#wanna go back

[betelgeuseluvr]

usually when it's past 12.43 am is when my mind takes me back in time to my childhood house. i've been meaning to write this for days but somehow the words never come. it's funny being a writer and a reader but words fail me when i need them the most.

the house i grew up in is the house currently next to the one i live in. the walls which were once painted pink, are now blue. i spent 14 years of my life there but somehow all i can remember is the cold marble floor against my feet. i remember the dusty old carpet near the staircase and the big, big window. i don't remember where i slept or where i did my homework but i do remember waking up in the middle of the night sobbing because of a dream and that i cried to go downstairs to sleep with my grandparents because somehow that made sense to me. i remember the smell of the wood of the bed, the shape and how there used to be a pattern imprint on that one piece of wood, i used to always see a hyena. i remember haiku. my dog i loved so dearly. i remember the day she gave up, and fainted on the stairs and how i had held my dad and cried. i remember walking up the terrace stairs and watching my dance studio from across, i remember my cat sitting on my back on that very terrace i used to do fitness for my badminton era. it's these small, random memories but im so grateful i atleast have this. i hope my neighbours treat my house well :) shoutout to their shihtzu as well <3

[bryqe]

i just wanna go fucking back (the year i was born)

[rpgbabe]

i miss silent hill :/

[chiosblog]

oh dear, it's so beautiful seeing you laugh

Dirk Benedict in Scavenger Hunt (1979) - directed by Michael Shultz

[artemistorm]

Silly Game Time: On every continent, a giant oragami crane statue (300 feet or 91.4 meters tall) shall be erected. And *you* get to decide where one of them will go, without any restrictions at all! Where are you placing it? (Double Points for a specific location.)

Wherever the nearest golf course is to me. Turn that from a golf course into a public park and local attraction. It would be cool if there were also smaller origami statures that people could climb and play on. It could be a Japanese themed park with Asian food trucks and Japanese gardens too.

[alberta-sunrise]

When you come across cute pictures of you on Vacation… bummed out!

July cannot come soon enough!

[violet-moons]

you catch me when i fall,

accept me flaws and all,

and that’s why i love you

[cuddlethebear]

SEOUL I MISS YOU

😭😭😭😭

[thebellenouvelle]

Girls on film or whatever the saying is…

[a1sh1teruu]

when i tell you

this would fix anyone

not to sound like a victorian woman suffering from hysteria but i do think going to the sea would fix me

[thejingler]

I miss how it felt in the egg

[kpopinhebrew]

돌아갈래요 - רוצה לחזור

כשפעמון בית הספר צלצל

דאנג דאנג דאנג

ברגע הזה,

החיים שלי התחילו

הממ

להיפגש עם חברים

או להחליט ללכת הביתה,

הכל היה לפי מה שהתחשק לי

הממ

אבל עצמתי את העיניים,

וכשפתחתי אותן הפכתי למבוגר.ת

גדלתי כל כך,

ואני שונא.ת את עצמי מאוד

החיוך הטהו��,

לאן לעזאזל הוא נעלם?

אם רק אוכל,

אני רוצה לחזור אחורה

אני רוצה לחזור אחורה

שוב, לאז

לימי הילדות המהנים

גם אני יודע.ת,

אין ברירה

אני פשוט אצטרך להתגעגע

אני רוצה לחזור

(אני רוצה לחזור)

אני רוצה לחזור

לזמנים שבהם לא היה לי ממה לפחד

אני רוצה לחזור

(אני רוצה לחזור)

זמן, תחזור אחורה

בבקשה תחזור אחורה רק פעם אחת

כששאלו אותי

“מה החלום שלך?"

לא יכולתי לענות

המממ

האמת היא,

בעצם רציתי לעשות כל כך הרבה דברים,

שהיה לי קשה לבחור ביניהם

הממ

אבל עצמתי את העיניים,

וכשפתחתי אותן הפכתי למבוגר.ת

גדלתי כל כך,

ואני שונא.ת את עצמי מאוד

החלומות הטהורים שחלמתי,

לאן לעזאזל הם נעלמו?

אם רק אוכל,

אני רוצה לחזור אחורה

אני רוצה לחזור אחורה

שוב, לאז

לימי הילדות המהנים

גם אני יודע.ת

אין ברירה

אני פשוט אצטרך להתגעגע

אני הצעיר.ה בתמונה

שמחייכ.ת חיוך זוהר,

אני כל כך מקנא.ה בו.ה

גם אם זה לכמה שניות זה בסדר,

רק לפעם אחת, הממ

אני רוצה לחזור אחורה רק פעם אחת

אני רוצה לחזור אחורה

שוב, לאז

לימי הילדות המהנים

גם אני יודע.ת

אין ברירה

אני פשוט אצטרך להתגעגע

אני רוצה לחזור

(אני רוצה לחזור)

אני רוצה לחזור

לזמנים שבהם לא היה לי ממה לפחד

אני רוצה לחזור

(אני רוצה לחזור)

זמן, תחזור אחורה

בבקשה תחזור אחורה רק פעם אחת

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[ohmywhatamarvoloustune]

A holiday is as good as a change, isn't that what they always say, and I had a tiring but re invigorating one the last couple of weeks. Venice, Revenna, in Italy and parts of England. Venice made me cry it's so beautiful. Ravenna was beautiful and interesting. I love europe spending most of my life in newish countries without their own castles and very old buildings. It's just the vibe is different. Took lots of photographs too. Also went down a rabbit hole about the history of Venice recently and then managed to go there. I'm such a slow burn usually but hey I thought a thing and did it quickly.

[isjasz]

do you remember

[demoniz3d]

for the last few months i've been living in prague because of work and after five months i was finally able to have a vacation so i went back home for a week and i returned like three days ago and since then i've been so incredibly homesick i miss my mom like crazy and i just wanna go home this i wasn't this homesick back in august when i moved here i don't know what is happening to me i just know i don't wanna be here i guess it would be different if i just went to school here i don't even know i just don't wanna be here. i don't like my work, i don't like the people i'm working with and ever since that one traumatic thing happend to me i'm so disgusted with people here. i guess i just need time to get used it but it's hard when i don't really want to, when all i want is to be with my mom forever.