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Was on the verge of a nervous breakdown and then randomly remembered that in the spanish dub for Dragon Ball Z they changed Chi-Chi's name to "Milk" because chi chi is slang for breast in spanish.
This now occupies my mind and I'm feeling a bit better.
#3am thoughts#grew up watching it in spanish#a language I barely speak#was quite the rollercoaster#dragon ball#dragon ball z#random thoughts#chi chi#deep thoughts#dbz
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Did you think I was done? Ahahahaha no, I have more.
Because chapter 70 of MOMU gave me the very dynamic between them that I missed so much, I just blacked out and started drawing uncontrollably lmao
Also. ALSO. I noticed a while ago that Prowl has the habit of..like…constantly frowning. So. I did a bit of research and made this graph.
In 70 chapters, Prowl frowns rougly 104 times. And the intensity of this gesture is very clearly correlated with the development of his relationship with Jazz, as you can see ahahahahah It might be wrong tho don’t take me seriously I’m not good with graphs
#maccadam#transformers#prowl#jazz#jazzprowl#fic fanart#momu fanart#I just#mmmmm#For the whole fic Prowl had to think twice about everything Jazz says#every information could end up being wrong#sometimes even without Jazz realising it#so when Prowl says#he’s trusting Jazz. it’s.#also it totally wasn’t me googling ‘believing and trusting nuance difference in english’#the moment I realised the difference I think my brain started rollercoaster loops#he can’t believe him but he found enough faith to trust him#while. YES. For the whole story Jazz couldn’t fucking be believed#list e n#Jazz did a lot of things for Prowl#fucktons of big and small gestures to show that yes he likes loves and appreciates Prowl#I’m so happy Prowl is returning this energy#like#remember that scene a while back when Jazz kissed Prowl? Cool cool okay. Did Prowl kiss him? nope. It was one sided gestures#*gesture. That kiss didn’t make me feel like it’s truly something precious because Jazz started it but Prowl didn’t do quite the same#but this👆. This feels so much more important for me. Because Prowl#who is for the whole story was mister I calculate every chance of possible betrayal. Prowl whos entire personality is to trust nobody#Prowl goes. Fuck that I trust you. You feel me?#it wouldn’t be the same if he said I love you. Because love is very much something you don’t have a lot of control over.#but to trust someone? It’s a choice Prowl had to consciously make. You see what I mean? I love it. oh fuck I ran out of tags..
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#i feel like the other polls dont quite have the we are so back its so over energy that 2024 had for me#a true rollercoaster its such a mixed bag but overall good but i think its so over we are so back is the best way to describe it#so
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#raymond reddington#the blacklist#james spader#blacklist#reddington#red#raymond red reddington#tbl#raymond reddington gif#raymond reddington gifs#the blacklist gif#gif#gifs#gifset#aaa i do love to see him run#tho this moment was quite emotional 😭😭😭😭#what am I saying this whole episode was a fucking emotional rollercoaster and all i wanted to do was to hug and kiss Red😭😭😭#argh he only deserves happyness#love him so much
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My top 24(?) screenies from 2024!
Tagged by the lovely @changingplumbob, thank you Kirsty <3
I literally don't know if I even have taken 24 screenshots this year. Let's see...
1, 2 and 3: Some screencaps from a photoshoot I did with my revamped simself. I have MANY variations - check it out, none of those are the one on my current profile picture, or with...
4: Oh Kinha, that's cheating! That is an edit, not a sceenshot! Shhh! I literally don't think I have enough screenies to make this post. Anyways, once I can figure out how to do my tags and navigation posts, expect to see this one in my pinned <3
5: An outfit I made for Sienna that I needed to save for other kiddos too! It's so cute!
6: Vlad. What are you DOING walking around Evergreen Harbor? Not even on my lot, since Journey Delight - the founder of my personal Whimsy Legacy challenge - doesn't even have a house at this point. Just... passing by. It was like... the second night? Anyways, appreciate how marvelous this woman is (and how wacky the sims can be sometimes)
7: Speaking of personal legacy challenges, here's Hendrix Baccinus, the Mint of my NSB save. (The light makes him look blue-ish, but I swear it's mint.)
Look at him. Hot. Handsome. The male quota of this post. He is a baby and a pathetic wet cat of a man. This mfer tried to kill himself! (No joke, he autonomouslt went swimming when his energy was low on Sulani, because he was burnt out. Dude, sims used to be able to juggle a job and an Uni degree!)
I still love him <3
8, 9 and 10: Obligatory Arielly Vespertinai appreciation. Look at her. Gorgeous. My baby. Watcher's favorite (little chew toy nomnomnomnom) <3
Have you seen her? yes? Well, go look again. Until you're mesmerized enough to forfeit your entire mortal posessions to this siren of a woman. Nobody understands the amount of adoration I hold specifically for this little bean. She could kill me and I would still thank her. She consumes my thoughts almost daily even though I have an entire cast to think about so I can support your story babygirl unleash my brain!!!
Also, obligatory gloating that this woman was elected Bronze Medal in @simblorbo-bracket's 2024 SIMBLR SEXYMAN TOURNAMENT. Yes, you heard it right. She's a Sexyman. And is the Sexiest™ of the human competitors.
11: Speaking of Vespertinai's, a draft of Arielly's mom, Elysiann! Still unsure if I want them biologically related or adoptive (makes some sense with part of the lore, screws some other part. UGH.)
don't be fooled, this woman has SUCH a resting bitch face outside of CAS.
12: And on that resting bitch face note, Scione Vespertinai! Ari's younger sister, of whom I have shared custody with @momoception <3 (because someone in her game needed to simp over Lucius Holt, and given I'm his #1 fan in the real world...)
Could you tell my game's eyelashes were still broken on those last 2 pics?
13, 14 and 15: Enough of sim pics for a while, appreciate Elio Alvoretter's (aka, Ari's bestfriend, partner, and overall soulmate) (no, literally.) room. I'm insanely proud of it even if it drove me majorly crazy at some points.
(We do NOT talk about the small desk under the desk. It was fixed after.)
16: On the topic of building, a little bar decoration I made using TOOL. It took me longer than you'd expect.
17: Okay, back to sims because it's all I have at this point. I forgot this cutie's name, but she never really left CAS despite this picture. She was for a BC that never really happened, so I'm saving her for another opportunity. Maybe a spouse for one of my families. Maybe a founder for another legacy? She's kinda packed with CC, so I don't think I'll ever set her for dl.
18 and 19: Some of my girlies for other simmers! Moxie and Apolline were some of the ones I had the most fun doing, and I think that the unused photos deserve a place to shine too.
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Unfortunately, the most I could is still short by 5. But then again, 2024 was THE year for me, in terms of personal growth, so TS4 kinda fell behind (a LOT. Some of those pics have literal months of gaps between them)
I am not sure who has been tagged already or not, but if you're seeing this and you want to participate (even again), you're tagged!
#tag: musings#tag tag!#this is a rollercoaster#one extreme to the other#but i quite liked the variety
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hmmm one of those days where everything seems suspiciously like it's going to turn out alright. will keep you posted just in case but in the meantime going to smell some roses and smile at a baby 👍
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Chapter 20…
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“Mike?”
He shivers, goosebumps erupting all over his skin again, and he keeps his eyes drawn upward as he replies, “Yeah?”
There’s hesitation in Will’s voice, “So back then… did… did you… did you ever… like me? Y’know, as more than… more than a best friend should?”
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tagging: @across-thestars @boahey @magentamee @daydreams-in-the-moonlight @greenfiend @rebellius @booksandpaperss @castelobyers @total-serene560 @wheelersboy @sparks-olivarpente @hazmatazz @suzieburself @unrepentant-byler-shipper @mandycantdecide @robin-therobber @foodiewithdahoodie @embarrassing-nerd (if you want to be added or removed, let me know!)
#words cannot describe the amount of suffering i went through to write this#at one point i wanted to vomit from the emotional overload#idk how yall are gonna react to this… but as the writer who spent hours and hours reworking scenes and struggling#it was quite a rollercoaster#i hope you enjoy it because it’s exactly what i pictured it would be in my head#and this isn’t the end… there’s still a bit more story to tell#but we are nearing the end#iawwyh#byler fanfic#byler fanfiction
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guys i can feel joy again.
#ohhhh ok thank god. or thank the boar at the center of the world#i think i am quite literally dampened and stifled and made very vulnerable to demons and ghouls and the like‚ every month for at least a#week. like it's bad for a week and i want to kill myself and then it's bad for another week because i'm tired and in pain but that's not as#bad#so. i don't enjoy this. i have seen someone say (and my therapist also said this) that it's nice that life has an ebb and flow and you can#plan around that and release when you need to release#like about menstruation and the estrogen based endocrine system.#well i think it's horrible! i don't want any fucking rollercoasters#kata.txt
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HEY ! people who get mood swings. what are some of your tips and tricks for regulating those
#marzi speaks#i’m not used to being quite this volatile#i’ve got some good coping skills bc anxiety disorder#but also rn this prednisone has been taking me on a rollercoaster ride#and i wanna see if i can find some ways to help manage that before it gets overwhelming for me#if you have mood swings for any reason feel free to comment on this btw#drug induced mood swings naturally induced mood swings whatever. just. yeagh#tonight’s been a little active in the mood zone despite today being generally good#getting some irritation bouts some hyper bouts etc etc#wanna see what i can do about ‘em
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oh I almost forgot! happy anniversary to me getting a house and moving out!
#that was a rollercoaster time guys#I spent many hours on the floor avoiding eye contact with an existential crisis#and only by the grace of God did I manage to sign that paperwork scant days before government lockdowns would have put it all on hold#it wasn’t great but at the same time it was great#and then I quit my job#and then the floods and the dog bite#a few new hobbies#a good year for my writing#lots of growth#lots of learning#and here we are#(I should NOT have had all of that caffeine today friends it is still very much messing with me 😂)#(I can never try alcohol. it wouldn’t end well)
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Drugs and surgical scrubs chapter 27 💖
#big things are happening in this one guys#over 11k words of emotional rollercoaster#overdue by quite a few months but oh well#drugs and surgical scrubs#dass#ch27#jegulus#Jegulus fic#Starchaser#Starchaser fic#James x regulus
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Finished the first draft of my fic now it’s in the editing and beta Reading stage.
And hooooooo boy. Gotta say from grammatical errors to inconsistencies to uncertainty in how the characters are portrayed, there’s a bit of scrubbing to be had.
If anyone wants to beta read. Be my guest and I’m sorry in advance annsshvsksnshs
#Haven’t written fanfiction in a while so I expected to be rusty#Like I only once posted a fic on Wattpad and it was just very rough and what you’d expect from a 14 year old#And the previous ones I just wrote and kept mostly to myself#sketch#fanfiction wip#dynasty warriors#wo long: fallen dynasty#oc x canon#it will be quite the rollercoaster
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*listening to pt.1 & 2 of the new tpp episode back-to-back* this one's got a little kick to it
#kicked me down to my grave#and stomped repeatedly on my heart#well that was quite a rollercoaster of emotions#the penumbra podcast#tpp#tpp s5
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oscar vessalius' long lost twin id like to fu-
#mine#sorry not sorry im not normal abt him whatsoever#fma#fmab#pandora hearts#hoenheim#nsfwish//#implied ig.#LISTEN.......................... h e.#u know he even has quite a similar arc to oscar.#i wonder if they've ever talked abt it since they're friends.#anyway i forgot how much of a rollercoaster that episode in particular is#i dont even get to have a full dracula tepes kinnie moment over my lust wife before i gotta bark abt HIM#'are u implying u also feel the same way abt oscar btw' i will neither confirm nor deny this. GUESS.
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Jamil has you feeling things, hasn't he? 👀
This is magic, I'm telling you. This fucker has put me under a love spell, because I'll be climbing walls over there.
Or maybe Yana Toboso is stalking me, because how could someone create a character that so perfectly fits all of my tastes by combining so many seemingly contrasting traits?
For example, I love how Jamil is both a mom friend and a snake. A genius schemer whose plans just keep blowing up in his face. He's so serious that he just circles back to being overdramatic. Do you see where I'm going?
Also he's pretty like a girl and has long hair, which has always been a sure way to get my undivided attention. By the way, this was one of the first images I've encountered of him:
And it's not hard to imagine the effect this art had on me. From the moment I set my eyes on him, I was done for. He looks so cute when flustered, I'm going to eat him alive.
Jamil was also the first character who got his birthday card in the history of this game, and the new round of birthday cards starts with him every year (and I am... strangely proud of this fact).
#Anyways I could talk about reasons why I love Jamil all day. He's literally perfect.#I think another thing about his character that makes him so addictive to me#is the fact that he's constantly stressed out and *so done* with the world. Because everything that can go wrong always goes wrong#and thus he's constantly suffering. And I find that to be the most hilarious thing ever.#I have a bit of a sadistic sense of humour that for some reason goes double for the characters I like.#BUT IT ALSO MEANS that seeing Jamil triumphant or comfortable and just in any way happy... Is so much more precious.#It's quite an emotional rollercoaster.#f/o: the tactician of scalding sands
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canon Nedpan in a nutshell
Real-life Netherlands: From now on every one of you have to officially call me Netherlands. Except Japan, you can keep using “Oranda (Holland)” because I know you fumble a lot with foreign names yeah I can still be your Oranda I guess
Hetalia World Stars Netherlands: I never grant anybody’s request for free, even if they’re my siblings. However I’ll go all the way to help Japan find the limited edition Furby he wants and ask nothing in return
Hetalia Musical Netherlands: Even after all these years I care for you Japan. I cherished your naivety back in the Edo era, don’t change a bit. You can open your country only to me. I will protect you from America. I will fight for you and you owe me *one*
#nedpan#hetalia Fantastic World was quite a rollercoaster#it obviously didn't follow canon history#more like a timetravel what-if-japan-chose-not-to-open-his-country-and-he-was-more-scared-of-everything#personally wasnt a fan of that japan but did we get a hell load of nedpan crumbs?YES#hetalia fantastic world#hetalia musical#hws japan#hws netherlands#hatalia
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