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We are extremely far from being able to create a truly sentient AI.
The most optimistic estimates of the amount of processing power the human brain possesses are orders of magnitude off from the amount of processing power every computer on earth has, combined.
And that's not even including the tax that you incur from emulation.
The ML shit that is currently happening is nothing like a true AI. It is a collection of linear programming and statistical models which create the illusion of intelligence by recombining data in statistical fashions which make it seem like there is intent when there really isn't.
All they're doing is looking at the last thing they did and predicting the most likely next step, then doing that and repeating the process until the task is complete.
All of this is to preface an entirely different conversation/argument we've been seeing way more than we'd like, recently. That being "we will never achieve sentient AI, it's impossible".
And I would like to counter this in a few different ways, and then leave it alone, because frankly, we hate the discussions about what is/isn't possible via technology, and hate discussions about machine learning with a particular passion.
So, why do we believe sentient AI is possible at all.
Well, when we talk about AI, we aren't limiting our discussion to binary computation. Using a classical or quantum computer and trying to create a consciousness with it is a bad idea. It's theoretically not impossible -- the universe is built on a foundation of information, of bits, of yes/no questions, but frankly, you're not just trying to simulate a consciousness at that point, you're trying to simulate the things that make a consciousness, and doing that makes the computational requirements just absolutely fucking outrageous.
Even if we're talking about a quantum computer, the advantage that it has over regular computing is that you can find every possible solution to an equation in the same time it takes to get one solution, because it does them all simultaneously, and then collapses the computation into the solution you were (hopefully) looking for.
That technology isn't the technology that you're going to want to use if your goal is to create a sentient AI. Not anywhere near it. And I think that's what people get stuck on when they talk about how we will never create sentient AI -- limiting themselves to traditional and quantum computing.
There are other forms of computation which are much closer to the human brain, though -- and much closer to what you would want to use if your goal was to create an artificial intelligence.
Analogue computing comes to mind -- using physical electrical currents to do imprecise, but nearly instant calculation. However, the main thing about analogue computing is that it's... analogue. It's specific. You have a device which can do one thing, and to make it do something else, you need to take it apart and reassemble it in another configuration.
Analogue computing is not what will create AI, not on its own. I think it will be part of that solution, but it won't be the soul component.
So, you might ask what will be that soul component, what computational technology will let us create a sentient AI -- what will allow us to play god in that way?
Frankly, I'm not an oracle. I can't predict which one of the dozen different technologies being worked on as we speak will be the main component of a future AI, if any of them end up being that technology.
But I do know this:
Nature created us. Humanity. It gave us consciousness, it gave us sapience -- and it likely gave some other animals that trait, too.
And frankly? I believe that if nature did it with no guiding hand or intention, humanity can do it with intent in an order of magnitude less time.
If we were forced to make a bet on which technology creates AI first, we would bet on lab-grown neurons interfacing with electrodes. Does that count as artificial intelligence? In the strictest sense, I think it would. It's certainly artificial, and it would certainly be an intelligence. And I think that it would have the best chance of making a sentient AI in our lifetime, or shortly thereafter.
And now it's tangent time.
I know where the arguments about this kind of thing come from, and I know that if this post breaks containment we're going to have people from a dozen different communities all throwing different points at us as to why we're wrong. I'm going to address at least one or two of them here.
One of the things we've seen thrown around about this is that under capitalism, there is no profit incentive to create a sentient AI, and that if people claimed they had created one, they would likely be lying, or have some ulterior motive for why they claimed so.
That is correct! You're fucking right! There is no reason for sentient AI to be made under capitalism! That does not mean it isn't possible for it to be made under capitalism! Or in a post capitalist world!
Just because capitalism doesn't create optimal or semi-optimal conditions for something to be created doesn't mean that it won't be created anyway. Humans are curious and motivated and even in a system which actively hates technological progress which can't be monetized, it can still happen. That doesn't mean it will happen, but that also doesn't mean it can't happen.
Yes, machines and people are fundamentally different things. Creating a sentient AI is playing god. Creating a sentient AI is creating a living thing.
The morals of this are questionable. I can see the argument behind why we shouldn't try to create sentient AI. I can see the argument why we shouldn't create artificial life.
But I really hate the narrative that doing it is impossible. That it is beyond technology, or beyond human reach.
There are some science fiction concepts which are likely impossible. FTL travel and time travel, for example.
But this absolutely isn't one of them. The universe created life without intent and without a guidebook. The universe created sentience without intent, and without a guidebook.
Humanity has a blueprint, and humanity has intent.
Nature did it first. We can do it too. Should we? I don't know. But the fact that we can is important to recognize.
Alright, that's about all we've got. I hope the rant was coherent enough to be understood, and that we were persuasive. Good luck and good tidings, even if you disagree with us.
#this time on “Gracien gets frustrated by a random post it saw on its dash”#I sincerely hope that y'all can understand our points#and that we didn't come off too aggressive#we aren't like#actually angry about this#it's just that we've seen at least 3 posts talking about ML and AI and how we will “never create a sentient/true AI”#and we're just sitting over here like#“Nature did it first. Why can't we repeat that.”#and I know that if it happened under capitalism it would not have a happy or good ending#trust me#we've thought about that a LOT#but like. that doesn't mean it can't happen.#and if it DOES#we should try our best to treat whatever AI we create with respect#like... can we not be a dick to the life we create? If we end up creating life?#Please?
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-Okay but some of the fears that Color has are in fact the same fears that Nightmare has when it comes to Killer.
Like, Color is worried that Killer's so blindly loyal to Nightmare for whatever reason that he wouldn't even think of complaining if he hated it. And at the start that was something Nightmare probably expected. His henchmen should be loyal and obedient and not ask questions nor complain. But now, after years of learning and bonding and softening up significantly he wonders sometimes if that's still the case.
Nightmare knows Killer well, perhaps better than most, but he's not exactly an open book. Especially when it comes to his own wants or needs. More often than not when he makes a request it's intentionally silly or unreasonable for laughs, like asking if they can take Dust to the nearest pet store and try to trade him in. Very rarely does he want something strong enough to make it known, both to himself and others, like asking to keep the first cat he found.
So.
If he hated this. If he truly struggled and fought and agonised with himself about the position he's in and the work he's doing and the life he leads.
Would he say it? Would he realise that was how he felt? Would he even consider saying no was an option?
If Nightmare asked him to do something he really genuinely did not want to, would he just do it anyway because he doesn't believe he has a choice in the matter?
The only way of finding out (besides making a blatantly difficult request of him, which Nightmare is not willing to do) is to simply wait and trust that Killer will tell him if something is wrong. Which... is not exactly foolproof or easy.
But it's part of why Nightmare hates to be around Color too much, because deep down he's more than a little worried that Color could be right and he doesn't know how to fix it.
#UTDR#UTMV#Dadmare#This was a thought I had and drafted like months and months ago and forgot about#Little ideas about how to fit Color into a dadmare scenario I guess#Cool people who make Color posts don't look I'm probably doing a terrible job with your boy lol#He's not worried about the others in regards to this because Dust has never had a problem disobeying him#And Horror and Cross set out ground rules for themselves right from the start about what they would not do (murder)#He's never sure about Killer though. how do you begin to tell someone they don't have to listen to you if they don't want to#How do you tell if it worked?#Realistically Killer has and does disobey Nightmare he just hides it well#''I got caught out and ganged up on during that fight'' when really he peeled off to go talk to Color out of sight#''they must have heard we were coming. there was nothing we could do'' when one of them got distracted and they fucked up a job#''we've always had that cat. they're just shy so you don't see them very much'' when he brought home another stray in his jacket#<-That one happens a lot and Nightmare is beginning to suspect on it#But he never sees more than like 4 or 5 of them at a time so he can't prove anything#Whether it's sheer luck or Killer has trained his cats to do a Parent Trap bit on him nobody knows for sure#Anyway this has cooked for long enough time to release it into the wild#Go my post
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Do you guys ever think about historical age regression? And no I don't mean in fiction I mean like how there's so many people that regressed. What was it like? Do you wonder if there was a regressor and their caregiver who lived in the 60s? Did any adults or teens in the early 1900s wish they had a rocking horse every time they saw one in a shop window? What about even further, in the 1800s? The 1600s even. Older?
We're not alone, maybe modern day is during a time where regression is more present because it's a perfect amount of certain factors, sure but it's not like someone in 2014 just decided to! I think it's really facinating and intimate to imagine all these people throughout the years going through what we go through. And I bet a good lot of them lived happily. And maybe quite a few found a good support system.
#its a nice thought#I JUST think about history a lot!#we're all people!#we've been people since forever!#we were people before we were human#and i think we're all so alike#yet so unique#shout out to Onfim I have no reason to believe you were a regressor just that you were a really creative kid#but thinking about his preserved drawings kicked this thought to the front of my brain again#literally been thinking about it for years. not sure if ive posted about it before#babbling#agere#sfw agere#age regression#sfw age regression#petre#this goes for pets too#animal regression#sfw petre#age regression community#sfw age regression community
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Chapter 3 title of Silver & Blue is SAGE ADVICE: MEETING PEOPLE ALONE IN THE WOODS IS AWESOME. A co-written story (@imdeadtiredtm Hi :3) in which Hiccup thinks he's getting stalked and Jack Frost thinks this random civilian really shouldnt be walking around in the middle of nowhere at 3am. Aka; Friendship is magic, Mrs Bennett considers witchcraft as a part-time job, and Lakes are weird.
#pspspsps give it a shot I promise there's worldbuilding and deep thought-in process about character development and relatability :))#hijack#this chapter is taking ages to write properly but we've written quite a lot in total#its nearly there. in the meantime have some art#frostcup#hiccup#jack frost#hiccup horrendous haddock#how to train your dragon hiccup#hiccup how to train your dragon#hiccup haddock#httyd#how to train your dragon#mrs Bennett#Joyace Bennett#Rotg#rise of the guardians#rise of the guardians fanart#comic snippets#art#art post#artwork#digital art#doodles#drawings#httyd fanart#jack frost rotg#rotg jamie#rotg sophie#scribbles
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trying to break down beyond more so here's some random thoughts:
he's very particular about the ways in which he's unhinged/insane, and oddly conscious about every weird thing he does. everything is meant to one-up L: excess sugar (jam + coffee sludge), uncomfortable body movements, presenting as a Genius Detective to hide his own crimes, etc. his weirdness is unnatural and, at least in the ways he specifically tries to replicate L, not innate to him specifically. there's a version of beyond, perhaps pre-L, who is weird in his own unique way.
for a serial killer, he has very little interest in the killings themselves. despite executing all these violent murders, even one of a 13 year old girl, every one of his victims is killed only after they're drugged to unconscious and the mutilation of their bodies is all post-death, for the sake of his puzzles alone. seemingly the only reason why he bothers with murder is because that is what L focuses on, and because his eyes make him so intimate w/ death.
his motives are clearly focused around L, perhaps both as a reaction to L and as an attempt at initiating some kind of interaction? iirc mello claims near the end of the story that his sole purpose is to give L some kind of unsolvable case, but clearly some of his behaviors must be done to antagonize L specifically, since almost nobody else (other than the meta audience) knows who he's presenting himself as/clowning on.
ultimately, it's his ego that gets him. he underestimates naomi's abilities often throughout the story, feeding her clues to ensure that his own puzzles get solved-- perhaps out of a lack of respect for her intelligence, but also to present himself as even more capable? to brag as much as he can?
the congenital shinigami eyes is honestly one of the most fascinating ideas any death note side story has ever presented. there are so so so many questions you can ask here-- is beyond genetically part shinigami? is he or his birth family somehow connected to a death note? how can he read the lifespans? mello describes beyond's shinigami eyes as follows:
Killing people was, for him, normal. Killing people who were fated to die anyway was no effort at all. Mmm, I guess I should explain the idea of the eyes of a shinigami. The phrase is only too familiar to me, but if I don't explain it, some of you will cry foul. The eyes of a shinigami. These eyes could be given out by any shinigami in return for half the recipient's remaining life. Normally contact with a shinigami was a prerequisite for acquisition, but Beyond Birthday had traded nothing--he had seen the world through those eyes since before he could remember. He knew your name before you said it. He knew the time of death of every person he met. ...I hardly need to explain just what effect this would have one his personality. You might think they would hardly be useful without a Death Note, but that is simply not the case. The ability to see someone's remaining life is the ability to see death. Death, death, death. Beyond Birthday lived his life unceasingly reminded that all humans would eventually die. From the time he was born he knew the day his father would be attacked by a thug and die, knew the day his mother would die in a train crash. He had these eyes before he was born, which is why he called himself Beyond Birthday. Which is why a child as strange as him was taking in by our home, sweet home--Wammy's House. (pg. 94-95)
it's unclear exactly how much of this story mello heard from L and how much is him interpreting/theorizing w/ his own ideas. the potentially biased narration is a fantastic layer in this story.
he is the second known wammy's kid to overtly attempt suicide, though his attempt is of course incomplete. we have no idea about the circumstances surrounding A's suicide, though i find it notable that A is mentioned at all as their presence makes this a pattern. this also seems important in conjunction w/ mello's infamous opening line: "I am your narrator, your navigator, your storyteller. For anyone else but [Near and Kira], my identity may be of no interest, but I am the old world's runner-up, the best dresser that died like a dog, Mihael Keehl. I once called myself Mello and was addressed by that name, but that was a long time ago. Good memories and nightmares." (pg. 12)
sidenote: love his use of "the old world," in that quote, i wonder what the original japanese is... fits well w/ the whole idea of L as the god of the old world. anyway,
his relationship with naomi is also Fascinating to me, particularly since it really doesn't seem like either of them have a speck of respect for the other. lmfao. i should really fic write for those two sometime... i really just need to do a proper character study on both of those bitches. lol.
edit: almost immediately upon posting this i open back the damn book back up to this quote:
If he attacked her with intent to kill, he would absolutely fail. He knew that he would. Ensuring his path of escape was far more critical. Naomi Misora was nothing more than L's servant, and if she died there would be dozens of replacements-- from the FBI, the CIA, and the NSA-- even Secret Service. So he had only been testing her. Seeing if Naomi Misora was capable of being L's substitute. "Hmmm...mmmm...hmmm...Huh huh huh huh...no, hee hee hee? I could go with ho ho ho ho, but that's a little too jolly...anyway. Oh, Naomi Misora-- you are pretty good. A shame to waste someone like you in the FBI." She had passed the test, so far. (pg. 95-96)
so. shit, idk. i guess he does still have some respect for her, albeit tempered by that classic death note sexism. shrug.
the beyond vs. KIRA comparison has a lot to consider, particularly when it comes to their egos and how they choose to cover up their crimes. L's reaction to either of them is also intriguing-- as much as i like to point out L's lack of respect for beyond he does admittedly take on the case even when it doesn't quite fit his usual standards (10+ deaths and/or 1 million dollars). he's at least somewhat aware of what his legacy is setting up, though how much he actually gives a shit about any of those kids is somewhat debatable...
#death note#astronaut rambles#finally got my physical copy of another note and i'm rereading lol lots of beyond and naomi thoughts atm#beyond birthday#death note another note#y'know. for all that we don't know about beyond#i actually think there's quite a bit that we can extrapolate about him too#i mean we SEE him interacting with naomi for like 90% of the story it's hard not to draw Some conclusions#idk maybe it's hard to tell what he's Genuinely thinking at any given point but we've got his actions and those say a Lot#god anyways. this book is written so fucking well it's incredibleee
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tbh i think a lot of the people saying "well both sides are wrong"/"bt stans are just as toxic" are just not exposed to other perspectives in this fandom. as a buddie fan who's been watching this show since s1, i can safely say that buddie fans have always been toxic. like as fact. to me, to say that bucktommy fans are just as harmful or just as annoying or just as bad as buddies consistently are is just. delusional. indicative of at worst a biased opinion and at best an uninformed one. buddie has been here since s2 and fans have ruthless ever since. bucktommy has been here for 3/4 of a season and for the most part, stay in their lane. i'm sure there are bucktommy fans who suck, like that's just being on the internet, but you have to be blind to ignore how insane buddie fans are and genuinely how much worse they are in comparison.
i don't want to generalize and i think constantly adding that disclaimer is annoying as hell bc obviously i'm not talking about everyone but because buddie has been here for so long and taken up so much mental space of very die-hard, passionate fans, you're going to see much more intensity on that side. after season 5, i had to step away from the fandom and the show because of how frustrating it got. it was annoying to see people swear up and down buddie will be canon by the end of s3-no wait s4-no wait s5-no wait- and ultimately it sucked my enjoyment out of a show i otherwise enjoyed because i got swept up in the Buddie Of It All and forget about why i watch the show to begin with. we've been left to stew in our theories and now we can't tell what canon and what's fanon anymore, and when the show reminds us, the disappointment and frustration kills our hopes.
i was also active in the dan and phil fandom and supernatural fandom, like ik why people think we're annoying and it's because we are. we make everything about the one thing we like, we comment on every post begging for it to become canon, we're violently disappointed when the show doesn't play into our fan theories because we've convinced ourselves buddie is going to happen by the end of the next episode or actually the end of this season or actually maybe the end of the next season. we've torn a part every female love interest, either making them boring or making them unlikeable in our fanon. all that to say is that when people call us annoying, they're telling the truth and when bucktommy fans say buddie fans are toxic, they're coming from a sincere place. i mean we can't even enjoy our own ship because we're so quick to get our hopes up and be let down about something as stupid it becoming canon. who cares if it becomes canon, just like it to like it.
and it makes sense why there's perceived "toxicity" on the bucktommy side. our energy is being matched; the obsession, the passion, the surge in fandom. if you don't like it or even just find it annoying, i suggest you guys look back on your own posts and comments and behaviors towards other people in the fandom and other characters and unbiasedly compare it to the Toxic Bucktommy Shippers you're claiming you hate. if bucktommy fans are obsessive, it's because we've set the stage for that. if bucktommy fans are getting aggro and defensive, it's because buddie fans have been on the opposition and don't know how to turn it off. we've gone from underdog to bully somewhere in the last 6 seasons.
#buddie fans are slowly killing themselves with all goal-post moving and fighting anything that moves#i mean we've been the underdogs for so long it makes sense we're defensive but at some point that turned into full on attacks at anything#that isnt buddie#so now we're not underdogs we're actually the very loud majority often punching down at people for enjoying maybe a smaller ship#ive stopped interacting with the buddie side of the fandom personally because bucktommy fans are way more lighthearted#its like when ppl trust men more if they have a cat lol like if youre a buddie shipper and you like bucktommy i trust you way more#i like bucktommy too and i think them being “”endgame“” or whatever makes a lot of sense#and im becoming more and more obsessed with them as the show goes on bc thats the story#buck being happy and cute and blushy is adorable and i wanna see more#anyways ive been wanting to air out my thoughts about this for a while#cause its really interesting to see this progression and where it seems like the story is going#and how fans react to that#if the show ends and buddie never becomes canon. how are they gonna feel. how will they cope if we get a bucktommy marriage in 2 seasons#will they boycott or finally just leave the show entirely?#or will they just pinch their nose and sit there miserable bc they just couldnt adapt?#911 abc
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honestly part of the reason i've been really looking forward to finally playing light fingers (aside from the obvious horrors and whatnot) is because it, alongside bag a legend, contains a Choice™ i to this day am Extremely Torn About Making. like i've known for ages that the Choice™ exists in this ambition and STILL i am undecided about it. this Choice™ is of course. well. let's just say that by the time this ambition ends, caeru may not be the only catboy around town
#the bag a legend choice if ur curious is actually just. straight-up the ending. im not sure which one my BaL PC will end up with#all the other ambitions ive been Reasonably Certain about which path im choosing (especially in the case of the scoundrel)#(i kind of immediately decided i wanted the robe and built their character backwards from there)#but bag a legend? i CANNOT choose. they're all equally appealing to me. and to my BaL PC as they exist in my head rn#but BaL is practically a world's away so we (and i) don't need to dwell on it atm. we've got plenty of time lmao#the same goes for This Choice™ in light fingers. i'll decide when i get to it.#a lot will just depend on how the rp and story stuff plays out leading up to that point#who knows. maybe by the time he gets there lark will have become the fingerking's second biggest stan (after louise of course)#part of the fun i get in cyoa games is equal parts meticulously plotting out a character journey and just#seeing where the character vibes take me as i go along. it's a bit chaotic but ultimately very fun#that's why i keep talking about future events as though this is an actual story and not made up oc rp stuff btw#im just really insane about thematics and arcs in my roleplaying games#yin-thoughts#fallen london
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#long one#ryuuji suguro#blue exorcist#ao no exorcist#ryuji suguro#suguro ryuuji#suguro ryuji#bon suguro#cram school#manga ryuuji#lewin light#lewin lightning light#we've been watching lewin slowly become more invested in this fight and this moment#but not to study the demon or even see what ryuuji knows#it's ryuuji himself lewin is now studying and now seeing as a puzzle#a prodigy who is top of his class and the heir to an important sect of buddhist monks#a boy who helped fight multiple demons on important missions and just refused to give up a sword despite having all the reasons to#someone who is clearly incredibly smart and capable but also aware of their surroundings#and who hasn't thought of the more obvious answers here and hasn't stopped trying#and for lewin there are a lot of different meanings to smart#and right now he has just become entirely curious about the puzzle that is ryuuji#and ryuuji does something that will firmly cement the choice he's actively making in these panels#because lewin doesn't want another smart person around#not when he's chasing a lot of really smart and really fucked up people#no he wants something different#and the “I'm sorry” cements it for lewin#he stuck to his beliefs#was clever enough to figure out the right verses and versatile enough to go for the guns when that failed#and is humble and teachable and that's an important thing#someone who can apologize and not go against their beliefs and decency just because it would benefit them to do so is exactly what he needs
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I can't believe it's Sunday again already! We've got a new chapter of The Red Room for you all to enjoy. Please give @connor-sent-by-cyberlife some love for the wonderful render in this chapter (as well as all the hard work they've put in on all the renders thus far!!)
The Red Room (45158 words) by rking200 Chapters: 7/? Fandom: Detroit: Become Human (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Hank Anderson/Connor Characters: Hank Anderson, Connor (Detroit: Become Human), Original Chloe | RT600, Markus (Detroit: Become Human), Elijah Kamski Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Human, Stalking, Vomiting, Suicidal Thoughts, Top Hank Anderson, Bottom Connor (Detroit: Become Human), Connor is a Mess (Detroit: Become Human), Hank Anderson is Bad at Feelings, Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Missing Persons, Abduction, Manipulation, Death Threats, Mental Health Issues, Zlatko didn't do it, POV Alternating, Slow Burn, Sex at some point Summary: Connor Stern is a law school dropout who dreams of making it big in the music industry. He manages to get into a special apprenticeship program with the musical genius Elijah Kamski and, despite working two jobs and struggling to stay afloat, feels like his dream is finally within his grasp. When Hank Anderson stumbles into the lounge Connor performs at, The Red Room, he becomes entranced with him. As Hank falls in love with Connor's voice, he ends up entangled with conflicting emotions and delicate situations. Slowly, his nights are filled with Connor's songs and his closeness, even if he feels he doesn't deserve it. They reach several roadblocks along the way of getting closer, some more dangerous than others. A collaboration written alongside Connor-sent-by-Cyberlife for the Reverse Big Bang 2024, told with a POV alternating between Hank and Connor. Chapters added weekly.
#hankcon#dbhrbb2024#dbh fic#chapter update#i always write these posts ahead of time but for the last three chapters I've forgotten to write the tags#so instead of posting at midnight i've been frantically typing my thoughts out last minute like this#lol#lmao even#ANYWAY#thank you for your kind words and support thus far#we've still got quite a ways to go#i've written about 30k more words for you all to enjoy#and I'm still going#I have a vision for how many chapters it will be in the end#but I'm hesitant to fill it out just in case I want to add or remove one before we get to the end#but there is an end in sight I swear!! <3333#sorry for the lull in replies to comments on the fic#i have a lot going on rn but i do want to see your reactions! and hear your predictions!!!
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(🌀)- Honestly for any of the warriors you would like. I’m just interested if you have any thoughts for this headcanon question.
[ 🌀 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they have a recurring dream or nightmare ?
i think all the warriors definitely get nightmares after the events of canon, especially surrounding fox's death for those that were there.
swan gets them the most frequently just because she feels so much guilt and blame for that night and refuses to talk about it, so it comes out in her nightmares.
cleon wasn't with them so she gets nightmares about finding out her warriors didn't make it home. i think cleon was also the most affected by watching cyrus get shot and the immediate chaos in van cortland park.
once ajax gets home she has nightmares about prison and the park.
as funny as the "he bit me" lines are, i think cowgirl has nightmares about the others getting hurt at the bizzie's loft because she blames herself for putting them in that situation.
this one is in general and not tied to that night, but i think rembrandt spends so much time climbing and high up that she frequently gets dreams of missing a step or falling - you know like the ones that jerk you awake?
send me a character + hc prompt from this list
#sorry cochise and mercy i dont have specific dream thoughts for you guys rn#i like this question a lot though#andi lore drop but i major in cognitive neuroscience and i wrote a paper on dreams my freshman year and guys.#dreams are so interesting like we still don't really know how or why they work#and they're so difficult to study bc you mostly have to rely on first hand accounts which tend to be unreliable due to how little we#tend to remember about dreams and how outside of reality they can be#so most of what we know about dreams and their function is just theory#but humans find reasonings and purpose in dreams anyway and we've been doing that forever#like the way media and art can use dreams as plot devices is sooo interesting#and they've been used in different religions and ancient civilizations to convey different meanings too#anyways that was soo unrelated to warriors i am so sorry i just think dreams are cool#warriors musical#warriors album#warriors concept album#swan#cleon#ajax#cowgirl#rembrandt#andi speaks#andi answers
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why am i sick Again. why does this keep happening to me :(
#at first i thought it was just a migraine#because powerpoint night with the besties went for 6 hours last night dhgkskd and maybe i just hit too much screen time#but waking up this morning. hm#it was a migraine but not JUST a migraine. agonies#however i did talk about kon for like 45 minutes straight last night so that was fun :)#8 presentations in one night turns out to be a lot when none of you are capable of shutting the fuck up but we've learned sjdjgskjfkskd#rimi talks
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Can we have a second Tuesday this week because we spent most of this one basically unable to talk or text (barely capable of making any words) or do any hobbies (combination of: information/processing overload & wording incapability) and I want a refund.
#saltposting#Luckily we could at least do all of our Basic Needs & Hygiene tasks for the day on “no thoughts / brain empty”#because it was all housework / heavily scheduled and routine tasks so no thinking required & no need to be fast.#Managed the fatigue etc well enough to feel decent now and be able to manage some writing before dinner#(thank you jigsaw puzzles in app and the one (1) song we could loop for 4 hours for the keeping our Fun need bar from the red zone)#but that still involved giving up on people & most fun for today and. It'll work out because we have a lot of that scheduled for tomorrow#but that was not great due to the unplanned nature of this and also wanted to hang out with friends and partners today but couldn't *talk*#instead we got: brain fog on top of tasks. We could've pushed I suppose but that would've resulted in even worse fatigue tomorrow#and potentially just not managing laundry/housework/meals/shower (our to-do. Shower was already postponed from yesterday.) today#We've been overextending for weeks so I'm not too surprised this hits now that we have downtime#but it would have been nice if it didn't hit at all. If it had not been a thing.#Where's that one post? “I feel like I do about 25% of what a normal person does in a day and still it's too much.”#something to that effect#and if this is the result of doing normal person amount of things for just a few weeks while still taking breaks then well. :(#Sigh.
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looking at the 13 era books and audios like do we have to do everything our fucking selves around here
#at the same time. yes let me do everything my fucking self bc if they let real writers do it theyll get it wrong#they dont get them like we get them#but at the same time also. 3 books 6 years ago#helloooo#i want more 'sorry abt his outfit :/' dan yaz shenanigans pleaaaaseeeeeeee#we've got at least 10 months of yaz and 13 solo and at least 6 months of them with dan#all of which was Extremely Tense Times in super interesting and different ways#like come ON#big finish!!!!!!!!!!!!!#LET ME WRITE#i can do it i learnt audio drama from wolf 359 the only guys who ever did it right (hyperbole)#i can Use the Medium (probably)#and i have 3 years of experience of writing In Love And Fighting Instead Of Talking About It thasmin i can do ittttttttttttt#give me a couple of boxsets no idont have a cv i have a lot of Thoughts tho and thats enough im sure thats enough#i dont think mandip and jodie are hard to convince to record a couple of boxsets for us come onnnnn#let!!! me!!! write!!!!!!!! it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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This is!!! I don't know if i can say poetic but I'm!!!!! got so much thought about this scene alone!!!!
#like!!!#the fact that the SA-X!!!#the one terrifying thing that we've hide away/run away from in fear or fought#ends up being the one to save us???!:#and like i know it's not on purpose#SA-X is very much doing this because if they can keep Metroid species as a whole extinct they will go to any length to do it of course#so of course it's very much interested and all but just#!!!!!#AH FUCK I CANT ARTICULATE WELL BUT THERES SOMETHING SO INTERESTING ABOUT IT#SAMUS ORIGINAL ARMOR/MOST DIFFICULT ENNEMY WHO HAPPEN TO HAVE HER OWN FACE#ENDS UP BEING THE ONE SAVING HER FROM THE NEW LAST METROID#BUT ALSO LIKE#IT RATHER SACRIFICE ITSELF TO SAMUS AND L0OSE ALL ITS PROGRESS JUST TO FIGHT THE METROIDS#IM SORRY IM SCREAMING SO MUCH BUT IM#I GOT THOUGHTS#LOTS OF THOUGHTSD#ITS 1 AM HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO SLEEP NOW#Metroid Fusion#Mabu plays Metroid
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Hi friends, just a quick message about the Seb in The Apprentice situation. I've (understandably) been getting quite a few messages about it, most of them wondering why on earth Seb had to take this role, and also expressing concerns and hurt about the whole thing. I absolutely hear all of you, and really feel for those of you who are worried and upset. I am too, to some extent, but I know it's far worse for some of you who have been directly affected by this despicable man's actions and influence. I'm so sorry this is bringing back awful memories and emotions, and that it's tainting what should be your safe space and/or escape. That genuinely sucks, to put it mildly 😔
While I always try to make sure that this blog remains a positive and safe space as much as possible, this is something that I couldn't help but express my own concerns about as well. However, I have done that now, and I feel like for the moment, that's all the attention I want to devote to it. The more we talk about it, the more negativity it seems to garner, and that's doesn't feel beneficial to anything. So for the moment, I won't be replying to any more asks about this situation, at least not until we have more substantial information about the direction this movie is taking and what its goal is. I hope that's okay. Thank you for understanding, and I'm sending lots of love and hugs to everyone who needs it ❤️
#just for the record: knowing seb (which I don't but also I do a little bit from what we've learned about him over the years)#I have no doubt he put a LOT of thought into this decision#and while I don't think it's the right one I do have faith that he made it with good intentions#and that he believes that this is an important story to tell for some reason#I can't see it (yet) but maybe it'll become clearer in time#let's hope so#but i also understand if you're upset and want nothing to do with it#so if anyone wants to blacklist the 'the apprentice movie' tag then please be my guest#i totally understand#sebastian stan#the apprentice movie#minnie talks#minnie answers#sort of
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clover would blame it on the alcohol, if he could. that was the lie he would tell himself, despite knowing that his lack of inhibitions had nothing to do with the slight buzz he was sporting, and everything to do with james. it was unprofessional, and clover knew that. he was nothing if not a professional man, duty-bound and governed by order. but his relationship with james and grown increasingly less professional over the last few months. perhaps the alcohol was just enough of an excuse to make it work.
shuffling past those in attendance at this party, whose purpose clover could not remember now that his priorities were elsewhere, clover followed james out onto the secluded balcony he'd slunk off to.
"sir," clover spoke. too formal. "james... you know, you don't have to stay here if you don't want to. but i... am glad you came."
clover closed the distance between them, the balcony door swinging shut behind him. he reached up, grasping james by the chin. "this might be stepping way out of line, and i won't blame you for walking away, but i - i need to say this. i need to do this."
he closed the gap, pressing their lips together.
#caeloservare#m: clover.#i have a lot of thoughts about their relationship but mostly that the professionalism is entirely an act for appearances sake dfjdnm#i know we've chatted before but still!
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