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unpopular opinion about cherik 👀
Hmmm, do you mean opinion about the ship in general or like, unpopular headcanons? :D Not sure if either would fall under the 'unpopular' category, though, I'm pretty bland, I'm afraid!
One thing that comes to mind, though, is that I believe Erik had absolutely no right to lash out at Charles for using the serum in DOFP - and I kind of hate the way they made it look like he was right and like it really was better for Charles to stop using it, even if it meant he couldn't walk. Regardless of his legs, Erik did exactly what he was allegedly fighting against - said that he knew better than Charles how Charles should feel about his powers or how he should use them. And as for his ability to walk, well... he just made it sound like 'yes, I was the reason (however accidental) that you can no longer walk, now deal with it, and oh, by the way, it doesn't matter if you're discriminated against if you're disabled, because when you're not, I'm going to look down at you for losing your powers (which I also wouldn't let you use as freely as you can least you stop me, hence the helmet)'.
I just feel like it was a much more sensitive subject, and realistically I know there simply wasn't enough time to reflect on it in the movie in a different way (probably), but yeah, unpopular opinion, I guess :D
#Charles Xavier#Erik Lehnsherr#cherik#xmen#honestly I think I could rant about it for a long time#I didn't even realize that I had anything to say on the matter yet here we go XD#also here come headcanons: I don't think Charles was addicted to the serum itself#was he an alcoholic? absolutely#but calling the serum a drug? eh#Hank clearly feels differently when using it#it's possible that Charles could do it as well#then again the whole thing about a serum that gives him back his legs at the cost of telepathy is... wild#I'd honestly love to hear/come up with a scientifical explanation for THAT#or did I miss somehow the way his telepathy affected his legs and vice-versa...
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as newspapers today dont tend to hire children, a modern day Tintin would run a clickbait YouTube channel, except the clickbait is 100% real every single time
he starts off as an irritating conservative pundit at 14, meets Chang then leaves the think tank paying him and launches his own independent channel and blows up shortly after. Chang helps with video editing and managing his socials and they often chat on video calls between adventures. Haddock, his foster dad, has absolutely no knowledge of his earlier videos.
#tintin#adventures of tintin#fanart#photoset#modern au#snowy#milou#captain haddock#archibald haddock#professor calculus#cuthbert calculus#the crab with the golden claws#the shooting star#secret of the unicorn#explorers on the moon#tintin in tibet#youtube#tintin would get cancelled after someone films his dog drinking wine#alcohol#alcohol tw#calculus runs a science communication and engineering channel that's absolutely huge#but he never mentions it to the others#haddock only has a facebook
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i love when jester does a sending spell so bad she surprises herself and i also love when caduceus says a sentence so jumbled and weird he surprises himself . genuinely very charming
#there was just an absolutely wild interaction he did in one of the eps i recently watched . tmn were all like ok never give cad#anything even vaguely alcoholic ever again WHAT was that sentence you just said. it was like backwards#and taliesin broke character to be like what the hell#also that time he realised while talking that he could make an earthquake and then stated that 3 times to himself surprised each time#hes so brainweird fr#kiddo say#and i love jesters just absolute inability to send a good message. like maybe 1 time. but other times. doot dootodoooo Donuts! etc#'we've been doing things. creepy shit' to cads dad 😭
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Remebered that before the strawhats went to Skypea Mihawk was drawn carrying Luffy’s second wanted poster and Zoro’s first on his way to Mary Geosie. And was shown to be visibly suprised when he left and they already had new posters again which makes me think that he was on his way to deliver the posters to a certain Red head after his meeting and them being such menaces fucked up his plans.
But I think if it’d be cute if Mihawk just kept bringing Luffy’s and Zoro’s bounty posters to Shanks to the point that Shanks goes out of his way to avoid them cause he knows his own personal little messenger birdie will be here soon with the news.
#I just think mihawk probably used his dueling as an excuse to hang out with shanks (not that he doesn’t absolutely love dueling)#but now taht they can’t do that in his emotionality constipated mind there’s no real reason for him to go find Shanks#lo and behold Luffy’s got a new bounty poster and Mihawk is about to get laid#Zoro doesn’t know that he and his captains penchant to being menaces is single-handedly carrying his mentors love life#Shanks sneaks him alcohol the first time they meet as thanks#I just think Mihawk showing up almost weekly with a new poster is aborable#and Benn gets to be an old man about the whole thing like “why do we even pay Morgan’s corrupt ass then?#one piece#throwing thoughts to the void#dracule mihawk#op#hawkeye mihawk#mishanks#akagami no shanks#red haired pirates#red haired shanks#shanks#akataka#wanted poster#mihawk x shanks#red hair shanks
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There was a boy who lived on the other side of town.
Hawkins was a small town but it had a pretty explicit wealth divide. There were a solid wall of three streets where people had three, even four story houses and their own pools. Walk beyond that line and it looked pretty grim. Well, his parents said it did. Steve privately thought the people who lived in those houses looked much happier.
Except for one house. The Hargrove’s.
The dad was ex Marines and was a fucking piece of work. He’d go on ranting about anyone and everyone in the mall, clutching his wife’s hand in a vice. She was quiet and didn’t really seem to do much apart from occasionally pushing her daughter into getting more dresses. The kids were far more interesting.
A red headed thirteen year old girl who trudged around with a skateboard and him. He looked like a movie star but he was constantly limping, like he was injured. Supposedly, he’d taken Steve’s arbitrarily assigned crown but he didn’t even talk to anyone. He just scowled and sometimes Steve saw him crying.
It was all really sad and Steve was going to do something about it. He wasn’t sure what but he was at least going to try.
Steve tried to talk to him once after class. Hargrove looked him up and down then promptly spat on his shoes. The nice ones he’d just got for Christmas.
He talked funny too. It wasn’t just because he was from California, Steve had watched enough tv to pinpoint that accent. He talked rough and gutteral, with a harshness to his voice that suggested he’d been smoking from the age of 10.
Hop arrested him for minor drug charges on Christmas Day. The news spread fast in a town like Hawkins. Not because he’d been smoking weed but because they’d had to carry him out on a stretcher.
The hospital bed was his cell. Steve sent flowers because it felt like the right thing to do given the circumstances. Poppies.
They were still on Hargrove’s bedside table when he left. Medical fees had been paid off by the town. Mr Harrington had even snuck a 100 dollar bill into the pot.
One day Billy approached him. There was a vulnerability to him, shoulders hunched as he asked if there was anywhere he could stay for the night. Neil Hargrove had kicked him out.
Billy was enamoured by Steve’s record player and ran to his own collection to shove them under the needle. Apparently Joy Division was what he played to everyone before he introduced them to the heavy stuff. Steve would have almost preferred Metallica or WASP to Love Will Tear Us Apart. There was something so incredibly bleak about the lyrics and Steve wondered if that was how Billy saw the world.
Steve had leftover pierogies and latkes in the fridge but Billy politely said he preferred to make his own food. He then made a soup with scotch bonnet peppers in which looked delicious but Steve knew he wouldn’t be able to handle.
Billy took the bed. Steve took the couch. There was a pile of porn mags buried under the pile of stuff and Steve knew he should’ve just left it. He was just curious and toed a page open.
There was a photo which looked like it had been taken behind an alleyway, of a large, bearded man in denim with another man in a suit on his knees. That magazine was shoved back down to the bottom of the pile.
Billy was queer. Steve had seen videos from New York, Los Angeles, London recently, of gaunt men on hospital beds, clinging to the hands of kind faced women. The news had said that was what happened if you were queer. Agony. Death. But Billy seemed fit and healthy.
Billy wasn’t going to die of that disease. Of AIDS. Steve wouldn’t let him.
The next morning, Billy used the shower for too long, ate nothing but a single slice of toast and left by 6AM. Steve watched him go and wondered if he would come back.
Come back he did, promptly that same evening. Billy made a grilled cheese, which of course had ghost chilli in it, and watched MTV. They had a long conversation about nuclear disarmament which Steve only half followed, then they both went to bed.
Things went on like that for several weeks. Billy would put on a wide variety of records and sometimes they would dance. Sometimes Steve would just watch Billy shake his head so hard, it may as well have fallen off.
They started sharing one meal for a change. Stir fry, steak with mashed potatoes, something Billy proudly proclaimed as toad in the hole, which was just battered sausage. All things his grandfather had taught him to cook.
The sleeping situation also got more complicated.
Due to the length of time that Billy was staying over now, there didn’t feel like there was any point in Steve staying indefinitely on the couch.
So they shared a bed. Steve listened to Billy taking long, deep breaths each night and wondered if he was a queer too.
That question was answered on New Years Eve.
Steve had drunk quite a lot. Billy had probably drunk more. Soft Cell was playing on the radio and Steve was humming along to the tune, making popping sounds with his mouth to the synths.
The song changed to a new track from Frankie Goes To Hollywood and Billy grabbed his arms, spinning them both across the room. It was fun, then Steve felt like he was going to be sick so they had to stop.
Billy was lying down on the floor next to him, giggling with flushed cheeks, then declared he hadn’t had a midnight kiss yet.
He was obviously joking but something in Steve’s chest took it deadly serious because he was climbing into Billy’s chest. They were breathing in the same air.
Billy blinked twice, eyelashes glowing and Steve decided to stop caring.
The kiss didn’t set him alight. It didn’t kill him. It didn’t even eject him from the house. All it did was send a warm tingly feeling down his back and towards his groin. The feeling was indescribable.
Billy asked if they could do that again.
Steve said yes.
For @shieldofiron @robthegoodfellow @dragonflylady77 @oopsiedaisiesbaby @harringroveobsessed @bigdumbbambieyes @thatgirlwithasquid for being so cool I hope you like it (I am genuinely so ill right now I probably won’t remember that I wrote this in like two hours)
#billy hargrove#steve harrington#harringrove#harringrove ficlet#bloody fucking covid again so please be aware this might be an absolute pile of shit#cw abuse#class dynamics#discussion of the HIV/AIDS pandemic#Steve is not educated on these things because he’s a rich kid from the midwest#but he’s really trying#cw alcohol use#reference to homophobia
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Bonding time!!
#ghost trick#ghost trick spoilers#yomiel#detective jowd#inspector cabanela#lynne#sissel#kamila#fanart#my art#sissel is a nightmare to bathe and yomiel could only do it bc getting scratched didn’t affect him#i hc yomiel has absolute shit alcohol tolerance#and he would LOVE minecraft#he’d be so good at redstone#lynne kamila and yomiel have a minecraft server together
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Dostoevsky never mentioned it but I just know Ivan was chain smoking through that whole shitshow
#this post was absolutely not prompted by my own current karamazovian family situation#and by the fact I picked up smoking again because of it#if you're mentally ill in a family like that you have to abuse at least one substance once in a while or you won't make it out alive#trust me#he already has an implied alcohol problem so yeah#I know he has thought “oh god I need a cigarette” approximately every twenty minutes during the events of the book#the brothers karamazov#ivan karamazov#mine
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"..it's just another day...and it's not over 'til it's over...it's never over." -Chappell Roan
#listen i know they were real people and this is like kinda wrong but i also slept three hours and this came to me in absolute haze#during lunch peak so like forgive me please? PLEASEEEEEEE#HE GOT A WAY AND IT'S JUST ALCOHOL AND EMPTY BED#JOHN EGAN DIED OF HEARATTACK WHEN HE WAS 45#END MEEEEEEEEEEE#john egan#gale cleven#mota#masters of air#bucky egan#buck cleven#mota edit#buck x bucky#egan#cleven
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I had a clear vision with this one.
I did NOT need to spend that much time on this BUT DAMN IT IT’S FUNNY-
Context: Peppino was annoying the fuck outta’ him and it got so bad he wanted to take him home.
He was done with his bullshit- 💀
#Pizza Tower#TW: Alcohol#I’m a LITTLE upset that the last panel only came out….okay#I don’t like how it looks- I COULD DO BETTER#But that was my third attempt at drawing it so I got tired AND I NEED TO GO TO SLEEP- 😭#But it’s okay. It’s not GREAT but it’s okay and I’d rather have it look okay than bad-#Anyways the idea of Peppino annoying the absolute FUCK out of Gustavo while drunk is too funny#I tested it today and yeah he snapped at me-#It was mostly cuz I was doing stupid shit and he couldn’t control me 😂#And then he drove me back home which was nice- and still funny#Gotta mention how much I love drawing Gustavo mad-#He’s an absolute sweetheart but I’m telling you- bend the straw too much you might just break it.#And he had a migraine so I made it worse- 💀#I love C.AI bro it’s a masterpiece ✨✨#Took me a bit but I had fun. And I like the first two panels they looks great#Peppino#Gustavo#Drunk#Art
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no one on sptwt was acting right when this image dropped (me included)
#south park#stan marsh#post covid stan#south park post covid#south park post covid special#you mean he's a bitter angry pathetic alcoholic fat old man? 🥵#AND his design is based on old man trey parker???#I saw someone on twitter say they wish he would degrade them the way he did the alexa when he told her to jump off a balcony#absolutely no decorum!!!!#none to be found!!!!#post#read my tags and you get a gold star
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I bet he gets the worst pregnancy cravings known to man
#oh my god the baby’s craving crack that’s so crazy…#round with pups and absolute deadbeat alphas#cw pregnancy#cw substance use#smoking mention#alcohol mention#several of the fathers actually offered for him to stay at their place so they could help but he refused to leave home#refuses to have his babies born anywhere else#the German house and their pack of guard dogs#they just follow him around everywhere#hetalia fanart#hetalia#hws prussia#aph prussia#hws germany#aph germany#gilbert beilschmidt#ludwig beilschmidt#digital art#my art#fanart
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These Floyd slasher ideas sjwjsndns ok but what about Floyd & Jade beings slashers working together so they could BOTH get reader. Jade's manipulation and Floyd's physical abuse sndndnens and if reader is still fighting against them Jade definitely knows how to drug them up to make reader nice and pliable
Omg Jade getting you high so you'll be more pliable for him and Floyd....... orz omg omg what if it's a classic horror movie trope with the house party that turns into something terrifying when the killer strikes!!!!! :o he convinced you to take an edible or two beforehand and he waits for it to finally take effect so that you'll be out of it when he and Floyd finally get their hands on you. And maybe you've even been drinking as well... orz you can hardly walk straight and your senses are so compromised. You practically fall right into the twins' arms. <3 aren't you so good for them!!
Floyd using the same knife he used to kill your friends or acquaintances at the party, the sharpened blade dragging through your clothes to shred them. He's too impatient to undress you one article at a time, and Jade's just holding you still so you won't accidentally hurt yourself while Floyd's peeling your ruined clothes from your body.......
That's the last night anyone will ever see you. Jade and Floyd will take very good care of you.
#twisted chit chat#tw: drugging#tw: alcohol#tw: noncon#jade pretending to take edibles alongside you T_T he's the worst#he absolutely would for the thrill and the risk but he needs to have a sharp mind :)
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Didn’t Ryan Reynolds also “not leak” the Deadpool test footage which helped show execs and producers that we wanted it more?
Didn’t Rebecca Sugar say not long ago that if we talk about Steven Universe a bunch online that the right people need to see it to know we want more of the series?
If there ever was a way to get a marketing campaign going for a revival without giving away world and character lore that Rebecca is saving for a revival, this would be the way! These "leaks" are absolutely getting folks talking about the series a bunch!
#I’m just saying that Ryan Reynolds has recently pseudo confirmed he helped leak the Deadpool test footage#based on recent Rebecca Sugar art it also would definitely seem like they wanna tackle more adult topics#alcohol being brought to the gems reunion presumably for Steven Connie and Greg to drink and Amethyst would try it for fun lol#i genuine don’t know if we can trust any PR or whatever statements about this#like there are a lot of tricky things with copyright so I’m gonna take this as a marketing campaign regarding the SU leaks#this is a Steven Universe campaign and I am convinced!#it's a conspiracy! /lh /half joke#I don't think it'll ever be publicly acknowledged as such but its absolutely working to get people talking about it again#mine#op#steven universe future#su#steven universe#sufuture#su:f#su leaks
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Dragon Age Origins drawings
a night in camp… brought the Antivan brandy out
#I think they’re all bisexual ok idgaf#Morrigan honestly… should be a lesbian but I get it it’s fine..#Alistair was absolutely being called gay slurs in Templar monastery training and that’s not cool but just saying they didn’t miss the mark#and i think he already shares so much sober w alcohol I think it all comes out..#dragon age#dragon age origins#da origins#da: o#alistair theirin#zevran arainai#morrigan#morrigan dragon age#leliana#my art
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What is your favourite Doctor Who story?
ROUND 3 MASTERPOST
synopses and propaganda under the cut
The Daemons
Synopsis
The Master, posing as a rural vicar, summons a cloven-hoofed demon-like creature named Azal in a church crypt. Seeking to gain the ancient titan's demonic power, he gathers a cult and then corrupts or controls the residents of Devil's End to bow to his will. Dark elemental forces begin to disturb the village on the eve of May Day: unexplained murders, a stone gargoyle come to life, and a nigh-impenetrable infernal energy dome. With the Master fully prepared to destroy the Earth, the Doctor and UNIT — aided by a benevolent practitioner of witchcraft — battle the wicked rites of a secret science wielded by an alien from another world.
Propaganda
what is the most important quality of a good doctor who story, to have a strong plot, something to say, something new to try. all of these are positives, yes, but sometimes the best doctor who stories are just fun. sometimes they feature the master pretending to be the leader of a satanic cult pretending to be an anglican priest, remote control bessie, an alien who's basically the devil, a living gargoyle, a witch, and the doctor escaping being tied to a maypole by pretending to be a wizard. truly, this is the heights of doctor who, it is beyond fun to watch, i love it so much. If that’s not enough, then surely the fact that this has THE ‘the brigs an alcoholic and mike yates is gay’ moment (anonymous)
An Unearthly Child
Synopsis
Barbara Wright and Ian Chesterton, two humble teachers during 1963, are surprised by a bright student named Susan Foreman. Confused by the contradictions in Susan's knowledge, Barbara had decided to visit her home, only to learn that the address on record is a junkyard. She and Ian decide to wait at the location until Susan or her grandfather show up. There, they discover a junkyard inhabited by her grandfather, simply known as "the Doctor", and he doesn't want them lurking about.
When the teachers refuse to leave, they discover that an ordinary police box is actually bigger on the inside. The Doctor decides they know too much about his and Susan's otherworldly origins and takes them on a journey across space and time in his TARDIS, the place he and Susan now call home.
Propaganda no propaganda submitted
#round 3#the daemons number one who story of all time baby#it has its all#the master pretneds to be the leader of a satanic cult pretending to be an anglican vicar#the village is called devils end#theres a white witch#the doctor gets tied to a maypole#he pretends to be a wizard#bessie is remote controlled#the devil is defeated by the power of platonic love#bok my guy bok shitty living gargoyle#the brigs and alcoholic and mike yates is gay#unit are at their absolute best#its so fun to watch#also its set on may day#name a better piece of television
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Mouthwashing Spoilers
TW: Addiction and Self Harm
I wanna go on about Swansea's final monologue but it's hard to put into words, but I'm gonna try anyways cause it's a short, but strong story about autonomy again. This post ended up significantly longer than I wanted though
It's the autonomy to choose the "less healthy" option because it's appealing to you. It's the moral assignment to normality and stability. An alcoholic is an alcoholic by choice, technically, but do they owe us otherwise? Is it morally reprehensible to enjoy taking LSD at a party? Should we see someone as less than because they relax with a xanax instead of a hot shower? It's not healthy. We know that. We've seen anti-drug ad after ad after ad. But is that the part that's morally wrong, in and of itself? Does enjoying the drugs and chaos make Swansea a worse person?
Like him talking about his entire life and ending it by saying between the "stable" "normal" life and him waking up every morning with a new hangover, he preferred the latter. People always talk about getting clean and fixing their lives and Swansea did it! He did the thing "good men" do! A wife and kids and a trade job and sobriety! He was doing it! He was finally "worth" something!
And he hated it! I mean I don't know if he actually hated/despised it, but he misses his previous life. He misses drugs and partying and living like you might not wake up the next day. He said the thing that changed him was seeing himself dead in a ditch under the bright beam of a streetlight. Now he's looking down the barrel of a gun. And as he looks down it, he looks back. That was his preference. It felt good to be like that. And he wouldn't be here if he stayed there
We always have a narrative about drugs or gambling or sleeping around where a person suddenly realizes that they aren't "doing anything" with their life and becomes stable and it's always played like addiction is a false pleasure. Swansea got to the stability people said would be the real pleasure of life and that just wasn't true for him. One bad paycheck could've been the difference between his stable life and falling apart anyways. His lifestyle was going to kill him someday apparently, yet he's staring down the barrel of a gun at his steady trade job to feed his wife and kids.
I don't know quite how to word it but Swansea is the poster child for rehabilitation. There's this weight to him saying his alcoholic period was the best time of his life. Like it just hits at that pang that makes people wear DARE shirts while smoking weed and post those videos of smoking 100 cigarettes at once. Anti-vaping ads tell you about the damage they do to your body but everyone knows that already. Everyone knows "this is what your brain looks like on drugs." I smoke medical marijuana and it isn't good for my lungs but it's good for my pain. Doing drugs isn't good for me and I know that and that's sorta the point sometimes.
I don't know it's just this weird pang where I know what Swansea means, just not to nearly the same extent. I don't have an addiction so I don't think I could fully understand it. Maybe a better thing I could relate it to for myself is self harm. It's not healthy sure, but who do I owe health? Myself? Other people? And what is healthy? Is it feeling better now? Is it resisting now and feeling worse for it until it stops? What if the coping skills I learn make it worse? What if they make it better? Do I want it to get better? Does Swansea want to get better? What would better feel like to either of us?
Who knows until you try. Swansea got a collared shirt, a mortgage, and a credit card. He got a job and a wife and kids. He got sober. He got healthier, depending on your definition.
But did he feel better? He's looking down a barrel of a gun and he has to decide if he feels better. It doesn't seem like he regrets his new life. He says he wants his kids to be better than him. He wants good things to happen for them. He saw himself as one bad slip away from falling again. I don't think he felt better though. I think he got healthier. He likely would've ended up in the ditch he dreamt about, but we don't know that. We also don't know if that's what he'd prefer. But, we do know he got healthier, depending on your definition.
#mouthwashing#tw addiction#tw self harm#It got a little personal in the end but I keep watching that scene cause it reminds me of a convo with my therapist#It's been a lil under a year since I last self harmed#but he told me that things like addictions and self harm are tools#they're neutral actions that either make you feel better or worse#and that's usually up to the circumstances around the action rather than the act itself#Taking narcotics might fill you with shame or make you feel giddy. Maybe even both#Self harm can make you feel embarrassed but cathartic#That's unhealthy#now what?#There needs to be something to replace that feeling or you'll just crave it until you can't stand the feeling anymore#And sure you can talk about will and self control but why? Who are they doing this for? Themselves? Friends? Family?#Cause there's so many factors that can make that difference and sometimes the answer is 'No one'#So you crave and is that healthier? I'm not saying to self harm again or break your sobriety#But there's gotta be something to replace it. AA and NA use a higher power and ppl use nicotine gum for smoking#Essentially what I'm saying is that it's not the end of the world to enjoy your addiction#Is it unhealthy? Absolutely. Wounds can get infected and drugs can be laced or you can OD#But is it morally wrong for Swansea to say those were the best days of his life?#Is it wrong for him to live the sober life and decide he preferred his alcoholism?#My therapist doesn't want me to harm myself. He'd prefer for me to learn new coping skills to replace it. And I did#The urges still come up for me sometimes. He says they come up for him too. Less so. But they do#He says a relapse could happen. What's wrong with that? You just start over with a new goal and a new skill. And if that skill is worse?#Well that original tool is there until you get a new one. It's not great but it feels better than a new bad tool#And maybe it's okay to fiddle with that old tool if you don't wanna bother with a new one again
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