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Ep 5: Ben and Misty
Hello! This is about up to Episode 5 of Yellowjackets, and ONLY episode 5 of Yellowjackets. I have not seen beyond the fifth episode, at all, and know NOTHING about this show. Please do not spoil it for me.  Things that are spoilery in nature, for me, include: saying things like  âJust wait!!â confirming or denying anything I put forward, outside information about the cast interviews or creator statements, leading questions like âDo you think âblank momentâ means anything?â etc. Remember  that YâALL HAVE SEEN THE SHOW AND I HAVE NOT. This informs the way you  talk about things relating to the show. Just be really careful is all  Iâm asking. Also: If there is LITERALLY any stance I  could take on this show or character that would make you upset, please  just fucking block the tag
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Poor Ben here is trapped as an authority figure. Travis could overpower him, fuck, the girls could overpower him, he relies on Misty, and yet he still has the vestiges of authority because we are only now beginning to see that the old world no longer holds sway.Â
The quasi-religious tone when Misty walks into his room to touch him was a really amazing thing, and itâs true, though, that for Misty, this is on the level of a miracle. A man she finds handsome needs her, she spends all her time in his light, she goes toward him with the reverence of a saint. And he rejects her. He tells her not to fucking touch him. We even see a cross on the wall as she leaves the room.Â
So if even someone she has done so much for, someone she has devoted herself toward, cannot love her, they have to pay. Now, the question I have for myself is: Do I think Misty actually wants to kill him, or do I think that itâs more a price she is willing to pay in order to get him close to her again, to need her? I think it might be number two, but I also think establishing that she is willing to kill someone to get what she needs is a very important thing we need to know about Misty.Â
Him losing his leg works on multiple levels here, of course itâs a device to get him close to Misty for the express purposes of âoh my god holy shit fuckin Misty,â but also, itâs a symbol, a visual reminder of the fact that his power and authority is quite literally crippled here. We are seeing him slowly lose control of the situation, even as the girls are continuing to follow him, even as Travis still listens, thereâs this absolute edge of losing control in the air.Â
And he senses this, and this is why he reacts to Mistyâs stange confession of love by calling himself into her protection with his own, while clinging to this fractured and lost authority as a gate between he and Misty. How long will that gate hold? What can he cling to then, and how far might he go to keep from getting killed by Misty in the pain of her rejection?Â
Because make no mistake, all of this is about Misty and her feeling of rejection, and in the way they continue to push in this story that I love, the rejected nerd is not sitting in the corner crying, we are not meant to identify with her, we are meant to see that she instead decides that those who reject her should be punished.Â
Which is why it is so terrifying when she sees Nat call her a poodle haired frreak at the end of the episode. She thought the threat of being blackmailed would make them appreciate her, need her. But instead, this.
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Outside the Lines
for @archivalpride month! the prompt was âsharing clothesâ so I decided to add on a bit to my More than Enough archives polycule fic. you donât need to read it beforehand, though. 2.2k words, cw in the tags.
Jon likes Sashaâs clothes. Particularly, her cardigans.
Theyâre warm, oversized things in pastel colors, chunky cable knits and ancient pullovers, smelling faintly of jasmine and sandalwood. Thereâs always one draped over the back of her chair at work, at home. Sometimes a pile of them.
âJust in case,â she said knowingly, when Jon mentioned the teetering pile on the back of her office chair.Â
âOf what, a blizzard?â he replied archly, to which she had no response.
But Jon runs cold, so it makes sense that heâd like them. And eye them. And eventually, borrow them.
âYou look good in pink,â she said casually, walking by him cozily wrapped up, surrounded by books for his latest case. âYou should wear it more often.â Jon just grumbled in response.
It now sits on the back of his chair.
Point is, theyâre not strangers to sharing clothes. Once they move in together, the lines blur even more. Jonâs scarves become hers, her jackets become his. Itâs nice when the someoneâs scent begins to remind you of home. Embarrassingly, heâs come to think of it like a hug when sheâs not around. Perhaps she feels the same way, but Jonâs not going to bring it up. Heâs not that maudlin.
âYou need to stop me from online shopping,â she groans one day, dropping a pile of clothing into his lap that must have been from the newly-arrived and altogether giant box he found on the steps of their flat. Jon had raised an eyebrow as she guiltily hauled it to her room and got to work. âI swear, I donât remember ordering half of this.â
âFar be it from me to get between a James and her phone,â he replies, picking through the pile of utterly un-Sasha-like clothing. Itâs all floaty tops and tiny skirts, nothing like what she usually gravitates toward. She certainly has more...adventurous tastes, when sheâs intoxicated.
âDonât look at me like that.â
âIâm not looking at you at all,â Jon retorts, picking up the most offensive piece from the pile with his thumb and pointer finger: a muted brown, and yet somehow sparkly miniskirt. He raises a judgmental eyebrow. âReally?â
âI was not in my right state of mind, you know that.â She ran a hand over her face, refusing to look him in the eye. âAnyway, see if thereâs anything in there you like. Otherwise, itâs all going back.â
Jon very much doubts thereâs much in here for him - not a chunky knit in sight. The tops arenât too bad, but a bit too sheer for his liking, and if heâs going to layer, heâd rather be comfortable than fashionable. He pushes the pile off his lap when something catches his eye. Buried beneath two very loud shirts is something black, with bits of lace. He pulls it out to find a simple black dress, high-necked with pearl buttons and slightly puffed sleeves. Itâs modest, but covered in a delicate lace pattern. His grip tightens incrementally. âYou donât like this?â
Sasha peeks her head around the corner. âSâbit short on me. You should try it on, though. Itâs cute.â
Jon flushes. Itâs something he mightâve worn in uni, when he and Georgie made a night of it and Jon had just enough liquid courage. Now, though, it doesnât fit with his professional persona and strict uniform of blazers, vests, and button ups. He needed to be taken seriously, and he didnât feel he could do that if he was...experimenting, as his grandmother would phrase it. His hair he still wears long, the only vestige of that life he kept. âOh,â he responds automatically, âI couldnât.â
Sasha blinks. âI think youâd look really nice. Put your hair up, maybe add some earrings.â
âDonât be ridiculous.â
âIâm not.â She comes behind his perch on the sofa, gathering his hair up in her hand and pulling it from his face. âLeave a few pieces out, yâknow, artfully messy.â She takes the dress and pulls it up against his body. âWhat do you think?â
âUm, maybe,â he barely manages to whisper. It feels nice, right. He can see it in his mindâs eye - it looks very him. Not feminine or masculine, just pretty. Just Jon. âIâll think about it.â
He thinks about it. The dress hangs in the back of his closet, untouched and passed over many a morning. He tried it on and Sasha had been right- of course she was, sheâs good at that sort of thing when not inebriated. Maybe one day heâd wear it out - not to work, but to drinks or something.
Maybe.
Itâs not until months down the line that he tugs it out, on one of those days where he feels like his body doesnât make sense and names sound wrong in his ears. Drinks with Tim, the newest recruit to their department. Hard won drinks, if Jon might add; Tim was just starting to open up to them. He tugs the dress over his head and digs through a plate on his dresser for the long silver earrings Sasha gave him last Christmas. He studiously avoids the mirror on his way out the door, throwing his bag over his shoulder and standing in the doorway, as if waiting for Sashaâs reaction.Â
This was a bad idea, he thinks as his palms start to sweat. You look ridiculous, you shouldnât have- his thoughts are interrupted by a gentle hand tucking a piece of hair behind his ear. Sasha smiles at him.
âOh, youâre perfect.âÂ
Tim thinks so too.
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âOh man, Iâve got to get rid of that.â
Tim motions to the blazer in Sashaâs hand. âHasnât fit me since uni. Yâknow, when I got these guns.â Sasha rolls her eyes as he makes an exaggerated motion with his arms. Theyâve been cleaning out Timâs apartment for the past few hours, she and Tim in the bedroom while Jon sorted through his books in the living room. She suspects heâs doing more reading than sorting.
âWhyâd you keep it, then?â She holds the hanger up, smoothing the fabric out with her hand. Itâs heavy, quality fabric. A shame to get rid of it.
âDunno, just one of those things,â he shrugs, throwing another pair of joggers onto the bed. âIt was expensive, but I only ever wore it to interviews for internships and the like. You can toss it in the donate pile.â
She hums idly, making no motion to get rid of it. Sheâs rather fond of blazers, has quite a few in her collection. Theyâre nice when she wants to be a bit more dressy and professional. A womanâs outfit can occasionally be her armor, particularly in academia, and nothing says âtake me seriouslyâ like a nicely fitted jacket and skirt. Never mind how it makes her feel. But this is very much a menâs blazer, barely a nip at the waist and with nothing to outline the curve of her body. And yet.
She shoves it in her bag. If she doesnât like it, sheâll throw it out.
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When Jon and Tim are tucked in bed, she tries it on.
She doesnât know why sheâs being so secretive about this. Itâs not like Jon and Tim will care, itâs just clothes. Lord knows sheâs encouraged Jon to wear whatever he wants, and thereâs no surefire way to get Tim blushing like wearing one of his pullovers. But thereâs something that feels a bit transgressive about it. She was generally drawn to more feminine looks, growing up as a tall girl thereâs an inherent (perhaps taught) idea that making herself look smaller and delicate would make her more appealing. Appealing for what? She always wanted to ask. But she knows the answer now. Itâs taken near a decade to get the slouch out of her posture and to get comfortable wearing heels.Â
It seems silly to feel so cowed by a blazer. Sheâs thirty years old, unmarried and living with two partners. She stopped playing by the rules a long time ago. Her hands shouldnât be shaking. For Christâs sake, just put it on.
She slips her arms into the sleeves, pausing to inhale the leftover scent of Tim, his laundry detergent and the after shave he occasionally wears. Her entire body warms, like stepping into a bath. She slips the rest of it on, pausing to adjust the shirt underneath. When she looks in the mirror, she canât help the grin that fills her face. She looks good. Her broad shoulders fit the line of the jacket perfectly, her curves hidden and barely even suggested by the cut. It is decidedly not feminine.Â
She likes it.
It takes her twenty minutes to drag herself from the bathroom and back into bed. She lies awake through Timâs light snores and Jonâs murmuring, filled with a strange, nervous excitement. Itâs just a blazer, she thinks to herself somewhat giddily. Itâs just clothes. But when she throws it on that Monday morning and steps into the kitchen, she starts to think it might be more than that. She walks a little taller, feels a bit more at home in her skin. Tim choking on his orange juice when he sees her is just an added bonus.
âGlad you kept it,â he stutters out, once he manages to stop gaping.
Sheâs glad too.
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Martinâs sitting on Jonâs bed, watching as he runs a brush through his hair.
Jonâs hair is lovely, long and shiny. His own he keeps rather short, though the curls are getting a bit unruly these days. When he was a child, his mother insisted he keep it long, just like she insisted on a great many other things. But he shed all of that, got as far away from it as possible. And yet, eyeing the silvery tray on Jonâs dresser, he has to admit heâs curious.Â
Itâs full of delicate, pretty accessories- hair clips and necklaces and earrings. Jonâs like a magpie, collecting shiny things; though this collection is mostly gifts from the three of them. Itâs a little dance they like to do- Jon sees something in a store, stares a little too long, insists he doesnât need it, and eventually it ends up in their flat.Â
Their flat. Heâs still getting used to it. Heâs never felt at home anywhere, but heâs starting to think he has one now. Listening to Jon hum as he cooks, Tim reading aloud from his recent article deep-dive, Sasha butting in with a comment - these are all good things. The background noise to his days that used to be filled with silence.Â
And heâs never been around people so at home with themselves. Martin is so used to putting an effort into how he presents himself in the world, heâs never enjoyed being misconstrued. A strange, delicate balance of pride in who he is at war with a desperate need to be understood and accepted. Palatable. Easier to put yourself in a box with clear labels than to deal with the confusion and the questions. Any passing thought or fleeting impulse that goes outside the lines is dismissed.
But nothing about his situation now is easily labeled, to be honest. Itâs hard enough explaining his relationship status to others, though Sasha has a little spiel ready to rattle off at a momentâs notice. Theyâre all so comfortable with each other, with themselves. It makes him both a bit braver and a bit more afraid.
While Jon scurries off to flick through his closet, Martin gets up, walking over to the collection and picking up the small moth broach heâd gotten him on one of their first dates, before Tim started to come along. The memory brings a smile to his face.
âOh, itâs lovely, Martin.â Jon had immediately pinned it to his jacket, before reaching down to grab a bag at his feet. âAnd ah, actually- I got something for you too?â
A little Highland cow plushie. So he had been listening to his rant on Scotland the other day. It still sits in place of pride on his desk.Â
âDo you want to try one?â Martin jumps at the sound of Jonâs voice, dropping the pin unceremoniously back into the pile as if heâd been burnt. He turns around, prepared to voice a thousand excuses, a knee-jerk reaction.Â
âNo, itâs-â
But Jonâs already sorting through the pile with clever fingers, hand lingering over a thin barrette with a tiny, gold flower. Pretty, simple. Martinâs hand itches to reach out but he draws it into a tight fist. Admiring is one thing, but actually wearing it-
âCâmere.â He thinks he should refuse but instead he leans down, lets Jonâs fingers wind their way through his hair and feels a settled weight against his head.
âThere.â Jon smiles. âThatâll do quite nicely.â
He looks in the mirror. Oh.
Itâs barely even noticeable, just a small clip bringing the longest of his curls behind his ear. But Jonâs right. It looks nice. It goes with his hair and it doesnât feel feminine or wrong, just a comfortable weight against his head reminding him he belongs, heâs loved. And that Martinâs still himself, even if he steps outside of the box every now and then.Â
âYou donât have to keep it in if you-â
âNo. I like it.â He straightens his spine, tilts his head. Smiles. Jon smiles back.
Yeah. He likes it.
ao3:Â https://archiveofourown.org/works/31803076
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BnHA Chapter 305: Worst Intervention Ever
Previously on BnHA: Shinomori, whose name took me an entire week to memorize, was all, ânice to meet you Deku, Iâm ten feet tall, do you want to know how I died?â and without waiting for an answer explained that he kicked it from old age at forty thanks to good olâ OFA. Deku was all âwait a minute, then how come All Might, whoâs fifty-five and is definitely dyeing his gray hair, is still alive?â First and Shino were all, âwe really have no fucking clue but we think itâs cuz heâs quirkless, JUST LIKE YOU!â So basically, since quirkless people donât exactly grow on trees these days, Deku is probably going to be the last user of OFA. The chapter ended with Nana being all, âpsst, Deku, about my grandson. Uh, can you kill him?â which is sure to lead to a very interesting conversation this week.
Today on BnHA: Nana And The Gang are all âso, Deku, how can we put this delicately. The thing is, weâre pretty sure that AFO really fucked my grandson up, so on the off chance you canât save him, how would you feel about, you know... [throat slitting gesture].â Deku is all âidk you guys, I kinda feel like heâs really just a traumatized child at heart and heâs in a lot of pain and stuff and so I should try to help him.â The Vestiges are all âBUT WHAT IF YOU CANâTâ and Deku is all âBUT I WANT TO TRY, DAMMITâ and the Vestiges are all âwell when you put it that way, we, uh, were just testing you, so congrats, you passed!â The chapter ends with First being all, âANYWAY SO WHY DONâT YOU TWO SHY BOYS STANDING OVER THERE IN THE SHADOWS COME SAY HELLOâ before we CUT AWAY FOR ANOTHER WEEK, goddammit.
seriously, Nana
just... have you met Deku?? look, if you really want Tomura dead, just sic him on the U.A. first years and tell Shouto and Honenuki that itâs a training exercise
oh my god lmao
weâre too far away to see Nanaâs face here so I will just assume that she turned and is staring DIRECTLY INTO THE CAMERA for this one line lmao. âI just wanted to clarify in case anyone felt inclined to take my dialogue out of context and spend an entire week complaining about itâ
oh my god?! are you all purposely trying to make me sad??
someone stop me before I launch into an impromptu rant about all my Tomura feels. WHY IS NOBODY STOPPING ME. oh my god but yes, exactly. heâs just in pain all the time. this is exactly why I think Tomura has such high redemption potential even though so far he seems to lack so many of the redemption arc essentials such as feeling remorse, wanting to change, and taking responsibility for his actions. the reason why Iâm willing to overlook all that in his case is because Tomura has essentially had zero agency his entire life. AFO molded him into a killer by making sure he was in constant mental agony, and making it so that the only thing that even slightly relieved that agony was killing peeps. like, please donât think Iâm making excuses for him or anything, but if you take a child and manipulate their existence to make it virtually impossible for that child to grow up as anything other than a killer, and basically never give him the chance to be anything else, then no shit heâs gonna be a killer?? heâs basically never had the choice not to be. itâs never been an option for him. anyways I feel like I am EXPLAINING MYSELF SO BADLY but nonetheless I am prepared to die on this hill
anyway so now Nana is all âthatâs a rhetorical question btw because Our Hearts And Minds Are One so we can feel everything you feel bro.â so yeah, thatâs interesting
now Banjou is getting started on the âletâs try and talk Deku out of wanting to save Tomura because itâs insaneâ part of their OFA Mystical Space Void Reunion agenda
look, Banjou, I feel you, I really do. you guys donât think itâs realistic that Deku can defeat Tomura without killing him. so if itâs a choice between killing Tomura vs letting Deku and everyone else in the entire world die, then duh, you think Deku should kill him. I get it! and if this were a real life mass murderer Iâd totally agree with you. but the problem is that this isnât real life, this is a sympathetic shounen villain with a tragic past who might as well have FUTURE REDEMPTION ARC RECEIPIENT stamped on his forehead at this point
so First is all âlook, thereâs absolutely no doubt my brother has fucked this kid up good and proper by nowâ, which, again, fair
though, thatâs kind of exactly my point though. everything that Tomura is, everything heâs done, heâs done because of AFO. AFO has so effectively shaped his personality and his worldview by this point that itâs all but impossible to penetrate that. heâs AFOâs puppet. but the problem is that rather than treating him like a victim, you all are treating him like a casualty. like heâs already a lost cause. but good luck trying to convince Deku of that
WHOA WHAT, RANDOM SUPER-IMPORTANT AND BIZARRELY UNRELATED EXPOSITION DROPPED IN JUST LIKE THAT??
way to still not reveal Sixthâs name, btw. THE PEOPLE WANT TO KNOW, DAMMIT. but also so this confirms something we basically already knew already, which is that not even AFO can steal OFA. it literally canât be taken away by anyone unless the owner wills it. SO SUCK ON THAT AFO YOU EGG
(ETA: so I have no idea why this was omitted from this translation, but apparently the Sixthâs name was revealed as âEnâ, which is obviously not his full name but at least itâs something. also he most likely has a fire or smoke-related quirk based on the kanji used, ç
.)
so Banjou is saying that Dekuâs âlack of an iron willâ could be a disadvantage against AFO. hahaha what?? Midoriya âIâll break all of my bones without blinking an eye just to protect someoneâ Izuku lacks an iron will? do tell
he says this is going to be a test of Dekuâs determination. well yeah, no shit. but just not in the way you guys think
OH HELLO AGAIN
darker hair again here! but I donât trust the contrast in these scans at all after last week. his coveralls are way darker than they looked before too, and you can clearly see heâs standing in the shadows now
(ETA: yep, once again the raw shows that his hair is considerably lighter than whatâs shown in these scans here. although thereâs no mistaking now that his hair is consistently being colored in this slightly darker shade, and itâs not just the lighting.)
anyways lol First was saying something about how AFO canât steal OFA, and theyâve spent all this time cultivating it as the ultimate weapon against AFO, and blah blah blah. go on then, keep lecturing
NANA GODDAMMIT NONE OF THIS IS YOUR FAULT
girl what?? you did everything in your power to protect your family, and AFO, fucked up man that he is, targeted them anyway. there is one person and one person only to blame for whatâs happened to Tomura, and that potato-faced asshole needs a good kick in the balls
NANA GODDAMMIT DONâT MAKE ME COME OVER THERE
SO HELP ME GOD!! I WILL GIVE YOU THE BIGGEST HUG YOUâVE EVER HAD!! THAT IS A THREAT
so now Nana is all âIâm just going to call my grandson a Thing to ensure that fandom has only the freshest, grass-fed no-hormones-added discourse this weekâ
I donât even need to drop into the tags to know exactly which specific people are going to respond to this, and what kind of posts they are going to write lmao. everyoneâs all caught up in the âthat thingâ, and meanwhile Iâm over here completely hung up on this ânayâ thatâs appeared out of NOWHERE you guys. look at that. she really said âNAYâ
Nana, my love, my dearest, I feel you girl I really do. but heâs not an unforgivable manifestation of pure evil, Deku is exactly right actually, heâs a boy in pain. you guys need to stop questioning Dekuâs shounen protagonist instincts here and just let him work his sparkly magic. âletâs try and convince Midoriya Fucking Izuku that he canât save someoneâ is a plan that is NEVER going to turn out well you guys
âDEKU GODDAMMIT WHAT IF WE CANâT SAVE HIMâ lmao itâs like an intervention
âDAMMIT DEKU JUST ADMIT YOU HAVE A SAVING PEOPLE PROBLEM!â
RED ALERT ITâS ANOTHER CLOSE-UP OF THE BACK OF MISTER TWO BON CLAYâS HEAD OMG
(ETA: I was too distracted with freaking out about Two and Three to really appreciate how ridiculously handsome First looks in this panel. but on my second readthrough it stood out so much that I had to go back and add an extra bullet point just to talk about how hot he is. look at him. wtf.)
THAT IS DEFINITELY AN UNDERCUT. THE PLOT THICKENSSSS. also those are fucking exhaust vents on Mister Threeâs neck. MISTER THREE COULD YOU POSSIBLY BE RELATED TO THE IIDAS, PLEASE TELL ME YOUR SECRETS IâM DYING OVER HERE
so now Deku is launching into what will undoubtedly be a âsaving people problems require SAVING PEOPLE SOLUTIONSâ heroic counter-speech!
I mean, they can already feel the âlol nah Iâm gonna try and save himâ feelings running through him lol. ~OuR hEaRtS aNd MiNdS aRe CoNnEcTeD~ and all that. this is just a formality, but that doesnât mean I donât love a good shounen protag speech
oh wait hold up, do you mean to tell me that the whole âhearts and minds are connectedâ thing I was just mocking just a paragraph ago actually allowed Deku to feel what Tomura was feeling?? like literally feel it??
YET AGAIN these Tomura feels are pounding on my front door you guys?? they just will not quit?? people my house is already full of feels, does it look like I need you to sell me any more of them?? -- what do you mean, theyâre free??
AW YISS THATâS IT DEKU. THATâS SOME GOOD SPEECH RIGHT THERE
I appreciate the contrast here between the Douchebag Triumvirate of Overhaul, Muscular, and Stain versus the Misguided Twosome of Gentle and La Brava. never let it be said that Deku doesnât know the difference between a redeemable villain and an unredeemable one
OH NO -- OH MY GOD
someone please help me I need directions to the OFA Spooky Galactic Nebula Realm in this fictional Japanese manga land. itâs not on google maps. I need to give these two babies a big hug and wrap them up in a blanket and treat them to some McDonalds Happy Meals please help
other things: (1) ENDEAVOR CHILLING OUT IN DEKUâS âPEOPLE I HOLD DEARâ PANEL LMAO NEON DISCOURSE EXTRAVAGANZA, (2) âONE FOR ALL IS A POWER TO SAVE, NOT TO KILLâ IâM ABOUT TO CRY DEKU I LOVE YOU SO MUCH HOW IS IT EVEN POSSIBLE TO FEEL ALL THIS LOVE, (3) [SLAMS HANDS ON TABLE] THEREâS YOUR MOTHERFUCKING IRON WILL!!!!!!!! -- Iâm sorry, please donât call security, Iâll be good
I just randomly remembered that Deku is still saying all of this in his muffled âFMMPHHMMPHMMâ voice and Iâm somehow cracking up lol. so actually itâs a very good thing Their Hearts And Minds Are Connected, otherwise theyâd no doubt be all, â...what?â
(ETA: so I completely missed this on account of it literally not being visible in the scan at all, but in the raw you can clearly see Baby Kacchan and Baby Shouto fanboying over All Might in two of these panels, and excuse me, maâam??
thank you very much Deku for including them in your montage, particularly since youâve never seen Baby Shouto before lol. amazingly accurate image you managed to conjure up, all things considered.)
SDKFJLSKHG -- AS IF ON CUE???
HEâS SO ADORABLE HELP?? Trippy Space All Might looks like heâs about to cry, and First is all âdonât crack a smile... you have to be Firm and Serious here... dammit, donât smileâ omg
anyways! YOU GO DEKU. âMY QUIRK MY RULES, BITCHESâ damn, son
KLJLKKHLG TRIPPY SPACE ALL MIGHT LITERALLY ACTUALLY IS CRYING ALL MIGHT HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME
âI JUST... [CLENCHES FIST] REALLY LOVE SAVING PEOPLEâ FUCKING HELL LMAO THIS IS THE WORST INTERVENTION OF ALL TIME
Deku is literally all âsure, maybe Iâll have to kill him, but have you guys also considered, MAYBE NOT??â itâs no use Nana heâs too powerful
LMAO FIRST
âlike Iâve been saying this whole time, you should definitely try saving Shigaraki Tomura.â âbut, uh... First, didnât you just -- â âshut upâ
(ETA: clearly itâs not just his brother who inherited those smooth-talking genes.)
so now Deku has turned back into a sixteen year old and his clothes have gone missing again. just OFA things
dskljdlsklgk
yes... sure... âtestingâ you...
HEY
FIRST OF ALL, DAMN YOU HORIKOSHI YOU MADE NANA CRY. even if Iâm pretty sure theyâre actually tears of happiness/relief. and SECOND OF ALL, âTELL MY BOYFRIEND I SAID HIâ DJSKDLKJJL ANYWAY MAYBE GRAN, NANA, AND MR. SHIMURA WERE IN A THROUPLE
[SCREAMS]
WHY WOULD YOU END IT THERE?? WHY WOULD YOU END IT THERE!!!!!
(ETA: and two-to-one odds that we cut away to some other scene once they finally start to turn around next week. IâM CALLING IT NOW. giving myself a week to brace myself for the rage.)
fucking hell. well if anyone needs me I will be adding Horikoshi fucking Kouhei to the list of irredeemable villains, peace
#bnha 305#midoriya izuku#shigaraki tomura#shimura tenko#shimura nana#ofa the first#banjou daigorou#bnha#boku no hero academia#bnha spoilers#mha spoilers#bnha manga spoilers#makeste reads bnha#'deku. sweetheart. your other vestiges and I just want what's best for you'#'have you tried... *not* saving people?'#only to backpedal SPECTACULARLY when he was all 'WHAT DO YOU MEAN NOT SAVING THEM'#yeah okay guys#you're not fooling anyone#but it's okay I still love you
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Summary: Y/N has been having an infuriating dry spell in the love department lately, thanks to lockdown, and her roommate Jensen is getting fed up with her attitude. So, he lets her in on a little secretâŚ
Pairing: Danneel x Reader Rating: 18+ Tags: female masturbation, talk of male masturbation, phone sex, dirty talk, praise kink, light degradation, lockdown was hard on singletons but great for phone sex operators Word Count: 4.5k Created for: @anyfandomgoesbingo - Sex Hotline AU | @spnkinkbingo - Tribbing
A/N: Requested by @danneelsmain - hope this lived up to your expectations babe! I haven't written Danneel before but I really enjoyed writing this â¤ď¸
âYes... yes... yesyesyesââ
âHey, Y/N!â Bang, bang, bang! âHurry up in there will ya? Iâm dyinâ here,â Jensen jiggled the doorknob to no avail, and Y/N was incredibly thankful sheâd remembered to lock it this time.
Iâm dying here, Y/N thought to herself, pulling the shower head from between her legs with a frustrated huff, the water swirling down the drain carrying the fading vestiges of her almost-orgasm with it. She had been so close. Bang! Bang! Bang!
âJust a minute!â she shouted, frustration tipping over into anger. The knob on the faucet was twisted to the âoffâ position with unnecessary violence, and the shower curtain was attached at one less ring than it had been half an hour ago when it was yanked open to settle against the back wall of the tub.
Bang! Banâ
âSeriously, Jensen?!â Y/N barely had the towel secured around herself before she threw open the door, hastily ducking to avoid Jensenâs knock-in-progress.
âThank fuck.â Jensen danced around Y/N and shoved the door shut, sending Y/N slipping across the tiles on her still-wet feet and locking her on the other side. The clearly audible hiss of Jensen relieving himself leaked through the door and Y/N growled in frustration, aiming a kick at the door before stomping down the hallway to her room.
He couldnât have waited ten more secondsâŚ
It had been bad enough that lockdown got them all stuck at home with no possibility of one night stands, or follow-up booty calls to keep her sex drive in check, but now Y/N was having an even bigger problem. She hadnât been able to get herself over the finish line for at least two weeks, and she had no earthly idea as to why. Y/N was beginning to think that regular orgasms were part of the reason that she was usually nice to be around, because right now she felt like she was one bad joke away from stabbing somebody.
And that someone was likely to be Jensen.
Tucked up into the corner of the couch was Y/Nâs standard position these days. She wasnât sure what was playing on the TV, something as mindless as she felt right now.
âBudge up.â Jensen hit her feet and flopped back gracelessly on top of them without giving her the chance to move them.
âOw, asshole!â A pillow whipped through the air and collided squarely with the side of Jensenâs face.
âWhat is your problem lately?â
âYou, clearly,â Y/N snapped, pulling her knees into her chest defensively. Jensen raised a single eyebrow, giving her a pointed look. âNo, itâs not you,â Y/N admitted, letting some of her aggression seep out of her frame with her words. âSorry.â
âWhatâs up?â
âNothing, itâs fine.â
There was a stiff silence between them, Jensen waiting for Y/N to break and answer his question and Y/N knowing that she didnât want to talk about this with Jensen but not seeing a way out of the conversation. Jensen had an irritating habit of getting her to open up about things she never planned on telling people â like the fact that she was gay. And now he was about to hear far more about her sex life than she ever wanted to share with someone of the male species.
âIâm, um,â her cheeks were on fire as she glanced up to see Jensen looking back at her with concerned curiosity. âIâm⌠having a problem,â she finished lamely.
âOkayâŚâ
âI canât⌠Do you everââ Y/N choked on the words every time they tried to bubble through. âSo⌠um, itâsâ itâs been a while.â She saw comprehension flash over Jensenâs freckled face a moment later.
âOh.â
âYeah.â
âYou know PornHub has a whole section for lesbian shit, right?â Another pillow hits him in the face. âOkay, okay, ow,â Jensen rubs his jaw in exaggeration. âBut seriously, itâs been a while for everyone. You just gotta take business into your own hands.���
âYou donât think Iâve been doing that?â Y/N hissed, unconsciously checking around them as if someone else was in their apartment who might overhear.
âWell then whatâs the problem?â
âI havenât like,â Y/N made a variety of nonsequitous hand motions that had no bearing on the word âorgasmâ but Jensen seemed to get the message.
âHow long?â he cringed.
âLike, almost three weeks? And itâs not like I havenât been trying like, everything, I just⌠canât,â she shrugged helplessly. âHas this kind of thing ever happened to you? Is there something like, physically wrong with me?â
âNo, no, Iâm sure thereâs nothing wrong with you,â Jensen rushed to reassure her, patting her leg awkwardly. âThis kind of thing happens all the time.â
âSo itâs happened to you too?â Hope shone from Y/Nâs face that maybe she wasnât doomed to a life empty of sexual pleasure.
âWell⌠no, not exactly.â Y/Nâs shoulders drooped, hopes slashed.
âHow are you staying so sane?â Y/N accused. âYou used to be with a different girl every few days before all of this.â
âHey! I was not,â Jensen was mock offended but Y/N could tell he was also a little proud. âAnd Iâve, uh⌠Iâve got my sources,â his eyes twinkled mischievously as he answered her question.
âJensen Ross Ackles, have you been sneaking out behind my back!â
âNo,â he rolled his eyes, ânothing like that.â Jensen pulled out his phone and started scrolling through the screen as Y/N watched.
âJen, if youâre trying to show me porn, Iâm good. Donât need to see what you get off to,â Y/N shuddered at the thought. A text beeped on her phone a second later, Jensenâs name popping up on the screen.
âThatâs my source,â he explains and she opens the message to see a 1-800 number, next to the word Red.
âRed?â
âRed.â Jensen confirmed with a wicked grin, nodding sagely.
Y/N could not believe she was about to do this. She looked down at the number on her phone screen, ready to dial as soon as she pressed the little green button. Jensenâs assurances echoed in her head. Best phone sex Iâve ever had⌠she actually gets off with you, sheâs not just faking it⌠sounds so hot, and her body is killer in her profile pic. Admittedly, the picture heâd shown her had been really fucking sexy. A slender girl in small red panties and unfairly pretty breasts cradled in a satin bra covered in little hearts, dark red hair pinned up around her face in a vintage style.
Before she could talk herself out of it again, Y/N pressed dial and held the phone up to her ear. It rang a few times before connecting to an automated menu, and Y/N was secretly relieved she wouldnât have to ask an operator if she could speak to âRedâ.
Thank you for calling the Sugar Lips Hotline. Please enter your card details to continue.
Jensen had warned her about this part, so she had her card sitting out of her wallet on the desk in front of her.
If you know who you are trying to reach, please press one. If you would like to be assigned a random operator, please press two.
Y/N shakily pressed the number one, and then put the phone on speaker while she was at it.
If you would like to speak with Candy, press one, followed by the pound key. If you would like to speak with Kitty, press two, followed by the pound key. If you would like to speak with LanceâŚ
Y/N wondered if she would still have the confidence to go through with this by the time the robotic voice mentioned âRedâ.
If you would like to speak with Red, press thirteen, followed by the pound key.
The moment of truth. Y/N entered the number 13 and then pressed the pound key. The line began to ring again.
âHi there,â a temptingly soft voice slipped through the receiver of the phone sitting on the desk in front of her.
âHi-i,â Y/Nâs voice was jarring in comparison, breaking on the first word she uttered.
âOh, so Iâve got a pretty little girl on the line today, huh?â Y/N didnât know how to answer so she didnât, hands frozen in a death grip on the sleeves of her too big sweatshirt. âWhatâs your name, baby?â
âY/N,â she whispered back, suddenly scared that Jensen would be able to hear every word being said in her room. Quickly digging into her pockets she pulled out her headphones and plugged them into her cell. Why hadnât she done that earlier?
âThatâs such a pretty name, baby,â the woman cooed, and now her voice was right against Y/Nâs ears; it felt like she was in the room, whispering against her skin. âIâm Red.â
âThatâs what I should call you?â Y/N managed to keep the tremor out of her words this time.
âUnless you want to call me something else? I can be whoever you want me to be baby girl. Mommy, maâam, mistressâŚâ Y/Nâs heart thundered against her ribs. She realised that she had no idea what she wanted from this â she just knew she was desperate. âOr maybe you want to be in charge? I could be your baby, your good little girl.â Y/N wished she could see Red right now, watch what she looked like as she purred all these promises down the line, teasing and tempting.
âIs,â Y/N gulped, âis there anyone you want me to be?â
âNuh-uh,â she tutted, and Y/N could imagine her shaking her head, red curls flying by her cheeks. âThis is all about you Y/N. Iâm here to make you feel good.â
Y/N felt a lick of heat curl in the base of her stomach, twisting itself around her intestines.
âYeah, I could use that,â she laughed nervously, figuring she should be honest if she wanted this to work out well. And she really needed it to.
âOh, have you been feeling a little pent up baby?â Redâs voice echoed in Y/Nâs ears. The small vibrations coming out of her earbuds were enough to start sending a pulsing sensation down the side of her neck, worming its way under her skin and into her veins. Christ, it had been too long.
âYou have no idea.â
âWell, I betcha we can fix that. Are you somewhere comfortable sweetie?â
âI could get on the bed?â Y/N offered, wondering why she hadnât started there in the first place, rather than at her desk.
âThat sounds like a great idea,â Red purred seductively. âWhy donât you stretch out on the bed, get yourself nice and cozy. Maybe prop a pillow up next to you and think about me snuggling you in real close. Wish I could be there to put my hands all over your body.â
Y/N was thankful she was already sitting on her bed by the time Red finished painting her little scene because if sheâd been walking, sheâs pretty sure her knees would have given out.
âFuck, itâs been so long since I felt another girlâs hands on me.â She tried not to be embarrassed at how whimpery her voice had gone. If this went well it was about to get a whole lot worse anyways.
âI want to touch every inch of you,â Red breathed heavily. âRun my fingers through your hair, over your neck, down your back. Would I find a bra there to unhook, baby?â
âYeah,â Y/N sighed, arching her shoulders and feeling the band scratch taught around her ribs, pushing her breast up towards her chin.
âWhy donât you take that off for me?â
âOkay,â Y/N felt her voice shake as much as her hands as she reached behind her back to unclasp her bra, breathing deeply when the pressure of the garment disappeared.
âBet that felt good, didnât it baby?â Red laughed knowingly.
âYeah,â Y/N agreed, loosening up a little at the acknowledgement of a shared experience, something all girls could relate to. She pulled her arms through the straps beneath her sweatshirt and shimmying the discarded bra out the bottom before pushing her arms back through her sleeves. The peaks of her nipples tightened as they caught on the pills of fleece that now sat against her chest.
âWhat else are you wearing?â
Suddenly embarrassed she hadnât thought to put on anything sexy in preparation for this call, Y/N didnât manage more than an âumâŚâ before Red laughed, a warm sound that melted into her like chocolate against your tongue.
âWhy donât I tell you what Iâm wearing?â
âYeah,â Y/N nodded before she remembered that Red couldnât see her. âBet itâs something really sexy,â she attempted to flirt, cringing at how awkward she sounded.
âWell that depends,â Red mused. âDo you like lace?â
âYeah,â Y/N breathed. She loved seeing girls in lace lingerie; the way the delicate weave of the pattern offered small tastes of the skin it covered, the way you could feel someoneâs warmth seeping through such a thin fabric so easily, the way it felt to have someone touch you or suck you through such a meagre sheet of modestyâŚ
âWhat about stockings?â Red voice broke through Y/Nâs train of thought, pulling her back to the vaguely out of body experience she was having.
âLove them,â Y/N answered quietly, trying to pitch her voice the way Red was, low and alluring.
âWell, thatâs a shame,â she sighed dramatically. âBecause Iâm not wearing anything at all right now, sorry to disappoint.â Y/N couldnât see her but she would bet anything Red was wearing a big pout right now. She wondered what her lips looked like. In her head she pictured soft and pillowy.
âYou are such a tease,â Y/N laughed, hoping to disguise the pang of arousal that had shot through her a moment before.
âYeah, but you like it, donât you baby?â
âYeah, I really do,â Y/N found herself admitting unconsciously.
âAre you gonna keep teasing me, or are you gonna get naked too baby girl?â
A throb of desire fluttered between Y/Nâs legs, her pussy clenching, and when she squirmed back into her pillow a little she felt the lace fabric of her own panties sliding a little more between her thighs. Her arousal had started to soak out of her and into the material.
âYou want me naked?â Y/Nâs words scratched their way out of her throat, trying to pull her confidence along with them.
âOh god, please baby,â Red moaned loudly, but it didnât sound fake. It was like Jensen had told her, it sounded like she was really enjoying this, and like she was actually getting off on what was happening between them right now. âWant to feel your skin against mine.â
âI want that too, baby,â Y/Nâs hasty breaths shook her words. She stripped out of her underwear and shoved her phone and headphones down the front of her sweatshirt so she could shimmy it over her head without disconnecting the earbuds. She didnât want to miss anything.
âGod, if I was there I would kiss all over you. Bet you taste amazing,â Red sighed, and Y/N could hear something shifting over the phone, like fabric moving around.
âAre you on your bed too?â Y/N asked.
âYep, all spread out for you baby girl.â
âAre you touching yourself?â Y/Nâs confidence was starting to build as she heard how much Red sounded like sheâs into this, and she couldnât deny she was turned on too. She felt wetter than sheâd been in weeks, and when her fingers drifted down over her stomach its muscles twitched in anticipation of where she was about to touch.
âWhere do you want me to touch?â Y/N let her eyes slide closed, and she could imagine Red batting her lashes as she asked - where do you want me to touch? - She pictured the girl sheâd seen in the photo poised over her, legs straddling Y/Nâs hips as Red ran her hands over her own body, fingers trailing over her throat, fondling her breasts, twisting around the pink flesh at the tips of each, lingering on the soft of her stomach before dipping lower.
âI want you to touch between your legs and tell me how wet you are,â Y/N said between deep breaths, trying to keep her voice even.
âIâm already so wet for you, baby,â Red gasped, and Y/N hoped it was a reaction to her fingers slipping inside her pussy.
âIf you were here with me, what would you do right now?â
âIâd make you watch me fuck myself on my fingers.â Holy shit, Y/N couldnât help the moan that bled through her lips, and she heard Red chuckle. âYeah, you like the sound of that baby?â
âMm-hmm,â Y/N whimpered, her own fingers finally making their way between her legs and sliding easily through the slick she found there.
âIâd straddle myself right over your face, so you could see my fingers fucking my pussy, feel me dripping on you.â
âOh, fuck.â
âAnd then, when my fingers are nice and soaked, youâre gonna suck them clean like a good little girl, arenât you sweetheart?â Redâs monologue was absolutely wrecking Y/N, she wanted everything the woman on the end of the line was describing so badly. âWant you to do it to yourself, since I canât be there to do it for you. Can you get those fingers nice and wet for me baby?â
âFuck, yeah, okay.â Y/N pushed two fingers inside her pussy, clenching around them wantonly. She must have let out some kind of noise because Red giggled again before she continued talking.
âThatâs it, fuck yourself for me baby girl, until I can do it for you.â And fucking hell, the thought of Red actually with her, touching her, fucking her⌠âYour fingers nice and dirty now?â
âMm-hmm,â Y/N squeaked, pressing against her g-spot to get herself even wetter.
âGood girl,â Red hummed. âNow suck them clean for me, Y/N. Want you to taste just how sweet you are. God, wish I could taste you too,â she moaned, her breath hitching.
Y/N obeyed Redâs instructions, sucking her fingers into her mouth and twirling her tongue around them, curling it across the dips and whorls of her fingertips. She groaned around the digits in her mouth, trying to make it audible that she was doing as she was told.
âGood girl,â Red cooed again, obviously hearing Y/Nâs sucking. âGood filthy girl. Youâre so dirty arenât you baby, bet youâre dripping onto the sheets right now youâre so horny.â
âOh my god,â Y/N felt her whole body clenching as she pushed her hand back between her legs, toying with her clit and sending fresh jolts of desire to her core. âFuck, Iâm touching myself again. Couldnât help it, youâre so hot baby.â
âI want you to touch yourself sweetie. Want you to make yourself feel so good.â
âI want you to feel good too,â Y/N whimpered, maybe stupidly, but she remembered Jensen saying that Red got off with him and she wanted the same thing. She wanted to know that Red wanted her, that Red found her sexy. She didnât want to be in this alone.
âOh, I am feeling so good baby girl,â Red assured Y/N, her voice brimming with sincerity and whimpers to back it up. âFucking myself so good, pretending itâs your fingers inside me.â
âFuck, thatâs so hot,â Y/N couldnât come up with anything more eloquent than that. The more she played with herself the foggier her brain got.
âWhat are you imaging right now?â
âThinking about you, you on top of me.â
âYou want me on top, huh? Want me to hold you down a little, baby?â
âMm, yeah,â Y/N sighed, slipping two fingers from her free hand down to her entrance and pushing them inside, keeping her other hand on her clit, rolling it between her fingers. âYou could hold me down, grind yourself against me. Use me to get yourself off.â Y/Nâs breathing was ragged now, and the fingers inside her pussy sought out her g-spot again, starting to focus their efforts a little more concertedly on the spongy bundle of nerves.
âOh sweetie, thatâs so hot, fuck,â Red moaned heavily, her breath catching on her curse. âIâd grind against you so good. Rub our pussies together, all slick and hot, grind my clit against yours nice and hard. Fuck, touch your clit for me baby.â
âI am,â Y/N gasped, drawing fast little circles over the nub between her legs. âFuck, want all that so bad. Think you could come like that? Just from rubbing your pussy on me, getting me all wet and dirty?â
âFuck yes, love rubbing my pussy on yours, love grinding our clits together. I could tease you so good. Go nice and slow, wonder how long youâd last before you start begging me to let you cum.â
âIâm close,â Y/N whimpered, surprised at how true it was. She hadnât gotten so close to cumming this quickly in ages.
âAlready baby? You naughty little girl,â Red groaned, and the sound of bed springs crackled through Y/Nâs earbuds too. Y/N pictured Red arching off the bed, fucking her hips into her fingers. âYou want to cum for me baby?â
âFuck, yes, yes please,â Y/N begged, feeling the muscles in her thighs and stomach starting to constrict, heat singing through her veins.
âNot yet baby, keep fucking yourself.â Y/N let out a pathetic whine in protest. âYou can do that for me, canât you sweetie. Fuck yourself on those pretty little fingers for me?â
âYeah, yeah I am.â
âGood girl, Iâm so fucking close baby.â
âFuck, please, want you to cum. Want you to cum with me.â Y/Nâs eyes squeezed tight as small pinpricks of light started to burst in the darkness of her vision.
âGonna cum for you, baby girl,â Red cried, voice high and tight. âFuck, Iâm gonna squirt, I can feel it. Gonna squirt all over your pussy, fucking soak you.â
âOh my god,â Y/N felt like she might actually start crying, she needed to cum so badly. She was so so so close.
âRub that little clitty, pretend itâs me rubbing up against you. All hot and wet,â her voice was breaking, her words short and breathless, and Y/N could tell Red was as close as she was. âGonna cum all over you. Fuck, gonna squirt so hard bet I could actually cum inside you.â
âHoly fuck!â Y/Nâs hips snapped into the air, searching for the imaginary body she wished was there. It was becoming hard to hear through the intense buzzing in her ears. Every nerve in her body was pulled taut, ready to snap.
âCum for me Y/N, câmon baby, you can do it, want you to cum for me like the good little girl you are baby, câmon.â
Y/N was sobbing, wrist pistoning her fingers in and out of herself faster than she ever remembered being able to move, and she felt the walls of her pussy clamping down, trying to keep the pressure inside where it wanted it. And then she couldnât take it anymore. Everything froze. She might have screamed, but to be honest she couldnât be too sure, because she couldnât hear anything except the white light that had flooded the dark space behind her eyelids.
Lockdown became much more bearable after that day. Though Y/N did have to try really hard to not think about the fact that she and Jensen were kind of fucking the same girl. In a way. It was weird. But if she ignored that part, then her âdatesâ with Red were perfect. She was finally able to release all the tension, sexual and otherwise, that this whole mess had building up in her system constantly. And eventually, the world started to open back up and things started to get just a little bit easier.
Y/N wondered what she would do when lockdown was well and truly over. When the bars and clubs opened up again, would she and Jensen go out and try to hook up like they always had before? Would everything just go back to normal? Would she still want to call Red if she was getting actual sex with a real girl, and not just her hand or a bit of silicone? Yes. The answer was most definitely yes, Y/N had to admit to herself. Even though it was just phone sex, it was still some of the best sex sheâd ever had.
Well, Red is a professional, she thought to herself wryly as she spooned some froth onto the top of the cappuccino she was making. The coffee shop she worked at had reopened last week, finally.
âY/N! Can you jump on register while I take my break?â Michelle called from the end of the counter.
âSure thing,â Y/N smiled and wiped her hands off on her apron, making her way behind the other baristas to the cash register. She briefly glanced at the line of people waiting to order â a couple of college kids carrying some scary looking textbooks, a portly man scratching his bald patch, a pretty girl with shiny hair and awesome winged liner. Y/N blushed as she caught the eye of the girl, and immediately looked back at her tablet, typing in her register code.
âHi there, what can I get you?â Y/Nâs customer service voice was alarmingly cheery, and the two college guys blinked, startled, clearly still unused to interacting with humans again â Y/N knew the feeling, cringing internally. She made a note to dial the pep back a little.
âHey, what can I get you?â It was the pretty girl at the front of the line now.
âUm, Iâll have a caramel latte, please,â she answered with a bright smile, red lips stretching across shockingly white teeth.
âSize?â Y/N asked, tapping the order into her tablet.
âHow big can you make it?â the girl giggled, and Y/N looked up, something tugging at the back of her mind.
âUm, large?â Y/N answered absentmindedly, trying to figure out what was bugging her so much. The girl just nodded, politely accepting the fact that Y/N had skated over her joke. âCan I get a name for the order?â She grabbed the large sized cup and uncapped the marker, hand poised over the white cardboard, ready to write.
âOh, sure. Itâs Danneel.â
âDanielle?â Y/N asked, her mind still wandering.
âNo, Danâ you know what, itâs a weird name. Just go with Red.â
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exandria unlimited: kymal: part 2: I planned for this
not adele dazeem
h a t s
"I feel like critical role's so serious" "WHAT"
sends that clip to all the "critical role was never this crass" tlovm critics
they got her
erica seems so much more comfortable tonight
pick-me casino
"I got fiddle-fingers!"
POODLE PIP
oh, oxboxtra does that one sometimes
see, bell's hells, THEY get it
I'm love him
mor: brumestone dorian: [rapid blinking]
spaceship
"and hide his dumb ass"
BOOP ACTION
matt teaching aimee and erica how to hit dice
rip aabria's voice
the chroma conclave getting turned into a tacky theme spa is the BEST
"no ringworm for dorian"
"he's not little, he's 6''6'!"
the way opal's face dropped at "thordak"
orym would probably also have had...some reaction
dariax
"it's kinda disrespectful but. y'know."
"I've always wanted to see the top of your head!" "đ" "NO"
"you can't get pregnant in a hot tub - you COULD get chlamydia!"
(edit from the future: I can't believe I spelled that right the first time)
jinoir :(
I need them to adopt and protect this child
"dorian's a taurus for sure" can we not call me out personally in this moment
ouchie check
for the record laying on pokey things is my absolute nightmare
"please draw it. and tag me."
dream check DREAM CHECK
comment cards
I love opal so goddamn much
everybody trying so fucking hard not to laugh over aimee
stop dating the episode
("no one who hasn't watched shortonegaming will get that" well maybe they should watch shortonegaming then)
(watch shortonegaming)
matt telling erica "it's fine, it's gonna be fine"
awakened vestige!!!
this is the dai character editor mirror
opal and the power of friendship
where is dariax. where is the back-to-back
"what should I do next" stop being a fucking dipshit
diligent, intelligent
they got the mother gothel treatment didn't they
GO AWAY AND THEN COME BACK SOON
"thank you for letting me do that, it was so disrespectful"
"she's wearing this, because we did the art"
cognitive psience
"sometimes cuddle buddies"
ted 2 again
"that is a man who let a pet rock die"
....birds of a feather
"will this be a pun list? YES."
PIERODIN
"I'm just gonna make eye contact with you, Matt"
LIFE NEEDS WINE TO LIVE
how long until the svg goes up for the vinyl cutters and their wine glass wraps
"she grew up in this buffet"
fantasy ostrich
big farm-a
"the exact same" gay
"we've moved a few couches together" GAY
"you gave me the power!"
innuendo as spellcasting flavor
apparently we are two hours into a five hour stream, help me
the early break is going to be my downfall
orym where are you
oh BOY
"you heard an eldritch language" that's how I hear all math
I don't like how much this guy smirks
dariax is a GOOD BOY
"I made her yeet a dice :D"
for a hot second I thought she threw it AT him
someone loan her a new d20
awww
what in the gravira
his mean little brainhole
don't love that!
"should have given him lair actions"
"look at the flowchart!!"
exCUSE
thrall? girl got a thrall?
poska-senpai noticed me
"doors are mysterious"
"the biggest boss I can offer: a mean door"
"do you think we care about money more than you?"
"as long as the money is out of this vault, I did my job"
I love one (1) himbo dwarf
"do you have some - it's just me, stop screaming - do you have some paper"
cyrus did one (1) useful thing
it's free gratis
this means in their future sessions - and there better goddamn be future sessions - they will have not one but two bags of holding
unless something really stupid happens
hello??
raven? matron of ravens?
(I'm sorry, I know why they had to change it, but "matron of ravens" will never be as smooth to say as "raven queen")
Dariax Is A Good Boy
even if this is a stupid idea (I have no idea) it is Hurting His Friend and now it has to Die
matt control your face
GO AWAY PIKACHU
aimee stop metagaming
"just smashing stuff?" "....yeah" "hell yeah"
anjali: wait I have the thing
there's an hourish left and I am in suffering
MAP
gaola mvp
dick around
"we're all impossibly stupid!"
"have you ever kicked a building to death?"
is fantasy c4 the only explosive you've heard of
"I'm really good at breaking things!"
"I had...a thought" "no!"
lmao the dice roller
"it's not that good a plan"
"I love you and I like you, and if this is not airtight I will FUCK you up"
!!!
QUEEN SHIT
god I want an exu animated miniseries
KING SHIT
did I compare the nameless ones to the dollars from durarara last time we did this
!!!
god I am TENSE
please don't everybody go splat
"roll good" "I'M TRYING"
I love her SO MUCH
"everyone turn into a simple machine!"
but they didn't HAVE machines in the middle ages
(this is more salt at tlovm critics, ignore me)
YIP YIP
the world's craziest poodle
wall effect!
smoke? clouds? probably clouds
here at the end I would like to state that every time they mentioned morrighan's songbird I pictured Songbird from bioshock
HEY
HEY WAIT A MINUTE
HER name? as is Mor is using someone else's name?
AS IN AN OLD WOMAN IN THE FEYWILD NAMED MORRIG(H)AN?
that was a sequel hook aabria you can't fool me
"we got 50k and a floating balcony!"
"did you forget their relationship started with peeing off a wall?!"
[shakes tin cup] spare a stinger?
no stinger :(
#exandria unlimited#critical role#spoilers#live blog#reaction post#crititag#exutag#also I counted the flying balcony as stealing a vehicle for my bingo card and no one can stop me
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I was trying to imagine what Deku v. Kacchan part 3 would be like and it quickly turned into a whole fic lol! Anyways here it is...
A Hero Distracted
(now on ao3 by pearl_sailboat)
word count: 2,641
tags: manga spoilers, izuku midoriya / katsuki bakugou, angst with happy ending, vigilante deku, deku is going through it, soft bakugou, cursing
summary: takes place right after Deku leaves All-Might and the bento. But he doesn't know that Kacchan will bring him back one way or another.
Deku zipped through the sky, using blackwhip to propel himself forward, so he could put as much distance between himself and his mentor. He didn't look back, he couldn't look back. Whatever scene he'd left behind had to stay behind or else he might lose his nerve and go back to the teacher, the father-figure, who had already given him so much. Deku would not let All-Might give his life too. End of discussion.
He could actually feel the anxiety rolling off the vestiges as they watched him fly across the skyline. They were silent, probably still trying to figure out how to tell him to go back. But it didn't matter what they would eventually say, nothing was going to change Deku's mind. Nothing.Â
Deku was so distracted by his resolve to keep moving forward that he didn't notice the three figures floating ahead until they'd launched themselves at him. It didn't matter though, he was no longer the helpless kid he used to be. He'd left behind everyone in his life and that meant that the only one in danger was him. Yes, he thought as blackwhip shot out of him in all directions, let me be the only one who gets hurt. Let me take all the damage, let everyone else stay safe.Â
The thought was so all-consuming that his landing was a little rough and he flinched a tiny bit when his legs absorbed the shock. But smooth landings were at the bottom of Deku's priorities⌠right now he had to incapacitate these three so he could keep moving. He turned to look at his attackers, still entrapped in blackwhip, but⌠they were already knocked out? And when did they get so many cuts and bruises? Had they been this badly beat up when they first attacked him? Hmpf, maybe they fought over who would get to take me in⌠Guess there must be a pretty great reward but, still, it's oddâŚ
Before he could finish his thought, he felt a searing pain against the side of his face and the explosion made his ears ring. Dammit, what now? He shot out blackwhip in all directions but before he could even get up, he felt a boot kick him in the shoulder. Hard.
"ARGHHHH," he cried as he moved to grab the leg attached to the boot.
He still couldn't see his new attacker but dammit, it had been a really long day and he was starting to get mad. His hand latched on to the leg and he was about to send his attacker flying over his shoulder when he felt another boot smash down on his wrist. This time he yelled so loud it almost drowned out the sound of his wrist breaking. Who was this person? They were certainly more skilled than the last three...
"You done, nerd? Or am I gonna have to break your legs too?"
That voice⌠I know that voice⌠But why? Why is he here? He can't be here⌠He's still h-
"Dammit, ANSWER ME DEKU!!!" Kacchan yelled behind him as more explosions went off, but this time not aimed at him.
Deku still felt like his wrist was on fire but he made himself get up. He turned around to find Kacchan smiling maniacally, suited up in his hero uniform. No, he's still hurt! He can't be out here! Why did he⌠oh. All-Might must've sent him. How could he? When he knows-
"Shitty Deku, you never listen, do you? Do. I. Have. To. Break. Your. Legs. Too?" Kacchan said with a small explosion to emphasize each period.
That's when Deku attacked. He didn't want to hurt Kacchan but he knew that the angry blond would never let him go. For some reason, Kacchan had decided that it was his job to protect Deku even if it cost him his own life. Idiot, he thought, not for some reason. He did it because he had too; you were weak so he had to protect you so that All For One wouldn't take the power of One For All. This is your fault. That's why he had to be strong now. That's why he didn't hesitate to connect his fist to Kacchan's face. That's why he didn't hesitate to grab Kacchan's shirt and send him fly- BOOOOM!!!! DAMMIT, how can he still attack when I'm literally throwing him?!?! And the explosion hurt. so. damn. much. Somehow, Kacchan kept firing even when he slammed into the roof's exit door, using his AP shot to blast Deku in the stomach.Â
"Is that ALL YOU GOT DEKU??? DON'T TELL ME I CAME ALL THIS WAY FOR YOU TO GO EASY ON ME???" Kacchan cackled.Â
He was seriously laughing at a time like this? Deku shook his head, he couldn't afford to get distracted by the Kacchan of it all. He shot out blackwhip again, but Kacchan dodged just like he always had.
"SERIOUSLY, YOU THOUGHT THAT WOULD WORK??? YOU'VE NEVER BEEN ABLE TO CATCH ME, NERD!!!"Â
Was Kacchan actually⌠enjoying himself?!?!? Deku wasn't surprised that Kacchan would brag about always winning Catch-a-Kacchan but those memories seemed so far away⌠No, stop getting distrac- BOOOOMMM!!!!! Kacchan had blasted him again, Deku needed to get his act together and quickly! He took a deep breath and just as he felt Danger Sense activate, he dodged Kacchan's next explosion and launched himself forward. He grabbed Kacchan's hair and yanked him downwards so he couldn't fire. Deku was about to kick him when he felt a pain in his legs. Kacchan hadn't been able to fire at Deku's face so he'd fired at his legs instead! Nothing seemed to be broken yet but, god it really, really hurt.
"HAHA I TOLD YA I WOULD BREAK YOUR LEGS TOO DEK-" Kacchan didn't get to finish that sentence because Deku sucker punched him so hard he went flying into the closest building.
Kacchan coughed up some blood before grinning wide, "NOW WE'RE TALKING!!! OHHHHHH BUT I'M STILL GONNA KICK YOUR ASS NERD!!!!!"
But Deku was frozen. No⌠No, no, no, no, no, no⌠I - I punched him right where⌠right where⌠I wasn't thinking⌠He coughed up blood⌠No, no, no, NO, NOOO!!!! He pressed his hands to the sides of his face, well the sides of his mask, as he sank to his knees. This is why he had left in the first place. He didn't want anyone else to get hurt. The people he cared about always got hurt. It was all his f- BOOOOOOMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Deku's ears were ringing so bad he was pretty sure he would never hear again. The flash of the explosion had blinded him, how long it would last was unclear, but Deku knew he'd been blasted onto his back. He groaned as he registered the shape his body was in, thankful that the adrenaline was keeping him from feeling the full weight of his injuries. He lifted his head as he began to blink away the dark spots in his vision. But immediately his head was pushed back onto the floor of the roof. He heard talking but he still couldn't make out the words so he struggled against the hand. He knew it was useless but struggling was all he could do. So he fought against the hand he still couldn't completely see with everything he had.
"God Deku, give it a rest," he heard when the ringing eventually released his throbbing eardrums.
That's when he noticed that it was Kacchan's hand that held his head down and that Kacchan had him pinned to the ground. Wait, where is my mask? Deku's eyes searched for the mask but before he could find it, Kacchan took it out of his pocket.
"Looking for this? Yeah, you're not getting it back, Deku. This piece of shit lets you lock yourself away and I ain't putting up with it."
Deku rolled his eyes. Why did Kacchan care if he locked himself away? Didn't he realize that if Deku didn't, he'd be too weak to stop All For One?Â
"Why won't you say anything, dammit? Never thought I'd miss your nerdy mumblingâŚ"
Why did Kacchan look sad as he said that? Nah, that must've been in Deku's head. He didn't answer that question either though. They didn't have the most traditional friendship, but Kacchan was the only one who stood a chance of bringing Deku back and that terrified him. He knew Kacchan would tear apart anything he said and would use it to convince him to go home. Right now, Kacchan was as dangerous as Shinsou; one word and Deku would lose.
"So you're mute now, is that it?" Kacchan demanded. "Fine then, I'll talk and you better fucking listen, Deku! I don't give a crap about your whole I-need-to-save-everyone routine but I thought you did! Isn't that the whole fucking reason you left in the first place?"
Deku's eyes widened in curiosity. What was Kacchan talking about? His emerald eyes were only met with a ruby glare.
"You didn't even realize, did you? Those three extras you pummeled back there, they looked like they could've used some saving themselves."
What are you talking about? Saving? Saving from who?
"So I was right then," Kacchan sighed and then looked towards the skyline, away from Deku.
When did Kacchan's voice get so quiet? It reminded Deku of how he had been at the sports festival⌠quiet because he was serious. Why did that tone unnerve Deku so much? Why did those words fill him with⌠dread?
"Deku, you ran away so you could protect people. You ran away so you could focus on defeating All For One. But were you focused when you landed on this roof? No, you weren't... If you had been focused, you wouldn't have had such a rough landing. If you had been focused, you would've remembered to pay attention to blackwhip even if the landing was roughâŚ" Kacchan paused to look back at Deku.
Kacchan's eyes searched Deku's face, piercing into his soul as if searching for something. Then he sighed again. Why does Kacchan look so sad?
"Didn't you even wonder how they got all beat up?"
What is Kacchan saying? Why does he look so sad? Why is⌠why is his voice SO QUIET??? I hate this⌠I don't know what's happening⌠I hate this⌠I want him to go back to yelling⌠I want him to stop looking at me like⌠LIKE THAT!!!!
Suddenly Kacchan's eyes hardened and he moved his hands from Deku's wrists to his face. At first Deku was relieved because maybe Kacchan had heard his thoughts and was going back into angry mode but then he spoke. If Deku had thought that tone was awful before, it was unbearable now.
"You didn't mean for the landing to be so rough," it wasn't a question, "even though you were wearing that stupid mask, only an idiot wouldn't have noticed how you flinched in surprise. It was in that moment that you probably forgot all about blackwhip⌠quirks are like muscles, Deku, you know that. When you flinched, blackwhip flinched too⌠you slammed -"
But Deku didn't hear the rest of that sentence. It all blurred away as the realization sunk in. He was responsible for the cuts and bruises on his attackers. He had knocked them out without even realizing. Because he had been distracted. What was he even distracted by at the time? What could be so impor- Oh. That's when he started crying. It was all too much; if he wasn't failing at one thing, he was screwing up another. He had been so distracted by his own resolve to distance himself from everyone that he hurt other people. It didn't matter that they were villains, they were still people. How could he call himself a hero? He was the least deserving person of that title!
"Kacch-" Deku was crying so hard that he couldn't finish before erupting into more tears.
But it didn't matter because Kacchan sat up and pulled him into a hug. He lost track of how long they sat there like that, hugging each other tight like their lives depended on it. And it did, at least for Deku. He knew that if he let go or if Kacchan did, he wouldn't survive. He cried and cried but Kacchan never pushed him away.Â
"Kacchan, I - I messed up!" he wailed, "I c-couldn't defeat All- All For One. I d-didn't protect my f-friends. A-and I h-hurt those people. I c-can't s-save the world!"
"No, you can't," Kacchan said.
Deku stopped crying, momentarily shocked. Before the weight of those words could settle over him, he felt a slight pain in his side. Kacchan had jabbed him with his finger, but why? Kacchan broke their embrace so he could hold Deku's face in his hands again. God, those eyes were so intense.
"You can't save the world alone. No one can. It's a big fucking world, Deku! So cut the crap and let me help you already!" Kacchan said, those ruby eyes softening just a little.
Deku shook his head, "But you got stabbed last time!"
"'Cuz you kept on fucking going on on your own!" Kacchan said, jabbing his finger in Deku's side again.
"Ouch! That actually hurt Kacchan!"
"Tch! That'll teach you to pull that crap again, nerd!"
"But Kacch-"
"Shut up! Don't you fucking realize that you trying to do this by yourself is what caused this whole fucking mess in the first place? So just. Stop," Kacchan pressed his forehead against Deku's, "And let me help you, you damn nerd."
Maybe it was because he was still in shock from all the explosions, maybe he was a bit delirious from all the crying, or perhaps it was because he was just so goddamn tired of running. Whatever the reason, Deku didn't freak out like he would've thought he would've if someone had told him he'd be this close to Kacchan. It just felt so⌠so right. For the first time in a very, very long time, Deku felt safe.Â
He leaned his own forehead against Kacchan's to return the pressure and said, "Okay."
They had so much more to talk about later but, for now, this one word was enough. It said everything that Deku couldn't yet; it promised that next time he would not be alone. It admitted that he had been wrong to isolate himself from the people he cared about. It accepted that Kacchan was right, that no one could save the world alone. And though Deku didn't yet know it, that one simple word signalled the birth of the partnership that would one day be known around the world as "The Wonder Duo."
"Okay," he said again before leaning his tired head against Kacchan's shoulder and closing his eyes.
Deku fell asleep almost instantly but not before he heard Kacchan's light chuckle. Not before he felt Kacchan lift him up in his strong, steady arms. Not before he felt the faintest of kisses on his forehead. It had been days since he'd gotten to rest so he was completely knocked out when Kacchan carried him off the roof. He slept through the shocked reactions of his classmates when Kacchan appeared at the hospital, carrying Deku in his arms. He slept through it all, but Kacchan would tell him about everything when he woke up. One day, though that day was still very far away, he would tell their children about how he'd lost his way and how Kacchan was the one who saved him. He'd tell them about how they took turns saving each other so they could save the world. One day, Deku would smile as he told their children the story of how he and Kacchan became the greatest heroes ever.
#bkdk#dkbk#bakudeku#dekubaku#wonder duo#dynadeku#twin stars#decchan#izuku x katsuki#katsuki x izuku#izuku midoriya#katsuki bakugo#mha spoilers#bnha spoilers#mha#my hero academia#manga spoilers#bnha
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KISS
Hello, this is for the people who leave the nice comments and tags (yes I look at the reblogs, they really help my morale.) UNEDITED.
Genre: Fluff galore. Seriously.
Edit. There was more to Teldryns scenario. But tumblr ate it or character limit maybe?
Edit 2. It's fixed. Apparently it ate the tags I put on too.
Sotha Sil bares the burden of cruel certainty. And he can say it's something he's used too but it does weigh heavily on him. This is different when it comes to the tantalizing affections of his lover. That being said this mortal turned god knows what he wants. He wants them. It's the rampant thoughts that plague him about how to ask them for it that make him pause. He usually saved the affections for when the doors were closed and he knew no one would intrude yet here of all places his chest thumped and his lips tingled with anticipation. Why wouldn't they want it? A crimson gaze fell on the vestige who sat idle, quiet. Their fingers loose and relaxed around the spear he had given them. He wouldn't tell them where it came from, or rather who it belonged too. But as far as he was concerned. They wielded it as if it was apart of themselves. He hears them say his name, soft, worried. He must have be staring at them. Gods, he doesn't regret any time he spends looking at them. He doesn't respond even as he gently taps the side of their jaw, guiding their face to look at his. After a moment of them staring at one another, the vestige silently nodded. Seht connected their mouths together sweetly. So maybe he can't voice his wants the way other people can, but he did ask for it...in his own way, right?
Almalexia tried to give herself the idea that she never got to the point of desperation. That there was never any time when she felt that she needed to kiss the life out of her vestige. That nothing in Tamriel could make her so happy or so worried that carnal need became her priority. It was when the vestige returned to her, their face filled with exhaustion even as they sat still in the wagon. They are finally home, she thought breathlessly. Gone for three whole months that stretched on like a thousand years to her. They were a hero, a mortal, they saved Tamriel whether she liked it or not. If there was anyone in this whole world that deserved her affections, was it not them? Her feet touched the warm stone beneath her. Her golden eyed gaze widening as they slowly looked up. Eyes making contact with hers. The exhaustion that was filled to the brim in their eyes disappeared, and their slumped position turned into one of high alert. They jumped out, ignoring the distressed cries of the others with them. Ayem began to feel her feet move, unconsciously picking up speed till she was breaking into a small jog. All other thought was gone at the thought of them. It was them. She missed them. She missed them so much. As soon as they collided together, hands fervently gathering each other up. "Can I kiss you?" She asked simply, fingers tracing their lips. The vestige doesn't even wait, slamming their lips onto hers. Rule like a queen, kiss like a queen.
Vivec knows he wants to kiss them. The days after they've come to call themselves lovers drift in and out of his mind frequently. He knows he'll soon not have the luxury of claiming godhood for much longer, not that he's complaining. At least, with whatever time he has left, he wouldn't see them go before him. But for now, let's love like mortals do. He mused quietly to himself. In his lap the Nerevarine gave him an odd look but shook it off. He often said strange things that they would never quite understand. "It's humorous that as you arrive, your immortality comes, and mine drifts away like stars in the morning light." He begins, eyelashes tickling his cheeks. "I suppose that it matters not anymore. Should the Sharmat have succeed, none of us would be here. It was the right decision." He confessed. He didn't feel as conflicted about it, he surmises that that's what bothers him so. Time changes all, something Sil would have jumped to remind him of. He meets their gaze, their nose brushing against his jaw. 'I still love you, god or not. If it means anything.' They murmured, pressing a small kiss to his jaw. It was then he felt completely mortal, not a god, not a beloved figure. But someone normal, someone who grew old like others and got married, had children. "It does." His right hand came down to rub patterns onto their arm. "Am I allowed to kiss you..?" He questioned lazily, arm tightening around their middle. The Nerevarine's smokey gaze locked with his, their face growing warm. 'Like I'd say no, right?' Vehk merely hums, the arm wrapped around their middle sliding up to cuff the back of their neck. The god turned mortal pressed his lips to theirs in a rare moment of unyielding affection.
Voryn Dagoth's heart slams against his ribcage every time they enter a room. He was sure if it got any more louder they'd be able to hear it. Never had he ever so desperately wanted someone to himself. Voryn finds himself wringing his hands as he looks at them, anxiously chewing the inside of his cheek. 'Is something wrong?' They asked, head tilting. Voryn gives a hesitant smile, eyes shining with nervousness. "Yes, yes of course. I'm fine. Just thinking about something so hard it's abit...troubling." They gave him a look of sympathy, comfortingly grabbing his arm. This only made the Chimer man fidget. "I want to kiss you. Very much so." He blurts, instantly regretting it. They arch a brow at him, and nod slowly. 'Then kiss me?' Is all he needs to hear as he presses his lips to theirs in heated desperation.
Neloth leans back against his desk, arms crossed. His lips pulled into a careful line. It's not as though they were doing anything to bother him, they were just sitting there. Yet...he scowled. He was courting them, so it wasn't as if the want for some romance was alien. Neloth knew he could be hotheaded. But he loved them. The elf cursed underneath his breath. Why was it so hard to kiss someone? The Nerevarine's stops their idle humming and rolls their neck to look at him. Amusement shining in their eyes. "Oh you are insufferable aren't you?" Neloth breathes. They knew. Of course they knew. He forgets that they tease just as much as he does. He lets out a noise of exasperation, standing straight. Neloth walks over to them, leaning over their chair, his hands braced on the arm rests. The nerevarine sits still as a statue, grin still visible with the red ting across their face growing. His hand comes up to knot itself in their nape, pressing a surprsingly slow but deliberate kiss upon them. When he pulls back his face feels a lot warmer from where he started. "N'chow, there. It's of my system now at least."
Divayth Fyr usually has his hands occupied with some experiments or research. But feeling up the Nerevarine wasn't that bad right? Hands running up and down their sides he almost felt a need to keep them caged against his desk. If they didn't like it, they would have done something or said something much earlier right? Divayth's slightly stubbly chin runs across their cheek till he can press a kiss to their forehead. "Could always have you...if I wanted too right?" He breathes, nose brushing across theirs in a rare display of affection. His much larger hands come up to separate the small hands that had latched into his shirt twenty or so minutes before. "Want you...want to kiss you. You make me feel things." He whispered helplessly against their skin. Divayth barely hears the quiet consent before he's giving them a slow, passionate kiss.
Mannimarco has rare moments where he feels... possessive. But in a soft, non threatening way. His nose tenderly brushes the crown of their hair, his fingers kneading into their waist. Grip firm and assuring. Maybe he was in a good mood, he mused to himself. Didn't particularly feel that strong, bordering on vicious need to separate them from every man they interacted with. "Don't want you talking to peasants." He huffs, tightening his hold. He hears them laugh and his face burns as he rolls his eyes. Perhaps he should just marry that at that point, make them the King/Queen they ought to be at this point. What was the chances he could make them see his way about things then?
Cold fingers run on their side, feeling the warm body pressed to his cower away from the sensation. He grins mockingly. "Will I have to beg you for affection? Or am I going to have to do it myself?" The Vestige merely grins, the twinkle in the eyes he grew to knew so well the last few months. He scoffs, though his lips threaten to rise upward into a smile. His fingers dance up to nest into their nape, his other coming to tilt their chin up. "Mine.." He says with an uncharacteristic softness in his voice. "Or at least, I'm hoping you are..." His eyes betray him showing the vulnerability inside, in a rare show of open love, Mannimarco presses a firm but gentle kiss onto his Vestige.
Teldryn Sero doesn't cuddle often. Not when they're awake of course. He doesn't like to appear clingy, he's already glued to their side as is. The only spellsword from around Solstheim behind the legendary Dragonborn of Tamriel. The only one of their kind. It's not as though he wasn't getting glory though..he thought, his fingers drifting down the flat of their back. The hammock they've been lying in swaying gently with the breeze. "Your thoughts are too loud." They murmur against his collarbone. Teldryn feels a laugh bubble in his chest. Sometimes, just sometimes they could be more observant. "I'm a spellsword, subtly is not in my arsenal." His lips quirk upward as he fondly rubs his chin across their hair. "Too bad..." They start, fingers tracing patterns on his ribs. "About time you've learned another skil other then making wise remarks." They finish as he feels them smile playfully against him. Teldryn snorts in amusement, eyes fluttering closed. "All apart of the package you bought..." He hears a small 'tch' in response. "Better have a receipt." They fireback, slapping his arm. "No refunds, Sera." This time he grins, angling his face down so he can bring them into a heated kiss.
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Translations:
N'chow is essentially the dunmer way of saying 'Damn'
#the elder scrolls#sotha sil#elder scrolls morrowind#vivec#eso#elder scrolls#almalexia#neloth#teldryn sero#divayth fyr#mannimarco
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Healing Hands: Chapter 3
Happy finals week, ugh. As always, reblogs are appreciated!!
Jasonette Sword Art Online AU
Read here on AO3
Tag list: @iloontjeboontje
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Chapter 3:Â Well shit Babs, maybe I like ponies
Marinette sat on a rock and paddled her bare feet in the water. It was a beautiful day, the sun was warming the top of her loose, dark hair and the ocean in front of her stretched for miles and miles.
A noise disturbed her peaceful moment. A distant cry, probably a seagull.
She sighed and leaned back on her hands to breathe in the smell of--
Marinette choked. Why was there smoke in the air?
The cries grew louder as she looked back at the water before her. She started when she saw that they came from her friends, who were in the now-tumultuous water, trying to keep themselves afloat. They were only a few yards away, she could make it if she just--
A force around her waist tugged her hard as she leapt to her feet. Her face collided with the concrete beneath her-- the top of a building, she realized. If the water level was up this high, then....
From where she lay, she could see directly down into the water. It was no longer clear, but a deep crimson. There were dozens of figures scattered about, some still struggling and some motionless. She scrambled to get up as her eyes snapped to Alyaâs hand disappearing below the waves.
That damn force jerked her to the other side of the building, farther from her friends.
âNo!â Marinette cried out desperately. The force released her and she whirled to find her attacker.
A flash of red caught her eye, and--
Oh.
It was Ladybug.
Marinette shook her head, not understanding. If that was Ladybug, then.... No, it couldnât be Ladybug, because she was Ladybug. She fumbled for her earrings, but felt nothing.
Ladybug stalked deliberately up to Marinette and pushed her to the ground. Marinette landed on her hands and knees, both of which were now shaking.
âLook at them,â it was her own voice that spat so harshly from Ladybugâs lips. âLook at them.â She grabbed Marinetteâs hair from behind and forced her head up.
Marinette could now see Adrien, Kagami, Luka, and Chloe in the ocean in front of her. Their lifeless faces floated just below the surface, the bloodied water doing nothing to conceal their frozen expressions of terror.
Marinette sobbed and closed her eyes. Ladybug pulled sharply on her hair again, and looked into Marinetteâs eyes.
âLook at them. Donât you dare take your eyes off the mess youâve made. You will never be able to save them all,â Ladybugâs eyes, her eyes, blazed with the vehemence of her words. She opened her mouth to speak again, but a loud beeping sound was all that came out.
Marinette gasped and sat up in her bed, the alarm sending her heartbeat into a frenzy. Tikki flew up next to her as she slumped over with a hand over her eyes.
It was just a dream.
Another Kwami must have turned off her alarm because the beeping had stopped, but Marinette could still hear the echoes of her friendsâ dying breaths ringing in her ears.
âMarinette... are you okay?â Tikki placed a delicate paw on her chosenâs arm. âWe heard you cry out while you were sleeping.â
The girl lifted her head and gave the little god a shaky smile. âIt was just a dream.â
âDo you want to talk about it?â Tikki floated back down to where the other Kwami were piled on the side of the bed with similarly worried expressions on their faces.
Marinette exhaled a bracing sigh. âOkay.... It was Syren. Or-or Chat Blanc, Iâm not really sure.â The Kwami exchanged a look at that. This was not the first time sheâd had a nightmare about water. âBut Ladybug was there, and she was attacking me.â
Tikki looked especially concerned about that new piece of information. She opened her mouth to say something when Marinetteâs phone lit up with a call. The ringtone was Alyaâs.
Marinette picked up, trying to control the shaking of her hands. âH-hey girl, whatâs up?â Her tone was deceptively cheerful.
âHey Mari! Just checking to see if youâre awake. Nino and I are ready, he even put on the goggles already!â Marinette instantly relaxed as she heard Alyaâs excited voice bubbling out.
âYeah dudette, they feel really weird. But comfy!â Nino must have leaned over to pitch in.
Marinette shook off the last vestiges of the nightmare with a giggle. âYeah, itâs kind of tricky to get the headset to fit over your glasses, but youâll get used to it!â
âWell if youâre not ready yet then youâd better hurry up, girl! The game launches in five minutes.â
Marinette scrambled to check the time. âOh crap! I gotta go, see you guys soon!â She hung up and rushed to untangle herself from her blankets.
âGood thing you set three alarms, huh?â Tikki followed her down from the loft and watched her brush out her hair.
Marinette stuck her tongue out at the god of creation.
* * *
Red Hood stalked into the Batcave, nearly running Oracle over as she wheeled herself up to her station at the Batcomputer.
âWoah Jaybird, donât let me get in your way there,â Babs glared at his retreating back. âAsshole,â she muttered to herself.
Jason hurled his helmet onto the floor of the bathroom and began shucking off his suit with far more force than necessary. He started a shower and looked over his new wounds in the mirror. Heâd been stupid, so damn stupid, on patrol.
âRed Hood, report in,â Batmanâs gravelly voice cut through on his comms. âHood, you are not to engage alone. What is your location?â
But Jason couldnât hear him. The only thing he could hear was blood rushing in his ears, but it wasnât his blood. No, it was the blood of every monstrous, corrupt asshole in this city. And he wanted it to run on the streets.
The Joker had sent thugs out to a meet-up. Well, Red Hood could send them back in a casket. He crouched beside a gargoyle and watched for the arrival of the van heâd tailed. There were only two men. They left the vehicle and waited outside, lighting cigarettes. Too easy.
Red Hood swept down the building, guns never leaving their holsters. He wanted this to hurt. Them or him, he wasnât sure. But he got his wish as he beat the two men to a pulp. He wasnât sure how far heâd have gone if not for the arrival of the gang the Jokerâs men were supposed to meet with.
They slashed his back with knives. Shallow wounds, easy to manage. By the time Red Hood turned to face them, the others had arrived-- Batman, Nightwing, Robin. And boy were they pissed.
Jason winced as the hot water hit the cuts on his back. He rolled his shoulders and just let the steam ground him. He didnât kill again, even if every time that green-haired bastard got involved, he went off the rails.
He would get to choose his own path, not the one Bruce wanted for him, but damn well not the one Thalia wanted for him either. This story was his, he reminded himself while gingerly toweling off. Even if he couldnât look his own reflection in the eye.
He gripped the countertop, staring down as he let his hair drip into the sink. No, he wasnât feeling desperate enough to see if his eyes were green again.
Damnit, he had to apologize to Babs. He felt calmer now, but heâd been a real dick when he came in. Jason dressed quickly in sweatpants and an old shirt, then padded quietly back to where he knew his sister would be at the computers.
âHey,â he said, knocking softly when he entered to announce his presence. Barbara didnât respond for a moment. She was leaning forward in her chair, typing something into one monitor while listening to police chatter, then nodded to herself and sat back.
âHey.â She raised an eyebrow at him. âRobin told me what happened on patrol.â
Jason scowled. âThat little tattletale.â
Barbara offered him a reassuring smile. âThat little tattletale is the only reason I didnât hack into your bank account and order a damn pony.â
âWell shit Babs, maybe I like ponies,â Jason snarked back, but his heart wasnât into it. âListen... Iâm sorry about earlier. If replacement talked to you already, you know what kind of mood I was in, but thatâs no excuse.â
Babs turned her chair to face him and held out her hand. He stepped forward and took it, and she said, âWe know youâre trying, Jay. Stuff like this? This is who you are. A year ago, you wouldnât have been caught dead apologizing to me!â She cringed. âAh, no offense.â
He chuckled. âNone taken, itâs about time you started getting in on the undead jokes.â He patted her hand before walking away back to the main space of the cave. âBut thank you, it means a lot.â
âTook the words right out of my mouth!â She raised her voice and turned back to face the computer.
Dick and Tim were already waiting in the cave. Tim was fiddling with some beds and what looked like opaque ski goggles. He always fidgeted when he was nervous.
âHey replacement,â Jason shouted across the room. He noticed Dick bristle, but cut him off before he could get the patented older brother speech. âHow much time âtil the launch?â
Timâs eyes lit up, and damn him for caring, but Jason just didnât want them to be afraid of him.
* * *
Connor and Zatanna were washing dishes in the Caveâs kitchen after dinner. Connor heard the distant sound of someone arriving via zeta tube. He let Zatanna know as they finished drying their plates, then followed her to go greet their visitors.
Wally and Artemis staggered into the room, both weighed down by overflowing boxes of equipment.
âOh thank god, please help me!â Artemis said, spotting Connor. He obliged and easily took the heavy box from her. She rubbed her arms and smiled gratefully as he held it aloft in one hand.
âIt must be so handy having him around,â she sighed to Zatanna.
The magician giggled. âIt certainly has its perks, but....â She lifted her hands and said clearly, âFlesruoy egnarra.â The contents of the boxes, some assorted cots, VR headsets, and computers, floated up and placed themselves into a neat formation. âA girl can get by by herself.â She gave Artemis a fistbump.
The zeta tube activated and they all looked up to watch it. The AI announced Wondergirl, and Cassie Sandsmark walked out. She looked up from her phone and waved. âOh hey guys, whatcha doing?â
Wally zoomed around the set-up Zatanna had created. âWeâre just setting up to play this new virtual reality game thatâs coming out at midnight! What about you?â
âOh, what a coincidence, I was just--â
Cassie was cut off by the zeta tube activating again. This time it was Bart, carrying Jaime bridal style, and running at full speed. He skidded to a halt, put a very ill-looking Jaime down, and ran a hand through his windswept hair.
âSo totally crash! Whatâs poppinâ?â He made finger guns at Connor, Zatanna, and Artemis.
Zatanna started explaining, âWell, like were just telling Cassie, thereâs this new video game coming out at midnight and we--â
She was interrupted by the screech of a green pterodactyl swooping in from the zeta tube. It circled once around the high ceilings of the hollowed-out mountain, then landed and shrank into Beast Boy.
âJust a heads up, Arsenalâs right behind me and heâs a little angry-- oh what are you guys doing?â
Connor was getting frustrated now. âWeâre trying to get set up for this new video game thatâs launching in five minutes, so if you guys wouldnât mind--â
A small explosion sounded from the door to the exterior of the island. Roy burst in amidst a cloud of dust.
âHope Iâm not late, I lost my phone.â He sounded like he was in a bad mood.
Bart whispered to Connor, âHe means he destroyed his phone.â
Roy dusted off his pants, then looked to Wally and Artemis and asked, âThe hell are you doing here?â
âAUGH,â Artemis had had enough. âWeâre here to play the video game coming out at midnight! If you want to join us, fine, but if you donât then get out.â She pointed to the zeta tubes.
Garfield tried to placate her. âSheesh, itâs just a game! No need to get so worked up.â
Jaime gave him an incredulous look. âWerenât you just throwing a tantrum yesterday about Bart kicking your ass halfway to Bialya in Smash?â
â...Noted.â Garfield answered.
âWell, looks like weâve got plenty of hands to help get everyone set up. Letâs get to it!â Cassie expertly maneuvered the two teams away from setting off their more explosive members. They distributed headsets and assigned reclining positions without further delay.
* * *
Marinette put the headset on and laid down on her bed.
âReady to go back?â Tikki asked her.
She gave the little god a grin. âDefinitely.â
In the distance, the bells in Notre Dame chimed six times, but Marinette couldnât hear them. Her mind had gone somewhere far, far away. Somewhere new.
#healing hands#jasonette#sword art online au#virtual reality#maribat#maribat fic#batfam#batfam fic#yj#yj fic#young justice#young justice fic
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âIâmâIâm fine. Iâve had worse.â for Ziggy and whoever you want
The blood soiled the clothes he'd been wearing for less than two weeks as easy as anyone else. Since he'd been fifteen and drawn into the sentry ranks with almost no choice in the matter other than surrender or death, this was something he'd gotten used to. Waiting forever to get new or barely used clothing, only to have it damaged or ruined just after from his inevitably poor luck. Someone actually being there to care about Ziggy in the aftermath of having been inflicted with pain and injury was an almost entirely new experience, though. * Ziggy had been undergoing a lot of new experiences--same as every last one of the other sentries--since the Ranger Slayer ascended Drakkon's throne and set to work making an effort to make the world better. Though, maybe he had the other sentries beat, just the tiniest bit? Even his closest friends and mentors in their small, cloistered group of those not considered heartless, who actually cared about the people out in the world they were supposed to protect, didn't have a superior officer (a Red Sentry CAPTAIN) that was summoned by the Ranger Slayer herself into the throne room the same day as the transfer of power after all the speeches; that allowed Ziggy to tag along because, "Well, everyone will find out by tomorrow, anyway. You might as well put that motor mouth to good use." Ziggy had been under the wing of a goddamn Coinless spy. A General among the people that had been fighting the good fight since before Ziggy was born; who had been hugged by the last vestiges of Angel Grove's living Rangers (Dillon and Scott had to hold him along his shoulders when Ziggy had told them in the barracks that night, he was bouncing in his bed hard enough with such a big smile that it was like he was two years old again without a basic understanding of social constraints; Summer and Flynn just tried not to look too smug that all of them were getting free meals from their own Captains T.J. and Kelsey over having won a bet they'd all made about their favorite Red Sentry) and took his helmet off in front of Ziggy for the first time to introduce himself, not as Captain Williams, but as Eugene Skullovitch, "Skull for short, though. I think you've earned it, kid." Then Ziggy had been introduced to his Captain's best friend in the whole world (Summer had squeaked and almost shouted that she knew who Ziggy was talking about when he described him, "That was Bulk, Ziggy! THE Bulk!") and gotten the biggest hug in his whole life while being doted on by the vast bear of a man speaking of him in glowing terms that had Ziggy limp as a kitten blushing like mad, "Oh, you're the Ziggy I've heard so much about! Skull talks all about you on the wireless, but I think he might have been joking just a tiny bit when he said you're seventeen. Be honest, you're more like fifteen, right? All this hair and wiry muscle, you have to have been pulling his leg?" "Bulk," the Ranger Slayer, who insisted on being called Kim (jesus-fucking-christ) by anyone Skull called friend (which really just meant trust-worthy or not a complete asshole) among the ranks, had put a stop Bulk's mother henning with a gentle tap on the man's shoulder, "Not everyone is built like we were in the old days. I'm sure he'll get more meat on his bones as things improve." It had been awkward after, Ziggy walking with his Captain back to their rooms to find Ziggy's group of friends and the two other Captains; with all of them just gaping at the man's face like they'd never get the chance again. The days that followed with the rebuilding and the Coinless in the halls and taking care of the general populace that had to be told of the change in power and the defeat of Rita. It was tiring, but Ziggy had gotten to spend ten times as much time with his friends and just...not being an enforcer for Scorpina or Drakkon or the like, that he actually allowed himself to relax into the way things were going. He'd signed up for night classes that some of the Coinless and retiring sentries were teaching. He'd been granted two days a week where he
didn't have to dress in his Black Sentry fatigues, could sleep in, could enjoy himself. Ziggy should have known that not all the new changes were appreciated by everyone. There were sentries, after all, who had been totally okay with the way things were with Scorpina, who were afraid of Drakkon like everyone else, but had been prepared to live their lives entirely by the pathological psychopath's way. There were those that had found Skull's being a spy to be an insult or actual betrayal. Those kinds of people always noticed that they could never address their issues with who they thought was the source of their anger; they never would have confronted Skull, even alone, even on his days off where he went out in leather jackets and jeans and could still beat anyone who bothered him into the ground, no problem. So, Ziggy really shouldn't have been surprised to being decked the one day he'd gone out alone to check out some of the new apartments and prefabs he and his...friends? Could they really be called just that when they all kissed and touched more than any other groups Ziggy had ever seen?...were thinking of moving into since the barracks had become a little too impersonal to them. And, maybe, he was less surprised about the beating, than he was about how many people were doing it in tandem, with such efficiency as to render him unconscious within the first five minutes. * Yeah... Ziggy was more surprised to wake up, not in some filthy alley that had once been a desolate place to have battles with the walking corpses Rita Repulsa had walking around taking out everyone they could, but on a couch that could almost pass as new. His wiry frame tucked into blankets like some precious thing, head on a pillow that was so fucking soft it was unreal, the smell of the place a familiar comfort without knowing just where he was... The pain of his arm being swabbed with medical ointment. "OW OW OW!" "Ah, calm down you big baby," Skull practically grumbled like a much put-upon old dog answering the whines of a puppy that had stepped in a puddle and scared itself, "It hurts because it's working. This is actually good medicine and not that watered down crap the medics try and conserve." "How would you know that," Ziggy questioned with as much fizzy sass he could muster with a handprint around his neck, one eye changing color around the edges from the sucker punch that laid him out, countless cuts and scrapes, and a possible concussion that Dillon was gonna be pissed about when he arrived at Skull's apartment in the next hour when he got off his sentry shift, "You steal it out of the medical wing?" "I grow my own herbs, actually. Having a background in Classics means I'm good at recollecting things that might actually be useful when I need them. They might not be fully up to code, but they usually work anyway." Callused fingers dipped into a glass jar and traced the bruising Skull had already gone over, adding a warm, clear liquid that clung to the scrapes and coloring that his skipping stone, underwater eyes kept wandering back to; the feeling cool as mint and the smell mixing in with whatever Skull was boiling in the fireplace on a chain--not entirely unpleasant, but it still had Ziggy squirming in discomfort of being doted on in any capacity. "I'm..." Ziggy started again, trying to ignore the itching behind the eyes when Skull moved into checking the marks around his neck, spider-like and delicate and kinder still than he had any right to be with someone he'd had to defend without being asked, hauled back to his own home and been made to feed and water and treat better than someone like Ziggy deserved. (He'd done so much for Ziggy already, from the moment the Red Sentry Captain had kept him from getting a thrashing by a Yellow Sentry when Ziggy had screwed up one time too many and mouthed off; from the man getting him transferred into Dillon's squadron under supervision from Commander Park with Skull checking in every couple of days; from bailing Ziggy and his friends and ordinary people out of fires
and floods and death holes the cursed spirits of Repulsa found them in too many times to count.)Â "Yes?" Skull prompted, pausing to wipe his hands on a wet cloth and wrangle the kettle out of the fire. He poured something that smelled delicious into an adorable little leaf and butterfly embossed teacup on a saucer with two little sticks of shortbread on the side. "I'm fine," Ziggy finally got out as he took the offering, taking a sip of something spicy and warm before trying to continue through the stopping point in his throat, "I've had worse." Skull took a huge swig from his own cup like it was nothing more than a shot and looked directly at the boy he'd made his charge, regardless of whether it was a good idea at the time, "And that last bit is exactly why I know you're not fine." The young man tried, he really tried to contest that, but his eyes were wet now, and Skull raised his hand to stall anything his famous motor mouth could pour out into the air between them. "But you will be."
#world of the coinless#boom! comics power rangers#power rangers rpm#ziggy grover#ziggy/dillon/sumjmer/scott/flynn#mmpr#ggpr#post-shattered grid#eugene skull skullovitch#farkas bulk bulkmeier#kimberley hart#ranger slayer#ask fill
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Dawn
As a thank-you to the lovely folks on the HPRomione discord who made my job organizing the inaugural Secret Santa gift exchange so easy and delightful, I wrote this toothache-inducing fluff. Special thanks to @al-in-the-air for schooling me on how to *properly* make a cup of tea; I will never speak the words âfire kettleâ in your presence again. đ
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Ron yawns and stretches his arms up over his head, revealing a sliver of pale skin below the hem of his shirt. Hermione likes him like this, bedraggled, warm from sleep, peaceful. In these pre-dawn hours, having been coaxed from the warmth and comfort of his bed, he is the most natural, authentic version of himself.
âRemind me again,â he says, sitting down next to her on the carpet. âWhy couldn't we have done this last night?â
âOh, we could have done,â replies Hermione briskly as she taped a piece of wrapping paper into place around a box, âif you and your brothers hadnât got so invested in your game of charades-â
âErm, have you forgotten that George cheated at one point and we had to redo it? We may be business partners, but I couldnât just stand by and let that happen-â
â-then we could have left at a reasonable hour.â
âAhh, well,â Ron chuckles. âWorth it to see Percy trying to mime âThe Wizard and His Hopping Potâ.â He stretches his long legs out before him and surveys the scene beneath the lowest branches of the tree. âLooks like youâve got most of this done already, have you been down here a while?â
âOh,â says Hermione as she picks up a gift tag and a quill. âYes, I woke up a bit earlier than we planned.â At the tilt of his head - heâs clearly about to ask why, since they didnât Floo home until well past one in the morning - she quickly adds, âbut everything we left out for Father Christmas is still over there. Youâve got your work cut out for you.â
âRight!â With remarkable energy for such an early hour, Ron jumps to his feet and retrieves the tray they left near the hearth the evening previous, which bears a plate of biscuits, a few carrots, and a small glass of whiskey. âThis is the best part of being a dad.â
Halfway through addressing the gift tag - to Rose, with love from Father Christmas - Hermione looks up and quirks a skeptical eyebrow at him. âEating stale biscuits at seven in the morning is the best part of being a dad?â
âMaybe not the best, but definitely a perk.â Ron sits himself back down on the carpet beside Hermione, tray in front of him. âItâs a bit too early for the whiskey now, though, innit?â
âYou can probably just leave it,â agrees Hermione. âI donât know that Rose will really notice itâs different.â
âYeah, I suppose sheâs not even two yet,â says Ron as he snaps one of the biscuits in half and pops it in his mouth. âBut Iâd like to at least try to keep up the illusion.â
Hermione affixes the gift tag to the box and sets it under the tree. âDo you know how I figured it out? That there wasnât a Father Christmas at all?â
âI assume you did the maths and realized thereâs no way some bloke in a sleigh can make it round the world in one night,â says Ron with a grin.
âClose, but no.â Hermione helps herself to a biscuit - then quickly realizes itâs the last thing she wants to eat, and sets it back down. âActually, I realized that Father Christmas and my mum had the exact same handwriting on all my gifts.â
âAnd were you gutted to find this out?â
âNot particularly. I was a bit relieved, actually, it always seemed rather unsafe to let a strange man break in through the fireplace and eat our food.â
Ron lets out a deep, delighted belly laugh and leans over to press a kiss to her cheek. âOnly you would worry about that.â
âSo how did you figure it out?â
âOh, the twins spilled the beans before I had the chance,â says Ron flippantly. âNot that it mattered much anyway, he usually only brought like, new socks and things like that.â His features turn pensive. âI hope Rose doesnât cotton on to it for a long time.â
Hermione nods. Sheâs suddenly acutely aware of every tiny detail: the hush over their sitting room, the ever-present twinkling of the fairy lights adorning the tree, the knowledge that their daughter is sleeping soundly upstairs. She is not often one for sentimentality, but things right now feel perfect, just as they are.
âI hope so too. But,â she adds, more businesslike as she unfurls the roll of wrapping paper, âitâll be quite a long time before we have to worry about that.â
âIs this the last one?â asks Ron, picking up a box containing a toy dragon that breathes warm, kid-friendly fire upon command. âI can do it.â
âOh, Iâve got it under control.â
âYouâve done nearly all of them though.â Carefully, he prises the wrapping paper out of her hands. âYou could have woken me when you got up, you know. I donât actually mind.â
âI know you donât, but itâs fine. I supposed at least one of us should get some sleep.â As Ron used his wand to sever the paper (he was missing out, Hermione thought, on the glorious sliding sensation that comes only when using scissors to cut wrapping paper), she hauled herself to her feet. âDo you want some tea?â
âSo weâre not going back to bed after this, then?â
âThere isnât really time, Rose is going to wake up soon.â
Ronâs gaze shifts toward the sitting room window, where the first vestiges of grey winter light are just streaming through the curtains. âShe does rise with the sun these days,â he agrees. âYeah, tea sounds great, cheers.â
Hermione pats him on the shoulder as she walks to the kitchen, where she sets the tea kettle to boil. As the water heats up, she opens the cupboard below the sink and peers into its dark and disorganized depths. There, among bottles of cleaning solution and spare sponges, is a small parcel wrapped in shiny gold paper. She retrieves it from behind the drain pipe, and as she does, her stomach flutters with nervous excitement. Itâs been doing that a lot the past few weeks, and now that the moment is upon her, she finds her hands trembling as she drops tea bags into mugs and pours the hot water.
It feels different than it did the last time. This time around, she knows how this is going to go, and she canât wait.
In her eagerness, she scoops probably too much sugar into one of the mugs (which, considering Ronâs standards, is really saying something), and carries both back to the sitting room with the parcel tucked under her arm. Ronâs just taping the corners of a box closed when she reaches him.
âWhatâve you got?â asks Ron, extending an arm up to take his tea from her.
âOh, erm.â Hermione deposits herself onto the carpet beside him. âThis is for you, actually.â
She places the box onto his lap. With his mug of tea halfway to his lips, Ron frowns at it, then looks up at Hermione.
âWe said we werenât getting each other gifts this year.â
âI know, but canât you just say thank you and open it?â
âNo, I feel bad now, Iâd have got you something if I knew - I even had ideas-â
âIf it makes you feel better, itâs really for both of us. And Rose, actually,â she adds. âSo just open it.â
Ronâs brows knit together in confusion. âHow could it possibly-â
âWill you just open it already?â Hermione blurts out. âFor Godâs sake, you are impossible sometimes.â
âAll right, all right,â Ron relents with a laugh,âIâm doing it.â
Breaking through the tape, he pulls the gold paper away from the box. Itâs just plain white, a garment box, which Ron turns over in his hands to pull off the lid. Hermioneâs heart thumps wildly in her chest as his hands push away the tissue paper and pick up an impossibly tiny jumper: retina-searing orange, with black interlocking Cs on the chest.
Quiet falls again; seconds drag on like hours.
âThis is for a baby,â says Ron softly, and Hermione sees that his hands are shaking too.
âRight.â
âAnd⌠this wonât fit Rose.â
âRight.â
Their eyes meet. Ronâs eyes widen almost imperceptibly in a silent question; Hermioneâs grateful he canât find the words, because she canât either. All she can do is nod⌠but itâs enough.
His arms engulf her, pressing her face against the soft fabric of his shirt and flooding her senses with the scent of his skin and his hair, everything about him that makes her feel safe and loved and whole.
âI canât believe it,â he breathes, lips brushing the side of her neck as the words tumble out.
Hermione pulls back just enough to look at him. His blue eyes are shining. âWhy canât you believe it? Itâs not like we havenât been trying.â
âI know, I just-â He leans in and kisses her, soft and sweet. âI still canât believe this is my life. I canât believe I get to have this life with you.â
Without the words to properly express just how much she agrees, she simply kisses him again. Even with eyes squeezed tightly against the tears now threatening to fall, she can sense the new light filling the room. Rose will wake soon, to tear through wrapping paper and eat biscuits for breakfast and spend the day in her pyjamas, but Hermione hopes to cling to this moment for just a few seconds longer.
âSo, all right.â Ronâs smiling at her, so broadly that his cheeks must ache. âWhen did you find out? How did you - I mean-â
âIâve known a couple of weeks,â Hermione confesses, sheepish. âThatâs why I was up so early today. Iâve had horrible morning sickness.â
Ron shakes his head in amazement. âYouâre barking.â
âYouâre not angry, are you? That I didnât just tell you?â
âWhat - no - why I would be - itâs perfect, itâs all perfect.â Ron lips find hers again, working their way over to her ear. âI love you.â
âI love you.â
Hermione settles contentedly into his embrace, but hardly has a chance to appreciate it when a small yet insistent yell sounds from the second floor.
âDada!â
âOh, thatâs me,â says Ron cheerfully, releasing Hermione and clambering to his feet. âShall I go get her? Are we ready?â
âYes, weâre ready.â
#romione#ron weasley#hermione granger#2020 hpromione discord secret santa#tw: pregnancy#this idea has been rolling around in my head for SO LONG YOU GUYS
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Stay Safe Part Nine: Swan Song
Fandom: The Mandalorian [Star Wars]
Pairing: Eventual Mandalorian [Din Djarin]/Reader
Rating: Holy shit M.
AN: Heh. Enjoy!
Tag List: @wrestlingfae @huliabitch @toxiicpop @renegademustelid @helplessly-nonstop @culturalrebel @sinnamon-bunn @hoodedbirdie @literal-fand0m-trash @thyestean-feast @fioccodineveautunnale @kateb013 @hxldmxdxwn @lizajane3 @thewaythisis @nellyneko @oh-no-who-am-i @crownofmanga @talesfromtheguild @robbinholland @kylolover96 @lukesrighthand @lackofhonor @lightan117 @misssilencewritewell
Part One: Should Have Known Better
Part Two: Tranquil Turmoil
Part Three: Vibroblade Mettle
Part Four: Reaching Out
Part Five: Dark Past
Part Six: Go Alone
Part Seven: Like A Ghost
Part Eight: Savior At High Noon
[!TRIGGER WARNING!: This installment contains character death and depictions of vomit/bile. Stay safe!]
While the Armorer spoke quietly with the Mandalorian at length and continued to smelt the reclaimed armor down, you remained out in the hallway with the IG unit to scan for threats. You couldn't bring yourself to go into the forge and just sit quietly like Karga and Cara, your whole body still buzzing with the vestiges of the huge rush of adrenaline you had received earlier.Â
The robot's many sets of eyes swiveled back and forth, silently observing the tunnel in front of you. It also seemed to take note of your fidgeting. "Never fear. I am programmed to protect." The droid assured you.Â
"As comforting as that isâŚ" you grimaced, obsessively checking your blaster over yet again. "I'd feel much better if we didn't have to fight. Or if we had decent cover. I never know what will explode." An explosion echoed faintly down the tunnel as if in response to your words and you went rigid. You gripped the blaster even tighter, feeling the stock dig into your palm.
"I would advise not shooting at the inanimate objects to avoid possible damage."
"Wonderful." You muttered, a reluctant grin making its way onto your face. "This is why I prefer my knife."
"If you would like to attempt such an inadvisable tactic, I am unable to stop you." The droid commented.Â
"No, no no. I promise I won't be that dumb." Your laugh was too high, choking off in your throat when you caught sight of several headlamps down the tunnel.
"Engaging the enemy." IG-11 announced, the spindly ex-bounty hunter droid striding forward into the spillway with purpose.
"IG, wait!" You protested. "How am I supposed to-"
"Do not worry about hitting me. Aim for them." The robot interrupted you calmly.
"Aim for them, no shit!"Â
You knelt beside one of the many, possibly-explosive crates, tucking the stock of your rifle up against your shoulder. You then used the flat surface to steady the gun as best as you could, gritting your teeth probably a bit too hard.Â
IG-11 was a force to be reckoned with. The droid barely even needed you, only once caught off-guard by one of the eight troopers that bore down on it like an unstoppable (but ultimately doomed) wave.Â
One well-placed shot from you blew that particular stormtrooper's elbow out, making him scream in agony. You froze at the sound, your body stiffening before you could fight it off. How many men had you killed today? You had pushed it down, shoved the thought away, but-
IG-11 spiraled and struck with terrifying accuracy, it's blaster searing a hole in the side of the last trooper's helmet. "You have been protected." The droid droned quietly. It went on to ask, "Were you harmed?"
"No, n-no, I'm...I'm fine." You breathed. "Sorry, I get allâŚ"Â
"You did well. It is advisable to use cover at any and all opportunities." IG-11 mused sagely.Â
"No kidding."
A nerve-wracking five minutes later the Mandalorian finally walked back out of the forge area, Dune and Karga close behind. "We push forward." The armored man said, answering your unspoken question. "We'll hit the river, and it'll take us to the flats. All we can do now is hope that the Imps won't head us off."Â
Karga passed a large, square object off to IG-11 while the Mandalorian spoke. The boosters on the bottom of it seemed to indicate that it was a portable jet pack of some kind. You also saw a shiny new addition to the Mandalorian's pauldron.
"What's�" You trailed off, gesturing at the insignia that had been welded seamlessly to his armor. It looked like a stylized mudhorn, which, when you thought about it, suited him immensely.
"My signet. I...I'm considered a clan now." The Mandalorian hesitated, his hand finding the child's in their little bundle of robes. "I have a Foundling in my care." His voice was warm, an almost incredulous wonder shining through his words. "She used...she used some of your beskar to make it. The ingot that I took from you, I-I asked her to use it," he continued, rubbing the back of his neck. "I hope that's--i-is that alright? I'll compen-"
"It's definitely alright." You interrupted him, nodding rapidly and certain that you were smiling like an idiot. "Don't even worry about that. Obviously, you guys can put it to better use than I ever could."
"Thank you." The Mandalorian said sincerely.
Greef suddenly looked incredibly uncomfortable. "How did you get ahold of that ingot of beskar, anyhow?" He asked narrowly.
"I was paid with it when I got hired to clean his ship." You explained. "But I guess the person that hired me was actually only interested in having me jimmy the boarding ramp open for them, because as soon as I got it open I was clocked with the ingot. They ended up leaving it with me, though. Maybe they didn't know what it was worth?"
The Mandalorian turned towards Karga and you could feel him glaring, while Greef simply hummed and looked anywhere but the glowering man. "Karga, did you-?"
"Whatever it is, the answer is no! But I can't take responsibility for the actions of every hunter under me." The older man protested, waving his hands. "You know the rules, Mando, no questions asked."
"You were the only other person who got paid in beskar, Karga." The Mandalorian growled. "If I find out that it was one of-"
"We don't have time for you guys to have a beskar-based pissing match." Dune interjected, "we have to keep moving, or we're Imp chow. Squash your shit now or deal with it later."
"I apologize for anything my associates may have done to you that, er, caused you inadvertent discomfort." Karga addressed you hurriedly.
"Uh, I...forgive...you?" You replied, more than a little confused.Â
"There, you see Mando? No issues here!" The Guild leader said brightly. The Mandalorian shook his head, growling something under his breath and then stalking off in the opposite direction.
...
The rickety old lava skiff, while originally half-welded to the dock, didn't stay stuck too long in the wake of Cara's heavy blaster fire. Karga quickly grabbed the side of the craft, steadying it before it could drift away from the dock.
"Watch your feet, it's molten lava." IG-11 warned. When you turned to give the robot an incredulous look, you saw the Mandalorian and Cara doing exactly the same thing. Your deadpan stare cracked a little and you were caught off-guard by a giggling fit, clumsily stumbling over the lip of the boat as the armored man followed after you.
"Fucking droids." The Mandalorian groaned while shaking his head, though he sounded less irritated and more amused.
The droid that normally piloted the skiff appeared to be out of commission, but it was no matter. Even though the lava moved slowly, it moved enough to carry the boat along with it.
The child was still limp in Cara's arms, the former dropship trooper absently rocking them back and forth. Weariness dragged at you as well, grey static slowly encroaching upon the corners of your eyes, but you did your best to push it away for the time being. You weren't sure how much longer you could get away with that, though. Stars, once this was over you would sleep for a thousand years.
A sudden crackling noise behind you made everybody whirl, respective blasters and knives brandished. But it was just the ferry droid, emerging from the ashen lava that had entombed it. It held a punting pole in its hands and began to beep, sounding almost inquisitive.
The Mandalorian finally muttered, "I don't suppose anybody here speaks droid," his tone one of long suffering.
IG-11 helpfully supplied, "I believe he is asking where we would like to go."Â
"Downriver. To the lava flat." Karga ordered. The droid gave a chirp of confirmation and jabbed its pole into the lava, propelling the boat onwards at a much less leisurely pace.
The Mandalorian sat down heavily beside you after a moment, his helmet in his hands. "I can't believe you came back." He mumbled. "I didn't think...I figured you wouldn't. Thought I did a pretty good job at ruining everything."
"I can't believe I did either, honestly." You answered him, wincing when you realized how bad that sounded. "Wait, no, I uh...I just mean I didn't really know what was going on. I followed the noise and found IG-11."
"So, nothing new." The Mandalorian replied, his voice wry. Then, he murmured, "my little mudhorn."
You shot him a confused glance from beneath your lashes, but for all you could tell he was staring at the floor of the boat. Your eyes shifted to the silvery signet on his pauldron, taking in the vicious contours of the mudhorn's silhouette. I'm considered a clan now.Â
"What will you do after we take care of this?" Your words were audacious in their optimism and you knew it. He knew it too, if his snort was anything to go by, but he humored you.
"I have to find the kid's people. I can't train him, he's...well, he's not really the Mando type. But he's a Foundling in my care, so I'm to act as his father until I can either return him to his people or...or until he comes of age." The Mandalorian heaved a sigh. "And seeing as he's fifty now, I don't think him coming of age is something that'll happen in my lifetime." His hand sought yours out on the bench seat after a moment. "If you...I mean, I know that...uh, the kid likes you. So if you wanted, I'd...I'd considerâŚ" He trailed off, squeezing your wrist gently.
You opened your mouth to stammer something and then Greef inadvertently cut you off with an excited, "That's it! We're free!" The older man pointed ahead, indicating the daylight coming into view in the distance. You couldn't blame him for being relieved, really. This underground canal was stifling.
But the Mandalorian was already shaking his head, fingers tapping at the button pad on his gauntlet. "No. No, we're not." He said bitterly, getting to his feet. "Stormtroopers. They're flanking the mouth of the tunnel. It looks like an entire platoon." Your heart sank at his words. "They must know we're coming."
His shoulders slumped. You could feel the exhaustion radiating off of him. He had almost died, only for this to happen?
Cara, meanwhile, leaped into action. "Stop the boat." She demanded of the ferry droid, which just continued to chirp merrily to itself. "Hey, droid, I said stop the boat!" She barked, storming towards the robot. "Hey, I'm talking to you!"Â
The droid carried on punting the boat forward and Cara grimaced, jamming her blaster into the vacant space between the droid's dome and body. One quick trigger pull sent the droid's head flying off with a loud crack!, the dome hitting the lava and immediately beginning to melt. The child started awake at the noise, tiny fists waving wildly in the air.
The boat continued to roll downstream, slowly but surely carried by the flow's current. "We're still moving." Greef pointed out, his tone laden with dread.
Dune swore under her breath, turning to face the rest of the group. "Looks like we fight."
The Mandalorian scoffed, "There are too many." His hand absently tapped the side of his helmet and you read his fingers: enemy ahead, five, five, five, so at least fifteen.
At least. Your heart threatened to pound out of your chest. It had been one thing when you were running along pell-mell with no actual thought put into your actions, but now-
"Well then what do you suggest, because I can't surrender." Cara snapped, cringing when the kid started to whimper.
IG-11 suddenly spoke up. "They will not be satisfied with anything less than the child. This is unacceptable." It rose to its full height, proclaiming, "I will eliminate the enemy, and you will escape."
"You don't have that kind of firepower, pal." The Mandalorian retorted. "You wouldn't even get to daylight."
The droid leveled him with a stare. "That is not my objective."
"We're getting close." Dune hauled you to your feet. "Saddle up." You obliged wordlessly, waiting until she turned away before you allowed yourself to grimace in pain. Maker, your side hurt.
"I still have the security protocols from my manufacturer." The IG said calmly as you and Cara maneuvered around it and the Mandalorian to prepare what limited defenses you could muster. "If my designs are compromised, I must self-destruct."
"What're you talking about?" The Mandalorian growled impatiently.Â
"I'm not permitted to be captured. I must be destroyed."
"Are we gonna' keep talking or are we gonna' get out of here?" Greef enquired, waving a hand at the molten riverbank.
"I can no longer carry this for you." The droid murmured, pressing the jet pack into the Mandalorian's unwilling grasp. "Nor can I watch over the child."
"Wait." The armor-wearing man sounded like he was having trouble breathing. "You can't self-destruct. Your base command is to watch the child." Was he...was he arguing with the droid? "That supersedes your manufacturer's protocol, right?" He reasoned desperately, his head tilted up to look at the spindly droid. When the robot didn't answer immediately, he pressed, "Right?"
"This is correct." IG-11 allowed.
He was arguing. With a droid. Stars, you saw something new every day. "Good. Now grab a blaster and help us shoot our way out." The Mandalorian ordered curtly, turning to check over his own weaponry.Â
"Victory through combat is impossible. We will be captured. The child will be lost." You watched the armored man's shoulders slump even lower beneath his pauldrons and cape, like an immense weight was pressing down on him. "Sadly, there is no scenario where the child is saved in which I survive." The droid carried on relentlessly. You abruptly understood what it was saying, and despite your best efforts you felt tears sting your eyes. First Kuiil, now this?
"Listen, you're not going anywhere." The Mandalorian said sharply. "We need you. Let's just come up with a-"
"Please tell me the child will be safe in your care." The IG unit requested. "If you do so, I can default to my secondary command."
"ButâŚ" the beskar-wearing man's voice faded to a hoarse whisper, "you'll be destroyed."
"And you will live, and I will have served my purpose."
"No, we need you."
"There is nothing to be sad about. I have never been alive." The droid said pragmatically.
"I'm not sad." The armored man denied gruffly. He was lying and everyone knew it. You could hear the tremor in his words.
"Yes you are. I'm a nurse droid. I've analyzed your voice." IG-11 reached out those metal fingers, gently running them over the baby's ear. Then, without further ado, the droid hoisted a leg over the side of the boat.
"IG-!" Karga began to protest, watching the droid sink into the lava. Flames licked upwards from the ex-bounty hunter's knee gaskets, but it doggedly headed for the light at the end of the tunnel.Â
The Mandalorian stood still as a statue, just letting the droid go. You ended up burying your face in your hands, unwilling and mentally unable to observe what would happen.Â
The ringing impact of beskar suddenly broke the silence and the Mandalorian began to sing, his words wrapped in a deep, mournful tone that sounded like it came from the center of his being. "Motir ca'tra nau tracinya," His voice faltered. "Gra'tua cuun hett su dralshy'a! Cuun hett su!"Â
The droid's self-destructive explosion rocked the tunnel and you heard the Mandalorian's breath hitch, the noise sharp and pained even through the modulator.Â
He then inhaled deeply, the words reverberating off the sides of the tunnel when he roared, "Cuun hett su!" and slammed his gauntlet against his breastplate once more.
The skiff slowly slipped through the archway and out into the smokey sunlight. Fifteen broken stormtroopers littered the black ground around the mouth of the canal, none left alive in the wake of IG-11's sacrifice. You scrubbed at your face in irritation, choking back your tears. There will be time later, you promised yourself, time for Kuiil and the IG. Time to mourn them properly. You weren't permitted such time now and you knew it. People needed you, they needed--
Without warning, that ship you had seen earlier buzzed by overhead, its powerful laser cannons sending chunks of half-coagulated lava flying into the air on either side of the canal.Â
"Moff Gideon!" Dune shouted, the Bren blaster whirring to life. The TIE fighter's engines screamed and whined, the craft circling back around. A line of ground to the left of the skiff exploded, green lasers punching through the cooled lava.Â
"He missed!" Greef sounded absolutely thrilled.
"He won't next time." The Mandalorian replied grimly, loading a fresh canister into his heavy blaster.
"Hey, let's get the baby to do the magic hand thing!" Karga suggested, wiggling his fingers at the child. "C'mon baby, do the magic hand thing." The child stared up at him, waving their hand uncertainly. Greef sighed, "I'm out of ideas."
"I'm not." The Mandalorian snapped. He reached for the jet pack and you tugged his cape out of the way so he could attach it to his backplate. He pressed his forehead against your own briefly before he tapped at his gauntlet keypad, igniting the boosters for the pack.
"Here he comes!" Cara yelled, bracing herself back against one of the seats while her blaster roared away. Whoever Gideon was, he appeared to be coming straight for the boat. The fighter wasn't slowing one iota.Â
Right as you saw the TIE fighter's cannons begin to light up in preparation to fire, the Mandalorian punched the controls on his jet pack. The armored man hurtled into the sky, easily clearing the TIE fighter and then shooting his grappling line at the back of the ship.Â
Gideon took off with him in tow and Karga laughed incredulously, "you've got to be kidding me! That was your plan? Mando, you're a maniac!" He then grabbed onto the cooled lava wall that rose on the right side of the boat, fumbling his way up onto the relatively-sturdy riverbank with a muffled grunt of exertion. "Alright trooper, you're next." The older man said, extending a hand to help haul Cara out of the boat.
She too managed to get to solid ground, and she carefully sat the bundled child down for a moment before turning back to you. Cara held out her hand and Greef held out his. "C'mon rookie, get up here." She said with a tired grin. "We need good seats to watch your Mandalorian work his magic, right?"Â
Your laugh caught in your throat, almost a sob, and you reached to clasp their hands. But then your breathing abruptly hitched as, in reply to the first tugs of the two individuals above you, the wound on your side made itself felt with a vengeance. You panted, half-blinded by the sudden pain and knowing that you had gone full dead-weight.
"Use your legs rookie, c'mon!" Cara complained, planting herself and slapping her other hand closed around your upper arm to help her leverage. You gritted your teeth and forced your body to cooperate in a last ditch effort to get you up onto the river banking. Despite that, you were still all but dragged the rest of the way, Dune and Karga barely managing to muscle you to safety. "Look at him go!" Cara exclaimed, gesturing wildly at the sky.
As you tipped your head back to watch the TIE fighter skitter and weave through the air, the ground suddenly felt like it was tilting under your feet. Your ears started to ring and your knees trembled unsteadily, threatening to give out beneath you any second now while the static at the edges of your vision that you had been keeping at bay crept steadily in from the sides.Â
You clumsily took hold of Karga's shoulder, the older man giving you a confused look. "I...I don't feel so good." You stammered.
Cara turned to you, her mouth moving and her expression changing to one of concern, but you couldn't hear her at all over the ringing in your ears.
She grabbed your cloak, yanking it up off your body as you sagged against Greef. "Sorry," you breathed, knowing that she must have spotted the blaster wound on your side. Your own voice sounded so loud to you. Your bloodied fingers found her gorget, floundering desperately for a handhold. "Take care...of the k-kid-" you whispered, all of your adrenaline finally spent.Â
You had been running on fumes for the last few minutes. You weren't sure how much blood you had lost, all you knew is that you had been bleeding since getting clipped on the battlefield. It hadn't hurt when you were moving or distracted, the urgency of your situation enabling you to draw on your body's ability to push through the predicament. But now, it seemed that your luck had run out.
Your eyes felt too heavy. You needed sleep. How long had it been since you rested? You deserved a rest. A rest sounded phenomenal.
"...shot, give--osi'kyr, let me see them!" That was the Mandalorian. He sounded terrified. You couldn't remember ever hearing his voice crack like that. What was wrong? When had he landed again? What happened to Gideon?
"S'wrong?" You slurred. You appeared to be laying down. Possibly. Up and down were a little confused at the moment.Â
"Focus on me, please, you have to stay awake-" He sounded so sad.
"Going into shock--must have been when-" Cara's voice was faint and wavering, as if she was underwater.Â
"Sweetheart, cyar'ika, please, please--" His helmet pressed to your forehead and you heard his breath rattle. No, that couldn't be right, the bacta spray should have fixed that. Was it your breathing that sounded that bad?
You dimly felt dried blood flaking off of your hands as you moved your fingers. "Want to sleep. S'dark." You mumbled.
"Don't you dare!" His modulated voice cut through the gray haze rudely, too loud and bright. "You're not going to sleep!"
"F-five minutes." You bargained, grimacing when his helmet banged into your forehead.
"You stay awake, you hear me?! I'm not letting you do this! Not after everything we've been through!"
"Never even...got toâŚ" Your head felt as if it was stuffed with clouds, words trickling out of your brain and vanishing like water in the sand. "'PologizeâŚ" He had your hand in his own now, leather rubbing feverishly over your knuckles. "Got so madâŚ"
"You're not the one who needed to apologize, dammit. I...I shouldn't have tried to leave you behind." His voice broke. "I-I'm so sorry, I'm so fucking sorry, I-" Blood was roaring in your ears, drowning out anything else the armored man might be saying. Your fingers were going numb. Flickers of conversation reached you, battling against the roar.
"-them still, Karga, he's got to close this, stop the bleeding--"
"-idea, but make sure it holds until we get back to town--"
"I love you, I'm so sorry, this will hurt--"Â
Pain stabbed through your body, startling a ragged exhale out of you. Something was burning. It smelled disgusting and you retched without meaning to, bile foaming at your lips. You wondered absently if that was the smell he had been talking about when he had been poisoned, death-rot...
Metal was pressing against your forehead and a blinding heat seared at the wound on your side, the two sensations warring for your attention. Vomit surged up your throat, making you gag again.
This is it, you realized vaguely. This is how I die. Huh. The notion was not nearly as repulsive as you had expected. Dying sounded halfway appealing. You could rest then.Â
"Stay awake, please stay awake-"
"M' here. M'wake." You assured whoever it was, your hand weakly patting at theirs. "So tired...can I sleep soon? Pl-ease?"
"Not now, not now, you h-have to stay awake." His voice was trembling. "The kid needs you, dammit."
"Need you to--to take the kid and run." You urged, confidently stating, "I'll hol' 'em off so y' can escape. They're comin' in warm an' I'm comin' in cold." You struggled to grab your blaster, but your arms refused to cooperate. "Did y' turn up the gravity? Can't...can't moveâŚhurts..." The tears wouldn't stop rolling down your cheeks in a torrent. You weren't even sure why you were crying.
"Stay awake. Just like on Sorgan. All I need is a f-few more minutes, okay? Remember?" Your body tilted crazily, someone's arms fumbling beneath your shoulders and knees to hoist you off the ground.
"Mm, I can do that. Do whatever y' want." You mumbled. The darkness closed in around you, a sweltering maw that slowly drew you deeper and deeper into its grasp. "It's...it's so dark. M' scared." You admitted, your numbed fingers petting the hand that rested on your arm.
"I'm right here with you." He assured. "I'm not going anywhere. Sing that song, please? The one you sing to the kid. The...the lullaby."
Your brow furrowed with effort and you opened your mouth, your voice faint and pitchy in the blackness. "Stars fading, but I linger on...dear...still cravingâŚ"Â
The words wouldn't stick. Your brain was drawing a blank. Why couldn't you remember the words?
You fell asleep.
...
You dreamed of wind whipping your face, steam that hissed and boiled on the lava flats, droplets trickling down from underneath a proud helmet to gather at the edge of his chin and drip onto your tunic.
You dreamed of drowning, thick liquid sliding over your head, enveloping you in its fetid grasp before your consciousness faded back out.Â
You dreamed of a mudhorn in beskar, the shimmering silver-clad beast guiding you through the black.
Eventually you spiraled downwards into a deeper sleep, and finally you dreamed of nothing at all.
Interlude
#the mandalorian#the mandalorian spoilers#the mandalorian x you#the mandalorian x reader#the mandalorian imagine#din djarin x reader#din djarin x you#din djarin imagine#din djarin#slow burn#also I don't know if this counts as slow burn anymore technically#eventual romance#i apologize for this#I am a bastard#a terrible man#a fool in man's shoes#please enjoy it all the same#you can yell at me if you need to I'm tuff#pedro pascal#pedro pascal imagine
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First Lines Meme
Tagged by @runrundoyourstuff and @a-big-apple! Go check them outâthey both write so beautifully.
Rules: List the first lines of your last 20 stories. See if there are any patterns. Choose your favorite opening line. Then tag 10 authors!
âSo the first thing you should know about me,â Steven begins nervously, gripping the bottom of his shirt, âis that, uhââ (Fragments III)
âBlue?â (Gloves)
Her name was Blue, and it was a name that fit her like a glove. (Flower Child)
The humid night draws itself around Marisa Coulter in swirls of dark and mist and stars as she paces the cobblestoned grounds of Jordan Collegeânow asleep for the time being, all its Scholars tucked in bed. (Particulate Matter)
On the now abandoned stage, Captain Lars and Sadie Killer sit side by side and watch the sun sink into the ocean. (Fragments II)
On the balcony, long after Steven has fallen asleep, Pearl and Garnet find themselves on top of Obsidianâs hand, watching the waves through the gaps in her stony fingers. (Facets)
âYou donât have to do this, you know,â Steven reminds her for the fifteenth time since he woke up this morning and bounded down from the loft to interrupt her daily newspaper reading. (Archive)
It is with a studied rhythm that Homeworldâs twin suns pull each other up through the darkness, blanketing the sky in a soft pink glow as they ascend, going slowly, all gentleness. (Multitudes)
TW: Gore || At the end of Olivia Octaviusâs world, there is blood, so much of it, too muchâstaining her shirt dark around her midsection where old incisions are prying themselves loose, and dribbling warningly down her mouth in a thin line. (Miscalculations)
His hair still dripping with the vestiges of his shower, Johnny Rose, clad in his favorite white bathrobe, re-enters the motel room to a familiar trifecta awaiting him on his bed: Moira Rose, her carefully arched brow, and her well-manicured hand placed on the comforter in such a way that her implicit demand is all but spoken: Come here. (Worries)
She slips into his room all ghostlike, her bare feet nimble, shadows turning circles beneath her green eyes. (Ghost)
Just because she knew it would piss her mother off, Yellow Diamond straddled the limo seat as though she had never seen a chair before, one knee at kingdom and the other at come. (The Princess and the Knight)
âI hurt you.â (Stars)
They are monstersâoh, itâs trueâbut not like this. (Diamond Fall)
On the porch steps leading into the Maheswaransâ townhouse, Priyanka Maheswaran and Pearl sit side by side, waiting for their respective kids to finish one more episode, please? (Dreams)
Five thousand lunar cycles into Yellow Diamondâs lifespan, she finally learns what it means to fear death. (Fragments)
When the interface appears next to the tall, golden doors, Yellow Diamond is careful to angle her body in such a way that her companion will be able to see the codeâif sheâs observant enough. (Sauna)
In the pink room, he dreams of the Diamond he now knows to be his motherâexcept he is his mother. (Change)
The opulent doors leading into White Diamondâs chambers loomed before them, blindingly, sickeningly bright. (Shatterer)
The first mistake Steven made on this abysmally chilly, fear leaden, but otherwise perfectly pleasant Homeworld evening was to force his new dictator grandmothers of sortsâwho both thought he was his mother, which he kinda was but not like thatâto bring him back to Homeworld. (Something in Common)
Omg, I really like a dialogue opener, huh? Out of these, I love the humor in âThe Princess and the Knightâ most, but I think my overall favorite has to be âFlower Childâsâ opening line. Itâs simple, but it works.
Tagging @reikiajakoiranruohoja, @nexstage, @novantinuum, @ladyluck678, and @dogcopter!
#mimiku#tw: gore#i also really like how lush and long the opener for worries is lmao#it fits johnny and moira lol
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Valediction
Listless after the war, Felix wanders across the continent with a bleak outlook. He returns to Garreg Machâpresumably to tie up any loose endsâbut Bernie and Seteth persuade him to stay and work for the FĂłdlan Postal Company.
While the war was harsh, assimilating to civilian life was harder. He would try if it meant seeing Sylvain again.
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Originally posted on A03 but deleted it because I believe I could improve the quality later on. Personally, I think the story lacks some panache, so when it returns, I hope it meets my own expectations! Hereâs the first draft if youâre still interested. Rest assured, I WILL revamp this story.Â
A Violet Evergarden AU. First draft under the cut.
Tags: Assimilating to Civilian Life, Post-Time Skip, Crossover, Fluff and Angst, Felix basically becomes an Auto Memory Doll, Pining, Suicidal Thoughts, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Other Characters Tags to Be AddedÂ
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Felix continued wearing gloves because he knew the red stains would never leave his hands.
A metallic scent always permeated through the air; the phantoms of war did not let go of his sword. Even vestiges of the past hid in mirrors and shadows, following him whenever he traveled to snowcapped lands or to fields of grass that resembled the ocean. Â
No matter how far he traveled, the whispers of war, blood, and regret would remain with him. Â
Where to then? He wondered exhaustedly. If he could not outpace his demons, what was there to do but return to the start?
He traveled for too long that even Garreg Mach seemed so far away.
Garreg Mach. The Officers Academy. Places he hasnât stepped foot in after the war ended.
If he saw a glimpse of the Professorâthe archbishop , he amendedâperhaps the ghosts of war would be laid to rest. If he went back to the beginning, maybe he could make amends and disappear for a final time.
So he made up his mind.
Quite possibly, he thought, finally realizing how tense his body was, the boar, no⌠Dimitri would stop haunting him. Maybe Ingridâs melancholic eyes would stop gazing at him. Maybe Glenn would stop appearing in the mirror. And maybe, just maybe Sylvain wasâŚ
No . He stopped his line of thought. There was no use indulging in the past. Nothing but painful memories awaited him.
Minutes passed before Felix unclenched his hands and slackened up.
How much longer would he live life, simply to endure it? It was enough for him to feel sick to his stomach. But perhaps it would all stop if he went back to the beginning.
âŚ
So Felix traveled.
Despite the arduous journey, he somehow felt lighter. Calmer. As if invigorated by the prospect of returning. Not to a home, but to a memory he was fond of.
During the last week of the Great Tree Moon, Felix Hugo Fraldarius arrived at Garreg Mach Monastery.
Felix stood on the bridge that connected itself to the inner town. He shielded his eyes from the harsh sunlight and observed the skylarks that flew over him. Their song carried in the wind as he walked, taking slow but measured steps through the iron wrought gates and into the bustling marketplace.
It was disorienting when he passed a group of giggling children, past colorful merchant stalls. The fresh scent of bread wafted throughout the square and it reminded him that he hadnât eaten in hours. Â
Pausing in front of a modest vendor, Felix called for the shopkeeper.
âExcuse meââ he stopped, realizing how hoarse he sounded. A quick swig of water. It was enough to replenish his voice.
Being a polite person was different from talking with oneâs sword. He always had a habit of pointing to menus and never bothered with small talk.
Today, he remembered that he had to be a Person and not a Mercenary For Hire.
And yet he found himself forgetting how to speak. As if he cut off a part of himself the moment he left his noble title behind. Â
âHow can I helpâah, pardon my manners, um, sir! Sir Felix, err, Lord Felix.â
The man quickly bowed, and Felix only stared, puzzled by the sudden formality. It had been forever since someone addressed him by the title of sir or lord.
The seller then straightened himself and continued, with a relieved expression on his face.
âIâm glad that youâre alive. I wondered where you disappeared to after the war ended.â
Felix gave the man a doubtful look and paused.
ââŚhave we met?â The swordsman handed a few marks of bronze to the seller and pointed to a loaf of bread, cheese, and a slab of jerky. The man bagged his meal and Felix took it from him with a curt nod. âThanks.â
As Felix turned to leave, the seller spoke up again.
âYou saved my life,â the seller spoke solemnly, taking off his cap. Felix stilled. He imagined the sincerity on the manâs face as he listened. âFor that, Iâm grateful. Even if you donât remember, I still wanted to thank you. May the Gods bless you, sir.â
Without another word, Felix raised a parting hand and left.
In truth, Felix did not remember the man. It was more accurate to say he did not remember much during and after those five years of war.
Now that it was over, little else seemed to matter to him. Often, he felt like a ghost that wandered for far too long. It was enough for him to take a lengthy swig from a different canteen. Alcohol was not his favorite, but the bitterness that burned in his throat helped him forget.
Somewhere near the town square and under the shade of an elderly tree, he found an empty spot. Felix then ate his meal in silence. Minutes passed and he was satisfied. He wrapped up the remainders and placed it inside his bag. With a stretch, he rested against the trunk of the pine and crossed his arms over his chest.
As the wind threaded through his hair, he listened to the quiet ambience of the town. Tranquility was a quality he used to think he wanted. But now, tranquility seemed to translate to idleness.
Like now , he thought, debating where to go next.
He closed his eyes. If anything, a quick rest would do him good. The moment he counted to ten, he promised to stand up and find an inn.
âŚ
And just like that, he then opened his eyes and realized the sky was now a soft orange. Â
Ah shit . He thought blearily, straightening himself. The third time.
During all those years of traveling, it was rare for him to lower his guard. Yet somehow, he felt no signs of danger.
My senses have dulled then.
He glanced to his left. Just as he suspected, his worn bag was still beside him, seemingly untouched. It wasnât as if he carried anything valuable except his sword.
Speaking of which, he glanced to his right. His sword was beside him. He sighed, relieved that nothing went missing.
âFelix? Are you finally awake?â
Instantly, he snapped his head toward the source and unsheathed his sword.
âWhat do you want?â he positioned himself into a fighting stance. Felix narrowed his eyes and berated himself. He was foolish enough to forget himself.
Ambushes could happen at any time.
âH-Hey, wait! Itâs meââ the voice squeaked out, with a familiar nervous quality to itâ âitâs Bernie! So please, put your sword away!â
Just like that, the sword returned to its scabbard.
The young woman before him was indeed the same girl he knew from back then. The shy, reserved daughter of Count Varley.
âOh,â he deadpanned. âWhy?â
âWhaâyou ask why ?!â baffled, she huffed at him. âAt the very least, you could ask how Iâm doing. You havenât changed much, have you?â
Felix lowered himself to the ground, sitting against the tree trunk again and gathered his belongings. âOK. How are you?â But then he switched topics, choosing to ignore how she flailed her arms because of his curtness. âBy the way, whereâs the nearest inn?â
âThe nearest inn huh,â she murmured; her eyes lingered on the sword at his side. A bit of the blade poked from its scabbard and gleamed dully in the light. The expression in her eyes changed. It appeared melancholic. âHey Felix,â she started quietly, âdid you know thatâ"
She realized that Felix was busy fastening his bag around himself and counting the bronze and silver marks in his hand. Bernadetta paused and allowed a soft sigh.
âSomething wrong?â Felix spoke, somewhat absentmindedly. He stood up, pocketed his money, and brushed off the dust on his pants. He double checked his gear. âYouâre too quiet.â
Bernadetta held her hands behind her back and smiled at him. Felix inquired back with a stare.
Now she was acting odd.
Finally, he noticed how she wore an outfit that resembled a uniform. It was not the one from the Officerâs Academy but a different type.
While he was curious, he wasnât that intrigued.
âActually, follow me,â she piped up, turning around and vaguely gesturing at the tall brick buildings in the back. She adjusted the cap on her head. âItâs a bit of a walk but I can guarantee the place is cheaply priced.â
âAh. Thanks then.â
He followed her and realized how much the monastery changed. The merchants in the square bustled with enterprise and quality wares. Tea imported from regions unknown to him could be found here, along with other artisan goods and regal weapons. Before leaving Garreg Mach again, he wished to see if any of Zoltanâs weapons made their way into a blacksmithâs hand.
He looked in front of him. The architecture remained largely the same, but some of the brickwork stuck out like efforts of reconstruction. Bernadetta suddenly turned, and he followed suit, wondering how much further was left.
Felix was relieved that the silence between them was companionable. Occasionally, she pointed out a few new landmarks and he was enthralled by the changes throughout the town. Fountains, lampposts, well-tended topiariesâGarreg Mach transformed much while he was away.
It somehow left him with a sense of awe and nostalgia. Except one thing gnawed at his chest.
Most of the faces he knew beforeâthey no longer stood beside him.
âŚ
They continued passing corners and streets and crossed a bridge. Soon, Bernadetta stopped.
Felix looked elsewhere and abruptly halted, nearly colliding into her back.
âCheap huh?â He said, marveling at the sight before him. He could see why she stopped.
A dark bricked manor house towered above him, with long windows winking back the afternoon light. In front of the gray stone steps was a small crowd of people that varied from nobles and commoners alike.
Felix squinted at them.
Most seemed to be holding something in their hands. It appeared to be scraps of paper.
âLetâs go.â Bernadetta ambled forth, passing the iron gates and flowerbed. She paused and waited for him. âSetethâs been waiting for you ever since we spotted you dozing at the square.â
âExcuse me?â Felix gaped at the marvelous building. He was certain that was not here years ago. His mind was unable to process her words. âYou said cheap lodgings. This. This isnâtââ he gestured at the opulence and swiveled around, his back turned against the building. He frowned and pinched the bridge of his nose. âOK. Well, I saw an inn before we rounded the corner andââ
âFelix,â Berndetta spoke firmly, âI want you to stay here.â
A beat of silence.
He couldnât help but glance over his shoulder, perplexed by her sudden change in demeanor.
Before he could speak, Bernadetta spoke up without her usual reserve.
âHow long have you been wandering the continent? Because your eyesâŚI know that look.â
âYouâre asking me that now?â there was no heat behind his words. Only a familiar exhaustion found its way into his voice.
Felix slowly turned around and approached her, with arms folded across his chest. Her gray eyes locked onto his and they gazed at each other.
Bernadetta did not flinch. She only inquired him with her silence.
Unusually enough, he relented.
âFor too long,â he admitted, glancing over her head and toward the manor house. âWell, what is it then? Why did you bring me here?â
She let out a lengthy sigh and seemed to loosen up. He didnât realize how tense she had been throughout their walk.
âThis is the FĂłdlan Postal Company.â
Another familiar voice segued into their conversation. Felix glanced to his right and saw a figure emerge from behind a topiary. Seteth stepped out, greeting the former students with a stern but noticeably softer look on his face. Seteth hadnât changed after all of these years, but he wore a uniform similar to Bernadettaâs.
âFelix, I want you to work here as an Auto Memory Doll.â
âYouâre kidding,â Felix managed out weakly. The sudden proposal made no sense. âI have no idea what youâre talking about.â
âYouâll learn then.â Seteth offered, waving a hand at his words.
âI didnât agree to this.â
âItâll be worth your while.â Seteth was already walking in the direction of the entrance. âCome along, Felix.â
Felix countered one last time. âYou canât be serious.â
Felix looked to Bernadetta for help. Of course, it was a mistake. She only grabbed onto his arm, her eyes sparkling as she persuaded him. Â
âThe lodging is free if you work here.â
âThat isnât the issue !â
Felix lost track of how many sighs he heaved that day. Unable to shake off Bernadetta, he reluctantly acquiesced and allowed himself to be dragged toward the building. A series of foul words clouded his thoughts as he passed the crowd and made his way toward the interior of the building.
Under different circumstances, he would have been impressed. Under different circumstances, he would gone more willingly. But this welcoming committeeâif one could dare call it thatâwas so adamant about receiving him.
If anything, it felt like the past when Sylvain forced him into town for some skirt chasing. Like how Ashe insisted him to read tales of chivalry, like how Lysithea tried to bribe him with sweets, or how with Annetteâ
The past huh , he mused dryly. He found himself standing inside the foyer, wearily eyeing the double spiral staircases and the long window panes. As beautiful and ornate as it was, their definition of a âpostal serviceâ was greatly different from his own.
And yetâŚthe figures that descended resembled people he knew from his academy days.
âFelix? Felix, is that really you?â
A young man with gray-brown bounded down the steps, eager to meet him. When the stranger brushed his hair out of his eyes, Felix recognized who he was.
Ashe? Â
Lord Lonatoâs son was before him. He smiled at Felix, with a relieved look on his face.
âYou promised to write. Why didnât you tell me you were coming back?â
âThereâs no such thing as a permanent address as a mercenary,â Felix replied stiffly, somewhat taken aback. âYour lettersâthey would have returned to you.â
âBut youâre here now,â Ashe said again, with a gentler look on his face. âAnd hey, Iâm glad youâre OK.â
Felix was at a loss for words. Instead, he looked elsewhere, feeling overwhelmed by the sudden warmth and reception from his appearance.
Seteth and Bernadetta looked at each other and smiled. They didnât speak but only watched as Felix rubbed the back of his neck while Ashe continued to speak to him.
Just then, more figures descended the staircase. Felix struggled to recall who they were, but the moment they stood in front of him, their names entered his memory.
Marianne, Ignatz, Linhardt.
Yuri and Dorothea.
They were all members of the academy in some way, even if he wasnât close to them, he still recognized them. Â
Felix felt his chest tightened. A well of emotion opened. He felt something, but it was a strange something that left him feeling more melancholic than joyful.
He blinked, not once, not twice, but three times. Aside from the smiling faces and animated conversations, he could have sworn he saw phantoms behind them.
And they watched him with somber eyes.
âFelix? You look like you just saw a ghost,â Dorothea piped up, glancing at him with concerned eyes. âYou must be tired. Seteth, isnât there a spare room upstairs?â
âThere is. Bernadetta, could you show Felix his room?â
She replied quickly. âFollow me!â
With a gentle nudge from her, Felix followed. He managed to recompose again.
Soon, they reached a rosewood door with a gold handle. Bernadetta unlocked the door and gestured for him to enter. Felix did. Â
It was minimally furnished. The windows were across from the door, with a desk underneath. A bed was pushed into the left corner while the right side had a dresser and a mirror.
Bernadetta stood inside the room, pausing a little before the dresser on the right side. Her eyes roamed the room for a bit before catching Felixâs reflection in the mirror.
The faraway look in Felixâs eyes, the way he mechanically moved toward the windowâit was plain to see that he was deeply contemplating something.
She hesitated to ask, but at the same time, she recalled how he vanished without a trace. Rumors of Felixâs whereabouts only amplified when a sword that resembled his own appeared on Margrave Gautierâs doorstep.
By chance, she delivered some correspondence to Sylvain that day. He started to entertain her until another parcel arrived.
She remembered how his eyes exuded a grief beyond words, that the one Sylvain cherished was not immune to a mortal fate.
While the rumors of Felixâs death proved false, the way the mercenary was nowâŚhe might as well resemble death.
It pained her to see him become a husk of a person.
If anything, it would anguish Sylvain even more after seeing Felix in this state. When the time was right, she would pen a letter to him again.
On some level, she understood how Felix felt, even if just a fraction of it.
Assimilating into civilian life was difficult. For part of their youth, they learned tactics and strategies, artillery and battle formations. From operating catapults to forging stronger weapons, it was such a stark contrast when she started ghostwriting and delivering letters. Â
And yetâŚit made her rediscover her love for writing again.
Clearing her throat, she found the courage to approach Felix.
He stood near the window, steeped in hues of twilight. Felix tilted his head up and observed something she couldnât quite see. She couldnât help but feel mesmerized. Â
âSeteth will see to the details tomorrow. So for today, focus on resting.â
âAlright.â
Before Bernadetta left, she spoke softly to him.
âAnd welcome back, Felix. You donât have to feel alone anymore.â
#fire emblem three houses#my fic#felix hugo fraldarius#sylvain jose gautier#violet evergarden#fire emblem x violet evergarden#crossover#au#auto memory doll au#implied sylvix#Bernadetta von Varley#seteth#canon compliant but just with violet evergarden's postal service#one day Iâll revamp this AU
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I'm loving Gabriel so much...might I request: Stefan and Maria celebrating his birthday? With cake and presents, and pretty decorations! Because Gabby needs all the good things and softness
You asked for this over a month ago, Anon, and I am so sorry. I was so inspired that I wrote almost 4k for it, please enjoy! Tagging the Gabriel Gang under the cut.Â
Tags for this one: None! Just excessive softness!
Masterlist
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They are hiding something from him.Â
Itâs not Gabrielâs job to be in the loop, of course, and he understands that Master and Mistress donât have to tell him anything.Â
But the strange thing is that they often do, and the change is unsettling. His Masters have understood, from the very beginning, that it calms Gabriel to understand whatâs going on around him. They have communicated with him from early on, before he was even used to being spoken to like a person.
Then one day, the mail comes with a mysterious black box. His Mistress snatches it up with an unusual amount of enthusiasm, and she waves Gabriel away when he offers to help clean up. She tells him not to worry and kisses his cheek, and the box gets tucked under her arm. It goes upstairs with her, and Gabriel doesnât see it again.
Days pass, and Gabrielâs suspicion grows. Gabriel is used to his betters talking like he isnât present, or like he canât even hear them. Sometimes itâs comforting to be ignored. But more than once over the next few weeks he goes looking for one of his masters, only to find them together, whispering hurriedly among themselves.
The second time it happens, Mistress jumps when he knocks.
They always welcome him in after, of course; Master pulls him into a little hug, and Mistress ruffles his hair and asks if heâs not part cat, since heâs so quiet. It comes with all the impossible warmth and kindness that color everything his new Masters do. But Gabriel canât help noticing that whenever he interrupts them, they never go back to what they were saying.
More days pass, and Gabriel focuses on shutting his mind off and behaving himself. Thatâs all a well-trained pet should be worried about, after all. If he can just be good enough, if he can be exactly what they want him to be, then maybe, maybe â
Maybe he can convince them not to do whatever theyâre planning on doing.
Itâs not sound logic, but itâs all Gabriel has. The thought of the black box is like a tic, impossible to shake off.
Then, one day, Master calls Gabriel into his office. Itâs a Saturday; Mistress has gone grocery shopping, and both Gabriel and his Master had woken up late.
Heâs still shaking off the vestiges of sleep as he nudges the office door open.
âAh, hey, bud.â Gabriel looks up to the source of the warm greeting, and feels his insides freeze. Master is seated at his desk, and in his hands is a manila folder. Gabriel has only ever seen that folder twice; once, when First Master had gotten rid of him, and then again, when Second Master had sold him to Stefan and Maria.
Gabriel must make some sort of sound, because Master stiffens, his brow creasing.
âWhoa, hey. Itâs alright, sweet boy.â Gabriel canât seem to tear his eyes off the folder. Heâs only ever seen it when heâs being sold, and heâs terrified, suddenly, right down to his bones. He whimpers, takes a single step back, and Master puts the folder down.
âGabriel, hey.â Itâs firmer, this time, and it pulls Gabriel out of his internal spiral. âCome here, little one.â Gabriel lets out an unsteady breath and stumbles closer, drops to his knees at Masterâs feet.
A large palm immediately settles in his hair, heavy and warm, and Gabriel whines and leans into it desperately.
âEasy, sweetheart, take a breath. There you go, good boy.â Gabriel feels the pinprick of tears at the praise, and he shudders and tips his face into Masterâs palm. Yes, heâs being good, heâs doing his best, so thereâs no need to have the folder out, no need â âI guess you know what this is, huh.â Master taps the file, and Gabriel flinches.
He nods meekly and hides his face against the manâs knee.
âDonât worry,â Master murmurs gently. Those broad fingers are still carding through his hair, and Gabriel knows how strong they are, knows that they could easily knot and tangle and pull. But they donât, and they never have, and Gabriel lets himself lean against Masterâs knee just a little. âI didnât mean to scare you,â Master continues. âI just wanted to ask you a few questions. These papers, theyâre, eh⌠lacking some information.���
Gabriel frowns quizzically. Information? He assumes information about him, but he doesnât know whatâs written in the file.
âItâs fine if you donât know the answers.â Master drags his fingernails gently along Gabrielâs scalp, and Gabriel lets himself be calmed by the repetitive motions. âActually, I would be surprised if you did, but letâs just make sure, hmm?â He waits for Gabriel to give another hesitant nod before he asks, âdo you know when you were born?â Gabriel just blinks for a moment, before slowly shaking his head.
â âm sorry,â he whispers roughly. Master had said it was okay if Gabriel didnât know the answers, but he still feels the shame at not being able to provide what was asked.
âDonât be, little one,â Master says simply. âYou know I want you to be honest, and you were. Good boy.â And he keeps petting Gabrielâs hair, and Gabriel swallows against a wave of something hot and tight in the back of his throat.
Thereâs a gap between questions, then, long enough for Gabrielâs eyelids to grow heavy, long enough for him to slump against Masterâs knee. Master only guides him closer, lets Gabriel rest his head in his lap.
âDo you remember anything about where you were born? Or your parents? These papers arenât agency-issued, so you didnât come through official channels.â
Gabriel blinks back to proper awareness, frowning faintly as he digests the question. His parents⌠that must have been before First Master, he assumes. But there was nothing before First Master. Right?
⌠Right?
There was no time before First Master, no time before the pain and the beatings. Gabriel has always been a pet, because thatâs all heâs ever been good for.
âI-â The boyâs voice cracks, and Masterâs hand has gone still in his hair. Gabriel blinks, and his next inhale is audibly shaky. âI d-donât, I donât know,â he whispers, and itâs tremulous even to his own ears.
âThatâs okay,â Master promises gently. âStay with me, little one, donât push yourself.â He curls one of those large, calloused hands against the back of Gabrielâs neck, heavy and weighted and safe, and itâs good.
âI canât, I canât remember,â Gabriel confesses quietly. It makes sense that he would have had parents at some point, but when he tries to think of them, nothing comes. And even if they had existed⌠they must have given him away. How else had he come to be in First Masterâs possession?
âEasy, sweetheart, hey,â Master says, and Gabriel realizes that heâs trembling again. âYouâre okay, precious, youâre alright.â Thereâs a moment of quiet on Stefanâs part, and a faint frown. âI shouldnât have sprung this on you,â he murmurs regretfully. âIâm sorry, sweetheart. Take a breath for me, there you go.â
At some point, Gabrielâs fingers have wound in the fabric of Masterâs jeans; heâs clinging to the manâs ankle, and when Master opens his arms Gabriel practically falls into his lap.
âIâm s-s-sorry,â he sniffles, and Master just curls an arm around him and holds tight. Heâs still on his knees, but Master is holding him, and with some encouragement Gabriel slinks up more so he can hide his face against the manâs shoulder.
âThere you go, bud,â Master murmurs softly as he strokes the base of Gabrielâs skull. âIâve got you. Youâre okay.âÂ
Gabriel is already tired, already over-wrought from the constant nerves, but the mention of before has shaken him terribly. Master strokes his hair and rubs his neck until Gabriel is boneless against him, mostly held up by the thick arm around his waist. When he is finally guided away, gentle and careful, Master dries his tears.
âThank you for being honest,â he murmurs, and Gabriel melts inside. Master keeps a hand cupping his jaw while he picks up his pen with the other. âItâs no problem. Just means I have to get creative.â Stefan makes a few quick additions to the papers, scratching something out and writing in a note underneath. Gabriel just waits, leaning against the manâs knee and soaking up the contact.
He doesnât care whatâs on the papers, not really, and itâs not like he can read them. But he canât wait for them to be put away, as if their mere presence is a reminder than his owners could get rid of him at any time.
They wonât. Even if they havenât collared him yet, even if they havenât given him a physical sign of belonging, they promised that they wouldnât. And Gabriel can only hope (and pray, and beg, and bargain with whatever might be listening) that they mean it.
âNow, what were you up to before I interrupted?â Gabriel perks up at the question.
âO-oh! Mistress said I could polish the banisters today.â Gabriel bites his lip, drops his eyes. It is a struggle to find tasks they will let him complete. Itâs almost like they donât want to assign him regular chores, so Gabriel treasures each one heâs given.
âDid she? Ah, well.â Master ruffles Gabrielâs hair one last time before his hand falls away. âYou should be off, then.â Â Gabriel nods obediently, and he immediately misses the warmth as he peels himself away from Masterâs legs.
âYes Master.â His joints creak faintly as he gets to his feet, and Gabriel carefully hides the wince. Heâs sore a lot, he finds; something about spending a very long time locked in a basement.
âRemember not to push yourself.â Master is watching him like he knows, somehow, and Gabriel gulps and scurries for the door.
âYes Master,â he murmurs again, and he hovers against the door frame, unsure if the man has more to say. But Master only watches for another moment, before giving a quiet sigh and waving him away.
Gabriel ducks out of the room feeling uneasy, but not bad. He closes the door as quietly as he can, and then quickly goes back in search of the correct cleaning supplies.
He doesnât see the manila folder again, and Master doesnât ask any more strange questions.
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Itâs almost a week later when everything finally clicks.
Theyâve sent him upstairs to his room, and Gabriel would be convinced that he was in trouble, except that theyâve both sworn he isnât. They just needed to do something in the living room, they said, and that he shouldnât worry.
Gabriel is worried anyway, even though heâs trying not to be.
He straightens the blanket on the bed, making sure all of the edges are perfectly aligned, and that there are no creases or wrinkles. His Masters have been impossibly generous, giving him a bed to sleep on, and Gabriel isnât about to take it for granted. The rest of the little room is already spotless; Gabriel cleans the window and dresser every day, and vacuums whenever he can get away with it.
Itâs calming, making sure that everything is perfect, but in the end thereâs not much to do.
âGabe? You can come down now, sweety.â Mistressâs voice is airy and light, not even a hint of irritation, but Gabrielâs heart still kicks into overdrive.
He remembers what surprises had looked like, back with First and Second Master.
He pads down the carpeted staircase, and it muffles his steps so that his approach is nearly inaudible. Thereâs music playing faintly, and Gabriel bites his lip as he creeps around the corner and pokes his head into the kitchen.
âM-Mistress?â
âIn here!â It comes from the living room, and Gabrielâs heart is in his throat as he follows.
Heâs not sure what heâll find when he steps inside, but itâs not what heâd expected.
His owners are both sitting on the couch; there are three colorfully wrapped boxes at their feet. There are colorful streamers draped from the ceiling, and theyâve wound a few strands of tea-lights around the end table and up over the couch. The main lights are off, and there is something sweet in the air.
âSurprise,â Mistress says with a smile, and Master chuckles softly at Gabrielâs baffled expression.
âCome join us, bud,â he says, and Gabriel quickly scampers over and melts into his spot on the floor. Itâs immediately comforting, and the tension eases out of him as Mistressâs fingers settle in his hair.
âThis is probably new to you, huh,â she says, and Gabriel nods wordlessly. She shifts so that Gabriel is kneeling between them, and he leans back against Masterâs legs shamelessly.
âThis is for you,â Mistress says simply, and Gabriel blinks up at her in bewilderment.
âWe kept it simple,â Master adds. âWe know that this is a lot, and we didnât want to overwhelm you. So itâs nothing too crazy.â
With the way Gabrielâs expression is clouded, itâs very much like heâs asking without words if maybe they are crazy.
Mistress giggles just a little, and she cups Gabrielâs cheeks and kisses his forehead.
âWe wanted to celebrate you,â she says easily. âBecause we love you, and youâre special.â
We love you, and youâre special. Gabriel has heard the words before, but they still make him impossibly shy. His cheeks go pink with it, and he tries to duck his head and hide, only to be stopped by Mistressâs hand on his cheek. Instead he whines softly, because itâs so much â itâs too much, he canât handle it.
âNo hiding this time, bud,â Master says, and his eyes are fond.
âMost people celebrate on the day they were born,â Mistress says. âBut since we donât know when you were born, we picked today. Unless you find a day later on that you like better.â
Gabriel looks around for a moment, at the twinkling faerie lights, and the colorfully wrapped presents, and the streamers, and something hot rises behind his eyes.
âI-â his voice breaks, and his throat closes, and suddenly Gabriel canât speak. Instead he sniffs, wet and pathetic.
âOh, sweetheart,â Mistress says softly, and she scoots to the side on the couch, so there is a Gabriel-sized gap between her and her brother. She pats the empty spot and holds out an arm, and wordlessly Gabriel slinks up into the couch and folds into her arms. It had been a struggle, at first, to get Gabriel up onto the furniture. Heâs still a thousand times more comfortable on the floor, where he knows heâs not doing anything wrong⌠but itâs getting easier.
A larger pair of arms envelope them both a moment later, and then itâs the three of them, warm and loving and safe and held, with Gabriel wrapped in the middle. He sniffles against Mistressâs shoulder, and Master rubs one of those big hands up and down his back.
Itâs several minutes until Gabriel regains his composure, and even then his eyes are still red, still wide with awe and wonder and that constant hint of nerves, as if all of it might still be a dream.
âThis is⌠this is f-for meâŚ?â Itâs small, and timid, but Mistress nods and smiles down at him, and Master gives him the gentlest little squeeze, presses a kiss to the side of his hair.
âFor you,â Master murmurs.
They hold him for a little while after that; Mistress plays with his hair, lets him curl up into her front, and Master rubs his back and lets Gabriel cling to his hand.
âWould you like to open your presents?â
âMmmâŚâ Gabriel is content where he is, and he would happily accept just the grace of their warmth, if that was all they wanted to offer. But Master is gesturing to the boxes, and it clicks, very belatedly, that theyâre gifts. Theyâre for him.
Itâs a lot. His hands shake as Gabriel accepts the first present, and his Masters are patient with him when he slowly unpeels the red paper. He glances back to them every few seconds, as if waiting for one of them to yell gotcha. But they donât, and then the box comes open properly, and he stares down at the little set of brushes and paints inside. Gabriel had liked the crayons when Mistress had brought some home, but he hadnât thought that theyâd noticed.
âTh-these â these are real paints,â he says.
âYeah, bud. We thought maybe we could put some tarp down in the downstairs study, make it into an art room.â An art room? Gabriel must have too much shock and bewilderment in his expression, because Mistress shakes her head and smiles faintly.
âOr maybe weâll wait on that. But those are for you, and you can use them however you like. There are some canvases and brushes in the bottom.â
There are indeed canvases in the bottom; they are small, about a foot in diameter, but Gabriel handles each one like itâs made of glass.
âI â I d-donât-â Words fail him, and Gabriel is left stammering on a thank-you that would never feel like enough anyway.
âShh, itâs alright, little one,â Master says gently. âYouâve got two more left.â
Two more â thatâs two more than Gabriel ever expected. The whole scenario is bizarre. Nothing will ever truly be his, of course - everything in this house is the Masterâs property, including him. So these things that they are giving him are also theirs. Just for him to use, maybe.
The second box isnât a box, but a soft lump wrapped in the same red paper. Gabriel tears this one open with only a little encouragement, and he canât help but gasp as his fingers meet fabric. Itâs the softest thing Gabrielâs ever touched. Itâs fuzzy and silky, and when Gabriel curls his fingers into it, the fabric almost slips from his fingers. Itâs like holding onto a cloud, and itâs a dark blue, like the night sky.
âItâs, itâs so soft,â he says in awe. Even the blankets on Master and Mistressâs beds arenât this soft. Gabriel lifts the fabric up, only for it to fold out and tumble down his lap.
âItâs a blanket,â Master explains. He helps shake it out and then tucks it around Gabrielâs shoulder, and it feels like being hugged by a cloud. Itâs warm, too, practically decadent, and Gabriel buries his hands in it and sinks deeper into the couch.
âNow, you know youâre allowed to use any of the blankets in the house,â Mistress murmurs. âAnd the ones in your bedroom are already yours. But we thought it might help if you had one that was just for you.â She smiles and reaches out to squeeze his hand, and the lingering shock keeps Gabriel silent as he accepts the last package.
This one is smaller, around the size the paints had been. His fingers are unsteady as he slips one under the edge, rips carefully at the paper. It still feels utterly surreal, and every second is spent waiting for the other shoe to drop. Thereâs a smaller box inside, and Gabrielâs eyes widen in recognition. This the box that had come in the mail, over a week ago now. Gabriel turns it over, then shoots a nervous, questioning look to his owners. Itâs about the same size as the cavasses, but heavier.
âItâs a tablet,â Mistress says, which does not help with Gabrielâs confusion. He shoots a sidelong glance at Master, then back to the box, wondering if he can get away with pretending to understand.
Thereâs a quiet, rumbling chuckle, and Master shakes his head. âItâs alright, little one. We already programmed it for you.â
âYeah, we figured it could be confusing at first. Itâs very simple⌠here.â Mistress holds out a hand for the box, and Gabriel hands it over wordlessly. He has seen phones before, of course â and by the image on the box, he suspects that a tablet is something similar. But he cannot fathom why his owners would give him one.
âNow, itâs not connected to the internet or anything,â Mistress says as she presses the button. âBut itâs special for another reason.â The device boots up, and Mistress swipes the little arrow, which leads to a blank screen. âIâll show you how it works.â
Gabriel leans forward curiously, and takes the tablet when Mistress hands it to him.
âTap the green icon,â she says. Gabriel obeys, and he almost jumps when the screen responds. âGood. See this list here? Thereâs two numbers there, tap the first one.â He obeys again, and the screen goes black, except for one red icon on the bottom.
Thereâs silence for a split second, and Gabriel looks up in alarm, afraid that heâs somehow broken it.
Then Masterâs cell phone rings, and Mistressâs face splits in a smile. Thereâs something almost smug about it as Master reaches into his pocket and swipes the screen.
In his hands, the tablet flares to life with color, and Gabriel almost drops it in surprise. âOh-â
His Master smiles at him through the screen, and waves up at his phone from where heâs sitting. Gabriel sees it happen twice, once out of the corner of his eye and once on the tabletâs surface.
âHey, buddy,â Master says with a grin, and even through the screen his smile makes Gabriel feel fluttery inside.
âWe know you donât like to be alone,â Mistress says. âBut with me going back to school, and working, and your Master travelling â we wanted to give you a way to call us. Just in case thereâs a time when neither of us are home.â Â
The image on the tablet is impossibly clear, until suddenly it blurs, and Gabriel realizes his eyes have misted over. He opens his mouth, but nothing comes out. Instead he sniffs, and nods his head, clutches at the tablet.
âTha-a-ank you,â he manages after a moment, and itâs wet, unsteady. âTh-this is, this is so much, I donât â I canât, canât pay you back for this-â He canât pay them back for any of it. And how much had a brand-new tablet even cost? Something in his stomach goes cold at the thought, but his owners are already shaking their heads, and Mistress winds an arm around his middle and squeezes.
âDonât be silly,â she says, and kisses the top of his head. âThese are for you. We love you, sweetheart. Besides, we promised to take care of you.â She smiles a tad sheepishly and lifts a hand to play with one of his curls. âLet us spoil you a little.â
It takes him a moment, but Gabriel sniffs again, takes a deep breath.
âThank you,â he breathes, one last time. This way he can contact them, even when they arenât here - he thinks of how empty the house seems when theyâre gone, and the dark shadows in his room, and he bites his lip. The tablet is still live in his hands, and it shows a close-up of Masterâs shirt now that the man has put his phone in his lap.
âThe second number is mine,â Mistress adds. âI know weâre still working on your letters, but once you get a bit quicker, youâll be able to text, too.âÂ
He doesnât deserve any of it. Gabriel knows that, deep in his bones. The attention, the kindness, the safe place to sleep â itâs all more than heâd ever thought he would get, and he doesnât know how he can possibly express his gratitude enough.
But he nods tearfully, and leans into Masterâs hand at the small of his back, and knows that heâll spend the rest of his time with them trying.
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Ignite (Redux); Ch. 2 of 5ish
Pairings: Kylo x Reader
Genre/Ratings: T for intensely injured reader
Words: 1100
Summary:Â After an accident aboard Starkiller Base, someone unexpected proves invaluable.
This is a rewrite of Ignite, which I published two-ish years ago. Same story, incredibly expanded upon. Enjoy!
Requested Tags: @jellyfishpoptart, @starfishfaerie, @swagaliciouspupper, @jessiejunebug, @irrelevantbutembarrassing, @drawlfoy, @sunflowershine-s, @ben-plus-rey
You donât remember much after that, other than a slew of strange fever dreams punctuated by sharp flares of agony. Occasionally something like lucidity will break through, and you can catalogue the clean whiteness of the medical wing with lazy eyes. Nurses bustle in and out- fiddling with machines, pushing syringes of clear liquid into the crook of your arm, wrapping and rewrapping bandages around your body.
Strangest of all is the man in black who visits you like clockwork. Heâs in contrast to the soft nurses- all dark folds and sharp angles. He sits at your side like a statue, murmuring things you canât understand but are soothing nonetheless. Everything hurts a little less, when heâs there. But heâs always gone too soon.
In the back of your mind, you know that things are⌠bad. The alarm bells in your chest are muted immensely by whatever drugs theyâre pumping you full of, but are still very much alive and well. Youâre not sure if you can say the same about the rest of you- you can barely wiggle your fingers, and everything is very, very heavy.
You let your eyelids slip closed, and decide to sort it out later.
But eventually, in excruciatingly slow form, you do emerge from your haze. The bleached sheets beneath you solidify into something tangible, the nursesâ faces sharpen into recognizable features. Thereâs more light than dark, and further stretches of consciousness between blinks and breaths.
âAre you awake, then?â
Lazily, your head tilts to the side and your eyes focus on the doctor standing next to you. âI⌠think so?â Your tongue is thick in your mouth, making your words thud onto the floor like clay.
The doctor makes a noncommittal noise and checks a bag hanging on a pole next to you. âCan you state your name? Where you are; your occupation?â
âY/N Y/L/N. Engineering. On Starkiller base, First Order. What- what happened?â
Before answering, he shines a penlight into your eyes, leaving bright spots in your field of vision. âThere was an accident,â he says gently.
An accident. With fire. And pain. So much pain. You can feel it now, as the vestiges of drugs slowly disappear- a white hot burn, dry as a desert planet. âOh.â
âItâs been about two weeks. We kept you under to give you the best chance at healing. There- there will be some scarring, though we tried to minimize that as best we could.â
Your eyes widen. âWait. What about newbie- Cole? Cale. Cale. Is he- did he-?â
Though he keeps his face neutral, you can see the grimace in his eyes. âHeâs still in critical condition.â
Shit. You let yourself sink back into the thin pillows and crunchy mattress, almost wishing you were still unconscious so you wouldnât have to deal with the ache in your chest. âSo⌠what now?â
âYouâll be on medical leave for a good while-â Oh, Hux is not going to like that- âbut we want you back in your own environment as quickly as possible. Weâll provide you with a schedule of physical therapy.â
Home is good- your bunk is more comfortable than this bed, and being surrounded by your friends will make everything easier to bear. You try to ignore the feeling of uselessness beginning to settle into your bones. You work, youâre a worker- always have been. What happens when you canât do your job? Are you even worth anything anymore?
âOh, um, doctor-â you stop him on his way out the door. âDid anyone come visit me?â
âMmm, yes. Quite a few here and there.â He hands you a list of names and something warms in your chest to see the names of just about everyone in senior engineering; even some people youâve trained and have gone on to bigger things. But you know these people, and none of them are tall and pale and shrouded in dark like the man visiting you in your dreams. Maybe heâs just that- a dream. A figment of your imagination to make you a little less lonely. Hallucination is also very likely, given the probably astounding amount of drugs youâve been given. Hell, with that black cloak- you mightâve been visiting with the grim reaper for all you know.
None of those explanations sit quite right with you- itâs on the tip of your tongue, but your tongue isnât working very well right now, so. Perhaps thatâs a mystery best solved later. âSo, when can I get out of here?â
âWeâll continue to monitor you for the next few days as the medicine wears off; see how your appetite and energy returns. Weâll also need to assess your physical state, and youâll need to learn how to care for your bandages.â
âRight.â You flex your fingers slowly, now seeing the difficulty lies in moving the thick white cotton thatâs been wrapped around your knuckles. âWill I-?â You pause. Take a breath. âIâm going to be okay. Am I going to be okay?â
Something like compassion flashes over the manâs face, and his eyes soften. âThe burns were extensive. Nerve damage is likely, but we wonât be able to tell how much until youâre up and moving again. Later down the line you might consider skin grafts to manage the cosmetic side of things. Weâve salvaged as much tissue as we can, but- well. Medicine is as much of an art as it is a science. Thereâs never any guarantees.â
Extensive. Nerve damage. Skin grafts. As you take in his words, you let your hand wander up to the plasters covering your neck, just creeping up the side of your jawbone and onto your cheek. And for the first time, you think to yourself, stars, I must look hideous. âWell, I never wanted to be a beauty queen anyways,â you mumble, trying to cover your nervousness at the sudden realization that you donât even know what you look like anymore.
âIt will be an adjustment. But medical technology has come a long way. Youâll be much better off now than you would have been even a few years ago.â
âThanks.â He nods. âUm, if Iâm going to be here for a while- can you tell me if Cale wakes up?â
The doctor sighs. âHe⌠wasnât quite as lucky as you. But yes, I will keep you updated as much as I am allowed.â
When he leaves, and youâre alone again with only your thoughts and the soft chugging of an IV pump to your left, you find you canât keep yourself from picking restlessly at the loose edges of your bandages- even as you fall back into sleep.
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