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nefertittythegreat · 7 months ago
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What I love about this fandom is how we are all in love with Ferdinand despite him being the most unlikeable person ever. Like he is an anti-social, rude, cold-hearted, know it all snob and we love him all the more for it.
When he enters the story this is what we immediately learn about him, but he was kind to Myne. So we know there is more to him, but we have to wait till to get it. Until that moment in the Trombe subjugation we weren’t sure how to fell about Ferdinand nor how’d he react because he is always the first person to remind Myne of her place. She’s a commoner and despite guiding her he also doesn’t let her forget that. So when he backs Myne we finally know we can trust him like really trust him. And that he is someone to lean on.
And even before we learn his sad backstory(which again takes VOLUMES hell PARTS). We already love and trust him. His backstory doesn’t endear us to him, because we have long since had love for him. He doesn’t need a sad woobie backstory for us to feel for him and feel positively about him because like Myne he has long since proven himself to us. And while many people in story would liken spending time with him to torture, we know that despite all of that he is a good person, and loyal to a fault.
And honestly, he doesn’t really grow in that aspect, I mean he learns a little but the things I listed earlier are still very much his character flaws. He doesn’t grow past them, learn to be kinder, socialize more, or anything like that.
They’re still apart of his personality, they’re flaws but they are his.
And in keeping these flaws we retain the part of him the is undeniably Ferdinand.
We love Ferdinand despite the fact that if we met him in person many of us wouldn’t like him, and I think that’s one of the most fantastic things about AoaB
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liberty-or-death · 2 years ago
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"I see the gentleman, but why don't I feel joy?" - Wen Kexing's love poetry (Episode 14)
There was a request to analyse Chapter 14 so here it goes!  This is analysis of Wen Kexing’s poem when he learns that Zhou Zishu only has months to live.
This phrase comes from the poem “The Book of Songs.  State of Zheng, Wind and Rain” 诗经·郑风·风雨” written by an anonymous poet.  The Book of Songs were a selection of folk poems by commoners that were written during the Spring and Autumn Period.  They were considered to be a reflection of the working class.  This poem is a love song about a lonely woman that meets her long lost over and she sighs.  It implies that she has waited for a long time and endured hardships in doing so.  (The term “Wind and Rain 风雨” could also be used to describe a dangerous and bad situation.)
The poem can be translated as follows 
风雨凄凄,鸡鸣喈喈。
The wind and rain are cold and miserable, the chickens crow as they seek company 
既见君子, 云胡不夷。
At last I see the gentleman, but why doesn’t my troubled mind find any rest
风雨潇潇,鸡鸣胶胶。
The wind and rain rages, the chickens chirp they seek company 
既见君子,云胡不瘳。
At last I see the gentleman, but how do I get rid of my love sickness? 
风雨如晦,鸡鸣不已。
The rain pours till dusk, the chickens cry out without end 
(Alternatively, this could also mean that during dark times (when the rain pours), a gentleman will not change his temperament (the chickens that cry out))
既见君子,云胡不喜。
At last I seek the gentleman, but why don’t I feel joy?
(Wen Kexing quotes the lines in red)
🦄 Analysis
This poem is rather fitting of SHL.  “At last I seek the gentleman” is symbolic of the meeting between Wen Kexing and Zhou Zishu.  The poem also depicts Wen Kexing reflects his state of mind as he can’t be happy even though he meets Zhou Zishu again.  The repeated usage of “rain and wind” is rather fitting as well as it heralds the hard times ahead for Zhou Zishu and Wen Kexing.   
Also, I personally did think the reference to the gentleman not changing his temperament probably describes their steadfast devotion towards one another. (As evident by the ending 😭) 
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e-dragoons · 2 years ago
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lyric writing prompts!
... one line from every song on my spotify wrapped, in order! if you can guess the song you get... a thumbs up from me. these are REALLY RANDOM.
you mean like, like, [name] with the ass?
feel like i'm hexed
i've been looking everywhere for you
i'm not the right one you should wait on
edamame
was it something i said to make you feel like you're a burden?
i wouldn't hesitate to smile while you suffocate and die
no quiero estar aquí (i do not want to be here)
when i'm far too gone, can you show me love?
you can be the beauty and i could be the monster
a king with no crown
we are not the same
you take the full truth, then you pour some out
i died in your arms tonight
there's two sides to every story
fell in love with a girl i met in hell
we're so good at selling lies
this ain't no place for no hero to call home
i'm not okay
back on my bullshit
could i be a prisoner for the voices in my brain?
i try to tell you what i think and play it off like it's a joke
your kiss and i will surrender
c'est la vie (that's life)
don't follow me, you'll end up in my arms
i was just an only child of the universe, and then i found you
so when are you gonna sing for me?
can't turn down, i refuse to hold back anymore
would you pray before you twist the knife?
my poor heart is my only friend
i wanna know if i tell you a secret, will you keep it?
thought you were mine, love
you are everything you hated
i thought i was a fool for no one, but ooh baby i'm a fool for you
whine about it
my sanctuary, you're holy to me
numb you up until you can't feel a god damn thing
i cannot erupt, i must control
blood cold as ice and a heart made of stone
were we ever friends?
what's the worst that i can say?
everything i would give is everything you couldn't take
i'm living for you
you see, love isn't what i need as long as i can set you free
you better run
i got dreams of my own, but i want to make yours come true
i would brave the darkest night to make you a promise
i could be a better boyfriend than him
hurt and grieve but don't suffer alone
we met before but nice to meet you
if this is how you folks make art, it's fucking depressing
secrets i have held in my heart are harder to hide than i thought
emptiness is safe, keep it that way
all i did was try my best, this the kind of thanks i get?
that's a red flag bitch, olé
my high hopes are getting low
if i only could i'd make a deal with god, and i'd get him to swap our places
nothing to say when everything gets in the way
everyone that tried to fix me knows that i can't change a bit
tell yourself it's never gonna happen again
you gotta be so cold to make it in this world
i'll follow you into the dark
a shot in the heart doesn't make it unbreak
you say you won't but then you do
burn everything you love, then burn the ashes
when life gives me lemons, i don't make lemonade. i use them to make you cry.
i can't do shit right, i can't learn my lesson
sometimes all i think about is you
i don't talk about it unless i make a joke about it
arrogant boy, love yourself so no one has to
i think she really likes me, ask politely, can i--ooh?
best friends, ex-friends till the end; better off as lovers, not the other way around
love your eyes when you would look at me
there's a story at the bottom of this bottle
i can keep secrets that i know that you want me
hurts but i know how to hide it, kinda like it
i will leave you out to bleed
self sabotage is an old friend of mine
maybe i'm too emotional, or maybe you never cared at all
i lose my voice when i look at you
but i guess good for you
come break some hearts now, tear them out
there's really just one thing that we have in common: neither of us will be missed
and if we can't find where we belong, we'll have to make it on our own
don't waste your time or time will waste you
and as i arrived i thought i saw you leaving
it's too cold for you here and now
i don't want to be afraid
all my style, all my grace, all i tried to save my face
let's get mischievous and polyamorous
you can think that you're in love when you're really just in pain
the world tried to burn all the mercy out of me, but you know i wouldn't let it
i really fucked it up this time. didn't i, my dear?
somebody get me through this nightmare
when i start to tumble from the sky, you remind me how to fly
if you want, i'll keep on crying
take a breath, let the rest come easy
i'd rather be lost than to stay the same
have you ever wanted to disappear?
just another girl alone at the bar
screwing everything up and doing everything wrong
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ducknotinarow · 9 months ago
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07 Summer Casey - Stumble
| Send "Stumble" for your severely injured muse to fall into my muse's arms. send "Catch" for the reverse
Summer knows she was dumb when it came to meeting with her so called mother. But, it was something she had to do! She had to do it that very moment as well. That was her issue she was too impulsive at times. Wonder who she learned that bad habit from, but now she was sort of paying for that streak of impatience. Summer should have just spoken to her Dad's, turned around and head back to them. She could have asked Casey about meeting up with Gabes and maybe it would have been a different outcome? Of course long after everything had happened did Summer start to think. And use her brain finally. Not like it mattered in the moment.
Huddled up in some holding cell, wasn't the first time she came across dragons. They tend to be on the streets often. So running into them wasn't out of the norm. Being targeted by them however? that wasn't as common. Sure they pick on any sorry soul off the sidewalk just to throw around their weight. At best the dragons were just a bunch of punks, more bark than bite. Unless they were given orders like the dogs they were from their master. And it seemed Summer little meet up with her 'mother' was fully unseen.
"Fuck" was all she could even say about this whole situation. She tried her best to rack her brain on what to do. Thibking of what she had learned from her uncle Leo. But they took her phone, hockey stick he'll even the shoe laces from her sneakers! Not that she was to sure what she could have done with those outside using them to get her bindings undone. She was stuck! Like a sitting fish in the barrel! Worse she knew this was all meant to be a set up. She at least had that going for herself. They needed her as bait.
Metal squeaked, and Summers head shot up right away. Blue eyes firce she might be stuck in this situation but thar didn't mean she make it easy! When she seems Hun her body does tense for a moment, but she just doubled down and mimicked the way she saw her dad and uncles crouch down to be ready for anything. Summer had to try her best if he grabbed her then it was basically being part of his plan. She watched him laugh and gesture to the guy beside him to unlock the gate of the cell.
Summer took a few steps back, to try and put distance between herself and the purple Mohawk man. When Hun mentioned having company though? Summer stood stright eyes blew wide. "What?!" Who! Who got caught? She didn't have to wait long to see Casey be pushes in to the cell. "Dad!" Summer yelled out.
Normally, she would feel relief at the sight of her Dad because it would mean she was safe. But the sight made her blood run cold as she felt her feet move all on their own. As she dashed over to try and help her Dad stand upright after being pushed into the small cell with her. Stumbling back because her Dad weighed like three horses compared to herself. Having to ground her heels thankfully it seemed like Casey could in the least support his own weight once he had some clue what was going on. It gave Summer a chance to look her poor dad over. He looked like he fought tooth and anil and knowing him? He likely did fight till he physically couldn't anymore. Her soft worried stare turn burning hot as she looked up at Hun. Nothing but pure disdain in her vines as she focused her eyes on to him. As if Summer could somehow protect her Dad she tighten her hold around Casey.
"What did you do to him!" She nearly growled when she demanded an answer. Only for Hun to taunt back about talking back to her ‘dad’ grinning as he said it with such a cold tone said with it. “You ain’t my Dad!” Was the best Summer could fight back with. Only for Hun to laugh over some sick enjoyment he was getting out of everything going on.
She only wanted to face her ‘mother’. To see the face of the women who gave her up, not once had she ever wanted to or felt a need to sastified some reason to see her ‘bio father’. Ever since knowing who that was he never wanted to see him. Only the one who gave her away so she could say thank you. If she hadn’t Summer wouldn’t be Summer Jones. And even more she was grateful for that. Seeing what Hun did to her real father But because she acted on her own in the first place? She ended up coming face to face with the guy in the end and worse dragged her Dad into it because of it. This is why she shouldn’t be so impulsive this was her doing hr fault. Knees giving out under her Dad’s weight as she slowly moved with Casey to rest on the floor. Still thought she stared up at Hun daring him to even try and touch her Dad right now. If Casey fought tooth and nail to get to her she would do the same to keep her Dad form Hun. Habit maybe from watching her papa Raph do it for years she bared her teeth and snarled at him. Hun only laughed and walked away. For now.
Summer attention snapped back down to Casey, “Dad? Dad you awake? Dad I’m- I’m so sorry I didn’t know this would.” Summer tried to for a single thought through her cries but here tears were building up in her eyes drying out her throat as she tried her best not to cry. Burying her face in her Dad’s hair a moment. “I’m sorry I really ‘m sorry DadI didn’ think this happen I shouldn’t done it I know!” As if saying she was sorry would fix it all. Somehow take her back and fix her mistake.
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izdatazn · 10 months ago
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S.U.I.T.S - Terrans Hidden War
TERRAN 27 - United South Africa
I woke up in cold sweats again, panting in the dark before my breathing became shallow. The nightmares won’t leave me and it pretty much terrified me. The lights slowly turned on for my eyes to adjust to the surrounding. I’m not in my room. I’m in one of SUITs dorm-like building. They had me stationed in SUIT’s American facility with my other team. They gave us time off to rest until they’re confident we can move again. It’s Sunday, October 15th 2079, a month and a half since our activities came to a halt. We were anxious to continue our mission since last week but the higher ups wanted us to rest more.
I stood up from my bed and stride across the room towards the bathroom. We’ve been hearing chatters from the comms while we were resting. SUITs has been scoring major victories across the world against the common enemy. I’ve been learning that every time we find a hidden production or distribution factories, half a dozen more factories pop up in the raid. That’s not what I expected to hear during my leisure day off.
I walked out of the bathroom and dressed up in my uniform. After that, I stepped out of my designated room. Isabel and Miyoung were waiting in the common room. Isabel tossed a water bottle at me.
“You look terrible,” Miyoung spoke.
“Thanks? I guess.” I joined them and took my time drinking the bottle.“We have no lead for Zaporg and Mio?” 
“None.” Isabel answered. Ever since their escape in Hawaii, they’ve been masking their trails till this day. It’s like they escaped the planet. 
“And we still have no whereabouts or dossier on Sang Hwang and her name?”
“Scrapped.” Isabel answered. “Like they were physically deleted a long time ago.”
“Where’s Viktor?” I asked.
“Engineering sector.” Isabel answered. “He says he has a surprise for us.” We gathered whatever we had and left the common rooms. “Daisuke would like to talk to us, seems like our rest has been lifted from the higher ups.” We crossed the busy center atrium of the facility. She gave me a two ear devices for Miyoung and me. I put them on and transparent visor materialized in front of my eyes. 
“I hope you had a good rest, Kobayashi and team,” Daisuke spoke. “I’ll keep this short as possible.” We entered the engineering sector. He continued. “We have received report of increasing aggressive activities in the African region for the past couple months. Twenty failed assassination attempts and six failed coups during the past week. While Queen Xaba declined helped for the passed couple of months, we have received an invitation from the Queen herself. She requested a couple of us to join her.”
“What was the reason?” I asked.
“She declined to answer.” Daisuke answered. “She would like to talk to us in person.”
“Then we’ll be heading to New Johannesburg.” I answered.
“I will be joining you in the city as well with Asuka Shigihara and Kokoro Kubo.” He added. Well damn, that’s a surprise.
I chuckled. “The gangs getting back together.”
“It’s not just the gang, Kobayashi.” Daisuke added. “She requested a hundred of us to join her in her meeting.”
“It must be extremely important then.” I spoke. “Then let’s not disappoint her. Kobayashi, signing off.” 
I took off the ear device off and came to a sudden stop. I was staring at a massive vehicle sitting in front of me. I looks like it’s at least three-four stories tall. I glanced at Isabel and Miyoung.
“What are you gaping about, Kobayashi?” A familiar voice asked, through the speaker. “Your looking at the upgraded version of ‘THE BERTHA II.” He laughed. 
“Viktor?” I spoke.
“It is Viktor on the speaker!” Viktor laughed. “While you were lazing away for a whole month, Viktor upgraded and rebuilt The Bertha II.” He continued laughing. 
Isabel tossed a small metallic ball onto the ground and a schematics of The Bertha II popped up. 
Viktor continued. “The Bertha II is a super heavy assault vehicle with added layers of armored plating equipped with a dozen projectile and laser base weaponry on the rears, twin cannons above the bridge, store four times as much equipments in the storage room and two sizable battery reactors. The battery upgrade is significant. A single battery reactor can be used in heavy situations but we can use two when we come into difficult situations.  The garage can hold two medium assault vehicles, one small support vehicle, three single vehicle assault submarine, and four single vehicle assault aircraft. This is Viktor’s greatest creation!” Viktor laughed. 
Isabel added. “The interior is also upgraded and spacious as well.”
“Wait, Viktor was getting to that!”
She ignored him and continued. “The Bertha II is big enough to commandeer sixteen people. So instead of four cramped private crews quarters, we have sixteen slightly lavish bigger private rooms and our own smaller cramped bathrooms. At least our rooms are soundproof.”
“Viktor didn’t think this through?” I asked.
“He did not.” Miyoung answered.
Isabel continued. “He didn’t go into details so I’ll do it. What I do like is the added Research/Bio/Tech labs on deck one with a three layer secured doors in the bio lab there was a breach. As you can see from the schematics, the three decks have a door leading towards the garage instead of one. The medical bay is retrofitted and slightly bigger on deck two. Adding on deck two is the meeting/common room in the center and crew quarters off to the side. The common room has a full 180 circular sofa with a table in the center. That’s where our plans are laid out. We have an upgraded dining facility not far off. We didn’t forget the bar. The common room is connected to the bridge where it holds a driver, a gunner, and a navigator. It’s spacious. The escape pods are used for their purpose but instead of being in one single place, they are in multiple areas. You’ll get use to the limited space though. This is Miyoung’s favorite part so I’ll let her explain it.”
“Let Viktor explain it!”
Miyoung ignored him. “Instead of a single forward single cannon on deck three, it has a forward, starboard, port and two stern twin cannons. The forward cannon have s a transparent half dome. These domes are also upgraded, able to withstand a substantial amount of heavy damages. The others are in a slightly comfy spherical shaped ball turrets slightly bulging out from the body.  I will be living on the forward cannons. The four cannon placement is automated. And then a dozen smaller machine guns attached to the body, stern, and bridge. Lucky for us, the ammunition storage room has upgraded.
“Seems a bit of an overkill,” I chuckled. “Let’s believe that The Bertha II will do its job.”
Viktor interrupted. “Miyoung likes the name! That’s one thing we agreed on.”
I glanced at her. “I will allow it this one time.” She answered. “While it is three the size bulkier and slightly faster, it’s still gonna need improvements on the crews quarter.”
“Bertha?” I asked.
I heard a ping. A few seconds later, she spoke. “Operational and online. Welcome back, Kobayashi.”
Looking at the Bertha’s schematics a bit more, I could definitely see how heavily layered the exterior is, even covering the circular hover pads underneath Bertha. Because of its size, Viktor added four hover pads in the underbelly. A dozen pads are operational to suspend our vehicle to hover above ground. Viktor and Bertha explained it pretty well that the added hover pads will help in difficult situations. Let’s hope so that the upgraded electrical transformers can hold out in heavy combat situations.
I heard a ping from Bertha.
“Status?” I asked.
“It is Monday, October 18th, 2079.” Bertha answered. “My camouflage is at nominal. We will be arriving to New Johannesburg shortly.”
We avoided the lease common trail from Europe to the Middle East to the entrance of North Africa. We’ve been hearing that there’s a heavily defended wall on that checkpoint so we decided to just traversal through the Atlantic Ocean. The Bertha II wasn’t showing any water damage, which is showing promise.
Bertha continued. “We will have Empresses Xaba’s aide guide us to her when we arrive.” I heard a ping. “We have a United South Africa Air Force on the line.”
“Patch them through.” I answered.
I heard a ping again. “Good afternoon, Kobayashi.” A male voice spoke. “This is 1st Squadron leader, Charles Miller, on the line. Please disable your camouflage.”
“Acknowledge.” Bertha answered.
“Thank you, Kobayashi.” Charles Miller. “My team will escorting you to the hanger and after that we will be meeting with Empresses Xaba.”
Miyoung pinged in. “We have four fighter jets and eight escort cruisers guiding us.”
“Apologizes for being extreme, Kobayashi, but we have strict guidelines to adhere.” Charles continued. “With the increase domestic terrorist attack from our enemy in the north and constant assassination attempts with my Queen, I can’t loosen my caution.”
“I understand the situation,” I answered. I joined Viktor and Isabel in the bridge. I noticed two aircraft above us and four cruisers in front of us. They lead us to our destination.
“We will be passing through our cloaking shield shortly,” Charles spoke.
I could see their cloak become transparent when we drove pass through three layers of it. When we finally went through it, I noticed something spectacular and it left my team in awe.
“Welcome to New Cape.” Charles spoke, “Queen Xaba’s new capital megapolis.” From a distance, it looked like any other city I visited the past couple of months but this is unexpectedly different. Its oceanfront cityscape skyscrapers extended as far as the eye can see but that’s far from it. There’s a massive infrastructure leading into the space. That’s one thing I’ve noticed from far away but as we got closer, we’ve also realized the cityscape is pretty extraordinary. The skyscrapers beyond the oceanfront are much taller than the Burj Khalifa in Dubai.
Charles spoke. “What you’re seeing is an orbital elevator and besides it is Xaba Pharmaceutical, the second tallest building. New Cape is the central hub of United South Africa.” We arrived onto land and continued following our escort. The megacity or mega region  has this sense of futurism I couldn’t explain. It’s not just the Oceanview but these skyscrapers extends farther inland. Charles explained. “The megacity you see extends as far as New Johannesburg and continue our infrastructures in former neighboring countries such as Nambia, Angolaw, Botswana, Zimbabwe, Zambia, Mozambique, and Malawi.” He continued. “We rather hide from the global media and used New Johannesburg as a ploy to show that we are a weak country.” “Unified South Africa is the forefront of space technology and medical development.” I gasped.
I observed a space elevator climbing up an energy tether that connected the ground to the almost tiny speck of infrastructures in space. With our escort leading the way, we entered the bustling hangar and docked our ship. As we stepped out of our vehicle, we introduced ourselves to Charles, who was inside the chaotic hangar.
Charles shook my hand. “Finally to meet the team that followed Zaporg across the United States.” He changed subject. “Empress Xaba will be delighted to meet you.” “I hope so.”
Charles Miller was born in 1430, amidst the reign of the Lancastrian Dynasty. He played an active role and formed an alliance with Richard of York during the Duke of York's Revolt in 1455. This rebellion sought to claim the throne. After York's passing in 1460, Charles remained steadfast in his support for Edward IV of the Yorkist faction, who eventually assumed kingship. Unfortunately, Charles met his unfortunate demise during the Redesdale Rebellion in 1469 - a subsequent uprising that supported the Lancastrians.
I spoke.  “Charles, are you sure this is the place?” I’m standing in front of generic wooden door instead of something what I thought was a spectacular greeting at the grand entrance.
“You don’t have to worry, Kobayashi.” Charles spoke. “It is the right location.”
I ruffled my head and tapped my ear coms twice. Miyoung spoke. “My seismic sense can’t detect any suspicious movement within a 5 mile radius. Charles seems to be telling the truth.”
“Besides the formal greeting at the hanger,” Isabel added. “There’s nothing out of the ordinary.” 
“Let’s hope so.” I answered.
The wooden door opened and we followed Charles into the building. It was a different atmosphere after the doors closed. We watched servants hustling about in the corridors, cleaning whatever in the vicinity and a massive sculpture in the foyer. As we walked passed it, I noticed it was Empresses Xaba standing in victory with her allies along with two strange creatures besides her. We continued on with aids and maids running around.
“There’s no guards here?” I asked.
“A queen would really let her palace unguarded, Kobayashi?” Charles chuckled.
I tapped my ear comms again.
Miyoung answered. “My seismic sense can’t detect anything within the palace.”
“It’s not just you, Kobayashi.” Isabel added. “This feels to normal and I don’t like it.”
We continued on until we arrived to another door. We stopped in front of Charles. He turned around and faced us.
“The Empress is waiting beyond this door.” Charles bowed at us. The doors opened and beyond is a bright room and in the center is an empresses waiting for us. Charles took a step to the side and we walked in. The doors closing echoed in the empty room. We noticed her sitting in her throne, wearing extravagant bright clothes and holding a jewel scepter on her left hand. I noticed a scar across her face.
“Welcome to my palace, Mr. Kobayashi.” Xaba spoke.
“We hare humbled to be here, Empress.” We bowed to her. 
Xaba clapped her hands as it echoed around us. “But first.” She spoke. “Your team must impress me.” We noticed the walls slowly started to move and the sun entering in the room. As the walls traversed into the ground, we quickly learned we’re not in her residential palace but in a colosseum full of crowded spectators
“I didn’t not pick any of this up with my seismic sense, Kobayashi,” Miyoung spoke. “There’s no way she could hide thousands of people.”
“When did we move?” Isabel mumbled. 
I took a step forward. “What do I need to impress you, Empress?” I asked.
Xaba stood up from her throne and dropped her robe. “Your report is fascinating when I read it.” She undressed her gown and tossed it away. “Your team is fascinating, taking down multiple important target within a year.” She was wearing a decorated uniform underneath her gown. We noticed branches growing out from the ground underneath her. It formed into a gun. “I have just one simple favor to ask you.” She took her gun and uncock her gun.
“It’s a double barrel shotgun, Kobayashi.” Miyoung lifted her weapon and took the shot.” A part of ground lifted up in front of Xaba and lowered right after. Xaba nonchalantly added two shotgun shells into her gun. “Simply best in me in a duel.”
“Four against one?”
Xaba chuckled. “Nonsense, Mr. Kobayashi.”
A figure appeared behind Miyoung, a knife immediately aimed at her neck. She caught us off guard. I felt the tension among my group but Xaba was calm. It happened in seconds and Miyoung or Isabel didn’t sense him within our surroundings.
“Sizwe, don’t scare them.” Xaba spoke. “Come back to me.” His figure melted away immediately. Not a single speck of water seen in sight. “Your disappointing me, Mr Kobayashi and team.” We noticed a puddle form behind Xaba and then that same water forming into a human figure. Xaba sighed. “You can do better than that.”
“Light My Way, Calm Princess.”
“Wilma, Let’s Have Some Fun.”
“Kimchi, Guide Me.”
“Pozole, Extend My Reach.”
“Excellent, Mr. Kobayashi and team.” Xaba glanced at me. “Show me everything.” She cocked her gun. “Kneel, My King.” In one single motion from my surrounding, the spectators drop to their knees.
In unison, their voice echoed in the colosseum. “We Will Protect Our Empress.” We felt an overwhelming energy released from her.
Noxolo Xaba is believed to have originated from the oldest tribe, known as the San Tribe, a hundred thousand years ago. Together with her six siblings, they used to roam the African plains, constantly facing threats from apex predators until they perished. However, SUITS brought them back to life. While her siblings remained in Africa, Noxolo embarked on a journey across multiple continents, witnessing the rise and fall of civilizations. In the 1900s, Noxolo finally returned to her birthplace alongside her six siblings. It was there that she rebelled against her controlling siblings who held power over the entire continent. With a strong determination to bring unity and peace to Africa, she aimed for an uprising and successfully established control over part of South Africa which continues until today with her loyalists.
It’s not only the spectators but I’ve noticed a couple dozen of cameras as well. But that’s the lease of our worries. Xaba is making my team nervous and it doesn’t help me calm my nerves. It’s just not her overwhelming energy but she also radiates charisma. It’s not her that scares me but Sizwe standing besides her. Miyoung didn’t sense him. Her seismic sense is rendered useless in this fight.
“Miyoung.” I stuttered. “Viktor.”
Viktor charged forward. Miyoung shot multiple bullets from her gun. He hopped and wrapped himself into a ball. We noticed a wooden ramp being formed in front of Xaba. It was sturdy enough for Viktor to fly over Xaba instead of shredding into pieces. Miyoung’s bullets slightly changed direction at the last minute. They didn’t even graze Xaba. They struck the ground near Sizwe.
“Kobayashi.” Isabel mumbled.
I charged forward and Isabel followed. Miyoung supported us and fired her gun at Xaba. Viktor unwrapped himself and slides forward. He slam his fist into the ground, stopped, and charged forward. We felt a rush of wind pick up and this slight tingly static spark in the stadium. We reacted late after the event and it happened in seconds. Two figures suddenly appeared out of nowhere. One standing in front of us and another standing in front of Viktor.
The figure caught Viktor’s weapon when he swung vertically. The figure kicked Viktor backwards and stood its ground. He attacked. Isabel swung her weapon from underneath and slide passed the figure’s shield. Once again, Miyoung’s bullet trajectory struck the ground. She continued firing her gun. The figure swung its weapon at me when I was within reach of its sword. Both figures quickly stopped us from advancing forward. It felt this terrifying silence in the stadium when Miyoung stopped as well.
“It’s not four against one,” Xaba spoke. “It’s an even match, Kobayashi.” She continued. “Let me introduce my personal security detail from Xaba’s SECUIRTAS, Bayu Igwe and Nala Okeke.”
I noticed Nala wearing a lightly armored uniform but that’s not the only thing that peaked my interest. Her eye patches were covering both her eyes but I noticed faint x scar markings. Bayu has this different charisma to him. Half his body is covered what looks like metal alloy but his body is infused with electronic hardware. Bayu looks half robotics/half human.
Bayu spoke. “Xaba SECUIRTAS Maxim is to protect the country but this Detail’s Maxim  is to Protect the Empress. With my life, I will not let you through.” Both arms shifted, his left arm formed into a small shield and a long pole blade formed on his right arm. His shield sparked as it extended slightly.
“Protect The Country, Protect the Empress.” Nala slammed her shield into the ground and took a step to the side. They stood their ground.
“Miyoung, find a way through that defense. You’re with Isabel, distract Nala. Viktor, see how you can crush his defense.” I spoke. “I’ll see if I can get close to the Empress.”
“What’s the plan?” Miyoung asked.
“Our opponents have more experience than the four of us combined. We won’t win.” I answered. “Our plan is get through their defense and within reach of Xaba.”
Born in 1907 in the Tefari Xaba Region Control of Botswana, Sizwe Zivai grew up listening to tales of an uprising occurring in the Azibo Xaba Region Control. These stories inspired Sizwe to embark on his own rebellion in 1925, joining forces with his fellow citizens with the goal of countering Tefari's influence in Botswana. In 1935, as they continued their efforts to diminish Tefari's power, Sizwe encountered Noxolo Xaba, Nala Okeke, and Bayu Igwe. Tragically, Sizwe lost his life in 1937 just a few hours shy of witnessing Tefari's influence eradicated from Botswana. However, a miraculous event occurred when Noxolo revived him after death. Grateful for this second chance at life and moved by her cause, Sizwe pledged his allegiance to Noxolo and became a trusted ally.
Viktor charged forward once again, aggressively throwing his fist into Bayu’s shield. Viktor thought if he used enough strength into pounding his fist into his shield, it would shattered into pieces. It didn’t work and they held firm from Viktor’s attack. Bayu pushed Viktor back and thrust his blade forward, grazing Viktor’s body. Bayu continued dodging or blocking Viktor’s forward attacks. It’s difficult to analyze who has the advantage in the fight when Bayu is just standing there. Bayu blocked a strong straight fist attack to his shield, strong enough for shockwave to spread out from the impact and have a slightly minor pushback. Bayu pushed and knocked Viktor backwards. He slammed his shield into the ground and stepped to the side.
“I analyzed your fighting style.” Bayu spoke. “I am not impressed.” Another pole blade formed on his left arm. “So show me what made your enemies fear you.”
Isabel, Miyoung and I did what we can to overwhelm or distract Nala. We strategized what we could to get through her defense but she was a couple of steps ahead of us in our movements. She has this massive advantage over us despite being 3 vs 1.
“I’m being blocked.” Miyoung spoke. She fired a few more bullets from afar. Her bullets changed trajectories. “My seismic sense is being nullified.” 
Nala was making it difficult for us in close combat. Despite Isabel being a pro at close combat, Nala is making her look like a fool for both of us. Miyoung fired another bullet from her rifle. Her bullet shattered into thousands of smaller pieces but continued their path to us. Isabel and I swung our weapons at Nala while dodging the smaller pieces. I noticed some pieces of her bullet changing directions despite aiming directly at her. 
“Ya’ll probably figured this out.” I spoke. We continued our attack on Nala. “But I believe that Nala has two main elements, wind and sound.”
“Live long enough and you’ll probably know how to main all the elements.” Miyoung added. Miyoung latched her rifle on her back and took out her pistol attached to her leg. She joined us in our close combat with Nala. We didn’t gain a slight advantage. We can’t get through her defense and she knows this. Nala used enough wind to stagger Isabel and I back. After that, we felt the earth underneath us grab our legs. The roots slowly extended until it wrapped our entire body and held us firmly. We couldn’t break free as we watched our teammates face Xaba’s security leaders in a one vs one battle.
“It’s Bayu.” Isabel gasped. I took a quick glance at Viktor. We were watching Viktor attacking his opponent but Bayu is easily stopping every single attack. He’s not paying attention to Viktor. Bayu’s attention is all of us. We did what we can to free ourselves while Miyoung and Viktor were focused on their opponent.
“I have your teammates out of the way.” Nala sheathed sword. “Miyoung, you peaked my interest with your fight style.” Nala reached for her left patch. “I hope you impress me.” Nala removed her patch and we felt this massive wave of energy release from her body. It shocked us including Miyoung. 
Nala Okeke was born in 1903 in South Africa, which is now known as the United South Africa. Similar to Bayu, Nala lived under the rule of Azibo Xaba, the Regional Leader of South Africa who also held territories in Namibia, Botswana, and Mozambique. Upon hearing about the demise of Dakarai, the local leader in Lesotho, Nala joined forces with many others to rise against Azibo's regime. Unfortunately, during this uprising she lost both her eyes and was subjected to torture by Azibo. However, she was eventually saved by Chike Xaba, Noxolo's sibling. Together with Chike's support, Nala continued fighting for liberation in their region until they successfully eliminated Azibo in 1930. Throughout their journey for peace on the continent, Nala developed a strong bond with Chike and remained loyal to Noxolo's leadership.
Nala didn’t pause for a second. In one quick motion, she took a step closer to Miyoung and wrapped her patch around her arm while at the same time connected a kick to her chest. Miyoung staggered backwards and Nala pulled her close to her, connecting another heavy punch to her chest strong enough for the ground to crack underneath them. Miyoung flew backwards but was pulled back to Nala once again. She connected another punch to her chest and unwrapped her patch on her. Miyoung was sent flying across the coliseum and slamming into the wall.
Nala leaned backwards when Miyoung appeared underneath her. She dodged Miyoung’s uppercut while at the same time wrapped her patch around her arm. Nala pulled her to the ground, connected a kick to her face and pulled her to the ground again. She wrapped her patch around Miyoung’s other arm and held her down. Nala played with her.
“I’ve apprehended my opponents.” Nala commented.
“Acknowledge.” Bayu answered.
Viktor released a left hook at him. Bayu blocked his attack and made him stagger backwards. He took a step forward and swiftly connected multiple attacks to Viktor’s body before he could react. Bayu took a step back and stepped to the side. At the same time, raised a thick tree root out from the ground at a 45 degree again. It struck Viktor in the back which made him quickly stagger forward. The root attached itself onto Viktor and quickly grew around his chest before he could maintain his footing. The roots extends to his arms, slowly stretching his arm, and reattaching to the main root. The roots held firm as Viktor tried to break free. The roots continued to expand to his legs and did the same to to his arms. It restricted his movements before stretching to the ground and holding him firmly. He resisted for a couple more seconds before the roots pulled him to his knees. A few more roots stretched out from the ground and attached themselves to the roots.
“I’ve immobilized my opponent.” Bayu declared.
We couldn’t get passed Xaba’s first defense. They quickly apprehended us in one swift move but I felt less pressure on my body. The roots were also unwrapping Isabel as well when I glanced at her. The roots retracted to the ground. Isabel helped me up my foot while I noticed Sizwe stepping forward as Nala carried Miyoung away.
“Your team impressed us, Kobayashi,” Sizwe interjected. “As Empress Xaba’s security detail, our maxim is to protect the queen and immobilized our enemies as quickly as possible. You gave us an interesting bout.” Sizwe declared. “Isabel, how about you focus on me instead. I will Kobayashi clash with my empress.”
Isabel took a step forward. I can feel a tense aura around her. She’s serious considering that our teammates were restrained as fast as possible.
“Good.” Sizwe uttered. He appeared behind her. “Let’s begin.”
Isabel twisted around and swung her swords. Her weapons crossed through water before it splashed into the ground. She glanced at Sizwe standing at the same spot. He didn’t move.
“Did you see something, Isabel?” Sizwe probed. 
“Oh don’t you mess with me!” Isabel sprinted at him.
“Well then,” he taunted. “Let’s begin.” 
Sizwe Zivai was born in 1907 in Tefari Xaba Region Control Botswana. He would listen to current stories of an uprising in Azibo Xaba Region Control Botswana throughout his life. Sizwe would start his own uprising in 1925 with his fellow citizens to push back Tefari’s influence in Botswana. He would meet with Noxolo Xaba, Nala Okeke, and Bayu Igwe in 1935 during the push of Tefari’s influence in Botswana and would later die in 1937 when finally pushing Tefari’s influence out of Botswana. Sizwe would be revived by Noxolo and swore his alliegence with Noxolo Xaba.
Sizwe threw multiple throwing knives at her. Isabel quickly dodged them as she continued advancing forward. She noticed his knives shattering into smaller pieces in mid-flight. Isabel quickly learned that each steps she takes, his knives were splitting into micro pieces, unseeable to the naked eye. She felt multiple pricks piercing her body but she continued advancing.
I watched Sizwe pulled his knives back to him. Isabel noticed faint energy strings surrounding her. She watched the knives reconstruct themselves back to norm when they returned to Sizwe. His knives formed into bladed long pole. He reacted swiftly and blocked a swing from Isabel when she was in reach. Sizwe swiftly threw a knife to his left and right before pushing Isabel backwards. Isabel hasn’t noticed but watching from afar, I noticed his knives changing trajectory as it wrapped around Isabel. His knives splintered into micro needles.
Isabel gained her footing and swung her weapons again before Sizwe tugged Isabel closer to him. Their weapons clashed for a couple seconds. Sizwe’s long pole shattered into two pieces when Isabel added more aggression into her swings. It didn’t stop Sizwe though and continued blocking her attacks. Between those attacks, he reattached his pole arm and continued blocking them. It took a few minutes for Isabel to notice that his pole weapon returned to normal.
Isabel took a step back, attached her hook swords together and spun. Her weapon clashed with his pole weapon again. She continued spinning while her weapon clashes with his weapon in different directions. Ice formed on the tip of her weapon when Isabel took another step backwards. She continued spinning and Sizwe continued dodging in speeds I couldn’t imagine. Isabel stepped up her game but Sizwe was on par with her. 
Sizwe took steps forward while dodging her attack. Isabel moves inches backwards while she continued swing her weapon. It hasn’t slowed Sizwe for a bit. He swings his weapon and shatters Isabel’s ice weapon when he came into contact with it. Sizwe tugged Isabel forward and connected his pole weapon to her face. She reacted as quick as possible but her arms didn’t move. Isabel was being held tightly by something she couldn’t see. He added more connected attack before making her stagger backwards. Sizwe dragged her towards him again and connected a straight punch to her forehead. He spun and connected a strong kick to her face, strong enough for her to slam into the ground before she went unconscious.
“My target is unconscious.” Sizwe voiced. 
I thought Isabel, Miyoung, and Viktor were steps ahead of my skills but Empress Xaba’s defense detail are far beyond skillful then them. Sizwe, Bayu, and Nana easily apprehended their opponents with ease and without releasing their first form. I honestly don’t know how I would have the advantage when fighting with the Empress. It’s frightening how skillful they are.
“Isabel did well.” Sizwe picked her up. “But we were born hundreds of years ago. We had time to master our skills.” Sizwe walked away. “The Empress would like to assess your skills. Please, don’t bore her.”
Sizwe cleared the stadium with Isabel. It just me and Xaba in the stadium. Her demeanor scares me but what distracts me is the unified movements from the spectators echoing in the stadium.
"Mr. Issei Kobayashi," Empress Xaba interjected, "You won't improve your skills if the spectators are distracting you. What did Nakamura Mio, the Jack of Clubs, teach you?"
She was right. I had to block out the surrounding sound and focus solely on my target.
"Magnificent, Kobayashi," Xaba complimented. "I can sense your unwavering focus on a single objective. I now understand why your master chose you as his student." She appeared before me. "However, I cannot go easy on you, Kobayashi. I hope you comprehend that."
Without any time to react, she swiftly connected the end of her weapon with my face, swiftly followed by a forceful kick to my thighs. Additionally, she added a quick and powerful punch to my chest, propelling me across the station and causing me to forcefully collide with the wall. Without pausing for even a moment, she continued her relentless assault. Xaba suddenly materialized in front of me once again, yanked me away from the wall, and forcefully hurled me back into the ring.
I rolled violently on the ground several times and slid until I regained my footing. I swung my sword when she was in reach. She effectively blocked my swing with her weapon and moved closer into my personal space. I instinctively leaned to the left, narrowly evading a quick strike aimed at my face, yet this did not deter Xaba from pursuing me. I tried my best to evade her attacks, but occasionally she managed to land a hit on my body. Despite exerting pressure on her, it seemed ineffective. It was apparent that she possessed a calm demeanor even in intense situations, which made me question if this situation truly unsettled her given her long life experience.
I collided with her shotgun as I swung my sword, causing a clash. Swiftly, I spun around her while maintaining a tight grip on my sword, holding it in reverse. Once again, our weapons clashed as my sword connected with her shotgun. Without missing a beat, I continued to swing at her before swiftly changing my grip once more. She was a step ahead, blocking every single attack.
Xaba delivered a powerful kick to my chest, which forced me backwards into an earth wall she had cleverly constructed while I was engaged in combat with her. Seizing the opportunity, she swiftly grabbed hold of my neck and tightened her grip.
"Not satisfying enough. Show me the other side of you, Kobayashi," Xaba demanded sternly. "But can you control that dark aspect of your personality?"
Releasing her grip on my neck, she swiftly unleashed a forceful blow to my stomach with her shotgun. The impact was so intense that it shattered the earth wall, propelled me across the stadium, and forcefully slammed me into the wall.
I fell to my knees and gasped for breath. She witnessed my best and wanted to see the side I couldn't control. Even though I was desperate to gain an advantage in a fight, I refused to use it regardless of the voices that controlled my intentions.
I noticed the voices had started to silently whisper around me. Xaba persistently provoked me to let my other side take over. Her tactics were effective; the voices grew stronger and started reverberating. 
"I'll allow you to embrace the dark side, Kobayashi, even if it’s for a little bit" it whispered. "You will discover the gratifying feeling of strength.”
My left eye sclera suddenly engulfed in crimson flames, while my pupil morphed into a deep shade of red. I experienced an overwhelming and powerful energy enveloping my body. It granted me access to its limited energy reservoir. I sheathed my first sword and drew out my second sword, which was calling out to me.
"Great," Xaba proclaimed. "Demonstrate to me the abilities of that opposing force.”
Xaba reappeared in front of me and unleashed a flurry of attacks without hesitation. I mirrored her actions without hesitation. We did not back down when we exchanged shots. The fight escalated quickly as we tried to outdo one another. The spectators were still echoing their chants for the queen, louder than before, but it didn't deter me for even a second.
She once again grabbed my neck and flung me across the coliseum. Several thick roots shot out from the ground and pursued me. I managed to land on my feet, simultaneously slicing through the roots as I slid backwards. Xaba suddenly emerged behind me. Before I had a chance to react, the roots beneath me swiftly coiled around my ankle, firmly trapping me in place. She launched a relentless series of attacks on my body, causing me to be flung across the stadium as the roots unraveled. I landed firmly on my feet and slid backward. Coming to a sudden stop, I swiftly swung my sword below me, severing the roots being propelled from the ground.
She swiftly landed a powerful punch straight to my face, followed by another strike with her weapon, causing me to crash into the coliseum wall once more.
"It whispered softly, 'You have witnessed the power of dark energy. Allow me to take control, and I will bring this to an end on my own.'
'I won't,' I gasped, feeling excruciating pain emanating from my left eye.
'You don't dictate to me, Kobayashi,' it uttered. 'I am the one who controls you.’"
 did my best to resist, but it soon became apparent that I had no control over the situation. The veins near my eyes bulged and, within seconds, it completely overwhelmed my senses and took control of my body. I was helpless against its influence.
"It appears that the other side has made their presence known," Xaba observed. "I hope you're ready to be entertained."
"Oh, I will most definitely entertain you," Kobayashi replied. "I will thoroughly enjoy tearing you apart, Empress.”
"Is it safe to do that?" Isabel inquired.
"We have implemented a containment shield in the coliseum," Nala replied. "If anything, Bayu and I will apprehend Kobayashi if he attempts to harm our Empress."
"If?" Isabel questioned.
"Kobayashi's other side is still feral and does not stand a chance. Xaba will take care of apprehending him," Nala added confidently.
The arena was filled with excitement as Xaba and Kobayashi engaged in a thrilling heavyweight fight. Despite the fierce competition, Xaba maintained control throughout the match, effortlessly keeping up with Kobayashi's every move. Kobayashi found himself unable to lay a finger on Xaba, while she remained composed and coolly delivered swift yet precise attacks to his body. 
In a decisive moment, Xaba forcefully sent Kobayashi crashing into the ground, triggering the rapid growth of roots that swiftly ensnared him. Although he struggled to break free from their tightening grip, more roots continued to emerge and tighten around Kobayashi's body. These roots rendered him immobile, covering every part of his body except for his eyes.
Standing before him, Xaba gazed at Kobayashi and spoke calmly. "If you can master your other side, Kobayashi, I will be intrigued by our future battles.”
Breaking free from his restraints, Kobayashi launched another attack towards Xaba. However, she effortlessly leaned to her left side and dodged the strike aimed at her face. Although she felt a slight graze on her left cheek, it did not deter her from swiftly seizing his arm and snapping his elbow in one fluid motion. Without hesitation, she quickly immobilized him once again.
Her roots extended from the ground once more and prevented any movement from Kobayashi. Four stumps emerged from beneath them and pressed firmly against him as her roots forced him down onto his knees. To further ensure he couldn't escape their grasp this time around; more roots entwined around his wrists and pulled them apart forcefully. Breaking free proved much more challenging for Kobayashi this time as he struggled against Xaba's formidable hold on him
Placing her thumb firmly against Kobayashi's forehead with determination, she twisted it decisively and sealed off his other side.
I felt my veins compress beneath my skin around my left eye as it returned back to normal. Gradually regaining consciousness, I realized that my veins compressed from my skin around my left eye as it returned to normal. It took some time for me to comprehend that I was now in control of my body but still restrained by Xaba's roots. The stumps pressing onto me crumbled, and the roots slowly untangled my body.
"Kobayashi, you've done well," Xaba said as she turned away. "Once you have rested, we will continue in the war room with the others."
Suddenly standing up, I quickly noticed my blurred vision due to the sudden movement. Breathing heavily, I dropped to my knees and then collapsed onto the ground. After that, everything went black.
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A Little Jealous
Chris Evans x Reader
Warnings: Cursing, Smut, Sex Acts, 18+
Plot: You finally meet Chris’ friends but he doesn’t like it when you start to flirty with one of them, he wants to punish you and he does. 
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“You’re shaking” he clasped your hands holding them tight “don’t be nervous they’ll love you I promise”
You sighed looking up at him, he kept saying that to you throughout the day and a part of you doubted it, meeting your boyfriend’s friends is terrifying and you were afraid that they wouldn’t like you but you didn’t want to back out now after seeing him so happy when you agreed to join him “Ok you’re right, let’s just get this over with”
“That’s the spirit” he chucked as he climbed out of the car and came round to your side.
He held your hand firmly as you approached the home, you noticed how insanely big it was and before either of you were at the from door you heard the sound of the music booming which eased you a lot and you were secretly grateful for
“God he said it wasn’t a party” he groaned, thumping his fist against the door. After he reached to open the front door which was already unlocked.
“Joe you said a small gathering!” He yelled into the house over the music when his eyes landed on his friend.
“You know me, I can’t help it” he stretched his arms out giving Chris a bear hug, he moved to the living room and gestured with his head for you and Chris to follow him
“CHRIS!” Bellowed the group of people in the living room, Chris took you around the room where there were a chorus of greetings from his friends who then quickly went back to their own conversations.
“She’s a little nervous” Chris pointed to you when he noticed you weren’t making conversation with the last of his friends he was introducing you to.
You tossed him a disapproving look, mortified because you weren’t a conversationalist like Chris and that always made you self conscious.
“I doubt it, it’s probably just because you talk so much and no one can get a word in edgewise” one of the women remarked making the others laughs and you joined in leaning into him teasing.
“Come sit with us” she patted the couch “before he chews your ear off about some sports stuff”
Chris scoffed, rolled his eyes and stormed off leaving you all laughing again and taking the seat that was offered to you.
His friends were nice and funny, they sensed your nerves and instead of asking you questions about your personal life you all talked about the one thing you had in common which was Chris. You occasionally glanced back at him where you saw him eyeing you carefully and giving him a small smile letting him know you were ok.
You sat back for the most part listening to all their childhood stories and you thought about what Chris must have been like when he was younger. They argued after having realised they had different version of the same events, you envied how close they all were and the amount of memories they shared. A few left the couch to get some drinks including the woman who offered you a drink and you were then left alone with his friend Mike.
Mike was hilarious, you got lost in conversation with him, he was so charming and flirtatious something you always liked in people. He had you cracking up most of the night telling you stories about times where Chris’ sister had convinced him to wear a dress and some makeup. You burst out laughing brushing you hand against his as your body shook with laughter.
“What are you guys talking about?” You jumped when you felt Chris sidle up next to you eager to know what you both were laughing at. He pulled you hand back from where it lay on Mike’s knee and held it in his hand firmly.
“You” you said in union, looking at each other and falling back in laughter
“We should probably get going, it’s late” he whispered in your ear squeezing your hand
“No, no we’re having so much fun” you gave him pleading eyes
“Yeah come on Chris, let your girlfriend hang out with me” he flashed his brows at him, smirking.
“We’re going” Chris stated tugging at your hand and pulling you up from the couch.
If you had any amount of strength you would have resisted him but Chris was way stronger than you, he might as well have picked you up. You waved your good-byes to his friends that were scattered all around the house and when you turned to wave good-bye to Mike he had pulled you away so fast you thought you were going to get whiplash.
“Jesus Chris, slow down” you breathed
“What so you can flirt with Mike more”
You almost didn’t hear it but when you did you stood still a few metres away from the car and when he noticed you weren’t moving he turned to you throwing his hands up in the air and furrowing his brows at you.
“Flirting with him?”
“Yeah, I saw the way you were laughing with him!” he spat bitterly, his voice echoing into the night air
You slapped you hand to your mouth but not before a small chuckle escaped
“You think this is funny” he moved to you
“No?” You snorted, a small grin flashing across your face.
He scoffed heading back to the car and you quickly followed him climbing into the passenger seat.
“Chris… honey I’m sorry” you put your hand over his “I’m not laughing I swear”
He started the car, keeping his eyes glued to the road and giving you the cold shoulder. The entire car ride Chris never said a word to you, never glanced at you and really committed to this silent treatment. You just couldn’t believe how jealous and it was a side of him you’d never seen yet and it kind of turned you on. He got possessive and annoyed just at the sight of seeing you getting along with his friend, something he wanted you to do you thought.
As soon as he turned the car into the drive, he still made no attempts to talk to you, just parking the car and getting out of the car.
“Seriously Chris” you narrowed your eyes following him into the house
He headed for the living room throwing himself on the couch and staring up at the couch, he sat up rubbing his head with his hands. You leaned against the door frame watching his movements for a few minutes before moving to pour yourself a glass of scotch and doing the same for him. You set it down on the coffee table in front of him and took a seat beside him, you planted a kiss quickly on his cheek before he could pull his head back.
“You’re really not talking to me” you spoke softly
When he didn’t respond or even look at you, you took that as your clue to leave, finding his behaviour really annoying and slamming your glass to the table you stormed out of the room. Usually you would stay up and wait for him to come to bed before you drifted off to sleep but you were so filled with anger the idea of sleeping next to him almost made you blood boil.
How dare you think you’d flirt with someone else, it’s not like he wasn’t a flirt and hated the attention he got from women. But you never brought it up and felt some type of way about it, you were pacing the bedroom stripping off your clothes and letting them drop to the ground before you crawled into bed. You soon drifted off to sleep despite all the anger and even when you felt the weight shift on his side of the bed.
//
You woke first groggy then letting your senses come back to you, you sigh a deep breath stretching out any tension as the memory of last night flooded you. You turn to your right remembering how he had the nerve to even sleep in bed with you last night and you yank the covers to your side deliberately depriving him of any warmth before getting out of bed in a fit.
You made as much sound as you possibly could, slamming the bathroom door, opening up the drawers loudly and shutting them again, stomping throughout the bedroom hoping all the noise would annoy him and disrupt his sleep. You watch him stir in his sleep slowly waking up and you left the room but not before slamming the bedroom door.
You roamed around the kitchen, pacing lightly, you tried not to be bothered by his behaviour but it was hard. You never thought of Chris as a jealous man and he never showed any jealousy like that before. You wondered if it was some red flag that you missed over the years you’d been dating, maybe the signs were always there and you never paid any attention to it. Something about it didn’t sit well with you and you leaned on the counter mulling it over, he ignored you from the moment you were in the car till you went to bed. That was so unusual, Chris hated going to bed angry so you knew that this must have really gotten to him.
You felt yourself getting annoyed again, did he really think you were flirty or would even think about cheating on him. What did that say about how he felt about you and how he saw you.
“You should learn to be more quiet” he grumbled brushing past you
You didn’t notice that he was even in the kitchen till his voice pulled you out of your thoughts
“Huh” you turned to him
“It was rude, I was sleeping”
“Oh I’m sorry, am I supposed to care” you were being petty for sure and didn’t care about it, he deserved it.
He glared at you flaring his nostrils “don’t piss me off”
“Or what, you’re gonna stop talking to me again. Oh I’m so scared” you mocked
He set down his cup of coffee and slowly approached you “you don’t wanna see what I’ll do”
The little flash of anger in his eyes let you know he was serious, you had gotten under his skin.
“What if I do?” you glared at him playfully
He took a few more steps to you until he had backed you to the counter and pressed himself against you. He gave you a smirk, bending down to kiss and lick your neck softly, he wrapped his arms around your middle pulling you to him sharply.
“Chris you can’t just-“
“What? Touch you” he dipped his head to you neck again sucking gently “I’ll do what I want” His hands slid to your thigh slowly reaching under your robe. “And what I want…” he trailed kisses along you jawline before capturing your lips “is you”.
He was gentle with you at first which had you thinking he wasn’t angry at you anymore before his hand snaked up to cup your skull, pulling your head back so you locked eyes with him. You gasped at the pressure and watched as that anger flooded his eyes again only for it to be replaced with arousal quickly. His loosened his grip and his hand slid down to your throat, your eyes widened as you waited for him to apply pressure but he never did. Instead he watched and felt you whimper against him nervous but you were also getting restless wanting more from him.
“I don’t like seeing you with other men” he gripped your hips harshly “You’re mine and only mine. Do you understand?”
You moaned your response but it didn’t satisfy him, his grip around your throat tightened
“Do you understand?” He asked again
“Yes…yes” you chocked out
He narrowed his eyes “I don’t believe you” He grabbed your waist quickly bending you over the counter. He pushed his pelvis into you and you let out a soft moan feeling his hard cock against you. He leaned into you , whispering in your ear “I think I need to show you”. You couldn’t see his face, only feel him touch all over you body, his warm breath against your ear and him getting harder the more you twisted your hips against him.
“I need to show you who you belong to” his voice rasped as you heard him unbuckling his belt, your breath hitched when the belt hit the floor and the clang rang through silent kitchen. He hiked up your robe so it fell bundled just above your ass, he ran his hand up from your thigh and soft moan escaped your lips.
“You see how wet you are” he slipped his finger inside you, you jerked arching your back as he crooked his finger hitting that spot you loved so much. You bucked your hips slowly with his pace reaching forward to grasp whatever you could to steady yourself. You were getting restless, desperate but he was having fun teasing you.
You groaned feeling his shaft slide up and down your slit. When he moved away you whimpered and whined at the loss aching for him. He teased your hole making sure to line his cock up nicely with you pussy, he waited moments before slamming into you without warning.
“Oh fuck” you cried out as he pounded into you more and more. His thrusts were rough, violent like he was trying to ravage you right there in the kitchen. While you tried your best to keep up with him, every time the tip of his cock hit your cervix you gasped and winced with both pleasure and pain.
The way he thrust into you told you he wanted you to scream him name loudly, it made it difficult for you to stay upright. He bent over you interlocking his fingers with you keeping you in place as he pushed in and out of you picking up the pace again. You felt his breath near your ear again and it drove you insane hearing him breathing heavily. You squeezed your pussy around his cock making his lightly gasp and then thrust into you harshly as punishment.
“Are you misbehaving again” he rasped against your ear, plunging into you harder. “God, you’re so fucking tight”, his lips latched on to your neck as his hands roamed your body.
Soon his hand went to your throat squeezing harshly, you knees started to buckle and all you fell from your lips were moans.
“I wanna hear you, tell me who you belong to” he panted heavily
“It-it’s you, I-i belong to you” you stuttered
“That’s right” he thrust into you burying himself deep inside you “you” he pulled back out teasing your hole “belong” he slowly pushed into you making you exhale deeply “to me” you let out a quiet low moan nearing your release at his words.
You knew he was close too as he movements became staggered, he was trying his best to hold on but it was growing to be difficult for him. You bucked madly crying out loudly, you wanted your release, you needed it.
“Yes, yes god yes” you chanted as you grew close
He pounded into you violently now grunting heavily with every thrust, he gripped you hips then moved his feet to spread your legs as best as far as you’d let him. You tightened around him, you cries bouncing off the walls. You screwed your eyes shut, reaching you hands back to feel for him, worried he’d move and leave you like this.
“Fuck” he grunted loudly still thrusting into you as you body trembled and shook from your orgasm. You yelled slamming you hands to the counter holding on for dear life as you hit your climax. You legs shook and bent inwards as you tried to close them but he didn’t let you. He held them apart still working towards his orgasm.
“Chris-“ you begged
“I’m not done with you yet” he pounded into you a few more times, giving you long strokes before he bent over you his orgasm building quickly. He was buried deep inside you and he was overcome quickly with pleasure. He let go of your legs letting you close them but still staying inside you. He reached up his head resting in the crook of your neck trialing kisses along your shoulder.
You both panted heavily and you struggled to form a deep breath as his body weighed heavy above you. He reached around giving you clit a flick making  gasp beneath him, you were so sensitive to his touch. He slowly moved of you and you dared not move yourself letting him admire the view before you felt him pull you to him.
“I hope you’ve learnt your lesson” he smirked giving you a gentle smack as you walked past him “now get upstairs, I’ll be up soon”
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Day 3: Dacryphilia
Jesse Cromeans may be a ruthless killer, but at home with you? You’re the one in charge. And especially those days when you’re annoyed at how long he’s been gone and he comes back so desperate for your attention… well. You did so like to see him cry.
Day 3 of Kinktober has arrived! I actually think I discovered some things about myself writing this one, so y’all enjoy. 😂 Find my Kinktober Masterlist here.
Warnings: Minors DNI, this is 18+ content only. This one is a slasher x reader fic, so please beware of mentions of murder and assault as part of the territory, though nothing is explicitly mentioned. PinV unprotected sex, dacryphilia, desperation, cumplay.
Tags: Jesse Cromeans (Chromeskull) x reader, slasher x reader, yandere!reader, soft femdom, sub/dom themes
Paint Splatters over Canvas
It was rather funny, really.
You scrolled through your phone, ignoring the giant man standing in the doorway of the room staring at you. Jesse had always made a point of never touching you without your permission. A way for him to separate the meaningless victims of his murderous hobby with you, his wife, his everything. And while of course your relationship stayed perfectly strong, you well aware of his hobby and he well aware of your own tendencies… it did sometimes backfire on him in the best worst ways.
Like now. When you were annoyed with him because he’d been gone an entire day later than he’d promised, extra dark web cash be damned. A promise was a promise, and it wasn’t as though he’d needed the money. He did have a perfectly legal and highly successful business, after all. So shouldn’t you have come first?
You liked revenge cold, playing the long game; something you had in common with Jesse. And today, you certainly had plans put in place for said revenge. Which, for the time being, meant ignoring Jesse. You had plenty to occupy you, from communications for the business to just working on your own projects. Still, you’d made sure to be just nonchalant enough to let him know that it was all so… deliberate.
Jesse shuffled in the doorway, clearly wanting your attention but knowing better than to think any sort of demanding would get him anywhere. He’d learned the hard way that at home, his power over subordinates decidedly did not apply to you. When you didn’t give him any response, he hovered for a moment, clearly trying to decide on what to do next.
You knew how he would get after a mission. Needy. Wanting. Starved for attention and affection from you. Pent up for days, probably thinking about you every spare moment between takes.
With a hum, you typed out a message on your phone before standing and heading for the doorway. You briefly looked up to see him as you brushed past in the doorway. “Oh, hi, Jesse,” you said, giving him a brief, distracted smile. “I’m off to get ready for a meeting with a client.” You headed for the bedroom, already thinking about your next steps.
You could hear him following behind you, could almost feel the mounting despair as he started to realized what was happening. Why you had used his name instead of the usual love, darling. His shoulders hunched, and you could see his face twist as he clearly tried to think of what to do. He already knew that you’d have your revenge however you wanted: apologies would be expected but certainly wouldn’t get him any closer to mercy.
Walking into the bedroom, you headed straight for the bathroom to start preparing. Jesse still trailed along behind you like a forlorn, helpless puppy, and you swore you could almost hear him let out a small whine. Pausing for a moment in front of your vanity, you dialed your friend’s number and set it to speaker, putting it down on the countertop and sitting in front of the mirror.
You tied your hair up and reached for your cosmetics, beginning the process as the phone dialed. Your friend picked up quickly, already in on your plan thanks to your texting. She always approved of your payback plans.
Bestie! I thought you said you had to prepare for the meeting? I mean, yknow, not that I don’t like hearing from you. She cheerfully teased over the phone.
You smiled. “Well yeah, I just sat down to do my makeup. But I mean, we did say we were going to talk about the party for little Jacen this weekend, and what better time than now? You can help me pick out an outfit once I’m done,” you cajoled, noticing how Jesse sat on the edge of the jacuzzi bathtub, unabashedly staring at you. He always had loved watching you get ready for an event. Not that you minded.
Fair enough. Your best friend admitted readily. But seriously, you didn’t have to go all out for Jacen like this. She half scolded. It’s so much!
You laughed lightly, the creamy foundation smoothing across your skin. “Oh c’mon, he’s my adorable little nephew in all but name. He deserves to get spoiled by his doting Aunt, let me have my fun,” you wheedled, knowing she would cave.
She sighed over the receiver. I swear, girl, you could convince anyone into anything.
“Or maybe I’m just your weakness, Miss Mara,” you teased back. The soft brush in your fingers blended the contour onto your face, and you smiled as you glanced at the phone. “But anyway, did you manage to figure out what he might want for a birthday present? Or are we going with my original idea to let him loose in a mall?”
Oh, no, you are so not buying him everything he points at. I’d never get him to not be a spoiled brat if I let you.Mara snorted. I’ll text you what I figured out, he seems to be pretty fixated on it right now.
“Ugh, fineeee,” you sighed, rolling your eyes. “But I’m going to at least get him that adorable motorized scooter I showed you before. He’s going to look so cute riding around in it.”
Fair enough I suppose. Better than the mall idea— wait, did you just get me to agree to something extravagant by threatening something so ridiculous—
“Anyway,” you interrupted blithely, “did you send out invitations to everyone?”
Yep, and I got back all the RSVPs. Speaking of which, I thought you said that you were meeting with the CEO of some business tonight? What’s that all about? I know you, you normally don’t like dealing with people.
You sighed. “Well, I guess the cat’s out of the bag a little.” You pouted, reaching for the eyeshadow and liner. “Jesse was supposed to be back yesterday, but since he wasn’t I had to reschedule, and I promised to personally meet with the CEO in order to smooth over ruffled feathers. But besides that… I wanted to be there personally to see my best friend and her husband’s house finally paid off for their fifth anniversary.”
A pause. Then a screech that made you grin. You’re not serious! Babes, no, wait—
“No use protesting!” You said cheerfully, waving your brush. “It’s already been practically settled. Besides, you both need to start saving up for Jacen’s college funds. We did have the agreement that I’d open the doors to whatever college he wanted instead of just paying for it,” you reminded.
Ugh, I don’t know if I want to smack you or hug you, you sly little— Mara groaned. Wait till I tell Damien, he won’t know what hit him. She laughed. Thank you. You know how much it means to us. I won’t scold.
“Good.” You nodded. “And you know I’ll take care of you.”
She sighed. Never doubted it. So, how’s the process?
You hummed, pursing your lips as you finished the eyeshadow and grabbed the mascara. “About to do mascara, then all I have left is the lipstick. But shouldn’t I wait till we pick a dress before I actually pick a color?”
Probably. What’s the mood? You going for boss ass bitch, sultry Queen, or mysterious vampire lady? Amusement laced Mara’s voice.
“You’re not even in my house and yet you walked in and called me out to my face,” you said dryly, earning laughter. Jesse, you saw in the mirror, tilted his head with a small smile playing over his lips. He’d quietly observed the whole processes, eyes fixed on your face.
Only cause I love you. So, show me the closet, girl! Oh, show me your makeup first tho so we got reference.
You picked up the phone as you finished, turning on the camera so she could see your makeup sans the lipstick. She whistled, eyebrows wriggling teasingly as she grinned.
Oh, so mysterious vampire queen it is. She smirked. Closet. Though I do have the feeling that we’re going to be choosing a gorgeous red lipstick.
“Yes ma’am,” you answered, standing and heading for your closet. You heard Jesse stand and follow behind you, and stifled a smile. Flipping the camera, you started to flip through the racks of dresses. “Does that mean we’re leaning towards a black dress?”
Hmm, probably. Actually, how about one of your sleek black ones? The one with like, barely any frills and only a tiny bit of lace at the top. Off the shoulder. If you’re gonna try to assert dominance, probably drawing attention to your mouth and hands is the best way to go.
You tilted your head at the hangers, then nodded. “You’re right. Especially if I go for the red lipstick. I could also honestly use a glass of wine during that meeting,” you sighed.
Mara snickered. Blood in a wine glass? How stereotypical of you, madame.
“You hush, drama queen,” you said dryly, finding the dress she’d described and pulling it out.
Ooh, that’s the one! And I know you have that one crimson shade of lipstick that I always say looks vampiric.
You went back to the vanity and set the phone down, pretending to not notice that it showed Jesse standing in the doorway, clearly staring at you. You slid your shirt off, careful not to smudge any makeup, then slipped out of your pants and reached for the dress. Smoothing it over your front to get rid of any wrinkles, you sat back down and tilted the camera back to yourself, reaching for the lipstick.
“This one, right?” You waved it in front of your face.
Yep! That dress is stunning, by the way. Oh, and what are you doing with your hair?
“Ugh, I don’t really wanna bother too much with it, so I figured I’d go with the… messy, loose waves.” You shrugged, applying the lipstick.
Mara snorted. I think you mean, ‘sorry I’m late I was doing things’ while ignoring Jesse staggering behind you clearly radiating ‘I’m things’ energy.
You half-choked, laughing despite yourself. “Mara-! Seriously!”
She rolled her eyes at you. I’m just saying it like it is. But you go girlie, you look bomb. She laughed. Blow them all away. Be the boss bitch you are. A noise in the background interrupted her. Oop, that’s my cue. I gotta go, text me though okay?
“Will do, tell Damien and Jacen hi for me.” You smiled and hung up, finishing fluffing your hair. Standing, you grabbed the phone and headed for the door. “The meeting is in five minutes,” you remarked to Jesse as you passed him in the doorway. “If you want to join.”
You saw him type on his phone, the text to speech translator sounding a moment later. May I be there with you?
You flashed him a warm smile, as though you weren’t at all deliberately enacting revenge. “Of course! I’d love to have you there. Let’s go.” With a little hum, you headed towards the stairs.
Your phone pinged with a message. Girl, I swear he was drooling. You’re so mean sometimes. Not that he didn’t deserve it.
You suppressed a laugh, replying with one hand as your other slid down the bannister to guide you down the staircase. You know it. Mission so far successful. Wish me luck, I’m about to go into this meeting.
You looked up as you got to the bottom of the stairs, seeing an assistant waiting with the guest. The assistant bowed politely. “May I introduce Mr. Trace, CEO of Finley Bank.”
Giving the assistant a nod, you turned to Mr. Trace. “Greetings, Mr. Trace. Welcome! Thank you for agreeing to meet with me. I do apologize for the delay,” you said, taking charge and sweeping towards the parlor.
He followed after automatically. “Of course, Mrs. Cromeans,” he answered, quickly recovering from his moment of bewilderment.
You motioned to a chair, sitting on the velvet couch across the coffee table. “Please, please, have a seat,” you said, keeping the easy smile on your face. “Can I get you a drink? Anything at all?”
He blinked, sitting down and setting his briefcase next to him. “Ah— thank you. I’d appreciate a scotch on the rocks if it’s available.”
“Of course,” you said easily, nodding to the maid standing nearby. “A red wine for me, please.” You smiled at Jesse as he sat next to you. “Your regular?” you asked sweetly. At his nod, you turned back to the maid. “And a glass of dry white.”
She bowed and went to go fetch the drinks.
“I’m sure you have plenty of other things to do, Mr. Trace,” you said smoothly, “so I’ll not take any more of your time than necessary. Of course, as I said, I’d like to discuss several things with you…”
Twenty minutes later found you leaning against the arm of the couch, feet propped up beside you as you swirled the last dregs of the red wine, tapping the glass with your fingernails. The CEO had long since emptied his scotch, and Jesse was on his second glass. His fingers kept clenching around the flute of his glass every time your feet brushed against his thigh.
“Of course,” Trace said with a nod, jotting down the final notes on the paperwork. “Easily managed. Are there any other details you would like to add or anything else to discuss?” He looked up at you.
Your tactics of firm politeness and the scotch seemed to have worked their charm, and you’d been able to rather easily dominate the flow of the interaction. Not to mention, Mara had been right about appearances clearly setting a tone. Trace seemed to be studiously avoiding eye contact with either you or Jesse.
“Not at all, Mr. Trace,” you said, a pleased note in your voice. “I’m rather pleased at how everything has turned out. We do so value your business, you know.” You tilted the glass in your fingers. “Shall I sign the papers?”
“At your leisure.” He slid them across the table toward you.
You slowly uncurled yourself like a lazy feline, straightening yourself and leaning over to set the glass down on the table. Grasping the pen, you slowly signed your name on the papers, eyes glancing over the print to ascertain that everything was in order. Shuffling through the papers, you finally set the pen down.
Trace took them back, glancing through them before nodding. “Everything seems to be in order.” He slid them back into his briefcase. “Thank you as always for your business, Mrs. Cromeans, Mr. Cromeans.”
You nodded, and Jesse stood, setting his glass down. You rose as well, sliding your arm into the crook of his elbow as he automatically adjusted for you. “And thank you for your help, Mr. Trace,” you answered easily. “I do hope you have a productive rest of the day. Do be safe out there.”
He nodded as the assistant returned to escort him out. “Same to you.”
With a hum, you absently patted Jesse’s arm and let yours slide out of his grasp, drifting towards the stairs again. “Oh, I need to go tell Mara it’s all confirmed. Besides, this dress is only comfortable for so long,” you remarked, pulling out your phone again.
Guess who completely owns their house now? You texted Mara, smiling. And your tactics worked, I think dominance was asserted.
You waltzed into the bedroom, headed straight for the closet. “Jesse, are you hungry? I think the food I ordered should have arrived by now, it should be in front of the TV. Maybe pick a movie? I still have a few messages to send.”
You changed into a comfortable black babydoll nightdress, sighing in relief as the silk slid over your skin. It was far more comfortable, and you could feel yourself finally starting to relax after the pent-up tension of the meeting. You really did hate dealing with people, especially ones like the CEO.
Your phone buzzed as you went to go pick it back up. You are literally the best. Now go finish seducing Jesse while I go figure out how to make this news sexy.
Stifling a snort, you went to go wipe your makeup off and wash your face. You could hear the sounds of the TV starting in the bedroom, so you took one more glance in the mirror before heading out into the room, still tapping at your phone. You still had to finish some arrangements for Jacen’s birthday, after all, and your revenge was still percolating.
Jesse’s head turned as soon as you approached the couch in front of the TV. You ignored the way he froze, sliding onto the couch and tucking your feet under a soft blanket. Sending off another message, you set it beside you and reached forward to grab a tray, pulling it into your lap.
“I figured you might not want anything too heavy since you just got back, so I kinda just made a guess and ended up ordering too much…” You frowned at the myriad of food laid out over the table. “Sorry, Jesse… I don’t even know if this is what you want—“
The text to speech cut you off. The food is fine, thank you. I’m sorry for being late. I know I can only make excuses, but I am sorry. Can I make it up to you?
A frown touched your lips as you picked up your spoon, still not looking at him. Your fingernails tapped against the screen of your phone. “Jacen asked the other day if Uncle Jesse would be at his party. I told him I didn’t know, but I’d ask.”
He quickly typed. Of course, if he asked for me, I’ll be sure to be there. His fingers paused, then he slowly typed again, as though hesitating. I got you a present while I was gone.
You hummed, swallowing your food and picking your phone back up. “He’ll be happy to hear it. And thank you for the present.” You sent a message to tell Mara that Jacen’s wish had been granted.
Jesse practically fidgeted as he ate, the movie playing in the background. You could feel his eyes slide from the screen to you, could almost hear the wheels in his head frantically turning. The tension in every line of his body was obvious, his movements stilted and jerky. He practically twitched every time you so much as moved.
Finally, you set down the tray, grabbing a mint to refresh your mouth. Shifting to get more comfortable, you angled yourself towards him a little more. You snitched a piece of food from his plate, letting out a hum as you smiled down at Mara’s message. If possible, Jesse stiffened even more, his fingers clenching so hard around his spoon that it even bent a little in his grasp.
A crumb fell from your fingers onto the lace edge of your nightgown, and you let out a quiet noise of protest as you looked down. Your fingers brushed against the top of your breast, brushing off the crumb. Sticking your finger in your mouth, you typed out a message in response to another conversation. With a sigh, you looked up and glanced over Jesse’s shoulder to see the lamp on the table next to him. Night had fallen, and shadows fell over the room.
Stirring yourself, you sat up, setting your phone down for a moment. “Can I turn on the lamp? I don’t wanna get up for the lights,” you said, starting to lean across him. Almost thoughtlessly, you placed your hand on his thigh and put your weight on it, reaching over his body on your hands and knees to pull at the cord on the lamp. The light clicked on, just as a low keening sound came from Jesse.
Your head tilted at the sound, and you turned to look up at his face. It was your turn to freeze.
Jesse’s face had crumpled, his soft green eyes literally awash with tears. His hands were clenched at his sides, his chest heaving with hitching breaths as he struggled to control his expression. The tears welled in his eyes, and faint color had splashed across his cheeks and the tips of his ears.
Slowly, a smile crossed your lips as you stared up at his face. Leaning back, you tilted your head, licking your lips. “Oh, look at you,” you breathed. “You made all the little piggies cry, Jesse. But maybe it’s your turn, hmm?” Your eyes flickered down to the way his entire body trembled, every muscle taut and strained.
You moved, sliding your entire body into his lap to straddle his waist and face him. Crossing your arms under your chest, you stared into his face. “I don’t know… you broke your promise, though.” Your eyebrow raised at him, and he let out another hoarse whimper. Tears slid down his cheeks, his mouth opening for shuddering breaths.
He shook his head, lips trembling as he lifted one hand and signed. Sorry. Please. Sorry. His fingers spelled out your name.
Reaching up, you cupped his face in your hands. You leaned up, face drawing closer to his. “But I already accepted your apology, love,” you cooed, smiling. “You know what I think?” You slowly dragged your tongue across his tear tracks, your body flushing with heat at the taste of the bitter salt. “I think,” you murmured against his jaw, “that I like seeing you cry.”
Jesse’s breath hitched on a sob, more tears spilling down his cheeks. It was fairly intoxicating, seeing the giant man completely fall apart under you, trapped between his desperation and his personal standards. When you slid forward, your body pressing flush against him, another sob wrenched from his gritted teeth.
You decided for the moment to have a bit of mercy. Reaching down, you grasped his wrists and lifted his hands to your waist. His fingers instantly clenched in the silk babydoll dress, shaking as he grabbed at your waist. His entire body lurched forwards towards you, eyes fixed on your face.
You hummed softly, brushing a kiss to his jaw. “Your eyes are so pretty when they’re filled with tears, Jesse,” you purred, drawing his face closer to you. Still, you refused to kiss him, instead trailing your lips down his jaw, down to his throat. You opened your mouth against his neck, savoring the taste of his skin and the soft scent of his cologne.
Jesse’s trembling fingers jerked against your waist, and he slumped into you. His hands slid over your waist to your lower back, his touch practically reverent as he squeezed. His breaths came quick and fast, breaking occasionally on a sob. Every time you suckled or moved your lips, every time your hands slid down his shoulders, he gasped and shuddered, more tears dripping down his cheeks.
You slid your hands down, starting to unbutton his shirt. Your tongue dragged across his neck, and you felt the bulge in his pants throb against your thigh. “Isn’t this punishment fair, darling?” you cooed. “I only ask for a few tears, hmm? A front row seat to your pretty eyes?”
His head jerked, even though it wrenched another tortured sob from him. Despite the contact, you could feel his frustration mounting.
You pulled back, looking up at him as you finished unbuttoning his shirt. “Oh, you don’t think so?” Your fingers slid across his bared chest, feeling the heat radiating from his skin. “But isn’t this what you wanted? Me, paying attention to you?”
His gasps had turned ragged. His hips jerked, rutting up against your thigh. A strangled noise left his throat, his eyes squeezing shut. His grip on your waist threatened to leave fingerprints against your skin.
“No?” You bit your lip, raking your nails lightly against his chest. “Then what is it you want, hmm?”
His eyes flickered down to your lips, unconsciously licking his own. His fingers clenching, he pulled you down to grind against his cock, straining in his trousers. Pants fell from his mouth, and he kept glancing from your eyes to your lips.
You reached down, teasingly trailing your fingers down his chest and stomach. Unzipping his trousers, you looked up at his face and smiled as you traced one fingertip down the bulge in his underwear. His eyes fairly rolled back in his head, more tears streaming down his face afresh.
“Look at you, already such a mess,” you murmured, sliding your fingers into his underwear. The moment you wrapped a hand around his cock and slid up, you were rewarded with a guttural groan. He gritted his teeth, clearly struggling to stay still. With a soft laugh, you leaned up and brushed a kiss to his ear.
You tugged at his collar. “Why don’t you lie down for me?” you murmured.
He immediately complied, his hands still clamped around your waist as he turned and shifted up, lying down on the couch. He stared up at you, face still twisted in agony and desperation.
Lifting yourself a little, you tilted your head at him. “Take your pants off for me?”
He practically kicked his pants and underwear off in his haste. You guided one of his hands to the latch on the side of your own panties, giving him an amused smile and nod. His trembling fingers unlatched them, his chest heaving as he watched the black silk slide away from your skin. The moment you lowered back down onto him, his cock throbbed against you and his back arched.
Leaning forward, you hummed a pressed a kiss to his jaw. “Jesse, love,” you murmured. “Cry for me a little more?” You cupped his face in your hands, feeling your wetness coat his own length as you ground against his tip. But you deliberately kept shifting, not giving him any steady pressure.
Another broken whine came from him, and a few more tears slipped down his cheeks. Frustration scrunched his face, his neck mottled with red and flushing down to his shoulders and chest, making your white nail marks stand out. His hips jerked, his eyes squeezing shut for a moment.
“Is this what you want?” You pressed down against him again, feeling his cock slip against your wet folds teasingly.
His head jerked in a nod, almost violently. Tremors kept running through his arms, his body occasionally shuddering under you.
You leaned down and sucked his lower lip between yours. Your teeth nipped at his lip, and you finally slanted your mouth over his. Tears poured afresh down his cheeks as he desperately pulled at you, trying to get closer, kiss you more. You relented and let him, thumbs brushing against his jaw as you hummed softly into his frantic, pleading kisses. Without warning, you slipped your tongue between his lips, feeling his mouth part with alacrity. When you finally parted, his green eyes were glazed over with tears, hazily staring at you.
Then you smiled at him slyly. “I think you’ve deserved a little bit more,” you decided.
The moment you slid his tip into you, he choked. Saliva dribbled from the corners of his mouth as he squeezed his eyes shut, struggling for breath. His entire body froze, humming taut under you and his eyes sightlessly staring up at the ceiling.
You observed his wrecked expression, licking your lips with satisfaction. Rarely did Jesse ever fully submit to you like this, usually a brat. But tonight, you had absolute and utter control, and you intended to milk every last ounce of satisfaction out of it. The memories would fuel you for years of his utterly ruined expression, tears slipping down his cheeks as he drooled uncontrollably.
“So pretty, darling,” you purred, licking the tears from his cheek. You gave him another kiss, letting his hands wander over your waist and up your front. “So good for me. Do you think you can handle more?”
His eyes widened, breath quickening. He glanced down, then shook his head jerkily. Then nodded. Then shook his head.
You tilted your head. “Hmmm.” A wicked grin crossed your lips. “No? Oh, but I think you can,” your said, just as you lifted yourself and fully sheathed him inside you.
Jesse sobbed. His mouth opened, tongue lolling as he gasped. Tears poured down his cheeks from the mingled pleasurable pain and relief. His cock throbbed inside you, and his hands grasped desperately at your thighs. His entire body started to shake, arching.
You barely gave him time to adjust before you were already bouncing on him, hands braced against the back of the couch. Laughter spilled from your lips, delighted and cruel, as his hands scrabbled against your thighs, raking across your skin. Moans kept being torn from his throat, your name framed on his lips.
As soon as you angled your hips and brought your fingers down to ring tight circles on your clit, you hissed in pleasure. You pulsed around his cock, earning another helpless sob and wave of tears. He just hit that one spot inside you perfectly, again and again, until you bit your lip and moaned his name as you came around him. Your body clenched down on him, even as you kept fucking yourself through your orgasm.
More laughter spilled from your lips. “Are you gonna cum for me, Jesse, my pretty darling?” you asked breathlessly, purposely moaning his name. “Gonna cum inside me?”
The only warning you got from Jesse was another sob and the gritting of his teeth. His hands flew to your hips, slamming you down on him one more time before holding you there with an iron grip. Gasps tore from his mouth, his eyes trying to blink away tears as he stared up at you.
You hummed, caressing his hands and arms as you bit your lip in satisfaction. He kept pouring into you, his hips jerking once in a while and wringing a whimper from him. Finally, you leaned down and pressed a soft kiss to his lips. His lips parted under yours weakly, chest heaving under your hands.
“Thank you, Jesse,” you cooed sweetly between kisses. “You’re so good to me, make me feel so good.” Your mind fuzzed with the pleasure of both your high and the sight of his tears.
He pushed up against you, kissing you fervently. Though he didn’t say a word, you could feel his thoughts through his drugged, sloppy kiss.
You giggled, teasingly clenching down on him one more time and earning a jerk and grunt. “And I forgive you. But don’t do it again, okay?”
Jesse’s calculating look as he clearly weighed the consequences made you roll your eyes but laugh. Maybe this one would turn out to backfire against you, next time.
You decided it was worth it.
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inhumanhacker · 6 months ago
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Sage shared a bit in common with Charlie and Elizabeth. Sage's mother had died in a fire at their home when she was around 10. Her father became an alcoholic and with no other family to take her, she was stuck with and his abuse till she was whisked away to the Foster Care system. Sage had always been thin. Some believed she was sickly, and others didn't care why it was just another reason to bully her. So the older she got, the more she put her time into learning to defend herself, first with her fists, then knives, and finally, guns. People didn't bully her now. There was a coldness in her eyes that told said don't mess with her. But for those she cared about, which were few and far between, they got to glimpse the real her, the one that wanted to love and be loved. Ashley was the closest she had to family now. Rafe was her boss, and as long as he paid her and didn't expect her to turn against Ashley or Charlie and his people, she was loyal to him.
"The Castle family? I'm surprised they're still alive." She knew they had been causing problems with other groups, they didn't have any qualms about casualties. "Wait he did what to Liz? Was he the asshole that tried to kill her?" Between her and Charlie, that guy wasn't getting out of Egypt, nor any of Castle's men if she could help it.
Her smile was instant, though she turned her head to hide it. He made her giddy, like a blushing teenager talking to her crush. "I'll hold you to that, make it with the Pyramids as the background and I might let you round for coffee after."
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Charlie listened intently as he watched Elizabeth leave. He knew that Sage would understood what he meant. Everyone in their world knew that the two would kill for each other if it came down to it. He was found, she was sold, to the same man. They used all they had learn to survive and make a name of their own with their skills. While it was a brutal upbringing, they were thankful for one thing, they had each other now. Both having lost their families, they made one with each other.
He watched Sage handle her Glock 17, a smile on his face, his own Beretta 93R already in his holster ready to go. ❝ I think there better question is who isn't in this race. All the big names and even the smaller ones smelled blood in the water. They are all out for The Book. I think their talents should be best used focused on getting us there first. ❞ Taking the bag without hesitation and then shrugged. ❝ I think the only one we should focus on honestly is the new guy for the Castle Family. He had no qualms on doing what he did to Libby last time they met and I'd rather he not be in our vicinity. ❞ While this was all dog eat dog world, there was some decorum to it all, it was okay to hurt each other when trying to get to the same thing, hell perhaps even land each other in the hospital. But when the Castle's man saw Elizabeth, he aimed to kill and that was something he would not tolerate, this time he would see him coming first and wouldn't miss. ❝ Who knows, maybe it'll be quiet since I got the information first. Maybe I could finally take you to dinner. ❞
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Danny Phantom Head Canons -Part 4
This is part 4 of my Danny Phantom head canons!  I hope you enjoy! ^^
Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4.
61. Sometimes if Sam is really annoyed with Danny she will threaten to put Danny in the thermos.  
62. During the summer Danny’s friends and sister use him as a walking air conditioner, following him around and asking him to make himself colder for them
63. Jazz learned how to drive the GAV, and Danny didn’t because he thinks flying is better.
64. Danny doesn't like to overshadow people, it is his least favorite power after the Freakshow incident.  He hates the idea of taking away someone's free will. 
65. If Danny uses his ghostly wail in his human form he can’t talk for a week as it would have shredded his vocal cords.
66. Danny has tons of scars all over his body, he is very self conscious about taking off his shirt around other people.  The scars include: claw marks, burn marks, weapon marks (stab wounds and cuts), and large bruises.  He also has one more prominent scar in the shape of a lightning strike spreading up his left arm from where he got electrocuted and died. It looks very faint in his human form but much more noticeable in his ghost form if he uncovers his arm.
67. Princess Dora is really skilled in using a sword, and is completely self taught.
68. Danny’s favorite colour is Red, but Phantom’s favorite colour is blue.  For some reason they have different favorite colours and Danny doesn't know why.
69. When Danny is being affectionate his core purrs, Sam and Tucker often joke about it.
70. Ghosts get very defensive about their deaths and obsessions.  You never ask a ghost how they died, you WILL regret it. It is uncommon for a ghost not to attack you if you ask. 
71. Sometimes Box Ghost and Lunch Lady drop off their daughter Box lunch with Phantom to babysit.  Sometimes Danny brings her over to hang out with Sam as she is much better at taking care of kids than Danny is.  Box lunch likes to call her Auntie Sam
72. Sometimes Johnny comes to check on Danny and make sure he is okay with his parents, and make sure he is safe.  As Johnny had bad parents as well, he feels for Danny having ghost hunting parents.  
73. If Danny is extremely exhausted Skulker will stop mid fight to ask if he is okay.  If Danny says he is fine they will continue fighting.  But if something really bad happens Skulker will leave Danny alone, saying that he will only fight the best and wait till Danny is better.
74. Cujo follows Danny around because Danny was the first ghost (being like him) that he ever met after he died.  They are now bonded and Cujo can track him anywhere. 
75. All of the other ghosts call Cujo Phantom’s dog, but Danny always denies it saying that Cujo just really likes him.  He’s not fooling anybody.
76. There are only two types of cores, fire and Ice, fire is much more common of a core and 95% of ghosts will be fire core ghosts.  Also depending on the ghosts specialty, fire core ghosts can control electricity/lightning.  Examples are Technus controlling Technology and Pandora shooting lighting. 
77. Vortex has a rare thing that is known as a split core.  A fire and ice core.  He can use these to control all of the elements.  And when he splits himself in half, one half can control only fire core elements and the other half can only control Ice core things.  Both halves are their respective colors of red and blue and slightly smaller than his normal green form.
78. The far frozen is too cold for fire core ghosts to go to for long periods of time.  If they are there too long they can get sick and need to get back to their lair/haunt to recharge.
79. Most ghosts do not know that Danny has met Clockwork, and some of them think the master of time is a myth.
80. Most ghosts often use quotes like ‘Clockwork be with you’ or ‘Thank the Ancients’. Including Danny.
81. Seeing as Danny had defeated Pariah dark in a battle he technically has full rights to take over the throne but Danny doesn't want to do this because he sees it as controlling other people, he sees that everyone else was already doing just fine on their own so he decides to leave them be, and they are extremely grateful for that.
This was part 4 of some of my DP head cannons.  Please tell me if you want to see more, and what you thought of them. <3
And also, what are some of your own Danny phantom head canons?  I would love to hear about them!
Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4.
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What's a Knife Between Onscreen Family // Charlie Gillespie
Summary: Filming an emotionally wrought scene on the set of your current role as a regular goes very wrong very fast. Expecting the scene to be the most taxing of the day you find yourself in the ER getting a transfusion. It’s all fun and games until someone’s holding a sharp knife incorrectly, guess it’s just something in common with co-star Jared Padalecki.
Warnings: Swearing, blood, fear, injuries, hospital, needles, angst, and fluff
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A/N: I watched a part of a panel from a Supernatural con and found it hilarious that Jensen accidently stabbed Jared. So I had to write that for a Charlie Gillespie fic. Link to the video talking about the stabbing is right below this message.
Jensen Ackles Accidentally Stabbed Jared Padalecki during filming From 1:00-6:00
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It had to be one of the most emotionally taxing scenes in your entire career as an actress on a physically demanding show. The scene had been incredibly mentally draining the daughter of a Winchester. It had been once season recurring, one series regular and now filming the third season. As the teenage Winchester, it threw a wrench in all the plans and the reckless character gave no shits.
“Okay, this is our last scene for the day!” Robert Singer, the director of his episode, called out from off stage. Standing at the top of the stairs in the Bunker, you jumped in close with a scrunched nose at the squishy sound.
Over the railing, both Jared and Jensen nodded their support from the ground level with concerned expressions. Ever since you joined the cast in season 13, they had become fathers to you. The sight of you drenched in stage blood was enough to churn their stomachs.
“I gave you the barebones of the scene so work with it. Briar’s traumatized after fighting for her life and has been gone for a while.” Robert explained, “Cas couldn’t find her. I want this to be a tribute like Dean in season 10 episode 14: The Executioner’s Song.”
Taking a deep breath in your emotions channelled into a hurricane in your chest, clenching your fingers on the knife.
“Action!”
Pacing the floor plan of the Bunker is two brothers bonded by sorrow, pain, sacrifice and love. Each throwing out locations on where Briar could be, Jack and Cas had been little help. Sam’s heart clenched tight bypassing images straight to torture. The kind of torture he had endured over the years.
Dean’s mouth opened to suggest another place when the Bunker door creaked open. The red converse appeared before the soggy jeans as the teen slowly made her way down the steps. Briar Winchester shook like a leaf staring off in the distance as the blood congealed on her face and hands.
“Briar.” Dean slowly spoke, moving towards the girl. His green eyes lit up in fury as the seventeen-year-old flinched back. Dean’s hand gently took the stained knife from the young girl.
“I-I didn’t mean to do it.” The meek voice appeared so unlike the usual confidence Briar talked with. In exhaustion, Briar’s knees collapsed, sending the teen right into Dean’s arms.
The stoic man gripped the youngest Winchester as his waist bearing her weight against his while Sam circled to be behind Dean. The choked sob echoed by another escaped the family huddle; one from Briar and the other from Dean.
“Dad.” Briar choked clenching her arms around the green-eyed adult’s shoulders, craving the safety of her father.
Ever since Dean could remember he had had a strict rule of always practising safe sex, he didn’t want a kid. Not in a world that had it out for Winchesters and not one where he might hold his child’s dead body in his arms. That all changed when Cas delivered Dean to a county jail where Briar was held just for a minor assault charge on a wealthy bully.
Dean never let himself want a future with the picket fence and the dog in the backyard but when Briar changed that. Dean would do anything for his family no matter the cost. Example: Selling his soul for Sam.
“Sh.” Dean spoke kissing the crown of her hair he savoured having his child safe in his arms, “I’ll help you to the bathroom to get cleaned up. We’ll heat some soup and toast.”
On autopilot, Dean helped Briar down the hall to the bathroom where she would freshen up and later burn the unsalvageable clothing. As Dean returned to Sam’s side, Castiel came with a sombre expression and an explanation.
“Dean. Sam.” Cas greeted them, flicking his blue gaze between the two brothers. The faint sound of the shower only picked up by the trained heightened sense of hearing from years of watching over their backs.
“Cas what the hell happened?” Dean demanded, “Why the hell is my little girl bruised and coated in blood?”
END FILMING SCENE
“Cut!” Robert called out to the large room with a big smile on his face, “I’ll watch it back. See if we need more takes.”
Jared and Jensen wiped the tears that fell from their cheeks just thinking on how wrought that scene felt. As fathers seeing a young adult in such a state severely agonized them. The duo jogged to see your back against the cold wall—a pinched expression marring your young face.
“How are you feeling after that?” Jensen asked, coming closer to squeeze your shoulders unfazed by the sticky fake blood. It was already all over his clothes from hugging you in character.
“You shouldn’t be allowed to have sharp objects.” You spoke glancing down at your knee that had been punctured by the knife. The dark jeans soaked in stage blood now concealed the real blood.
 “Jensen, did you really stab another person.” Jared deadpanned his best friend referencing back a few years. Jared shoved one hand through his hair, receiving a nasty glare from the hairstylist on call.
The glare on Jensen’s face blistered the taller actor, “I didn’t stab you. You walked into the knife.”
The two bickered as they guided you back to the main stage where Robert had reached a final verdict. He had watched the replay twice along with his crew finding the raw emotion to be perfect. The little detail the three had added was well played. Dean unexpectedly consoling his daughter in tears; no threats to kill or push her to tell him what happened. The first time Briar referring to Dean as her father. Lastly, Sam’s unsure actions in consoling a young girl sucked into life like he was in his youth.
“We got a one-take winner!” Robert called out sending the entire crowd into loud applause and cheers. Jared taking most of your weight as you hobbled to the costume trailer.
The lovely costume designers helped remove the sticky shirt, jewellery and the red converse that had once been white. Only the jeans remained on your body to not mess with the wound. As much as you’d love to shower the blood off, it was near impossible, moving your knee stung and it was best to avoid aggravating it.
“Someone needs to ban Jensen from knives. Just wait till his wife finds out about this, she adores Y/N.” Martha chuckled from her sketches she designed on her breaks for a future in fashion design. Often in your free time, you would be her guinea pig with her designs using refurbished material.
Normally the banter would continue but not when your leg was bleeding, and Jared was taking you to the ER. To make time faster, Jared had scooped you into his arms to the black car their driver waited in.
“Towels are in place. Sorry, you got hurt, Kid.” Clif spoke, opening the door to the backseat where Jensen sat patiently. Unlike usual, he had seated himself in the front so you could stretch in the back.
A weak chuckle met air in the packed car from the blood loss that wasn’t overly bad but enough that Jared took the towel. His pressure on the wound caused a yelp that had Jensen flinching in guilt.
“The knife must have been sharp to cut a mouse in half,” Clif muttered turning towards the hospital close to set. Coincidently the drive took you passed the set your boyfriend currently filmed at.
“Might as well call me butter.” You retorted wincing at the throbbing pain, “You aren’t allowed any more sharp objects, Mr. Ackles.”
“Danneel already threatened to hide all the knives in the house.” The on-screen father laughed as the tension decreased in the small car. Despite the dizziness, it didn’t hide the guilt in Jensen’s green eyes.
Time flew by as you found yourself in a bed for observation and pictures for the knee. It came as a shock when the doctor requested one blood transfusion for the blood loss. The hope of being in and out had evaporated like water beads on a blistering summer day.
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Charlie adored his life as an actor where he was free to visit places, he might not have had the opportunity to do. He made friends with everyone he spoke to and even met the love of his life as an actor as well.
That being said today had been the longest one with a full schedule and barely time for lunch or snacks. Even a nap was unachievable, and he desperately wanted one for being awake for hours by now.
“Charlie! Did you know you’ve got missed calls?” Jeremy inquired, staring at the phone that went black once more. Charlie’s eyebrows came together at the mention. His family had the rough outline of times he would be unavailable to talk.
Stepping back from the craft table’s supper options, he lifted the phone from the table, bringing it to life. His lock screen showing multiple missed calls and voicemails from you, his family and two unknown numbers.
His jaw dropped further when Meghan called for the first time out of the group, “Megs?”
“Finally! Where have you been?” Meghan demanded pacing in the studio she had been using when she got the call. The pretty and successful young woman had gotten terrified at learning about Y/N.
“Filming? It’s the longest day of filming the show. It’s on the family schedule.” Charlie spoke, settling into one of the empty tables. His eyes watching the people entering and exiting the tent set up for food.
“Jesus. Mom called me when you didn’t pick up. Y/N’s in the hospital.” Meghan revealed sending the Canadian actor into a stiff posture. His hazel eyes blow wide and panic flooding his entire system.
“What?!” Charlie didn’t mean to shout nor turn paler than a piece of white paper, but it happened. The volume contracting looks from everyone in the vicinity. Owen even dropped the donut back in the box by the volume.
“She got stabbed with a knife. I sent the address earlier, and I haven’t gotten a lot of info.” Meghan told her older brother, “I know she’s getting a blood transfusion, but nothing else was released.”
Charlie couldn’t tell you what happened between Meghan telling him and reaching the hospital frantically. Nor could he figure out how Owen was in the back of the Uber with him guiding him through exercises; all thanks to Owen’s therapist for his anxiety.
His sneakers squeaked on the polished white floor in his mission to the receptionist transferring information from a chart to digital. Charlie’s painting brought him attention from the kind nurse acknowledging his presence.
“Just let me finish this one sentence.” The nurse hummed saving the information before turning their full attention to the frazzled male, “How can I help you?”
“What room is Y/N Y/L/N in? She was stabbed and needed a transfusion.” Charlie demanded deflating as Owen placed a hand on his shoulder. The Canadian’s eyes bright with panic and a deep fear
The nurse’s eyes softened, “I can’t give out information on patients unless your immediate family members.”
“I’m here-“
“Husband! He’s her husband, they eloped so she hasn’t changed her last name or updated her information.” Owen blurted out, rubbing the pad of his index finger on the black jeans he had worn for his role. The two hadn’t even bothered changing into their street clothing.
The nurse nodded their head-turning back to the computer to enter the name for the patient for the information. It took seconds before the nurse wrote on the miscellaneous sticky note of the ward and room number.
“My name is Riley. If you need any help, you can come back here, and I’ll do my best to give you answers.” Nurse Riley informed the duo with a kind smile nodding in the direction of your hospital room.
Owen’s long legs ate up the distance Charlie made in his sprint to the stairwell, “Shouldn’t we take the elevator?”
“My girlfriend is in a hospital bed. I can’t wait for an elevator.” Charlie rebuked the suggestion on the second flight. Owen’s sigh was the last sound made as the duo slammed into the door to the floor level.
Charlie and Owen appeared in the doorway of your hospital room panting from the exertion meeting the gaze of two actors. Charlie’s heart stuttered at the sight of the high volume of blood in your clothing and your hair.
The sharp gasp brought your attention to the shaking Canadian actor solely focused on scanning for wounds. His eyes barely staying on the two adult males you had been starring with for a few years. Schedule conflicts often led to no introduction to each other’s co-stars.
“What the hell?” Charlie choked stumbling to the chair beside your hospital bed next to the pole holding a blood bag, “Did you get mugged? Are you okay?”
“Char, take a breath, man.” Owen’s blue eyes shadowed with the worry as Charlie’s breathing shuddered. Owen could barely look at you covered in blood.
“Whoa! Charlie. I’m fine. This is stage blood. We had an intense scene, and there was a minor accident.” Your voice soothed the man gently taking Charlie’s hand to comfort him, “I lost a bit of blood. The doctor decided to give me a blood transfusion to bring my levels back up a bit before stitching it up.”
“How do you get stabbed accidently?” Owen questioned glancing at the two men standing silently in the corner. Due to contracts on the Supernatural set details of scenes and storylines was off-limits.
“Well, during filming, I took a knife from her, and she walked into the blade?” Jensen trailed off, shoving his elbow into Jared’s side at the scoff. It happened every time it was brought up.
“I-“Charlie blinked, shaking his head as he took a deep sigh in pushing that to the back burner to focus solely on you. His hand rubbed his face while he settled on squeezing your one hand in both of his.
The touch of your skin grounding him back to earth with the shattering visions of walking into the world without you. It would be both ways, the second his calloused warm skin brushed your hands; it was like the pain faded. Only a sense of content settled in your weary bones.
“Okay Miss Y/L/N.” Dr. Clancy walked into the room only halting to grab a pair of medical gloves, “I see your entourage grew. I’m Doctor Jim Clancy, and you must be Miss Y/L/N’s husband.”
Three pairs of eyes widened at the doctor’s words aimed towards the brunette actor turning a blushing mess. The words mouthed by Charlie to go with it gave barely any insight, but you did it. The moment you had a free minute with Charlie, you would interrogate him in the new title you had.
“Yeah, my husband.” You spoke flicking an expression to Jensen and Jared that caught on from the years together. They had taken you under their wing on your first day on set, and then you became family with their immediate family.
“I can confirm that my initial observation is that the wound doesn’t have anything that shouldn’t be in there. We stopped the bleeding, the x-ray came clean, we’ll set you up with IV fluid, and tetanus shot to be safe.”
“Nurse Gellar here will cut the rest of the jeans off, get you in a gown for a few hours of observation. Just a precaution for blood transfusions. We’ll have some scrubs you can wear when you can leave.” Dr. Clancy motioned to the tall redhead with a quiet demeanour.
Charlie’s lips lingered on your temple at the fear that flared in your expressive eyes, he would give anything to take your place. He softly sang your couple song as a whimper fell from your lips as the jean tugged the dried blood from the wound. The painful pressure felt as you guessed it had started to bleed again, the feel of liquid rolling down your skin, confirming it.
“I’ll sing anything.” Charlie whispered going through his mental catalogue of songs on your shared playlist, “Oh!”
I’m booking myself a one-way flight
 I gotta see the color in your eyes
 And telling myself I’m gonna be alright
 Without you baby is a waste of time
The tears falling no longer came from the pain but the sheer amount of love you had for the man there. Eyes glittering with pure adoration as his voice came off absolutely heart-melting. So, lost in each other neither of you noticed Owen had been filming from the moment Charlie had said ‘oh’.
Yeah, our first date, girl, the seasons changed
 It got washed away in a summer rain
 You can’t undo a fall like this
 ’Cause love don’t know what distance is
 Yeah, I know it’s crazy
Charlie’s hand slowly slid up your arms to cup your tear-streaked tacky cheeks in his warm grip. The hospital faded as it became just you and Charlie. Completely oblivious at the audience in the room.
“He loves her,” Jensen whispered to Jared out of the camera frame that the blonde-haired kid’s phone. It was such a pure moment it felt disrespectful to see this exchange but also honoured to see it firsthand.
“I’ve only seen the look in your eyes for Danneel,” Jared replied, cupping his hands over his face listening to the near inaudible wet chuckle you gave.
“As I have between you and Gen. They have the real kind of love.” 
But I don’t want “good”, and I don’t want “good enough.”
 I want “can’t sleep, can’t breathe without your love”
 Front porch and one more kiss, it doesn’t make sense to anybody else
“Charlie.” You sobbed at the best part of your life serenading you in such a romantic moment at the odd setting—his hazel gaze greener in what would come to be a very dear memory to reminisce about.
The calloused thumb caressing your cheek wiping a teardrop away he continued to see as the doctor finished suturing the wound. 
Nothing mattered other than the couple currently in a bubble.
Who cares if you’re all I think about,
 I’ve searched the world and I know now,
 It ain’t right if you ain’t lost your mind.
 Yeah, I don’t want easy, I want crazy
 Are you with me baby? Let’s be crazy
Charlie’s voice faded with the rest of the song bringing you back to reality with the nurse cleaning up around the wound. That’s how the rest of the day went on waiting for the blood transfusion and IV fluids to finish. You stuffed the tetanus shot while Charlie sang between different genres.
“Thank you.” You softly spoke with Charlie being the only one left in the room with you.
Owen had headed back to their set to finish a scene while giving the updates on you while Jared and Jensen grabbed food. J2 had been very clear they would get Martha to grab some clothing for when they came back. Jensen was determined to deliver you to your home as the first action to make it up to you.
“For what?” Charlie questioned as your index and thumb picked at the cuticles of the opposite hand. Your eyes were hidden from your boyfriend’s gaze.
“For dropping everything to be here.” The words were quiet in the room only filled with breathing and the heart machine you had to be hooked up to.
“My girl-“
“Don’t you mean wife?” You teased brushing a lock of his hair from his forehead taking in the man you had the honor of loving. Of waking up next to in the apartment, you’d been renting ever since you landed the role on Supernatural; overtime Charlie’s things had just accumulated there.
“It was the only way they’d let me in.” Charlie spoke sitting on the edge of the hospital bed, “It’s a little early to call you, but I’m excited to make you my last girlfriend and then my only wife.”
The chuckle fell from your lips, “So, you want to marry me?”
“In front of all our family and friends. Tucked away from the media to celebrate the love we have for each other.” Charlie spoke, “There’s no one else I’d like by my side for the rest of my life.”
A new flood of tears welled at the sincerity in his voice and the warmth laden in his eyes of kaleidoscope colours. Sometimes, depending on his emotion or his clothing, his eyes would be greener, or when he was happy, they had a blue tinge in the green in sadness or your favourite; brown with the swirls of green.
“How did I get so lucky to have the absolute honour to fall in love with you?” Your words created a swell of emotion in the Canadian’s heart.
“The same way whatever deities there are took pity on a boy from Dieppe by bringing him an angel.�� Charlie words preceded the kiss on your lips with a grin as you chased his lips after. With one last peck, he leaned back with a fond expression.
“Seriously how do you get stabbed accidently?” Charlie chortled with that gorgeous smile lighting up the room more than the white lights.
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Adoration - Part 3
Summary: You are loosing your control and things are going bad...
Warnings: non, just fluff and feels
Pairing: Bucky x angel!reader
Author’s note: Thank you to everyone who’s reading my story. Currently going through a tough time, so your kind words are making me indescribable happy. English is not my first language but I hope you will enjoy it anyways. :D
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Bucky didn’t sleep well this night. He lay down in his room and soon fell asleep but his nightmares were already waiting for him. He watched the Starks begging for their lives. A young and innocent man trying to get into his hotel room- scared for his life. Suddenly the surrounding changed and Bucky found himself standing in a meadow. The grasses were tickling his hands and he felt the sun shining on his back. „Bet you can’t catch me.“, sang a soft voice and Bucky looked for the source of the voice. He narrowed his eyes to a slit as he tried to focus on a person. Bucky saw a woman waving at him. Her long hair was blowing in the wind but he couldn’t see her face. Bucky knew this place. He has been here before. He started running towards the woman but she ran away, he heard her laughing. He almost reached her but suddenly she faded away. The sky darkened and an uneasy feeling settled in Bucky. „I can’t see you, I can’t feel you. Buck, where are you?“ The soft voice sounded desperate, almost like crying. „I’m here. I’m here.“, he screamed. The wind got stronger and he had problems standing. „I’m here.“, he whispered. 
Bucky woke up soaked with sweat. The alarm let him know that he only slept for half an hours even though it felt like an eternity. His hands were hiding his face, trying to catch his breath. As his feet hit the ground he was greeted with coldness ensuring him that he was back to reality. He trotted to the red couch in the common room, hoping that you were right and that he can sleep on it without having nightmares. 
You were laying on your bed, sleeping restlessly. You were back in heaven, surrounded by dozen of angels all observing you with interest. A man was chained in the middle. You squinted your eyes to try to identify his face but you couldn’t. „I can’t. I can’t do it. I love him.“, you said, dropping your sword. A loud voice was mocking you. „Love? We are angels. Archangels. We don’t love. We adore Him and only him. You know the consequences, (y/f/n).“. You nodded. A murmur went through the crowd. „You won’t be welcome here anymore. You will be a fallen. You will forget most of this and you will forget him.“, The voice is hard and unsympathetic. „I accept the consequences. Just… spare his life.“
You woke up, breathing hard. You didn’t dream, you remembered. Your head was aching tremendously and your throat was dry like the dessert. You decided to spend the night on the couch but you realized that it’s already preoccupied by a handsome man. 
„I thought, you don’t dream?“, said Bucky, opening his eyes. „I don’t. I just remembered something from the past.“ He threw back the covers and patting on the couch to his left, indicating that you can sleep there too. „I don’t want to invade your personal space.“, you said. „I will just go back to my room.“
„Don’t be silly. C’mere. The couch is big enough for both of us.“ You grinned and lay down. „For an angel, you have really cold feet.“, 
„Sorry.“ You snuggled into Bucky, definitely invading his personal space but calming down as soon as you smelled him. Bucky was your drug and you were addicted to him. „Do you want talk about what you dre… I meant,  remembered?“, he asked, caressing your hair. „I remembered my trial. It was horrible.“ Your hand clutched on Bucky’s shirt. „What about you?“
Bucky looked outside the window „I can’t remember my dream.“ He lied.
The next morning, Bucky woke up from a dreamless sleep, only to find your hand clenched to his shirt. Sweat had formed on your forehead and your face was twisted in pain. „(Y/f/n).“, Bucky tried to wake you up. „(Y/f/n), wake up. Wake up!“, His voice got louder and more desperate. Steve stormed into the room. Bucky looked helpless as he shook you. „She isn’t waking up.“ He screamed
You began glowing, finally opening your eyes..
You fell on your knees, your long (y/h/c) hair were hiding your face. A small silver diadem was on your head. You didn’t wear your pajamas anymore, instead a long white, silvery dress
A long and heavy sword laid next to you. But the most intimidating thing were your wings. Bucky was shocked and perplexed. They were gigantic, reaching the ceiling and went from one side of the room to the other. The wings were white with small golden sprinkles but the tips were ebony. He had never seen something so beautiful. You pressed your hands on your face. „Something’s wrong. I can’t control it.“ You sobbed 
Bucky walked slowly towards you and kneeled to look directly in your face. 
He touched your cheeks softly in an attempt to calm you.
You couldn’t see Bucky anymore. Instead you were sitting on gras. Another person was there, but you couldn’t see his face, even thought he was so close. „It’s my last day here. Tomorrow I’m going to war.“ The voice sounded proud, but also extremely devastated. „I wish we had more time.“ You said. „We will. When I come back, I’ll never ever leave you again.“ He said, taking something out of his pocket. „If I could, I would marry you right away… You know that, don’t you? But I want to give you the wedding you deserve. I want to be the man you deserve. So, (y/f/n), I’m asking you to wait for me and I’ll promise to give you the life you deserve.“, The man said, opening his palm. A small thin ring was lying in it. It had a tiny stone in the middle. „It’s beautiful.“, You blushed. „I would wait an eternity to be with you.“ You kissed him softly. 
The picture changed again. „Throw that pathetic ring away. You’re delusional and acting childish. Forget it. Forget him.“ You weren’t on earth anymore. You played with the ring every time you felt lonely which made your brothers and sisters aware of it. „I will.“ You answered the commanding voice. You took off the ring, but instead of throwing it away you morphed the ring into a small necklace. You put on the necklace and hid it beneath your dress's collar. 
You blinked, finally gaining your control. Your hand searched for the small necklace on your neck. Relief went through your body as you found it. Slowly your sword and your wings disappeared. You leaned against Bucky’s broad chest as you looked like the girl minutes ago. „I’m loosing my mind, Buck.“, you mumbled and then being greeted by darkness as you passed out. 
Bucky carried you to the couch and lay you softly down. „What happened?“, Nat and Steve looked expectantly in Bucky's direction but he just shook his head. „I… I have absolutely no idea.“
„Maybe I can help?“ Said a fancy voice. A woman stood in the entrance. She was tall with brown-chestnut hair that were put in a neat bun. 
„My name is Rahel. I’m here for protection. I’m like her.“, She explained, nodding her head in your directions
„Do you know her?“ Bucky didn't trust her and he wouldn’t allow her to come any closer to you.
„Well not personally but she’s an icon. Her story is legend. 
(Y/f/n) was one of the four most powerful archangels. She fought in every war, sometimes leading the soldiers. She was extremely powerful and kind. After the rebellion she started to visit earth more often to learn more about humans and humanity. And then on one mission she walked into this man. Well he was more of a boy back then.“ Rahel laughed like she was there when it happened. „It was love at first sight. She stayed on earth for months. But both were soldiers- she was needed in heaven and he was going to war as well. However, she always kept an eye on him. And when he was in a life-threatening situation she came to save him. She left her position to safe him. When other men came she thought he’d be safe but they were evil. They captured him and she was absolutely miserable. She tried to ease his pain with her powers but one day she decided to end this torture. So as he was fighting against ... well ... the  good guys she made sure that those would recognize him and help him. And they did. The archangels were furious. She wasn’t just ignoring her war but she was also changing destiny. They burned out her memories of him and gave her two options. Kill him and stay in heaven or spare his life and fall.“ 
„So you know who he is?“ Steve was suspicious of this woman, not entirely trusting her either.
„Of course. Every angel does.“
„Tell us.“ Bucky commanded but she smiled smugly
"No. I can’t and I won’t. Forgetting him his her punishment. I can’t ignore the instruction.“
Rahel was slowly walking towards you. „I can feel her inner disunity. She is trying to remember but she won’t find more memories of him in her mind. They aren’t there anymore.“ She touched you on your forehead that made you wince. Bucky was rushing towards you but Rahel was stopping him with her hand.
„No, you stay away from her. It was you that made her lost her control.“ 
„What? Me? I didn’t do anything.“ He said in defensive and insulted.
„Your soul is calm but your mind is pure chaos. You will trigger her. She’s in a very sensible state right now.“
Bucky felt horrible. He was the one that made her relive her worst moments. 
You slept for more than a week in your room till you woke up. Your headache was killing you and your whole body hurt. 
„Are you going somewhere?“ You were shocked to see Bucky with a packed backpack sitting on the couch waiting for something.
„You’re up.“ His relief was indescribable but you were crossing your arms.
„I’m leaving for Wakanda. They offered me to get better. And that’s a chance I’m definitely going to take.“
„Without saying goodbye?“ You were hurt that he wanted to leave while you were passed out. You had the feeling that he was stealing himself away. 
„I…I didn't want to hurt you again.“ He whispered.
„You never hurt me before, Bucky.“ You wanted to touch him but he took a step backwards.
„No. You can’t touch me. Rahel said, that I was the reason for you to be in pain and I'm sorry for that.“
„Rahel said that? Interesting…“, you said this more to yourself. „Buck, I can assure you that you were not the reason. If anything you were the reason to calm me.“ You tried to assure him but he didn’t look convinced.
„I want to give you something.“ You unlocked your necklace and put it on Bucky.
„I’ve heard that humans believe in lucky charms. So maybe this could be yours? It may or may not have a bit angel power in it.“ You smiled.
„It’s beautiful.“ he said as he touched the small pendant.
„I will become a good man.“ He promised; omitting the words For you 
„You already are a good man.“
„Can I kiss you goodbye?“ You nodded. Bucky leaned down. He pressed his hard lips on your soft ones. You closed your eyes, hands resting on his broad shoulders. He wrapped his arms around your waist, securing you and pulling you closer to him.
„Wait for me, yeah?“ He whispered against your lips. 
„I would wait an eternity for you.“ You answered, getting the feeling that you have said those words before.
Bucky, Steve and Rahel arrived in Wakanda the next day. Over the past week Bucky got the feeling that Rahel and Steve got closer, that Steve trusted this chick even though they knew nothing about her.
Bucky lay down as Shuri was running some tests. „Is the girl outside the room your girlfriend?“, she asked curiously. Bucky was surprised. He turned to his left only to see Rahel’s eyes fully trained on him. „No, she’s just an acquaintance.“ Bucky answered, mindlessly playing with the necklace. „Ah, I get it. The girl who gave you that is your girlfriend.“, She nodded with her head to his necklace, smiling sincerely.
When Steve and Rahel came back from Wakanda you were already waiting for them. Your sword lay next to you but otherwise you looked normal. 
As Rahel walked through the door you held your sword’s blade against her throat
"Who are you?“ Steve had never heard so much authority and power in your voice.
„(Y/f/n) what are you doing?? That’s Rahel. She helped you.“ He said shocked
„I may have forgotten a lot of things but I know that Rahel died years ago in the big war. You locked me into my mind for a week and you told Bucky that it was his fault. So, I’m asking you again. Who are you? Reveal yourself!“, you commanded.
„Good to know that you haven’t forgotten everything, sister.“ Rahel’s beautiful face changed and a man was standing in her spot. Steve looked disturbed and disgusted while pursing his lips.
„Nathaniel, what are you playing at?“ 
„To make sure that history isn’t repeated. That you come to your senses and face the consequences. There is war up there and its entirely your fault.“ He shouted angrily.
„What? What war?“
„Like a civil war. Angels against Angels. Adoration versus human love. You choosing a mere human over heaven had dozen of consequences. You are a constant danger, a constant threat to heaven. You are the face of the revolution and I will no longer allow it.“ Before he could touch his weapon your sword already cut his throat. Orange light shone brightly and then it and his body disappeared. 
“What the heaven?!”
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opossumanonymous · 3 years ago
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How did he get in this mess?
Warnings: Inko literally uses her quirk to pull out AFOs pubic hair because I don't think anything else would immobilize him temporarily, talk of inko using her quirk to pull organs, guns mentioned
I wrote this on my phone so sorry if anything looks funky for computer users. If I made any mistakes or any characters are too ooc please tell me. Also this is a fanfic featuring AFO as Midoriya Hizashi and Inko as a ex-Black Widow and mostly features them please enjoy!~
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How did he get in this mess, face kissing the floor and completely caught off guard?
Hizashi wasn't quite sure himself actually. One minute he was doing some 'work' before he heard the voice of his wife over his shoulder.
"Hizashi, what are you doing?"
Then he was on the floor a nearly blinding pain spread over his body leaving him in fetal position unable to think of nothing else.
Once his mind got clear again he turned his head to the side looking up at the woman who he thought was his wife. Her usually gentle smile was gone leaving a cold look on her face as she read through his files. One of her hands out stretched towards him while the other clicked through the computer.
Which made him briefly realize he may have to put plan B into action but before that he had to know if this was his wife or someone else. Last thing he wanted was to do something reckless if this wasn't his wife.
"Who-" Before Hizashi could utter a word he felt another painful pull causing him to ball up even further trying to somehow ease the pain. He choked on air as Inko? Stared at him with a blank expression now turned away from the computer. She crossed her legs as she watched him wither in pain looking at with him cold emotionless green eyes.
Who was this woman she can't be Inko! It gave him brief fear realizing that a shape-shifting spy might have tricked him somehow. After all theres no way his sweet wife could ambush him, let alone be capable of hurting him this badly! But if this is someone with a shape-shifting quirk there's no way they would also have wife's quirk as well. Unless they can copy the quirks of people they shape-shift into but then-
"So was this what you were doing while I was comforting our son?"
His eyes widened at that realization, it hit Hizashi hard as he broke out in a cold sweat. He looked up at Inko who still had that chilling look on her face making Hizashi for the first time in 200 years feel...afraid.
He didn't know whether to be impressed at her or disgusted in himself, him, All for One, the symbol of evil, the villain who has brought many heros and villains alike to their knees is...afraid? It sounds unreal just thinking about it that someone could still scare him.
Not by much but still it was a feat that no one before her had done in a long time.
He felt like he was getting whiplash knowing that the same woman who cooked him breakfast nearly every morning, who cried at anything sad or happy, and cuddled up to him at night was looming over him like some villain.
"Hizashi speak up your mumbling." She spoke harshly as he felt another pull, he's starting to lose feeling in his legs.
"I already knew." He said breathless feeling defeated almost, yet another feat none before her had accomplished. He could almost hear his brother laughing from his grave at this point. "What?" Her forehead wrinkled the cold look leaving her face for a moment making her look more like the Inko he knew.
"I checked Izuku years ago, I had my suspicions when he didn't develop his quirk after he turned 5. While I can't tell what a quirk is if I don't know it, I can sense them." He told her truthfully "When I reached into his subconscious one night after I tucked him in bed, I found no sign of a quirk." He knew their was a chance Izuku would be quirkless anyway, Hizashi was from the first generation of quirk users after all.
But he would never give his son a quirk, no he's not going to let history repeat itself, if there's anything he's learned in his 200 years of life it's never give your hero loving relatives a quirk.
Plus being a hero is 10 times more dangerous now, no thanks to him, he'd rather his precious son live quirkless.
Despite the ridicule quirkless people get from society atleast he won't ever get badly hurt or worse killed. Luckily Hizashi had a back up plan just in case he needed to protect his family from themselves.
But seeing Inko looming above him is starting to make him think about adding more reinforcements to the vault. After all she's not so much of a gullible woman like he once thought she was.
"I see but that doesn't change anything, you weren't there for our baby when he needed you most. That's why after this you're going to march into our sons room and comfort him like a good father should." He almost winched at her harsh tone. He honestly didn't know if he should be scared or not. He did still have an arsenal of quirks he could use but none that were non lethal from a long range he could use on her.
"And if I don't, what will you do?" He was curious in all honesty after all it's not every day your usually gentle and emotional wife does a 360 degree personality change on you.
"Then I'll keep ripping out your pubic hairs till you comply." He felt a slight tug again at the slight flick of her wrist causing him to flinch.
He had felt tempted to challenge her, now realizing it was a mistake seeing as she has him by the balls...literally.
"And if you try anything...well you'll be surprised at how many organs count as a small objects." She said with a chilling smile which he almost hates to admit made him flinch.
He always knew her quirk was suspicious despite only being limited to small objects it could still be a deadly quirk if used right. The number of deadly weapons considered small objects was big and considering she only needs a vague idea of where an object is located to pull it to her which includes organs...Hizashi's starting to realize he didn't really know his wife like he thought he did.
After all who would've guessed his sweet Inko would use her quirk so...creatively. He nodded, head still pressed to the hard wood floor of his office.
Inko gave a sigh of relief as she genuinely smiled running her hand through her green locks. "Good I'm glad we could come to an agreement." Hizashi felt the release of her quirk as she sat back legs still crossed.
He slowly sat on all fours before rising to his knees still feeling phantom pains with each slight movement.
Once he was on his knees he wrapped his arms around her waist laying his head in her stomach. She gently caressed his head of white curls causing him to sink further into her and let out a content hum. After a while he looked up at her, the cold look on her face gone now taking a more softer expression.
"I knew you where a villain since the first week after we got married." Hizashi didn't think Inko could shock him anymore but that honestly got him, and yet again she conquered another feat.
He would have never guessed that she knew about him being a villain before now. "Honestly I felt like I got rusty since I found out so late, but I guess living a normal civilian life will make anyone like that." She smiled gently at him looking more like the Inko he knew. Or atleast thought he knew, she was one of the most ordinary people he met from her average nursing job to her adorable naiveté at times.(which he now knows was probably just an act) She played him like a fiddle, he underestimated her and made him fall even harder for her.
That's right, he didn't think it was possible to love her even more than he already did, but this moment proved that wrong.
"Wait then if you knew why did you stay and why wait until now to bring it up?"
She furrowed her eyebrows again before turning her head away from him thinking about her answer for a second before looking back. "I'm not exactly who I said I was either..." She trailed off with a far away look in her eyes almost like she was looking through him and not at him.
He took her hand which had stopped rubbing his head and brought it to his cheek. This seemed to help her focus again as she gave him a tired smile.
"I'm not a good person either Hizashi I've done alot of things that I now regret." For a moment he guessed that she was an ex-villain that he'd just never heard of.
Although that was very unlikely seeing as he liked to keep tabs on most high profile villains to find anyone with good...potential. Inko definitely wasn't a low class villain she just didn't fit the profile of a bank robber or common street thug. Her aura gave off a more experienced air to it not to mention no low class villain would have the guts to look him in the eye once finding out who he really is.
"I was once apart of an organization who specialized in training those considered...unless in society." The way she said useless held a malice to it despite her still having a smile, but it didn't quite reach her eyes.
"They kidnapped me and many other young girls most of them either being quirkless or having 'weak' quirks." Quirkless trafficking while rare nowadays still went on but he'd never heard of an organization making quirkless people assassins. Wlep there's a first time for everything he guessed.
"They trained and raised all of us to be assassins, to put it simply, they chose us because they knew we'd be underestimated."
Assassins? If someone had told him is lovely wife was secretly an assassin he'd laugh in their face before killing them for saying such a thing. But now after being brought to his knees by her he honestly isn't surprised, at this point he'd believe anything that came out of her mouth. She could tell him she could kill someone with only a plastic spoon and he'd believe her.
"I was one of the lucky ones i was able to escape before my 'graduation' if you could call it that. I was even able to find my birth certificate after months of digging through missing persons reports." She now went back to stroking his white curls as she spoke.
"After escaping I decided to live the life my mother wanted me to or at least I like to think she'd want me to." He knew she was an orphan, she'd told him that on their second date he never thought much about it.
He never even really looked into her mother much either only knowing that she died when Inko was young and that she was Nana Shimura's sister. When he found this out at first he was suspicious but over time he let his guard down, if that was a mistake is still up for debate.
"They called us Black Widows." He'd heard that name before but it's been so long, last time he heard the words Black Widow he was reading a comic book to his sick brother. It's either unoriginal or genius considering most will only think of the comic book hero Black Widow opposed to it being a real organization.
Finally getting the feeling back in his legs he stood up stretching slightly while she watched him. He stared down at her now that he had the high ground it was time to give her what she deserved.
He leaned down towards her his hands coming up to her face menacingly. But she just sat there unfazed with a serene look on her face, their was no real use in trying she knew he wouldn't hurt her. He held her face as he leaned in and gave her lips a gentle kiss.
After pulling away he took her hand and helped her out of his office chair. "Now time to go see about Izuku hopefully I can get him out of his depressed mood."
Giving her a true smile only reserved for his family he lead her out of his office not before shutting down his computer and locking the door.
"Yes please talk to him because I didn't know what to do than to apologize to him." She sighed clearly distressed. "While it has been a long time since I escaped somethings I still just don't know the right words for." She looked defeated like she didn't just have Japan's greatest villain nearly kissing her feet.
"It's fine darling soon Izuku will go back to being that happy kid again, you'll see." He gave her a final kiss before heading to Izukus room ready to help his son or else face the wraith of his wife.
He briefly wondered just how good of an assassin his wife is and just how many she's killed. But quickly shook those thoughts away as he entered his son's All Might themed room.
While he'd never ask her anything more about her past as a Black Widow he soon came to realize she was highly skilled as he watched his son on TV.
He was watching UAs sports festival with Tomura at his current hideout the boy exclaiming in shock at this year's winner.
The one to take first place was UAs first quirkless student Midoriya Izuku who took out the competition with only a pair of electroshock bracelets as wepons.
Not to say that it was only the support tools that secured his win, the way he bended dodging attacks and hit his opponents with devastating blows to the head made him nearly laugh out loud.
It was almost hard to believe that this was the same kind boy he once tucked in bed but he had to admit his son was quite reckless.
He's in all honesty proud of his son especially for beating Mizuki's brat whose bullied his poor son for years. While he isnt happy that his son's well on his way to being a hero atleast Inko trained him well.
Just how did Hizashi get in this mess he'd hoped quirklessness would make his son reconsider being a hero but it seems Inko had other plans.
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Extras:
So originally Inko was gonna hold him at gun point but I felt like AFO wouldn't be sacred of a gun so....
Also Inko has wepons (mostly guns) hidden in every wall in the apartment after all you never know when the red room might strike.
Inko still gets chubby but not from stress over Izuku being quirkless it's more so over the red room possibly finding him and taking him. She's still bad ass tho, can kill anyone with a just plastic spoon.
She also ran away from the red room before they could sterilize her.
Izuku does eventually get One for all but it's after the sports festival instead, tho he does still parade as a quirkless hero even after One for all.
He also is a vigilante on the side under the name Black Widow tho most think he's a girl because of the Black Widow reference. He even wears his mom's old Black Widow suit.
You could say he's hero Deku by day and vigilante Black Widow by night!
AFO totally knows it's him tho because he knows Inko wouldn't be that reckless or feral.
Izuku has no idea his loving father is AFO but knows his mom's an ex-assassin.
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akihabaradivision · 3 years ago
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Otaku Corps Team Dynamics
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As the team's leader, Keiko usually fights on the front lines. Being taught the flow of rap and rhyme by Nemu Aohitsugi, she spent hours and hours of free time watching and listening to rap videos, mimicking the artists' styles before finally coming up with her own. Her role in the group switches between 'main attacker' and 'support'. She is feared for her ability, which cancels out an opponent's ability, weakening them.
Criss usually fills the role of 'attacker' in the group, due in no small part to her ability. Like Keiko, she learned how to rhyme by listening to rap in her spare time whilst on her travels. Her rhyme flow always has a spooky, otherworldly feel to it, due to her love of the paranormal. Her ability is believed to be the most feared out of the Otaku Corps.
Nikki, surprisingly, is the group's 'defense specialist', able to absorb massive amounts of punishment before she is defeated. She is also able to switch to 'support' should the need require it. Unlike Keiko and Criss, she already knew how to rap, due to listening it in her spare time whenever she was gaming with Scorpion Den. Like Keiko, she is feared for her ability, which weakens her opponent's ability.
-- Keiko
Criss to Keiko are two friends who both attended high school together, though Keiko was one grade ahead of her. Though the two didn't actually speak till Keiko was in her third year, the two become good friends due to being outcasts. Though Keiko finds Criss a little weird a times (especially when she goes on her little 'ghost hunts'), she truly does look at Criss as a good friend, and can't help but smile whenever she is around. In Rap Battles, the two work well on the front lines together, using their creative and weird lyrics to confuse their opponents.
Nikki to Keiko are two friends who have known each other since their first year in high school, and even graduated together. They met each other when Keiko sat beside Nikki one day at lunch. Though it took a while for a friendship to blossom between the two, Keiko eventually got the cold Nikki to open up, bonding over their love of art. Though they are friends, they often have their quarrels, with Keiko having serious issues with Nikki's lifestyle and her refusal to go to university. In Rap Battles, Keiko stays in the front while Nikki waits in the back, both prepared to switch spots when the need requires it.
-- Criss
Keiko to Criss is her smart, studious friend. The two met in high school and, somehow or other, managed to become good friends, despite having little to nothing in common. Criss often calls on Keiko to help her whenever she is struggling with schoolwork. And in return, Criss often gives the famed artist some ideas for her manga. The two often debate about the existence of aliens and ghosts, with the two often just agreeing to disagree. In Rap Battles, Criss works alongside her friend to scare and disorient her opponents with her weird and very-out-there lyrics.
Nikki to Criss is her fellow conspiracy theorist, who also believes in the theory of planetary life and spectral beings. The two connected with each other, after Criss found Nikki reading a book on the existence of ghosts, which automatically made her Criss's "partner" in all things out-of-this-world! Though Nikki was confused about the state of affairs, she didn't do anything to dissuade the overexcited girl. In Rap Battles, Criss is in the front with Nikki waiting behind. The two work good together as Nikki's lyrics often pair with Criss's on the paranormal.
-- Nikki
Keiko to Nikki is her friend, though truthfully, Nikki considers her an acquaintance, at best, and a know-it-all, at worst. The two have known each other since high school, and though they didn't start off on the right foot, they eventually began talking and bonding over their love of art, which Keiko was skilled at, and Nikki dabbled in. After graduating high school, the two remained in contact, with Keiko going onto university, and Nikki pursuing her career as a E-gamer. Though she likes Keiko, the kuudere can often get frustrated with manga artist for trying to dictate Nikki's life, which she hates. Despite that, the two do manage to find common ground at times. In Rap Battles, Nikki patiently waits in the back, prepared to move up on Keiko's order.
Criss to Nikki is her annoying, hyperactive friend whom Nikki considers a pest at times. Though they were in different grade levels, the two often hung out, bonding over their love of ghosts and aliens, which more often than not, got them teased and made fun of, not that either of them cared. Though Criss has a habit of annoying Nikki, the E-gamer respects her friend's daredevil attitude, and is almost always the first of her followers to watch her videos on YouTube. In Rap Battles, the two work far better together than either of them do with Keiko, with their liking of the paranormal, giving them something to rap about, which terrifies and confuses their opponents.
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hoe4almondmilk · 4 years ago
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Safety Net: Chapter 2
Present! Carol Denning/Reader 
It’s been three days since you’ve been at max and it’s been honestly quite awful. You stared at the tray of food in front of you poking at it with your fork instead of eating it, you weren’t hungry and you were restless from not being able to sleep. Who could even sleep here? The lights are on constantly.
“Making art, (L/N)?” you looked up to see who the familiar voice belonged to, it was Piper with her fiancée Alex. Piper was starting to become a little more tolerable now that she was reunited with Alex. You were happy for them and honestly glad to have them here with you even if you were never particularly close with either of them during your time up at camp. 
“I don’t know if I’d call it art but it’s something.” you chuckled, continuing picking at the food. “I miss camp, I feel like I'm always on edge here.” 
“I definitely agree with that, sleeping with this fuckin broken arm hasn’t been pleasant.” Alex replied as she began eating her food. God, you almost felt nauseous watching someone eat. Food disgusted you right now. “You’re not pulling a Sister Ingalls are you?” Alex asked half jokingly but also sounding a little concerned.
“No, I just haven’t had much of an appetite lately, I feel sick looking at food, it’s probably just my anxiety. Also the food here looks repulsive..” you sighed. 
“I don’t blame you, I would feel anxious too if I was sharing a bunk with the head of C-Block.” said Piper.
You turned your head to the left over where Carol was, she was playing cards surrounded by her posse. You and Carol haven’t really spoken much or been around each other since she basically scared you off the other day. It was kind of an unspoken rule, if Carol was in the room you stayed out of her way and hung around somewhere else until she came out which was pretty often since she was mostly out here playing cards. You were so deep in thought you forgot you were still looking in carol’s direction when you snapped back to reality you saw her staring straight at you with an emotionless expression, you quickly looked away. 
“She’s actually not that bad, I mean besides telling me to get the fuck out the other day. She’s quiet and clean. except for when she’s looking at those magazines of men, that’s when it gets a little uncomfortable. I feel more sorry for you being bunkmates with Badison, Chapman.” you chuckled as Piper’s eyes rolled hearing her roomie’s name. 
“Oh please don’t get her started, it will never end.” Alex groaned, rubbing her temple with her functioning hand. 
“She’s giving you trouble?” You asked, actually concerned. 
“Trouble doesn’t even begin to describe it. She’s a bully!” Piper exclaimed. “There is something deeply wrong with her.” Piper was normally a pretty dramatic person but you knew she wasn’t exaggerating when she was talking about Badison. You’ve only known Badison for a few days but there really was something wrong with her. 
“I think there’s something deeply wrong with everyone here.” Alex replied. “They’re in maximum security for a reason.” 
“I wonder what Carol did.” You said thinking out loud. “Everyone obeys her, shit even Badison is scared of her.”
“All I know is that one of her girls, Creech, is my bunkmate and I want no trouble.” Alex said, continuing to eat her food. 
“Aw, look at that, all of the new cookies eatin’ together. What is this a fuckin pride parade?” you recognized that god awful bostonian accent, it was Badison as she began to sit down at your table. 
“Well you know what they say about us gays, we hang out in flocks.” Alex replied sarcastically. You couldn’t help but let out a small chuckle.
“I would’ve never guessed you were a carpet muncher, Mouse. I guess you learn something new everyday.” said Badison. “I better be careful, don’t want you developing a crush on me or anything.” 
“I’m picky with my women, you have nothing to worry about.” Your eyes widened realizing you said that out loud. It would’ve been an awkward silence if it wasn’t for Alex’s small chuckles.
“Oh you’re a funny little thing, now aren't you?” Badison replied, still shocked by what you just said.
“I meant that I'm not really interested in dating while i’m in prison, you know?” you said trying to cover your ass for what you just said. 
“I got what you meant.” Badison said slowly coming closer to you. “You should really be more careful with who you smart off too though. Don’t wanna start off on the wrong foot with anyone here. Remember what I said on your first day. We can make you want to live or die.” Badison whispered and walked her way over towards Carol.
“I’m so fucked.” You said worryingly.
“Badison’s not gonna do shit, she just wants to scare you two.” Alex said, trying to comfort you. 
You nodded. You looked over your shoulder once more to see Badison next to Carol as she played a card game with the other girls. You couldn’t help but feel a small pit of worry in your stomach. 
Later that evening a few hours before lights out, you decided to go take a shower, something you had been avoiding for the past few days. It’s not that you were unhygienic, it's just you had been slightly depressed from the big transition of moving from up the hill to down the hill. 
You took a quick look around the shower room, thank god it was empty. Empty showers were a rarity in any prison. 
It was when you were washing your hair that you heard a couple of footsteps walking in. Well, that was a nice five minutes of peace and quiet. You ignored it and continued to rinse the shampoo out of your hair. Suddenly, you felt an arm wrap around your chest and something pointy and sharp being pressed against your right jugular. 
“If you scream, I swear to god I will push this into your neck. You got that?” You nodded trying to hold back your tears. The arms around you flip you over and you’re faced to see two of Badison’s friends Eckelcamp and Teng. 
“What did I do?” you asked quietly and shakily, almost choking trying to hold back your tears. You’ve mostly kept to yourself this whole time here, actively trying to avoid any trouble, you certainly don’t remember doing anything to these two. This is the first time you’ve even spoken to them.
“You disrespected Badison, bitch.” Eckelcamp said, still extremely close to your face. She wrapped her hand around your neck tightly with the shiv still firmly pressed against your neck. You were barely able to breathe. “Next time Badison talks to you, have some fucking manners.” she said slamming your back hard against the shower wall. You did your best to hold back a yelp. Getting stabbed in the neck with a dirty shiv was not the move for today.
“Next time you see her, apologize.” said Teng, “We’ll be watching. Let’s get out of here before a CO comes.” 
Eckelcamp nodded in agreement and looked at you once more and yanked your hair pulling you down to the hard wet tile of the bathroom and left. 
You waited till you heard their footsteps disappear to crawl into a ball and sob under the now cold running water of the shower. So this is what Badison meant when she said live or die. Your hands gently rubbed your possibly bruised neck. You finished your shower and got dressed before anyone walked in and saw you like this. 
Once you returned to the common room, your eyes scanned the room for Badison. You looked over at Carol’s table, her usual spot but she was absent. You met eyes with Eckelcamp and Teng. Ignoring them you made your way to Badison and Piper’s cell. You really hated the fact that you were being practically forced to apologize to her but this bitch was not worth a stab in the neck with a dirty shiv. 
Once you got to the cell you saw Badison laying on her bunk and Piper in hers reading a book. You lightly knocked on the open door. 
“Hey, (L/N).” Piper said smiling but her smile quickly faded almost as if she could sense something not right with you.
“Hey, Chapman.” you smiled trying to not seem suspicious, as much as you liked Piper she had a tendency to involve herself in situations that she didn’t belong in. 
“The fuck do you want, Mouse?” Badison asked sarcastically as she laid up from her bunk. She knew exactly what the fuck you wanted. 
“I was wondering if I could have a word with you.” You asked. “Out here. In Private.”
“Whatever you need to say you can say it here with me and Gapman.”
“Please, Badison.” You were trying to hide the impatience in your voice. Piper was already looking at you suspiciously. 
“Only because you said please.” Badison said she climbed down her bunk making her way out the bunk. 
You walked over under the stairs. “I wanted to formally apologize to you for disrespecting you.” You said trying to sound sincere.
“I see you met Eckelcamp and Teng.” She chuckled looking at your neck. “Oh, those are gonna be some ugly bruises tomorrow.” 
“It’s not like I have anyone to look beautiful for here.” you said rubbing your neck.
“Aw, you don’t wanna look pretty for your lesbo girlfriends.” Badison said, as she made a pouty face.
“You mean Chapman and Vause? Just because we’re gay doesn’t mean we’re dating eachother.” You were actually confused. Was she actually that dumb?
“What?” She looked visibly confused. “Anyway, That was a shitty apology.”
“What do you want from me, Badison?” You said already fed up.
“I don’t like you. I can look past that though if you fill up my commissary for the next two weeks. Don’t be stingy with me, (L/N). I know you got plenty of money.” She said with that sleazy fucking smile.
“Fine, deal.” You really didn’t want to do this but you also didn’t want anymore trouble with Badison or the rest of Carol’s gang.
“I accept your apology.” Badison said.
As you were about to turn around to leave you felt Badison’s foot slide under yours causing you to trip and fall hard on the ground. You heard Badison let out a loud laugh. You could feel your eyes well up with tears again and this time you didn’t even bother to stop them from flowing. Let them see you cry, you didn’t care anymore. 
“Oops.” Badison said as she continued to laugh.
“(L/N), are you okay?” You heard Piper's voice as she tried to help you up. You must have hit the floor hard enough if Piper heard you fall from her cell.
“I’m fine, Chapman. Just go, don’t make this worse for the both of us.” You snapped as you stood up from the ground. You wanted to yelp from the shock of pain that shot through your body. 
You looked over to see everyone at Carol’s table laughing, except for Carol. Your red puffy tear filled eyes locked with hers for a second. You looked away embarrassed. You hurried as fast as you could up the stairs to your cell. You wanted to lay down and hope you woke up from this fucking nightmare.
As soon as you reached your cell you climbed to the top bunk and crawled up into a small ball and just sobbed. You hated being seen as weak here. You didn’t like giving these people that power over you but you couldn’t help it. You were so wrong on your first day, you were finally beginning to crack. You weren’t sure how long you were crying but your sobs finally turned to small sniffles. 
“You new cookies really do crumble quickly.” You heard that stern cold voice say. You lifted your head up to meet eyes with Carol. This is the second time she’s ever actually spoken to you. You quickly wiped your tears away. “Are you gonna say something or are you just gonna keep looking at me all pitiful?” Carol said as she leaned against the wall of the cell with her arms crossed. 
“I don’t really have anything to say.” You continued to sniffle. “At least not without having to worry about getting shanked in the shower.” 
“Oh, so that explains your neck.” Carol chuckled.
Damn was it really that noticeable already?
“I thought you would’ve known, your girls are the ones who did it.” You replied with a slight attitude putting your head back down. 
“Whatever Badison has the other girls do has nothing to do with me.” Carol replied. 
“I’ve been here for three days and you’ve never bothered to speak to me. Why the sudden change?” You asked. 
“Am I bothering you?” Carol replied almost as if she was slightly offended.
“No, you’re not. Sorry, that sounded a lot ruder than it did in my head.” You rubbed your eyes, Please don’t beat my ass. You prayed. You had enough ass beatings for the rest of your sentence.
“I’m talking to you because I believe you have potential, (L/N).”  Carol said with a slight smirk.
“Potential?” You asked, confused. What the hell does she mean by that?
“I want you to work for me. I can tell you’re smarter than most of these other girls here. It also makes sense considering the fact that we are sharing a cell together.” Carol said. She did have a point. Carol was not someone to be enemies with. 
“I mean I guess. Look Carol, I’m just trying to keep my nose clean, do my time and-“
“And what? Avoid getting in any trouble? What happens if you get into another disagreement with another inmate and she starts a fight with you? You’re gonna get fed up with being someone’s punching bag and you’ll fight back. The COs aren’t going to see it as self defense. They’ll happily throw you into the SHU and add more time onto your sentence. Stick by me and I’ll make sure Badison or any other girls never lay a finger on you.” Carol did make a good point. “See me as a type of safety net, if you will.”
“Can you give me time to think about it?” You asked not sure if you would be able to do it.
“The offer is off the table then. Continue getting your ass beat. It’s not hurting me.” Carol said, trying to hide her annoyance. 
You sat and thought about it for a minute. You knew you weren’t going to be able to just continue getting beat on. You were going to break at some point. You looked up at Carol and took a deep breath in. 
“Okay, I’ll do it.” You had three years left on your sentence, that’s not a lot of time, you could do this. 
“Shake on it.” Carol said coming up to you with her hand out. 
You looked at her, a small smile forming at the corners of your lips. “Okay, boss.” You said as you shook her hand.
“Sit down here kid, I’m gonna show you how to play Bridge.” Carol said sitting on her bed as she began to shuffle a deck of cards.
“Bridge? Is that the game you’re always playing?” you asked as you slowly began to crawl off the top bed. Trying to ignore the pain in your sore arms and legs.
“Yep, It’s best I teach you now, you’re going to be playing a lot of it.” Carol said, laying out the cards in front of you as you sat down. “Shall we begin?” 
What the hell am I getting myself into. You thought to yourself as you watched Carol explain bridge to you.
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These Violent Delights ||Alec Volturi x Female Reader||
Part 3 of a request for @tiger-khans-blog​
Part 1 - Obsession  Part 2 - When You’re Lost I’ll Leave My Gaslight On 
Warnings: Yandere!Alec, obsessive behaviour, unhealthy relationships and implied non-con later on. This is possibly one of the darkest fics I have ever written so please be aware if controlling behaviour, gaslighting etc. is triggering to you, do not read this fic. 
This fic in particular contains graphic descriptions of violence and injury further down. 
Words: 5543
Summary: With no idea what is and isn’t real anymore you’re beginning to lose your mind and suspect your loving mate isn’t all he seems to be. Desperate for some semblance of sanity you try one last time to clear your head, and the consequences are dire. 
Demetri had suspected that there was something more going on beyond the surface. Y/N Swan was quite a sweet little thing and he had missed her greatly, but he respected her decision – as had Felix – to create some distance between them so she could learn to get along with Alec. Now Demetri was wondering if she’d ever made that decision at all. With increasing frequency Alec had burst into his room or the throne room with the declaration you were missing, and Demetri had immediately put his gift to good use. In almost all the situations Demetri had prepared for the worst, perhaps he’d find you kidnapped or injured somewhere after an outing gone wrong? But every time he’d found you you had been perfectly fine and dreadfully confused as to why he was there at all.
You were always doing quite mundane things. He didn’t even need to track you half the time to tell Alec you were at that little café whose pastries you adored. Sometimes you ventured further out, wanting to see the leaves changing colour in autumn in the park nearby. Other times you were literally right on their doorstep, drawing on the edge of the fountain. On those occasions Demetri stayed with you, letting you have a few minutes more of freedom, because he had started to notice a disturbing pattern – every time he found you you looked more and more lost. You had adamantly refused to accept Alec had not seen your note the first few times, but the doubt slowly crept in until you were entirely unsure of what you had or hadn’t done. Alec was never violent upon your reunion, playing the part of the concerned mate perfectly. He was always so relieved to have you back, but the boy seemed oblivious that you were obviously suffering.
You had lost that spark you used to have in your eyes, and your posture had become more slumped over. You were meeker, agreeing to whatever was put forward to you without question more often than not. Demetri was sure he could tell you the sky was purple and you’d whole heartedly agree, even if the blue was staring you right in the face. Your withdrawn personality didn’t seem to trouble Alec but it bothered him greatly. He wasn’t sure how it had happened but you were a shell of your former self, an anxious, meek little thing who looked nowhere near as happy as she should given she had found her mate. He had caught you in the kitchen once, tired from a day of studying Italian with Marcus as you had become want to do, berating yourself for dropping a pan on your toes while cooking. To say he was surprised to hear your cursing your ‘clumsy human hands’ was an understatement.
No, no Demetri was beyond suspicious, especially when you began to go ‘missing’ more frequently, looking more and more desperate each time he found you further and further out. You had fought him the last time he found you, pounding against his chest and begging him to not take you back. His concern had brought him in all good faith to Alec’s door while you slept one night.
“What can I do for you?” Alec asked, head tilting curiously. Demetri frowned.
“It’s about Y/N. I have some concerns, Alec.” He answered. Alec’s frown immediately depeened, his eyes growing darker.
“What concerns? Is she sick? She seemed fine when I left her to sleep.”
“No, no nothing like that, though I fear her mind may not be healthy. She seems…anxious, desperate to be out of the castle. Is there something going on Alec?” he asked. Alec’s already dark eyes turned black, the red leeching out of his irises so fast Demetri was almost shocked. His expression was cold as an arctic wind and his voice held little room for argument when he answered him.
“That is of no concern to you, she’s shared her worries with me already. You overstep Demetri, she’s my mate and I’ll care for her how I see fit.”
“I simply want to know if there is anything I can do to help. It’s no secret we care for the girl to Alec, let us help.” He frowned.
“What she needs from you, Demetri, is to be left the hell alone. Stop filling her head with poison. I know you talk at the fountain. She’s upset because you suggested she might be allowed to visit her family one day. They haven’t written to her in months, the false hope crushed her. Leave my mate to me and stop poking your nose where it doesn’t belong.” He snarled quietly. Demetri hissed quietly, his irritation flaring.
“What are you talking about? A letter arrived for her Tuesday gone.” He received a door to his face as his answer, the wood actually splintering a little with the force Alec slammed it with. He knew you had been getting letters frequently from the Cullen’s and your sister, he had seen some of them when the secretary was sorting the mail out, so why hadn’t you been getting them? If you were in such a deep spiral surely it was a contributing factor. The only thing he could think of was that the secretary hadn’t delivered them. But why? he flitted straight to her desk without another moment to spare, finding her packing up to leave for the evening. She jumped at his sudden appearance.
“Demetri, I didn’t see you there, how can I help you?” she was a new girl, the fourth one in the past two months, and he didn’t care to remember her name. His head tilted.
“You received a letter the other day for Y/N Swan did you not?” he questioned, leaning against her desk. She frowned, nodding.
“I did, I gave it to Alec to deliver, did it not reach her?” she asked, looking somewhat anxious now. Demetri paused, letting his mind work it over. So, Alec had been supposed to deliver that had he? How many more had he gotten his grubby little hands on? Demetri felt a quiet sense of horror dawn on him. It made a lot more sense suddenly, why you weren’t getting any of your family’s letters. Alec had taken them all to keep you from getting in touch with them. Was your silence towards himself and Felix the same? Orchestrated by Alec so not even you knew the real reason the three of you no longer spoke?
“Not on this occasion. Not to worry, thank you for your help, sweet thing.” He shot her a charming smile to mask his sudden anxiety and disappeared as quickly as he came, heading straight for the throne room. Maybe you hadn’t been going mad at all, maybe Alec was the one driving you insane…
“What is the meaning of this intrusion?” Caius growled, beyond annoyed with the way he had flung the door open in his haste. Demetri grimaced.
“My apologies Masters, but I need to talk to you urgently.”
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You had to get out this time. The walls of old buildings scraped at your hands as you bolted down one alleyway after the next, swinging around corners and doing your best to stay upright as the cobblestones did their best to trip you. You couldn’t take it anymore. Your anxiety was at an all time high, panic attacks in the morning a common thing as you dreaded the day ahead – another day of disappointing Alec in all your human imperfection. There was no one you could turn to for comfort either, not with Demetri so busy all the time. He was less of a friend and more of a guard, dragging you back each time you left as Alec had promised you his duty as a guard entailed. The worst part was that you knew your feelings of inadequacy were completely unnecessary because you weren’t the one in the wrong, Alec was.
It had become more and more obvious he wasn’t letting you leave the castle, and sneaking out when you could became your one chance to see sunlight, to have any sort of freedom. When you’d tried to ask him about it he’d brushed you off again, telling you you were being silly and reminding you of all the times he’d taken you out to the Gardens, all the gifts you’d been given as apologies for missed opportunities to venture out into the world…but he’d been lying as long as you’d known him. Maybe he had learned to control his urges, but not his darkest impulses. Alec had wanted you all to himself and he had managed to succeed with his lies and deceit. It had been a complete accident, when you came across the mountain of lies he’d told. You had been waiting to surprise him (having stayed up to wait for him to finish his guard shift) when you spilt a glass of apple juice down your shirt. His closet was the closest place to find a replacement and it would hardly be the first time you’d taken a shirt of his.
The shrine in his closet was just too much.
Everything that had gone missing lay at an alter dedicated to you. Tears blurred your vision as the flash of ivory and familiar, scribbly writing permeated your mind once more. Letters – Bella’s letters. Your sister had never forgotten you. Alec had simply made you think she had. You had been right all along, the bundled-up letters proved as such, he had always been a monster. Selfish and ugly all the way to the core, Alec Volturi had never been your Prince Charming. How many other lies had he told? He’d isolated you until all you had was him, till you relied on him to get you through your day. No more. You tripped over your own feet, vision blurred by tears. The ground rushed up to meet you, a sharp sting ripping through your knee as you cried out, catching yourself with your hands before you could smash your face into the stone. Gasping for air, you tried desperately to fill your lungs, the rising hysteria making it difficult to steady your breathing. What if you couldn’t escape? Demetri always found you and he’d drag you back there, you knew he would. He couldn’t be allowed to find you, not this time, you had to keep moving and –
“Signorina?”
Your head snapped up, body scrambling to right itself despite the deep throbbing in your knee. A young man not too much older than yourself was slowly coming towards you, hands raised and expression concerned. He had a sort of roguish charm about him, tousled dark hair and equally as dark eyes (too lose to Alec’s angry onyx to be of any comfort) set in a tanned face. He had more colour to his skin than Alec could ever hope to have. With the sleeves of a plain white shirt rolled up to his elbows, top buttons undone and smart pants on, he must have been coming home from a shift as a waiter perhaps, maybe a barista in one of the fancier coffee houses in town, but you didn’t trust him at all. How could you trust anyone when the one person you had relied on had been a lying, manipulative, deceitful little –
“S-stay back.” You stammered, scrambling to get to your feet now. The tear in your skin oozed fresh blood, dampening your skin and making you whimper. It wasn’t that it hurt necessarily, though it did sting terribly, it was more the fear that you knew what lurked in the shadows of Volterra and if anyone smelled that…well, Demetri was a hundred times more likely to find you now, wasn’t he?
“I don’t mean you any…erm…ah…hurt?” he tried, his accent thick and his English clearly not at the level of fluency. If you were in a better state of mind you’d be at least grateful he tried, however he was still approaching you and you didn’t enjoy his proximity when you needed to move. You had to keep going, had to get to a bus stop or a train station, something! Was there even a place like that in Volterra? There had to be right? You took a step away from him, your leg failing you so you half fell, half limped forward. His arms were around you in an instant and you screamed, wriggling desperately to fight him off.
“Let me go! Let me go!”
“Merda! Smettila di lottare!” (Shit! Stop fighting!) he cursed, tightening his grip on you. Legs flailing, you threw your head back in a desperate attempt to get him to let go, your skull protesting as bone crunched beneath it. His arms dropped and you darted forward, only for your knee to give way once more. With another loud curse the boy was on-top of you then, glancing around wildly to see if anyone had noticed your scuffle yet. His weight atop you was almost suffocating given how much trouble you had already had breathing, and tears filled your eyes as you wriggled to try and be free of him.
“Get off of me! Help!” you screamed. Blood dripped from his nose onto your cheeks, hot and thick and oozing slowly down your cheek. “Stop it!” Strong hands encircled your wrists, pinning them harshly to the stone beneath you. It dug into your spine uncomfortably and it became very clear very quickly you were not escaping this boy.
“Stop!” he snapped, muttering a few choice words in Italian you had heard Felix use once or twice. His expression was contorted into a mask of pain, his nose swollen but not broken and his body holding tight to your own to keep you from moving. Your struggling was only serving to make you brush against him though, and it was clear the effect it was having on him was not helping him decide to let you go. If you had been in your right mind, you would have understood this boy was only trying to help, stop you moving to ensure you didn’t hurt yourself further, but in the moment your reality was warped and far too terrifying for you to see sense.  
“Fuoco! Fuoco!” (Fire! Fire!) Your father had always taught you to tell fire rather than help, it attracted more attention he said. You didn’t attract the kind of attention you wanted. The boy was thrown off of you in a blur of movement, his body smashing into the brickwork of the house across from you. You heard the bones shattering, his ear-piercing scream ringing in your ears as a black cloak obscured his attacker. With or without the cloak you knew who it was, the smaller, lean stature, the ferocity with which he tore into his victim. You whimpered, eyes turning away from the poor boy. There was no way to help him now, not when Alec was busy popping his bones through his skin like one might spear a sausage with a cocktail stick at a party. Rolling to your front, you tried desperately to get your trembling limbs to cooperate, your hysterical screaming echoing off of the walls.
You had barely limped three steps when the screeching behind you abruptly cut away into a gurgling sound. Ice cold hands found your shoulders and you whirled desperately to try and fend Alec off, only to freeze at the sight of the poor, mangled boy behind you. His actions may not have been good, but he didn’t deserve to be folded in on himself like a human pretzel, bones poking out of his skin and blood gushing from an open wound on his throat. He was drowning in crimson, choked by the same saccharine liquid Alec was licking off of his thumb now, onyx eyes boring into your own with his usual apathetic expression hiding the pure mania in his eyes.
He hadn’t even fed, he’d killed the boy for sport.
“See what happens when you go out alone little human?” he asked. The bile rose in your throat too quickly to stop it and Alec obligingly held your hair as you turned to the side and threw up at your feet, hot acid burning the back of your throat and stomach churning violently. Panting, you kept your wide-eyed stare fixed on the cobblestones. Even then it wasn’t enough, a trail of blood slowly seeping its way towards you, descending downhill like some morbid snake writhing between the stones. You couldn’t keep the tears away this time as Alec’s breath, metallic with the scent of another man’s blood, sent a wave of dizziness over you.
“P-please…please d-don’t…I can’t…” your head spun, too many thoughts and feelings crashing and colliding and rendering you a stammering mess before you finally grew mute, your body growing cold. Alec held you tenderly, like you were the only thing in the world to him that mattered, his embrace as soft as cotton but cold, as though death itself had shrouded you. In the distant parts of your mind you recognised he was talking to you, but you didn’t dare listen. He was the serpent that tempted Eve, a voice of velvet spinning spider webs to ensnare you. Dimly, you noted that the boy’s blood was running past your toes now.
Was this how it ended for you? Had Alec finally had enough of your obedience training? Clearly it hadn’t worked. You felt filthy to the core for enjoying his embrace, but his arms were strong and held you when your legs couldn’t anymore, his honeyed words a balm to your aching soul, promising his own brand of everlasting love - the same brand he’d gotten you hopelessly addicted to. Even his scent made your head swim, fresh linen that should be so crisp and clear, refreshing, just drowned you further. Nobody would come for you now. Alec had finally gotten you in his grasp just as he wanted and you were far, far too tainted for anyone to save. The wounds his love had inflicted too deep, festering and rotting you from the inside out, and the worst part was, you had let it happen.
You had accepted every kind word, every smile, every present, every touch, as a gift bestowed on you that you were unworthy of. So blinded by the dazzling display of redemption were you you hadn’t seen beyond the surface of the superficial affection he laid at your feet, too enamoured with all he had become to see the old monster lingering in every smile and darkening of his eyes. Alec had never changed, he had simply wore you down, so when his frozen fingers pushed your jaw upward and to the left you didn’t fight, because deep down you knew you’d never stood a chance.
“It’s alright Y/N, you’re only human,” he whispered, “You can be forgiven for that…”
“How?” your voice cracked. Forgiveness seemed impossible. If Bella or your father or anyone you loved could see you now you knew forgiveness would not be the word on their lips. How could you be forgiven for letting yourself fall so far? How could you be forgiven for being the reason that poor boy didn’t go home tonight? He had chosen to try and help you and it had only gotten him brutally murdered. The only thing Alec had ever been right about was that you were only human. None of the terrible things that had happened to you or anyone surrounding you were your fault. The blame lay solely at Alec’s feet.
“By acknowledging your flaws and becoming something more.”
Somehow, despite all the evidence before you, you really hadn’t expected him to bite down. Some part of you still thought he was above that maybe. It was like lava pouring straight from his mouth into your veins, filling your wound until it spilled over and shot down your arms, through your torso, scorching your nerve endings. It spread rapidly and you couldn’t bite back the bloodcurdling scream that left you. Alec held you tight as your body jerked, trying to escape the inescapable, the agony was all internal, a fire consuming you from the inside out.
“Alec! Alec what did you do!”
“What I had to to protect my mate!”
“Good god Alec…”
“Look at this mess.” The voices were indistinguishable, heightened and then muted, blending and yet distinctive. Your vision was too blurred to figure out the faces behind the cloaks swarming you, ripping you from one cold embrace to the next. Everything was too hot and you couldn’t escape it, no way to tear yourself out of your own body as it was flooded with acid.
“Shhhh, shhh little human.”
“Demetri get her out of here before she draws attention to this scene.”
“D-D-De-“ you barely got half of his name out before another scream broke through your throat. You didn’t have the strength to hold it back, couldn’t feel the grip your friend had on you. The world was slipping away inch by inch as you drowned in a pool of molten fire, the surface disappearing and taking you with it. Maybe this was hell? Maybe your weakness had earned you a spot in eternal fire and torment and this was only the beginning of a very long forever?
“Just give in Y/N, let go, just let go.” Somewhere through the pain you were sure Demetri had said this to you, and you battered heart didn’t know how to take it. It beat erratically, every frantic thud hoping beyond hope it would take you closer to a reunion with Bella, with the Cullen’s, with anyone you held dear. Did Demetri just want you to fall unconscious or did he mean you to really let go? What did you have to wake up for in Volterra after all? Alec would never let you leave, that much was clear now. You tried to hold onto these thoughts, really debate them and use them to ground you and keep you there, but they scattered like ash with the rest of you as the fire built to a raging inferno and melted everything you ever were.
The intense agony was all you knew now. What else could you do? Trapped in your head your only option was to count the seconds between one wave and the next, each drowning bout of flame lapping at your soul, disintegrating who you were piece by piece. By the time the fire had started to recede you weren’t sure how much time had passed, if time even had meaning. You were amazed your heart had held out under the assault of venom. It started at your extremities, like something in your chest was winching the fire back in, but as the sweet and numbing relief of the cold crept in at your toes the fire in your heart burned hotter. A grunting sound was the first thing you’d heard beyond the screaming in your head for a while, and you realised it was you, desperately fighting back the cry building in your throat as the white hot core in your chest blazed through the last of your humanity.
By the time you slumped back down, your consciousness drifting back to you slowly, you were struggling to remember how you had gotten in this predicament in the first place. Where were you? Who was around you? You wanted Bella, oh you wanted your sister so badly. The air around you felt heavier on your skin, saturated with sharp scents that overpowered your nose and made your tongue tingle when you opened your mouth for that first gasp of air. Your eyes were next to snap open, immediately focusing on the cracks in the wooden beams and the stone ceiling, the dust mites floating in the air. There was an assault of noise next, voices chattering and laughing, birds twittering, cars honking and more, so much more. Hands flying up to your ears, you noticed how it felt different to move, more fluid somehow, and the bright shine in the corner of your eye mad you sit up and move your hand back towards the light.
It glittered. Your hand was crystal, reflecting light and throwing it against the walls where it shattered into rainbow patterns, dazzling your too focused eyes.
“Y/N?”
Danger. Danger danger danger danger danger –
“Felix, give her time…it’s alright young one, we are not here to harm you.” Another foreign voice. You moved so fast everything should have blurred, your body twisting and turning  agilely as you shot off of the soft mattress and hit the hard wall with crushing force, stone chipping and falling around you while you dug your nails into the natural rock of the wall. The noise that ripped from your throat was threatening, air rushing up from your lungs and pushing out between your teeth. It shocked you enough to make you freeze, brain scrambling to catch up because there was no way that noise had come from you. Wait, who were you again? Who were they? The voices seemed familiar, but different, their faces to. The men were beautiful in a way nobody should ever be allowed to be, the flawless planes of their faces also reflecting diamond light across the walls as one slowly crept closer to you. Another hiss of air escaped your throat, warning him to stay back.
“Now who needs to give her time.” Felix, that’s what he’d called him…Felix! Your mind dredged up the murky images on demand, and you couldn’t help but frown as you tried to clear the image in your head. It was like watching the memories flow through dirty water, Felix and Demetri helping decorate your room with you, avoiding you in the corridors, no longer talking to you because Alec –
Alec!
“No.” you whispered, startled again into standing up straight, hand flying to your throat as a foreign, bell-like voice rang out. Demetri paused, letting your wild eyes take in the room.
“He is not here Y/N, the Masters’ are punishing him for his…indiscretion, by making him miss your awakening.” Felix chose his words carefully as Demetri slowly continued forward. It was so hard to focus, so much noise, so much to see, so many thoughts spinning rapidly through your mind. It worked faster now, you noticed, your brain working at top speed in a way you knew you’d only achieve with a substantial amount of caffeine if you were still human. Thoughts of Alec consumed you. Where was he? What had become of the boy he had murdered? Would he be kinder to you now you were no longer human? No longer imperfect…
“Y/N, try to focus, I know there is a lot to process right now.” Demetri sounded apologetic almost and your eyes snapped to him.
“I want to go home.” You whispered. Even as you said the words there was an uncomfortable tug in your gut, like something sharp had nicked at your intestines almost. The idea made you uncomfortable.
“What you need right now is to feed.” Demetri amended, his hand gentle on your arm. His words started an inferno in your throat. It was like the worst sore throat you’d ever had multiplied ad infinitum, the burn scorching from top to bottom while your gut twisted horribly. You weren’t just hungry, you were starving.
“Of course that’s what she needs, what newborn doesn’t?” the voice was smooth, so hypnotic you couldn’t help but relax, silently pleading to hear more. If your blood hadn’t already frozen over, you swore it would have upon seeing Alec again. He held what you assumed was the secretary in his arms, given her smart attire, but it was difficult to focus on little else other than the thrumming of her pulse, the tattoo in your brain even more hypnotising than his voice had been. Neither Demetri nor Felix could catch you as you dipped beneath their arms and snatched the body straight out of Alec’s hands, desperate to stop the burning in your throat.
“Y/N don’t!” Demetri’s voice sounded far off, almost like you were listening to him through cotton wool. The sound of blood flowing, a heart thumping…it was far far louder. Your body moved on autopilot, teeth clamping onto soft flesh. After that first burst of sweet, hot blood, your mind went completely blank. The taste was sublime, so intense on your tastebuds like nothing else had ever been. It soothed the fire in your throat some, a torrent of red dousing the flames and soaking your skin. When you could no longer take mouthfuls of the saccharine substance, a needy whine bubbled up in your throat, the tap running dry far too soon for your liking. Your throat still itched.
“Shhhhhh, I know, I know. Do not worry my love, we’ll find you more.” That voice, that hypnotic voice…with the fire in your throat calmed somewhat it was clearer in your ears, helping to ease your desperation and focus your mind some. The fingers in your hair were gentle, the occasionally brush of their skin against yours warm and inviting. You leaned into the tender touch gratefully. There was a scent too, the most intoxicating, fresh linen and pine scent, a hint of something smoky lingering underneath. Inhaling deeply, you let strong arms pull you into a firm chest, taking in lungfulls of that heady scent and letting your turbulent thoughts calm to the rhythm of the fingers running through your hair.
“Alec…”
You gasped slightly, eyes snapping open from your half-lidded gaze. The name had filled you with fear, trepidation, but the sensations surrounding you right now…you were in a safe, hazy little bubble, it was difficult to feel the fear you thought you should. You had totally forgotten he was even in the room and it was no small shock to you that he was the one holding you, that he had created this internal sense of tranquillity you were drowning in.  
“I will not let my mate starve, the Masters’ and their punishment be damned.” The smooth bass of a sprightly young voice that filtered in your ears was so similar yet so different. Alec’s voice was nothing short of mesmerising and when you looked up at him his face was just as distracting. Smooth, flawless skin, pale as the moonlight on ocean waves, stretched like an unblemished canvas across high cheekbones and a strong jaw. You could trace the perfect curve of dark eyebrows with your finger, run your hands through the soft tresses of dark hair that framed his face and brushed his eyes. Crimson red eyes peered into your own, softened by adoration and desire.
It was as if your very heart burst forth from your chest to reach out to his. You never wanted anyone else to look at you the way Alec did. Suddenly, nothing he did had mattered, because you were the imperfect one before. This man before you…you saw it now with your new eyes, saw his God-like status for what it really was. You had been unworthy until now. He had elevated you to the same status, was able to love you deeply now.
“Alec.” You breathed his name like it was a quiet prayer. His fingers moved from your hair to your jaw, slowly tracing over your cheekbone with his thumb.
“Welcome back. You are…you’re breath taking.” He gently lowered his forehead to yours and you pushed back lightly, desperate to envelop yourself in the warmth his skin now radiated.
“Really?” you whispered.
“Of course.” Alec promised. You closed your eyes, drowning in his heavenly scent.
“Y/N…you’ll need to feed some more. Perhaps we can then contact the Cullen’s and see about getting you home. We don’t usually allow newborns to stay in the castle.” Demetri spoke up finally, shattering the peaceful quiet surrounding you. That pinching sensation in your gut was back again, your eyes widening. Alec had finally accepted you! You were finally good enough and Demetri just wanted to – to send you away? No. No absolutely not. Any thoughts of going home that you had once entertained were long gone. You couldn’t leave now, not when you had to show Alec how grateful you were, how you were better now like this.
“Do I have to go?” you whispered. Alec shook his head.
“Of course not Y/N, your place is here, with me.” His lips were so soft on your own, a shiver rolling down your spine at the rightness of it. He was your perfect fit. You were made for all of his light and dark, to bear the brunt of his best and worst. You hadn’t been before, but you were ready now, ready to survive his obsession.
These violent delights have violent ends
And in their triumph die, like fire and powder,
Which, as they kiss, consume. The sweetest honey
Is loathsome in his own deliciousness
And in the taste confounds the appetite.
Therefore love moderately. Long love doth so.
Too swift arrives as tardy as too slow. Friar Lawrence, Romeo and Juliet, Act 2 Scene 6, by William Shakespeare
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