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I'm sorry I let down my guard.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#xue yang#xiao xingchen#God DAMN this scene was brutal. Season 2 episode 2 is almost nothing but misery and anguish#Helena by Nickle Creek does not quite fit the comic's vibe but it is absolutely a Xue Yang song so I linked it.#The change from “Helena don't walk away...(gentle)” to “HELENA. DON'T WALK AWAY (threat)” is fantastic.#And “Don't waste your pretty sympathy - I'll always be just fine”. Xue Yang core.#Okay now for the real meat. Disclaimer first: *I really like XY.* I think he's a great character. I think his actions consistently-#come from a place of deep trauma. While his reactions and actions put him in a villainous role he is still human about his hurt#and what I'm about to say is NOT intended to be a statement of causality or villianize a group of misunderstood people.#So with that said...Man oh man does Xue Yang have a lot of BPD traits. More that just 'character who is chronically manipulative'.#The impulsivity and emotional reactions and seeking stability makes him feel like he needs that control. What other choice is there?#The part that really gets me is how he *wants* to be safe and happy. But his past experiences tell him how thats impossible#He's the kind of person who goes 'if you don't like me then you better hate me for something substantial". All (pos) or All (neg)#''Love me entirely or Hate me. But don't you dare leave me or forget about me.''#Not at all comfortable saying 'BPD coded'. Im not a psychiatrist. Just that he has TRAITS. Feel free to disagree or add your thoughts.#ppl with bpd also are not a monolith and everyone has very different experiences. Xue yang is very complex. People more so.
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ANDREW LINCOLN as RICK GRIMES
The Walking Dead: The Ones Who Live S01E01 "Years"
#the walking dead: the ones who live#tusersonny#usersavana#tuserhan#usersole#userzo#twdedit#mine#**#the walk...the head tilt....just put me out of my misery#100
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#fe fates#camilla#so i actually drew this a while ago but was gonna shade it and do more emoji things#but welp uh hmmmm im sick and apparently look like I'm dying#which isnt a problem until i sit down to draw and my vision is blurry and yeah thats a problem#so i just attempted to do a doodle and then failed and opted to apply a tiny but of shading to this and give up#but yup uh after a nice of body aches and misery and trying to sleep and failing#i crashed from 10am to 5pm thinking id just rest a lil bit#before anyone says oh you could have taken a day off you know - i technically can yes youre right#however my brain uses art as a coping mech and i need that coping mech really bad right now#which is why i stopped trying to draw something new for today and just went back to a past thing#im not overdoing it i promise#even if my mom and sister think i look like death walking around
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#Three Things That Misery Loves#misery#company#long dull walks devoid of anything remotely pleasant#vegetables#balloons#donkeys#magical adventure#do not tie a big balloon to a donkey#it is bad for the donkey#probably not so great for the balloon either
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*silently slides Twig/Ark content onto your dash* *scurries away into the night*
(Read the rest under the cut!)
#Ark: *has been trying to subliminally influence Twig into making the first move bc he doesn't want to risk getting a bad reaction himself*#Twig: Oh hey dude you dropped this hint-shaped object! Better be more careful next time! You don't want to lose your things haha :)#so much stuff that has none of its background in this comic...#Like the fact that the two breakups that Celebi didn't know about were Twig getting catfished by a couple of ditto#Or how the little bouquet / floral arrangement thing Ark is putting into a vase at the start is something Twig picked while on a walk#and then dropped off on the counter with the plan of throwing it out when she got back to it but Ark put it in a vase before she could#And Ark begrudgingly asked to be taught how to cook by Dusknoir and Grovyle#and as soon as he knew enough of the basics to work on his own he ditched his tutors ASAP bc he hates them#Also how Celebi pried Ark's feelings for Twig out of him with a crowbar and she is ALWAYS on his case about it#“SHE'S GROVYLE'S SISTER YOU IDIOT. SHE'S NOT GOING TO CATCH ON TO ANY OF YOUR SUBTLETY. JUST TELL HER POINT BLANK ALREADY”#Flash forward to this comic where Ark's actually trying to be blatantly + unavoidably clear and Twig STILL manages to misinterpret things#She's somehow even more annoying as a love interest than she was as a hero foiling his 700 color-coded backup plans for world domination#He's so tired guys. Someone put him out of his misery.#the present is a gift au#stuff by sofie#pmd eos#pmd#pmd explorers#pmd2#pokemon mystery dungeon#pmd comic#pmd au#pmd darkrai#pmd hero#pmd2 hero#pmd oc#pmd sky#mystery dungeon#pmd celebi#pokémon mystery dungeon
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A bunch of pixel arts, though this time it's Sharikov here yet again <3 I've been rotating him in my mind for the last few days tbh, lmao. I really really need to finally finish reading the book someday + rewatch the movie....
Also imagine if there was a video game-adaptation with graphics like this.......
#roni's doodles#digital art#pixel art#pixel animation#animation#digital drawing#doodle#doodles#short animation#sharikov#heart of a dog#kind of choppy animations here but i spent like... maybe 4-5 hours to these so lmao. adhd laziness struck me </3#also i hate animating walk cycles lmao. agony. pain even. misery. my hands are suffering as we speak /lh#flashing
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buffy: honestly is there really any difference between being the slayer and being dead? i feel dead right now actually. there is no future ahead of me but death.
giles: okay can we save this for later? we’re talking about vampires right now
#celia watches btvs#okay 1) buffy’s hollow misery as early as s2? DAMN#but more importantly 2) this man is a walking disaster fire
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writing hospital scenes my beloved...
#i dont know why i enjoy it so much but i do! i really do!#hospitals are such miserable sterile places and i deeply hated the few times ive been in them#and! yet! It's Writing Candy to me!#maybe its because i dislike them. i enjoy inflicting my own miseries on favorite characters#yes! walk through those too-white hallways where its always too bright and everything looks the same and restrictive!!!#uncomfortable seats and nothing to do! feeling deeply out of place the whole time! it smells Not Great!#absolutely unprompted#all this to say i am having Fun with the human au tonight-
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Just want u to know I’m so brain rot abt your fellas (all my fellas!!! A-all my fellas!!!) they’re very scrunkly and fill me with joy
Does mask convert ppl or do they just tease them instead?
It does in fact convert people. A lot of people, actually.
#the others dont like them not cuz theyre a mask but they at least have the decency to put employees out of their misery#kind of weird watching a corpse walk around#even if you're an evil monster that kills people#LOVE TO HEAR THAT AS WELL. MAY THE ROT CONSUME YOU
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What I like about Fear and Hunger is that it presents us with the question of “Is it worth it to sacrifice an innocent for the greater good?” and then shows us the answer of “Yeah...lmao jk it’s actually not”
#dexrambles#dexplaysfearandhunger#fear and hunger#funger#fear and hunger 1#f&h 1#f&h the girl#the girl fear and hunger#yeah sure humanity does progress and thus reach its potential like what nilvan wanted#but it came through war after war#all the evils in the world still exist even after people began worshipping the god of fear and hunger#and I'd argue that le'garde's part in it only fueled his ego in committing more atrocities#a little girl was made to live a life of pure suffering and misery all for the greater good#but that greater good still wasn't obtained people were still killing and being cruel#and the other gods still want to have their own stinger measuring contest (as someone called it) through things like the termina festival#so yeah#a child's suffering was essentially for nothing lol#it's the whole driving question behind the ones who walk away from omelas#then again I only played the demo and watched playthrough#so this observation may be rather inaccurate#fear and hunger spoilers#mine own postsss
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u can't spell sea witch without serve
#*･ﾟ⊰ 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐒. ⊱ ✦ › OUT.#the more i think about anderson's depiction of mermaids the more i go insane#allegory for eve and the fall of man / loss of innocence in the garden of eden#but under the sea#it's always daisuke's job to bite the apple to experience human bliss and pride and hubris and misery#hope and hopelessness and he does Great i love my Big stupid bird an dmy big stupi fish#sorry. saw a pic of disne*y ursula and went gasp its her the og underwater cuntress#anderson's mermaids didnt have souls and thats fine for dark n dai because dai sold his heart. his innocence#to walk on land#with those long skinny ass shoujo legs of dark's#this is ofc narratively the bad thing(tm) that makes him a sinner in tandem with dark's crimes#but it just. HRGHHH fits so well....#mw the beauty and the beast fairytale aspect and poto and paradise lost all lines up
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naturally for valentine's i'm going to be reblogging some old art on top of the new stuff and tempting people to read dww. the noir grindset never rests you understand
#nick valentine#dead man talking#dead woman walking#though i'll say it's not a very good advertisement. new readers going through the tag! do you want to feel endless misery#text post
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listen. i need you to add etoiles as like a professional monster hunter who never manages to find any monsters to kill. he's crazy jealous of cellbit's ability to just have the paranormal land in his lap. i need him to be cringefail comic relief so bad
Fun fact, Etoiles in this au is quite literally a monstrous sentient cucumber. With arms. Every day he questions his existence, why?? Why must he be forced to live this way?? He was meant to be a salad, not a man!! He patrols Quesadilla City at night, protecting innocent supernatural creatures from monster hunters. He may not be happy with his existence, but if he was given life for any reason, it was this.
#asks!#anon!#monster au fic#he walks into the grocery store and gazes longingly at the vegetable section#what he would give to be normal like them#maybe then he would have lived a painless life#but his existence now… it’s misery
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listened to In The Woods Somewhere again and i will be incapacitated with Lawrence Oleander feels for the rest of the night
#the storyboard in my head for that song:#lawrence went out into the woods and tried to kill himself with an overdose of datura#he failed and while wandering around and hallucinating he heard a woman on a nighttime walk who tripped off the path#and fell down a ditch and broke her ankle#he finds her and thinks she's a dying animal#and 'puts her out of her misery'#this is the first time he ever kills someone#in the moment of death he becomes lucid enough to realize what he's done and panics and runs away
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apollo sketchy. he is now in your hands take good care of him
#he is walking misery. wallowing in the sorrow. and survivor's guilt here. and just guilt.#doomed by the narrative along with amor#yomo ocs?!#yomoart#ocs
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the forest looks like heaven today i woke up feeling the heaviest weight at the top of my heart
#yesterday on the study they said they were dating two others and it was going well and i cant imagine fucking you but#you have great tits. they got upset at me not inviting them to a party. my research partner told me to write a 1000 word essay on why they#should come. they spoke about how much they wanted theiir ex and they wouldnt tell me much about who theyre dating bc#they thought i still had feelings for them which. god. theyre right but the assumption is so arrogant#the streams r rly beautiful im walking to a date and shes gorgeous and some of my friends know her but i look#exactly like ive slept on my friends floor for the past few days so . aaa anyway#god after that whole call i just felt so deflated like i felt over it but now its all . back. like seeing them being happy w smn else#inflicts active misery upon me which means ii think im becoming a worse person bc of them. i called my friend and i just . idk i walked home#i kept wanting to weep but . woah the sun is so pretty#there are petals and dandelion seeds floating in the air#med school students walking to their lectures#she does biochem btw. the person im meeting now#there are two butterflies dancing together. i cant make this shit up the past few days have looked like actual heaven#ive spent them being on survival mode and not even bc of my studies like ok focus on log functions while the person kn the screen#tells u abt how if her ex were to call shed fold immediately and the new girl is a singer and its going well and maybe ill tell you#more abt it in a few months. SO YOU KNOW IT HURTS ! SO WHY WOULD YOU TELL ME YOUD MAKE OUT W ME AT THE CLUB WHY WOULD U FALL ASLEEP NEXT TO#ME WITHOUT CLOTHES ON ! WHY WOULD YOU CARESS YOUR OWN SKIN LOOKING AT ME IN THE MIRROR !!!!#anyway im like . sane.#i just . felt like it was over#i realised i kept seeing ppl who i thought were more attractive etc etc than her bc i needed to prove to myself#that im attractive enough to be liked or that i can be liked at all and a part of me wanted to prove it to them too#its just a horrible mindset to have and yh not only do they not care but they also bring out the worst in me actively like . I DONT KNOW#BUT THEN WHO ELSE KNOWS THAT THE GOLDEN HOURS IN TEHRAN ARE PINK AND LILAC WHO GOES TO TECHNO RAVES AT THE BASE OF DAMAVAND#WHO CAN PIN YOU AGAINST A WALL LIKE THEM !!!#anyway#standing up it just feels so#exhausting#like this the most exhausted ive felt from all this ever
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