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(i kiss her again) 💜🖤
#this scene is so special to me#we talk plenty about ‘can i kiss you?’ but we don’t discuss ‘i kiss her again’ enough#laudna being at her lowest but then hearing ‘you’re not a bad person’ with such honesty and confidence#and suddenly all her walls are dropped because imogen is the only person who could say that who laudna would believe#and the only thing holding her back was that she truly doesn’t think she’s good enough for imogen but#hearing imogen say she’s not a bad person and MEAN it is enough for laudna to give in and let herself love…#ANYWAYYYY#imodna#southern gothic#imogen temult#laudna#laudna critical role#imogen critical role#laura bailey#marisha ray#imodna fanart#critical role#critical role fanart#cr#campaign 3#c3#dnd#dungeons and dragons#d&d#fanart#digital art#procreate
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Why do you think mike is bi?
I personally think that Mike did have a thing for El in s1, 2, and parts of s3, but started to realise that they weren’t really compatible as romantic partners once he started dating her (especially with her spying on him and dumping him publicly). I think Mike has a lot of issues with his current relationship with El but I don’t really think her being a girl is one of them.
Also, Mike being bi doesn’t take away from byler or add anything extra to mileven, so i don’t see why not? If the show proves me wrong and tells me Mike is indisputably gay, then obviously that is canon, because that is a possibility too. As of now, Mike doesn’t have a canon sexuality and I have a feeling that they won’t really go into it in s5
#interesting#a bi mike question in my inbox in august 2023#what’s up y’all? are we discussing this again?#sorry if you expected an in depth analysis from me#i simply don’t think i care enough anymore 😔#if you want to see my analysis on mike and his feelings for will and el regardless of his sexuality:#you can check out my pinned post on @tryingonametaphor#it’s an old post but that’s the narrative structure for the trio in my head#anonymous#askovna
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2024 reads / storygraph
Outdrawn
f/f contemporary romance
two cartoonist who’ve been rivals since uni, and now have competing webcomics online, have to work together on the relaunch of a cult classic at the comic press they both work at
they both struggle with art-related physical and mental health issues, and complicated families
#outdrawn#aroaessidhe 2024 reads#sapphic books#I thought this was decent! I liked the concept (even if I got distracted by some art related things…)#and the dynamic between the characters was good. I enjoyed their relationship development broadly speaking#and the emphasis on communication; though it was a quick flip into being together all of a sudden.#The sketchbook doodle flirting was cute. Some interesting exploration of their complicated family situations too.#There’s a lot of exploration of burnout and carpal tunnel and the dangers of artists overworking which I think are important conversations#and are done with some nuance. But it’s pretty much all discussed in the context of the personal pressure they put on themselves#rather than the industry corporate greed and artificial competition created by the comic platform - which are significant in this story!#It felt odd that that connection wasn’t really ever made?#I know that this is a romance and nitpicking the background plot is beside the point and also that I am not a big romance reader#but the premise that the comic hosting site archives everything; wipes the leaderboard; and out of nowhere has a comic competition for#new weekly chapters…I’m sorry but the art world would riot. Even if people enter because they’re desperate for the cash they’d be pissed#People live off the income from their webcomics! if they were erased (temporarily) with no notice…..there would be crimes committed istg#I simply don’t believe that it would be doable to create a new weekly webcomic with no notice while you also have a full-time comic job#(especially as the only stylistic choices mentioned are full-colour) - not to mention what happened to their 8-years-running webcomics#that were archived? they don’t think about them at all after the beginning? surely they’d care about that?#And then with their new comics they make for this competition (after work I guess) we get vague snippets about them but barely anything#- if they’re consuming that much of your time I would expect to feel like they’re thinking about them all the time#rather than the vaguest discussion about genre and cast numbers only.#I guess I just think the whole comic site stunt felt unnecessary for the plot anyway -#it would have worked exactly the same if they were just competing on the normal leaderboard with their normal comics???#anyway - I’m not judging TOO hard about all that because again I know it’s not the point and maybe the industry is like that in some place#Unfortunately it was distracting enough to affect my feelings on the book tho lol.#Lastly: the audiobook………oof. The narrators talk at different speeds; for one.#And Sage’s VA does this deeply weird raspy-anime-teen-boy voice for Noah which is such an odd choice#and doesn’t match her character at all.#unforch my library only had the audiobook (what I usually prefer) so I just had to sort of….translate the narration into a normal voice lol#anyway the romance is good tho
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akashi is actually not as good at everything as people like / want to believe but let me not get into that today
#i think people are missing the entire point of his character arc when they believe him to be perfect and good at everything#you have fallen for the image he’s projecting without noticing the cracks in the facade and the secrets they reveal#in my opinion people still have a largely one dimensional understanding of him#we have so much material to work with why do we refuse to discuss more than his supposed perfection#less about how perfect he is at something and more about the trials and tribulations he experienced in trying to be good at it#less about how calm and composed he is and more about how easily he breaks down in secret because he cant do it in front of everyone else#more about him being comfortable enough around his friends to risk making jokes#if you heard any of the headcanons i have about akashi you’d go into shock#give me more messy awkward akashi#or i’ll do it myself#Whatever. I don’t want to talk about it anymore#but it’s ok… i will be crazy abt him in silence#i just love him#knb
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i know i am so late to the party but someone pointed out that it’s canon that the mayor reads out the names of previous victors before each reaping and i just can’t stop thinking about that. like i really love the idea (in a tragic way) of everyone knowing lucy gray’s name without the story attached, especially since we know her art ended up having such a big impact on the country without a lot of ppl in the original trilogy even knowing it
#sorry i know this has prob been discussed to death before#but i was not on tumblr + back in the fandom until after ballad came out#like i know snow said he wanted to erase lucy gray + gaul hated how the tenth games turned out#but to me it would be even more suspicious that they’d just be like “lucy gray? never heard of her…”#meanwhile ppl in the capitol are like “what the fuck are u talking abt? we literally all met her”#and then keeping at least her name alive in the districts was prob just chill#bc even if they are ppl in the trilogy who are old enough to remember her they don’t know anything abt her games played out#since they didn’t have to watch it#ok rant over#lucy gray baird#edit i’m reading this back and i’m sorry i sound like a ten year old with a monocle rn#but i had forgotten abt that detail in the trilogy so now im just thinking abt katniss hearing lucy grays name every year#and that just being something that doesn’t evoke any emotion#even tho lucy gray was the ceo of evoking emotion when she was present in the narrative
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📸: Thomas Müller | German National Team farewell | 14.10.2024
#I just think he’s so handsome and we as a society don’t discuss it enough#thomas müller#thomas mueller#thomas muller#die mannschaft#dfb team#german nt#germany nt#uefa nations league
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I don’t see how this chapter canonized Himiko’s death as in “yeah this is a confirmation”. We still don’t see a corpse or a place to go or anything like that, so personally, Himiko is still out there.
#grrr talking#grrr discusses leaks#I don’t like how ochako is “happy” in the end of the chapter#Like girl everything is the same#Your feelings for her are being interpreted as “I worry I’m not a good hero!!!”#That’s why Izuku is saying what’s he’s saying he thinks you worry you weren’t heroic enough or something#and we know it wasn’t about that I refuse to believe Tenko and Himiko are the exact same for them
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Friendly reminder that your “cis friend” or your “straight friend” in your queer friend group may not actually be your cis or straight friend.
Sometimes being a part of a friend group that has a lot of openly trans or gay people in it isn’t enough to make someone feel safe or comfortable enough to come out. For some of us it really does take years, and it doesn’t matter how many of our closest, most beloved & trusted friends around us come out and share their queerness/transness with us. It just isn’t as easy as that for some of us, and as much as I admire your courage to come out to your friends I really ask you to see that it isn’t that way for everyone.
And I can assure you that being constantly labelled as “the cis one” or “the straight one”, who’s told they “wouldn’t get it because they’re not trans”, or “that you obviously don’t understand, but”, or is kept out of queer conversation, or just in general made fun of (even when it’s in good spirits) — seriously, seriously gets you down. It hurts and there’s no reason for it.
Unless someone has told you, in confidence and honesty that they identify with a certain label such as cis or straight, do not take it as a-given. Just because you haven’t been explicitly told otherwise doesn’t mean it’s not happening, and it doesn’t mean that that person isn’t struggling.
A trans/queer person who feels isolated from their own community, their own queer friends, will really feel the effects of it.
#sorry this is a bit heavy but#i am just so tired of being left out of trans conversation with my friends and made the butt of jokes#just because im not ready to come out yet and be honest about my gender#i have never once told them that i’m cis#but they just run with it anyway#and it really hurts#and i just don’t think we discuss this kind of stuff enough in the queer community#lgbt#lgbtq#queer#queer pride#trans pride#trans#pride#pride 2023#bigender#genderqueer#non binary#marauders#ineffable husbands#dysphoria vent#transmasc#transfem
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this twitter thread really got to me. because yeah. it is a torment and it is a blessing, and the reward comes from struggling through pinning down the vast expanse of your imagination to the written word. the self is inherent to the process. the way we experience the world influences how we describe it in language and how we organize it into something told linearly.
yeah. I care about writing stories so much. I care about how I tell them and the way I tell them because the process is what makes the story. somewhere between all the floating plot points in your head and the trying to put it into the right words in the right order, the life essence of the story generates itself.
to surrender the process to something that does not experience the magnificent struggle of being alive is a tremendous loss.
#I have never been a fan of the idea of ai art. it feels like a diminishing of our humanity if I’m being (only slightly) dramatic about it#but idk man the thought of normalizing ai writing is particularly egregious to me#I would legitimately be worse off as a person if I had never written fiction#there were some things that I don’t think my emotionally illiterate teenage self could have recognized well enough to discuss w/anyone#but which made themselves apparent to me through the fiction writing I did#even now getting a piece of paper or my notes app and just going is one of the best methods for me to figure out the root of a funk#being able to express *yourself* through language is so so so important. we can’t give it up.#I am grabbing you all by the shoulders. do not give it up.#eve talks#writing
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hello hi idk if you're taking asks but. but I am fascinated by your watcher headcanons and I would Love to hear your thoughts about listeners *pleading face*
HIIIII I AM ABSOLUTELY TAKING ASKS. also i saw what you were talking about in the reblogs of that post and also really enjoyed your whole thing about the war i love when minecraft lore is relevant to this stuff.
everyone be so thankful mobile lets you do read more nowadays because this would be a nightmare if it didn’t.
also!! brief discussion of eye trauma below the cut! it’s nothing in depth but it is right there.
ok so we’re splitting the listeners talk into “full” and “partial” listeners again because it’s the best descriptors for these categories i’ve got even though i think it sounds stupid.
full listeners account for 99.9% of the listener population. listeners, unlike the watchers, cannot be born because of the circumstances of their creation. if you don’t know, the listeners were created when some watchers observing and running evos got particularly disgruntled with how the other watchers were running things (this is explicitly cannon!). to me, this group started with small stuff then realized they could get real weird with their rebellion and did just that.
full listeners, in order to create themselves, have to completely cut off their sight in some way. sometimes they've gouged out their eyes, sometimes they're wearing permanent blindfolds, sometimes they straight up don't have eyes! oftentimes no matter which option it is they wear the blindfold anyways, just because they recognize that without it they’re very off putting to look at.
both full watchers and listeners lack the senses of touch and smell, and even taste is more of an abstract concept than an actual sense for them, leaving only sight and hearing. the listners cut off one of their two real senses in an attempt to cut themselves off from the watchers and while this definitely works, it also makes existing far harder. mcyt is not made for listening to, let's be honest.
listeners, like watchers, feed off emotions, but they require far more to sustain themselves to compensate for the lack of sight. they don't try to avoid eating negative emotions, like a partial watcher might, but they don't usually try to create more to eat, no matter how delicious they may find them. this is less because of any care for the players and more due to the fact that listeners are less powerful than watchers by default. they should have full access to the same power set the watchers have, and they do, but because so much of their food and energy goes towards just sustaining life, they find it much more difficult to do what the watchers do. this is compounded even further by the fact that the watchers don’t want them to do their thing and are actively pushing them out. this doesn’t mean getting things done is impossible for them, far from it! but it does mean it’s significantly harder, and they don’t have time or energy to waste on making people sad right now.
full listeners can be created out of players, but the listeners don't usually go looking to create them, because numbers isn't what they need just yet. right now they're just trying to figure out an actual plan of action to take against the watchers. however, they know they'll need the numbers eventually, so if you ask, they're not going to turn you down. becoming a full listener, as is the case when becoming a full watcher, very quickly distances you from everything that made you you when you were a player. you lose your ability to connect to players rather quickly because everything about how you exist is so radically different, and your memories of ever being a player are quickly overtaken by the constant information intake being a full watcher or listener mandates.
full listeners interact more frequently with players than full watchers do, but find it harder to influence them and to bridge the gap between the planes they exist on to make their speech not rhyme and be actually comprehensible. the listeners talk so weirdly because it takes up too much energy to do it another way.
partial listeners... are not supposed to exist. and maybe they don't? they'd theoretically function how partial watchers do- a player who can still interact with the world(s) as a player, but also has some of the powers of a listener. however, listeners don't really have powers other than whatever the "moving between the place they live and the place the players live" thing is. listeners also don't really want partial listeners, as they find no use for them. their entire deal is working against the watchers, so what could they need with someone who, in their eyes (heh), cannot understand the watchers in the same way they do?
however, while you can request/be convinced to become a listener or watcher, i think there’s also an option to brute force it. technically, if someone was powerful and stupid enough, they could force their way into being a partial watcher or a partial listener... for fun? again, you have to be a little stupid to do this because it is insane person behavior, but it's fun to leave the option open. (whenever i think about the time sausage said that he definitely wasn’t a watcher when he was memorializing liml and then followed it up with a remark about how we just need to listen i think about the partial listeners thing. if anyone would brute force their way into this it would be him.)
#space rambles#my writing#HEHEHEHE TY FOR THE ASK I LOOOOOOVE TALKING ABOUT THE LISTENERS#and this is just how i think they Work this does not at all discuss my thoughts on their motives#(the short version of their motives is that. i don’t like them frankly.)#(i do not trust the listeners they are up to some fuck shit)#(yes they work against the watchers which is a good thing. but they do NOT care about the players.)#(i mean they can’t by definition. but like i also don’t think they’re above doing a death game.)#(they’d just try and make it more ethical lmao)#(like they’re the lesser evil but they’re also the devil we don’t know. and we don’t understand them enough for me to trust them.)#ok actualky that’s the long version that’s basically my whole thing about their motives#my art
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can everybody pleaseeee start posting about the sweet east. i’ve been DYING to talk about the sweet east
#i still don’t know if i really loved or really hated it#i wrote a crazy review for it last night and it’s still not enough#we need to discuss the jacob elordi and ayo edebiri of it all#it hasn’t left my mind since last night … i have so much and yet nothing to say#i think it’s finally released on digital? please watch#pelase
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i’m starting to suspect that i just fucking suck 🤔 unsure yet though, but there are lots of signs already pointing to this... gotta mean something 🧐
#not to imply anything and didn’t want to vague-post but i really don’t think i have the right to complain#i mean people say a lot of kind words to me. and i cherish them#and i know it’s just post-publishing depression#or how should i call it#i don’t really want more comments? but maybe i want to know which thing squicks people the most about my writing#i know my biggest problem is the characterization and i want to discuss this so bad#please tell me where i fuck up. please tell me how you see these characters interacting. please give me more food for thought#i just want to talk about the chatacters i think about for several months#ok i’ll. i’ll try to get over myself#💪😞#i know asking for opinions is not the answer because i should figure this out myself#and i’ve started kind of. analyze every canon scene a bit deeper.#if that would make the difference... we shall see#though i think the people who’d be able to tell me what’s wrong just. don’t go that far into the story lol#understandable. don’t blame them#fuck okay that’s quite enough of tags for now. i should go to sleep. maybe it’ll be easier after#sorry you had to witness this. i’m not well in my head
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i don’t get how people can complain about the writing “doing Martha dirty” when that same writing gives her an ending that addresses her treatement over the course of the season, allows her to finally put her to foot down, to establish her self-worth as an individual and to air out her grievances, and gives her the most respectful and satisfying exit from the TARDIS we’d yet seen in the show . like it’s one thing to dislike the direction the writing team took with her arc and to criticise it (perfectly fine) and another to somehow miss it entirely lmao . the ‘martha feels out of place, second best, and like a rebound’ is an intentional piece of writing that gets resolved by the end of the season . like that wasn’t smth they threw in for shits and giggles, it had in-story repercussions
#and if u don’t think those repercussions were Enough then that’s totally cool and smth to start a discussion over#but . don’t act as if they didn’t happen lmao??#i just . yells#like i have my own criticisms about the writing (giving the ‘i feel second best to this dude’s past love interest’ to the first POC#companion was . probably not the best of choices let’s be real#though there’s some leeway there as im assuming the character was written before audtions . but still . could have been reconsidered#idk i totally understand why people aren’t fans of the storyline itself (outside of how coherent the writing is) but i think it’s a shame#that many others just kinda seem to miss the point because it’s such a unique and interesting arc to give to a companion#i like fresh ideas!! i like the doctor Actually being portrayed at someone who is clumsy with relationships and emotional intimacy!!#i like it when his trauma spills over in ugly and complex ways like we see in season 3 in regards to his friendship with martha#and i like it even better when his accidentally cruel actions and mistakes get brought up and criticised by the narrative!! like it does in#the end of s3!! it’s so good!!#i enjoy 10 because he’s my favourite wet cat but also because he is allowed to fill up room like a real traumatised individual would#it’s like . okay i enjoy ‘ooo the doctor is the oncoming storm ooo he’s hurt and killed so many people ooo’#but it’s also good to See the actual ramifications of that shit you know . hearing about his legend status is always fun but damn man#is it satisfying from a character analysis POV to see him hurt the people around him . to see him treat his friends poorly on accident#because of his own character flaws . like that’s GOOD#and it just sorta irks me sometimes bc people will have this smug attitude of ‘well MY blorbo isn’t a rude piece of shit and is actually a#paragon of morality’ and like girl i don’t give a shit . that’s fine in small doses but it’s not what’s compelling#people tend to like interacting with ‘angsty traumatised edgy characters’ if their edginess is contained in a nice little box that doesn’t#overspill . fuck no give me the characters that are loud and ugly and unpleasant about their trauma THAT’S THE REAL SHIT#jay rambles#dw.txt#10.txt#marthaj.txt#sometimes u wanna treat the blorbo from your show like a real person sure but sometimes it is better to remember that they are fictional#and there to be considered as part of a bigger story and as an item to analyse . case in poiny#point#maybe i shouldn’t be surprised by this though since people still get hung up over rose quartz
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What does one have to do to befriend you
stay silly :3 <333
#half joke answer ^#asks#real answer:#I don’t think I’ve said it on this blog but friendship and being a mutual don’t go hand in hand yk!#as long as we have discussions or interact frequently enough I consider us friends :)#promise I don’t bite kdhdkdsjajj#assuming this isn’t a bad faith ask but anon I’m sure you’re lovely!!! <3
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Post-recovery Summiya concept sketch :)
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#Kat and Nia and their multiverse of madness#original character#more like mid recovery but same difference#I think she deserves a cathartic hair cutting scene after 35 years of not being allowed to control any part of her own appearance#and also her hair is completely fried by constant straightening so it needed to go anyway#and now her natural curls are coming in :D#in my view she chops most of it off herself and then Mekhali evens it out a tad#not too much since it being messy is kinda the point. but enough that she doesn’t suddenly start mirroring Zaheer’s bird nest#hey. you know what’s really apparent to me now?#just how much Nazra takes after her dad’s side of the family#like. that’s Nazra hair. almost exactly the way I draw it#meaning she takes after her aunt and grandmother in this regard#hey Kat. if you’re reading this. can we at some point discuss Summiya and Aiza in the Ultimate AU?#I assume things work out the exact same way for them as in the original verse#Aiza/Emran joins the acolytes. Liba and Abyan join them 15 years later. Summiya has her breakdown. etc etc#but since the RL aren’t imprisoned.. there’s a chance they could reunite with Zaheer earlier. right?#and Summmiya and Aiza can get to know their niece?#idk. I’m a little soft for that idea#and hey. they’d get to meet Lien-Hua too!! the RL sisters club is finally together#that makes me think that maybe.. the Ultimate AU can have a better ending in store for Haya as well#I don’t want to water down literally everyone’s character for the sake of softness but.. fuck it. I ache for Haya too#in a better world things would be different for her. in a different world she’d mend her relationship with Ghazan#and would be a good if emotionally distant (she really doesn’t like kids) aunt to the girls#and the RL sisters club will be complete!! unless you count Meifeng I suppose#but anyway. you know what I think? Haya’s queer but is ridden with internalised homophobia#it’s so bad that she’s not even aware of it. and I think she and Summiya should fuck nasty about it#<— things unhinged people running on little sleep with a pounding headache say at 1 a.m. please ignore me (I mean. unless…?? 👀)
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drives me up a wall living in a very very red district, like “no democrat is ever going to win any local election, let alone a real leftist” district, like “our school board members ran on who was the most anti-mask” red, like “I pass white supremacist signs on the way to buy weed” red
and being in the local leftist community and the guy who runs the anarchist book club and the lady who helps keep the warming shelters open and the people who marched on city hall when a local business was getting death threats for having a drag show are all members of a discord and we get on this discord and have frank discussions about how best to vote
the people who do the protests and the mutual aid and all the real work
going “okay, they’re both fascists, but this one lacks ambition and seems happy to just glide in the position” or “they both suck, but this one can be reasoned with if you frame it patriotically enough” like we don’t even have a democrat to vote for. we know what a vote is. we know what we hope accomplish with it. we know what it can do, and we know what it can’t.
and going from those discussions to here where people think that your vote is some kind of fucking??? enabling maneuver??? as if someone isn’t going to end up in that seat regardless of what you do???
we didn’t build this system, we just live in it. we’re just trying to survive. a vote isn’t a statement of your values, it’s not an endorsement, it’s not a marriage contract, it’s a strategic play you make to keep alive.
the biggest mistake I see leftists making is overestimating their own popularity. “well but everyone would be leftist if they just-“ no, stop, 1) you can’t possibly know that 2) everyone will not just
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