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my natural hair color is pretty similar to a juvenile bearded vulture.... maybe for graduation i could dye it to look like an adult's feathers....... gheuehhehehe
#sorry for being a birdbrain im writing a paper about the dallas zoo incident#vultures on my mind#bleach it then get the red/orange in.....oooouughhhhh#wait ugh that would be so cool#i got a friend on her way to cosmetology school and asked her on a scale of 1-10 how bad bleaching my own hair and she said 8#so uhh. hm. might pull a few strings (ask very nicely lol) and try to get it done professionally#and then when things are more dire I'll try to do it myself and fry my head#but just IMAGINE#(i mean like 2 of you know what i look like but just picture a gnc hottie just a real babe and youve prolly got it)#but i already do the dark eye makeup and 1. that would look SO good with that hair and 2. I WOULD LOOK EVEN MORE LIKE A LAMMERGEIER#oughhhhhh fingers crossed for my bird girl summer
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Suddenly smacked in the face by the implication of Romeo's message where he says "I remember you, so there's no reason for us to fight. I suppose."
I always thought the wording was weird, but didn't think too much on it... Until recently after we discussed some datamined stuff in the Carmeo/Promeo server. There's a scrapped line (where P was supposed to speak) that says "I may not remember, but I'm still your son" during the NP fight, and while the scrapped lines are their own can of worms, let's focus on the memory parts.
I had always thought that once a puppet woke up, they would just get their memories back. But the fact seems to be this: There are select memories that come back to give bits and pieces of their past that "wake" them up-- cause them to change, as we see with P and the necklace; As we see from the spliced memories at the Black Seaside. However, it might not be all one's memories that come back. Whether those spaces stay blank or come back over time, who knows.
What I'm trying to get at here is...
Romeo's memories might only consist of Carlo at the time of waking. Carlo was what woke Romeo-- "I remember you"-- He had the necklace, he knew from who it was; He recognized the face P was modeled after. "So there's no reason for us to fight, I suppose"-- there's a lack of confidence in the wording here. Friends aren't supposed to fight, right? That's what his memory tells him, at least.
And the only memories P tends to get in regards to his past? Those in relation to Romeo, his aspirations, and of his own death. Seemingly, these are the things most important to him.
They were the most important people to each other; They remembered each other, just one too late than the other.
#Lies of P#Lies of P Spoilers#The āI may not rememberā part hit me like a sack of BRICKS before I went to bed and I was like#āOh shit oh fuck oh shit wait what oh sHIT--ā fhsddfd I was way too invested in everything else at the time#and then that hit me. And then Romeo's message hit me. And the necklace flavor text and his ergo flavor text.#And I just went-- āDoes Romeo... JUST remember things relating to Carlo?... Would he.. not remember other specific stuff?ā#And it all crashed down on me and I suddenly had to draft the thought real quick on my phone before sleeping on it adhdfs#But wow. Yeah. I. It makes sense?? Like... maybe they don't remember everything at all just bits and pieces. Or maybe they do with time.#Both paths are good and interesting tbh I should...incorporate that in my stuff~ mmmMMMMMMM VERY COOL TO THINK ABOUT#and painful. So and so painful uGH I LOVE THEM
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Cyberwoman redesign
#torchwood#dw#doctor who#cyberwoman#just redesigning her bc i actually really liked the concept of the episode and like I excuse stupid plotlines in torchwood bc itās fun so#idc if the episode was objectively bad like storyline wise but I hate the sexualisation of her ugh. Chris Chibnall š”š”š”#i added like work clothes bc i thought that would be cool bc she was at work when the battle of Canary Wharf or whatever happened (i havenāt#watfhedv it in a year) or wait have I . i have a bad memory anyway#torchwood fanart
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INVINCIBLE COMIC SPOILERS
LIKE MASSIVE SPOILERS
The weirdest thing about watching Invincible is seeing Ollie still be a cute lil baby while knowing exactly what's gonna happen.
Like of course it's like that for everyone. Rex, Rudy (aka Rex as well itc). It's especially painful watching them drag out Amber and Mark's breakup and sitting there like that one Frank Castle meme.
But it's different for Ollie. Watching this cute baby coo while they try to think of a name for him just, idk it hits differently. It's like I receive flashes in my mind.
"Awww what a cute baby. Isn't he just adora-"
"Oh. Oh yeah. Oh jeez."
#invincible spoilers#its kinda the same reading the comics but something about the show taking so long due to being a whole ass tv show makes it hit harder#so damn excited to see Thragg though#less excited for Anissa#aka not at all excited. im gonna be so pissed every time she talks#although i would be lying if i said i wasnt curious at how the shows gonna handle that plot#hopefully with the seriousness and sincerity the comics did#and maybe also just kill her instead of the... not great āredemptionā arc#itll be cool to hear jk simmons say āwhat did you do to my sonā tho#invincible comic#invincible series#invincible#mark grayson#nolan grayson#omni man#oliver grayson#grand regent thragg#man it's just common for the majority of my posts to be in the tags huh#OH and itll be so so damn cool to see them dig through the planet. ugh i cant wait
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āShe had no magic to wield, save for the keen eyes of the goddess at her shoulder and an uncanny ability to remain unnoticed, to play into expectations.ā
#Chapter 23#Kingdom of Ash#Sarah J. Maas#Lorcan Salvaterre#Elide Lochan#Elorcan#no spoilers please first read to read along with me#more notes quotes annotations & reacts in the tags spoilers for the chapter & book in post & tags of course pt 2 of 4 perspectives#Lorcan had never felt the weight of the hours so heavily upon him-I FEEL IT 2poor Rowan must feel this 247HURRY whereās Elide?hold on Aelin!#And to send Elide into Maeve's clutches--it had taken all of his will to let her walk away.š#If Elide was captured if she was found out he wouldn't hear of it know of it. ā youād know cause sheās your mate idiot (I love you idiot#without proving their worth they could still visit--briefly. ā ugh Maeve why does everything about you suck so much#If she emerged. ā COME ON ELIDE ā I CANT HANDLE ANOTHER CAIRN-NAPPING#the Prince of the North and the Lion the protector and the ever impatient in love idiot we all love Lorcan#He knew some of them. Had commanded them. Were they now his enemy? ā they are all having some inner morality battles#What manner of birds? Raptors mostly ā none from the House of Whitethorn ā they fought for him on the other bordersā¦ for herš„¹šthem#why so many guards if no Aelin hmm???? SHES HERE GUYS#though Gavriel kept glancing to the tattoos inked on his hands. How many more lives would he need to add before they were through?#Aelin had been trained to endure torture. Elide... He could see those scars on her from the shackles. ā how about we save them both?šš¤#She had endured too much suffering and terror already. He couldn't allow her to face another heartbeat of it--#Rowan and his random hatchet nowš
š itās giving my wife is gone unhinged in the woods with the bros might become a horror movie vibes#But then a two-note whistle echoed and Lorcan's legs wobbled so violently he sat back onto the rock where he'd been perched-OH MY ELORCANšš¤#also Lorcanā¦ perched??? isnāt that bird boy Rowanās thing?š
šš¤£#her cheeks rosy in the cool night air. ā cheeks pink in the twinkling lights tell me bout the first time you saw me (shipping in insanity)#She was fine. She was unhurt. There was no enemy on her tail. Elide's eyes met his. Wary and uncertain. I met someone.#THANK GOD ā but also wait WHAT-when?WHO?HOW?#also this quote posted is like one of the reasons I love Elide#another grand Maasverse enterance is on its way?#the fact the opening line shows that being sold out to Maeve is the same as death ā OH GET TO AELIN ALREADY PLEASE#no more tattoos guys ā whatās with Maeveās wolves ā isnāt dark haired beauty what Elide called the girl in the caravan so maybe itās her
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eloise bridgerton is aromantic. in this essay i will-
#bridgerton#eloise bridgerton#I get everyone shipping her with cressida#But oh my peeps... She does not have a romantic bone in her body and I love her#It'd be sooo cool if they made her aroallo but I also think aroace would be so cool#Since most aroace characters (there very very few) you see are quiet and shy and she's just so out there#I guess we'll see#It was a fun season#The queen Charlotte spinoff is still my favorite though#Ugh but hell yeah for Benedict finally getting it on with booooiiiisssss#I'm obsessed#We all called that since episode 1#In fact. I was waiting for it to happen while watching season 1 hajshahs
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I feel it would be kinda fun to have the option of ascended Astarion saving you instead of withers on the dark urge run. Like If youāve romanced him and either turned down being a spawn or not had that conversation yet. how much fun would that be? Just him swooping in like a dark Angel to save his beloved
#itās all I desire#ascended astarion#ugh the parallels Iām weeping#that would be such a cool opportunity#Iām assuming this doesnāt exist but for all I know it does exist somewhere and everyoneās waiting to find it#this game is so big
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yada yada happy halloween to these FREAKS (and you guys :3 and myself i gusss :3) doodle from art class that i GUESS could be considered halloween...... idk ok idk ok something was up with me when i drew this
#look killer would like being praised more but to be fair since when has anyone been truly canon with him#to make myself not tweak out i can just pretend this is my fanon#i mean like mtt to me is the epitome of finding slight comfort in suffering when theyre not beating eachother up#dust and horror are affirming killer's terrible thoughts about himself!! how sweet :3 <3 theyre so made for eachother#horror looks like he has a second eye but dont be fooled i just didnt shade that in#i NEED to lock in on that animation. i dont think i have any homework today#i just have a short worksheet and then i'm good to draw i really should really really should im so sorry#disappointed in myself smh more than any of YOU ever will be#originally this was gonna be them in their halloween costumes looking down but then i was like#wait i dont wanna draw killer so ierased him and then just put horror and dust in their normal outfits bc i liked it#and i was like hold up hold up i gotta include killer somehow. SOMEHOW.and then this is the resuly#listen these guys dont freak around but they do various other things that are almost just as freaky as sex#that was more of a side blog thought triglycercule. i know. i will elaborate more there i guess#i ate so much candy today!!! and i didnt even go trick or treating!!!!!#theyre so smitted and enamoured with eachother :333 i love that for them#theyre so cannibalism core. theyre so if i cant have you nobody can core. theyre not soulmates but instead eachothers curse. theyre so UGH#only the murder time trio can match the other 2's freaks i fear nobody else can#its either less crazy or more crazy and these 3 are the perfect amount of balanced to even the other 2 out#i love that one kist animatic that that one really cool twitter kist artist drew#i know theres probably a really good horrordust animatic out there somewhere 2#WHERES THE HORRORKILLER ANIMATIC HUH!!!! WHERE!!!!!!!#horrorkiller once again left out of the trio duo ships......... this is biased i fear#people just hate to see unhealthy bitched unhealthy smh. they can handle toxic kist but they cant handle toxic hrkl???? BLASPHEMY#triglycercule's rambling again (like a dementia patient) i should get to work#i found my first ever sand au fan out in the wild today. this is a moment in history i fear#i will never find another sans au fan in the world until i pass 30 years of age and im sad but whatever#i cant wait to get a job so i can start ordering stickers of my trio#i cant WAIT to get a pinmaker one day and start my very own mtt ita bag#i want a pinmaker so bad god. just so i can staple their faces all over#tricule rant
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#i got an interview for my dream job the day after he died#and no one told me he'd died yet#i was running around the happiest i'd ever been#i couldn't wait to tell him#āhey man! we might be working together! cool right?!ā#i was gonna tell him all about how excited i was for the interview and how hyped i was to maybe worth with him#i just keep reading all my messages from august 5th. telling everyone. everyone i knew#i had no idea he was dead. i was just running around delighted and he was fucking dead#my heart aches for august 5th me. she was so happy. she didn't know. no one did#would i have given her more time? could i have told her not to answer the phone? would i have?#ugh. i need to sleep#own post#tw death
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Look i know its a rly dumb idea to try and set up a base in the middle of louisville buuuuuut i like being withing walking distance of things and i think it would be fun to try?
Now the question is... do i take my game where i have a nice base in muldraugh and try to move as much as i can over to lv or should i start a new game already there? Kinda wanna keep my things but also kinda wanna start new again...?
#i know i have too much shit and i cant possibly carry all of it over there#but also i hate leaving things behind and deciding what to take would be awful#then again i already put so much time into this game and i dont wanna waste it all!#mayyyybe i should try a separate game starting in lv to see how bad of an idea that rly is and then decide after?#hmmmmmmng#also where in lv do i wanna set up shop? cause i need access to some trees and if possible water but i dont want a huge base like#an entire apartment complex thats way too much#idk man#this is just what i do while i dont have much to work on rn... i think about my game and look up some locations and stuff#look muldraugh is technically big enough for me and everything but ive never been to lv and it sounds cool#i dont rly wanna live in the suburbs though cause thats just sad idk... although it is the sensible thing to do#ugh im almost done with work i cant wait to go home and play#mine#pz#ramble ramble
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god itās like primary school again (people are spreading rumours that i have a crush on someone)
#(except this time theyāre right)#ugh okay itās so annoying. itās not actually rumours itās just One Guy told two of my friends and they asked me#and theyāre not disclosing who told them but i know EXACTLY who it is bc of. yknow. my incredibly deduction skills#and like. he talks a lot of shit but he wouldnāt be one to like. actually spill to the person. so i think iām safe there. wait yes he would#my biggest issues are (a) word gets to people who WOULD tell the person or (b) this guy snitches to the person#bc i KNOW heād do that. heās done it before except i was The Person he was snitching to#and it wasnāt even out of malice he was mates with the guy. and weāre not Mates but weāre not Not Mates#but. ARGH. this is stressful#also to anyone who read this far and is somewhat up to date on my love life shit: this is a different person than the one iāve posted about#before. like the person im talking about here who i like is Not the one iāve posted about before#ANYWAYS. had to get that off my chest bc im actually scared the personll find out :D like im shaking rn#thankyou for reading iām gonna show you a photo of my massive bruise now cause it looks cool#vent tw
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Already preparing myself to be disappointed at the February Nintendo direct!
#I watched the vods of a streamer that played kiu and. Man.#I just wanna see my boy in hd#the characters the story the writing the visuals the soundtrack the gameplay the weapons and powers options#It's all so beautiful and such a waste to keep it on the 3ds#ugh I know the control scheme would be hard to implement in the switch but honestly just give us both#let people choose between dual analogue (the wrong choice) and 3ds style (the correct choice)#and package the game with a stylus that'd be cool#Forever waiting for the day they say āwell we do have *one* more announcement...ā and Pit flies in saying āSorry to keep you waiting!ā#Luci's art tag
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watching ror and i just have some thoughts
#ROUND TWO WAS UNACCEPTABLE PLS I WAS CRYING#adamās line was so iconic it literally brought me to tears#ādoes any man alive need a good reason to want to protect his children?ā and i was sobbing#full on sobbing i wasnāt even hiding it anymore it was so emotional and truly a good fight#ADAM ON TOP!! just thinking about that ep has me emotional again like i love adam fr#and i have just been so desperate for the humans to win so when i spoiled myself that humans were gonna win in the 3rd round i was so happy#BUT AT WHAT COST#i ended up becoming attached to poseidon out of all the characters lmfaoo ššš i was cheering mr sushi on he is so cool and ugh i just#i could talk about this man for hours like he is the epitome of beauty and heās so elegant HE DIDNāT DESERVE TO DIE š#but also i love sasaki and heās so respectable n admirable that i really donāt know who iām cheering for atp š this animanga has me in#SHAMBLES! left me emotionally wrecked and so hyped at the same time#but so far my favorite fight would still be jack the ripper vs hercules like wait okay i could go on n on about how much#i love the detail that goes on in jackās character n how genius it was that hilde chose him for that round ugh it was so good#i would say deep down adam vs zeus is my most fav fight or poseidon vs kojiro but the outcomes of those HURT i canāt not cry#I LOVE SHIVA TOO#canāt wait for qin shi huang vs hades roundd hnggrrr#bro i wanna write a poseidon fic so bad but for some reason i have been itching to write for jack like !! feef#nami [ rambles ]
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Out smoked my cousins,,, truly feeling like the hippy failure cousin that all the kids like but all the adults judge and like itās great vibes I feel my cousins actually enjoy being around me (not even just that weāre smoking like they seem to legit enjoy talking to me)
#getting along with my family and then going to bed and immediately getting really sad about my dad bc one of my cousins is super musical and#him and my dad talked about music a lot and they were always talking about gutair models and speaker types and so much cool shit and he was#such a big supporter of him and I just wish my dad was still alive bc now that same cousin is just barely starting to smoke weed (not around#his parents so we waited for them to leave and then we all smoked a joint and he watched rick and morty and then fell asleep on the couch#with a bag of Cheetos in his lap honestly so so real I hope tonight was awesome for him caus he doesnāt smoke often at all heās still at the#remembering every time part of smoking#yeah I just wish that dad was around but at the same time I think the dynamics would be different if dad was around like things would just..#ugh. things would be better and things would be worse but I am happy and healthy and surrounded by love and I canāt dwell on shit that isnāt#going to happen and canāt ever happen again. I just have to move past it bc he is dead and I am alive and that is what outliving your#parents is and it sucks but there is nothing I can do about it and it happens to everyone it just happened earlier for me
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#Warning: I talk about nausea and vomitting and weight loss medication in these tags so. Be careful.#The worst part of taking a weight loss medication is the unbearable feeling that youāre about to throw up#And knowing that you very well might throw up even despite anti-nausea medication and pepto bismal#The first time I took this medication a month ago (itās a weekly injection but I wait 2 weeks between shots because of this)#I got so unbearably sick. I threw up on three separate occasions on consecutive days and it was the worst#My dad also took the medication and had a terrible reaction too#Whatās strange is that the last time I took my shot 2 weeks ago I was fine#Legit no nausea or vomitting whatsoever#Todayā¦ definitely not.#I think it may have to do with how much I eat#The first time I took the shot I overate to try and counter the nausea#(It may seem counter intuitive but on lower doses of this medication being hungry would also make me nauseous so I would eat more to try#and counter the nausea. But clearly that was not the right decision oof)#Last time though I didnāt eat that much from the get go and was fine.#Legit I was eating less than 1000 calories a day. Which in and of itself is honestly badā¦#This time I ate a lot more like the first time and now Iām nauseous again#I think I may have to stop this medication outrightā¦ itās helping me lose weight yeah. But at what cost?#(Also I know that being overweight isnāt a terrible thing and all. But I personally donāt feel comfortable physically at a higher weight#but struggle a lot to lose weight because of pain and lethargy. So the weight loss medication sucks but I find the side effects worth it..#for the most part that is. The nausea and vomitting is a bit much for me thoughā¦)#Anyway sorry for the rambling tags#Iām using this as a way to distract myself from the nausea while the anti-nausea medication hopefully kicks in#Luckily it is helping and Iām starting to feel a bit less nauseousā¦#Knock on wood of course#Ugh never mind.#I got up from#the bathroom and my stomach started roiling again#Time to sit quietly in the living room and sip water with a cool fan on me to try and settle my stomach againā¦#Of course this woke me up too so itās likeā¦ 6 am and Iām the only one in my household awake#Anyway sorry again for the ramble. Thanks for reading if you got this far. .-.
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tavern talk is great; just completed it. 10/10 would recommend if you want something super chill (i'm going to ramble in the tags so probably spoilers)
#okie i loved the story and how everything was lowkey connected#like the quests at the beginning were mentioned later on#i want to know about the endings though like is there good/bad?#(a quick google search shows there is different endings)#i got a defeated quasar; dead tia and grace but overall success#that's probably mid#i loved tia though she was my fav (well one of them)#tia; caer; jade; baya were probably my favourites#melli was cute; lil detective#oh and voy who doesn't love him#did not like iniko though; which i usually like chaotic characters but they were not it for me#hex and grace were cool but so sad omg#i liked clay until he got super angry about tia like i get it; but it's no ones fault don't have a go at me#oh speaking of being angry#fable; god#they lowkey annoyed me#i liked them; don't get me wrong#i'm not the biggest fan of anxiety-riddled characters; and then they get angry i don't make them a drink after they one-sided shout at me#and everyone is judging me for not making them a drink? guys. it wasn't an official quest. i said don't go or wait or whatever#so not my fault#neil is a stupid name haha; i liked zephir/malachite/kumo but i'm not mad at neil#him and fable are cute though; kinda prefer fable/caer though.... if i was too choose.... just saying#i did feel like it was game though that encouraged charisma over fighting though#i made zephir kill the vamp and felt punished for that; and just making charisma the 'correct' choice for the decisions is boring#i don't know for certain if that^ is the case though; but it has that vibe#also i kinda wish the inkeeper remained mysterious#i liked being an npc/having little ambition but then boom backstory was forced on me and i was an adventurer? ugh#knowing the villain though is fun#also i wish there was more freedom in the drinks#but i understand that would mean 10x more writing
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