#we. never. went. anywhere.
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the thing ab not experiencing things & not having experiences is that you don't even know what you've missed out on until someone says, completely aghast, like their entire worldview has shattered: "You've never done that?!?"
Like no. No I haven't. I also haven't had that food, that drink, and no I haven't had that other common experience either. No, I don't know what you're talking about, I don't have that cultural memory.
If there's something mildly exciting in the world, I've probably never experienced it.
#personal#vent#talk ab sheltered....#like even when we had money my family just wouldnt do anything#i remember the only live ballet i saw#ive never seen a professional play or musical production#ive never gone to a concert (literally tried twice within the span of 5 months and couldnt make it to either......)#and we would never go to the lake!! or go on hikes!! or even go on walks!!#we. never. went. anywhere.#and then post 2008 we've been in poverty so we CANT#and i never learned how to socialize so i dont have friends to ask to do things with lmao#so im just stuck trying to figure shit out completely by myself#like yeah id like to have more fun but like...how do you do that#i dont know how to do that.
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I miss nier. I have to watch the automata anime
#nier#nier automata#A2#2B#9S#great perfect! what collab was this? or something a cafe event? i dont remember thats how long its been#or was it a clothes collab hold on now i have to find out#IT WAS DON QUIXOTE. you went and got acyrllics shirts cards etc idunno i didnt go these were the designs#it happened in july. that's how long I've had this sketched out? or at last thats how long ive had A2 sketched out#the 2b and 9s were sketched last year in like August. they were wearing the shirts they made in the anime#my motivation died before i could finish especially because i already drew the shirts and class started again i did not want to line#it was the week of dad nier's birthday. this is what was replaced cause i drew dad instead and that took a slot in my art making machine#so when the don quixote collab came out i was like great i already have a base and added A2 in cause i felt bad i never draw her#A2 is my favorite but like. I do not be acting that way#in fact i drew the shirts 3 times cause they had like 3 designs each. but i was just gonna draw the aji o kutta shirt again#cause its my favorite#my life update is ive had two different ppl be like 'you're cool lets be friends i wanna know more about you' and i keep thinking about it#cause that's not...ive got alarm sirens in my head. i make my friends by we keep bumping into each other in class and eventually get lunch#or in the case of my one classmate we came from the same school and had the same classes together for like 3 semesters he was like#are you stalking me like BRO?? i miss him#that or my last friend fed me attention like you might feed a wild deer popcorn in the woods and thats how we got close#so pardon me if im unfamiliar with 'i wanna get to know you' cause that's not. that's not...you want something from me.#i dont have time to make new friends right now though i am drowning in assignments#my current friends already have a hard time getting me to go anywhere. i was supposed to go see Look Back w them but i was so tired#'fed me attention' a better example is getting hearts with someone in harvest moon or stardew valley. im like that
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bangtan literally everyday of chapter 2: don’t forget about bts please
armys literally everyday of chapter 2: i saw seven rocks together at the park today and i cried
#bro they really think we’re gonna forget them like….#so many things on a daily basis remind me of them#i even posted abt this recently but even when i’m just. making myself lunch. at my wfh job. i’m like hm i wonder what bangtan ate today#i just. can’t wait for 2025. and to show them that we never ever went anywhere nor will we ever ever go anywhere#.txt#bts#bts x army
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turned 30 yesterday and thought about how incredible it is to be publicly trans in a very prominent tech field, and how amazing the outpouring of support has been. feeling good about life and happy to still be here :)
#incessant meowing#me#and the best part is that i'm not the only public figure trans person#the awful hateful people are still out there for sure but like..... the support is stronger#we are finding community and employment and it's NORMAL#it's still hard sometimes but for the most part i realize that i am just.... /safe/#and the realization hits me like a freight train every time and makes me want to weep with gratitude!#like i'm still here!! i'm still here and i'm not going anywhere!!!#it's bittersweet to think about the fight that went into this and still goes into this#not just for me but every lgbt person in america right now#but i am never ever going to take for granted the fact that i am standing on a mountain built by decades of activism#and i hope i can help pave the path up it for others to follow
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#bonus extra forms under the cut#burmy#i guess it's not technically a Bonus but it is three images in one post. anyway why is trash-form burmy pink#i never understood this. i'd hear about trash form and go wow it must be like. black and brown with marks of trash all over it and cool#like trubbish. but they just made it pretty pink and cute. how? why? why would a creature that lives in the trash become bright pink#“that hot pink bitch is named breakfast” et cetera#i dunno. whenever i see burmy i think of that one clip from detective pikachu where it's just like#burmy! burmymymy! burmy… burmy :( and pikachu is like WOAH WHAT THE FUCK#i've never played detective pikachu. i should. i probably will go back and play the original once the one on the switch comes out#i saw the movie though. but i don't think that's. anywhere related to the games. to be honest. i also remember going and seeing it in#the theater and it was fucking. me‚ my mom‚ and one other parent/child duo and that's IT. NO one was there in the theater to see it#and we literally just went to go see it on a fuckin. whim. we were driving by‚ looking for something to do‚ and saw that a random theater#was showing detective pikachu. and we just said Fuck It. and it was cool but she kept asking me about every pokémon during the movie#and then it had that really weird ableist villain that was fucked up but the pokémon were cute
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while i think we all knew that this day was coming, i still chose, for seven years, not to give up hope. i put my faith in mappa and the yuri on ice team and while i'm not surprised by the cancellation, i'm still so dissapointed.
listen, i understand. there were a lot of factors that made production and release hard. it wasn't meant to be. i get it. but it still hurts. i still think we deserved clearer communication on this.
yuri on ice was a major part of my life for so long. that show opened my eyes to healthy queer relationships and made me realize that i was queer myself. watching the episodes as they came out and debriefing them with my friends was the highlight of my week. i have consumed fanworks from incredibly, astoundingly talented artists. i have created fanworks. i have talked to and connected with so many amazing people, all because of this show.
yuri on ice got me through the darkest points of my life. when shit hit the fan, i'd curl up in bed, wrapped in my blanket from hot topic, and loop the soundtrack to ground myself. yuri on ice has been there for every major turning point in my life, and comforted me through it.
although more recently i haven't been as involved in the fandom, it's still so, so dear to me. i'm sitting here, writing this, surrounded by yoi merch i've collected over the years. keychains, plushues, stickers. i'm blowing my nose with tissues from my makkachin tissue holder.
...it's just so surreal that the movie has finally been put to rest. but i'm happy to have known and loved this fandom, and i will carry these memories with me, always.
#this is my yoi heritage post#i owe these boys everything honestly#i was going through my docs recently and i have a mountain of yoi fics that never went anywhere haha#maybe i'll polish up some old wips and post them soon...#we'll see#also mutuals SORRY FOR THE YOI SPAM HAHA#ill b back 2 my regular ace attorney yapping soon ❤️#just needed a minute to grieve#yoi#yuri on ice#yuri!!! on ice#ice adolescence#iceado#mappa#mannn fuck yall fr this#we deserved this news at least 4 yrs ago
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ive never read nor watched jjk (tho i agree 100% on mha), based solely on the angry rants from my obsessed partner, i think youre probably 100% right
oh Thank you anon! I mean it feels wrong to recommend it because of how frustrating the lack of plot line continuations can get but I definitely still this it's a good and enjoyable story and it's worth a try, if you're up for it!
With MHA I have never actually felt like a timeskip would benefit a story more. Like maybe this is just me but I really feel like they should have been in their third year when the final war went down. It would just make more narrative sense in my opinion why the grown superheroes were so okay with letting these first years lead the charge (yes I know obviously that story wise they were always going to have to be the ones and yes it was a dire situation but still. it makes sense why they would have no choice but to let midoriya fighting but everyone else? with previously established feelings on this? just feels weird) also like it was too late to introduce any second years or other third years and so that just makes it even weirder why they arent fighting. I dont know just having them be third years would have made more sense to me but maybe that's just me.
#thanks for the ask anon!#I mean i defiently don't regret reading it. I just wish it had more time#There were so many started plot lines or things that felt like started plot lines that never went anywhere#Gege just kept introducing characters and the thing is he's a really good character writer so they were all interesting and compelling#but rarely ever went anywhere#I think MHA was just stretched out a little to long especially after the Paranormal Liberation war#which I thought the fallout of was executed brilliantly#but again these are just my thoughts and what we ended up getting was honestly not that bad.#jjk#mha#my hero academia#jujutsu kaisen#KC's ask mes🌸#jjk analysis#jjk meta#mha meta#mha analysis#izuku midoriya#yuji itadori
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it's so hard to believe there are people who have been to other countries than the one they were born in. that seems so impossible. it even kinda seems impossible to go to another state. what do you mean you just took a quick vacation to scotland. what are you saying to me. that's crazy.
#it makes me really sad sometimes.#that we're like. really poor. and I'll likely never see anywhere outside of georgia#obviously i saw massachusetts when i lived there. and technically the states between when we drove down here#but that's so long ago and I was young enough that I don't really remember#it seems genuinely baffling to me that people can just be like 'oh yeah when we went to paris we had the best dessert-'#what are you SAYING!!!! you've been to paris!!!!!!!#my sister goes on cruises a lot and goes down to umm some islands i cant remember#with her husband and his family and stuff#and it's like wow. i will never get out of his house and i will be trapped forever.#and there's nothing i can do about it#yknow what i mean
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(Looking at Irida and Emmet meeting post) "Heheh, you guys just got a new sibling but you dont know it yet. You are gonna have such childish arguments before getting along. This please me. I like this."
Before getting along and after it, too. Siblings will be siblings. That means sometimes being their pillar of support, sometimes threatening something weirdly specific and shenanigans
#asks#there was one time when my bro wanted to get a taser#just for us to tase a sausage and see what would happen#then try with everything else we could get our hands on from the fridge#it never went anywhere (tasers aren't exactly legal) but I remember it fondly
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“why isn’t there more art of infinite with different hairstyles” I DREW THAT SHIT FOR 3 YEARS!!! LET ME REST!!!
#i did NOT write a bardot barbarella diner fic with woven and i making art to get voided#i’m teasing if you saw the og post i’m not acc mad#i’m just like. YEAH I KNOW GUYS#I KNOW#I DID IT FOR YEARS#INFIFI IS STILL DOING IT TOO#WE NEVER WENT ANYWHERE
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dani spoke quickly, just trying to assure her dad over the phone that she'd gotten out of the concert safely. it was easier to do in her native tongue and the conversation was meant to be fast. she hadn't heard her friend come back from the bathroom until he was standing directly in front of the phone booth. from the look on his face he'd heard every word, but didn't understand a bit. with some people at school, she might just be able to play dumb, claim it was german or polish or dutch and hope they wouldn't know the difference. not eddie though, he was too smart. she finished her call with a "i have got to go dad, see you tomorrow morning" before she hung up. her english was perfect, but there was still no chance of her friend believing that was what she'd been speaking a minute ago.
a choice about what to do had to be made, and dani went with the easiest option, pretend nothing was out of the ordinary and hope eddie ignored it or brought up what he thought himself so she knew what he thought before she told him some fragment of the truth. "i'm ready to go when you are. we should probably head out before the parking lot gets too crowded and we can't get out." she wanted to tell him the truth, it just wasn't something easy to explain and trying sure was a big risk. she never wanted to put him in danger. she started to weave her way through the crowd towards the doors.
vaguely plotted-ish starter for @freakarus / eddie munson *
#freakarus#this was random i just remembered we brought it up and never went anywhere with it so here ya go#got hit with the brained rot all of a sudden#*[ CARTER D : STARTERS ]#character : danielle carter
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Guess who just updated the Legendary Category?! New fics!!
Legendary is located here!
I’ve simplified how I list the fics (older fics have not been changed) so it will be quicker and easier to add to each category moving forwards.
I’ve also changed the Legendary criteria a touch (if only so Infinite Coffee actually qualified because it was heartbreaking that it did not).
#stucky#fsbc#bucky barnes#steve rogers#fsbc library#library categories#the librarian is back#the librarian never actually went anywhere but they certainly got lazy#curating the things we love#fic rec#fanfiction#fanfic#stevebucky#fsbc recommended
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There was supposed to be a second half to this, but I can't wrap my brain around how I would draw it :(
#pmatga#my art#betrayus spheros#aunt spheria#betrayus then responds to mei with 'once.'#nahh but that would be funny if he did#I had somewhat of a conversation in my head but it never really went anywhere i don't think#the main part of it was betrayus just going 'yeah we dated.. for like a WEEK!'#(when they dated? i have no idea lol)#and then he goes on to say that he thinks spheria is into older men (he's younger than her by 9 years I think?)#but before he could finish that sentence mei cuts him off with something but idk what#I wanted it to be a moment were mei tries not to give away that she likes him and that's why I drew this thing in the first place#but i couldn't even draw!! the part that started it!!#creativity is wild!#also trans masc betrayus :handshake: trans fem spheria#pmatga oc#mei lián
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Ngl I feel kinda cool 😌😂💀
#i was at a birthday party in a bar my classmates rented and a girl in my class who had specifically dressed in rave gear (w her friend whos#visiting) asked me and some other ppl to come to the club 🤣#i was wearing machine washable clothes (because i have prev bad experiences from german bars w smoking inside...) which in my case means#band shirt leather skirt combat boots and black tights#(of course they were all black ajdkkdlflfl)#but like it was just normal casual clothes i wasnt planning to go anywhere with them except the bday party#we were in line for an hour and i was worried they wouldnt let me in because 1) bare face (never wear makeup) 2) random band in shirt#but they did hehehehehe i am so cool#and tbh i was telling my friends in line that i'd rather be rejected for my own clothes than accepted in fake ones#but yeah lit 😌😌😌 certified cool#i went to bed at 7 am i am feeling vaguely loopy and sick even tho i dont even drink 🤣#it was so hot and stuffy and in the moment i didnt always like it but now i kinda want to go again sometime??????#random
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hi sam! i know you were looking forward to the new glass animals album so have you listened to it yet?? any new lmhs songs? 🎧🎵
hi mariam!!!!!
i did listen to it! (hina beat me to it and i woke up to song ratings KJSBDVKJBDFVJ)
we are both in agreement that there are no new lmhs songs on the album 😔
also they really just.... released the two best songs as singles and the rest were.... sadly really disappointing. none of them really stood out. like some of them were Fine but ultimately i think they let us eat the metaphorical carrot and then had nothing left to offer KJSBDJKBDFV
#answered#kikuism#show pony was literally just a melodic copy of creatures in heaven like it sounds exactly the same#some of them were straight-up Bad actually KSBDVJKDBV#and a lot of them just sounded like... too similar tonally? like the album never Went anywhere#idk i am used to them changing their sound with every album but this album just sounds like Dreamland#i feel like they're trying to recreate Heat Waves and i wish they wouldn't (i don't like heat waves)#i miss them being funky with Zaba and How To Be A Human Being#i miss them just Trying shit#but at least we will always have wataaaaaaaa
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Song of the Day: March 27
"Long Time Gone" by The Chicks
#song of the day#I'm still thinking about the Country Songs About Country Songs#this is actually a cover too though I never hear the original around anywhere#(it's by Darrell Scott who is also the originator for 'You'll Never Leave Harlan Alive'#turns out he's got a bunch of songs that got picked up and made somewhat more popular in the hands of other folks. an interesting legacy)#the best lines of this song to sing are also the bits About Country Music--well the whole song's about chasing the love of it#but this bit is bemoaning the kids these days you know. country music isn't what it used to be. why back in my day etc etc#it's so so so much fun to sing too because you get to exaggerate your 'I think's until they rhyme with 'Hank'. excellent work#'we listen to the radio to hear what's cookin / but the music ain't got no soul#now they sound tired but they don't sound Haggard / they got money but they don't have Cash#they got Junior but they don't have Hank / I think I think I think / the rest is a long time gone'#it's fascinating to me to think about these songs in (saying 'historical' here is giving me psychic damage but) historical context#because the Darrell Scott original for Long Time Gone came out in 2000 and The Chicks released their version in 2002#so they were talking about the trend towards American jingoism in country music of the time#versus like Waylon Jennings in 1975 'Are You Sure Hank Done It This Way'#(I typed that and /then/ went back and looked up the release date and I'm so proud I got it right)#already bemoaning the state of country music in the 70s versus good old classic country like Hank Williams Senior sang#(Hank Jr covered Waylon's song in 1981. like yes it's a tribute to his father but also Hank Jr was a big push towards outlaw country#and has a few pretty famous songs himself about not singing like his daddy did. it just seems a strange choice to me)#and then Eric Church put out 'Lotta Boot Left to Fill' in 2009 calling out the shallowness of the country music scene of the time#(talking some only-thinly-veiled shit about a few of his peers in the process)#and then he released 'Stick That In Your Country Song' in 2021 and that /definitely/ put some backs up#that one's a less directed but more direct call-out if that makes any sense#no lines that are direct references to other artists' songs but stronger sentiments overall#not just general 'y'all are getting shallow prioritizing good times and high sales over genuine heart and integrity of craft'#but some straight up 'you have forgotten the face of your father' shit towards country artists and fans alike. the whole industry#a very good righteous-anger song
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