and twas here that a new friendship/rivalry/obsession???? was born
[ID: digital art of Joel and Iskall looking up at Perry the platypus on top of Joel's torii gate in front of his base. Joel and Iskall's faces are shown in the bottom corners in the foreground - they are highlighted in pink, as is Perry. Joel's base in the background is dusky colored and a bit faded and blurry. End ID]
thinking about kab and the thing about her i think is she knows just enough to keep herself safe Generally but not enough to really predict what would happen should something more... complicated??? unforeseen??? idk whats the right word to use but something not covered by someones reputation and/or vids happen, believe it or not this also affects her view of clownpierce (we'll get to that)
for example, mapicc has a reputation for being an violent, angry, & impulsive guy and nothing else which makes sense but is incredibly surface level and something that only really works if you dont have a lot of experience working with him
another is reddoons, his betrayal after the base incident while shocking is not unforeseen but his reputation as being a guy whos seen as being a reasonable person whos fairly loyal to his team made it seem like something he wouldnt do even tho it absolutely is
regarding how it affects her view of clown, since he isnt perfectly aligned with his reputation she instead pivots in the complete opposite direction and forgiving basically every crime he does even tho hes something much more mild and complicated than either his reputation or her view of him will ever be (think madonna-whore complex which is especially obvious when it comes to kabs vs woogies view of him)
another side effect of this Just Enough amount of knowledge aside from being blinded by her own expectations is that it frustrates ppl who think shes oversimplificating things (like me and seemingly several other tumblr users as well) especially when she claims that shes objectively correct and the smartest in the room at any given moment
how this roughness in her analysis affects her in the server still has yet to be fully seen but we do still have at least a couple months until the end but 'til then shes just gonna keep stumbling as more and more complicated situations pop up as is typical in lifesteal to happen and eventually shes gonna have to learn to adapt or else she'll be suffering the consequences one way or another
Sengen "do you think we're soulmates in every universe?" and it cuts to Desmond and John
just the original idea is already brilliant but then i went on youtube to see what these videos usually look like n they all had many different versions of the pairing so i just had to go and look for other random bullshit to add to the sequence LMFAO THANK YOU ENJOY😂
why do youtubers feel so comfortable cutting clips from other people's videos?? without asking and without crediting or linking the original videos
and now a watermark with their channel name is lingering over a clip that I recorded and uploaded
I find it especially rude when somebody has 68 thousand subscribers and they take a clip from a person who has 300 subscribers...
and the viewers on these big channels think that the uploader recorded everything themselves because they even watermark it with their own channel name
if you want to make a video that shows multiple scenes from a video game, record those scenes yourself, don't just download another person's vid and cut the part you want into your video... I also had to record it
or you know... maybe ask permission and credit the original uploader and link their video or their channel
you know what it is…it’s the fact that will has been open about having OCD, anxiety, depression, dyspraxia and having su*c*d*l thoughts that i admire so much. being diagnosed with a learning disability (dyscalculia) and having depression & anxiety and dealing with su*c*d*l thoughts myself, it just makes me feel so seen.
throwback to last week when i posted a tiktok joking that i wanted the bg3 narrator to step on me and the voice actor found my vid and commented on it.
the most adhd thing ever abt me is that my youtube watch later has over 600 videos on it and the earliest ones date back to circa 2009. i am infinitely putting things off for later