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🧸- I am an amateur writer and I mostly write in tagalog. English is not my first language and therefore not my strongest suit (⌒_⌒;). But I am more than happy to fulfill your eng requests! ( ´ ∀ `)

🗓️: with my current routine and schedule, I don't think I can commit to a regular posting sched anymore, so I only post whnv I can, sorry (◞‸◟；)

𖦹 I also do nameless fics. Though it might be under the works for longer than the other fics (I'm a slow writer) (^_^;)

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After the storm

And when the clock strikes twelve, will we be back to being strangers who never speak to each other?

⋆Pairing: Choi Yeonjun x fem!reader

⋆Genre: strangers to enemies to lovers, slow-burn,fluff, angst, slice of life,

*Warnings: Cursing and cussing here and there. Mention of hookups and slight sexual innuendo.

⟶ Summary- With the failure of your past relationship, you try to move on with closure and no regrets; which you fail miserably. You don't need help, but a shoulder to lean and cry on. But what if that shoulder belongs to a total stranger? or so you thought...

a/n: RAGHRAGHRAGHRAGH CHAP 2 NAAAA I HOPE YOU GUYS LIKE IT :DDDD As always, feel free to leave an anon ask or dm if you have any suggestion, critics, or opinions. I would be very happy to hear them :) Thank you! -val! 🧸

⋆ Chapter II Part 1- Crushiecakes

Nagising ako na naka hilata sa kama ko. Nakapilipit ang isang binti sa unan at may naninigas pa na laway sa giid ng labi. Teka, kung ganoon...sino ang nagdala sa akin dito..? SI FELIX BA?? SHUTA! Kinilig ako ng ma-imagine ko itsura namin kagabi...

Joke lang, loyal ako kay hooniebear ko. EME!

Mabilis akong tumayo at tumakbo pababa. Nadatnan ko si Kuya Jake na nagluluto na ng tanghalian. Nandoon din si Chaewon at Giselle.

"HUY MHIEEE!" SIgaw ni Chae bago tumakbo para yakapin ako.

Niyakap ko si Chae at Gisele habang tinatapik ang ulo nila ng biglang may kumaltok sa batok ko.

"Tignan mo yung oras oh, Alas-Dyis na. May seminar ka pa mamaya. Tsk tsk"

"Sorry na, 'to naman eh. Basang-basa na nga ako kagabi oh, maawa ka naman..."

"ANO?! ANONG BASA?" Natatarantang tanong ni kuya. Grabe talaga mag-isip to si kuya, ang lala.

"Tanga, ang lakas ng ulan kahapon, dumi talaga ng isip neto eh" tinarayan ko siya.

Nagtatakang mga mukha ang lumingon sa akin. TInitigan nila ako bago sila tumingin sa isa't isa.

"Ulan? Parang wala naman akong natatandaang may ulan kahapon. Epekto lang ng kalasingan mo yannn HAHAHAHHAHA" Sambit ni Ni-Ki.

"Ulol HAHAHAHA Baka sa area lang Pasay may ulan" dagdag ni Giselle.

Nagchikahan lang kami habang nag-aalmusal, parang namiss ata nila ako, ems

Pagkatapos kumain, naghanda na ako para sa seminar namin mamaya. Sino ba kasi nagpa-uso ng seminar kahit Sabado? Ta's required pa. Hmph. Okay lang yan Y/n, para 'to sa future mo, future niyo ni Sungho-AY EME.

On the bright side, another excuse 'to para makita ang aking beloved Hooniebear. Kababata namin siya. Kaso lumipat sila ng bahay causing him to switch schools. Ngayong college year, he transferred to the same university I go to. Para bang, tinadhana talaga kami eh 'noh? KEME!

Now, he lives just a block away from our house, pero hindi na kami gaanong close dahil sa tagal naming hindi nakita. Pero close pa rin siya kay Kuya Jake. Since then, I liked him, and I still do now. Para siyang naging default crush ko. Every time I experience a heartbreak or minor inconvenience in a relationship, my heart runs back to him. Para bang, pakiramdam ko siya ang sasagip sa'kin. At yun, 'nak, ang love story ng mommy at daddy niyo. AY, CHAROT!

Kasabay ko si Lee Know lumabas as usual since parehas kami ng course at kailangan namin ummattend sa seminar na 'to. Pero dahil diyan, palagi kaming napag-kakamalang may something. Matagal na naming kaibigan si Lee Know kaya super close talaga kaming dalawa. Siy yung tipong kaibigan na pag na-leak ang gc, puwede siyang makulong. Pero minsan may limitations din ang pagiging close namin, lalo na in public. Mabilis kumalat ang chismis at fake news sa uni, baka makarating pa kay Hoon, baka mawalan siya ng gana. AY! DELULU LANG?

Mahaba-haba rin ang biyahe papunta sa uni, kaya sinalpak ko muna ang earphone ko sa tenga ko.

[You Belong With Me (Taylor's Version)]

♫ Taylor Swift ♫

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Pagdating ko sa uni, unang bumungad ang tarpaulin na may mukha ni Sunghoon. SIya kasi yung model ng "APPLY NOW" poster namin. Gets ko kung bakit siya ang kinuha, kahit sino naman, mapapahanga pag nasilayan nila ang kaguwapuhan niya. I'm happy for him, kaso hindi ko na siya ma-gagatekeep. Aw.

Nakakaantok yung seminar. Bahagya akong tumitingin kay Hoon, pasulyap-sulyap lang, gano'n.

Siya yung tipo na para bang lahat nasa kanya na. I bet he will treat me better than that douche. Kaka-ahon ko lang sa break-up pero may tinititgnan nanaman ako. I mean, masisisi mo ba ako? Nakaka-akit talaga yung tingin niya. Siguro, kung siya yung minahal ko, wala na akong ibang hihingin.

Sobrang lalim ng iniisip ko na hindi ko napansin na tinititigan ko pala si Sunghoon ng deretsahan at naka-awang ang labi. SHET! NAKA TINGIN DIN SIYA! GAANO AKO KA-TAGAL NAKATINGIN SA KANYA?!

Initsa ko ang ulo ko sa kabilang direksiyon sa sobrang hiya. Bahagyang napatawa si Sunghoon. Nakita din ata ng mga seatmates niya. Tumalon nalang kaya ako sa bangin (para lang iyong sagipin AY CORNY).

Habang tinatago ko ang mukha ko sa likod ng binder, tinignan ko ang gc namin na sumasabog sa chat. Gagi, nakita ni Lee Know. Chismoso panaman 'yan.

Pag-ring ng bell ay agad akong tumayo perO hindi ako agad umalis para hindi masyadong awkward.

Teka...lumalapit ba siya..? LORD! PUWEDE BA 'TO?! Napagtanto ko na mas awkward pala kapag naiwan kaming dalawa, kaya binilisan ko ang pag-lakad. Kaso nagsisiksikan ang mga estudyante sa may pinto, kahit anong bilis ko, hindi rin ako makakaraan. Palapit na siya! Lord, kayo na ang bahala sa'kin.

"Miss Sim?" dahan-dahan akong lumingon. Shet, lalong umawkward.

"Sim Y/n, right? Do you have something you want to tell me?"

Natulala ako ng marinig ko ang boses niya. The way my name rolled off his lips made me dizzy.

"A-ah wala nammmmman" Y/N UMAYOS KA! KEEP YOUR CALM!

"Oh," Tumango siya. "Kapatid ka ni Jake, right? Who would've thought na magiging ganito pala kaganda ang kapatid ni Jake. Buti hindi ka nagmana sa kuya mo haha" ANG CUTE NG NGITI NIYA SHET.

...Teka..ako? maganda? MAGANDA DAW AKO! WALA KAYO SA'KIN! YES G NANALO RIN!

"Ako nga pala si Sunghoon. Nice to meet you." Sabi niya habang inooffer ang kamay niya habang nakangiti.

GRABE, PATI ATA ATAY KO KINIKILIG!

"Sim Y/n, nice to meet you rin."

Kinamayan ko siya habang pinapakiramdaman ang kinis ng kanyang palad. NAHAWAKAN KO NA KAMAY NIYA! PUWEDE NA AKONG MAMUHAY NG MAPAYAPA!

"Hey um, if you want, we can go for coffee, maybe? Or take a snack?" IS HE ASKING ME OUT?????

"SUre, I'd love to!" Landi mo ses! piyok ka naman nang piyok.

Tumambay lang kami sa malapit na coffee shop habang nagkukuwentuhan.

"What did your kuya say about me?"

"Mabait, malinis, ta's pogi." AY, TUMATAPANG SI IDOL!

Napatawa siya. Nakakatunaw talaga yung ngiti niya

"But do you think I am?" Bigla niyang sinabi. Nabulunan ako sa iced coffee ko. "Hm?"

"Sa tingin mo pogi talaga ako?"

Hindi ko mapigilan ang paglunok ko ng laway. Sobrang halata na ako at this point.

"Siyempre naman haha." Hooniebear kita eh.

Pagkatapos ng mahabang kuwentuhan, nagpaalam na kami sa isa't isa.

Mahaba ulit ang biyahe pauwi, traffic pa.

[Enchanted (Taylor's Version)]

♫ Taylor Swift ♫

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This is me praying that, this is the very first page, not where the storyline ends.....

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Chapter II Part 2 is up!

*I had to separate them because of the 10 image limit in tumblr 😭

anyways I hope you guys liked this part xoxo

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✧.* val's masterlist masterpost !! ** important note ; my big 3 are obx, stranger things, and harry potter !! expect the most writings for them <3

╰┈➤ OBX (who is included) ༊*·˚ jj maybank / rudy pankow ༊*·˚ rafe cameron / drew starkey ༊*·˚ pope heyward / jonathan daviss

╰┈➤ STRANGER THINGS (who is included) ༊*·˚ steve harrington / joe keery ༊*·˚ billy hargrove / dacre montgomery

╰┈➤ HARRY POTTER (who is included) ༊*·˚ slytherin boys

╰┈➤ MARVEL (who is included) ༊*·˚ spiderman / peter parker ༊*·˚ captain america / steve rogers ༊*·˚ thor

╰┈➤ UNTIL DAWN (who is included) ༊*·˚ josh washington ༊*·˚ mike monroe

╰┈➤ PLAYLIST FICS ༊*·˚ a lil bit of everyone !! includes all my music based writings ╰┈➤ DISNEY / PIXAR / AU'S ༊*·˚ these are going to be au's where some of the people listed above take places of other characters in other universes !!

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Feeling my writers block withering away !!!

Give me some Adam Stanheight things to write about!

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[ @infernal-feminae || Continued From Here || Summer ]

[ Valentino ]

Typically, anyone who thought they could get away with something like that would have another thing coming. Valentino was not known for being very forgiving, or kind in the first place, and his temper was always one for the history books regardless of what it was over.

But Summer's voice, and her cute little purr, threw a wrench in the gears of his latest tantrum.

When he'd whipped around to see her, the glare from behind his glasses remained, but his scowl turned into a tentative grin. Last night's drunken monster movie marathon with Vox was still half sluggishly creeping through his bloodstream, and that was another thing that had saved her.

He was pretty sure he was still drunk.

"Mornin', Baby. You must feel pretty good," The uncertainty fell from his grin and he bent down to press a kiss between her eyes, "You want to make sure Daddy doesn't pass out and choke on his own tongue this mornin'?"

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i just watched top gun maverick and i am kicking myself for not watching it sooner. i'm so in love with the characters and i can't get the beach football sequence off my mind??? they really blessed us with that scene😭

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Could you add me to your tag list ? I don't want to miss your fic posts 😉

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Holly expect way more love and ask on those ocs of yours now

i’m so okay with that!! i mean that’s what they’re here for after all~

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i added a new name to my about! jellie <3 i would update my carrd too with the name but my internet is being weird rn so i cant >:(

[yawnzloverz]

Hi lovlies! I won't be able to upload an update this coming friday due to health reasons TT

I held a party for my birthday last Monday and now I'm having the worst kind of fever brp 😭😭😭

Though, I will be uploading a sneak peek of Chapter 3 and a filler episode (Sunghoon's pov) tomorrow! RAGHHH I RLLY HOPE YOU LIKED MY SHIT OF A FANFIC AND I HOPE YOU'LL LIKE THIS ONE TOO! Also, lmk if this is a good idea and if I should do this everytime I fail to make an upload. And as always, I am always open to critics & suggestions. Thank you, lovlies! ♡🫂

-val 🧸

[baldval]

heyy! You dont have to do this if it makes you uncomfortable it is a little darker…

can i request overlords finding out that reader selfharms? Like they knew she was unstable but they didnt think that much

thank you!!!

BEING COMFORTED BY HAZBIN!₊˚⊹♡

characters: alastor, vox, velvette, valentino, lucifer, adam

warnings: sad reader, slightly ooc adam (that man is so hard to write omg)

a/n: ik i said i'm comfortable w darker asks, i just don't really feel ok w writing about such heavy/negative topics (especially sh), but don't worry anon, should've added that mb. anyways, i give you hazbin characters comforting reader in return 🫶🫶

ALASTOR:

ᯓ he’s not exactly a ‘sit down and talk about feelings’ type of person

ᯓ but he can tell when something’s wrong

ᯓ and he wants nothing more but to make you feel like you’re on top of the world

ᯓ he sees your pouty face when you get home

ᯓ “hey, darling, come look,” he says

ᯓ he’d been at work when you’d left

ᯓ so he’s had some time to figure out what to do for you without making it seem like he’s prying

ᯓ he’ll ask you about what’s bothering you once you’ve relaxed

ᯓ he plops down on the couch, dragging you with him

ᯓ your favorite movie is paused on the tv, waiting to be played

ᯓ “i found an extended version. with bloopers and deleted scenes and everything,” he murmurs

ᯓ the entire movie, his hand is rubbing up and down your back

ᯓ his fingers sometimes creep up your neck, playing gently with your hair

ᯓ the entire thing is extremely soothing

ᯓ you know he knows something’s wrong

ᯓ and you also know he’s going to do everything in his power to fix it

ᯓ and you’re so grateful he just loves you

VOX:

ᯓ he doesn’t need you to say anything, ever

ᯓ he just knows what you need

ᯓ when he comes home and finds you in bed early, he knows you’ve had a difficult day

ᯓ he doesn’t know what happened, but he won’t ask until you’re feeling better

ᯓ he changes out of his work clothes and just gets into bed with you

ᯓ when you don’t say anything either, he pulls you into a cuddle, one hand pressing your head to his chest and the other cupping your hip

ᯓ “hi, vox.”

ᯓ he peppers your face in kisses

ᯓ “feeling off?” he asks

ᯓ you nod

ᯓ his fingers go to stroke your jaw

ᯓ “you can talk to me, you know. i want to make it better,” he tells you

ᯓ so you tell him everything

ᯓ whatever the issue was, the next day, he’s found some way to solve it

ᯓ just for you

ᯓ anything for you

VELVETTE:

ᯓ the minute you come home from work, exhaustion and misery rolling off of you in waves, she demands to know what’s wrong

ᯓ “is someone bothering you? is it your boss again? because i can get him fired.”

ᯓ you tell her everything

ᯓ she promises to help you with whatever it is that’s causing you trouble

ᯓ she’d tip the earth off it’s axis if you asked

ᯓ “come here, i want a kiss,” she tells you

ᯓ you very happily oblige

ᯓ she spends the entire night just spoiling (and worshiping) you

ᯓ the sheets of your bed are tangled between both your legs

ᯓ you’ve never felt more loved

ᯓ she murmurs about how your aniversary is coming up

ᯓ and tells you to get your nails done and dress pretty

ᯓ you don’t really know how you got here

ᯓ but you’re not upset

ᯓ you smile up at the ceiling, delightedly dazed

ᯓ you don’t even remember why you were upset

VALENTINO:

ᯓ he feels what you feel

ᯓ and at this point he can never leave you alone

ᯓ he NEEDS to be with you 24/7

ᯓ so naturally it’s like he’s dying when you come home looking upset

ᯓ “hey, no kiss hello?” he whines

ᯓ that manages to get you to laugh

ᯓ he smiles at your smiling

ᯓ you go over to kiss him and he catches your wrist before you walk off

ᯓ “no, c’mere,” he insists

ᯓ he tugs you into his lap and winds his arms around your waist

ᯓ he sets his chin on your shoulder

ᯓ “why’re you upset?”

ᯓ “oh, it’s nothing, val.”

ᯓ “bullshit.”

ᯓ you spill

ᯓ he rubs circles into your hip bone

ᯓ “i’d be upset, too,” he admits

ᯓ he kisses all up your neck

ᯓ “but we don’t have to think about that at all now. can we just spend some time together? i promise, though, if you’re still having problems i’ll gladly fuck up as many lives as you need.”

ᯓ you laugh, making him laugh

ᯓ you spend the rest of the night just sitting there talking to him

LUCIFER:

ᯓ the two of you are watching your current show, as you do every night, and he notices you’re zoning out

ᯓ he pauses it and looks down at you

ᯓ he dots a couple kisses over your brow

ᯓ “everything okay?”

ᯓ “rough day…”

ᯓ “why didn’t you tell me?”

ᯓ his expression is one of concern now, yet still absolutely laden with affection

ᯓ “i’m sorry, i’m not trying to keeping things from you or anything. i just don’t want to bother you.”

ᯓ “i want you to bother me. say everything that comes into your brain, i want to hear it.”

ᯓ he pulls you closer, palm smoothing over the back of your neck as he sets your head against his chest

ᯓ you tell him about your day, and how you were getting so frustrated

ᯓ frustrated everything was going wrong today, frustrated that the entire week was going wrong

ᯓ he listens intently, stroking your hair the entire time

ᯓ he gives soft “mhms” and “of courses” at your words

ᯓ he peppers warm kisses all over your face

ᯓ he does his best to give you a solution

ᯓ even if what he suggested doesn’t work, he’s sending you flowers to your house for the next week

ADAM:

ᯓ he’s a little confused, but he’s got the spirit

ᯓ he’s a little nervous to ask what’s wrong

ᯓ he’s afraid he won’t know what to do to make you feel better

ᯓ “hey, uh, everything okay?”

ᯓ you shrug

ᯓ “wanna talk about it?”

ᯓ you tell him everything

ᯓ he nods the entire time, his eyes never leaving your face

ᯓ he’s trying to memorize everything you’re saying

ᯓ he doesn’t really have any great solutions

ᯓ and he kind of hates himself for it

ᯓ he wants to help you, even if he doesn't make it obvious

ᯓ “hey, how about we go out tonight? take your mind off things.”

ᯓ you spend the night at dinner then wandering through a night market

ᯓ you both talk nonstop

ᯓ he gets you a bunch of trinkets

ᯓ just things that remind him of you

ᯓ and a bracelet, too

ᯓ he spends a bit of time fiddling with the clasp, eventually hooking it together and letting it sit on your wrist

ᯓ you don’t take the bracelet off

ᯓ ever

ᯓ at home, he’s worried you’re still upset

ᯓ but you’re not

ᯓ you fall asleep curled up against him, your worries now nonexistent

[inkykeiji]

character: valentino warnings: 18+ minors do not interact, possessiveness, toxic relationship, daddy kink, gun play, slight oral fixation, fem!reader who has unspecified piercings notes: for @sovya, who is val’s precious lil princesa ♡ and who always listens to my insane ramblings about ideas i had at exactly 6:20am hehe c: words: 687

Valentino has an interesting little quirk, you’ve come to learn; he always has to have something of his inside of you. It’s a simple fact, really. No matter what it is or where you are, a piece of him must always be within you in some way, shape, or form. 

He, of course, prefers for it to be a part of his body—his fingers, his tongue, his cock—but unfortunately that isn’t always feasible. 

And, of course, there are other objects that work well, too. 

Sometimes it’s his gun, barrel rammed down your throat as far as it possibly can be, teeth scraping against the N of his bedazzled name as you desperately attempt to swallow more, knees sinking into the plush shag of the carpet beneath his work desk, your chin resting on his thigh as you sit at his feet. Your lips pucker tightly around the barrel as they suck, thick dribbles of saliva oozing from the corners of your mouth to drizzle off your jaw in shimmering cords, while a dutiful tongue curls around the heated metal in a protective, almost loving embrace, eager to siphon it further into your body. 

Sometimes it’s one of his shiny gold rings, pressed flat under your tongue as you suck it into your flesh during your daily outings, the metal clacking daintily against your teeth while you mindlessly toy with it, the tip of your tongue hooking through the band then circling the halo in a lazy, messy outline, encrusted salt melting against your tastebuds, staining your tongue with the zest of his sweat. 

Sometimes it’s his favourite bullet vibrator, soft pink silicon engraved with his full name and a smattering of cute little hearts buried deep in your cunt as you go about your day, never knowing when Val might turn it on, turn it up, but always knowing that he’s watching through the discreet cameras he had Vox plant all over your shared condo, always ready for that telltale video call that you better fucking answer right before you cum—and knowing that if you don’t, you’ll be suffering endless edging until Daddy gets home (and sometimes after that, too). 

He gets off on it just as much as you do, chuckling darkly when your knees knock together and your thighs tense, a sharp gasp spilling from your throat and nails chipping as your fingers curl around the edge of the kitchen counter, tauntingly asking if something is wrong, amorcito? as his face swims into view, sadism stretched sharply across his face, eyes glowing with the knowledge that he holds all of your pleasure, all of that power, in the silky palm of his hand, controlling it with the single flick of a notch. 

Sometimes it’s his custom-made heart-shaped studs and barbells, embellished with ostentatious V’s and filling all of your piercings, glinting in the late afternoon sun or heating under your clothes as he drags you from store to store, an arm tightly linked through your own—showing you off, his most cherished accessory, his prettiest prized possession, his best accomplishment.  

If he has to pick a favourite, though, it’s his fingers, one of his four hands wedged between your soft thighs, two fingers stuffing your cunt full and idly stroking the silky walls as he works—writing scripts or reviewing footage—and you play—mashing buttons on your pretty pink handheld or colouring a picture for him, book folded at the spine and balancing against your bent knees, little tongue playing with the point of your fang as you concentrate. 

And yet, despite the sensuality of it all, it isn’t even sexual half of the time, going far beyond the shallow pleasures of carnality. Because that secret, shared knowledge that there is a piece of him constantly inside of you—a private claim of ownership in the most intimate sense—provides a deep-seated comfort; a warm, dense calm that roots itself at the very core of your souls, that soothes anxieties and serves as a steadfast reminder: that you are owned, that he owns you, that you belong to one another, always. 

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“📔” for Niffty!

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[ Valentino ]

I saw her again today. I don't think she noticed me.

I hate that.

Am I really that unnoticeable?

She was doing something, shopping, I guess. One-track mind, that girl, I swear.

Before you say anything, I don't care. It's fine. She doesn't have to worship the ground I walk on.

But she should.

[The page is crinkled and rumpled from where he rubbed and smeared the red glittery gel pen over the last sentence. He'd clearly scribbled over it in order to hide what he'd said.]

[moonmeg]

Heartbeat

They're so cringe

What can you see on Micah's wall? - A Guide

1) "The Friendship Deal" - A letter reading: "To: Micah

From: Robyn

Will you be my B.F.F.E.A.A? <- Best Friend For Ever And Always?

■ Yes :) □ No :(

I really like you."

2) A paper craft made by Robyn for their friendiversary

3-5) Little notes Robyn likes to leave in Micah's school bag

6) "Always be yourself! -Mum"

7) "Life's tough. You're tougher. -Da"

8) A letter from Yvaine to her grandson.

"Dear Micah,

I hope you like your new home. I miss you terribly already. Please write to me whenever you can, so I know what trouble you're up to, what friends you made, and how you are doing. [Know that if you ever need advice you canna get from your parents -whatever the reason may be- , you can always come to me. You will have to wait a week or two before you receive my response, but I am always there for you. Tell your sisters I hope to hear from them too. I love you all very, very much.]

Love, Seanmhair"

9) A drawing made by young Micah depicting himself and Yvaine. Above the drawing, there is a text reading: "Is toil leam seanmhair" (= I like grandma)

10) A paper craft sun made by young Micah

11) A picture of Robyn and Micah at Ian and Val's wedding

12) Another little note by Robyn

13) "Bower Family Reunion" (cut off)

14) A paper craft heart made by Makenna for Micah's 14th birthday.

"Happy 14th. Not the worst brother. MK"

15) A picture of Robyn and Micah at about 14. Micah is at the front, Robyn is cuddling with Skye (Neil's palisman) and making a peace sign.

16) Another picture of Robyn and Micah. It depicts their first school day. Robyn is hugging Micah happily.

17) A note from Makenna.

"Dear little pest,

remember that when someone's a dick to you, bite them.

Love, Mak"

18) A note reading: "Am I that hard to love?" (Micah's emo phase 😭). An additional note right next to it reads: "16 year old Mike here: YOU ARE NOT!!"

19) Childhood plushie ♡