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#so glad i still have tumblr so i can vague freely without remorse in the tags#anyways how many times does someone have to ghost you in a day for them to not be your best friend anymore#because it's getting really hurtful at this point#like you cannot make it more clear that you do not want to interact with me#you post yourself talking to other people and you always have shit to say to them but to me it's nothing but dismissal#which is fine but also don't say you “miss me” when i've been here the whole time#waiting for you to remember i even exist#how am i supposed to believe you if you do nothing to prove it?#i can literally only take your word for it when you say that because your actions are the opposite of what you say#sorry#i just want to not feel like shit#and have a best friend who talks to me again#i guess that is too much to ask
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crazy how ive been seeing people absolutely losing their minds over the way amy is written in the generations remaster and how she was character assassinated and her crush on sonic was removed and im playing it right now and the literal first thing she does when you free her from white space is call sonic cute which is nowhere close to what she said in the original. wtf are you people on about
#and after that she was like ''omg you got me a ring ? wait thats not the kind of ring i was hoping for..'' or something along those lines#which i cant remember if that was in the original or not but either way . what do you MEAN they got rid of her crush .....#i havent played much though so maybe her crush really was toned down in certain areas but even if it was ..........................#1. why would that be character assassination why do you want her feelings for a boy to be her primary character trait so bad#2. like i said in the post theyve literally added a reference to her crush where there wasnt one originally#i dont think theyre trying to erase it. i think you guys are just getting mad over nothing .#sonic x shadow generations#sxsg spoilers#and like i agree to an extent that a lot of the rewrites feel unnecessary#and im not particularly a fan of the idea of them altering the story content of an existing game#but the stuff with amy feels like a massive overreaction#is it just so/namy shippers who think sonic and amy have to be together or the world will end who are talking like that.#because i wouldnt be surprised if this was the case
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howard the duck (1976) #10
#coming for spider-man's life i see#sci talks comics#howard the duck#spider-man#yes. i am reading the entirety of howard the duck comic canon from the beginning thank you for asking.#i had read the most recent two howard the duck series and i enjoyed them but now? reading the classic stuff??#dear god the new stuff doesn't hold a candle.#sighs. howard is just like every marvel character. lost his edge.#marvel stop forgetting the entire point of your characters in order to babify them to appeal to wider audiences#seeing how counter-consumerist the early howard books are and how cynical and honest the writer is..#it's a little heartbreaking what he's become#here i was thinking he was just a funny duck.#kind of sad that howard's entire existence now is reduced to “remember when we wrote about a talking duck?”#“hheeheheahahahohoh what a funny thing that was. a talking duck. could you imagine! what a silly time that was.”#“what an embarrassing time for marvel”-– shut UUP this is so interesting and sincere. that duck is really interesting and sincere.#i love you howard.#i even like your weird movie.#fun fact: howard the duck was one of the first movies my dad ever watched in english#and it was this movie that he always tried to describe and try to find because he loved it but he didn't remember the name#he said it's a movie about a duck who gets stuck in the human world#and eventually i got into marvel and was like wait. howard the duck? is the movie howard the duck???#he loves that movie. well. the first half of it. and me too i also love the first half of that movie.#love you howard!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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all this talk about wanting to fight bosses in their prime in the dlc is so annoying istg. “i want to fight prime godfrey” brother that was prime godfrey he isn’t getting any stronger. just go fight him rl1 with no stat boosting and a +0 weapon. there you go, prime daddy loux.
#it’s like the whole pre nerf radahn bs#yeah cool you fought him when he still had trash hit boxes congrats#literally they didn’t even nerf him they just fixed him#and accidentally tweaked his health in the process but they put it back to what it should be in the next patch#the way folks talk about it you’d think he was a completely different fight#the funny thing is though i still remember ppl complaining like fuck about him before that fix#anyway would really rather not have repeat bosses from the main game#especially the main bosses#imagine waiting two possibly three years for a dlc only to fight the same guys again but this time they have a few new attacks#besides you just know that if they add bosses from the main game it'll be things like tree spirits or avatars lol#or more watchdogs and godskins#oh god lets not speak that into existence#elden ring
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The Silt Verses is a Comedy
#tsv 44#the silly verses. even. (is in shambles)#my sibling listened to it on the plane made it 100x funnier i wish i were her fr#WHAT DO YOU MEAN JUST REMEMBERED THE CLS EXISTED#i yell#edit: added transcripts screenshots#i did not expect half of it to be Carson's#the silt verses#and for the other half to be cross#like. it's only the first 20 mins#ok the tags are getting super long but i just wanna say i put cross fumbling in there is becuase he geniuinely fuckin tried and thats#commendable but him being a flop is so funny to the sane time it’s charming#carson’s ‘’just you wait’’ comment is also. girl the next episode is the finale
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do you ever end up accidentally getting super attached to a trope so specific and rare you don't even know how to look for it? 'space aliens failing to understand that a human showing teeth usually isn't a threat display' isn't even an ao3 tag. finding that shit in published fiction or tv shows is next to impossible
#<- guy who searches ao3 by the 'misunderstandings' tag without even specifying a fandom#mumbling#if you've been following me for a while you may remember my introduction to mcyt was when i started scraping the bottom of the barrel#looking for 'humans are space orcs' stories#but what you may not know is that was already a ways down a rabbit hole that began with *avatar the last airbender*#it basically went#'holy shit salvage is a good story' -> read every existing version of hakoda being a good dad to zuko ->#'shinsou hitoshi getting adopted by aizawa has the same vibes fuck it i'll read that too' -> 'why are they aliens in so many of these' ->#get addicted to the 'humans are space orcs' trope -> find a whole collection of fics about that exact thing ->#for some reason the collection is 80% dsmp fics -> i am not picky -> 'oh no they've got a crow-coded father figure' ->#still not rly interested in the dsmp source material -> minecraft kinda interesting tho -> wait what's hermitcraft -> and now here we are#all bc 3 years ago i wanted zuko to have a decent father figure#firelord ozai made me draw pinup art of goodtimeswithscar: the true and harrowing tale of my descent into madness#flameo hotguy or whatever the kids are saying these days
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ngl having bad brain times. Can you ever physically FEEL the lack of the get things done chemical
#the advice for depression is to do the things that you used to enjoy and wait for them to help again#it's good advice and it does work to an extent but listen#i don't choose when i find things enjoyable i fixate on a topic and everything becomes enjoyable again#it's not like doing hobbies or reading or cleaning or eating meals helps THAT much#it just keeps me busy and sane and makes my body keep working until i get some good brain chemical shipped in#then I'll remember everything i've been putting off but at least i'll be relatively functional at that point#it's not that all the depression tips are useless. i'd be much worse if i didn't do any of them#as it is i've made it over 25 years without even developing a nicotine addiction or a crippling dependence on alcohol#my joints are even still fine mostly and i can tell when to get out of a situation so i can keep living#now i even know when i want to be around someone and when i don't!#i'm basically great at existing i've studied with the masters#still.
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anyway I’ve continued to cope with everything by thinking abt the secret Saturdays today and have decided I love the idea of trans Drew Saturday and all the silly things that could come with that headcanon
#“But how could they have Zak if-“ easy Doc is also Trans#Or maybe he’s not they’re friends with a bunch of scientists that study wormholes and clones#You think there wasn’t a secret scientist who could trans your gender? Fool.#One of the secret scientsts they lost raiding argost’s house developed super HRT and magic surgery so Drew could get pregnant case closed#Extra fuckin funny with the existence of Doyle#Dude barely remembers he had a sibling at all so he doesn’t even question it he’s just like “oh I actually had a sister? my b”#Nobody tells him until drew shows him a picture of her as a kid or something and suddenly he’s like ‘?????’#Wait no better idea#he discovers a picture or old records with Drew’s deadname on his own and comes to the conclusion that she lied abt being family#But instead of angst he’s already been family for so long that he’s just like#“She may have lied abt being related but she helped me get revenge on the guy who killed my family and her family genuinely loves me”#“Fuck it found family I guess”#the secret saturdays
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i posted this to Pillowfort earlier but a couple days ago i did an unfinished redraw of this older sketch from 2023 of Salesman Barry and High-rank Craig together :3 Barry had a really rough day trying to sell his gramophones and he's struggling to deal with his financial issues and pressure to uphold a family tradition, and Craig can understand how he feels as he has to work for a pretty shitty boss (cough cough brains), and his job as a scientist, while enjoyable, was partially pursued out of being pressured as well.
(the old drawing in question)
(you can't even see them properly....)
additionally: i have created a digital redraw that's still a work in progress but i thought it looked good so i'm posting it :) i have been trying a newer style from my earlier digital stuff and i think it works well with the Jetpack Joyride characters!!
the Pillowfort post has an earlier version with slightly different tears and colouring and stuff, i wanted to put a more up to date version here. also fanon Craig with colour for the first time!?!?!?!?? what!!! i like to think Craig wore a similarish kind of outfit to Runingunin when he first appears in Brains' lab in AOZ. i like to think Craig would wear a "Trust Data Not Lore" t-shirt underneath his coat loll
#barry steakfries#jetpack joyride#salesman!barry steakfries#craig the scientist#also not so fun fact about the older drawing: i do not know where it is and it might not exist in good condition anymore#very very sad :(#ACTUALLY WAIT!!! it MIGHT be in my closet!!! i just remembered a bunch of my older drawings are in there!#it might still survive! hurrah!#i may actually post a bunch of old stuff when i look through there cause some of it is very intriguing#anyway. i love salesman barry x high rank craig i think they should kiss <3#(this would obviously be within the confines of my gay fanon world)#i like to imagine that despite his bad situation barry is still very much the bundle of chaos we know and love#he's just more. ranty and upset a lot of the time. and craig is more confident than how he is now. he's more grounded in himself#imagine barry making a really dumb sales joke trying to ask craig out on their first date after being bfs for a while#it's so stupid that it works perfectly and craig is so charmed by it#he's like ''hey darl i've got some special items to sell you... i mean my items are- you're special enough to- um-''#then he's like ''..... idk where i was even going with that'' and craig's like ''that was so stupid i can't NOT kiss him''#aussie salesman infatuated with a nerd who is infatuated with a aussie salesman who is infatuated with a nerd who is-#hehehehe my silly men
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GRAPPLING WITH CRIPPLING INSOMNIA QUICK POST BATMAN FANFIC
(Reverse Robins, with Tim as the red hood)
“You kill,” Cass hisses. “Like him.”
“I’m not doing anything that they haven’t done to someone else.” Hood’s voice is hard, unrepentant.
She strides forward to jab him in the chest. “Is that supposed to make it okay? Am I supposed to forgive you?” She sounds almost heartbroken. “You remember Batman. Is this better?”
Jason doesn’t know what she means, but Hood clearly does. His lips thin. “You can’t seriously be comparing this to that. He killed me.”
“Two wrongs do not make a right.”
“I don’t care about being right. I don’t expect you to understand.”
“You used to be so sweet, big brother.” She reaches up to touch his face, and Jason watches him lean into it before he realizes what he’s doing and wrenches away from her.
“Yeah, well, things change. People change.”
“Not that much.” It’s sad, quiet. “You know I can’t forgive this.”
“I really don’t care.”
“You do.”
He doesn’t dignify that with a response, instead turning away to make his escape. She starts to follow but instead is tackled by three bodies, and has to turn to fight them. Jason tries to help, but she’s pretty much got it on her own. When it’s clear they’re losing the assassins fall back, and Jason tries to chase them, but Cass snags him by the cape and holds him back. When they turn around the Red Hood is long gone.
Cass has her fists clenched, and her shoulders are shaking. Jason doesn’t know whether it’s anger or sadness, but he steps forward to offer her comfort.
She steps away and shakes her head.
He’s always known Tim and Cass were close, but it was a distant thought to him, something he never thought he’d witness. Seeing the two of them in person was like looking through a funhouse mirror, warped and twisted until all that was left was a huge, grinning shadow.
There’s laughter in his nightmares that night.
#batfam fanfic#reverse robins#tim drake#cassandra cain#im not gonna tag jason bc I feel like even tho it’s in his pov he’s barely in this snippet#wait that’s stupid#jason todd#cass ily 5ever never let them tell u they’re wrong#for the record the three assassins are pru z and owens#idk I like the idea of Tim and cass being close before he died and then her having to grapple with the fact that he’s murdering people now#do I get her voice right? who knows I am literally surviving off of spite weed and a prayer rn#i haven’t had a weeks worth of solid sleep in like. months. bc im hyperfixating too hard#sometimes tim drake worms his way into ur head when you’re 15 and then when you’re 21 you remember he exists and suddenly#BOOM. adhd attack#anyways#oh yeah the Batman part is supposed to refer to titans of tomorrow gun batman#*never let them tell you you’re wrong not they’re wrong. tim is v much in the wrong
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#tranquill#if the last one wasn't forgettable‚ this one sure is#i Actually do not have anything to say here. it's a reasonable evolution from pidove but it's also#even more forgettable than pidove. 'cause pidove is boring but you at least see it on early routes#if you pick up a pidove i doubt you keep it for long enough to ever see it even become this thing#so it's like… i forget it exists. and i'm gonna forget it exists again after this. if someone asks me “what evolves from pidove” i'm gonna#say. i dunno. unfezant? maybe?#holy shit wait this is the mid evo. unfezant literally evolves from tranquill. so it's even harder to remember because of that#i remember unfezant better than this. wh– i— i'm gonna stop before i say something else mean about tranquill
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love waking up from a dream having been gifted with THE MOST PROFOUND KNOWLEDGE THAT I MUST WRITE DOWN AND SHARE WITH THE WORLD IMMEDIATELY only to properly wake up like 2 minutes later and being like "this is nonsense".
#i dreamt my friend from okinawa was teaching in the classroom underneath mine (apparently there was a classroom underneath mine)#and the kids from his classroom kept escaping and coming into mine via stairs i didn't even know existed#and he described them as 'indigo children' looking for 'the road of dreams'#and then he came to me afterwards - having turned into patrick stewart but retaining his hair - and he said:#'do you know the way to the road of dreams? first you must go up'#and i had a little tricycle/truck hybrid thing with an inflatable hamburger some wooden blocks and a beach ball stuck to the back#and i was like. this is it. this is the key. if i have these things then i can find the road of dreams#and i woke up like okay i must write this down i must remember this#and it took me between getting off my bed and turning on the air con to go 'wait no this is dream nonsense'#i did find out indigo children were actually like a pseudoscience thing in the 1970s/80s though so there you go#and the characteristics that describe indigo children are pretty much me haha#and then i kept reading and it was like 'a lot of so-described indigo children actually have adhd'#but parents prefered to believe their kid was gifted and destined to lead a religious revolution than to accept they had 'a disorder'#so that makes sense lmao
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I know several people who like LOVE seasons 5-7 (11th doctors run) and think the storylines and moffats writing are brilliant and I don't get it!!! what am I missing??? why does literally every single episode have the exact same stakes: Rory/Amy/the doctor is dead. forever. so dead. but wait!!! what if they aren't!!! why do so many of the explanations for why they're not actually dead feel so rushed like they were added at the last minute!! why does every single queer character act kind of weird and awkward about being queer!! why does the doctor casually say that women are inferior when no one's around!!! what the fuck!! hello!!!
#why is rory continuously proving himself as the Only Man To Ever Exist only for the characters/narrative to continuously imply hes lesser#amy tries to kiss the doctor?? at her wedding??????#when amy is stuck for 36 years why is she like i forgot how much rory loved me?? GIRL HE WAITED 1000 YEARS FOR YOU???? WHAT????#he is CONSTANTLY the butt of the joke despite being unequivocally without a doubt the best character from this era#what the fuck was up with river being their kid#THE 50TH ANNIVERSARY???? WHAT?? THAT SHIT WAS WEIRD RIGHT???#does anyone else find it annoying that moffat changed the opening theme and the tardis and the sonic and the doctor ALLLL at once#and then retconned the entire storyline the early seasons are based off of??#WHY IS THE DOCTOR SO GODDAMN ANNOYING?? LIKE SO MUCH MORE ANNOYING THAN THE OTHERS#and fucking sexist!!! so sexist!!!#anyone remember the characters who were like 'were the short fat and tall skinny gay men why do we need names' LIKE HUH???????#gay people still have names steven 😭#i feel like im going insane bc i have no one else to talk to abt it until my partner catches up#but you guys still think these seasons kinda suck right? like coming off of martha and DONNA and her AMAZING storyline#these just kinda pale in comparison right??????#the last centurion is probably the last really good plot of that era imo. none of the other plots come close to having an ending that cool#like rivers story couldve been amazing and then it was just uh. kinda weird. a bit confusing IDK#i dont want to be a dick when talking to people and like shit on smth they love but i genuinely have a hard time#finding kind things to say abt a lot of this era#also and this might just be me but i do not like amy and clara v much 😭 theyre so fuckin mean and not even funny#why were martha donna and rose sooooo well written and they all have rich backstories. we know their fuckin families!!#literally its never even fully explained what the fuck happened to amys parents 😩😩 they just move on. the only friend of theirs#ever shown is fucking river??? as a kid??#am i the only one who found all thay confusing
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one. One more comparison picture.
I’ve come a long way with my fursuit making skills even on just my 4th suit. Confetti will always be special bc she was my first and I poured a lot of love into her but I don’t think I will wear her ever again. She a real one tho.
#im emo about how happy I am with mysterie#finishing this project brought me a lot of joy and excitement#I can’t wait to make more! and improve even further!#just remember kids….don’t give up on your projects even if you don’t think they will look good#even with confetti! I was so happy with her at the time despite her flaws#like damn I made this.#and even if your first try is shit and this goes for anything really#just keep going!! keep creating!! that’s the most wonderful thing about existing#is the ability to create#to share your heart with the world in whatever form you choose
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not me lying wide awake at 5:30am on a sunday on my day off bc after almost a full year I finally FINALLY realized the implication of the end of remember them from the cyclops saga
#that song has one of the most powerful ending crescendo sequences ive heard in maybe all of musical theater#so it. always felt incomplete after ALL that buildup during the I AM THE INFAMOOOUS#only to just drop to SILENCE. no music. no fanfare. just ODYSSEUS!#he doesnt even really sing it he just sort of... shouts it#and then its followed by the faintest sound of ocean waves#its poseidon. listening. THATS why athena said DONT#poseidon heard that declaration and came back to get him later#😬#i just looked up the lyrics for ruthlessness too and poseidon basically spells it out 😂#ive only listened to that song once or twice tho and i guess i wasnt too focused on the words#anyway i relistened to the songs on friday and theyve been rotating in my mind like a 7/11 hotdog#the whole cyclops saga especially is just.... so so good#they truly dont make music about bashing peoples heads in like they used to#the first 3 songs of the saga especially... oof#how they blend one into the other back to back and end up making like a 10 minute narration of events#the whole thing is so bone chilling#it gets my heartrate up lol#PLUS the theme of pain and vengeance bring more pain#EVERY time polyphemus says 'what gives you a right to deal a pain so deep'#and when odysseus says 'what good would killing do when mercy is a skill more of the world could learn to use'#rocking back and forth sobbing crying#remember them the next time that you DARE choose not to spare! remember them... remember us... remember me!#cant wait for everyone to turn their back on this musical in 5 yrs#like they did with hamilto.n#hamilto.n never stopped being good actually#yall are just embarrassed about being weird fanatics over people who rly existed
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day 3647388377437 of only existing to be a punching bag, somehow still alive
#yeah incoming breakdown pls fuck off i just remembered how meaningless my life is#outside of being used#my famtasy lately is journeying deep into the everglades and dying there and never being found. that seems like id finally feel peace.#ill be alone forever and im ok with that#as long as thats where i am#cause i cant fucking take waking up every day of my life and my only purpose being supporting everyone elses weight#what kind of a fucking life is that youd wanna die too if that was your life. if that was all you had to look forward to.#its camp anyways lolllll and all that other stupid shit i say to dimish how badly im suffering#at least if i go die out there i can benefit the earth#the conclusion: yes i am so embarrassed dont worry i am humiliated in ways you couldn't even imagine#im embarassed every second of my life for being like this#i know yall are tired of me complaining believe me so i am i and i feel guilty for just existing 24/7#cant wait to finally be appreciated when alligators rip into my dead body
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