#venting.txt

[loched-off]

<3

[teoriaespacial]

damn i thought i had this month pretty much solved money wise and then my course raised prices and one student just quit on me and aghhh

[haunted-maids]

and now my paranoia/anxiety has been ticked. great

[npd-and-me]

wow, wonder what it’s like to:

-not be under constant extreme stress

-not have had severe childhood trauma that is debilitating to me even as an adult

-not have this extreme stress be so normal to me that most people get treated extra nice and get extra support when they have even a fraction of this amount of stress but since it’s normal for me: nope

-not have to spend my 20’s and college experience processing sexual and emotional abuse I had no say in

-not spend most of my evenings in bed on my phone because I have no energy left after 3pm

-not have constant headaches and migraines

[anothersleepmissed]

Going back to the pseudo history channel, he loves to fuckin point to the younger dryas impact hypothesis as the explanation for a bunch of shit and humanity was essentially reset and lost a bunch of progress and technology and earth’s megastructures are way older than we think. Which is only slightly better than ancient aliens because at least it fuckin let’s humans be the reason just still not giving the known cultures their credit.

And he believes in Atlantis and but from what I remember it’s more along the lines of “it existed and maybe they were advanced?” and less “Atlantis is definitely the reason for pyramids and other ancient structures.”

The guy really fucking loves graham Hancock and other pseudo-archaeologists and has no real understanding of geography, history, or linguistics.

[crypt-artz]

No one cares

I will pretend being happy

Just so you won't argue at me

Just stop fucking yelling I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE

IF I STOP COMPLAINING WILL YOU ALL SHUT UP?

[mythicventing]

I hate sexual intrusive thoughts more than damn anything...

[foolsgoldcollective]

Hello! We are the Fools Gold Collective, or Pyrite as a collective name. We use They/It as our collective pronouns too, but you can always ask for pronous if you're unsure.

We are latino, speak Spanish, English and are learning Latin.

We are a recognized DID system of 100+, we also have BPD and Autism.

We just recently 18 so if that makes you uncomfy you can just block, no hard feelings.

We don't really have hosts just a few common fronters, we'll try to tag who makes what post but we might forget lol.

We are not making Alter Intros, you'll figure out our personalities and who we are by our posts and our posts alone like the gods intended /silly

[DNI]

(Pro)Endo 'Systems' (Will be blocked on sight, don't even try to send hate.)

Radqueers / TransID

ED / SH Blogs

Ableists

LGBTQIA+ phobic

Anti Neopronouns

Kink / Nsfw blogs (No hate we just don't want them to interact <3)

Pedos / Zoos / Proship

[Organization Tags under cut!]

#foolsgold.txt (= original posts by us)

#foolsgold.png (= our art)

#backandforth.txt (= Self reblogs)

#(alter).txt

#inner.config (= for innerworld stories)

#vessel.config (= for experiences irl)

#venting.txt

#moots.exe

#reblogs.exe

#queue.exe

#asks.exe

[timelapsecrow]

hhhhhh

my name is dave strider and im crying at 2:44am because host broke up with his datemate who was two of my karkats(main and game over tls) and i dont know what to do because i love him so fucking much

[turntechcrows]

tonight is a bad night tm

im getting all kind of bad memories of people being hurt and of dying

and i just like

i want to breakdown and cry and scream and i cant do that

[loched-off]

you ever feel like you and your friends are holding a marriage together

[npd-and-me]

Why am I even trying to change? I try my best and still get told I’m a psychological abuser (even by professionals). I feel like everything that can go wrong is going wrong. I can’t take anymore.

In moments like this I can see that I’m a narcissist simply because, without my NPD shielding me, I couldn’t handle the reality of how inadequate and how much of a failure I am.

[anothersleepmissed]

Work today is apparently stressful to the point my chest is super tight. It’s just busy and so I can’t really move from the register much which sucks because there’s stuff that needs to be done. But holy crap I just want 5 minutes while I’m on the clock to actually breathe.

[mythicventing]

Great 👏 great 👏 great 👏 great 👏 great 👏 Now I'm getting tactile hallucinations added onto my already-too-much visual hallucinations 👏👏👏👏 Just waiting to burn all my skin off 👏👏👏👏👏👏

[loched-off]

lowkey just need to be told I’m a good boy rn