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Happy belated TDOV!! help a disabled trans lesbian couple get some groceries!!
Hey yall, my partner and I are having a real rough time disability wise and we need to get some safe foods we know are easy to prep and eat while we're on the struggle bus
We need $75 for everything on our list!! This needs to be met ASAP, we haven't eaten since yesterday morning!!
$0/75
CA: $lezsalt or $sleepyhen
VM: wildwotko
Dm 4 PP
#sorry we are poor#ran an errand yesterday and my wife did a bunch of cleaning and we're both wiped#we're very tired and wife is going through a chronic illness flare uo
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can i just say, it still makes me feel a little crazy how astarion, come act 3, still can’t quite put a name to his relationship with his partner, but he WILL tell them he wants to keep them both safe.
he won’t say i love you just yet but he will say forever, for good.
#astarion's greatest desire being safety -> astarion telling his partner he wants to keep them safe too#the way this particular facet of his want is twisted into a desire to preserve them eternally through vampirism and compounded by#his own need for security from betrayal if he does ascend#the way 'it can't be forever' is very pointedly one of tav's options to break up with him post ritual as a spawn#and the shift in his language going from very fleeting and temporary to this very permanent thing despite his inability to name it#going from 'i'm all yours and you're all mine... until morning at least'#to 'i'm doing this for you too you know. to make sure we're both safe. forever. for good.'#like do you get me do you understand the gravity of a vampire dropping the f (forever) word#chef's kiss muah no notes#astarion ancunin#astarion#astarion bg3#bg3 astarion#i knowww he's still being a cheeky and slightly manipulative guy up to the actual ritual but come on
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Nico saying that Lewis gives his daughters boxes of presents every Christmas just got caught in my mind.
Imagine you were a mixed race boy born in Hertfordshire, different from everyone else around you. Bullied in school, being raised by your father to compete in a sport where money is very much of essence and you and your family do not have a lot of it. And then you meet this other boy who comes from the kind of life you dream to live one day. You're friends and fierce competitors. You find solace in each other. You visit Monaco for the first time with your friend, dreaming up the life you will have when you make it, when you beat out of the mould that the world thought it could capture you in.
And then you two grow through the ranks and you're at the pinnacle of your sport and you have what it takes to win and the world recognises that you can win. And you win. You win with your friend and fiercest competitor by your side fighting with you for those wins, and this fighting ruins something something that was valuable to both of you when you were still innocent and unsullied by life.
But despite everything that went into the doing and undoing of this relationship, you still realise that this person you once called a friend has a life and family beyond your bitter dynamic. He has children, and children need love and affection and good memories. And you're a better man now so you understand that. So you make sure the kids get gifts on Christmas. And you make sure of it every year. Afterall, if you met someone you loved deeply when you were both kids, wouldn't you feel a pang of nostalgia when they had kids. Wouldn't you try to extend the warmth that you couldn't find for your friend to his children. Afterall, whatever happens during childhood basically remains with you forever.
#and nico's perspective of the same is just#being bullied as a child and being profoundly lonely till you find this friend who is in many ways the yardstick for performance#and even when you go through all this rancidity and the love has almost evaporated down to bare bones politeness#you know there is something that remains deep down#and so he gets your kids Christmas gifts each year#both their childhoods were sites of pain and both of them found something with each other#and lewis honours that by being a positive presence in nico's childrens' lives#albeit from a distance#and of course we're no strangers to how much Nico loves his kids#you can bet if Lewis had kids Nico would do that same#sorry this caught in my heart a little#I knew he had been giving presents for a while and I always thought of that as very beautiful but seeing it on the tl made me remember#man#love haunts you in such peculiar ways forever#brocedes#lewis hamiton#nico rosberg#f1#formula 1
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Pac: You know Ramon, maybe one day you can start doing farms here? I would appreciate it! And I can pay you in chocolates and diamonds, you know?
Ramon: pay me by marrying my dad
Fit: No, hey– [Stammers] Ramon! Ramon!
Bagi: YES!!! Yes, Ramon, yes!
Pac: [Laughs] Nooo, Ramon! You got me- you got me right on the spot!. Dammit! Ok... I will consider! I will consider. [...] Let's make a deal: I will do that when you become a dragon. 😉
Ramon: 😑
Fit: [Laughs] Yeah, when you become a dragon, Ramon! That sounds good to me!
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Pac: Yeah, Ramon knows about Create. You know Ramon, maybe one day you can start doing farms here? I would appreciate it! And I can pay you in chocolates and diamonds, you know?
[Fit and Bagi laugh]
Fit: That's a good reward, yeah!
Bagi: Chocolate and diamonds!
Pac: Yeah [Laughs]
Ramon: pay me by marrying my dad
Fit: No, hey– [Stammers] Ramon! Ramon!
Pac: "Pay me by marrying my dad"? Oh– [Stammers] Ramon! Ramon! Ramon!
Bagi: YES!!! Yes, Ramon, yes!
Fit: [Fit uses his chainsaw to break the sign and accidentally hits Ramon] Oh, sorry– I was trying to break the sign, I'm sorry, Ramon.
Pac: Ramon! [He does the "falls to pieces" emote]
Fit: Baby steps, Ramon! Baby steps!
Pac: Baby st– Ramon, remember–
Bagi: Yes, Ramon, yes!
Pac: [Laughs] Nooo, Ramon! You got me- you got me right on the spot!
Fit: [Laughs]
Pac: I'm gon– props- props on you, you know? It was a good– yeah. Dammit! Ok... I will consider! I will consider.
Ramon: [Nods repeatedly]
Fit: Yeah, you can't rush these things Ramon, you know? Like, it's- it's– You know? I mean– plus, you know, w– we got our own things we're working through!
Pac: [Leaning into the mic] You can't rush on love.
Fit: Yeah, exactly! Like– yeah. You know? We're working on ourselves. Yeah.
Pac: Yeah.
Fit: [Weakly] Yeah...
Ramon: [Spins in a circle wildly]
Pac: Baby steps!
Fit: Baby steps, baby steps.
Pac: One day– ok, let's make a deal: I will do that when you become a dragon.
Ramon: [Stares at the ground, resigned]
[Pac and Fit both laugh]
Fit: Oh yeah– Yeah, when you become a dragon, Ramon! That sounds good to me!
Ramon: [Tosses a potion of swiftness on them]
Pac: Woooo! Baby steps no more– I'm just kidding.
Fit: [Laughs]
#Pactw#FitMC#QSMP#Hideduo#FitPac#Ramon#I almost wrote FitTW and PacMc... Lord...#January 19 2024#Timestamp ~3h 5m on Fit's stream and ~2h 57m on Pac's stream#I love how they both tease Ramon going ''Yeah when you become a dragon!'' pfttt#Two grown ass men bullying a child... you hate to see it /j#Yet another reason why none are the Eggs are dead or locked away or whatever#Not even Cucurucho could stop the force of nature that is Ramon trying to get his father to marry Pac#I personally think it's sweeter if they don't get married because you don't NEED to get married for your relationship to ''count''#and it isn't any less valid#But I know that's a minority opinion in the fandom haha#I'm also against it because both Fit and Pac have separately said they don't ever see their characters getting married#But that's just my two cents! It's funny regardless#I also think Fit's comment of ''We're working on ourselves'' is really good too#Sometimes people do gotta work on themselves before they can be in committed relationships#Anyways I love how Fit stammered through an entire paragraph saying absolutely nothing and went ''You know?''
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i think the structural nature of doctor who makes it so i cannot relate to people who are consistently obsessed with it nor can i relate to people who are exclusively casual fans the entire time. Doctor Who is one of the ultimate pieces of media that's like BUILT for having it consume your every thought for like two years and then you forget about it for a decade. And then it comes back around. But that might just be the perspective of someone who like comic book characters lol
#doctor who#idk man there was SEVERAL years where i was like. damn i don't really get why i was SO into doccy whomst#like i had been watching it i've watched almost all of new who#(except the last of jodie's run I've only seen through the flux specials whoops)#but i wasn't like. Invested. it wasn't making an impact.#but then i fuckin watch go season 1#and i was like oh fuck i really like david tennant that's right#and then i rewatched donna's (aka the best) season#and i was like OH RIGHT. I LOVE DOCTOR WHO BECAUSE SOMETIMES IT FUCKIN BAAAANNGGGSSS#and now we're here. congrats to both 2019 and 2008 me <3
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY ANTI-CHRIST TWINS YOU BOTH DESERVED THE WORLD
#blue exorcist#ao no exorcist#aoex#aoex fanart#fanart#manga#anime#digital art#blue exorcist fanart#we're going through it#both the anime and manga#so my boys deserve a bit of smiling and happiness#my art
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So I've been thinking, Sonic and Tails 'fight or flight' instincts switch as they get older.
Let me elaborate.
So growing up Sonic was pure fight instinct when he was younger. Just head first into any fight and he's not backing down for nothing, he's gonna find a way to win that fight no matter what.
But as he gets older he's got Tails to look after and all their other friends that follow him into danger. So now he's more willing to take an L, pull back, regroup and think of a plan in, relative, safety. So he's still not backing down from the over all fight but he develops a flight instinct and does run away when things get too bad in that moment. (basically 'lose the battle when the war' mindset is something he develops over the years aka flight)
Tails meanwhile is the complete opposite. Tails grew up on his own only learning how to run away and hide from those who wanted to hurt him. Then he met Sonic.
Sonic not only helped protect Tails and had his back, but Tails grew up watching Sonic only have a fight instict. And little kids love to imitate anyone older than them and we've seen Tails do this before.
So Tails is just pure fight instict as he gets older, which has Sonic having some regrets™ on how he raised Tails.
Essentially what I'm saying with this whole post is as they get older Sonic is the one that has to hold back Tails from fights.
#sonic the hedgehog#miles tails prower#tails the fox#they're brothers your honor#listen i just love the idea of sonic being the more sensible one as they get older#and tails gets to go through his feral gremlin fight phase#to which sonic is just on the sidelines head in hands mentally kicking his younger self cause#'oh fuck i had a big hand in making my little brother act like this'#Sonic's just like “okay I beat you and we're both injured but both can still walk away from the fight”#Tails meanwhile is just “this fight isn't over till someone is in a coma in the ICU and it' ain't gonna be me”
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Hey puff! So you said Hades is a "mess who hasn't spilled over" and there are definitely some warning signs even now - Artemis' dislike, the ominous grin in the last chapter does not bode well for Alex, him treating Minthe pretty badly and dismissively, being open about his attraction to Kore while acknowledging Minthe, eating Dio to shut him up and laughing about it (No Kronos flashbacks, Hades??) Of course he did a lot of this in LO too but that was framed as a good thing and you seem more self aware than that.
My question is are he and Kore still endgame with his bad traits? Or is Kore just hiding a much darker, more selfish side who would like all this?
Hades and Kore are both very, VERY complicated people with complicated backstories that involve both the good and the bad. They're both victims of circumstance as well as their own wrongdoings (even the ones that were well-intentioned, they're both walking the road to hell wink wink), they're both holding on to some pretty dark shit and we're going to be exploring plenty of both sides along the way. I'm obviously trying not to spoil anything, but I will say that Hades and Persephone are not going to have a cut-and-dry 'fairy tale romance' like what was attempted in LO, Rekindled is attempting to be a more faithful retelling of the original Hymn to Demeter after all (or at least its original themes and messaging). They're both incredibly damaged people with a lot of tightly-sealed baggage that DESPERATELY needs to be unpacked and we all know what happens to relationships built on those types of foundations ;0 So that's all ima say on that ~
As for the irony of Hades 'eating' Dionysus, hurt people hurt people. Though I wouldn't worry about Dionysus, he just projects his consciousness into berries, he's alive and well ;) As for Hades... let's just say you shouldn't eat berries possessed by the god of madness, guy is gonna have a harsh comedown LOL
#i'd be lying if i said i wasn't worried about how people are gonna react to their respective backstories once it comes time to tackle them#when i say dark shit i MEAN dark shit#i'm really excited to tackle both characters but it's also very nerve-wracking and challenging because i want to make the messaging clear#fair warning ahead of time tho-#it's gonna be FULL of content warnings#i really don't fuck around when it comes to character writing and tragic backstories LOL#i am NOT afraid to go for the gut-punching stuff#so yeah buckle up#we're gonna get through this together#ask me anything#ama#anon ama#anon ask me anything#lore rekindled#lore rekindled ama
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all the ashes in my wake・゜✭
CHAPTER ONE. ☆ dream x fem!reader (original character) ☆ when a vampire unwittingly bites the dream lord in her sleep, she gets roped into helping him investigate why dreams are mysteriously dying/disappearing. what starts as a reluctant partnership turns into something more as they chase night hags around faerûn to save both the dreaming and the waking world. OR: a sleep-deprived vampire just wanted a nap and inherited dream's problems instead. ☆ warnings: blood, mild horror ☆ note: nine chapters planned. third pov. ratings will 100% go up. and yes i poured my thirst for astarion into this oc don't @ me. ☆ comments, kudos, likes and reblogs are loved ❤
☆ snippet (read the full chapter on AO3):
The dream in his arms flickers, gossamer-thin as it struggles to breathe — as much as a dream can. This shouldn’t be happening. Dreams don’t fucking die, and Morpheus presses his knuckles against its emaciated cheek, swallowing past the lump in his throat. Around them, grass and leaves rustle mournful. “Have I displeased you, my lord?” it asks, somewhere between a rasp and a whimper, and Morpheus shakes his head, the knot between his brows stunned and crestfallen. But it’s not entirely uncalled for. Gault comes to mind — among other things — and briefly he closes his eyes, red-brimmed. “This is not my doing,” he tries to reassure — to soothe a guilty conscience from past errancies, maybe — but it doesn’t matter. The dream fades, regardless of the forces behind the uncanny circumstances, of his own strength and essence poured into its weary soul. “You have served well, and you will serve again.”
He’s never felt so uncertain before, so… disquieted, watching his realm and its folks and its guests succumb to an unknown sickness. And he’s utterly powerless to help them. The dream shudders one last time, its body mirroring the stars above, pinpricks of light winking out one by one like dying fireflies. A dream, gone. Against his will. And it dies smiling, so quick to trust him, to heed his promise and believe. There was a time when he lamented the lack of faith of his subjects. As if he would abandon them. As if it were in his nature, to forfeit his responsibilities. As if he had no heart. That smile should comfort, and cheer, and embolden. Instead it only manages to perturb him. “Something’s wrong, boss,” Matthew announces the obvious, a new frailty in his voice that itches on Morpheus’ cheek; he wipes it off. “Dreams aren’t supposed to die.” “No,” he agrees quietly, sounding so weary all of a sudden. “They are not.”
READ THE FIRST CHAPTER ON AO3.
#the sandman#dream of the endless#morpheus x reader#morpheus x oc#it's not a crossover per se but we're absolutely exploring faerûn#i was obsessed with both bg3 and dream when i started this fic so that's the result#now i'm just left thirsting for dream & tom sturridge and i'm going to live my best life through this oc#who is also nameless for the time being because of reasons#it's literally my first fic in like five years#pls be gentle i bruise easily
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sometimes the best soul-ties are a teenage girl in love with her toxic bff and an older man in love with his retired co-worker
#I NEEED EVERYONE TO SEE THE VISION NOWWWWWW#this might be niche cos idk how many people watch both yellowjackets in severance but to those who do RIPPP to us next week#we're gonna be going through it back to back#jackieshauna#irving x burt#jackie taylor#shauna shipman#Shauna x Jackie#Jackie x shauna#burt x irving#severance#yellowjackets#wlw#mlm#my gifs#my edits
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Many others have pointed out the similarities between the tunnel and the church scene but I wanted to put some portions side by side. You can see Louis preemptively offering the question ("ask me for it") and going straight to inviting Armand in. And then Armand having to ask a question (though not one of true permission, we see earlier in the episode he can come and go as he pleases) and Louis leveling him with ofc. "Are you gonna kill me?" Which Armand doesn't answer, simply follows him into his apartment.
Both scenes also have Lestat and Armand revealing some level of vulnerability to Louis before his acceptance of his impending "death" (obv Armand does not kill Louis here, but I think this can easily be read as a threshold being passed in many aspects, fates being sealed (Claudia's especially.) etc. Which I would argue are deaths in motion). While it's Armand's reveal of his former relationship with Lestat and that he's been hurt in the past that's right before him and Louis kissing I think his question of those with the most power being often the weakest that's a better parallel here. Combined with how Armand recounted Lestat's destruction of his coven we have a lot of building up to "I could not prevent it" levels here, and more context for how power functions between Louis and Armand in Dubai.
#louis#armand#loumand#lestat#vampterview#meta#2.3#there's also a ton to be said about how Louis reacts to the threat of being killed and his suicidality#and also how leading up to both scenes Louis either believes he is going through a psychotic episode (tho lestat is literally in his head)#or literally had one earlier. I want more eps to come in especially that table scene but I think we're gearing up for some more parallels#between Paul and Claudia as well. If only comparing what it means to be a younger sibling of Louis vs his daughter#iwtv spoilers
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something that makes me sad is when people tell me the healthy communication in my writing is "unrealistic."
like guys this is how me and my partner talk with eachother... I'm writing from personal experience...
#like it's sad both on the front of 'dehumanizing my real life'#but also on the front of 'you deserve to have healthy communication in your life'#like if you think this is unrealistic it means more than likely you havent experienced someone being patient and understanding with you#and that makes me very very sad#I'm sorry#also it's just rude to tell me my writing is unrealistic LOL like hey#real people talk all kinds of ways. shut up#I've been told it's also in part cause they always understand their own feelings when theyre talking#but I'm like...#theyre like mid 30-early 40 and theyre immortal and theyre going through a lot of shit#I feel like theyve thought about it a lot#also the comic takes place over the course of a year so far#we're seeing the big moments and the fun mysteries#so#its about grown men who love eachother#sorry that they think about what they want to say before they say it#also as if adam isnt constantly wrong and steve isnt constantly pushing shit down#he's only JUST RECENTLY starting to share his emotions as they come up#instead of pretending theyre not there and letting things boil over#I think people just THINK theyre communicating way too clearly because their partner#who loves them#is listening and responding with kindness#like..#idk I have a lot of thoughts about this#would LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE for this to spark a discussion#and especially for it to cause people to reread a little more critically#and perhaps even introspect on their own ideas of communication standards#I've been with my partner for 10 years. this is how we talk to eachother
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it's an actual crime that Michelle and Ted Kord never interacted in canon
#ted knows of her but he dies before she comes back#and michelle obviously has to sit through booster crying over ted#michelle is the ghost that haunts booster when ted is alive it's part of why he goes only by booster#ted is the ghost that haunts booster when michelle comes back#they both died but they didn't#and like... you could have a moment when ted is like damn tall hot blonde i'm going to shoot my shot#and booster and michelle look at each other and are like... we're twins this is kinda gay#there's potential here dc hear me out#booster gold#ted kord#blue beetle#michelle carter#boostle
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see something say something ch 12 progress report: 8k
#progress report#uhg#finishing this tomorrow i guess#i wanted to get through both dead in the water and phantom traveler and we're barely getting through dead in the water#after this we're going to stop going straight and start treating the canon timeline like an accordian#home is happening before skin#there's no rules no one can stop me
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I am alone on this barren earth (Jason Todd liker and Mia Dearden liker who honestly thinks issues 69-72 of the 2001 Green Arrow run are fun and good and would really like to talk about them beyond "Jason Todd was ooc and irredeemable there because he was trauma-dumping on Mia but also everything he said was fake and made up and he was manipulating her to become his sidekick and he blew up her school in retaliation because she didn't so really we should ignore the whole comic as bad writing /or agree he should just be read as an sadistic sidekick killer" (None of which is true and over half of which is directly stated to be false in the comic's text) but all people ever have to say about the comic is weird wrong takes about the three pages in which the gym fight happens ripped out of the very interesting and fun surrounding context)
#i truly do wonder why we're always going the least interesting route interpretation-wise even when it directly contradicts canon#why have complex characters making complex points through off methods when we can have boring ones clearly labeled as good and evil#maybe if i wanted to talk about this i should have been alive in 2001 but like. we still talk about it today we just don't say anything fun#maybe. just maybe. there's a reason the panels go directly from jason letting go of mia and stepping back#to mia escaping and going “i escaped”#“unless ofc he let me go”#that is not jason making an attempt on her life (because this didn't happen we see him let go)#mia wasn't even his secondary goal he just took her to make a completely unrelated point and decided to have a convo while he was at it#jason having the capability to end it but letting mia go vs joker pretending to give jason an out and taking it away (locked door)#except in both jason ends up staying in the building#i know we don't like n52 rhato but the roy jason discussion in the Bruce-Ollie convo make me think they could have been done well#but that's not my point#i just feel like some of you guys are too quick to take an interesting comic and toss it out because one thing happens that you dont like#kinda throwing the baby out with the bathwater#i wish we saw more of mia dealing with the repercussions of their convo i want to know more of what she was thinking#green arrow 2001#jason todd#this isn't mainly about mia's character so i'm not gonna block her tag up with this
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bitts you GOTTA say more about forcefemming your ex, what????
idk she was out as non binary when we were together and was super obviously sad about not being more feminine, so I just... encouraged her... showed her how to do makeup... let her wear my skirts.... started calling her a good girl in bed
like if she had actually been uncomfortable with any of it I would've stopped, obviously, but she just needed someone to push her a little bit. and now she's out as a woman to her whole family and everything
#bitts answers#I uh. was also her first Dom and we got to learn what a huge masochist she is together#very fun times#we broke up bc we were both deeply unstable in opposite directions and she was going to school on the other side of the country soon anyway#but we reconnected this summer and I've been coaching her new boyfriend through domming her!#...and also I think we're gonna fuck when she's back for winter break (with the blessing of her bf obv)
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