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I like to imagine Billy and Thavma sharing a headspace is more akin to drifting (Pacific Rim) then it is the avatar state (ATLA).
If you know you know.
#very specific multifandom ramblings#pacific rim#drifting#atla#avatar state#billy batson#shazam#dc captain marvel#dc
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just wanted to pop in and say this blog is a delight because it combines three of my favorite things: translation based lore, cookie run (PV related stuff specifically), and the Korean voice acting!! Honestly I love it I've always had the voices in korean ever since Kingdom gave us the option on launch. I prefer most of the Korean voices but PV specifically is one I'm very passionate about. pv is SUPPOSED to sound high pitched and androgynous and the english one is so deep and different it's so distracting i just cant hshdhfbdbf
anyways on anon so I'm not an embarrassment lmao but i think you of all people might get my deranged ramblings. thanks for running this blog you cemented my "shadowvanilla is basically canon like seamoon is basically canon" belief from like 65% to 99.9% in just a few posts
Understandle and real! I'm getting really accustomed to the Kr Pyuba voice now actually (even if my still desperate for Yuri Lownthwal Pyuba because my brain imprinted on him like a fucking duckling in my very first playthrough.) But I listened to the Kr dub long enough for my brain to connect the dots nobody sees like-
"Pyuba sounds young out of all of the Ancients because of his bright, youthful, calming, and kind/hopeful disposition, contrasting to Shamil's raspy and old in a 'wise man' way voice because of his constant shouting either to perform or to please other cookies out of desperation for attention and the fear of being forgotten."
-and with that I think we should start hitting them with a bunch rocks. :D πͺ¨πͺ¨πͺ¨πͺ¨π¦ππ₯π₯π₯
Seamoon is so so canon. Like. They had an entire yuriful skin line and gay ass hell animation for it. Sea Fairy's lines are 90% gay longing for the moon. Why are people still doubtful about cookie lesbians lol. π
Shadowvanilla? Too fucking canon. I'm going to say crazy shit that the haters on the clock app are going to despise so much like "The entire fucking crk lore is nothing without Shadow Milk Cookie and Pure Vanilla Cookie." I'm not even serious, I'm saying it as a statement of fact. Believe it or not, it's never gonna change. And I have tears in my eyes because I Know too much. π I'm still gonna make an entire analysis about that to my multifandom blog. Nobody talk to me right now. πΆββ‘οΈπ³
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sighs deeply. this is what my legacy has come to. (PLEASE read before following/sending an ask!!!)
Hi I decided to make a separate blog exclusively for suggestive and NSFW Cookie Run content because I do not want my multifandom sideblog to be littered with straight up cookie porn and I do not want to be Perceived with my main blog and this one. anyways
MY BLOG CONTENT:
This is my NSFW Cookie Run Kingdom blog, 18+ content will be posted here. Minors please do NOT interact, any minors will be blocked and ageless blogs make me extremely uncomfy.
This blog will also contain dark themes because I am a little freak (yandere content, unhealthy ships and dynamics, etc.) All content will be tagged appropriately; if I need to add any tags just drop an ask
I ship beast x ancients and will post/reblog content reflecting that, so if this makes you uncomfortable feel free to block! Furthermore, please DO NOT bring any antiship/proship to this blog, I am way too tired for any of that shit.
I post sporadically because I am a little lintball of audhd, and currently CRK is my hyperfixation, I might be inactive (or abandon this blog like a cardboard box in the street completely)! Due to this, I also will not be taking requests because I just know those will sit in my askbox for 80 years
I write ONLY for gender neutral readers with varying sexes, I don't write for exclusively female or male readers (this includes asks that include she/her or he/him). This is a treat for those who can relate to they/them dicks and pussies and is also what I'm more comfortable with.
Absolutely nothing I write is proofread. I am writing for free and for fun on Tumblr dot com, so grammar mistakes and typos will appear often.
I do not write 'Y/N', I use 'you' and 'your(s)'. Just a little personal quirk.
Likes are appreciated, reblogs are greatly and wonderfully appreciated, reblogs with tags are transcendent and inspiring and amazing π I write for myself first and foremost, but comments and reblogs while not mandatory, are very motivating and helps me to write some more!
BEFORE SENDING ASKS:
Please don't be discouraged if I don't answer your ask right away; please also don't complain if I take a while! I am very slow on answering asks and I take lots of breaks between them. This does not mean that asks are not appreciated!
I do not write for Readers with disorders, so please do not send any asks about them. This blog romanticizes unhealthy dynamics and unhealthy mindsets, so this sex blog is not the place to seriously discuss depression/anxiety/etc.
I might respond to certain asks with something more detailed when I'm inspired but I still am not currently taking requests. Please feel free to still send in your imagined scenarios and ramblings, though!
Also, please keep in mind that I will not answer every single ask with a more detailed fic. Inspiration strikes me at random, so please be aware that if you send an ask, be aware it might not get the longer, satisfactory answer you want.
More on the above; the different between a regular ask and a request to me is: "Hey, can you imagine if (X) happened/I really like the thought of (X)/What do you think of (X)" β
and "Hey, I have a request for you/can you do this extremely specific thing because I'd like to see it." β. The former feels more like a conversation between two ramblers and the latter feels more like an obligation to me. If I'm inspired by a certain ask I'll do something longer and more detailed! I'm sorry if this makes no sense because those two things are extremely similar.
Please keep Reader descriptions as neutral as possible! Having too many details on what the Reader should be like feels more like an OC request rather than just a neutral slate, and it restricts my writing to a certain mould. You can absolutely send an ask sharing your OCs if you wish, but I will not write for them.
Any ask that goes against these rules will be deleted without notice. If you have concerns whether or not I deleted your ask, you'll have to come off anon or DM me and clarify which ask was you so I can answer privately. I get quite a few asks that disregard these rules and I don't feel like publivly answering every single anon with, "this breaks my rules" because that's extremely repetitive and that would take up a lot of space on my blog.
If you do suspect that you've broken the rules, please don't send an ask or DM me falling all over yourself apologizing or saying, "man I hope that wasn't me." Apologies are very much appreciated but unnecessary! If you do ask me and I say yes you did break the rules, just do better with sending in an ask next time! There are no hard feelings on my end so don't be worried about that.
This isn't so much as a hard rule rather than a heads up, asks that are purely fluff are difficult for me to answer because this is a porn blog and I am porn brained. Fluffy asks are allowed, but be aware that I'll more often than not turn them into something dirty.
List of Specific anons! (anything not listed here is free for use)
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ΰ³ΰΎΰΏ ΛΛ- introduction α°.α
general requests are currently: closed! (3/6)
mutual requests are currently: always open!
the inbox is currently: always open for chat!
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[ hello hello! hi welcome to my sideblog, my name is chloΓ«, but on here you can call me rainy! i interact from @loverss-lanee in terms of following, as this is is a sideblog! i'm a multifandom writer who selfships (see my main for that), so a lot of this account's purpose is to get a lot of rambles out of my system through requests :] i enjoy writing, but i may be slow due to occasional motivation dips and work as i'm a grown adult, so please have mercy and patience! rude or weird behaviors will not be tolerated, and as much as this account is an outlet, it's also a gift, so be respectful and i will continue to enjoy creating for you all. ]
[ also sorry if any formatting is weird, i'm doing this all on my phone LMAO ]
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[ my tag guide goes as follows! hopefully i remember to use them, sometimes i'm bad with my tags ahhh π... aside from the pinned or other important tags, most tags are song lyric references. lmao ]
β pinned post (you are here!)
β fandom + character list post
β anon list post
β content masterlist post
β you make my earth quake | requested!
β rain down on me | mutual requested!
β [emoji/name]-anon! (anon specific tag)
β under my umbrella | fluff/comfort
β you know you're better than this | hurt-comfort
β in every melody and in every little scar | angst
β only love could kill me; god bless | headcanons
β tailor made straight from my dreams | drabble
β just let me go or take me with you | ficlet
β so come on and save me now | selfship prompts
β tw/cw/be advised: [content]
β announcement
β ooc | general posts
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[ under the cut you can find my general list of rules. reading them is mandatory before you request! ]
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ΰ³ΰΎΰΏ ΛΛ- general rules α°.α
absolutely in no circumstance, please do not request nsfw! i may be a grown adult, and i may not be comfortable with minors following me, i still allow them to engage with most of my content. i am also general really not comfortable depicting nsfw themes, it just makes me feel really weird outside of super personal spaces. if anything feels too close to suggestive, i will tag it properly, and implore minors to not interact with it. but none of my content will be straight up nsfw, please don't request it nor force it on me.
i am and always will be okay with fluff, angst, hurt-comfort, topics of death, domestic life, and very occasionally, the topic of familial life. most of these are okay to request, however if for some reason i don't fulfill your request, i might not be in the headspace or feel comfortable writing what you have requested. please do not badger me, i might've very likely seen it, refer to this bullet point if you see you haven't gotten answered! sometimes i will just be slow, and rest assured, i will always make a statement on that.
i'm a major sucker for fluff and overall good vibes, so even if a character is a piece of shit in canon (personality-wise, i mean, will elaborate down the line), i usually aim to make them a major softie for the reader in my work. i think it can be very healing. i don't dabble in toxic relationships or anything, it's just not my cup of tea and makes me uncomfortable to think about. certain angsty tropes β toxic dynamics for me (rivals to lovers, for example), so it's okay.
i write mental health struggles to my own accord, based on what i may face, or if my mutuals request it (will elaborate in section two). i'm not a professional in every mental health struggle which is why i make this bullet point. everyone is different. i can only write vaguely of the experiences i am familiar with, and those experiences may resonate with others. however, you ARE allowed to request for dealing with seizures, as long as you specify the type (it helps me since my type won't be the same as for everyone with seizures! all different experiences).
i do not write for canon rapists, abusers, misogynists, transphobes, racists, literally all of that entire criteria. if they are generally problematic in the ways we normal people KNOW are problematic, i won't write for them. that is why i have made a character list. please also don't send in requests for where they are prompts of being such things, thats so weird. please also don't request incest or age gap or pedophilic content. this is not a safe space for weirdos and pro-shippers etc.
please do not request anything related to self harm, suicide, ed, any of that spectrum. i won't write it nor do i endorse it.
please don't request poly stuffβ not because i don't want to, i'm just extremely picky and have my own ship preferences and haterisms.
yes, i am a cis-woman white latina, however i am more than okay writing for various types of readers. everyone is gender neutral in my works and i try to make my work tailored to everyone no matter of how they look, but if you request specifics, i certainly don't mind. i am a super big fan of gnc women or unconventional women standards (tall, broad, hairy, muscular, masculine, etc.) so never be afraid to send in anything related to that!! i am a gnc woman myself!!
for arknights i prefer not to do doctor!reader, for ptn i prefer not to do chief!reader, for transformers i will probably only do humanoid!readers, for touchstarved i prefer not to do general mc!reader. i know everyone usually has very different ideas outside of the player-insert characters, but it's not my cup of tea, unfortunately.
i can write general headcanons, drabbles, and little oneshots! headcanons are easier for me, but i won't limit myself neither!
that should about cover it for my general rules, if i feel the need to add anything else, i will add to this list and give an update post. otherwise, feel free to ask if you're unsure!
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ΰ³ΰΎΰΏ ΛΛ- mutual rules α°.α
this section is specific to my mutuals! full respect, i am awkward and i call my close friends my mutuals on this account. just because we may follow each other on my main account or something, i do not automatically consider everyone my friend. i'm not saying that to be rude, but i have a lot of trust in my mutuals, so i don't just consider anyone a mutual of mine. these rules specifically are set in place for my friends.
now that that's out of the way, my mutuals can request either publicly or anonymously, i have no preference because that is up to you! regardless, please sign off with an emoji as that'll be your specific tag. it'll be tagged as [emoji][friend name!] or [emoji]mutual-anon! if you are choosing to stay anonymous and you're a mutual, just let me know by some means because. i'm usually stupid and it just helps :]
anything my mutuals request will be tailored very specifically to them and their request if they so choose. that isn't a necessity of course, and that's a very broad category, but i have mutuals who may not want to be recognized or i have mutuals that want to be seen in their requests by some means. just let me know if you want it super specific or super simple, i'll probably know what you mean.
mutuals!! again, i still write usually wholesome/non-dark content, please keep this in mind! if you request a character who is usually a total bitch, expect them to soften up for you to some degree!
speaking of character requests, mutuals are allowed to request outside of my fandom set characters or a different fandom entirely. please note, while i will try to research, i may not know your fave extremely well, so if they are ooc or something, do forgive me! but i will indulge you regardless. but i don't write for mihoyo/enstars characters whatsoever, so mutuals...my indulgence for them will stay in the dms or my private twitter replies πββοΈ
i don't know what else to add here. mutuals if you guys have questions, you can personally dm or also shoot an ask, i don't care how you go about it βοΈ
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[ thank you everyone who read my rules! if you comply and understand my terms, feel free to send in a request! i look forward to the indulgence! ]
#β pinned post#resident evil x reader#transformers x reader#reverse: 1999 x reader#reverse 1999 x reader#path to nowhere x reader#spiderman x reader#<- general tag for SM universe related characters!#arknights x reader#touchstarved x reader#red dead redemption x reader#all characters for posts will be tagged accordingly#hopefully this reaches each fandom. i haven't written for fandoms in a minute#ok. i think that's most fandom tags
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Howdy! Welcome to my little corner of the internet ΰ©β©β§βΛ I go by Quinn or Zen ΰ©β©β§βΛ He/They/Xe ΰ©β©β§βΛ Nonbinary Lesbian >:3c ΰ©β©β§βΛ 19
Notes!! ΰ©β©β§βΛ I reblog a lot, i apologize in advance ΰ©β©β§βΛ My Ask box is usually always open, feel free to ramble in there or ask me things :D Just be decent and ill answer it ΰ©β©β§βΛ If you want our ocs to interact you are always free to ask! ΰ©β©β§βΛ While currently primarily TWST, I am multifandom ΰ©β©β§βΛ VERY IMPORTANT: I am not capable of donating, but i am capable of reblogging. With that said, id love to direct you to this post, which has links to places far more helpful than me ΰ©β©β§βΛ I play both EN and JP TWST | I'm NOT spoiler free, but i do try my best to tag spoilers β½ο½‘β EN (Main): YTx6nTFf (Name: Quzen) β½ο½‘β EN (Jamidia Alt): msXdKb12 (Name: Jamidia) β½ο½‘β JP: YAHxMS74 (Name: Quzen) ΰ©β©β§βΛ I say hun and dear to everyone, something i picked up from my mom. If it does make you uncomfortable please let me know.
Links, Alt Acc & Hashtags ΰ©β©β§βΛ #quzenocs - Pretty much any of my ocs can be found here, tho its currently mostly TWST ΰ©β©β§βΛ #astrostaros - Currently has nothing but if you are ever curious about personal ocs that's where they'll be found ΰ©β©β§βΛ ALL of my twst ocs have their own tag, far too many to list here so if you need a specific one it can probably be found by searching their name ΰ©β©β§βΛ @midnightcornerstop - My Sideblog (THIS IS AN 18+ BLOG SO ONLY FOLLOW IT IF YOU ARE OKAY THANKS-) ΰ©β©β§βΛ Toyhouse ΰ©β©β§βΛ Strawpage ΰ©β©β§βΛ TWST OC Post (Somewhat outdated currently) ΰ©β©β§βΛ Saiyuu Intro Post ΰ©β©β§βΛ Mozie Intro Post ΰ©β©β§βΛ Everturrim Dorm Members 1 & 2 ΰ©β©β§βΛ A Masterpost for ocs will be made eventually i promise
Hey Listen! ΰ©β©β§βΛ Absolutely DO NOT interact with me if you are homophobic or transphobic, Im very openly queer and pretty much every media i interact with has some level of it too. I will not argue with anyone on this because we both know its a waste of fuckin time right? Its better for the both of us to simply move on or block.
Other Interests + Faves ΰ©β©β§βΛ BSD [Poe β° Ranpo β° Sigma] ΰ©β©β§βΛ FFXIV [Erenville β° Wuk Lamat β° Yotsuyu] ΰ©β©β§βΛ Obey Me [ Barbatos β° Leviathan β° Beel] ΰ©β©β§βΛ R1999 [ Anjo Nala β° Zima β° Horrorpedia] ΰ©β©β§βΛ KH [Riku β° Vanitas β° Aqua] ΰ©β©β§βΛ I'd Add more but it'd be so long T uT
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β½ο½‘β I play EN and JP TWST, which means i get info for both. I also headcanon a shit ton so if that's not your thing, im probably not the person to follow. β½ο½‘β When i draw characters, theyll look somewhat different from canon β½ο½‘β As stated before, this blog ISN'T spoiler free. I do my best to tag things as spoilers for JP but occasionally it slips my mind so. EN related things wont really ever be tagged as spoilers other than Book 7
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β½ο½‘β I do draw OC x Canon, alongside Canon x Canon β½ο½‘β I share? ig? i dont really know how it works but i dont mind interacting with those that ship with the same character, in fact i think its very cool that we appreciate these characters similarly! β½ο½‘β I like a lot of ships and have quite a few ocxcanon ships so if you dont like that or are non-sharing, this may not be the place for you dear
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β½ο½‘β Im 19! Which means im an adult. Regardless of that, this blog will not have NSFW past dumb jokes a highschooler would make β½ο½‘β Things that DO fall under that but not even to be NSFW will be tagged
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β½ο½‘β Tagging me in things is fine, as long as we are moots β½ο½‘β You are always free to ask me to be moots, unless something really throws me off on your blog, i'll usually say yes β½ο½‘β With that said, if your account frequently shows heavy gore or spiders, please do not ask me. Nothing against you but i absolutely am terrified of both, thank you for understanding ):D β½ο½‘β If you do not respect this one request, I will block you so fuckin fast.
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hello! my name is vicΓ³, and welcome to my blog!
brazilian | she/her pronouns | 21yo
I speak english (not my first language), brazilian portuguese and spanish! so feel free to talk to me in all of these three languages!
I'm multifandom. currently, I'm very into tbosas, but more specifically, into sejanus plinth and sejarcus. I do enjoy writing sn*wjanus, but only when they are toxic/abusive. sejanus is my favorite character and if I see an opinion I don't like abt him, I'm blocking (it's nothing personal). I'm highly critical of c*riolanus snow, so if you're fond of him, please, block me or don't follow me, because I'll slander him at some point. I also enjoy writing and creating stuff regarding sejanus' family, the plinths, and I adore ma plinth (I call her by vesta). I'm also a clown who's constantly making jokes.
I enjoy writing a lot of AUs, specially modern setting ones, and I'm not much a canon-compliant type of person (in the sense of not writing many canon compliant fics lol). I also do art sometimes.
other fandoms I may reblog something about: fallout, arcane, F1, HOTD/GOT, sports in general (specially brazilian soccer or brazilian atheletes), etc.
this is my ao3 acc, however, the big majority of my works are posted under anonymous collection. if you want the link to some of them, you can ask me and I'll send it with no problems!
it's important to say that I don't care about the movie. I find it an overall fun piece of media, but I don't like it as an adaptation, and I don't really consider anything regarding it canon, neither I consider the actors (with all respect to them and their work). I prefer going for my designs over the characters to imagine how they look.
I love rambling, and I love meeting new ppl! my inbox is always open to talk about anything!
this pinned post can be updated at any time!
#the introduction post I should've done a LONG ago and didn't#but here it is#my silly little posts#pinned
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I feel like rambling about my top 4 fav ships lol, I suppose they count as comfort ships haha (they do, they really do)
To start off, this ramble is a multifandom ramble, the ships are namelessshipping (pokemon), makoharu (persona 5), ninerose/tenrose (doctor who), and souyo (persona 4)
I just feel like rambling and I haven't posted my own content/rambles on this acc in awhile
I wanna ramble about headcanons that most of my friends know for at least namelessshipping, and add to hcs for the other ships
Red x Blue Oak (namelessshipping) from pkmn, they get married early at age 19 lol, they're 24 currently in my hcs and run/own the Battle Tree in Alola, they DID go on a honeymoon in Alola, but that was a couple years before they decided to move there and start the Battle Tree (I changed up the timeline in the sumo/usum games a bit lol)- both of them are gay and transmasc (both using he/him), Red took Blue's last name, his old last name was 'Shade' lmao (I have SOOOOOOOOOO many hcs for them but I'll save those for other days) (I have more hcs for all of these ships tbh but like yeah, saving my typing for now, mostly) audghshsh okay fine some more, they love cuddling, Red usually shows affection through actions (he's selectively mute in my hcs) and Blue loves it- Red is actually just slightly more clingy than Blue, tho, even tho they tease each other and Blue acts snarky and Red quietly confident during the day, at home they're affectionate and love to cuddle at the end of the night in each other's armssssss AUGHHDHDHHSHSHSHSHSH sorry the idea of them cuddling has comforted me SOOOOO much, haha it's a bit funny but it really does, they're my top ship ever (tho I support other ***SAFE*** ships) and yeah, ahdghdhdhs
Makoto Niijima x Haru Okumura (MakoHaru) from persona 5/persona 5 royal- Makoto is transfem (using she/her), and is bi and demisexual, Haru is a demigirl (using she/they), and a lesbian- they get together after the events of specifically third semester in p5 royal happen, Haru asks Makoto out on a date lol, Makoto is shocked cause she was growing feelings for Haru and was worried she wouldn't give her a chance, but yeah, they start dating- they combine their last names methinks, also Sae approves of Haru right away LMAO, since Makoto (when home for university holidays) brings Haru over all the time
The 9th/10th doctor x Rose Tyler (ninerose/tenrose) from modern doctor who- ohhhhhdggdhs my god, they make me soooo happy, yes I know it's a bit cliche to like the first (modern) companion from Dr who with the doc but like??? Their story is soooo tragic- and we don't leave out the ninth doc in this place, he is so silly and funny and it's great to see his development as Rose shows him how to be a bit happier again, and then regenerating into a younger looking person for her- yes I don't mind other doctor ships I just have a huge soft spot for Rose w the doc- I like to think the Doc (any regeneration) uses no labels lol, he uses any pronouns "what ya think, today!" and Rose is soooo pansexual (cis and uses she/her, btw)- I also give the Doc (any regen) different looking eyes and teeth (fangs hehehe) to make her look diff from humans a lil bit, secretly
And lastly, Yu Narukami x Yosuke Hanamura (SouYo) from persona 4/persona 4 golden- just finished p4 golden like last week and I immediately got attached/hyperfixated (I have adhd lol) on these two- most recent comfort ship of mine for sure, even tho I enjoy other ships ofc! I just tend to get favourites from games/shows/etc. Anyways Yu is transmasc (he/him), and Yosuke is cis (he/him), both are gay lol- Yosuke definitely must have some typa internalized homophobia- that or I think he projected his worried feelings onto Kanji (don't worry, he very much apologizes to Kanji eventually)- idk how Yu and Yosuke got together yet tbh, maybe after the golden and arena ultimax (I just started playing it) events? I also hc that uh, Yu's parents passed away somehow (idk how yet for sure) and he moved back to Inaba for senior year permanently, and like yeah, sometime within there is when him and Yosuke get together- either I wanna make it sweet or angsty before they get together lol, dunno yet but yeah, gay ppl
#blueoakshusband rambles#pokemon#persona 5#doctor who#persona 4#multifandom#blueoakshusband headcanons#namelessshipping#trainer red#blue oak#makoharu#makoto niijima#haru okumura#ninerose#tenrose#9th doctor#10th doctor#rose tyler#souyo#yu narukami#yosuke hanamura#didnt mean to add this many tags on a random ramble post#oopsy
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I probably should've done this ages ago, but here is a little master post about me!
I am fairly new to tumblr and tumblr etiquette/culture, so please me patient with me when it comes to things that generally fly over my head!
My name is Angel/Harper
Please use They/Them on me!
I speak English, Lithuanian, and Norwegian!
I post mostly art or short rambles, I'm a very passionate person! Sometimes I link some ao3 drabbles I've written, I've been writing for around 3-4 years so far and it's a little hobby of mine.
My main interests: (Main highlighted)
-Fullmetal alchemist (Of its entirety)
-Homestuck
-Undertale
-Radiation (in general but I do love researching nuclear warfare and Chernobyl the most.)
-Old quirky visual novels
-Pathologic (I have both games.)
-Fear and Hunger (Both, but I only own Termina sadly.)
-Dinosaurs (The BIG one in terms of interests)
-Code Geass
Some side interests that don't really pop up too often
-I've seen over 150 animes, so if you tell me a reccomendation I've probably already seen it.
-You And Me And Her
-Subahibi
-Ultrakill
-Project Zomboid
-Bluey
-Kekkai Sensen
-Animals (Specifically felines)
-FNAF (Fan games to be precise)
And a lot more..
Dni list:
-Basic criteria
-Proshippers
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As stated previously I am a very passionate person, I do not mesh well with people who are unable to handle my rambling or ranting, I've gotten a lot of negative reactions previously because of my passionately fueled rambles, I type with A LOT of emotion and that certainly doesn't get me a lot of nice comments from other people on more mainstream media sites. If it's possible, do not reply if you have nothing nice to say to me. This does not mean to not reply if you have a different opinion, please go ahead! Just don't mock me for being too emotional or that I get riled up easily.
This is a multifandom blog I just post art or drabbles of all my interests
Thanks for reading!! <3

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γMultifandomγ Sen's Doujinshi Collection: Misc Rambles
Sen's Ship Doujinshi Collection
FGO: LimGuda (Douman x Ritsuka) ππ§‘πββ¬π
Magi: JuAli (Judar x Alibaba) π€β€οΈππββ¬βοΈ
KagePro: KuroEne (Kuroha x Ene) π€πππ
LimGuda, JuAli, and KuroEne are the main ships I've collected ship doujinshi for. This includes SFW and NSFW doujinshi.
I have most of KuroEne's fanarts and web-doujinshi, and JuAli's fanarts and physical doujinshi in my hands. This is because most of their ship fan-artists in EA fandoms were active around 2013 - 2016, so I managed to get my hands on them.
Kid me was a master archiver. So ty to them π
I remember I saved tons of KagePro EA/JP artists' KuroEne fanarts and web doujinshi from back when I was a kid. I have most of KuroEne's fanarts and web doujinshi. I saved at least 80 - 90% of their old fanarts back then, and I still have access to them in my files.
I've also collected most of Magi EA/JP artists' JuAli doujinshi physically, as well.
I have the majority of KuroEne and JuAli's ship fanarts and doujinshi archived, including a lot of stuff that's been deleted off the face of the internet.
I've collected the majority of LimGuda's doujinshi, but these artists are very active in the EA/JP fandom, so I will NOT be posting them publically, out of respect for them. LimGuda is a very recent niche popular ship with very active fans in the EA/JP fanbase.
You can ask me about my LimGuda doujins, though, and I can send pictures privately when I have the time.
I have most of the KuroEne ones translated (and I'm still planning to translate some), and I'm planning to translate the JuAli ones at some point.
However, for JuAli and KuroEne, many of the artists who have made these doujins are no longer active in the fandom and/or have deactivated their accounts/deleted their works.
So, because of this, I'm not sure if I should post doujinshi scans and translations, cuz the KuroEne ones are web-doujins from Pixiv that I saved like 10 years ago back when I was a kid (that are now deleted). And JuAli's doujinshi are physical ones I've collected.
Generally, the fandom/artist etiquette is to NOT reprint/repost any artists' works without explicit permission. You should ask for permission if you want to reprint/repost any artists' works, and ask for permission if you want to translate any works.
I feel like there's a gray area with doujinshi culture, specifically, when it comes to translating old fandom doujinshi by artists who deleted their socials and works, who are no longer in the fandom and deactivated their accounts.
Cuz out of personal experience, I know that for KHR, one of my series interests, people sharing and fan-scanlating KHR doujinshi made things more accessible for fans of the ship.
Sharing doujinshi translations means making the ship more accessible to other fans, but, I'm also not sure...
I think one option I could do is to post it, but disable reblogs, so if I ever need to take down the posts out of respect for these artists, then I can do that. That way, if I ever need to take the post down, then it doesn't leave traces in the form of reblogs.
If I do this, I'm gonna very explicitly put a note saying to NOT repost these artists' works anywhere else, and to NOT repost my translations, either.
You can enjoy them, save them, take screenshots privately for personal enjoyment, but don't post them anywhere else.
Normally, I wouldn't tag my misc rambles (posts that aren't focused on talking about a chara or ship), but I also wanna see what fans of these ships think.
Cuz I could just keep these privately and just have people send me a DM if they want to see the TLs of these doujins that I've stored on my own Notion pages. But it's also inconvenient to send a private Notion page link everytime and keep track of who I've given permission to. I feel like making a public post on Tumblr would be more suitable
I want to share things for the sake of accessibility and enjoyment for these ships' fans but I'm also still unsure...
If you have any other ideas and suggestions, you can let me know your thoughts! ^^
#kagepro#kagerou project#kuroha#ene#kuroene#kuroha x ene#enomoto takane#takane enomoto#black konoha#dark konoha#saeru#me ga saeru hebi#snake of clearing eyes#clearing snake#magi#magi: the labyrinth of magic#judar#alibaba#alibaba saluja#juali#aliju#judali#judaali#judar x alibaba
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Pinned post time!! :D
alr, I figured it's about time for me to put up a pinned post
While you can find most of my info in my bio, I feel like not everybody looks there and this would just be an easier solution lol
This will update as time goes on, so just be aware of that! :]
So, let's begin!
Basic info you should know about me :
I identify as a female and use she/her pronouns!
I am aroace !!
I only have one microlabel atm, which is a part of the ace spectrum and is known as apothisexuality
(Tying into the bit abt apothisexuality) I'm very against NSFW of any kind, so if you are an artist, writer, or otherwise content creator who actively takes part in the NSFW community, do not interact please.
Fandoms I am apart of :
Jrwi (all caught up on Riptide, have watched the entirety of Apotheosis, PD, TMK, and BITB, and am currently working on watching Wonderlust)
Traffic Series/Life series
SCU
TOH
The Isle/Dinosaur community
COS (Creatures of Sonaria)
Warrior Cats
Wings of Fire
Rainworld
Content SMP
Murder Drones
Helluva Boss (nnnoott too big on Hazbin Hotel tho, most of that community scares me @_@)
Animatic Battle
Pokemon
Inanimate Insanity
TPOT (BFDI)
Dandy's World
Forsaken (Roblox)
Animator Vs. Animation
Other info :
I am irl friends with @honeyzee312 ! Xyr awesome please go follow Xem :DDD
Please be nice to me, my ego is fragile π /silly
As you can tell from my name, I love worms, specifically worms on strings, and have six of my own
I LOVE LOVE DINOSAURS
I'm a sucker for angst also
I love reading gore lmao
I have a shared blog with HoneyZee!! It's called @wormandzeewriting, go check it out!!!! :D
I assist in solving/very minorly running an ARG blog called @subjects-faceless-and-voiceless ! Me and Zee would both really appreciate it if you could spare the time to look at it ^^
I can also be found on both Pinterest and Ao3 !!!
Tags :
#Worm Writes - any original writing or poetry I do
#Worm Rants - any short, usually multifandom ranting I want to do
#Worm Rambles - any long, usually multifandom rambling I want to do
#Worm Thoughts - any meaningless ideas or random things I spout lol
#Worm Draws - any original art I make
#Worm Pokes - this is a possibly temporary tag but it revolves around pokemon games lol
#Worm With a Microphone - nearly any and all asks!
Okay, and now to the serious bit, the rules of my blog
I beg of you, please treat me and these rules with respect, or as much as you can muster
The rules :
NO NSFW, if you are an active part of the NSFW community please, and very respectfully, dni
No bullying or harassment
Please refrain from making negative or judging comments while you're here
Like I said, pretty pretty please be nice to me, I am fragile
RESPECT EVERYONE HERE, basic decency would be very much appreciated !
And finally, be nice to the worms please, they live within the walls of this post :]
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Hi there!
Figured I should make a proper pinned message at some point.
I'm Tatters, your local fluffy flying fox! :3 Main fursona is the bat in question, secondary is a honeybee named Lore.
I go by she/they/it, and post all my art on here as well as reblogging stuff I like. Multifandom and my hyperfixations change often lol, my top fandoms are FNAF, Undertale/Deltarune, Pokemon, Crypt of the NecroDancer, MLP, Rain World, and Hollow Knight.
Big fan of small animals, especially bugs! (As such, trigger warning for bug and spider pictures, i usually tag them with #bugs and #spiders but i might miss 'em!)
If you like my work, following and/or reblogging helps a lot! I love getting comments on / asks about my stuff too!! :3 My comms are usually open. If you're interested or just want to support me, check out my Ko-Fi! Thanks for reading!
Original Universes:
Fauxtail City - A large, sprawling city where most of my anthro OCs live. Set on the scenic Ambiscale Bay, the city is - uniquely compared to other cities in its world - divided into districts that accommodate the needs of different species. There are five - Woodland, Aquatic, Polar, Mountain, and Desert. While it is mostly a nice place to live, behind the scenes there is a power struggle, between the crime organization known as the Butterfly Knives, and the mildly corrupt, cheap, and lazy City Council.
Synfall - The underworld of a realm known as Eclypson. It is similar to many other Hell depictions, fire and brimstone, except that its leaders have discovered how to harness thermal energy and have built a capitol metropolis! There's a very strict social hierarchy, with imps at the waaay bottom and the archdemons and King Lucifer at the top. (Lucifer and his cabinet are merely named after demon princes; they are not one and the same.)
Floristead - Set in a future long beyond an apocalypse that left human civilization barren to be reclaimed by nature, Floristead is a land centered on the worldtree Serarchbor. Sentient plant creatures, Botanomorphs, have risen to become the dominant species thanks to its influences on the land.
Ectopolis - A spectral city only visible and tangible to ghosts. Newly dead souls make their way here in order to visit The Pool, a large, mysterious collection of colorful Ectoplasm that souls then use to make new ghost forms for themselves. The spectral plane has other settlements and is spread all across Earth's atmosphere, but Ectopolis is the biggest by far due to the presence of the Pool. It is run by Mayor Hyper, who is one of the only ghosts to be formed by the high-energy splotches of Ectoplasm that rarely form on the surface of the Pool, called Hyperplasm.
Tag Stuff:
#my art - My own artwork! - #oc art - For all my various original characters. Feel free to send in asks about any of them, I LOVE rambling about literally all of them!!!! - #sona art - For specifically art of Tatters, Lore, Mally, and Glimmer. - #fanart - For stuff I make that's based on existing properties. - #ship art - For any fandom shipping, I don't do it often but i love a choice few :3 - #art comms - Comm work I've done for other people! #tatters squeaks - Usually general rambles that may or may not mean anything.
#bat mail - Any answered asks. Feel free to send in stuff!! #my writing - Links to my fanfics and stuff. - #oc info - OC lore and whatnot #bats - Bat pics I find/reblog! #bugs - Same but insects and arthropods in general! #aquatic - Anything related to water critters! All three also can include art I find of such! #cute art / #cool art - Reblogged art tags! I didn't have foresight when making the cute art tag that I would reblog art that isn't necessarily trying to be cute, so I just threw on "cool art" as a more generic one xD
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buggie β’ any pronouns β’ artist + animator β’ multifandom
spam likes + reblogs OK!! [silly tags are very welcome]
youtube || artfight || toyhouse
oc content (inactive woops)
currently obsessing over ocs
hey!! just someone online happy to share whatever I draw. that's all! thank you for stopping by :]
some fandoms I'm into would include rainworld, sky: children of the light, chainsaw man, genshin impact, omori, and especially zelda!!
inbox is always open and welcome to everyone. feel free to ask questions or send me silly stuff!! (doodle requests OK!!)
obligatory tags:
#rw spoilers - be sure to block if you don't want to see spoilers of any sort!
#buggies skycotl posting - block if you're just here for the rainworld content!
#art - all the cool art stuff i do i guess
#rw downpour - silly downpour content
#animation - all the cool animation stuff i do !!
#doodles - low effort pieces, usually drawn in class
#buggie answers - silly ask stuff and whatnot :]
#reblog - not often do i reblog but it's just more cool stuff.
icky people DNI (you know who you are)
specific tags:
RAINWORLD βββ|ββ
#guts - NOT MONK!! this is the silly yellow dude i like to draw every now and then. he is his own slugcat!
#twobits - little blue dot slugcat that is normally drawn with his red lizard friend named doom
#risk - guts' brother. white with a little spot on his right eye. throws hands with lizards on the daily and is littered with scars
iterators
#six myths (sm) - the orange iterator with a leaf cape running around my blog sometimes [she/they]
#hope among the winds (hatw) - purple iterator. she makes masks and is super sweet [she/her]
#flare of shards (fos) - flare!! red guy. hotheaded. anger issues :] [he/him]
#fields vast and fruitful (fvaf) - FIELDS. FIELDSSS. green iterator. he gives off chill gamer dude vibes i love him so much. [he/him]
#boundless prosperity (bp) - purple iterator with star-themed EVERYTHING. [she/they]
#buggies rainworld oc rambles - planning to use this tag in the future to rant about rainworld lore that i have for my iterators and slugcats. probably in the form of simple comics :]
β SKY CHILDREN OF THE LIGHT
#meteorite (he/him) - goofy hat guy with a bird. sometimes can be seen rocking a scar and earrings
#asteroid (she/they) - sibling of meteorite. they too have a scar on their eye and can be seen wearing their hair down. uses a sickle
#darkstone (he/him) - beloved guide of eden! gratitude mask and antlers. firework staff
#lune (he/him) - brother of darkstone. another guide :] gratitude fox mask and glasses over said mask.
#starlight (she/her) - sister of darkstone. also a guide ! she wears the weasel mask and cute shoes with socks
#whale (they/them) - forest elder hair and fabric covering nose and mouth. very bulky
#eel (they/them) - top dog of the valley racers. braids. sometimes wears gold tusk earrings
#fire (he/him) - also a beloved valley racer. flight hair and tufted sideburns. ultimate gift flight feathers and abyss military cape
#monowing (they/any) - valley racer. moth hair, earmuffs, scarf and a snowboard. owl cape
#north (he/him) - not necessarily a racer but he's friends with them. long silky hair and earrings. paints on his cheeks with glue and glitter.
#branch (she/her) - little gal. two braids and withered horns. leaf cape
#bird (he/him) - little dude! emo hair swept over one eye and juggler cape and pants. carries a guitar with him
#buggies skycotl oc rambles - self explanatory lol. I'm very passionate about them so who knows, maybe I'll start talking about them more in the future
#buggie's coliseum junk - coliseum is an original storyline filled with my non-fandom characters. a hobby!!! and the subject of many many years of fixation
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'Sup! I'm Pyrope, but u can also call me Pyro, whichever's fine. I'm a 16 year old self-taught artist, and I use she/her pronouns :].
I am multifandom. In the kindest way possible do not follow me for one specific thing u will be disappointed. I am also reblog heavy, so uhhh do not follow me if having ur dash suddenly bombarded with reblogs isn't your thing.
I'm extremely selective with who I follow back. I promise it's nothing personal /gen.
My main interests include but are not limited to: Super Robot Monkey Team Hyperforce Go!, Deltarune, Sonic the Hedgehog, and Hero: 108. (I'm obviously not gonna list all of my interests cuz we'll probably be here for a week, but these are just the basics lol.)
Do NOT use or repost any of my artwork without credit, pretty pls. Much appreciated.
You will be blocked on sight if you're any of the following: bigot, NSFW/18+ (nothing personal here), pr0ship/pr0fic, sexualize minors, MAP/Zoo, u bitch about other ppl's DNIs, all in all just don't be a dick or a weirdo. Otherwise than that I block very liberally.
Navigation:
Artwork = #pyro's art
Ramblings = #pyro's rambles
Rants (for anyone who cares) = #pyro's rant tag
My other socials and whatnot can be found on my carrd.
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hello !! nameβs ivan, but you can call me vanya ! im 27 y/o, i go by any pronouns (tho i favour it/its), and i speak spanish and english ! this is a multifandom blog, as well as a personal place to share whatever else i like ^^
media im more interested in atm: sonic, cult of the lamb ; electric dreams ; malevolent ; the magnus protocol ; fnaf (mostly the dca), the amazing digital circus
i don't have a DNI list cuz i block very liberally, but i do have a BYF tab on my carrd if you wanna check it out: sweetlov
[more info under read more]
i love gardening, crocheting, reading, sociopragmatics (linguistics), reptiles and insects, drawing, writing, pottery, punch needle, doll making, insect taxidermy, horror media, journaling, philosophy, psychology, cooking, embroidery and more !
i draw a lot (and recently started learning how to animate too !), but post very little lol... you can see whatever i do care to post on this tag: #my art
-> feel free to send art requests ! i'll probably doodle something even if i don't know the source material... or i'll draw smth super polished if it's something im obsessed about lmao
for all my personal/vent posts, i use this other tag that you can blacklist in case u don't wanna see my ramblings: #vanya strawberry flavored
i try to tag things that i believe could be unsettling, but if u need anything in specific tagged (be it triggers, spoilers, characters/people, food, topics, etc.), let me know too and i'll tag it !
also !!! here is a page filled with blinkies ^_^ : blinkies
some of my other socials:
bluesky: vanyapple
twitter: vanyapple
ko-fi: vanyafresita
discord: vanyafresita
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Thank you for the recommendation!! It's hard finding Poe centric blogs on here.
I was gonna dm you a question about your gifs but tumblr is telling me I can't because we're not mutuals (rude tumblr) so I'll ask you here. Would you be okay with me using one of your gifts for my header? /nf. I promise I'd give you credits if you were comfortable with it, but it's totally fine if you're not.
I also just posted my first bit of writing for Poe and I'm kinda nervous.
I feel like I just keep rambling on in your inbox about whatever thought lands in my head (pls lmk if it gets annoying)
- @happybeepshere
It is, it's very hard! It kind of baffles me when he's one of the main characters of the saga, but you just....can't seem to ever find anything focused on him (or solely him, I'm all for ships but it's definitely hard to find nonromantic creations for him). That said, here's some blogs that love on him (they're all multifandom tho! so keep it in mind): @leiakenobi, @nowritingonthewall, @cal-kestis, @wildfirewildflower, @aimmyarrowshigh, @ladybokatankryze, @karmas, and i'd be remiss not to mention @hermitmoss who is also my qp partner, they don't often post about the sequels (mostly swtor and pt) but they've made me some lovely poe graphics & fics in the past <3 And these blogs aren't active anymore but I occasionally peruse @dailypoedameron (which i actually used to mod way back when i was a teenager, good fucking god I've been down bad for this man for so much of my life) and @dailydameron. You'll mostly find tfa-era stuff and a trickle of immediately pre-release tlj stuff on those <3
I'm sure there's plenty more blogs out there but I'm uh. a hermit.
Yes, I'd be fine with that! It always makes me happy to see people using my gifs for their headers! My only caveat is I do request that gifs made specifically for someone else (i.e gifsets made for birthdays! it'll say in the caption) not be used, but everything else? up for grabs. I appreciate you asking for permission!
Oh no, definitely not annoying. I've had tumbleweeds going on in my askbox for literally ages, I've missed having people rambling away in my inbox! Especially, you know, when it happens to be about the literal light of my life.
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For the DVD commentary, the part of Not Quite so trifling that I just LOVE to think back on:
βBut I should like to β that is, it would make me feel closer to you.β The colour in Emmaβs cheeks deepened as she spoke, and she pressed his hand. βWill you not let me help you?β
What man could have resisted such a plea, when presented in such a manner? Mr Knightley, assailed by a rush of helpless fondness, was certainly not capable of it.
βVery well β if you are certain. Allow me but a moment to situate myself so that we may both be comfortable.β He shifted so that he was sitting in the middle of the bed, pulling the sheet across his legs and propping a pillow behind his back. βIf you will sit here β Perry has advised me to begin from the calf and work my way upwardsβ¦β
Emma, still blushing, but with a determined look in her eyes, settled beside him. She poured a generous measure of liniment into her hand before slipping it under the sheet β but scarcely had her fingers grazed his skin when she abruptly withdrew them with a shocked squeal.
The mortification suffered by Mr Knightley at that moment can scarcely be described. It was his worst fear come true: that Emma should be disgusted by his altered appearance; that his lameness should come between them in the most intimate moments of their lives.
βI am sorry, Emma β I should not have allowedββ he began, hardly knowing what he was saying for wretched humiliation. βIt is perfectly natural that you should be repulsed β the effects of my illnessββ
βNo,β Emma interrupted him, looking exceedingly flustered, βit is not that! Merely that I had not expected β I had not knownββ She gestured towards his still-covered leg. βIt is so very hairy!β
For a fraction of a moment, Mr Knightley could only stare at her in utter incomprehension. Then, as understanding dawned, he burst into hearty laughter.
βOh, my Emma! Forgive me β I should not laugh at youβ β he wiped at his eyes β βbut it had not occurred to me that that would alarm you.β
βIndeed, it is very unjust of you,β replied Emma primly, looking very embarrassed but also a little affronted. βYou can hardly expect me to be familiar with what gentlemen conceal under their trousers!β
βI am exceedingly glad that you are not,β replied Mr Knightley, still struggling to contain his amusement, βbut I assure you that I am by no means anomalous in this regard. Men are, in general, rather hairier than women. I am sorry if you dislike it, but so it is.β
(Oh, and can I send more than one ask? π)
Ooh, I'm so glad you asked about this scene, because I have a lot to say! (And you're more than welcome to send more than one snippet if you want. I'm very happy to ramble on! :D)
First of all, this entire chapter risked never being written. The idea for this specific scene popped into my mind when I had already written quite a lot of the story and planned out the ending. I knew that adding this scene to my intended last chapter wouldn't really work - I wanted more of an epilogue vibe there, with some time skips and more narrative distance. Still, I really liked the idea of this scene, so eventually I decided that I would add it as a sort of bonus "missing scene".
However, I was writing Not Quite So Trifling for a multifandom event that had a deadline, and I wasn't sure if I'd have time to write this extra chapter. The fic had already grown longer than expected, as fics tend to do. It actually became one of the things that motivated me to get through some tricky parts earlier in the story: if I manage to finish everything else in time, I'll get to write the fun bonus chapter!
Now for some more detailed thoughts:
βBut I should like to β that is, it would make me feel closer to you.β The colour in Emmaβs cheeks deepened as she spoke, and she pressed his hand. βWill you not let me help you?β
This is a reference to canon, where Mr Knightley wants to comment on Frank Churchill's letter to Emma while he's reading it because it makes him feel he's near her. I also felt that helping Mr Knightley in this pretty intimate way would be important to Emma as a sign of partnership and trust - and because it would provide some physical closeness, of course.
What man could have resisted such a plea, when presented in such a manner? Mr Knightley, assailed by a rush of helpless fondness, was certainly not capable of it.
While Mr Knightley can be pretty critical of Emma's behaviour at times, he's definitely not immune to her charm. We also see in canon that he's ready to do a lot to make her happy and comfortable, including moving in with Mr Woodhouse, which is a pretty big sacrifice. That also helps him overcome his embarrassment in this scene.
βVery well β if you are certain. Allow me but a moment to situate myself so that we may both be comfortable.β He shifted so that he was sitting in the middle of the bed, pulling the sheet across his legs and propping a pillow behind his back. βIf you will sit here β Perry has advised me to begin from the calf and work my way upwardsβ¦β
I remember thinking that I needed to give readers a clear enough picture of the scene and the positions of the characters. I didn't want to suddenly go into a lot of "he sat here, she sat there, he did this, she did that" type narration, though, so I decided to make it part of the dialogue instead. It also felt realistic that they'd have to talk a bit as they shifted around - being in love doesn't turn people into mind readers.
Emma, still blushing, but with a determined look in her eyes, settled beside him. She poured a generous measure of liniment into her hand before slipping it under the sheet β but scarcely had her fingers grazed his skin when she abruptly withdrew them with a shocked squeal.
This whole chapter is from Mr Knightley's point of view, but I wanted to try to show what Emma was feeling, too. She's pretty nervous about all that's supposed to happen during the wedding night but also more than a little curious about the new intimacy that she and Mr Knightley are suddenly allowed - and on top of that, she's trying to navigate his insecurities about his body. She's been doing really well, but now her nerves get the better of her.
The mortification suffered by Mr Knightley at that moment can scarcely be described. It was his worst fear come true: that Emma should be disgusted by his altered appearance; that his lameness should come between them in the most intimate moments of their lives.
βI am sorry, Emma β I should not have allowedββ he began, hardly knowing what he was saying for wretched humiliation. βIt is perfectly natural that you should be repulsed β the effects of my illnessββ
One of the things that initially got me thinking about this fic idea was the fact that Mr Knightley is, all things considered, a pretty confident suitor. He's in despair as long as he thinks Emma is in love with Frank, but after that's cleared up, he immediately puts himself out there. He doesn't seem to consider the age difference to be much of a problem, nor does Emma. This is probably partly due to the fact that bigger age differences in marriage were more common at the time, but I also think it's interesting how the narrative emphasizes Mr Knightley's good health and fitness. He's seen by himself and others as a man in his prime. I started wondering how their dynamic would change if he suffered an injury or fell ill... and this fic happened.
Of course, Emma's reaction to touching his leg is straight from Mr Knightley's worst nightmares. I think there's something to be said for the writing philosophy of picking the worst thing that could happen to a particular character, considering their background and personality, and putting them through it. I think, at this point in the story, the worst thing that could happen to Mr Knightley (at least emotionally) would be being rejected by Emma due to the changes to his body. He's struggling with his self-image and masculinity, and she seems to be confirming all his doubts.
But of course, because he's the kind and responsible Mr Knightley, he's still trying to put her feelings and comfort first. However, based on the proposal scene in canon, he seems to have a tendency to become somewhat incoherent when in the grips of strong emotion - lots of interrupted sentences and broken-up speech. I wanted to reflect that here.
βNo,β Emma interrupted him, looking exceedingly flustered, βit is not that! Merely that I had not expected β I had not knownββ She gestured towards his still-covered leg. βIt is so very hairy!β
For a fraction of a moment, Mr Knightley could only stare at her in utter incomprehension. Then, as understanding dawned, he burst into hearty laughter.
βOh, my Emma! Forgive me β I should not laugh at youβ β he wiped at his eyes β βbut it had not occurred to me that that would alarm you.β
A piece of storytelling advice I heard long ago that has stuck with me is (more or less) "include a touch of sadness in happy moments and a touch of happiness in sad ones". I feel like the same principle often works well with romance or drama and comedy. I don't really like writing scenes that are pure serious romance. I want to include something embarrassing or funny to mix things up a bit and provide contrast. That's what's happening here.
I also wanted to show how differently Emma and Mr Knightley are perceiving the situation. He's so focused on worrying about his disability that he imagines everyone else is focused on it too. Meanwhile, she's all caught up in the novelty of being in an intimate situation with a man and sees his leg as a side issue. Mr Knightley has made his bad leg into a big thing in his head. Emma, on the other hand, is thinking more about another - ahem - big thing that he's got.
The revelation that Emma was just surprised by his leg hair helps Mr Knightley snap out of it and direct his attention to reassuring his inexperienced bride. Hairiness, after all, is something that he considers perfectly normal. Maybe it's even a reminder of his continued masculinity and therefore something to be a bit proud of.
And of course this moment functions as a release of tension for the characters and (hopefully) also for readers. After all, laughing tends to put people more at ease.
βIndeed, it is very unjust of you,β replied Emma primly, looking very embarrassed but also a little affronted. βYou can hardly expect me to be familiar with what gentlemen conceal under their trousers!β
βI am exceedingly glad that you are not,β replied Mr Knightley, still struggling to contain his amusement, βbut I assure you that I am by no means anomalous in this regard. Men are, in general, rather hairier than women. I am sorry if you dislike it, but so it is.β
Emma is not someone who enjoys admitting that she doesn't know something. She wants to be perceived as being confident and in control. Like Mr Knightley, she's forced to show her vulnerable side here, and this puts them on more equal ground. I wanted to show them getting back on the same page and getting over the awkwardness by returning to their familiar dynamic of playful bickering and banter. Learning to be at ease together again in this new situation is key to the success of their marriage.
Thank you again for asking about this scene! <3
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