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horrorpolls · 1 month ago

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 1 year ago

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I'm sorry I let down my guard.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #xue yang #xiao xingchen #God DAMN this scene was brutal. Season 2 episode 2 is almost nothing but misery and anguish #Helena by Nickle Creek does not quite fit the comic's vibe but it is absolutely a Xue Yang song so I linked it.#The change from “Helena don't walk away...(gentle)” to “HELENA. DON'T WALK AWAY (threat)” is fantastic.#And “Don't waste your pretty sympathy - I'll always be just fine”. Xue Yang core.#Okay now for the real meat. Disclaimer first: *I really like XY.* I think he's a great character. I think his actions consistently-#come from a place of deep trauma. While his reactions and actions put him in a villainous role he is still human about his hurt #and what I'm about to say is NOT intended to be a statement of causality or villianize a group of misunderstood people.#So with that said...Man oh man does Xue Yang have a lot of BPD traits. More that just 'character who is chronically manipulative'.#The impulsivity and emotional reactions and seeking stability makes him feel like he needs that control. What other choice is there?#The part that really gets me is how he *wants* to be safe and happy. But his past experiences tell him how thats impossible #He's the kind of person who goes 'if you don't like me then you better hate me for something substantial". All (pos) or All (neg)#''Love me entirely or Hate me. But don't you dare leave me or forget about me.''#Not at all comfortable saying 'BPD coded'. Im not a psychiatrist. Just that he has TRAITS. Feel free to disagree or add your thoughts.#ppl with bpd also are not a monolith and everyone has very different experiences. Xue yang is very complex. People more so.

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rottengurlz · 2 months ago

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“Sometimes I dream about you. I memorize every detail of your face like a prayer. Those moments seem so real that I grieve whenever I wake up and your spot next to me is cold. Why did you beg me to kill you? I would’ve stopped. Even in death I cannot escape you. I’m not sure I want to even if I was begging for it.”

w/ @kashisun !! (happy birthday 😭)

#simblr #sims 4 edit #ts4 #the sims community #mysims #lethal devotion #marine yes I did make this for ur birthday pls don’t kill me 😭😭#putting marine and I’s oc’s in the most devastating scenarios possible at all times #i imagined this as nie finally being found out by everyone else that shes an assassin that was paid to murder nadia #nadia would be stuck because how can she explain why this murderer is able to walk free and openly be allowed in her bed #but also how can she betray the one person she truly loves??#nadia's people would demand nie be put to death and instead of begging for her life nie would beg for it to end #'i have known nothing but misery and death until i found you. i trust no one else to cleanse and free me from my own damnation'#'i know i dont deserve it but paint me heaven with my own blood'#'i cant think of anything more godly than dying by your hand"#nadia would have to stand over her holding the sword to her throat barely being able to breathe staring down at nie sobbing at her feet #but nie would never look so peaceful feeling the blade press against her skin #nadia would be screaming inside PLEADING for nie to tell her stop that's all it would take and she would stop in a heartbeat #she'd figure it out later because at least then she'd have the love of her life ALIVE AND BREATHING #but the words never came instead there would be smothering silence while nie's body lay lifeless on the ground #but Nadia knows why nie never stopped her no matter how much it hurts this was an act of love because it’s what nie wanted #NIE YOU BETTER HAUNT HER ASS #knowing nadia she would spend her entire life learning necromancy just to bring nie back to life #probably think about killing her again too for putting her through that 😭

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astracora · 20 days ago

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The time between mc disappearing out of Sylus' bed and the car honk was very short. Do you think for a second he got real sad... and wondered if they regretted it?

#wonder plays #love and deepspace #like... he spent so long waiting #and he asked 3 times if they really wanted him #walks out the shower and they're gone like #not to make my boy suffer or anything but I can't imagine this confident but insecure man being like #oh this is fine this is great #mc put him outta his misery before he even had time to spiral thankfully

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moeblob · 1 year ago

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#fe fates #camilla #so i actually drew this a while ago but was gonna shade it and do more emoji things #but welp uh hmmmm im sick and apparently look like I'm dying #which isnt a problem until i sit down to draw and my vision is blurry and yeah thats a problem #so i just attempted to do a doodle and then failed and opted to apply a tiny but of shading to this and give up #but yup uh after a nice of body aches and misery and trying to sleep and failing #i crashed from 10am to 5pm thinking id just rest a lil bit #before anyone says oh you could have taken a day off you know - i technically can yes youre right #however my brain uses art as a coping mech and i need that coping mech really bad right now #which is why i stopped trying to draw something new for today and just went back to a past thing #im not overdoing it i promise #even if my mom and sister think i look like death walking around

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thatsbelievable · 9 months ago

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#Three Things That Misery Loves #misery #company #long dull walks devoid of anything remotely pleasant #vegetables #balloons #donkeys #magical adventure #do not tie a big balloon to a donkey #it is bad for the donkey #probably not so great for the balloon either

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marigoldbaker · 11 months ago

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buffy: honestly is there really any difference between being the slayer and being dead? i feel dead right now actually. there is no future ahead of me but death.

giles: okay can we save this for later? we’re talking about vampires right now

#celia watches btvs #okay 1) buffy’s hollow misery as early as s2? DAMN #but more importantly 2) this man is a walking disaster fire

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sincerely-sofie · 1 year ago

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*silently slides Twig/Ark content onto your dash* *scurries away into the night*

(Read the rest under the cut!)

#Ark: *has been trying to subliminally influence Twig into making the first move bc he doesn't want to risk getting a bad reaction himself*#Twig: Oh hey dude you dropped this hint-shaped object! Better be more careful next time! You don't want to lose your things haha :)#so much stuff that has none of its background in this comic...#Like the fact that the two breakups that Celebi didn't know about were Twig getting catfished by a couple of ditto #Or how the little bouquet / floral arrangement thing Ark is putting into a vase at the start is something Twig picked while on a walk #and then dropped off on the counter with the plan of throwing it out when she got back to it but Ark put it in a vase before she could #And Ark begrudgingly asked to be taught how to cook by Dusknoir and Grovyle #and as soon as he knew enough of the basics to work on his own he ditched his tutors ASAP bc he hates them #Also how Celebi pried Ark's feelings for Twig out of him with a crowbar and she is ALWAYS on his case about it #“SHE'S GROVYLE'S SISTER YOU IDIOT. SHE'S NOT GOING TO CATCH ON TO ANY OF YOUR SUBTLETY. JUST TELL HER POINT BLANK ALREADY”#Flash forward to this comic where Ark's actually trying to be blatantly + unavoidably clear and Twig STILL manages to misinterpret things #She's somehow even more annoying as a love interest than she was as a hero foiling his 700 color-coded backup plans for world domination #He's so tired guys. Someone put him out of his misery.#the present is a gift au #stuff by sofie #pmd eos #pmd #pmd explorers #pmd2 #pokemon mystery dungeon #pmd comic #pmd au #pmd darkrai #pmd hero #pmd2 hero #pmd oc #pmd sky #mystery dungeon #pmd celebi #pokémon mystery dungeon

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eksentrismi · 7 months ago

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A bunch of pixel arts, though this time it's Sharikov here yet again <3 I've been rotating him in my mind for the last few days tbh, lmao. I really really need to finally finish reading the book someday + rewatch the movie....

Also imagine if there was a video game-adaptation with graphics like this.......

#roni's doodles #digital art #pixel art #pixel animation #animation #digital drawing #doodle #doodles #short animation #sharikov #heart of a dog #kind of choppy animations here but i spent like... maybe 4-5 hours to these so lmao. adhd laziness struck me </3 #also i hate animating walk cycles lmao. agony. pain even. misery. my hands are suffering as we speak /lh #flashing

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thesadboy · 2 years ago

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What I like about Fear and Hunger is that it presents us with the question of “Is it worth it to sacrifice an innocent for the greater good?” and then shows us the answer of “Yeah...lmao jk it’s actually not”

#dexrambles #dexplaysfearandhunger #fear and hunger #funger #fear and hunger 1 #f&h 1 #f&h the girl #the girl fear and hunger #yeah sure humanity does progress and thus reach its potential like what nilvan wanted #but it came through war after war #all the evils in the world still exist even after people began worshipping the god of fear and hunger #and I'd argue that le'garde's part in it only fueled his ego in committing more atrocities #a little girl was made to live a life of pure suffering and misery all for the greater good #but that greater good still wasn't obtained people were still killing and being cruel #and the other gods still want to have their own stinger measuring contest (as someone called it) through things like the termina festival #so yeah #a child's suffering was essentially for nothing lol #it's the whole driving question behind the ones who walk away from omelas #then again I only played the demo and watched playthrough #so this observation may be rather inaccurate #fear and hunger spoilers #mine own postsss

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k-i-l-l-e-r-b-e-e-6-9 · 3 months ago

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Lamb of God - Walk With Me in Hell

#Lamb of God #holy sacrament #Walk with Me in Hell #Release date: August 22nd 2006 #Full-length #Genre: Groove Metal/Metalcore #Lyrical themes: Pain Misery Politics Heresy #USA

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torchickentacos · 8 days ago

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too cold and miserable for a mental health walk so we're watching this instead today, lads

#it's no more a waste of three hours than scrolling any social media at all right now is.#today's mission is to not scroll so much that I lose my optimism. that might be the mission for a long time going forward #but we do what we can for the next few years.#and all I can do right now is keep myself feeling okay enough that when the opportunity to do something comes up-#-then I'll have the fortitude to be able to.#but as of right now it's just a matter of 'keep your eyes on the end of the tunnel'.#what we WON'T be doing is reading 'you're just as bad as they are if you don't watch every bad thing happen in front of you' takes.#I'll be a lot more helpful if I'm alive and hopeful and semi-in the loop and helping when I can #than if I'm fully in the loop constantly and ready to take a long walk off of a short pier because of it.#energy is best spent reasonably rationed to important causes than spent calling hotlines.#if you need a break and to mute words like trump or elon or whatever then do it and don't let anyone tell you otherwise.#intentional ignorance and self-preservation are not the same thing and misery without action is not activism.#don't conflate them and be sure to take care of yourselves and your neighbors right now.#uspol

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s3rpulalacrymanz · 12 days ago

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Gonna.. Like.... Die honestly..

#going on a walk..#might... lay in the ground and use.. my pocketknife to put myself out of my misery

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hypo-critic-al · 2 months ago

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THE CURSED BOOK I WAITED FOR FOUR MONTHS TO BE MINE HAS FINALLY ARRIVED

REJOICE!!!

I AM PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY UNWELL FROMB THIS i am serious i am so excited i’m getting sick holy shit-

#I want to bite a fibreglass or walk into the sea i think that’s what bill would’ve wanted anyways /J #obvi not gonna attempt that but i am GRIPPING AT MY DESK #EVIL CRUEL WORLD I NEED TO READ THINS NOW BUT I CANT #<- she herself is her only source of misery as she promised to herself to open it with her brother together #bill you little shit i’m squeezing you like a stress toy once i get to your tale #i assume that i will not have a great reaction to big spoilers while i will be very surprised to learn very minor details from the book lol #patiently waiting for december 15th #i hope alex wasn’t just pranking us in his website entry lol #the book of bill

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phasmophobie · 2 years ago

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❝ I have done bad things. I can't take them back and they are part of who I am. Most of the time they seem like the only thing I am. ❞

#𝐏𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐋 𝐙𝐀𝐌Á𝐃𝐈𝐒 ; a skilled 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐑𝐌𝐀𝐋 𝐈𝐍𝐕𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐆𝐀𝐓𝐎𝐑 haunted by the ghosts of his deceased parents, navigates a withdrawn and sleep-deprived existence. Despite excelling in his profession, his expertise fails to free him from the shadows of his past. Sleep eludes him as the guilt gnaws at his soul, a constant reminder of the responsibility he feels for their untimely deaths, all while his reserved demeanor and avoidance of social interactions further isolate him from the world.

A STUDY IN ; childhood trauma , rejection , growing up in isolation , the other world , burdensome expectations & fear of loss . married to daria zamádis and not interested in anyone else !! ⠀(⠀please check carrd for a detailed biography .⠀board . ) ⠀

INDEPENDENT ; SELECTIVE ; FVZ BASED & FANDOMLESS PARANORMAL INVESTIGATOR SPECIALISED IN GHOST HUNTING .

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀CURRENTLY CLOSED for plotting

#⸻ 𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐬 : ‘ the world needs fantasy not reality ’ .#*promo #userfakevz #r: taken #paranormal rp #supernatural rp #he / him #tw: flashing images #tag dump:#⸻ 𝐚𝐞𝐬 : ‘ live how we can: yet die we must ’ .#⸻ 𝐚𝐬𝐤 : ‘ honesty within a liar ’ .#⸻ 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐚 : ‘ when i think of the future i see you ’ .#⸻ 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 : ‘ walking the stacks in a library ; feeling the presence of sleeping spirits. ’ .#⸻ 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 : ‘ he’s a ghost everyone can see ’ .#⸻ 𝐩𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐥 : ‘ ghosts are brighter than my soul ’ .#⸻ 𝐚𝐮 : ‘ desire is the kind of thing that eats you and leaves you starving ’ .#⸻ 𝐚𝐮 : ‘ i’ve got whisky with white lies and smoke in my lungs ’ .#⸻ 𝐚𝐮 : ‘ we are voyagers ; discoverers of the not known. ’ .#⸻ 𝐚𝐮 : ‘ you know what they say about hope ; it breeds eternal misery ’ .#⸻ 𝐚𝐮 : ‘ he loved the sea ; it made him feel small but free as well ’ .#⸻ 𝐩𝐞𝐭𝐬 : ‘ a tale of feathers and fur ’ .

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boyfleshripper · 1 year ago

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Just want u to know I’m so brain rot abt your fellas (all my fellas!!! A-all my fellas!!!) they’re very scrunkly and fill me with joy

Does mask convert ppl or do they just tease them instead?

It does in fact convert people. A lot of people, actually.

#the others dont like them not cuz theyre a mask but they at least have the decency to put employees out of their misery #kind of weird watching a corpse walk around #even if you're an evil monster that kills people #LOVE TO HEAR THAT AS WELL. MAY THE ROT CONSUME YOU

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