#I saw someone on twitter say they wish he would degrade them the way he did the alexa when he told her to jump off a balcony

[things-stankyle-probably-said]

no one on sptwt was acting right when this image dropped (me included)

[tensonline]

Chapter 2

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“Wait, so let me get this straight. Do you want to date this guy? Or do you just wanna fuck him?”

“_____, please stop fucking athletes. You have a type and it’s shitty men who have two brain cells.”

“OKAY,” you yelled. “I get it! I like my men that know how to juggle balls and can juggle me! IS THAT CRIME?!”

“No! But what about some cute English major? Or a sociology one? You like sociology!” Jisoo insisted.

“First of all bitch, English majors are pretentious so how dare you,” you snapped, “Have you not seen You? Everyone knows to stay away from them. And sociology majors are only good for arguing on Twitter. They suck at sex.”

“Um fuck you? I’m a sociology major and  I--” Jennie started

You interrupted her, “I do not need to know about you and Jisoo’s sex life. Please. Not all of us like romantic candlelit sex. I want someone to choke me and degrade me! I love being degraded! Have either of you been thrown around? Or tried orgasm denial?”

Jisoo scowled. “No, you freak. Some of us don’t like being rough.”

“Yeah,” Jennie sniffed. “There’s nothing wrong with vanilla sex. So what if I like to have my room smell like A Thousand Wishes and have Alina Baraz playing while I’m fucking? Also, who wants to have their orgasm be denied? Isn’t that, like, the opposite of what someone would want in sex?”

You gaped at her, “Oh my god. I’m going to ignore that last question and focus on what’s more disturbing. Are you serious, bitch? A Thousand Wishes is the scent you pick from Bath and Body Works? There are better ones.”

“Ooo, really? Which ones do you recommend?” Jennie lights up as she asks.

“Okay, you need to try---”

“Oh my god, can we focus?!” Jisoo hisses. She looks between you and her girlfriend and sighs when you both turn to her with incredulous faces.

Of course both of you thought she was crazy for interrupting the conversation.

“Look, _____” Jisoo sighs, “You don’t think this is a bad idea? You work with this guy. What if it makes things awkward?”

“It won’t,” you dismiss while waving a hand around,  “He’s chill. I’m chill. We’re both grown and can handle sleeping together while staying… colleagues. Acquaintances. Whatever the hell we are.”

Jisoo and Jennie shared a look. They both knew that once you set your sights on someone, it was only a matter of time until you sunk your claws into them. Their warnings were only going to fly right over your head. Usually, your friends would admire how determined you are when you want to achieve something and wouldn’t let anyone deter you. Any other day they would admire your perseverance.

Today wasn’t that day.

You saw the look that the couple in front of you shared and immediately tensed up.

“Look, I know what you two are thinking,” you say with your brows furrowing, “He seems like just my type. But I’ll be careful. If I feel myself getting too…. too close or feeling like it’s too much I’ll stop.”

Jisoo immediately softened her face and spoke gently. “_____, I’m not trying to control you. Neither is Jennie. We both love you, you know that. You’re like our sister and daughter all in one. We just know of Xuxi’s reputation and want you to tread carefully, okay?”

You looked at her with wide eyes, “What do you mean?”

It wasn’t that they were upset over you sleeping around, far from it actually. You were a big girl who could do whatever and whoever you wanted. Hell, they often played wing woman and set you up with guys they knew you would like.

They were just worried about you. You were the baby of the group with a personality that someone could easily take advantage of. It’s not like you were the type to run at the first sign of romance, in fact, you enjoyed it.

You, whether you admitted it or not, were secretly a hopeless romantic. You were okay with having casual sex, but if it went anything farther then that..

Well.

You fall hard. You loved the idea of love no matter how much of a realist you forced yourself to be. You liked making connections and building relationships with people that made you laugh, it was a part of your charm. You gave away your heart too easily when it came to relationships, and they had been there to pick up the pieces quite a few times.  You gave your all to someone and it hurt them seeing someone do wrong by you.

Your friends were only worried about you because they both knew of Huang Xuxi.

And they both knew he was exactly the type of guy who could charm you and would fall for immediately.

Jennie moved to sit by you and cuddled closer, “Look, yeah he’s a nice guy. Everyone knows that. But… he’s just a player. Sure he’s transparent with every girl he sleeps with, but that doesn’t mean he treats girls nicely. And you deserve to be treated nicely. Or I’ll kick his fucking ass and set his car on fire.”

Jennie beamed at you when she finished speaking.  You felt your heart warm at the threat. She absolutely would follow through with it and knowing you had a friend who would go that far for you made you feel safe and secure.

“Me too, Jennifer. If I didn’t know you and Jisoo are practically soulmates I would say the same thing. But since you two are basically the last piece of evidence that proves love exists, I’ll settle for something else. So if any one of those girls on the cheer team give you the slightest bit of attitude I’ll slap them.”

Jisoo smiled seeing the exchange. For right now, they’ll put Huang Xuxi onto the backburner.

“Anyways, let’s go back to what we all came here for. The semester starts next week and the Theta Chi house is working with the Sigma Kappa girls to throw the first party. So obviously we need to look sexy as fuck. Especially _____ and Lisa. You both have cobwebs and dust collecting on your vaginas that I can see.”

“What the fuck” you gasped, “Ten told me the same thing! It’s literally been a month. Cmon, that’s not even that long.”

“Yeah well, for a university student it is. Especially for someone hot like you. Even more so when we take your track record into consideration. Your virginity is basically putting itself together again like the ashes of the ones that died in Infinity War,” Rosie said as she walked into the apartment with Lisa towing in right behind her.

You jumped at their entrance then scowled after her comment sunk in, “Leave me alone, Roseanne,”

Rosie glared at you for the use of her full first name as she sat down across from you.

“When was the last time you got laid?” you taunted, “We haven’t heard any hoe stories from you either!”

Rosie perked up, “Last night, actually. I went on a date with Jungkook and went back to his apartment. Mingyu says hi, by the way. Did you know they were roommates?”

“UGH,” you groaned. “Of course you get laid by one of the hottest dudes there is. And he’s nice! What the fuck! Save some for us bitch!”

Rosie laughed and looked down, her cheeks flushing a pretty pink.

Immediately everyone got quiet and stared at her.

“Rosé,” Lisa drawls out slowly, “Do you actually like this guy?”

Rosie sobered up quickly and looked around at each of you.

“Okay, look,” she says slowly, “I’m gonna be honest with you guys. I--”

“Oh my god,” you interject with a groan. You throw yourself onto the couch and cover your eyes with your arm, “Everyone is falling in love except me! I haven’t even had sex in so long! Not even oral!”

“I didn’t even finish yet!” Rosie says exasperated.

“Yes, but you’re Rosé, everyone falls in love with you on the first date. And if this guy didn’t then I’ll kill him. Because you’re pretty and perfect and deserve the world. Why wouldn’t he fall in love right away? The fuck.”

Rosie flushes but sends you a shy smile either way.

“As I was saying, I actually have been going on dates with Jungkook but didn’t say anything because I actually like this guy. I was worried he just wanted to hit it and quit it, that’s why I never mentioned it. I would’ve been so embarrassed if that happened and I gushed about how much I like him but… I think it’s going well. I hope he asks to be exclusive soon,” she finishes with a whisper. You suddenly sit up straight and smack the sofa. Your friends jump at the sudden action when you open your mouth and say “I’ll shove my foot up his ass if he doesn’t ask you to be his girlfriend, Rosie. I don’t give a fuck how hot he is, you’re way hotter and have a line of people knocking at your door.”

Lisa blinks, “Okay, _____. You are at a ten right now and need to take it to a two. Not everything needs to turn into a wannabe WWE match, but I agree. Rosie, if he doesn't ask you to be exclusive within the next month, drop him.”

“Okay,” Rosie sighs while looking down and playing with the hem of her dress, “I just haven’t liked someone like this in a while and I’m just… yeah. But enough about me! There’s nothing to get sad about! We have more important issues to focus on. Like _____ and Lisa being the reborn virgins of the group. Ironic since you two are the biggest hoes I know.”

Lisa groans, “I know. I’ve just been so stressed with the dance team and summer school. I haven’t had time to even rest and now the semester is starting? Bitch..” she shakes her head without finishing.

Jennie gets up and claps her hands, “Well, what are we waiting for? The Theta Chi party is the perfect time and place for you two to get some. It’s coming up soon and we need to start pampering now. It doesn’t even need to be for hooking up, it can be a good luck present for the semester starting. Now c'mon, get your shit” she says grabbing yours and Lisa’s arms and yanking you two up, “if we leave right now we can make it to the salon as a walk-in. I’ll pay for everything.”

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The final days leading up to a new semester were tiring. You had a short timeframe in which you had to get your financial aid sorted out, make sure you sent out the emails that needed to be sent, talked to your manager about your schedule, and mentally prepare yourself. On top of all the stress you had going on outside of work, work itself had been incredibly busy. With the upcoming start of a new school year, the store had been filled to the brim with snot nosed kids, demanding parents, and hoards of teenagers all looking for the perfect shoe. You had asked for more hours to get some extra cash, but you were starting to regret it. With the back to back scheduling and long shifts, there was no time for you to sit down and breathe.

Fortunately today, you were scheduled to do sorting in the back for the majority of your shift. Which meant you had to take inventory for an hour and sit around on your phone for the rest of it.

As you were counting how many black high tops Converses there were left and cursing the middle schoolers who never failed to sell them out early every year, you failed to notice someone walking in.

“Hey, _____. You need some help?” Jaehyun asked.

You tensed up immediately after hearing the voice and mentally cursed yourself for not washing your hair last night or doing your full makeup routine.

At least you had the decency to put on your eyebrows.

“Oh hey, Jaehyun. I didn’t know you were scheduled for today. How was your vacation?” you asked while putting on a fake smile.

Jaehyun was one of your coworkers, and also your ex-boyfriend. The funny, sweet basketball player had been working at Foot Locker way longer than you and had been the one to train you. He was the one to take you under his wing and introduce you to everyone, offered to buy you something to eat whenever you forgot to bring lunch, and the type of guy to bring everyone who was scheduled with him a drink from Starbucks.

He was everyone’s work crush, including yours.

Until he cheated on you.

“It was good,” he grinned at you, “I missed my grandparents and the rest of my family, so it was nice to see them again. But the weather here is much better than back home.”

“I’m glad you got to see them!” you said with a tone that was obvious you felt anything but glad for him.

As you were thinking about how to somehow get out of this conversation while not getting scolded by your manager for abandoning your task, Jaehyun was busy looking you up and down. The summer had definitely done you good, even if you had spent most of it at work. It hadn’t been that long since he last saw you but your skin was glowing and sun-kissed, even more than usual. There was also definitely much more ass in your jeans than from what he remembers. You already had a nice one to begin with, something he took note of whenever you climbed up the ladder to get a box of shoes too high for you in the backroom.

He remembered when you first walked into Foot Locker for an interview. It was nearly impossible not to notice you. You walked into any room and instantly commanded the attention of everyone within your vicinity. With your sun-kissed glowing skin and a gleaming smile, you had everyone watching you all the time.

The funny part was that you barely even noticed it.

Jaehyun knew of you before you had even submitted an application. Of course he knew of the pretty psychology student who nearly always got the top scores and didn’t have a stick up their ass for it. You were always willing to lend a helping hand and had the patience to explain theories and concepts for hours to someone who didn’t have a clue.

Don’t get him wrong, you were far from a pushover, and more often than not he would overhear you tell classmates the many ways you would shove a textbook up their ass if they tried to copy off you or didn’t at least try to put in an effort.

It was evident that you weren’t a pushover or afraid to ask for what you wanted. You just took a while to warm up to people and let them in close enough to see the bratty side of you.

He was lucky enough to be one of those you let in, but he had to go and fuck it all up.

Jaehyun tried again, “So, how was your summer?”

You didn’t have the time or energy for this shit. “Jaehyun,” you said sharply. “I’ve been incredibly stressed with trying to juggle my summer class, work, and social life if you’re that desperate to know. I don’t need--”

Jaehyun cut you off, “_____, I’m sorry. I just want to talk to you and explain, please.”

Conversation with Jaehyun once came as natural as breathing to you. There used to be a time where he could ask the world from you and you would do anything to give it to him. He was the person you looked forward to seeing the most, the one you wanted to see right when you woke up and before you fell asleep. And at one point he was.

You were never blind to how attractive he is. Jaehyun, with the sweet smile and tall, lean build was the kind of guy who could get people to stop and stare whenever he walked by. Hell, you had seen it happen nearly every time the both of you went walking to the food court.

After all, he was Jung Jaehyun, a university basketball player.

Which was just a kind way to say he was a fuckboy.

To make it even worse, he was a fucking frat boy. Which meant he had a reputation of sleeping his way through campus.

When he was the one to ask you out first, you had told yourself that it was just a way for him to get into your bed. After the second, third, and fourth date, you still mistook his advances as him trying to be kind to you before he hit it and quit. It was a month into the dates that he asked you to be his girlfriend. Even then, you were very cautious at the beginning of your relationship. You had dealt with your fair share of playboys like Jaehyun and weren’t afraid to bust their balls.

You actually enjoyed knocking men down a peg or two.

But Jaehyun was nothing if not persistent. He made an effort to spend as much time with you as possible and get to know you on an intimate level. The constant sleepovers at your place and late-night talks had both of you falling in love, fast and hard.

To this day, you still didn’t know why he cheated on you.

Jaehyun interrupted your thoughts, “_____?”

You shook your thoughts away, “Yeah?”

“I asked if you had any plans for the last week of summer?”  

You sighed, “Look, Jaehun. I’m just exhausted thinking about the semester starting. But I’m trying to distract myself from thinking about school and worry about my social life instead. So yes, I do have plans to go out and yes, it is to the same party your frat is hosting. But I’m not going for you, so do not approach me or talk to me. Don’t even look at me. I have bigger things to worry about and I do not want to deal with the stupid questions from your stupid friends.

“Like what?”

“Like what, what?”

Jaehyun scrunched his face in confusion, “You said you had bigger things to worry about. Is everything okay? Are your brothers good?”

As much as you hated to admit it, your heart fluttered. Jaehyun knew how much you cared about your younger brothers. He loved them just as much as you and liked going with you whenever you visited home, “Well yes but---”

“That’s good,” Jaehyun lets out a breath. “Look _____, I know you don’t owe me anything. I know I fucked up real bad, but please let me just explain everything. I want you to know what happened. I valued our relationship above everything and it meant the world to me. I know it might not have looked like it but--”

You snorted. Good for him, he’s self-aware.

Jaehyun flushed at your laugh. He deserved it but tried again “_____, please---”

Every sad look he sent you was sending you over the edge. Who did he think you were? You weren’t the type to let people step all over you like regardless of what Jaehyun thought. As mildly insulted as you felt over how little he thought of you, you didn’t have the type to tear a new one into him. You had shit to do or else your manager would be pissed.

“Jaehyun, I can’t do this.”

“_____, what---”

“_____.” Jumping at the sudden mention of your name, you had failed to notice a tall figure standing only feet away from Jaehyun during the conversation between the two of you.

“Xuxi,” you breathed out.

Jaehyun frowned, “Xuxi?”

“Xuxi,” the man himself said. Xuxi was staring at you with something dark, something that made you tense up and on edge for what his next move would be. He had been sent to the back to clock in and help you out with inventory when he noticed that the door was left slightly open. Xuxi had stopped when he heard Jaehyun’s voice and the exasperated tone in your voice.

When Xuxi realized Jaehyun was the one in there with you, he felt that ugly jealous feeling crawl up his chest. He didn’t want to closely examine why it was there. You weren’t his. The two of you hadn’t been close enough for him to consider you as his, but he still didn’t like the idea of you being stuck in a room with Jaehyun.

Xuxi didn’t want to harbor any ill feelings towards Jaehyun; he was his frat brother and Xuxi never had an issue with him. He already owed Jaehyun one for getting him a job here but after finding out what went down between the two of you, he lost respect for Jaehyun.

Xuxi was self-aware that he wasn’t the most romantic guy on campus nor was he the type to go steady with someone, but he would never string a girl along or cheat on her. He respected them enough to be upfront from the beginning of what he wanted and wouldn’t harbor any ill feelings if they refused to sleep with him afterward. He tried to be gentle with everyone who ever tried to pursue something serious with him.

It wasn’t well known across campus that Jaehyun and you were a couple, which confused him at first. He didn’t know why both of you kept it under wraps. If he was dating you, he’d make sure to broadcast out to the entire city. You were one of the sweetest girls he’s ever met. You weren’t stuck up or mean to anyone. He didn’t think you were aware of it, but you and he were in the same department. While you were in the Child Studies department only for a minor, he had it for his major so he spent quite a bit of time in the building. Xuxi would often see you helping out underclassmen who were very clearly overwhelmed, sharing your notes to classmates, and talking to the professors as if they were your friends. He liked seeing you brighten up the department every time you walked in.

To add the cherry on top, you were stunning. Immediately a heat curled up in his stomach when he thought about how good you looked. God, he would’ve been blind to not see how utterly gorgeous you were. Those long, toned legs and pouty lips had him captivated since day one. As well as those big, wide doe eyes of yours that gave you an innocent look when he knew you were the complete opposite.

“Hey man, how were the new soccer recruits? I swear the only times I’ve seen you in the house were when you came back tired and hungry,” Jaehyun laughed, oblivious to the growing tension in the room.

The two of you broke eye contact as Jaehyun went to give Xuxi that stupid one-armed hug boys do. You felt your entire face flush and looked at the floor while you wallowed in the embarrassment of knowing Xuxi knew you and Jaehyun had a messy breakup.

You went back to counting shoes or at least pretending to. Frankly, you had no idea what the hell it was that you were doing before Jaehyun walked in, but you were damned sure that was the last time you opened your fat mouth like that ever again at work.

“_____, you miss me?” Xuxi said.

What.

The hell is he saying, you thought.

Bracing yourself, you turned around to face him. They had moved closer to the wall with Xuxi leaning against it like he owned the damn place.

“Um. Yes,” you blinked.

Xuxi smirked at you and walked up to you. You tensed up and subconsciously held your breath for whatever his next move would be.

“C'mon don’t be like that, baby, “Xuxi said. He walked up to you and put an arm around your shoulders, “I missed you. Thought about you every time Coach let me take a break.”

You flushed at the endearment but made no move to refuse his arm. Or correct him. You had no clue what he was playing at but a guy as hot as Xuxi was calling you baby, so you didn’t have an issue with it.

You scowled up at him, “Shut up, lying ass. I heard your Coach rarely ever gives you guys breaks. Last time I heard the admin ladies talking about how some kid’s mom was threatening to sue.”

“Well that story is true,” he said grinning down at you, “but I’d never lie to you. Not to my favorite girl.”

You felt yourself blushing again at him calling you baby and for the way he was looking down at you. With him that close to you and looking down with that smile of his, you’ve never been more aware of how handsome Xuxi is.

“Oh, and Jaehyun? I heard Manager was looking for you out on the floor. Apparently, you’ve been gone for too long,” Xuxi said, giving him a smile that Jaehyun knew was strained.

Jaehyun clenched his jaw. He didn’t like the way you got all shy around Xuxi or the way your entire demeanor caused him to do a double-take. He’s seen you like this before.

It was the way you were when you used to be in love with him.

“You should get going, Jaehyun. The manager isn’t in a really good mood today. She gave me an attitude for not having the size some kid wanted. Does she not know by now that we always sell the Converses early?” you said. You rolled your eyes and continued ranting, blissfully unaware of the tension growing between the two boys.

Jaehyun saw Xuxi’s hand almost brushing your breast and could tell you either had no clue, or used to it by now.

“Yeah Jaehyun, better hurry,” Xuxi said innocently.

“Fine. But, _____,” Jaehyun walked up to you with a determined look on his face. He grabbed your wrist and gently yanked you out from under Xuxi. “I just want to talk to you. Give me just one opportunity and you’ll never see me again, okay? You already know about the party at Theta Chi. Promise me you’ll go?”

You nod. You were staring at him with a flustered look that made his heart ache.

Jaehyun leaned down to whisper, “Go look for me there, okay? Just one last time, please.”

His lips brushed against your ear before he quickly walked away. You were left stumbling for the words to reply with when he just left.

What the hell was that?

Clearing your throat, you turned around to face Xuxi who was leaning against the wall, again. This time though he had his arms crossed and was staring at the door Jaehyun exited out of. When he heard you, he directed his blank gaze to you.

There was a brief silence that felt oddly tense to you.

What the fuck was this kid’s problem, you thought.

You raised an eyebrow at him when it was clear he was just going to stare at you with a bitchy face and that made you on edge. Especially since you didn’t put in an effort to look good today

“What?,” you snapped, “Do I have something on my face?”

He didn’t reply to you right away. He searched your face for a bit until he pushed himself off the wall and walked up to you.

One of his hands comes up to your chin and grabs it gently, forcing you to look up at him. Your breath immediately stilled at his touch. His hands were so warm and so big that you were willing to bet they were bigger than your face. You tried to distract yourself with that thought so you wouldn’t focus on how insanely gorgeous he was up close, but that didn’t settle well with him.

He squeezed you so gently that you almost didn’t feel it, but you did.

When you met his gaze, he finally spoke.

“You good?” he asked. You could feel his breath tickle your lips. You were so captivated by his own lips being that close to yours that you didn’t answer until he squeezed you again. You nodded as a reply, too dazed to actually talk.

He gave you a grin and continued, “Don’t look for Jaehyun, okay? I got you. Whatever it is you need or want, I got you for it. Not him.”

You stared up at him with a surprised and innocent look on his face that only served to make him want to wreck you.

Xuxi still had a grip on you, “Good girl. I’ll come looking for you. You don’t need to go after anyone. I’ll do it. You understand me, right? You get what I’m saying?”

You avert your gaze as the words he said made you feel things that far too inappropriate for the workplace.

It had been so long for you, evident in the sudden dampness you felt between your legs that came right after he called you a good girl.

“That’s good. Of course my girl understands, you always do so good in everything. Now I’m gonna go back out there and do my job. Remember what I said, okay?”

Xuxi lets you go but of course he doesn’t do it simply. Of course he doesn’t. Simple isn’t in this man’s vocabulary. This man just had to call you a good girl and his girl in the fucking storage room at work. He just had to drag his hand down and let it trace the hollows of your throat first before stepping back and walking away from you.

You let all the tensions you didn’t know you had out of your body as you sink into the only chair there is. You don’t think about what could happen at work that much, or at all really, but you for sure never saw Huang Xuxi making you wet while on the job.

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btw the xuxi in this is xuxi during the beginning of super m promos... u know... with the nice glowing brown skin and light brown hair.... whew...

[sweetescapeartist]

Since there is barely anybody that looks at this blog now, imma say some things now that I'll reveal later on Twitter (maybe). Also this is gonna be a long read so you can read if you wanna or not. Its kinda a rant.

I started this blog because I liked Dragon Ball and wanted to share my ideas and things I liked with other fans. I enjoyed that. Krillin is my favorite character so I wanted to show him some love & maybe get more ppl to like him. Then eventually I started drawing nsfw art.

I began doing so because there's a great lack of Krillin positive nsfw art. Eventually on my Twitter, I gathered a following that like to see Krillin getting some love. I also went from sfw with my OC Tobi to drawing nsfw. The problem I have with both is that I don't have time as much to draw what is like to. Nor do I care as much for nsfw art.

So this is what I'm trying to say. I have other things I want to do. I draw for free and accept some requests. I'm not getting paid and I feel like I'm wasting my time somewhat. The positive is that more ppl have come to like Krillin and hopefully more will later. There aren't a lot of nsfw artist that promote Krillin. Its all about Saiyans and I understand why. I like Saiyans too. But its always at the expense of human characters that I like especially Krillin.

"Vegeta got beat up by 18 so he deserves to dick her down"

"18 should be with anyone else but Krillin. She should be with a Saiyan."

I'm seriously tired of it, ya know? Its just such negativity. I've tried to combat it with positivity and that does work but that's not what most ppl seem to care about or see. Krillin means a lot to many of us. Yes, we know he's a fictional character but he's someone we can latch on to and see ourselves in. How he constantly tries hard and doesnt give up despite having low self-esteem. He is very relatable and an encouraging character. So understand that it frustrates me and others when ppl keep making fun of a character we love just because of memes that are very innacurate, he's short, he's married to what most of the fandom consider the most attractive female in the series (so they're jealous of him to an extent), or when ppl downright degrade his character.

Why? Why treat a positive character so negatively? Ppl make fun of Krillin because he has PTSD but won't make fun of Future Trunks. They trash his marriage and make it seem as if 18 doesn't care for him because he has the most stable marriage in the series. They call his daughter an ugly troll but want to see her in hentai with some Saiyan. Such hypocrisy. That's why I've drawn some of the things I have.

There are drawings I've done that I haven't posted because they are so disrespectful to characters like Vegeta or Gohan. And I love Gohan so that's a reason why I never posted them. I'm a positive person but it seems many ppl only respond to negative. So here's what I've done/plan to do.

I have some comics planned to draw along with some pictures. The pictures vary on what they will be, but the comics... Here's what they are.

I will be making NTR comics starring Krillin but he is the main character. There are too many of him being portrayed as a wimp or punk that lets everybody get with 18 besides himself. Or its done behind his back. So I'm going to have Krillin taking other character's ladies from them. Yeah its negative in a way but also positive for Krillin. Maybe this can get the point across to ppl? Idk.

But I will make a comic where Krillin gets Videl, Bulma, & Chichi. I will make others where he gets into "situations" with characters like Kale & Caulifla, Cheelai, & others. I also plan to make a comic about Roshi basically being cucked by Krillin (you'll have to wait and see to understand that one). So that's what I have planned. Hentai comics with Krillin as the lead. Its unpopular and that is why I do it.

I'll make other more positive comics too. Like a comic about Krillin getting advice then marrying 18. Ill draw stories with my OC Tobi as he lives with Krillin and his family & dates Marron. It will focus on the Chestnut family and have father/son moments with Krillin & Tobi. And ill introduce other characters too.

But here's the big thing that contradicts everything I said prior. I don't want to draw DB anymore. The fan base has kinda wore me out but so has the direction the series has gone. In bored of the writing for DBS and it being solely about Goku & Vegeta when there are other characters like Gohan & Piccolo. Its a fighting anime so why would we only want to see 2 characters? God ki was introduced so that's an easy way for everyone to get stronger and involved. But its too corporate now and lazy. And the DBS manga... so terrible. Toyotaro is a much better artist than I am and not to talk bad about him but I think DragonGarowLee is much better for the position that Toyo. DGL knows how to choreograph fights better and understands Toriyama's comedy better. Toyo doesn't know how to write the characters. He makes Goku an uncaring idiot, makes Vegeta a poorly written Goku clone, makes fun of Krillin for no reason except he doesn't like him (seriously! He has called him ugly, weak, scared, useless, & had ppl like Goku and Roshi insult Krillin. Wtf?!), he doesnt know how to create a unique character without ripping off a character Tori has done much better. And the fanboys (& girls)

Gosh! The Vegeta fans are great but they can be crazy sometimes. They ignore all the evil Vegeta has done and ignore his flaws as if he's a perfect angel. Vegeta's flaws is what makes him such an interesting character! And him being different than Goku is a good thing. But there's a weird and false understanding of his character. "Vegeta is a better dad than Goku" sure. Vegeta just knocked up Bulma then left her as. Single mother and didn't care if she or his infant son died, never hugged his son until he was 10+ yrs old & didn't love Bulma until sometime during the 7 yr time skip. He was a terrible person in a terrible relationship! THEN he became a better person and actually loving to his family. That change is what make Vegeta great. Not his power level or how many kills he has or "cool moments."

That same twisted misunderstanding of Vegeta is similar to the misunderstanding of Krillin. Ppl think he's weak and a coward. But he fights aliens & beings stronger than him and even injures stronger opponents. He smiles in the face of danger and even gets excited during fights but is smart enough not to risk others lives. Krillin nearly killed Nappa, he would've finished Vegeta with the Spirit Bomb if Yajirobe didn't alert Vegeta that Krillin was attacking him, smart enough not to fight on Namek when they're outnumbered, took on aliens stronger than him, outsmarted them & escaped, protected both Gohan & Bulma, more skilled than Ginyu when he was in Goku's body, sacrificed his safety for others like Dende & Gohan, (for real tho, Vegeta didn't see 2nd form Freeza move but Krillin was fast enough to throw Dende out of the way and sacrifice his life. Krillin saw Freeza attacking and Vegeta who is supposed to be stronger did not see Freeza move!), he was the first person to actually damage Freeza and then taunted the Emperor of the Universe, he's always there for his friends, knew better than everybody else that if the androids defeated Vegeta & Trunks then he shouldn't get involved. He saved 18 who was innocent in this timeline, helped 16, wished for the bombs out of 17 & 18 so they could live normally. Then fast forward to DBS he fought to protect his family & planet & 18 calls him "cool", he conquers his PTSD and gained new power he always had but laid dormant, he defeated someone who actually hurt 18. & there are things he's done I didn't even mention.

And ppl constantly saying Goku is a bad dad. He's waaaaaaaay better of a father compared to Vegeta if were being honest.

I guess I've seen a lot of the negative side of the fandom and its disappointing. So I'm at a point where I kinda don't care. I'll make my comics but after I'm done with what I have planned, I'm just done with DB. I won't stop drawing entirely but I won't draw any requests unless I feel like it, I won't keep up with much DB news and content. I just want to come back to Tumblr, draw Krillin fanart, draw Tobi, write some rewrites, draw Tobi's story & that's it. Ill be a part of Chestnut Fest every year tho. That is one of the greatest things to come out of my time on Tumblr & Twitter. So big thanks to @chestnutisland!

But basically I'm tired of the fandom and I still enjoy parts of it but I want to do my own thing. So I'll partially be a part of the DB fandom but not in it too deep. Look forward to what I have in store. If some of my future content isn't to your liking, hopefully you ccan find something else I've done that you'll enjoy. But its still been fun & I've enjoyed the ppl I've talked too & friends I've made.

[projectsos]

Thoughts on the 6th eps of 2gether

It may contain spoilers for those who haven’t watched it yet and a bit about the future according to the novel (there is an alert before).

I will talk a lot about things I’m concerned and disappointed. 

I will also say things that need to be addressed but I don’t want to have to fear exposing my opinions and that’s why I won’t excuse myself for saying the truth about your favourites in the mids of all the hype this series and the cast is getting. 

Let’s star with: I really like the actors, being a series from GMM you always have the feeling everyone is a big family and interacts really well with each other and you can feel imersed in a big group of friends. Therefore, I basically don’t have anything bad to say about the friends of Tine’s and Sarawat’s. Their dynamic is so great; in the begining I didn’t quite fall for the stupidity but got accostumed with how their humor relief is transposed to the audience. 

The girls representation: I bloody absolutely hate, hate, hate how they are there just to get fanatic over guys at the university, exept P’Air and Prae so far... The first scene this happens on this episode is when high school girls go to an Architecture tutoring enrolment just to see Ming, Drake’s character, and they are so exagerated it’s pitiful. (I’m making a pause here because you may say that it “always happens on BLs”. But, come on, we are watching a current, a new series that is supposed to be more modern and have a new story and originality, YES we do love watching it, sometimes even because of the clichês, but these girls are degraded to an extend of unbarable sadness it brings me. It is not funny, it is not normal, and we should not just ignore it for the sake of the romance we are all here to watch. Again, on the football field, the girls on the back with signs and almost on verge of tears just by seeing a guy? Ridiculous. The third, and worst time, was with the girl Tine pays to make Sarawat jealous. Because only a girl on shorts and crop tops could be the obvious way to make a guy jealous, right? And jealousy has to involve practically undressing him on a bar shamelessly, right? And then she has to act all overboard when she sees Sarawat and join that comotion of fans, which were just girls, whilst all the boys were seated talking as if nothing was happening on that bar; those weren’t just fans of Sarawat, they were a representation of the stupid massage the series gives to Sarawat’s ego.

Pause again just to mention how  with any crumb of Gunsmile I see, I want more of him being a dork. He’s always there on most shows I watch so I’m very attached to him on my screen. Proceeding...

Just by the end of the first part, with one scene, Ming and Phukong just sold it to me with how great their banter can get, i truly loved and got eager for more of them. The grupy and the pusshy trope really get’s to be very satifying to watch when well acted within it’s limitations. The extend Phukong went to actually get Ming to be his tutor was so tender I just need more of them. 

Sarawat is problematic with his pictures of Tine but I’m not talking about that right now, I need more to work on a deeper analises, because consent with this guy is so blurry and don’t get me started with him and his friends deliberately getting Tine drunk.

So we get to Green. Since the first trailer I watched, the whole story just wasn’t appealing at all to me. Green being used as a gay feminine guy to be mocked and run from, to be lied and once again, used as a character that degrades himself for someone, a guy, who would never bat an eye to him, and I’ve NEVER seen anyone actually speak up to what is happening regarding him. The scene on the bathroom is just so heartbreaking because we never get Green the credit of being desired, yes, he still persues Tine, agressively even, and I’m not excusing him, but I wish he was handled in a more positive way. SPOILER ALERT FOR THE NOVEL: When his boyfriend actually gets revealed I’ll be waiting a different and better treatment for the both of them. 

Oh Toptap. As Type, his total of 10s of appearence so far make me so mad, even though I don’t have high expectations for his relationship with Mike’s character, Man, I can feel the pining. And, me too, as a fellow pan, fell for him with one glance the first time I saw him. This storyline is great. When Man tries to distract the security to be caught so easily hahaha that’s comedy.

L CO HOL the bar, how did I need someone on twitter to provide the absurdity of how obvious that means?... Loved it. 

The whole Scrubb show edit was great, if you listen to them when in love, you can actually fall deeper and I felt that. Also when the camera focused on Tine and Sarawat with a wider shot, there was a girl on the back dancing so nonchalantly and I wanted to be her. 

 So even though this is the best episode so far, on my opinion, after watching it I can officially say I don’t like at all what I’m watching but I’m the typical person who can't abandon a show once I start, so let’s see how it ends. 

[krreader]

sweet dream.

pairing: kim namjoon x kim taehyung x reader fandom: bts warnings: threesome (duh) ; sex ; oral sex ; anal sex ; spanking ; hair pulling ; degradation ; dirty talk ; daddy kink ; choking ; language genre: smut

a/n: I realize I haven’t posted a super smutty imagine in a while, so I need to change that asap. at first I wanted this to be a scenario, but then I figured that if you want all the goodies with kinks and stuff I should just focus on two members, so HERE IT IS

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Neither Namjoon, nor Taehyung would usually do something like this. None of BTS would, they were too careful for that, had too much on the line to lose.. But this was a foreign country, they haven't been with someone sexually for a long time – thank you Bang PD for all the tours – and you looked.. well..

“I think she's doing this on purpose,” Taehyung muttered under his breath as he watched you get out of the water, the sun reflecting on your wet skin like there were a million of diamonds shining through it.

If either of them had to describe a goddess in that moment, they would have just pointed at you.

“Definitely.”

You were staying in the same hotel they were staying in, had met them as you had arrived the same day they had and had waited to get your key card at the same time as them.

That's when they first noticed you. All of them. But it was Taehyung and Namjoon that had stood right next to you in that moment.

“Are you guys on a family vacation?” you had chuckled, looking at all the people surrounding them. It wasn't just the boys, it was the team as well.

Because as much as they would have liked coming here for pleasure, it was partly for work too. It always was.

“No,” Namjoon had laughed, being the first to get out of his trance.

“A.. college friends vacation?” you had continued to guess.

“Most of them didn't even go to college, so no, not that one either.”

“Work,” Taehyung had grinned, leaning casually against the front desk and clearly trying to impress you. And even if he looked a little ridiculous when trying so hard, his smile had made up for it.

“Wow.. wish I could say I come to places like this for work.”

That's when the three receptionists that took care of Bangtan had returned and had given out the key cards they all required for their hotel rooms.

Namjoon and Taehyung's eyes were still on you when they had passed you and had said their goodbye's. Those of the other boys as well, but you only focused on them. Not that the others weren't handsome, it was just that the combination of these two was.. fascinating you.

“You two should share a room,” Yoongi had said once the elevator doors were closed, “Then you can jerk each other off when thinking about her.”

The entire elevator filled with BTS and staff members had laughed, but they actually did end up getting a room together. Through drawing straws.

Call it destiny.

And then when they had walked over to their room, they had found you stopping at the door next to theirs to insert your key card.

And then it was definitely destiny.

“I know we shouldn't, but..-” Taehyung began, his eyes still on your wet body.

“Stop it,” Namjoon scolded, shifting a little because certain parts were slowly but surely becoming uncomfortable to deal with, “We can't risk it.”

“Look at her, hyung,” he bit his lower lip and cocked his head to the side, “Just.. imagine it in your head and tell me you don't want her as much as I do.”

Because that's what Taehyung was doing right now. He was imagining it that you were this wet not from the pool, but because of how much you sweated under him. How hard and long he fucked you and that's the reason why you looked like that.. god. It drove him insane.

“It doesn't matter what I want, we can't..-” but just when he wanted to finish his sentence, you spotted them and walked over to them with a confident smile and no hesitation. One that had Namjoon pull the towel over his legs higher to hide what an effect you had on him.

“So.. are you two busy tonight?”

“No,” both of the boys said in unison.

So much for not risking it.

“Do you guys want to grab a drink or something? Just.. hang out?”

Namjoon tried to tell himself that this was a good idea because this didn't necessarily mean anything sexual per say. This just meant a friendly night out with a person that might become a good friend.

Taehyung, however, answered before Namjoon finished his thought process.

Because he stopped giving a fuck the second he saw you in that bikini.

He wanted you.

Period.

“Sure! We'll come and get you, okay?”

“Awesome,” and with that and another smile, you turned back around and walked back inside the hotel, quickly pulling a summer dress over your head and swaying your hips just enough to have both of the boys exhale slowly.

“This isn't about drinks though, right?” Taehyung whispered, hope laced in his voice.

“No.. definitely not,” Namjoon replied, but then turned around to look at Tae for a final confirmation and said: “Are you sure about this?”

It was usually the other way around, but today it was Namjoon who needed the last push.

And Taehyung was willing to give it to him with a smile and wiggling eyebrows.

“It'll be the best night we've had in a long time, hyung. I know it!”

And so later that night, they knocked at your hotel room looking like rich daddies with their expensive watches and their nice shirts, smelling and looking like they just bathed with a bunch of Greek gods.

And so now it was you that let out a shaky breath when you opened the door and found them looking like this.

You had genuinely wanted to grab drinks first and then see where it would lead, but your legs were trembling just from looking at them. Your entire body was itching to touch them, to feel them and to be devoured by them.

And your look must have given it away from how they were smirking at you.

These bastards knew how good-looking they were..

“You want to uh.. come in?” you cleared your throat and stepped aside, both boys doing so right away.

But once that door was closed and once your eyes met again as you were now standing in front of your bed, the sexual tension just.. exploded.

Taehyung was a lot more eager than Namjoon was. He had wanted this from the second he had laid his eyes on you, so he took a large step towards you and cupped your face with his big hands, kissing you like he needed it to breathe, but simultaneously, taking your breath away from how good only a kiss from him felt. His tongue was moving against yours with no real aim, but he didn’t need one. Feeling him was enough.. every part of him.

Your eyes were closed, your focus was on Taehyung, but when you felt two hands on your waist from behind, you remembered that it wasn't just him..

..and you wanted Namjoon just as much as you wanted Tae.

So you shifted your attention, gently pushed Taehyung's hands away to turn around in Namjoon's arms and kissed him just as passionately.

Whereas Taehyung was eager and sloppy, Namjoon was an expert. He knew where to bite and where to put pressure on for your core to begin dripping. He knew what you wanted, or more importantly, what you needed.

And while you enjoyed that fully and let yourself become immersed in the kiss, Taehyung got down on his knees behind you and pushed up your dress until it was above your ass. He started kissing the back of your thighs, started biting and sucking on it so much that you knew he would leave marks.

But you loved that.

Because that meant that you would have something to remember this night by for the rest of the week.

And it seemed like it wasn't just marks from his mouth he wanted to leave, because you suddenly yelped when he had gotten back up and brought his hand down on your ass.

He hadn't been sure at first if you were into it, but then you let your head fall back against his shoulder and closed your eyes with pleasure, moaning out louder when he did it again.

“I knew you would like it,” he grinned wickedly, biting your ear lobe and beginning to massage one of your boobs with his right hand while Namjoon unbuttoned his shirt.

And the second it was exposed, your hands seemed to wander on their own. They wanted to touch and feel every inch of it and just doing so made you let out another moan.

“Tell us what you want,” he whispered, cupping your cheek with one hand and looking directly into your eyes.

He had been so unsure about all of this before, but now it felt so fucking right.

“You.. both of you,” you whined, arching your back when Taehyung had pushed your bra aside and was now fully massaging your naked boob.

“No, baby girl. I want you to tell us exactly what you want.”

So that's how he wanted this to go, huh?

Well, you wouldn't be embarrassed by it, certainly not right now when Taehyung was making you feel this way and Namjoon was looking at you like whatever you'd say, he'd comply with.

“I want.. I want you to be on top of me and..-”

“And?”

It was increasingly getting harder for you to think, Taehyung's other hand now wandering from your ass to your front, beginning to rub over your clothed clit with just the right amount of pressure for you to push your ass back against his boner.

“To fuck me. Hard.”

“And what about Taehyung? What do you want him to do?”

“I want to suck his dick.”

That was most certainly music in his ears.

Once that was out of the way, you all began undressing each other. Well, the boys undressed you first and then eyed you like you were a three course meal as you were lying on bed and both of them were standing in front of the bed.

The stares made you blush, but you weren’t exactly embarrassed. Just.. really, really exposed.

“I want to taste you,” Namjoon has always been one for oral, especially when it came down to giving it. And you looked so fucking good right now, your legs spread apart for them and your pussy clearly being wet from all the teasing and dirty talk. So he wasted no time kneeling down in front of the bed and pulling you closer by your legs, eating you out like no man has ever done before.

His teeth took your clit between his teeth, gently biting down on it and making you moan out his name so loudly that you were sure the people in the room next to you have heard it.

And while you could barely keep your eyes open and were already pulling on his hair and begging him to give you more, Taehyung opened up his pants and gave himself a few strokes as he was watching the scene play out in front.

He would have been content with that, but again, you weren't here for just one, but two of them.

And so when Namjoon gave you three seconds to breathe, you used them to reach out and grab Taehyung's dick, replacing his hand with yours and beginning to jerk him off.

Hard.

“Fuck,” he moaned, watching your hand glide up and down and then focusing on your face, “You're so good..”

“She tastes even better,” Namjoon grinned, inserting first one, then two fingers into your pussy, before he curled them inside of you – which made you almost scream – and then pull them out to let Taehyung suck them off, “Don’t you think?”

“So sweet,” he nodded, now grinning as well and licking over his teeth, “Jackpot.”

“If you two are done talking,” you began, trying to breathe normally again, your chest heaving heavily, which only made you look ten times more attractive, “I'd appreciate it if one of you fucked me properly now.”

“If I were anyone else,” Namjoon began, pushing his pants down and stepping out of them, giving himself a few pumps like Taehyung had and then pulling the condom over his dick, before positioning himself at your entrance, still standing in front of the bed, “I'd marry you.”

“Not looking for a husband, Namjoon,” you pushed yourself up on your elbows, just enough so you could take Taehyung's dick into your mouth, letting your tongue glide around his tip for a second, before releasing it again with a plop and having Taehyung swear loudly, “Or two..”

“Is that so?” and so without teasing your entrance, he pushed into you without mercy, giving you a few moments to adjust to it, but only so he could tease you with his words without interruption, “You're a little slut, aren't you?”

“Can't you tell?” Taehyung moaned once you got up on your elbows again and began sucking him off for real this time, “Look at her.. look how her spit is running down her chin, because of how desperate she is for our dicks.. look how she’s taking your dick, hyung.. she wants this so much..”

“Yeah, you like this, don't you?” Namjoon grabbed one of your legs and pushed it up a little higher so that he could get a better angle. And when he pulled out of you again and pushed into you just as hard as the first time, he realized just how much you liked it, “Count your orgasms tonight, baby girl. And then remember us for the rest of your lives..”

You didn't know what to expect, a lot of men bragged before sex about how good they were, but fuck.. Namjoon? Namjoon knew what he was doing.

He knew the pressure and the speed that made you see stars. He found your g-spot within the first ten minutes. Ten. That's when the first orgasm hit you. And he didn’t even have to touch your clit..

At least they let you come down from the first one, but only because they wanted to switch positions.

Because suddenly you were turned around and pulled down from the bed and without even realizing it, Namjoon was replaced by Taehyung and it was now his dick inside of you.

He was longer than Namjoon’s, but not as thick as his. It was a different feeling that made the sensation feel brand new again, but he felt just as good buried inside of you as Namjoon had.

“Is it good?” Taehyung whispered as he pulled your head back by your hair, his other hand wrapping around your throat and squeezing just enough to enhance the pleasure you and him were feeling.

In the meantime, Namjoon pushed himself in front of you, only to sit down where you had just laid and had been fucked by him.

And then Taehyung pushed you down again, letting go of your hair and throat. Yet you still couldn't breathe. This time, because your mouth was filled with Namjoon's dick. And because of how hard Taehyung was fucking you from behind, you were taking Namjoon’s dick deeper into your throat. Deeper than you could usually handle.

You gagged a lot, but forced yourself to focus on your breathing.

Especially because the older member was moaning so fucking loudly and was clearly enjoying it so much.

“You’re doing so well, baby girl,” he moaned, his hand holding your hair back to watch you suck him off, “And you look even better..”

And once Taehyung began to spank you again and again, your body decided that it was time for orgasm number two, your walls clenching around Taehyung and making him moan harder, stopping for a second after he was sure that your height was over and enjoying the tightness and warmth of it for a second, before he pulled you up again and pushed you onto Namjoon.

You didn't even have to ask, you just grabbed his dick and positioned it until you could easily slide down.

“Fuck,” you both moaned out in unison.

You weren't as fast as the boys were, but were gradually riding him, really enjoying the feeling of it and trying to get the maximum amount of pleasure possible.

And because of how your clit was now being stimulated, the third orgasm happened within five minutes, your head falling back and wanting to moan again, but Taehyung wrapped his hand around your throat once again and shoved his tongue inside of your mouth, the kiss muffling your third orgasm.

However, Namjoon didn't have enough.

He waited for Taehyung to let go of you, before he laid on his back and grabbed your waist, holding you tight as he began pushing up into you. So hard that you fell forward, your hair all over his face and moaning into his ear.

“You feel so good, daddy.”

“Daddy,” Taehyung chuckled, brushing your hair back and lying down next to you, “God, we knew you were a slut.”

“You want daddy to go harder, baby girl?” Namjoon asked into your ear, his hands wandering to your ass and beginning to kneed it, “You want him to fuck you until you cry and beg him to stop?”

“Yes, please.”

He did so for a moment, Taehyung only watching as he continued to jerk himself off.

But then he became bored of his own hand eventually. Why jerk himself off when you had more to offer?

So he asked: “(Y/N)? Have you ever tried anal?”

You were so far gone, were moaning so loudly, that you couldn't answer him properly. Instead, you felt around for Taehyung's hand and tried to pull him off the bed and behind you.

That seemed to be answer enough.

But Taehyung wasn't stupid. He prepared you for it first. He did everything he needed for you to be ready to take him.

And he knew it would be easier for him to fuck your ass than for Namjoon because of the thickness of his hyung’s dick.

And while you had already reached your fourth climax, Taehyung stood between Namjoon's legs and carefully buried himself inside of you, inch by inch, until he couldn’t see his dick anymore.

And then it was over for all three of you.

It seemed as if your walls were only becoming tighter and wetter from this extra satisfaction and Namjoon could feel it all. He had been close before but now he knew he wouldn't last much longer.

Taehyung enjoyed himself thoroughly either way, anal always having been something he had liked doing.

And you?

Well, you were currently being fucked by two guys that were the hottest men you have ever been with, both of them knowing exactly what they were doing to make you scream and..

..they were right.

You would not forget them. Ever.

You had been the first to reach your final orgasm, the pleasure just being so overwhelming that you couldn't take it anymore. And from the clenching of your walls, Namjoon was next, spilling himself inside the condom he was wearing.

And then finally it was Tae, after his fingers dug so hard into your skin that you thought you might start to bleed where he pushed into.

By the end you three were all lying in your bed covered in sweat and other.. things, you in the middle of the boys, your head on Namjoon's chest, while your leg was tangled with Taehyung's.

And because of how exhausted you were, you fell asleep within minutes.

The boys wouldn't spend the night, couldn’t, but they did enjoy a few more minutes with you.

“I know I said she wouldn't forget this, but..-” Taehyung grinned when he turned his head to look at his hyung, “I won't forget her either.”

“Same,” Namjoon chuckled, brushing his hand through his damp hair, “Never.”