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#vent posting but it’s only kinda silly#i do not want a gender anymore this shit is so complicated I feel different all the time and yet I stay feeling one way for so long I’m so#CERTAIN of what I am until I turn the corner and oops you don’t feel like that anymore even though it’s been Ten Months#thought you were out of the woods bitch? no!#get rid of gender I wanna be a robot#this shit sucks
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need. more of ur zombic au i love him
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#tw drawn sh#tw sh#tw gore#tw blood#ok so.#a lot old. a lot only a little old#kinda gross#thats what i am now i gues with this silly drawings#Its hard 2 draw things sometimes so alot of the comics (if i get2it) will be poorly drawn#just enough to get the point across Yk#i dont wamt it to seem overly edgy when he was created to just vent on#lel#bowies art#zombic au#sonic#feelz weird to post this regardless Yk.but like some people think it is interesting#ask
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im so bad at posting art uhm dklfgj i dunno if i should post ocs again?? but this one is funf or me i been working on him again. This is Lewey, he's a skeletonoc? kinda? FUNNY enough i am not into undertale, i used to draw it before without knowing context (you dont wanna know). but now im actually trying to get into the actual game but i forget stuff and its so much now that i just "UHHH WHat do" ANyway, he's not a sans oc or an undertale one. just a mock of it for fun, i love heem he's goofy and has a pet cat named cobblestone heehee,, im silly. anyway woe, skeleton be upon ye
#wow smok finally uploading your own content other than vent? UH YEah#idk i feel bad showing my gore art only but i have stupie feelings#and seeing my friends post oc stuff inspires me a bit again#UHMMm SORRry rambling#art#my art#oc#lewis#skeletonoc#kinda?#monster art#monster makes more sense tbh.. he's not really a sekelton..#IDK yall can decide i guess im a silly guy
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Why does my writing feel bad everytime I try to write for a new fandom??
Like. I know my writing is good, I usually like it considering I write what I wanna read. But for some reason?? Writing for new fandoms feels like Im offending the writing gods and every word feels so awkward and out of place and AAAAAAAA
#i WANT to write for other fandoms#especially bc like. for the small fandoms im in there ISNT a lot of stuff to read SO I NEED TO WRITE IT FOR MYSLEF!!!#but it never feels as satisfying as writing dsmp dhrkskdlfd#ik i wrote for dsmp for yearssss before i started to actually post so by then i had years of practice to make sure the characters#sounded in character#but LIKEEE#😭😭😭😭#im struggling yall#i just wanna write the silly firefighter show without thinking every word is the worst thing in existence:((#the only reason i was able to finish that one one shot was bc it was a vent fic so i wasnt really thinking about it being in character i was#just writing my own thoughts and needs#WHICH I JUST WROTE A SHORT VENT SNIPP TOO AND I LIKED THAT 😭😭😭#BUT ANYTIME I TRY TO WRITE JUST. NORMAL FIC#IT FEELS SO BADDDJFKDSKSKD#IM SUFFERINGNGNGNGG#I HAVENT EVEN GOTTEN PAST PAGE ONE BRUHHDFJJD#i need to just .#finish my fathers day fic#post#and hopefully thatll renew a sense of “okay im kinda good actually?”#bc i have that mostly finished...#it just feels rushed agrhrhdhdhdjd#foxie rambles#im SUFFERING 🙏‼️‼️
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damn I miss playing wolves in my friend's back yard .... rb to play wolves with your mutuals in their back yard<3
#just blahs#i dont really think this needs any other tags sbhsjsjs#but i am going to kinda vent in the tags still feel free to rb this tho :]#i miss my friend tbh#she was my best and only real friend for like 3 years and then she moved away and now we only talk 2-3 times a year#and i dont.... know how to change that#i just want my best friend back#but i dont want to seem clingly because what if shes moved on ?#what if shes gone and shes doing just fine where she is now and she doesn't miss me like i miss her#what if shes perfectly content with me just being someone that she talks to a few times a year#meanwhile i have nights that i literally cry myself to sleep because i cant just go see her#she doesnt know that i want so badly to turn 18 just so that i can move to the same state and maybe live near enough that i could see her#and i dont think i can tell her that because what if she doesn't care that much.#what if im being ridiculous and i should be over our friendship that should have ended the moment she moved years ago#that i should have just moved on and it's weird that i haven't#anyways sorry for the vent in the tags of my silly goofy post#mutuals come play wolves with me in my backyard <3
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Been in a very Evalur mood lately
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#something something all-encompassing grief or whatever idk#this is chill to reblog btw it's only kinda a vent post lmao it's also just about drawing a silly traumatized elf man cuz i like him lol#three eyed cats in my living room#Evalur#Evalur Braveheart#warlock#dnd warlock#warlock dnd
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Been unable to sit down for more than 15 min to draw anything lately bc I have a funky little medical issue rn that I’m getting an ultrasound for in uhhh 7 hours !! Cannot walk, sit, or lay down without pain <//3 so it’s also made drawing for long periods of time kinda unbearable
Hopefully will be free of this after this doctor’s appointment but sorry for lack of any completed works o7
#Besties it’s either a cyst or I have cancer again#genuinely the only two options they gave me#dandyleyen lore#I also have no health insurance but sh we’re ignoring that rn#ANYWAYS#I just wanna be able to draw#my silly zelink art#this is kinda a vent post lol#yeah it’s a vent srry
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Me saying im just a silly girl after having a mental breakdown bc im not "pure" anymore :3
#vent??#im so silly#we're not gonna talk about this after this post#this is gonna be my only kinda vent post ig
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Ooooohh godd.
#vent#hep me </3 I feel sooooo uhh. negative. uhm#I’m having difficulty feeling rn I did smth to trigger this I think#see. I know I’m not fully there cus my sister is being silly and cute but I’m kinda. putting on a smile#instead of it being my natural reaction. mmm.#ooohohoogoho why can’t I just talk to peopleeeeee why is is contact so close yet so far awayyyy#ghhuuugg. I’ll just. finish my drawing and post it. bury this. get ignored. yadda yadda#I don’t like making ppl feel sorry for me but see also. I have less than 4 years experience holding relationships this close. so I am uhhh.#very bad. at starting and holding conversations. continually checking in. making myself be someone ppl wanna keep around. yknow#siigghhhh uhhh. realized that the reason I’m so good at creating a bunch of fleshed out ocs that can pass as real people is cus I want ppl#to be around me. and to uh. stick around for more than a year. and be genuine. and easy to read. and understand#yea. also they’re to help me understand ppl cus I don’t got enough experience with real people to understand how to people#it’s much easier to play out a conversation between characters. and know they’re inner dialogues. and their history. and why they’re speakin#the way they are. and I can replay it over and over until I understand it inside and out. and hope I’m able to play the part I need when#it’s called upon. mhhhmmm. woaoowwww we’re going into the own mind tonight huh? will anyone read this far? lol. idk ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#the only thing that gives me any idea of who has read a post is if they like it. or if they come in my inbox like ‘:( sorry. condolences’ ha#haho. preemptive thanks and hugs y kisses love u. mmm it’s so hot outside but I’m sooo literally cold rn yknow how it is boys#ahh. love seeing people get along with others sooo much. gives me so many ideas on how to write my characters. being lovey on each other.#ahmm. yea. soo. let’s hope tomorrow I’m better and less. like this haha woaoowww wish I knew how to be human#I will NOT be crying tonight. or maybe I will. idk. we’ll see I suppose. tears have already been shed today so I guess anything is possible
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Charles Leclerc x reader
A/N: Friends to lovers
You and Charles knew each other since you were kids. Went to the same school and had play dates almost every week. Both were each other's valentines when you two were just five year olds.
You two kinda lost touch when your parents sent you to boarding school in a different country. Charles got busy with his karting career and you got busy with your studies. But you two would meet once or twice in a year whenever you go back home or both coincidentally in the same city.
Both of you had relationships with other people as you two grew older, but your break ups were not as controversial as his. You would hear your friends talking about it, and with social media everyone just knows about every thing.
Once you moved back to Monaco the friendship took a new life. It's not a big place so you two run into each other almost every day. See each other at every event. Same gym. Same neighborhood.
Your professional life soon got hectic when you started working in your parents' company. A fashion/jewelry company. Famous internationally. You managed to sign Charles as a brand ambassador.
Imagine him doing a photoshoot for your company's new line of clothing. You at the set as well. Both constantly talking and discussing just normal stuff. Both going out for lunch just as friends. Your social media is private, so imagine Charles posting a funny video of you taking ages to choose what flavor of ice cream you will have...just imagine his laugh while he is explaining what's going on and zooming the camera on you. Imagine the fans reaction, but obviously they don't know you two are just very good friends.
Charles and you started to spend more time together. It's like the play dates you two had when you both were kids, but the difference is you two are now adults and instead of playing fun silly little kid's games you two just hang out, vent about your hectic lives, share interesting life events, all that...
Since the friendship rekindled Charles didn't feel the need to jump into a new relationship. He didn't know why. He didn't even think about it. But both of you still under the impression that you two are "just friends".
Imagine you invited to the Monaco GP by Ferrari. You at the back of the garage during the weekend, having a front seat view to everything and Charles. Charles will occasionally come talk to you if he gets the time. Obviously the cameras will get that. It will even be posted on the Ferrari social media. Imagine Charles winning the Monaco GP for the first time (i think we all want it to happen). He doesn't say it but a part of him thinks he won his home race because you were there.
Imagine bored Charles during his week off. Visit you in your office with lunch because you are too busy to even eat. He doesn't disturb you or anything, just making sure you eat something. You find a few minutes break from your work and spend it with him.
Gradually you find yourself regularly keeping tabs about the races and important news regarding F1. You will be doing some important work and the race which is happening in a different continent would be playing on the tv or your phone.
The first time Charles realized that he loves you is when he was in desperate need of a haircut before a social event. He was not in Monaco, but fortunately you were in the same city, probably invited to the same event. So hours before the event he was in your hotel room, sitting on a chair with a towel on his shoulder, and you with a comb and scissor in your hands. Charles trusted you to cut his hair and you were his only option. The entire time he was thinking how "right" it feels. He was looking at the mirror while you cut his hair, and the longer he looked the longer he wanted it to last. The bonus is the hair cut is exactly how his mom would have done it.
You are not dumb or oblivious to everything. You know you are falling for Charles. Whenever you think about you two, about the past and all the moments spent together, falling in love with him seems just inevitable. But you are kinda scared to take the first step. What if he doesn't feel the same way? Charles too is scared to confess his feelings. He knows he doesn't have a good track record when it comes to love and relationships. He doesn't want to mess things up with you. He is scared and nervous and completely in love.
You were very good at hiding your feelings but Charles was not even half as good as you. Everyone around him could tell that he is in love. Even the workers at the Ferrari factory could tell.
Imagine Charles in a different country for a race, and you in a different country for work. Suddenly he sees an article of you with some model or designer. It's just a work meeting but the media made it seem like there was something romantic. Charles knew that but he so badly wished that it was him in that article instead of the other guy. He won the race, mostly because he just wanted for the race to be over as fast as possible so he could hop on the plane and fly to you.
When Charles knocked at your hotel room door you thought it was room service. You opened the door expecting to see your dinner but found an exhausted Charles standing there. He didn't give you a chance to speak and immediately kissed you. It took you a couple of seconds but you kissed back. The way he held you, the way your fingers ran through his hair, the way it felt to kiss each other said everything.
Everything just felt natural. Everything just felt like it was all meant to be. Everything just fits like a perfect puzzle.
BONUS
Imagine both you and Charles decided to keep the relationship private. Of course your families and close friends know and they were all thrilled.
Both finding the right balance between work and relationship. Sometimes you are able to sync your travel with his so you both can be in the same city. You understand what it takes to date an F1 driver, and Charles soon understood what it takes to date someone who is one day going to inherit an entire company.
It's okay if you two don't call each other every day, but you two keep each other updated with texts, photos, videos and voice notes.
Imagine Charles trying to attend your company's events to support you. And you try to attend as many races as you can, at least 10 races a year.
While the relationship is private you never enter the paddock with him. It's for the best. But people are not blind and most are overthinkers and great investigators. Of course speculations started to spread about you two.
You thought the relationship would be private for at least a few more months but Charles accidentally posted a video of you driving his Ferrari while he is just being the passenger princess. The video was supposed to be for the "close friends" but he accidentally forgot to choose that potion before uploading it on his insta story. He realized it immediately and deleted it but a lot of fans have already seen it and recorded it.
Now imagine entering the paddock together. A power couple. Charles holding your hand, fingers intertwined and all. Him introducing you to some necessary people.
Imagine one of those photos where he helps you get in his car and see how it feels. A very unique experience. Him explaining the steering wheel and all the buttons and switches.
Charles kissing you before getting in the car and after finishing his race. If he is in the top 3 or won the race then he just knows you are with the Ferrari team at the parc ferme waiting for him and celebrating for him. Hugs and kisses. Smiling at you from the top of the podium.
Your social media accounts are private so the fans just hound him to post photos of you. Occasional hate is there. You don't care but Charles does.
Summer break. You surprise Charles with an amazing vacation. He is thrilled and excited, but he just can't stop smiling when he finds out that you invited his family as well, because you know he loves going on vacation with his family.
Cute videos of you two from race weekends.
Charles posting cute photos of you or of both of you. It's very rare but he proudly posts them.
Whenever someone asks him questions about you or your name comes up he just gives a love sick smile "my girlfriend..."
You live in Monaco, you are rich, you already have expensive cars, but imagine Charles gifting you a Ferrari. He was completely involved in designing, choosing the perfect color, anything that can be personalized.
Imagine cozy nights at home. You cooking and Charles helping. Watching movies while cuddling under the blanket.
Imagine both working out together.
Imagine both buying a house together. Both equally involved in designing and all. There is no shortage of money so you two can have anything you want.
Imagine you two having a perfect relationship.
#f1#formula one#formula 1#charles leclerc#charles leclerc imagine#charles leclerc x reader#charles leclerc x you#charles leclerc x female reader#charles leclerc fanfic#charles leclerc fluff#charles leclerc f1#charles leclerc one shot
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Sup losers! /silly
This is my blog! Pretty neat, huh?
My name is Oliver, but I also go by Ollie, Killer, Kills, or Scout. My pronouns are He/him and it/its
Error has a side blog now!!!! -> @bow-little-puppets
(please please please ask me about my fantasy AU for the Vees or my OCs, I wanna talk about them so bad and if I ramble about it I might write something or draw their designs but I NEED someone to want me to pleaseeee)
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Fandoms I’m in:
UTMV, FNaF, VotV, Subnautica, Dredge, Hermitcraft, Hazbin Hotel, Indigo Park, Poppy Playtime, Gravity Falls, Steven Universe, Digital Circus, Pokemon, Epic the Musical, SCP, Welcome to Nightvale, (more things to be added)
I’m a furry, obviously lol
Theriotypes:
Wolf, Golden Retriever, Fox, Brown British Longhair Cat (that also has Luna moth wings now btw. Very complicated I know 👀)
Fictionkin types:
Killer Sans!
The thing from Carrion
Swap Sans!!! Aka Scout :3
an angel? A star? A god? Idk some divine ass crechur with way too many wings lmao
Freaky deer beast lmao (similar to one of the w*ndigo depictions, but not actually one, obviously)
Horror sans
Error Sans!!
Fresh Sans 😎 (specifically the parasite lol)
I’m also plural!! I don’t exactly know much about the terms and such when it comes to it but I’m learning!!! I have exactly ONE!!! Head mate and it’s Error!!! He also goes by Puppeteer (or Pup!)
Things I do:
*I write fanfiction!! Mostly for UTMV, and I’m kinda slow, but apparently I’m really good! Anything I’ve written eventually be linked below, somewhere (as soon as I figure it out lmao) I don’t TECHNICALLY take requests, but give me them anyway! If I get inspired, I might write something (no nsfw)
*I make Therian masks! Only for me, but I will definitely be posting whatever I get finished with.
*I make things out of cardboard! So far I’ve made Sundrop, Glam Freddy, and Vox!
*I’m also teaching myself to draw! I’m not very good, so don’t expect anything- buuut if I make something I’m proud of you’ll definitely see it.
Fanfic Masterpost:
Nest (Bad Sans Poly)
Meetings (Utmv OC stuffs)
In pursuit of Freedom (Utmv OC stuffs)
Alive (VotV)
You can chat to me about anything you want, as long as you don’t make it weird (you know the kind of weird) I’m kinda bad at keeping conversation at first, but I’m a really good listener if you wanna ramble or vent! You can chat to me about anything you want, as long as you don’t make it weird (you know the kind of weird) I’m kinda bad at keeping conversation at first, but I’m a really good listener if you wanna ramble or vent!
And please, don’t get upset if I never answer your asks or reblog something I’ve been tagged in. I get nervous sometimes and put it off (or sometimes Tumblr breaks and won’t let me) and then I get even more nervous after a while cause I feel like it’s too late ;-;
That should be all for now! Thank you for taking the time to read this! (I hope I did it right lol)
(Credits for the divider used in this post goes to @/Killerssideblog, go check them out if you want! Credits for the autism banner goes to @/melmeldotpng with the art on said banner by @/angelsemotes)
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KWAZII RACKHAM REDESIGN 🐈
& IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT‼️
(please read, I'd appreciate it)
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I LOVE HIM SO MUCH 🧡
Here lately, as you can tell if you've been around for my blog, I've been struggling to post. Part of the reason is I've just not been happy with my art style and designs. SO, in hopes to remedy this, I wanted to redesign my little meow meow man!!
I feel like I struggle really badly with same face syndrome, so I want my new style to focus more on different face and body structures/types!
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Design Elements :
The green eyes stuck out too much to me (sensory overload kinda deal), so I made them yellow! I feel it flows better with the oranges everywhere else!
Sharper angles that point inwards!
Actually looks like a human that can turn into a cat! --- I want my "human" designs to have more animal features because that's what I like about them the most! (My human designs are meant to be shifters/can turn back into the original animal species, but I forget to say that a lot)
I haven't liked the way the uniforms look, so that may also change, too. I just haven't gotten to it yet.
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IMPORTANT‼️ (at least to me)
Now, on a more serious note. Since I started tumblr, I got decently popular way quicker than I expected, and the little bit of stardom and fame got to my head. I loved (and still do) seeing people interacting with my art, especially the bigger name people of the Octo-fandom. Not to get too personal, but I've struggled with my self-esteem for as long as I can remember (sucks ass, but it is what it is). On top of that, seasonal depression is kicking my ass, and it started to seriously stress me out seeing the notifications decline. It's silly, and I'm super embarrassed about it, but it's better to let it out than bottle it in, and I've already done damn well enough of that, and I'm sick of pretending.
I love all the support and praise I get about my art. It feels like that's the only thing I'm good at, so it's very personal to me. It's my way of coping with a shitty world. I've thought a lot about it, and I want to start not caring so much about seeing the notes and stuff. I still LOVE and appreciate them. It's nice beyond words to see people actually like my stuff.
IM NOT LEAVING TUMBLR, btw. I love it WAY too much to do that 😅 I just felt like finally saying something. I shouldn't feel the need to explain myself to randoms on the internet, but eh, it is what it is. Can't win them all.
If you read all that, thank you so much!!! Please do not feel responsible for my mental health, it's mine, and I need to fix it my own way.
I hope you liked my Kwazii redesign! I want to redo everyone eventually, but I'm not sure how soon I'll get to it. Tryna focus on mental sanity rn
Byeeee, and thanks for reading my goofy little half silly cat man half vent post !
#octonauts#octonauts fanart#octonauts au#calamaroo's au#calamaroo's art#octonauts kwazii#kwazii#important announcement and vent#hrhrrggtbrh seasonal depression is a bitch and i hate it but i also hate the heat bro wtf#cant have shit in this economy
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I find it kind of hilarious that Doremy Sweet never caused a problem in her life she's just dealing with someone else's mess every time she appears in a game. In LoLK she's either going "oh shit oh fuck you're a physical person you shouldn't be here or you might go crazy" or "sorry they're kinda making me do this. Actually I don't care go to the moon or something". Not to mention having to make a fake capital for them. And in aocf she's just trying to round up the mess that Rich Bitch Supreme caused her!! She just politely explains exactly what's going on to anyone confused and is only a little snide about everyone contributing to making her job hell. Except for yukari, bc she tears her a new one the second yukari decides to get all high and mighty thinking she's allowed to interfere with her work. It is not very often someone gets to put YUKARI FUCKING YAKUMO in her place. And she gives Reisen a chance to vent her frustrations in the process bc she's cool like that. Oh and ig in 16.5 she has to babysit a feral teenager. Again. Idk I think we focus too much on "lol look how fucked up it is that x touhou girl did y" we don't focus enough on the silly little guys who are just trying to help. I can excuse the sweet sleep pillow shenanigans and general smugness bc she has gone through enough and totally deserves to be Like That. At this point if she DID instigate an incident I'd say let her. This post was not supposed to be this long what the fuck happened. I love doremy so much.
#touhou#touhou project#doremy sweet#shes so :3#actually most friend shaped touhou ever#i need more doremy please zun let her show up in cds or something please please please#her theme gives such ''magical creature who can do astounding things but is currently just trying to make sure shit doesnt hit the fan''#why is it whenever i wanna make some kinda breif point about something i like it just turns into an essay#th 15.5 and 16.5 in which doremy is holding at least 2 different feral sumirekos on those backpack plushie leash things for toddlers#ramble post
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Alright I love love love Skizz but why did people for FALSE & Skizz instead of False & H???? What???
It is because False gets overlooked even in a False centric poll. This is a pattern. Also sorry for using your ask as a vent post lol.
I love Skizz and his energy, I think he's awesome with people, he is certainly good at the whole "duo thing" buuuut this is not a Skizz duo poll. Or even a Hermitcraft duo poll. It is a False duo poll. I think people voted for Skizz because of Skizz, not False, or even Skizz-False. Like yeah it was funny when Skizz held False hostage in the charity event. But are people voting for moments like that or do they just like Skizz in general?
This was also what I was trying to see with the False MCC poll— 17 is of course iconic as a whole, and especially for Grian, and I would definitely rank it very high in a Hermit MCC poll (possibly right behind Blue9, sorry Orange10). But False had better performances in 29 and 10, and 9 had better chemistry than 17 because she didn't really get spoken over in 9. Or 10 and 29. (Whereas in 17 it was a Thing enough for Pete to mention it afterwards apparently.) 17 has cool False moments of course— SG the one I remember the most— but people don't really bring that up. So did people vote for 17 in a False centric poll because they liked False's performance in 17 and overall team chemistry (things related to and influenced by False) or because they like 17 in general?
It is not that deep but also seeing False's diminishing relevance in the mainstream HC fandom over the years is kinda... disappointing. Someone who's never watched a hermit on MCCReddit will mention False Supremacy. HBomb's chat loves False. Like I don't even know what happened?? False has been posting regularly, always have, she does her builds and collabs and pranks and infrastructure, she won the first event of the season, outsiders love her, and...? Like don't we love our slay cool #girlboss queen of hearts? Or does she need a different fanon archetype now? The mischievous prankster? The silly wet cat? The healer type who loves animals and gives them stupid names? The competitive warrior? Would you still love me when I'm no longer the designated girlboss of the group or whatever
Like ok yeah this is me being bitchy and a gatekeeper and False isn't even the most underrated hermit and she gets her share of love in fanart and stuff but yeah I've noticed the decline. You've got Redditors mentioning Empires people in the crossover in response to someone asking about Empires but not mentioning one hermit who was actually also in Empires. You've got people talking about "Hermitgals" but they replace False and Stress with Lizzie. You've got the fallout of Demise 2. You've got Redditors talking about Rendoc in relation to Ren like his only relevance is being Doc's friend/collab buddy when False exists and she's his favourite hermit. And you've got the False duo poll. Won't even go into the view counts/ sub counts because that's depressing for what feels like at least a third of the hermits (Cubfan you deserve way more). Doesn't feel good.
Back in 2020/21 she got shat on and her achievements ignored by some DSMP fans and now the same thing is happening but it's worse because it's from some HC fans. The call is coming from inside the house. And once again False isn't even the most overlooked hermit. For example Iskall STILL gets horrific hate comments about how he doesn't "deserve" to be a hermit because he plays VH more.
Hermitcraft is popular. I wish the other third of it is more popular.
#salt#negativity#ill be honest this is one of the reasons (aka the main reason) i dont feel as invested in mcyt as a whole anymore#which means i need to get off the fandom and just watch vids for my enjoyment but its sooo everywhere#the view counts the comments blah blah blah#and im sitting here like Okay I am the problem for not contributing to the view count and not chatting enough and making more propaganda#and making more fanfic and more posts and talking more to spread it like it's me i am the problem it's me#like obviously not but idk. stats are depressing. comparison is depressing#went on socialblade once. never again#i'm evil for whining about people not caring and then also caring less myself. idk skill issue#also doesnt help that mcyt is a fast moving fandom and i dont have that much time anymore#ask box#answered#long post
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Potential vent?
Will delete sometime later
Life update: I got fired
Ya’ll we can’t have anything happy happening in 2025 huh?/silly
Wouldn’t be talking about it, but since I made a post announcing my new job, kinda feel obliged to update
For the future reference: I will no longer post such updates, bc sometimes stuff like this happen 💥
You guys know already, I disappear = busy; I don’t think you need constant updates, I trust u to get it❤️
As for the situation
yehhhh
Extremely unpleasant experience. Happened incredibly sudden. No prior notice, no prior discussion, just a letter.
From my knowledge, I was doing my work sufficiently, not a single problem happened under my supervision
Called one of my bosses - no proper reasoning on why such a decision took action
I can only guess and cope with my current emotions
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you got me into aircorn godbless (derogatory. I'm now hyperfixated. THEM ..) /silly /lh
You know what that means?! I get an excuse to post these super old doodles!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA /lh
I have not been super involved in the OSC as of late, but I won't give up an opportunity to share art, whether new or old, of all my sillies.
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I have a stockpile of aircorn art that I've been sitting on, I really need to share more of it. But here are some of the lighthearted ones. Like this skating doodle! (Popcorn try to remember Airy's face is made of glass challenge IMPOSSIBLE GONE DANEROUS GONE DEADLY????)
A bunch more doodles under the cut:
Some older older doodles of Popcorn's beef with Rotton Apple.
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After Showvember, Popcorn and Rotten Apple dated super briefly. It was incredibly sour for the both of them. Neither of their needs were not being met, and both (but mostly Popcorn) were not pulling their weight in the relationship. When they separated, both talked very poorly about the other.
Beanie, RA's current partner, completely validates all of RA's feelings. Airy, on the other hand, is chill with Popcorn venting to him but doesn't entirely believe her side (cuz she exaggerates everything). Also, Popcorn is very flip-floppy with her views on RA, cuz on one hand he annoys the hell outta her, but she really liked his company when they were together and just kinda wants to hold onto that. She wants everything and nothing to do with him. RA just wants nothing to do with her, but she has an uncanny way or wiggling into people's lives without their knowledge.
But other than that...
AIRCORN WEDINGGGGGGG!!!!!!
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Yeahhhhh in my hc they get married. Their kids are the ring bearer and the flower girl, but they're not illustrated there. And you can only imagine how fun the wedding was for the two best men (minus Clock cuz he's just happy to be there). Worst music playlist on the planet was played during it too and the food was either banging or ass lol.
Also some Rotten Apple and Beanie for the road <3
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Hopefully I can draw these dudes again, but like newer. I care for all of them deeply lol. Have a good one homies 👋👋👋
#me like 3 months ago: “I can finally give up the obsession! I'm coming home-!”#me after reading that ask: “I'M BACK IN THE FUCKING BUILDING AGAIN!!!!!! OOOOOOOH MY-”#all /j btw tysm for the ask <3#rotten apple's stem and leaf work like a tail#like it sways n stuff#i love writing “it's complicated�� exes#beanie is the ideal partner for rotten apple like how airy is the ideal partner for popcorn <3#also the aircorn kids are a metal stovetop popcorn maker named calypso and a spotlight named dix#maybe i'll make a post about them too who knows#but feel free to chomp on these while you wait#aircorn mooties come getchall fooooood#hfjone#itft#airy#popcorn#aircorn#popcairy#beanrot#poprot#hfjone airy#showvember popcorn#showvember rotten apple#showvember beanie#hfjone liam#liam plecak#itft clock#object show#object show community#osc#showvember
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