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someone put a gun to my head and fucking kill me i’m sick and tired of this shit
#real#this is so real#bpd#bpd thoughts#my writing#writing#bpd vent#cannibalcore#cannibalposting#borderline blog#borderline personality disorder#bpd problems#actually bpd#bpd feels#thoughts#sad thoughts#vent post#vent vent vent#personal vent#i wanna cvt#i wanna kms#i wanna die#i wanna cry#i wanna relapse so bad
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Chat have we discussed drunk chess with cherik cause i just think. That would be the darnedest silliest thing they could do
#xmen#xmen first class#xmen dofp#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#snap chats#sorry still thinking about dofp and i reminded myself of the plane scene#the idea of drunk chess sounds so stupid fun i wish i could play drunk chess#‘snap how do you play drunk chess’ simple !!!! every piece you lose you take a shot#anyway i think itd be silly …….#id like to do something with that idea but i still have to decide on execution#omg xmen fandom hasnt seen my twelve million ‘i wanna draw this so bad’ tags yet#but yeah i sy tht a lot </3 so many things i wanna draw all the time#either that or write …. but i draw more#i love comic makin. and i blame these damned comics for gettin me into it what tha hell !!!#ok im done rambling i wish i had more to say but i dont#i lied i do. this doesnt have to be after erik apologizes on the plane this could be lit any damn time they play#i just live for the progression of them Trying to play semi seriously for a solid twenty minutes before they lose it#and now they wont stop giggling and being stupid asses#theyre still trying to play but ‘trying’ is doing a lot of heavy lifting#imagine it with me chat … itd be so beautiful i could cry frankly#ok my classes are done for today im gonna sit in my room and think of cherik#maybe ill TRY to draw this … if not then def somethin at least
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you can’t tell me that theodore nott wouldn’t whimper in bed. and trust me, he is LOUD.
he’s not afraid of anybody hearing him because he would take such pride in everyone knowing you make him feel that good.
and don’t even get me started on you riding him.
he’d have such a tight grip on your hips, no doubt leaving bruises for the next few days. his eyes rolled back as he lets out the loudest whimper.
��fuck baby.. you-ah-make me feel so fucking good..” “that’s it, just like that pretty girl” “come on, show me how bad you need to cum”
and if you start dirty talking back? he can’t even think straight, his mind all fuzzy as he sees stars. he LOVES being praised.
“you like this, pretty boy? like maki ng me feel good?” “that’s it, letting me use you so nicely”
his whimpers are sometimes so quiet you can barely hear them, and he burries his face into your neck, whimpering in your ear.
(i wanna make him feel good 😣)
#theodore nott#harry potter#slytherin boys#smut#theo nott#theodore nott x reader#italian theo#x reader#hogwarts#theo nott is my husband#i need him so fucking bad#i wanna make him cry#please#switch theo#i wanna ride him#pleaseeee#drabble
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reposting to manifest good luck on your pulls~~ 💙
#furina#focalors#good luck on your pulls yall <33#art#my art#illustration#fanart#genshin impact#fontaine#I wanna play genshin so bad but I have no storage left#crying emoji
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Adam Page: international playboy
#aewedit#wrestlingedit#adam page#hangman adam page#hangman page#pwx wrestling#cwf mid atlantic wrestling#my gif#hanger gif#ik this isn't aew but he is an aew talent and that's the only tag that is activefjvhbjh#he is fascinating to me bc he said on renee's podcast that before marrying he'd been with his wife on and off since high school#and that he didn't know anything about dating bc he's been like a one girl man for the most part#yet here's here trying to be all suave and flirty but it mostly comes across like awkward and adorable like????#i love him so bad i wanna cry 😭#also obsessed with the fact that he doesn't miss a chance to tell the world he is a freakgfjnfjkgnj#question for people more knowledgeable on adam page lore are the girls he's hugging in the audience just 2 random girls he went to hug#bc that'd be unbrearably cute fr lol#or did he know them already or are they like his cousins that'd make things awkward for this gifset lmao#i'd have to delete probs#his smile is so fking cute i will *** myself
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LMAO i love how stu is literally bleeding out and crying about the cops being killed and his parents who are gonna be mad at him but the moment he realizes sidney most likely killed his boyfriend best friend he’s like 😡😡😡
he wasn’t calm in any way but dude was crying and bleeding out and shit and he realizes billy’s probably dead and dude gets up just to kill sidney for that
he’s not even the type of person to be angry for most of act 3 he’s just excited and i guess kinda angry when he lowkey gets mad at billy but i don’t know?!?!?!??
#MY MOM AND DAD ARE GONNA BE SO MAD AT ME#they make me sick#in both a good and bad way#sometimes in a good way#other times they make me wanna cry#i love you so much stuart macher#stu macher#stuart macher#stuilly#stuillyshipping#billy loomis#scream#scream 1996#scream 1
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I felt a very intense need to draw my blorbo from my game so <3
#Kairi#Kingdom Hearts#KH#kh fanart#nillyart#nillyfanart#you either die hating kairi or live long enough to see her become your blorbo you cry over in the middle of the night because you love#and miss her so much and [sniffles] you wanna see her again so bad and kh4 cant come fast enough and [sniffles]
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Based on somewhat real events
I spent way too much time drawing this...
But yeah, Ford finally saying thank you
A continuation (kinda)
#sometimes my skin smells too strongly and I hate it. I wanna crawl up and die. it's not that bad usually#only when I'm already overstimulated#there were 2 times where I was sick and I started crying and almost threw up because the smells were too strong#one time the smell of tge city. the other time it was roasted chicken. I still feel sick when I smell reheated chicken to this day#I'd love to have someone comfort me and rub my back in these moments but 1. I don't want anyone to touch me and#2. I feel like I don't deserve to be touched because it's an inconvenience to others#anyway enough about me. I am now projecting in these characters#I hate drawing their faces so much#gravity falls#stanford pines#ford pines#young stanford pines#stan pines#stanley pines#young stan pines#art#fanart#traditional art#comic#long post#watercolor#forgot to mention but I can't take a shower when the sun is still up except if I was swimming in a pool/sea. no specific reason I just can'#projecting to Ford because Stan would never feel like that :/ oh well#is this cringe? maybe. probably. do I care? no. not really#I'm self diagnosing myself with 'definitely something wrong but not further specified' because this can't be normal#btw sorry if this is disappointing. I tried my best (the first part is pretty neat imo)#wonder if anyone is gonna read all of these tags#is this the worst thing you've seen yet?#teen stan#teen ford
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“I’m sorry. Forget me.”
“I won’t forget. Your Highness, I am forever your most devoted believer.”
“…I’ve already lost all my believers. Believing in me won’t do you any good, it might even bring disaster. Do you know? Even my friend has left me.”
“I won’t.”
“You will.”
“Believe me, Your Highness.”
“I don’t believe you.”
He no longer believed anyone, and he no longer believed in himself either.
#digitalart#ibispaintx#digitaldrawing#art#digital painting#fanart#tgcf fanart#tgcf#tgcf spoilers#xie lian#ghost fire hua cheng#hua cheng#hualian#book 4 spoilers#tgcf book 4#this scene always makes me cry#I WANNA HUG HIM SO BAD#🥹
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babygirl
#i wanna hug him so bad you guys dont understand#im crying i love him so much#fernando alonso#f1#formula 1#aston martin
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waaooohh ms laptop u look gorgeous
#tw weed mention#i was trying to play pokemon minecraft with my friends and#right as my edible hit in i got this full screen error#im like crying laughing and my friends are yelling and asking how i even managed to fuck up the game this bad#but i just kept staring at it it was so pretty i wanna make art out of the minecraft error screen in my dimly lit room
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gelsenkirchen 💔 31.07.24
#rammstein#paul landers#NOOOOO#MY HEAERT#DONT CRY PLEASE#I WANNA HUG HIM SO BAD#my ramm gifs#stadium tour 24
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ohhh god. pathetic gojo who’s so desperate for a taste of you, that he’s willing to do whatever you want from him. whether it’s embarrassing himself, diminishing himself, doing flips or tricks. whatever. it’s never too much when it comes to pleasing you.
he kneels against some randoms bed at a party—he only came because you promised you’d be there, a devilish smile on your lips. he followed you like a dog to a bone when you crooked your finger at him, on a leash strapped so tightly around his throat. he’s all quips and smart remarks, but he folds himself over for you.
he’s so tall, still, even on his knees, but that’s okay. you grab a fistful of his hair, and shove his face between your thighs, his back bending so greatly that it must hurt. but Satoru doesn’t complain, no. instead he hums and smiles, thankful for finally being able to smell you this close, feel the outline of your lips through your soaked panties.
“Get to eating,” you tell him, a command in your voice that he happily follows. he licks you through the fabric, holding tightly to your hips, groaning under his breath when you hook your knee to rest on the bed. you trap him against the mattress, his neck tilted at an awkward angle, your fingers splayed through white locks. but he’s grateful either way.
if anyone were to walk in right now, they’d be taken for a huge surprise; someone of a smaller stature than the infamous Gojo, fucking their cunt against his mouth as he holds onto your hips, his mouth agape the entire time. your hands forcing his head against you, grinding your hips against him, your lips kissing his own. his cock pathetically kicks in his sweats, and he doesn’t even need to touch it to feel close to coming all over himself.
drool spills from the tip of his tongue to messy his chest and stomach, letting you rub your clit against the softness of it until you’re tired of using him. you ride his face until you’re shuddering, coming all over his mouth with a moan that he embeds into his mind for later use. he’ll never grow tired of being your fucktoy, of being used by you. he only hopes you’ll let him be your dildo, next.
#I need to use him. so bad.#something about fucking his mouth like he would fuck yours is just so.#you know :(#holding his hair and smacking your hips against his face#and I always wanna add getou to the mix 🙂↔️#him watching and encouraging you the whole time and giving you tips on how to fuck gojo’s face#omg both of you taking turns to use gojo without ever touching his cock#and he cums so much anyway#I’m gonna cry I need them so bad#—new treat in the streets! 🍫#gojo treats! 🍬
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gabriel pinup i did because i liked the pose i referenced from
variations under the cut
#marrsbarrs art#ultrakill#gabriel#gabriel ultrakill#ultrakill gabriel#artistic nudity#IF YOU COMMENT ON THE FUCKED UP LEFT LEG I WILL CRY.#also the ones where the gold matches more with the lighting. they're just variations cuz i just used a multiply layer LOL#i wanna actually do the shading by hand even if i like it more admittedly#anyway i love doin this shit he's so so pretty and tbh i think rendering gold is kinda fun even if i'm bad at it
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Hitting you with some fluff. Steve proposing after everything that happens in season 4 (let's pretend that it didn't end on a cliffhanger and everyone lived and is ok)
WAIIIIT this is so fucking cute omg okkk i got u friend
steve's large hands caressed your waist as the two of you lay face to face on his bed. the open window by his door casts a purple-ish hue on the two of you, a delicate reminder of the dusk surrendering to the dawn. silence wrapped around you both, serene and comforting, until steve broke it with a hesitant voice.
"so, i've been thinking..."
"uh oh, that's never good," you teased, but he silenced you with a gentle smile.
"hey, i'm serious. i've been thinking about us." His words hung in the air, pregnant with meaning, and you nodded, silently encouraging him to continue.
"so much has happened in the past few years," he began again, his voice tinged with vulnerability. "we've been through so much together, and we're still so young, but... i've been thinking about this for so long. fighting interdimensional monsters for the past three years has really aged me, and we could have died at literally any time and i—"
you placed a gentle hand on his chest, urging him to pause and collect his thoughts. "breathe, baby," you whispered, your voice like a soothing balm to his brain.
he nodded, taking a deep breath before continuing, "you can totally say no if you want to, but... i think i'll explode if i don't ask you this now."
steve sat up, reaching into the side table by his bed. his hands trembled slightly as he rifled through its contents, before finally pulling out a small velvet box. gasping, you sat up with him, excitement burning through your veins.
"steve..."
he took your hand into his own, his touch a wordless comfort. "i know this isn't how you’re supposed to do it, and i promise i'll take you out for a nice dinner and do this the right way, but... i don’t think i can wait any longer."
with shaking fingers, he releases your hand and opens the box, revealing a beautiful ring with a gold band and a small, round diamond sitting in the middle. his hand shook as he looked at you, eyes shining with unshed tears.
"marry me?"
speechless, you feel your heart race, feelings swirling inside you like a hurricane. "are you sure?" you blurted out, your voice so quiet you’re unsure if steve can even hear you, but he does.
"i've never been more sure of anything in my entire life, baby," he promised, his eyes meeting yours with a wordless reassurance of his love.
a toothy smile found its home on your face as you nodded eagerly, the words spilling out of you like a waterfall, "holy shit, of course i will."
hearing your response, steve pulled you into a tight embrace, his love warming you like a blanket. he quickly pulled away, reaching for the ring and sliding it onto your finger with shaking hands.
cupping your face, steve pulled you into a soft kiss, his lips conveying all the adoration he felt for you. as he pulled away, he brought your left hand to his face, his eyes sparkling.
"dustin is gonna kill me," he chuckled, "i promised him i'd let him hide wherever we went when i proposed so he could watch."
#WAHHHH im crying i wanna be his wifey so bad :(#stranger things imagines#steve harrington imagines#stranger things smut#stranger things fanfiction#steve harrington imagine#steve harrington smut#steve harrington x reader#steve harrington#my writing#jhopezwrld#stranger things
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I'm still somewhere there, in their flirting 🙏
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