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merrysithmas · 6 months ago

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i see a lot of people speculate that john lennon had bipolar disorder but i dont think this is true (i think this is maybe the unclinical laymen viewpoint) but i think he definitely had borderline personality disorder instead

#he is classic bpd (which stands for borderline in jargon and not bipolar) down to marryinf a narcisstic #getting obsessed w random whims and conspiracies #overwhelming anger and (later on) empathy (peace movement)#fantasical thinking and susceptibility to cultism #trouble with finances and financial abuse #high IQ #instability in childhood and explosive rage #difficulty in family situations and divorce #violence to the point of nearly murdering several ppl #severe paranoia of abandoment #suicidal ideation #married & was manipulated by a narcissist (yoko)#deep love and attachment #to his family and friends #its all there i mean thise are just little bookmarks #extreme self consciousness #difficulty with self identity and body image #susceptibity to charlatan cures #not to mention his unaccepted Queerness in the 50s-70s #which must have brought a lot of unfair strife #alongside a penchant for #creativity and innovation #a -Special- social presence #the good and bad of it shines through v clearly #also he self medicated with LSD #which seems to have helped a little which psychedelics sometimes do #also he did heroin which is classically stupid but tracks w poor decision making (and yokos narcissism)

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