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Extra Lessons | L.HS
Synopsis - y/n a struggling trainee sparks an intense connection with her strict trainer Heeseung, leading to a steamy, unexpected encounter during their private lessons.
Genre - trainer x trainee, dom!heeseung x inexperienced!reader, smut, fluff
Warnings - loss of virginity (reader), mention of first kiss (reader), reader is so inexperience, heeseung possessive asf here, 5 years age gap (heeseung is 23, y/n is 18), pet names (baby, princess, angel), swearings, fingering (f receiving), p in a v, unprotected sex (pls dont do this), dirty talks, nipple play, corruption kink, HEAVY making outs, praise kink (hee calls reader good girl)
Belleâs notes - i wish this happened to me irl :( likes, comments, and reblogs are always appreciated đ«¶đ»
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Heeseung was known for his strict and no-nonsense approach. His intense gaze and authoritative demeanor often sent shivers down the spines of trainees, who would instinctively straighten up and try harder under his watchful eyes. Despite his tough exterior, Heeseung was respected for his expertise and the success of the idols he had mentored.
Among the trainees, Y/n always seemed to catch his attention. Y/n was one of the youngest in the group, standing out with her quiet demeanor and petite frame. Her reserved nature made her appear fragile in contrast to the other confident, high-energy trainees. She wasnât the best at dancing and often found herself stumbling during practice, her lack of confidence evident in every misstep. Yet, there was something about her determination that struck a chord with Heeseung.
Y/n was hardworking, and despite her mistakes, she never gave up. Every time she fell behind, she would stay late after practice, pushing herself to improve.
Heeseung observed her from a distance, noting the shy but fierce look of concentration she wore while working on her moves. There was something endearing about her persistence, and it wasnât long before Heeseung decided to step in.
After one particularly grueling group session, Y/n lingered in the practice room, rehearsing a difficult dance sequence that had tripped her up earlier. She was so focused that she didnât notice Heeseung approaching until his deep voice interrupted her thoughts.
"Y/n," he called, making her jump slightly.
Turning quickly, she stood frozen as Heeseung approached. His eyes were as intense as ever, but his expression was softer than usual. She was used to his strict criticism, but this time, there was something different in his gaze.
âYouâre working hard,â he said, his voice low but not unkind. âBut youâre too tense. You need to relax.â
âIâm sorry,â she stammered, looking down at her feet. âIâll keep practicing until I get it right.â
Heeseung frowned. âThatâs not what I meant. Itâs good that youâre working hard, but youâre putting too much pressure on yourself. Itâs affecting your performance.â
Y/n bit her lip, feeling a lump form in her throat. She knew she wasnât as skilled as the others, and every mistake felt like another step away from her dream of becoming an idol.
"I don't want to fall behind," she admitted quietly, her voice barely above a whisper.
Heeseungâs gaze softened. He wasnât used to seeing trainees this vulnerable, especially someone as determined as Y/n. Without thinking, he placed a hand on her shoulder, startling her with the unexpected gesture.
âYouâre not falling behind,â he said, his voice firm but encouraging. âYou just need some guidance. Letâs work on this together.â
Y/nâs eyes widened in surprise. Extra lessons with Heeseung were rare and highly sought after by trainees, and she never expected to be offered one. She nodded quickly, her heart racing at the thought of having his full attention, but also nervous about whether she could live up to his expectations.
âThank you, Heeseung sunbae-nim,â she whispered, bowing her head in gratitude. âIâll do my best.â
The following day, Y/n arrived at the practice room for her first one-on-one session. Her nerves were on edge as she walked in, feeling the weight of Heeseungâs serious gaze as soon as she stepped inside. He stood near the mirror, his arms crossed as he watched her approach. The room felt smaller with just the two of them, and Y/n could feel her heart pounding in her chest.
"Ready?" he asked, his tone calm but authoritative.
Y/n nodded, wiping her clammy hands on her shorts. She took her place in front of the mirror, trying to steady her breathing as Heeseung moved to stand beside her. His presence was imposing, but not in the way that made her want to run. Instead, it made her want to prove herself.
They started with simple movements, Heeseung correcting her form and posture as they went along. He was patient, more so than she expected, offering advice and demonstrating each step with precision. Yet, no matter how much she focused, Y/n found herself making mistakes, her nerves getting the better of her.
At one point, she stumbled, nearly falling to the floor, but Heeseungâs quick reflexes caught her by the arm, steadying her.
"Relax," he murmured, his voice lower than usual. âYouâre thinking too much. Feel the music, donât force the movements.â
Y/n blinked up at him, her cheeks flushing under his scrutiny. She could feel her heart hammering in her chest, but not entirely from the dance. There was something about the way he looked at her, like he was seeing more than just a trainee.
Heeseung took a step back, giving her space, but his eyes never left hers. âLetâs take a break,â he suggested, motioning for her to sit. âYouâre overworking yourself.â
Grateful for the respite, Y/n sank onto the practice room floor, her legs feeling like jelly. She took a deep breath, glancing up as Heeseung sat down beside her, uncharacteristically close.
"Youâre trying too hard to be perfect," he said after a moment of silence. "Itâs not about perfection. Itâs about feeling the music and letting your body follow naturally."
Y/n looked down at her hands, unsure of how to respond. She had always felt like she had to be perfect, especially in an industry that demanded it. But hearing Heeseung say otherwise felt... comforting.
"How did you do it?" she asked, her voice quiet. âYouâre always so confident when you dance.â
Heeseung chuckled softly, a rare sound that made her look up in surprise. âI wasnât always like this,â he admitted. âWhen I first started training, I made plenty of mistakes. But I learned that being perfect isnât what matters. Itâs about how you recover from your mistakes.â
Y/n blinked, processing his words. Heeseung someone she had always seen as flawless had struggled too?
He must have seen the surprise in her eyes, because he added, âEveryone goes through it. Even the best dancers. But you canât give up on yourself.â
Y/n felt a flicker of hope ignite in her chest. Maybe she wasnât as far behind as she thought. Maybe, with Heeseungâs help, she could get better.
They resumed practice after their break, and though Y/n still stumbled a few times, she felt lighter. Each time she faltered, Heeseung was there, his steady hands guiding her, his voice reassuring. Little by little, she began to feel the rhythm of the music, her body moving more naturally under his watchful eye.
By the end of the session, Y/n was exhausted but also elated. For the first time in a long time, she felt like she could do this, that she might have a chance at becoming the idol she had always dreamed of being.
As they wrapped up, Heeseung looked at her, his intense gaze softening just a little.
"You're improving," he said simply.
Y/n smiled shyly, her cheeks warming at the compliment. âThank you. Iâll keep practicing.â
Heeseung nodded, his eyes lingering on her for a moment longer than necessary. âIâll see you tomorrow,â he said, his voice low.
âSame time.â
Y/nâs heart was racing as she caught a glimpse of Heeseung's biceps from his tanktop, and his tall figure towering over her.
"Let's begin," he said, his voice deep and commanding. Y/n nodded, trying to steady her trembling hands. As they started the routine, Heeseung's eyes traced her every move, his gaze intense and focused. He noticed her nervousness and took a step closer, his presence both intimidating and thrilling.
Midway through the dance, Heeseung's control began to slip. The sight of Y/n's delicate form was more captivating than he had anticipated. Every hesitant step she took seemed to pull him in, her innocence and vulnerability stirring something deep within him. His intense gaze followed her every move, and without thinking, he closed the distance between them.
In one swift motion, Heeseung's hand found its way to Y/nâs waist, his fingers gripping her soft skin with a firmness that sent a jolt of electricity through her. Before she could react, Heeseung spun her around, his lips crashing onto hers with a force that made her gasp in surprise.
The kiss was anything but gentle. It was hungry, raw, and overwhelming, like he had been holding back this desire for far too long. His lips moved against hers with an urgency that left no room for hesitation. Y/nâs heart raced as she felt the heat of his body press into her, the world around them fading into a blur. Her knees wobbled, but Heeseung's grip tightened, keeping her grounded as his lips devoured hers.
Y/nâs mind spun, her inexperience clashing with the intense feelings bubbling inside her. She had never been kissed like this. Hell she had never been kissed at all, and the sheer intensity of it was enough to make her dizzy. His lips were demanding, taking control as he explored her mouth with a sense of greediness that sent shivers down her spine.
Heeseungâs tongue brushed against her lips, coaxing them apart, and when she hesitated, he growled softly, deepening the kiss with a fierce determination. His tongue slipped into her mouth, tasting her, teasing her with slow, deliberate movements. Y/n couldnât help but moan softly into the kiss, her body instinctively responding to the heat radiating between them.
The sound only seemed to spur Heeseung on, his hand sliding up her back, pulling her closer until their bodies were flush against each other. His other hand cupped her face, his thumb brushing over her flushed cheek as he tilted her head, angling her lips to fit perfectly against his. Y/nâs pulse quickened as the kiss grew more heated, their lips colliding with a feverish intensity.
Heeseungâs kiss was relentless, a mix of heat and control that left Y/n breathless. His lips moved against hers with precision, each motion sending sparks of desire through her. She could feel his body tense with restrained power, his grip on her waist firm yet possessive, as if he couldnât get enough of her.
Every time Y/n thought he might pull away, Heeseung only deepened the kiss further. His tongue explored her mouth with a sensual dominance, the taste of him intoxicating as he claimed her with every movement. Heeseung's lips were hot, his breath ragged as he pushed her harder against him, his desire for her clear in the way his hands gripped her tighter.
A soft whimper escaped Y/nâs lips as his teeth grazed her lower lip, nibbling lightly before sucking it between his own. The feeling sent a sharp wave of pleasure coursing through her, and she couldnât stop the way her body responded, her hands clutching the fabric of his shirt as she melted into him. Heeseung smirked against her mouth, clearly enjoying the effect he had on her.
"You taste even better than I imagined," he murmured against her lips, his voice low and husky, sending a thrill through Y/n's body.
Before she could process his words, Heeseung's lips crashed back onto hers with renewed fervor, his kiss growing more hungry, more desperate. He kissed her like he wanted to consume her, like he couldnât stand the thought of pulling away even for a second. His hand tangled in her hair, gently tugging her head back to expose her neck. Without warning, his lips left hers, trailing hot, open-mouthed kisses down her jawline, his breath scorching her skin.
Y/nâs breath hitched as Heeseungâs lips brushed against the sensitive spot just below her ear, his teeth grazing her skin lightly before sucking on the delicate flesh. The sensation sent a wave of heat flooding through her, and she bit down on her lower lip to keep from moaning too loudly.
"You drive me crazy," Heeseung whispered, his voice dark and rough, his lips continuing their path down her neck. His kisses were searing, each one making her feel as if she were burning from the inside out. Heeseung nipped at her skin, his tongue soothing the sting as he moved lower, his lips brushing dangerously close to her collarbone.
Y/n's entire body felt like it was on fire, her chest heaving as she tried to steady her breathing. She could barely think, her mind consumed by the feeling of Heeseung's lips and the way his hands roamed her body with a hunger that made her knees weak. It was overwhelming, intoxicating, and she didnât want it to stop.
Heeseungâs lips returned to hers, his kiss more insistent, harsher than before. His hand slid down her back, resting on the curve of her waist as he pressed her closer to him, their bodies molding together as if they were made to fit this way. Y/n could feel the heat of his body radiating through his clothes, his hard muscles tense beneath her fingers.
"Iâm going to ruin you," he murmured against her lips, his breath hot and ragged.
He unbuttoned her crop top, revealing her small, perky breasts. Her nipples were already erect, betraying her arousal.
Heeseung's mouth watered as he leaned down, taking a taut peak between his lips. He sucked and teased, his tongue flicking across her sensitive bud. Y/n arched her back, a loud moan escaping her lips. She had never felt such pleasure, her body responding instinctively to his skilled touch. He pinched her nipples, rolling and tugging them until she was squirming beneath him, her hands gripping the couch cushions tightly.
His fingers trailed down her stomach, sliding beneath the waistband of her panties. He eased them down her slender thighs, revealing her bare pussy. Y/n's breath hitched as she felt the cool air on her exposed skin. Heeseung's fingers gently parted her folds, his thumb circling her clit, eliciting a soft whimper from her.
"You like that, don't you?" he murmured, his voice hoarse with desire. "Be my good girl and let me hear how much you're enjoying this Y/n."
He increased the pressure, rubbing her clit in firm circles, his fingers dipping into her wetness. Y/n's moans grew louder, her hips thrusting against his hand. He added another finger, stretching her, preparing her for what was to come. He eased his fingers in and out, building her pleasure until she was writhing beneath him, her body tense on the brink of release.
"Let it out for me princess," he commanded, his voice rough but gentle at the same time.
Y/n's body trembled as she surrendered to the overwhelming sensations, her orgasm ripping through her. She cried out, her back arching off the couch, her pussy clenching around his fingers. Heeseung continued to stroke her through her climax, drawing it out until she was a quivering mess.
He moved between her thighs, his hard cock straining against his pants. Y/n's eyes fluttered open, her face flushed and satisfied. Heeseung positioned himself at her entrance, his length pressing against her wetness. Slowly, he pushed inside, feeling her tightness envelop him. Y/n gasped, her body adjusting to the invasion.
Heeseung held himself still, giving her time to accommodate his size. Then, with a gentle rhythm, he began to move, his hips thrusting slowly at first, then picking up the pace. Y/n's eyes fluttered closed, her hands gripping his shoulders as she met his thrusts, her pussy squeezing his cock.
"You feel so fucking good, Y/n," he growled, his voice strained. "So tight and wet."
He increased the tempo, his cock sliding in and out of her with urgency. Y/n's breath came in short gasps, her nails digging into his shoulders. Heeseung's control was slipping again, his desire to possess her completely overwhelming.
"I'm going to cum inside you, angel," he grunted, his voice hoarse. "I want to fill you with my cum."
Y/n's body tightened around him as she felt his cock throbbing, her own pleasure building again. Heeseung's name escaped her lips in a breathless moan as she climaxed again, her pussy pulsating around him. He followed her over the edge, his cock twitching as he filled her with his hot release, their bodies connected in the most intimate way.
As their hearts slowed and their breathing evened out, Heeseung collapsed onto the couch beside Y/n, pulling her close. She snuggled against his chest, feeling safe in his arms as the warmth of their shared moment lingered. Heeseung kissed the top of her head, his fingers gently stroking her back.
âYou okay?â he asked softly, his voice full of tenderness.
Y/n nodded, her eyes half-closed. âYeah⊠Iâm okay,â she whispered, feeling a soft smile tug at her lips.
Heeseungâs hand cupped her cheek, his thumb brushing over her skin. âYou were amazing,â he murmured, pressing a kiss to her forehead. "You did so well."
Y/n blushed, her heart fluttering at the affection in his voice. âThank you⊠I didnât know it could feel like that,â she admitted shyly.
He chuckled, his eyes soft as he pulled her closer. âIâll run you a warm bath later, okay? You deserve it.â His voice was low and caring, filled with a sweetness that made Y/n's chest tighten.
She looked up at him, smiling softly. âYouâre really sweet,â she whispered, feeling a warmth spread through her.
âOnly for you,â he replied with a grin, kissing her gently. After a moment, he whispered, âYouâre mine now,â
Y/n nodded, her heart swelling with emotion. âI am.â
Heeseung smiled, kissing her one last time, his arms wrapped protectively around her as they settled into a comfortable silence, the connection between them deeper than before.
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Prove it to You | L.HS
boyfriend!heeseung x girfriend!reader warnings: smut (mdni), unprotected sex, cream pie, oral (m.rec), nipple play, mentions of insecurities, pet names (baby), they are sickly in love with one another, not proofread, anything else lmk! w.c: 6.5k synopsis: after a dinner with his friends, heeseung is feeling insecure about how well he's doing in the boyfriend department and wants to prove to you that he is the best boyfriend he can be. a/n: hi! it's my beautiful boys birthday!! i was going to make this a birthday themed fic but i figure cute, loving, bj receiving heeseung is just as good. as always, comments and reblogs are appreciated! happy heeseung day everyone <33
âBaby?â
A soft groan, warm and lazy, ripples through the stillness of the room that disguises itself as a hum. Your body, still heavy with sleep, feels the tender weight of a hand shaking your arm gently, followed by the familiar brush of lips against your shoulder. The gesture is soft, loving - but something about the way he calls for you feels different, slightly urgent even though there is no panic in his tone.
âBaby, can you wake up?â
Thereâs a tremor in Heeseungâs voice, something uneasy in the way his breath catches. He exhales heavily, almost shakily, and even with your eyes still closed, it pulls at your heart. Sleep evaporates from your mind like mist in the morning sun, replaced by a rising wave of concern.
Shuffling beneath the blankets, you force your heavy eyelids open, eyes blurry and hazed with sleep, yet focused on finding him. His face, cast in a soft amber glow from the streetlight outside, looks tired, but more than that - troubled. You blink through the grit in your eyes, the edges of your world soft with drowsiness, but your senses sharpen as you take him in.
âHeeseung, are you okay?â you murmur, voice hushed, still tinged with sleep but now laced with concern. The early morning quiet stretches between you, amplifying every small sound - the rustle of sheets, the quiet hum of the city outside, and the silence that lingers after your question.
Last night, Heeseung had gone out to meet friends for a casual dinner, something you knew he needed after weeks buried in work. But now, the light flush across his cheeks and the pink on the bridge of his nose tells you heâs had a few beers to drink. What it also tells you, though, is that he hasnât slept it off, which means he just got home this second or canât sleep with something on his mind.Â
Considering he never wakes you up unless something is plaguing him, youâre concluding that it might be the latter.
His hand brushes through your hair, tender fingers sweeping strands back from your face, and for a moment, thereâs a flicker of a smile. Even in his unease, he pauses to take in the sight of you like this, soft and unguarded in the dim glow, all the rough edges of the world smoothed out by the stillness of night. For just a second, his worry seems to melt as he looks at you, a constant habit that Heeseung has picked up over the past year of being yours.
âHee?â you try again, voice a little more awake now, though still gentle. âWhatâs wrong?â
His eyes drop, his lips part, but hesitation knots the words in his throat. The silence grows heavy, until finally, he speaks, his voice quieter than before, tinged with vulnerability.
âDo you think Iâm a good boyfriend?â
The question hangs in the air, and it throws you, making you pause. Confusion settles in your brow as you tilt your head slightly. âWhat?â
His eyes flick up to meet yours, searching, unsure. âDo you think Iâm a good boyfriend? LikeâŠwould you say Iâm doing enough?â
You sit up slowly, the dregs of sleep finally falling away as you try to process his question. Your hand reaches out instinctively, resting on his chest where his heart beats, steady but tense beneath your touch. âHeeseung, of course I think youâre a good boyfriend. Why would you even ask that?â
The words feel almost inadequate because, to you, Heeseung is so much more than a good boyfriend - heâs everything you could have ever dreamed of. Sure, there are times when you argue, moments when life throws obstacles your way, and things feel heavy. But even in those moments, he never makes you feel anything less than loved. Heâs thoughtful in ways that go beyond grand gestures - it's in the quiet moments, like when he remembers the smallest details about your day or when he texts you just to remind you that heâs thinking of you. Itâs the way he looks at you when he thinks you donât notice, how he prioritises your happiness even when heâs tired, always putting you first with a selflessness that makes your heart ache.
Sitting here in the half-light, you can see the weight heâs carrying, the subtle hunch of his shoulders, the way his lips twitch like heâs trying to hold something back. And yet, even in his uncertainty, heâs still reaching out for you, seeking comfort not just for himself but to make sure youâre okay, too. Thatâs who Heeseung is - someone who loves deeply, who gives even when he feels empty.
Gently, you brush your fingers along the line of his jaw, feeling the familiar warmth of his skin beneath your touch. âHeeseung,â you say softly, your voice steady and full of warmth, âyouâre the best boyfriend I could ever ask for. Truly. Whatâs going on, baby? Whatâs making you feel like this?â
Thereâs a flicker of doubt in his eyes, but your words seem to seep into the cracks, easing some of the tension from his face. The quiet that follows is tender, filled with unspoken love, and though you donât have all the answers yet, youâll hold him through the storm of his thoughts, as he has done for you so many times before.
Heeseung sighs softly, rubbing the back of his neck as though the words are heavy on his tongue. His gaze flickers away from you briefly, lost somewhere in the dim glow of the room as he gathers his thoughts.
âAt dinnerâŠâ he begins, his voice quieter, a little shaky, âthe girls were talking about their boyfriends. Saying how they donât pay attention to them, or⊠ike, donât really know them. They never ask questions about their day, always show up late to things, or forget important dates. You know, that kind of stuff.â
He pauses, his brows knitting together as his mind drifts back to the conversation, and you can almost see the whirlwind of thoughts spinning in his head, tugging at his insecurities. Heâs overthinking now, replaying every single moment from your relationship, each time he mightâve been late or distracted, every little instance where he thinks he mightâve fallen short. You know him too well - this is how Heeseung is. His heart is so full of care that the idea of disappointing you sends him spiralling into self-doubt.
Where he sees gaps, you only see love, commitment, and an attentiveness that most people only dream of. Heeseung has never been that boyfriend - the one who forgets anniversaries, or who doesnât show up when you need him, or who brushes off your feelings. If anything, heâs the exact opposite.
You remember the countless times heâs sat with you after a long day, listening intently, no matter how tired he was, asking questions and making sure you felt heard. How he never lets a single date slip by without doing something specialâwhether itâs taking you out for a quiet dinner or leaving a note by the coffee pot before he heads off to work. He remembers the smallest details, the way your eyes light up when you talk about a favourite book or a song, and heâll bring those things up weeks later, proving that he was paying attention all along.
A faint, incredulous chuckle escapes your lips - not mocking, but pure disbelief. âBaby, you have to understand,â you say, your voice gentle but filled with warmth, âthose things? The things they were talking about? Thatâs what every boyfriend does at some point.â
Heeseung shrinks a little at that, his shoulders hunching slightly as though your words only confirm his worst fears. His face falls, the vulnerability in his expression deepening, and itâs clear his mind is starting to spiral again, pulling him into a pit of self-doubt. But before he can fall too deep, you reach for him, gently placing your hand on his cheek, your thumb brushing over his skin in a soothing gesture.
You donât let him stew in his thoughts for long. âBut youâyouâre like that rare 0.01% that is nothing like that,â you continue, your tone firm yet loving. âHee, youâre so attentive to me. Youâre always listening to me, even when Iâm banging on about the same thing over and over again. You always show up for me, even when youâre tired or stressed. I donât think youâve ever missed a date, let alone forgotten an important one.â
His brows knit together, the tension easing just a fraction as he listens, his eyes flicking up to meet yours. Thereâs still doubt lingering there, but the warmth in your voice seems to be cutting through it, slowly but surely.
âI mean, youâve never turned up late to anything - not once,â you add with a soft smile, your hand sliding down to rest on his chest, feeling the steady rhythm of his heartbeat beneath your palm. âYouâre thoughtful in ways that those girls were probably dreaming about when they were talking. You remember things Iâve forgotten I even told you. And even when things get rough, you never make me feel like Iâm alone in it. Youâre always there, Heeseung. Always.â
Heeseung exhales, the weight of your words finally starting to settle in, though the remnants of doubt still linger in his eyes. He shakes his head, the smallest of smiles playing on his lips, but you can tell heâs still struggling to shake the thoughts entirely.
âI justâŠI donât want to take you for granted. I never want to be that guy who doesnât pay attention or makes you feel like youâre not important.â
âYou could never,â you whisper, leaning in to press a soft kiss to his lips, letting it linger just long enough to feel the warmth of him. âThe fact that you want to be a good boyfriend already proves that you are.â
Heeseung lets out a soft laugh, his breath warm against your lips as you peck his lips once more to punctuate your reassurances. He bites his lip, giving you that boyish, slightly embarrassed smile that always makes your heart flutter.
âYou think so?â he asks, his voice quieter now, almost like heâs seeking reassurance even though he knows heâs already got it.
You raise an eyebrow playfully, a smirk tugging at the corner of your lips. âI know so,â you tease, letting your fingers trace gentle circles on his chest. âI mean, come on - how many boyfriends out there get worried in the middle of the night about whether theyâre doing enough for their girlfriends? Youâre basically setting the bar impossibly high for everyone else.â
Heeseung chuckles again, shaking his head in mock disbelief. âOh, so now Iâm the standard, huh?â
âYouâre more than the standard, youâre the dream.â
Smiling widely, your boyfriend leans in to kiss you once again, this time more confident and at ease. Itâs not like Heeseung to be vulnerable like this, the mix of alcohol and the early morning hours playing a massive part in his sudden change in behaviour. But he is so thankful that you arenât judging him or deflecting his concerns in a passive moment even though you could have. It speaks volumes of your love and adoration for him, and that makes him feel more loved than anything else in the world.
His petal-soft lips melt with yours, your love blooming through each passing breath and brush of his nose with yours. His palms find a place on your waist as he guides you to crawl onto his lap, the sheets that were keeping you warm in your cocoon of sleep now long gone, the heat from Heeseungâs passion now flooding your blood streams.Â
His hands slide up your waist, fingers gently exploring the curve of your sides before resting at the small of your back. The heat of his touch burns through the thin fabric of your sleepwear, making you feel as though your skin might ignite under his fingertips. He pulls you closer, guiding you onto his lap with ease, and you can feel his body radiating warmth beneath you, a quiet strength that grounds you even as your heart races.
The kiss deepens, slow and deliberate, a dance of lips and breath, where neither of you is in a rush, savouring the moment for all itâs worth. His lips move with a softness thatâs intoxicating, every caress sending shivers down your spine. He tastes like something familiar, something safe and beautifulâlike home.
âI love you so much, baby,â he murmurs into the kiss, his voice rough with longing, each word brushing against your lips like a secret meant only for you. His breath, hot and uneven, fans over your face, and the way he speaks, the intensity in his tone, makes your chest swell with so much emotion you feel like you might burst. Itâs a confession heâs made a thousand times, yet each time it feels like the first, igniting a fire inside you that only he can.
If there was ever a reason for your heart to exist, for your lungs to draw breath, it would be to love Heeseung. Your heart is to keep you alive, but if you can't love him like this, there's no reason to exist.
Nodding, you smile against his lips, a soft sound of contentment escaping you as you press closer to his chest, wanting to feel every inch of him, to be as close as physically possible. Your hands find their way into his hair, fingers tangling in the soft strands as you deepen the kiss, pouring all your love into it. âI love you too, Hee,â you whisper between kisses, your voice low, filled with an ache that matches his. âAlways.â
His hands tighten around you, holding you as if heâs afraid you might slip away, his kisses becoming more urgent, more desperate. His lips move against yours with a hunger that takes your breath away, and itâs like heâs trying to convey all the things he canât put into words - the depth of his love, his need for you, how you mean everything to him.
Hands roaming your now alert body, Heeseung grips and caresses every inch of skin he can, his fingers dancing along your back as his nails drag down ever so gently, just enough for you to feel the bite. He needs you under his skin. He needs you part of him. He needs you full stop.
Every brush of his lips, every gentle tug of your lower lip, every graze of his teeth sends a thrill through you, making your skin hum with electricity. His hand moves up to cradle your face, thumb brushing over your cheek as he pulls back just enough to look into your eyes, his gaze dark with emotion, his chest rising and falling with heavy breaths.
âI know we just had a sappy moment and I donât want this to take away from it, but Iâm horny as fuck right now.â
A sharp laugh escapes you, breaking through the intensity of the moment, and you shake your head at Heeseung's bluntness, though the heat in the room is unmistakable. His words mightâve caught you off guard, but they donât surprise you - itâs just so him to switch from vulnerability to desire with the same raw passion.
You grin at him, your hands still tangled in his hair, and lean in to press a playful kiss to the corner of his mouth. âOh, really?â you tease, your voice light but laced with that same unspoken tension thatâs been building between you. âI never would have guessed with your cock poking my thigh.â
You both look down and see Heeseungâs member semi-hard, concealed only by his boxers. It makes you bite your lip in lust as you reply moments that his thick cock has taken you to the stars, has made you arch your back as your heart tries to leap from your chest and shout how much you love his inches pounding into you.
Heeseung's cheeks flush a deep pink, only adding to the alcohol flush he still has blushing over his features,, but that signature mischievous grin appears on his face, his embarrassment melting into amusement. He lets out a soft chuckle, his eyes flicking between your teasing gaze and the obvious evidence of his desire pressing against you.
"Well," he says, his voice dropping an octave, his hand tightening slightly on your waist, "you canât blame me, can you? I mean, look at you." His tone is playful, but thereâs no mistaking the hunger behind his words as his eyes roam over your body, drinking in every inch of you. His lips find their way to your neck, teeth working in tandem to nip at your skin before he speaks again. âYâknow, I should prove that Iâm a good boyfriend, not just say it.â
A part of you wants to tell him that he proves it every day, that he is even proving it right now, but you know what this will lead to and youâll be damned if you donât let him continue. So you play along, smirking as you feel his mouth move south, kissing over your collarbone.
âI think you should,â you giggle out in a moan as his teeth sink into you. The sound escapes your lips unbidden, a mixture of laughter and desire, and you feel his cock twitch at the sound, a primal response that only fuels the fire igniting between you both. Any noise you make is Heeseungâs favourite song.
With a swift motion, Heeseung peels your tank top off, revealing your breasts. He ogles at them, memorising every mark, line, and curve of them as if he doesnât study them every day. If he was set the challenge to draw them from memory, he could pass with flying colours.
Attaching his mouth to your right nipple, he teasingly bites around the peak and flicks it with his tongue before wrapping his lips around it, sucking gently as if heâs savoring a fine wine. The sensation sends an electric jolt through you, arching your back and pushing your chest further into him, a silent plea for more. Heeseung's hands cup your breasts, his thumbs brushing over your sensitive skin, heightening the delicious tension that spirals between you.
âGod, youâre beautiful,â he murmurs against your skin, his breath hot and ragged, punctuating each word with soft kisses. The way he admires you - like youâre a masterpiece and heâs not even worthy to be standing in the museum you decorate - fills you with a sense of exhilaration. You canât help but tilt your head back, surrendering to the waves of pleasure crashing over you as he lavishes attention on your body.
His mouth moves from your breast to your collarbone, trailing kisses that leave a path of fire in their wake. As he nips at your skin, you feel a rush of warmth pool low in your belly, the heady mix of desire and adoration overwhelming. Heeseung's fingers dig into your hips, anchoring you to him, and you can feel the way his body responds to yours - hard and insistent against your thigh.Â
âAm I proving myself?â he asks playfully, pulling back to look into your eyes, his gaze dark with lust and mischief. His lips glisten slightly, and you canât help but admire how he looks at this moment - wild and undone, completely lost in the taste of you.
âMore than you know,â you breathe, a smile creeping onto your lips as you lean in closer, brushing your nose against his. The closeness feels intoxicating, every heartbeat syncing with his own. âBut I think thereâs a way you can really prove it to me.â
With a playful glint in your eye, you push him back gently, manoeuvring him to lie flat against the soft sheets. You straddle him, your knees pressing into the mattress on either side of his hips, and you can feel his heat radiating beneath you. The shift in position gives you a sense of power, an exhilarating thrill that makes your pulse race.
Leaning down, you place a teasing kiss on his lips before trailing your mouth lower, down his chest, savouring every inch of skin you encounter. You take your time, letting your lips brush against his abs, feeling the taut muscles beneath your fingertips as you draw nearer to where you want to be.
âThis doesnât feel like me proving Iâm a good boyfriend if youâre doing all the work,â he laughs, his voice rich with playful sarcasm.
âJust relax,â you murmur, looking up at him through your lashes, a smirk playing on your lips. âIâve got this.â With that, you pull down his boxers, revealing him fully, the sight of his arousal making your heart race even faster. The air is thick with tension and anticipation, and as you wrap your fingers around him, the thrill of whatâs to come sends shivers down your spine.
âSeriously, Y/N, why donât I-â
You interrupt him, your voice playful yet sultry, âIâm literally in love with your cock, so if you want to âproveâ youâre a good boyfriend, youâll let me suck it.â You smile innocently up at your boyfriend, and the mischievous glint in your eyes only heightens the intensity of the moment. When you say you love his cock, that isnât even enough to convey just how much you worship it.
For the past year, this single cock has taken you to heaven and back, lifting you past the clouds and into galaxies that havenât even been explored yet. Heeseung has done more for your pleasure than any self-exploration or rose toy could ever hope to give you. If he wants to talk about womenâs complaints about their boyfriends, unsatisfying sex is more common than not, and he has yet to disappoint you.
When you first started dating, the chemistry between you was so strong that you found yourselves lost in each otherâs arms on the very first date. Even then, while you still had so much to learn about one another - your likes and dislikes, how you moved with one another - Heeseung somehow pressed every button inside you, fine-tuning spots you hadnât even discovered yet. He is so attuned to your needs, both physically and mentally.
That is how you know he is a cut above the rest.
With a teasing grin, you peel his boxers down further, exposing him completely to your gaze. You take a moment to admire him, the way his length stands proud and eager, glistening slightly with anticipation. Itâs a sight that always sends a rush of heat through you, and you canât help but feel a thrill of excitement at the thought of whatâs to come.
Leaning in closer, you let your breath ghost over the tip of his cock, watching as he shudders in response. The tension in his body is palpable, and it fuels your desire even more. You give him a slow, teasing lick, starting from the base and moving up to the tip, taking your time to savour the taste of him. A low groan escapes his lips, and the sound makes your heart race, sending a thrill of pleasure coursing through you.
âY/N,â he gasps, his voice thick with desire, âyou really donât have toââ
But you cut him off again, looking at him with wide, playful eyes. âI want to,â you assure him, your voice barely a whisper as you lean in, capturing his tip in your mouth. The warmth of you envelops him, and you hollow your cheeks, sucking gently as you begin to take him deeper.
Heeseungâs hands find their way to your hair, fingers threading through it as he guides you softly, his breaths turning into heavy pants. You love the way he watches you, eyes dark and filled with a mix of admiration and lust. As you take him deeper, you let your tongue swirl around the tip, teasing and tantalizing him, every flick sending shockwaves of pleasure through his body.
Gathering your hair into a ponytail, threading his fingers through your strands, making sure he doesnât miss a bit, he begins to tie your hair up. He does this; one, so he can see your pretty lips wrapping around him, and two, because he knows how annoyed you get when your hair is in your face. Itâs partly the reason why he always carries a bobble on his wrist, for spontaneous times like this.Â
The black bobble has come in handy more times than he can count; parties, work events, in the car, you name it. You love to suck his cock, there was no denying it in his mind, hence why he is always prepared.
With each slow movement, you can feel Heeseungâs tension building. You watch him closely, revelling in the way his mouth falls open slightly as if heâs struggling to find the words to express what heâs feeling. His chest rises and falls, each breath coming faster than the last as you continue to work your mouth around him. The way his body reacts to you only serves to heighten your own arousal, the heat pooling low in your belly.
âGod, youâre so perfect,â he breathes, his voice shaky as he tries to keep control. You can sense his yearning, a mix of desire and admiration that makes you feel powerful. With every moment that passes, you grow more determined to show him just how much he means to you, how deeply you crave him.
You start to pick up the pace, your head moving faster as you slide him deeper into your mouth, allowing your lips to wrap around him snugly. You can feel the muscles in his thighs tense, his body urging you on as he struggles not to bust a load in your mouth right here and now. The raw desperation in his eyes only ignites your need for him, and you find yourself lost in the rhythm of it, moving in sync with the unspoken connection between you.
âY/N, please, Iâll not last long,â he murmurs, his voice thick with longing as he bites his lip, a look of unrestrained pleasure crossing his features. You can tell heâs holding back, wanting to let go but trying to let you take your time. The contrast of his restraint against your eagerness sends a rush of heat through you, and you can feel the warmth of his skin beneath your fingertips as you squeeze his thighs.
Instead of slowing down, you push him fully down your throat, the bell of his cock sitting exactly where your voicebox is located, and you swallow. Itâs something you know he loves more than anything and thanks to a lot of practice paired with patience from your boyfriend, you perfected it.Â
Your glands suck him in, your throat gagging at the intrusion of his cock as it tries to gulp down, Heeseung thrashes beneath you, holding in his breath and he tenses, toes curling in desperation.Â
âJesus, fuck,â he gasps out through gritted teeth, the intensity of the sensation overwhelming him. His fingers grip your hair tighter, a mix of pleasure and desperation coursing through him as he feels you take him deeper than ever. The warm heat enveloping him is almost too much to bear, and he can't help but thrust his hips slightly, seeking that delicious friction that drives him wild.
You can feel every shudder and quake of his body, the way he fights against the urge to let go. With each swallow, you tighten your throat around him, your body instinctively reacting to his need. The vibrations from your throat send shockwaves through his entire length, and you can tell heâs teetering on the edge of bliss.
âY/N,â he moans, his voice laced with an intoxicating mix of desperation and awe. âYouâre so fucking perfect.â The way he breathes your name is music to your ears, fueling your desire even more. The rasp in his tone along with the tiny giggle that pushes out, showcases the glee he is feeling within himself. Itâs a beautiful contrast to how this rude awakening started.
Determined to push him over the edge, you pull back just slightly, letting the tip of him rest on your tongue as you swirl it around his knob, dipping it past his slit a few times before diving back down, taking him fully once more. Each movement is deliberate, each glide of your lips sending him further into the abyss of pleasure. The sound of your lips slurping and the wetness of your mouth fills the room, creating an intoxicating rhythm that both of you are losing yourself in.
âPlease, stop,â he begs, his eyes squeezing shut as he loses himself in the moment. âI canât hold back much longer.â You revel in the power you have over him, the way your actions leave him breathless and yearning. Itâs a heady feeling, one that makes you want to do this forever, to draw out his pleasure as long as you can.
But just as you think he might tumble over the edge, Heeseung suddenly pulls you off, his chest heaving with laboured breaths as he fights to regain control. His gaze is dark, filled with desire and a hint of desperation, and it sends a thrill through you as he locks eyes with you.
With a swift motion, he pulls your face up to his, capturing your lips in a feverish kiss. Itâs a clash of passion, a mix of lingering sweetness and raw hunger as his mouth moves against yours, igniting a fire deep within you. He can taste the remnants of your earlier actions on his tongue, a tantalising reminder of what just transpired, and it makes him crave you even more.
As you kiss, his fingers find home between your legs, feeling how wet you are just from sucking his cock. The feeling makes him smirk, his ego growing along with his arousal. He pushes your shorts and underwear to the side and you gasp into his mouth as you feel the heat of his member sliding against your heat, the sensation sending electric sparks coursing through your body. The intimacy of the moment wraps around you both, intensifying the connection between you as you can feel his need pressing against you.
âGod, I need you so fucking bad,â Heeseung breathes between kisses, his voice rough and laced with longing. You can feel the urgency in his words, the way heâs teetering on the brink of desire, and it only fuels your own craving for him. The way his body reacts to yours, the heat radiating off him, makes your heart race faster, and you instinctively press against him, seeking that sweet friction. âLet me fuck you, please, baby.â Heeseung is whiny and desperate, which means you know heâs close, seeking out that sweet release.
You break the kiss just long enough to whisper, âFuck me, please, Hee.â Your words are barely audible but equally as yearning as they hang in the air between you, filled with unspoken promises and undeniable need. The invitation ignites something primal in him, and you can see the flicker of determination in his eyes as he moves to claim you, each moment stretching out as you both surrender to the overwhelming connection that binds you together.
With a sudden urgency, Heeseung captures your lips again, his mouth moving against yours with a fervour that sends shivers down your spine. He pulls you closer, his hands roaming over your skin, igniting every nerve ending as he explores your body. His lips leave yours, trailing kisses down your neck, his warm breath sending delightful chills across your skin. When his mouth finds your breasts again, he takes your right nipple into his mouth, sucking gently before nibbling around the peak, his tongue swirling and teasing as he sends waves of pleasure through you.
Slipping into your heat, Heeseungâs cock finally stretches you open, a gasp in harmony orchestrating around your bedroom. Your eyes roll back as he fills you to the hilt, the exquisite sensation sending electric pulses of pleasure coursing through every part of your body. Heeseung pauses for just a moment, letting you adjust to his size, his breath coming in heavy pants as he watches you. His expression is a mix of desire and reverence, as if heâs savouring this just as much as you are.
âGod, you feel amazing,â he murmurs, his voice thick with need as he slowly pulls back, only to plunge deep again. Each thrust is a slow exploration at first, deliberate and measured, as he seeks to bring you both to that blissful peak. The sensation of his cock sliding against your inner walls sends waves of pleasure through you, igniting every nerve ending. Heeseung's eyes never leave your face, drinking in the sight of you lost in ecstasy, each gasp and moan drawing him deeper into the moment.
Heeseung's hands grip your hips, fingers digging into your flesh as he finds a steady rhythm, pushing deeper with each thrust, trying to prove to you just how great of a boyfriend he can be, how he will give you everything he has; mind, body, and spirit.Â
Your body instinctively responds, arching into him, craving more as the world around you fades into nothingness. The sounds of skin slapping against skin echo in the quiet room, punctuated by the symphony of your shared gasps and moans. Itâs a primal dance of desire, every thrust driving you further into ecstasy, the overwhelming connection between you deepening with each movement.
âFuck, youâre so tight,â he groans, his voice low and husky, thick with pleasure as he quickens his pace. It doesnât matter how many times he fucks you, your walls will always welcome him in the most delicious way.Â
You can feel the tension building within you, each powerful thrust causing your heart to race and your breath to hitch. The urgency in his thrusts builds, each movement charged with desperation and longing as he seeks to drive you both to the brink. He leans down, capturing your lips in another heated kiss, his tongue dancing with yours, mingling your breaths and surrendering to the intoxicating heat that envelops you both.
As he kisses you, his hands roam down to your thighs, lifting your legs higher to allow him even deeper access. The shift in angle sends shockwaves of pleasure surging through you, your moans mingling with his as he hits that sweet spot inside you. You can feel the pressure building, the familiar tight coil of pleasure winding tighter and tighter within you, urging you closer to release.
âY/N,â he breathes against your lips, his voice low and breathy, filled with both desire and admiration. âYouâre everything to me.â The words resonate deep within your chest, and they only serve to heighten the intensity of your yearning. âI want you to cum for me,â he murmurs, his fingers finding your clit, rubbing in perfect time with his thrusts, his thumb pressing down on your sensitive bud.
The sensation of his fingers combined with the friction of his cock sends you spiralling toward the edge. With each stroke of his cock and each flick of his fingers, the pressure within you intensifies, your body craving that release as he pushes you closer and closer to the precipice. You can feel the heat pooling in your core, a delicious tension building that threatens to overflow.
âHee, Iâm so close,â you gasp, nails digging into his back as the sensations overwhelm you. Heeseung groans in response, his thrusts growing more frantic, his desire matching your own as he chases that high alongside you. âJust a little more,â he urges, his voice thick with need, every thrust a promise of the pleasure to come.
Your breaths come in sharp bursts as the pleasure builds to an unbearable peak, the world around you narrowing to just the two of you. With every movement, Heeseung brings you closer to the edge, the rhythm of his hips and the precision of his fingers drawing you nearer to bliss. Your body begins to tremble, the coil inside you winding tighter as Heeseungâs pace quickens, urgency fueling every thrust.
âLet go for me, baby,â he whispers, his voice heavy with need, and that simple command pushes you over the edge. With a cry that echoes through the room, your body explodes in pleasure, waves of ecstasy crashing over you as you shatter beneath him. The sensation washes over you, and as you lose yourself to it, you can feel Heeseung following closely behind, his own release spilling into you as he groans your name, ropes of his cum painting your walls, the heat adding to your pleasure and making your cunt try and swallow each drop. The two of you are lost in the moment, the world outside forgotten, and doubts in Heeseungâs mind now vanished, as you find your bliss together in that perfect union.
As the waves of pleasure finally begin to subside, you find yourself still tangled together, your breaths mingling in the warm air. Heeseungâs arms are wrapped securely around you, holding you close as his heartbeat gradually slows, though the lingering electricity between you remains palpable. You can feel the aftershocks of your climax coursing through you along with the final jumps of his cock, each pulse a gentle reminder of the ecstasy you just shared.
Heeseung gently pulls out, and a soft whimper escapes your lips at the loss, but heâs quick to pull you into his embrace, cradling you against his chest. His fingers brush through your hair, and you canât help but smile, the afterglow of your connection illuminating your heart. âSo, did I prove myself,â he breathes, a satisfied grin spreading across his face as he meets your gaze. Thereâs a playful glimmer in his eyes, one that reminds you of how much he relishes in these moments with you.
âYou never had to prove anything, Hee. You prove yourself every single day.â Your voice is earnest and raw, meaning every word. Your hand comes up to cradle his cheek as you stroke his flushed face. âI love you so much, baby. Please never doubt yourself like that again.âÂ
Heeseungâs eyes soften at your words, warmth flooding his features as he leans into your touch, relishing the way your fingers caress his skin. The sincerity in your voice wraps around him like a comforting blanket, easing away any lingering insecurities. âYou really mean that?â he asks, his voice barely above a whisper, tinged with vulnerability.Â
âOf course, I do,â you assure him, the depth of your affection pouring into each syllable. âYou are everything Iâve ever wanted and more. I donât just say it for the sake of it; you really are perfect for me, Hee.â
His heart swells at your declaration, a grin breaking through the remnants of his earlier doubt. âWell, I guess that means I should keep doing what Iâm doing, yeah?â He chuckles lightly, the sound brightening the atmosphere between you.
âDefinitely, â you giggle, kissing his chest as you settle your head there, listening to his heartbeat, the one that beats only for you. âJust keep being mine.â
âAlways.â
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OFFERING A HAND. (L.H)
logan howlett x gn!reader
word count. 1369
summary. requested here. logan overhears you crying one night. though the dynamics of your relationship have never been established, he canât quite leave you alone. and so, he knocks on your door. doing what he can to comfort you
It was a bad day. Another bad day at the end of a bad week. Another bad week.Â
You didnât even know what it was that you were feeling, what had got you feeling this way. All you did know, is that your head hurt, the pressure building behind your eyes as you try your best not to actualise your sadness. Purposefully distracting yourself as a way to manage it.Â
Youâre in your room at the mansion, earphones plugged in with your door shut â minimal light from the moon creeping through your window. You lay in bed on your side, legs comfortably tucked up as you listen to your music, the volume high enough to drown out everything else.
It was loud, so much so that youâre unaware of the knocks at your door â the presence of Logan on the other side. The smell and sounds of your sobs catching his attention from the room over.Â
He knew it wasnât his responsibility, wasnât his duty to check on you âthe confusing dynamics of your unspoken relationship often making things difficultâ though heâs not heartless. Heâs not cruel. He couldnât let you be alone, knowing you were crying in your room.Â
His knocks go unheard, though he knew you were in there. The smell of your salty tears just as fragrant as before â maybe even more so now up close.
You see a crack of light illuminate around your room as the door ever so slowly opens, Logan lingering between the small gap in the doorframe. You whip your neck around to follow the silhouette, your hands immediately reaching to wipe your eyes when you spot him. Â
âEverything okay in here?â he asks, speaking tentatively. His footing hesitant.Â
You unplug your earphones and give your eyes another quick wipe, hastily brushing the wet from under them.Â
âMhm-hm,â you hum, afraid of what your voice may sound like.Â
âYou sure?â he questions, slowly eyeing around your dim room. âIt uhâ it doesnât sound like it.â
You briefly drop your head into your hands and clear your throat, adjusting yourself more comfortably on the bed. Sitting up, you cross your legs and plop a plushie atop â your comfort plushie. Awkwardly playing with the ears as a way of distracting yourself.Â
âIâm good,â you shrug, weakly laughing as if to lighten the mood â make it seem like no big deal.Â
His eyes hone in on your fidgeting hands, a slight warmness spreading in them once he realises what youâre doing. He looks back out into the hallway like he was weighing his options, until he glances back at you sitting sadly on your bed, bottom lip practically wobbling.Â
He exhales as he scratches the back of his neck, clearly unsure of what to do.
âSeriously,â you clear your throat once more. âIâm good. Iâm good,â you say, the tone changing by the second repeat â speaking like it was you who needed convincing.Â
He shakes his head and steps further into your room, closing the door behind himself as he walks over to you. âCan I sit?â he questions, and once heâs met with a nod from you, he takes a seat at the edge just beside you.
âI donât know why Iâm sad,â you murmur, eyes focused on your lap. Your hands still fiddling with the fluff of your stuffed animal. âI donât know,â you shrug, suddenly feeling embarrassed by all this vulnerability.Â
He nods faintly, the act showing that heâs listening to you. Itâs like heâs uncertain of what to say, scared of saying the wrong thing.
âSorry,â you shake your head, softly scoffing to yourself.Â
âNo,â he mirrors your head movement. âDonât be.â
Logan hesitates, his hand slowly reaching for yours. He clasps around it, his fingers interlocking with yours before giving you a slight squeeze. âItâs okay,â he nods, reaffirming his words.
The contact alone of his hand in yours is enough to reopen those feelings you tried ever so desperately to contain. New tears slowly forming in your eyes from his simple act of warmth.Â
He keeps his eyes on the side of you, watching you softly while you do everything you can not to meet his gaze â forcefully keeping them on your interlocked hands.Â
And with your spare hand, you bring it up to your face, elbow resting on your knee to cover your eyes, not wanting him to see you cry.
But it was too late, he saw it and his heart hurt for you. He pulses your hand, his fingers soothingly skimming over the back of it. He couldnât bear to see you like this. And though the logistics of your relationship have never been solidified, that didnât mean he didnât care for you, didnât like you.
You cry quietly into your hand, the pads of your fingers briskly wiping away every tear that fell.Â
âCome on,â he mutters, voice soft as he adjusts on the bed, turning inward to you beside him. âLet me take care of you.â
Without a second to debate it, you repeat after him â twisting in to face him. You let go of his hand and wrap both arms around him, hands tight on his back as you bury your face into his shoulder. Head tucked in the crook of his neck.
His arms follow after you in the same way, hands grasped tight on your back as he soothes you â a palm brushing up the length of it, calming you. The warmth and softness of him only deepen your sobs.
He coos faintly, the sound like he was trying to further the comfort. His large, manish hands running up the expanse of your spine until one situates behind your head, cradling it carefully. Holding it closer to him.Â
You mutter something into him, the incohesive words muffling against his neck.
And before you have to repeat yourself, heâs pulling away to look down at you. The hand on your back moving to the side of your face, his thumb gliding under your eye to swipe away a tear bead. He keeps his eyes focused on you, gaze purely soft as he flickers over your face.
âOne more time, sweet thing,â he prompts, referring to your prior, indistinct sentence a moment.
âThank you,â you repeat, a slight waver in your voice. âI mean it, thank you,â you nod and give his back a brief squeeze before parting.
His hand still cupping your face. âI know,â he says, words gentle.
He leans in, pressing a kiss to your cheek, his lips lingering for a moment before he pulls away. You hold his eye contact, smiling sadly at him as you do so. He can be so sweet.
âUm,â you start, unsure of whatâs about to come from your mouth. âCan you stay with me for a bit?âÂ
He pauses, his features forcefully stiffening âhiding a grinâ before he nods, silently agreeing.
You smile at him again, this time it's far sweeter, the reasoning far sweeter. You resume your original lying position, only this time itâs facing inwards, leaving space for Logan to lay in front.
He follows your lead, moving across the bed to lie in the same way you do â his body facing yours. You scoot closer and wrap an arm around him, forgetting all prior complications and complexities in your confusing relationship. It all felt right and how it should, just like you always wanted. Like what he always wanted.
He pulls you closer, his own arm cradling you like he did just moments before. He looks down at you tucked against his chest, his eyes never seeming to pull away from how soft and sweet you looked. How at peace you looked with him.
And as he watches your eyes flicker closed âpresumed exhaustion taking overâ he makes a silent promise to you both. Telling himself that heâll always be there for you when you feel this way again.
But he canât tell you that, especially now as youâre finally starting to doze off. So instead he holds you just a bit tighter, pressing a kiss into your hairline as he relaxes into your touch â making himself comfortable to spend the night in your room. A night with you.
you guys have comfort teddies too right?
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Pairing: Logan Howlett x fem!reader Word Count: 800 words Warnings: Smut (18+). Unprotected Sex. Little dialogue. A/N: Here's a little drabble I've been thinking about since I saw Deadpool & Wolverine. It's my first attempt at writing in like a whole year. Please go easy on me. Dedicated to @eupheme for inspiring me to write again.
You love these moments, so few and far between. When the world melts away, and itâs just you and Logan. Sharing space. Sharing love.Â
That gentle, sinful dance. The slick slide of skin. Dewey breaths and twin moans. The quiet squeak of the bed frame, keeping time with Loganâs deep thrusts.Â
Heâs wrapped himself completely around you, pressing his entire weight onto your body. Itâs like heâs trying to burrow his way into you. Leave the imprint of himself upon your very soul. Youâre trapped between the soft mattress and his solid body, completely vulnerable to him. As he is to you. Baring his soul before you. Letting you take what you want as he willingly offers you everything he has.Â
âFuck, sweetheart,â Logan groans into your ear. His teeth brush the shell, sending shivers down your spine.Â
You thread your fingers in the damp hair at the nape of his neck. Tugging those strands when he thrusts deeper, finding that mind-numbing spot. âFeel so good, baby.âÂ
He shudders at the praise. Shoulders tightening in determination. To make you feel good. To unravel you.
Loganâs nose bumps yours clumsily as he presses a sloppy kiss to your lips. Filthy and sweet. His tongue slides into your open mouth, greedily tasting the saccharine moans that leave your throat. He fills you with his own pleasured noises. Deep and tangy. Bourbon and honey. Aged to perfection for a special occasion as this.Â
Your hands slide the length of his broad shoulders, tangling in the metal chain that dangles from his neck. You pull him impossibly closer, fusing your bodies. He surges over you like a wave, pulling you deeper and deeper into the riptide of your pleasure.Â
Logan hitches your leg around his hips and swallows your cry of his name. When your head tips back, overwhelmed by the heady sensation building within you, he watches. Watches the slack of your jaw, your kiss-swollen lips forming the letters of silent pleas. Watches the furrow of your brow, that flash of desperation in your eyes.Â
Logan brushes his thumb over the swell of your lips. Your teeth catch the pad of it, tongue swirling out to soothe the sting.Â
He groans, half-lidded eyes drooping more. The languid rock of his hips jerking for a moment. That knot in his stomach threatening to come loose. But he knows you're close to that edge. Can hear it in those sweet high-pitched moans, feel it in the needy undulations of your hips as you seek release. He wonât come yet, not without you.Â
Logan draws his thumb from your mouth and fits it into the space where your bodies meet. You gasp at the slick pressure against your clit. The expert circles he presses pushing you further, driving you higher. His free hand grabs yours, pressing your palm into the pillow.Â
The sweet gesture, the connection adds to the intensity of the feelings swirling around you. For the longest time sex with Logan was primal, desire-based. The only goal was getting to the end, that blissful orgasm. Not that you minded, you had needs to. But latelyâŠwell things had changed. Tender touches replaced bruising force. Fiery, biting kisses turned languid. Still intense, just different.
âGonna make me cum, Logan,â you whisper, eyes still locked on his. ââM close.â
âI know,â he says.Â
The thumb on your clit picks up speed and the heat in your belly grows. Logan crowds your space, bending you nearly in half. The movement has his dog tags dangling in your face, bumping against your chin with every forward thrust.Â
A wicked thought fills your head. The desire fogging your brain. On his next forward push, you suck the tags into your mouth. The effect is two-fold. The cool metal on your tongue tastes of sweat. It keeps your mouth busy and forces Logan to remain close.Â
You can feel his breath on your face, hear that warped groan, for a split second before heâs kissing you. Cool metal mixing with the uninhibited warmth of desire. Â
It pushes you over the edge. You come with a choke groan, and Loganâs not far behind you. He kisses your chin, forehead falling against yours as he empties himself inside you.Â
The afterglow has always been your favorite. Your body limp and floating through the syrupy sensation of pleasure. Senses dialed up to ten as you slowly come down. Logan lies limp on top of you, fighting to regain control of his breathing. Heâll never admit this, but heâs a cuddler. Seeking that warmth, the connection thatâs eluded him for so long. Softness heâs never allowed himself to have. Softness he doesnât think he deserves.Â
You were the first to offer it to him in such a long time, and heâs long since stopped running from it. Maybe thatâs why he keeps coming back. Giving you little pieces of himself each time.
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Nice To Meet Ya! > w.w. & l.h.
Word Count: ~1,900
Pairings: Wade Wilson x Reader, Logan Howlett x Reader, itâs (the beginning of) a throuple over here
Warnings: Fem!reader (she pronouns used like. twice in the very end), to be expected amounts of cursing and vulgarity from Wade, lots of cursing in general tbh, maybe a little OOC Logan, still getting to learn how to write his character well (Deadpool and Wolverine gave me brain worms so I had to write this immediately after watching)
A/N: This may become a little bit of a series! Iâm having so much fun writing them since I Finally watched Deadpool and Wolverine so there will be a lot of solo & duo content with these two. This part is a little Wade focused but the next part is more Logan focused đ«¶đ»
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You never in a million years imagined this would be your life. You were raised by busy parents, and you quickly became self sufficient. Independent. When you hit your teenage years, your parents⊠god knows where they went, to be honest. All you knew is you had a house to yourself, you didnât have friends anymore, and as lonely as it was, you found a bit of comfort in the solitude. You worked as a bartender at this bar not too far from your house, and you were a crowd favorite. You always brought in the biggest tips and many of the patrons were protective over you.
Your longest regular was the merc with a mouth- Deadpool. Wade, as he introduced himself once, a faint whisper. The fabric of his mask rubbing against your cheek as he whispered the name in your ear. Wade Wilson.
He was... Loud, to say the least. You didnât think he had an off switch. He insisted he did- but youâd have to go under his suit to find it, he teased you. He never stopped talking and there was no such thing as small talk with him; if you were talking to him, he was downright vulgar, and the quite frankly gross sense of humor was entertaining. He also flirted like it was his job. Much like the rest of his vocabulary, his flirting was pure filth that would make even the most seasoned sailor blush. And god forbid any creep start talking to you.
âHey, princess, sorry Iâm late. Too busy blowing my load to the thought of you, then remembered, wait! I can come see your fine ass in person whenever I want. Wanna finish me off?â You could practically feel the smirk Wade was sending you. You gestured for him to lean in, waiting until he was leaned against the bar, chest hovering above the countertop as you leaned in.
âIn your dreams, dick for brains.â Your lips brushed against where his were covered by his mask, and you smirked when you heard the sharp intake of breath. The gasp almost impossible to hear, but it made your heart flutter all the same.
âYou, sweet thang? Always. Holy fucking shit, that was so hot.â You and Wade had quickly become friends, his personality meshing well with yours. After âbaby knifeâ had somehow found itself in the hand of some perv that had been borderline stalking you at work for weeks, you found a new part of his personality. His protectiveness. He was as chipper as ever, but with the manic energy of someone who could, and would, kill someone who mildly inconvenienced someone he cared for. Unhinged, barely holding onto his minimal self restraint to splatter the guyâs blood all over the wall. Wouldnât want you to have a mess to clean up, he admitted once it was just the two of you.
He offered to walk you home once after heâd known you for a few weeks, and now it was habit. You loved the times you had with just him. He was the same old Wade, but more open about himself. More vulnerable. These walks were where you got to know Wade, and he got to know you. You had let him crash one night, not that long ago, when it was storming hard. He had already insisted on walking you home, storm be damned, and you repaid him with a home cooked meal, some trashy movie, and a night of conversation on your couch until you dozed off, your head lolling to the side and landing on his shoulder.
Hours later, you had woken up, now lying down and the comfortable weight of Wadeâs hand in your hair from where your head rested on his thighs. By the time the sun rose, you were alone in your living room, the only trace Wade had been there being a sloppy drawing of the Deadpool mask and a heart he scribbled on the whiteboard of your fridge. You smiled at the doodle and left it up, it still being up there today.
You stood at your spot behind the bar a few weeks later when someone new walked into the building, and you tilted your head. Newcomers werenât entirely unheard of, but they were pretty rare, especially on a weekday. You took in the man as he stood near the doorway; brown hair, and oh fuck, good beard. The leather jacket he wore did little to hide how muscular he was and you watched as he scanned the room. Body tense, as if looking for potential threats. Potential ways out if danger occurred. Not like anyone would mess with him, aura alone enough to scare off anyone within a ten foot radius, let alone the hard look in his eyes.
Still, he walked over to the bar and took a seat. You offered a gentle smile, watching for another second before speaking. âYou seem like a whiskey fan.â
His hazel gaze shifted up to meet your eyes, and you felt as if he was staring right into your god damned soul. It was intimidating, it was hot, and you couldnât decide whether you should look away or lean in and-
âYeah. Whiskeyâs nice.â He nodded his head towards a bottle behind you. You nodded and went to pour a glass as he spoke again. âYou always try to guess orders?â
âOnly the interesting ones. Or the pretty ones.â You winked before turning, smiling when you heard the slightest huff of amusement. âHavenât seen you here before. New in town?â
âSomethinâ like that.â You turned back around, setting the glass in front of him, propping up on your elbows as he drank. âThanks.â He looked familiar but god, you couldnât place where you had seen him before. You made light conversation, most of the talking done by you, but you found that you didnât mind. He listened, intently. Everything he did seemed to be intense, like it was his default. You were grateful for the slow night, getting to see a glimpse of the man behind the bulletproof walls he had clearly built around himself.
âYou thirsty slut! Of course Iâd find you here.â You heard Wadeâs voice before you saw him, and an annoyed scowl took over the unknown manâs face.
âThirsty slut? Thought that was your autobiography title,â you said and Wade gasped in mock offense.
âYou know I donât read! Mocking the illiterate, how dare you?â Wade hopped onto the counter, hip almost knocking the glass of whiskey over.
âI donât get how youâre late to a place you wanted to go to.â The brunette man said, voice low and rough, and Wade waved a hand dismissively.
âSo uptight, can you believe it? Need to pull the stick out of your ass, maybe put it in-â
âLa la la la la, not listening,â you sang, covering your ears, and Wade turned to you.
âYou traitor! I leave you alone for five minutes and Wolvie has his claws in you.â Wolvie⊠Holy fuck, you were trying to flirt with the Wolverine. âAnd, Peanut, you know Iâd never be late on purpose. Except I really needed to piss, then I got distracted by this really cute dog outside and I ended up totally abandoning my favorite dog.â Wade reached out to pat him, and you watched as a sliver of claws extended from his hands. A warning that didnât seem to deter Wade much, but he did put his hand down. âWell, might as well introduce you.â Wade told you his name was Logan, and Wade told Logan your name in return.
You and Wade continued to talk, Logan yet again preferring to listen rather than join the conversation. Wade told the story of how he met Logan, how together the two of them essentially saved the world, and how the two of them were now roommates. Begrudgingly, according to Logan, but Wade seemed thrilled about his âroomieâ.
It was hours later when the three of you left the bar. Wade insisted on walking you home, taking your hand in his and skipping down the street with you. Logan was a few paces behind you, his presence a comforting sense behind you. Where Wade was loud, in your face, Logan seemed to be the quiet lurker type. Heâd hide in the shadows, making himself known when he felt threatened. You walked up to your front door, unlocking the door and Wade helped himself inside. You rolled your eyes and turned to Logan, who lingered on your doorstep.
âIf you want to come in, youâre more than welcome. At least one of you has manners,â you called towards where Wade stood in your kitchen and cackled. Logan nodded, muttering a âThank youâ as he walked inside, his shoulder brushing against yours gently. You shut the door behind you and Wade opened your fridge.
âAww, pookie, you kept my drawing!â There was a hint of an unfamiliar emotion in his voice⊠something, something new. You couldnât place it, yet you smiled anyways.
âOf course I did, Wade.â Now that you were in the safety of your house, Wadeâs mask had been discarded on your kitchen counter and you could see the smile on his face. âGet out of my fridge, you leech.â
âIâm starving,â Wade whined and you turned to look at Logan. He stood a little awkwardly, and you gestured to the couch, taking a seat and smiling when he followed suit. He sat on the cushion furthest from you, but you didnât question it.
Logan couldnât help but study you. There was an obvious familiarity between you and Wade, you matching his wit and comebacks, but you were different when you spoke to him. You were quieter, more reigned in. Strangely not out of fear, but as if you were trying to make him comfortable. You switched between Wade and Logan like it was second nature, and the more he talked to you and the more he watched you and Wade, he felt himself begin to relax just a little.
He didnât realize how much time had passed until Wade, ever the charmer, let out a dramatic yawn, throwing his hands up in the air as he stretched. âWell, cupcake. I think itâs about time we head home. Old man is already up way past his bedtime.â Wade yelped as he jumped back, barely missing the claws that protruded from Loganâs hand, and he stuck his tongue out at him. âGrumpy grandpa.â
You stood and Logan followed suit. Wade kissed your cheek before saying goodbye and stepping outside, leaving you and Logan alone.
âI hope Iâll see you again, Logan.â Your voice was gentle, your smile even more so, and Logan nodded.
âIâll be around. Donât think I have much of a choice with that one.â There was a sliver of fondness mixed with the exasperation in his voice, and Logan started to walk outside. âGoodnight, bub.â Logan closed the door behind him, lingering until he heard your locks click shut. He caught up with Wade a moment later and Wade gave him the biggest shit eating grin ever.
âIs someone melting the big bad wolfâs heart?â The metallic clang followed by Wadeâs pained grunt made Logan laugh, and Wade shoved his shoulder.
âWait until she sees what an asshole you are. Then sheâll realize Iâm the better half of this friendship.â The two men continued to bicker the entire way home, both of them thinking about when theyâd get to see you next.
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enhypen 8th fem!member x hyung line content(s): angst(for heeseungâs but (y/n) puts him in his place), fluff, (y/n) rizzing the hyung line(unintentionally), cutesy members type: oneshot word count: 1842 (avg. of 461 words for each member)
Ë àŒ àłâïœĄË synopsis: in which the hyung lineâs hearts go THUMP! THUMP! in a fluttery way when (y/n) does a certain something Ë àŒ àłâïœĄË
maknae line version
when sheâs confident (l.hs)
this one can be general but to be exact, itâs when she acts like a complete girlbossâslaying the day and all that stuff. the type of confidence thatâs sassy and teasing that contends with his own pride and tough facade. or in other simpler terms: putting him in his place.
âall i asked for was just a little help here and there because iâm exhausted. is that too much to ask for?â heeseung scoffs with a deep, discontented frown.
âis a âthank youâ too much to ask for?â (y/n) snaps back and the otherâs gears seem to halt momentarily, not expecting her to talk backâwith his own words, at thatâconsidering how sheâs always so patient.
he clears his throat but heâs not one to back down so easily. âthatâs it? thatâs the reason why youâre acting like a brat?â
his words cut her deeper than she thought it would and even for him, itâs harshâcoming out more abrasive than he meant it to be.
(y/n)âs glare sharpens and she slides the mug across the table to him. âmake your own drink. iâve had enough of you bossing me around.â
with that, her arms fall to her side before she turns to leaveâuntil heeseung stops her. of course.
âHEY! donât walk away from me! you think iâm gonna let you talk to me like that?? iâm older than you!â
(y/n) whips her head to him before stalking towards him instead. the same grim look on her face even when she stands close, chin almost touching his chest from their proximity. âso what? youâre older so itâs okay that youâre rude? youâre older therefore you deserve respect? nah⊠you gotta earn it. i figured youâd know this by now because youâre the wise old man.â
astonishment fills him at her mockery and heeseung resists from taking a step back at her bold confrontation, wanting to be as unyielding and fierce as she isâand yet another part of him wants to simply surrender and let her have her victory because dang, her temper is hot.
hot in which way? heeseung struggles with that too.
âoh, now youâre quiet,â she scoffs haughtily with a tilt of her head and her lips pulled to a scornful smirk. oh, how the expression makes him stagger ever so subtly. âyou know, as much as i love your pretty voice, youâre better of like this if youâre just gonna use it to boss me around like a jerk.â
he knows she means it to taunt him. he knows that her âcomplimentâ is meant more of demeaning than it is praisingâso why does he want to hear her say it again?
she takes another step closer, bodies almost touching and panic imbues more when his back presses against the wall.
her stare is intense, digging into his own so viciously, relentlessly, that he feels as if heâs laid bare upon herâsecrets uncovered and heâs sure that she can see his vulnerability shining through. that is, if his palms tight against the white partition behind him and the occasional nervous licks of his bottom lip are not dead giveaways.
âseeing as youâre old enough as it is, i donât think youâd need a babysitter to make your drink for you, hm?â she taunts with her voice light and airy, much too soft for the venom that drips through and the knowledge of that does something to himâridding him of air.
he doesnât remember thinking much, all he remembers is him automatically shaking his head and (y/n) shoving the mug to his chest before she strides away, followed by a slam of a door and now, a deafening silence.
heeseung leans limply as his chest rises dramatically at the deep inhale he takes before exhaling it just as thoroughly. putting his hand on the left side, his jaw tightens at the vehement beats of his heart and at the sudden recollection of (y/n)âs frigid, commanding tone and slicing glare he feels it skip a beat before it accelerates.
he shakes his head as his a rosy shade mantles his face, turning him as red as a tomato and it reaches the tips of his ears.
âcrazyâŠâ he mumbles to himself as the urge to make her mad at him once more occupies his head. itâs clear who prevails this timeâand yet, he feels like heâs won something much better than what he bargained for.
spending time with him even during the mundanity (p.js)
jongseong absolutely adores and appreciates every moment he and (y/n) spend together. but what really gets to him is when she wants to spend her time together even for the most mundane of thingsâcooking, cleaning, having tea and crackersâall that everyday routine. thereâs just something so heartwarming and touching about being domestic together.
âjayyy~â (y/n) sings as she skips through the corridor. jay smiles just from hearing her and turns to the girlâwithout losing focus on folding the last of their laundryâwhen she emerges.
âfinished playing your game?â jay asks and slides the basket of neatly folded clothes to the side of the couch, smiling at (y/n).
the girl nods. âyup,â she casually says with a pop of the âp.â her eyes glance at him whoâs following her with his warm gaze before noticing the basket on the floor.
jay pulls his eyes away when she slips into the kitchen and starts playing his phone only to look back up just moments later when a hot drink gets quietly placed in front of him. his brows raise with surprise and confusion at (y/n) who wears a a small smile. âfor me?â
âmhm. thought youâd want some,â she says and takes the space beside him. âbiscuits?â
a warm, fuzzy sensation imbues and spreads from his chest to his limbs, like a drop of ink on plain fabricâcolouring the dull, chalky cloth with bright hues. jay canât stop the smile that spreads in his face, small dimple surfacing.
âthank you,â he bashfully says as he takes a cookie from her and lifts the mug to his cute, teeny lipsâsneaking a side glance at the girl who sits while holding her mug on her knee, legs crossed and all.
despite his external silence, his head is loud with hopeful thinking of doing this again with (y/n). heâs already planning on making a hot drink for her first tomorrow, on buying more biscuits and crackers and cream bunsâwhatever it is to make her have this little tea time with him again. and again. and again and again andâbasically what 2pm said.
when heâs her priority (s.jy)
jake absolutely adores it when (y/n) gives him her undivided attention. there are a lot of them in the group after all and itâs hard for her to focus on one when everyoneâs talking, singing, dancing or pulling off whatever life-risking stunt there is.
so whenever he gets to have her all to himself, it makes him feel just a little bit smug and victorious.
â(y/n)~ play with my hair?â jake asks with a pout and bats his pretty eyes at her as he walks up to the girl whoâs sitting criss-crossed on their living room as she watches the TV.
she chuckles and nods before going back to looking at the screen as he breaks out into a wide, happy grinâsitting down on the floor in front of her and melting instantly when he feels her fingers raking through his dark locks.
her motions are instinctive yet endearingâbraiding and twirling his hair without so much as a glanceâand her tenderness seeps through him. the soft tugs on his scalp is soothing, like a gentle massage and his eyes shut as they grow heavy.
â(y/n)~ can you help me with choosing a toy for maeum?â jungwon comes by and jakeâs instantly alarmed. the apple in his throat bobs nervously as he dreads the idea of (y/n) leaving himâ
âsorry, jungwon. i promised jake to do his hair so maybe, later?â (y/n) apologizes and wonnie looks down to his hyung. a small pout forms as he sees him getting pampered, suddenly wishing he grew out his hair so (y/n) will play with it.
but still, the leader digresses and flashes an assuring smile before leaving the two.
jakeâs wide awake now. (y/n)âs rejection onto jungwon to stay with him, one and only sim jaeyun, being the main cause and heâs unable to stop the smile that stretches on his faceâcriss-crossed legs flapping up and down like the wings of the butterflies in his stomach as his heart knocks and gnaws violently against its cage.
âstop moving so much,â (y/n) chides playfully and jake giggles with a drawn out, chirpy âokay~â
the goofiest, cutest grin on his silly, gleeful face.
when she thinks of him even when heâs not around (p.sh)
âooh! hoon would suit this!â (y/n) exclaims when she sees a keychain reminding her of sunghoon while out shopping in an en-oâclock episode. the said male member isnât there since itâs her solo mission but once they watch it together, you better believe heâll have a grin forming on his face.
a ticklish feeling occurs inside his chest like feathers have clogged up his lungs and are brushing his heart and heâll turn to the girl who sits adjacent from himâthough, separated by ni-ki and sunoo who sit between them. his smile broadens when he sees her looking at him as well.
one of his luxuriant dark brows raises at her, questioning or more exactly, endearingly teasing the girl for her little gesture that makes his chest tighten in a strangely enjoyable way and sheâll shrug with a cheeky smile. his lips part slightly, amused by her response before he turns back to the screen.
later on when the others arenât around, heâll bring it up again and even throws silly little jokes of âyou missed me a lot, huh?â âcanât stop thinking about me, can you?â as he circles her in a controlled chaotic mannerâlike a little pup blocking her path.
or a cat who keeps brushing against your leg and will only stop either when theyâre given a treat, or you trip and fall on your face.
âstop it!â she then giggles and he feels his joy doubling at hers, finally standing still as she fishes something out of her pocket. âhere.â
dangling from her fingers is the keychain she mentioned in the en-oâclock episode they watched and sunghoonâs brows raise, eyes turn rounder and lips gaping slightly.
she actually got it for him.
âhere you go. one and only for you,â (y/n) says and drops it onto his open palm.
âjust meâŠâ sunghoon mumbles much too quietly for her to discern and once again, he feels that same fluttery, sickeningly sweet feeling that both frees and squeezes his chestâif not stronger.
âshe thought of me,â he thinks and lifts his gaze from the chain to herâruffling her hair intensely and almost making a birdâs nest on her crown.
his fangs are showcased proudly as he beams, eyes upturning and charming chuckles rumbling.
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ENHYPEN FORGETTING YOUR BIRTHDAY. ( PART TWO )
GENRE fluff, angst, comfort, happy ending for all~ WARNINGS kissing, cursing. PAIRING enhypen x afab reader. STARâS DAIRY listen I know I said this is fluff but I couldn't help it.. HEADPHONES PLAYING.. 505 by arctic monkeys, imperfect for you by ariana grande, i wish i hated you by ariana grande.
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âfuck fuck fuck, where are you love.â Heeseung's eyes were filled with tears, which spilled down his cheeks as he felt a strong sense of guilt and emptiness. He had been searching for you, but to no avail, and he kept cursing himself out in his head for not being able to locate you. The pain and anguish on his face were palpable, as he struggled to come to terms with the situation. Despite his efforts, he felt helpless and lost, not knowing where to turn next.
But then a memory hit his head. The place where you two met.
He saw you crying on a bench in front of a gorgeous river. He remembered going up to you and offering the donuts he just bought.
Immediately rushing to that area, his heart shattered into a million pieces.
Everyone viewed Heeseung as strong. But what made Heeseung crumble into pieces was you crying. Or just you in general. You were his biggest weakness.
As he walked past the park, his heart sank at the thought of never seeing you again. But when he saw you sitting on a bench, he felt a wave of relief wash over him, knowing that you were still around. However, that relief was tinged with sadness as he remembered the reason why you were crying, Him.
He approached you with a sense of hesitation, his steps slow and cautious. As he drew closer, you could see the uncertainty etched on his face. Finally, he dropped to his knees before you, his body language conveying a mix of vulnerability and desperation.
âI'm so sorry love. Please forgive me..â
Despite being angry, you couldn't help but feel a sense of powerlessness. Witnessing Heeseung's tears always had a profound effect on you, making you feel like you were falling apart. Heeseung was the one person who could break down your walls, and he was your biggest weakness.
Your anger being torn down, you pick him up from his knees and hug him tightly.
In the midst of tears streaming down both of your faces, Heeseung tenderly cups your face with his hands. He gazes into your eyes with a mixture of concern and affection before pulling you into a deep and passionate kiss. The intensity of the moment takes your breath away and for a moment, everything else fades away as you lose yourself in the warmth of his embrace.
P.JS â
Worry was an understatement for what Jay was feeling right now. Jay already planned a fancy restaurant date and bought you a diamond necklace.
Jay was feeling incredibly foolish at the moment. He couldn't help but wish he had the power to turn back the clock and undo what caused you to become upset with him. The situation was weighing heavily on his mind, and he couldn't shake the feeling that he had let you down.
As he was driving down the road towards your house, his mind was weighed down by a heavy burden of thoughts. The weight of his worries seemed to be taking a toll on his driving abilities, making him somewhat nervous and jittery behind the wheel. The road ahead appeared blurry, and he found it hard to focus on the task at hand. The fear of crashing was looming large in his mind, as he struggled to keep his emotions under control while navigating the way to your place.
As he made his way to your doorstep, his heart raced with anticipation and anxiety. The weight of the emotions he had kept bottled up for so long became too much to bear, and tears began to stream down his face. He tried to wipe them away, but they continued to spill out uncontrollably. Finally, he stood in front of your door, taking a deep breath before ringing the bell, hoping beyond hope that you would be there to comfort him.
But when he entered your bedroom, His worst nightmare happened. you crying because of him.
As you were sitting there on your bed, tears streaming down your face, he felt a pang of sadness and empathy in his heart. He couldn't bear to see you in such distress, so he rushed towards you, enveloping you in a warm embrace. He held you tightly in his arms as if to shield you from the world and all its troubles. Your sobs gradually subsided as he whispered words of comfort and reassurance in your ear, reminding you that you were not alone and that he was sorry.
With all your pent-up frustration and anger, you hit his chest over and over again. But no matter how hard you hit his chest, he didn't react or leave. Just holding you and muttering out a thousand apologies.
âShh, sweetheart, it's okay..â
âI know I'm sorry..â
As you struggle to keep your anger up, you eventually give up and drown in his warmth. You bury your face in his chest and hold him tightly, seeking comfort from his warmth and steady presence. Your sobs rack through your body, and you cling to him as if he were the only anchor in a stormy sea. Despite the pain and sadness you feel, his embrace brings a small measure of peace to your troubled heart.
âI'm sorry⊠I love you, Jay.â
âI love you more. remember that, yeah?â
Both of you drowning in each others warmth.
S.JY â
Jake felt like an asshole.
He hurriedly dashed out of his front door, his eyes scanning the surroundings for any sign of you. He started running as fast as he could, his heart pounding with anxiety and anticipation. He kept running, his breaths becoming ragged and labored, as he searched for you on every corner of the street. His mind was filled with a sense of urgency and a desperate need to find you. And finally, after what felt like an eternity, he spotted you in the distance and sprinted towards you with a sense of relief and joy.
The sense of happiness and contentment that was flowing through his body suddenly dissipated the moment he saw you walking alone in the rain, fully prepared for the forgotten date, It was as if a dark cloud had descended upon him, casting a shadow over his previously joyous mood. The sight of you braving the rain all by yourself was enough to break his heart and leave him feeling empty inside.
As he rushed towards you, his heart pounding in his chest, he could feel his own desperation mounting. He needed to hold you, to feel your warmth and your presence, but as he wrapped his arms around you, he was hit by a wave of guilt. The sound of your sobs tore at his soul, making him feel like the worst person in the world. Despite his own pain, he couldn't bear to see you in distress, and he vowed to do everything in his power to make it right.
âI-iâm sorry..â
âPlease, baby.. Forgive me.â
âIâll do anything you want. Please just look at me..â
You still keeping your head low, he sobbed and sobbed waiting for a reply. Apologizing over and over again.
âPlease..â
âP-please..â
As he stuttered through more desperate pleas and tearful begs, he felt like he was sinking into a bottomless pit of despair. But just when he thought he had hit rock bottom, he felt a warm embrace hugging him back. As he looked at you, he saw you looking up at him with eyes full of compassion and understanding. The feeling of your arms wrapped around him was like a lifeline, pulling him back from the brink of hopelessness and giving him the strength to pull you closer.
âIt's okay Jake..â
Jake feeling a sense of relief and pure joy, he hugs you tighter in his arms, while the both of you are sputtering out a bunch of âI love youâs.
P.SH â
Sunghoon felt depressed. Without you giving him any response, he was lost and worried. Not knowing where you are.
Typically, he was not one to display his emotions so openly in front of others, but at the thought of your absence, he found himself unable to hold back the flood of tears that were streaming down his cheeks. The mere thought of being without you was too much for him to bear, and he felt utterly overwhelmed by the intensity of his emotions.
Amidst his uncontrollable sobs, he pays no heed to the concerned words of his friends and hurriedly steps out of the door. His heart aches with a profound sense of longing for the warmth of your loving embrace, as he struggles to cope with the overwhelming emotions that have engulfed him. The tears continue to trickle down his face, blurring his vision and making it difficult for him to navigate his way through the world. All he can think of at this moment is how much he needs you, how much he craves the comfort and solace that only you can provide.
He looked everywhere. Your house, your favorite shops, where you two met, and even your friend's houses.
As he jogged around his neighborhood, feeling hopeless and lost in thought, an idea suddenly clicked in his head.
The beach, with its endless expanse of sand and sea, was the one place where he always took you to help you clear your mind and sort through your thoughts.
The salty breeze, the sound of waves crashing against the shore, and the warm sun on your skin all combined to create a peaceful and calming atmosphere, allowing you to escape the chaos of daily life and find a moment of clarity. Whether you walked along the shoreline, sat in the sand, or simply stared out at the horizon, the beach offered a sense of tranquility that was hard to find anywhere else.
As he hurried towards the beach, he experienced a mix of emotions that left him feeling both relieved and guilty. The relief came from the fact that he had finally found you but seeing you cuddled up while hugging your knees made him guilty.
As he stood there contemplating whether or not to approach you, his mind was filled with negative thoughts and doubts. However, he mustered up the courage to push those negative feelings aside and sat next to you.
âI-im sorry, my love..â
Looking up at you with desperate puppy eyes, you couldn't help but melt into his gaze.
âYouâre lucky you're adorable.â before kissing his cheek.
K.SN â
Sunoo wanted to drown himself. He couldn't believe he hurt a gorgeous and pure person like you.
Sunoo is in a state of desperation as he tries to call you repeatedly. His body is engulfed with a sense of worry and guilt that seems to weigh him down.
Desperately trying to hold back his tears, he quickly ran down the street to your house, his heart pounding in his chest. As he gasped for breath, he prayed that you were home, hoping that he would see you. Which he desperately needed. The weight of his troubles felt overwhelming, but he knew that with you there, he could find the strength to face them. Racing up to your front door, he banged on it with all his might, hoping that you would hear him and come to his aid.
After what seemed like an eternity, he noticed the doorknob turn and the door creak open. A pair of hesitant eyes peered out from behind the crack, and he could sense the trepidation in your body language. You seemed to be hiding behind the door, as if unsure of whether to let him in or not.
As he stood there, an overwhelming sense of desperation washed over him, causing tears to stream down his face uncontrollably. The weight of his emotions became too much to bear, and he sank to his knees, feeling completely helpless at that moment.
âPlease, baby..â holding your hands while looking up at you.
As you see him kneeling before you, tears streaming down his face, your heart fills with empathy and compassion. Without hesitation, you reach out to him and pull him up into a warm embrace, holding him tightly. You feel the warmth of his body and the weight of his sadness, and you offer comfort and strength in this moment of vulnerability. As you hold him, you feel the tears running down your own cheeks, moved by the depth of his pain and the power of your connection. In this embrace, you share a moment of pure human emotion, transcending words and labels, and expressing the essence of love and compassion.
âIt's okay.. Just don't do it again okay..?â
Y.JW â
Jungwon didn't know what to do.
He spent weeks planning every detail of his surprise for you. He knew how much you loved your favorite restaurant, so he made sure to book a reservation at the best table in the house. He had carefully chosen a beautiful promise ring, one that he knew you would adore. As the night approached, he grew more and more excited, eager to see the look on your face when he presented you with the ring.
Jungwon had a stroke of bad luck when he forgot an important event - your birthday. Out of all the days in the year, this was the one day that he forgot, leaving him feeling incredibly guilty for his mistake. It was a significant day for you, and he failed to acknowledge it in any way, which only added to his remorse.
You weren't answering his multiple texts and calls and he was feeling hopeless.
With a sense of urgency, he sprinted towards your house, his heart beating faster than ever before. As he ran, he felt warm tears streaming down his cheeks, blurring his vision. The overwhelming emotions within him made him feel like he was drowning in a sea of despair. Yet, he pushed on, determined to reach your home as quickly as possible.
In a hurry, he inserted the spare key into the lock and quickly turned it, unlocking the door with a sharp click. Without wasting a second, he dashed towards your room, his heart beating wildly in his chest. The sound of his footsteps echoed through the hallway as he covered the distance in a frenzy, filled with urgency and concern. Finally reaching your door, he paused for a moment to take a deep breath before gently pushing it open, anxious to see if you were okay.
As soon as his eyes met yours, a strange sensation took over his body - as if all the energy had been drained out of him. He couldn't bear to see you in tears, it was painful to witness. The anguish in your eyes made him feel helpless, and he wished he could do something to take away your sorrow.
Jungwon approached you and you could sense the hesitation in his movements as he took a step closer. Despite the anger boiling within you, you didn't resist as he wrapped his arms around you in a tight embrace. You both wept uncontrollably, holding onto each other as if your lives depended on it. It felt as though all the pent-up emotions had finally been released, and there was nothing left to do but hold each other and cry.
âI'm sorry darling.. Forgive me, please?â
As you finally make a decision, without a second thought, you reach out and gently place a hand on his cheek, turning his face towards you. You look deep into his eyes and give him a soft, sweet kiss, hoping to ease his mind and let him know that everything will be alright. As you pull away, you see a glimmer of relief in his eyes, and you feel a sense of contentment wash over you.
N.RK â
this was Rikiâs first time in love. Because of his busy idol life, he never really paid any attention to what love was and what it felt like.
As soon as he laid eyes on you, he couldn't help but feel a deep sense of connection. It was as if everything he had been searching for in life had finally fallen into place. Your smile, your laugh, the way you carried yourself - everything about you seemed to draw him in and captivate him. In that moment, he knew with absolute certainty that you were the one he had been waiting for. The one he would spend the rest of his life with.
As he sat there, his mind racing, he couldn't help but think that he might have lost you for good. The thought of not having you in his life was unbearable. He wondered if he should reach out to you and offer his heartfelt apologies for what he had done wrong, or if he should give you some space and time to process your emotions. It was a difficult decision to make, and he felt torn between wanting to make things right and not wanting to make matters worse.
So he did what he always did. Take a walk around the streets of Seoul to get his thoughts out of his mind. He entered a convience store and got your favorite flavor of cake. Hoping to give it to you when he found you.
The sight of you sitting all alone in an empty park and staring vacantly into the distance only made his already troubled thoughts worse. He couldn't help but wonder what might be going on in your mind and what could have brought you to that place. The silence of the park seemed to amplify the weight of his own thoughts, making him feel even more isolated and alone.
As you sat side by side, he hesitantly reached out and took your hand in his, his grip tight and reassuring. His eyes were fixed on you, filled with an intensity that revealed his unspoken feelings. He longed for you to turn and meet his gaze, to see the depth of his emotions reflected in your eyes. In that moment, the world seemed to fade away, leaving only the two of you, lost in the quiet intensity of the moment.
As you took your hand off him, he eagerly grabbed the cake and brought it closer to you with a sad smile on his face. His eyes were shining with need, and he looked a young child showing his mom a new drawing he had just completed. The cake was beautifully decorated with colorful frosting and sprinkles, and it smelled heavenly. You could tell he had put a lot of effort into finding the perfect cake for you.
âI-i know that it isn't the best but..â
âI'm sorry.. I wish I could turn back time.â
As you reach for the cake, you do so silently, trying not to disturb the peace around you. You take a bite and feel the sweet taste melt in your mouth. With a feeling of contentment, you drop your head on his shoulder and take in the stunning view of the river in front of you. The sun is setting, and the sky is painted in hues of orange, pink, and purple, creating a spectacular canvas of colors. The water flows steadily, and you can hear the sound of gentle waves hitting the banks. You feel a sense of calm wash over you as you take in the beauty of the moment and share it with someone special.
âIâll forgive you if you play royal high with me..â
THANK YOU FOR READING! <3
-written by rk1stars
TL - @cholexc
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Golden Rule - L.HS ff â§Ë àŒ âïœĄ
đ§ pairing: inexperienced!heeseung x badgirl!reader
đ§ summary: your cute and nerdy classmate lets you have your way with him in exchange for help on an assignment
đ§ cw: corruption and exhibitionism kink, oral (m. receiving), religious themes, mentions of bullying, college au, heeâs a bit subby
đ§ wc: 1.4k
You had been feeling horny for the entire week and knew you had to get your hands on some good dick or else youâd literally combust.
Introducing your person of interest: Lee Heeseung.
He was the type of guy you could guess everything about without even speaking to him. From his glasses, the way he tucked his ironed dress shirts into his belted pants, the way you only saw him either sitting with his legs crossed at a church sermon or studying his heart out at the library.
Heeseung was the epitome of a Christian nerd, but it was his insanely good looks that drew your attention to him in the first place.
You two first met at the beginning of the school semester, but you werenât sure if you could call it a friendship just yet, especially not with the way youâd fantasize about him with your fingers between your legs every night.
It currently 6:00pm: the same time heâd come to the library to study every week day.
âWhatâre you working on,â you asked, taking a seat beside him at the table.
âNothing much. Mr. Sweeney gave me this stupid hand written essay that I have to turn in by tomorrow, so Iâll be pretty busy for the next few hours.â
âWhat for? I thought Mr. Sweeney taught Bible. There arenât any writing assignments for that class.â
Thatâs honestly the only reason why you took Bible class this semester.
âHe does, but this isnât a part of the curriculum. Itâs a punishment for the prank I pulled on Jake and his crew yesterday⊠letâs just say, I didnât get away with it as easily as planned.â
âOh, so you do have a naughty side?â
âHardly,â he sharply defended, âAll I did was swap their video game discs out with episodes of The Brady Bunch on dvds. But, Sunghoon snitched, so now Iâm here.â
âTough.â
âI know. Itâs not like I donât deserve it, anyways.â
âNobody deserves to be bullied, Hee. Those guys were assholes and you stood up for yourself! Theyâre the ones who should be playing Shakespeare for the night,â you argued passionately.
His eyes widened at your use of a swear word, such language that was forbidden by your university code of conduct.
âI appreciate you taking sides with me, but please donât call it bullying. Makes me feel all⊠soft, and⊠vulnerable,â he cringed at his own words.
âYou look pretty soft and vulnerable to me,â you mumbled, hungry eyes falling to his pouty lips.
âExcuse me?â
You cleared your throat, âUhm, whatâs the paper on?â
âThe Golden Rule.â
Your eyebrows furrowed in confusion, âThe what?â
âLoving your neighbors as yourself? You should really pay more attention during Mr. Sweeneyâs sermons.â
You chuckled at his comment, nudging him on the shoulder, âHey, maybe I would if he wasnât so damn boring⊠How many pages does it have to be?â
He sighed, â10 at least.â
Having to come of with 10 pages worth of âGolden Ruleâ greatness sounded much more challenging than you knew it actually was.
All he had to do was write in VERY BIG LETTERS.
You peered over his shoulder, examining the paper. He was just getting started on page two.
âHmm. We have similar handwriting,â you added, making Heeseung look at you with his desperate doe eyes.
âOh my God, ____! You have to help me!â
âWatch out, church boy. The pastor might make it 11 pages if he hearâs you calling the Lords name in vain.â
âUghhhh,â his Adamâs apple bobbed up and down as he groaned, âCan you please just help me out?â
âUh-huh, and why would I do that?â
âLook, Iâll do anything! Youâre a way stronger writer than I am, and my brain is in the verge of kermitting suicide!!â
He was right. Writing was never a strong subject of his, so he really did need your help.
âFine,â you gave in, looking around the library before whispering in his ear, âIf you can be quiet while I suck you off until you finish page two, Iâll do the rest.â
His eyes widened in disbelief, âWhat?â
âYou heard me,â you said cattily, sneaking under the table and between his legs.
â____, get from down there!! This is inappropriate!â
âSays who,â you giggled, unbuckling his leather belt.
âWeâre not a married couple, ____. Hell, Weâre not even dating!â He whisper-yelled from above the table, fidgeting with the pencil in his hand.
You could feel how tense he was just my touching his thighs, âYouâve never been approached like this before, have you?â You asked yet stated.
He took a deep swallow, already feeling himself throbbing in his pants, âOf course not⊠Iâm trying to save myself here, yâknow?â
âAww, thatâs cute,â you pouted, rubbing his bulge through his boxers.
âF-fuhh,â he mumbled, screwing his eyes shut at the feeling, âI donât know if I can do this, ____.â
âWith God, all things are possible, Hee! You should really pay more attention during Mr. Sweeneyâs sermons,â you mocked, shimmying his boxers down to his ankles.
You adjusted yourself under the table before grabbing a hold of his impressively large dick, starting with gentle pumps.
âIâm not hearing the pencil penciling, Hee. Be a good boy and keep writing,â you slithered in a sing-song voice, licking a stripe up his shaft. The foreign texture of your tongue sent pleasurable shivers down his spine.
â____,â he cried with a surpressed moan, âhow am I supposed to focus when youâre down there doing that?!â He worried, looking around as if waiting for someone to catch you two.
You released your lips from his heat with a pop, âDown here doing what, Hee? Sucking your virgin dick in the library? I always knew you had a naughty side.â
âMmm,â he moaned again, rutting his hips up into your mouth, âplease tell me youâre almost done, ____.â
You grinned at the sound of his begging, feeling yourself grow wetter with each second you spent between his legs, âDepends on if you either finish that last page or cum in my mouth first.â
Taking him past your lips again, you bobbed your head up and down, stroking the remaining inches you couldnât fit comfortably in your mouth.
He tried his best to keep writing, but with that way you were sucking him off, his hands couldnât help but drop the pencil before getting lost in your hair.
âFuck,â he whined, finally letting the word come out.
He started to use your head like a toy as you sucked him in even harder, âjust like that, baby. Please donât stop.â
You were surprised by how his body slowly submitted to you the more you pleasured him.
Meanwhile, he was surprised that this was actually even happening. You moaned with the gag that tried to escape your throat, clinging to his thighs as your tried to hold in your sounds.
Your eyes started to poke with tears as he used your head more aggressively than before, finally shooting his warm load down your mouth, panting as if heâd just ran a marathon.
âShh, youâre so noisy,â you teased, stroking him to a point of overstimulation.
âOkay, thatâs enough,â he whimpered, taking your hands in his to stop your ministrations.
You licked the cum that dripped from your mouth before pulling his pants back up, getting from under the table.
You fixed your hair with your hands after literally just getting your face fucked by your sweet classmate, taking in his hot and bothered frame.
âHow was it?â You asked casually, sitting next to him as if nothing happened.
You tried to ignore the sticky moisture that stuck to your thighs from your own arousal, figuring that youâd think about this moment while you pleased yourself later.
âAmazing,â he said with a shaky breath, still feeling his orgasm fresh in his veins.
âIâm taking about the page you just wrote, silly,â you teased, moving the sheet of paper closer to you before examining what he came up with, âDude!â
âWhat, dude?â He asked back with flushed and sleepy features.
âThis is garbage!â You exclaimed, ripping the piece of paper in half.
âYeah, I donât know why you wouldâve expected anything different.â
âGimme that,â you retorted, snatching the pencil from his hand, âIâm gonna need some coffee to write all these pages for yaâŠâ
âUgh,â he groaned, understanding that you were indirectly asking him to get you something to drink.
âIced?â
âAlways.â
He got up from the seat, searching through his backpack before pulling out his wallet, âThanks by the way,â he smiled, trailing to the library exit.
âWhat can I say? Itâs the Golden Rule,â you replied, jotting down the first of many sentences youâd write for Lee Heeseung, the guy you just blessed with the best blow job of his life.
â Thank you all so much for reading! Make sure to check out other works on my masterlist!
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Cruelty is easy, and it breeds only misery. Kindness is harder, and you have to be brave to give it. To be cruel, you can stay closed off from everyone, wear a mask, but to be kind, in essence, to show love, you have to make yourself vulnerable, show your true self to someone and open yourself up to rejection.
L.H. Cosway, The Nature of Cruelty
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vulnerable l.h. - energy drink
There were many occasions on which Seph had an issue staying awake. That day was like any other.
She had fallen asleep in the previous class, although when the person next to her stood, barely missing her shoulder with his huge backpack, she practically jumped up. With a yawn, she shut her laptop and glanced up, meeting a withering stare from her professor. This was not the first time she'd fallen asleep in that class, but to be fair, she had a lab class before, where she hardly got the time to sit down. And her Classic Lit class was just so boring sometimes. They were reading the Iliad, which Seph had read several times before, so she dozed off often. She'd never gotten less than a 75% on any quiz.
Seph pulled her backpack over her shoulder, stifling a yawn to nod at her professor on her way out. With her long legs and fast pace, she exited the lit building before anyone from her class, mostly because they had friends to talk to.
"Seph!" She bristled at the sharp wind, and pulled her coat closer to her body. If she heard the person call her name, she didn't let it show. The person called her name two more times as they approached, but Seph continued towards the union, humming along to her music softly. "Squish!" Someone snatched her arm, effectively pulling her earbud from her ear and yanking her off the path.
"Jesus, Ash, you could've done that nicer." Seph muttered, rolling her eyes. She tucked her earbuds into her pocket with a huff. "What?"
Ashton raised his eyebrows and crossed his arms, as if there was something he was catching Seph for. "Class?" Cursing, Seph shut her eyes and leaned her head back. She and Ashton had their final class of the day next, and she had definitely forgotten. Ashton cocked his head to the side, eyebrows tilting up sympathetically. "You didn't sleep again."
"It's not like I'm not trying," Seph protested, allowing Ashton to take her arm and lead them down the pavement. "I'm just," She trailed off with a sigh.
"Struggling." Ashton finished. They'd had this conversation time upon time, since Seph's problem had developed in high school. "I know. Class's only an hour, and then I'll let you go." Ashton was a great notetaker, and would occasionally allow Seph to skip, but very rarely. "Unless you want to go get noodles."
That was tempting. Seph, Ashton, and Seph's brother went out on payday nearly every month, but Seph had gotten a surprisingly large tip the night before, and had promised to take them out within the week.
Ashton and Seph had been friends since Seph and her twin brother, Michael, were born. For their entire lives, the three had been the best of friends, so much so that when Seph was accepted into her first choice university, Ashton and Michael weren't far behind.
Even stepping into the lecture hall, Seph felt her tiredness weigh further on her shoulders. Ashton led her towards the back of the hall, where hopefully, he'd be able to shake Seph awake if she fell asleep, which was more than likely.
Approaching his group of peers, Ashton slapped his palm against one of his friend's. He and Seph took their normal spots. Just after class began, a boy skulked up the aisle, slumping into the seat next to Seph. She flashed Ashton a look - it wasn't as big a class as most 200s, so there were plenty of empty seats - but he said nothing, just lifted his shoulders. The stranger next to her kept his head down and didn't carry any books, just pulled out his phone and began scrolling through something.
"Seph." Seph wrinkled her nose, nestling further into her bed. Priya had been warned not to wake her, unless there was blood, or unless she was late, but Seph couldn't hear her alarm clock, so she figured she had time. "Seph." Priya called again, more urgently this time. If it had been worthy of waking up, she would have been yelling, so Seph drowned her out and turned away. Her bed smelled different, but a good different. Priya muttered something, but in her, for once, peaceful slumber, Seph continued tuning her out. "Kore!" Priya didn't know that name. As a matter of fact, the only people who knew that name were Ashton and Michael.
Seph jolted up. She was still in the lecture hall, but it had mostly cleared out. The only people around were Ashton and his friends, and the stranger, who stared at Seph with an amused look. Her cheeks heated, and she stood instantly.
The guy, who she hadn't been able to see before, was shockingly attractive, with eyes she would describe as the color of her walls at home - aegean blue - and curly blond hair. Seph was sure she'd seen him around before, but couldn't be sure until he stood. He was over six feet tall, and towered over Ashton, who still sat.
"Sorry about that, man." Ashton said, hurriedly, as he stood. "Um, if you want to sit here next time, I'll make sure Seph doesn't sleep on you again." He continued, offering a chuckle as he nudged Seph's shoulder.
"Yeah, sorry." She muttered, avoiding the stranger's gaze.
The boy waved their apologies off, and finally met Seph's eyes. "It's all good." Seph hadn't been expecting such an easygoing grin. "It wasn't that bad, actually," His grin turned a bit more mischievous. "At least, until the drooling." With a soft chuckle, he spun on his heel and started back down the aisle towards the door, only lifting a hand in farewell when Ashton said goodbye.
"Oh my God." Seph muttered, falling back into her seat and burying her head in her hands.
Ashton laughed softly, leaning down to pat her on the back. "Kore, it's okay. I don't think he was mad." He assured her, once all of his friends had gone.
With a withering look, Seph turned her glare to Ashton, scowling at him. "And stop calling me that, I hate it." Only her family called her Kore, related to the fact that her mother was overly enthused with Greek literature. Ashton only knew because he was almost always at their house, and overheard her and Michael's parents using it.
"Maybe if you pay attention better I wouldn't have to use it." He retorted with a grin. Seph deflated, and with a cackle, he pulled her up. "C'mon, Mike'll meet us at your dorm." He said, pulling her down the aisle.
"What's the matter with you?" Michael asked with a chuckle as Seph and Ashton approached. His grin widened as they got closer, and he wrapped his arm around his sister's shoulders. "Don't pout, Squish." He urged, nudging her gently when she reached out to scan her keycard.
Seph tried to tune the boys out as she stalked down the corridor to her room. She did, however, pick up on the fact that Ashton definitely clued Michael in to at least some of what happened, or she figured from the raucous laugh Michael let out at one point.
"Stay." She ordered, upon swinging the door to her dorm open. Ashton and Michael inched up to the doorway, but obeyed, only peering into the room.
Seph and her roommate, Priya, had an odd relationship. They weren't really friends, but they got along well, and Priya let Michael and Ashton come over every now and then, but she preferred to have their room as a sanctuary. For once, Seph was actually a little happy to have a reason to have a place to herself. She and Michael had always shared a room, and the only time she could recall having a room to herself was when their parents took them and Ashton on a trip, and Michael and Ashton had shared a room.
"Hey, are you working tonight?" Priya asked, looking up from her desk. Both of them were good studiers, but Seph worked a lot more than Priya did. "I didn't expect to see you back here."
"I'm going out to eat with Mike and Ash, you want to come?" Seph offered, dropping her backpack at the foot of her bed. It was still made from the two days prior.
For once, Priya nodded and stood, abandoning the notes she'd been working on. "You wouldn't believe how weird this day has been." She sighed, grabbing her purse from where both of theirs hung in the closet.
"Oh, I think it's been a weird day for us all." Seph chuckled, mimicking Priya's actions to grab her own purse.
"That took forever." Michael muttered, once Priya and Seph emerged, groaning as if it hadn't been less than five minutes since Seph had gone in. "Hey, Priya." He nodded in greeting as the four of them started down the hallway. A few girls poked their heads out to greet Seph and Priya as they passed, but Michael, who knew almost everyone, greeted everyone who came down the hall. Several of them he knew because his and Ashton's dorm was the floor just above.
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"So, Kei was talking about this new gaming bar that just opened up." Ashton said once they had settled into their table at Seph's favorite noodle bar.
Priya looked up from the menu with a bemused grin. "Yeah, have you forgotten that none of us can drink yet?" She asked, grin widening as Seph chuckled and bumped her fist against Priya's.
Ashton scowled and flicked a crumpled up piece of paper across the table to Priya. "Anyway," He continued, rolling his eyes. "They have some fun mocktails," He emphasized, turning to glare at Priya, who chuckled and looked away. "But you can just grab a table and they have games you can play."
"There's also this movie I wanted to go see," Michael said, nearly interrupting Ashton. He turned to Seph, and bumped her shoulder with one of his knuckles. "It's an adaptation of that book, you know the one," He paused and turned to Ashton. "We used to read it all the time." Both Ashton and Seph shrugged, glancing at each other. "Oh, whatever, it's out now, and I think we should go see it." He finished, flapping his hand unconcerned.
"Well, anyway, Seph, I'm surprised you got the night off of work." Priya observed, taking a sip of the juice the waiter had brought.
It was rare that there was a day Seph didn't work, even more than Ashton, who worked at the same restaurant. She nodded at a person who walked in, her lab partner from freshman year, before responding. "Yeah, I covered for Lucy a few days last week, so she took today, and she's taking tomorrow too."
Chuckling, Ashton patted his friend's head. "Lucky you, with a free day, all to yourself. And some of us have to come in early." Seph covered her mouth to prevent laughing too loudly. "You'd think my manager would like me more." She could no longer control her giggles, and glanced up at Ashton, chuckling rather carelessly. Seph was one of the team leads at their restaurant, and since she was a student, it fell to her to schedule everyone from the same school, and although it was not a targeted offense to schedule Ashton to come in early, he really liked to milk it.
"Calum! Hey, mate, good to see you." Michael said, over the top of Ashton and Seph's heads. They had to turn behind them to find a familiar face.
Seph stared at the boy from earlier, who looked the same as before, save for a band aid on the top of his cheek. He and his friend, apparently, recognized Michael based on the way they grinned and waved. Despite their grins, Seph's cheeks burned, and she spun back around in her chair to sink down, hoping the boy wouldn't recognise her. Priya cocked her head to the side, but Seph just shook her head.
Twin telepathy was definitely not a thing, based on the way that Michael waved the unfamiliar pair over. When Seph kicked him harshly in the shin, Michael only cursed, but said nothing else.
"'Sup, Luke?" Michael greeted, pulling his friend in for a swift hug and bumping his fist against the other boy's fist. "You guys want to eat with us?" He offered, gesturing to the empty table next to theirs. "We only just ordered."
The two boys glanced at one another before shrugging. The shorter one went to find a waiter to make sure they could move the tables together, and once he had gotten approval, he came back to move the table closer. Seph sunk further in her chair, hoping Ashton might get the memo and offer to move.
"Luke, Cal, this is Ashton," Michael introduced, once the newcomers had taken their seats. Luke sat next to Seph, thanks to Michael's persuasion, despite his sister's silent glare. Ashton reached over Seph's head to wave at the two.
"I'm Calum, and Luke's over there pouting." Calum said with a chuckle, nodding to Luke, who had his nose buried in his phone. "He's had a rough go of it today." He whispered, as if Luke couldn't hear any of them.
Luke, with a glare in Calum's direction, finally put his phone away and looked to Ashton, to finally greet him. He recoiled shortly in surprise, pointing at Ashton. "Oh, hey, it's you. Long time no see." He glanced down at the girl trying her hardest to become invisible. "Sleeping Beauty, napping again?"
Michael glanced between Luke, Ashton, and Seph, turning to Priya to lift his eyebrows in confusion, but she only shrugged. "You know each other?"
Seph buried her head in her hands, and Ashton patted her shoulder, looking to Luke to explain. "We met in class earlier." He summarized, glancing down at Seph, who still avoided eye contact.
"Oh, well, Calum, this is my sister, Seph." Michael said, after an awkward pause.
"Steph?"
"Seph." Ashton interrupted, before Michael could correct him. "No t."
Calum turned to Seph, who kept her head down, only glancing up slightly to wave. "Seph's an interesting name. Is it short for something?"
Seph looked up, suddenly, at Ashton, who was grinning. "Oh, why, yes, actually," He began, with a wide grin. Michael and Seph shared a frantic look and Ashton was cut off by both of Seph's hands coming up to cover his mouth. His words were muffled by her hands, and Priya was the only one to actually know what he had said, but it wasn't news to her.
"Ashton Irwin, I swear to God." She warned, fixing him with a stoney glare. "We've been over this." Seph hated her full name, possibly even more than she hated Kore, but it was Ashton's favorite thing to tease her about.
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"C'mon, Squish, it's not that hot." Michael teased, leaning across the table to smirk at his sister.
Seph scowled, setting her drink down on the table with a thud. "You wanna try it?" She dared, pushing her bowl towards him. Seph had the highest pain tolerance of several of them, except maybe Priya, who tended to stay away from spicy things, anyway. Because of this, she had ordered the spiciest ramen available, but most of the ramen she enjoyed wasn't so bad.
Michael immediately paled and shook his head. Priya mimicked his action when Seph glanced at her, nodding towards the noodles. "I'll keep some taste buds today." She said, sharing a giggle with Ashton.
"I'll try it."
Seph turned to Luke, not expecting him to have volunteered. He had remained mostly silent for the duration of their meal, and she couldn't help but worry if it was her fault. Based on the cocky grin he wore, she deduced it was probably not.
"It's probably not that bad." He tempted, inching towards Seph. She glanced around, but everyone else was entranced by a story Priya was telling. "So, c'mon, Princess." He said, eyebrows cocking upwards. "Or are you worried it's not that bad?"
"Go ahead." Seph retorted, pushing the bowl towards Luke, leaning back in her chair. Silently, he shook his head and pointed towards his mouth. Seph arched an eyebrow. He wasn't really going to make her feed him.
After a moment of staring each other down, Seph sighed, and resolved to making Luke a bite, offering him her spoon. He, begrudgingly, accepted the spoon from her hands and took a bite, returning it to her. For a moment, his grin remained steady, leaning back in his own seat. After a few more beats, however, his grin shook, and he turned away to gulp. At this, Seph giggled, covering her mouth and taking another bite of her noodles.
"So, is she overreacting?" Calum asked his friend, leaning forward with a grin that he shared with Seph.
Luke leaned back and crossed his arms, and he would've looked cool - Seph thought he had a cocky aura that made him attractive - if it weren't for his red cheeks. "Yeah, it's fine." He panted, fingers drumming on the table. He was not good with spice, and had gotten much too over his head.
Seph shook her head, chuckling as she leaned her chin on her hand, watching Luke's face redden. "Hot enough for you, Princess?" She teased, biting her lip in a grin when his eyes watered. If it had been Ashton or Michael, she would have been crying with laughter, but she didn't know Luke nearly as well, and although he had teased her, she didn't feel like doing the same. For the most part.
"You know what?" Luke croaked after downing an entire glass of water. He pointed his long finger at Seph, close enough that the tip of his finger brushed the tip of her nose, which raised her eyebrows, but neither of them said anything more about it. "You-" He cut himself off, ducking his head to avoid anyone seeing his eyes water with the heat. "Goddamn."
"What'd you do to him, Squish?" Ashton asked upon the collective realization that Luke was suffering over something. Calum had watched the interaction with rapt attention, but Ashton, Michael, and Priya had been chatting about something completely unrelated.
Seph shrugged, leaning back in her seat. "Nothing that he didn't deserve." At that, Luke turned up to scowl at her, and a pang of guilt shot through her stomach. "Sorry, dude." She offered, carefully glancing down at Luke.
"So, Seph, what's your major?" Calum asked, leaning his head on his hand to grin at her. Luke was still struggling, but he was generally pushed to the side, except for Michael, who was nearly crying with laughter. "Mike mentioned you're here on a scholarship."
With a glare towards Michael â who didn't even recognize his sister's stare â Seph glanced back towards Calum. "Yeah, I'm actually double majoring in musical theater and classics." Or, as hers and Michael's grandmother referred to it, the two most useless majors.
"Oh, so you sing?" Calum continued, disregarding the poisonous way Ashton was staring at him.
Seph's cheeks reddened, and she ran a hand through the ends of her hair. "Uh, yeah. I guess."
"That's really cool. You know-"
"Squish, did you see the gaming bar Kei was talking about?" Ashton interrupted, grabbing Seph's arm to pull her towards him, thrusting his phone in her face. He scowled at Calum, but if the latter noticed, he didn't react.
Nodding absent-mindedly, Seph scrolled through the listing. "Yeah, looks really cool, Ash. We should go tonight." She turned her attention back to Calum. "D'you two wanna come to this bar with us later?"
Luke finally looked up, eyes raking over Seph, and then to Michael. "Are you even old enough to drink?" He asked with a soft chuckle.
Seph scowled, arching an eyebrow. "It's a gaming bar." Suddenly, she empathized with Ashton for Priya's prior teasing. "You know, with games?"
"We'd love to join." Calum said, before Luke could fire back the retort that waited on the tip of his tongue. "But I work early, so I'll probably have to leave before midnight."
"Oh, we all do." Michael assured him with a confident grin.
"Except for Seph. You can stay out all night." Priya added, grinning at her roommate, which earned her a scowl. They both knew Seph was going home and sleeping for forever. If she could fall asleep. "So, which club are you going to?" She teased, sticking her tongue out at Seph, who responded in kind.
Seph sighed, and rolled her eyes. "Luke's also free tonight, maybe you two should do something." Calum added, before Seph could refuse. At Luke's scorn, Calum defensively raised his hands. "Dude, it's a joke, you guys don't have to."
Scowling, Seph nudged Ashton over to slip out of the hightop. "I'm going to wash my hands." She grumbled, tossing her hair over her shoulder before heading away from the table.
The restroom was peacefully quiet, with the exception of soft music playing over the speakers. Seph leaned down to splash her face with cool water, sighing softly and running a hand through her hair. She hadn't been able to rest at all, even on the bus, when she could normally fall asleep on Ashton for a minute, so the cool water was to combat the sagging of her eyelids, as well as the warm cheeks that were a side effect of the spicy noodles.
She poked at the bags permanently under her eyes, made worse by her lack of sleep, sighing when they didn't magically disappear. With a sniff, she leaned back, pulling her ponytail out to shake her hair down her back.
Seph should've had an energy drink before she left that morning.
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Truth or Dare | S.JY
Synopsis - a house party, a game of truth or dare, and a shy guy's journey to lose his virginity. Will he succesfully beg the popular girl to be his first time?
Genre - classmates to lovers, soft dom!reader x sub!jake, smut, fluff
Warnings - loss of virginity (jake), pet names (baby), jake sorta crying, swearing, p in a v, shower sex, begging (y/n lowkey being a menace), oral (m & f receiving), protected sex (y/n is on birth control but not mentioned), riding
Teaser! U can read here!
âWell, well, well,â she purred, her voice laced with amusement. âLook who decided to show up.â
Jake swallowed hard, his gaze shifting downward, unable to meet her eyes just yet. His heart was pounding so hard, he was sure she could hear it. âI-Iâm here,â he whispered, his voice trembling slightly.
Y/nâs eyebrow arched, clearly savoring his vulnerability. She tilted her head slightly, letting the silence linger, making him squirm under her gaze. âAnd why are you here, Jake? Did you need something from me?â Her voice was sweet, mocking, like she already knew the answer but wanted to hear him say it.
Jakeâs hands clenched at his sides, his throat dry. âI-I-I canât stop thinking about what you said,â he finally admitted, his voice barely above a whisper. âAbout... you helping me.â
She smiled, her eyes glinting with that same predatory gleam from before. âHelping you with what, Jake?â she asked innocently, feigning ignorance.
His breath hitched, and he felt his face burn with embarrassment. âWithâŠwith my virginity.â
She clicked her tongue, her expression turning mischievous. âAh, thatâs right. But I told you, Jake. If you want my help, you need to beg for it.â She stepped closer, her voice dropping to a sultry whisper. âYouâre going to have to do better than just show up at my door. I want to hear you say it.â
Jakeâs chest tightened as the reality of the moment hit him. His knees felt weak, and his emotions swirled in a storm of anxiety and desire. He looked up at her, his eyes wide and pleading, his lips trembling as he forced the words out. âPlease, Y/n... I... I want you to take my virginity. Please.â
Her smile widened, but she wasnât satisfied yet. She leaned in closer, her breath warm against his ear. âNot good enough, Jake. Youâre going to have to convince me. Show me how much you really want it.â
Jakeâs heart raced. Tears pricked the corners of his eyes as the weight of his desperation crashed over him. This wasnât just about lust anymore, it was about needing her approval, needing her to see him as worthy. âPlease, Y/n,â he whispered, his voice thick with emotion. âIâm begging you. I donât know what else to do... I want this... I need you.â
His eyes, now glassy with unshed tears, met hers, his expression so innocent and vulnerable that it gave Y/n pause. For the first time since this game began, Jakeâs desperation seemed to crack her facade. The puppy-dog look on his face, the way his lips trembled and his eyes shimmered with raw, unfiltered emotion, finally made her relent.
She stared at him for a long moment, her playful smirk faltering slightly as she took in the sight of him, standing there, helpless, pleading for her. It was exactly what she had wanted from the beginning, but now that he was there, looking at her with those teary, pleading eyes, something inside her softened.
âAlright, Jake,â she whispered, her voice losing some of its teasing edge. She reached out and gently touched his cheek, brushing away the tear that had finally spilled over. âYouâve convinced me.â
She led him to the bed, where she gently pushed him down, straddling his waist. Her robe fell open, revealing her flawless, naked body. Jake's breath caught in his throat as he took in her perfect breasts and the smooth curves of her hips.
"You're so beautiful," he whispered, reaching up to touch her, but she captured his hands, pinning them above his head.
"Not so fast, virgin," she teased, her breath hot against his ear. "I'm in control tonight."
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Extra Lessons | L.HS
Synopsis - y/n a struggling trainee sparks an intense connection with her strict trainer Heeseung, leading to a steamy, unexpected encounter during their private lessons.
Genre - trainer x trainee, dom!heeseung x inexperienced!reader, smut, fluff
Warnings - loss of virginity (reader), mention of first kiss (reader), reader is so inexperience, heeseung is possessive asf here, 5 years age gap (heeseung is 23, y/n is 18), pet names (baby, princess, sweetheart), swearings, fingering (f receiving), p in a v, unprotected sex (pls dont do this), dirty talks, nipple play, corruption kink, HEAVY making outs, praise kink (hee calls reader good girl)
Teaser! U can read here!
A soft whimper escaped Y/nâs lips as his teeth grazed her lower lip, nibbling lightly before sucking it between his own. The feeling sent a sharp wave of pleasure coursing through her, and she couldnât stop the way her body responded, her hands clutching the fabric of his shirt as she melted into him. Heeseung smirked against her mouth, clearly enjoying the effect he had on her.
"You taste even better than I imagined," he murmured against her lips, his voice low and husky, sending a thrill through Y/n's body.
Before she could process his words, Heeseung's lips crashed back onto hers with renewed fervor, his kiss growing more intense, more desperate. He kissed her like he wanted to consume her, like he couldnât stand the thought of pulling away even for a second. His hand tangled in her hair, gently tugging her head back to expose her neck. Without warning, his lips left hers, trailing hot, open-mouthed kisses down her jawline, his breath scorching her skin.
Y/nâs breath hitched as Heeseungâs lips brushed against the sensitive spot just below her ear, his teeth grazing her skin lightly before sucking on the delicate flesh. The sensation sent a wave of heat flooding through her, and she bit down on her lower lip to keep from moaning too loudly.
"You drive me crazy," Heeseung whispered, his voice dark and rough, his lips continuing their path down her neck. His kisses were searing, each one making her feel as if she were burning from the inside out. Heeseung nipped at her skin, his tongue soothing the sting as he moved lower, his lips brushing dangerously close to her collarbone.
Y/n's entire body felt like it was on fire, her chest heaving as she tried to steady her breathing. She could barely think, her mind consumed by the feeling of Heeseung's lips and the way his hands roamed her body with a hunger that made her knees weak. It was overwhelming, intoxicating, and she didnât want it to stop.
Heeseungâs lips returned to hers, his kiss more insistent, more possessive than before. His hand slid down her back, resting on the curve of her waist as he pressed her closer to him, their bodies molding together as if they were made to fit this way. Y/n could feel the heat of his body radiating through his clothes, his hard muscles tense beneath her fingers.
"Iâm going to ruin you," he murmured against her lips, his breath hot and ragged.
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"cat got your tongue?" | L.HS
bf!heeseung x gf!reader warnings: smut (mdni) unprotected sex, cream pie, dom!heeseung, gagging on fingers, slight breath play, pwp, just pure filth from the start, hee is loving but a menace, not proof read, anything else lmk! wc: 2.1k synopsis: heeseung's fingers might be your favourite gag a/n: hi! it's me finally with a small wordcount drabble!! who would have guessed it? anyway this was heavily inspired by a conversation i had with my twin flame ruby @dollyyun , so yes babe i hope you love it!! just something filthy and fun. have a great weekend everyone
âOh God, Heeseung, donât fucking stop,â you gasp, voice trembling with a mix of desperation and ecstasy.Â
Your words seem to spur him on, his hips driving forward with a rhythm thatâs sharp and deliberate, each thrust more intense than the last. His 7-inch cock plunges deep inside you, the set pace teetering on the edge between pleasure and torment. Every time he pulls back, you feel the delicious drag of his shaft slipping against your walls, only for him to slam back in, battering you deep inside. You canât decide if you want to savour this maddening tempo or beg for more - something harder, rougher, like a man whoâs lost in his own lust.
The room is thick with the scent of sex, love, and a passion that feels almost primal. You hadnât imagined the night turning out this way; there was a different kind of intimacy in mind with cuddles and romantic movies. But itâs your own fault, really. You knew exactly what you were doing when you slipped into his favourite pyjamas - the ones dotted with cute little hearts, the matching crop top clinging to your skin, barely covering your tits. His reaction was inevitable; you had provoked the beast, and now he was giving you everything you silently asked for and more.
Your breath comes in ragged gasps, each thrust driving the air from your lungs. His name tumbles from your lips like a mantra, broken and pleading. "Heeseung...please..." You don't even know what you're begging for anymore - a faster pace, a deeper thrust, anything to push you over the edge that you're balancing on. His gaze is dark and focused, a predatory glint in his eyes as he watches your every reaction, drinking in the sight of you falling apart beneath him. His lips curl into a wicked smile, a low chuckle rumbling from his chest.
âLook at you,â he murmurs, his voice a mix of amusement and lust. âSo desperate for me, arenât you?â
A shiver runs through you, his words sinking into your skin, your core tightening around him in response. Heeseung's hands slide down to grip your waist, fingers pressing into your flesh hard enough to leave marks, and with a grunt, he changes the angle. The new position has him hitting that spot deep inside you that makes stars explode behind your eyes, and your moan echoes through the room.
"Fuck, yes, right there!" you cry out, arching your back as your nails rake down his shoulders. Each thrust grows more relentless, his hips driving into you with a punishing, unyielding rhythm that leaves you gasping for breath, lost in the delicious agony of it all. The sound of skin slapping against skin fills the room, blending with the symphony of your moans, gasps, and his ragged grunts.
Your hands trail down his arms, feeling the taut muscles flex beneath your touch as your fingers glide over the sheen of sweat on his skin. They move lower, seeking the hand thatâs gripping your waist with such force that youâre sure his fingertips will leave bruises blooming across your skin by morning. You pry his right hand away and entwine your fingers with his, grounding yourself in that moment of intimacy amidst the ferocity.
The wicked grin on his lips softens into something more tender, his gaze never leaving yours. He brings your joined hands up to his mouth, pressing a soft kiss to your knuckles, his eyes speaking the love that words donât need to convey. For a moment, thereâs a gentleness, a shared breath of vulnerability.
But when you guide his hand to your lips, his expression shifts back to that familiar, dark smirk, eyes narrowing with understanding. He knows what youâre asking for without you needing to say a word. His lips curl up, that sadistic amusement returning as he watches you with a mix of pride and desire.
âYou want to suck on my fingers, baby?â he asks, his voice low and teasing, but thereâs an edge to it that sends a shiver down your spine. You nod, lips parting slightly in anticipation, but Heeseung doesnât give in so easily.
Instead, he brings your joined hands back to his mouth, and with deliberate slowness, he slips his own fingers past his lips. His eyes stay locked on yours as he sucks them into his mouth, his tongue swirling around each digit, wetting them thoroughly. The sight makes your breath hitch, a new wave of heat pooling low in your belly. Youâre so jealous of his tongue that you might grow green with envy, wishing it was you instead.
With a soft pop, he pulls his fingers free, and that smug, dark grin stretches wider across his face. âOpen up,â he commands softly, his tone brooking no argument. You donât even think to disobey. Your lips part further, and he wastes no time, pressing his slick fingers against them and pushing them past your teeth.
The taste of him coats your tongue, and you moan softly around his fingers. He watches intently, his gaze dark with lust as he slides his fingers deeper, teasing the back of your throat. He forces your mouth open, her stare never leaving yours
âYou like that, donât you?â he whispers, voice rough with desire. âBeing so good for me. So fucking perfect.â He presses down more firmly, the tips of his fingers brushing against your tongue, and he grins when he feels you gag slightly. His hips never falter and your legs that are wrapped around his waist anchor you both together while he focuses on your pleasure.
Your eyes flutter shut, and you moan around him, sucking on his fingers as he guides you, your tongue swirling around them just like heâd done moments ago. âNu-uh, baby. Eyes open or else Iâll stop,â he warns, causing you to string your eyes open in a desperate plea. âYou wouldnât want that, would you?â His tone is teasing and degrading but fuck does it turn you on even more.Â
The way he watches you makes you feel exposed, cherished, and utterly controlled all at once. Three of his digits press on your tongue as he uses his strength to widen your mouth, pushing his fingers deeper until your eyes water, and he can feel your breath coming in sharp gasps, rendering you unable even to answer his question.Â
The thing about your boyfriend is that he likes you vocal and demands that his questions are answered. Even simple ones like âDo you feel that?â have to be replied with a yes, otherwise he takes the pleasure away from you. But how can you answer when his fingers are imprisoning you to silence?
Heeseung laughs mockingly as he plummets into you at a slightly slower pace. âAw, baby, whatâs wrong? Cat got your tongue?â With each question, he bucks his hip forcefully, the tip of his cock meeting your cervix and desperately willing your eyes to close. The intense pressure has your eyes threatening to close, a tear slipping free, but you donât look away. You meet his gaze, eyes glassy and lips stretched around his fingers, desperately trying to answer him with a look, a plea for mercy.
He knows exactly what heâs doing. âLook at you,â he murmurs with a breathy chuckle. âSo desperate to speak. Go on, then, try.â
You attempt to form a word, but his fingers are still lodged deep in your mouth, muffling any sound. All that comes out is a garbled moan, saliva dripping down your chin as you try to articulate anything that might satisfy him. Your tongue moves helplessly against his digits, eyes begging him for some semblance of relief.
Heeseungâs grin widens, and with a sudden withdrawal, he pulls his fingers from your mouth, a slick trail of spit connecting them to your lips. You gasp for air, trying to find your voice, but before you can utter a single word, he crashes his lips against yours, swallowing whatever sound was about to escape. The kiss is hungry, consuming - tongues meeting in a frenzied dance. His hand, still wet from your mouth, grips your jaw, keeping you firmly in place as he devours you.
Heeseungâs hips drive into you with a brutal, unrelenting pace, his thrusts hitting so deep and fast that you feel like youâre coming apart beneath him. His lips move against yours in a heated frenzy, devouring your every whimper, every plea. Your tongue tangles with his, wet and hot, the taste of him mixing with the desperate sounds spilling from both of you. He pulls back just enough to let you gasp for air, but his lips are back on yours a second later, almost as if he canât stand to be apart for even a moment.
The hand cupping the back of your head tightens its grip, fingers tangling in your hair as he forces your head to tilt back further, deepening the kiss to an almost punishing degree. The intensity of it sends sparks shooting through your veins, your body trembling with need. His hips snap forward faster, the wet sounds of your bodies colliding filling the room, his cock driving into you with a perfect, punishing rhythm that makes your toes curl and your vision blur.
âHeeâŠI need to cumâŠplease,â you beg into his mouth, your words coming out in broken, breathless fragments between the feverish kisses. Your tongue explores his mouth, whimpering between each word, and he moans against you, clearly loving the way youâre falling apart beneath him. His hips donât slow; if anything, he picks up speed, fucking into you with a new fervour, as if your begging has ignited something even more primal in him.
âCum for me, baby,â he growls against your lips, his voice rough and dripping with dominance. âI want to feel you lose it around me. Come on - give it to me.â
His words are like gasoline on a fire, and your entire body seizes up, muscles tensing as you feel the coil inside you winding tighter and tighter. His thrusts are relentless, his cock driving into that perfect spot over and over again, pushing you closer and closer to the edge. The pleasure is so intense itâs almost painful, your mind going blank with nothing but the feeling of him inside you, around you, consuming you.
The combination of his filthy words, his relentless pace, and the raw need in his voice shoves you over the edge. Your climax crashes into you like a tidal wave, overwhelming and all-consuming. Your walls clamp down around him, squeezing his cock as your entire body convulses with the force of your orgasm. A choked scream rips from your throat, your back arching off the bed as wave after wave of pleasure pulses through you.
âFuck, yes, thatâs it,â Heeseung groans through a tremble and gritted teeth, his rhythm faltering as he feels you tighten around him. He doesnât stop, thrusting through your orgasm, drawing it out until youâre quivering and whimpering beneath him, barely able to catch your breath.
His hips stutter, and you feel him swell inside you, his cock pulsing as he chases his own release. His hand on your head pulls you back into another bruising kiss, his tongue claiming yours in a messy, desperate dance. His breaths are ragged against your lips, his body tense and trembling. With a deep, guttural groan, he thrusts into you one last time, burying himself as deep as he can go. You feel the hot rush of his release spill into you, his body jerking with each spurt as he fills you completely.
Breaking the kiss, Heeseug presses his forehead against yours as he pants heavily, his breath warm against your face. For a moment, thereâs nothing but the sound of your laboured breathing and the feel of your heartbeats pounding against each otherâs chests. His hand loosens its grip in your hair, fingers stroking through the damp strands gently now, his touch a stark contrast to the roughness from moments before.
âGod, I love you,â he murmurs against your lips, his voice soft and raw, full of emotion. He leans in and kisses you again, slower this time, his lips lingering against yours in a sweet, lingering caress that has you melting all over again.
âLove you too, Heeseung,â you whisper back, your voice shaky but full of sincerity. Youâre still coming down from the high, your body exhausted, jaw sore, but thoroughly satisfied, and you know he feels the same, his lips curling into a lazy, contented smile against yours.
And as he pulls you closer, his arms wrapping around you in a protective, possessive hold, you know this isnât the end but just the beginning of another night lost in each other.
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Hurt me like hell - L.HSÂ
lee heeseung x reader
TW: 18+ Sexual content, Corruption, mentions of making out, fingering, biting, mentions of voyeurism, mentions of blood, choking, supernatural au, vampire heeseung au!,Â
please proceed with caution 18+ content ahead, do not read if you are underage.Â
It wasnât safe, but then again you never thought of safety when you thought of him. the only feeling that came to mind was the euphoric dream, the sensual realm of his existence,Â
lee heeseung was a drug you wouldnât ever be able to give up.
Blood was your life source, the glowy rare liquid was scarce. In a world where it ran through your veins if you were a being of normality. A day walker, you were vulnerable, but you always knew that wasnât your realm. Even if you were born into it.
But the rest of humanity didnât get a taste of the mind numbing, brain inducing high that was heeseung.
When there was a choice between listening to your salvation, the truth in his world and following the righteous path or being killed for breaking the simple rules of your kind, youâd very much take the trip down to the obsidian pits of doom.
Youâd gladly fall down, off grace and sin for him. Breaking each and every rule let you feel more and more pleasure.
With each cry for help and beg from your family to go back to the good ways you became more and more corrupted. Your purity and innocence robbed away from you with full consent.
Like now, you were currently smashed against your childhood rooms wall thrashing against it as whines and screams of pleasure left your lips.Â
At the beginning you were more cautious of the lewd sounds leaving your room, but then you realised the red eyed demon before you wasnât going to allow that.
âCome on sweetheart, let me hear every single inch of virtue leave your soul.â His voice surpassed the physics of this world ringing inside your head.
The smirk was evident on his face, burying his head into your neck, the gush of blood was so close, heeseung licked a stripe up following the flow of the flooding veins.
âYour blood, itâs absolutely exquisite.â Slipping his fingers down he touched you where you needed the most, the pain eased it's sharp panging slowly dissipating as he turned the uncomforting into an intense surge of pleasure.
Throwing your head back, it slams against the wall. âPlease.â You barely gasp, âTake me, please.â
âDonât worry, Iâll do more than that, iâll break you. Steal every inch of you for myself.â he hissed the last part almost as a reminder to himself, Heeseungâs eyes flashed red, you could barely see clearly, his lips snatching every breath and moan that left your soft lips. Grasping your jaw, he moved his lips against yours, not giving you a second to register anything thatâs happening.
Your eyes fluttered open trying to focus but heeseung was overwhelming you. His entire existence demanded your attention. Â
âLook at you,â he chuckled baring his perfect pearly teeth, âAll broken and helpless for me.â He feigned sorrow for a moment âAll for me.â mumbling, a hand sneaking up. His long bony fingers wrapping around your supple neck fitting like a necklace of bones made to be worn by you. Peering up at him you could see his towering figure.
His eyes were diluted brewing with desire, fangs already so close to piercing the last barrier that was his bottom lip as he tried to regulate his breathing.
âGood girl,â he whispered hearing your moans go more breathier as he tightened.
âYes- ple⊠please, more--â the gratification you were getting from watching him look down at you and pleasure you hungrily, was intense. Almost enough to make you squirt like a pervert.
âGetting off to this?â his fingers tightened even more, at this point he could feel your insides, Â âHaving the door of your room open? Hmm? knowing I could destroy you right now?â he grinned, watching you fight for the last bit of air left.
He sighed, letting go almost instantly as he breathed right at your lips sharing his own breath. Heeseung wanted you as his, an immense feeling of dominance surged through him, wanting to mark you from the inside not just the outside.
You felt him consume you, your knees getting weaker by the minute. Heeseungs fingers travelled down the expanse of your torso, sending shivers up your back. He hoisted you up pushing against the wall to keep you up.
You closed the barrier pushing your lips against him, he pushed yours open giving him access to your tongue, clashing together, teeth pushing against his sharp ones.
Who knew sinning was so euphoric, it almost felt illegal that you were going to be denied all of this pleasure.
Breaking the kiss. Arms wrapped around him. âPlease fuck me.â Your eyes immersed in his crimson ones.
âPlease,â
âMy pleasure,â he whispered smirking as he prepared himself to push into you. You dropped your head feeling him enter you.
âShit, so tight.â
Your forehead was resting against his shoulder, breathing sharply as you clawed at his clothes feeling the stretch, he kept pushing in, âTaking me so well. Fuck, princess.â
Once he was at the hilt, only then did heeseung notice that his left shoulder was wet. your tears were soaking in a little patch of his unbuttoned shirt.
âHush, youâre doing so well for me.â He rubs your back soothingly, underneath your ripped top. He gave you a moment to adjust to his size.
Heeseung couldnât help but grin like a creep, god did it turn him on even more seeing you cry. So weak and fragile.
He lifted your head unable to control the thirst he has anymore.
Heeseung watched your tears fall down your face as he pushed you farther up, fuck it fuelled him even more looking at your flushed expression and puffy eyes.
Nuzzling your neck, he kisses the skin above the main artery. âClose your eyes.â
You do as he says, the tears momentarily stopping. You take in a sharp inhale. But as soon as you do the exhale comes out in the form of a sensual moan. The pain felt below no longer remembered as he distracts you with the euphoric daze of being drank from.
Sparks erupted from beneath your eyelids. The heavy feeling you once felt being lifted up no longer there as your fingers grasped onto him, you were anxious this emotion would be taken away from you along with all the other feelings you had felt a moment ago.
âFuck Hee yes, yes. m-mmore--uh.â He smirked at the sounds you were letting out. Heeseung started moving inside of you, his hips thrusting upwards slightly.
âHeeeh--s-seung.â You drawled out his name, fingers finding grasp in his hair at the nape of his head. You pulled him closer moving your head farther to the side to allow him access.
He sucked at the last bit, before pulling out his fangs, leaving you dazed. Your eyes had clouded slightly. Not noticing the horrendous sight of your oldest brother Jake at your doorway.
He grinned at him flashing his eyes red again. Lips smeared with your crimson blood.
âHeâs a vampire.â he gasped. Your brother tried entering but heeseung had blocked the doorway. the inpenetrable force pushing him back.Â
He was unable to enter and save your innocence. Jake trembled back, seeing your eyes flash black. You were a lost cause in your parents eyes, a child that fell into darkness.
Your whines increased in volume when heeseung started moving faster pistoling into you deeper.
âCan you feel me princess?â he pulled your fingers lower right above him sheathed letting you feel the length of him inside you.
you mumble unable to form coherent words. âI fuck you so well youâve turned completely dumb?â you nod mindlessly, moans and whines shamelessly leaving your lips. You strained to stop yourself from reaching your high so soon.
âNo words because youâre too fucked out from my cock?â he licked his lips, pushing your hair aside as he bit down onto your collarbone.
You felt the knot slowly begin to coil and tangle itself with each thrust, he groaned into your ear gulping down the blood that was seeping down your skin.
âIâHeeseu-uh. Iâm, fuck Iâm going toââ
âI know baby, I know.â He thrusted a few more before watching the coil inside you unravel speedily and burst.
âCum for me princess,â Riding out your high, you hold onto him tightly, moaning his name as youâve been reduced to the few syllables.
Blood smeared across the two of you as he threw his head back, clutching you tightly he thrusted into you a few more times his low growls were heavenly as you watched him fall back into his high. âPlease fill me.âÂ
Releasing his seeds inside you deeply he painted your inner walls, marking you his.
You whine feeling filled to the brim. Heeseung continues fucking himself into you deeper, screams of overstimulation left you as you gripped onto his shoulders tighter holding yourself up.Â
your fingers grabbed onto anything you could find nails digging crecents into his supple skin and the flesh of your palms.Â
lips tight and pressed toegether making the peach rose colour slowly drain.Â
You drop your forehead down against his kissing him deeply. Trying to convey every feeling you hold for him inside you that can possibly be felt from a mortal. Passionate and intense and everything you wanted it to be, he softly smirked against you.
Message received.
âI love you, Heeseung.â You whisper shuddering from the empty shallow feeling you get once he slips out.
âLove you too ____.â He bit down onto your lips, pulling slightly before reluctantly releasing. Letting you down and onto your feet he lets go for a second only to catch you again from dropping instantly to the floor.
âMy legsââ âYeah, my bad.â He slyly grinned lifting you upwards.
âGuess I just fuck you too well.â Your face heats up at his words.Â
So to reiterate again, if you were ever given a choice between anything, everything and heeseung, there was no question youâd pick heeseung.
And youâd gladly fall from grace for him a million more times if necessary. Â
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(First time writing something smut related, give me a break over it, this was super rushed too lol.
Also safe sex is the best sex, use protection pls)
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âwho do you believe?â; l.h. (pt. ii)
oh my GOD itâs here, it took longer than expected but sheâs finally here! after the eye strain i got a sty so that threw me in for a loop, but the good news is my eyes are better! and iâm fully vaccinated too! please get the vaccine if you are able to :^) enjoy!
a/n: (formatting again lol) thereâs a part where thereâs supposed to be texts (in italics) so it may be a bit weird to read (hopefully not) (sorry for these parantheses) please let me know if thereâs anything off!
pairing: luke hemmings x reader
summary: having known luke for years, it was bound to happen eventually. the crush you developed happened before you could stop it, and you did your best to keep it a secret. you told no one, did your best not to show it, so what do you do when his girlfriend finds out?
warnings: swearing (as usual),Â
genre: angst, fluff, basically friends (to brief enemies but not really) to lovers?
wc: 5,201 (theyâre getting longer, huh)
taglist: @1sosrvd1267 + @wowitsel (side note: i donât have a current taglist, this is just for this fic!)
part one | my masterlist!
You skipped the after-party that night. You couldnât bear standing in the same room as Luke and Rachel, so you booked a ride and left as soon as the car pulled up.
Had you stayed for the party, you would have crumbled under the looks of pity thrown at you by those who would have heard about what happened. The knowing looks that something bad had happened between two people everyone on the crew knew were best friends would have been uncomfortable.
The ride home is uncomfortably silent, but you were thankful the driver wasnât the talkative type. The soft jazz playing on the radio wasnât calming but it did distract you from the pain and embarrassment you felt from the argument.
Once the car had pulled up to your place, you bid a silent farewell to the driver and slid out.
You just wanted to get inside, take a shower, shut your phone for the night, and sleep until you physically canât get any more sleep.
Youâre not too surprised Luke stood up for his girlfriend. He does love herâheâs shown that with friends and with fans. But the way he glared at you, defended her without trying to find out what exactly went downâŠhe had never looked at you like that.
Youâve seen that look before; it wasnât something you were used to but it was the look he would give paparazzi when they would harass you, the guys, and his friends. The glare carried such strength that it would make people back off. And so when it was directed towards you, it struck you hard.
Having done what you wanted to do once you entered the house, you lay in bed with wet eyes staring at the ceiling. Your phone was face down on your nightstand, completely out of reach to the point one slight touch could knock it off.
Maybe you were the one at fault. Maybe you shouldâve told the truth about your feelings to Rachel or Luke before this all happened. It could have prevented the fallout and you would be with the guys and the crew celebrating a successful show.
But what good would that have done? Had you told someone, anyone, that you liked Luke more than a best friend should, would that have caused the same problem but presented differently? Or would something come from it? Maybe nothing would have happened.
A sigh escapes your lips as you turn your back away from the nightstand, facing the empty half of the bed and before your mind drifts to more pitiful thoughts, you close your eyes.
You didnât dream that night. Itâs as if you blinked, with the night flying by faster than you had wanted and anticipated.
The sunlight beamed down on you from above your headboard. It was late morning and it was time to face the harsh reality of the day.
There is no doubt you have lost Luke as your best friend.
Wiping the sleep and crust from your eyes, you sit up and vacantly glance around the room. The box where you keep gifts from Luke is illuminated by the sunlight, and with the vacant stare you stand to walk towards it.
You hesitate to open it; itâll bring back memories of good times and with the events of the previous night, you do not think you can handle the rush of emotions.
Itâs then when you realize your phone was off, and though you donât want to do anything social today and would rather stay home with your favorite snacks and shows, you know you have to let your friends know how youâre doing.
You stall by washing your face and brushing your teeth, albeit slower than usual. You know that once you turn your phone on, the onslaught of questions and missed calls are going to take possibly an hour to clear up.
Sure enough, as you turn your phone on, the missed messages come in, barely giving your notification tone a break and the missed calls and voicemails were coming in fast. You can feel the heat from the battery on your palm, and for the sake of the phone you switch the sound off and turn on Do Not Disturb to prevent any new calls from coming through.
The messages you saw were from the crew, asking where you went and if you were okay. Others were from the boys minus Luke, and looking through the missed calls, there was nothing from Luke.
Youâre not surprised, but the pain was still simmering within and seeing no messages or missed calls from him was adding to it.
You responded to the crewâs messages first, since many of them sent one or two messages asking simple questions: âAre you okay,â âWhere did you go,â and âDid you get home safe?â
Then you responded to the boysâ, Michaelâs first since he had the least amount of messages.
hey, you didnât have to leave. we couldâve talked some sense into him when he calmed down (11:37pm)
did u get home okay? we know you didnât drive here yourself. (11:58pm)
please let us know you made it home. let us know youâre okay (12:10am)
hope you made it home and that youâre safe and okay. thank u for ur work today. please text me when you see these. goodnight (12:49am)
You typed your reply to him, letting him know that you were okay and got home safe.
Calumâs messages were similar, asking the same questions but some were repeated to emphasize his worry. In response, you answered his questions like Michaelâs.
But even before you can open Ashtonâs messages, seeing double digits next to your conversation with him, rapid knocks on your front door grab your attention.
With a groan you stand and grab your robe from the hook on the door, wrapping it tightly around your body as you open the door and groggily walk to the front door.
It was a stupid idea, as you werenât ready to face anyone yet Ashton stands in front of you. Heâs well-rested, a stark contrast to you as you were sure your eyes were still puffy and bloodshot, along with an occasional sniffle from your nose.
His eyes travel from your face, down to your feet, and back up to your eyes. He can immediately tell you had a terrible night.
âYou werenât answering anyone last night,â he begins, tilting his head as he narrows his eyes, âwe were worried about you after you left.â
âYeah,â you sighed, âI justâI didnât feel like talking to anyone.â
âYou couldâve let one of us know that you were shutting off.â
You nodded with a frown, âI could have, yeah,â your eyes dart around behind him to avoid his worrisome eyes before asking him if he wanted to come in.
He doesnât hesitate and steps in once you move aside, opening the door wider to give him enough room. He notes your bag in a heap on the floor a few inches away from the couch, and how your shoes were far apart, with one upside down, as if you flung them off.
âHow are you holding up now?â
You shrug, still avoiding his eyes because you know if you make eye contact, youâll break down and you wonât have control over the onslaught of emotions.
âBe honest,â his voice is soft, wanting to make you feel comfortable enough to open up.
You stare at the ground, biting the skin of your lower lip nervously. This is why you did not want to talk to anyone face-to-face. Talking to them over the phone, preferably through text, allowed you to lie to the other person (and if applicable, to yourself). But talking to someone in person, and to someone who can see through your lies, you were bound to break down and become vulnerable.
You inhale, taking careful steps to the couch and gently sitting down with a sigh. Ashton follows you, sitting next to you but giving you space to not overwhelm you.
âWhat happened last nightâ,â you lean back with your arms folded over your chest, ââwas something that I feared. When I realized I liked Luke, I was so worried about him finding out and what the outcome would be. I knew from the beginning that things would never be the same if he found out, and I was afraid of the change that would come from it.â
Ashton listens intently, his eyes displaying sincerity as he listens to you list off your worries. What he saw last night bothered him to no end, and had he not exerted most of his energy during the show, he would not have slept at all and would have stayed up all night in a constant state of worry.
âSo, now that Rachel knows, and no doubt Luke has caught on, I donât know what to do. I responded to everyoneâs texts before you arrived, and Luke sent nothingânot even a phone call.â
Ashton nods, swallowing before speaking, âWell, after you left, things went down that may be the reason why he hasnât tried contacting you.â
Your head turns to face him, eyebrows furrowed as confusion embeds itself across the rest of your features.
Ashton readjusts himself, getting comfortable in his seat as he gathers the right words.
âSomething happened after I left?â You ask as you shift in your seat to face him.
âMichael wanted to go after you, to at least offer you a ride back, but Calum went back to tell Luke that it was bullshit what happened. So, Michael went back to make sure they wouldnât fight or anything. I also pointed out that he was a dick; choosing you over her when heâs known you the longest didnât sit right with us. But he got defensive and kept wanting to leave but Rachel convinced him it was alright, so they stayed for the party. But the party was badâthe crew felt the tension and the vibes were downâ,â he chuckles at the word choice, getting a small laugh out of you as well, ââit brought everyone out of the energetic and ecstatic mood we were in before the confrontation. We all kinda did our own thing during the party but we noticed things were tense between Luke and Rachel. And when the party ended, shit hit the fan.â
âWhat happened?â
Ashton sighs, âTo make the long story short, they got into an argument when we were leaving the venue after Michael brought up your name. He said something like, âI hope they got home safe,â and that you werenât answering your phone at all. Calum and I pointed out, again, how rude Luke was to you and Luke kept defending himself. Rachel dropped an insult and something shifted. Basically, theyâre done and the guys and I can finally fucking breathe.â
âWaitâ,â you stand with bulging eyes, ââwait, are you saying they broke up?â
Ashton hums as he watches you mindlessly walk around your living room.
The guys have been waiting for their break-up. Itâs not something they were open about, as to avoid any conflict with their best friend, but it was almost an unspoken agreement: Rachel was not liked.
As for you, itâs not like you were wishing for their break-up. You wanted Luke to be happy, and if he was happy in that relationship, then so be it. But you were not a fan of it. Yeah, you liked her in the beginning but when she started disregarding you as if you did something to offend her, you lost most of your respect for her. Now, with this news of their break-up, you donât know what to do.
Are you happy? You donât exactly feel happy about it, but there is some relief.
âSo,â you sit back down on the couch slowly, âwhat am I supposed to do with this information?â
âNot sure,â Ashton shrugs, âbut I recommend talking to Luke.â
You shake your head fervently, âNo. I donât feel like talking to anyone.â
âBut youâre talking to me,â Ashton has a smirk, but you know thereâs no malice behind his joke.
âYou showed up unannounced, Ash,â you smile, âI was responding to everyone who sent messages and voicemails. I donât feel like talking to anyone else in person.â
He holds his hands up in defense, âFair enough, but donât be a stranger.â
He gives you a quick hug, whispering something similar to âdonât shut Luke outâ before he pulls away and walks out.
Ashtonâs words stuck with you for the next week. You felt comfortable enough a few days after the fact to contact the boys, eventually meeting up with Ashton and Calum for lunch and third-wheeling Michael and his fiancĂ©e. The only person out of your friend group and co-workers you have not contacted was Luke. He hasnât contacted you either, but you do not think much about it as youâre still trying to figure things out. If he were to contact you, how do you talk about what happened?
You want to know why he was able to choose his then-girlfriend over you, but at the same time you donât want to know the answer. You know that one day, and though it hurts, you will not be his number one. With the way he behaved that night, it felt like that dreadful moment came to earlier than expected, that he found his number one and you immediately became his second go-to person.
So it did surprise you when you were out with an old friend to receive a text from Luke.
Can we talk about what happened? (2:23pm)
You only stare blankly at the text, not even moving to type a response. You were in such a good mood, and not even this text would change it. Instead, you lock your phone and place it back in your pocket, noting to leave it alone until your day out comes to an end.
And when it does, you see that more texts from Luke had arrived, the final being sent an hour before the outing ended.
I know youâre mad, I understand that and I donât blame you but please talk to me (2:31pm)
Youâre reading these, please say something (2:33pm)
There are some things that I need to clear up with you, I want to apologize for what happened that night but I want to do it face to face. Please respond. (3:57pm)
Whenever youâre ready, Iâll be waiting. Sorry if Iâm bombarding you with these texts, I just donât want to lose you over something that I realize now should not have happened. Respond when you want to, Iâll be here. (5:49pm)
You could only let out a small chuckle at the persistent requests to talk, and you donât deny the smallâminuscule, honestlyâflutter in your stomach. You donât waste any time responding.
Sorry, I was busy. We can meet somewhere to talk. (7:08pm)
He responds about five minutes later, agreeing to meet at a small café the two of you love tomorrow afternoon.
The rest of the night for you is spent thinking of ways to carry yourself, being completely confident, and accepting the fact that you love your best friend. Pep talks in the shower and mirror to calm any arising nerves, revising the topics you want to talk about in your head so you keep the confidence.
As for Luke, he was struggling to gather all his thoughts. In the beginning, he thoroughly enjoyed the fact that you and Rachel got along. He liked seeing his best friend and girlfriend become friends like that. He didnât notice the shift, however, and he wishes he did before things got out of hand.
When he defended Rachel, without finding out the story from all sides, he thought he was doing what was right. To him, friendships and relationships have the same base, but romantic relationships with a partner have a different structure than friendships do, and he was starting to see cracks in his friendship before he saw it in his relationship.
When he confronted Rachel after she insulted you, he started to see someone he never saw. He remembered the times Rachel ignored you, sometimes playing it off as if she never heard you. He remembered how she would make plans with everyone and exclude you, but he always played it off as an accident (even if he knew it wasnât). He remembered all these times he noticed a change in mood when the two of you were in the same room, and he couldnât believe he turned a blind eye to all of it.
It hurt him to break-up with Rachelâhe wonât deny that because he did love her. Itâs not that he saw the rest of his life with her as they werenât at that mark in the relationship.
But, when he did picture his future, he always saw you. He always thought it was just as a friend, someone who was just joined at the hip. Yet, he was quick to throw that away for someone he rarely saw when he pictured the future.
Which is why, the next day, as he sits at a booth near the window of the cafĂ©, he carefully goes over what he wants to say. He doesnât want to ruin the chance to fix things between the two of you. If it goes awry, not only does he lose you, but his friendships with the band and the team will take a hit since they all love you.
The bell above the door rings making his head turn to watch you walk in. Your eyes danced around the café before they fell on him.
He couldnât help the smile the formed on his lips, a small breath of relief escaping as he watches you walk towards him. The smile doesnât stay long though, because as you sit down with a stoic expression, the reality hits him.
âI got your usual,â heâs shy and timid, pushing the mug toward you as he eyes the liquid nearly spills the edge.
You mumble a âthanks,â grabbing the mug and taking a small sip. It falls silent as the two of you wonder who should start first.
Luke makes the move first. He sighs, sitting up straight and wiping his palms on his pants.
Heâs nervous. When the guys started touring, visiting new cities and countries, he would always be nervous and constantly wiped his hands on his thighs, sitting up straight and even straighter if he wasnât slouching. Itâs an old habit, but something you remember fondly as he had grown out of it. Or so you thought.
âI want to start with Iâm sorry,â he begins, making eye contact but fails to hold it. His eyes instead drift to his drink, âI know what I did was wrong, and I put you in a spot that hurt you and disregarded you. At the moment, I thought I was doing the right thing because she was my girlfriend, but thenââ he gulps, âwhen she insulted you, it struck a nerve and, not to sound clichĂ© or anything, it felt like it opened my eyes. I saw someone I didnât see when I first met them.â
You donât respond, just nodding your head to let him know youâre listening.
He licks his lips before continuing, âWhen the guys brought up how you left on your own, I was feeling nervous and they started reminding me how much of a dick I was to you. I didnât want to admit it myself, but now, I was such an ass. Iâm justâIâm so sorry for what happened.â
âLuke,â you sigh, shifting in your seat, âIâm not saying I forgive you but I accept your apology. It hurt me so much that a friend, someone Iâve known for years was just so quick to turn their back and take someone elseâs side. I know she was your girlfriend, but I wish you didnât do what you did.â
âIf I could go back and fix it, I would.â
You only nod again, trying to think about other things that need to be talked about. The one topic you hope to avoid is the possibility of him knowing your feelingsâsomething you do not want to discuss, at least not yet.
âDid she say anything to you?â
The question leaves your mouth before you register it, and the widening of your eyes catches Luke off guard.
âWhat?â
âNothing,â you mutter, grabbing your mug and taking a long sip.
âShe didnât tell me what started the problems between you two, if thatâs what you mean,â Luke smiles a bit, watching you nervously play with the mugâs handle after the sip. It fades when your eyes move up to meet his, âI donât know what happened between the two of you, but it isnât important anymore. Sheâs out of the picture, and I donât want to lose you.â
The silence returns, but unlike the previous bout, itâs a calming silence. It isnât uncomfortable, rather the air is easier to breathe and the tension isnât unsettling.
âWhere do we go from here?â Luke asks, nervously wringing his fingers.
âI donât want to lose you as a friend, Luke,â you offer a smile, âbut itâs going to take some time to âheal,â if you will.â
Luke smiles again, this time a bigger grin. He nods, leaning back in his seat, âLet me know what I can do to make things better. Iâll do it if I get to keep you.â
Over the next few months, your friendship with Luke was rekindled. The guys were at ease now that Rachel was gone and you seemingly had taken her place, even though you were friends. The awkward glances they would give when Rachel was in the same room were now playful rolls of the eyes over a dumb joke or pranks. You didnât miss out on any outings you wanted to go to, now that everyone invited would check in with each other the night before. Things went back to the way they were before Rachel.
There was a change in your friendship, however. It wasnât something you noticed right away, but it was something you thought about at night just a few weeks ago. Luke paid more attention to you, not that he didnât pay attention before, but this was a noticeable change where he still looks at you even after you finished talking, and would only look away from you when you caught him. He would always cover his mouth with his index and middle finger, but you saw a small smile behind them. You played it off as friendly teasing, but it tugs on your heartstrings.
Another noticeable change is the hugs. Duration-wise, they were relatively the same. However the touch lingered; if he wrapped his arms around your shoulders, an arm would stay around your shoulder, meanwhile if they were around your waist, his hand would stay on the small of your back. You played it off as a friend being protective, but yet again, it did nothing to stop your growing love.
Tonight was the first night of their tour. The boys were up to their usual pre-show antics, as well as the nervous habits; Michael fixing his hair and deciding whether to go with a beanie or a hat, or neither, Ashton was warming up with his pre-show playlist, Calum testing his bass, and Luke was relatively fine.
Sure, he was nervous because it isnât a crowd of 500, close to 20,000, but he was calm compared to the last time he performed. He didnât have any worries to talk about, his vocal warm-ups were smooth, and getting dressed up was a breeze. He shared chuckles with you as you both watched the others move around with tense expressions (all with no malice, of course).
âYou sure youâre not on edge?â you nudge Luke with your arm as he leans forward on the couch your sitting on to fix his shoe.
âNope,â he sits up, leaning back in his seat.
âReally?â you inquire again, doubt laced in your tone with a hint of teasing.
âYeah,â he chuckles, âif anything Iâm excited about tonight.â
You hum, crossing your arms as you watch Ashton walk over.
âTen minutes left,â he nods at Luke before walking to Michael to tell him the same thing.
You give Luke a look, wanting to get him to admit he is nervous, but all you get is a smirk and a shrug. He stands, patting your shoulder left before walking away to put in his in-ears.
You wonât deny you still donât have feelings for him. Throughout the past few months, you were able to pinpoint the reasons why you fell for him. The small acts, the obscure things he would remember about youâespecially the ones you donât remember yourselfâwith the attention he would give you. It was staring you in the face, but you chose to deny all the signals to give yourself the satisfaction of thinking it was just a phase. But now you know why you love him.
Two minutes until showtime, Ashton finishes his speech and the crew is taking their places. The band stands at the opening, waiting for their cue to head out.
As you watched them hype themselves up, you noticed Luke looking around nervously. Of course.
âNervous?â
His head whips toward you, and you can see it in his eyes.
âA little,â he mumbles, but you donât hear it over the crowdâs excited screams.
âYou got this,â you grab his shoulders to make him look you in the eyes, âlike Ash said, you guys worked your asses off for this album. The fans loved it, your shows are all sold out, and you have thousands out there waiting to see you kill it.â
Heâs silent, blue eyes staring into yours as they bounce from one eye to the other.
âI love you,â he blurts, loud enough just for you to hear.
You freeze, the grip on his shoulder loosens but remain.
He notices, âShe did tell me something that night, and whether or not itâs true, I-I love you.â
âSixty seconds!â a stage recites in the earpieces.
The boys turn to look at both of you, curious eyes turn into surprise as they watch your expression.
âI donât know how long, I donât know when, and I donât know what it was, but I know for sure.â
Your eyes glance at Ashton briefly, not missing the knowing smile he gives you before you look back into Lukeâs eyes.
âIâŠlove you, too,â you respond, gripping his shoulders while your eyes drop down to his shiny shoes.
He doesnât hear you over the cheers and screams, but reading your lips he knows the answer.
Luke smiles, grabbing the back of your head and kissing your forehead.
He leans down to your ear, âI expect to hear you say it when I come back.â
With flashing lights scattering across the stage, the boys run out to the stage, big smiles gracing their faces for multiple reasons with adrenaline pumping through their veins. From backstage, you watch the show you a smile, feeling high from the brief but fulfilling confession.
Itâs two hours later when the show ends. Your heart is pounding as you watch the crew celebrate the successful first show.
Luke pulls you away from the crowd, into the hallway and away from the noise.
âSo it was true, what Rachel said?â Luke begins, his hand still holding yours as a shy smile forms.
âWhat did she say?â
He exhales air through his nose in a laugh, âShe said you were in love with me, and that you were trying to break us up.â
You scoff, shaking your head as you look at your intertwined fingers. He squeezes your hand to get your attention.
âI doubt that last part, but the first part Iâm hoping is true in a sense.â
Your eyes meet his, adoration swimming in them bringing a smile to your face, âThere may be a strong crush I have on you,â you tease, âand it may or may not have turned into love.â
He laughs, letting go of your hand to wrap you in a hug. His head dips down, his forehead on your shoulder as he breathes in your scent. He moves slightly, whispering in your ear, âSay it.â
Your head rested against his chest, hearing his heart beat rapidly and rhythmically.
âI love you,â you whisper.
You feel him smile against your shoulder before he pulls away, his arms resting on your hips as he smiles down at you.
âIf youâd like,â he begins, his tone timid now, âthat place you like in Seattle has a new dish. Itâs our next stopâŠâ he drifts off, hoping youâd catch on to him asking you out.
You do, laughing at how he remembered yet another thing you seem to have forgotten. It was a themed restaurant that had some of the best food youâve ever eaten, and for days you wouldnât stop talking about it. But you never went back to it, even during breaks, but somehow he seemed to remember.
âYes, Luke.â
You know the shock will hit you later that night, that finally the person youâve fallen for, who happens to be your best friend, admitted his feelings to you. But youâre happy, Lukeâs happy, and with the boysâ and crewâs reaction to the two of you walking back to the area where theyâre celebrating, the happiness is infectious.
On the road in the tour bus, Ashton passes you as you respond to emails.
âThanks for not shutting him out,â he says, drinking a small bottle of water from the fridge.
âDid you know?â
He shrugs, avoiding your eyes as he finishes the bottle and tosses it in the recycling bag. âMaybe,â he walks towards the back where the beds are, âmaybe not.â
You shake your head, âYou did.â
âDidnât want to spoil it,â he gives you a quick hug before retreating to bed.
Luke walks out of the bathroom shortly after, taking his spot next to you.
âGo to bed,â you slightly shift your shoulder as he lays his head on it, âyou need the rest.â
âNo,â he mumbles, sleep lacing his tone, âfeels like a dream. Donât wanna wake up.â
You chuckle at his nonsense, finishing off the last email before shutting the laptop and placing it on the counter next to you. You adjust yourself on the couch to have Luke lay down with you. He readjusts himself so he doesnât crush you, wrapping his arm around your waist and placing his head on your chest.
âI wish I had known before all the drama,â he mumbles again, eyes closed, âI want you in my life, always.â
He drifts off to sleep with that, a faint smile on his lips.
You know what made you fall in love with your best friend. You accept it now, and youâre at peace knowing the feeling is mutual.
#5sos imagines#5sos preferences#5 seconds of summer imagines#5 seconds of summer preferences#5sos imagine#5sos preference#5 seconds of summer imagine#5 seconds of summer preference#5sos blurbs#5sos drabbles#5sos one shots#5 seconds of summer blurbs#5 seconds of summer one shots#5 seconds of summer drabbles#luke hemmings imagines#luke hemmings blurbs#luke hemmings drabbles#luke hemmings imagine#sidenote: microsoft word kept wanting to change the word 'lose' to 'love' lol#also i wish i had grammarly premium bc the amount of premium suggestions for this piece...oof#IT'S PAST 4AM LOL
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if you want to know what love feels like, look at the world around you. look at all itâs broken intricacies. the cracks that seem to deepen every time the powerful trample our impoverished or prey on our most vulnerable of species. what holds everything from falling through? what could possibly be strong enough to confuse gravity and close wounds forged over millions of years? in all this pitiful desperation what prevails? that is love.
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We all need something to keep going. Here is my modest contribution.
I donât want to make somebody else. I want to make myself.
 from Sula by Toni Morrison
Nydia Blas, from The Girls Who Spun Gold
Build cultural institutions out of dirt. In the hands of Wiccan, Hoodoo and Voodoo witches, dirt from various places can be an ingredient for spells and powerful magic because it is a conductor of sacred energy. Create medecines from dirt. Build healing institutions out of dirt.Â
from A Dirty South Manifesto: Sexual Resistance and Imagination in the New South by L.H Stallings
Renée Stout, Spirit Detector
This practice of regard for one another is so important, so critical because Black women are treated with such little regard, such little regard in the world. We â the surplus life, the nobody, the thing who falls out of the scheme of representation, the void, the tool â expect to be rough-handled. What we think and imagine has been dismissed and ignored. What we want has been belittled and mocked. So when our lives arenât handled brutally or indifferently, but treated with care, you feel the force of that.
 Saidiya Hartman in conversation with Rizvana Bradley
Carrie Mae Weems, from The Kitchen Table series
We believe that the most profound and potentially most radical politics come directly out of our own identity, as opposed to working to end somebody elseâs oppression. In the case of Black women this is a particularly repugnant, dangerous, threatening, and therefore revolutionary concept because it is obvious from looking at all the political movements that have preceded us that anyone is more worthy of liberation than ourselves. We reject pedestals, queenhood, and walking ten paces behind.
from The Combahee River Collective Statement
Lorna Simpson, Untitled (a lie is not a shelter)
What does it mean to kind ofâŠto try to experiment with livingâŠuhmâŠin the context of a world that is in so many ways uninhabitable ?Â
 Saidiya Hartman
Mickalene Thomas, Din Facing Forward
The most anti-capitalist protest is to care for another and to care for yourself. To take on the historically feminized and therefore invisible practice of nursing, nurturing, caring. To take seriously each otherâs vulnerability and fragility and precarity, and to support it, honor it, empower it. To protect each other, to enact and practice community. A radical kinship, an interdependent sociality, a politics of care.
Because, once we are all ill and confined to the bed, sharing our stories of therapies and comforts, forming support groups, bearing witness to each otherâs tales of trauma, prioritizing the care and love of our sick, pained, expensive, sensitive, fantastic bodies, and there is no one left to go to work, perhaps then, finally, capitalism will screech to its much-needed, long-overdue, and motherfucking glorious halt.
 from Sick Woman Theory by Johanna Hedva
LaToya Ruby Frazier, from The Notion of Family
We will not die.Blk music. Blk rage. Blk city of the soul in a very cold town.
 from After Avery R. Young by Jericho Brown
LaToya Ruby Frazier, from The Notion Of Family
#LaToya Ruby Frazier#Carrie Mae Weems#Lorna Simpson#Mickalene Thomas#Nydia Blas#Renée Stout#Toni Morrison#Saidiya Hartman#Rizvana Bradley#Johanna Hedva#The Combahee River Collective#L.H Stallings#Jericho Brown#PSA
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