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(Try drawing Frisk again after... not doing so for a long while, seriously I mean... last time it come off kind of not good but I think this one is great!)
(...the hands was supposed to uhh, move to the side but I forgot in the middle and make the effect to make it look like it’s tapping instead so uhh, ignore that?)
#undertale#Frisk#Frisk undertale#undertale fanart#utdr#my art#notreblogs#not reblogs#once again that just mean it's og post I didn't reblog it#I still haven't change the tags it's too much work#you can reblog that#anyway I can’t believe the first word I’ll probably remember in sign language is Trauma#not counting like ‘hi’ or I and you or something... actually I’m not really sure about those too so#head tilt thing#just around a year and half ago I#was allowed to try long hair#...it just means I wasn't forced to cut my hair every months due to weird school rules or the other thing I'll not discuss here anymore#so I who liked having short hair actually just decided that hey I want to try to just see#if I don't cut it how long will it take until i am too annoyed to keep it#...it's still there#anyway after that i started doing the head tilt thing like a cat which I think mostly is just to play with hair physics#...I'm making Frisk do that too as you guys can see#...please don't mind the weird hands and arms proportions#anatomy sure is hard#or actually the proportion as a whole but anyway uh yea end tag#...nevermind tag not ended#I'm doing the thing the sprite is doing#as in using hair color as the line it's kinda cool#...kid definitely have trauma after the whole thing#even if someone manage to nohit they'll still be hunted by like dozens of magic spear that would be pretty scary
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okay this is actually just bias now so before you read what i have to say i did warn you. yes illario would never be able to beat lucanis at being a crow or an assassin but you know what he would beat him at. being a lord of fortune. hold my hand as i take you through my mind palace and introduce to you my ideal post-game vision for illario dellamorte
#ONLY HALF A JOKE. I THINK HE HAS MANY QUALITIES THAT WOULD ENDEAR THE LORDS TO HIM#like literally. finally people who would not give a shit that its lucanis and prefer illario for who he is#'i did try to kill my cousin and nearly caused catastrophe for treviso.' (the lord of fortune twirling their hair) 'and then what'#isabela caused a qunari invasion guys. it just happens sometimes. if he looks good and talks great and enjoys gold and glory. well.#also it would be funny for me if tyche gains a weird respect for him for being surprisingly good at this and lucanis is a little baffled#illario dellamorte#txt#veilguard spoilers#sorry that last post had neurons firing. i also think they fired incorrectly but i was allowed to think for too long#edit: i also like the idea of illario disappearing first (picture the melodramatic note)#('i cant stay here' 'your last act of kindness' 'dont look for me' 'i'm sorry' 'take care of the house for me' etc etc)#so when lucanis shows up in rivain. and illario is already there.#both of them r staring at each other like no fucking way we had the same stupid idea.
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a … a gift from the talented @kruinka 🥹 thank you so much!! ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ)
#彡 moevie!#彡 cherishing.#kruin …. !! you sent this a few days ago but i am still . reeling in . /pos because i cannot believe i am seeing moze ( and myself ?! ) in#your !!!! style !!! your !! adorable !!! and beautiful !! style !!! and there is a lot i have to say — i am in the chattiest mood despite my#sleepiness !! FIRST omg ): thank you ?! thank you !! THANK YOU !!! for being so kind to me and drawing out a sketch that i will treasure for#eternity really 😭 !! i will gaze at this whenever i wake up … gaze at it before i sleep …. gaze at it when im sad … when im happy ( to#amplify the happiness of course !! ) OOOOH KRUIN. kruin . words can absolutely NOT describe how much i love your style … i just cannot ?!#figure out how to put it in words ?? i can’t just say ‘i like how you do this’ ‘and this’ because it’s the literal entire thing that i love#aiwnendjdkke and ): before i get too deep into that — i must thank you another time kruin !! because i know you’ve been busy — and of#course you must be ?! im sure life becomes much more hectic during the holidays and new years like this — so i’m just so soft over the fact#that you spent time to do this for me and i :’) i really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart — i would like to say ‘you really didn’t#have to!!’ BECAUSE YOU DIDNT !!! YIU DIDNT NEED TO DO ANYTHING FOR ME — YOU DIDNT ): IM JUST SO SAPPY AND MUSHY THAT YOU CHOSE TO AND ):#and the background being pink . i love pink !!! i know exactly where this specific shade of pink will prosper ( give me a second .. when i#awake ) .. BUT OH )): thank you so much kruin … it means so much to me .. more than i could ever try to explain !!! BUT IS IT OKAY IF I TALK#ABOUT HOW YOU DREW MOZE BECAUSE . i’m dead on the floor -> x0x this is me because you made his cheeks SO squishy HIS SIGNATURE SQUISHABLE#LOOK . I WONDER HOW ARTISTS MAKE HIM LOOK SO SQUISHY ?? the squish technique ?? BECAUSE HE LOOKS SO CUTE SHJEJD ): KRUIN YOURE SUCH AN AWESO#ME ARTIST . SO TO BE ABLE TO SEE HIM IN YOUR STYLE ….. *thanks everyone for allowing me to have eyes* a wonderful day !! to have eyes !!! i#will actually risk disintegrating into evieparticles if i even so much as mention the blush on his cheeks so — instead . YOU GAVE HIM SUCH A#oh no . the look on his face T T kruin i don’t want to talk about it !!!!! but you — the look on his face !!!! must you draw him in such a#cute manner /pos i am starting to feel speechless trying to talk about how pretty he is in your style because . perhaps toopretty for me#to even make any type of comment ( instead — i sneak a glance and then turn away because if i stare too long …. IF I STARE TOO LONG .. *expl#explodes* ) kruin i think i will just cry seeing the level of detail you put into this ): like my hair ): i think i will just kneel in front#of you and cry and apologize over and over as i wipe my tears on my sleeve because my tears make it difficult to properly thank you /lh#the fact that there are sparkles T T the world is full of sparkles when mr shadow exists !!! a lovely . YOU KNOW WHAT . the sparkles are#there because KRUIN EXISTS . I LOVE YOU KRUIN. I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH ))): I DONT RVEN KNOW HOW TO DTART EXPRESSING MY GRATUTUDE#tldr - i am gobsmacked & staring at this for the next ( infinite amount of time ) thank you kruin !!! ): wishing you only the best .#aggressively wishing you only the best * aggressively turning to go O_O at anything that dares threaten a lovely day for you!!!!
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geralt attending oxenfurt courses as a free listener is great like i am so proud of him but i swear to god imagine you walk into class and geralt of rivia is sitting there with a notebook and pen.
#i mean he's not famous in your neck of the woods yet so#but you know just... was he allowed to bring his swords into class or#it's a dark lecture hall and his eyes reflect any light ...#everyone else is like some modest doublet and hose and he is like i got my silver studded spikes and black leather#my guy trying to get some higher education 😭#actually to be completely honest. geralt would fit in at any modern university#long white hair black leather silver studs depressed and poor as hell. college student behavior#the elbow-high diaries
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despairful day. remember to take comfort in anything that brings you joy. for me, that is Binah. for you, it might also be Binah. that is alright. she has hugs enough for all.
#project moon#lobotomy corporation#library of ruina#binah#binah lobcorp#binah library of ruina#i have sworn to myself that i will keep going#that i will try to have something that sparks delight#it will be difficult#but who will do the things we do#who will make the things we make if we are gone#in troubling times think of everyone you love#binah is there. sitting with a cup of tea#queequeg is waiting patiently to embrace you for she loves the feeling of you in her arms#for those who follow the bus. your coworkers are there too#yi sang is a quiet comforting presence#faust will tell you facts to get your mind off of events#don distracts you with stories. or perhaps she just sits with you and knows what despair feels like#ryoshu will show you how she paints. just this once#meursault is steady and always reliable if you are in need of anything#hong lu messes with your hair however he can with a smile#heathcliff allows you to lean on him. for he is warm and comfortable#ishmael.#rodion paints your nails and offers to help with your outfit. anyone's nails can be painted#the tick of dante's clock is slow and soothing#sinclair can exchange tips to not wallow in nervousness#outis is more lenient. she carves wood did you know?#gregor's not sure what advice to give you. but his voice is calm and soothing#this became long#good. it needed to be
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delphox redesign i decided to do for some much needed practice
if you want me to doodle a character, i have comms!
#i was so suprised when i found out delphox is supposed to be inspired by witches/mages so i decided to try and make it more obvious#in the end i ended up fumbling the colors and theres a lot of weird negative space on the bottom of the design#at least the shiny is nice#my art#undescribed#pokemon#redesign#delphox#oh more rambling btw#the way they decided to do the hair on the ears in the original was so weird to me#it seemed like it was gonna be so cool like the buildup from fennekin to braixen was like preparing you for some crazy long hair but like i#just sticks out on the sides in a vague fire shape.#also the fire patterns on the legs was weird i think#only water types should be allowed to pattern themselves after their type i think.#quite underwhelming tbh#i think thats a not good thing for a final evo#thats not to say my design is crazy dramatic though. its also quite plain tbh.#see you in like several months when i decide to inevitably redesign this again
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Gonna start off with an art explanation!
I tend to associate Linnéa with a dark reddish brown-- I think it just suits her in that brown is a neutral down-to-earth color, but the reddish hue hints at a stronger nature. I think it really matches how lowkey she is as a person to the point that it's too easy to underestimate how cunning she can really be.
But my latest art has her in straight-up red. This is her as a prominent underworld figure, her at her peak. She's gone all-out, no more holding back.
Backstory below the cut!
The Gist
Still gonna have to flesh out details but the gist is that Calarphain dies and Linnéa finds out that she can't in fact sail to Valinor (it was always a longshot) and she's stuck in Middle Earth and then the group splits.
Separated from her friends, she ends up getting recruited (captured??) by some servants of Sauron (Angmarim?), likely to fill in Laerlas's spot (she helped take him down). There she gets a dark mentor, does some terrible things while working for them, and really earns her stripes.
And then she escapes, I think. In my mind is a scene where she runs through the wraith-infested Fields of Fornost and manages to enter Evendim where the threats are more.... alive (namely, thieves). And while there, she decides that all this time she's been a helpless pawn at the mercy of others, whose life is dependent on their word, and getting looked down on and demeaned. But no more. If she's gonna be stuck here, she's gonna be stuck safe and on top where no one can reach her, even if she has to carve out a place for herself with a butter knife. So she establishes her dominion...
So, why Evendim?
I think it's really cool how in LOTRO, Evendim is portrayed as a formerly great fallen kingdom that is now inhabited by graverobbers trying to make a buck, Angmarim serving Sauron, and Rangers trying to preserve their history and keep everything together.
Arnor fell long ago, and now much of Eriador is a deserted wilderness with orcs and bandits roaming the land. No one is actually in charge and the Rangers are stretched thin and I like to think there's ordinary folk who think Bree is getting a little too crowded so let's branch out... oops this place is infested with orcs and wights!
In other words, for Linnéa, it's free real estate!
So she gets involved in the criminal underworld then climbs up the ranks and goes on the aggressive and deals with anyone who tries to undermine her (I imagine it gets bloody). She also garners the genuine support of some ordinary folk by giving them protection from orcs and the like when they branch out to other lands. (I imagine her base/starting point is in Evendim, but her influence stretches out).
Once she's on top, the situation stabilizes and she becomes a Big Neutral figure with her own territories and henchmen. She has dealings of both a shady (spies, assassins, hired swords) and legitimate (shops, agriculture, town patron) nature, and everything in-between. She owns at least one tavern that's considered a "neutral zone" where brigand groups, Angmarim, and Rangers can parlay if so desired (no fighting allowed or else).
Both the Rangers and Angmarim are a little miffed that she took over but can't really move to take her down, mostly because she's way too useful (for both sides), and cus she's powerful enough that taking her down will leave a power vacuum. It goes for the other big underworld players too, there's a very delicate balance that needs to be maintained.
She's not ideal for the Rangers but she's also the most reasonable option. Better than an outright servant of Sauron or a power-hungry warlord. She's not actively trying to hurt people, and she sometimes even helps them out.
The War of the Ring
During the War of the Ring, her conscience is once again put to the test. She gets pressured to either side with the Dúnedain, or side with Sauron, or stay neutral as a third option. She takes a gamble and sides with the Dúnedain, feeling it's the right thing to do. She convinces some other underworld players to do the same, on account of "if Sauron wins, we all lose", which shifts the balance.
Problem is, the good guys won, and now that Aragorn is on the throne, her empire is on thin ice since now that Gondor and Arnor are reunited, he'll certainly wanna clean up. Some of her people suggest they... take care of Aragorn , but then Linnéa wonders if that's a good idea or if she still wants to do this. It's a new Age, after all.
And I guess it's all about how she tried so hard to make a place for herself where she'd be protected and respected only to willingly risk it because it was the right thing to do!
That's all I have for now but yeah that's the gist, sorry for the long post ^^"
#oc stuff#linnea (oc)#this era of her life is largely inspired by The Penguin from the DCU#Depends On The Writer of course but tendency is that the Penguin is a mob boss of Gotham who owns legitimate fronts#(and apparently in some versions isn't even /that/ active in crime anymore at least not personally)#whom Batman allows to stay in power because 1) he gets information from him and 2) it could be So Much Worse#all the terrible and sadistic Rogues in Gotham and Penguin is one of the more reasonable ones#he's cutthroat and not to be underestimated but between him and the Joker. well.#also she's not trying to hide her being a half-elf anymore#she grows her hair long (something Dinentir denied her) and doesn't lie about her age or bloodline anymore#psychology of linnea part 2 post coming soon!
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washed my hair and my scalp is squeaky clean.. i feel so refreshed… might chop my curls off tomorrow tho bc my hair is kind of a lot
#having long thick hair in the summer is kind of miserable#like mermaid hair is gorgeous for the vibe but the upkeep is not fun#plus being in the ocean so often? i waste so much product just trying to keep my hair from tangling every time i come back from a swim#i need to sleep on this decision though#no late night hair decisions allowed#pogjuice’s posts
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Finally read Witch Hat Atelier, and I'm really in love with many aspects of it but the style and really weird animals are definitely noteworthy. So, while thinking of OC au's, I designed a bunch of WHA inspired creatures based on my OCs.
#witch hat atelier#wha oc#creature design#monster design#original character#body horror#recall draws#my ocs#fandom posting#lucero ardenti#oren kawaguchi#dazai kubo#tobi omukade#i dont. rlly know if this counts as like.... fanart...... and im allowed to call it that#but its entirely supposed to be so ill give it all the tags anyway#the intents kinda like. well my ocs are all creaturey guys so heres the creatures theyre chimerized with in wha :)#i spent so long detailing the drakes hair btw its crazy#it looks kind of good tho so maybe its something i should try doing more#we'll see id like to experiment with it#thats why its good to experiment u find new things u like and wanna experiment further with :)
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Upset and distraught at how lovely this sketch turned out
#first proper drawing in a couple weeks#and it's#sir gideon ofnir#for some goddamn reason#(the reason is that i really like drawing long haired men)#this was a warmup before working on a digital request ive been trying to finish when my wrist allows#and it yasnt allowed for some time#elden ring#my doodles
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#my peculiar wife#i'm not rewatching speaking of sex atm i just found this in the vaults (my screenshot folder)#then again i might rewatch it today because i feel like shit and seeing him in such a..... state..... might improve matters#at least yesterday wasn't a total bust#and by that i mean i actually had a decent day yesterday which i haven't been able to say in ages#i left my cave and went to an estate sale where an incredibly attractive middle aged gentleman with silver hair let me have#these two big wooden roll top boxes full of cassettes (many of which are sealed blanks!) for five bucks.....#i haven't gone through them thoroughly yet but it looks like there's a lot of early appalachian gospel#can't go wrong there.........#the man kept calling me sir#sometimes it baffles me that i “”“pass”“” these days because my hair is so damn long and i keep my face clean shaven#so that's nice#with how depressed i've been sometimes i hate to acknowledge when i have a decent day or even a decent moment#because i almost superstitiously feel it will act as a magnet for my depression to swoop in and feed on it#and out of that fear my depression has developed this sort of..... personified stubbornness#where i both consciously and unconsciously avoid what might allow for an opening for “decent moments”.. pleasure.. joy.. whatever might#might grant me relief from pain even just for a moment etc#i don't know what i'm trying to describe here all i know is i feel trying to announce or acknowledge any sort of happiness i experience#feels like i'm directly endangering it#my brain is too scattered right now to try to articulate anything and i don't know why i'm doing so in the tags of a photo of#my peculiar wife james spader#just trying to exist again and not let myself be a hermit to the extent of harold smith which is very much the path i've been on for a long#long time#and i'm chipping away at that nonexistence in strange ways but chipping away nonetheless.......
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man.
#i had this whole post ive been trying to formulate for so so long. abt my issues w ceewilbur and ccwilburisms and#to clarify i do like cwilb he is one of my faves. ik it may seem i wanna bite his arm off smtimes and i Do but#its mostly bitterness directed to the stuff Around him if that makes sense. yk the response to lots abt him#the way the overcompensation abt how he can be villanized swinging into a state where he Cant and never Did and wrong and if you critique#or acknowledge it you get snipped at and demeaned and treated like its a targeted hit on the mentally ill when its like#a mild disagreement with one of the most popular characters in the fanbase Easily#and w cc wil i do think he is just sm guy. im sure he's a nice dude idrc abt the ccs usually but he seems alright enough even tho he has v#goofy ahh takes and opinions but that doesnt make you Evil#but when i dive into what really has made me feel so alienated and snippy its. llmao its the racism yeah lol its super very much the racism#its very very prevelent and very common and very unchallenged. and it like. upsets me so bad its why i keep bailing on making my actual#full detailed post abt it. cuz everytime i try to formulate my thoughts i just get upset and frustrated i wanna rip my hair out#its hard not to feel like im talking to a wall when its so common and unchecked and. ive seen rightful critiques of these spaces and how#ppl interact with them Openly Mocked and brushed aside and treated like 'petty sensative internet drama' that ppl need to 'just get over'#sorry man im a fucking 🇲🇽 i cant exactly log off and Stop Experiencing Racism. and sorry that me feeling alienated and tired and sad abt#it is an inconvenience for you llol#and like idk. im not upset w anyone in particular this isnt a call out post or vague who give a shit and.#eh maybe im stupid but i really really believe a lot of ppl arent doing it on purpose#its just bein parroted ik i get it but#am i rlly not allowed to be tired? why should it feel like my responsibility to hold ppls hand and go hey mb treat poc and darker skinned#ppl like ppl. maybe you should examine why you need so many things made palatable to you through conventionally attractive whiteness first#idk. idk!!! am i crazy who fucking knows#but it has been weighing on me stupid style so bad#the shrinking fanbase and primarily yk common stragglers has just. rlly felt like a magnifying glass to my already existing issues abt it#idk man. idk im tired and im at work its 100°+ and my head hurts so this is all yr getting. lea me alone#and again this isnt a vague who Cares. just wanted to get it off my chest finally#huri.txt#discourse#<- ig
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Book!Laszlo Kriezler from The Alienist looks like Archibald Craven from the 1993 Secret Garden by the way
#IF YOU EVEN CARE#don’t boo me i’m right#he’s a goth king with long dark hair#the alienist#laszlo kreizler#caleb carr#I just love the books so much they’re so different from the show#like the first book and season are pretty similar#but it’s the little things#and there’s no stupid romantic/sexual tension between Sarah and the two leading men#book!Sarah gives Mean LesbianTM energy#its waaayy more Found Family dynamic too#I will say though I appreciate that they acknowledge and try to mend the power dynamic of Laszlo and Cyrus#but then they have him allow dog fighting in his bar??? He Would Not Fucking Do That#I can’t remember if it was dogs or roosters but either way
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I'm not really sure why i thought that getting my hair professionally bleached and dyed for the first time at a new salon would be a gamechanger... all i have is some chemical burns and the wrong shade
#the stylist put blue in the green dye to 'balance' the color and now it's all streaky with blue#and i just kind of wanted to get out of there by the end because i was tired of everything happening#and now my hair is wrong shade and i'm feeling very sour about it#i am *allowed* to go back and make them fix it but i just feel like the stylist barely knew more than me about brightly colored hair#completely misjudged if my hair was able to lighten enough despite the fact i came in with everything bleached except extra-long roots#just casually got dye all over the side of my face without cleaning it off before it started to stain my skin#like i should have just gotten a professional haircut then done the coloring myself#the weather even just changed so it wouldn't have been impossible to bleach it on the balcony#if it's still too blue in a few weeks maybe i'll try to fuck with some toner for the first time#it would be fine if i wanted mermaid hair but i wanted chromakey hair!!!!! i wanted acid green!!! then i got talked into going darker#and now it's soooo obviously blue and blue does NOT want to wash out gracefully.
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was frustrated and cut off a chunk of my hair weeeeee
#like am i a bit sad yeah#but everything was going not so great#i could not find my champoo#i had not had breakfast yet and theres a new light in the bathroom that doesn't allow me to see my hair properly#like without the light i can see things so clearly#and maybe i could have just gotten a chair and removed the lightbulb but yeah#and i didn't want my hair to have a pointy end on the back#i usually manage to cut it well but last time i forgot my method! and fucked it up#so now i was trying to fix it and i though i had more or less done it#but then i put on my clothes and looked again and was like...... its the freaking same! or even worse!!!#so i just grabbed the scissors again and cut off the huge pointed end#which was like 4 fingers#so now i have to wait 4 months until it gets its lenght back#like idk for once i was having fun with long hair#and layers#but now not so much#and now my hair looks bland and boring so#back to being the usual me#also sorry if this is so silly like its just hair but yeah :/#further investigation has proved the real criminal was natural light bc there are clouds covering the sun😔
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ough. ouuugh. waughhg. i can't see my ribs anymore 🥹
#kal.dir#i hit the ''there's no way i'll be able to gain that much weight but i'd like to'' number even....#between that and my hair growing out again and also the fact that i'm Finally getting chest and stomach hair. i'm starting to like#actively like the way i look? which feels crazy considering the insane levels of System Dysphoria on top of the Gender Dysphoria#idk. it's weird to look at myself because i enjoy it instead of trying to convince myself that's me#i think part of it is having been around for long enough that i've started to feel more settled in to the body#but definitely the weight gain + new hairstyle + body hair is part of it#being able to like See the evidence of Me Living In The Body helps a lot lol#anyway whatever. i'm allowing myself to be a bit vulnerable because i am just so so so happy about my progress
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