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231220 ♡ wednesday, winter break! goals for the day 🌙
send in scholarship vouchers
write a journal entry
work on january setlist w brother
more notion setup for next semester
tidy room & closet
vg enemy design sketch x2
deep clean desk!!!!!?
read up to ch30 — killbox (sirantha jax)
write more chapter outlines for original dystopia
start on secret santa fic or sumeru longfic
print new (chopin? jazz? bossa nova? ost?) sheet music to sightread on piano
finish transcribing "bring her back" by dpr in musescore 4
rb this post at the end of the day for an update :)
#very chill day not a lot that needs to be done#lots of things i Could do though#and most of them i want to#we'll see where today goes#june enlightenment
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More official/proper ref of my Metalocalypse s/i 💖🫶💖🫶💖 I needed another milf for the books, I'm obsessed with it guys!
Like I said before she's the manager for @hotrodharts and @1980ssunflower and does a kickass job of it! She's meant to be something of a parallel to Charles whom she has THICK sexual tension with and possibly a mysterious past history with? :0 oooooo~ either way she's very fond of the boys, especially Toki, and in my dreams they see the both of them as parental figures 😊
EDIT: original meme by @tarraerae on Twitter 🫶
Flat colors!
Taglist ♡: @crushes-georg @changeling-selfship @me-myself-and-my-fos @tiny-cloud-of-flowers @sunstar-of-the-north @dearly-beeloved @adoredbyalatus @squips-ship @cherry-bomb-ships
#artfarts#self insert#self ship#self insert x canon#oc x canon#metalocalypse#charles offdensen#🍞 my bread and butter 🍞#SO JUST FINISHED SEASON 3 TODAY TOO 😭😭😭😭💖💖💖💖#GODDD IT WAS SO GOOD#the songs were all great and so were the character focused episodes!!#AND UGH THE FINALE THEY REALLY DO LOOK AT CHARLES LIKE A MOM#the way they were wanting to hang out with him 🥺 and the applogy AND THE TOKI HUG!!!!#FUCK#HOW DID IT GET THIS BAD THIS FAST THREE DAYS!!! ITS BEEN THREE DAYS!!#i dont think ive ever f/od a character FASTER#i guess we'll see where it goes in the end but godd#hes my fucking WIFE 🥺🥺#and ssshh ignore the fact that shes sitting on nothing#we aint gotta talk about it
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say hi to me i don't know, i just remembered being so much brighter, i guess
cigarette ash like wildfire burning holes in the nighttime open scars feel like barbed wire white lies flying high like a ceasefire dropping flags on the shoreline this is as far as i can feel right 'cause what you don't know can haunt you
and all we ever wanted was sunlight and honesty highlights to want to repeat let's get away from here and live like the movies do i won't mind when it's over at least i didn't think for a while
don't drag it out living like that doesn't mean a thing
so let's, make a great escape and i'll be waiting outside for the getaway it doesn't matter who we are we'll keep running through the dark and all we'll ever need is another day we can slow down 'cause tomorrow is a mile away and live like shooting stars 'cause happy endings hardest to fake
and i wanna let you know i wanna let you go but i just can't bring myself to speak but this is how it goes the end credits, they roll this bridge was built over kerosene but we can watch it and all i ever wanted was sunlight and honesty highlights to want to repeat let's get away from here and live like the movies do i won't mind when it's over at least i didn't think
so let's run, make a great escape and i'll be waiting outside for the getaway it doesn't matter who we are we'll keep running through the dark and all we'll ever need is another day we can slow down 'cause tomorrow is a mile away and live like shooting stars you can wish away forever but you'll never find a thing like today
#miraculous ladybug#felix fathom#marinette dupain cheng#felix graham de vanily#🌃#ml amv#felinette felinette felinette FELINETTE#i'm shrimping so hard i'm gromping i'm making absolute tempura#yes the 2 am coco pops félix post was made while i was finishing this yes i am constantly experiencing inconsolable félix feelings#félings even. GOD GOD GOD okay listen#i could do a line by line analysis of this song and how i made the amv i have too many thoughts to put in the tags i am exploding#but in summary REPRESENTATION. REPRESENTATION. EMOTION. REPRESENTATION. EMOTION. REPLIQUE. FUCK ME#félix's trauma an open scar leading her to the art room as far as both of them will go to feel right#ALL HE EVER WANTED WAS TO KEEP ADRIEN AND THEN MARINETTE SAFE#it doesn't matter who we are we'll keep running through the dark huAHUAHHGAG I MTHRWOING UP it's how he doesn't care what she thinks of him#how she sees him whether she hates him he's Chosen her as someone to protect and he will DO IT he will TAKE HER WHEN HE RUNS#i don't care if you beat me i know i have this under control and i'm protecting you and everything is going to be okay EXPLOIDNGNIG#tomorrow is a mile away tomorrow where i find out who you are tomorrow where we have to come apart#this is how it GOES you're the hero i'm the villain adrien is the lover i'm the monster i'm the cousin#marinette and félix and Knowing each other is so#THEY DESERVE SO MANY OTHER DAYS THEY DESERVE TO SLOW DOWN AND BE WITH EACH OTHER AND NOT HAVE TOMORROW PULL EVERYTHING AWAY AND UAHAUHGAUGH#i'm not well about them. félix and freedom and escape#ALSO i have so many feelings about félix cherishing the people he wants to save so much he was willing to do the same thing that led to#his own trauma and use the peacock miraculous TWICE. ARE YOU KIDDING ME ARE YOU KIDDING ME#you can read it differently but right now come with me ARE YOU KIDDING ME#also ALSO i often think about how felinette standing in front of réplique is a reference to pv felinette#and me placing that directly before the wish is a nod to how the pv was rewritten into canon miraculous. a meta wish... felinette remains#but also in universe you can wish away the world that once was and you'll still never find another thing quite like félix#and who you were and could have been to each other today... cherish him marinette... please cherish him for me#i hit tag limit on this essay so i'm not tagging the episodes i used in the amv but i used all eight félix episodes as always
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Applying at one place for a VERY different branch of archaeology for my Master's to what I'm doing my undergrad dissertation on. It's like hello Professors Materials Science it's me, "Qualitative Analysis Georg," and my primary referee, "Guy Who Is Kind Of Weird and Niche Even For Postprocessualists"
#uni adventures#anyway i set up all my online applications (3) today#two at one place and one at my current institution#all doing pretty different things#we'll see where this goes#one place wants written work samples so i've sorted that out as well#now i have to actually write the statements of interest
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Body update: it turns out that after about a year (ish) of trying to eat more healthily and avoiding fast food, my body cannot handle some of the meals I used to enjoy anymore
I had a burger last week at DND and was sick, and I thought it was bc the burger particularly greasy, but then when I ordered from my usual place today (less horrendously greasy but still, you know, a fast food burger) I actually kinda stopped enjoying it three bites in and had to put in some effort to finish it x)
Oh well
#Matt has a life#Shit from home#In other news: couldn't do 2x20mn of walking yesterday cause I had to drive to the post office#and driving a motobike is demanding on the knees#but I did one turn today and everything seems fine#gonna do another set later and see how it goes#and if we can keep that up until next week I'll try and see if we can up it to 1x30mn and 1x20mn#The goal being to be able to walk for at least 40mn at a time before I try going to the gym again#at which point I'll use the running machines to try and walk on a gradually increasing incline#... at this point it might actually be a good idea to see a physio#but I don't like the one I visited before -_-#Edit: other posotive effect of better food and regular exercise: I lost about 4kg since dec. 2022 and am now back around 95#which is much more comfortable for me than where I was before#would I complain about going down to 90kg? no#but I'm 34 and planning on having a baby soon so that doesn't sound likely#especially bc like#diets are a myth#and if my body's ideal weight were 100kg that's where I'd be regardless of diet#so we'll see how that goes#I'm fine with where I'm at rn
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So the funny thing about my veilguard game is that I'm almost definitely overleveled. I just went and fought the blighted dragons in the wetlands, and... eh. Before this id already fought and killed the revenant dragon in the crossroads, which was a bit of a challenge. I even needed to use 2 potions for it. But I still killed it no problem. The wetlands blighted dragons were pretty easy in comparison.... though I Will say, fighting *two* dragons at once was a fun, unexpected surprise. Kept me on my toes a bit!! I still didn't need to use any of my potions, though
#speculation nation#fanny plays dav#datv spoilers/#i have 5 potion slots but ive got a fuckin freakishly high defense#for a rogue especially. like 435 or smth?? i forget exactly what it is but definitely over 400#i already killed the demon-possessed dragon in the crypts. so i got the 200 defense armor#plus a +30 defense enchantment. plus a really good helmet. plus a +10% defense enchantment.#PLUS that one defense ring fully maxed out so it's giving me another +30 defense and i think another +10%??#plus protecting me from taking more than a quarter of my health in a single hit.#so i may be a melee rogue with questionable dodging skills who never fuckin parries. but im a fuckin Tank of a rogue.#and ive got that pilfer skill still that i tend to default to before using potions. or have a mage heal me.#so i rarely need to use potions. still like keeping the extra slots there tho. just in case.#im also still using the toothpick dagger. a bleeding build. got that ring thing that adds to it too.#and my other sword is the super beefed up necrotic sword. bc i love it. and im a necrotic build too.#so im just throwing around necrosis and bleeding like it's nobody's business.#my ability damage isnt the best since that's the downside of that armor. but i ALSO have that talisman from mythal#that does extra damage for low health enemies (counting any average enemy as low health) so like. im still wrecking shop.#i also suck ass a little bit so i'll be out there getting knocked on my ass in really embarrassing ways.#but it's ok i have a wonderfully high defense. i can survive Anything.#very effective build. i jab them with my swords a few times. make sure i dont die. and then enemies just have a habit of dying on their own#(since both necrosis and bleeding are damage over time. and i can do up to like. 11 bleeding slots i think. they bleed a LOT)#though it might even be TOO effective... nice to have a surety in my abilities but im also like#things have a habit of dying so quickly when i fight them... :( no i wont lessen the effectiveness of my build tho fuck that#im just looking forward to my next game where i play a mage. probably still gonna be pretty melee. but we'll see how that goes.#i also maybe wanna play a grey warden too. and romance davrin. for the funsies...#but for now. the most badass short little elf taking heavy fucking hits as they jab enemies with this tiny lil dagger#and then suddenly the enemies are dead! imagine that lol#tho it does create a bit of a challenge if things are resistant to necrotic or immune to bleeding.#like i fought that Zara lady today and realized it was taking a lot longer than normal bc my bleeding wasnt Working on her#which makes sense. given the blood mage thing. oh well i still got her >:]
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wrote 3k words today bc the internet was out. some of it was html formatting though
#libra.txt#i'll still take it. i'll run it through ao3's preview tomorrow to make sure i formatted it right#but omg i wrote today!!#i'm so rusty re: writing.....#oh but finally got libreoffice to work so i'll try n transfer stuff out of gdocs and see how that goes#is thsi the return of breaking the chain??? le gasp#< person who wrote 2500 words of hs fic#i wanted to work on btc but it's all in gdocs so :/ couldn't open it to refresh my memory#i have an au of this fic brewing and while there's probably only 2k in docs i have like 7k? maybe?#of a diff au but. idk! we'll see where it goes!#maybe watching cc's future connected will kickstart some btc stuff. i miss it#but yeah..... wrote nearly 2k words of a solrezi scene i've been kicking around... might work into a larger fic...#working on formatting pesterlogs.......#it's all coming together >:]
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might try doing makeup tomorrow to see how close i can get to bartender randy
#i got my hair cut today too so if it works i'll post it here#unfortunately i dont have my tiny slutty black jeans with the holes in the knees so we'll see where that goes
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mfw i ask maestro if he needs me at rehearsal on tuesday and he responds by telling me i'm wonderful, i'm always watching and listening, play better than a principal, etc
#sasha speaks#oboeposting#like. thank you maestro However this does not answer my question LOL?#for more context ive been only attending thurs rehearsals this term and missing tues for the sake of my workload and sanity#which Has been very good for me i think. and my playing has not suffered (though we'll see how proko 1 goes next month lol)#but next week is concert week#regular rehearsals on tues and thurs plus a dress on fri. was already planning on attending thurs and fri but wanted to ask abt tues#maestro does want me there but i can make time for it. i don't need to stay past the beethoven anyway he said it's fine#but anyway the principal oboe was out again today and of course has his part with him#so we were without oboe 1 tonight. and without the prominent oboe 1 solos. in beethoven 7...#i played cues where i had them. and a few places where i didn't but had the part more or less under my fingers already haha#i just like to play those melodies and i think it's more useful for the whole ensemble to hear those prominent parts in reh#but i think maestro was especially pleased. i mean he didn't ask me to do that but i did anyway. and without the part#but whatever i'm just happy to play.
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Things they don't tell you about playing 1-4 according to the actual dates:
I have been playing Ace Attorney for four hours and I'm still not done with the 26th despite it being well into the early hours of the 27th already
#WPPW#WPVG#Technically that would be both myself and smol playing - she joined me <3 Yay#And we are Very Tired lol#It's past her usual bedtime hours and I have opted to take All The Voices so my voice is just a Little on the tired side lol#I got to the bit where Larry cries after Missile eats all his wares and my voice legit cracked like I'd been crying lol#To be fair - we have been cry-laughing at times haha ♪#Gods I still love this game and this case ♥ It's so good#I wish it wasn't quite so killer but I did by definition bring this on myself lol it is entirely self-inflicted#Who would have thought reading effectively two chapters of a visual novel back to back would take so long#But other than that's it's fun!#We're gonna be wrapping up soon :) Both today's and the case in just another few days haha#And then I'll be handing off 1-5 for her to experience#Which uh. If anyone was here for the last time I played - well we'll see how it goes lol#Who knows maybe she'll convince me lol#I'm not exactly holding my breath but I will admit defeat if she makes a good case! Lol#S'fun :) I'm having fun#PWAA
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I'm finally attempting to learn some Spanish, via duolingo, and dude. I thought I got tongue tied and slipped into accents when I spoke English. sheesh, this past lesson I was talkin things out loud and so many things sounded like a French or Italian accent when I said them 😅😭
also if there are other free apps better than Duolingo lemme know!
#nat talks#i took like 3-5ish years of french from highschool to college#tho college was more review than anything?#and while french had a hand in introducing me to good friends i have today#i regret not taking spanish instead cause ive been in a good handful of situations where it#wouldve been great for me to speak spanish and so attwmpting to remedy that#we'll see how it goes#I've never been great at discipline needed to learn a language 😩#im gonna try and look at some of the beginner conversation and language tiktok accounts too#i already have a bunch of korean japanese and mandarin ones that pop up#im kinda wanting to start one of them too but feel like itd make it harder trynna learn two#at once
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It's Women in Science day. Go Princesses Bubblegum & Twilight Sparkle!!! I was thinking about drawing something for the occasion but unfortunately I'm rlly sick. When I get to feeling better enough(or once we're settled again, wherever we're moving to next) I'll be working on plenty of drawings though.
#update#idk#feeling weird. can't draw too sore. can still type & for some reason I've been feeling like writing today.#we'll see where that goes. i have less energy for character pieces & more for freewriting. hm
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js but like, your muse should adopt byan as their problematic, annoying younger sibling
#my ultimate goal is to have everyone eventually adopt byan in some way#...okay I'm kidding I also want byan to be ur muse's enemy. or protege. or a general occasional annoyance in their life.#where was I going with this??#uhhh. I'm gonna maybe attempt some writing at some point today I think? starting with those scar asks 👀#got some tasty prompts in my inbox for that heheheh#might cut my own hair first bc I'm feeling slightly chaotic & self destructive ✌️#we'll see how the day goes lmao#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ OOC ⋮ DON’T @ ME.
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I enjoy teaching but some of the interactions with students/parents are so Bob_sponge_sillent_hill_hall.jpg
#'yeah i was in the er yesterday. also i think i vomited blood today and I'm having issues breathing but i didn't tell my parents' uuuuuh#and the parents beeing like 'well he's like a grandma always getting sick and complaining 😂' mh.#i know we're not close enough to talk about health in personal terms but bro#reminds me of these other parents whose 7yo still can't write being like#'oh well the school isn't doing anything ans they told us about it last yeat but we'll see where it goes#shes probs just being lazy lol' uuuuuuuuuuh what#olaya speaks
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FFXIV Write 2023 Day 4 - Off the Hook
Infiltrate. Place the item. Disappear. Sanda repeated the mantra to herself as she slipped deep inside the great stone building. It usually helped calm her. Usually. But this was no ordinary mission, and the stakes were… frankly much lower than usual, but she had her pride to consider.
The voices from the foyer were growing dimmer, Stalwart and Y’shtola doing an admirable job of keeping their quarry tied down. It had been quite a surprise when the elusive sorceress had so readily offered her assistance, but according to Y’sthola it was enough of a personal matter for her to directly intervene. Which apparently meant taking one look at Stalwart’s plan, declaring it wouldn’t work and coming up with one of her own.
A few quick turns and the voices blurred into a meaningless murmur. Sanda was getting close now, thankfully undetected so far. But she was certain the target’s room would have its own defences. Sanda slowed her breathing as she crept closer, pressing her ear against the door just in case. No voices. No voices. No guards.
It was a simple enough matter to pick the lock and let herself in, slowly and carefully to avoid tripping anything. Sure enough, a razor-thin wire ran across the foot of the door-frame, likely linked to some unseen alarm. Or worse. Her target was the vindictive sort, after all. Sanda took a moment to get her bearings before moving further. The room was sparsely decorated. A threadbare rug just beyond the doorway. A few books scattered on a well-worn desk. A rack holding a gunblade and a pouch of ammunition to its side. A messily unmade bed and a tattered looking wardrobe. No other obvious traps, though. Simple enough to step over the wire, and…
Sanda froze. The rug. Hidden just barely within sight was a pressure plate, carefully disguised to look the same as the wood floor around it. Slowly, very slowly, Sanda put her foot directly beside the plate, followed just as slowly by the other. She’d have to thank Karasu for his… unorthodox training in the ways of trap detection later. Though given his particular nature, he might simply take it as a challenge to “reinforce” her learning.
Still, the prize was in sight. A tiny glass vial containing a measure of perfume. Not something she’d have expected from her target, but there was a special occasion coming up in the evening. With practised care and grace Sanda slipped the vial into her pouch and replaced it with an identical-looking version. Easy enough. Now she just had to-
Voices down the hall. Stalwart and Y’shtola, joined now by Alisaie. Trying to stall the target for as long as possible. Failing. No windows and only one door. Sanda was trapped. Only one thing for it then. Sanda dove for the wardrobe, swiftly opening the door and shutting it again behind her. Her small form gave her just enough room to hide inside it, though the clothes did not take kindly to being forced to accommodate her. A slim crack of light provided just enough of a glimpse into the room beyond as the door was flung open and Fareena Hagen stalked inside with a huff.
The viera cared nothing for the wire, smashing it with casual indifference and putting her foot directly on the pressure plate beyond it. As expected a thin wail began to sound, but Fareena made a frustrated gesture and it quickly dimmed to nothing. Sanda made a mental note of the gesture, just in case. Fareena quickly crossed the room to her bed, flopping down on top of it with a disgruntled noise. This could become a problem. If she meant to stay then Sanda could be in for an uncomfortable wait. Worse yet, she may decide on a change of clothes from her dusty travelling gear. Sanda was confident in her stealth, but not that confident.
Sure enough, Fareena spent several frustratingly long minutes doing nothing but staring at the ceiling of her room, apparently lost in thought. Then, quick as lightning she was on her feet again, suddenly full of energy. Crossing the distance to her wardrobe. Grasping the handles with intent. Sanda’s breath caught in her throat, tensing for the inevitable-
A knock at the door caught them both off-guard. Fareena paused for a moment, looking down at her clothes, then shrugged and went to answer the door. Thancred. Inviting himself in, making light conversation, offering a chance to catch up before the big night. Casting a subtle, knowing glance towards the wardrobe. Bastard. Fareena seemed pleased enough though, and soon enough the pair were out the door again.
Sanda waited for several more minutes, then shakily emerged. Too close. And she’d owe Thancred for that later, which always put a damper on things. How that damned rogue of all people could so easily notice her was the most irksome… Sanda forced a frustrated breath through her teeth. Focus. Get out first, worry about Thancred later. Taking care she didn’t need to take, Sanda slipped out of Fareena’s private room in the Rising Stones and made her way back to the foyer.
Stalwart and Alisaie were waiting for her, trying and failing not to look as if they were waiting for her. Y’shtola was doing a better job of it, looking remarkably disinterested in the arcane tome in front of her. “Well?” demanded Alisaie the moment Sanda was within range. Really, the girl had no concept of stealth whatsoever.
“It’s done,” she said, keeping her tone cool. She took pride in her work, but it helped nobody by crowing her achievements to all who could hear her. Alisaie’s eyes gleamed with excitement at the words nonetheless.
“Exceptional work,” came Y’shtola’s archly amused voice. “That concoction will take hours to wash off, and the whole time she’ll smell irresistible to every coblyn within a mile.” Y’shtola’s wicked smile was another warning never to cross her.
A lesson Fareena Hagen would soon learn the hard way.
#ff14#ffxiv#final fantasy xiv#final fantasy 14#ffxivwrite#ffxivwrite2023#sanda washi#fareena hagen#alisaie leveilleur#thancred waters#y'shtola rhul#stalwart mountain#had the idea for this but not the motivation#but today was a much better day for writing so here it is#hoping to do day 5 as well but we'll see how that goes#also behold a rare prompt where every wol except arashi is present#it won't last i promise you that
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Little Tally has been plodding around and she was trying to get into a box earlier and she later came up to me and stared at me expectantly then later tried to eat my plants again and just now she came up to sit next to me purring again and leaning into my pets
The medicine really is making her feel better I think. And it's really highlighting how bad she Has been feeling. Bc these are all very basic things, but she hasn't been doing it. Even up to her little walk, the plodding sounds of her footsteps... before today, she was moving so stiffly, an awkward little shamble, so I couldn't even really hear her when she got up (which was nowhere near as much as normal). Something as simple as hearing her drinking water is making me emotional. If she starts yowling tonight when I go to bed I really might just cry.
I really hope this keeps up... she's got just one more day of meds, but maybe it'll be enough... I hope so...
#speculation nation#animal illness ment/#im never going to complain about her again. even if she poops in the drain again.#i love her so dearly and a week ago when i didnt know what was wrong besides the fact that she was in pain and wouldnt eat much...#i cried so hard. i was so scared. bc while she may be a little shithead at times shes so so dear to me.#ive had her for 3 years now... watched her turn from an excitable 1 year old to a chiller (but still mischievous) 4 year old...#shes my little chaos demon who shrugs off any inconvenience and just moves onto the next thing just like that.#so seeing her so stiff and lethargic... it just feels so *wrong*.#it really has been so upsetting. ive been trying to not think about it too much. focusing on making sure shes eating.#just doing what i can for her. but god i want my tally back.#shes still not eating as much as normal but shes been eating some and shes moving around more than she has been#and asking for attention instead of just laying on the couch doing nothing for hours and hours...#my tally gets BORED and she hasnt been. she didnt even cause chaos when we were at my sister's place. it felt so wrong.#so. we'll hope this is signs of an upturn. and that she'll keep on this trend.#and if she doesnt. well i have that appointment scheduled for blood tests on Thursday.#if she goes back to how she was before after im out of the meds then itll have been like 2 weeks of this#which is a long time for a cat to be sick with a cold. and so the blood tests would be necessary.#even though i know she hates it. she got mad at me this morning when i picked her up to bring her to her food#both bc i disturbed her and also bc i think there was a moment where she thought i was bringing her back to the box.#and she didnt eat much right then. so i waited a bit and then brought the food to her. and she ate more then.#and then her meds! which she had a dose yesterday but it didnt affect her as much as today's dose seems to have.#she may also have just been recovering from the stress of it + the fluids thing they gave her on her scruff.#she was a Very unhappy camper yesterday. but shes doing better today... and thats what matters...#so glad shes been asking for affection. i was scared she was legit mad at me. since i keep bringing her to weird places.#it's for her health though... she might not understand it but it's all for her sake...
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