#waiting for ur fav to drop music room

[lazyspeedy]

“i survived the drought” and it’s just a regular album cycle period

[rikasfundingassociates]

[Found Chatlog] The Hacker.

This interview originally took place on January 28th, 2023.

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The phone screen whirs to life to reveal… quite a peculiar place. Darkness creeps at the corners of your vision, and everything in the room is tinted slightly green with the night vision feature of the camera. One by one, some notable features become clear as the camera slowly adjusts to the dim light.

One- a stack of takeout boxes and bags that teeters ever so slightly to the side, but balanced with enough precision to remain standing for… who knows how long.

Two- a cat tree with various tattered felt rats and strings with bells on the end hanging from the ballasts of the fortress, obviously well used.

Three- an electric keyboard in the corner of the room, dusty with manila folders propped up where sheet music should be.

Four- a desk with two monitors and a high-backed swivel chair (what’s on the monitors is unclear, as they’re too blindingly bright to be picked up by the camera.) It’s facing away from the computer. It’s also occupied! She has picked up on the camera recording her a while ago, curiously following the lens with a catlike quirk to her lips.

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[HACKER]: what's this all about? gonna interview me or something ? :3

peepee

Cat tree…… cats

CATS !!! i luvluvluv cats

ok first of all what your pronouns

oh!!! haven't had to give them out in a while

she/her

i'm going to assume YOUR pronouns are pee/pee

I have question….. is green your favourite colour by chance

oh noooooo how could you tellllll

(yes)

hrmmmmm what was the last piece of media you watched/read/consumed

last not fav? i replayed kirby and the forgotten land recently

. . .

L L L

ur pee pee now

i said so

Favourite kirby character go!!

AHHHH IM ON A TIMER KING DEEDEE

well what is your fav media? i like. old animated movies

just any old movie ??? i have a penchant for those cringy scifi ones with special effects that you can tell aged horribly

as for the question, video game music is my jam :3

what kind of music do you listen to anon

OSTs and a bit of vocaloid mostly

. . .

i can't bear to lose the respect of someone whos pronouns are peepee....

if the world could hear you say one thing, what would you say

deez NUTSSSS

When do we get to see ur assumably there cat hMMMMM :face_with_raised_eyebrow:

i wish i could show you, but a friend is watching over him for me !!!

caught me at a bad time ... 3:

OMG I HAVE A RLLY GOOD ONE ok you remmeber that jesus guy and how he had a body and blood which were bread and wine

omg like the tibble

what would your body and blood be?

my brain hurts.... uhhhhh

ig my headphones and cat??,,

IW ANT TO SEE THE CAT

IM SORRY IM SORRRRYYYY

hold on hold on wait

i can show you a gif that he looks like

What kind of cat is it ….): at least

tabby :3

what do you do for work?

hmmmmm currently ???? im a bit between jobs

i was working at this chinese takeout place, but i had to drop that to work on the app !!! call it a passion project

part time now im delivering pizzas for this parlor down the street

. . .

AHA !!! I FOUND HIM!!!

he’s a bit bigger and more gremliny but that’s the best one i have !!!

what’s the app you’re talking about?

oh !!!! i don’t get to talk about this often yippee

i, the GREAT AND BENEVOLENT PERSON I AM, coded a whole new app for my friends and i to talk to each other !!!

a little debugging here and there, but for the most part it works pretty smoothly and i get to establish my dominion :33

What would you ………sing at Karaoke night?

CA LI FOR NIA GIRLS WE'RE UNFORGETTABLE

DAISY DUKES BIKINIS ON TOP

[ There’s a bit of pounding on the floor, which quiets her down quickly enough. ]

[ Distantly ]

sorryy...

https://tenor.com/view/maxwell-maxwell-spin-spinning-cat-maxwell-spinning-gif-27234188 Opinions on maxwell

i like the cut of his jib

he's committed many crimes

Dumb floor banger party pooper :AUGH:

i don't know what the proble, was !!! im SUCH a good singer

... i won't do it again tho

do you think anyone else will get to use it?

as much as i’d like to open it up to the public, we have a strict closed circle !! only people we trust can join :3

BEEE WHOOO YOUUU AREEEE FOR YOUR PRIIIIIDE

what are you...

one of those gay people ????

Am i

you tell me ...

who was that floor banger party pooper!!

my landlady 3:

apparently there’s ‘nighttime restrictions’ or something

sounds boring to me !!!

ALSO IF THE PUBLIC ISNT ALLOWED TO USE THE APP WHO IS.. who is this inner circle you have

i WISH we were the illuminati

just me and a couple'a buds! childhood friends

do you ever worry that someone could possibly infiltrate what you’ve made? like a leak or something?

someone breaking through MY security system? HA!

i'm a master programmer, so i'd never let that happen on my watch !!

Is that pizza place secretly a government hangout????

... id prefer not to answer this one

agent papa john? someone's caught on

take the shot

DOMINOS ALL THE WAY :rage:

... nobody tell them

i hate to break it to you

they're all in on it...

….even pizza express ): ?

nah

they're cool

Pizzas vs burgers

i’m contractually obligated to give one answer

if i don’t, i’ll be fired on the spot and blacklisted from every pizza place ever :(

… except pizza express

Im gonna go eat a burger out of spite now

TRAITOR

YOU'RE GONNA LEAVE ME HERE, A RANDOM FACELESS PERSON YOU'VE BARELY MET ????

Detective work is real tiring!!

i guess you deserve a break, after busting my super secret pizza agent cover…

… IS WHAT I WOULD SAY IF I WAS ACTUALLY A SUPER SECRET PIZZA AGENT

AHA!!! YOU’VE BEEN PRANKED!! BY THE NEFARIOUS -

[ There’s banging from the floor below again, along with a muffled female voice yelling back up at the hacker. ]

.... oh

guess i gotta go :(

she doesn't like all the yelling... heh

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[HACKER]: i should be getting back to my work anyways !! was nice to have some company for a bit, tho

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The hacker turns back around in her chair, and the rhythmic clicking of keys fills the room once more. With that, the phone screen shuts off.

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Transcript provided by [UNKNOWN].

[kvgehiras]

can i request sleepover hcs with trickstar (separate)? i feel like they would be so much fun to be with... the new shuffle unit really woke up my inner trickstarP 🥺 (hope it's not too much to request all 😭)

HELLO !!! nd no it's ok !!!! it took me some time bcs i didnt . rlly know how to start out hokuto's part BUT IT'S DONE NOW !!!!!!! (also i hope u meant it in a setting where y/n nd the members r in a relationship (separately ofc) bcs that's how i wrote it so ye) hope yall like it ~

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

AKEHOSHI SUBARU

• he probably brought up the idea while u were accompanying him on a walk w daikichi

• u were talking abt how u brought these glow-in-the-dark stickers nd they remind u of him

• "it would b so nice if u could see it omg!!! but .... it's the best when u watch it right before u go to sleep.....nd ur probably busy :(("

• "????? LETS HAVE A SLEEPOVER THEN!!!!!!! W ALL THE SPARKLE SPARKLE STARS!!!! AAAAA IT WOULD LOOK SO PRETTY!!!!!!!!"

• nd ur just like :0 bcs u cant believe this dumbass . he has a live to perform in day after tomorrow but he's gonna have a sleepover........what

• "dw abt my live !!!!!!! ill tell hokke nd the others that i can't come today but i'll practice extra hard tomorrow !! they'll understand dw (*・∀-)☆"

• they didn't.....actually...but he cut the call on hokuto before they could get him to attend so uh-

• "anyways!!!!!!!! ^^^^^^"

• yall bring daikichi over too. it's not even a question daikichi is literally yalls child at this point but anyways

• he probably looks for board games for a good hour or two while u get some food for daikichi nd then get some food for subaru nd urself

• (he doesn't find it)

• u peek at the doorframe bcs for a while u keep feeling like someone has been watching u for a while now nd then boom . u see the other baby (read : subaru . main baby is daikichi, ofc!) pouting at u

• u laugh nd wipe ur hands on ur apron before ruffling his hair nd he goes

• "i can't find the board games :((((( y/n :(((((("

• surprise guessing game : whos the actual puppy? akehoshi subaru or his actual dog daikichi??????? it remains a mystery

• anyways u help him look for them nd after u hand him over the thing u get food for the both of u nd force him to eat atleast a bite bcs this bitch is too busy trying to win against u in snakes & ladders 😭😭😭

• "subaru.....pls....the food is getting cold....."

• "no i Know im gonna win!!! the sparkly stars r my good luck!!!! i know it!!!!!!"

• he.... doesn't win .....for the 5th time....

• so manz just gives up, noms all the sandwiches visible (aka his portion bcs u alrdy finished urs an hour ago JDJDKDN)

• nd then sleeps, still sulking

• yes it ends up in u guys cuddling under the glowy stars

• nd subaru thinks that mayb losing against u isn't that bad after all (´꒳`)

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HIDAKA HOKUTO

• unlike subaru, this was actually a planned one

• u both had homework to do, u especially had a test tomorrow nd subaru just ditched the rest of trickstar to go hang out w someone else instead of their practice so ┐(´∀｀)┌

• hokuto appears at ur doorstep around 6:30pm, as discussed earlier

• "right on time!!!!!! so true hokke (´∀`)ｂ"

• he chuckles a lil as he closes the door behind him nd takes off his shoes

• "(y/n) u keep sounding like that masked pervert whenever u say smthg like that pls"

• u laugh it off nd then get him to the living room, where u two get ur books out nd then start studying

• hokuto asks if uve studied any material before to which u quietly reply no nd hokuto just goes

• "oh, that's ok… i think it will be good practice for me too if i taught u all this, right? so let's start, hm?"

• HOKKEEEEEEE ๐·°(৹˃̵﹏˂̵৹)°·๐

• sasuga hokuto kyun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

• anyways !! u guys (finally) start studying now!

• except…..except ur alrdy falling asleep……

• hokuto doesn't even realise this till he looks over to his shoulder bcs wow it suddenly feels heavy! wonder why!

• nd then boom ur face is an inch away from his

• poor hokuto his face gets all red and his ears r burning nd when he realises that ur sleeping he just . freezes

• doesnt even move fucking muscle

• mentally too manz just checks out NDNDNDJDJKS

• BUT IN HIS DEFENCE WHEN HE CAME TO UR PLACE HE DIDNY EXPECT THIS!!!!!!! HE EXPECTED TO STUDY ND THEN GO HOME YK!!!!!!

• poor guy he can feel how hard his heart is beating nd hes praying that u dont hear it nd wake up

• thank goodness ur a heavy sleeper……..nothing, nd i mean not even if boulder is dropped on u, can wake u up

• sasuga…..y/n……?

• anyways !!!!!

• u wake up at like . 2 or 3 am nd u find hokuto just closing his eyes shut, cheeks still bright red nd. WHYS HE SO CLOSE-

• o u fell asleep on his shoulder lol-

• U FELL ASLEEP?????

• u jerk back up nd apologise a million times for falling asleep even tho hes so desperately trying to teach u nd hokuto just tries to hard to explain that it's ok !!!!!!! (bcs he actually kinda . liked it . aaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAA)

• after much thought u guys just decided to go to sleep bcs ur too tired anyways so it's not like u would retain this info anyways

• nd it was a good decision bcs after waking up in the morning nd going thru his notes instead u actually aced the test !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so true y/n !!!!!!

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YUUKI MAKOTO

• this one….. it's like . neither planned or accidental?????

• it just happened????? yk?????

• he called u suddenly in the evening bcs he went to this new game shop that opened near his place right

• nd hes just like !!!!!!! y/n!!!!!!! uve got to check this game out !!!!!!

• nd so u go to his place to play the game nd u see that he just has everything prepared so u get the snacks that u got for both of u on a plate nd get some juice from his fridge nd start playing the game

• nd the game is rlly good !!!!!

• from the graphics to the boss music, makoto rlly knows ur taste

• (he blushes nd thanks u all flustered too hehe)

• nd after switching consoles nd playing the game for over 3 hrs, yes it's a pretty huge game, u finally reach the boss battle!!!!

• nd this . this scares u

• uve seen ppl on the net say that this battle will absolutely End u . periodt

• u never rlly understood why but holy shit u now do

• uve been trying to win against this bitch for AN HOUR at this point . why cant he just die

• poor makoto is just cheering u on in the bg bcs u refuse to let him help

• "y/n….(;´Д`)...... it's ok bb…...i'll finish this up for u…. it's like 4am we have class tomorrow- wait no it's actually today-"

• "makoto No u always help me in games let me finally win smthg for u !!!!!!"

• nd u point at his forehead nd poke it several times as u make ur point

• "ill win for u !!!!! ok!!!!! this stupid boss can never be as strong as my love for u !!!!!! (*｀へ´*) 彡3"

• nd hes just . looking at u all worried but he . he trusts u . so he lets u do it urself

• yes u lost even more times nd cried a lil out of frustration

• so at one point, instead of directly helping u, he just starts giving u directions nd at this point ur too tired nd exhausted to say anything so u just follow him

• (u also have ur head on his lap nd hes combing thru ur hair nd looking down at u like :') lmao what a lovebird)

• but when u actually beat the boss, finally, nd the screen says "win!" in huge yellow letters ur eyes go O.O

• nd u jump out of his lap, while he's still spaced out, combing ur hair nd hug him v tightly

• nd hes like ????? huh ???? wh wh wh ?????????

• nd u explain that u finally won nd u guys just rejoice lol

• then immediately fall asleep. both of u

• (u guys were late to school next day . sigh)

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ISARA MAO

• unlike the other three, this man was actually dragged to ur place

• why? u might ask

• WELL THIS DUMB RAT IS BURNT OUT !!!!!! HE DOES TOO MUCH WORK ND HE DOESNT REALISE IT !!!!!!!!!!

• so after u guys r done w school, nd when u check in w his fam too that hes gonna stay at ur place (nd also that he has almost no work today, ofc) u drag him to an arcade nd hes like ???

• "today is a rest day!!!!!! so no work at all!!!!!!"

• u said this while pouting a bit so mao mostly thought u were joking

• but even after going to the arcade, going to the shopping mall nd getting snacks, going to the fast food place u guys visit alot nd getting food from there, his brain doesnt catch on that ur indeed not joking

• until it's been 3 hours at ur place, ur having the dinner that u guys had bought from the fast food place while watching a random movie that was airing on some channel that his brain suddenly went

• 'i know they were saying that this is a rest day nd ur not allowed to work probably as a joke but bro…. i dont think it's a joke anymore'

• this is so sad f in the chat for mao lol

• but also he doesnt bring it up bcs ur forcing him to watch musicals w u (some of ur favs) nd he... actyally likes it?

• he hasn't felt so ….relaxed in a very long time now that he thinks abt it

• nd he has to thank u for it yk

• nd so after the musical marathon ends, as he thanks u, he kind of just goes on a rant yk

• abt how he's feeling

• he never expected for this to happen but u tell him it's ok yk

• nd while he shouldn't burden himself w so much work, ur always open to listen to his thoughts, opinions, random bs, anything !!!!!!

• for hours u guys just have a very deep talk abt how guys have been doing nd mao feels like hes so so glad that u did smthg like this for him

• yall also go to bed early bcs mao alrdy has a bad sleeping schedule (so let's not make it worse!!!!)

• nd in conclusion, it was a v good day! now yall do this whenever either of u r feeling down or get burnt out lol

[tsukishumai]

23 from general with Semi Eita

Ty so much for this request anon! <3

send me a prompt + ur fav character here :)

23. “Hey, look at me. Focus on me alright?”

Word Count: 900+

Warnings: mentions of alcohol, musician!Semi (I’m a sucker for him ok)

The atmosphere surrounding the venue was buzzing around you, matching the headspace you were put in by the third cranberry vodka sitting in your hand. You took another sip, a little worried that you were no longer able to taste the alcohol, but you put that little thought to the back of your mind.

You settled in your spot by the bar, bopping your head to the song the band was playing onstage. The crowd around you began to thicken, and you put every care into not spilling a single drop of your red elixir as you were bumped around in different directions.

“Y/N!”

A singular hand waving above the heads of the crowd caught your attention, and you reached out to grab it, pulling towards you a young man wearing a headset.

“Jin-kun,” you greeted the stage tech, “What’s going on, shouldn’t you be -“

“I think you better head down to the green room.”

The stage tech gave you a look that you immediately understood, and you quickly handed him your drink before making your way backstage.

The difference between the easy-going atmosphere of the crowd and the hustle and bustle of the crew backstage was startling. You were careful not to get in anyone’s way, quickly jumping to the side to allow a crew member holding a bundle of cables to pass.

Down the stairs, taking the first left, and two doors on the right, you finally found yourself knocking on the door to the green room. A voice from inside called for you to come in, so you slowly turned the knob and entered.

The first thing you noticed was Semi’s bandmates all sitting together on a couch situation against the wall. The next thing was Semi Eita, pacing nervously in front of a row of vanity mirrors while chewing on his thumb nail.

His bandmates all gave you a pointed look, and you nodded in understanding as they all stood up and exited the room.

“Hey, Eita,” you said gently, and he looked up, seemingly noticing your presence for the first time.

“Y/N,” he greeted, his stature visibly slackening, “Why are you down here?”

“I was summoned,” you joked, stepping towards him and closing your distance. “How’s it going?”

He tried to give you a smile, but it quickly faltered as he started to fidget with his outfit.

“It’s going terrible,” he admits, “My palms won’t stop sweating, my stomach feels uneasy, and I kinda feel like my chest might explode.”

“Eita, just -“

“I mean, what was I thinking? I’ve never performed in front of a crowd this huge before. God, it’s nerve racking enough to be the opening act, but the headliner? What if I mess up? What if I forget the words? Oh, god. This was a huge mistake.”

“Eita -“

“Music is nothing like volleyball, I should have just stuck to what I knew, this is crazy, I’ll just go-“

“Eita!” You reach out and clapped both of your hands on Semi’s cheeks. The sudden slaps to his face shocked him, words dying on his lips as his fingers reached up to stroke his reddening skin.

“Hey, look at me. Focus on me, alright?” You instructed. He nodded slowly, hands lowering down in time for you to grab hold of them.

“Does music mean something to you?” You asked him.

He nodded.

“Does playing your guitar bring you joy? Does singing the songs you wrote from the bottom of your heart make you feel like you’re on the top of the world, and nothing else matters?”

You felt Semi squeeze your hands, giving you another nod and smiling at the words you had just repeated back to him; the words he had confessed to you when he finally admitted his true dreams of being a musician.

You returned his smile, reaching up to cup his cheek.

“Then how could you possibly ever think this could be a mistake?”

You felt him lay his hand over yours, bringing it forward to his lips.

“I’ve watched and listened to you practice for months, Eita. The way you sing, the look on your face when you play; I’ve never seen you look so... yourself. You know the songs, you’ve memorized the words - you are amazing. All that’s left is for you to go out there, and have fun!”

You ended your pep talk with a thumbs up and a wink, making Semi chuckle.

“Thank you,” he said, closing his eyes and taking a deep breath.

“And music is like like volleyball in one aspect.”

Semi looked at you curiously. “Oh? And what’s that?”

“You’re not the only one out there on that stage,” you jokingly scolded, patting Semi’s shoulders and ushering him toward the door, “Come on! Your bandmates are waiting for you up there, you’re on in five!”

“Wait, wait,” he said, quickly turning around to engulf you in a tight hug. He pulled away from the brace, only to ask, “Give me a good luck kiss?”

You grinned, angling your head so your lips could meet Semi Eita’s in a soft kiss.

“Break a leg,” you whispered, smacking his butt when he turned around to leave. He looked over his shoulder to give you a smirk, and you simply blew him another kiss.

With a smile on your face and a considerably lighter feeling in your chest, you make your way back out into the crowd so you could watch your boyfriend’s debut performance with hearts in your eyes.

(Four cranberry vodkas later, security had to physical restrain you from jumping up on stage. Semi’s manager said this is your final warning.)

[wydmariana]

        hi my loves   !   ur  fav  big  mess  dani   here   ,  i  also  play  our  hailey  fc  alanna  heh   !   i’m  bringing  back  my  bbyg  mariana   !  she’s  my  original  wealthy  character  &  i’ve  had  her  for  like over  3   years   ,  i’m  super  excited  2  be  playing  her  again  &  i  hope  u  guys  rly  like  her   !!!  i’m  gonna  put  all  the   tea  on  her  under  the  cut  &  if  u  wanna  plot  like   this  &   i’ll  come  bug  u  , i  rly  always  need  connections  n  love  plotting  ♡  u  can  also  hmu  on  discord  !! @ 𝒎𝒈𝒌'𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒐𝒓𝒆 .#1958

new york’s very own mariana cavello was spotted on broadway street in christian louboutins . your resemblance to selena gomez is unreal . according to tmz , you just had your twenty fourth birthday bash . while living in nyc , you’ve been labeled as being stubborn , but also adroit . i guess being a gemini explains that . 3 things that would paint a better picture of you would be  lyrics  scribbled  in  a  notebook  ,  gold  jewelry  ,  &  blue  nail  polish  . ( i  defeaned  a  girl  in  a  fight  when  i  was  17 )  &  ( cisfemale & she/her  )  +  ( dani , 20 , she/her , est . )

╰ ˚･ﾟ  ♡   𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒄𝒔   :

full name: mariana marisol cavello

nickname(s): mari,

age: twenty four

date of birth: june 4th

hometown: new york city

current location: upper east side, new york city

ethnicity: half mexican

nationality: american

gender: cisfemale

pronouns: she/her

parents names: alexander hastings, liliana cavello

orientation: pansexual but she doesn’t like labels

religion: grew up catholic, undecided

political affiliation: democrat

occupation: singer/songwriter

living arrangements: lives in her own mansion in the upper east side

language(s) spoken: english, spanish

accent: american

face claim: selena gomez

hair colour: x (most basic/accurate/but it changes)

eye colour: brown

height: 5″5

weight: 113lbs

build: petite

tattoos: mostly selena’s canon, but x instead of the music note

piercings: x (both ears)

drugs/alcohol/sex: yes/yes/yes

pets: one cat, 5 years old, named sergio - x

astrological chart  : gemini sun  ,  libra moon  ,  scorpio rising

character  inspo  :  meredith  grey  (  grey’s  anatomy  )  ,  simone  davis  (  star  )  ,  alyssa  (  the  end  of  the  fucking  world  )  ,  carla  (  elite  )  ,   kat  stratford  (  10  things  i  hate  about  you  )  ,  serena  vanderwoodsen  (  gossip  girl  )  ,  jessica  davis  (  13 reasons  why  )

pinterest  board  :  here .

╰ ˚･ﾟ ♡  𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒚  &  𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕   (   tw  :  abuse ,   violence  , injury ,   sexual  assault .  )  :

ok i changed her around quite a lil bit so i’m excited to rEdevelop !  :~)

mariana was born into a seemingly perfect family ,  her older brother &  her having been born heirs to alexander hastings , billionaire hotel & business entrepreneur , shark-tank cast member  ( think kevin o’leary vibes .. yeah . ) &  liliana cavello , legendary supermodel  ( think cindy crawford )

she was spoiled bc they were rich af , so like she never NEEDED for anything , except LoVe :)

mari was quick to blow her dad’s money but did he notice ? no

she still is kjdfnsjdf

mariana was a happy child, but growing up in a household with her father quickly became toxic

she started noticing it when she was around 10

his yelling , his anger against her mother , the hostility towards the entire household

the relationship between her parents always had been toxic but now that they had kids it was quick to spread through the whole household

as mariana grew older and started high school , there were times where she would sit in one of the offices of her father’s buildings and do homework while she waited for him to finish so they could go home

at the mere age of fifteen was the first time one of her father’s co-workers sexually assaulted her in an empty conference room after everyone else went home & she’d be waiting for her dad

this continued for a little under  2  years .

this is when her behaviour at school started to get out of hand, she’d start skipping class, get caught smoking pot, talking back to teachers, etc

it went on for months & mariana suspected that her father knew and wasn’t doing anything to stop it

when she turned 16  &  got  a  boyfriend  , it started affecting her even more . she was struggling w being intimate bc of these things that  were happening to her

which is when she eventually  confronted him about it , in tears , in the kitchen with her mother

it resulted in a screaming match

mariana’s behaviour completely went off the rails after that day & she went to school one day & got into a fight with this girl who was taunting her

they fought and mariana’s anger got the best of her &  she ended up beating the girl so bad that she became deaf in one ear

shoutout to degrassi for the idea Ok female sean cameron in the house

( i needed a secret for mari n i was watching this so i was like .. ok why not lol )

she turned 17 shortly after this argument and by some miracle ( aka money ) her dad was able to keep her out of juvie despite the charges that were brought against her

this is mariana’s secret!!!!!

anyway now , she doesn’t talk to her father really , at all . unless her mom ambushes them into the same room which sometimes happens jkfnsf

mariana moved out on her 18th birthday ,  still has a good relationship with her  mom and brother  &   extended family

when mariana turned 18 was also when she started her career !! she started out as an actor in a few different movies

she got her big break when she starred in a ‘riverdale or like , grey’s anatomy’ type of show a few years ago prob when she was about 19

and that went on for 2 or 3 seasons before she stopped it to pursue music bc !

writing and singing and performing have always been Mariana’s passions & emotional outlet

anyway , she dropped a single while on the show & it did well so she proceeded to drop an album which also blew up

she is now rly successful w her music career and loves it sm , like it’s literally her dream come true ok

it’s the one thing that makes her happy

so yah , if ppl knew she deafened a girl totally wouldn’t b all sunshine n rainbows :/ hehe .

╰ ˚･ﾟ ♡  𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒚  (   tw  :  drugs  )  :

mariana is very lowkey crazy

like she knows how to hide it but girl , it’ll come out

she can definitely be a brat , she wasn’t raised with proper consequences & often thinks she can do whatever she wants , has a bit of an attitude about it

she hates being told what to do

and will voice her opinion

she is also the most loyal & loving person you know , but the thing is it’s very hidden deep down rn . she is completely walls up , doesn’t wanna let anyone get close to her bc she’s a PUSSY

and like , she hasn’t worked through her trauma & probably never will

the only opening up she does is when she’s writing music

daddy issues galore over here

but she’s a lowkey softie when she  waants 2 be

when she loves someone she loves fiercly !!

mariana . is a  . party . animal

it’s basically all she does

like every night , her stamina is insane bc she can go out every single night until 3 am if she really wants to .

and she’s fun too , if she’s going out she’s getting WASTED

she’s the type of drunk girl to make out w  all her friends

she loves cocaine, is most definitely an addict (   but who isn’t in this city  ), tequila is her alcohol of choice, but she’ll drink anything you give her & weed is her creative saving grace

we luv a bitch who doesn’t care abt her health !

u will most likely find her in sweatpants and a hoodie or a big tshirt

she will dress up to go out & luvs lookin cute for paparazzi & career stuff

um , she listens to a lot of rap and just lays in bed  w her cat smoking blunts

um n ya  .. sad bitch vibes :/

╰ ˚･ﾟ ♡  𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒏𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔  :

i have  a wanted connections page here    &   a   wanted  tag  here  !!! i need & want every connection so pls hmu ! like this  &  i’ll come to you .

[loveseungs]

stray kids reacting to you kissing their jaw

goodness i died at these but this one’s for you, @ anon who requested this

➻ chan - “are we still on for tonight?” - chan saw his phone light up in the corner of his eyes and his heart clenched. it was 6pm and he was nowhere close to finished with the newest song. - after finishing a phrase, he pulled his phone and called you - ring... ring... - “chan?” - “hey, love...i’m calling to tell you that i don’t know when this song’ll be finished. i’m so upset. can i book you first thing in the morning? are you busy?” - a hint of disappointment was evident in your voice. “are you sure you’re not busy in the morning?” - he jumped a little in his seat. “this is so unfair to you, i am so going to make this up to you. 8am good?” - “good night, channie.” - beep - chan frustratedly ran his hands through his fingers, typing away. if only he could do everything at the same time, he would. - his thoughts raced from you to chords to disappointing you to a sick new melody as he worked on the riff of the newest stray kids song - but the thought of being unable to push through with the plans he promised made him feel so terrible - reaching out for his phone once more, chan thought of telling you he was dropping by tonight with food and your favorite movies - you didn’t let him. within seconds, you burst into the studio - “what are you—“ - “here. if you’re going to skip out on date night, you better make the skip worth it,” you huffed, placing a cup of coffee and a box of takeout on his table. - shocked? he was FLABBERGASTED - “but i—“ - you shut him up with a kiss on his jaw, roughly touching your lips right there for a second. “would you just finish up now? you need to sleep soon, so you don’t look like a zombie when you meet me in the morning.” - chan fought the urge to explode in ecstasy. - “you light up my life.”

➻ woojin - you had a rough day - by rough day i mean rough week - you were just so angry at everything and irritated and - ugh. you were so tired - so exhausted. if you could sleep and wake up in a different place in life, you’d gladly take the offer - but that wasn’t (unfortunately) how life worked and the next best thing to do was to call kim woojin - you call, he delivers - within a flash he’s at your doorstep, a plastic filled with food in one hand and a big teddy bear on the other - Thank Everything For Kim Woojin - he quickly wrapped you up in blankets and cooked your fav instant noodles - “okay, so i brought my teddy bear but listen. you’re borrowing, okay? no one knows i have this. you can’t let anyone know, and you gotta be really careful,” he instructs, handing you the big plushie - What did you do to deserve this soft man - He made his way behind you and slinked his arms around your waist as you hugged his prized possession - Enveloped in a comfortable silence, you decided to look at Woojin just for a bit - WRONG CHOICE - he looked down at you with such gentle eyes and you just. you kissed him. right there on his left jaw, allowing your lips to linger for a second longer than necessary - his grin??? almost as big as the teddy bear - actually you couldn’t tell the difference between the man cuddling you and the bear you were cuddling - “you should do that more,��� woojin comments nonchalantly, even if you feel the erratic drumming of his heart beating a million miles per minute against your back. - with a twinkle in your eyes, you answered, “i should.”

➻ minho - minho’d be doing something silently, like playing on his phone or eating a snack - then you decide to peck him right there on his jaw - he becomes so smug about it - he gives you that MinhoTM smirk and leans in close - “you wanna kiss me elsewhere, too??” - THE TABLES HAVE TABLED U JUST WANTED TO SMOOCH UR BOY BUT HE HAD TO BE SO HECKN EXTRA - lee minho wants to play THAT game?! FINE - you held his chin and tilted it towards you - holy heck where’d that confidence come from - “the question is, minho, do you want me to kiss you elsewhere?” - all smugness has been lifted. lee know does not know what comes next - he is melting.

➻ changbin - u asked changbin to sing for you because u rlly, rlly like his singing voice - so, despite his embarrassment, he sang a lil’ something - his voice was like honey n u could not help but be entranced - so u kissed him gently on his jaw - his jAW, WHICH BY THE WAY IS SO SHARP IT COULD CUT YOU IM SURPRISED UR LIPS AINT BLEEDING READER - he yelpED A LITTLE READER UR TOO SHOCKING - “AISH!!” he shouts, looking at you with pink ears “DONT DO THAT!!” - he attempted to hide under the protection of his cap, but u caught him stealing glances at you - you giggle a little because you were so soft for this soft boy

➻ hyunjin - hyunjin’s such a hardworking boy and he was doing the thing where he practiced rapping with a pen in his mouth - you were working quietly beside him as he continuously practiced - then he decided to practice his vocal part, too - HOLY MCHECK u were not ready when his sweet voice danced to the melody of skz’s new song - his voice has significantly improved and it sounded so smooth - he looked like an absolute angel, and you really could not tear your eyes away from him - so u kissed him on the jaw, a subtle yet cute place to kiss him - A GOOFY SMILE MADE IT ON HIS FACE and as soon as he finished his part, he stopped the music and turned to you. hyunjin peppered your face with soft kisses with his soft lips

➻ jisung - yknow whats fun - goofing around with ya boi j.one - so when han jisung asks u to go on a park date u agree - when you saw him waiting on a bench, you waved and approached him with a smile - HE LOOKED SO GOOD - he was wearing a trench coat and a rlly nice shirt bc korea’s cold like that - so anyway u two started on your slow walk around - you guys talked about so many things! updating each other, talking about the rest of skz, music production for him, your work and home life, etc etc - then u saw a pile of leaves and holy mcheck u! were gonna Do ItTM - u let go of jisung’s hand and jumped really high - rustle rustle~ - THE CRINKLING OF THE LEAVES MADE U SO HAPPY - you called jisung over to join you and he did. in a few seconds u guys were kids again, jumping in piles of leaves - his smile was like sunshine - that’s when u pulled him close and pecked him real quick. on his jaw, too! - HE YELPED A LITTLE AND FOR ONCE, THIS LOUD AND SILLY BOY WAS SILENCED - you giggled and watched him try to process what had just happened but really he was frozen

➻ felix - y’all were chillin in at your place in the evening - it was a slow and laid-back night - but even so, you and felix very much enjoyed each other’s company - “i’m kinda hungry,” felix said, looking up from his phone and into your eyes - you reciprocated his gaze and asked, “well, what do you wanna eat?” - “is it weird? i want cheese, crackers, and wine” - you laughed. “we’re not even allowed to drink that, are we?” - felix pouted. “yeah but like, maybe a small sip? i just really think it goes well with the whole cheese and crackers thing.” - you gave into that terrible pout, and i say terrible because u practically died @ it. - when u returned w/ felix’s strange request, there was some calm music playing on the speaker - after taking a bit of his cracker and sipping a swig of wine, he looked at you again. this time, he stood up - “dance with me?” - wow that was cheesy felix lee but u cannot resist him - he led you as you danced around the small living room space, pace steady - his stare was so gentle. you dared to study his face, and you could not help but land a kiss right there on his jaw - felix broke into a very big grin and gave you a little twirl - then, he dipped you and kissed the top of your nose - it was so incredibly cheesy, but you secretly adored it.

➻ seungmin - school was finally over and u were so glad - it had been a long day, but it was coming to an end - you waited for seungmin outside his classroom and when he came out, you waved - you two had a daily routine of walking to the train station together, so you often waited up for each other - not like u had a crush on him too but - you two were casually conversing until u reached the school building’s exit - the sky was darkening and u knew what was up - y’all rushed outside before u got caught in the rain - but then it started drizzling - you didn’t make it past the school gate when it started pouring. luckily, you two were able to run under a shed - “seungmin, please tell me you have an umbrella” - “looks like we’re waiting here” - “seungmin!” you shouted. “i can’t! i have a family event after this.” - “are you kidding?” his eyes widened. - “no!!” you shook your head. - he took off his blazer and draped it over your head. then, he grabbed your wrist and started bolting in the direction of the train station - screw it. you ran as quick as your legs could take you, and you let out an ungodly scream while at it - when you reached the station, breath hitching and your clothes drenched, you both let out a laugh and headed to the platform - while waiting for the train, seungmin felt a tap on his shoulder coming from you and he turned around, only to be kissed softly on his jaw - he felt his cheeks warm up as you shoved the blazer he’d let you borrow back into his hands - “see you tomorrow, seungmin.”

➻ jeongin - jeongin invited u over to jam with him at his house, so u agreed caus music’s The Best !! - hanging w jeongin’s the best - anyway, when u arrived, he greeted u with an ecstatic face and ushered u inside, where it was warmer !! - you two sat in the living room, making urselves comfy - so like, before anything, you two decided to talk about each other - jeongin convinced u to do those friendship tag things u see on the internet where u ask questions and try to answer for the other - after much laughter and playing around, jeongin grabbed a guitar and started to strum a couple of notes - n suddenly your voice found into his, waltzing to the serenade of the guitar - READER BOTH OF UR VOCALS + THE GUITAR = a pOWER DUET - n u were so heckn proud u decided to record it - so, as he shuffled beside you to get close to your phone which had the mic, you noticed that goodness he was really good looking - and you couldn’t really hold back i mean who wouldn’t kiss yang jeongin - so, with utter care and gentleness, you planted a kiss on his jaw, grinning as his ears turned a concerning shade of pink - HE WAS FLUSTERED but he also did not want to be CuteTM at that moment so with all his strength mustered up in him, he looked at you and said: - “Wow, was I really that irresistible?” - YANG JEONGIN STOP WITH UR DUALITY U LOSER - after being unable to come up with a coherent response, he kissed you back on your jaw - “...damn jeongin... my voice is going to shake during the recording... you monster.”

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thank u for reading i hope u all have a swell day !!

[papikakashikahn]

Jaebum/ Eye Candy AU/Request

This one is for @ur-fav-trashcan 😊, this also took a long time to complete although it’s only 3,000 words, but I really like it, and I hope you will took! Ps to anyone reading this now: This request is from the GOT7 forum I posted acouple weeks ago. The link is right here if you wanna check it out and make a request. Anyways, enjoy!

Tonight, was the night.

You had planned this night for at least 3 months now. 3 months of treacherous attention to detail, and countless phone calls with caterers, and yet it was finally here.

It was your birthday party. The only problem? Your boyfriend of 2 years was not in attendance.

To say you were missing Jae was an understatement. He was on tour with his members in Japan for about a month now. Not having your boyfriend with you on such a special day as this was… depressing to say the least. But you put on a brave face considering it was still your birthday after all. You had planned this for months, and you knew when the day came, Jaebum would be away anyways. There was no reason to cry over spilled milk. Afterall, things like this were to be expected when you were dating an idol, but you never really understood how horrible it felt until now.

Your friends had told you time and time again just how hard it would be, getting into a relationship with an idol, but you never paid much mind to it considering you and Jaebum’s relationship was so rewarding.

There was no man on earth that could treat you like Im Jaebum did.

Jaebum gave you all of his attention whenever he could, he was protective, but not TOO protective, he was warm and affectionate, but above all, Jaebum only acted this way around you. He was all yours. And that was the best part.

It was your party you had planned for months and here you were, thinking about Jae. There was really no remedy to your situation. Alcohol didn’t help because if you were drunk, you would start crying from your sadness. Friends were nice to be around on your birthday, but then they just bring up Jae and how he’s doing on tour Everything just comes back to the fact that Jaebum is hundreds of thousands of miles away, and that just made you sad.

You were beginning to really regret ever throwing this party in the first place. You couldn’t help but snicker though in realization, that the one who came up with the idea to have a birthday party like this to begin with… was Jaebum.

~ 3 months ago ~

“Jaebum have you seen my Nike hat around? I was gonna wear it out but I can’t seem to find it in the room…” you explained, wandering around the two of you’s apartment in search of the accessory.

“Mmm...” Jaebum mumbled numbly as he stared down at his phone while laying on the couch.

You shifted your jaw around annoyed.

“Are you listening to me?” you asked him, narrowing your eyes at his figure. This time Jaebum didn’t even make a sound t0 acknowledge you were talking, he just tapped away his phone screen.

Jaebum did always give you his attention when he could… just not right at this moment.

“Jae.” you repeated, waiting for his response, but to no avail.

“JAE!” you shouted in a louder voice. Still, he remained motionless. You rolled your eyes at him.

“Jinyoung was the cuter one out of the JJ project.” you snipped at him, expecting him to turn to you at your comment...which wasn’t true but still. When Jaebum didn’t, you decided to take it upon yourself to MAKE him pay attention to you.

You proceeded to walk around the couch and crawl onto him, placing your head on his abdomen as your body laid beside him on your couch. Jaebum moved his phone to the side to reveal your puppy dog eyes staring back at him.

“Why you-no listen?” you whined at him in a childish voice. He stared down at you quietly, blinking from time to time. “You don’t like me no more?” you tilted your head at him.

He moved his phone back in front of him, ignoring you.

“No. Now go talk to Jinyoung, you thought he was cuter anyways.” he answered you. You couldn’t help but smile, grabbing his phone from him playfully. Jaebum didn’t give much protest though as you took it away from him.

“Yah! So you were listening!” you pointed out, poking his side which caused him  to flinch. After he stopped fidgeting, a smirk tugged at his lips as he stared down at you.

“...You should have a birthday party.” he announced randomly. You were taken aback at such a sudden statement.

“...But baby, my birthday isn’t for another 3 months… and by that time you’ll already be in Japan.” you reminded him as if he forgot, muttering towards the end.

He twisted a piece of your hair in between his fingers as he looked to you.

“I know, but I just thought if I threw you a big party you’ll forget i’m even away.” he explained. You scoffed at his suggestion.

“But would it really be any fun if you weren't there? I was just planning on crying at home while watching dream knight.” you snickered at him.

Suddenly Jaebum grabbed you by your face, your eyes widening at him.

“I thought we talked about mentioning those words Y/N.” he warned you. You pouted under his stare innocently.

“What about when I miss you… should I watch dream high instead?” you questioned playfully. Jaebum glared at you and your antics. His hand dropped from your face, back to your hair.

“Anyways, I was being serious. It’s important you’re with your friends on your birthday… especially when I can’t be.” he explained while looking down.

You couldn’t help but study him for a moment, a sheepish smile forming on your face. “Is someone afraid I’m going to be lonely?” you asked him mischievously. His eyes darted up to yours at your tone, his face turning red.

You couldn’t help but squeal while lightly hitting his shoulder. You ducked your head into the crook of his neck.

“You’re so cute when you’re worried about me!” you exclaimed excitedly.

Jaebum stroked your hair slowly as you kissed his jaw. “Whatever, so you’ll think about it?” he asked you with a groan. You removed your face from Jaebum's neck and propped yourself onto your elbows to look at him.

“Sure, If being with other people on my birthday makes you feel better about you not being there, then i’ll do it! Hell, i’ll even plan it.” you assured him. Jaebum rolled his eyes.

“Y/N, the point is for YOU to feel better about me not being there.” he informed you. You sighed, laying your head on his shoulder.

“In that case, just don’t leave!” you suggested cheerfully. Jaebum smirked at your comment as he traced circles on your arm.

“You make a great point Y/N.” he answered you.

You smiled as you rubbed your face into his sweater.

“...So have you seen my hat?” you asked him.

“No. But we could look in the bedroom again.” Jaebum suggested. You raised your head to check the look on his face. Jaebum's lips curled into that weird smile of his.  

“Come here!” he exclaimed before turning so that you were underneath him.

You cried out a shriek as Jaebum kissed you all over, especially in the places he knew you were the most sensitive of course.

“JB!” you shouted hitting his chest, you couldn’t help but burst into a fit of laughter.

~

You smirked remembering it, not only because of what happened after, but because of how Jae’s offer to throw you a birthday party was reduced to him giving his opinion on what color the balloons should be. Of course, he had recommended black knowing him…

Nevertheless, you refused for Jae to plan your party all by himself while he was so busy planning for GOT7’s new japanese release. In Fact, you had gotten really into the planning of the party yourself, considering you were a perfectionist.

Thinking back to it, it was nice that Jae wanted to do something for you to make you feel better about the whole tour situation… but at the moment you weren't really feeling much better. And the fact that you decided to make the balloons black, wasn’t helping either.

“So what did Jaebum get for you for your birthday?” a not-so close coworker of yours shouted over the loud music.

It was questions like these people had been asking you the whole night.

“Flowers!” you shouted to her, evoking a swoon from just how romantic of a gift it was. Earlier today you got sent a bouquet of red carnations (because he knew you didn’t like roses). When Jaebum facetimed you, he asked if you had received them and told you that he had ordered them to be delivered to you on your birthday months in advance. After members like Jackson and Jinyoung said happy birthday to you, the conversation hadn’t lasted much longer. The two of you said that you loved each other and when everybody else in the room mocked you, you ended with that. Then again… you did remember he had mentioned a few other surprises coming your way today. But you hadn't received anything else today that you could remember. Maybe he was talking about when he got home in a few weeks.

“How’s he doing on tour?” another girl asked you. Your eyes darted all over your apartment, realizing she asked you a question. “Uhh… he’s good!” you shouted to her with a smile. “Did he call you today?” another asked excitedly. “Yea what did he say?” another added.

“I think that enough questions, Y/N is trying to forget he’s away. May I remind you it’s her birthday party?” your best friend Eun Mi interrupted. The girls excited looks slowly faded at Eun Mi’s comment. “Let's go get some champagne Y/N.” Eun Mi told you, grabbing you by the arm and pulling you elsewhere.

You looked over your shoulder to the group and bowed your head as if to apologize. Thank god you had someone like Eun Mi in your life though, who could read you like a book and say what was on your mind for you. You didn’t want to dodge people’s questions, because of course that would look suspicious. You were always on your toes to make sure you didn’t make your boyfriend look bad. Jaebum was never a bad boyfriend, even when he was away on your birthday, he was still the best boyfriend in the world. It was just others that often liked to assume things when you hadn’t answered their question right away. Being so attentive to your responses was tiring, and the more they had brought up JB, the sadder you become.

“Sorry about that Y/N, I know it must be hard that he’s not here…” Eun Mi apologized as she poured you a glass of champagne.

You sighed as you took it from her. “No it’s fine.” you answered solemnly. There was about a hundred people or so in your apartment, and yet you were the one feeling lonely.

“This was such a bad idea.” You muttered to yourself more than to Eun Mi, as you straightened your dress anxiously. She tilted her head as she looked at you, drinking the glass of champagne in one shot, wanting to drown in your sadness.

“No it wasn’t, you just have to have some fun!” Eun Mi exclaimed peppily, grabbing your now-empty glass of champagne and setting it on the table beside you, Eun Mi proceeded to drag you off into the crowd as you groaned. “It’s my party and I can cry if I want to!” you shouted at him as she dragged you behind. After finding an empty spot within the crowd, she stopped and turned to you. “We should dance!” she yelled over the music which was giving you a headache by the minuet. You rolled your eyes at her suggestion, shaking your head. She stomped her foot with a whine. “Y/N, come on it’s your birthday!” Eun Mi insisted. She started moving her body in the most atrocious ways to make you laugh, which it of course did. Eun Min was good at making you laugh, even when you weren't in the mood. You decided to join in on making yourself look like a fool as well, because if you weren't having fun at your own party, how would that look?

The house music was from a playlist you had made yourself, along with everything else that made this party so spectacular. You had really put in a lot of work to this party, so therefor you had every right to enjoy it. You wouldn't let all this hard work pay off for nothing, even if JB wasn’t here. He wanted you to enjoy your birthday, and you would do just that, if not for yourself than for him.

“You seem to be having fun without me.” you had practically heard Jaebum say. It was almost like you could feel his presence right behind you. Enjoying this odd sensation, you continued dancing, ignoring how Eun Mi had stopped. After a few seconds of feeling awkward dancing alone though, you looked up at her, confused.

Eun Mi was standing frozen before you, pointing at something behind you with a shaking hand.

“...What are they bringing out the cake? It’s only-” you turned around curious as to what she was pointing at, only to find the person you were missing most in front of you.

Jaebum stood, in a black bomber jacket, with a black shirt underneath as well as black pants. Not to mention his black hair as well, was styled so that it was up (one of your favorite hairstyles). His earrings gleamed ever so slightly.

Facetime just didn’t do him enough justice. Your boyfriend was complete and utter eye candy. And everyone else in the room seemed to notice it too.

“JAE!” you screamed, jumping on him like a wild animal. You wrapped your arms under his shoulders, hugging him as if your life depended on it. Was it just you, or his shoulders had gotten wider since the last time you had seen them?

“I said something to you, didn’t you hear me?” he scoffed at you. You clung to his body still, kissing his jawline, feeling ready to cry (tears of joy).

“I thought it was in my imagination.” you confessed to him, laughing lightly. Just as you were about to pull away to kiss him on the lips (which you had been waiting an entire month for), he had slid his hand down your lower back to press you against him again. Surprised, you gripped onto his broad shoulders which you loved so much.

“Have you been a good girl for Daddy?” he whispered to you. Your eyes widened at his sudden change of tone. Did he really have to play this game with you right here? Right now? Did he understand just what he was doing?

“Of course, I always am.” you whispered to him playfully.

Jaebum’s finger tips dug into your back dimples which he knew so well.

“Good girls gone bad, good girls want me.” Jaebum muttered to in your ear, his breath fanning the under of your ear, causing you to become tense. Your face warmed again at tone.

“Okay, I’m gonna give you two some alone time before I throw up.” Eun Mi announced before leaving the two of you like she had said.

The two of you ignored Eun mi comment as Jaebum's hand gripped your side, before pulling away to look at you.

“You look gorgeous.” he stated simply. Your faced automatically warmed at his compliment.

“Thank you.” you muttered looking to the side as you tried to suppress your blush.

Jaebum slyly tilted your head in his direction by lifting your chin, charminly. “I’m gone for a month and you don’t even look at me for more than 5 seconds?” he questioned with a smirk. You grabbed onto his jacket trying to pull him into a kiss, but Jaebum refused.

“You’ve replaced me haven’t you? Who is he? I know I’ve been away but my god Y/N, you didn’t have to do this to me.” he stated sarcastically, looking around the crowded apartment. You hit his arm causing him to hold it in pain as he sneered.

“Wow, I didn’t realize how much I missed your aggressive hits until now.” Jaebum told you as you rolled your eyes at him.

You proceed to wrap your arms around his torso possessively. “I missed you.” you urged to him. Jaebum smiled to himself as he stroked your hair. “I missed you too baby girl.”

You hadn’t realized how much you need Jaebum’s pet names until now either.

“But um...how-what-why are you here?” you stammered looking up at him, your head still on his chest. Jaebum raised his eyebrows at you. You shook your head, snuggling it into his chest. “I mean, I’m over the moon about it, really Jae! But how could you even manage to make it being on tour and all?!” you asked him. Jaebum scoffed while rubbing your shoulder.

“I had off today, but I have to go back tomorrow.” he told you. You couldn’t help but pout as you hugged him tighter. He had just gotten here, and yet he was going to be leaving so soon?

You couldn’t help but smile to yourself in realization though. You looked up to him with a smirk plastered on your face.

“You left paradise for me?” you teased him. He furrowed his eyebrows when looking down at you.

“You’re my paradise.” he responded simply.

Your face turned red like a traffic light as you burrowed your face into his chest. Jaebum smiled and proceeded to kiss the top of your head as you hugged him around the waist tightly.

“Happy Birthday Y/N… I love you.”

After a moment or two, you looked up at him again.

“I love you too.” you told him happily. Jaebum smiled sheepishly at you. You proceeded to stand on your tiptoes to press the two of your lips pressed together, which again, you had been waiting an entire month for.

Your lips melted together in harmony, neither one of you able to get enough. You had lots of lost time to make up for...

Releasing from the kiss, you stared up at him, fooling around with the fabric of his jacket.

“Can we take this somewhere more… private?” you asked him, batting your eyelashes softly. He smirked at what you were implying as his hand delicately touched your neck.

“But what about the cake?” Jaebum asked you. You licked your lips, slipping your fingers under his gold chain which you imagined would look good on him just by itself.

You suddenly pulled on it, bringing your faces close together.

“But don’t I deserve a reward for being such a good girl since you’ve been gone? It is my birthday...” you purred to him, letting go of his chain as he stood paralyzed at your words. Taking his vulnerability as an advantage, you leaned up to his ear.

“Plus you’ll be getting some anyways… that is... if you’re good.” you whispered to him mischievously.

Leaning back down, you stared up at your boyfriend who had a completely different look in his eye.

You pulled him by his hand as you made your way through the crowd, in search of the stairs.

 In all your 23 years of life, THIS was the best gift you’d ever received.

[imtryingreallyhardsohavepitty]

ARIANA GRANDE HAS NO WACK SONGS PT. 2

HEY GIRLIESS!! I got like ten notes and one person told me to finish it sooo here I am. I WILL say I didn’t personally bop DW as much as ME and YT. (BUT I played those two sooo muchhh i cant even sjnjsdfjs) I mean DW BOPPPPS (Her Music is sooo hard to rate. THIS IS JUST PROVING MY POINT HOW GOOD HER SHIT IS. In this one I’ll be reviewing DW ,AND HER BOPPPS OF CHRISTMAS EPS. SO HOLD ON TO YOUR WIGS. 

(Off topic: SIS IS SOOO CUNT IN THIS GIF FSGTFHYH)

1. Dangerous Woman: A solid 9/10 (I’LL NEVER GIVE HER LOWER THAN A 9, IM SORRY)  Shit slappppps and has some REAL BOPS ON HERE. HER HOODEST SONGS ARE HERE, SO THAT’S THE THAT ON THAT. 

    1. Moonlight: SHE WAS SAYING SOME DIRTY SHIT WITH SUCH AN ANGELIC VOICE. HOW ICONIC SJBSEKJFS. IT’S A PG13 VERSION OF MY EVERYTHING.

  2. Dangerous Woman: A VOCAL BOP. THE VIDEO WAS CUTE ASF, AND THIS ACAPELLA  DJLNLSDFN. 

  3. Be Alright: A FOREVER 21 BOP. My sis went from Claires to Forever 21. OH MY GOD UR FAVVEE COULD NEVA. A GREAT SONG

  4. Into you: !!!!!!!!!!! THIS MIGHT BE MY FAVORITE SONG OF HERS IDK YET BUT. GIRLLLL. IF YOU HAVEN’T HEARD THIS SONG YET PLEASE FOR THE LOVEEEE OF GOD LISTENNNNNN. OH MY GOD I HAVE A HEADACHE BITCH A VOOGGUUEEE ANTHEMMMM. 

  5. Side to Side: A COLLAB IVE WANTED FOR A LONNNGG TIME. AND THEY’VE LINKED UP SEVERAL TIME AND EVERY TIME THEY MAKE FEMALE ANTHEMS. ( I RECOMMEND GET ON YOUR KNEES ON NICKI’S ALBUM FT MISS THANG) 

  6. Let Me Love You: GIRL. this right here was MADE for the hood. i can only talk in caps for so long until guys don’t understand my seriousness about a song. But HONESTLY this fuckinnnnnggggggggg bops. IF YOU DONT POP YOU PUSSY AS HARD AS POSSIBLE WHILE LISTENING TO THIS YOU A DAMN LIE. 

 7. Greedy: GRRRREEEEEDDDDYYYYYYYY OOOHHHH. A FUCking BoP. SHOULDDVE BEEN A SINGLE. WOULDVE BEEN A SUMMER ANTHEM IN THE 70s. A DIVERSE QUEENN. GRREEEEEEDYYYYYYYYY

  8. Leave Me Lonely: Was my soul bop until Lemonade came out and I switched it to Freedom. It’s honestly a beautifully sung song. (NO ONE IN THIS GENERATION IS TOUCHING HER VOCALS) 

  9. Everyday: OH HE GIVES IT TO ME. EVERY DAY, EVERY DAY. ANOTHER PUSSY POPPING BOP

   10. Sometimes: A cute bop. shit slaps while your walking to class in the fall. omg thats a vibe. I recommend. This is one of her weaker songs. BUT. IT STILL BOPS. IF SOMEONE RELEASED THIS AS THEIR FIRST SINGLE IT WOULD GET RADIO PLAY. EVEN HER WEAK SHIT COULD FEED THE KIDS

  11. I  Don’t Care: My BUmP IN GRind sonng. I LOVE HEARING HER CURSE. I LOOVE these type of songs. The one you could just close your eyes and vibe to. AND SHE HAS ONE NOW!! TOO MUCH

  12. Bad Decisions: ONE OF MY FAVORITES FROM HER. ALSO A HOOD SLAP. WE GOT THAT HOOD LOVE!!!!! YASSS BITCH! THIS ON FULL BLAST IS A DANGEROUS WOMAN (i’m so funny wtf)

 13. Touch It: A Grreeeaatt Soonnng. Someone said that this song would be great on a John Green Movie soundtrack or a Fifty Shades soundtrack. And That’s the TEA on that. Great song tho. 

  14. Knew Better/ Forever Boy: The intro got me poppin n lockin and shit. But.. please hold........... HER SECOND HOODEST  SONG. SHE WAS TALKING THAT SHIT. A Subtle booty bop would be afficiate. THENNNNNN IT FUCKING SWITCHES THE FUCK UP (spoiler alert) AND GIVES ME SOMETHING GO OFF TO IN THE CLUB (my room). IF YOU’RE GONNA LISTEN TO THIS SONG, FOR THE FIRST TIME, BE PREPARED TO SWEAT. 

  15. Thinking Bout You: I’m Thin-kin’ Bout you. A GREAT ENDER MUST I SAY.

In conclusion: 9/10. it’s a very mixed album. it has her weaker song (MY OPINION) and HER STRONGEST BOPS. Her weaker songs are some people’s best work. And the weaker ones I still bop AT LEAST once a month. But her strongest ones. i-i-i-i can’t keep telling you guys in caps IT FUCKING BOPS but IT FUUUUUUCCCCKKKIINNNGGG BOPPS. And I’m saying this and this is the weaker album. So my points been made.  Now.... it’s time

FOR HER MOST UNDERATED MUSICCCCCCCCC. THEM CHRISTMAS EPS. THEY ALLLLLLL BOP. NOT 1 SONG I HAVEN’T PUT OUT OF ROTATION. (AND THIS IS SEASONAL MUSIC) 

2. Christmas & Chill: B  I  T  C  H. IF YOU HAVEN'T HEARD IT THAN YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT I’M GOING THROUGH RN. THHHHIISSS RIGHT HERE 1233/10 EVERY SONG SLAP. NO, SERIOUSLY

    1. Intro: Really is a intro. A INTRO TO A HOOD ASS FUCKING CHRISTMAS EP. THE INTRO IS CUTE BUT IM BOUT TO GO OFF.

    2. Wit it this Christmas: THIS ISN’T A CHRISTMAS SONG I SWEAR. SHE WAS SOOOO GHETTO OH MY GOD. THIS IS TIED WITH ANOTHER SONG AS MY FAVORITE SONG ON THIS EP. LIKEEE. COME AN KISS MEH BABY. WE DON’T NEED THAT MISTLETOE.

  3. December: A fucking bop. My second fav song on here. 

MERRY CHRISTMAS HERE I AM BOY

  4. Not just on Christmas: THE ONLY ACTUAL CHRISTMAS SONG. ITS A CUTE VOCAL FOR THE HOLIDAYS.

 5.  True Love: TIED WITH WIT IT THIS CHRISTMAS AS MY FAVORITE ON THIS EP. I ALSO LISTEN TO THIS WAYYY MORE IN THE SUMMER RATHER THAN DURING CHRISTMAS. ANOTHER HOOD BOP DOWN HER BELT FUCKING ICONIC. 

 6. Winter Things: This is such a “walking on the beach ass” song you would forget it’s a Christmas song on a Christmas Ep. 

Conclusion: 12324244/10 DONT EVEN WAIT UNTIL CHRISTMAS TO LISTEN TO IT. IT’S BARELY A CHRISTMAS EP. IF YOU JUST WANT SOME SHORT ARI SLAPPPPS, GIVE THIS A LISTEN. THE ONLY PROBLEM IS THE SONGS ARE SOOOO SHOR. BUT OTHER THAN THAT STILL NOT 1 WACK SONG AFTER 3 ALBUMS AND A CHRISTMAS EP. NOT ALOT OF ARTIST COULD DO THIS. I DIDN’T EVEN GO TO FEATURES AND SINGLES AND I PROVED MY POINT. PLEASE IF YOU HAVEN’T SAT DOWN AND LISTENED TO AN ARIANA GRANDE ALBUM I RECOMMEND YOU DO IT NOW WHILE SIS IS QUIET. CUZ IF SHE DROPS SOME SHIT RN YOU WON’T UNDERSTAND THE IMPACT. AND DO IT FAST CUZ SHE’S BEEN QUIT FOR AWHILE. AND WHEN SHE DROPS SOMETHING YOU WIILLLL BE GETTING ANOTHER ON OF THESE POPPING ON YOUR TIMELINE IM SORRY. If you want to know who else has no wack songs. I’ll really go awf

[bfknj]

tags masterpost (?)

I was tagged in a few tag games over the past few days and instead of posting them all separately I decided to just put them all on one! If I tagged you feel free to do any or all of these (including people who tagged me!!) As always, don’t feel any pressure to do any, I just think these are fun and wanted to share :)

- - - - 11 questions tag - - - -

Rules: 1. Make sure to post the rules!! 2. Answer the questions given to you by the tagger. 3. Write 11 questions of your own. 4. Tag 11 people

these questions are from @moonmyun !! michaela you had me stRUGGLIN OKAY YOUR QUESTIONS WERE HARD but ily still bless you for the tag you angel :”)

1 who is your bias group? why?

BANGTAN SONYEONDAN AKA MEME SQUAD !!!!!!! honestly they just make me so beyond happy wow holly nobody ever says that about their favs ur original a LOOOT of music is centered around love these days and not to say bts doesn’t do that with a lot of their music but they also tackle a lot of societal issues and I really respect them for that. From 21st century girls w politics, spring day mv and the ferry sinking, suicide in the I need u mv and many other things I feel like they take risks for the sake of portraying what they hold true to their hearts/morals not necessarily what will sell best and I can’t name many other groups who do that as well :( also my boys cute af I love those dweebs IM SO WHIPPED HAH

2 which kpop video do you find the most aesthetically pleasing?

this is hard :(( idk my number one but I really like seventeen hip hop unit’s check in, red velvet’s one of these nights, ladies code’s galaxy, kim lip of loona’s eclipse and crush’s fall ! they don't all match my aesthetic but I feel like they match the songs really well!!! watch them okay 3/5 of them are hELLA UNDERRATED bye

3 if you could instantly learn one choreography, what would you pick?

something by either gfriend or bts?? love whisper or not today or blood sweat tears?? OOOH or red flavor by rv!! tbh though I’m really skinny so my limbs look weird af with a lot of dances rip

4 who do you look up to as a role model (in the kpop community or not)?

there’s no person in particular that really sticks out but I will say I’ve always admired jungkook, and really all trainees for that matter, who leave their families to start training really young because its a process thats hard physically, emotionally and mentally for late teen/early twenties trainees but there’s sO many kids who enter in their pre-teens and idk how they survive also I realized this doesn’t answer your question at all I'm sorry its 1:28 AM I’m just waiting for the DNA mv to drop

5 whose concert would you go to if you could and why?

DAY6 DAY6 DAY6 DAY6 !!!!! THEY INVENTED LIVE SHOWS DONT FIGHT ME ON THIS or shoot maybe dean or crush or heize?? I LOVE TOO MANY TALENTED PEOPLE also I would say bts but although there are countless amazing beautiful armys there are def some crazy scary ones that are known to be horrible at concerts so

6 if you could pick one idol to be best friends with, who would it be and why?

OK YALL IVE THOUGHT ABOUT THIS A LOT IN MY DAILY LIFE SO S/H TO MICHAELA FOR ASKING ILY either boo seungkwan or ahn heeyeon!! I feel like hani would be so fun to have girl time with bc I feel like we’re really similar in some ways ?? IDK I LOVE HER bUT overall I’d say boo seungkwan because istg we are 100000000% the same person only he has a weenie ok just trust me I am boo and boo is me

7 would you want to be a part of a kpop group if you had the opportunity to be?

I’d absolutely love to be in the entertainment industry and I think the staging, costuming, group dynamics and publicity (variety shows, fan service/interations) in the kpop industry are all really cool but I honestly don't think I have the mental strength to do it lmao idols go through so much and I don’t think I could handle it regardless of how much I enjoy singing/dancing/performing etc.

8 what languages do you speak, and which do you want to learn?

english and some spanish??? I understand a lot because quite a bit of my family speaks it but my conversational skills have gone downhill recently because I haven’t had a lot of opportunities to practice :( with that said, I’d like to be fluent in spanish and - BEFORE YOU COME FOR ME READ IT ALL OK - I’d like to learn korean BECAUSE!!!!! when I was little before I moved I would go to a farmers market by my house and a lot of the older ladies there spoke korean and little holly though it sounded so pretty and I always wanted to chat w them ok THATS WHY I’m not a creepy koreaboo this has been a thing since before I even knew what a kpop was ok bye 

9 what song cheers you up when you’re sad?

fire by bts bc I get hella turnt to that song its a pROBLEM also jackpot by block b, baby/puss in boots by astro, chained up by vixx, not today/bst by bts, knock knock by twice, i think I love you by sonamoo THE LIST GOES ON I HAVE A WHOLE PLAYLIST OK

10 what things do you associate with your bias?

dimples!! pretty hands, closing one eye in selcas, ootds, happiness so cheesy ik sORRY, ryan, studying, awkward dancing, open mouth laughs, second hand embarrassment, sentimental rants

11 what’s your favourite thing to do in your free time?

cry over namjoon tbh I’m one of those people who is constantly listening to music so I’m always doing that and singing along regardless of if its free time or not HAH then I really like reading and catching up on my youtube subscriptions

my questions!

what is your dream job?

favorite book of all time?

what is your current fashion like and what is your dream fashion?

if your best friend was cloned, how would you know which one of the two was your best friend?

what song got you into kpop?

which idol do you think is most similar to you?

favorite kpop lyrics?

if given the opportunity to collaborate with any group/soloist of your choice, who would you choose and why?

what is your favorite physical and character trait of your ult?

which underrated groups/soloists do you believe deserve more recognition? any song recs?

do you read fanfics? if so, what are your favorites?

- - - - song title game - - - -

I was tagged by @kihani, your song choices were 12/10 

rules: spell you your url with kpop songs and tag ten people! (all of these happen to by song recs too so listen nd be happy friends)

mysterious - hello venus

i think i love you? - sonamoo (a fav ok listen pls)

life in color - beenzino

knock - knk 

jelly - hotshot

only u - daze

out of sorts - vixx

night rather than day - exid

she’s a baby - zico

- - - - get to know me tag! - - - -

1ST RULE: Tag 10 people you want to get to know better.

2ND RULE: BOLD the statements that are true. tagged by @sleepysugarmoon, thank you friend!! APPEARANCE: I am 5'7" or taller I wear glasses (or contact lenses) I have at least one tattoo I have at least one piercing I have blonde hair I have brown eyes I have short hair My abs are at least somewhat defined I have or have had braces PERSONALITY: I love meeting new people  People tell me that I’m funny   Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me I enjoy physical challenges I enjoy mental challenges I’m playfully rude with people I know well I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it ABILITY: I can sing well I can play an instrument  I can do over 30 pushups without stopping I’m a fast runner I can draw well I have a good memory I’m good at doing math in my head I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch I know how to throw a proper punch HOBBIES: I enjoy playing sports I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else I have learned a new song in the past week I work out at least once a week I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months I have drawn something in the past month Fandoms are my #1 passion  I do or have done martial arts EXPERIENCES: I have had my first kiss I have had alcohol I have scored the winning goal in a sports game I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting I have been at an overnight event I have been in a taxi I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year I have beaten a video game in one day I have visited another country I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts RELATIONSHIPS: I’m in a relationship I have a crush on a celebrity I have a crush on someone I know I have been in at least 3 relationships I have never been in a relationship I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them I get crushes easily I have had a crush on someone for over a year I have been in a relationship for at least a year I have had feelings for a friend MY LIFE: I have at least one person I consider a “best friend” I live close to my school My parents are still together I have at least one sibling I live in the United States There is snow right now where I live I have hung out with a friend in the past month I have a smartphone I have at least 15 CDs I share my room with someone RANDOM SHIT: I have breakdanced I have had a teacher with the last name that’s hard to pronounce I have dyed my hair I’m listening to one song on repeat right now I have punched someone in the past week I know someone who has gone to jail I have broken a bone I have eaten a waffle today I know what I want to do with my life I speak at least 2 languages I have made a new friend in the past year

tagging some mutuals bc ily and why do you even follow me I'm a wreck tbh OK i tag: @kihani, @21jd, @lapatronakim, @94seulqi, @gayoongi, @springdqy, @medina-kim, @15minss, @je0n, @cottontae, @taebaeul, @booty-baekery, @lalisl, @babekhyun, @voidpjm and anyone else who wants to try any or all of these!! 

[yumenosakiacademy]

Me.trocon 2017 Day 1

This is a diary for future me bc i like to keep my important memories preserved to read abt later n stuff! uh.. feel free to read if ya want i guess or ignore but it’s just me in-depth talkin abt what i did today n what happened to me, negative n positive! [peace sign] Cosplayed: Tsuka.sa Suou in his summer uniform

okay so i got mcdonalds for brunch at like 1 after i left my house and dad dropped me off to go get registered and all and after leaving registration to go get myself a Schedule, someone stopped me and said “oh my god can i take a pic of you?!” and i was so surprised that someone recognized who i was but i said sureso they pulled out their phone and they had a ku.ro k/iryu phonecase and i was like “!! KURO !!” and i talked w them (they were cosplaying the human lady from the ma.id dragon anime) and they had sooo many en.stars charms on their phone and i was like “oh my god you’re into en.stars” and i asked if they were doing okay in the event and they said their cards were too weak and that they only had 1 five star and i was like dude that sucks! but i had to rush to the UT panel so i said bye to them and they said they were gonna be shinkai on sunday so i’m looking forward to that!

so i went to the UT panel and things were kinda annoying bc some alt. au sans kept asking lots of questions and making commentary tly loudly and sometimes answering questions like they were part of the panel?? i think even the panelists were kinda annoyed of her... and she’d be like “aww un.dyne u didnt do my dare [mutter] but u did theirs!!” but i dont hav much to say abt this panel tbh

so i went to the bl.ack but/ler panel and apparently the original panelists didnt come so a group of bl.ack butler cosplayers (a ciel, seb, alois, and grell) along w two random girls and a Shiro ran the panel but usually the audience was talking over them bc everyone was kind of joking around and thngs were more chatoic and casual than a normal panel but i talked to the pidge abt random stuff and we talked abt their wig (which they took off bc it was itchy lol) and how we both didnt sleep much last night and we kinda became friends n talked a bit 

and then i left the BB panel and had a LOT of freetime so i walked around the dealers room/artist alley (mostly in search of ES merch) and i found a rei cosplayer and i was like “wow i like your UNDEAD itabag- wait ur cosplaying rei arent you?” and they were like “yea, casual rei haha” and i was like “HOLY FUC can i take ur pic......” and we talked abt en.stars for a sec n i was like “im cosplayin tsukasa!” n they were like “i See that” and i told them i was on the hunt for ES merch and they pointed me in the direction of the other side of the dealers room and said there was an idol table that had a box/boxes full of ES merch and the table was blaring idol music so it was Noticable and i was like “HOLY SHIT im gonna go get some charms thnk u” and had i not noticed that the rei n their friend seemed to be semi-busy i probably wouldve tried to talk abt ES w them for a while aa...

SO ANYWAY i found the idol table and there were 3 lil boxes of ES charms/buttons/etc and a box of i/7 charms/buttons/etc so i looked thru them and ALL THE STUFF WAS SO CUTE KRHNRGHB... but it took me abt an hour to look thru everything and pick out a natsume keychain and a mika christmas keychain but while i was there i was like.. bouncing to the loud idol music (they didnt play en.stars music but there was id.olmaster music i think and LL music) and the girl from earlier that took my pic (erin is her name i believe) and her friend and their other friend (?) who was umi came up to me and said hi again and looked at the charms (erin said she got a shu button and a lot of kuro merch tho, and she spent most of her money for the day lol) and i talked to them abt the things in the boxes and en.stars like which boys we liked or not (erin said she found ritsu annoying bc i showed her a ritsu keychain) and i gave erin and her friend lollipops and eventually left (the booth had 3 ES plushies and the 1st ES artbook w the cgs and va comments in it btw but i didt get those) and im debating going back to that table for a chiaki item or midori item.. maybe bc im tryna save up for a pillow or plushie i rly want

so i went back downstairs and saw the ann i first spotted near registration when i got inand i was like “oh!” but i sat down near them bc playing ES and putting my charms on my bag was more important and a lance asked me if i was yuki from tsu.ritama and i was like “nope! En.semble stars” and the shiro was like “OHH!!” and i asked the shiro n matt (they looked like matt but it might hav been a different character) if they were into en.stars and they said no sbut the matt said “all i kno is that eichi is Bad” and i was like “KJRGNRB YEA.. HES EVIL HES BAD YANNO THAT ;BABY BOY. EVIL.’ MEME? HES THE EVIL PART” and the lance kept laughing and i was like “he messed w ppl and kinda maybe emotionally abused someone hes No Good >:0″ but i told em that en.stars has a translation n stuff and then a serena helped me put my natsume on my bag 

and before i left i wanted a pic of the ann and akira but then i noticed there was a Makoto so i wanted to take their pic but after i did the makoto was like “YOURE COSPLAYING FROM EN.STARS ARENT YOU...” n i said yes and they squealed and said they were into ES and i hugged them and they showed me their mao itabag and apparently the ann and akira were into ES as well so we all laughed abt ES and i learned that makoto hates rei bc i said reis one of my best boys n makoto’s friend said she liked rei too and makoto groaned and i said “he’s hot!” and maggie (the friend) was like “yea!” and akira’s fav waskeito n he was like “i’d hug him. i’d kiss him. i’d spicy w him” and they were like “THOSE R GOOD UR VALID” when i said chiaki n ryu.seitai were my favs but apparently they had friends who loved chiaki too bc the akira mentioned it and we all laughed for a sec and makoto and akira said they were gonna be the tori n eichi at the en.stars panel on satudrday and i screeched and ann called over a DAN!akira she spotted (i took a pic of him earlier) and so he joined our lil hangout group and we all spotted a Joker akira so ann was like “...if i yell ‘akira’ ya think hell come over here” so i was like “let’s all yell it on 3″ so ann, DAN akira and i all yelled “AKIRA!!!” in unison and he came over and took some pics w the others n took a pic of me and i took a pic of him then he left but the DAN akira stayed and i gav makoto, ann, and DAN akira lollipops and we all hung out and ann and the umi from earlier (who was apparently their friend) danced to LL songs bc ann started dancing to em for us and before that the akira and makoto left and eventually the akira left until it was just ann, umi, and i w them dancing and i spotted my irl friend lynds so i said hi bc she was playing cards w her friendgroup then i said goodbye to ann and umi bc i wanted to find the wataru they mentioned they saw (erin mentioned it earlier too)

and so i walked around 4 a minute b4 the next UT panel and didnt find the wataru but oh well so i went to the 2nd UT panel and it was still p boring and the annoying chick from earlier was still there and some girl behind me was loud n had a handclapper toy they kept using and i hated it but w/e so after i left that, i wandered around a bit and eventually went to the phantomhive ball and mad.ame red (who was an ichigo earlier in the day who helped the ppl do improv for the BB panel for a sec b4 they had to leave) saw me and we kept talking and i was like “is this.. an actual ball or a Panel” and they said a ball so i was like “oh god” but they were rly sweet to me and tightened my tie and we talked abt our previous cons and who we’re gonna cosplay tomorrow and i also talked w their un.dertaker until the doors to the panel opened but un.dertaker n  stood in the corner n i didnt wanna slowdance so i called dad to pick me up, wandered around the con n played ES, then left at like 10 pm!

[anime-matchmaker-blog]

Karasuno: Love Live Headcanons

Daichi:

best girl: Umi (likes the other cool girls too)

likes to play the game as a way to relax after a tiring day

backfires on him when it’s an Umi event and he has to tier

favourite song is Soldier Game; playing it on EX is a different story

collects scouting and blue tickets because he feels like it’s a waste to use them; prefers to do 10+1 scouts

buys some of the monthly packs on a whim

knows some of the lyrics to the songs from playing them a lot and sometimes can be found humming to himself

hates score matches the most because of the ranking system and only plays it to drain his LP

Sugawara:

best girl: You

biased towards Aqours because he was there when the group was announced and just feels more attached to them than to μ's

plays with fingers; jokingly brags to Daichi about how he can get 95% perfects

secretly has no chill when it comes to tiering events for best girl

managed to get into top 50 once (his greatest achievement)

saves love gems until there’s a set he really likes or if best girl is UR

only has one UR so far and it’s Thief Eli (lol)

tries to optimize his teams but that’s hard when he has no good centers

accidentally clicks on “get you next time!” a lot after score matches usually doesn’t mean it

trying to save up seals to idolize Thief Eli b/c it’s joke at this point

Asahi:

best girl: Hanayo

asked Daichi to scout for him once b/c he was nervous about pulling 1 SR

got him a UR of best girl and now Asahi feels as if he’s in debt to Daichi

is disappointed every time the new UR is not Hanayo who even is Hanayo

present box is at 99+ with most of those being love gems from login and goal rewards

has a whole bunch of support cards because he doesn’t want to use them and then regret it later

trying to save up BTs for the UR box

also trying to save up seals to idolize UR of best girl

only tried one Master song and NOPED out of there because too many notes coming at him at once

hates ladder patterns

internally (and externally) freaks out when he gets 300+ combo and his thumbs end up flying all over the place and he gets a whole bunch of goods and misses

Nishinoya:

best girl: Chika (thinks every girl is great though)

saw Tanaka playing it once and wanted to try it himself because cute girls

liked Dia the most at first because appearance wise she reminded him of Kiyoko

Chika became best girl after he finished watching the anime

goal: get at least one copy of all of Chika’s URs and SSRs

can form an alpaca army with how many alpaca cards he has

his teams are all hybrids of Aqours and μ's because he doesn’t have that many (good) cards

solo yolos way too often and has too many Rs to show for it

wants the Chika nendoroid but can’t afford it

likes to sing along while he plays, which usually messes up his combos

saw that video with the sausages and wants to try it out himself one day

Tanaka: 

best girl: Mari

heard about the game from Yamamoto

downloaded it to try it out, then got dragged into idol hell

likes to lowkey compete with Yamamoto in events

got Yukata Mari UR from a scouting ticket and it’s his most precious card now

jokingly sends pics of him feeding Nico Rs/SRs to Mari to Yamamoto just to see his friend’s reaction

plays with thumbs and has improved quite a bit since he first started

wants to make a complete team full of Mari cards

trying to save up money to buy a nendoroid of Mari

spams ‘yousoro!’ and ‘shiny!’ before and after every score match

has accidentally clicked on ‘nice FULL COMBO!” a few times when he was the only one to actually FC the song

does not enjoy medfests because three songs in a row is just too long for him and he usually gets distracted so RIP combo

Ennoshita:

best girl: Dia

favourite subunit: AZALEA

started out as a casual player but then got really into the game

knows how to prioritize life before the game but might stay up a bit later than usual sometimes just to play

free to play (for now) and is thinking of dropping a few bucks on the game for the packs

likes Aqours’ songs more than μ's songs though he does struggle with some of the beatmaps on the harder difficulties

plays with thumbs and often freezes up on Master songs

is quite lucky when it comes to scouting and has gotten two copies of Halloween Dia UR so he got to idolize her

listening to Torikoriko PLEASE!! makes him feel more energetic after a tiring day

talks with Yamaguchi a lot about the game because they both love Azalea

Narita:

best girl: Rin

kept seeing the game on top grossing games on app store and decided to try it out on a whim

enjoyed it enough after poking around and continued to play it

didn’t know there was an anime for it until Noya told him (he didn’t know his teammates played the game until he heard Tanaka yelling after getting -400 score match points during an event)

convinced Kinoshita to watch it with him and Rin feelings intensified during season 2

too many feels for Love Wing Bell

“nya nya nya!”

tiers in every single event but only puts in the effort to T1 Rin events

has spent probably too much money on the game but at least he has tri-coloured URs of best girl

hoping one day he’ll have the dream team of an all idolized UR Rin team

doesn’t scout much since he’s afraid of the disappointment of a 1SR pull and usually hoards his gems for sets he likes

blows all his scouting tickets as soon as he gets them since he expects Rs from them anyway so why wait

uses his blue tickets on support cards so he can skill up his URs

chafest is best event

Kinoshita:

best girl: Ruby

decided to check out the game because Narita plays and finds it cute so he continued

logs in daily for the bonuses and to use up his LP on a few songs before going off to deal with life things

became more interested in the game after Noya suggested he watch the anime (which he did with Narita)

got feels during the Start;Dash performance in season 1 and Snow Halation in season 2, and Mijuku DREAMER in Sunshine, and became a bit more invested in the girls

likes Aqours as much as μ's but Ruby is definitely best girl out of all of them

thumbs master race

working on SSS’ing all the songs but is having trouble FC’ing some of the songs on EX

has failed quite a few Master songs but always feels a rush of adrenaline whenever he passes and on the two occasions when he managed to FC

has a really strong pure team because somehow he’s managed to get four copies of swimsuit Ruby

Kageyama:

best girl: Hanamaru

super casual player

usually forgets to login he has better things to do

plays whenever he’s bored or has nothing to do (esp when he can’t play volleyball)

gets rather competitive with Hinata sometimes and tries to see who is better (they’re both bad at the game)

tried EX once because of Tsukishima’s taunting and failed it almost right away

trying to improve because he doesn’t want to lose but has only recently been able to complete hard songs (what is Mermaid Festa vol 1)

blessed with scorer cards but needs perfect lockers

didn’t pay attention to the tutorial so he doesn’t know about idolizing

usually gets 4th in Score Matches and then he gets mad at the game (-400 points)

actually threw his phone once by accident; luckily landed on his bed

Hinata:

best girl: Honoka

got introduced to the game from Kenma

doesn’t really know what he’s doing with game

plays super casually

doesn’t login ever day

finds a lot of the cards to be pretty but doesn’t bother scouting for them

solo’s whenever he has 5+ gems and feels like it

managed to actually get a few SRs from solo-yolo’ing

likes the songs and listening to the music more than playing the game

the up tempo/faster songs are his favs (Trouble Busters is top tier)

has terrible teams that still consists of unidolized Rs

Yamaguchi tries to help him out but it’s pretty much a lost cause

fell for Tsukishima’s taunting too and failed on EX and while he wants to improve just to prove Tsukki wrong, he rather spend his time doing other things

Tsukishima:

best girl: Maki

favourite subunit: Guilty Kiss

heard some of the songs from Yamaguchi playing the game and thought they didn’t sound half bad

downloaded the game to try after Yamaguchi’s consistent urging

only plays at home in his room

downloaded all some of the songs so he could listen to them when he’s out

not a casual player but isn’t as into the game as Yamaguchi

logs in and plays every day though

can full combo most songs on EX and taunts Kageyama and Hinata about it when he overhears them talking about failing hard songs

has pretty good teams thanks to Yamaguchi helping him with team building

not a big fan of scouting since the few times he did 10+1 scouts, he mainly got SR dupes that were either healers or perfect locks which he didn’t need

has a whole bunch of love gems and scouting tickets hoarded as a result

Yamaguchi:

best girl: Hanamaru

favourite subunit: AZALEA

saw Hinata playing it once, thought it looked cute and wanted to try it himself

WELCOME TO IDOL HELL

likes listening to the songs a bit more than playing but enjoys the game a lot

plays with thumbs though he’s attempting to get good with fingers

occasionally plays at school during breaks

bought Azalea’s album and plans to buy their other ones in the future too

hums the tunes of the songs sometimes and when he’s alone, likes to sing along

got excited when he heard that Kageyama also likes Hanamaru but was then disappointed because Kageyama doesn’t really play

loves every SR+ card that he gets and is always excited to scout

not even disappointed with 1 SR pulls (usually)

has some pretty good teams in terms of strength and can rank pretty high among his friends during events

Kiyoko:

best girl: Eli

likes the music and decided to check out the game

has been playing for a pretty long time

all teams are idolized SR+

blessed with cool cards

skilled in playing with fingers and thumbs

has at least two URs for each attribute

mostly free to play but has bought some of the cheap packs for the SR+/SSR+ tickets

probably #1 ranked player among the team, if she had them added as friends in the game (they don’t know she plays and she only has Yachi added)

has pretty bad luck with blue ticket scouts since they’re usually dupes or older cards that don’t fit her team

sells the cards she can’t and won’t use to the sticker shop for seals

Yachi:

best girl: Riko

loves the game for the cute designs of the cards

plays with thumbs and is mediocre at the game

trying to improve and can full combo most hard songs after a few tries

Kiyoko gives her tips sometimes when she encounters tricky beat maps

enjoys all the songs but Aqours > μ's 

Yukata set is best set so far and the game blessed her with SSR Yukata Riko

gets anxious scouting because of that dreaded 1SR pull but gets happy every time she gets an above average pull

blessed with smile cards so her smile team is the strongest (all the dupes she gets goes to skill leveling her cards)

also has enough alpaca cards to raise an army

favourite event is token events since she can play any songs she wants and won’t have to worry about failing

[lhoe]

SHINee WORLD V in Toronto fanaccount!!

here is general, redacted fanaccount of me seeing shinee in toronto!!! (the one i typed out has 3,470 words because i went into detail for everything lmao

but for those of you who don't know, i got into kpop  in summer 2010 when shinee was releasing the teaser pics for lucifer!! and bc I followed shinee throughout the lucifer promotions, i found the teenietops as they performed clap on music shows lmao going to this concert really reminded me of how much shinee has left an impacf my life

PRE CONCERT

before the concert my friend and i hurried to the venue to get some lightsticks kindly donated by j-shawols (they donated about 900 lightsticks!!!) because none if the canada stops was selling merch ;;;; this is one of the nicest things i have ever seen a fandom do omg;;; i got a light stick from their I'm Your Boy japan concert from 2014

pre concert was basically a hunt for fangoods lmao I got a key fan and banner from keysnote !!! also two jjong banners that my friend has, some photo cards, shinee ribbon, papers with fanchants, and a few glowsticks!! shawol fan goods are of such nice quality???? how???

my friend and i also made some fangoods!! i made shinee hello baby stickers and all 200 of them were gone within 10 minutes omg thank u for the support shawols lmao

we lined up to get into the venue and we were talking with two girls behind us!! one was a shawol and the ither a starlight and we all were listening to shinee music and dancing along because it was so cold

once we were inside the venue, everyone waited in the lobby bc the doors for actual concert hall were closed but the inside was lit up in pearl aqua and it was beautiful!!

I GOT TO MEET ONE OF MY LONG TIME TWITTER PALS AND I'M SO HAPPY???? we've been mutuals for seven years now and we've seen each other go from high school, to uni, to big girl jobs lmao and we've done dumb things like have movie nights and recast kpop idols while we did movie commentary (namely mulan and finding nemo) lmao im so happy we got to meet

CONCERT (also security was rlly tight rip fancams and fanpics)

HITCHHIKING: shinee opened with hitchhiking and it was lit?? BODY WAVES AND GOOD VOCALS??? honestly this song is now the equivalent of how i feel about rocking in some way lmao

PRISM: the music stopped after a few second bc technical difficulties and shawols tried to sing along but it wasn't working out too well lmao but key was like "okay let's take this again from the top" lmaooo THIS SONG WAS GOOD I LOVE IT LIVE

REPLAY: I WAS SHOOK SEEING THIS IN REAL LIFE WAS SO????? i don't have words for how beautiul it was bc they have grown so much aaaa;;; so many technical difficulties with the mics but they played it out professionally and i barely noticed??

HELLO: LMAO FUCK I WANTED TO CRY WHEN KEY SANG HIS SOLO LINES???? i wanted to cry from nostalgia and bc shinee rlly does hold a special place in my heart

FEEL GOOD: i heard this song maybe 2-3 times before the concert and i didn't even know what the song was bc i just had a shinee world V playlist on shuffle. BUT THIS SONG WAS SO FUCKING GOOD??? i almost thought it was more of a ballad but then then I can make u feel good part cane on anD IT WAS LIT this one def makes my top 5 performances of the night

GOODBYE (taem's solo): put this performance in a museum

RING DING DONG: I WAS 100% SHOOK WHEN THIS STARTED PLAYING AND I WAS SCREAMING SO MUCH AND JUST YELLING A LOT OF THE LYRICS

LUCIFER: i said i was 100% shook at rdd bUT WHEN THE FIRST NOTE OF LUCIFER PLAYED I WAS 1004% SHOOK AND I DIED AND CAME BACK TO LIFE AND DIED AGAIN. my friend: "she hit my arm so much" look i don't even remember i was having an out if body experience 5 seconds into the song I LOST MY MARBLES so like lucifer started and i did the fanchants and i literally sound like i am dying. like u know when you're screaming at the top of ur lungs and your scream is kinda raspy.m bc you're giving it ur all and you're kinda out of breath. That was me. after the fanchants i was already out if breath and i could feel myself being sweaty lmao BUT FUCK THE CONCERT COULD HAVE BEEN LUCIFER ONLY AND YOU BET I WOULD HAVE DROPPED $250 FOR IT. THIS WAS ALL I WANTED. I DIED. I was dying at key's first solo line, and the part where taem does the dak dak dak in the beginning, and everyone going into a line and taemin does cool dance thing bc he's in the front of the line, and tae's line marked at 2:18 of the lucifer mv, and jjong's solo note, and minho dancing with everyone (i've seen minho dance to lucifer plenty but he had broken ankle when promos started for lucifer), and literally seeing this in real life ??? after lucifer was a talk segment and key was like "i see u guys rlly like lucifer" BINCH @ ME NEXT TIME

SELENE 6.23: THIS WAS SO BEAUTIFUL ??? i never actually heard this song before other than knowing on of the US stops is gonna sing it for encore lmao but everything from arrangement to composition to vocals to the background visuals if the performance was beautiful???

READY OR NOT: i knew this was on the SWV setlist but i was still so shook when they started performing it lmao onew got dizzy at from spinning around during the chorus, and minho was doing so many silly dances lmao go figure that one of my unexpected fav performances from the night comes from the lucifer album

SAVIOR: onew's pls be gentle line. i need it on repeat forever

EVERYBODY: lmao i never made the association that this song is also the song where onew does the propellor arms BUT PROPELLOR ARMS WAS LIT I CAN'T BELIEVE I SAW IT IN REAL LIFE also the crowd was super loud and good at fanchants during this song (same for view!!)

1OF1: I can't believe i saw the suits from the MV in real life

AN ENCORE: the encore was beautiful they had cannons shooting out white confetti and it looked like snow and it was such a beautiful sight bc everyone had white banners, the aqua pearl sea, and snow like confetti raining on everyone

AFTER CONCERT

While everyone left the concert room, they played Honesty like BINCH THAT'S MY FAV SONG

During one of the VCRs, kpop me sent a mass text to like 13 ppl telling us to pick up signed posters (giveaway winners) so that's exactly what I did!! kpopme emailed me saying they couldn't give it earlier because they literally signed it before the doors opened lmao now i can look at the poster and have a timestamp of when it happened

the next day, we were at muji and i opened instagram to see one of key's posts anD HE ATE AT THE PLACE WE ATE BRUNCH RUGHT BEFORE THE CONCERT LIKE BINCH????? HE LOOKED SO CUTE AND HE HAD SOME OF THE FRIES AND PANCAKES AND I ALSO HAD SOME OF THOSE YESTERDAY I'M!!!!!! literally the only place (out of four) we sat and ate, and DIDN'T take a selfie at lmao rip we could have matched in terms of selfie location lmao

OVERALL they really give 110% in their performances. their vocals, and dancing are perfect, and we also got to see them be really silly on stage. i’m really happy shinee came into my life when they did;;; i made so many friends and tbh, with how kpop fandom is like nowadays, i don’t see what happened back in 2010 happening now lmao i feel emo thinking about them back in 2010 because I def know my quality of life was improved by 525% when I started being their fan lol 

for pics and fancams (fiar warning: fancams aren’t great bc security was rlly tight) can be found all here: https://t.co/qwnNPXNAMm !!