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i went on a BUNCH of yapping under the cut about dumb shit lmao
sort of??? a vent?? ig?? idk im just gonna post it before i convince myself not to
i have this one vivid memory of a fourth of july several years ago, im not sure quite how many, i assume i was somewhere from 9-12 years old? anyways my dad drove my family up to some street id never been before and we all sat out on the sidewalk to watch the big fireworks they were setting off over the water. that was the only time i really ever remember actually enjoying watching fireworks. they were bright and colorful but distant, and there was a noticeable buffer between the explosion and the sound that followed. the concrete was warm and it smelled like summer. im not quite sure how long we sat out there. could have been anywhere from 10 minutes to an hour but i couldn't have told you the difference.
its kind of ironic how important this holiday is to me no matter how much i despise it
not in the sense that i care about american independence day, but a hell of a lot of things that would be hard to forget have certainly happened.
i could have died this day two years ago.
it was nobodies fault.
windy night, unstable firework, happened to be sitting in the wrong place at the wrong time.
but i got away with only a small burn.
i think a lot about what could have happened had things gone slightly differently. had i been sitting farther forward. had i not moved fast enough. would i still be here? maybe im being over dramatic but i honestly dont know. i dont know what could have happened.
i was away from home that year. far away from my parents. and as funny as it is earlier that day i was genuinely contemplating if i had died today what would i have been worth. did i do anything worth remembering, had i been somebody worth caring about. and i didn't know.
ive changed a lot in those past two years. the person who looks back in the mirror is not that same kid who laughed at the thought of death when it stared him in the face. ive been to hell and back, im an emotional wreck, and its become kinda hard to breath sometimes but yknow we tough it out.
i still am afraid to die. but now its not because i feel as though ive done nothing of value, but because now i feel as though i actually have something to lose.
because despite everything somebody does care
and despite everything i have done something of value, even if it was just making somebody laugh once
there have been days where i wished that firework had ended it after all
thats something i cant deny
but to finally understand that yeah somebody would miss me
is enough to hope i get to sit on that warm sidewalk and watch the sky again someday
#ugh i hate the fourth#at least i managed to weasel my way out of having to spend time with family<333#we stay winning chat#anyways enjoy this shitty sketch i did because i was feeling a little bit sad#and this is how we deal with our emotions#by tumblr posting#art#drawing#digital art#digital drawing#furry#fursona#sfw furry#sfw furry art#Spotify
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girls with depression who barely shower 🤝 girls who like girls with hella stinky armpits and musk
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hi tumblr👋👋 bye tumbrl👋👋
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#👃🖌️#pikmin#dingo pikmin#is he talkinf to yonny? or pom? yeag ☝️😁#in news of my teenage bullshit;#the Boy works in the same strip mall as i do#meaninig he could feasibly come to MY restaurant of employment on lunch#which makes me NAUSEOUS with gleeful(?) anticipation#only reason i showed up this morning “wwhat if He is there eheheeeeee”#like obviously its thanksgiving so he wasnt working today but I WAS#i bar no possibilities thats how i stay winning chat 💪💪#that being said igot sent home early beause we were overstaffed. SAD. well. theres other shifts where he#ACTUALLY might show up. grins so hard my gums start bleeding#anyways im outta here AGAIN. still much work and shit to be done but i sweaaaar#once i get my shit sorted its back to gay aliens and menial blog posts as usual
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Behold!! My transformers collection!!!!
I reorganized it just now! It might work better with Ultra Magnus in bot mode but uhhh I fully do not remember his transformation sequence lmaooo
My policy is that I try to only buy lady transformers which works great except that the combiner Victorion is ALL LADIES and thus THEORETICALLY COUNTS (they go for like 400 I will not be impulse buying her rip)
#ill look it up later#the transformation sequence#i have all the others saved in a file folder but i bought him used!!!#this is the one with minimus ambus tho- i have him out next to soundwave!!#anyways the guys that make it through are either faves or Extremely Cheap bless them#ultra magnus i wanted the comics one before it stopped being findable#bee was on discount and he stays in alt mode because bot mode isnt as good#optimus was broken at a thrist store and lost his transformation kibble bless him#tailgate is a fave and was ALSO on sale we stay winning#tfp arcee was a commitment tho hahaha i wanted a very specific one and it had been too long whoops#lori chat#transformers
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Happy Stranger Things Day
Check out my fics if you're looking for a quick read to get you back into the Byler mood
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moira and enemy widow flirting in chat who will crack first
#speaking in runes#it was me. the moira. i folded first#I WAS TRYING TO KKEP EVERYONE ALIVE STOP DISTRACTING ME WITH YOUR WITTICISMS#asked her what we were and she said lovers so i win#someone in chat went 'ermmmm' like sorry you hate evil lesbians#not my fault you couldnt stay behind cover <3 seducing her was the only way
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what's the theme you're fucking going for here voliiii!!! what are you fucking getting at!!! what are you trying to say, what's the point??
#still working on this drama chapter in Swept Up. they're. confusing to work with? from an empathy standpoint at least.#skill who is trying to honestly understand the other skills VS skill who is just always lying and putting on an act.#and then theres the whole thing that im not going to spoil yet but the dynamic. fuck man. i dont even know what im trying to say here#lying is bad? no i dont care about that. honest communication is important maybe? i feel like i need a central theme for this.#and i dont want the theme to be ''empathy good'' because low-empathy people are also good and i love them!! and also:#empathy is a flawed character!! i try to portray this. i dont like moralism/centrism which empathy believes in and is the main skill for#empathy you stupid centralist (affectionate) i know this is just because you don't know how to make everyone happy. who can fix this?#you dont think you can fix this! you feel too much debilitating sadness to make meaningful change!! responsibilite to others more capable#still. i do depict empathy as often kind on a small level because i think that's in character. empathy just helps you understand.#i guess this fic is also a ''empathy doesn't mean kindness. kindness is a choice you can make afterwards but empathy just means empathy''#but that's not a centralizing theme that all the chapters share. its also about vulnerability and the mortifying ordeal of being known#urgh. i'll think about it some more. knowing me its probably another ''love (in all forms) is the meaning to life'' type story lmao <3#i need to make a skill chart for this harry. all i know is that Volition is his skill signature but Empathy is his highest stat#hyper-empathetic harry with the rsd that comes from adhd!! haha!! suffering. everybody fucking hate you. this is based on me btw lmao#i was working on voli's chapter which has a flashback and child empathy! new to the mindspace looking out through harry's eyes and crying#the world is full of sad people and it's just too much for a lil guy! the backstory i have planned for this like. huh okay. wild. anyway!!#oh shit ive made a fucking breakthrough with the drama chapter. its not a theme but its something i figured out at least. we stay winning!!#chemi chats#task: swept up
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Lmao you should tell your dad to take you camping sometime when you'd we him this weekend!
my dad and my sister have this chronic condition called 'making plans and either forget or life comes upon them last minute and bites them in the ass so we have to cancel and """reschedule""" <- we never reschedule' so i dont think that's in the cards LMAO
#snap chats#if i were to look through all the texts sent between my dad and i growing up it'd just be like#'ill see you X Date' and then the day of or the day before my dad'll be like 'sorry something came up :( we'll try next week'#Spoilers we wouldn't try next week and we prob won't talk for months after that#my sister's similar tho she's like. 2% better about it but that's cause we reside in the same household. sometimes#she has friends and a boyfriend so sometimes she stays with them LOL#still i've just learned that they always end up too busy to spend time with me which is FINE#i get it life's busy for everyone so i try not to let it get me down too much it's bonkers to assume they can put aside other things for me#its my fault for not having friends to spend my time with so i just have to. work on that. somehow LOL#for camping though maybe i can bully my dad into taking me for my birthday...#tho just seeing him would be a good enough present and the best chance of that's just us goin to the city and not doin anythin crazy#i love the city so it's win-win either way LOL#ok ill wrap up my Monthly Required dad rant OOPSSIEE
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Once again time for my overly-cropped-for-privacy pride pics to prove I was there and had fun
#wasnt thr outfit of my dreams but still good borrowed a's shorts for it cause i didnt feel like going home first#wish we'd gone out after but we stayed at a's chatting for 3 hrs so. ya win some ya lose some#horrible music btw. no mika no lil nas no janelle monae only ONE abba song and one lady gaga#at least there were a couple rihanna songs but girl know ur audience#i feel like pride js the time to truly indulge in stereotypically gay music#george.png
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some ppl: bts aren't queer ewwww
park jimin: offers sexy body rolls to jung hoseok as a birthday present
#when i say that we stay winning fam#heterosexuality has left the chat#😌😌😌#jihope#jung hoseok#park jimin#my favourite fairies <3#happy birthday our sun our flower our heart ☀️🌻💛#nothing to see here just faggots faggoting <3
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short break from AVL trees. that shit is not fun
aaughhh i don’t know what to listen to lately. just been blasting electric/techno instrumental cuz i can’t stand love songs rn, they make me too damn angry 😐😐😐
here are some of my recent fave tracks
gonna tell my friend ion want him dropping me off at the market/ bus stop after class no more. songtaew car is eight baht, bus is twenty. i’ll pay that much for peace of mind. consider us even for the gas money i spent on u last term. ts is literal psychological warfare
#everest stereo better anyway#hey if i get scholarship we might get isuzu dmax (for the tree farm) and imma def drive that thing to class 🥴 🛻#anyway#get out of this country#ion care about fair or unfair what i want ain’t gonna change anything so i want u gone from my life#look we’re all adults here yes and i have been so civil and normal. we chill. we comrades in arms#(against the greater enemy: computer architecture and organization taught by prof [redacted] )#between u and me chat i just want to fistfight this guy#i would win#ong i’d beat his ass#thinking about actually hurting him doesn’t make me feel good tho tbh#don’t wanna deal with this stupid shit anymore it’s getting in the way#just need sum distance#shoulda stayed nonchalant from the start but can’t help that i was a born chalanter 🤕
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i have unlocked the kind difficulty of outlaw run my days of grinding are over
#fable talks 💫#IT GIVES ME SO MUCH MORE MONEY YIPPEE WAHOO HOORAY#I CAN GET THE LOVE KEY AND THE KOKICHI THEME WE STAY WINNING CHAT WOOOO
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me: on the verge of having a panic attack in the toronto airport bc my impulsive barely planned trip is impulsiving and not going according to.. vibes (i cant say plans bc deadass what planning?)
team go rocket grunt at the pride flag pokestop: you don't belong here, go home!
me: bitch do not tempt me!!!
#hahahahahaha why am i like this#mine#personal#actually adhd#adhd problems#this is why i travel with other people#i cannot plan properly to save my fucking life#im staying with a friend#but shes out of town rn bc she thought i was staying the first couple of nights with my bestie#so anyways#moral of the story is i currently have nowhere to stay tonight🙃#pls send thoughts and prayers#or dollars#ya boi has like $500 to last me the next month and it kinda looks like atleast $200 of that is going towards accomodations#pls help#tw mental illness#also thats not the only reason im on the verge of a panic attack; im also kinda near where my shitty abusive ex used to work!#and seeing him is like numero uno on my list of worst case scenarios for this trip#so#yeah#but my seatmate on the plane was really nice!! we chatted most of the way from van to toronto:-)#and one of the flight attendants had they/them pronouns and looked like a nb tilda swinton#so like you win some you lose some lol
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atsumu who goes above and beyond to impress you, his crush and classmate of four years, in all definitions of “impress.”
honestly how the fuck isn't it obvious to you by now, he might as well be walking around with “i like y/n” tattooed on his forehead.
you mention you like guys that can cook once and holy fuck atsumu who still doesn't know how to use the microwave without quite literally burning the food, who's never chopped onions before without ending up with enough cuts to bandage his whole hand— that atsumu practices for weeks and stays up till 2 am to prepare for the lunch he'll make for himself, because osamu said said no and then because you bring homemade lunch to stay and eat in class with your friends— he'll casually just plop down on the seat next to you, his friends will then very obviously willingly talk loudly about his lunch and he'll just throw in a, “yeah, made it maself, 'm a solid chef, who do ya think taught 'samu?”
okay if that didn't get your attention, no worries, what are his friends there for?
if atsumu gets lucky in a day and catches you chatting away with your friends in the hallway, then he instructs his friends to walk past you, hover in the corner, just within your earshot— “'kay, so when we pass her by, ya gotta speak ma name real loud, loud enough so she can hear it, but don't annoy her”
and so for the time you stand there, trying to hold a conversation with your friends, all your mind can really focus on is the, “atsumu was so fucking good in practice today, if we're gonna win, then it'll be all him”
and then you hear the subject of the conversation speak, “nah, we're a team, every time we win, it's all thanks ta you guys,” because you also mentioned you like modest, humble guys.
god forbid the days you're absent in class.
atsumu who's sulking all day, doesn't know what the fuck is going on in classes, he's half in and half not in every conversation, even his passes are sloppy and weak. to the point osamu and suna are concerned, well, in their own ways, “are ya constipated or something, yer missin’ your spikes and yer passes as clumsy,” osamu says off-handedly.
“i heard y/n didn't come today, i think her friends said she's sick.” suna chips in, and atsumu shrinks in his spot like a grumpy cat.
“i already know that, wouldn't have come today if i knew she wasn't comin’.”
“you'd miss practice then.”
“don't care, don't talk to me, don't wanna do anything, what's the point.”
“down fucking bad,” suna muses, and atsumu glares at him.
atsumu's day is ruined and his disappointment is immeasurable. why did you get sick? how could you get sick? now he's worried and half of himself and his passes are shit and god, he wants to see you. he feels like he could die.
then when you finally show up the next day after what felt like eternity to atsumu, you find on your desk a pile of snacks with a little note— banana milk, everyone knows it's your favourite, the bar of chocolate they only sell down the convenience store near the school, the glazed donuts that you're always eating in class, and a lot of bubblegums that only one person in class knows you like— atsumu's handwriting is rushed and barely comprehensive but you know it by heart because he doesn't know you saw him slip the note you found in your locker this morning, and countless other mornings—
“i hope you smile because of this”
atsumu as a secret admirer is... not so secret because he's still unaware that you see him every morning, and let him giggle to himself as he slips the notes and the strips of bubblegums in your locker— you don't even like that flavor.
but he gave them, so you think they might just be your favourite.
then again, maybe atsumu doesn't want to be a secret admirer.
atsumu has a crush on you and you know that— he's very obvious. but he's also very dense and doesn't realise that everyone besides him can see you like him too. he doesn't know the only reason you bring homemade lunch is because he had started to eat lunch in class with his friends. you stand in the hallways with your friends pretending to talk so that when atsumu's walking past you, his friends will practically yell his name and you'll see him blushing shyly. he still doesn't know you come to his every match, cheering for him and scream with joy at every one of his scores.
atsumu makes it obvious he has a crush on you but is stupidly dense that you reciprocate all the same :'))))
© yuquinzel 2024 [ plagiarism is a violation of moral rights ! ]
POSTING BECAUSE WHY TF NOT HUH HUHHHHHHHHH
@kyoghurts hi bbg
#❀˖° ─ hana writes.#ATSUMU IS ME ME IS ATSUMU#suddenly remember everything i did to impress my crush LMAO never again#if i had a dollar for everytime i wrote “atsumu”#haikyuu!!#haikyu x reader#miya atsumu#miya atsumu x reader#atsumu miya#atsumu x reader#atsumu fluff#haikyuu fluff#haikyuu x reader#haikyuu x you#atsumu x you#atsumu x y/n#atsumu drabble#haikyuu drabble
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New Brother Just Dropped! Limited Time Cryptid Edition!
Bruce was very proud of his status as a good foster father. You could see it in how he perked up whenever someone asked about his kids, even those no longer living with him. They spent a good thirty minutes discussing how each kid was doing.
Anyone could tell that Jim Gordon’s request for him to foster a witness for a few weeks was taken with respect as a badge of honor.
Tim, of course, was aware that Batman was investigating the disappearance of two Doctors Fenton and subsequent appearance of unusual technology on the streets of Gotham. The fact that their youngest, Daniel, had been found wandering those streets, battered, bleeding, and silent as the grave, had a fairly large impact on Bruce’s willingness to take him in. While he might have done so anyway, the incentive of getting information from him was pretty enticing, too.
When Daniel was brought in to meet Bruce, Tim snapped a surreptitious pic on his phone and sent it to the family group chat.
TimBot: New Brother Just Dropped! Limited Time Cryptid Edition! Several people are typing…
The boy was sixteen and scrawny in a way that spoke of not getting enough to eat, consistently. His hair was black and his eyes were blue (a fact that everyone was surely going to point out when they got a good look). His hair was unhealthy, though, greasy and brittle and too long in the back. His bangs had clearly been cut on his own to keep his hair out of his eyes. Bags under his eyes and the sallow tint to his skin spoke of nights without sleep, anxiety without end. His clothes hung off him, too big by a size and a half.
He looked kind of like one of the wet kittens Damian had brought home one night—sad and pitiable. A bit pathetic, if one was being uncharitable.
His eyes flickered around the room, sizing up exits and occupants. He cringed away from the officer leading him gently by the shoulder. It looked like he wanted nothing more than to curl into himself and disappear.
He looked hunted.
He looked haunted.
He needed help. Tim was going to make sure he got it.
“Hello, Daniel,” Bruce greeted with a winning smile, the tender version of his innocent grin, number four.
The boy stiffened and blinked. A flinch, suppressed.
Something about the attention of being talked to? Was it Bruce’s superficial resemblance to his father, Dr. Jack Fenton? Or was it a reaction to the name? He could possibly address one of those, at least.
“Do you mind if I call you Danny?” Tim piped up. “I’m Tim, another of Bruce’s gaggle of kids. Obviously, short for Timothy but– Ugh, please don’t.”
Danie- Danny nodded, looking the slightest bit relieved. Bruce gave Tim a grateful glance for the assist.
Tim grinned at both of them.
He checked his phone.
Spoiler Alert!: what’s with this can’t be captured on film shit we adoptin vampires now??? Dancing Queen: 🧛❓❌ 🆕 👯✅ 💃🏻💕 Damian Wayne: He is not a new brother, Cain. We are taking him in to protect him and to gather whatever intel he is privy to. Cease this nonsense. Dancing Queen: 😠 😢 Duuuuuuke: lol denial. 10 bucks says he’s here to stay
#writing prompt#fandom fusion: dpxdc#dc x dp#what happened to the Fentons? to Danny?#is Danny a new brother? is he staying forever?#mystery#that’s up to you!
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kid cudi a lewis fan...wow honestly Everyone is a Lewis fan. Even if they say they're not, they are Lewis fans. streaming pursuit of happiness rn
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