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Lawrence
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s3rpulalacrymanz · 3 days ago
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Lawrence chuckled softly. The cat happily made biscuits on rens lap kneading into his legs "I think he really likes you ren.. Thats uncommon for Lucifer" Lawrence smiled softly as Lucifer purred and made biscuits on the fox boy
"Lawlaaaaawww~, I'm here to help with your little scent problem! Open the door, Sweetie."
Ren's own blood flowed warm in his veins, rushing to his palms, his cheeks, his nose, his belly- all in nearly overwhelming excitement to finally gaze upon that Gentle Giant he calls his friend.
(//Getting poetic with it...... enjoy!)
Ahh sorry sorry coming.... I guess I didnt hear you..
Lawrence unlocked the locks opening the door looking down at ren
Come on in...
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s3rpulalacrymanz · 4 days ago
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Happy ending. Caged like the animal you are.
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s3rpulalacrymanz · 4 days ago
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Kurt Cobain in Cambridge, MA
April 19th, 1990
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s3rpulalacrymanz · 4 days ago
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. I'm like so tired.. I'm not letting anyone close enough to me..
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s3rpulalacrymanz · 5 days ago
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It hurts.
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s3rpulalacrymanz · 5 days ago
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An anonymous asked me when I would release my Lawrence's headcanons. To answer this question, I should inform you that I am currently working on them!
In the meantime, I will share this list with you.
Lawrence's “vivisection”
(This is an introduction to my headcanons. It’s important to note that these are only preliminary introductions to the ideas on which my concepts will be based!)
I. Dry Garden: An Herbarium.
II. In the Quiet of Autumn's Decay.
III. Necrophilia. *
IV. The Physical & Biological Aspects.
This headcanon includes:
a. Acne scars and face shaving scars.
b. Dark circles, eye bags.
c. Yellowish teeth.
d. Chewing of the cheeks and lips due to anxiety. Dry, flaky lips.
e. What's under his nails? Includes brittle nails too...
f. Shaky hands and a weak pulse.
g. The lungs of a "living" being.
h. Body odor, hygiene.
i. Signs of malnutrition.
j. Anemia due to iron deficiency.
k. Prone to bruises due to poor blood clotting.
l. Poor sense of taste.
m. Lack of tactility, absence of touch.
n. Insufficient and disturbed sleep.
o. Hair loss.
p. Frequently nauseous. Prone to vomit.
V. Breathing Under the Dirt.
VI. There's Something So Special About Heartbeats.
VII. Loneliness. Disconnection. Emptiness.
VIII. From the Roots to the Branches.
IX. He's the Tree. We Are the Leaves.
X. The Consequences of Self-Isolation.
XI. Lack of Introspection.
XII. The Metaphor of Being Awake at Night.
XIII. Reassurance.
XIV. There are branches growing inside of his neck.
XV. What's inside those boxes under his bed?
XVI. The sight of decomposition soothes him.
XVII. He cannot escape his own contradictions (Connected with number XI).
XVIII. The influence of his parents during his childhood.
XIX. He used to go for roadkill hunts as a toddler. He collected little birds and animals bones too. There's a emotional connection.
XX. Constant stomachaches, abdominal pain, nausea and constipation thanks to his insides rotting gradually. It gets worse if he stays too long in The River.
XXI. Loss of appetite.
XXII. What kind of books would he own?
XXIII. Photophobia: An intense sensitivity to light (Which can also be metaphorical).
XXIV. Forever ensnared in the cold, unfeeling embrace of this world.
XXV. He will pluck your voice out and keep it inside his fist. His twisted throat will feel relief, hydrated. You don't need it anyway. Nothing will go wrong if you are under his "care", right?
XXVI. His hands are capable of anything. This torments him. This makes him feeling afraid, scared of himself.
XXVII. Let's dig deeper. Let's keep digging. Let's see what the earth embraces below.
XXVIII. An introduction to the content of his nightmares.
XXIX. The fear of rejection, the paralyzing impotence of being misunderstood, and the profound sorrow of betrayal.
Side note: I know that necrophilia is actually canon, but I have added my own headcanons about it, elaborating on them (I think I may have crossed the line with this one; it's quite extensive)...
By the way, I'm continuously updating this list by adding more headcanons. I ought to clarify that most of the names of these are, by their nature, metaphorically written
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s3rpulalacrymanz · 6 days ago
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"Mhm" another cat hopped up meowing and sniffing ren before making itself comfortable on rens lap
"I... I think he likes you.. Yea.. It's odd" Lawrence petted the cat gently as it purred
"Lawlaaaaawww~, I'm here to help with your little scent problem! Open the door, Sweetie."
Ren's own blood flowed warm in his veins, rushing to his palms, his cheeks, his nose, his belly- all in nearly overwhelming excitement to finally gaze upon that Gentle Giant he calls his friend.
(//Getting poetic with it...... enjoy!)
Ahh sorry sorry coming.... I guess I didnt hear you..
Lawrence unlocked the locks opening the door looking down at ren
Come on in...
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s3rpulalacrymanz · 6 days ago
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"They aren't pretty... Most of the time they are infected honestly.. " lawrence turned away scars covered lawrences arms even some freshly scabed over one covered lawrences arms as well
"That's probably why my parent never liked me"
Lawrence cleared his throat "so you think these are why I smell blood?.. "
"Lawlaaaaawww~, I'm here to help with your little scent problem! Open the door, Sweetie."
Ren's own blood flowed warm in his veins, rushing to his palms, his cheeks, his nose, his belly- all in nearly overwhelming excitement to finally gaze upon that Gentle Giant he calls his friend.
(//Getting poetic with it...... enjoy!)
Ahh sorry sorry coming.... I guess I didnt hear you..
Lawrence unlocked the locks opening the door looking down at ren
Come on in...
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s3rpulalacrymanz · 7 days ago
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s3rpulalacrymanz · 7 days ago
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Destined To Nothingness
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s3rpulalacrymanz · 7 days ago
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Lawrence held out his arms scarred, healing, and little fresh wounds covered his arms. Lawrence was sort of sickly thin as if lawrence never ate. "Here there they aren't hidden much... They are pretty obvious" lawrence looked at ren who was looking back at him "what?.. " lawrence was confused why ren stared like that seeming like he was examing him closely
"Lawlaaaaawww~, I'm here to help with your little scent problem! Open the door, Sweetie."
Ren's own blood flowed warm in his veins, rushing to his palms, his cheeks, his nose, his belly- all in nearly overwhelming excitement to finally gaze upon that Gentle Giant he calls his friend.
(//Getting poetic with it...... enjoy!)
Ahh sorry sorry coming.... I guess I didnt hear you..
Lawrence unlocked the locks opening the door looking down at ren
Come on in...
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s3rpulalacrymanz · 7 days ago
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"I could take it off in a second..."
The car stared at ren as him suspicious of this fox boy
"Yea you can pet her.. Thats tiny.. She can bite be careful" lawrence set the cat down before moving past ren leaving ren with the orange cat who stared at him suspiciously. Lawrence slipped off the hood tossing it to the side before just huffing and sitting on the bed which immediately got tiny to come running hop up
"Lawlaaaaawww~, I'm here to help with your little scent problem! Open the door, Sweetie."
Ren's own blood flowed warm in his veins, rushing to his palms, his cheeks, his nose, his belly- all in nearly overwhelming excitement to finally gaze upon that Gentle Giant he calls his friend.
(//Getting poetic with it...... enjoy!)
Ahh sorry sorry coming.... I guess I didnt hear you..
Lawrence unlocked the locks opening the door looking down at ren
Come on in...
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s3rpulalacrymanz · 7 days ago
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s3rpulalacrymanz · 7 days ago
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Lawrence stopped staring at ren for a few seconds before mumbling softly softly. Before clearing his throat softly
"I don't know where the blood is coming from... You claimed that it might be coming from me but I have no idea why it would.... Come from me... Unless its from my healing wounds I don't know..."
A cat hopped up into the counter staring at ren before going to love on lawrence who picked it up petting it gently as it purred it kept it's eyes on ren closely like studying ren
"Lawlaaaaawww~, I'm here to help with your little scent problem! Open the door, Sweetie."
Ren's own blood flowed warm in his veins, rushing to his palms, his cheeks, his nose, his belly- all in nearly overwhelming excitement to finally gaze upon that Gentle Giant he calls his friend.
(//Getting poetic with it...... enjoy!)
Ahh sorry sorry coming.... I guess I didnt hear you..
Lawrence unlocked the locks opening the door looking down at ren
Come on in...
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s3rpulalacrymanz · 7 days ago
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Lawrence stared at ren before making a face of offense "okay.. Rude.. Didn't have to point out something I knew.. I haven't gotten a shower yet leave me alone.. " Lawrence huffed softly before sort of backing away from ren and going to the kitchen. Ren should be lucky lawrence even allowed him to come over since anyone being allowed to cover over to lawrences home was rare..
"Lawlaaaaawww~, I'm here to help with your little scent problem! Open the door, Sweetie."
Ren's own blood flowed warm in his veins, rushing to his palms, his cheeks, his nose, his belly- all in nearly overwhelming excitement to finally gaze upon that Gentle Giant he calls his friend.
(//Getting poetic with it...... enjoy!)
Ahh sorry sorry coming.... I guess I didnt hear you..
Lawrence unlocked the locks opening the door looking down at ren
Come on in...
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s3rpulalacrymanz · 7 days ago
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Lawrences face seemed to turn more red then before
"Ive checked.... I never found d anything or anyone proof rats or birds were caught... It shouldn't be what I think it is.. I thought I was over with that .. Your awful close.. And there shouldn't be anything dead I haven't.. The cats haven't done anything"
"Lawlaaaaawww~, I'm here to help with your little scent problem! Open the door, Sweetie."
Ren's own blood flowed warm in his veins, rushing to his palms, his cheeks, his nose, his belly- all in nearly overwhelming excitement to finally gaze upon that Gentle Giant he calls his friend.
(//Getting poetic with it...... enjoy!)
Ahh sorry sorry coming.... I guess I didnt hear you..
Lawrence unlocked the locks opening the door looking down at ren
Come on in...
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s3rpulalacrymanz · 7 days ago
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"I'm sure... Unless.... Oh.." Lawrences face pinkened slightly as ren sniffed lawrence. "I'm sure.. It's not me.... "
Lawrence watch ren practically circle Lawrence sniffing. Lawrence watched ren closely
"Unless.. It's the scabs but non of these are open now.. Or.. It's something else.. "
"Lawlaaaaawww~, I'm here to help with your little scent problem! Open the door, Sweetie."
Ren's own blood flowed warm in his veins, rushing to his palms, his cheeks, his nose, his belly- all in nearly overwhelming excitement to finally gaze upon that Gentle Giant he calls his friend.
(//Getting poetic with it...... enjoy!)
Ahh sorry sorry coming.... I guess I didnt hear you..
Lawrence unlocked the locks opening the door looking down at ren
Come on in...
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