#vanish into you sangihun

[izzyfishie]

the more i write this fanfic the more i think about autistic/neurodivergent sangwoo,,,,,,,,,,

i would literally write an entire page of headcanons about this but im locked in rn (but if anybody wants that lmk)

(anyways i love him.)

[izzyfishie]

yes! i write a lot!!

ive been working on a ghost au fic called Vanish Into You, but i have multiple thought-out oneshot ideas that i want to work on in-between writing. (have one super angsty drafted)

i also drew sangihun one time and took them around downtown! i wanna draw more tbh

finally, i've made ddakji squares (i want to remake them because they are tiny) and i play with them sometimes!! they're hard to play with though, i wish they were a little bit bigger

SQUID GAME 3 COUNTDOWN — Question 15 / 96

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it's shameless self-plug time!

Have you created any fan content for Squid Game? If so, share some!

[midnight--sadness]

/steeples fingers

Now, we were discussing sangihun facefucking. I’m interested in your continuing thoughts on this matter. Please be as detailed as possible so our clients can understand

your honor, i will be as detailed as i can 🫡

sangwoo, as a character, is so tightly wound. that man does not relax ever. and having so much frustration inside, just bubbling away, is bound to make anyone snap.

like you said, during the games, sangwoo unravels completely. all of that control vanishes and it's like he is a walking bundle of nerves, constantly exposed.

of course he's going to lose his mind when it comes to gihun.

because gihun is already pissed off at sangwoo, as already told sangwoo off, and now he's glaring at him from across the bathroom? yeah, sangwoo isn't letting that slide.

he's SO aggressive, right from the get-go. grabs gihun's shoulders and gets him on his knees (he doesn't need much strength since gihun is willing in all of this). grabs gihun's long hair and pulls his face back, like he's wanted to do for so long. he pratically rips his sweatpants when he gets them off and he shoves gihun's face against his crotch as soon as possible.

and gihun is so good, i think sangwoo would appreciate it but also get so jealous bc how did gihun even learn all of this? how many men was he with while sangwoo was stealing from his clients working?

it's jealousy and love and desire all wrapped up in a messed up, sloppy blowjob.

he doesn't care that gihun is choking on him or that gihun's fingers are digging into his thighs or that his own hands are tangled in gihun's curls. he doesn't care that gihun's face is turning red from lack of oxygen or that he is drooling onto the floor or that he occasionaly shifts his weight against the cold ground as if his knees aren't capable of holding him up.

he doesn't care. he should have done this years ago. he never should have let gihun go.

all of that possessiveness, the need to mark gihun as his own, boils over and he ends up cumming on gihun's face. and gihun, that slutty man, loves it so much he ends up cumming in his own pants like a teenager...

[izzyfishie]

sangihun nation culture is crying while writing your goddamn angst fic

[izzyfishie]

VANISH INTO YOU | SANGIHUN + GHOST AU ⏾ִ ࣪𖤐

CHAPTER II - HEAVEN

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HEAVEN "a place regarded in various religions as the abode of the gods and the angels, and of the good after death, often traditionally depicted as being above the sky."

It is said that people who go to heaven are to forget their past troubles and grievances. Former burdens are not remembered, nor will they come to mind.

!! THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS HEAVY RELIGIOUS IMAGERY. if that is something you are uncomfortable with, viewer discretion is advised.

CHARACTERS: Cho Sang-woo , Seong Gi-hun , Kang Sae-byeok , Ji-yeong , Jang Deok-su , Byeong-gi , Ali Abdul GENERAL TAGS: Cho Sangwoo-centric , Alternate Universe - Ghosts, Religious Imagery & Symbolism , Canon Compliant , Canon-Typical Violence , Suicide , Suicidal Thoughts , Angst and Romance , Cho Sang-woo Deserves Better

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[izzyfishie]

VANISH INTO YOU | SANGIHUN + GHOST AU ⏾ִ ࣪𖤐

CHAPTER I - CAROTID

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CAROTID "each of the two main arteries that carry blood to the head and neck."

Two carotids arteries exist in a single body, bifurcating with one another. Severing a carotid artery can and will lead to airway compromise, severe neurological shortfalls, and death within a matter of minutes.

CHARACTERS: Cho Sang-woo , Seong Gi-hun GENERAL TAGS: Cho Sangwoo-centric , Alternate Universe - Ghosts, Canon Compliant , Canon-Typical Violence , Suicide , Suicidal Thoughts , Angst and Romance , Self-Hatred , Cho Sang-woo Deserves Better , Rating May Change , Tags May Change

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[izzyfishie]

VANISH INTO YOU | SANGIHUN + GHOST AU ⏾ִ ࣪𖤐

CHAPTER III - SHRIVE

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SHRIVE “to present oneself to a priest for confession, penance, and absolution.”

In other words, to face and confess one's sins. To live in true solace, one must not run from their past blunders.

CHARACTERS: Cho Sang-woo , Seong Gi-hun , Ji-yeong , The Recruiter , Han Mi-nyeo , Ali Abdul (mentioned) , Cho Sang-woo's mother (mentioned) GENERAL TAGS: Cho Sangwoo-centric , Alternate Universe - Ghosts, Flashbacks , Cute Kids , Canon Compliant , Canon-Typical Violence , Suicide , Suicidal Thoughts , Angst and Romance , Cho Sang-woo Deserves Better

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[izzyfishie]

VANISH INTO YOU | SANGIHUN + GHOST AU ⏾ִ ࣪𖤐

CHAPTER IV - KISMET

AO3 LINK

KISMET “a hypothetical force or personified power that determines the course of future events.”

Some say kismet is blind, uncaring of merit or morality.

But even fate, immovable as it seems, can twist in the face of a single, defiant choice.

CHARACTERS: Cho Sang-woo , Seong Gi-hun , Kang Sae-byeok , Ji-yeong , Seon-nyeo , Park Jung-bae , Lee Myung-gi , Choi Su-bong , Jang Deok-su [MENTIONED CHARACTERS: Kang Mi-na , Cho Hyun-ju , Kim Nam-du, The Recruiter , Ali Abdul , Im Jeong-dae] GENERAL TAGS: Cho Sangwoo-centric , Alternate Universe - Ghosts, Canon Compliant , Canon-Typical Violence , Suicide/Suicidal Thoughts , Psychological Torture , Angst and Romance , Self-Loathing, Cho Sang-woo Deserves Better , Episode: s02e03 001

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[izzyfishie]

VANISH INTO YOU | SANGIHUN + SQUID GAME GHOST AU | ao3 ⏾ִ ࣪𖤐

MASTERLIST

Cho Sang-woo always expected death to be the end. When you died, you felt nothing. Not a single trace of you left behind, no soul remaining to roam in your memory. Just permanent nothing. That was how it was supposed to be. So why was he still here? Trapped on the island he died on. Unable to move on. Bound to a place soaked in blood and regret. And what made it worse? He was far from alone.

[sangwoo-centric ghost AU following the events of the 33rd squid game.]

chapters are regularly updated on ao3! links attached to each chapter below

chapter i - carotid

chapter ii - heaven

chapter iii - shrive

[izzyfishie]

What does Vanish Into You entail??

IM GLAD YOU ASKED, SANGIHUN MOOT NUMERO DOS!! :D

ive been writing for like three hours now no joke, consider this the beginning of my unscheduled break

I will try my best to give a good synopsis/summary

Vanish Into You is basically an AU taking place through the POV of Sang-woo after his death, where he's stuck on the island as a ghost, along with most of the other season 1 contestants.

After his death, he immediately reunites with multiple.. close acquaintances, I'll say. But those confrontations are. uh. Not friendly.

So a couple years pass, during this time he's forced to wallow in his own self-loathing and guilt while also watching hundreds of people go through what he went through. Not to mention, he's tortured by the presence of said close acquaintances. also hes really fucking gay and YEARNING.

As much as he just wants to fade away and finally be done for, he can't. So of course, he does what he's best at!

He represses everything. For THREE FUCKING YEARS. And pretty much ignores everybody and everything ever.

However! Where the majority of the fic takes place is in the 2024 games. Sang-woo (and the others) are shocked - and concerned - to find out that Gi-hun has returned to the games yet again.

The fic primarily follows Sang-woo, watching over Gi-hun (along with the other previous contestants, as stated) throughout the 2024 games, perhaps judging his decisions a bit, but overall just.. watching him. Making sure he's safe like the fucking gayass he is.

And during these games, after years of repressing everything, Sang-woo finally decides to give in and reflect on the past - which includes making amends with the other contestants, himself, his childhood, etc - i can't spoil too much i'm sorry 🙏

Side note: Sang-woo is fucking gay oh my god i've never seen such a homosexual homo before

Side side note: There's a lot of dead character cameos! Only a few are majorly relevant, but there's a lot that appear every once in a while for various assorted reasons. (yes North, dead salesman does exist here. and yes, i do have a reason for it.)

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i hope this makes sense agh - im running on very little sleep and im horrible at explaining things so sorry if this was an ass summary 😭🙏

i need to eat dinner now bc its 8pm and i have Not moved

also fun fact! the title i got from one of my favorite songs rn - Vanish Into You by Lady Gaga (the lyrics are so them-coded to me imcrying)

the summary makes it sound like there's not much sangihun content, but i ASSURE you. if you know me, you KNOW this fic is about to be HEAVY on sangihun. <3

[izzyfishie]

i'm hereby posting chapter 1 of my squid game fic as soon as i wake up tomorrow!! god im so excited but also so nervous

dropping the summary + author notes i wrote

VANISH INTO YOU | SANGIHUN + SQUID GAME GHOST AU ⏾ִ ࣪𖤐

Cho Sang-woo always expected death to be the end. When you died, you felt nothing. Not a single trace of you left behind, no soul remaining to roam in your memory. Just permanent nothing. That was how it was supposed to be. So why was he still here? Trapped on the island he died on. Unable to move on. Bound to a place soaked in blood and regret. And what made it worse? He was far from alone. [sangwoo-centric ghost AU following the events of the 33rd squid game. majority of this story takes place in s2/to-be s3]

"what kickstarted this fic was me saying to @schadennorth: "i love the thought of a ghost au , like there’s gotta be so many ghosts lurking around the island which includes our s1 favs!! i’d love to see them in a s2 setting where gi-hun comes back and they're watching him from afar (as ghosts). and seon-nyeo claims she can see ghosts so imagine the shit she’d see them doing" and then i decided. you know what. hell yeah. let's write."

[izzyfishie]

VANISH INTO YOU — CHAPTER FOUR IS FINALLY DONE!!!!!!!! AFTER TWO WEEKS OF HARD WORK!!

RELEASING TMRW AFTERNOON 🙏

its over 6k, going on 7k words. i’m sorry

[izzyfishie]

VIY ch4 is seeming to turn out to be LONG. like “this might end up 6k words” long jesus christ

y’all are in for it!! 😋

expected release date: friday, 04-11

[izzyfishie]

VANISH INTO YOU - CHAPTER THREE IS COMPLETE!!

expect a release tmrw at around 10am GMT-5 !!!!

^ y'all receiving content /silly

[izzyfishie]

vanish into you: chapter 3 updates!

i’m almost 2k words in rn, shooting for a friday release 👊

this one’s not as sad (rn) but i’m hoping y’all still enjoy it 💗

[izzyfishie]

hi guys i told you i was a slow writer in the tags im sorry 🙏

my goal is to have chapter 2 out within like. 3 days. (i wont be able to write for the most of tmrw because i have like 4 things to do)

IM CRYING IM LITERALLY ONLY 2.3K WORDS IN AND ITS BEEN LIKE 4 DAYS 💔

anyways. uh yeah yay im still working hopefully this one wont make you cry as much. but it might who knows