I shot for the sky
I'm stuck on the ground
So why do I try?
I know I'm gonna fall down
I thought I could fly
So why did I drown?
I'll never know why
it's coming down, down, down.
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I hate that I'm sad about a video that just dropped, but nightmind triggers the absolute fuck out of me bc of the context through which I met him. It makes me happy because ultimately it will lead to some really wonderful exposure and stability for those involved, but my stomach just absolutely sank when I started getting notes on related posts because it just brought me back to something really awful and sickening. And it makes me sad because I don't feel like I can enjoy the thing anymore, because now it is associated with him.
I think I'm just going to private things... that should work right?? I hate to be an annoying asshole but I'm legit freaking the fuck out ahahahahahahahaha I don't even know what the hell i s wrong with me. I'm so dumb. I'm so so so so so dumb.
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The feeling when your favourites thinks they care, love, support and notice all their fans and their fanart of them but they didn't notice yours after you've been following/sub to them for so long
I'm very disappointed with this community
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I used to be able to draw Him so well during times I felt this dreadful. I don't know how I can anymore with what I know now.
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