#well I can live in the basement
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rubixcuby Ā· 1 year ago
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I just KNOW this skit was directed towards us monsters
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bitchfitch Ā· 5 months ago
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hello people who live in my phone. why did my computer take a dozen screenshots of the Minecraft video settings menu instead of the game while I was walking around taking pictures of the house i built? I'm sad :(
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manofthepipis Ā· 1 year ago
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I was rereading chapter 12 of system rebooting please standby and I found it just a little sweet that spamton was excited to see Kris (even tho it wasnā€™t them lol). tho he mostly was hoping for Kris to save his hide, I also think he was just happy to see his friend since heā€™s so lonely at that point
im rlly glad you liked that bit!! :D spamton will always have his more selfish motivations, and i've tried writing him so that if he ever does want/need something from someone else he goes into salesman mode, playing nice and innocent enough to get what he wants. But like they're his friend!! his buddy!! :D!! they're a puppet just like him and they helped to free him even if it was obvious he was up to no good in the first place! someone like that to return to him in his extreme loneliness and confusion would be a godsend, but he doesn't get those often. so whoops it had to be an addison lmao
I'd imagine if kris were to return, he'd be hanging around them and their friends to the point where it got annoying but only because he genuinely cares now and they've given him a new purpose in the world he's forever fated for. Though it would genuinely surprise me if he appeared again in canon (i think he's just gonna get the jevil treatment and be a quiet close-to-nonliving item in your inventory), but in this au hed be harder than hell to get rid of (akin to actual spam) hfjsksksk.
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elftwink Ā· 1 year ago
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you guys know that "landlords are leeches get a real job" is a haha funny bit you say to illustrate the hypocrisy of the rhetoric surrounding work and what qualifies as 'contributing' to capitalist society and not a coherent leftist belief right? you guys are saying that because it's funny to watch landlords sputter to come up with a response to the kind of attitude they have always subjected tenants and renters to and not because you genuinely believe your worth is determined by the money you earn under capitalism, right? you understand that once you believe it is possible for someone (even landlords) to be a 'leech' on society if they arent working (or aren't working enough, or aren't doing the right kind of work, etc), this will bleed into the way you think of everyone else too, right? you guys know that legitimate and meaningful critiques of landlords are not and can never be based on whether or not they are working because that is irrelevant to the fact that they own property for the express purpose of charging other people for access to shelter, which is a basic human need and shouldnt be controlled by the whims of Some Guy just because its his name on the deed... right???
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icewindandboringhorror Ā· 9 days ago
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#if only I could become rich and move out of the us or something somehow.. please overseas followers let me come live in your basement#much in the same fashion as some wealthy family in some novel set in the 1800s or something who has a decrepit hermit cousin#that they allow to live on their grand estate just because they feel sorry for them and they mostly keep to themselves and never cause#any issue or anything. Like 'oh thats just Cousin Edmind. you may see him wandering the halls. dont mind him. he doesnt come out#of his quarters very much. dear papa has taken pity on his frail soul and pallid complexion..' so on and so forth#(just joking) (mostly) (...unless)#Really I just nEED to get my game done. I feel like even if everything implodes and I perish in a gutter of some preventable disease#that I was never aware of because the cdc has been dismantled and masks have been banned and my healthcare has been removed then#at LEAST if I can get my game and my worldbulilding videos all done then it will be like.. well okay at least I got the ideas out there.#Then maybe 50 years later some random person will find them and be like ooooh this is cool and then make a movie of it or something#and the concepts shall live on in some manner. so on and so forth. Of course the ideal is I have a long peaceful career of creating sculpt#ures and games and short story anthologies and tee hee and rainbows and so on but.. The statistical likelihood of that grows slimmer#I fear due to the world around me and my existing position within it. Unless i become randomly wealthy for some inexplicable reason#(not that money fixes everything. but it does give you an escape plan and a cushion for hardship. If your house is destroyed due to#ever worsening climate change and you're poor then.. welp. thats it pretty much. no hope. If your house is destroyed due to ever worsening#climate change but you have a decent amount of money then. okay. maybe you can rebuild. you can regain some security and stability#back in your life much faster and be back to a point of stasis and development. You're obviously#not invincible still BUT you can take more blows with a less strenuous recovery time. at least generally speaking)#ANYWAY.. huzzah. such a good time to be immune compromised and severely mentally ill. The#modern world is made for people like me to succeed!! :3#*** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** ***
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themyscirah Ā· 1 month ago
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WE GOTTEM BOYS
#hate my home lcs lowkey. or well thats kind of strong but they reorganized everything sometime recently and its soooo unintuitive#this was on the shelves but i couldnt find it -- which before i also couldnt find 1 and 2 so i had to go behind the counter#but the guy this time got confused and was trying to set up a pull etc but im living at school so it would only be over breaks blah blah#way too complicated a concept for them and my mom was like double parked outside xyz#thankfully the other guy stepped in and just got me one off the shelf which again. horribly organized im so sorry. before they had it split#up by brand and now they dont but the store is segmented weird and their alphabetical is so stupid like AWW is under W not A which i checked#but lowk W is kind of hidden and then they have a whole section of like variants thats kind of in the way??? just its NAWT the move guys#also i just feel like theyre generally kind of unhelpful and i hate how the store is laid out sm#its also RIGHT across from the grocery store and has big windows aimed right at the comics selection like guys plssss i do not need the mom#of someone i knew in middle school witnessing me here rn. be so fr#i just like the other one better bc it makes sense and is in this little basement under the target and theyre super friendly and love#talking. i go to look for smth and we make a whole lil conversation nerding out abt multiple things likee#i read saga bc of them lol#i bought me historica hardcover there and the next time i went i mentioned to them i liked ww and they were all like#ā€œomg you need to read historia its sooo goodā€ like girl I KNOW RIGHT!!! (to the 40yo man)#i mean the one dude there is a total tom king warrior which like oop but hes nice so its okay. let him push some woman of tomorrow i can#handle it lol. anyways like the college one way better but havent been since september bc the AWW drops keep mostly coinciding w my trips#home and all. someday#what was i saying. oh yeah my potatoes are ready bye
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exopelagic Ā· 6 months ago
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okay I severely misjudged spaghetti guy heā€™s actually just really cool
#okay so I came to this flat and he wasnā€™t here. greeted by a very dirty flat with shit all over the kitchen counters over cling film#I meet first my other flatmate who told me he stays in his room constantly bc of previous bad flatmates#has literally just a saucepan and some salt in the kitchen. so Iā€™m like okay spaghetti guy potentially not great but could just be#how this guy is yknow#on Tuesday I get an email back saying heā€™s coming back from Norway tonight looking forward to seeing you feel free to use the kitchen sauces#rlly friendly message that I wasnā€™t expecting. I also didnā€™t know heā€™d been on a trip i just knew he wasnā€™t there bc his door was open#(to a REALLY nice room. multiple rlly nice plants (which he has little care labels for!!!) and itā€™s tidy and pretty#and heā€™s got a sheep teddy on the bed)#meanwhile I am in my own head bc I donā€™t wanna cook in the kitchen until I can clean it and I canā€™t clean it without moving his shit and#I havenā€™t seen him yet to talk abt it and I canā€™t bring myself to talk to him immediately bc Iā€™m dying#and embarrassed as hell by how Iā€™ve been cooking in my room with a microwave and air fryer (loud) and sneaking my shit out of the kitchen#but then yesterday I DO talk to him!! and heā€™s super friendly!! actually interested in having a conversation and Good at it.#and then heā€™s cooking and like. spaghetti burns but Iā€™m not there for long and seems to be a mistake (he made the same thing for lunch today#and did Not burn the spaghetti) and is otherwise clearly competent bc the food smells Good and despite leaving a few things out itā€™s like#washed up stuff isnā€™t dirty and the sides are better despite still under cling film. more a case that heā€™s spread out than heā€™s messy#and now today we talked and i offered to hold onto some shit over summer bc complicated situation that boils down to heā€™s flying back home#and he cant take all his stuff and had to choose between chucking stuff/having literally nothing this weekend. like sleeping on the sofa etc#and then cleans the whole flat?? which Iā€™m assuming a good chunk is his mess? but he did not need to do that. couldā€™ve easily left#bc there are two people still living here who wouldā€™ve had to deal with it and he doesnā€™t know either at all#and THEN tonight we talk abt food which is fun bc we both ordered stuff. and he offers me some honeydew melon bc heā€™s been gorging himself#these past two days to finish it before it goes bad/he leaves which is also really sweet#and JUST NOW. I take my headphones out after finishing dinner and hear the sweetest fucking guitar#he plays the gentlest like dreamy sounding acoustic guitar Iā€™ve heard in my life in his room (door closed by the time I leave)#this is actually just a really cool dude#now that the kitchens clear Iā€™m gonna cook tomorrow and will probably offer him some bc otherwise heā€™s gonna be eating out all weekend#he has extra takeout for tomorrow night but might want smth Sunday#regardless I am just. huh??? left a bit stunned bc of the u turn my opinion of this guy has taken. bc my opinion of him was a reflection#of my discomfort moving to this weird dirty basement flat with two people I didnā€™t know#well. idk where to go from here. I think Iā€™ll start by talking to him more this weekend. bc holy fucking shit.#luke.txt
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liazrad Ā· 8 months ago
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GRRRRR I HATE IT HERE I HATE LIVING WITH MY DAD AND STEPMOM IT'S THE WORST!!!!! I AM FUCKING MISERABLE.
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pikslasrce Ā· 1 year ago
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guys the apartment is so prettyyyy
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continuousmeowing Ā· 1 year ago
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augughhhh. there's this one mediocre college in virginia with a 92% acceptance rate that i'd love to go to but NO. I LIVE IN CALIFORNIA. AND OUT OF STATE TUITION IS ABSOLUTELY INSANE.
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opens-up-4-nobody Ā· 2 years ago
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#it is truly so wild to go from feeling miserable and hopeless all the time for... lets look at my excel sheet#the last 23 days. then to suddenly rocket up to smiling to myself all day. the world is so fucking beautiful#for no rational reason aside from what i have to assume is a chemical shift in my body#like is this what happy ppl feel like all the time? its truely so crazy. have i always been like this?#did i not notice this was a thing? like ive definitely noticed it in the last year but like ???#my suspicion is that it doesnt actually last long enough to b considered hypomania but like idk i should see a doctor probably lol#u would think being happy would make it easier to do things but i just keep forgetting to do them and just like spacing out lol bc rn i#feel chill. even tho i need to make a list of the shit i gotta do by Friday. bleh. but idk it makes being in thr lab so much nicer bc i#mean. i still dont give a fuck abt what im doing but im like fuck it this isnt gonna b my problem in like 2-3 months. even tho im sure ill#still have to write up everything. but idk. it also makes it easier to b like. ok so i kno what my problems r lets plan yo make things not#so horrible so u dont just live a miserable life and then like die having lived a life of fear. like its so crazy how much easier thst is#to do rn??? well see how long it lasts but yea v strange. wish i could control my fucking focus tho. like that would b great#its like the fucking painting of hypnose. my focus is like a lighthouse wildly swinging its light around until it sometimes blasts me in#the face. like not helpful. i need to b able to do things.#i guess the weird thing rn is thst while i feel happy. i also have this like simmering fear of irrational things. like when i used to live#in my parents basement and i was terrified of the dark rooms down there at night. like that kind of childish baseless fear#but like im in i tiny tiny apartment lol like bro what r u scared of??? silly silly silly#idk hopefully it holds out the whole rest of the week and then i can travel and see my parents like !!! yo !!! happy vibes :-D#that would b kinda unhinged lmao. i doubt itll last thst long. its already slipped from this morning so we shall see#unrelated
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swarmfly Ā· 2 years ago
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I finally caught one of the livestreams last night (I'm in Canada so it's at like ass o'clock in the morning for me) and it made me so fuckin happy. Every time I catch clips of them on stage I'm reminded of just how much MCR means to me. I've carried them with me for over half of my life, their art has impacted me in ways I can't fully explain. I'm just so greatful to be here and to be alive to experience this alongside so many people who feel the same.
I just took my meds and also had coffee so It's Real Kvelling Hoursā„¢ļø over here so ignore me if you find this sappy shit boring-
I used to get so embarrassed about saying shit like "This band saved my life" because I was scared of sounding cringey or obsessive, but they really did and I'm so fucking thankful. They helped me save myself, this community helped me save myself, and thanks to that I'm living a life I could have never imagined.
I remember being 12 years old, making my first emo little tumblr account and finding the MCR community. My friends and I making matching URLs and blog themes, sharing memes and making edits and just having so much fun. Throughout all the terrible, scary times I've been able to come back here and have a safe place to just engage in my special interest and find some peace. I might have grown apart from those friends, but this community has always felt like home to me so I don't exactly feel alone in it.
It's because of this community, as well as MCR's loud acceptance, support and welcoming of queer people that I've really learned how to be proud and unashamed of my queer identity. When I was in situations where I wasn't being accepted or treated fairly, it made that shit hurt far less knowing that there were so many good people out there like me, and that would support me. Now with all the scary shit going on in the world it's been really comforting to know that I still have this to turn to.
So basically thank you MCR for making art that's shaped me in ways I hold so close to my heart and will forever, Thank you MCR Community for existing alongside me and sharing this beautiful experience, we might not be perfect but I've felt safer here than I have any other fan space, and thank you Autism Brain for slapping me in the face repeatedly with this special interest for over a decade without a moment's rest you're the real MVP.
#lmao sorry for the ramble im just euphoric about being alive right now and after i caught the stream i was like#this is why#i really didnt intend to live this long but im extremely greatful that i did because after years and years of back to back trauma#and painful recovery#im finally living the best life i ever had#im about to go pick up my girlfriend who is the best partner ive ever had and also one of my best friends#yesterday i made a handful of new friends and connections at shul and ive found a wonderful jewish community in this city#ive made friends with someone who went through the same trauma as me at the hands of the same person and have found support and validation#as well as a really good friendship there#my friends are getting married and having kids and making beautiful art and sharing it with me#im making beautiful art and sharing it with my friends#ive also found a home in the local punk community and have been going to shows at sketchy little dive bars and basements and backyards#or just in parks downtown#im getting the surgeries i want for my transition and health and ive got a great medical team behind me and a new therapist and meds#that actually work for me#also my cat has just been such a clingy happy baby lately and is just the Sweetest little guy#life is good life is so fucking good and im so glad i decided to stay alive#if you needed a sign to stay alive this is it please#life can be so scary and awful and traumatic but there are beautiful things out there i promise#and sometimes they take a while and some effort to reach but its so fucking worth the wait and the work it takes to get here#community has played a huge part in that for me#humans can be really beautiful when they're loving and kind to others#anyway if you read all this congratulations we're best friends now thanks for watchinf me dissect my brain u can take some of it#and put it in a jar with some isopropyl alcohol :)
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brokentoys Ā· 2 years ago
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anxiety isn't just being a little scared about something rational (failing your interview)
social anxiety & awkwardness isn't just you're "shy" and sometimes you say something silly.
narcissist personality disorder isn't just having an "ego."
schizophrenia isn't just seeing funny hallucinations or hearing voices to Kill Kill Kill.
depression isn't just feeling sad.
i'm tired of media, and well, some people as well, thinking mental illnesses are just quirky and fun traits all while watering down the actual disorder, or refusing to acknowledge the "uglier" reality of them. they're called disorders and illnesses for a reason. they're not just "quirks" you give a character to make them Unique !
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applesofdaventry Ā· 2 months ago
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I'm thinking distinctly Manannan-ish thoughts right now but like. A five year old can totally cook right? Like (quickly looks up Matilda) Matilda could read at like 3 and a half so Manannan could get so frustrated at using capricious wind spirits he has Gwydion hop to it after only a few years right. He could be like Gwydion here is a time period accurate box of kraft mac and cheese make it for me. and then Gwydion could, indeed, make it for him right. Yeah a five year old could totally make a box of maccy cheese.
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sillimancer Ā· 4 months ago
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what if I actually had the mental health points to tidy and rearrange my room tomorrow
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squid--inc Ā· 5 months ago
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#why do i somehow always wind up in the noisiest room?#in this particular placeā€š if you're upstairsā€š can't hear most indoor noisesā€š if you're downstairs in my sisters room-#you can only barely hear outdoor noises or the upstairs. in my roomā€š outdoor noises and upstairs noises get amplified???????#last place: recent upstairs neighbours were a couple and chose the room over mine for bedroom (which tracks;80% certain it was the bigger-#room for the upstairs apartment) so then laughingā€š having conversationsā€š and high pitch fucking atā€š likeā€š 12-1am was so damn loud#plus they regularly just dropped shit on the floor (some sounded accidentalā€š like a phoneā€š but others were dropped at about the same time-#every night; plus their dog hopping off the bed and skittering away) not to mention them being fairly social/watching movies late#the couple before them was noisy in that one of them stomped so hard while walking everywhere it literally sounded like my light was going-#to drop out of the cieling. and that meant waking up everytime that person went to the bathroom#place before that; sound wasn't badā€š but our upstairs neighbour was kind of massive bitchā€š and had a whole other set of problems#before that was an apartment that essentially had a constant stream of family and friends coming in and outā€š and they loved loud music-#all the way until midnight. i worked at 7am oftenā€š and i walked thereā€š so was usually up around 4-5. see the problem#before that was normal neighbour noisesā€š and nothing of note. and yesā€š basement suites are our usualā€š so i expect some noise#I also have really good hearing (a point in enough posts of mineā€š lol) so these issues are badā€š but then i live with a sister with-#notoriously bad hearingā€š so she also listens to shit loud all the time. which isn't a problem midday. however#this post is just me venting. took a 3(+/-) hour nap at fiveā€š i full well know why I can't sleepā€š lol.#just bothered by sound leaking in.#me posting#vent
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