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I saw cat boy soldier but would you consider:
Puppy Engi
i am considering...
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More Schmojo!! And I decided to name her dark matter friend living in her bubble rod, “Beauregard.” >:3
Plus some doodles I thought of during work, and a lighthearted poke at myself lol.
#like the adhd I have irl they are not evil or broken. just something that coexists alongside me.#I can yell and scream at it to go away and get frustrated at its existence#or I can learn to understand and cooperate with it so we can draw strength from each other#…..or something. hahaha they’re not true personifications of my diagnosis or anything but it’s just something I consider#like talking to myself almost haha. my inner thought process. and how I sometimes feel like I have two different halves to my personality.#not like I’m two faced tho!#like…. I experience opposite extremes of emotions sometimes#-twirls hair- can’t help being a Gemini!!#ANYWAY here’s more directors commentary for you#again they are not personifications of my diagnosis. I will throw both versions of my sona aro#*around my head like jumping beans teehee#kirbysona#art#Kirby series#Jojo T Schmo
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we are only one round away from a shauger match this is dead serious stuff
#denis is 2-0 against rba INCLUDING a match this year in dc#so altho rba is on a good streak rn denis could have the edge#felix is playing mpetshi which is always terrifying no matter the opponent because he can outserve everyone#however this is also basel so felix has the advantage#the thing is whenever we get a potential matchup for any duo one or both always flops before then#so one has to consider that#but lets all manifest 🙏#tennis#also two rounds away from potential felix vs holger. teehee i love indoor hc szn actually
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Who is she I could fix her
Karin Tetrad Eris.
She will sell you.
#devarambles#ARK_SYSTEMA#Just like she sold a very desperate Sera to corporate.#“You have three options... You join us and get a cushy life... You betray us and get sent to full processing...”#“Or... You stay here. And we send you to be thoroughly enjoyed in a different industry!” Sera was petrified.#General processing is a holding unit for any kind of variant to be held and shipped elsewhere. Not the worst place to be sent... But...#Three months of that hellhole made Sera both extremely touch averse and claustrophobic. It's here where she sees how dark systema can be.#Teehee anyways
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Le destin et un fil rouge (click for qualité svp)
#red string of fate#teehee. soulmatessss!!! YOURE SOULMATESD!!!! AGAINST YOUR WILL!#2a#ayden#aurel#bath soup#my art#comics#ils sont si précieux pour moi#idk what to add je pense que je veux pas le finir#en plus instagram m'énerve psq je peux pas le poster tranquille donc bref. Bref.#look at them and shut up and laugh. whatevr#tw racism#i Guess. hes anxious about getting shunned or whatever hashtag totally not relatable#some of these african families have views about interracial relationships that can K.O a neonazi like fr......#my mom telling me under no circumstances will you marry an algerian WHAT DO YOU MEANNNN.... our countries r literally STUCK TOGETHER#we LOOK THE SAME we have THE SAME ANCESTORS our cultures are so SIMILAR theyre COMPARABLE znd we speak the SAME LANGUAGE#what do you MEANN never marry one... mama i could marry a fucking white trans woman.. youve forgotten about wokism..#ANYWAYS. mixed boy and immigrant boy. SUFFER. YOU WILL NEVER FEEL ADEQUATE ! YAYYYY#not even mentioning them being both boys .. aka no genetic babies... aka no lineage ... ouhhhh mama! the drama!#and homophobia probably doesn't exist in red string of fate worlds i guess it wouldn't make sense its too much of a destiny thing#but maybe long families have made up cultures about marriage and lineage and 'continuing the string for generations'#even though its obvious many of your grand family probably ignored their magical string after it broke and instead of pursuing fate they#ignored it for as long as they could to continue on the generation etc#it just seems like something MY family woul think if it was real so im making HIM suffer through it. sorray cutie ! 🥰😍😘
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when the note doesn't light up (fav moments 6/?)
#Beetlejuice#beetlejuice musical#gif#mine#bonus blum for some reason not changing the wig from the green one at all?? i thought it was just in the red but no. no purple either#i have another 🐍 but i wasn't able to put the specific part that has say my name on my phone so i-#still dont know if the note works there 💀 whatever I'll just do another gif when i have it all in order if so#very troublesome format it's in :( but its ok we can cope#i feel so lucky in this chili tonight that two masters were able to capture both BRIGHT and BLUM having a note technical difficulty#so i can effectively compare them 😭 isn't it beautiful. or am i the only one that cares about something like this#what were the CHANCES#dude what was UP with that wig i need to know why they didn't change it the whole time#me in my happy place making gifs....... my relaxing activity..... hoping everyone else likes them too :3#i used to compare 🐍s by seat placement but the new ones i have all have the same seating#😭😭😭 so i will get confused between them#very excited to debut this gifset in like a week lmao i make them so in advance#fav series#sowwy todays daily gifset took so long to post i took hours to make a new one teehee got lost in the sauce
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Also i fucking HATE how expensive textbooks are but i DO love that im slowly building my little academic library like YES all of my fun little science textbooks are going to look so cool on my bookshelf beside my phd 😌🙏
#i say as if im not still 2 years out from starting a phd (let alone getting in lol)#+ my boyfriend finds out in a week whether he got into HIS econ phd program so we can have a big textbook library with BOTH of our phds <3#teehee
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Crash mutuals. N sane trilogy was $15 the other day so I am finally going to be playing it. :)
#ik it's not the True experience but the remakes were also how I played spyro and I really enjoyed that (even if I haven't started 3 yet)#tbh this was Not a great use of money I really should've used it to buy food or soap lol since I'm pretty low on both#but I think I can have a little treat since I'm at least working temp rn (though admittedly that is NOT enough to cover my living expenses)#(rent is due tomorrow and once I pay that I'm OUT of backup money)#lol. teehee :3#(<- nightmare world)#distracting myself with viddy game bc even poor people deserve recreation (<- thing I need to drill into my fucking head)#hey @myself: noooo buyers guilt rn okay?#(feeling double bad bc I've been wanting to make a dono post and now it's like. you spent $15 you didn't need to. you can't ask for money.)#(but whatever. it's okay.)#sorry for being really negative in the tags this was supposed to be a fun silly post#crash mutuals we are doing this -> 🤝#learning my roots (series the main antօn.blαst devs were inspired by / love to death)#roz posts
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when scream & texas remakes are My slasher go-tos : sorry for the wall texts abt the nosy scream au it Will Always Happen i fear,
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#fear lee & maria would be quite sexy on the Revenge Arc against the friends who abandoned them back at the house w/o getting#anyone sent out to even Try looking for lee at least & johnny whispering into their ears abt how much their so-called friends Never#Cared if they were just Abandoned like that & they all happily moved on w their uni lives like they both Didnt Matter -#the both of them coming back to see for themselves & its just like Oh! Okay! We Meant Nothing To You Guys Then! Alright!#just them both “returning” w some kind of fabricated story abt how they escaped together etc & returning to their lives like “normal”#all the while johnnys lurking about nearby. waiting. meeting with them both in secret. figuring out how to go about offing them all.#i also do however teehee about marias cc au scream route where she returns to “normal” life & reports back to johnny so he can kill#them all for her for having never found her & letting the searches for her go cold :3c
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the i wonder if they explored each other's bodies meme but its fyodor and dazai
#saph gets all my rambling about it but we were discussing their weird little whorey intelligence dirty talk#like fyodor being like yeah we can read each others minds#and dazai being like teehee hahaha teehee i just love predicting your every move its so much fun#the only exploring of each others bodies theyre doing is when the other gets to perform an impromptu autopsy on the other fr#like attracts like or something like that but not on that level#tldr theyre only making out because they both have poison on their lips and theyre DESPERATE for the other one to hurry up and die#im not a fyozai shipper that realm does not interest me but give me their weird little freaky vibes any day
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literally consumed by thoughts abt my freaks .
#theyre giving me sooo much inspo for the religious aspects of my world which. its kind of a feedback loop bc these ckncepts were already#vaguely there but i was iffy on them BUT my freaks r inspiring me 2 make them more concrete.. its all coming 2gether.#i think maybe there will be only 2 like Primary goddesses. names pending... but see. well teehee. ive got it all worked out ok in my head#basically one is life the other is death Easy we get it. so basically the gidt is when you die. sad. rip. first.of all. but anyways#rhen your soul is like there and then un reaper comes 2 get u so u go and then yr in the underworld OMG THE GUY FROM FNV IS FROM KY?#SHUT UP NVM THE GUY FROM KY IS FROM KY YESSS YESSSS Y3SSSSS YESSSSSSS#AWESOME. FUCK YEAH GO BIG BLUE GO BIG BLUE GO BIG BLUE YESSSSSSS#anyways. sorry#um. what was i on about KRBRJGBDKNF the wildcat coursed through my veins...#oh right..soooo in the underworld your soul sort of hangs around until its time 4 u to be reincarnated. n then indeed u do get reincarnated#immm debating. bc like. Obviously ... population grows#so im debating on if like. Can new souls be created. or should it hust be that the souls sort of... split in 2 on occasion. sighhh. i have#2 think abt it...but anyways yes. so you have reapers who take your soul when u die AND reapers who deliver souls to babies So that they r#people.. teeheed. but basically originally deathgoddess managed both bc shes the older sister and lifegoddess was just fucking about up top#having a greag time like. creating squirrels and trees and shit. but then people keep on dying and getting born and it gets too much#so dg basically tricks her sister into coming to the underworld. method pending...#but yeah.. eventually lg escapes But realizes that she can only stay up top for half of a day. and this is why day and night existtt we get#it... but yeah now she manages the delivery of souls and dg manages dead ones.#and im imagininggg another girl whos sortnof a scribe/chronicler for all the souls originally inspired by geshtinanna from sumerian myth.#bc originallyyy i was thinking abt having my guys be originally from sumer... but now that theyre in my fantasy world im judt gonna take#inspo. bc also it felt kind of weird to just be like. taking actual sumerian religion ykwim. but yeah#dg and lg are also inspired by ereshkigal and inanna. Obviously lmao. but im gonna tweak them quite a bit#oh anwhays. my 2 freaks i think ive mentioned them. Basicallyyt they were sooo in love abd then Aur naur they doid... sad..... so then they#get 2 the underworld they hang out theyre happy and then lg is like Ok time 4 u to get reincarnated and theyre like yeyyyyy and then theyre#supposed to be put on seperate sides of the world. and probably would never meet so theyre like Actually fuck this ! and bust out#and then theyre judt On the run from the death authorities for the next few millenia#and they can possess ppl btw. so yeah now rheyre judt running ariund#but also theyre so divorced bc being one of two immortal beings. and having one other person whos immortal. You get sick of them so fast#so theyre very divorced and have literally thousands of years worth of shit to bitch about but they also do have crazy sex all the time#anddd theres like one specific reaper assigned to their case and well theyve got a weird gay thing with him too... so yeah
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So with me getting a big art commission for ITNL, it makes me think about how I've never gotten any commissions for discacc... and like yes ok I've been neglecting my big baby (I'm Sorry,,,,) but my love for it remains. The 500k word count is testament to my dedication to it, even if it's currently on hiatus.
But for me putting actual real money into ITNL and not discacc...
Well...
It ultimately boils down to the fact that in discacc they still look just like their canon counterparts lol so there's really no point to doing a commission for it. ITNL Vash already looks different from his canon counterpart (due to the lightning scars, which are the main focal point of the commission).
So... no it is NOT me saying I love ITNL more. ITNL and discacc both are very dear to me. I'm just doing objectively crazier stuff in ITNL and Thus, big differences have happened. And so it goes.
#speculation nation#itnl shit#discacc shit#i do have some rather Uhmmm mean kinds of plans for discacc. that would perhaps leave lasting damage and/or scars.#but those have not happened yet. and wouldnt for a While.#in ITNL i not only gave him lightning scars but i also broke his NOSE#plus potentially more stuff to come.#ive been emotionally mean to goro but vash really takes the cake in the physical sense. teehee.#i can not choose between ITNL and discacc for which i love more bc they are both so dear to me#...tho i can easily say i love them more than the rest of my works hfkshfjd#sorry ladue and Sentido but u r not my main focuses. RIP.#theres a kind of love that comes from spending months (or years) working on One Thing Only.#i wanna do right by both discacc and ITNL. i wanna see them through to the end.#i wish it wasnt so hard for me to write rn... and that i didnt struggle so much with splitting my attention.#it really does make me sad to leave discacc on indefinite hiatus like this#but it just isnt the story i want to write rn. that's ITNL.#but i will return to it someday. i still love it so very dearly.#That is a Promise.#anyways yeah i paid for the comm for ITNL and im very excited ehehehe#And Now We Wait.
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cat hacker reintroduces mspec lesbian discourse into my life my brain obliterates itself in ocd-fueled recursive self-argumentation
#‘noones identity lives in a bubble and the self-id of others DOES effect broader culture and cause potential ramifications’#and#‘jfc i’m not the center of the god damn universe and REGARDLESS of whatever petty semantic preference i have towards ‘my’ definition that#doesn’t mean shit for other people + the idea that queer people can be ‘invalidated’ or ‘excluded’ is fucking STUPID that isn’t how queers#work we aren’t a fucking club we can kick people out of for not doing things ~correctly~’#can seemingly coexist in my brain but they keep biting each other#oh and in addendum to the first one ‘my lesbianism is fundamentally disinterested in men as both ID and interest to the point that it has#can feel (<- FEEL) like active misgendering to imply its definitionally compatible with other conceptions of the word.#not to mention the whole ‘i can’t even fucking figure out how my sexuality treats bigender people at all. like i’m consciously fine with#them from a like… impersonal framework but LUST-WISE it feels like dividing by zero. i don’t know. fucking logic puzzle ass shit.’#ON MY END I’M FUCKING MISGENDERING SOMEONE EITHER WAY ITS. GAH. HELP#IT MAKES ME FEEL BADLY PROGRAMMED. CAN’T EVEN HANDLE A LITTLE GENDER FUCKERY. INFANT BRAIN.#you can pry my ID from my cold dead hands and if you imply its bigoted or ~separatist~ in origin i’ll fucking gut you. but also teehee its#just MY id and you can ID however you want just don’t tell me how to identify sparkle sparkle~<3#but also my id IS mutually exclusive of yours definitially and WILL cause problems going forward from a clerical & organizational standpoint#homonym ass queer theory relied on by a fucking spineless little shit who refuses to take a hard stance for what she believes is right OR c#correct. the spineless coward is me. by homonym i mean the same word and spelling meaning different things to different people to the point#it might as well not be same word at all#‘i think my definition of lesbian is objectively better and wish people using other definitions would please stop but ALSO if you think less#of other people for using other definitions i will beat your skull in with a rock you bitch’ is. what i boil down to.#‘i think inclus vs exclus language is stupid and not how the lgbt+ community works but going by the logic i don’t like the existence of the#ID but also literally almost all my bestest friends in the world are inclus on the subject and despite my semantic arguments i don’t disagre#disagree with them. i still pray every night that i might wake up to a world where my actual opinions are unnecessary and my consciousness k#knows pure unchallenged peace though’#while also recognizing that dream of personal peace by way of ignorance of the identity of others is pretty fucking selfish lol#i keep writing addendums. this can go on forever.
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chinhands. thinkin about my oc ayirine (blink) and how she's very much the Center of the story even as she's not really its protagonist or anything. she's not the center as in 'foremost' but center as in The point between two ends. you can trace the wound back from her (the events that made the world that made her what she was), and trace the wound forward from her (the events that happened because she was what she was). people affected people [...and on and on...] who affected her and then she affected others who affected others... a hurt so profound it drove her to rip a hole in a world that had long gone lacework with them. but the luck was that somewhere else someone else had woken up next to a needle... came to the edge of the fray-in-her-wake and said i want to fix something here. i've seen better, ages past. i can't let this stand. we'll all fall in before long. Anyway i just think to myself wowww thatslike baru cormorant.... 👍
#chat#ive said it before but the plot Events that comprise this theme have been in place for a longg time but reading baru rly helped me with-#bringing Out the themes in my head and how i organize the story in there (nowhere else tho teehee hahah). the hole the wound...#woww of course human pain and grief can create a real and true kind of magic Both curse and the immune-system work to heal it afterward....#of course pain and grief call out between us more than we can reach each other by intent. of course the things we do to rip ourselves-#further apart and widen the hole and let the pain eat us Then drag other people into the weftless void. wow.... wowwwg#a metaphysics that is . about fostering community and experiencing/enacting trauma being opposing forces... uoaugh#blink#ouroboros ocs#umm. for me ->#masquerade
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☆ persona for all ur lovely mcs!! 🎸💫
ISABELA !!!!!!!! hi hi dearie ! ty ty so much u are a sweetheart AHH.
🎸★ INFAMOUS MC ASKS.
🎸 ★ PERSONA: how does their day-to-day personality compare to their on-stage persona?
ANSWERED HERE ! ♡
she i would say loves to subvert the reserved off stage and lively on stage ! she is the life of any party off stage and plays into the melancholia of her music on stage! as her band takes heavy influence from darkwave/cyberpunk-ish/new wave/noise esque genres her more moody-esque energy when performing is what she plays into on stage! she is the best at parties <3 very known to have the best taste in music and be the dj at parties and road trips, for entertainment will stop the party tunes and will play the most depressing tunes you have ever heard at said parties as well.. for the funsies <3
i think for mona its important to her very much she is as she is both on and off the stage ! shes as thoughtful as she is to her fans on stage and with the people in her life, shes as motivated to create art and make life as beautiful for herself, her fans and her loved ones ! she is as pure of an artist as you can be and she wants that to be seen both for her stage life and in her private life. she loves art in all its forms and as her music is a love letter to art (MoMa is named after and is the acronym for the metropolitan museum of art !!!!!!) and she lives to embody that in her music and her life <3 (things dearest to her are reserved for her loved ones of course and she expects that to be respected!)
he is quite similar to mona in that he is as much of a curator of portraying the love to create and the love of being an artist both in his stage persona and his off stage persona but i will say he likens to his personal life as being precious to him and prefers that be reserved for his loved ones ! he is very much an ambivert in that on stage and out and about he loves to be present with his fans, his friends and his loved ones; but at home or in the studio prefers a small group (maybe one other person or two like rowan or jazz or vic when theyre in a relationship!) of his loved ones or to be with his thoughts ! we love a beloved with range !
they are veeeeeery much so an introvert off stage in comparison to her muuuuch significantly so on-stage persona. on stage aura is the portrayal the wish to be perceived as an artist, they put on a show a masterclass of performace and musical art for their fans ! off stage aura the performer takes a backseat, shes introspective and prefers her thoughts and her art. parties are nooot their thing <3
and teehee bonus track version !
oh indeed ! he gets an au!!!!!! (hes in the g and vic poly! and hes a close friend and a side chara in all of the ocs verses !) and you would never guess what the name of his band is (it is not ken-doll) ! he is just as who he portrays himself both on the stage and off! (and by that he is as much of a beloved buffoon on stage as he is off the stage sjanakjn) loves to share his life with his loved ones and his fans (much to the chagrin of his managers his acting one bernadette/bernie and his music one in the au the dearest orion jaskna. who would prefer if he kept at least one or two things to himself kjaska you dont need to share everything my love!) and if his fans or his loved ones asked him to fight a bear in an arm wrestling match because they had a bad day he would do it because thats the sort of soul he is ! he made a name for himself and his loved ones and his fans were there for him, so his way of returning that love is to offer that in full in return to them !
#🎨: isabela#pearlcscent#THANK YOU SO MUCH ISABELA DEAR AHH THIS WAS THE CUTEST TO DO <3#and i am pleased to say i think i AT LAST told my burnout to take a hike ! i can think things again ! and write about the clowns!#like it was so weird? i had things on the brain but when i went to write them or make edits it was TV STATIC u know? 🥀😭#we love the babies the babies who have range ! they mean the world to me ! all of them !!!!!!!!!!#ken will likely veeeery open about his relationship with g + vic in the au and love that for him ! theyre lovely ! he should !#he loves them dearly both in the au as in the poly and in the verses as their friend! wants them to be happy!#he arose to fame around the time they did (i would say about 3 years after g did? 4 maybe?)#+ is a co star often of vic's ! so he is VERY close with them! i also have other dears to introduce as side charas but theyre in the works!#(he supports g finding his happy ending with lila in their verse and vic finder her happy ending with kieran ! cries at the weddings!)#teehee we must thank alya for encouraging me to do the kenny band au <3 TY DEAR#mona and kieran being ARTISTS and wanting to be that and that be reflected both on stage and off my beloveds#like they all lila and lucy and mona and kieran and aura and kenny au they mean the world to me AHH#this if means the world to me ! i get to shriek about music and see the loveliest pieces from people and my friends and AHH#AND I GET MUSIC RECS MY FAVORITE THING IN THE WHOLE WORLD !!!!#leg.asks#leg.ocs#leg.txt#the memes of djs cutting the club jams for sad tunes comes to mind for dearest lucy ! the dearest !#AND OFC TY ASH FOR MY LIFE ON THESE CUTEST BANNERS AHH.
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If I had the ability to led on a grown ass man (without even doing much) for 5 centuries I'd be proud as fuck, lemme tell ya...
Mor probably...
#And I don't even have to do anything!!#Like he's just gonna stay in love with me all this time while I fuck other men (secretly women too... mostly women)#as if I haven't made it FUCKING CLEAR that I don't want a relationship with him...#I lost my virginity to another man to not led him on and make him think we can ever be more than just friends and family#And then I'm literally going through the most traumatic experience of my life and he confesses his great love to me#I'm not in the right place whatsoever and obviously its not a right time he's an idiot and doesn't read the room haha *awkward silence*#AND I just don't say anything and leave (I'm literally at loss for word at this point)#but it doesn't end here... he just doesn't get it!!!#even after that he doesn't try to get close to me and make me comfortable enough to be with him so we can share this strong friendship no..#he stands in the corner of the room look at me weirdly and broods waiting for a mate bond to snap...#I guess *flip hair over shoulder* *teehee* I'm just THAT bitch you know😌💅🏼#part of this man's brain doesn't work istg...#morrigan#the morrigan#pro morrigan#morrigan acotar#I'm sorry for being messy hehe#but I just couldn't resist it#it's both Mor and Azriel week lmao#I had this in my draft for like months!!! and I think now it's a right time to post it lol#this is not exactly an anti post#this mostly toward Azriel stans iykyk
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