageâs father was interrupted by Wild, who was chasing a round pig that was sprinting towards the men. They all shot up and moved out of the way as the pig nearly plowed through them, watching it run and stop just outside the ranch.
âHey, donât move towards it all at once,â Wild said breathlessly, resting his hands on his knees.
âOh, Iâm sorry, Link,â Kass said, âdid that piglet escape?â
âYeah, and I need to hurry and grab it before the others escape too!â
Linebeck let out a sigh of relief and crossed his arms. âYouâll never catch a pig by chasing it kid, you need to sneak up behind it, and then grab it before it knows whatâs going on.â
âOh great! You can catch it while I keep an eye on the other pigs!â Wild suggested with a smile. Linebeck looked at him in surprise.
âW-what? Noooo no no no my Link was always the pig catcher not me.â
âNo, I think itâs a wonderful idea,â Ammon grinned, âMake yourself useful.â
Linebeck frowned then took off his overcoat, throwing it somewhere safe as he hesitantly walked over to the pig.
âOh I need to watch this,â Benji said, running after the sailor. Age grinned and followed as well as his father grumbled. Linebeck was a good distance away from the pig, crouching down and crawling from behind the pig, being as quiet as possible. Benji snorted and Linebeck shot him a glare, cautiously moving closer to the pig.
âOy, I thought you guys were going to help with the farm worââ
âYeah yeah, after this Ammon, shut up,â Benji interrupted, not taking his eyes off of Linebeck.
Ammon grumbled again, but he stayed with the others as they watched Linebeck. The sailor was close to the pig, and he quickly went to grab it, but it slipped out of his fingers, jumping over his head and onto his back. Linebeck let out a yelp as he went face first into the ground, getting dirt and mud all over himself. The others started laughing as he attempted to wrestle the pig, getting more and more dirty. Finally, he grabbed the pig and held it over his head, panting and glaring at the laughing group.
âWerenât you guys going to do farm work?â He yelled. He looked at Wild who was still with the group. âWerenât you going to keep an eye on the pigs?â
Wild scratched the back of his head while Benji snorted laughing. âItâs not my fault youâre so entertaining to watch.â
Linebeck grumbled and marched right past them, heading to the pig pen. âIf one of those pigs escaped Iâm not catching it!â
They all watched as Linebeck grumbled, and Kass smiled at Wild.
âItâs best to leave him alone while he blows off some steam.â
Wild shrugged. âWell, he can deal with the pigs then, if heâs gonna be such a grump.â
Kass chuckled and Wildâs gaze lingered over to Ammon, who was also watching him blankly. Kass quickly jumped in front of them, blocking off the view.
âLetâs go help with the horses! You like horses donât you?â He suggested, and Wild agreed, the two walking towards the horses. Age sighed sadly. Ever since Wild met his father, heâd been pretending that he didnât exist, but there were moments where he watched him for too long, and he would spiral. Thankfully, Kass was helping him through it, but it was very hard on his father. Age gave his father a small smile, who smiled back, but it quickly disappeared.
âUh, ok, what the heck happened?â Benji asked, plucking his guitar strings. âWhy are you and Kass avoiding each other?â
Ammon shook his head. âMe and Kass arenât avoiding each other, itâs just⌠Wild.â
âOh, right, your twin,â Benji looked at Age who shrugged.
âHeâs not my twin, weâre⌠technically the same person.â Age sighed. âItâs hard to explain, but heâs from a timeline where evil won, heâs been asleep for a hundred years and⌠umâŚâ Age looked at his father who was staring ahead.
âOh, I get it now,â Benji said softly. Age gave him an awkward smile.
âYeahâŚâ
It was silent for a long moment until Ammon moved away.
âLetâs finish the chores, alright?â He said softly, and the other two followed him.
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âHey! Hyrule, can you hear me?â
Hyrule groaned as consciousness began to return to him. He opened his eyes and saw everyone huddled around him, with Windy holding a magic potion.
âOh yeah, thatâs definitely Benjiâs kid,â a man next to Twilight chuckled. Hyrule frowned.
âHow dâya know mâ dad?â He said weakly, his words slurring. The man grinned at Time, who was next to a woman with red hair.
âWell he knows his dad, thatâs good,â another man he didnât recognize with a big nose said. âAre ya good to drink this potion, little one?â
Hyrule squinted at Windy who started to uncork the bottle. He nodded and let the others sit him up. He drank the potion carefully, being able to drink it himself as he felt his strength return to him.
âThank the goddesses youâre doingâ better, Hyrule,â Windy said when he finished the bottle. âWe were getting worried about you!â
Hyrule smiled, then looked at the people he didnât know. âWho are they?â He asked, pointing at all four of them.
âHyrule, this is my father-in-law Talon, and my wife, Malon,â Time introduced the both of them.
âHuh, Malon and Talon, thatâs cute.â
Talon chuckled. âGotta keep that Lon Lon name, yeah?â
Malon laughed and nodded. Hyrule smiled and looked over at the man who was side hugging Twilight.
âOh! Hyrule, this is my pa, Rusl.â
Rusl waved at him and Hyrule tilted his head.
âYou donât look like him.â
âIâm adopted.â
Hyrule made an âohâ sound and looked at the serious looking man behind the colors.
âThis is our father!â Red introduced him. The man gave a nod at Hyrule.
âThe name is Leon.â
âNice to meet you all,â Hyrule smiled at them, and Windy grabbed his arm, helping him up. âUh, so you mentioned my dad?â
âOh yes!â Talon pointed to a ranch in the distance, âHeâll be so happy to see you!â
âIs that where he is?â
âYep! At Lon Lon ranch! Weâre almost there!â
Hyrule nodded. âNow I get the Lon Lon nameâŚâ
Time chuckled and nudged him towards the ranch. âCâmon, we donât want to dawdle now do we? Letâs find your father.â
Hyrule grinned, beginning to register the idea of seeing his father again. He truthfully didnât know him very well, he was separated from him when he was ten years old, being apart from him for so long that he almost forgot everything about him. Heâd only just reunited with him, and though it felt weird calling him father, he still found familiar comfort in him, and he was excited to see him again. He started walking, still feeling weak, but determination to see his father again kept him going. When they reached the entrance, Hyrule jogged towards the horses despite his dizziness, and he looked around, spotting Wild next to a giant bird man.
âWILD!â He yelled out, sprinting towards him, but he felt his legs weaken, and he suddenly started to fall face first into the grass. He let out a yelp, but something caught him and helped him up. He looked at his savior confused, and grinned when he recognized his father, beaming at him.
âOrchid!â he cried, and pulled him into a tight hug. Hyrule buried his face in his neck and melted into the embrace.
âH-hey dad,â he mumbled, his voice wavering. He got a lump in his throat and he blinked back the tears when his dad started running his hand through his curly hair.
âIâm so happy to see you safe, Orchid. Too many times weâve been separated.â
âYeah.â
The two held each other for a while until he heard people come up behind him. He saw Wild and the bird man who were smiling.
âOh my goodness!â The birdman looked at the two. âI can see the family resemblance!â
Benji chuckled and gestured to Kass. âOrchid, this is Kass. Kass, Wild, this is my son, Orchid.â
Wild narrowed his eyes. ââOrchidâ? Is that like⌠your real name?â
Hyrule nodded shyly, and Wild chuckled.
âWhy didnât you say that when we came up with nicknames? Iâm sure it beats âHyruleâ.â
Hyrule shrugged. âI donât know⌠Um⌠you have a bird for a dad?â
Wild looked at Kass in shock, and he laughed nervously. âNo! No! Heâs uh⌠heâs Kass and heâs a good friend! Has great songs. Can dance really well too.â
It grew silent and they all glanced at each other awkwardly. Time walked up to them and smiled at Wild.
âWild! You're here! Are the others at the ranch as well?â He asked, with everyone else joining them (and Twilight scolding Hyrule for running off). Wild shook his head.
âJust me and Age.â
âOh my!â Talon chuckled at the sight of Wild. âYou must be Ammonâs kid huh?â
Wildâs smirk faded, and a sense of unease filled the air. Hyrule looked at his dad who had a blank expression on his face, then at Kass who had his wings resting on Wildâs shoulders, who surprisingly looked upset. Talon looked at everyoneâs reactions and frowned.
âWas it something I said?â
âNo, no Talon youâre alright um,â Kass looked back at the horses he and Wild were taking care of, âletâs finish the job, shall we?â
Wild nodded and ran over to the horses. Hyrule watched, realizing who Ammon is. The group knew about Wild and Ageâs situation, but Hyrule always forgot about how serious of a situation it was, and how much it affected Wild. Benji looked at Talon and the others, who all looked concerned.
âItâs complicated, Talon, so donât worry about it.â Benji looked at Windy and smiled warmly. âSo you must be Linebeckâs then, huh?â
Windyâs dark expression lit up. âYes! Where is he?â
âOver at the pig pen. Careful though, heâs kinda pissed off right now.â
Windy giggled. âWhen is he not? Iâm gonna go find him!â The little sailor turned and sprinted in the wrong direction.
âThe pig pen is the other way,â Benji called out to him, and Windy quickly turned around and sprinted in the correct direction. Everyone laughed at him as he ran by, clearly excited to see his own dad. Or at least, Hyrule assumed this Linebeck guy was his dad.
âWell, guys, how about we find Ammon and his kid and make some introductions,â Benji started, eyeing the different Links, âIâve been dying to meet your guys' kids.â
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Linebeck finished washing all the mud and dirt off of him, grumbling about the stains on his pale shirt. He put his hair in a ponytail and watched the pigs play around. They seemed to be fine, no risk of another one getting out, but he wasnât in the mood to see the others. Heâd be forced to do farmwork, and he hated farmwork. He grabbed his coat and shook it off, making sure it wasnât dirty, until one of the pigs gave a desperate squeal and he spun around, looking at it weird.
âWhatâs wrong with you?â
The pigs started to back away into the corner of the pen and Linebeck frowned.
âWhat are you pigs doing?â
He knelt down and tilted his head at the pigâs strange behavior, but something cold and sharp touched his neck, and he froze.
âScream and Iâll slit your throat,â the familiar voice of the man whoâs caused this mess whispered in his ear.
âYou,â Linebeck growled, not moving with the knife up against his throat.
âYou know, it took me a long time to find you and your friends, and to find you here, goddesses, it's infuriating,â the puppeteer sneered, and Linebeck rolled his eyes.
âWhat do you want, you big baby.â
The puppeteer scoffed. âYou and your friends have been nothing but a thorn in my side! Always trying to ruin my plans and getting in my way! And then you suddenly disappear, somewhere where I canât find you,â the puppeteer spun Linebeck around with his sword pointed at his neck. Linebeck glared at the one eyed mask he wore. âIâve had enough of you, and I want nothing more than to kill you all.â
âSo then kill me, why are you monologing when you have me right here with your pretty little knife pressed up against my neck?â
The puppeteer didnât say anything, his grip tightening on Linebeckâs shoulder. He looked behind him, checking to see if anyone was there, and he returned his attention to his hostage. âI had no idea that the Links were all your sons,â his head tilted, âperhaps you all could be of some use to me.â
Linebeckâs eyes widened. âIf you think youâre gonna use me against my kidââ
âThese Links have truthfully been a pain as well, and if using their family to get them to listen is what I have to do, then so be it. If itâll mean making you all suffer, then so be it.â
Linebeck kicked the puppeteer in the chest as hard as he could, trying to dig his heels in his ribs. The puppeteer grunted as he fell back, holding his side, but before he could do anything else, a battle cry was heard, and he jumped away before Link was able to slash him with his sword.
Wait, Link.
Link?
âLink!â Linebeck shouted, not believing his eyes when he saw the boy that heâs been looking for standing right in front of him, pointing his sword against the puppeteer.
âOh, youâre here too. Isnât that just convenient,â the puppeteer snarled and swung his sword at Link, who blocked it with his own. The two fought, Link being calm and collected while the puppeteer was enraged and messy. Linebeck just watched the two of them, his heart beating a mile per second.
Come on you idiot, help him! He thought to himself, looking around for anything that he could use as a weapon, but he found nothing. When he looked back at the two, the puppeteer had grabbed Link and threw him over his shoulder. Link landed with a painful thud, and he let out a cry.
âLink!â Linebeck called out again, more worry in his voice. Goddesses, why couldnât he do anything to help him? Why was he so useless?
âYou know what? I donât need all you Links to be alive!â The puppeteer shouted, pointing his sword at Link, âI can make do without one!â
Linebeck gasped and finally moved. He sprinted towards the puppeteer as he thrusted his sword at Link, and he jumped over his kid, trying to tackle the puppeteer before he stabbed him andâ
Linebeck grunted as he felt pain explode through his abdomen. He was face to face with the puppeteer, and when he looked down, his sword sunken deep into his stomach.
âWell, that wasnât supposed to happen,â the puppeteer said breathlessly, and he kicked Linebeck to the ground, pulling the sword out of him.
âLinebeck!â He heard Link scream, and he saw him enter his vision, horror apparent on his face. Linebeck groaned at the pain, and felt the world spin around him as he felt the hot blood pouring out of him. He heard shouts and swords clanging, but Link stayed by his side, putting pressure on his wound. Linebeck stared at him, the boy that he was stuck with for so many months, the boy that saved his life countless times, the boy that heâs spent hours stargazing on his ship. Tears poured out of his eyes, and he reached out to him.
âL-Link,â he said, struggling to speak. Link turned to him and looked over his face.
âLinebeck, IâIâm so sorry, Iâm so sorry,â he started to cry as the blood poured out of his wound.
âIâmâIâm glad youâre alright, green monkey,â Linebeck reached out to cradle his round face, but he saw the blood all over his hands, and a wave of nausea and dizziness overwhelmed him. He squeezed his eyes shut, letting his hand drop. âOh goddessesâŚâ
He heard people talking, and another set of hands helped with the pressure.
âWe need Hyrule! Heâs losing a lot of blood!â
âHyrule is busy right now, Windy, Iâm sorry.â
âBut heâs going to die!â
Linebeck heard rummaging and cursing, then a cheer.
âI have a red potion! Itâll have to do alright?â
Someone lifted up his head and he opened his eyes, seeing Rusl sitting over him.
âOk, Linebeck, I need you to drink this,â he said, and he put the red potion to his lips. Linebeck tried to do just that, and as he sipped the potion, he felt a warm tingly feeling go through his body as some of the pain left his body. He felt like heâd been drinking the potion for forever though, and Linebeck couldnât drink it anymore. He suddenly went limp, and Rusl cursed under his breath. âYouâre not done, keep going, please.â
Linebeck felt the world go dark around him, and the voices grew muffled. He heard shouting and crying, then darkness.
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Age groaned as another wave of monsters charged him and his father. He didnât know what happened, he was greeting his friends when the puppeteer arrived and sent monsters after them. The Gerudo guards, Time, and Talon took Malon inside, and the two men guarded the home, Hyrule and Benji were fighting off a pack of Lizalfos, Rusl and Twilight ran off to help Linebeck who got hurt, Kass and Wild were busy with bokoblins, and Leon and the colors all went after the puppeteer. He and his father were being bombarded with wizzrobes, and they were never ending.
âWhen did the puppeteer show up?â His father grunted as he killed a wizzrobe.
âNo idea, he always shows up at the worst times!â
The wave of wizzrobes were finally killed by the two, and Age spotted the puppeteer running from Leon.
âCâmon.â Age took off where they were, and soon the puppeteer was surrounded.
âNowhere to run you bastard,â Leon growled, pointing his sword at the puppeteer. The others copied him, pointing their swords so that the puppeteer had nowhere to run.
âWhat are you going to do now that Iâm caught, hm?â The puppeteer asked, tilting his head. âAre you gonna get on your knees and beg me to take you home?â
Leon grabbed his throat and slammed him against the wall. âShut up! Make the monsters go away or else Iâllââ
âWhat? Youâll torture me? Not very virtuous, first knight.â
Leon tightened his hold on his neck, and Age glanced at his father, who looked mortified. All the colors had unease written on their faces, and Leon sighed, loosening his grip. But when his hand pulled away slightly, Age saw goop fall off his neck. Leon jumped away as the puppet melted, and he spun around.
âThat was a decoy! Where is the puppeteer?â
They all looked around frantically, and Age spotted the real puppeteer watching them. He lifted his hands, and a bright light assaulted his eyes. He yelled out in pain, feeling his skin burn from the light.
âLink!â He heard his father call out, and he felt a hand grab his arm. He reached out and embraced the person near him, feeling the world around him spin and change.
And then he opened his eyes.
He was lying on his back, and he knew that he was no longer in Lon Lon ranch. He sat up, noting that he was in a forest with thin trees littering the ground, and he saw the colors, calling out for their father. He looked around, confused on where his own father was. He was right there. Age was hugging him, he remembered. Where was he? He shot up and looked around frantically, but his father was gone, as was Leon. Age heard loud sobbing suddenly, and he searched for whoever was crying. Green spotted Age and ran up to him, with the others following.
âAge! What happened? Whereâs my father?â
âI donât know. My father is missing too.â
Red was crying and he stared in the direction where the sobbing was coming from. âDid we⌠did the puppeteer teleport us away?â
âObviously you idiot!â Blue shouted. âThe ranch looks nothing like this place!â
âHey hey,â Age rested his hands on the two, speaking in a gentle voice, âletâs try to find the others, alright? The last thing we need to do is fight each other.â
Blue grumbled and followed Age when he jogged in the direction of the sobbing. There was a small clearing with fallen trees, and they saw Hyrule and Time huddled up next to each other, the traveler looked upset, while Time looked devastated. His head was resting in his hands as he stared blankly at Twilight, who was holding a sobbing Windy. Twilight was rubbing his back and whispering reassurances to him as he cried.
âWhat happened?â Red asked, and Twilight gave him a solemn look.
âHe⌠his father got stabbed, but itâll be alright. He drank half a red potion, which is better than nothing,â he said firmly, mostly to Windy than anyone else, but the sailor continued to cry. Age winced at every sob he made, Windy was such a strong young man. Seeing him this hysterical, it was hard to watch. The group heard running and they flinched when someone arrived, but it was just Wild. He looked relieved to see everyone, but he still had a desperate look in his eye.
âThe puppeteer is nearby, we need to go. Now.â
Time stood up, fury apparent on his face. âGood, then I can deal with him once and for all.â
Age ran up to him and stopped him from moving any further. âHeâs too strong for you, we need to see if we can find the others, alright?â
âThat man took me from my home twice. My wife could give birth soon and I wonât be able to be there for her!â Time snapped, his voice cracking at the end. Age took a deep breath and rested his hands on his arms.
âI know, I know, but think about it, he sent us away from Lon Lon so weâd be away from everyone. He wants to isolate us, we must stay together and find help. Weââ he gestured to Windy ââare not ready for a fight against the puppeteer.â
Time glared at him for a moment, then the anger left his eyes, and helplessness took over as he stumbled back. Age grabbed him and held him steady.
âWoah, hey, take it easy, Time.â
Time let out a shaky breath and sat back down next to Hyrule. âMalonâŚâ he whispered, burying his face in his hands.
âGuys⌠I know itâs hard, but we need to leave.â Wild looked behind him. âThe puppeteer canât find us like this.â
Everyone nodded and stood up with Twilight helping Windy, who was shaking. Wild and Age stayed in the back, listening for anything that could be chasing them, while watching the upset heroes in front of them. Age only hoped that their fathers were safe.
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âWhereâs Link?â
Malonâs voice was shaking as Rusl put a bloody and unconscious Linebeck on the table. Benji stood near Talon, who was shaking pretty badly, looking confused and hurt. He had a deep scratch on his arm, and he stared at Linebeck in horror. It was chaos since the puppeteer attacked, Benji was with his son one second, and the next, he was gone. All the Links were gone, along with the puppeteer and his monsters. The menâs focus went to Linebeck who was practically dying from being stabbed. Rusl said that he drank some of the red potion, but the wound wasnât fully healed, and he lost a lot of blood. Talon went to try to help, but Benji stopped him.
âTalon, maybe you should sit this one out,â he said softly.
âB-b-but heâll d-die and I h-have to do somethingââ
âYouâre shaking, and this is way out of your league, you know it.â
Talon took in a shaky breath, and Risa stepped up. âWe can take care of him, you voe should go outside, alright?â
Talon nodded and headed for the door, with Malon following, asking where Link was. Benji looked at Linebeck who was pale and unmoving. He sent a quick prayer for his recovery, and went outside.
The men were all devastated in one way or another. Leon was cussing out and kicking the ground in fury, Ammon and Kass were comforting Talon and Malon, who were panicking, and RuslâŚ
The farmer went outside, and silent tears went down his face. Benji stared at him for a moment, then walked over to him, wrapping him in a hug. Rusl didnât say anything, he just melted into the embrace and cried silently. Benji should be upset too, heâd lost his son three times now. First time, Orchid was only ten-years-old. Living with the guilt of losing him and possibly subjecting him to a terrible life was hard, but to see him alive and well six years later, it was a miracle. And then the puppeteer stole him away, and it felt like he lost him all over again. But nowâŚ. He just felt empty. He buried his face in Ruslâs shoulder and let out a sigh.
Now what were they going to do? They were back to square one, and this time, they werenât in the same dimension as the Links. He thought that everything was going to be ok when he saw Orchid, but that didnât last. It never did. He could tell the others felt a sense of hopelessness for finding their sons as well. And on top of that, they didnât know if Linebeck was going to make it or not.
Their only hope was for some miracle to happen, but Benji didnât think it would happen anytime soon. He just prayed that his son would at least be alright.
Please let him be alrightâŚ
#ok this isnât written very well but#whumptober isnât meant to be perfect all the time right??#anyways I am DONE#I am DONE WITH ALL OF THIS#WOOOOOOOO!!!#I hope you guys enjoyed my fics this month :)#they were fun and kind of painful to write#now i can draw more seriously now!#get ready for the last bit of whumptober art!#smiles writes#whumptober#whumptober 2023#whumptober day 31#link between links#strangers across eras#puppeteer reveal :o#ok ok so I always wrote the puppeteer to talk a lot for no reason#but his dialogue is so clunky and awkward#but I didnât have time to make it sound good :c#I hope yâall like it regardless#I am FINALLY done
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the other day I saw one of my mutuals reblog something from a blog url that made me pause because it's a very specific combination of two characters that someone I used to know on fanfiction.net over 13 years ago used to love
so I check out their blog, and sure enough, it's them. isn't tumblr funny sometimes?
#like out of all the people on this website...#anyway i'm glad they're well and still around#we didn't talk a lot but we used to read and comment on each other's stories#in fact their fics were what pushed me to start writing my own in the first place#i never expected them to read mine or comment on it but they did and i think that's the reason i kept writing more#looking back now those early fics i wrote sucked so i admire them a lot for being so nice to me#i'm not sure i would have kept going without their support#and i don't think they even know the influence they had on me#so uh... this is very nostalgic for me#shut up sissi
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sometimes when i get really into a project i find myself feeling euphoric, almost infatuated with the project. I'm deeply in love with it, the characters, the story. this is what writing is all about for me
#star wars fic is going well! đ#i rewrote the backstories for hobbs joiner nd kit to encompass some lore thats come out since i first wrote them and it made them all better#particularly kit who often kinda felt like âand shes there tooâ before; now she's more integrated into the story#and joiner...đ#sometimes babygirl is a 45 year old alcoholic with a lightsaber
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#knox rambles#IM DONE#well not completely done but#I TYPED IN THE LAST PHRASE OF THE MAIN ARCH OF THIS FIC KAI AND I AM FREE OF SUFFERING#WOOOOOOOOO#now just a bit more some editing and that is IT#AFTER MONTHS IVE DONE IT IVE WROTE THE SCENE I WROTE THIS FIC FOR#LONGEST THING IVE EVER COMPLETED FR#cant wait to start posting this sucker#i was making a discord server for it too because i have a little bit of art and OUGH LEGOOOOO#this'll be 100k when im DONE done but MAN IM STILL GONNA APPRECIATE THE FACT I DID ALL THAT#okay back to it i'll see you guys when i start posting o7
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tw: sexual content (not explicit), dysfunctional relationship, tl0 cuz yk...
This is such an OPPOSITE route to MC and Wakasa's character arcs in GL jdkdks. But idk how anyone would've coped after Shin's suicide t.t
And I know dancing with your ghost is centered around Shin and MC, but like, I'm also gonna touch on other relationships in there too, the joy of writing alternative timelines heh.
#writing#green light#well i have been teasing wakasa and mc's thing for awhile now#sadly i wrote the darker version. i can't resist when it's tl0 đĽ˛#i'll add more context what's going on with them in my next update#not every tl is dark in dwyg but it's still kinda sad#i should really finish that benkei fic jdksks#n - sfw
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