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mojaves · 1 year ago

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💢😨🍩🍓🌏🎁📎💧☁️💔 for luci :^) blease :^)

my god i have so much to say about him im sorry, you enabled me.

💢 ANGER - what are some habits they have that will take some getting used to?

not exactly a habit, but he doesn't have very good volume control at the best of times. sometimes he is whispering. sometimes he is yelling. he has no way of knowing which it will be and when. you think you've got it figured out??? you havent. get used to it. and then there's the vocal stimming. he will latch onto a phrase so hard thats almost all you hear for the rest of the week. he does try to tone it down a bit, but it helps him SO much with like. regulating emotions i guess?? like he has to do it to keep his brain from exploding in one way or another. he does often find other ways to stim that don't make anywhere near as much noise, which help him in very much the same way. but sometimes he just HAS to do it. it's like trying to hold back a sneeze. it feels bad and you feel wrong afterwards. there's also his habit of very loudly going WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! occasionally. which is something he has done for SO many years at this point, ever since he was a kid. it's less of a stim thing and more of a Brain Reset thing. like things will get too much. or his brain overloads. or his body is getting Too Tense. so he just goes WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE very loudly and then he's normal again. he has fixed himself. there are times when he does it multiple times a day, and times where he doesnt even do it once. he cant let you know when it will happen. and you cant get him to stop either bc it's something he Has to do. yes it will be startling to hear at first but it's easy to get used to once you know What it is, and that he's fine actually.

😨 FEARFUL - when scared, do they go into "flight" or "fight"?

there's no One or The Other with this, it entirely depends on the situation, current mental state, how much energy he has, etc. if he's thinking clearly, regardless of the energy he has, he will take himself out of there and get himself to calm down. with low energy it will take longer and will often need someone else there to help him settle down. otherwise, if he's not thinking clearly, or his brain has just straight up left him to his own devices, he will charge at the problem head on and try to get it to stop, which eventually turns into freeze. because he kind of realises whats happening. but doesnt have enough. whats the word. idk you known what i mean. not in touch with reality enough at that moment to like. get himself out of there. so he's just Stuck. until someone has to actively drag him out, or his brain snaps back into place for enough time.

🍩 DONUT - favourite sweet treat?

milkshakes!!!!!!! but they kill him so easily. ice cream too. he just cannot resist the temptation of a sweet pastel pink strawberry treat……… please just give him a smoothie or sorbet or something. same sort of effect but with 100% less death likely. please.

🍓 STRAWBERRY - do they eat their fruit & veg? what is their favourite fruit or vegetable?

he LOVES his fruits and veggies. mostly strawberries and mangoes,,, and potatoes and carrots. he loves strawberries so much. btw. did you know that i bet you would never have guessed that that was one of his most favourite foods of all time. AND mashed potatoes. thats the one thing that gets him through a bad sensory day/week. mashed potatoes and soup.

🌏 EARTH - will they give up the world for someone they love? is this decision easy for them?

absolutely 100% without a doubt. he wants nothing more than for the people he loves to be Happy, and he will do whatever it takes to achieve that [within reason ofc, as long as it's safe to do so.] it's definitely an easy decision for him, he is an extremely caring person. it's led to him being used as an emotional doormat in the past, and he's learned from that and has finally set up boundaries for himself, but it's never stopped him from wanting to care for others, and help them in any way he can. if someone's in trouble and needs help, he will drop whatever he's doing, whether it's making food, working etc, and go to them as fast as he possibly can.

🎁 PRESENT - what types of presents would they be most happy to receive? are they good at gift giving?

he's happy with literally anything and everything. you can buy him a spatula and he would be excited about it. and thats not even putting on a front he just knows that someone put some thought into it, whether it was as a joke or a genuine gift, and appreciates it regardless. the best thing you could get for him though is books full of facts and trivia about absolutely nothing in particular. he is very good at gift giving bc he puts SO much thought into it. it might not make much sense when you first look at it, but you'll eventually realise that you really did need whatever he got for you, actually. it's always something Useful that you will keep with you for years. he's thoughtful like that [:

📎 PAPERCLIP - a random fact.

HMMMMMMMMMMMM. he always wanted to be a teacher,,, never really had a subject in mind, but probably history. unfortunately thanks to So many external circumstances, he never got to do that. he works as a security guard now currently, but eventually starts working as a tutor for various subjects, as well as a music teacher on the side. and he has Never been happier. he loves helping people learn new things

💧 DROPLET - random angst headcanon

youre killing me here thank you. he is often very insecure about how other people perceive him bc he can be seen as Very childish with the stimming, and his generally very excited and bouncy vibe that he has around him at all times. he Is very mature, and more than capable of dealing with serious and dark topics, but often worries people will just overlook that, and hide things from him bc of it. he's far more emotionally intelligent than people give him credit for. they just need to give him a chance.

☁️ CLOUD - a soft headcanon

when he's happy. like. Really happy. he will start vibrating and his whole face scrunches up and he just NEEDS to hug someone about it. anyone. Generally it's the person who made him get that happy in the first place [and even then 9 times out of 10 it's his boyfriend] otherwise, he will simply hug a plushie or a cushion, whatevers closest to him. he Will also go WEEEEEEEEEEEEE about it but in a good way. he's very excited [:

💔 BROKEN HEART - what could their partner do that would absolutely break their heart?

talk bad about themselves, claim that theyre not deserving of all the good things that are happening to them, etc, etc. because he KNOWS they are more than deserving of it. and he will tell them that. as often as he has to in order to prevent them from spiralling. he just wants everyone around him to know how loved and wonderful they are to him, and he never gets sick of telling them that. he HATES seeing people upset, especially his boyfriend. even so much as just crying will break his heart. it makes him so sad!!! HE JUST WANTS EVERYONE TO BE HAPPY!!! AND FEEL GOOD!!!! and he cant always control that or get there in time to prevent it. and it hurts!!! it hurts so much. but he can still try!!! AND THATS WHAT MATTERS!!!

#oc luci #oh yeah i dont have that much to say... [does this]#you enabled me. it's not my fault. theres so much to say about this little man

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soft4gguk · 2 years ago

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tessa my love, spare a lil tbah spoiler, hint, sneak peek, teaser, even one word to describe the next chapter pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease? love u

I'm actually planning on posting a lil teaser for it once the bit that I want to post the teaser about is done hehe. buuuuuuuut, since u asked so nicely...

lil teaser below <3

“I’m not going to sit here and pretend what it feels like,” he continues, voice taking on a softer tone. “To lose something so abruptly that it makes you feel that everything that follows will hold the same fate. You didn’t have a choice – when you gathered all that strength and courage for Soori, you didn’t have a choice. You gave her love when life was throwing the opposite your way, that was brave. Do the same for yourself. That same courage, choose it.” He throws a punch at his chest, right where his heart is – it’s feather light but it makes the youngest tumble backwards slightly.

Jungkook stares at his friend, his heart takes on a wave of feelings that pass him by too quickly for him to grasp, let alone process. It’s anger first, sadness following, and when it crashes, they land in fear. Square one, too weak to say much, he just stares at Taehyung – his expression dumbfounded but above all, pained.

In his silence, his friend finds softness, a will to fall. Jungkook has never been one to over rationalize a feeling and the way he carries this one engulfs him in something Taehyung can’t quite put his finger on. For a second, as he stares into his eyes, he sees a wide-eyed twenty-year-old Jungkook. Puffy cheeks and cherry hair, a heartthrob to everyone’s knowledge but his own, making him all that more charming. Innocent and often times so much so it would frustrate his hyungs, all older than him and committed to the role of big brother they’d silently vowed on.

Jungkook tries to find words – anything to form a shield, to dismiss his friend’s words and take the easy route out of this conversation, this feeling, you. But in an instant, he’s reminded of how hard “easy” can be. How much pain comes with the strain of fighting and how the other side of that pain can be almost sweet – vulnerability.

The words that follow make Taehyung feel nostalgic.

weeeeeeeeeeeeee woooo that was longer than I anticipated sharing but I've made u guys wait so long 😩 I love tbah tete w my heart <3

#TBAH TEASER EVERYONE #THIS MADE ME EXCITED #GONNA WRITE MORE NOW #HOPE U ENJOY <3 #thank u for reading <3 #tbah

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faunusrights · 3 years ago

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OFFAL HUNT REMASTERED LIVEBLOG // CHAPTER 23

IN THIS EPISODE OF ??? I LITERALLY HAVEN'T READ IT YET SO UH WHATEVER:

WHAT FUCKING YEAR IS IT WHERE AM I

no but really HELLO GUESS WHAT UPDATED offal hunt updated AND SO I CAN COMPELLED TO LIVEBLOG... i honestly don't remember much of shit from chapter 22 except i called cinder a wet grape like twice BUT WHO CARES. WE CAN FIGURE IT OUT AS WE GO. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE--

“Get up.” Glynda got up.

offal hunt has always such a masterful grasp on narration from a POV character... there's such simplicity to glynda's more staccato thought patterns that makes her view so unmistakeably Hers, and the fact it can vary between being Hardcore and more subtle is *mwah*. i love this huntress and her brain that is just, like, fucked,

Like the needle of a compass, she sought her out.

go-go gadget gaydar

“Because the Fang is hunting you.” “You too, if you’re with me.” “I’m with you.”

guys come on am i even 200 words in yet??? you cannot start with these feelies right out of the gate ive JUST woken up (i havent but still)

In the low timbre of a secret, Cinder said, “I know.” And looking away this time: “I know. Thank you.”

i love cinder in the exact same moment in the exact same breath that i would like to commit unimaginable acts of violence against her for being just. like That. Dumbass Central Station. i just wanna take a nutcracker to her and just *crunch noise* open her up like a walnut u know? u know,

“Please. I don’t understand what’s going on. I want to help you, but I don’t know what we’re doing. What happened to you? What’s happening to us?”

me, who knows but, like, also doesn't know: IF YOU FIND OUT I WOULD LIKE TO BE THE FIRST TO KNOW ACTUALLY,

If Cinder needed protection, she would protect her.

*makes a bunch of gestures at kc and diesel meaningfully but also threateningly* god i have so many things to say to you glynda but instead i just *heavy exhale*

The answer came shuddering out of her, as though it changed everything: “Yes. I promise.” And then: “You can trust me, Glynda.”

*HEAVY EXHALE x2*

changed everything huh............................................................................................................ hm. i'm certainly curious to know what yr definition of 'everything' is, cinder, because knowing you it's a very loose term,

The door slammed open; Glynda seized it with her Semblance and threw it back through the frame, cracking it against the bodies there.

"Room service-- AW FUCK"

She could trust Cinder. Cinder would explain everything.

bear with i'm just looking for a reaction image here... ah yes! here:

Glynda said, “I’m going to secure your arm. It will keep it safer.” She withdrew her belt and stepped in front of Cinder to fasten it like a sling around her.

glynda's pants drop around her ankles. she's wearing booty shorts that say 'juicy' across her butt. the red attracts the attention of every white fang member in a 20 kilometre radius. they die instantly,

Cinder visibly bristled. In her mind, Glynda pictured spiked Grimm pelt, hair raised on end, jaggedly furious.

i was gonna go find an image of a kitty all fluffed up as an example but then i remembered the content-aware scaling cats and i'm like what if she looked more like this

which, compared to glynda, is probably accurate.

“There you are.” Acknowledgement rankled at Glynda. Sienna Khan was talking to her even if she only had eyes for Cinder. “Cinder’s dog. If she brought you with her this time, she must have realized how serious I am.”

god yes i know sienna khan is a huge bitch in this and yet........................................ oghuguohohughoh i want to press every word she says directly into my EYES... offal hunt more like almost 100k of hot women,

Glynda caught Cinder by the back of the coat as she barrelled past. She turned to spit at her, already half ablaze, but Glynda held her close to her side. Cinder’s features twisted with such a fury that Glynda had never seen before; true, genuine bloodlust radiated from her, and it seemed at once that they were all in danger—even Glynda, just for standing between Cinder and her prey.

GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD loving how cinder is just feral... sienna out here calling glynda cinder's dog whilst blatantly ignoring the fucking cat carrier behind her that's rocking around like its hosting a rave party,

Instead, Glynda grabbed Cinder’s wrist, hot like glowing metal, and stood in front of her to block her view of Sienna. With both of their backs to their enemies, they could only see each other.

i have MISSED THESE TWO SO MUCH ACTUALLY................ am sobbing in da club babes

She didn’t need protecting. Glynda would do it all the same.

glynda my good and tender bitch u do too much all the time. u r carrying this team. literally carrying it how much does cinder weigh to u? like a pebble? TWO pebbles???

“If we jump, they’ll have to take the elevator. It’ll take much longer. We’ll have time to find an airship.”

okay but imagine if she makes this jump and we cut back to adam and sienna listening to elevator music on the way up. just sort of awkwardly not looking at each other. maybe some other random person is there too. just chilling for a few minutes. it would be an important story beat, i think,

Her hand was perfect and warm in Glynda’s, and she squeezed it. She didn’t know why.

its the lesbsisianmism. lesbsianam. lesbaiaigiam,

Around them, a crowd had formed even in the raging storm. They held batons and knuckle-knives and wickedly edged blades. They held their grim purpose, no masks to disguise their looks of contempt.

they were waiting for the elevator this whole time

The tell-tale prickle crawling up her neck was unbearable—unbearable, and familiar. It ached like an old wound; her soul trembled to know it, weeping like an open sore, and her head swiveled, trying to spot even the slightest ripple in the clouds.

🤔👀

(hey did you know the emoji keyboard doesn't work on win11. sick. amazing.)

She was choking on Grimm, a hot and ashy feeling like brimstone in her lungs. Every breath carried the acrid stench of it up; it tasted like fear, and death, and destiny. She was sweating even with the rain, a cold chill running through her. She knew this Grimm.

👀👀👀👀👀👀 but DO you,

The feeling raking up Glynda’s spine was unmistakable, though—that ancient, strange hunger belonged to no other Grimm she had seen. Speaking quietly to Cinder, Glynda assured, “I can feel it. It’s almost here.” And Cinder whispered: “That’s not him.”

OH BOY LET'S OPEN THIS DOOR

Her heart was jackhammering in her chest, her soul quivering at the proximity—everything in her being screamed to run away, to run until she couldn’t breathe—there!

i'll be the first to confess that i don't remember what we have or have not covered in this version of offal hunt so i will play it safe, as ever, and post only this: 👈😎👈

As she stared, petrified, the Grimm opened its maw. Rows and rows of teeth, each at least as long as her leg, glinted dully in the rain. A warm, golden light pooled at the back of the Grimm’s throat, as though the storm was breaking in front of their eyes—Glynda saw the impossible sun rising in the Grimm’s throat, burning, blinding, and Cinder suddenly yanked her away. The pull on her arm was strong enough to hurt, and she stumbled after Cinder as she pulled them both towards the edge of the island.

HERE WE GO BABEY HELL YEAH HELL YEAH WELCOME TO DA STAGE big chongus among us THE LOVE OF MY *inhales* LIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIFE

Molten fire rained down, through the platform—no, no, Glynda blinked, the platform was gone entirely. The platform came down around them as they fell, in a thousand broken pieces, and Glynda could see the unmistakable forms of other bodies twisting through the air—dead or alive, she couldn’t tell.

did sienna just straight up take the biggest L. if so: rip queen you were a milf to the end,

A furious roar from above pierced some ancient nerve in her, lancing through her very soul: the Manticore had only ever been an echo of this feeling, and for the first time in decades, Glynda’s response was not hunger. It was not the hunt that called her. This was fear incarnate.

AND NOW! WE! ARE! COOKING! WITH! GAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hell YES

oh MAN what a return to this huh. what a TIME we have had. i cant say shit lest i say something i shouldnt (yet) but OHOHOHOHO this is about to get VERY sexy VERY fast (actual sexiness may vary according to taste). that said. how yall gonna get outta this one huh...

thanks u diesel and kc for this good food i owe u £20 and a big mac each sdfghjdsghj

#liveblog #offal hunt #rwby

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the-ethereal-lorestar · 2 years ago

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Starting A New Writing Project!

I decided to start another writing project WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

It’s called:

A Missing Unknown

It’s a coming-of-age/supernatural story about a girl who feels empty inside and her journey on expanding her small, little world.

My mind set my other story to be “professional”: A story that I need to write in it’s entirety and edit the living crap out of it after to either self-publish or officially publish.

This project is going to be on a chapter by chapter basis, which means I’m going to do some bare bone plotting, then I’m going to write a chapter and edit the crap out of that, and publish it on a writing website.

I would publish the chapters on Quotev (my childhood writing website), Wattpad (a writing website I grew to love with how it formats writing), Tapas, and here. I might look for other places to post my writing, but ultimately, these places are what I know they will be at.

I’m thinking maybe this would help my deep need to finish something, because the thought of having to take years to write and publish a book is overwhelming for me, and feels like an impossible goal. This story is meant to practice writing with setting small goals I can achieve and maybe dabble in different writing processes.

If you want to know more about the deeper meaning behind this project, continue reading. It includes working with mental issues.

I feel like it’s important for me to make this story set-up because I lost my freedom to write what I want to; my ability to lose my inner critic and just write. It’s challenging for me to shut it off, and I think it causes me to have writer’s block.

In high school, I didn’t have this problem. I filled up two spiral notebooks of flash fiction or scenes then, my mind went to a dark, dark place. My mind convinced me that God didn’t want me to write anymore, and I would be listening to the devil if I do. I’m not all that religious even back then, and I knew that this thought was ridiculous, but all I know is that after this episode, I struggled to write. I couldn’t write in notebooks anymore, because I overthought too much. I felt like acid ate away at my brain whenever I thought too much on any topic including writing.

I thought since I struggle with writing this much maybe, if I just worry about the chapter and polish it to publish it, these small accomplishments would help me not just in my writing, but in general, and to build myself up again. So it’s a mindfulness thing for me.

If you made it this far, thanks for taking the time to read this :) I never got to figure out what the frick I went through back then, but I’m trying to work around it. Wish me luck, I need it.

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the-genesis-caveat · 4 years ago

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youll never guess what *falls down a chimney* weeeeeeeeeeeeee! i felt like making it christmassy. howre you, also, i love your new pfp, i swear i recognized you, i promise, has anything interesting happened, sorry for putting you on the spot again

lmao hai

i’m p good! hru?

thanks heh

ehh not much i just got up so :/ day’s only beginning

thanks for the ask!

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audreyrosebooks · 6 years ago

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Audrey! You inspiring, magical tomato. 1. Please describe, in detail, all gloves in BT. 2. Please rate the aforementioned gloves on a scale of 1-10 based on how Extra they are.

Christina you are a treasure 💙🌺✨

First, let me refer you to this edit I made that I really like, featuring g l o v e s (pls look at it it has sparkles i’m so proud)

1) Let me start with Glass, my favorite glove-wearer. She wears her gloves a lot, as in: anytime she’s in public, or anytime she doesn’t want someone to see her smol hands (bc beneath the gloves lies a mystery, weeeeeeee!) The gloves are usually black, go all the way up to the elbow. They’re fairly worn, since she wears them a lot but, spoiler alert!! halfway through BT, someone gives her a new pair of gloves and they are black with purple thread and they’re very very very very pretty. Level of extraness: 10/10, mostly because if you constantly wear black gloves, you gotta be a little extra

2) Wyn! Wyn doesn’t wear her gloves all the time, but a lot of BT takes place in the cold, so gloves are needed! The gloves are, of course, green, because Wyn is a very smol child who loves green. (In the graphic I linked to, the gloves are fingerless, and they shouldn’t be- finding the gloves I want on pinterest is a nightmare. I enjoy fingerless gloves but also, the fingers get cold, get it together pinterest) Wyn’s gloves are wool, green and cute and very forest-y, like she’s a little forest nymph. Level of extraness: 9/10.

3) Silke!! Silke wears fingerless gloves, though she’ll switch to fingerfull (?) gloves when it’s cold. The gloves are usually brown/dark brown and leather, pretty worn due to use. Level of extraness: 7/10.

4) Jay! Jay isn’t a gloves guy, but he also gets cold AF whenever he’s not somewhere warm, so he’ll wear gloves then. The gloves are nothing particular: beige leather gloves, and he doesn’t really like wearing them, but without them the smol gets cold! Level of extraness: 5/10.

5) Fabryel. Oh, Fabryel. My baby. Fabryel usually dresses in a pretty extra way, but the gloves are sadly non-extra. Just plain brown gloves! : ( ofc this may changeLevel of extraness: 5/10.

6) Kevran. I’m saving Kevran for last because weee!! Kevran, much like Glass, is a glove-wearer. The gloves themselves aren’t that extra- black leather gloves, but Kevran makes them extra. One, because they wear them all the time. Very few people have seen Kevran without gloves. Two, because the constant gloveness earned them the very cool nickname of Blackhands, so it’s hard to get more extra than this. Three, because when Kevran does the magic thing, the night-magic is all white and sparkly and shimmers nicely on the black leather much extra such glitter. Level of extraness: 20/10

there are other gloves too i’m sure, but i tend to mention gloves a lot so i can’t keep exact track. still, weeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!! g l o v e s. i love gloves.

you might even say i… glove them 💀💕

#christinawritesfiction #yes i've made the i glove them joke before #it was funny then and it is funny now #no regrets #pr: blue thorns #thank you for the question WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE GLOVES

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goolagola · 6 years ago

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THE CASE FOR (dis)FUNCTIONAL RELATIONSHIPS (YAGIZ & HAZAN: A Love Story, Part 1) | #review

Originally posted on Fb, March 30, 2018.

So Sinan called Hazan out for being DISTANT in E35… Pfft. Aight. If ya really wanna do this, let’s stab at it. Here’s a whole entire #review on DISTANCE and its conquering nemesis—INTIMACY. Keep in mind, I’m not caught up like most of ya, still on half of E38.

PART I — And That Is The Question

How would you define a relationship?

Ah. What a doozy—RELATIONSHIPS.

If we’re honest, just about everybody on this planet craves it—whether familial, platonic, or romantic, even ones of professional nature.

For if we’re truly honest, we are afraid of being alone.

As sick as it is, even a psychopath who suffers total deficit of empathy towards anything with life, would have no channel to release his twisted and murderous intent if he’s utterly alone, being the only creature in the entire planet with not even an amoeba floating around anywhere to be his hapless victim. A frightening thing, isn’t it—to be completely ALONE? He’d soon self-destruct. Researchers have discovered that even babies would stop growing and eventually die, though fed with the proper nutrition to flourish, because of—check this—never being touched and held.

There’s something in human beings that craves company. We need it, literally, if we’d ever hope to survive.

Well, here’s what Oxford English Dictionary describes what RELATIONSHIP is:

“The way in which two or more people or things are connected, or the state of being connected.”

It’s pretty clear. It boils down to one thing…

CONNECTION.

Or LACK thereof.

Aaaaand ladies and gentlemen—that concludes this review.

Kidding.

But for real though. That pretty much sums it up. If you want to make a case of how valuable a relationship is between any two people, you assess it by the strength of the CONNECTION they share with each other.

Now. Let’s humor all the existing ships in this series; but particularly, of the duel between Yag+Haz or Sin+Haz—or whatever they’re called—If you really want to test which of the relationship is actually more of a TRUE relationship... Well, test it by the connection the pairings of characters actually have with each other. Be it between Gokhan and Sevda—or even Fazilet and Riza 😆

Connection. It’s as simple as that.

But before we go any further, what actually is a CONNECTION?

English Dictionaries on the World Wide Web pretty much say that generally, a connection is “the act of linking one thing to another”. Absolutely. But as far as relationships are concerned, that’s not really accurate, is it? Only because it isn't enough in its definition to just encapsulate connection in relationships as “linking” TO or WITH something or someone else. Shucks, your iPhone and Bose speakers can link up together via wireless and invisible Bluetooth technology, but it doesn’t mean that they have a relationship with each other. BAHAHA 😂. And so, just because somebody is linked to somebody else, it does not mean that they’re “connected”, sharing a CONNECTION with each other, at least the type of connection that truly makes up a RELATIONSHIP, one that actually LASTS. Any two people can be linked together because they’re from the same graduating year, of the very same high school, in the very same town they grew up in. But it doesn’t guarantee at all that they have a relationship. For all we know, they never knew each other.

In the case of relationships, CONNECTION is profoundly more than what Meriam-Webster generally says it is—“The act of linking one thing to another”… Yes; In relationships, there IS “linking"going on—

But it doesn’t mean mutual SYNCING is happening.

Allow me to explain.

Ya see, the iMac that I personally use at the office is connected straight to the Internet via Ethernet to ensure optimal speed for the particular set of things that my work requires. The modem is certainly INSTALLED and working as it should, just as my beast of a computer is. And the Cat6 cable connecting the iMac to the Modem is working just as reliably well. So, not only is the modem and the computer FUNCTIONING properly, so is the Cat6. But here’s one VERY CRUCIAL thing out of all this set-up… If the iMac is ON but the Modem is OFF, there will be NO Network connection ESTABLISHED. Which means, NO Internet, and since 80% of our system is a series of WEB-based data-syncing Applications, there will be little to absolutely NO work done. And the opposite is true as well, Modem ON but iMac OFF, I’d have the same scenario on my hands, if not WORSE, because the iMac is completely non-operational. Don’t forget—the Cat6 is installed and LINKING the iMac and Modem TOGETHER. BUT…

There is NO SYNCING established for there is no EXCHANGE of SIGNALS between the two hardwares—therefore, NO CONNECTION, whatsoever.

In other words, to ensure and establish any type of connection is for the two "to be connected”—

Which is “to be JOINED”, and finally, interacting with each other.

Now we’re striking something.

And so, in RELATIONSHIPS, the Hundred Dollar times a Hundred Dollar question is (see what I did there 😏)—

What causes CONNECTION to transpire in the FIRST place?

And THAT, ladies and gents, is THE golden question of the day.

Some would say that it’s the neurological receptors in the brain reacting or non-reacting to any one individual, some would say it’s the mystical act of the cosmos. Without getting weird or just overly complicated, whatever your stand is, the simple fact of the matter is that in relationships, when and where there is an EXCHANGE of THE HEART and SOUL between any two individuals, there occurs a CONNECTION between them.

Now... remember what I said what INTIMACY was?

Beyond ANY physical interaction, INTIMACY is the EXCHANGE of THE HEART. It is the interaction of one soul to another that causes a CONNECTION between them, which over time, results in a BOND between those two individuals.

Whether that connection CONTINUES to flow, will determine just how STRONG their bond will be.

You must see where I’m going now. Hint—think back on the past reviews 😉 (and for once, I’m not telling ya “that’s for later” 😁—c’mon, gimme some 👊). Sooooo. If you’re a HazSin fan (I don’t know why, but I keep wanting to say Gesundheit every darn time I see “HazSin"! And NO, I don’t mean Hazim and Sinan 😑—pls, don’t make me spell it out), or just plain Anti-YagHaz… PLEASE come up with something other than just “Yagiz sucks and YagHaz is just gross—DUH” as your ammo for why Yagiz and Hazan just would not work. Now, I know many can give a comprehensive reasoning why they wouldn’t work and you are certainly, and respectfully, entitled to that opinion. And to be fair, I’m sure there ARE YagHaz supporters out there that’ve jumped on the bandwagon and ship YagHaz simply because “Sinan just sucks and he’s just GROSS—so is his relationship with Hazan”, without really expounding why and provide a respectful AND warranted answer for it. And I’m sorry if your encounters with those fanboys and girls have been less than savory. I myself occasionally dabble in the making of GIFs where sinsin—err, Sinan—has been the subject of some friendly but juvenile mild teasing (I mean, it concerns his HAIR, so even you must understand WHY—but if the subject of his hair and how it virtually smells truly offends you, do forgive me, for I still have a few more GIFs in store 😬). But in the spirit of good sportsmanship, my homies and I won't be screechin Queen's legendary “WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ARE THE CHAMPIONS, MY FRIENDS!” before the finish line—Scout’s Honor 🤘⚔️😁. Aaand whichever ship you’re currently now aboard, I certainly am not here to say you’re right or I’m right or play tit for tat—or even say, “Grab the lifeline, honey, cuz yo ship is definitely sinkin,” even if that would save yo tails, if ya don’t want me to.

I’m simply here to bring a perspective. And I’m still writing because you’re still asking for that perspective (cool yo jets there, HazSinners, I’m speaking to YagHaz Nation now—they’re the ones asking for it). Despite how loooonng of a post my reviews get. So, KUDOS to y’all for riding the Goola’s-Not-So-Express-And-Not-To-Hogwarts-But-Still-Somewhat-Magical Train to the end—Each. Friggin. Time. (Ok, ok, it’s only magical because we’re exploring Sirma’s world full of Unicorns, Lollipops, and Rainbows—no need to wonder any longer, the sanity of FHVK 👀). I DO hope that perspective has enriched your experience in watching this perfectly sensible show.

Now… Here’s the thing about PERSPECTIVE—it can be RELATIVE. And when things are relative, it can cause a headache. Take “beauty" for example—someone can say that Sinan is beautiful, and another, the complete opposite, and World War 3 might just ensue after. In this case, to say that “beauty is in the eye of the beholder” as the definition for beauty makes it relative, because it can be true for some, that Sinan is beautiful, but it won’t for others. BUT, there are just some things that just CANNOT be relative…

TRUTH itself.

You can’t add or take away from Truth. If Truth is relative, then it wouldn’t be called TRUTH. It’ll be called RELATIVISM. But ok…

WHY am I saying all this? Weren’t we just talking about Relationships? What am I really getting at?

Well, in a series that showcases relationships that are wrought with hidden secrets and lies, wouldn’t you reckon that TRUTH just could possibly be those relationships' SAVING GRACE?

If you’re up for another train of a post, by all means stay on and let’s find out! All aboard, next stop—

PART II — To Be or Not To Be…

The last time a PART of a Review was titled what you just read above, that Part was pretty much delving into just who IS Yagiz Egemen. In other words, it was expounding the IDENTITY of Yagiz’ character.

This time, we’re going to explore what truly IS going on between Yagiz and Hazan… and Sinan—thus far.

We’re going to call it for what it is. If it’s yellow, let’s call it yellow, not mustard. If it’s purple, let’s call it purple, not magenta. And if it’s lies, let’s call it lies, not truth. And if it’s love, let’s call it love. Just love.

In E35, when Sinan called Hazan out for being distant, boy, was I glad. Ok, before y’all rain down those poopy emojis on me, hear me out for a sec. Yes, I was glad for one thing—but I also wanted to whiplash somebody to Earth-2 Gorilla City till kingdom come.

For one thing, Sinan's words caused Hazan to be aware that somehow, her being distant with him is connected with the convoluted feelings that overwhelmed her after witnessing another woman with Yagiz, punctuated by the words that Kerime spitefully said to her��that she could not take her eyes off of her boyfriend’s brother. Because that’s literally the flashbacks we saw Hazan being overwhelmed by after Sinan’s confrontation with her.

And it caused her to run away, literally. Poor Yagiz—dude looked like a dancing Elmo with his hands stretched out, calling after her 🤣, I couldn't stop laughing. But this isn’t Sesame’s Street with happy sing-a-longs and dancing muppets. This is DRAMA on steroids.

So, was I glad that finally, something sensible was making its rare appearance once again. The TRUTH was raising its scepter—funny that it came from Sinan’s lips, though he himself had no idea just how crucial that confrontation was.

Distant is what his and Hazan's relationship has become. And a distant relationship is truly the epitome of oxymoron—IRONIC.

Halfway into the confrontation, notice that Hazan was able to see at which point Sinan started becoming “distant”. But Sinan had no clue when it was for Hazan. And aye, therein lies the rub—

He just DOES NOT KNOW.

Period.

From the very beginning, he doesn’t truly know who Hazan really was. Just like he doesn’t truly know who his brother really was. Sinan has always been a self-centered, unaccountable, answers-to-no-one-but-himself, immature man. Check this, he doesn’t even know himself—He is not a character who has a strong sense of IDENTITY and PURPOSE like his older brother Yagiz. Even Gokhan had clearer goals than him—though divisive those goals were at the time. Heck, even that viper Yasemin had stronger convictions than Sinan did about having purpose in life, though those convictions are fostered by evil designs. Because if Sinan had truly developed strong convictions of values that a man should have—like integrity and character—he would not have sent Yagiz to that hotel room, making a devastating mockery of a young woman’s dignity. And he certainly would have taken ownership and responsibility for that distance between him and Hazan.

How did it come to BE in the first place?—

That DISTANCE.

PART III — The Perfect Present

Valentine’s Day is quite a celebrated day all over the globe, whether you’re a believer or not. It’s a day where gifts are exchanged between lovers. You know the D.L—hugs, kisses, and chocolates are usually exchanged. With the signature bouquet of red roses—throw in there some teddy bears too. But what is the best present that a lover could ever hope to receive? Chocolate?

Last review I said that the only thing necessary for distance to develop is for the exchange of the heart to cease.

Just like it requires an exchange of signals between my iMac and the Modem to establish a Network connection, it requires the SYNCING of hearts for a lovers’ relationship to THRIVE. And with Sinan and Hazan, at some point, somebody CUT OFF the signal.

And THAT was Hazan.

But before ya get your underthings in a bunch, hear me out again. The reason Hazan cut off the signal in the first place was because Sinan was sending a CORRUPTED one to her; he had betrayed her by his lies and had been the perpetrator of that shameful event in the hotel room, not Yagiz. And instead of truly proving himself to be a trustworthy man, he'd tried to seduce her instead. Long story short, if not for Yagiz' heroic attempts to bring them together, and grace on Hazan’s part, Sinan would not have been back together with her. But AFTER being granted a second chance that he really didn’t earn, the guy missed it—AGAIN. This is how.

First, he undermined his brother’s authority as founder, owner, and CEO of Egemenlar Cosmetics, by signing a contractual agreement to bring an investor into the fold behind his brother's back, an investor who happened to be his psychopathic ex-girlfriend. Not only did he make a mockery of his brother's hard work and sacrifice thus far to keep their company afloat, but his current girlfriend’s as well.

I understand Sinan wanted to help, but it is what it is. Mockery is mockery.

Second, he made a mess of things with him posing as Kerime’s son and so became exhausted with all its complications. But instead of trying to find a solution with his girlfriend, he checked out and went for an ENTIRE WEEK having sleepovers at his ex-pyschopath ex-girlfriend's house.

And the twit had the nerve to call Hazan out for being distant…

Of course she flippin was! But what caused it in the first place!

The best PRESENT that a lover could ever hope to receive is their lover’s PRESENCE.

But Sinan, this is kinda what you’ve been ever since you got a second chance to be with Hazan again—M.I.A.

The times that Hazan truly NEEDED support in her life, like when Ece was accused for poisoning Hazim, it was Yagiz who provided that crucial support. If you really KNEW Hazan in the first place, much like Yagiz, family is the bedrock of why she does what she does. Family has always been an impetus for making and breaking her. But your spiting Hazan’s family, never giving them the benefit of the doubt, really speaks volumes of what you are in Hazan’s life—

UNAVAILABLE.

And up to E35, it was happening all over again. You accusing Ece—this time as the culprit for your sister’s miscarriage, and again, making you and Hazan opponents of each other. But even before then, you’ve been unavailable to her because of a stupid scheme you yourself cooked up, by posing as Kerime’s son—making yourself available in another woman’s home instead.

Let’s just call it what it is...

PART IV — Even When You Say It Isn't...

The Nature of Hazan and Sinan's relationship has shifted.

Lovers they no longer are—they haven’t been for a very long time. And since we’ve decided to call things for what they are—lies for lies, and truth for TRUTH...

Lovers, is the description that is now more, and have been, TRUE for Yagiz and Hazan—

For how INTIMATE their relationship is.

And THAT is just a TRUTH that Yagiz and Hazan does not truly comprehend themselves, and try to RUN AWAY from.

But TRUTH just IS. It just cannot be “NOT”.

When Truth “is not”, it will no longer be called Truth. It is something else; Either a MIXTURE of some truth with something else—Or just plain LIES. The point is, it is NO LONGER Truth. Like I said above, you can’t add to or take away from truth. Truth, as it is—IS. And if Truth just IS, it cannot be killed or die. Check this—whatever was true at one time in a person’s life, if and when that person themselves dies, the truth STILL REMAINS about them. Whether they were married or not, whether they had children or not, and so on. The Truth just can’t one day be “no more” for again, it just IS. What it can be, though, is OBSCURED with something, which is the only thing you can do to “do away” with truth—

Hide it.

But just as the sun that can only be hidden with dark clouds but CANNOT be denied its existence—nor its power; Beyond those obscuring agent, Truth is LIGHT that shines upon things in the dark that causes them to be in the dark NO MORE—that’s why we say to lie to somebody is to “keep them in the dark”. This is why Yagiz could not find a solution when he returned to his mother’s grave for the second time. The first time there, he found reprieve in confessing that he was in love with his brother’s beloved, despite his every attempt to be otherwise. In the deep hour of the dark under the moonlight, his confession was uttered. With only the thick of night as its witness. And God. And there in confessing the TRUTH, the LIGHT shined in the dark night of Yagiz soul, and Yagiz found some rest. But when he returned in the light of day, he was a man deprived of rest and peace, just talking to the dead;

What Yagiz Egemen failed to see is that things that are alive do not belong in graveyards. The dead belong with the dead. But the living belong with the living. And Yagiz’ love…

Is very much ALIVE.

And that is the TRUTH that cannot be killed, buried, or do away with.

It is what it is.

Ever since the TRUTH came out at the end of E13 and A NEW BEGINNING commenced as E14 began, a bond so singular and exclusive was forged between Yagiz and Hazan, that even in its young stage, it had rendered Sinan INCAPABLE of approaching and disrupting them. That bond grew, like silver forged in and through fire, and became stronger and stronger, clearer and clearer, and more refined from its impurities.

BUT… just like how LIES had set Yagiz and Hazan apart and AGAINST one another in the very beginning, LIES as well were THREATENING what they now have with each other, one more time causing them to be at odds with one another. But the difference is, they now have so much more to lose—

EACH OTHER.

The question is… is it WORTH IT?

Losing each other, that is.

And so ladies and gents, this is where I must end this review. Like, seriously 😅. And before y’all proceed to light my hair on fire—let me explain. In writing this review, I realized it’s so long and comprehensive, I had to actually break it into 3 reviews. And so this is PART 1 of it. I wanted to get something to you as soon as I can, so I posted this Part 1 first. So please don’t kill me 😬. Next post, PART 2 on—

YAGIZ & HAZAN: A Love Story.

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lauranis · 6 years ago

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Bought myself Dragon Quest XI the other day and I am really liking it so far ♥ (captions on some of the screenshots)

#Laura plays Dragon Quest XI #I gave Serena the dancer outfit cause it was a huge armor upgrade #and I gotta say I kinda like it #it looks cute on her

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a-tamed-dragon · 7 years ago

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Lost and Found: Chapter 3

Authors Note:

So… here it is... Chapter 3… It took 5 drinks , 12weeks of school, and 2 sober- also fan girl friends to convince me to write this. "THE PEOPLE WANT WHAT THEY WANT!"- Rae ( my friend) I sincerely apologize for the wait and I strayed so far from doing the things that made me happy. It took getting to my lowest point to make the greatest change within myself ( thank you Legend of Korra). I hope to upload at the VERY LEAST once a month. I am trying to fix a lot of things in my life that I let slip. Anyway-

This chapter takes place the night of the party. It is heavily influenced by the parties my parents host at my house during the warm months.

Enjoy , and please leave only constructive criticism.

Love,

Prue

p.s,

This is also posted on the fan fiction account at Prue2146, same avatar and everything:)

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The frivolous festivities had watched children leave under their parents' wing once late afternoon rolled around to be replaced by the alcohol induced 80's style dance party for the adults. I had my fair share of drinks to make the night turn on its side…. or more like that weird hallway scene from Inception.. yea.. that. The loud music made lights that covered the backyard along the fence and deck seem like they were flickering along to the faster paced beat of disco. By mid night Aiden was passed out asleep on the kitchen floor with Toothless.

'he's fine.' I told myself wile stepping around him looking for whine bottle opener. From across the counter Hiccup leaned back against the kitchen table- intense eyes watching my drunken buffoonery. When I found it I turned around from the sink, where it had been tossed into, and Hiccup was putting a pillow from the sofa under Aiden's head.

" Thanks, you're the bomb." I snorted with a laugh and then literally hit my palm to my forehead.

' The bomb, Astrid? THE BOMB? nice myspace account you just created somewhere out in the vaccum of space. A fairy just died.'

Hiccup looked over his shoulder at me with a sincere grin and I looked back, my left eyebrow raising high. He laughed with a nod, I saw the alcohol in his system for a split second in his eyes.

His hand extended to help me maneuver over my brother and Toothless, I nearly dripped backwards and immediately Horrendous had me pulled in to him- left arm wrapped securely around my waist, hand pressed firmly on my stomach with my right hand still in his.

Trying to be suave he held himself like Batman would had he just saved Cat Woman, too bad I knew he was a klutz just as I was.

I let my hand free to kinda push his face away.

"WINE" I half skipped out of the kitchen to retrieve the bottle in the cooler outsider.

1:30 am* -

" Mom, Horrendous is leaving…. MOM MA MOM MOM MA MA MA"

The Uber was outside and my mom and dad were competing for another win at beer pong.. the game I ( regretfully) showed them.

"Thanks for coming, dear. Hopefully we see you again." She said while tossing a ping pong ball into the last red solo cup.

I pat Horrendous' chest, " C'mon"

As we walked through the house he whistled for Toothless, who promptly got up and trotted over.

" You have everything right?" I asked, kinda stumbling into the furniture.

" uhhh… yes" he looked around for his backpack which was on a kitchen chair.

' NOOO DON"T LEAVEEEE' my inner monologue screamed.

" You should… stay?" I said as he opened the front door. " You can then just take your car in the morning.."

" hmm.. I don't think that's a good idea."

" If you don't think then- I mean you don't have to- yea." I stammered.

' Kiss his face. YEEEEEEEEEEEEE THE ROOM MOVESSSS'. Dammit

I open my mouth and quickly step forward to catch my balance.

"Stay? but if it makes you feel uncomfortable I totally understand." I went to playfully punch his arm, but my shit-ass motor skills failed me and just skimmed his sleeve.

He smiled, I could see the faint glassiness to his eyes, wine works in mysterious ways.

" I don't want to take advantage, Astrid." the Uber honked.

" You 100% are not, now get your booty back in the doorway." I held a weak stern voice, but cracked and giggled.

I could hear the Uber skid and drive away- on its own volition, as it does, my left eyebrow quirked.

Ren ran a hand through his hair and shook it out a bit with a laugh and sigh. There was a dead air pause, the two of us hung there in it for a moment- two moments- three-

Ren stepped back in, letting the door close, he lightly grabbed my hip and pulled me to him for a crashing kiss. One that made me focus, pushed the wine away or maybe just intensified everything. The alcohol warmed by stomach and made my face red as equally, or so it felt, warm hand held my hips. I was not one for feeling another tongue in my mouth, but Ren ran the tip of his across my blossom bottom lip and across the tip of my own tongue. The kiss was not heavy, it was playful and light. I liked it much more than feeling like there was a time pressure.

*My brain at that moment*:

'WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE'

I broke away and ran my fingers just along the inside of the rim of his pants.

"Upstairs- go go go!" I clumsily led him to the lofted third floor where my room was on its own.

Ren carried me the rest of the last 10 steps to the loft-

"Them arms tho" I said like fool when he put me down.

" Thanks babe" I pushed some hair out of his face and he bent down to allow me to kiss his forehead.

From up here, we could still hear the music blaring. What a good night it will be-

Part1 Part2

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I hope you enjoyed and maybe I’ll write a part 4? Eh I don’t know, I would like to read some feedback first to see what the people want.

Thank you for reading <3

#lostandfoundpart3 lostandfoundpart1 lostandfoundpart2 vigilante-dragonlady #hiccstrid #howtotrainyourdragon #lostandfoundau #astrid #hiccup

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