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I have not yet seen a driver as brave as him
#wanted to test smth out#f1#lewis hamilton#sebastian vettel#sewis#kyle.graphics#lewishamiltonedit#sebastianvetteledit
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was watching mamma mia the other day and it made me think of Luke Castellan x reader trying to find reader’s godly parent
#like doing the lil tests he does with Percy and narrowing it down to a couple gods#or maybe luke and reader both have glory or smth and invite gods to their wedding or smth#and they want to come#they being the gods#idk I had a more thorough idea but it’s been like 2 days since I thought of it and I’m only now writing it out#Luke castellan#pjo#Luke castellan fic#Luke castellan x reader
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fuck it. plaguesona
#i thought of this a couple weeks ago on the bus a couple seats away from someone loudly coughing into the open air#i think something snapped and i decided to make a fuckin. medieval ass plague sona. horseman of pestilence fursona#this is also why i was asking abt animals with medical symbolism.. originally i wanted a two headed snake like the staff of caduceus#but it turns out thats actually hermes symbol. the real symbol for medicine is the rod of asclepius which looks pretty similar#the difference is that theres only one snake and its twined around a stick. ironically mercy from overwatch's weapons are named after#the caduceus despite the misconception LMAOOO#snakes were the most consistent medicine related animal i could find even across multiple cultures so it couldve really worked#if i could actually draw scalies.. one of my earliest sketches had a cobra with a syringe at the end of its tail like a rattlesnake#and it had markings similar to the syringe tube but i didnt have much else going on so i scrapped it#i was also recommended animals with less obvious ties to medicine like jellyfish and horseshoe crabs and learned something new ^_^#im not confident i could pull off a non-mammal furry but they were really good ideas i might put into smth else.. i also thought of#axolotls bc of their regenerative thing and growing back limbs but i think that would suit smth like a surgeon or amputation...#possums and bats were also an option bc theyre actually really resistant to most diseases like rabies but i feel like ppl wouldnt know that#if they saw it so it looks a little ironic at a glance. rabbits rats and mice were my second option bc of animal testing and lab rats#less obvious reference but the moon rabbit in chinese mythology is loosely connected to medicine bc it makes the elixir of life#otherwise lab mice in a pharmacy / modern medicine setting seemed fitting and jerboa tails remind me of cotton buds#and. ironically. jerboas are more closely related to elephants than rats and mice. can you believe it#my art#myart#my oc#sona#plaguesona#cottonbud#fur#furry art#character design#ref sheet#oc ref sheet
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Def gonna recolor it but I said I’d post more so
Dunno how I’ll color it in my normal way with lineart and have the feel I want. Also better atmosphere Colors that fit what I have in mind
Advice would be nice fr
#been going back and forth with a bunch of drawings..tried a coloring style cause of the ref image…the Color style genre is nothing like tha#rottmnt raph#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt#my art#teenage mutant ninja turtles#save rise of the tmnt#I’ll recolor this again#been testing new ways to color#if I should stick with lineart and wtv#just wanted to catch a certain feel but knecdnkncd#actually really don’t like how it turned out#and also it’s supposed to be krang colors but couldn’t do that#dunno if I should redo it now or start working on smth new#ORRR finish one of my wipsssss#m sad#really don’t like this#I’m very new to coloring#need to get hit with the coloring blessing I was on a few months ago#manz looks high
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How 2 do well in school, which is starting soon, no glue no borax
#i think im smart. maybe. cuz my finals last uear were aparently AWESOME for some fucking reason#i was failing allll my classes tho#except like. gym. but the rest were legit all Fs#idk how i passed.....#im just godly#but fr ive gyat no motivation to do anything ever and honestly id rather kms than be there BUT i have a gf now and also the convergence ->#-> reboot hasnt come out so i cant die yet#ive lost most motivation for my hobbies at this point and now i gotta go back to that freakshow#SIGH#the ppl there are MEAN and some of the things they tey to teach us with suck ASS#PLEASE. IM SUPPOSED TO BE GOOD AT ENGLISH. IT USED TO BE MY BEST SUBJECT#😭😭😭😭😭#the thing we have to do stuff on tho SUCKS bc i can barely ever finish it in class cuz theres not enough time and i dont have the motivation#to do it at home so eventually i just stopped bothering with it#like i just stopped#honestly halfway through last year i just gave tf up in general 😭💀and they literally pulled me away and were like “r u ok....”#i dont remember where i was going with this#im eepy everything hurrts i dont wanna go back#i wanna be silly i wanna make straight As and Bs like when i was an little kid i want to make the ppl that care about me happy but.augh#vent post#I GUESS#mother get me tested + medicated challeng e level IMPOSSIBLE😭😭😭😭😭#ganvg im starting to think i may have smth besides the adhd.... hmmm.......
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if the reading comprehension of some people who do make dead plate text posts is so bad (as i've had at least two people tell me in the tags) then maybe i SHOULD start analyzing every little detail in the game.
#dream's textposts🖋️#and I'd be so good at it too. i am so fucking tired of people viewing rody as an innocent cinnamon roll#for one that is a grown ass man who's pushing 30 or so. and did any of you actually read his dialogue? i know he was snarky at LEAST once#especially when vincent said he had no taste when he was meaning it literally and rody said smth like “yeah i saw the decorations outside”#that's not even all of it either because he has so much to mention regarding vince's taste in interior design for his apartment#PLEASE let rody be an asshole. it's good for him. he's intended to be a character written realistically and with nuance. vincent too#i think this one is obvious but he didn't even have to burn the bistro down technically but he did that anyways. stop watering him down#on the opposite end stop making vincent fully an asshole. be fucking for real. yes he's bad. guess what though. he has morals#why else would he view serving his customers dishes with human meat in it with so much disdain? he's not gonna do that#“yeah but HE ate people” Out of desperation. yes. he wanted to test if he could taste again if he ate someone. so what.#it does haunt him afterwards that he'd basically murdered two people in cold blood and nothing came of it#manon isn't fully innocent either because she caused the game to take place in the first place but even then she had a motivator for it#and it was reasonable. im not going to bash her for what she did when she broke up with rody because it was necessary so he'd improve#im pretty sure the rebound with vince is what really messed everything up though. overall the story was well put together however#i think most of the fandom's problem is not catching up on implications. those really make a story good if used correctly#especially with evidence! i mean we never even get to see an actual dead human body in dead plate but we KNOW manon is gone#i don't know i just love small details and foreshadowing and implications it's very fun to unpack them in a plot#i even technically have a lot to say about rody and vincent's respective apartments and what it says about them as a person and how it fits#im kind of nervous about posting it to tumblr but whatever. i'll have to clean it up and post it whenever i think about it#if you got this far then congrats. i don't even know if people read tags anymore
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some bunnies ... [WIP]
#my art#my oc#oc art#TLP Sarey#the brown eyed girl isnt fleshed out i just wanted to draw someone next to sarey (red eyes)#maybe ill name her and give her a little story idk#digital art#artists on tumblr#illustration#wip#work in progress#im trying to paint this but heres just the lines for now#i really would like to be able to delve into the world of adult art but i cant help feeling ashamed every time i draw smth even#vaguely Sexy Looking lmfao. one day... one day i will get there. heres a test run for it#serve yourself
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girl put those things away
#smudgy.png#trigun#wolfwood#SORRY FOR THE REUPLOAD IM TESTING SMTH#i think tumblr ate it bc i said a naught word so its#showing up on my blog on mobile but not on pc 😭😭😭#*naughty word#which is weird bc youd think its the other way around???? like wtf is happening......#anyway. i drew this at 5 am so ignore. everything <3#im considering redrawing it bc i Love harnesses & want to draw it correctly#i did not look at references when i drew this. if u couldnt tell <3#anyway. *throws this out into the void to see what happens*
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my various mental issues make liking people so hard because i already put people on a pedestal to begin with if i genuinely like them so i am automatically laying myself at their feet like a dog but then i wrestle with the ego death of seeing that they're just a human being who is capable of being wrong and stupid and annoying me and it kind of makes me sick to my stomach not because i expect people to be perfect but because i know if i had like 5 minutes to sit down and talk to this person i would feel more secure in knowing where they stand on any given thing. but you aren't granted that when you just like some random guy who will never know you because you can't take the feeling of someone who could actually know you. or whatever.
#i like a jewish man who made one vaguely ignorant comment about what's going on Over There and has said nothing on the topic since#he's kind of known for being someone who... likes to look out for the 'little guy' but knowing jews who place too much stake in the concept#of israel and having a place they 'belong' and having fought with people who believe that there are various kinds of zionism and not just#the outright evil one where people assuming their religion gives them the birthright to displace and genocide an entire group of people#and obvious this topic hits way too close to home as a jewish person like i just don't understand how jewish people are okay with it#obviously not all of them are. and thank goodness. because you have to be an idiot to sign off on anything a violent group of white racists#tell you to believe. in MY opinion. but this whole thing has just really hurt me deeply and wounded my willingness to identify with#judaism and my jewishness. which sucks. but obviously it sucks way more for the people who have been consistently and violently slaughtered#it's definitely testing my resilience and nerves and i think to some degree it's part of why i haven't even bothered bringing him up becaus#i'm so sick of giving my fellow white jews the benefit of the doubt about their stance on israel. if you don't see it for what it is by now#you're STUPID!!!!!!!!! and i want to be like. well all he did was say smth back when hamas took hostages and whatever but at the same time#he's a jewish nepo baby with a famous mother so he was obviously raised with no shortage of wealth#and - in knowing that#i also know that ignorance runs rampant in rich families who don't bother to look into issues within their own community. and he's never#had to think about the violence that the people have endured due to a settler colony thinking they own the place. the only things i knew#about israel before last year were that they sucked ass and that their military is well-funded and obligatory. if you have eyes and you're#not in an internet echo chamber at THIS point? you know they don't just suck ass but that they are evil. i knew about the occupation and#constant violence all the way back as a teenager because of tumblr (which is kind of insane ngl) and when i found out i was jewish i had#literally no new feelings about israel whatsoever. the persecution complex some jews have about ppl's hatred for israel makes me insane bc#it's literally just a bunch of losers who moved from their ACTUAL birthplaces into a place they have no business being and acting like they#own it and belong there. i have no idea how people feel welcomed by a place like that simply bc you all have the same ethnicity/religion.#it almost feels like a cult and considering that it takes so much inspo from america i honestly wholeheartedly believe that bc it's exactly#how they operate. anyways. all this to say he's not a perfect guy by any means and he's probably at least a little fucking stupid and#brainrotted bc he's rich. idk what else to say bc i don't wanna show my hand or anything on this like i'm very aware this whole thing is#pointless. but alas... that's most of my life!
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#personal#GODDDDDDD fuck ive thrown up three or four times today and have had horrible other stomach problems and now on top of all that im pretty#sure this has exacerbated my period symptoms bc now my lower back hurts like hell and my legs are so achy and every time istand up i get#lightheaded#it took me a fucking hour to make a smoothie for myself bc i kept feeling weak and at one point had to run upstairs to Expel My Insides in#the middle of it#also all of this means no auditions for me today 👍🏻 messaged director to let her know i wouldn’t be coming in and also to ask her to tell#stage manager that despite my bailing on this i do plan to be involved in crew still 👍🏻 since the stage manager told me she’d see me at#auditions since she’s part of the audition committee. anyway director messaged back saying i could do an email audition which was very#nice of her so i guess im supposed to send a vid of me singing + reading some sides + following a choreographed routine once she sends me#the guide for that which she said she would do later… since she like just said that im guessing it will be like 9 at least by the time she#gets it to me so hopefully it’s fine if i do that tmrw morning instead of tonight bc i don’t want to disturb my roommates#<- we are all students btw sorry this is making it sound like i have a weirdly informal relationship w the audition committee#the music chronicles#anyway also emailed asking if i could take work off tmrw bc i still feel like shit and don’t want them scrambling to figure out the#schedule tmrw morning if i had called then instead. they haven’t replied yet tho#also i feel like. sick bc tmrw is MLK jr day and like what if theyre thinking i thought we had the day off and am now finding out we don’t#and just spitting out an excuse to not come in bc i made plans for it or smth… ugh#lke it would be fine if it were just this but I also requested Feb 7 off not long ago and last week my testing went so overtime like they#are going to think im slacking so bad… :/#i am straight up not having a good time ‼️#cw emetophobia#also if i am still sick tmrw that means no working on crony with lab partner either since we meet on mondays ☹️ was looking forward to that#even if im not sick actually i still shouldn’t go bc i called off work and we work on it in the same building as my workplace so if they#saw me that wouldn’t be great#the engineering chronicles
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the annoying thing abt being a writer is churning out a thousand words for fanfic and Then realizing that this isn't how u wanted the fic to go
#got so mad at myself i stopped for a week#which sucks bcs the motivation's still there but looking at the docs makes me wanna tear my hair out#and then yesterday i wanted to do some lowkey blogging buT TUMBLE WAS BEING A BITCH#this spaghetti website is testing me....#imma see if i can get smth short and fun out instead#(yes this is for accountability)#dellet-asides
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honestly a good 40% of why i still havent made a ns4w art blog despite wanting to is bc i haven’t found any community around it so it feels scary out there all by myself. why can’t tumblr have a mutuals only option where i can post my little superhero cuddlefucks to a limited audience and call it a day
#WHERE ARE THE NS4W ART BLOGS!!! WHERE ARE THEY!!!#i only follow ONE count em ONE ☝️#danbles#i’ll work up the courage one day#the other 40% is what if someone says smth i don’t like. what if i get mad. i don’t wanna be mad#sigh. rly all this amounts to is the mortifying ordeal of vulnerability and being perceived 😔#and the other 20% is laziness lmao#I DO WANT TO THO I PROMISE i just want everything to be perfect first#and i’m too lazy to test out formats before i let ppl follow 😔👊
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#tw vent i guess??#came here just to post smth that i'm most probably gonna delete later then leave#but aughhhh last week has been SO bad i really really needed to get it off my chest#had the final boss of a sick victorian child episode for like two weeks AND tons of college stuff to do-#-AND a test on a subject that i'm horrible at (and that i'm gonna fail fs)#AND i was supposed to get a septum which is something that i'd been looking forward to for literal YEARS#but upon telling my parents about it (cause they're kinda strict and ig they would like to know) i changed my mind#cause my mom took it SO personally.... like it was HER face not mine?🤨 but hey!#and although i had the decency to at the very least let her know that i was getting a piercing (which wasn't necessary for me to do but-#-i did it anyway out of consideration for her)#she has the fucking SPINE to tell me how i could do whatever the fuck i wanted if i cared more about getting it than about her opinion-#-but she would always think it was disgusting and that i had no right to get angry at her if she didn't look me in the face or#wanted to walk or be with me cause it'd make her embarrassed to be with me in public if i had that shit on my face.#and it hurts a lot not just bc of the fuckass piercing. but bc my parents (esp my mom) always react like this whenever i make a little-#-change on my appearanceor cut my hair or buy oversized clothes or whateverand like#if she's gonna be soooo hurt when i get a tiny piece of metal on my face. how is she gonna react when i tell her i want to get tattoos.#start taking hormones. change my name. get top and bottom surgery. be completely changed physically.#is she gonna die is the world gonna end. is she just going to stop talking to me forever.#because a piercing is not just a decoration. to me right now it's an extension of the changes i want to undergo on my body.#it's a step forward to looking the way i want too look#so a rejection to any change i do on my body feels like an indirect rejection to be being trans. and the fact that they're unaware of#just how deep their rejection cuts (bc i'm not out) makes me even angrier at them.#and upon the realization that if i ever came out to my mom (and the rest of my family too tbh) she would react *exactly* like this.#well. i did not take that very well.#wasn't very demure of her to say all that. not very mindful not very cutesy :/#also been sh-ing more bc if this and ughhh what a shit week. hope this one's better#also. i decided i'm still gonna get a septum this year. don't know when but fuck all that. it's gonna bother them all the same#no matter what time of the year i get it done. or if i do it in a year or two or five. so who gives a shit.#anyway. gonna delete later probably#📎
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much said about the tragedy of adam (dying when he should’ve lived) but i am always thinking about the tragedy of lawrence (living when he should’ve died)
#scraps#it’s about trying and failing to reconcile with the fact you’re alive when you expected and planned to be dead#like i just think. on all levels including physical you are Still in the bathroom you are Still just waiting to bleed out#smth broader to be said about the cyclical futile nature of traps too#like amanda didn’t die the first time so she gets tested again and again until she does#john doesn’t want people to Win he wants people to suffer he wants people to prove his stupid ideals correct and he will manipulate and#beat you down until you prove you weren’t worthy after all#anyway. goodnight#saw
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copperdale institution apex predators kids 1. |
copperdale institution descripton ; the nepotism babies
alexander goth ; little clout-chaser, alexander is the second born heir to the goth family, his father mortimer, a renowned scientist. now teaching at the foxbury university, after bella goth mysteriously disappeared, alexander has been living it up with his permissive step-mother eloise hiddlestix introducing the flashly and lavish lifestyle to him. an admired icon on simtube and simtok, at only 16 alexander is already the starboy of the internet! well he's not so much an admired icon in school though. . . his annoying pranks, unchecked bullying, threatening to "cancel" anyone who didn't listen to him whatsoever, ok maybe five teachers got fired? so what.
atlas michaelson ; the student body vice president and co-captain of the copperdale basketball team, atlas is the teen dream. working as a rookie model under penny's modelling agency thanks to the grace of his bestfriend ishmael's sister brianna, atlas scored an early headstart of an career. atlas rarely seems to use his social media pages but when he does, everyone goes crazy. but until when his senior year comes, atlas is enjoying his benefits before it's time to actually have to put work in. and most of all keep his girlfriend luna villareal happy or else.
malcom landgraab ; richest guy in the academy but yet couldn't buy himself a prettier face or better personality. malcom is the leader, he's satan in a polo and slacks, and plus he plays golf! that's a red flag enough. he flexs his sports car and showcases his parents liquor to make his friends feel jealous and most of all stroke his ego. malcom gets away with so much it's fairly unbelievable from blackmail, vandalism, bullying, the academy refuses to do anything about it and he crosses his leg at the ankle knowing that "i run this school.. i run copperdale" everyone is scared of him rightfully so.
syndi scott ; the queen bee, she's the head cheerleader and the leader of the pack. syndi is a admired icon on social bunny and simtok as well as being besties with luna villareal & brianna reardon. syndi is in a PR relationship with ishmael, well the both of them... who knows honestly if they even like each other? while in the public eye the young couple always so happy and at solace, however times in the academy, the couple is either arguing, one crying or at frustration, and plus not to mention the anonymous sources have claimed that they see ishmael seeing other people. syndi knows what she can benefit from this relationship and her social status can't just spoof! the both of them are highly toxic but honestly in their own weird ways they love each other and their situationship.
#kristen's.sims#ts4#ts4 household#*suburban~ish save#testing out the queue thing!#syndi and ishmael are so messy?? but like it'll only get messier during gameplay#also atlas doesn't even like luna but her father is so scary???#malcom and alexander look like two brothers?#honestly might hc them as distant cousins or smth#ishmael and syndi are soo “nah i don't need you i really don't want you” but they actually do need each other is the gag#messy boots#messy boots...#all i know is kila is disappointed in syndi..#“I DIDN'T HELP RAISE YOU FOR YOU TO BECOME SOME PUNK??”
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okay so i got through most of this book while animating, isn't it funny how ya books will have high school drama intertwined with people getting tortured and murdered and stuff?
anyways taryn duarte ur a complete bitchloser a horrible sister i have no idea what would compel somebody to do that. like letting ur sister be lead on and humiliated from MULTIPLE ANGLES to the point where she is sexually assaulted and almost murdered at school, and then almost murdered AGAIN at home. because of lies YOU tolerated for a man who is EMBARASSING YOU W THESE SHENANIGANS and yet ur SO DESPERATE you will HAPPILY GO ALONG W THESE SHENANIGANS ugh she shaaames herself.
#humiliation 1: being picked on by all their classmates#humiliation 2: being led to believe that she was dating somebody who was using her to test her sister#humiliation 3: being forcefed roofies' stripped near naked' and commanded to do whatever ur tormentors want#humiliation 4: genuinely growing to love (i think) a person who was always dating ur sister and ur sister knew this and let you get#lead on like a sick dog for the entire time. if she had told her the only thing that would have happened is she doesnt get to date the guy#who is cheating on her in front of her face W HER IDENTICAL TWIN SISTER. taryn duarte ur lack of self respect is why i could never fuck w u#like BOTH these sisters got dropped out of the crazy tree and hit a couple boughs on the way down but THIS is ridiculous#i hope a spell or smth got cast on her cause i almost want someone to beat this girl senseless HAVE YOU 0 fucking SHAMEEEEE#OOH this book makes me mad#like wtf#she speaks#she reads#lindsay reads the cruel prince
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