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[10] GOOD BOY ~ L.YB

needy!felix x horny!reader

plot: after waking up horny as fuck, you strike a deal with your best friend Felix that he can’t pass up… | wc: 1.4k | cw: smut, situationship, cuddling, tit sucking, pussy eating, kissing, pet name

Felix had called you over late last night, and even though you didn’t do anything, you ended up sleeping next to each other.

The two of you started a sexual relationship about 2 months ago after one too many drinks led his dick inside of you. You couldn’t say that you hated it, and that was the reason it kept going.

Even though you could agree that he was cute and sweet, a relationship was the last thing on your mind. All you wanted was sex. And you made that very clear. So you found it strange when he called you last night just to sleep with him.

You woke up to see him nuzzled into your chest with one hand reached under your shirt, cupping your tit.

Finding his plump pouty lips and peaceful countenance somewhat attractive, you turned your body in his direction, wrapping your arm around him to play with his shaggy blonde hair.

You watched as his eyes fluttered open from your touch. “G’morning,” he hummed.

“Morning,” you smiled gently as he pressed his nose against yours. You felt his hand give your tit a gentle squeeze before he retracted it.

“Sorry for calling you over so late last night…I just didn’t feel like being alone.”

“It’s okay,” you shrugged.

“Thanks for coming…I really appreciate that,” he smiled before pecking you on the lips. “I’m gonna go to the bathroom real quick and I’ll be back, okay,” he pulled the cover off of his body, climbing out of bed, before walking down the hall.

You couldn’t understand why looking at him seemed to turn you on so much but all you could think about right now was watching his pretty face get pussy drunk for you.

You reached your hand between your legs before circling your clit. You touched yourself while keeping that thought in mind, you pulled your fingers back, spitting on them before pushing them through your entrance.

A little part of you felt guilty that you were pleasuring yourself in his bed when he didn’t seem to have any sexual intentions, but the horny demon inside of you wanted him more.

“Hey, what’d you want for breakfast? I’m cooki—“ Felix paused in the doorframe as he saw you on his bed, laying there biting your lip with a lustful expression on your face. Soft, breathy moans escaping your lips.

“C’mere,” you hummed, directing him with your gaze.

“What’re you doing,” he asked, knowing damn well what was going on underneath that blanket.

“I hope you didn’t think I was gonna leave without getting off at least once,” you bit your lip, catching a moan in your chest. You watched as he pulled the covers back to see your fingers buried deep in your pussy.

“Can I…uhm?” He stuttered.

“Yes,” you shook your head, pulling your fingers out as his replaced the spot. You brought your fingers to his lips as he sucked your juices off, moaning just from the taste.

You looked over the edge of the bed seeing his dick hardening through his pants. The sight made you even more horny as you watched him lick his lips. But it also gave you an idea.

You watched as he pulled his fingers out, sucking them before pushing them back inside of you. Just as he loosened the string on his sweatpants you stopped him. “Ah ah, since you didn’t fuck me last night, you don’t get to fuck me now.”

“B-but I—“

“Nope. I want you to get me off and if you do a really good job and make me cum, THEN I’ll let you fuck me,” you smiled.

“Hmm…okay,” he hummed before going under the covers to lick between your legs.

“Mmm,” you moaned at the textured sensation of his tongue. He climbed over you, hovering over you as your legs raised. He leaned in to kiss your lips, pushing his tongue into your mouth as he dry humped you, moaning as he satisfied himself and you at the same time.

As good as it felt, you had to keep him in line. You grabbed his chin, stopping him in his tracks. “What do you think you’re doing, huh? You’re supposed to get me off first and then it’ll be your turn. Not before.”

“I-I know but I just—“

“You were trying to find a loophole,” you chuckled as he pouted before raising his hips up.

“Spit in my mouth,” he hummed.

“What?”

“Spit in my mouth, please,” he opened his mouth, eagerly waiting for your saliva. Fuck, whenever he said please like that you just wanted to ride that pretty boy until he cums all inside your pussy.

Just the thought of feeling his body shake beneath you was enough to tell him to just use his dick right now.

But those weren’t the rules…

You spit onto his tongue as he pulled it into his mouth, crawling back between your legs before spitting directly on your clit.

You were using him to play out the fantasy in your head and it was turning out better than you expected.

He sucked on your clit, pulling his fingers in and out as wetness dropped down to the sheets. “Mmm, you’re so fucking wet,” he hummed as you felt the vibrations from his voice.

He pulled his fingers out, using his thumb to stimulate your clit as he slipped his tongue in. You felt it worm up inside of you as you threw your head back, moaning with pleasure.

“Do you like that?” He asked, licking your entrance.

“Mhm,” you nodded as he lowered his head and moved his tongue faster. “Uhnn, fuck baby,” you moaned. He moved his lips, pushing his fingers back in before raising your shirt to suck on your tit.

“Ngh!” You raised your chest as you felt yourself about to cum.

You felt the warm wetness of his lips sucking on the flesh of your chest as he fucked you harder and faster. A high-pitched whine escaped your lips as the feeling intensified. “Fuck, you sound so pretty,” Felix cooed from between your tits as he moved up to your neck.

“Please cum baby so I can fill your pretty little cunt and watch it drip out,” the way he was talking to you right now made you want to cum immediately, but you wanted to enjoy the feeling for a bit longer.

He lowered down as he gripped onto the outsides of your thighs. He squeezed them as you gripped onto his hair. His nose grazing your clit as he moaned with every lick.

You pulled his head up to see your release all over his face as he stuck his tongue back out before going down on you again. He kept eye contact with you as you moaned, cumming hard as your body shook.

He held your lower half in place as he kept licking and sucking your pussy to help you ride out your orgasm. “Good boy,” you patted his head as you caught your breath.

“Now can I fuck you?”

“Yes,” you chuckled as he quickly pulled his pants down, slamming his dick into your pussy.

He grunted as he pumped into you quickly, gripping your hips and raising them to angle your hole with his dick. He lowered your body back onto the mattress as he pressed onto your lower abdomen. You felt his dick going in and out of you as he panted with broken moans escaping his lips.

You couldn’t help but moan with him as he used you like a sex doll. He leaned forward, pulling your legs back and fucking deeper into your throbbing cunt. He whined as he came inside you, pumping faster as he filled you up.

You pushed his cum out, causing it to drip down your ass as he pulled out. He plopped down next to you as the two of you laid next to each other.

“_____,” he called your name.

“What?”

“Can I tell you something…”

“Sure.”

“I hope it doesn’t make you feel weird or anything…”

“Just say it already.”

“I can’t cum without you,” he lowered his gaze as you looked at him.

“What…”

“I don’t know why…I just can’t do it unless you’re here with me…”

You knew what this meant, but you didn’t want it to be true.

“I think it’s because…I like you…”

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[9] • WHY DO YOU HATE ME? - H. KAI

skater!bully!huening kai x loner!junkie!reader

plot: working alongside your ex-best friend, who's also a full-time asshole, turns hot after a heated conversation... | wc: 3.9k | cw: angst, mentions of death and suicide, drug and alcohol abuse, other sensitive topics, smut

From your point of view, life continued for three reasons;

1. For your family…the only friends you had.

2. Another episode of you current obsession, and

3. The next cigarette...or cancer stick as your next door neighbor liked to call it.

Sometime your third reason helped you the most. One puff relived the stress and every one after that made life a little easier. Oftentimes, smoking was like an escape for you. A way to cope with the shitty hand the universe had dealt you.

You lived in a cheap apartment. And all of the money you made was split between you and your parents. There was a shared belief in your family that the children should take care of their parents when they move out. Assisting in whatever way they could.

This belief is what compelled you to send money to your family. It wasn’t a burden. You knew that if you ever needed a place to stay that you were always welcome back home. The only problem being that you couldn’t shake your smoking habit. And that was the reason you had to go in the first place.

You seen all the stupid YouTube videos about what happens to your lungs when you smoke and how much money you could save if you weren’t buying packs of cigarettes weekly, but none of that mattered to you. After the death of your only friend near the end of senior year, life seemed almost impossible.

Meaningless and empty without Eve by your side.

You held onto those three reasons because everything in you wished for one more day with your friend. Just one more day to tell her how much you loved her. And at this point, the sweet taste of death was the only thing separating you from her.

You grew up as an only child for most of your life. By the time your mom had your little brother, you were already 14 years old. Around that time you met Eve.

You had just started high school and up until freshman year, you were known to be a loner.

You walked into your first class of the day, sitting in the chair furthest to the back of the classroom and that’s when you met her for the first time.

“I’m Eve,” she smiled, extending her hand to you. The two of you were like complete opposites. She was warm, cheery, and full of life. You on the other hand felt like the world had been against you since birth.

One more detail about Eve is that she was a huge chatterbox. Since the two of you rode the bus together, you never felt alone. The darkness that was your life felt a little brighter with her around. Even your mom noticed the positive change in your behavior.

“You sure look happy,” your mom raised her brow as you looked at your phone.

“Yeah, I met this really cool girl at school today. Her name is Eve,” you smiled.

“Well maybe you should invite her over sometime. Anyone that can make you smile like that must be really special.”

And she was…Eve was really special to you.

You could talk to her about anything. She wasn’t just an expert at talking, she was also a great listener. Sometimes her advice wasn’t the best, but you were both kids at the time.

You just wish that she would’ve talked to you the day before…she killed herself. You always blamed yourself for her death. There had to have been a sign that she was hurting, but maybe you were too selfish to see it.

You had both started senior year together and all you ever talked about were how the two of you would move out together and graduate from the same college. You saw a life with her…and all of that was over in one night.

You think about it every day. What makes it even worse is that your co-worker is the biggest asshole you’d ever known.

You were never brave enough to stand up to him. Maybe because you felt like the fight just wasn’t worth it. But he knew Eve too. The three of you were friends before her death. Your past friendship is probably another reason why you wouldn’t speak up.

When you really think about it…a lot changed after she died. You started smoking and Kai seemed to hate you for no reason.

You never knew why…

“You’re locking up tonight,” he said as he slammed the cash register.

“What?!”

“You heard me,” he spat, turning to you. “You’re locking up tonight because I’m heading out early.”

“Are you fucking kidding me? I have a life too y’know.”

“Do I look like I care?” You stared at him blankly before he continued, “Exactly, just do what the fuck I told you,” he swatted his hand before walking to the back to grab his things.

“You can’t expect me to do all of this by myself,” the gas station you worked at was extremely understaffed and you two were often the only ones at work.

“You can handle it,” he leaned down, picking up his skateboard before heading toward the front door.

“This is so fucked up,” you slammed you hand against the counter. “You’re such a fucking dick,” you mumbled, rolling your eyes.

“You know what’d be really fucked up?” He asked softly walking back over to the register. “If you had a little accident at work,” he tilted his head to the side. “It’d be pretty hard to come to work if you slipped and hurt yourself. Wouldn’t it?”

You lowered your gaze, afraid to say something stupid and not in the mood to hear anymore of his threats. You knew better than to push him…he’d done a number of things to torture you.

You thought back to the one time he took your phone and locked you in the storage closet over night because you wouldn’t stay after hours and wax the floors.

You watched as he walked out with his skateboard tucked under his arm. You sighed deeply, striking your lighter as you lit your cigarette.

You parted your lips, letting the clouds of grey smoke fill the air as you took out the trash before turning off all the lights and locking up for the night.

Without Eve your life felt like Groundhog Day. A continuous, endless, hell-like loop of waking up, clocking in, and clocking out to do it all over again. The most diversity you had in your life was a new assignment.

Oh and to make life even better, Kai went to the same school as you. A cheap community college where you could earn your associates before taking out student loans to get your bachelors.

Sometimes you wondered if life ever got any better from here…

A few days later, you were working the cash register with Kai when he decided to take his break in the middle of the 12 o’clock rush. “Perfect,” you sighed sarcastically. “Just fucking perfect,” you rolled your eyes as you prepared yourself to deal with the line of customers that had wrapped around one of the aisles.

“You should smile more often,” a man smiled. He looked to be about 40 or 50.

“Excuse me?” You asked, wondering why he would even say something like that.

“I’m just saying,” he shrugged pulling out a $20. “Life is beautiful. There’s a lot to smile about.”

“Right,” you scoffed.

“You should try it sometime,” he smiled as you handed him the receipt.

“M’kay,” you shook you head, wanting nothing more than for him to just take his shit and leave.

“Thank you so much sir for pointing that out,” Kai came out grinning ear to ear like the fucking Cheshire Cat.

“You’re welcome. I just know how much a smile can change the working environment for everyone.”

“Exactly,” Kai nodded. “____, I don’t wanna have to write you up for this because I know how much you need this job. But you’re gonna have to change your attitude.”

You sighed as you rubbed the spot between your eyebrows. Another detail that you hated to remember and often forgot was that Kai was your manager…and the reason you got this job in the first place.

Ironically you started working here during your last year of high school. You planned to earn some money for college to give you a bit of a head start, which only somewhat worked out in your favor.

To be honest, the pay here was pretty good and better than any other option. You assumed this had a lot to do with the low staff.

Anyways, you were hoping that Kai was only joking about writing you up until you were called into the office for a staff meeting on Friday.

“Look, ____. We’re already very low on staff as I’m sure you know. And it’s hard to keep customers coming back if you’re out there looking like you want a bullet in your head,” the owner said, folding his hands.

“That’s probably because I do,” you mumbled to yourself.

“All I’m saying is, try to look at least somewhat pleasant. You don’t have to go overboard, just be natural, okay?”

“Yeah, okay," you shook your head as Kai sat next to you.

"Thanks again, Kai. I really appreciate you for bringing this to my attention. I've been noticing a decline in customer reviews and now I know why."

"No problem," he smiled giving you a look that made you wanna knock his teeth out.

Kai closed the door to the main office as the two of you walked down the hallway.

“I can’t believe you actually fucking ratted me out,” you spat.

“I’m only doing what’s best for the—“

“Drop the fucking act,” you sneered. “We both know you don’t really give a damn. Because if you did I wouldn’t be locking up at night by myself. You’d be there helping me out and not somewhere just jerking off. Y’know what? Maybe I should go tell the boss about what you’re doing since we’re in the bitching business,” you turned around, but just as you tried walking away Kai grabbed your arm, pulling you back and throwing you to the ground.

“Don’t be such a stupid fucking bitch,” he spat.

“You did the same thing to me,” you brushed yourself off as you stood to your feet only to be pushed back down to the ground.

“If I were you I’d quit while I was ahead,” he knelt down.

“I’m tired of you treating me like shit, Kai. I don’t know what your fucking problem is, but I didn’t do anything to deserve this.”

“If you really believe that you’re even dumber than I thought you were.”

“Fuck you,” you spat, looking him dead in the eye. You don’t know what came over you, but you had never been brave enough to stand up for yourself.

“I’d watch my tongue if I were you,” he pressed his forearm against your neck. “Karma can be a real bitch y’know,” your eyes watered as he held you against the wall. You felt weak and powerless against him and you hated it, but there really was nothing you could do about it. Or at least that’s how you felt.

Your bottom lip quivered as he slowly let you go. You sucked in your breath, catching a tear with your sleeve before running off to the bathroom. You cried in there, more than you had in a really long time.

And that evening, after closing early, you smoked through a whole pack. You were on the last one as Kai was walking back to the store. You assumed he’d forgotten something inside as he unlocked the door.

Catching the sight of you, smoking behind the register, he walked up and slapped the cigarette out of your mouth, casting ashes across the floor. “What the fuck?” You spat, picking up the bud before sticking it back between your lips.

“You know that shit could kill you right?”

“I already feel dead,” you hummed, pulling out your lighter. “This is the only thing that makes me feel alive,” you continued, striking the lighter.

“Well you can die on your own time,” he snatched the cigarette out of your pursed lips. “I don’t wanna be the one cleaning up after your corpse when your lungs collapse.”

He looked in the small trash can underneath the register where he saw more than 15 burnt buds and an empty packet. “Did you smoke this whole pack?”

“Obviously,” you rolled your eyes.

“Are you trying to kill yourself?”

“You wouldn’t care anyway. You obviously hate me.”

“Don’t let me catch you smoking again,” he spat.

“You’re not my fucking dad. You can’t tell me what to do,” you reached to try and get your last cigarette back as he shoved you into the counter, putting the bud out on the countertop beside you.

“Next time it’ll be your hand,” he sneered. “Now, clean this shit up and get this disgusting fucking smell out of here,” you forcefully wiped the tear from your eye as he walked away. Grabbing whatever he needed before walking out again.

Sometimes you wondered if this was why Kai always messed with you, because he got a kick out of seeing you cry.

As sadistic as it sounded, it couldn’t be any closer to the truth which you learned later that week one night when Kai told you to close by yourself again. The only difference was that he was somewhat tipsy at this point.

He had been drinking a lot more after the altercation you had in the hallway. You wondered if it was because he felt guilty, finally seeing the error of his ways.

“Can you at least take out the fucking trash before you go?” You spat as he walked to the back putting his stuff away. “Please,” you threw your hand up.

“If I do it will you shut your big fucking mouth?”

“Yes,” you rolled your eyes. He was in an even pissier mood when he drank, but surprisingly he was more useful. He’d do almost anything you asked him to do as long as you bitched about it enough.

“Thank you,” you smiled as he mumbled to himself throwing two bags over his shoulder, and dragging another two out the back door with him.

You heard bottles clanking outside as you shut down the register. Another loud crashing sound shook you up as you called out Kai’s name. You were feeling a bit annoyed at this point. “I don’t even make that amount of noise when I take out the trash,” you sighed.

More noises and no reply from Kai led you to go outside and check on him yourself, leaving your phone in the counter. “What the hell are you doing out here?” You spat as you saw him throwing glass bottles against the wall with bloody hands.

“Kai! Stop it!” You shouted as he shielded his ear with his shoulder.

“Can you stop fucking yelling at me and just go back inside,” he rolled eyes, launching another bottle at the wall.

“No because after you’re done fucking around like a jackass I’m gonna have to come out here and clean this shit up.”

“No you’re not,” he hummed.

“Yes I am.”

“No you’re not,” his words slurred together at this point.

“Yes. I am.”

“No you’r—“ you ripped the bottle out of his bloody grasp.

“You’re way too fucking drunk right now. Just get the hell out of here and go home already.”

“Where are you going,” he asked sounding slightly frustrated.

You started to walk back inside, “I’m gonna go get a broom to clean this shit up,” you sighed. “Someone has too,” you reached your hand out to open the door only to jump, quickly turning around after hearing rapid footsteps approach you.

Kai had pinned you against the door, slamming it shut as he held another bottle in his hand. He broke it beside you head and held it to your neck. “If you scream I’ll cut your throat open right here,” he slurred.

“Get off of me you drunk bastard!” You yelled, squirming in an attempt to free yourself from his grasp. He slapped you in the face with his bloody hand before clenching your jaw.

Tears filled your eyes as you stamped your feet against the ground. You beat against his chest as your arms were stuck in one position. “Kai!” You cried. “Stop it! Please,”

“Why should I? You’re not my mom,” he pressed against you harder, crushing your hands beneath his weight.

“Why do you hate me?” You choked on tears as you couldn’t hold them back anymore.

“Shh!” He put a bloody finger against your lips.

“No, I want you to tell me why you hate me so much. It doesn’t make sense. We used to be friends before…before Eve killed herself,” it was silent for a moment as Kai lowered his head, he body started to tremble as a tear dropped from his face.

“Shut up! Shut up! Shut up!” He shouted repeatedly slamming your body against the metal door, dropping the broken bottle.

“You’re hurting me, Kai! Stop it!” You yelled as you felt a pain tugging at your bones. “Please,” your voice shook.

He rested his hands on your shoulders before falling to your knees. “I’m sorry,” he whispered. “God, I’m so fucking sorry,” he cried.

You knelt down and lifted his teary face. “It’s okay, Kai. I miss her too,” you sniffled before wrapping your arms around him.

He pulled away gently, looking up at you with teary eyes. “I’m really sorry, _____,” he apologized. “I’ve been such a dick…”

“And I don’t even understand why…”

“D’you remember the day before Eve died?”

“Of course I do…I think about it almost everyday.”

“What if I told you it’s my fault she’s dead…”

“Wh-what do you mean?”

“She called me…”

“She did?! Why didn’t you ever tell me? What did she say?”

“I didn’t know how to tell you…but she told me to be happy…”

“I don’t understand. Why did she say that?”

“Did you ever notice how she was around you? Like the way she behaved. Did she ever seem like she liked you as more than just a friend?”

“I-uhh…I never paid attention to it.”

“Yeah well she really liked you, but when she found out I liked you too, she started to back off some. Things really took a turn for the worse when her parents heard us arguing one night—“

“What were you arguing about?”

“She had started hurting herself…”

“Like cutting?”

“Yeah…and I guess it didn’t get any better…I should’ve told someone,” he said softly as tears trickled down his cheeks.

“You can’t blame yourself for that.”

“But if I would’ve told someone she might still be here…”

“We don’t know that for sure.”

“It could’ve helped her…she also called me a few nights before she died and told me that her parents found out about her crush on you…I don’t really know how…but they did and she was really upset about that. Do you think her parents are the reason she killed herself?”

“We can’t know for sure…she didn’t really leave us any way of knowing why. But I think you should listen to her and be happy. Just look at the way we’ve separated…”

Kai looked down at his bloody hands, “____…”

“Yes?”

Kai cradled your face in his hands before kissing you on the lips. One kiss turned to three and the next thing you knew his lips were all over your neck as he groped your tit in his hand.

Not a single word was spoken as breathless moans took the place of speech. You grabbed his hair in your hand, untying the small bun he wore as you tousled his hair. He slipped his tongue into your mouth as he pulled you closer.

You pulled his head away as his lips fell to your chest. “What?”

“Don’t you think this is kinda fast?”

“We can think about that in the morning,” he hummed, kissing your neck again.

You held Kai’s hand as he took you inside. He picked you up, placing you on the metal cabinet as he kissed you, unbuttoning his pants.

“What about a condom?”

“Do I look like the type of guy to just have a condom in his wallet?”

“I…uh…”

“Exactly. Don’t worry…I’ll pull out,” he shrugged as you pulled your pants down. You watched as his dick sprang out of his boxers.

You climbed back onto the cabinet, spreading your legs as he stepped between them, lining his tip up with your entrance. “Ngh!” You moaned as he pushed through.

“Mmm,” he hummed feeling your walls contract around him. You wrapped your arms around his shoulders, holding onto him as he pumped into you. He nuzzled his face into yours, bringing your lips back to his as he pushed his tongue into your mouth.

You moaned as you felt yourself coming close to finishing. You threw your head back as he sucked onto your neck. You squeezed your thighs around him, pulling him closer as you climaxed.

"Fuck," he swore.

"What?"

"I'm gonna cum," he bit his lip as he started to pull back.

"I don't care," you pulled him closer, kissing him again.

"But I thought you--"

"We'll think about it in the morning," you whispered as he pumped every drop of his hot load into you.

Everything from here became a blur until the two of you woke up in the backroom. You were laying between his legs as he rested his back against the metal cabinet.

"Shit," you spat as your eyes shot open. "We have to be ready to open in like 30 minutes," you said, scrambling to your feet.

"No way," Kai rubbed his eyes, looking up to see the analog clock on the wall, confirming what you just said.

The two of you scrambled to open up. He wiped off the cabinet from the two of you last night and you worked together to restock the coffee station and check the slushee maker.

"I'll take care of the mess outside," he chuckled, ruffling his hair. You handed him the hair tie that was wrapped around your wrist. It was the same one you took off of him last night. "Thanks," he smiled before kissing you on the cheek.

"Hey, for the record," you hollered. "Whatever happened last night doesn't change anything between us. I still hate you," you smirked.

"I hate you too," he smiled before heading out the back door.

What happened from this day on is hard to explain. It was like the two of you went back to being friends, but something else tugged at your heart aside from the memory of your dead friend. You were starting to like Kai and you could tell that he liked you too, but dating each other just didn't feel right.

As far as sex was concerned, it hadn't happened again since the first time you did it, which was about 3 weeks ago. Even though you did have the occasional makeout session that never seemed to last long enough.

Maybe there were 4 reasons why life continued for you...and he was definitely one of them.

a.n.: I wanted to add more detail to this one, but I didn’t want it to be too long. Sorry if it feels rushed.

𝒦𝒾𝓃𝓀𝓉𝑜𝒷𝑒𝓇 𝑀𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇𝓁𝒾𝓈𝓉

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I’ve run out of things to say concerning this…I saw the video too and…that’s just so fucking horrible…I just need to be quiet rn

i don’t care about anything other than seunghan’s mental health and wellbeing. this is why sk’s suicide rate is so high— the constant dehumanization and bullying of an individual.. our minds are so fragile and this could easily fuck someone up. i can’t express the despair and devastation that spent through me when watching that video of seunghan walking past those funeral wreaths.. the body language alone shows us all we need to know. it’s nefarious.

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I kinda wanna go on hiatus again…my creativity is shit right now bc I’m trying to process everything with Seunghan…like I’m pissed off

If I post anything it will be from the kinktober list in the order listed (for future reference)

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I’m so glad I’m not the only who has lost their spirit to WRITE because of this situation

I absolutely loved this fine ass man and when I heard he was coming back I damn near exploded with joy

I binged RIIZE videos with him in it, I watched the old music videos, I thought about how everything was about to change only to have him ripped away within 2 days…this broke my heart

I boycotted this group when they first kicked him out, but I slowly allowed myself to enjoy their content without him because I just knew he was coming back

I started hearing shit hit the fan from my friends but I wouldn’t believe it…I couldn’t believe it until I saw the cold hard truth and that pissed me off more than anything ever has in Kpop

SM failed Seunghan…they let a bunch of depressed and unfulfilled pickled potatoes determine his fate like they’re in charge…

Toxic “fans” need a fucking reality check…these ppl don’t live for you…they can have relationship, make mistakes, and live their life without the pressure of having to be perfect

#bringbackbubbles 😭💔

hey guys.. a little vent:

2 days ago i felt so happy with the news of seunghans return that I actually started writing again, today our happiness has been taken away from us again. i don’t usually take kpop seriously, but this is seriously difficult. more and more i am drifting away from this group, this company makes it impossible to enjoy the other 6 members activities. it doesn’t feel right, as someone who has known SH since 2022 sm rookies. if this happened to eunseok or sion or yushi i would react the same, this is pure injustice. to celebrate him quitting is to celebrate the awful person who leaked his private life in the first place. sm and kfans are siding with sasaengs.

i began writing again but now i have lost all spirit, again </3

i really feel no warmth with riize (the brand of ‘riize’, “rise and realize�� etc., no hate to the remaining 6 members)

i still have so much love for the boys but these past couple months without SH have dimmed my passion for writing and enjoying the ot6 content

maybe one day i will complete all my riize drafts but the fact that we won’t see seunghan for a long time makes me very sad

at the same time, no other group members interest me as much as the riize members, so i don’t know what this account will happen

i hope everyone is doing well 🩵

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face reveals are always so exciting lol

I will be posting a face reveal for 2k followers, this is your official warning in advance! it will be up for approximately 1 whole entire day! Happy halloween!

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Y’all I am OFFICIALLY DONE with RIIZE…

all of my current RIIZE fics in progress will be changed to other members from other groups or canceled entirely…

I have had enough of the emotional turmoil.

This is absolutely ridiculous, unacceptable, and unprofessional.

And I might even change the name, either way this is the choice I’ve made concerning this crap.

Seunghan’s return didn’t even last a week…I’m done with this band

IT WILL ALWAYS BE SEUNGHAN AND THE GANG FOR ME SORRY NOT SORRY TOM…

for anyone who still likes them, that's totally fine, but i won't be hopping on that bandwagon with you

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fr...this is so stupid...

seunghan officially leaving riize makes my heart hurt and i didn’t even know them like that :( i just cannot fathom that this is all happening because he had a normal dating life prior to becoming an idol

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amen sister

Y’all ot6 fans and k-nets really bullied an innocent man outta the group just for living a normal life fuck y’all and sm too….🫵🏾

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preach!!!!!

I will choke these fans who said riize is better as six since you are the reason seunghan made this choice 🤗

I hate Korean fans 😙

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UPDATE:

GUYSSS!!!! I know I fell behind recently with my kinktober fics and I’m really sorry…I did NOT plan on this happening, but midterms have got my mind going all over the place…PLUS next week I have TWO presentations 😭😭 I promise as soon as I catch up on my school work I’ll get back to writing

Please be patient with me 🩷

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It’s about damn time

GUYSS SEUNGHAN IS BACK BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY! BEST FUCKING GIFT EVER!!!

the translation:

— “Hello. This is Seunghan.

First of all, I would like to sincerely apologize to the members and fans.

When the pre-debut photos were released, I was so disappointed and regretful with myself. I can't imagine what it must have been like for the members and fans around me. I think they must have been angry, surprised, and disappointed.

I apologize to the fans who supported us from the beginning, which was a very important time, and to those who were hurt by my immature behavior, and I apologize to the members who should have been working hard together, and then I apologize to everyone who had to suddenly stop their activities and struggled to overcome the situation. I felt sorry for the situation and also felt a sense of finality that I couldn't be with them.

While I felt regret for the situation, I was thinking more realistically about whether I would be able to stand on stage again and whether I would be able to continue making music. But then the members reached out to me again. It must have been a really difficult decision, but i feel grateful they gave me a chance.

I know that I have a lot to prove to the members who held my hand once again, the fans who are worried that the achievements built up will be ruined, and the company who made the tough decision. I know that I have to work harder and do better to earn their trust.

I will try to be a good member with a sense of responsibility so that I don't overshadow the achievements of our members. I want to be an essential part of the team called RIIZE.

Once again, I would like to apologize to the members, company staff, and fans who may have been surprised by this difficult decision. I will work harder and be more responsible with my actions.”

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lol i'm glad it's not just me

Hi guys! Unfortunately, I will not be continuing my Spooktober Fics! I know some of you were looking forward to this series but I have ultimately decided to not move forward with the fics! I might come back to them in the future but having the deadlines have really stressed me out tbh! I hope y'all enjoyed the Frankenstein inspired Jaemin fic! Which you can read here! Sorry again guys!

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lol I already have to play catch up bc I came home soooo tired yesterday…also one thing I’ve noticed is that since I’ve started writing I don’t read as much…is that just me orrrrr

Hi guys! Unfortunately, I will not be continuing my Spooktober Fics! I know some of you were looking forward to this series but I have ultimately decided to not move forward with the fics! I might come back to them in the future but having the deadlines have really stressed me out tbh! I hope y'all enjoyed the Frankenstein inspired Jaemin fic! Which you can read here! Sorry again guys!

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It’s alright girlie, this is hard to keep up with. Maybe next year I’ll just do one every week instead of every day…I feel like that would be more manageable 😖 especially with school

Hi guys! Unfortunately, I will not be continuing my Spooktober Fics! I know some of you were looking forward to this series but I have ultimately decided to not move forward with the fics! I might come back to them in the future but having the deadlines have really stressed me out tbh! I hope y'all enjoyed the Frankenstein inspired Jaemin fic! Which you can read here! Sorry again guys!

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hey gurl!! noticed ur taking early kinktober recs so here’s mine

i see this with Jake cuz he’s my bias but u can do Heeseung or whoever I just want a fic with yns and her bf having a competition to see who could get the other off first like I saw this post on ig about going thru a car wash and i kinda want a fic like that

[8] QUICK FUCK ~ HeeJake

boyfriend!jake + bestfriend!heeseung x girlfriend!reader

plot: one freaky instagram post leads to timed car sex... | wc: 900 | cw: public sex, car sex, quick sex

“You sure still wanna do this?” Jake asked as you sat next to him in the back seat.

“Yeah,” you nodded. “I think it’ll be fun.”

“I think so too, but what if we get caught?”

“Relax,” Heeseung interrupted. “You won’t…beside I’m the one driving. All you two have to worry about is not shaking the car too much,” he smirked, taking a quick glance a you and Jake through the rear view mirror.

You thought back to about a week ago when you stumbled upon a freaky couple’s post on Instagram.

“Fun couple idea: go through a car wash together and see who finishes first…loser has to pay😏”

Though you knew it was just a stupid post, something in you wanted to try it out…at least once. You shared the video with your boyfriend, Jake.

“Hot, but do you actually wanna do this?”

“Do I have to answer honestly?”

“Yes lol.”

“Awww whyyyy?”

“Because, babe. I’m curious.”

“Okay…I kinda do, but just a little…”

“I can try to set it up if you want.”

“Really?!”

“lol yeah, I’ll have one of my friends drive for us. Just in case we need a little more time.”

“That wouldn’t be awkward?”

“No, he’s chill.”

“Chill enough to let you quick fuck your girlfriend in the backseat of his car?”

“We’ll be in my car silly. I have leather seats…easy cleanup.”

“Hmmm…true. I just feel a little weird about doing it while someone else is there.”

“Babe trust me, you’ll be fine. It’ll be like he’s not even there.”

“Hmm…okay.”

“And if you change your mind we can just go do something else, okay. I won’t be upset or disappointed.”

“Okay,” you replied with a red heart emoji.

“So…d’you wanna do it?”

“Yeah,” you agreed.

From that moment the plan was in motion and all you had to do is wait for the day your boyfriend pulls up to your house with his best friend driving. A day that came sooner than you anticipated.

You heard the car horn beeping as your boyfriend texted you, “We’re here.” He had told you to get ready about an hour ago which gave you enough time to prepare yourself. You pulled the curtains back, looking out the window to see your boyfriend’s car parked out front.

You walked outside as Jake stepped out of the car to open the door to the back row of seats for you. "It'll be easier if we do it back here," he smiled shyly as you climbed into your seat. He closed the door before walking around to get on the other side next to you.

"This whole thing should last about 15 to 20 minutes," Heeseung said as you arrived at the automated car wash. "That should be enough time for at least one of you to get off," he smirked as he rolled in, shifting the car in neutral as he drove onto the conveyor belt.

“You sure still wanna do this?” Jake asked as you sat next to him in the back seat.

“Yeah,” you nodded. “I think it’ll be fun.”

“I think so too, but what if we get caught?”

“Relax,” Heeseung interrupted. “You won’t… besides I’m the one driving. All you two have to worry about is not shaking the car too much,” he smirked, taking a quick glance a you and Jake through the rearview mirror.

Darkness surrounded you before dim, bright, colorful lights took its place. Water and foam covered the car and a faint cherry scent filled the air.

You looked to your left as you saw Jake pulling his sweatpants down. Luckily you wore a dress for easy access. "C'mere," Jake said, directing you onto his lap. You spread your legs as he angled his dick with your entrance.

You groaned softly as you felt him push into you. Your arms were wrapped around the headpiece on the driver's seat. You gripped onto it as Jake pumped into you. You felt his fingers dig into your hips as you felt him coming close.

Not wanting to lose that early, you turn around to face him, giving you the opportunity to grind against him as you stimulate your clit.

He pulled your face in, kissing you as your hips continued to rock back and forth. You felt the vibrations from his gentle moans as his tongue wrapped with yours.

You leaned back to watch his dick go in and out of you. Something about watching his thick cock stretch you open turned you on more than you cared to admit.

Jake took this as an opportunity to press his thumbs into the lower part of your stomach. You groaned, feeling his dick inside of you even more now with the added pressure. Your chest heaved as his tip stimulated your g-spot.

You could tell that he was enjoying it too as he threw his head back before filling you with his cum.

"I win," he smiled cheekily before circling his thumb against your clit as he helped you finish.

From the looks of it, the car wash was almost complete.

You climbed off of your boyfriend, readjusting your clothes as you sat down next to him. "Well, I guess I'll pay," you smiled.

"Don't worry about it," Heeseung chuckled. "I already paid for it."

"Thanks," you smiled, sitting back to play with your boyfriend's cum as it seeped out of your pussy.

"We should do this again sometime," Jake sighed as he pulled his pants back up.

𝒦𝒾𝓃𝓀𝓉𝑜𝒷𝑒𝓇 𝑀𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇𝓁𝒾𝓈𝓉

❀ Thank you all so much for reading! Make sure to check out other works on my masterlist!

Sorry, this one was late…I fell asleep while working on it and then Tumblr glitched and deleted a bunch of stuff I wrote 😅

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[7] TRUST ME ~ K. YS

kinky!husband!dom!yeosang x subby!brat!wife!reader

plot: in the mood to spice up your sex life, you venture onto the dark side, guided by your kinky husband who is eager to dominate you. | wc: 1.5k | cw: smut, sensory deprivation, sex toys, slight BDSM

Your breath staggered as darkness took the place of your vision. Yeosang, your husband, secured a blood red, satin cloth around your eyes.

Your shoulders raised slightly, as your body tensed up, unsure of what would come next. There you were, sitting at your vanity, feeling the cool, still night air surround you.

"Yeosang..." you whispered as his footsteps trailed away from you

"Hmm," he hummed, pausing in his tracks.

"I'm scared..." you sighed. "And I know how stupid this probably sounds..."

"You said you wanted to try something different."

"I know, but..."

It was quiet for a moment before you heard his footsteps approach you. He wrapped himself around you, holding you in his warm embrace.

"It's okay, baby. You know I won't do anything to hurt you," he whispered before kissing your bare shoulder. "Trust me," he hummed, moving his lips up to your neck.

He pulled away before turning your chair around to face him. Though you couldn't see him, you could imagine his gentle angelic face taking in a glimpse of your body in the candle-lit room. You could feel his lustful gaze scan your body as his fingertips grazed the tip of your chin.

You took in another sharp breath as you felt the wetness of his tongue meet your neck. A soft chuckle blew warm air on the wet patch. He took your hand in his, guiding you across the cold, vinyl planks. “Sit here while I grab a few things,” he whispered in your ear before kissing you on the cheek.

You placed your hands behind you, blindly searching for the bed sheets and the edge of the bed. Using the rim of the bed frame, you pushed your body up onto the bed.

You listened, hearing a few drawers open and close as well as the crinkling sound of a plastic bag. You wondered to yourself, “what the hell is he doing?” But you tried your best to keep your composure.

You heard his footsteps quickly trail back over to you as you felt his hands grip your thighs. You gasped at the sudden sensation from him dragging his thumb between your folds. You bit your lower lip as he pushed his thumb through your opening.

“You’re pretty wet to say you’re scared,” he hummed, sliding his thumb in and out with a squelching sound. He pushed you back, laying you flat on your back across the satin sheets as he hovered over your body.

“As much as I’d love to cover your mouth and rip you open right now, I promised I’d be gentle,” he whispered into your ear. You could feel the heat from his body leave you as you scooted back onto the bed.

You feet were hooked on the edge of the mattress while your legs were spread open, giving your husband a good look at you pussy that showed clearly through your crotchless panties.

You heard him shuffling around for a bit before you felt his hands wrap around your thighs, holding them apart as he pushed his tongue between your folds. You threw your head back, moaning slightly before reaching between your legs to grab a handful of his hair.

You rocked your hips, pivoting back and forth to match the pace of his mouth. You felt the vibrations from his lips as he moaned in delight. Keeping his tongue on your clit, he pulled away for a moment to insert his finger.

You winced as you felt his finger curling inside of you. It wasn’t long before another finger slipped inside as he pumped them in and out of you. “Mmm, fuck,” you hummed as he pleasured you. “You like that baby?” He cooed. You bit your lower lip nodding up and down as he kept a steady pace.

“Ahhhg!” You yelped, feeling something much larger replace his fingers. It was smooth with slightly raised accents that grazed the walls of your pussy. “Mmmn,” you groaned, clenching your teeth as you felt yourself being stretched open. “I-it hurts,” you whined.

“It’s okay, baby. You can take it,” he kissed your inner thigh as he kept pushing in the girthy object. You gasped as you felt his teeth graze your flesh as he sucked on the same spot he kissed. “You’re almost there baby. Just keep taking it like a good girl,” he hummed before you felt a pop.

Whatever was in you felt a lot less painful now that it was all the way in. You reached between your legs to get an idea of what he’d put in you, but he grabbed your hand, stopping your little expedition.

“That’s cheating, baby. I told you, you’re gonna have to trust me. You know I’ll make it feel good,” he cooed as your ears picked up on a clicking sound.

“Ahnn!” You cried as you felt intense vibrations pulsing through your core. Now you knew for sure that he’d stuck a vibrator in your pussy. One that he had full control over. You squeezed your legs together, trying to stop yourself from cumming embarrassingly quick, but he slapped your pussy and forced your legs open.

“Keep your legs open,” he spat. “I wanna watch you cum.”

“B-but I—“ you nearly closed your legs as he turned up the power. “Ahhg!”

“I told you not to close your legs,” he groaned as you felt him push you against the bed, the weight of his body pinning you down as he grinding his bulge against you.

“Ugh! I’m gonna--"

"Do it, baby. I want you to cum for me," he hummed as he leaned in to kiss your neck, reaching a hand down to stimulate your clit as your back arched off the bed.

He moved his lips down to your tits, sucking on the soft supple flesh and you groaned, burying the back of your head into the mattress. "Mmm!" you didn't know why you were fighting the urge to cum. Maybe it was because you wanted this moment to last a little longer?

Either way, your husband had grown tired of you holding back and he climbed off of you, leaving you in a space of confusion as you heard him exhale deeply. "AHH!" you yelped as he pulled the vibrator out of your arching pussy. You gasped with relief as the mindblowing sensation of overstimulation left your body.

You felt a breath catch in your throat as Yeosang flipped you over onto your stomach. Your ass faced him as your upper half spread across the bed.

"Since you don't wanna cum for me, I'm gonna make you scream until you do it. And I don't care how many times you beg me to stop," he groaned into your ear.

You stood on the tips of your feet as you felt him lift your hips up, angling your hole toward his dick as he pushed it deep inside of you with a forceful grunt. "This is what you wanted isn't it?" he said as the sounds of your skin slapping against each other filled the room

You moaned as he fucked you harder, you could feel your pussy tightening around him. "Ahh!" you screamed as he smacked your ass, sending tingles throughout your body.

"You wanted me to make you cry like this, huh?" you cried out as he kept smacking your ass while fucking you raw. He grabbed a handful of your hair, pulling your face to his. "Who's pussy is this?"

"Yours," you groaned as he gripped your jaw in his hand, squeezing your cheeks together. "That's right, now I want you to cum for me," he hummed before slamming your head against the mattress. He grabbed your arms, hooking them behind you as he pounded you from behind.

You still felt a slight stinging sensation from your ass that he had smacked until it had a red hue as your entire body shook. You came harder than you'd ever come in a long time. Your muffled moans were still heard as your husband leaned into your ear. "Good girl," he kissed your cheek before pumping his load into you with three forceful grunts.

You laid there struggling to catch your breath as you felt Yeosang release his grip on your arms before untying the blindfold. You smiled as he leaned in to give you little pecks on your cheek, trailing down to your shoulder.

"I'll go run us some bath water," he smiled before helping you up onto the bed. You looked down to see your legs trembling from the sensual overload as you watched your husband walk off into your shared bathroom.

The sound of the water running mixed with the fresh floral scent of body wash and bath bombs and with the added assurance that a sweet, adoring husband waited for you in the bathroom was equally as exciting as the sex you just had.

That was exactly what you wanted and something you definitely had to try again.

"Hey, baby. The water's ready," he smiled, tapping on the door frame.

𝒦𝒾𝓃𝓀𝓉𝑜𝒷𝑒𝓇 𝑀𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇𝓁𝒾𝓈𝓉

❀ Thank you all so much for reading! Make sure to check out other works on my masterlist!

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